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I'm Brandon. 
And I'm. 

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Jesse we're cannabis school 
having cannabis infused 

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conversations with everyday 
people, cannabis companies, 

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celebrities and your mom. 
Welcome. 

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To the sesh. 
So what was the first car you 

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ever had? 
First car I ever had. 

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Totally remember this one. 
It was a Mazda 323. 

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It was Gray. 
My dad bought it off of a guy in

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the neighborhood. 
I think it cost you should use 

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this one. 
We're smoking on Pineapple 

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Express. 
It is a live resin Pineapple 

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Express and I am very excited 
about that. 

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But so I get this car and I 
didn't get my my license until I

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was 17. 
And the reason why was it I was 

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lazy. 
I used to say my grades weren't 

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high enough because I didn't 
want to take that like I do. 

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Just not want to go take 
driver's head like what was 

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that? 
I don't know that. 

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It was just I had no desire. 
I didn't have a car at the 

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moment and tells like well and I
don't want. 

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To be like, what's the point? 
Well, my dad, dude, my dad 

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wasn't really cool about any of 
this stuff, like borrowing a car

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or doing any of that. 
He get really fucking irritated.

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Oh, so never. 
Makes sense that you wouldn't be

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like yeah why get a license? 
He's going to be annoyed if I 

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asked a borrow. 
Well, we're all like, dude, I'll

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just pick you up, Don't even 
worry about it. 

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Yeah, like, all right, cool. 
That makes sense. 

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Facts, Right. 
Cool. 

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Fucking do this all day long, 
right. 

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But then when I got my when I 
got it, my dad like when I was 

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getting close to my license, my 
dad's like, oh, I'll get your 

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car. 
He buys his car from the sky for

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like 500 bucks. 
Yeah, and back in the day, I 

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mean, it was a decent price. 
It was a decent car. 

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Problem was my dad is my dad is 
good with your basic mechanic 

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shit tires, brakes, oil change, 
oil change, transmission flush, 

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you know, coolant flush. 
Basic stuff, not crazy. 

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He decided that he would adjust 
the valves. 

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The time like the Oh no. 
All the timing and shit with a 

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screwdriver. 
Not a torque. 

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Not not the tools that are made 
specifically. 

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So when you turn it a certain 
torque, it's going to adjust it 

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to a certain level based upon 
the combustion in the engine. 

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My dad didn't understand that he
was just listening. 

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That's such. 
A SO and and you know what, 

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dude, it was $500. 
I mean, at the time he didn't 

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give a shit and I was driving 
with my buddy one day. 

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I picked him up from Draper and 
my buddy lived up there and I 

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was. 
This is like about. 

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So it made it up to Draper. 
Oh dude, it was totally fine. 

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But then when we were driving 
back my engine was smoking so I 

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pull over and there is oil 
coming out. 

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Well the reason why oil was 
coming out because I just put 

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oil in there because the oil 
sensor was fucked up and it kept

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asking for more oil. 
So I'm a kid. 

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I don't know. 
You just keep putting more and 

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more. 
I'm not going to tell my dad 

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that I'm going to break his car 
by not putting oil in it. 

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So it was like literally 
throwing up oil out of the 

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dipstick. 
The dipstick was up and it was 

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spraying everywhere like the 
edge. 

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It's like, no, we've eaten too 
much fuck for why still in 

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feeding us. 
It's like like shit from like 

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wootick clan, an old dirty 
bastard. 

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All they came from. 
I'm going to sew your asshole up

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and keep feeding you and feeding
you. 

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That's how I'm going to kill 
you. 

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That's that's how my engine was.
And so I, we get home and I tell

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my dad and my dad's like, yeah, 
let's drain the oil. 

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We drain the oil, we put oil 
back into it. 

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Everything's supposed to be 
fine. 

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February, it's around 
Valentine's Day. 

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There is a Morp dance. 
You remember Morp, right? 

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So this Valentine's dance, this 
this woman who who asked this 

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girl, woman. 
That would have been really 

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strange. 
This girl, they asked me, she 

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was older than me. 
And it was just weird because I 

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wasn't a really popular kid in 
my sophomore year. 

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I was really fucking awkward. 
And the only thing people knew 

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is that I knew how to fight. 
That's it. 

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Like the guy who dresses weird 
and does Bruce Lee noises don't 

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fuck with him, but he's weird as
shit. 

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Yeah, he's over there practicing
in the hallway like nobody. 

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Sees in the corner making like. 
Dude I used to make other Kung 

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Fu dudes and we would practice 
in the hallways between classes 

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and nobody fucked with us 
because all you would hear at 

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the end of the hallway is 
smacking and thuds. 

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And you think people are beaten 
off really furiously, dude 

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wrestling and you're. 
Like, well, some teachers would 

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come down and I'm laughing 
because he kicked me in the 

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stomach. 
And I thought I was like, that 

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was a good move. 
How did you do that? 

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And he showed me. 
And I'm like, OK, let's work on 

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that. 
And we're like in our regular 

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street clothes. 
And the teacher comes down and 

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sees us. 
And my friend Cam turns around 

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and he goes, can I help you? 
And she goes no, and walked away

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because we were hitting each 
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That's that's the way we were 
trained and so. 

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Used to box in the boys locker 
room at high school because it 

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was you could do it at a certain
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There was no teachers like Oh 
yeah, but. 

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Yeah, now there's cameras and 
sensors. 

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In the boys locker room. 
There's sensors in the boys 

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bathroom and locker room no to 
detect nicotine or. 

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THC. 
Oh, OK. 

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That's my that my, that's how my
boy got busted at school. 

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Oh shit. 
Yeah, he, he got a cart from 

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somebody was in school, went to 
the bathroom, and when he was 

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coming out, two police officers 
and a school counselor there 

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like that. 
And they go, you were using THC 

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in the bathroom. 
And he goes, no, I wasn't. 

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And they're like, yes, you were.
And then they searched them and 

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he goes, yeah, I got these. 
And he was just super honest 

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with them. 
And it got him off the hook, 

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dude. 
He only had a $70 fine, no 

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infraction. 
So damn lucky. 

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And it's completely expunged. 
Yeah, like they were like that 

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because he was 17 when he did 
it. 

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Lucky motherfucker. 
Like six months later. 

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Dude that like it was two weeks 
before he turned 18. 

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Oh my God dude, he is so. 
Fucking lucky and he I was like 

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dude, what are you doing? 
I said one come talk to me too 

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don't don't be taking shit to 
school bro. 

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It's like I know I know it was a
bad move and I'm like Nah just 

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just learn from it. 
But. 

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Damn, so. 
Yeah, my first car, dude. 

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Anyways, I go On this date, 
middle of the day. 

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I I had an auto shop class. 
We never got to do fucking 

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anything in the auto shop. 
This is old guy would just tell 

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us about engines and then go 
look at his Model T Ford that he

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was restoring. 
What that teaches you? 

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Nothing. 
But only one thing kind of stuck

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in my head, and it stuck in my 
head because of that night I'm 

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going around this bend. 
It's winter time. 

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It's February and back. 
Back at this time, Utah had snow

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and so I was going around this 
corner. 

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You, you know the one I'm 
talking about, you get off on 

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the exit for Provo, the on or 
off ramp going northbound. 

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Center. 
Center OK and then as you're 

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going around like you you get 
onto the freeway and you're 

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heading up and then you go 
around this turn and you can see

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all the houses on the hill. 
Mm hmm. 

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And there used to be like a 
billboard right there all the 

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time. 
Right there is when I heard and 

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I'm like and I've got the doors 
playing in my CD player. 

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Yeah, loud. 
And this girl is like, yeah, I 

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love this because she'd eaten 
some lower tabs and we just went

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to dinner and she got them from 
my buddy and then threw up 

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because she didn't eat before 
she took them. 

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And so she's high as a kite. 
She didn't eat anything. 

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And she just threw up about an 
hour after she took the pill. 

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So she's really fucked up. 
Yeah. 

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She's like, and I'm on and I'm 
like, oh, shit. 

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And I turn off the music and she
goes, why did you do that? 

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And I hear boom, boom, boom. 
And I'm like, OK, pull over 

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slowly. 
Boom boom boom. 

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And you hear my hood. 
My hood has a dent in it. 

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And because it threw a rod, I 
get out. 

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I open it up like I know what 
I'm doing and I look in there 

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and it's dark, but I can see 
smoke. 

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So I'm like OK, I get back in 
the car. 

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She goes well, just try and turn
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Like I don't think it's going to
happen. 

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She's like try and I'm like OK, 
it's making weird sounds. 

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It's not. 
Doing. 

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Shit. 
So I'm like, fuck. 

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Long story short, the next day I
had to, I, I didn't even tell my

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dad. 
I went to the dance. 

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I went and stayed at my buddy's 
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And then after the next morning,
I called my dad and I'm like, 

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hey, dad. 
So my car's on the side of the 

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road and my dad go, where is it?
Jesse? 

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Where'd you put it? 
Where'd you leave it? 

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And I was like, I let it's on 
the side of the road on the 

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freeway. 
All right. 

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My dad was so cool that I 
thought he was going to fucking 

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kill me. 
And he was like, no, it happens.

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We towed it home. 
I didn't even look into the 

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engine. 
We open it up, there's a whole 

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size of my fist. 
In the motor like in the at. 

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The top of the block, yeah, and 
then the bottom, it had totally 

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blown a hole right through it 
like a like a four, A 44 Magnum 

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and shot it. 
I fucking hated that car side. 

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No, I didn't care. 
What was your first car? 

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My parents. 
My parents got me 97 Honda 

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Accord. 
Cool. 

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Right after I got my license 
dude and. 97. 

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Yeah, well, 'cause at that point
it was 2002, 2003, so it was 

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like 6 years old. 
Oh. 

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Dude, it wasn't even that old. 
I had old cars all growing up. 

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Yeah, I, I got lucky with that 
and I was racing a buddy, you 

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know, two weeks after I got my 
license down Geneva and it goes 

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from 2 lanes to one lane and 
we're going because it's still 

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dotted center lane and we're 
jumping cars. 

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He's going, I'm going and, and 
he goes to hop a car and he 

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speeds up and he gets over and I
hop out and I'm speeding up. 

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I mean, you, you're already 
accelerating before you're out. 

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So I am up alongside this other 
car and there's a semi coming 

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towards me, meaning I have to 
speed up even faster to make my 

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gap. 
Now I'm two weeks into driving. 

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Not very familiar. 
I've raced 4 Wheelers for fun 

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with my friends and like I've 
done that some but I've never 

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really driven a car. 
I'm sorry. 

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Got him real good shit. 
It's the flower I've been 

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smoking lately. 
I got to stop doing that. 

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So I speed up and at this point 
I'm probably going 808590. 

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On that two lane Rd. 
On this two lane Rd. speed 

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limits 5055 and because I'm new 
I'm not paying attention to 

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where I'm going in a second. 
And so as I get over and I'm 

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getting over, I realize holy 
shit, he's slowed way down 

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because right in front of him is
a semi turning into Geneva. 

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What did you do? 
Freaked out, slammed on my 

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brakes and just locked up and 
just slid and slammed into the 

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back of his car and. 
Did it total it? 

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It totaled my car. 
It bent the muffler on his. 

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He had like a God mid 90s Ford 
Windstar van. 

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Oh yeah, and. 
Might as well just be nuclear it

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it's a bulletproof at that 
point. 

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Yeah, and it totaled the Honda 
like set off the airbag smashed 

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to the front end and that and I 
don't have a cell phone because 

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my parents. 
Didn't this is the time? 

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Yeah, well, I mean, not 
everybody had one. 

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Nope. 
And so I have to go to the 

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business right across which is 
the wrecking yard right across 

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the. 
Street. 

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So I go over, I think it was 
Dwayne's and I yeah. 

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And I just called my dad. 
My dad shows up, he's pissed 

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because they just bought this 
like 3 weeks ago probably. 

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And now I've totaled it and I 
have these two fuzzy ties 

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hanging from the rearview mirror
and he Yanks them down like this

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is probably what caused you to 
get an accident. 

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And he's just pissed and, you 
know, ranting and that so. 

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That was probably the strangest 
thing to say, right? 

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Yeah. 
So and. 

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It's because of these dice 
branded. 

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I know Dyson Satan worshipping. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally. 

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You like gambling, and 
gambling's bad. 

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I know the Lord. 
Will fix you. 

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It was fun to you. 
So I had to surrender my license

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and then, Oh yeah, my well, 
'cause my parents are like, 

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yeah, the insurance says they're
gonna charge us this much if you

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have a license right now. 
Which is probably less than what

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they charge right now to put a 
kid on your insurance. 

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Probably like you're anywhere 
from 2:50 to 350 right now to be

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able to put your kid on 
insurance per month. 

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Yep. 
Oh yeah. 

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Per month and so like when my 
oldest is like, yeah, can I get 

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get my car payment? 
Can I get my license? 

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I'm like, yeah, can you pay 300 
bucks a month for insurance? 

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For. 
Your car, yeah, just to drive 

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yeah, when he when he's 18. 
So it's different now, But I 

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just told him I was like, dude, 
legit like you just let me know 

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and I'll pay half. 
But no, like he's a really good 

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driver, Like, and the cool thing
with you, this is so fucking 

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stupid, dude. 
In Utah, and maybe it's 

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different other places, but in 
Utah, if you, if you go to 

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driver's Ed, all that shit, you 
can take the test, right? 

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And then you have to take the 
road test. 

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Yeah, when you're 19, you just 
have to take the test. 

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Yeah, I know. 
It's crazy. 

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That's it like 19, not 1819. 
So at 19 you can take it. 

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And so I just looked at Max. 
I'm like just wait, he gets so 

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nervous when he takes tests that
he he'll go and take that. 

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He's taking it like 6 times and 
keeps failing by one point and 

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I'm like what what's going on? 
And he just goes, well, I go 

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back and I'm like, that's your 
problem. 

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He second guesses because it's 
like, and that was my problem is

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usually like math, all these 
things in my mind, the number 

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would pop in and go here and 
then I'm like, wait, but like, 

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what if and then I pick a 
different one and then I find 

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out, oh, it was my first, first 
incident. 

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Well, and that a lot has to do 
with like, I, I think it goes 

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all the way back to our 
upbringing. 

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Like I knew why my my son Max 
was like, Dad's going to be 

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pissed because I used to get 
pissed. 

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But I'm like, why don't you 
study? 

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No, I said I was like, man, 
maybe right now is not your 

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time. 
That's OK. 

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I was like you could spend far 
less money on gas and insurance 

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but just Uber. 
Oh my. 

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Gosh, and he's like, yeah, but 
I'm like, no, no, no, think 

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about it. 
You don't have to pay for 

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insurance. 
You have to pay for gas. 

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You don't have to pay for 
upkeep. 

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He's all upkeep. 
I'm like, you think these things

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just run for fucking ever, 
motherfucker. 

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I'm like, no, I said, you see 
what I wear, dude? 

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Working on my wife's van 
yesterday. 

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I I total the time I probably 
put in about four hours on an 

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oil change. 
But the reason why was all the 

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weird shit with Chrysler. 
I fucking hate Dodge. 

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I hate Dodge. 
My daughter said she wanted to 

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buy a Dodge truck when she's 
older. 

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And I said, you know what, don't
do that because I will only have

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four sons. 
She goes, what do you mean? 

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I'm like, I won't have a 
daughter after that. 

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You can't own a Dodge. 
You can own a Ford, even though 

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I know it's going to fucking 
break on you, but don't own a 

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Dodge. 
And dude, like all of that. 

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I was like, you're gonna have to
do that. 

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You're gonna have to do that on 
your own. 

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I said so. 
Did you know how to work on 

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when? 
I guess when did you Start 

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learning how to work on cars? 
Basically with your brother, 

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like I could do basic shit, like
I could change a tire, I could 

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do brakes, but I couldn't do 
like mechanical work. 

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And then your brother, I 
honestly, it came. 

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He caught. 
Me so much. 

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Oh, dude. 
And he would like, here's the 

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funniest thing about Your 
Brother 1. 

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He's a brilliant mechanic. 
He can hear it and know exactly 

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what the problem is. 
The other part, though, is that 

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Curtis has this really unique 
ability with cars. 

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It's a magic trick. 
He always has extra. 

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Bolts. 
And extra parts. 

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Well, they didn't need that 
anyways, or that's a stupid 

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clip. 
I would hear that all the time. 

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I'm like, we had your place. 
It goes. 

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Those are expensive. 
We didn't need it anyways. 

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Like it was so funny. 
Because to buy a whole thing of 

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clips, it was fucking expensive.
And you're like, do I really 

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care for that clip? 
It wasn't like, go on Amazon, 

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buy a set for 5 bucks, 10 bucks.
I was like, no, you have to go 

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to autos or get them from the 
dealer 'cause they're like. 

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Oh, the dealer's the worst. 
And then they're fucking 

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expensive. 
There's you're just like, is it 

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worth it for a couple clips? 
No like. 

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Well, dude, it was crazy, like 
the first time I worked with 

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your brother on a car, like 
really wasn't like a simple 

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thing. 
It was the intake manifold and 

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we had that this it was from 
Terry Ford, Windstar. 

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Oh Dang. 
And that fucking van was a piece

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of shit. 
But I loved it because it was 

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doing more than we. 
We just had the little Honda. 

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Wife and I got married. 
We bought a brand new Honda 

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Civic standard. 
She couldn't drive it because it

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terrified her. 
Can she drive standard? 

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No, I know she I tried to train 
her. 

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She got at the time she had 
really bad anxiety. 

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Yeah, I didn't know that until 
after later retrospect, but I 

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took her to Payson and I was 
like, do we drove all around 

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like I. 
Was even here, wasn't. 

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Bad. 
Not at the time. 

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What scared her was hills. 
And I'm like. 

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I get it. 
I get it, like in 1600, N and 

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Orem, you know when you get off 
and you're going up towards 

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State Street? 
Yeah. 

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And it's like this. 
Yeah. 

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It used to scare the shit, too. 
Yeah. 

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Birkenbrax hill was the worst. 
I was like, that stop sign in 

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the middle of the hill and 
you're like oh fuck. 

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And then someone's like right on
your ass. 

