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I'm Brandon. 
And I'm Jesse, we're cannabis 

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school. 
Having cannabis infused 

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conversations. 
With everyday people. 

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Cannabis companies. 
Celebrities. 

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And your mom? 
Welcome to the sesh. 

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Oh my God, the first flower of 
the day is warming up right now.

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Jesse comes wedding in through 
the grass. 

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So kids, what's up? 
We're going to talk about 

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something extremely serious 
right now, and that is video 

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games. 
Brandon what? 

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Video games are going with N 
Vietnamese butt plugs, but yeah,

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that's going to. 
Wait a minute, what are those 

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anyways? 
Like is it is a particular type 

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of butt plug I mean. 
They have little spikes, but 

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they're just like in a rotated 
angle, so it's. 

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I thought they were made out of 
bamboo and they just continued 

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to grow into your. 
Ass they are, they are made of 

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bamboo spikes and it just 
rotates and grows so it's AI. 

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Worry about you. 
I worry about you. 

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No, But yeah, video games, like,
you know, a lot of people get 

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shit for playing video games 
when they're like my age and 

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your age. 
But you know, it's something we 

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kind of grew up with anyways. 
Kind of. 

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But yes, you know, I realized I 
was thinking about it the other 

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day and I'm like, even though we
never had a console till 

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freshman year of high school, I 
still played computer games 

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before then. 
Oh yeah, We still had all sorts 

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of games on our computers. 
And I had a computer when I was 

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2-3 years old. 
So we were playing computers on 

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the old DOS or games on the old 
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And then after that, like on the
whatever came before Windows 95 

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and stuff, but then on all of 
those systems and that, you 

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know, I remember playing lots of
racing games. 

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A lot of I used to do rally 
racing. 

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And then there was another one 
that was later and you drove 

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through like San Francisco, they
had an Audi TT, they had other 

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stuff. 
It was a blast there. 

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We used to play that one for a 
while and I was like, hi, it was

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interesting because I, for the 
longest time I've played racing 

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games. 
And then we had a little bit of 

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doom and, you know, I God, we 
played a tiny bit of Minecraft 

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Warcraft, not World of Warcraft,
but like. 

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No, no, like the the RTS, Yeah, 
the real time strategy. 

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Games like they had with 
StarCraft, because my parents 

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had got that in a disk set or 
something and so played that 

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back in the day. 
I think we had Civilization, I 

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think that was one on PC. 
So we surprisingly played a lot 

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more PC ones. 
We even had an air flight 

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simulator with a joystick at 
some point. 

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Jeez, that's funny because when 
you're going back there like I 

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date you, like I remember when 
my dad bought an Atari at the at

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a yard sale and he hooked it up 
to the TV and in the back of the

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TV had these two little screws 
and you could pull pull them out

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a little bit. 
And then you would screw in this

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connector, right? 
And that connector would go 

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directly to the Atari. 
And then you had one button and 

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one joystick. 
That's it. 

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And did I remember like the most
frustrating game ever is called 

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ET on there. 
It was dumb. 

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But then you had like, you know,
like a jungle game where he was 

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dude, and it's the stick. 
And they had a Ghostbusters 

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game. 
And man, when I was a kid, I was

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blown away. 
I kind of feel like I'm talking 

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like Grandpa Ivan Wood when he's
like, and then the transistor 

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radio come out and. 
Right. 

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We were blown away and the 
automobile was fucking. 

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Hot. 
You had to crank it to get there

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and started right. 
And you're like, why are you 

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talking like that? 
Like, I don't know, but it was 

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southern Utah. 
Yeah, yeah, exactly. 

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But it was just like crazy thing
when the games that. 

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And The funny thing is my dad, 
my dad's like you can't play it 

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too long. 
You can't play it too long. 

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I'm like, well, why? 
And he goes because he will burn

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the TV and I'm like, what? 
And he was kind of trying to 

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tell me like it could burn the 
image into the TV, which never 

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got proved. 
It was just something you. 

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Always tell me that. 
And I was like, that was weird. 

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My dad, so my my parents would 
when we got a you're never 

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allowed to play for a long time.
And then we got a console, and 

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it was like, you can play an 
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schoolwork's been done, and 
Saturdays, but that's it after, 

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like, chores. 
And that would be the only time 

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you could play it. 
You couldn't be in the room if 

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your siblings were playing it 
because, well, then that would 

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be the same as you playing it. 
So it was more of like, yeah. 

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It was more of like, yeah, we 
don't want you spending a lot of

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time doing this. 
We'd rather have you reading, 

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playing a sport, doing 
something, you know, playing the

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piano, learning an instrument. 
Totally didn't want us doing 

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that. 
So. 

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But my dad would always go, oh, 
I can't be in the room with it, 

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It makes me nauseous. 
What are you talking about? 

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It makes you nauseous. 
You can watch TV. 

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You can watch movies just fine. 
You can watch cartoons just 

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fine. 
But watching a video game makes 

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you nauseous? 
Yeah. 

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It's like the refresh rate or 
something. 

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Oh, OK. 
Cocaine's a hell of a drug, huh?

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Like. 
Well, no man, if you think back 

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like do you remember the old 
rear projection big screen TV's 

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like it's. 
Just we never had that big of 

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one. 
No, we. 

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We. 
I do remember him, my grandpa. 

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When my parents got divorced, 
first thing my dad bought was a 

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big screen TV. 
I mean you see, they got they 

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got happier and a pig and shit. 
He was just like was like cool. 

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But it was always weird like 
when the new TV started to come 

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out from that rear projection 
because it was almost the exact 

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same as the tube, right? 
But when these new TV started 

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coming out, dude, they fucked 
with my eyes because it was just

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the refresher. 
It was so fat. 

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It was so much faster because it
wasn't a tube, It wasn't an 

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image being, it was like, you 
know, all of these like pixels 

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and stuff. 
So it took a while for the eyes 

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to get kind of used to it. 
And then they went away. 

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And now I don't even notice 
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Like I used to get that when I'd
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or a Costco back in the day. 
They'd always had the big ass 

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TV's, but it's so crazy dude, 
that hearing that because it's 

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always just like weird myths. 
My dad had to like, Oh yeah, we 

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had an we got a Nintendo much 
later on. 

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Like it was way later and my dad
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another pawn shop and got us a 
Nintendo and couple games. 

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And dude, I was so excited. 
Now if I went back and played 

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those games, I'd be bored as 
shit on most of them. 

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I'd be like that's how it is. 
Except the Castlevania games. 

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I still play those. 
I I played the old ones, I play 

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the new ones. 
I love those games, but the I. 