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Oh yeah, and you're like. 
This is why we're supposed to 

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have a car distance away from 
each other, motherfucker. 

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Cause in case I have to roll 
but. 

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But once I got used to it, it 
was just fine. 

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It was just more of like 
annoying of like, why are you 

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this close? 
If I wasn't a good driver, I 

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would be hitting you at this 
moment. 

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Well, and and then what? 
Who would be at fault? 

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The person behind you. 
Yeah, like, oh, they were 

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tailing me and I pushed into my 
clutch like. 

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It rolled a little bit and Yep. 
And. 

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He was right there. 
But I I haven't driven a 

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standard at the last time I 
drove one was Alex New Lotus. 

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That's probably been two years, 
three years. 

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It has been a while since I've 
driven. 

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I mean, I still remember. 
Oh yeah. 

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Like you'll never forget. 
No, it's like riding a bicycle. 

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Oh, 100%. 
It's just your body just takes 

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over. 
But it's it's different now, 

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man, because when you were 
talking about like Geneva, I was

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thinking about behind savers. 
Do you know why? 

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Because in the back, their 
parking lot used to be really 

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fucked up and they had this 
giant speed bump, but the speed 

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bump kind of just kept dipping 
in front of it. 

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And so instead of a speed bump, 
it turned into a ramp. 

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So we took this VW bus, old one,
like the 1970s ones, and we got 

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that motherfucker going so fast,
as fast as we could, like 45 

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miles an hour in the back of 
there midnight on a Tuesday. 

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And we jump that motherfucker. 
Dude, we, we would take cars and

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jump and whenever we like. 
When you would break something, 

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that's when we take off because 
then somebody would call the 

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cops. 
But dude, we were right by the 

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Orem Police Department and we 
were doing this. 

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That's hilarious. 
We used to do shit like that all

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the time. 
When I worked at training table,

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there was times that you know we
not very often. 

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It's down by the 8, right? 
Yeah. 

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Were you working there when it 
get like, What's Friday nights 

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like? 
Crazy? 

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Saturday nights Crazy. 
That was amazing. 

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I loved it though. 
That was one of my favorite 

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jobs. 
I loved the people I work with. 

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I loved how fast-paced it was. 
And then I found that I was 

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really good at managing 
efficiency and like everything. 

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And so I was able to get us out 
of there like earlier than 

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anyone else. 
I remember you told me that. 

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And yet I still felt like I had 
a lot of fun. 

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Dicked around, did all sorts of 
shit, but we got it clean, got 

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it done and got out of there and
but I, I really loved it. 

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But we had these the serving 
trays that food were on. 

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Oh yeah, the little plastic 
ones, yeah. 

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And we would take those and we 
would go up to the Kohl's 

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parking lot, up over by where 
Gold's Gym used to be, right 

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here. 
And you'd stick those under the 

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back tires of your car and you 
pull your E brake and then you 

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drive around and it's like 
drifting cause your whole back 

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end just everywhere 'cause. 
It's front wheel. 

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Yep, and your whole well you see
your front just spin and your 

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back ones are like on ice 'cause
they're just sliding everywhere 

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and so. 
'Cause they're not turning. 

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So your back wheels like you 
would just slide all over until 

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it would burn through and then 
all of a sudden it would be like

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catch on the new driveway and it
was like just. 

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Fuck them up until they had no 
more plastic. 

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We wouldn't do it with a ton 
because we're like, yeah, we 

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don't want to burn, but every 
once in a while we take a couple

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of trays. 
Just go. 

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Do you imagine getting those old
like old school thick ass tin or

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aluminum cookie sheets? 
Sheets. 

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And put that under the amount of
sparks to be flying. 

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Hot. 
Though. 

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00:19:57,360 --> 00:19:59,440
Oh yeah. 
Dude I wonder if that would like

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melt your rubber or anything 
overtime that. 

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Would be funny as shit. 
Like it Just like yeah, your. 

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Tires are like. 
This and then just flat part of 

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the tire from melting. 
Oh my gosh dude. 

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00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:12,720
That'd be fucking cool though. 
But I remember doing, like, I 

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had a friend used to work for 
Papa John's, and he would do 

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delivery in high school. 
And this is like when Papa 

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John's was like, really kicking 
off. 

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00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:24,560
Yeah. 
And dude, that guy would drive 

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like 8090 miles an hour around 
an Orem, which is like, yeah, 

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typical suburban. 25 to 35, 
maybe 45 if you're no. 

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On the on the. 
State 45 in certain areas 

439
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actually. 
Well, it was funny because like 

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even on state, like it used to 
be like 3540, that was a good. 

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Now everybody's driving around 
like 50-60 miles an hour. 

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Cops don't give a fuck unless 
they're. 

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00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:51,520
There like 2025 state streets 
are horrible. 

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00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:54,600
Yeah, it's so it used to be 
different, man, but it was it, 

445
00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:57,440
it just like the oh fuck, what 
was I saying? 

446
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Talking about Lauren and driving
around. 

447
00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:02,920
Oh yeah, So Aaron, this guy, he 
was delivered in pizzas, dude. 

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And he made so much money as a 
kid because he would floor it. 

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00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,040
He had that. 
He had an Acura. 

450
00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:12,960
Tli mean back then it was like a
sports car but he paid it off 

451
00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:15,120
from pizzas. 
That's hilarious. 

452
00:21:15,120 --> 00:21:18,520
And he would drive so insanely 
fast, like, you know, the hills 

453
00:21:18,520 --> 00:21:21,360
up there by the. 
Indian Hills over by the. 

454
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:24,840
By the mountain and how those 
how those neighborhoods are set 

455
00:21:24,840 --> 00:21:25,640
up. 
Oh yeah. 

456
00:21:26,040 --> 00:21:30,120
Like big drops, huge hills, 
dude, that's what he was. 

457
00:21:30,120 --> 00:21:32,120
He was going 80 down those and 
dark. 

458
00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:36,160
And he was just, he's like, and 
I'm like, why are you going so 

459
00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:38,120
fast? 
And he said, because I'll get 

460
00:21:38,120 --> 00:21:41,200
like a $5 tip. 
And he would get there and 

461
00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:44,640
literally slam on his brakes and
he would get out and go over 

462
00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:46,840
there. 
And the guy came out and he 

463
00:21:46,840 --> 00:21:50,320
looks at his car and he came 
back and and I was like, what'd 

464
00:21:50,320 --> 00:21:51,400
you get? 
And he goes, he gave me 10 

465
00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:54,000
bucks. 
Like how much was he's like, he 

466
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:57,440
only paid like $25 for pizza. 
Yeah, he ordered like 3 pizzas. 

467
00:21:57,440 --> 00:22:00,200
And I was like, dude, three 
pizzas for $25.00, that'd be a 

468
00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:02,600
cool thing. 
And dude, it wasn't that. 

469
00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:04,480
It was that man. 
That's all I grew up with. 

470
00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:07,840
It was speed demons or people 
doing stupid shit. 

471
00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:13,560
Yeah, I mean, I, Alec and I were
driving to Wendover. 

472
00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:15,920
Wendover. 
We were driving to Wendover. 

473
00:22:16,840 --> 00:22:20,360
Alec was behind me. 
Alec was behind me in his car. 

474
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:25,080
I'm in front leading and I have 
a sunroof and I've sent my crews

475
00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:29,320
were 95 something like that, 100
And this is back in the day 

476
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:31,440
where you have these stupid 
little Bluetooth things that are

477
00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:35,040
on your ear and I decide that 
I'm going to have the passenger 

478
00:22:35,040 --> 00:22:36,840
hold the wheel because it's 
crews and we're on the 

479
00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:40,920
straightaway for fucking ever. 
There's nothing there and I 

480
00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:43,320
decided I'm going to stand up 
out of the sunroof and moon him.

481
00:22:43,520 --> 00:22:47,600
So yeah, I know so. 
I already know this is gone. 

482
00:22:48,120 --> 00:22:53,040
So I stood up and I mooned him 
and the headset flew off and it 

483
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:56,880
landed on his window like his 
windshield and caught with his 

484
00:22:56,880 --> 00:22:59,680
windshield wipers. 
And so his passenger was able to

485
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:02,560
like reach out and get my 
Bluetooth and snag it and put it

486
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:03,720
back in. 
What was it? 

487
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:06,400
A jawbone. 
Probably I just spent so long. 

488
00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:07,480
You remember those? 
Yeah. 

489
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,840
They were big. 
They were big. 

490
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:12,320
Like the I had a charging dock, 
it looked like an egg. 

491
00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:16,800
But I was always like, there's 
been so many stages in life that

492
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:19,320
I've been helping my parents 
build their businesses or 

493
00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:20,960
working with them on their 
businesses. 

494
00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,400
And at that time it was like, 
God doing construction stuff. 

495
00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,480
And I'm like, yeah, I don't want
to pick up my phone to answer 

496
00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:28,360
it. 
It's going to be a pain in the 

497
00:23:28,360 --> 00:23:29,640
ass. 
I don't want to have to hold it.

498
00:23:30,120 --> 00:23:33,440
I And having that was way more 
convenient. 

499
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:35,280
Isn't that funny? 
Because back then you would have

500
00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:37,360
been like, oh, look at Mr. 
Businessman. 

501
00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:39,840
I know. 
Like, no, I just don't want to 

502
00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:42,160
fucking hold this phone. 
I know you remember those 

503
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,640
conversations, like the sweat 
that would build in your elbow 

504
00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:49,560
and on the side of your face for
long conversations, especially 

505
00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:51,000
with a girl. 
So you're doing this all the 

506
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,440
time? 
Oh yeah, now it's switching. 

507
00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:55,320
I know. 
Kids have no idea. 

508
00:23:55,320 --> 00:23:58,080
Home phones, dude. 
I actually missed that. 

509
00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:00,840
Get off the phone, I need to 
call someone. 

510
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,440
No, no, the worst was there 
where you were. 

511
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:04,200
You were online. 
On the Internet. 

512
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:08,480
And then somebody gets on the 
phone, your dad yelling, you go 

513
00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:12,240
get off that stupid Internet. 
Porn's not loading. 

514
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:14,840
Get off the phone. 
A funny dude. 

515
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:16,720
Back in the day porn was like 
loading up. 

516
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:18,720
It could be like 30 seconds to 
load up an image. 

517
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:20,880
And. 
Then there's a buffer problem. 

518
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:22,360
He's. 
Lying and. 

519
00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:27,360
You're just staring. 
No, but it's just like it. 

520
00:24:27,360 --> 00:24:29,840
It's so funny. 
But I, I, I love back then. 

521
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:31,840
I, I think it's funny. 
My kids will ask me like, what 

522
00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:33,200
was it like? 
And I'll tell them and they're 

523
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:35,400
like, that sounds so much cooler
than now. 

524
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:39,160
I feel like it was simpler. 
I think it was just more 

525
00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:41,440
connection. 
We we were more connected. 

526
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,240
Oh yeah, to people. 
Yeah, I mean, we, we, there's 

527
00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:46,760
false connection all around us 
all the time. 

528
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:50,360
And it sounds good, but 
everybody's just lonely. 

529
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:55,600
Yeah, well, I you notice if we 
go out and yeah, maybe back at a

530
00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:57,800
different time, it was 
newspapers there everyone stared

531
00:24:57,800 --> 00:25:01,720
at, but there were more people, 
like maybe it was when they're 

532
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:03,480
sitting down on a bus or 
something. 

533
00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:07,280
But there's more people 
interacting out in society. 

534
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:10,120
At the store. 
You had to talk to your cashier.

535
00:25:10,120 --> 00:25:11,640
You couldn't go through a self 
checkout. 

536
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:15,000
Like all of these things where 
you just had to interact. 

537
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:17,000
You know what I would be doing, 
man? 

538
00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:20,000
I mean, I would be investing 
into making toilet seats more 

539
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,120
comfortable, but not expensive. 
And here's why I say that. 

540
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:26,120
Do you remember when you would? 
You mean you still do it now? 

541
00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,160
You don't you don't take your 
phone to the bathroom. 

542
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:30,040
You know, a lot of people take 
their phone to that. 

543
00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:32,640
I take my phone to the bathroom.
And I had to stop doing that. 

544
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,400
And I'm like, your ideas can 
wait. 

545
00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:36,640
Like honestly, it's just like 
constantly. 

546
00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:40,200
And I'll be like, oh, and I'll 
research this and then, you 

547
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,720
know, I'll get up and it'll be 
like, I've been squatting all 

548
00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,480
day and my legs hurt. 
Or something. 

549
00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:48,200
What am I doing? 
So now I have to just go it? 

550
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:51,560
No, don't take it with you. 
Don't even have it in your 

551
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:53,680
pocket. 
Just throw it on the bed, throw 

552
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,440
it on the counter, throw it on 
the table. 

553
00:25:55,760 --> 00:25:58,480
Don't take it with you. 
It was funny too, because that 

554
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,760
kind of came to me from talking 
to Pete. 

555
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:04,920
You remember my friend Pete and 
Pete was just like he, he's so 

556
00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:08,040
funny, man. 
He'll, he downloads apps and 

557
00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,360
buys things to help him to be 
more productive. 

558
00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:13,600
And the only thing that he's 
doing is helping these companies

559
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:16,440
get more money by falsely 
advertising that you can be more

560
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,800
productive. 
He said he has an app that keeps

561
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:23,840
him from going to his wasting 
time apps. 

562
00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:25,360
And I'm like, why is it wasting 
time? 

563
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:27,720
He's like, well, I shouldn't be 
looking at that. 

564
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:29,400
I'm like, why shouldn't you be 
looking at that? 

565
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:32,160
And he goes, well, because I'm 
supposed to be working. 

566
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:33,960
Well, were you working? 
He's like, well, I already got 

567
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:37,040
it done. 
I'm like, so you feel guilty? 

568
00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:40,160
He's like, yes, interesting. 
Why do you feel guilty? 

569
00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:43,600
It's it's just your time where? 
And I was like, yeah, Brandon 

570
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,840
has the same thing. 
He's just like, if I'm not doing

571
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:49,400
something productive, then I'm 
not valuable. 

572
00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:52,840
I don't feel good about myself. 
So I got to do something and it 

573
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:55,640
it becomes subconscious. 
And he was like, yeah, yeah, 

574
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:58,520
that's what it feels like. 
It's subconscious, but it's 

575
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:00,440
funny. 
He's like, well, I've got this 

576
00:27:00,440 --> 00:27:03,760
app that will anytime I want to 
go to he's like anytime I want 

577
00:27:03,760 --> 00:27:08,360
to go to YouTube, it will 
reroute it to lds.org. 

578
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:10,560
And I'm like, why do you do 
that? 

579
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:11,920
And he goes, cuz I don't want to
be there. 

580
00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:17,240
And he goes, what's there? 
He's like, oh, he's like, and 

581
00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,880
I'm like, but it's funny because
you're LDS and, and he goes, do 

582
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:23,280
you go look at the LDS? 
I'm like, no, I have no business

583
00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:24,400
there. 
And he goes right. 

584
00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:27,440
He's like, I'm not that type of 
Mormon. 

585
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:31,520
He's like, so I don't do that. 
And I'm like, oh, so tells you 

586
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:32,840
to not do it. 
And he goes, yeah, he's like, 

587
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:35,000
what do you do? 
And I said, I will make an 

588
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:37,160
intentional fast. 
And he goes, what do you mean? 

589
00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:40,480
I said, I will say to myself 
night before I'm like, you know 

590
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,320
what? 
You could go without YouTube for

591
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:44,560
a day. 
And it's on my it's on my 

592
00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:47,560
integrity. 
I'm not trying to make sure I'm 

593
00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:50,680
being efficient with my time. 
I know that I'm doing something 

594
00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:54,360
that is not just good for me. 
We have to yell at our kids if 

595
00:27:54,360 --> 00:27:57,000
they watch shorts, turn off the 
mine trash. 

596
00:27:57,120 --> 00:27:59,280
Find something else. 
You want to be on YouTube. 

597
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:00,240
Fine. 
Learn something. 

598
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,880
Think about like what you want 
to learn. 

599
00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:04,480
Phoenix likes watching wrestler 
stuff. 

600
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:06,440
Harmless. 
Cool. 

601
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:10,360
The kid is so active. 
So I'm like, yeah, yeah, he 

602
00:28:10,360 --> 00:28:12,640
loves playing with toys because 
he's a fucking child. 

603
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,240
Great. 
Oh yeah. 

604
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:16,840
Do it dude. 
Yeah, I was like Addie, I love 

605
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:18,800
it. 
She she has sometimes that 

606
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:21,680
she'll watch some stuff on 
YouTube, but then she draws a 

607
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:25,600
ton or she but or she's always 
going out playing with friends 

608
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:29,000
and like roller skating or 
rollerblading and long boarding 

609
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:31,120
and like, we jumped on the tramp
for hours. 

610
00:28:31,120 --> 00:28:32,880
Oh, fuck yeah. 
I love that you're a kid. 

611
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:34,760
I love that you still go do 
that. 

612
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:38,880
Like don't be on your phone or 
on like consoles or TV all the 

613
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:40,720
time. 
Go be a kid. 

614
00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:43,880
Go live a life of actually 
having a fucking life. 

615
00:28:44,360 --> 00:28:47,400
Like, video games are great. 
I loved the My parents were 

616
00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:50,000
crazy strict when he didn't get 
a console till my sophomore year

617
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,200
of high school. 
Yeah. 

618
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:54,840
And then it was, hey, you get 
one hour a day on Fridays after 

619
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:57,880
your school work's done if 
you've got good grades and 

620
00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:00,200
Saturdays, 'cause you don't do 
it on the Lord's Day. 

621
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,760
So you got one hour on Saturdays
and one hour on Fridays if your 

622
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:05,320
grades were good. 
Hey, isn't that funny dude? 

623
00:29:05,320 --> 00:29:07,560
I love that. 
Like you can't play games on the

624
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:11,200
Lord's day like every other day.
The Lord's like you know what? 

625
00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:15,040
You've been playing the GTA5 and
killing hookers all week, but 

626
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:17,440
just not on Sunday. 
Or it's like my dad, my 

627
00:29:17,440 --> 00:29:20,840
grandparents, my dad's house 
now, They always had a pool 

628
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:21,840
there. 
Yeah. 