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Never got into side scrollers. 
They were, well, I take that 

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back. 
There was one that was like. 

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Super gay. 
No, it was an. 

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Awesome one. 
My parents didn't get that one. 

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It was literally called like 
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and you run around with guns and
stuff and shoot and Add all this

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stuff. 
But you do like side scrolling 

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and that that one. 
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grade. 
It's been ages. 

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No, I didn't my parents hated 
video games. 

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The funny thing is is that later
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them not on my own. 
My wife now when we were dating,

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she thought be cool, buy me a 
PlayStation two because that's 

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what was out and she's like, she
got me that and this cool 

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headset so I could talk to these
pixelated Navy Seals on the on 

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the TV. 
And I love that game dude. 

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It was awesome. 
It was so much fun. 

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And then. 
Is that so calm? 

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Yeah, that was so calm. 
OK, Yeah, that was a. 

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Scope, I love that game, but I 
became obsessed where she would 

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come over after work and I would
play video games and she'd fall 

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asleep in my bed and then it'd 
be like 1:00 or 2:00 at night 

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and she's like, hey, I'm gonna 
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she's still living with her 
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And so I was like, yeah, no 
problem, let me take you home. 

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And that was like a common 
thing. 

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And she's like, oh, I regret 
getting this for you. 

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And I became obsessed with video
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And then I got rid of it when my
first was born because I didn't 

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want to lose my wife. 
And then after that, it's like 3

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or 4 years later, I got a system
again and I was better. 

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I, I'm still good with it. 
I don't, I don't make it a 

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problem. 
It's fun. 

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I don't understand the problem 
that comes with it. 

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I can understand the obsession 
like how we got obsessed with 

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Gran Turismo like. 
I still love that game. 

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Yeah, Oh yeah, It's still 
installed. 

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It's like Ghost Recon with us. 
Like we come back to Wildlands 

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all the time and I don't know 
why. 

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Good games like I, I always sit 
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I'm like God, what do I play? 
But often times, especially now,

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like when I have something that 
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time it's not gaming. 
Then every once in a while, like

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the other day when I was just on
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you know, I've scheduled out 400
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I I think I can take a break and
go race for like an hour. 

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That should be fine. 
It was like, I go pick up Addie 

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in a bit. 
I still have time. 

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Yeah, it's the middle of the 
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of shit right now. 
So, you know, I went sat down 

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and raced for like 45 minutes 
because I was like, fuck it, you

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know, I have the time. 
And, and it's choosing that, 

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Hey, I'm going to take some me 
time and do this right now. 

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And, and for me, especially when
it's if I feel like I get enough

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accomplished during the day when
Emily's still at work, Addie's 

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at school, that's time that I 
don't have to feel like I'm 

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taking time away from time I 
could be giving them or 

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something else later in the day.
And I can still take that time 

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for me and find time for me that
I might not feel or feel guilty 

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if I'm trying to take later when
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instead of hanging out with my 
partner or my child, I'm 

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choosing to go and do that when 
I did have the chance, you know,

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some time to do it earlier. 
And so when I do have that, I 

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love taking it when I feel like 
I've got enough done and I can 

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do that because otherwise then I
just feel like I'm slacking off.

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So. 
I could give 2 shits and, and 

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usually why is because I don't 
play until later. 

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I don't play during the daytime.
I don't play in the morning. 

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I don't, I don't and it, and I 
sometimes I don't play at all 

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because I'm like, but you know, 
I'll ask, I always ask my wife. 

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I'm like, Hey, you know, what do
you want to do tonight? 

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You know, and she'll be like, I 
don't know. 

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She's like, I just kind of want 
to read right now. 

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I'm like, sounds good. 
So then that's my free pass and 

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I'll bring the PlayStation into 
my room and I'll play on in 

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front of the TV and that's it. 
I mean, it's not a big deal, but

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if ever she's just like, hey, 
you want to hang out tonight? 

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Done. 
Yeah, one of my kids is like, 

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you know, they've got stuff 
going on. 

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Like I wouldn't be like, hey, 
hold on a second. 

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Like I can't like, let me finish
this part. 

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Like I'm like, I could do this 
later. 

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That's why I like the Switch. 
I've got my Switch and I've got 

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all the Castlevania games on 
that. 

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And I love playing that because 
I could play for a little bit 

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and then I'm like, yeah, I'm 
gonna put it down. 

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But it doesn't always feel like 
it's, it's pulling me in and 

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I've got friends like that. 
I don't know if you've got 

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friends like that where they 
could like game for like 8-9 

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hours. 
Probably do, but we just, we're 

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probably just not super close 
anymore. 

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You know, I one of the things 
it's like you're probably a what

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is it not a factor, but you're 
there. 

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You have a lot of similarities 
between the five people that you

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hang out with the most. 
And I just, I, I'm sure I have 

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friends that game all the time, 
but I just, I don't talk to them

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all the time. 
Those aren't usually the ones 

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that I'm engaging with, you 
know, curious about that 

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because, well, things that are 
interesting to me aren't 

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constantly playing, talking 
about video games. 

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You know, I can do it some and 
it's interesting to a, to an 

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extent, but then my mind after a
little bit I'm like, all right, 

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well, I feel like I've been 
doing this a while. 

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I should, I should go do 
something else and my mind gets 

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bored playing the game because 
it's like, Hey, I've, I've done 

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this, It's been, you know, it's 
been a couple hours. 

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Like I, I'm probably good, 
right? 

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But it's different. 
Like when I was younger, I used 

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to, I remember having Halo 
parties and stuff and we'd play 

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for several hours. 
I'd feel like, but that wasn't 

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just me usually doing it. 
That was a whole group of people

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all in the same rooms because 
well, back then you could just 

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do LAN parties and have 3-4 
consoles in the house. 

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And you know at my parents house
it was like one in the loft, one

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in the main room, 1 down in the 
basement. 

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And we've ran three different 
ones and we got 12 different 

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people there gaming. 
So that one was a little 

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different. 
We do that or go to a friend's 

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house and do the same thing. 
But that's been God 19 years so 

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I haven't had as much. 
I try not to put the video games

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into like a reward for me 
because then I feel like I'm 

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doing stuff just to be able to 
feel justified to do that. 

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You know, a lot of a lot of 
people will say, well, it's a 

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waste of time. 
Well, it's my time and I'll 

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spend it the way I like. 
And that's where my rebuttal is,

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every single time. 
I was raised with having you had

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to do all of these things before
you could play, hang out with, 

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yeah, do any of that. 
So for me, that's just so 

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ingrained, I think that it's 
like, plus usually when I wake 

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up, that's what I'm working. 
Like I'm working on something in

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the first bit anyway, because 
that's when I'm usually more 

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productive. 
And yeah, I can do stuff in the 

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day later too and get stuff 
done. 