629
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:23,800
You could not swim on Sundays. 
Why? 

630
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:26,040
You could because they just, you
don't be in the. 

631
00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:27,320
It's kind of like the 
missionaries. 

632
00:29:27,760 --> 00:29:30,240
You can't be in the water 
because Satan's in the water. 

633
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:32,840
Which is funny. 
I mean, we can go into that, but

634
00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:34,280
that. 
But it's the same idea. 

635
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:38,440
So like, none of my cousins were
allowed to put swim in it. 

636
00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:41,200
No one was allowed to. 
It was like, well it's Sunday, 

637
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:45,280
why God wouldn't want you to 
have fun in a pool that say 

638
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:46,520
what? 
What's wrong with you? 

639
00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:49,600
It's so funny because now 
they're subconsciously 

640
00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:52,040
associating it with a negative 
thing, right? 

641
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,400
Like, which is so funny that 
where. 

642
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,320
Well, I mean, it's almost 
anything with parents, right? 

643
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,560
Like certain things that they're
like, Nope, When I was a kid, 

644
00:30:00,560 --> 00:30:02,160
that was bad. 
And so it's still bad. 

645
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:05,080
Yeah. 
Like, I mean, it's like that guy

646
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,800
I told you about, I helped him 
out with some edibles because he

647
00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:08,800
couldn't sleep. 
Yeah. 

648
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,920
And you know, I mean, he's, I 
mean, if I could, I would be 

649
00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:15,240
like, dude, take a couple puffs 
off this pen, go to bed. 

650
00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:18,840
Like instantly go to bed. 
Like you'll feel it. 

651
00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:21,480
You don't use this. 
Take one puff, go to bed. 

652
00:30:21,640 --> 00:30:23,760
You wake up in the middle of 
night, take another puff, go 

653
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:26,320
back to bed. 
And but I know he wouldn't. 

654
00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:28,440
This is a slow onset. 
So I'm like, yeah, cool. 

655
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:33,080
Let's start with Eddie's. 
And dude, it was cool because he

656
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:36,720
went again from to. 
Why is this illegal? 

657
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:39,440
Why is this illegal? 
And then when I told him I'm 

658
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:42,640
like, OK, let's get you figured 
out, and then let's go to the 

659
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,520
dispensary. 
I'll get you a card. 

660
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:46,320
He goes. 
What's that process like? 

661
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:47,880
I'm like, don't worry, I have a 
doctor. 

662
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:50,640
He's just going to go, yeah, 
bring him over and we'll meet. 

663
00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:52,640
Yeah. 
I'm like, you got both of your 

664
00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,040
knees replaced, so you qualify. 
Yeah. 

665
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:57,760
And he's like, OK. 
And I'm like, But the one thing 

666
00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:01,320
I want you to work on is stop 
thinking that this is bad and 

667
00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:04,000
stop thinking you're bad. 
For using it. 

668
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:08,960
Yeah, I said it's not said this 
is just as essential as apples, 

669
00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:14,040
as meat, as water. 
I said if you use it for the. 

670
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:15,840
I said the same with the poppy 
plant. 

671
00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:21,400
The poppy plant has been used 
for pain relief and for helping 

672
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,840
with depression and stuff like 
that for as long as they can go 

673
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:27,680
back. 
Milk of the poppy and you get 

674
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,920
that and you're going to feel 
pretty damn good like, but. 

675
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:33,600
That doesn't mean you have to 
turn it into heroin and that you

676
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,760
have to become a heroin. 
Dude, like I mean. 

677
00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:38,840
There is also the benefits and 
you know. 

678
00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,480
Well, like laudanum. 
Laudanum in the 1800s. 

679
00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:44,200
That but I could not tell you 
what it is. 

680
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:47,720
So laudanum was a opium 
derivative. 

681
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:52,560
It was a we got chairs. 
Oh man, this thing makes me feel

682
00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:54,760
like I'm like sliding all over 
the place. 

683
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,360
I have to like brace my foot 
into the that. 

684
00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,240
Jessie moves all over. 
Yeah, I'm, I'm, I'm a very movie

685
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:05,280
guy, but at the same time, like,
I feel like I'm sinking all the 

686
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:08,080
time. 
I just put it into the corner 

687
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:10,560
and put this little thing behind
me and it kind of holds me 

688
00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:12,480
nicely so. 
That's why like those chairs we 

689
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:15,840
saw, I want something like that 
that's like just supports your 

690
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:18,320
back, but it's comfortable. 
All right, so we got a little 

691
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:20,880
elevated the other week and 
watered them all and we wandered

692
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:24,080
RC Willey. 
I really like doing high IKEA 

693
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:26,440
Sundays. 
Do you guys have a store or a 

694
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:28,000
place that you like to get 
elevated? 

695
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:30,800
Maybe it's nature. 
You know what I don't like? 

696
00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:32,400
Best Buy. 
I can't go there. 

697
00:32:32,560 --> 00:32:35,640
Yeah, or any commerce, really. 
Like I can go to a Barnes and 

698
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:38,760
Noble and have a great time 
looking at comic books. 

699
00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:41,840
Interesting. 
I don't know if I've like you, 

700
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:44,280
read them. 
So yeah, I've. 

701
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:48,160
So here's one of the cool ones. 
So when my son was really young,

702
00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:54,080
Max, I think he was like 5-6, we
used to go to the library, Provo

703
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:58,640
Library, and they have like a 
massive library and they had one

704
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:02,040
of the largest collections of 
graphic novels. 

705
00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:06,400
And So what it is, the comic 
book series will run for a 

706
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:10,320
certain amount, like about a 
story, and then these books will

707
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,680
be a compilation of all of those
comic books, but in 

708
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:17,360
chronological order. 
And so it's like 1 big story. 

709
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,880
And the first one we got was the
Court of Owls. 

710
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:24,840
That's a Batman one. 
And all I thought was I'm like, 

711
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:27,720
I hate all the Batman movies 
because they fucking blow 

712
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:31,520
compared to these because they 
were dark and twisted. 

713
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:33,000
They had this, they were going 
to do it. 

714
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:36,600
The Court of Owls, it was these 
they were stronger than Batman 

715
00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:39,800
and they were more sadistic and 
they were they were better 

716
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:44,160
trained than he was. 
So these Court of Owls tried to 

717
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:48,400
recruit Batman and in this 
series, and because I do voices,

718
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,960
I would just, I would do voices 
in there. 

719
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:55,400
So if I talk like Batman, my 
voice was lower trying to sound 

720
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:59,760
like the video game, right? 
And then I can do Joker just 

721
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:03,360
fine if I let my voice work, 
right? 

722
00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,520
So I do that with my kid. 
And he loved it. 

723
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:09,239
And we went through six of these
books. 

724
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:13,000
Like, they're thick and they're 
illustrated, but the stories are

725
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:16,080
so rich and I'm like, these are 
better than books. 

726
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,239
And I was like, why aren't we 
making the movies? 

727
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:22,000
Like Under the Red Hood is about
Jason Todd. 

728
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:25,199
One of the Robins dies, Joker 
kills him. 

729
00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:28,080
And when he kills him, who was 
it? 

730
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:33,199
Rachel Ghoul, Which we yeah, but
he was a very prominent figure 

731
00:34:33,199 --> 00:34:34,480
in there. 
He was a he. 

732
00:34:34,679 --> 00:34:37,840
He lived forever because he had 
the Lazarus Pit. 

733
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:41,560
So any time that he wouldn't, he
would start getting older. 

734
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:45,080
He would take a bath in the 
Lazarus Pit and it would restore

735
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:50,040
his youth and his powers. 
But he knew that Batman was just

736
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:52,239
destroyed because Jason was 
killed. 

737
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:57,560
And then it goes years later and
crime and Batman's fighting all 

738
00:34:57,560 --> 00:35:00,080
these guys. 
But then a new guy shows up and 

739
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:03,240
he's got this hard shell helmet 
and he uses guns and he kills 

740
00:35:03,240 --> 00:35:06,400
everybody and he starts killing 
all the bad guys. 

741
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:09,920
And there's a cool scene where 
he like these drug deal like 

742
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:13,080
they have in the Batman movies, 
like all the the bad guys are 

743
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,000
huddled in there. 
And the Joker comes in and tells

744
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:18,960
him he's like, I'm going to take
half of all of you have, right. 

745
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:22,960
He goes into that. 
And this one is like he throws a

746
00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:27,280
fucking bag of heads onto the 
table and he goes, yeah, that's 

747
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:29,680
your that's your competition. 
They didn't want to work with 

748
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,840
me. 
Either you work with me or 

749
00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:33,720
you're going to be with them. 
Which one you want to do? 

750
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:35,920
And they're like, yeah, we'll 
work with you. 

751
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:44,600
But you you find out that who he
is and that rage al Ghul felt so

752
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:49,080
bad for Batman that he took dead
Jason Todd Jason Todd to the 

753
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:54,120
Lazarus Pit to revive him, but 
he went insane because he wasn't

754
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:55,840
supposed to be alive. 
He was dead. 

755
00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:58,400
Oh damn. 
Like Joker in and they have a 

756
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:02,520
whole, like a animated movie of 
this one. 

757
00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:06,760
And it's so Joker beats him to 
death with a a fucking crowbar, 

758
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:09,720
barely leaves. 
And he goes, oh, pumpkin. 

759
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:12,800
Yeah, I think, yeah, yeah, I 
think you collapsed the lung. 

760
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:16,080
He's like fucking with them. 
And then he's about to get to 

761
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,200
the door and he turned around 
'cause it's locked. 

762
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,480
And he sees a bomb counting 
down. 

763
00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:27,000
And his eyes are like, fuck me, 
like, but it he goes insane and 

764
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:30,640
then he comes back and he's 
trying to do what he said that 

765
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:34,360
Batman should have done. 
He should be killing these guys 

766
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:36,760
because they're they're going to
keep coming back. 

767
00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:40,480
And because Batman wouldn't kill
these guys is why he's dead. 

768
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:44,840
And so it's like this 
realization and, and I was like,

769
00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:47,800
why isn't this a movie? 
Fuck all these other ones, 

770
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:49,560
especially The Dark Knight. 
Returns. 

771
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:53,160
You've seen the God. 
Bad Man meets the Penguin. 

772
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:56,680
Yeah, he's like this. 
Here's a gun. 

773
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,480
Yeah, exactly. 
That that's just how it has to 

774
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:03,040
go. 
Dude it's it's on a mall. 

775
00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:06,560
That this Batman, like another 
Batman return a Batman. 

776
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:10,880
It's a Batman in his 60s and 
he's retired and nothing is 

777
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:14,360
going on and he has to come out 
of retirement and it's fucking 

778
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:18,120
cool because he's old and he's 
not doing well. 

779
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,200
Interesting. 
And it's but it's one of the, it

780
00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:24,440
is by far one of the most 
revered Batman comic books of 

781
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,000
all time. 
There's Part 1, Part 2. 

782
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:30,960
All the movies use him use that 
one as part of it. 

783
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,920
The Superman versus Batman 100%.
Batman creates a suit to fight 

784
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,600
bat bite suit. 
Oh dude. 

785
00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:41,640
It's cool because they follow it
like Batman builds this strong 

786
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:45,960
suit and then buys all of the 
what's that green shit that 

787
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:47,360
he's. 
Kryptonite. 

788
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:49,040
Kryptonite. 
He buys as much of the 

789
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:52,560
kryptonite and weaponizes it, 
aerosols it, and he beats the 

790
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:56,520
fucking shit out of Superman 
like, and but because he was 

791
00:37:56,520 --> 00:38:00,520
really smart to come up with it.
But that's what I, I loved about

792
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:03,080
like a lot of people didn't like
Superman versus Batman, but I 

793
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:06,040
loved it because Batman wants to
kill Superman because he's like,

794
00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:09,280
he's an alien. 
He killed so many people here 

795
00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:12,200
trying to fight for us. 
He's going to kill us. 

796
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:15,080
I'm going to kill him before he 
kills the rest of us and becomes

797
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:18,400
obsessed with killing them. 
And it's so cool because it's 

798
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:20,960
dark in that one. 
He kills guys. 

799
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,240
He's got his bat wing and he 
just mows them down with 

800
00:38:24,240 --> 00:38:27,640
gunfire. 
His bat, his Batmobile fucking 

801
00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:30,400
hoses him. 
He's this Batman that breaks 

802
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:32,880
mentally. 
He's just like, yeah, I don't 

803
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:35,840
give a fuck about it. 
I'm, you know, I can and I will.

804
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,880
And he's just evil in some 
sense. 

805
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:41,600
And the, the separation between 
Bruce Wayne and Batman are 

806
00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:44,120
bigger. 
So that's why I like, I love 

807
00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:46,080
those stories. 
And, and I like you. 

808
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:48,000
You're like, you know, I don't 
know if I'd ever read 1. 

809
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:50,760
But one of the cool things is 
that the stories are richer, 

810
00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:54,840
they're more developed. 
The characters mean something. 

811
00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:57,520
Than like a movie or what? 
Oh, by far. 

812
00:38:58,080 --> 00:38:59,880
Oh, OK. 
By far you're meaning like other

813
00:38:59,880 --> 00:39:01,600
books or what? 
And I'm like, no, no. 

814
00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:03,920
No, no, no, all books are all 
their own little worlds. 

815
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:07,120
I'm saying like with movies. 
And that's where a lot of the 

816
00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:09,680
games have inspiration today 
that are really good. 

817
00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:12,000
It's from books. 
Even last night I was sitting 

818
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:14,320
there and I was like, ah man, do
I play a different game? 

819
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:16,640
Do I try a game? 
And I'm like, none of these 

820
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:20,200
really seem to be pulling in 
that interest. 

821
00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,520
Nothing has that world of. 
Creativity and. 

822
00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:25,240
That so I was like, maybe I just
read a book. 

823
00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:29,000
Maybe I do that because I I 
finally finished For Whom the 

824
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,760
Bell Tolls by Eckhart Tolle. 
Oh, how'd you like it? 

825
00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:34,680
I've listened to. 
That it's a great one, liked it,

826
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:38,600
but the end I I just expected 
that to happen and then what 

827
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,280
happened? 
I like I was actually like 

828
00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:42,880
tearing up and stuff. 
I was like, fuck, that sucks. 

829
00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:45,840
Like I expected it to happen. 
I just damn it. 

830
00:39:46,720 --> 00:39:49,320
Yeah. 
But it was it was very good. 

831
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:55,640
I was, I haven't read a book in 
that era in a minute because I 

832
00:39:55,640 --> 00:39:57,640
want to say it's I wasn't 
written in the 40s. 

833
00:39:57,760 --> 00:39:59,120
Maybe it's. 
No, hey. 

834
00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:02,480
Siri When was For Whom the Bell 
Tolls by Eckhart Tolle written. 

835
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,800
I want to say it's either 50s or
60's. 

836
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:06,720
The Bell. 
Tolls, 1939. 

837
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:10,640
Oh, wow. 
So and see, that's what's really

838
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:13,000
cool when you talk about books 
over there that can stand the 

839
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:16,880
test of time, those especially 
philosophical books like his 

840
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:21,560
man, it's it's quite impressive.
It's quite impressive because 

841
00:40:21,560 --> 00:40:25,160
it's still holds. 
And and the reason why because 

842
00:40:25,160 --> 00:40:29,800
it was seated in in a a real 
understanding, a real good 

843
00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:32,800
perspective. 
Yeah, there's a lot of books I 

844
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,280
found even from I guess 40s 
through like the 80s. 

845
00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:39,200
Yeah, there's a lot of really 
good writing. 

846
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,520
The Alchemist was a fantastic 
book. 

847
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,400
That was a very interesting 
perspective. 

848
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:46,760
Of course, you have to go with 
like the nineteen 1984. 

849
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:50,800
That's always a really good one.
Did you know 1984? 

850
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:52,920
This would be really cool for 
you just entertainment wise. 

851
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,360
I'm actually doing it now. 
I've I've I've read through the 

852
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:56,960
book. 
I need to read back through it 

853
00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:00,480
again. 
It was it the I think it's just 

854
00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:05,400
cause of a modern sense and it's
so time wise where it's it it's 

855
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,680
even written for the future. 
Yeah, which even feels like it's

856
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:11,400
further back. 
And then it's like we I honestly

857
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,280
think of it like that game 
Dishonored. 

858
00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:15,840
It's like a steampunk. 
Yeah, so that's what I did in my

859
00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:18,240
mind. 
But dude, they have a fully 

860
00:41:18,240 --> 00:41:21,040
acted out audiobook. 
Free, inaudible. 

861
00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:22,960
Oh, that's cool. 
Interesting. 

862
00:41:23,240 --> 00:41:27,040
Andrew Garfield plays the main 
character and then Tom Hardy 

863
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:31,080
plays the voice of Big Brother 
and it's so good. 

864
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,880
That's cool. 
Yeah, cuz Tom Hardy has a pretty

865
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:37,160
good range, but hey, he talks 
really low. 

866
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:39,840
I did not know that. 
Yeah, dude, it's a cool. 

867
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,920
I started listening to it like 
for fun when I'm working around 

868
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:46,280
the house and it's, it's, it's 
really, I mean, dude. 

869
00:41:46,440 --> 00:41:48,160
It's been a handful of years 
since I've read it. 

870
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,880
Dude, listen to it. 
Listen to because they have 

871
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:53,720
atmosphere, sound effects, 
music. 

872
00:41:53,760 --> 00:41:57,800
It's really rich, but it would 
be good to read along with 

873
00:41:58,240 --> 00:42:00,840
because then it just creates the
world that much more. 

874
00:42:01,240 --> 00:42:05,160
Are you I'm very immersive when 
I get into the book that like I 

875
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:08,960
have the whole world and visual 
and but I can imagine with your 

876
00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:11,880
creative mind, it's very. 
It's nuts sometimes, but the 

877
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:15,480
only time I don't the time I can
turn it off and I appreciate it.

878
00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:19,440
And this is what I read mostly. 
Business Marketing, Behavioral 

879
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:21,400
Science, Psychology. 
Oh yeah, I know there's no 

880
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:25,440
create like it's not in there. 
No, it's weird because I used to

881
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:28,840
love fiction. 
Like one of my favorite books to

882
00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:31,720
read were the Splinter Cells 
novels that I would pick up at a

883
00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:33,680
Walmart. 
I never actually read those. 

884
00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:35,600
I played the games dude. 
They're great. 

885
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,920
Never read them because you can 
hear Sam Fisher's voice and you 

886
00:42:38,920 --> 00:42:43,040
see him moving like the coolest 
thing you know his his wrist 

887
00:42:43,040 --> 00:42:44,440
thing that he has with the 
computer. 

888
00:42:45,080 --> 00:42:46,360
It's been so long since I 
played. 

889
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:50,000
That so he has this thing that 
connects to his headquarters in 

890
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:51,160
real time. 
OK. 

891
00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:53,880
And the cool thing is it 
describes underneath it. 

892
00:42:54,200 --> 00:43:00,080
So Sam is a combat veteran, and 
he was CIA before he did that. 

893
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:01,800
And before that he was a Navy 
SEAL. 

894
00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:05,600
So and and they really these 
books like fully flesh out his 

895
00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:06,960
history. 
So you know a lot about it. 

896
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:10,960
But the cool thing is his watch.
So he has the ability to go to 

897
00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:13,280
sleep pretty much anywhere 
because he's efficient with his 

898
00:43:13,280 --> 00:43:16,800
mind and his energy because he's
always on solo missions. 

899
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:20,640
So he's underneath this bridge 
and he gets him set up into a 

900
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:23,480
place that's totally fine. 
And he goes and he's able to 

901
00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:26,840
control himself so much and he 
says sleep and he would go to 

902
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:32,080
sleep and how he would wake up 
was cool inside this kind of 

903
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:34,160
like apparatus that goes around 
his wrist. 

904
00:43:34,280 --> 00:43:39,760
The alarm clock rubbed here on 
the vein and it kept pushing to 

905
00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:43,160
slowly bring his heart rate up 
so he would wake up naturally. 

906
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:44,880
And I was like, what a cool 
thing. 

907
00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:48,640
And now my mind's like, could we
make it because it's so cool? 

908
00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:50,440
Like what would be the 
intricacies of it? 

909
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:53,160
But it was cool because this 
whole world like you could 

910
00:43:53,240 --> 00:43:56,640
because you played the game, you
could really contextualize it in

911
00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:58,600
your mind. 
Like there was one where he was 

912
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:02,880
in Chernobyl and he talks about 
the the author is just talking 

913
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,960
about the shrubbery and all this
stuff and, and dude, this guy's 

914
00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:09,000
banging everybody. 
Like he's like James Bond way 

915
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,440
cooler. 
Like he didn't got M or any of 

916
00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:12,600
that. 
He's on his own. 

917
00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:14,840
He's not in an Aston Martin, so 
he is cooler. 

918
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:17,840
No, no, that guy's riding around
in a fucking. 

919
00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:21,400
A Fiat old beat up Fiat 500. 
No, no, no. 

920
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:25,040
This guy found a Yugo. 
He found one of those old Yugos 

921
00:44:25,240 --> 00:44:27,160
and he's driving around it and 
you're like, I could kick this 

922
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:27,880
guy's ass. 
God. 

923
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:31,360
What's that three wheeled car? 
Oh yeah, the one with Mr. Bean. 

924
00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:35,120
And he always pushes them over. 
Like I love that dude, the 

925
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:38,560
little dump trucks. 
But dude, it's seriously like 

926
00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:40,840
the books. 
I used to love those books and 

927
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:47,320
now I just can't get into them 
because I need to place my mind 

928
00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:49,720
in a different ego state to 
allow myself to be. 

929
00:44:49,720 --> 00:44:52,760
Because I'm like you on that 
side where you're like work. 

930
00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:56,440
If I'm not learning something, I
feel like I'm stupid. 

931
00:44:56,600 --> 00:44:59,680
And that's dumb. 
That is dumb because I don't 

932
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:01,680
feel like I'm going to be smart 
unless I listen or learn 

933
00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:03,520
something. 
But you play a lot of video 

934
00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:05,280
games. 
Yeah, that's my but. 

935
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,920
But I don't. 
But video games do not create 

936
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:10,520
the world that books do. 
No, no they don't. 

937
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:13,000
And that's what that's. 
What I've struggled with is it 

938
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:16,320
like I want to have this really 
creative world or something that

939
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:20,080
like has this amazing story and 
I keep looking for it in like a 

940
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:23,840
movie or a game. 
Well, let let me put it to you 

941
00:45:23,840 --> 00:45:26,240
this most visceral way, because 
I love to do that. 

942
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:29,040
Playing video games is like 
jacking off, right? 

943
00:45:29,440 --> 00:45:34,320
It really is when you get done 
playing for six hours of video 

944
00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:36,120
games. 
Four to six hours of beating. 

945
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:39,360
Off that's four to six hours of 
beating off and you know, it's 

946
00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:41,880
like I love how Joe Rogan had 
said a long time ago he's like 

947
00:45:42,120 --> 00:45:47,320
nobody is ever excited about 
jerking off after that going who

948
00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:51,800
got that turn off my list today.
Now I can go get shit done. 

949
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:55,280
Nobody nobody does that right. 
It's just like it's just part of

950
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:57,280
it. 
But if you he's like playing 

951
00:45:57,280 --> 00:46:01,120
video games that long is like 
you just feel awfully like, what

952
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,600
am I doing with my life? 
And no, it's, it's honestly like

953
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,920
how raw, how big of a mistake 
would you be if you jerked off 

954
00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:09,080
for 8 hours straight? 
Like be like it hurts. 

955
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:12,080
It's just sore. 
Only thing that comes out is 

956
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:14,800
dust. 
And so you're just done. 

957
00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:16,040
That's the way it's perfect to 
look at. 

958
00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:17,800
I feel like it would just be 
gasping like. 

959
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:19,880
It just starts, it starts 
inverting. 

960
00:46:19,880 --> 00:46:22,720
It's like stop touching me but 
but a book. 

961
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:26,600
Like fakes dead. 
When you when you, if you have a

962
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:29,440
really good game, which is 
really, really rare, but if you 

963
00:46:29,440 --> 00:46:33,640
have a good story developed 
involved game, like you don't 

964
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:36,480
want to stop playing it because 
it has like Splinter Cell 

965
00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:37,840
Blacklist. 
That was a great game. 

966
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:40,440
Oh yeah. 
It was so long and so much fun. 

967
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:41,800
We don't get games like that 
anymore. 

968
00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:46,800
But books, there are massive 
amounts of books and books are 

969
00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:49,000
like sex. 
They're fulfilling. 

970
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:51,040
When you finish one, you never 
go. 

971
00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:54,320
What a waste of my time. 
Yeah, they're rich. 

972
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:57,480
They're way more developed. 
Like there's so much more to it.

973
00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:01,480
And like they're the story is 
there because that's truly what 

974
00:47:01,520 --> 00:47:03,320
it is. 
It's just a story, dude. 

975
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:05,600
And so it's not all this other 
shit in there. 

976
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:08,320
And I'm like, that's what I'm 
keep craving. 

977
00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:11,360
And instead of looking for it in
these others, I just need to go 

978
00:47:11,360 --> 00:47:13,720
back to the books and go one. 
100%. 

979
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:17,000
Fuck the game, fuck the movie. 
Like sometimes it's great. 

980
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:18,680
I love. 
Playing in it's place, yeah. 

981
00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:22,040
I love other things, but most of
the time, like last night when I

982
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:25,000
sat down, I'm like, I don't want
to play any of these games right

983
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:27,800
now. 
Well, I just have no desire to 

984
00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:28,560
do it. 
And I'm right. 

985
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:30,400
Yeah. 
I was like, well, I could watch 

986
00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:31,320
a show. 
I'm like, I don't. 

987
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:32,760
I have no desire. 
To watch. 

988
00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:34,920
I have felt that same way. 
I'm like what? 

989
00:47:35,240 --> 00:47:37,160
And I'm like, oh, I could go 
study something and learn. 

990
00:47:37,160 --> 00:47:40,720
I'm like, but I don't need to. 
I've spent all of this time 

991
00:47:40,720 --> 00:47:43,280
already, so couldn't this just 
be a moment of enjoyment? 

992
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:47,640
And yeah, I find that I still 
really enjoy learning things 

993
00:47:48,080 --> 00:47:49,840
until then. 
There's times that I, but my 

994
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:54,280
problem is if I go into a 
learning mode and it's 10:00 at 

995
00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:56,920
night, my mind is not going to 
want to shut off. 

996
00:47:57,280 --> 00:47:59,600
I'm going to want to stay up and
keep thinking. 

997
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:03,200
And so I go, if I start this, I 
know where it's going to go. 

998
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:06,520
And so it's better for me to go,
don't start that. 

999
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:09,880
Don't do that now. 
Do that earlier when it's time. 

1000
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:13,720
And then just say fuck it, stop 
and set this time for that. 

1001
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:16,000
So that's I was like, all right,
let's let's get a book. 

1002
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:23,000
Well, and and and learning as 
just as it can be just as 

1003
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:26,400
habitual and become a problem 
like working out. 

1004
00:48:26,720 --> 00:48:30,120
I so when I started tea, it's 
been cool because I don't feel 

1005
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:33,280
the same way and I don't get 
sore as often, but I'm all I'm 

1006
00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:36,400
seeing a lot of results. 
I want to go every day because 

1007
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:41,200
of that, but I know that if I 
don't allow my body to recover, 

1008
00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:43,160
I really won't get all of it out
of it. 

1009
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:45,280
And that's why I've been 
shifting my mindset with 

1010
00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:50,320
learning is that I can learn, 
but I need to allow that to soak

1011
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:52,240
in, retain that. 
Yeah. 

1012
00:48:52,240 --> 00:48:55,320
And I can't just keep adding 
more upon more upon more. 

1013
00:48:55,320 --> 00:48:57,800
Because your brain doesn't have 
time to soak up what you've 

1014
00:48:57,800 --> 00:49:01,160
actually gone over. 
It's like right overload and 

1015
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:03,600
continuous overload. 
And I think that's our problem 

1016
00:49:03,600 --> 00:49:05,800
is like we're continuously 
always wanting that more and 

1017
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,200
like this next and then. 
Well, it's chasing another 

1018
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:10,280
dragon, dude. 
Like I'm addicted to that now. 

1019
00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:13,120
I really am. 
I, I all of us have addicted 

1020
00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:16,800
behaviors, but it's, it's a 
weird one because it's not 

1021
00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:19,400
necessarily self-destructive, 
but it is a time killer. 

1022
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:23,640
It will eat away at your time. 
Yeah, hours and hours will just 

1023
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:28,320
disappear and you're like oh 
fuck, it's way late and. 

1024
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:31,120
Yeah, like yesterday, dude, I 
got caught in this. 

1025
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:33,200
Like, like I was so glad I was 
talking to you. 

1026
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:36,480
I was working on my car and all 
this stuff because I, I wasn't 

1027
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:39,120
building anything. 
I wasn't learning anything. 

1028
00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:40,640
And I got work shit that I'm 
doing. 

1029
00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:43,320
But I'm like, yeah, dude. 
But the night before you were 

1030
00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:46,960
doing this until 8:00 at night 
with, with and just all your 

1031
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:48,360
ideas. 
You were just talking to chat 

1032
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:51,400
and saying, Hey, put these all 
into ideas and put them into 

1033
00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:53,080
boxes. 
And then I want to revisit them.

1034
00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:55,800
Just listen to me and, and 
categorize them for me. 

1035
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,360
And it was great. 
But at the same time, I'm like, 

1036
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,640
yeah, but I was supposed to play
like some Switch games with my 

1037
00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:05,080
son. 
And because I was so caught up 

1038
00:50:05,080 --> 00:50:06,400
in that mode, I told him, hey, 
come get me. 

1039
00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:07,760
And he's like, well, you were 
busy. 

1040
00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:10,840
Yeah. 
And I'm like, OK, come talk to 

1041
00:50:10,840 --> 00:50:13,240
me. 
No matter what I said, I, I said

1042
00:50:13,240 --> 00:50:15,760
how big of a Dick will I be if 
I'm like, Nah, I'm doing 

1043
00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:18,840
something else. 
Yeah, but he still might see 

1044
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:21,760
that and go, well, he's told me 
that, but is he going to in that

1045
00:50:21,760 --> 00:50:23,600
moment? 
I'll just step out of there. 

1046
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:26,400
And and I've told him that and I
said, look, the only way you'll 

1047
00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,040
know is if you don't, if you 
ask. 

1048
00:50:28,240 --> 00:50:30,240
And I said, you'll never know 
unless you try. 

1049
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:32,920
And they go, OK. 
And so my little 1, he came over

1050
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:34,720
and he's like, hey, dad, can we 
wrestle? 

1051
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:37,080
I'm like, yeah. 
I was like, let's get everything

1052
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:38,480
ready. 
He's like, we'll wrestle at 9. 

1053
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:40,520
He's like, done. 
I said, tell me what wrestler I 

1054
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:41,880
am. 
And he goes OK. 

1055
00:50:41,880 --> 00:50:43,680
And he goes off and does his 
thing. 

1056
00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:46,840
I started doing that more where 
I'm like, hey, it's OK to come 

1057
00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:48,040
talk to me. 
I understand. 

1058
00:50:48,040 --> 00:50:51,880
For years I was really upset. 
But this is a lot of bullshit I 

1059
00:50:51,880 --> 00:50:53,360
was trying to deal with when I 
was a kid. 

1060
00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:55,840
So I'm trying to help lessen 
that with you. 

1061
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:59,040
So I understand if you feel 
scared with me or don't want to 

1062
00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:01,600
say something to me, but just 
know it's OK. 

1063
00:51:02,040 --> 00:51:04,880
And if you want to tell your mom
to tell me, that's fine too. 

1064
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:07,680
And now they're actually telling
me. 

1065
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:09,560
They come up and tell me what's 
going on. 

1066
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:13,640
Hey, I, I got to talk to you. 
But because of the new job and 

1067
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:17,320
all that shit, like they, they 
feel like, OK, well, that's more

1068
00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:19,920
important than me. 
And I let them know all of them 

1069
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:21,200
last night. 
And like, that's not more 

1070
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,720
important than you just know 
that I get very hyper fixated. 

1071
00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:28,280
I have what others would 
consider deficiency, but it is a

1072
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,920
superpower. 
But with every superpower, there

1073
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:33,520
is cons. 
And there's things that you 

1074
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:36,680
won't be able to do. 
Like Superman can never have a 

1075
00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:40,920
baby with a regular woman 
because if she got a suntan, the

1076
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:42,360
kid would kick right through her
stomach. 

1077
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,800
You know what I'm saying? 
And my daughter just goes, what?

1078
00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:48,160
But I'm like, yeah, see, but 
that's that's me. 

1079
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:51,440
I'm always in go mode. 
But if you tell me to stop and 

1080
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:55,320
say, hey, just us. 
Oh, yeah, I'll put the phone 

1081
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:57,120
away. 
I have no problem doing that. 

1082
00:51:57,120 --> 00:52:00,520
Actually, I feel great doing it,
but it's this compulsion. 

1083
00:52:01,040 --> 00:52:03,200
It's compulsive. 
It's not even to be on the phone

1084
00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:06,360
like now. 
I don't I don't even dude I I 

1085
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:09,280
deleted Netflix. 
Were you using a lot of Netflix?

1086
00:52:09,920 --> 00:52:13,880
I used to randomly but I'm like 
deleted and I told my wife the 

1087
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:15,800
only reason why we're keeping it
is because of Phoenix because he

1088
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:19,800
watches Raw. 
It's the cheapest WWE package 

1089
00:52:19,800 --> 00:52:22,600
you could ever get before. 
Like, because before it's like 

1090
00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,400
30 bucks or something like that 
every time. 

1091
00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:30,480
Now it's like $14.00 and every, 
he, he is the only reason why 

1092
00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:32,680
Netflix is actually viable right
now. 

1093
00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:34,760
And when he doesn't like it, 
it's gone. 

1094
00:52:34,960 --> 00:52:37,720
Hulu gone. 
Like my wife got it back because

1095
00:52:37,720 --> 00:52:39,200
the kids watch the cartoons on 
there. 

1096
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:42,280
I'm like, cartoons are great as 
long as they're not full of 

1097
00:52:42,600 --> 00:52:46,360
human drama, right? 
And so that's been cool. 

1098
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:49,000
But I, I, I love what you said 
there, man. 

1099
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:50,720
Because it's like, yeah, they 
could be scared of it. 

1100
00:52:50,720 --> 00:52:52,680
And you're exactly right. 
They, they, they're like, I 

1101
00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:55,560
don't want to bother him, 'cause
that's how we were raised. 

1102
00:52:56,280 --> 00:52:58,160
Don't don't talk to me unless I 
have time. 

1103
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:01,160
Or it's like, oh, they're busy 
doing this and yeah, they're 

1104
00:53:01,160 --> 00:53:04,280
working and you can go ask them,
but they're probably going to 

1105
00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:06,320
go. 
I'm busy, I'll do it after. 

1106
00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:08,360
Or don't talk to me when I'm on 
the phone. 

1107
00:53:08,560 --> 00:53:10,720
Oh yeah, Yep. 
And the problem is I've always 

1108
00:53:10,720 --> 00:53:12,880
got this thing in my ear because
I'm listening to music, I'm 

1109
00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:14,920
listening to books. 
So then it's his dad on the 

1110
00:53:14,920 --> 00:53:16,440
phone. 
Dad must be on the phone. 

1111
00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:18,400
No, I just told him, I said come
get me. 

1112
00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,680
I don't care. 
I, I, I put it this way, to him,

1113
00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:25,200
I was like, if there is an EMP 
that hits the earth from a solar

1114
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:27,480
flare, guess what? 
None of this shit's going to 

1115
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:30,320
work. 
So we better start liking each 

1116
00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:33,400
other now. 
So when shit gets real, if it 

1117
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:36,760
ever did, we're going to be OK 
because a lot of people are not 

1118
00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:39,080
going to be OK. 
A lot of people are going to 

1119
00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:42,080
literally die. 
Oh yeah, because it's. 