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But I feel like the best times 
for me are first things in the 

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morning. 
So if I just knock out a bunch 

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of stuff, I usually can just get
a ton of shit done. 

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And then it, you know, doesn't 
really feel like it's much. 

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So I can like half the time I 
feel like I would bust out the 

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entire day as a worth of work 
before lunch. 

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So actually that's how it's been
for many jobs because even when 

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we were at my fast, it would be 
like, all right, cool. 

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Well, I hit sales quota by lunch
or I hit sales quota before 

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lunch. 
And so to, you know, then it was

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like, all right, then I can half
ass it from lunch on and still 

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beat everyone because, well, I 
already hit quota by lunch, 

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meaning I could do hardly any 
work and still pass it. 

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So that's how it's often been, I
felt like. 

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So most of my time it's like, 
well, if I work really hard for 

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what, 4 hours maybe I've done 
what most people have done in 

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eight hours, I feel like. 
And that's just because I get 

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focused and get it done. 
It's like going to work. 

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And I see the people who, well, 
half the time they spend talking

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around the water cooler and all 
this other stuff. 

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And I'm like, all right, well 
that's why you're like, you're 4

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hours of work takes you 8 hours 
because you're doing that. 

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But if you could just bust it 
out and not have to be there and

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not have to do that, like 
rededicate your time to 

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something better. 
Yeah, but a lot of people don't 

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think that way because a lot of 
people are just like, fuck this 

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job. 
I don't even care about it. 

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They don't care about me and so.
Why? 

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Why should I work hard? 
And that's the thing like I 

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think that concept of working 
hard is different now because 

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when I grew up with it and you 
had construction background with

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your dad and they're it's that's
hard work. 

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Blue collar work is hard work, 
hours on end. 

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Like if you're putting in 
insulation, you're running cable

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over there, you're putting in a 
sewer system. 

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Like that's fucking work and. 
Well, in like my dad's 60 and we

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did the hike with him where he 
was putting Alec and I to shame 

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and we're in our 30s and I'm 
going fuck like, but that's how 

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he worked. 
So that was how work was. 

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It was like, yeah, I know you 
just go and get shit done. 

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Like you're productive, you're 
focused, you get a lot done in a

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in a good amount of time and 
that's just how it's always been

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because that's that's what I 
grew up doing so. 

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Yeah, but The funny thing is, 
it's like, you know how video 

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games are today, where people 
see it as an inefficiency of 

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time, and yet you see it being 
one of the number one producing 

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entertainment platforms out 
there. 

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It beats movies to death. 
I think it's just. 

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That's probably why is because 
it's taken so much time from 

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generations that are. 
The older generations just see 

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it as well, you're wasting time,
but that time they could be 

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wasting doing whatever it is. 
It's just not a video game. 

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And because they don't respect 
that or see that as a valuable 

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time spent, that's like anyone, 
you know, there's so many people

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are like, oh, wait, you're doing
that. 

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Like, yeah, who the fuck cares? 
Oh, you take time to sit down 

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and smoke weed. 
Yeah. 

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Like it's all these things of 
just. 

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People, you forget about that. 
I'm sure I don't know. 

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You think I'm listening? 
I have no idea. 

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Well, no, but I mean it's. 
I'm like, wait, hold on, are you

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talking? 
Let me load a bowl. 

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Hang on, let's see. 
All right, finish that sentence 

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and let me let me finish loading
this ball here. 

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I I just look at it too, where, 
you know, we it can become an 

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issue, but anything can become 
an issue, whether it's, you 

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know, online gambling or fucking
going broke pain for this only 

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fans girl that's finally going 
to see the light and say, you 

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know what, I'm going to lead 
this life and you're going to 

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take care of me, Papa like. 
It's all I ever needed. 

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Yeah, it's all bullshit, right? 
I don't think anybody should be 

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ashamed of being able to do it. 
It just becomes, when it becomes

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a problem for you, I think that 
judgement that comes a lot from 

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other people. 
My own opinion is you need to 

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turn that and roll it up and 
shove it up your ass because 

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that's your opinion and you 
don't realize how much you 

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impact that person by trying to 
do that like. 

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Probably like cannabis use or 
something, you know, it's, it's 

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good to re evaluate your 
relationship with things and 

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that's probably healthy with 
everything in life. 

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You know, whoa, what is my about
relationship with the gym? 

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What is my relationship with 
sleep? 

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What is my relationship with 
like how I eat? 

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What is my relationship with 
like actually myself and I, you 

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know, I don't think that's bad 
or unhealthy because all of that

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might change at times. 
You know, even for me, I noticed

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that my gaming is more seasonal,
that it changes more through the

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seasons as it gets colder and I 
have less desire to be outside. 

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Well, and it's cold as shit. 
I'm probably more likely to play

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a game because I don't want to 
be out in 20 below like 20° 

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weather. 
Yeah, no, I'm saying, I mean, 

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during the summertime, the 
springtime, like I'm out, I'm 

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engaging with people, I'm going 
to networking events, I'm 

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working with clients face to 
face. 

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I enjoyed that. 
I'm not like if somebody's like,

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dude, let's get together, let's 
play this video game today like 

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it's launch day. 
We all took the day off. 

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I'm like, play that shit. 
Later. 

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Never done that. 
Nope, I I'm not obsessed with, I

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like games. 
I'm not obsessed with games. 

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I've got a lot of games still 
not obsessed with them. 

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I I think they're fun. 
There are some games where I'll 

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get into one. 
I'm like, this is cool. 

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It's got a good story. 
But other ones, if I could turn 

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off and on, I'm cool. 
That doesn't bother me at all. 

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It doesn't become my focus. 
Have I spent a lot of money on 

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it over the years? 
Yeah, I spent a lot of money, 

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but I don't care. 
Like again, that's gone. 

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It's a hobby though. 
It's just like any other hobby. 

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Yeah, it's a, it's a, it's a, 
it's a vice. 

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You know, if somebody's going to
give me shit about playing video

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games, yes. 
But yeah, they have to have a 

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certain type of chocolate 
covered pretzel at all times in 

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their pantry. 
I mean, like, yeah, but that 

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shit makes you fat. 
I'm just sitting here chilling 

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out. 
Let my life just kind of calm 

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down because. 
I think that's one of the weird 

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things that I look about 
cannabis, not cannabis, but 

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cannabis is amazing. 
But I'd say video games, like we

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live in such a digitized world, 
yet a lot of people use it to 

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decompress. 
They use another digitized 

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product to be able to help them 
relieve anxiety because it 

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really does it. 
It just pulls you away from that

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issue, which isn't good to run 
away from your problems 

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necessarily. 
But at the same time, isn't it 

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kind of nice to just fucking not
worry about shit and just play 

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something and get amazingly high
during that time and just have 

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fun because you're having fun 
with your friend? 