1120
00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:46,520
Well, even like the amount of 
time that we all spend on our 

1121
00:53:46,520 --> 00:53:50,000
screens. 
How many of our of us, of our 

1122
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:56,520
kids, of our partners spend 2345
hours a day or more on our 

1123
00:53:56,520 --> 00:53:59,640
screens not working? 
No, not creating. 

1124
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:04,760
So even if then if the EMP 
comes, that's still how many 

1125
00:54:04,760 --> 00:54:06,560
hours that we're spending on 
that screen. 

1126
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:09,480
And then it's instantly like, 
well, shit, you know? 

1127
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:11,760
But that's the reality that 
we've created and built and 

1128
00:54:11,760 --> 00:54:14,600
lived in. 
And then we're like instantly, 

1129
00:54:14,720 --> 00:54:16,800
you know it. 
I mean, it would 100% change. 

1130
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:20,080
And I think tons of people would
die because they really wouldn't

1131
00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:24,000
know what to do and then go into
crazy depressive spirals and go 

1132
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:27,880
why do I exist? 
Well, a a really good book to a 

1133
00:54:27,880 --> 00:54:32,120
a fiction book First read it and
then listen to it and listen to 

1134
00:54:32,120 --> 00:54:34,880
it while you're reading it 
because it has like 12 actors. 

1135
00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:37,080
Oh dude, this is. 
Awesome. 

1136
00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:42,200
Either I have to if I listen to 
a story it has to be at 1.5 or 

1137
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,080
double speed because. 
Oh, no, you would love it. 

1138
00:54:44,200 --> 00:54:45,720
Yeah. 
Still, even at that, I used to 

1139
00:54:45,720 --> 00:54:50,080
listen to it. 
It's World War Z, OK. 

1140
00:54:50,080 --> 00:54:52,600
The movie was nothing like the 
book. 

1141
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:56,320
The book is supposed to be 10 
years after the zombie 

1142
00:54:56,320 --> 00:54:59,560
apocalypse. 
So it's a guy who's a reporter 

1143
00:54:59,960 --> 00:55:03,480
going all over the world asking 
people how it was for them 

1144
00:55:03,480 --> 00:55:07,040
during the zombie apocalypse. 
And it's the craziest book of 

1145
00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:11,560
stories, everything from 
personal a a bodyguard. 

1146
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:16,120
That the way he describes it was
for Paris Hilton at the time 

1147
00:55:16,640 --> 00:55:18,400
'cause he called it the whore 
with the Chihuahua. 

1148
00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:22,160
He made fun of Bill Maher in 
there saying the political 

1149
00:55:22,160 --> 00:55:26,400
cocaine addict. 
And but what was really cool is 

1150
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:30,880
that in that story, when they do
like a full like reading Henry 

1151
00:55:30,880 --> 00:55:33,440
Rollins, if you know who Henry 
Rollins is, look him up. 

1152
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:36,480
You would really like him. 
He used to be the lead singer of

1153
00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:40,320
Black Flag the the punk rock 
band back in the day. 

1154
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:42,000
And then it was Henry Rollins 
Band. 

1155
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:44,720
And then now he's a Rhodes 
Scholar. 

1156
00:55:44,880 --> 00:55:49,360
He does readings of, and he just
travels all over the world and 

1157
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,840
gets his experiences and writes 
about him. 

1158
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:55,720
And people love hearing him. 
He sells out places and he 

1159
00:55:55,720 --> 00:55:58,120
doesn't give a fuck. 
He cares nothing about. 

1160
00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:02,840
He's just like, I did a crazy 
life and I have all this money, 

1161
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,920
I'm going to live my life and 
see this entire planet. 

1162
00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:08,280
And that's what he does. 
He goes off to Vietnam or 

1163
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,040
Thailand just for months. 
Yeah. 

1164
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:15,280
Doesn't tell anybody and this 
guy like, why did I bring him up

1165
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:17,680
shit. 
World War Z yeah, World War Z. 

1166
00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:20,160
He's the voice of the the 
bodyguard. 

1167
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,600
But what's cool is is that that 
book, man, it's it's so 

1168
00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:28,480
different. 
And the idea why why it's so 

1169
00:56:28,480 --> 00:56:32,000
different is that it goes into 
humanity, and it shows that 

1170
00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:38,000
humanity is worse than any 
outside force ever, because it 

1171
00:56:38,000 --> 00:56:44,560
talks about how the rich become 
very protective of their stuff 

1172
00:56:44,560 --> 00:56:46,640
because the outbreaks of zombies
start happening. 

1173
00:56:47,240 --> 00:56:49,120
So what did the celebrities do 
in this book? 

1174
00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:52,800
Well, they televised themselves.
They put cameras in there, they 

1175
00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,840
have bodyguards, they have gates
outside there, they have ammo, 

1176
00:56:56,840 --> 00:57:00,440
food for years, all this stuff, 
and they're broadcasting it. 

1177
00:57:00,440 --> 00:57:03,120
And the funniest thing happens 
with this, where everybody goes.

1178
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:06,680
I know where that is. 
So a dude runs at the gate. 

1179
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:08,680
It's a steel gate to keep 
everybody out. 

1180
00:57:08,680 --> 00:57:11,400
And people are trying to climb 
the walls and security guards 

1181
00:57:11,400 --> 00:57:12,880
are like shooting them and stuff
like that. 

1182
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,800
This guy runs to the gate with 
an IED and blows himself up to 

1183
00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:20,080
open it up. 
And then people pour in and 

1184
00:57:20,080 --> 00:57:22,160
everybody's running. 
And all the celebrities are 

1185
00:57:22,160 --> 00:57:24,960
like, and they're killing 
celebrities because they're 

1186
00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:26,760
like, how dare you keep this 
from us? 

1187
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:28,160
And. 
That's what would happen. 

1188
00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:31,040
It was, it'd be, oh, look what 
we have, we got to protect it. 

1189
00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:34,400
And then the problem is the 
number of people who have that 

1190
00:57:34,400 --> 00:57:38,080
and then the number of have nots
is way surmountable. 

1191
00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:42,040
So it would be like, I mean, 
it's like every country ever 

1192
00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:45,360
where they realize, oh shit. 
Well, the amount of people in 

1193
00:57:45,360 --> 00:57:51,040
charge is this many and there's 
this many of us. 

1194
00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:54,160
So do we truly want to make a 
difference or do we want to let 

1195
00:57:54,160 --> 00:57:57,880
these people continue? 
And then it gets to a point that

1196
00:57:58,160 --> 00:58:03,000
the large number goes, no, we're
done, Flick, get the fuck out. 

1197
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:08,080
Oh dude, it is exactly like the 
this book shows that where when 

1198
00:58:08,120 --> 00:58:11,440
when things collapse, people 
turn into the worst versions of 

1199
00:58:11,440 --> 00:58:15,880
themselves for survival. 
And then after that is the crazy

1200
00:58:15,880 --> 00:58:18,000
part because all it comes is 
blame. 

1201
00:58:18,880 --> 00:58:22,760
And what's what's so cool about 
it is it shows the origin of it.

1202
00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:26,600
And it's always China. 
But it was but but it it's kind 

1203
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:29,800
of funny because it's based off 
of some of the things that Max 

1204
00:58:29,800 --> 00:58:32,600
Brooks, who wrote the original 
book called the Zombie Survival 

1205
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:35,720
Guide, was a joke. 
Oh, yeah. 

1206
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:39,800
It was New York Times bestseller
and it read like a manual. 

1207
00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:41,400
This is how you protect 
yourself. 

1208
00:58:41,680 --> 00:58:44,560
And it was just a joke. 
And it turned out to be this 

1209
00:58:44,560 --> 00:58:46,080
huge hit. 
And that's why he wrote World 

1210
00:58:46,080 --> 00:58:48,800
War Z. 
But it's cool because the thing 

1211
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:52,440
that the book points out is that
the one thing that humans didn't

1212
00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:55,840
have before the zombie 
apocalypse was connection. 

1213
00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:59,200
And when they started to form 
communities, the communities 

1214
00:58:59,200 --> 00:59:03,640
were at first very superficial. 
You talk about the ones in like 

1215
00:59:03,720 --> 00:59:08,920
Canada and this girl who's 
talking about times back then as

1216
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:12,000
she's talking to this reporter 
walking around this ice field of

1217
00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:15,080
zombies that are frozen and just
bashing their heads because 

1218
00:59:15,080 --> 00:59:17,280
they're still they. 
They're alive, but. 

1219
00:59:17,280 --> 00:59:21,040
They're frozen. 
They're in a suspended state to 

1220
00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:24,920
keep them from coming back. 
And she's talking about how when

1221
00:59:24,920 --> 00:59:26,960
they got to these campsites, 
they were great. 

1222
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:30,120
And it was awesome. 
And everybody was there and it 

1223
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:32,760
was bonfires every night, and 
people were sharing food, but 

1224
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:35,640
they were also cutting all the 
trees down around them to make 

1225
00:59:35,640 --> 00:59:39,320
these fires and all that. 
And then after about a month, 

1226
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:43,280
things started to die down, then
start fighting and then 

1227
00:59:43,320 --> 00:59:46,080
starvation kicked in. 
And the only reason why they 

1228
00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:48,240
were so far north because it was
cold. 

1229
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:50,120
It's the only thing that stopped
the zombies. 

1230
00:59:50,360 --> 00:59:52,640
So it's like a reverse Game of 
Thrones, right? 

1231
00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:57,520
And so this girl, like one of 
the the scenes in there that was

1232
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,760
written, I was like, man, that 
must have been like, he must 

1233
00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:02,320
have put himself in a different 
place because the girl's talking

1234
01:00:02,320 --> 01:00:05,600
about how one night she 
remembers very vividly her 

1235
01:00:05,600 --> 01:00:08,720
parents are outside of the 
camper arguing and yelling at 

1236
01:00:08,720 --> 01:00:12,120
each other. 
And you know the the dad saying,

1237
01:00:12,120 --> 01:00:15,280
but this is only way they'll be 
able to survive all this other 

1238
01:00:15,280 --> 01:00:18,240
shit, right? 
And they fed the food and the 

1239
01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:21,160
girl was talking about the Stew.
So it was the best meat she ever

1240
01:00:21,160 --> 01:00:22,600
had. 
But they find out later on that 

1241
01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:25,360
they were happy to eat the dead.
They were the zombies. 

1242
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:27,440
No, no, no, people that had. 
Turned. 

1243
01:00:27,800 --> 01:00:30,360
Oh damn. 
Because they couldn't figure out

1244
01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:34,800
they, the origin in that book is
there were some deep decave 

1245
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:39,560
divers and they found an alien 
craft and they opened it up. 

1246
01:00:40,120 --> 01:00:44,080
And in there was was the virus 
that they tried to get rid of on

1247
01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:47,080
their planet and sent it off to 
bury it somewhere else so it 

1248
01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:50,520
couldn't get them anymore. 
And so it overruns this world. 

1249
01:00:50,560 --> 01:00:54,320
And what's really cool about it 
is that the reflection after is 

1250
01:00:54,320 --> 01:00:57,040
that humans became more 
efficient. 

1251
01:00:57,720 --> 01:01:00,520
They became more loving and 
compassionate towards one 

1252
01:01:00,520 --> 01:01:02,360
another. 
In real community. 

1253
01:01:02,360 --> 01:01:05,800
In real like dude it it talks 
about even their weaponry, their

1254
01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:07,360
weaponry change. 
They had to. 

1255
01:01:07,760 --> 01:01:10,880
They talked about one where they
played Iron Maiden's The 

1256
01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,360
Trooper. 
That song I'm. 

1257
01:01:12,640 --> 01:01:14,560
Not sure if I know. 
I'll I'll play it for you after 

1258
01:01:14,560 --> 01:01:16,080
this. 
But he played, they played the 

1259
01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:18,560
trooper, the song when all these
zombies were coming. 

1260
01:01:19,200 --> 01:01:21,840
And what was cool is this guy 
was talking about they've made 

1261
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:25,880
these things called the Bolo and
it was half bludgeon weapon, 

1262
01:01:26,440 --> 01:01:31,000
half high caliber rifle that 
would explode their heads so 

1263
01:01:31,000 --> 01:01:33,320
they didn't have to worry about 
it or if it it would put him 

1264
01:01:33,320 --> 01:01:36,200
down from the kinetic force. 
And the guy was talking about 

1265
01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:39,400
how they were just killing 
zombies for days and the 

1266
01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:41,040
mountains of bodies that were 
born. 

1267
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:45,040
And he was fighting alongside 
this woman who was a nun and her

1268
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:47,280
she was in the nun thing and she
was like one of the most. 

1269
01:01:47,880 --> 01:01:51,880
And they were playing this like 
music to attract the zombies and

1270
01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:54,240
they came in hordes and they're 
like, we're going to fuck them 

1271
01:01:54,240 --> 01:01:55,520
up. 
Like it was cool. 

1272
01:01:55,520 --> 01:01:59,600
Like the evolution of at first 
was despair and collapse. 

1273
01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:03,040
And then they're like, OK 
community and then starvation. 

1274
01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:04,720
And then they pull themselves 
back out. 

1275
01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:08,560
And it shows like how societies 
are with everything. 

1276
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:11,880
I mean, it, it's kind of funny 
where there's a zombie book, but

1277
01:02:11,880 --> 01:02:15,360
it is one of the most 
philosophical and sociological 

1278
01:02:15,360 --> 01:02:17,880
books I've ever read. 
It was crazy. 

1279
01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:21,080
And you're dude, it's so because
you look at it from a lens of 

1280
01:02:21,080 --> 01:02:24,560
not of not like a story, but of 
of society. 

1281
01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:28,760
It it's like Homer's Odyssey. 
Like when you read that one, 

1282
01:02:28,760 --> 01:02:32,680
it's it's it's. 
On my Kindle to read right now, 

1283
01:02:32,680 --> 01:02:36,160
I just I was after I finished 
that one, I was debating on what

1284
01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:39,160
I read next and. 
It's very Bible ish so. 

1285
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:41,520
I can imagine. 
Yeah, the best thing to do? 

1286
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:44,800
Like honestly, I would just have
chat like translate it into 

1287
01:02:44,800 --> 01:02:46,720
regular speech. 
Like what? 

1288
01:02:46,880 --> 01:02:50,360
Hey dude, make it sound like me 
to be like all right, here it 

1289
01:02:50,360 --> 01:02:51,800
is. 
But. 

1290
01:02:51,960 --> 01:02:55,200
See, I always I always go 
through and read them like the 

1291
01:02:55,240 --> 01:02:57,880
old books, the weird ones. 
They're better though of them 

1292
01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:01,840
are really fucking hard. 
There was a book called the eye 

1293
01:03:01,840 --> 01:03:05,240
of the Eye and it was yeah, the 
i.e. 

1294
01:03:05,240 --> 01:03:09,640
YE of the eye, like singular, 
but it was. 

1295
01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:12,840
It goes into frequencies and 
consciousness, but it goes into 

1296
01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:16,120
like all sorts. 
It's so hard. 

1297
01:03:16,120 --> 01:03:19,960
To I love those books, dude it. 
Was amazing, but it's very 

1298
01:03:20,600 --> 01:03:24,240
technical in science of like all
sorts of different stuff that 

1299
01:03:24,240 --> 01:03:27,040
I'm like, Oh my God. 
And that got me into quantum 

1300
01:03:27,040 --> 01:03:30,080
theory and other stuff from it. 
Yeah. 

1301
01:03:30,720 --> 01:03:31,680
So. 
Isn't that cool? 

1302
01:03:31,680 --> 01:03:35,120
Like really understanding on a 
layman's perspective and then 

1303
01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:37,440
slowly getting deeper and deeper
and deeper. 

1304
01:03:37,960 --> 01:03:41,760
Like that's how I got with like 
arguments, understanding how an 

1305
01:03:41,760 --> 01:03:44,720
argument works. 
And in like professional 

1306
01:03:44,720 --> 01:03:47,960
setting, like a straw man and a 
steel man argument, you know, 

1307
01:03:48,360 --> 01:03:50,280
and all the things that go along
with that. 

1308
01:03:50,280 --> 01:03:53,600
The vernacular, what it does is 
just kind of help shape going, 

1309
01:03:53,600 --> 01:03:55,920
is this an argument or am I just
trying to be right? 

1310
01:03:56,120 --> 01:03:58,640
And that's why I learned it 
because I find that I try to be 

1311
01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:01,640
right more often and I have to 
stop myself because it's just, 

1312
01:04:02,040 --> 01:04:03,960
it's just in us. 
We just, we just want to be in 

1313
01:04:03,960 --> 01:04:05,320
the know. 
It it feels good to be in the 

1314
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:08,240
know, but ah, dude, like I love 
it. 

1315
01:04:08,240 --> 01:04:10,280
You're bringing up the books 
too, because I've been thinking 

1316
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:13,440
about that too with games. 
I I got rid of some of the like 

1317
01:04:13,440 --> 01:04:16,120
I downloaded insurgency again, 
but I got rid of it. 

1318
01:04:16,120 --> 01:04:19,640
The reason why is it because it,
it brings something it it's a 

1319
01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:25,440
very addictive game, super 
dopamine hitting and I don't I 

1320
01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:27,200
want something richer than just 
dopamine. 

1321
01:04:27,920 --> 01:04:31,200
So I re downloaded the second 
part of Final Fantasy 7 and I'm 

1322
01:04:31,200 --> 01:04:33,680
like, it's a story and I'm like,
yeah, just keep. 

1323
01:04:33,720 --> 01:04:36,920
I'm like, you know what though? 
It's a fantasy because what 

1324
01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:40,040
happens when I play Insurgency? 
Heart rate goes up, I start to 

1325
01:04:40,040 --> 01:04:42,160
sweat and I start to think 
tactically. 

1326
01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:45,440
And, you know, you play with me 
like when I'm in the zone, 

1327
01:04:45,440 --> 01:04:47,320
you're like, this isn't fun 
anymore because you're just 

1328
01:04:47,320 --> 01:04:50,120
going like, we're all back here 
and you're over there going, 

1329
01:04:50,280 --> 01:04:52,360
where are you guys? 
I killed everybody. 

1330
01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:56,200
I'm always just like, you just 
have played it so many times 

1331
01:04:56,200 --> 01:04:58,680
that, you know, dope. 
Move here, move here, move here,

1332
01:04:58,680 --> 01:05:01,040
move here. 
And I'm like, all right, I've 

1333
01:05:01,040 --> 01:05:04,160
killed these people, now where 
the fuck is the next objective? 

1334
01:05:04,160 --> 01:05:06,280
Oh, OK, it's that way. 
That's like what? 

1335
01:05:06,400 --> 01:05:08,240
And you're already halfway there
by that. 

1336
01:05:08,240 --> 01:05:09,360
Point. 
Well, yeah, because they're too 

1337
01:05:09,360 --> 01:05:12,560
closed when they're open world. 
Like why we like Ghost Recon so 

1338
01:05:12,560 --> 01:05:15,520
much? 
Because I honestly don't think 

1339
01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:18,960
that I remember always playing 
the same thing twice. 

1340
01:05:19,360 --> 01:05:22,520
I kind of remember the map. 
And I remember certain bases or 

1341
01:05:22,520 --> 01:05:23,960
stuff but the guys aren't in the
same. 

1342
01:05:23,960 --> 01:05:25,960
Spot No, they're not like it's 
and they act differently 

1343
01:05:25,960 --> 01:05:28,240
sometimes and that's the cool 
part. 

1344
01:05:28,240 --> 01:05:30,160
I I like that. 
I like the variety. 

1345
01:05:30,160 --> 01:05:32,800
So I was like, you know what? 
There's two things I started 

1346
01:05:32,800 --> 01:05:36,560
thinking about why you said that
One is I am going to read a book

1347
01:05:36,760 --> 01:05:40,080
instead at night time where I 
will typically doom scroll. 

1348
01:05:40,400 --> 01:05:43,920
Actually one thing I have done 
because of it, and maybe you've 

1349
01:05:43,920 --> 01:05:47,960
done it too. 
I I don't really I'll go to 

1350
01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:50,120
YouTube out of habit, but I 
won't be on it very long and 

1351
01:05:50,120 --> 01:05:52,720
I'll just turn it off because 
I'm like, I already know 

1352
01:05:52,720 --> 01:05:55,600
everything there like it's it's 
more boring than chat. 

1353
01:05:55,720 --> 01:06:00,520
Chat is so interesting to me. 
Yeah, I have more, more ideas, 

1354
01:06:00,520 --> 01:06:04,120
conversations, questions, I 
things that I would much rather 

1355
01:06:04,120 --> 01:06:06,680
go there. 
And then if there's a a specific

1356
01:06:06,680 --> 01:06:10,320
that I find it might not be 
giving me stuff that I go, this 

1357
01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:13,000
might be right or something. 
Then I go to the Internet and I 

1358
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:15,200
go check something and I'm like,
you cross check. 

1359
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:16,600
Let me check here, let me do 
this. 

1360
01:06:16,880 --> 01:06:19,280
And then I'm more deep diving 
past that if it's like, all 

1361
01:06:19,280 --> 01:06:21,600
right. 
But yeah, no, that's my problem 

1362
01:06:21,600 --> 01:06:23,760
is. 
But then I'm going all right, if

1363
01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:25,800
I start this, this isn't a quick
thing. 

1364
01:06:25,920 --> 01:06:29,600
I'm going to be doing this. 
So I need to allocate tax amount

1365
01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:31,280
of time to. 
Oh, that's a good idea. 

1366
01:06:31,280 --> 01:06:32,520
I can do it. 
Block it out. 

1367
01:06:32,640 --> 01:06:34,920
Because then it's hey, this is 
my time that I'm. 

1368
01:06:34,920 --> 01:06:36,520
So it doesn't eat your whole. 
It's like work. 

1369
01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:38,160
It's like this is my time for 
work. 

1370
01:06:38,240 --> 01:06:40,320
OK, cool. 
Well it's I'm done working. 

1371
01:06:40,440 --> 01:06:41,480
What do you do when you're done 
working? 

1372
01:06:41,480 --> 01:06:44,440
Will you stop fucking working? 
I like what I like that, and 

1373
01:06:44,440 --> 01:06:47,800
normally I'm not, but what 
you're doing is you're setting a

1374
01:06:48,440 --> 01:06:49,480
deadline. 
That's it. 

1375
01:06:49,480 --> 01:06:51,440
It's just a boundary for myself 
going. 

1376
01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:54,680
I need this healthy boundary 
because I know if I don't set 

1377
01:06:54,680 --> 01:06:59,400
it, I'm going to work and 
continue doing stuff till 891011

1378
01:06:59,640 --> 01:07:01,840
and I'm going to miss the time 
that I could have spent with my 

1379
01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:04,640
family or that because we're. 
Doing something else. 

1380
01:07:04,640 --> 01:07:06,360
Yeah. 
Like, I, I know, I mean, a lot 

1381
01:07:06,360 --> 01:07:08,760
of people, like I got a friend 
who's constantly like, he's on 

1382
01:07:08,760 --> 01:07:10,360
social media showing like all 
the time. 

1383
01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:12,040
He plays with his kids and hangs
out with his kids. 

1384
01:07:12,400 --> 01:07:15,240
And that's great too. 
But I I am also a person and I 

1385
01:07:15,240 --> 01:07:17,600
need my time and reason. 
Why is that? 

1386
01:07:17,600 --> 01:07:20,120
I just, if I'm focused on 
everybody else, I can't work on 

1387
01:07:20,120 --> 01:07:21,200
me. 
Oh yeah. 

1388
01:07:21,280 --> 01:07:25,000
But if you have allocated time 
of like, well, this is my time 

1389
01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:27,600
for my family, this is my time 
for me, this is my time for 

1390
01:07:27,600 --> 01:07:29,600
work. 
Like I, I don't know, it is all 

1391
01:07:29,600 --> 01:07:32,080
of that time. 
No, but it's funny because for 

1392
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:34,240
your mind, I love that, you 
know, and that's very 

1393
01:07:34,240 --> 01:07:37,440
rectangular ish. 
You're like, OK, these are my 

1394
01:07:37,440 --> 01:07:40,040
boundaries. 
And I love that because for me 

1395
01:07:40,280 --> 01:07:44,200
boundaries sound like constraint
and I don't like boundaries. 

1396
01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:46,400
But what I like giving yourself 
boundaries. 

1397
01:07:46,400 --> 01:07:48,880
Nope. 
But what I do, like deadlines 

1398
01:07:49,040 --> 01:07:51,040
give me a deadline, has to be 
done by then. 

1399
01:07:51,480 --> 01:07:53,760
You have to be done with this by
then. 

1400
01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:55,720
You have to be done with this by
then. 

1401
01:07:56,040 --> 01:07:59,400
And then if there's free time, 
all I tell myself is that your 

1402
01:07:59,400 --> 01:08:01,640
time, you do whatever the fuck 
you want. 

1403
01:08:01,880 --> 01:08:03,400
Play video games, hang out with 
anybody. 

1404
01:08:03,800 --> 01:08:07,000
And I've told my kids, if I'm on
a game or if I'm watching 

1405
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,120
something and you want me come 
get me. 

1406
01:08:09,280 --> 01:08:11,560
And my oldest goes, well, what 
if you're really into something?

1407
01:08:11,560 --> 01:08:14,920
And I said, dude, if you need to
talk to me games, how many times

1408
01:08:14,920 --> 01:08:18,040
have I ever told you after this?
Never, right? 

1409
01:08:18,520 --> 01:08:20,760
Just come get me. 
I'm totally fine with it. 

1410
01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:24,960
It's not an inconvenience to me.
And I've really, I've really 

1411
01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:26,920
tried hard to make sure that I 
keep that. 

1412
01:08:27,240 --> 01:08:29,920
I'm not always good with it. 
I am in learning, I'm in flux. 

1413
01:08:29,920 --> 01:08:34,000
But at the same time, I want 
them to know that I want them to

1414
01:08:34,000 --> 01:08:35,600
be able to do that with their 
kids that they choose. 

1415
01:08:35,600 --> 01:08:39,520
So But the big thing for me is 
just like I, I, like you said, 

1416
01:08:39,520 --> 01:08:42,880
like I want to be more 
connected, but I'm going to have

1417
01:08:42,880 --> 01:08:45,720
to ease into that too. 
Like if I've always seen people 

1418
01:08:45,720 --> 01:08:47,560
like go too hardcore into it and
they burn out. 

1419
01:08:47,840 --> 01:08:51,680
Oh yeah, well, because everyone 
has like social batteries, 

1420
01:08:51,680 --> 01:08:53,319
emotional batteries, even with 
family I. 

1421
01:08:53,560 --> 01:08:55,760
Think even it's harder. 
With family, you know, and, and 

1422
01:08:55,760 --> 01:08:59,640
so it's like, all right, I love 
you, I want to be with you, but 

1423
01:08:59,680 --> 01:09:01,720
I need to have a certain amount 
of time. 

1424
01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:04,720
And it's like, so you have your 
own time, But I think that's 

1425
01:09:04,720 --> 01:09:08,600
totally healthy for people to 
have their own time because in a

1426
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:11,319
relationship and family and 
friends, like you need your own 

1427
01:09:11,319 --> 01:09:12,359
time. 
That's healthy. 

1428
01:09:12,359 --> 01:09:14,080
And if you're not taking it, you
should. 

1429
01:09:14,160 --> 01:09:15,960
You should. 
Find oh 100%. 

1430
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:18,880
Time because if you're not 
having it, that might be where 

1431
01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:20,319
some of your struggles are 
coming from. 

1432
01:09:20,640 --> 01:09:22,960
And also pay attention to the 
vernacular that you're using 

1433
01:09:22,960 --> 01:09:24,960
with yourself, like what one of 
the words you're using, like 

1434
01:09:25,240 --> 01:09:28,880
where Brandon had said something
simple, like, you know, this is 

1435
01:09:29,000 --> 01:09:32,800
these are my boundaries. 
This is as far as I can go and 

1436
01:09:33,120 --> 01:09:36,800
to some that works really well. 
I think those who are very task 

1437
01:09:36,800 --> 01:09:39,880
oriented to like to make sure 
that things are well taken care 

1438
01:09:39,880 --> 01:09:41,359
of. 
Like I loved how you did that, 

1439
01:09:41,359 --> 01:09:43,200
dude. 
I set that box on top of your 

1440
01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:48,200
record player and I love how you
told me your boundary. 

1441
01:09:48,840 --> 01:09:51,760
Hey, I really like that and I 
want to keep it that way. 

1442
01:09:51,960 --> 01:09:55,120
For me, I don't care about 
anything other than people. 

1443
01:09:55,560 --> 01:10:00,600
I don't care about things and 
but that's not me being like 

1444
01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:03,960
disrespectful or not 
conscientious of you, but it's 

1445
01:10:03,960 --> 01:10:07,360
more of just like, oh, now I 
understand that this is valuable

1446
01:10:07,360 --> 01:10:10,160
to you and this is how you value
it. 

1447
01:10:10,480 --> 01:10:12,600
I have no problem. 
I learned it, I assimilated it 

1448
01:10:12,600 --> 01:10:15,120
and I go great, no problem. 
I know that's valuable to you. 

1449
01:10:15,360 --> 01:10:17,560
Well in the other one it's never
been an issue. 

1450
01:10:17,560 --> 01:10:20,040
Like I've sent shit on my old 
record player because it was. 

1451
01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:22,640
No, but this is different. 
But this one, now I'm like, oh, 

1452
01:10:23,120 --> 01:10:24,640
it's so nice. 
It's pretty. 

1453
01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:26,960
Well, you enjoy what? 
Comes out. 

1454
01:10:27,240 --> 01:10:28,920
Oh yeah. 
Yeah, you really enjoy that? 

1455
01:10:28,920 --> 01:10:33,400
It truly makes me feel like a 
kid again When I had first wired

1456
01:10:33,400 --> 01:10:36,880
up like all those speakers and 
I'm laying on the floor and it's

1457
01:10:36,880 --> 01:10:39,800
like, this is what it feels like
to be enveloped by sound. 

1458
01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:45,960
But this now is not just sound, 
but like really clean, beautiful

1459
01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:47,600
sound. 
So the way it was originally 

1460
01:10:47,600 --> 01:10:48,880
recorded. 
Yeah. 

1461
01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:52,520
Right, that's the cool part is 
that you get to hear all of the 

1462
01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:57,760
things from the background noise
from the studio to the the the 

1463
01:10:57,760 --> 01:10:59,720
sliding on the on the chords, 
the. 

1464
01:10:59,720 --> 01:11:02,200
Vocals the. 
The vocals are so crazy that. 

1465
01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:06,840
Thing is so much crisper, I hear
so much more in the songs than 

1466
01:11:06,840 --> 01:11:10,560
I've ever heard before, even 
with the exact same albums and 

1467
01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:14,560
that just the new record player 
it was like holy shit I have 

1468
01:11:14,560 --> 01:11:17,800
such a deeper appreciation for 
this song like for everything it

1469
01:11:17,800 --> 01:11:19,560
just. 
It's like, what's his name? 

1470
01:11:19,640 --> 01:11:22,280
Neil Diamond, right? 
Not everybody's a fan of Neil 

1471
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:23,000
Diamond. 
I told you it. 

1472
01:11:23,320 --> 01:11:25,600
Was great music. 
But here's the thing with Neil 

1473
01:11:25,600 --> 01:11:28,600
Diamond. 
Neil Diamond is the same every 

1474
01:11:28,600 --> 01:11:30,080
single time he gets on that 
stage. 

1475
01:11:30,600 --> 01:11:32,760
How many? 
People are that consistent. 

1476
01:11:32,840 --> 01:11:35,040
How many can be that consistent?
Not a lot. 

1477
01:11:35,040 --> 01:11:38,840
Most of them are fake musicians.
Well, their instrument is not as

1478
01:11:38,840 --> 01:11:42,160
fine-tuned as someone who has 
fine-tuned his instrument. 

1479
01:11:42,160 --> 01:11:43,960
Or that, yeah, or somebody else 
has. 

1480
01:11:43,960 --> 01:11:45,720
Did they just have technology 
help? 

1481
01:11:45,840 --> 01:11:48,000
What's I mean, he's fine-tuned 
his instrument. 

1482
01:11:48,080 --> 01:11:48,680
Thank you. 
Yes. 

1483
01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:51,640
Versus most of the others are 
all auto tune. 

1484
01:11:51,960 --> 01:11:53,960
Yeah, that was the one thing 
that really turned me off about 

1485
01:11:53,960 --> 01:11:55,440
Linkin Park when they first came
out. 

1486
01:11:55,440 --> 01:11:58,080
But then later on I had a friend
go to the concert. 

1487
01:11:58,080 --> 01:12:01,480
He goes dude Chester sounds 
amazing but I saw them when they

1488
01:12:01,480 --> 01:12:03,760
were very first coming out, 
their first album. 

1489
01:12:04,240 --> 01:12:05,800
Was it pretty, auto tuned or 
pretty? 

1490
01:12:05,920 --> 01:12:07,480
No, it's just bad. 
Oh shit. 

1491
01:12:07,760 --> 01:12:10,560
They just weren't good live. 
And that's the thing like you, 

1492
01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:13,960
you are like the one thing I 
don't like about Taylor Swift is

1493
01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:16,560
Taylor Swift. 
But one thing I will give her is

1494
01:12:16,560 --> 01:12:20,280
that she puts a lot into her 
craft, into her training her. 

1495
01:12:20,280 --> 01:12:24,240
And she has help too. 
But I can imagine you can't. 

1496
01:12:24,240 --> 01:12:30,120
It's like Ariana Grande probably
has the most crazy range and and

1497
01:12:30,480 --> 01:12:34,440
mimicking voices. 
Like she's impressive. 

1498
01:12:35,000 --> 01:12:37,520
Yeah. 
And weird, but impressive. 

1499
01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:40,400
Weird human but. 
Like she got a really hella 

1500
01:12:40,400 --> 01:12:42,240
cool. 
But that's the thing dude, like 

1501
01:12:42,240 --> 01:12:45,560
with with crazy gifts like that,
you're going to have to accept 

1502
01:12:45,560 --> 01:12:47,640
the weird. 
And that's what's been cool 

1503
01:12:47,640 --> 01:12:51,280
lately, man, is I, I really want
to, well, like I said before, I 

1504
01:12:51,280 --> 01:12:53,800
I'm all about people. 
Like I care about people, not 

1505
01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:58,240
things and, and almost to a 
fault sometimes where like even 

1506
01:12:58,240 --> 01:13:00,720
that, where I did over there, I 
have to be more conscious of 

1507
01:13:00,720 --> 01:13:01,800
that. 
I have to go, well, you know 

1508
01:13:01,800 --> 01:13:03,000
what? 
That's a thing. 

1509
01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:06,680
And that might have more 
sentimental and emotional 

1510
01:13:06,680 --> 01:13:09,400
resonance than just owning 
something shiny. 

1511
01:13:09,640 --> 01:13:12,360
If you had all the money in the 
world and I did that, you'd be 

1512
01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:15,560
like. 
No, see I still to me I like to 

1513
01:13:15,560 --> 01:13:19,280
keep my things nice and I can 
buy something once and never 

1514
01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:22,720
have to worry about replacing it
if I treat it well and I keep it

1515
01:13:22,720 --> 01:13:24,480
nice. 
I see it with some things like 

1516
01:13:24,480 --> 01:13:26,280
tools. 
I definitely do that with tools.

1517
01:13:26,280 --> 01:13:29,240
But this record player for me 
can be a once in a lifetime 

1518
01:13:29,240 --> 01:13:31,560
purchase and I will never have 
to buy another one and. 

1519
01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:33,120
I think that's cool for me and 
I'm like. 

1520
01:13:33,320 --> 01:13:37,680
Yeah, I would much rather have a
one time purchase and certain 

1521
01:13:37,680 --> 01:13:39,960
things where I like a car where 
it's not going to last forever. 

1522
01:13:40,280 --> 01:13:42,680
Yeah, you know, there's certain 
things, but other things I'm 

1523
01:13:42,680 --> 01:13:45,520
like, could I buy this once and 
never have to worry about it 

1524
01:13:45,520 --> 01:13:47,880
again? 
Yeah, I I think the bad thing 

1525
01:13:47,880 --> 01:13:51,360
with mine is that I don't, this 
is really hard for my wife. 