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Like we can sometimes play for a
couple hours, that's rare, but 

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sometimes we do and we're having
a blast. 

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And then we go, that's what is 
it. 

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It's when we're racing sometimes
or when we're really into wild 

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lands and we're trying to do 
these missions and go in on 

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these runs and, and we just get 
in a, a zone of like 1 mission 

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to the next to the next versus 
like I, you might find that flow

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with Insurgency, but I think 
that I just die and suck too 

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much on that one that I don't 
like. 

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It's fun and I have a blast, but
I don't find the same flow in 

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that one that I do in the like 
racing or in wildlands. 

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No, no. 
And I think for me, it's just 

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the realism that I really enjoy 
of it and I've gotten really 

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good at it, but not because I'm 
like dedicated. 

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I just enjoy it. 
I've always enjoyed those games 

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and I've always been pretty. 
Good at them. 

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Also put in a fuck ton of time 
to insurgency. 

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Over the years, yeah, yeah, 
there's a lot of time in there, 

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dude. 
That's like 2 years of time and 

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I've got close to probably over 
1000 hours into that game. 

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Yeah, holy shit. 
But I would play it for like a 

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match or two a day and then just
put it down. 

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But I would do it pretty 
frequently. 

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And then I took like a big long 
break from it and I came back 

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and I, I still play it to this 
day. 

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I, I have a lot of fun play. 
I meet a lot of fans on 

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Insurgency or I meet new fans on
Insurgency because I'm like bro,

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what you smoking? 
Because you've got the funniest 

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names on there, like 420 Batman 
or you know. 

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Doctor dabs or like. 
All these games. 

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Like something 4:20 and you're 
like all. 

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Right dude, it's so funny man. 
It just going hey bro what you 

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smoking on you like? 
What? 

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Or you literally hear them 
coughing it out in the back? 

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Yeah. 
All right. 

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Yeah. 
I've heard a bong once or twice 

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so I'm just like yes I can hang 
with those guys. 

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I cannot play with the COD guys.
It is toxic non-stop shit 

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talking. 
And it's they just like that. 

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You're such a cock and yeah, 
that stupid shit. 

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Insurgency so fast-paced and so 
intense that you can't think to 

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say shit racing, dude, when we 
play Gran Turismo, we especially

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when it's a yeah, we just like 
and I'm like right behind you or

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you're right behind me and it's.
Always that I think I breathe 

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that whole last lap and 1/2. 
Yeah, I'm just like, but it's, 

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it's immersive. 
It's just fun. 

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And I think about that like, you
know, until that movie Gran 

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Turismo came out, I was like, 
there's no way you could use 

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this as a trainer for the boat. 
Well, fuck me, you can. 

440
00:23:23,440 --> 00:23:26,760
And that was like an older one. 
Now the new steering wheels, 

441
00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:28,960
like dude, we want to get one of
those steering wheels so bad. 

442
00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:32,200
Like we played my. 
Mom has driven one of those. 

443
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:34,720
Oh yeah. 
They had one at a convention 

444
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,960
thing she was at for some. 
I didn't even remember what it 

445
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:40,920
was. 
And she drove it in there. 

446
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,760
I was like, that's insane. 
How was it? 

447
00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:44,280
She's like, it was cool. 
It was fast. 

448
00:23:44,280 --> 00:23:47,280
It felt like driving a car 
that's fast. 

449
00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:49,400
Yeah. 
I mean, dude, it's so 

450
00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:52,080
sophisticated now and that's 
what I love about it because you

451
00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:57,600
know, 1 I don't have any money 
to go spend on like go and get 

452
00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:00,120
Turo Lamborghini and race around
it out. 

453
00:24:00,120 --> 00:24:03,360
Plus I can't go that fast. 
So it's it's cool to do that, 

454
00:24:03,360 --> 00:24:06,240
but it it's cool to know that 
there's a correlation between 

455
00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:11,000
like the memory and your body 
and the memories I get like 

456
00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:14,160
there was this, there is this 
product was years ago. 

457
00:24:14,160 --> 00:24:20,720
This is probably shit over just 
like 7-8 years ago, but there 

458
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:24,600
was a product at the time where 
you use this headset and sounds 

459
00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:28,960
and this is like it was a step 
up from like sound wave therapy 

460
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:32,760
and shit like that. 
And they did this thing with 

461
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:38,600
athletes where one would train 
physically in like a race or 

462
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:41,720
some calisthenics or some of 
that, and then the other one 

463
00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:46,040
would only get instructions and 
wear the headpiece and that's 

464
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,280
it. 
So for two weeks, they trained 

465
00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:51,040
on the same thing, yet in 
different ways where the person 

466
00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:56,400
who was getting it through sound
waves and instruction and all 

467
00:24:56,400 --> 00:25:00,160
that stuff, they actually 
perform better than the person 

468
00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:02,720
who had been physically training
during that time because they 

469
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,160
both knew how to do it. 
But one of them was just like, 

470
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:07,000
I'm going to get better. 
But the other one did better 

471
00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:09,880
because their mind was able to 
go in that place. 

472
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:12,960
And that makes sense because 
like, you know when you hear it,

473
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:16,280
like you watch some special on 
YouTube because you get in a 

474
00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:20,040
rabbit hole and you're first 
looking up like election stuff 

475
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:22,000
and then you're thinking about a
recipe. 

476
00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,880
And then all of a sudden you 
find yourself in this fucking 

477
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:28,400
black hole of like, how do I do 
these things? 

478
00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:31,080
Or what's this about out? 
And then you go forever, right? 

479
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:33,560
Fuck, what was I talking about 
right there? 

480
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:36,440
YouTube rabbit holes. 
No, before that. 

481
00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:43,560
Sound the. 
Oh yeah, so but Navy Seals, they

482
00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:46,760
tend to go and like, who are the
people that graduate those 

483
00:25:46,760 --> 00:25:49,680
classes? 
They're not big giant buff guys,

484
00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:50,960
I'll tell you that. 
Oh no. 

485
00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:55,080
Now they're average looking 
dudes are fit, but they're not 

486
00:25:55,080 --> 00:26:00,520
like bodybuilders or. 
They're like, they're like a 

487
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,520
hyper athlete, but a hyper 
athlete isn't the ones who are 

488
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:07,280
crazy big ripped and stuff. 
Well, it's all mental, man, 

489
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:11,680
because they're torturing you 
for for a good chunk of the 

490
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:15,080
first part of training and it's 
just constant. 

491
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:18,320
And the reason why they're doing
it is to get you used to the 

492
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:22,000
suck because it's going to be 
constant when you're out there. 

493
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,880
So after a while you just kind 
of go out whatever. 

494
00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:26,560
But most of the guys will be 
there. 

495
00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:29,840
They're just like, just keep 
going, just keep going, just 

496
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:31,720
keep going, just keep going, 
just keep going. 

497
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,480
They don't, they don't say 
anything like that. 

498
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,360
But that's what the difference 
is with like training your mind 

499
00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:40,520
is just as important. 
Like dude, no joke. 

500
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:44,000
From all the insurgency, you 
know, I've been playing, I went 

501
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:48,480
and shotguns with some friends 
and dude, I let that shit up. 

502
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:51,160
I was doing pretty good and I 
was like, wow. 

503
00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:54,280
But because there's no reticle 
or anything like that at an 

504
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:57,680
Insurgency, you have to like 
actually aim down the sights. 

505
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:01,960
Kind of cool. 
But it it's just that I I like 

506
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:04,640
video games for that point. 
But here's the problem I have 

507
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:07,120
with them. 
When you become obsessed and 

508
00:27:07,120 --> 00:27:10,760
start yelling at your TV. 
Throwing your controller or 

509
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:15,160
understand that freaking out at 
your people around about it. 

510
00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:20,720
It's like it's, it's a game, you
know, and if it's your living 

511
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:23,000
and that's how you react to. 
You lucked out. 

512
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:26,960
Yeah, but. 
Lucked out, but it's like that 

513
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,400
one guy did you hear about There
was a video, I don't know if it 

514
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:31,160
was fake or not, but it was this
dude. 

515
00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:35,880
He was like a Madden online 
player. 

516
00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:39,120
Like he was on an actual team 
and they went and played other 

517
00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:43,400
professional teams online. 
Well, I don't know what he did 

518
00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:47,240
to his girlfriend, but she 
deleted all of his saved data. 

519
00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:52,840
Oh my gosh, it's like that you 
sent me an interrogation video 

520
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:57,480
of like cops and they bring in 
it's like oh, was this you? 

521
00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:01,200
No, no, that's not me. 
When they bring in this PS 50 is

522
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:05,520
this is this data? 
No, no, that's not my oh so you 

523
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:10,640
wouldn't care if we just like 
deleted this 120 or like however

524
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,600
many hours worth it looks Oh, 
you've got like these special 

525
00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:15,920
skins. 
Oh, and he's like. 

526
00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:20,280
What do you have to do to get 
those skins? 

527
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:25,040
And she goes click. 
He goes, no, but see to me be. 

528
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:26,880
No, I don't. 
I've never been there. 

529
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:31,520
I I would just go, that sucks. 
Yeah, well, I can play it again 

530
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:33,960
if I really want to. 
And I've come to those points 

531
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:37,400
where I've like, I remember 
Skyrim when that came out and 

532
00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,120
your brother and I played that a
lot. 

533
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:44,000
And I got so far into at the 
time I thought it was like I was

534
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:47,440
like 300 plus hours. 
I played it all through college.

535
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:50,560
It was awesome because I 
actually did really good in 

536
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:52,680
college when I played that every
night. 

537
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,240
When I stopped I was like 1 
semester. 

538
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,280
I'm like, I'm not playing this 
anymore man. 

539
00:28:57,520 --> 00:29:01,520
I this is a waste of my time. 
My grade point average, I 

540
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:05,760
normally rock a 3.75. 
I went all the way to a 275 as a

541
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:09,000
full point difference. 
That's insane. 

542
00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:11,520
My wife's like what happened? 
I'm like, I stopped playing 

543
00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:13,160
video games. 
She's like start playing them 

544
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:17,160
again. 
Did went back up because I was 

545
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:21,000
able to just like push it out 
and that was like a stress 

546
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,400
reliever to me. 
Because otherwise that's all 

547
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:25,200
that's on your mind. 
And you don't. 

548
00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,960
Yeah. 
But I had video games on my mind

549
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:32,080
because it was allowing me to go
to school full time. 

550
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:38,600
Had four kids under 5 at my 
home, my wifes raising them. 

551
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:42,840
I got this full time shitty job 
and I'm going I got 12 credit 

552
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:46,840
hours at UVU. 
Like whenever I used to complain

553
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:49,480
when I was younger like when I 
was 21 and my daddy's like go to

554
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,640
college. 
I'm like I don't have time. 

555
00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:56,000
It's a good job and I've got 
drinking and I've got talking to

556
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:59,200
friends about drinking on the 
weekend and like, what the fuck?

557
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,040
I don't got anything. 
I was just like, I got nothing. 

558
00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:05,240
And then when I'm married and I 
got all this responsibility and 

559
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:07,160
going, yeah, why don't you 
fucking take school too? 

560
00:30:07,320 --> 00:30:08,720
Oh, full time. 
Fuck, yeah. 

561
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:14,240
What's so you could get your 
grant money and and that's all 

562
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:16,480
you did it for? 
And that was the cool thing is 

563
00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:20,480
that it allowed me to just go. 
I can let go and got wrapped up 

564
00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:23,280
in this world and it was OK. 
It got me through it. 

565
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,880
Did it help my wife? 
Probably not, probably not. 

566
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:27,440
She probably hated that fucking 
thing. 

567
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:31,040
But now I have a healthy 
relationship with video games. 

568
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:33,640
Like if I go without, like if 
Brandon's like, dude, let's go 

569
00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:36,800
camping for a week with no 
electronics, I'd be like, bet, 

570
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:39,440
how are we getting a hold of the
family if anything goes wrong? 

571
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:43,720
But then you think about it like
back in the day, you just found 

572
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:48,200
out and you got back. 
And I'm trying to do that more 

573
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:51,560
of of distancing myself at that 
one. 

574
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:54,240
But it's it's a gradual thing. 
I like. 

575
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:56,600
I'm not like. 
You I can't go when I don't have

576
00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:00,720
service, but I like to let now, 
I like to let people know. 

577
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:04,480
After I got divorced and my kids
were out of state, I would go on

578
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:07,720
motorcycle rides for the entire 
day. 

579
00:31:07,760 --> 00:31:12,480
Half of it would be out in no 
cell service areas like and no 

580
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,200
one would have any idea where I 
was at. 