1526
01:13:52,200 --> 01:13:54,520
I don't care where I live. 
I don't know if I do. 

1527
01:13:54,720 --> 01:13:56,600
Either is there a bed? 
Can I cook food? 

1528
01:13:57,200 --> 01:13:59,160
Like I mean. 
Communal space. 

1529
01:13:59,200 --> 01:14:02,840
It's always surprising because I
I my home is not big. 

1530
01:14:02,840 --> 01:14:04,800
My home is not fancy. 
My home is not. 

1531
01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:06,800
I love your home. 
I love it too. 

1532
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:07,760
It. 
Was great. 

1533
01:14:07,760 --> 01:14:11,720
I don't care where I live. 
I don't need the big, the fancy,

1534
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:13,680
the, you know. 
It's the people. 

1535
01:14:13,680 --> 01:14:17,600
I've, yeah, I've had my parents 
had my dad has a stupid big 

1536
01:14:17,600 --> 01:14:21,160
home. 
Like, it doesn't mean anything 

1537
01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:24,240
to me. 
And I'm like the space I have 

1538
01:14:24,480 --> 01:14:27,640
doesn't matter because at the 
end of the day, and I realized 

1539
01:14:27,640 --> 01:14:30,920
this in my most oppressive 
moments of like, cool, I'm 

1540
01:14:30,920 --> 01:14:33,560
literally sitting in this box 
because a room most of the time 

1541
01:14:33,560 --> 01:14:37,160
is literally just a box. 
So I'm sitting here in this box.

1542
01:14:37,160 --> 01:14:39,600
And what does it matter where 
this box is? 

1543
01:14:39,880 --> 01:14:42,160
I could be depressed here. 
I could be depressed in a really

1544
01:14:42,160 --> 01:14:44,160
big ass box. 
I could be depressed in a fancy 

1545
01:14:44,160 --> 01:14:46,760
ass box. 
I could depressed outside 

1546
01:14:46,760 --> 01:14:50,080
sitting in a cardboard box. 
Like I could have the same 

1547
01:14:50,080 --> 01:14:53,880
feeling no matter where I'm at. 
I could choose to feel happy no 

1548
01:14:53,880 --> 01:14:57,600
matter where I am at. 
I could find that wherever I'm 

1549
01:14:57,600 --> 01:14:59,560
at. 
And then it was like, why the 

1550
01:14:59,560 --> 01:15:03,560
hell does it matter? 
Why does that stuff, that crap, 

1551
01:15:03,800 --> 01:15:06,880
like why does it matter? 
Well, what if someone, well, am 

1552
01:15:06,880 --> 01:15:09,040
I comfortable? 
Am I taken care of? 

1553
01:15:09,120 --> 01:15:13,040
Yeah, like, well, does it matter
when someone else's perception 

1554
01:15:13,040 --> 01:15:15,080
might be different of me? 
Would do I care? 

1555
01:15:15,680 --> 01:15:19,000
Do I truly care what that other 
person's perception of me is? 

1556
01:15:19,560 --> 01:15:22,920
Because if they're giving that 
perception that that matters, 

1557
01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:25,600
then they're probably not that 
important anyway. 

1558
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:27,840
Well, even then, I mean, 
everybody's important to their 

1559
01:15:27,840 --> 01:15:29,000
own what it's like to. 
Them. 

1560
01:15:29,080 --> 01:15:32,680
But like, they don't have to be.
I can love them, I can care 

1561
01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:33,960
about them. 
Oh no, no, totally. 

1562
01:15:33,960 --> 01:15:37,440
They don't have to be important 
in my life of like, I'm sorry, 

1563
01:15:37,440 --> 01:15:39,840
clearly you have different 
priorities and your priority is 

1564
01:15:40,240 --> 01:15:43,080
What Car you drive and how big 
your house is. 

1565
01:15:43,080 --> 01:15:45,680
And I think that's cool. 
And I only wear Nike and like, 

1566
01:15:45,680 --> 01:15:50,120
whatever it is that you, you 
need to make as your brand, 

1567
01:15:50,320 --> 01:15:51,640
right? 
Because at the end of the day, 

1568
01:15:51,640 --> 01:15:53,480
none of that fucking stuff is 
your brand. 

1569
01:15:53,480 --> 01:15:56,160
No, it's not. 
It's the same thing with like 

1570
01:15:56,160 --> 01:15:57,880
the difference between religion 
and faith. 

1571
01:15:57,880 --> 01:16:00,280
That's the difference between 
renting and owning. 

1572
01:16:00,720 --> 01:16:04,480
Like a lot of it is just this 
perception that we actually have

1573
01:16:04,480 --> 01:16:06,360
control over what's going to 
happen. 

1574
01:16:06,760 --> 01:16:09,280
And you really don't. 
And once you do that, like you 

1575
01:16:09,280 --> 01:16:13,160
start to realize that my time in
connection with others and my 

1576
01:16:13,160 --> 01:16:16,640
positive like, like you said, 
like I, I talked to this one. 

1577
01:16:16,640 --> 01:16:17,760
What? 
You remember Valerie? 

1578
01:16:17,960 --> 01:16:19,960
So Valerie. 
Yeah. 

1579
01:16:20,200 --> 01:16:22,040
Oh, I'm going to do a podcast. 
Did she? 

1580
01:16:22,040 --> 01:16:24,440
No shit. 
She reached out to me not long 

1581
01:16:24,520 --> 01:16:26,400
ago and said. 
So is everyone else. 

1582
01:16:26,400 --> 01:16:28,360
Really thinking about doing it. 
I was like, cool, we don't do 

1583
01:16:28,360 --> 01:16:32,360
that anymore the we do ours. 
But The funny thing was, is that

1584
01:16:32,600 --> 01:16:35,840
she's just like she said to me, 
well, yeah, you know, other 

1585
01:16:35,840 --> 01:16:37,200
people can really influence how 
you feel. 

1586
01:16:37,200 --> 01:16:39,600
And I said, ah, I get that. 
And I said, but what I tell my 

1587
01:16:39,600 --> 01:16:42,160
son is you have the power to 
make you feel the way you want 

1588
01:16:42,160 --> 01:16:44,000
to feel. 
Nobody can make you feel 

1589
01:16:44,000 --> 01:16:45,800
anything. 
And she says, well, I kind of 

1590
01:16:45,800 --> 01:16:47,720
disagree with that. 
And I said, well then that means

1591
01:16:47,720 --> 01:16:50,880
that it's a preset program and 
that they're going against it. 

1592
01:16:50,960 --> 01:16:53,440
When she has no control over her
emotions then. 

1593
01:16:53,560 --> 01:16:56,920
Exactly like you. 
You can't allow other people to 

1594
01:16:56,920 --> 01:16:59,960
dictate how you feel. 
You can say, like I told my 

1595
01:16:59,960 --> 01:17:02,600
wife, it was a while ago, this 
was super. 

1596
01:17:02,600 --> 01:17:05,680
And when I told her like I'm, 
I'm sure it was a little shock 

1597
01:17:05,720 --> 01:17:08,040
and a little frustration, but at
the same time, at least I was 

1598
01:17:08,040 --> 01:17:10,040
being honest. 
And I was like, look, I'm being 

1599
01:17:10,040 --> 01:17:14,080
a Dick right now because I feel 
ashamed because I feel like I've

1600
01:17:14,080 --> 01:17:17,960
I've really hurt you and I've 
hurt the family through just my 

1601
01:17:17,960 --> 01:17:21,000
inability and inaction. 
I said, so I'm a little pissed 

1602
01:17:21,000 --> 01:17:23,160
right now and I need to be away 
from everybody. 

1603
01:17:23,600 --> 01:17:26,440
I'm going to go smoke a bunch of
cannabis and I'm going to come 

1604
01:17:26,440 --> 01:17:29,400
back and I'm going to do 
something other than worry. 

1605
01:17:29,400 --> 01:17:30,760
And I'm just going to be with 
you guys. 

1606
01:17:30,880 --> 01:17:33,240
Is that OK? 
And at first, I used to really 

1607
01:17:33,240 --> 01:17:36,280
irritate my wife. 
Now she just asked me, hey, did 

1608
01:17:36,400 --> 01:17:39,480
you go outside yet? 
I'm like, yeah, I probably 

1609
01:17:39,480 --> 01:17:41,240
should do that. 
I probably should do that. 

1610
01:17:41,440 --> 01:17:44,160
And it's not because I'm I'm, 
you know what? 

1611
01:17:44,160 --> 01:17:46,960
I am a I'm a person. 
And that's the thing like with 

1612
01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:50,440
religious people as they see it 
as a crutch, but I'm just a 

1613
01:17:50,440 --> 01:17:53,600
person And you know what? 
I want to spend my time here 

1614
01:17:54,000 --> 01:17:56,840
doing as well as possible. 
And if this natural thing can 

1615
01:17:56,840 --> 01:18:00,120
help me feel that way in a 
better way, because dude, you've

1616
01:18:00,120 --> 01:18:03,360
said it too, like I am. 
I'm more compassionate, you're 

1617
01:18:03,360 --> 01:18:05,280
more compassionate. 
I'm more reflective. 

1618
01:18:05,600 --> 01:18:11,000
I'm open to was that I have 
fixed ideals that are flexible. 

1619
01:18:11,120 --> 01:18:13,840
Simon Sinek said that. 
And I love that saying that I 

1620
01:18:13,840 --> 01:18:17,520
can have a belief, but if I 
learn new information, yeah. 

1621
01:18:17,720 --> 01:18:22,720
And that it can be that it's. 
Irrefutable to fluctuate because

1622
01:18:22,720 --> 01:18:25,640
you're like, I understand that 
there might be things I don't 

1623
01:18:25,640 --> 01:18:29,320
know and if I do learn that, 
then why wouldn't I allow my 

1624
01:18:29,320 --> 01:18:31,880
mind to change if if I've 
learned something new? 

1625
01:18:32,360 --> 01:18:35,120
It's like, you know, going 
science and dogma like, well, 

1626
01:18:35,360 --> 01:18:38,080
there's dogma even within 
science, but one. 100% new. 

1627
01:18:38,080 --> 01:18:40,480
Information. 
Why would you not allow your 

1628
01:18:40,480 --> 01:18:42,640
mind to go all right, well, 
let's take this in. 

1629
01:18:43,200 --> 01:18:45,160
Yeah. 
And that's OK to be, I mean, The

1630
01:18:45,200 --> 01:18:47,280
thing is it's it's, it's in that
person. 

1631
01:18:47,280 --> 01:18:50,320
So what's it going to be? 
Is it going to be dogma or an 

1632
01:18:50,320 --> 01:18:52,800
idea? 
And I tend to be able to go 

1633
01:18:52,800 --> 01:18:53,920
toward. 
I don't, I don't like. 

1634
01:18:53,920 --> 01:18:57,400
Dogma, because dogma is a closed
mindedness. 

1635
01:18:57,400 --> 01:18:59,000
So it's this is the way. 
Yes. 

1636
01:18:59,000 --> 01:19:02,560
So it's only when you allow that
versus because otherwise it can 

1637
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:04,480
be an idea. 
And if you're willing to hear 

1638
01:19:04,480 --> 01:19:08,360
and see and understand and 
accept other ideas or, or 

1639
01:19:08,360 --> 01:19:10,800
information and data, it's not a
dogma. 

1640
01:19:11,080 --> 01:19:14,920
It's a, a belief that can always
be flexible and fluid. 

1641
01:19:14,920 --> 01:19:17,880
And like, you know, right now 
this is what it is because my 

1642
01:19:17,880 --> 01:19:20,200
understanding is here. 
And maybe at one point in my 

1643
01:19:20,200 --> 01:19:22,880
life, my understanding will be 
here and maybe at one point my 

1644
01:19:22,880 --> 01:19:24,840
understanding will be here. 
But right now it's not. 

1645
01:19:24,840 --> 01:19:28,360
And I can't understand here 
because I'm not even here or 

1646
01:19:28,360 --> 01:19:31,920
here like you can't understand 
outside of your capacity to 

1647
01:19:31,920 --> 01:19:34,680
understand. 
Well, and often I think we, we 

1648
01:19:34,680 --> 01:19:36,680
are constantly thinking about 
the future. 

1649
01:19:36,680 --> 01:19:39,400
We're so worried about tomorrow,
tomorrow. 

1650
01:19:39,840 --> 01:19:41,320
Come from. 
And, and that's one of the 

1651
01:19:41,320 --> 01:19:43,840
things like Steph and I are 
talking about something and, 

1652
01:19:43,840 --> 01:19:47,960
and, and I it seemed really cold
and in retrospect, more than 

1653
01:19:47,960 --> 01:19:50,200
likely sounded very cool, but I 
was trying to break it down in 

1654
01:19:50,200 --> 01:19:53,160
the most logical sense. 
And he said, you know, she's 

1655
01:19:53,160 --> 01:19:55,760
like, yeah, well, this happened 
in the past, like with us. 

1656
01:19:55,840 --> 01:19:58,240
Like, yeah, well, I can't take 
that back. 

1657
01:19:58,760 --> 01:20:01,000
So I don't know what you want me
to do right now. 

1658
01:20:01,720 --> 01:20:03,440
Did I learn from it? 
Yes. 

1659
01:20:03,920 --> 01:20:07,200
Will I do it again? 
Hopefully not, but I can't. 

1660
01:20:07,280 --> 01:20:10,320
I, I, I, I will say this that I 
have emotions and I'll get 

1661
01:20:10,320 --> 01:20:12,440
upset. 
What I will do is I will promise

1662
01:20:12,440 --> 01:20:14,880
I will try harder to call those 
emotions out and let you know 

1663
01:20:14,880 --> 01:20:17,200
what's going on. 
And then if I need to remove 

1664
01:20:17,200 --> 01:20:19,760
myself, I will. 
If I can't reset right there. 

1665
01:20:20,480 --> 01:20:23,040
And she's like, OK. 
And that's a weird thing to say 

1666
01:20:23,040 --> 01:20:26,120
to somebody because a lot of 
times it's just reaction that 

1667
01:20:26,120 --> 01:20:29,000
they're expecting. 
And they can deal with that. 

1668
01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:32,200
They can't deal with Ohio. 
I'm going to try and learn from 

1669
01:20:32,200 --> 01:20:34,640
it, but I'm not going to 
apologize for something that's 

1670
01:20:34,640 --> 01:20:38,240
already done. 
I'll say that was a Dick move or

1671
01:20:38,720 --> 01:20:41,680
fuck I'm sorry I did that, but I
don't. 

1672
01:20:41,680 --> 01:20:44,000
You've already apologized. 
You guys have been like it's 

1673
01:20:44,000 --> 01:20:45,520
past it's. 
Well, what can I do? 

1674
01:20:45,520 --> 01:20:47,680
You do? 
If if I cheated on my wife, can 

1675
01:20:47,680 --> 01:20:48,840
I tell her? 
I'm sorry? 

1676
01:20:48,880 --> 01:20:50,000
No. 
Yes. 

1677
01:20:50,160 --> 01:20:52,600
But what will it do? 
Yeah, but it won't do any good. 

1678
01:20:52,600 --> 01:20:55,920
No, it doesn't erase the actual.
Words in that moment, right. 

1679
01:20:55,920 --> 01:20:58,400
Don't do anything. 
You're like, hey, I'm sorry, 

1680
01:20:58,560 --> 01:21:00,480
will you do you stick your 
Wiener in her? 

1681
01:21:00,480 --> 01:21:02,080
Yeah, but I'm sorry. 
Yeah. 

1682
01:21:02,160 --> 01:21:03,360
Oh, OK. 
Well, thanks. 

1683
01:21:03,680 --> 01:21:08,240
That made it all OK like. 
You know, that's the part where 

1684
01:21:08,240 --> 01:21:11,040
it's like, OK. 
It takes time to build trust and

1685
01:21:11,040 --> 01:21:11,720
stuff after. 
Her. 

1686
01:21:11,720 --> 01:21:14,520
Well, yeah, but I mean that you 
said it perfectly right there. 

1687
01:21:14,520 --> 01:21:16,680
Trust. 
Trust is not your. 

1688
01:21:16,720 --> 01:21:18,840
It's it's separate from the 
relationship. 

1689
01:21:18,840 --> 01:21:21,520
It is the action that you create
in the relationship. 

1690
01:21:21,560 --> 01:21:24,200
Even trust around certain 
actions. 100%. 

1691
01:21:24,200 --> 01:21:26,680
And it's like, no, I trust them 
with all of these things, but 

1692
01:21:26,680 --> 01:21:29,880
like they, they, I worry about 
them here, you know, and 

1693
01:21:29,880 --> 01:21:32,000
sometimes I but it's knowing. 
Good point. 

1694
01:21:32,040 --> 01:21:34,760
It's knowing and understanding 
their weaknesses because I mean,

1695
01:21:34,760 --> 01:21:37,800
you guys have been together. 
2022 years, yeah. 

1696
01:21:37,960 --> 01:21:42,720
So she knows who you are on like
a really deep level. 

1697
01:21:42,720 --> 01:21:45,560
So she sees that and it's like, 
no, I trust him for this and 

1698
01:21:45,560 --> 01:21:47,760
this. 
But then like, I worry in this 

1699
01:21:47,760 --> 01:21:50,800
moment 100%, but that's it. 
Like it's not that. 

1700
01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:54,040
But that part of trust is still 
it. 

1701
01:21:54,040 --> 01:21:56,840
There's a herd around it because
it's like, well, shit, this 

1702
01:21:56,840 --> 01:22:00,680
happened and and I trust you as 
my friend, my partner, my, this,

1703
01:22:00,680 --> 01:22:02,760
my, that. 
But like, what about what about 

1704
01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:04,440
this? 
And it's these fears that 

1705
01:22:04,600 --> 01:22:08,040
usually it's PTSD sometimes from
childhood or all this stuff 

1706
01:22:08,040 --> 01:22:13,120
that, that it just, it sticks 
with us and you know, we haven't

1707
01:22:13,120 --> 01:22:16,960
figured out the most. 
Emily sent me a book and I can't

1708
01:22:16,960 --> 01:22:18,840
think of what it's called right 
now, but I've been listening to 

1709
01:22:18,840 --> 01:22:22,120
it and it's talking about like 
understanding feelings and stuff

1710
01:22:22,120 --> 01:22:24,680
way more. 
And they're noticing when you 

1711
01:22:24,680 --> 01:22:26,280
feel them and what's causing 
that. 