581
00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:16,200
No one would have any clue where
I had gone. 

582
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:20,160
It was just like I needed to go 
because for me that was therapy 

583
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:23,480
and I felt like 8 hours of 
therapy was what I needed that 

584
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:26,600
day. 
So that's what I went and got. 

585
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:29,200
And that was everywhere and 
anywhere. 

586
00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:34,280
And you know, because at that 
point my kids didn't have their 

587
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:37,440
own phones and their mom didn't 
answer all the time. 

588
00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:40,880
So it was like, I, I mean, 
understandable, but like I, it's

589
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,320
hard to connect and talk to my 
kids all the time. 

590
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:45,680
They're not calling me all the 
time because they didn't have 

591
00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:48,560
phones and they were super 
little. 

592
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:52,320
And so it was just like that 
stage and time in my life. 

593
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,040
But now and that's, you know, 
through that time, I've really 

594
00:31:56,040 --> 00:32:00,240
learned to love nature a lot 
more again and like love being 

595
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:04,400
out there and away from stuff 
because it was peaceful and it 

596
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:06,320
was like the world could 
disappear. 

597
00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:08,960
All the stress, all the 
bullshit, kind of like your 

598
00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,480
video games, you know, where you
could go in and all the other 

599
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:16,920
garbage of school or life would 
disappear and you could just be 

600
00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:20,800
there for a bit. 
So we've talked a little bit 

601
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:22,560
about that one. 
I want to go and kind of like, 

602
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,560
you know, as we're we're going 
out, what's something that eats 

603
00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:30,480
your time, that is productive 
and it does enhance you that you

604
00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:36,000
would say you spend more time 
doing that than you do in well, 

605
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:40,120
not luxury leisure, leisure 
activities like playing video 

606
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:42,160
games, listen to music, stuff 
like that. 

607
00:32:42,360 --> 00:32:47,840
Honestly, I mean, I would say a 
lot of our discussions and then 

608
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:54,200
that stems a lot of ideas, which
stems a lot of work, which, you 

609
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:58,720
know, it's yeah, I think it's, 
it's great because it's why we 

610
00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:03,320
have what we have today, you 
know, and, and how we have these

611
00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:10,120
fantastic visions for these next
stages of, of cannabis school of

612
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:15,800
the sesh of like everything that
we're just so fucking excited 

613
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:17,000
for. 
Yeah. 

614
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,720
It's like seeing how everything 
is going. 

615
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:23,400
I think that is my most 
productive, not waste of time. 

616
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:28,320
That's not leisure that I 
actually spend majority of my 

617
00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:30,760
time in. 
Yep, I'd say the same thing. 

618
00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:33,360
I'd say coming up with those 
things and then also like, you 

619
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:36,400
know, one of my passions is 
definitely helping people 

620
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,680
understand one another. 
Still trying to figure out where

621
00:33:38,680 --> 00:33:41,000
that fits. 
And I'm more or less kind of 

622
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:44,000
landed on I'm like more of a 
consultant for consultants and 

623
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,000
helping them to be able to 
communicate better. 

624
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,480
Because it was like I was 
telling you, like I, I was 

625
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,240
working with these clients and 
their fucking sales went through

626
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:53,000
the roof. 
And I'm like, fuck, why can't I 

627
00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:56,440
do that? 
Like, and, and I can, I just, I,

628
00:33:56,440 --> 00:34:01,280
I can't see myself before I got 
to this stage and I've invested 

629
00:34:01,520 --> 00:34:05,960
so much time into learning this 
kind of stuff because I've 

630
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:09,600
discovered a new me from there. 
And it's, it's been awesome. 

631
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:12,239
And no way of shape or form do I
think I'm some fucking 

632
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:14,560
philosopher that's going to go 
over there and tell you how you 

633
00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:16,280
should run your life. 
Fuck, I don't know. 

634
00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:19,000
I'm not doing the same thing. 
And that's why I can't stand it 

635
00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:21,159
with a lot of those like guru 
areas. 

636
00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:22,960
I used to be addicted to self 
help. 

637
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:28,040
Like I love to get a new book. 
Like yes I learn this, I think 

638
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:31,080
it's going to pull me out of my 
shitty life and never worked. 

639
00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:33,880
Make my life better, make me 
more money, make me a better 

640
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:37,360
salesman, make me whatever. 
And it was like, Nope, never 

641
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:40,159
worked. 
I mean, I've pulled Nuggets that

642
00:34:40,159 --> 00:34:43,360
I've found have been totally 
over the years, but like how 

643
00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:47,280
many books have we read to get a
handful of Nuggets? 

644
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:49,840
Well, and that's where I started
to looking at books as more 

645
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,480
textbooks when I was through 
this last consulting gig that I 

646
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:57,120
did. 
And I, I absolutely like dude, 

647
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,640
like if no matter what time, if 
it's about consumer psychology, 

648
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:03,440
I'll read a book. 
Like I have the hardest time 

649
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:07,200
finishing Dune because I'm 
always thinking of like, no, I 

650
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,960
want to read this. 
But when it comes to reading, I 

651
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:14,080
have to if it's not teaching me 
something or if I'm not being 

652
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:16,480
more aware of something. 
It's hard. 

653
00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:19,840
Bored. 
I love to learn, like that's 

654
00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:24,560
what most of my reading is. 
And so like entertainment 

655
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:27,600
reading is like, that's what I 
did so much growing up. 

656
00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,200
Yeah, me too. 
Like, I didn't even remember we 

657
00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:31,640
were watching a movie or 
something. 

658
00:35:31,640 --> 00:35:33,520
And it was like I was talking 
about Gone with the Wind. 

659
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:36,200
And I was like, that was my 
second grade book report. 

660
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:39,480
And Emily was like, what? 
And I was like, yeah, I read 

661
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:41,000
Gone With the Wind in second 
grade. 

662
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:43,560
And that was my what I did my 
book report on. 

663
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:49,240
But I it's because we've read 
endlessly and it was just for 

664
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,360
entertainment. 
None of it was actually 

665
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:55,160
learning. 
And so now, like I, I love 

666
00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:57,320
stories. 
I love a good story, but I find 

667
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:02,080
that there's a handful of really
good stories and then there's a 

668
00:36:02,080 --> 00:36:04,920
bunch of really half assed 
written shit. 

669
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:09,040
And my mind really loves the 
good story, whether it's a 

670
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:12,720
movie, a book, a game. 
Like that's what I want to be 

671
00:36:12,720 --> 00:36:14,320
drawn in. 
That's what I get. 

672
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:17,400
Drawn in here. 
Yeah, 'cause otherwise my mind's

673
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:20,560
like I'm bored. 
Yeah, short chapters not. 

674
00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:22,680
Really, I can be a speech. 
Expanded stuff. 

675
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:26,000
So that part I'm like, OK, well,
how is it not good yet? 

676
00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:28,600
Like alright, I'm done. 
Like that's, that was boring. 

677
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:31,840
I I don't wanna read that 
because like alright, well, how 

678
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,840
far am I into this book? 
Alright, well, I have dedicated 

679
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:38,080
an hour, two hours. 
I'm how far into this book does 

680
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,760
that put me? 
OK, and it's not interesting 

681
00:36:40,760 --> 00:36:43,080
enough. 
Like that's when I struggled. 

682
00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:45,480
Dune was fine. 
I read the first 3, but that was

683
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,320
because I was forcing myself to 
get away from my learning. 

684
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:54,000
I was like, hey, I have been 
doing only this and I need to 

685
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,000
just step away from this. 
I need. 

686
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,720
It was a good time for you, 
yeah. 

687
00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:01,600
And I was like, OK, so I read 
those and it was fantastic. 

688
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:04,720
And I thought about it and I was
like, you know, I might even go 

689
00:37:04,720 --> 00:37:08,080
read like 1984 again. 
I might go read The Alchemist. 

690
00:37:08,080 --> 00:37:11,760
I write go read a book here or 
there, but those those are so 

691
00:37:11,760 --> 00:37:14,880
short. 
They're like, you can read that 

692
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,360
in a weekend easy if Oh yeah, in
your time. 

693
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:20,760
So. 
Well, and that's what's awesome,

694
00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:23,400
right? 
I mean, your body, your mind is 

695
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:27,000
like regulating, you know, it's 
always constantly like we need 

696
00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:29,040
this. 
Like you knew at that point 

697
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,720
you're like, I got to do 
something else. 

698
00:37:30,720 --> 00:37:34,320
And I'm the same way, dude. 
I become obsessed with it. 

699
00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:37,920
And then what I start finding is
that I can't even have a 

700
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:41,880
conversation about anything 
except business or marketing 

701
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:47,160
ideas or something about human 
improvement or whatever. 

702
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:50,640
Like it's, it's too much. 
It's too much. 

703
00:37:50,640 --> 00:37:53,680
It's like when we, we've got 
friends that are really into the

704
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:58,040
health hardcore stuff, right? 
And I don't care. 

705
00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,400
Like, I don't care. 
Like, oh, dude, you need to do 

706
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:01,640
an ice bath. 
The red light. 

707
00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:03,720
Like I, I don't care, I don't 
care. 

708
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:08,560
Like I go to the gym not pretty 
frequently and I enjoy it. 

709
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:10,720
I don't go to make sure I'm 
healthy. 

710
00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:12,840
It does help, but I go because I
enjoy it. 

711
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:17,280
I like beating the shit out of 
myself until I can't move And I 

712
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:21,320
I enjoy it because it's 
cathartic for me and I I need 

713
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,840
that release. 
But now man, everything from 

714
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:25,920
video games, I see it as a great
use of time. 

715
00:38:26,120 --> 00:38:28,280
It's just your time, you spend 
it the way you want. 

716
00:38:28,720 --> 00:38:31,320
And well, it's just like 
everything else, you know, it's 

717
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,000
if it becomes a problem, then it
becomes a problem. 

718
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:37,560
But as long as you know you have
a good healthy relationship with

719
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:40,560
stuff, you know, just like 
anything else can be healthy, 

720
00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:44,840
most things can be healthy. 
Yeah, it's like a proverb too, 

721
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,840
from the great book of Ruth. 
You know, don't yuck someones 

722
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:51,360
yams. 
Like that's all it is. 

723
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:53,760
Like you just gotta go, you 
know? 

724
00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:56,080
Cuz I, I think that would be 
sometimes like if someone's 

725
00:38:56,080 --> 00:39:00,080
driving like a shitty car. 
Like I saw this this morning. 

726
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:03,040
I was taking my kids to school 
and I saw a cyber truck that had

727
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:07,880
been wrapped lime green. 
Yeah, we have so many cyber 

728
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:11,240
trucks out here, dude, It's. 
It's disgusting and they're dumb

729
00:39:11,240 --> 00:39:15,160
as shit and it just looked 
ridiculous. 

730
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:18,160
My cousins husband, husband. 
You know what? 

731
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:20,280
I was just like, I hope that's 
comfortable. 

732
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:22,800
All I came to my mind was, I 
hope that's comfortable for 

733
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,160
them. 
Like I didn't think like fucking

734
00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:31,240
yuppie motherfucker like pretend
environmentalists like this is 

735
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,680
stupid bullshit. 
I was just like whatever, you 

736
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:36,240
know, don't yuck. 
Someone jumps. 

737
00:39:36,240 --> 00:39:38,360
And that's where I think about 
even like, you know, video 

738
00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:40,800
games. 
Like people like assume that all

739
00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:42,520
I play is like shooters and 
everything like that. 

740
00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:46,160
But I'm really big RPG fan. 
I just re downloaded Baldur's 

741
00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:48,560
Gate 3 and I'm like I'm going to
give this a good chance because 

742
00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:51,840
I like it. 
But you know you just kind of go

743
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:54,080
on this flow right? 
Like you play the zombie game 

744
00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:55,720
for a while or you'll play like 
I. 

745
00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:59,840
Love zombie games. 
I love the intensity of it. 

746
00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:02,400
What was Dead Space? 
Dead Space wasn't intense. 

747
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:06,240
It did not feel like it was 
scary or like even intense. 

748
00:40:06,240 --> 00:40:09,800
It was like, OK, it's dark and 
now I saw a movement. 

749
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:13,440
Why would I be startled? 
Like what is it that's scary 

750
00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:15,480
about this moment? 
Because to me. 

751
00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:19,360
Yeah, I'm there, but doesn't 
matter how high I'm getting, I 

752
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:21,760
didn't feel like I was drawn 
into the game, that I was 

753
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:24,920
terrified. 
I was just like, it's fine. 

754
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:28,440
Some of the zombie ones that we 
played at night are way more 

755
00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,280
intense because they're chasing 
you. 

756
00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:31,560
They're like right behind. 
You. 