1712
01:22:26,280 --> 01:22:29,480
And then I'm like, you know, I 
don't think most of the time 

1713
01:22:29,840 --> 01:22:33,440
when growing up ever, it was, 
Hey, what am I feeling? 

1714
01:22:33,440 --> 01:22:36,640
Hey, I noticed this tightness. 
I noticed this like hotness in 

1715
01:22:36,640 --> 01:22:38,360
my face. 
What's what's going on? 

1716
01:22:38,480 --> 01:22:42,120
Why am I feeling this like, and 
going back to that root cause? 

1717
01:22:42,120 --> 01:22:45,360
Because I don't know if a lot of
us try and find that initial 

1718
01:22:45,360 --> 01:22:49,200
trigger of like, hey, there is 
truly something under like this 

1719
01:22:49,200 --> 01:22:53,840
root thing here that is a hurt a
thing that we're still like 

1720
01:22:53,960 --> 01:22:58,400
subconsciously, unconsciously 
it's there and we don't know it.

1721
01:22:58,400 --> 01:23:01,560
But like, do we even notice it 
after 'cause it's like we just, 

1722
01:23:01,840 --> 01:23:05,240
our reaction is the emotion. 
Yeah, but it builds up before 

1723
01:23:05,240 --> 01:23:07,520
that and we feel it in the body 
of like this tightness, this, 

1724
01:23:07,520 --> 01:23:10,640
this, or, you know, because 
there's no racing and stuff. 

1725
01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:12,640
We're we're not taught that 
this. 

1726
01:23:12,640 --> 01:23:14,760
Is trained to feel that or 
trained? 

1727
01:23:14,840 --> 01:23:17,640
Yeah, it's a it's an 
understanding because I'll tell 

1728
01:23:17,640 --> 01:23:21,160
you this though, those who are 
in combative arts, there are two

1729
01:23:21,160 --> 01:23:24,600
different types of individuals, 
ones that are really angry and 

1730
01:23:24,600 --> 01:23:27,320
love the violence. 
The other part, they love the 

1731
01:23:27,320 --> 01:23:31,840
control and I love the control 
because I can control others and

1732
01:23:31,840 --> 01:23:35,160
I can control myself. 
But one of the things that's 

1733
01:23:35,160 --> 01:23:38,160
really cool is that those ones 
who continuously practice 

1734
01:23:38,160 --> 01:23:41,080
martial arts are deep into 
martial arts. 

1735
01:23:41,080 --> 01:23:43,040
They are the least aggressive 
people. 

1736
01:23:43,360 --> 01:23:46,440
They are very reasonable and 
they try to look for a solution 

1737
01:23:46,440 --> 01:23:51,360
before it gets violent because 
they know that what others don't

1738
01:23:52,000 --> 01:23:55,280
and others don't take into 
consideration, And it's 

1739
01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:58,520
something I've had to turn off 
quite a bit, especially my older

1740
01:23:58,520 --> 01:24:03,040
age, is that my initial response
when I was younger is we're 

1741
01:24:03,040 --> 01:24:06,880
going to have a argument here. 
And if you're going to raise 

1742
01:24:06,880 --> 01:24:10,040
your voice to me, you're trying 
to get in my space. 

1743
01:24:10,840 --> 01:24:13,480
I'm going to take the space. 
I'm going to take my space and 

1744
01:24:13,480 --> 01:24:15,360
your space. 
And I'm going to make you 

1745
01:24:15,360 --> 01:24:19,400
understand that you do not 
disagree with me or I will fuck 

1746
01:24:19,400 --> 01:24:22,280
you up. 
And I was taught that in martial

1747
01:24:22,280 --> 01:24:25,200
arts, take away their breath, 
take away their sight or take 

1748
01:24:25,200 --> 01:24:27,120
away their life. 
These are the three ways to win 

1749
01:24:27,120 --> 01:24:29,120
the fight. 
That's what my teacher told me. 

1750
01:24:29,560 --> 01:24:32,360
You don't stop until one of 
those three have been achieved. 

1751
01:24:32,520 --> 01:24:35,240
And it was the smartest thing 
ever because I was efficient. 

1752
01:24:35,840 --> 01:24:38,840
I didn't engage in combat unless
they knew. 

1753
01:24:39,560 --> 01:24:42,000
And most of the time, if I had 
to get in a fight with somebody,

1754
01:24:42,000 --> 01:24:44,640
they had no clue. 
They were just popping off. 

1755
01:24:45,280 --> 01:24:48,640
They were mad, maybe watched a 
couple of videos, hit submit, 

1756
01:24:49,720 --> 01:24:51,840
you know, box with their friends
at a basement or something like 

1757
01:24:51,840 --> 01:24:53,440
that. 
And then you'd meet me with 

1758
01:24:53,440 --> 01:24:57,400
somebody who's seasoned and 
enjoys that and is calm and 

1759
01:24:57,400 --> 01:24:59,720
cool. 
When the fists start flying and 

1760
01:25:00,400 --> 01:25:02,720
I'm surgical because I'm 
thinking I'm like, I want to 

1761
01:25:02,720 --> 01:25:05,800
maximize my damage on you 
because I'm going to break your 

1762
01:25:05,800 --> 01:25:07,960
spirit. 
Because the next time that you 

1763
01:25:07,960 --> 01:25:10,240
think about fucking with 
somebody, I want you to touch 

1764
01:25:10,240 --> 01:25:12,560
that hole that used to be a 
tooth. 

1765
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:15,560
I want you to touch that bone 
that was broken and it's still 

1766
01:25:15,560 --> 01:25:18,560
sore when the weather changes. 
That was my mentality, dude, 

1767
01:25:19,240 --> 01:25:21,720
like if I met you, I want to 
fuck you up if you want to go 

1768
01:25:21,720 --> 01:25:24,000
against me. 
And so my arguments were the 

1769
01:25:24,000 --> 01:25:27,040
same way Verbally, I had to be 
right. 

1770
01:25:27,040 --> 01:25:30,080
I'd win. 
And the the, the opening of it 

1771
01:25:30,080 --> 01:25:32,680
going, I don't necessarily have 
to win. 

1772
01:25:32,680 --> 01:25:35,360
I just have to understand you. 
I have to understand where it's 

1773
01:25:35,360 --> 01:25:38,120
coming from. 
I have less anger, but the way I

1774
01:25:38,120 --> 01:25:43,840
was taught was to win it period.
And that was the 80s and 90s, 

1775
01:25:43,840 --> 01:25:45,800
dude, like Clarendon Martial 
arts during that time, it was 

1776
01:25:45,800 --> 01:25:49,120
like it was. 
The 80s and 90s in general 

1777
01:25:49,120 --> 01:25:51,160
though. 
Yeah, it was a hardcore time, it

1778
01:25:51,160 --> 01:25:53,760
really. 
Was it was like you play to win,

1779
01:25:53,760 --> 01:25:57,280
you do things to win, you don't 
just half ass or just show up. 

1780
01:25:57,280 --> 01:25:59,840
You are there to win, otherwise 
go home. 

1781
01:25:59,920 --> 01:26:02,160
Dude, that was all the movies. 
Every single one. 

1782
01:26:02,440 --> 01:26:04,680
Think about Arnold 
Schwarzenegger, he won all the 

1783
01:26:04,680 --> 01:26:06,320
time. 
He got a cut sometimes. 

1784
01:26:06,320 --> 01:26:09,240
Sometimes. 
Sylvester Stallone always won. 

1785
01:26:09,360 --> 01:26:12,000
Who cares about a movie about 
arm wrestling? 

1786
01:26:12,040 --> 01:26:13,800
I do. 
It's called Over the Top and 

1787
01:26:13,800 --> 01:26:16,080
it's fucking awesome with 
Sylvester Stallone where he 

1788
01:26:16,080 --> 01:26:19,400
starts bleeding out of his nose 
from the pressure like and the 

1789
01:26:19,400 --> 01:26:23,240
reason why we love those movies 
is because there was a hero and 

1790
01:26:23,240 --> 01:26:24,680
you could live vicariously 
through them. 

1791
01:26:24,880 --> 01:26:29,960
We were so starved for self 
appreciation that we lived 

1792
01:26:29,960 --> 01:26:33,520
through movie stars. 
And now that's why everybody 

1793
01:26:33,520 --> 01:26:35,560
fucking hates them because they 
know who they are for real. 

1794
01:26:35,760 --> 01:26:38,520
Before they used to be 
fictitious people that lived in 

1795
01:26:38,520 --> 01:26:40,600
cool houses. 
Random shit in the tabloids now 

1796
01:26:40,600 --> 01:26:43,520
and then and now everything is 
in your face. 

1797
01:26:44,480 --> 01:26:47,880
I I actually feel bad more for 
actors because they can fuck 

1798
01:26:47,880 --> 01:26:51,920
their lives up in moment for. 
A second because every and I'm 

1799
01:26:51,920 --> 01:26:54,880
like, you know what sucks? 
How many of their stupid things 

1800
01:26:54,880 --> 01:26:58,920
that is publicized and ruins 
their life is the same shit that

1801
01:26:58,920 --> 01:27:02,640
like half the people in every 
society does? 

1802
01:27:02,920 --> 01:27:06,360
Dude, that's why like, you know,
I, I saw something on LinkedIn 

1803
01:27:06,360 --> 01:27:08,520
where a guy was like they had 
some like get together 

1804
01:27:08,520 --> 01:27:11,680
networking and one of the 
comments was probably by far the

1805
01:27:11,680 --> 01:27:13,840
most cringeous. 
I see a few billionaire 

1806
01:27:13,840 --> 01:27:16,080
billionaires in there. 
Must not be that bad. 

1807
01:27:16,200 --> 01:27:18,720
That's disgusting. 
Must not be that bad. 

1808
01:27:19,040 --> 01:27:20,600
It's. 
Disgusting and sorry. 

1809
01:27:21,000 --> 01:27:23,200
And you can hear the woman 
talking all about connections. 

1810
01:27:23,200 --> 01:27:25,240
That's how you grow your 
business and the guy goes like 

1811
01:27:25,240 --> 01:27:28,400
that's, that's. 
You might know a billionaire 

1812
01:27:28,400 --> 01:27:32,840
that's really cool and good and 
I I personally don't. 

1813
01:27:33,040 --> 01:27:35,960
Cares. 
Yeah, but like what? 

1814
01:27:35,960 --> 01:27:42,480
What about their money? 
Or wealth or value is what makes

1815
01:27:42,480 --> 01:27:45,200
it worth attending. 
But I mean it. 

1816
01:27:45,200 --> 01:27:48,040
Like why does their net worth 
matter to make? 

1817
01:27:48,360 --> 01:27:52,480
What are they? 
Well, in that moment where their

1818
01:27:53,160 --> 01:27:56,520
notoriety is the amount of money
they make nothing. 

1819
01:27:57,120 --> 01:27:59,520
Because truly you take away that
what are they? 

1820
01:27:59,720 --> 01:28:02,360
Just another fucking person. 
Dude, you know what I'd rather 

1821
01:28:02,360 --> 01:28:03,880
be? 
I would rather be a quiet 

1822
01:28:03,880 --> 01:28:06,320
billionaire than. 
I would never want to be known. 

1823
01:28:06,560 --> 01:28:07,480
Nope. 
Nope. 

1824
01:28:07,560 --> 01:28:10,760
Ever. 
If I was known, it wouldn't be 

1825
01:28:10,760 --> 01:28:13,160
for money. 
It would be for helping 

1826
01:28:13,160 --> 01:28:15,240
somebody. 
Yeah, or helping people. 

1827
01:28:15,560 --> 01:28:18,560
I would never want to be known 
for my money and or. 

1828
01:28:18,640 --> 01:28:22,000
That they even have it. 
Well, and, and you know, and you

1829
01:28:22,000 --> 01:28:25,640
think about some of these rich 
people like if you compare, let 

1830
01:28:25,640 --> 01:28:29,040
let's take politics off the 
table, but compare Bezos and 

1831
01:28:29,040 --> 01:28:31,400
Elon Musk. 
I feel sad for Bezos. 

1832
01:28:31,560 --> 01:28:34,040
Have you seen a picture of his 
wife and him and all the shit he

1833
01:28:34,040 --> 01:28:37,240
owns? 
That poor woman has plastic 

1834
01:28:37,240 --> 01:28:39,640
surgery her face into a fucking 
lion. 

1835
01:28:40,120 --> 01:28:42,880
She looks like a a Serengeti 
lion. 

1836
01:28:44,960 --> 01:28:48,360
Fierce as fuck. 
Like literally, that's what she 

1837
01:28:48,360 --> 01:28:51,080
looks like. 
And then he looks like he he 

1838
01:28:51,080 --> 01:28:53,320
went back in time. 
He used to look older when he 

1839
01:28:53,320 --> 01:28:55,920
was younger because he still had
a little hair. 

1840
01:28:56,360 --> 01:28:58,680
And he's like, and he's got 
Plaid on and he's driving a 

1841
01:28:58,680 --> 01:29:02,680
Civic now. 
He's like buff, bald and tan. 

1842
01:29:02,680 --> 01:29:04,840
He has a Dick rocket. 
What? 

1843
01:29:05,000 --> 01:29:08,040
And like, yeah, he got like, do 
you see Carrie? 

1844
01:29:08,840 --> 01:29:11,560
Katy Perry went into space. 
They didn't go into actual 

1845
01:29:11,560 --> 01:29:14,000
space, but they went to the. 
Hemisphere like. 

1846
01:29:14,000 --> 01:29:17,240
They went. 
They went 90 miles, 90 miles and

1847
01:29:17,240 --> 01:29:19,040
90 miles up. 
OK. 

1848
01:29:19,520 --> 01:29:22,960
And, and everybody was like, oh,
we didn't see flames from it 

1849
01:29:22,960 --> 01:29:24,160
cause a lot of people thought it
was fake. 

1850
01:29:24,160 --> 01:29:25,840
And they're like, it wasn't high
enough. 

1851
01:29:26,240 --> 01:29:30,080
It came down in a parachute. 
They didn't have a pilot 

1852
01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:31,280
automated. 
Yeah. 

1853
01:29:31,600 --> 01:29:34,160
Just up and it got. 
Certain point and then parachute

1854
01:29:34,720 --> 01:29:37,680
and then it was guided. 
I mean, pretty simple, yeah. 

1855
01:29:37,880 --> 01:29:40,040
And it wasn't, it wasn't space. 
Space. 

1856
01:29:40,160 --> 01:29:43,280
It's not like, you know, space 
station shit. 

1857
01:29:43,640 --> 01:29:46,960
No, it's probably like what they
do when they did the whatever 

1858
01:29:46,960 --> 01:29:49,800
jets that would be faster, 
they'd leave just barely out of 

1859
01:29:49,800 --> 01:29:52,520
the atmosphere and come down 
because it was supposed to be 

1860
01:29:52,520 --> 01:29:55,040
like a much faster travel time 
record. 

1861
01:29:55,120 --> 01:29:57,000
Yeah, yeah. 
Probably very similar to that, 

1862
01:29:57,000 --> 01:30:00,080
but it just goes up a little bit
outside and then they drop down.

1863
01:30:00,080 --> 01:30:03,520
Yeah, it would get like as high 
almost as the Sr. 71 Blackbird. 

1864
01:30:04,080 --> 01:30:07,440
The Blackbird goes so high the 
whole thing is made out of 

1865
01:30:07,440 --> 01:30:08,840
titanium. 
Damn. 

1866
01:30:08,880 --> 01:30:10,640
And it gets so hot. 
That's crazy. 

1867
01:30:10,800 --> 01:30:12,400
Hopefully you guys are crazy 
high. 

1868
01:30:12,560 --> 01:30:13,520
Yeah, I. 
Don't. 

1869
01:30:13,680 --> 01:30:17,120
Know Yeah, I have no idea how 
long we go with this episode. 

1870
01:30:17,600 --> 01:30:19,240
I mean, I've been watching the 
clock so. 

1871
01:30:19,240 --> 01:30:21,880
We're an hour and a half. 
Yeah, we're an hour and a half. 

1872
01:30:21,880 --> 01:30:24,200
Well, hey guys, this has been a 
good riff. 

1873
01:30:24,320 --> 01:30:25,840
What do you guys been thinking 
about lately? 

1874
01:30:25,840 --> 01:30:28,320
I know we say that a lot, but 
you know, one thing I wanted to 

1875
01:30:28,320 --> 01:30:31,280
say and Brandon, you know, add 
on to as much, we really 

1876
01:30:31,280 --> 01:30:33,360
appreciate you guys sticking 
around and hanging out with us 

1877
01:30:33,360 --> 01:30:35,960
every every week. 
I know that there's a lot of new

1878
01:30:35,960 --> 01:30:39,160
come on there, a lot of legacy 
people that have been on 

1879
01:30:39,520 --> 01:30:42,640
probably like, holy shit, I 
can't listen through all of this

1880
01:30:42,640 --> 01:30:44,760
and that's a good thing. 
That's why we wanted to create 

1881
01:30:44,760 --> 01:30:47,520
more for you. 
And there's new episodes every 

1882
01:30:47,520 --> 01:30:48,960
week, so don't even worry. 
Yeah. 

1883
01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:50,200
I mean, it's really tough for 
us. 

1884
01:30:50,200 --> 01:30:51,880
We have to talk. 
Smoke weed. 

1885
01:30:52,240 --> 01:30:54,200
Smoke some weed. 
We got to get, we got to get 

1886
01:30:54,200 --> 01:30:55,680
more people on here. 
Well, the great. 

1887
01:30:55,680 --> 01:30:57,360
Prophet Ruth is wanting to come 
on. 

1888
01:30:57,360 --> 01:30:59,840
We just got to see you When is a
good time so. 

1889
01:30:59,920 --> 01:31:02,000
Dude, let me know. 
Yeah, let me know. 

1890
01:31:02,680 --> 01:31:03,920
Catch you next. 
Week Take care, guys.