757
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,000
You're. 
You're jumping across rooftops 

758
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:37,120
or like the other one where I'm 
trying to run to my motorcycle, 

759
00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:40,000
get on my motorcycle is this 
whole horde of zombies is 

760
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:44,760
chasing me. 
Like that is way different than 

761
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:47,680
like it just wasn't. 
And even that isn't like 

762
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:49,760
startling. 
It's just like more intense, 

763
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:53,560
like racing because like. 
Yeah, it's just you remembered 

764
00:40:54,080 --> 00:40:56,840
Dying Light when you Dying Light
too, when we were like running 

765
00:40:56,840 --> 00:40:59,240
on the rooftop so you could push
triangle and he would like, oh, 

766
00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:03,560
you'd look behind you and he's 
like coming for you. 

767
00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:06,320
You're like. 
I loved going out at night. 

768
00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,680
It was like. 
I hated it, it made me so. 

769
00:41:08,720 --> 00:41:12,680
Intense as hell, I know, but 
that's not like I love that when

770
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:15,160
I play. 
I was smoking a fucked ton of 

771
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:16,920
sativa at that time. 
That's probably why it made me 

772
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:18,040
even more anxious. 
I was like. 

773
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:22,040
That sounds fantastic, yeah. 
We should play that again dude. 

774
00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:25,800
We should just start over. 
We should because we can play 

775
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:27,480
that together, too. 
That's a blast. 

776
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:30,080
Well, it's been updated too. 
It's got a bunch of cool stuff 

777
00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:34,800
with the and like you get guns 
now, which is kind of cool. 

778
00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:38,560
But no, I love the games where 
it just lets you like just go do

779
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:40,920
mindless stuff sometimes, you 
know, I don't want to be all 

780
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:44,720
serious and stuff like I don't 
need any of that just. 

781
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:47,520
Well, just except for when we 
play Wildlands. 

782
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:49,320
That one we're a bit more 
serious. 

783
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:51,320
I'm very tired. 
Because then when McClain comes 

784
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:53,880
in, we're like, fucking McClain.
Just kidding. 

785
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:55,400
But the last time we played with
him, he was. 

786
00:41:55,440 --> 00:41:56,360
Awesome. 
Yeah, he. 

787
00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:01,080
Was and now he was over standing
over my down body and he's all 

788
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:03,440
like it was awesome. 
Dude I got you bro, let me pick 

789
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,720
you up and save you. 
Hey, you guys know that we have 

790
00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:10,600
gamertags over there. 
Hit us up if you if you got your

791
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,600
gamertag, send it to us. 
We'll we'll take a peek at your 

792
00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:19,840
bio and then we'll friend you. 
Really we got we want is A4 

793
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:25,120
player group for Wildlands, 
something else at least 'cause 

794
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:27,320
if we could have a four player 
squad. 

795
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:30,720
Oh my God. 
Even if could you imagine or 

796
00:42:30,720 --> 00:42:34,280
race times racing would be dope.
We can do like 16. 

797
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:35,920
We can have an endless amount in
racing. 

798
00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:41,520
But could you imagine a night 
time squad in going out in dying

799
00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:43,000
light too? 
I don't know how many people we 

800
00:42:43,000 --> 00:42:47,960
could have in it, but for a 
night time squad of four people 

801
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:52,120
running out at night with the 
zombies and stuff, that would be

802
00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:53,800
wicked. 
So. 

803
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:56,080
That would be awesome. 
Even Insurgency. 

804
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:58,800
If you got Insurgency on PS5PS4,
let us know. 

805
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:00,800
We can make our own squad. 
And just what? 

806
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:02,920
Entire room. 
Oh dude. 

807
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,320
Yeah. 
We can take the entire room 

808
00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:09,120
because we just fill it up and 
then we just go cake launch and 

809
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:11,800
and same with Wildlands like 
that would be super cool if you 

810
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:14,600
got APS 4 or PS5, we're on 
there. 

811
00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:16,520
Yeah, let us know in the 
comments. 

812
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:18,880
Like what games are you guys 
playing right now? 

813
00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:21,520
Who gives you? 
And your favorite games? 

814
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:23,440
Yeah. 
Who who gives you shit right 

815
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,760
now? 
Is it your girlfriend? 

816
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:26,720
Is it your wife? 
Is it your mom? 

817
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:29,880
Do you live with your mom? 
There's a lot of gamer girls 

818
00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:32,120
too, they get shit from their 
boyfriends and husbands. 

819
00:43:32,320 --> 00:43:34,840
That would be an interesting 
conversation to be a family on 

820
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:38,200
the wall for. 
So I don't I don't know any. 

821
00:43:38,680 --> 00:43:41,640
I don't know any gamer girls who
get shit from their boyfriends. 

822
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:45,080
The only gamer girl I feel like 
I really know is Preston's 

823
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:47,240
girlfriend. 
But they game together and they 

824
00:43:47,240 --> 00:43:51,560
have gaming side by side PCs and
switches and stuff and they just

825
00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:53,120
play together. 
But past that I don't. 

826
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:55,120
I don't honestly know if I 
really. 

827
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,320
I know a few. 
I know a few that are like 

828
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:01,080
really into it and I was like, 
that's cool. 

829
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,600
It's always fun to see like an 
insurgency seeing like a a woman

830
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:07,000
playing on there and I'm like 
cool, and there's always some 

831
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:12,360
dudes like Hey, what's up, 
Jennifer 365 like bro, you're 

832
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:13,880
they're. 
Probably all Mike lists. 

833
00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,600
Yeah, because they're like all 
these guys. 

834
00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:19,160
Yeah, and you know who they are 
because they they are women. 

835
00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:21,720
In the games, though, you're 
just like, oh cool, let's go. 

836
00:44:21,720 --> 00:44:23,840
Like, are you going to be a part
of the team? 

837
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:26,280
Like, if they're a good player, 
if they're a dope human, fuck 

838
00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:29,200
yeah, Who cares, Yeah. 
Especially the racing dude. 

839
00:44:29,240 --> 00:44:32,280
It's when people are horrible 
players or annoying as hell then

840
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:34,400
I'm like I don't care who you 
are just. 

841
00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:36,320
Get out, dude. 
We need to do that guys. 

842
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:40,800
If you if there's like two other
players on Ghost Recon, hit us 

843
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:44,640
up, put it in the just start 
commenting or talking to us 

844
00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:47,600
directly over there on Spotify. 
That's such a cool feature. 

845
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,800
So make sure that you're 
dropping some comments in there 

846
00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:53,440
it. 
Does only allow you to do 1, so 

847
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:55,000
if you also are. 
A day. 

848
00:44:55,600 --> 00:45:00,320
No one reply per so they we can 
respond to them, but they can't 

849
00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:02,360
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850
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:03,880
They only get their initial 
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851
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:08,800
So you can send us messages on 
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852
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:14,360
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853
00:45:14,560 --> 00:45:19,960
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855
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856
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857
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858
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862
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863
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873
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