1 00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:03,800 I'm Brandon. And I'm. 2 00:00:03,800 --> 00:00:07,880 Jesse we're cannabis school having cannabis infused 3 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:11,200 conversations with everyday people, cannabis companies, 4 00:00:11,280 --> 00:00:15,280 celebrities and your mom. Welcome to the sesh. 5 00:00:16,160 --> 00:00:19,360 Oh yeah, so today we've got the great profit roof. 6 00:00:19,880 --> 00:00:21,520 Yeah, we've been talking about this for a while, right? 7 00:00:21,520 --> 00:00:25,440 Don't yuck someone's yums, you know, only put only to the first 8 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:26,960 knuckle. Only to the first knuckles. 9 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:27,560 That was that. What you. 10 00:00:27,640 --> 00:00:30,120 That's one of your sayings. I thought, I'm sure I've said it 11 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:32,280 and probably stuck with Brandon for me and it's just some 12 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:33,960 fucking stupid thing. What off? 13 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:36,280 I'm just kidding fucking around, you know? 14 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:39,360 But I mean, that's you're, you're such a good sport. 15 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:41,560 I love it. Yeah, don't yuck somebody's Yum. 16 00:00:41,720 --> 00:00:44,280 We have some short ideas that we came up with too. 17 00:00:44,280 --> 00:00:49,640 And there's some variations of Prophet Ruth and looks nothing 18 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:50,960 like Trump. Way better. 19 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,440 So yeah, but I just, we just love your surliness. 20 00:00:53,440 --> 00:00:54,760 I mean, you just don't give a fuck. 21 00:00:54,760 --> 00:00:57,080 And, and, you know, there needs to be more people out there 22 00:00:57,080 --> 00:01:01,160 right now who give less fucks because it's, it's just, I don't 23 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:04,080 know, it's just so full of just nonsense. 24 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:05,680 I don't know how you feel about that. 25 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:09,040 I mean, honestly, I just try to keep myself because it's like, 26 00:01:09,040 --> 00:01:10,480 it's not really my fucking business. 27 00:01:10,480 --> 00:01:12,120 Yeah, I know. That's that's what's funny at. 28 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:16,840 The same time it's sometimes it's just hard as I'm more like 29 00:01:16,840 --> 00:01:19,240 I, I don't want to say I'm sensitive, but I, I can be kind 30 00:01:19,240 --> 00:01:20,720 of sensitive to other people's energy. 31 00:01:21,600 --> 00:01:24,240 I'm just like, I don't want your shitty energy up in my business. 32 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:26,480 Yeah. Yeah, shitty people are hard to 33 00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:29,840 deal with sometimes and having them around all the time just 34 00:01:29,840 --> 00:01:32,680 kind of need a break. Did you come up with the saying 35 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:36,000 don't yuck somebody's yums? Honest to God, I think I found 36 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:39,880 it like in some deep dark Tumblr blog years ago. 37 00:01:40,520 --> 00:01:45,760 That makes sense, sorry this last rain is still like kind of 38 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:47,880 sitting in my eyes. Dude this is starting to kick in 39 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:49,480 pretty good. I like it a lot. 40 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:51,240 Waiting on it. It's pretty heady. 41 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:54,360 Yeah, it's very heady, but and the last one. 42 00:01:54,360 --> 00:01:56,000 Was just like. Hit you with like a 43 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:58,720 sledgehammer. But like a very different kind 44 00:01:58,720 --> 00:02:00,560 of heady. It was like made you stupid 45 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:02,360 heady. Yeah, you wanted to go to sleep 46 00:02:02,360 --> 00:02:04,160 on that. I I definitely could have taken 47 00:02:04,160 --> 00:02:06,120 a nap on it. And I feel fantastic. 48 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:10,639 You've had your medical card here for like almost a year, six 49 00:02:10,639 --> 00:02:10,960 months. It's. 50 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:13,120 Actually, yeah, been a little over a year now. 51 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,640 Holy shit. Because I renewed it back in 52 00:02:15,640 --> 00:02:19,160 like February. Yeah, you got yours for PTSD 53 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:21,080 though. Actually, they actually kind of 54 00:02:21,080 --> 00:02:23,640 discouraged that, especially this year because it requires a 55 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:26,480 lot more paperwork. And when I was speaking with my 56 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,760 therapist, she is not the one that is prescribing for me or 57 00:02:29,760 --> 00:02:30,720 anything. She cannot do that. 58 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:33,800 But she would have to be the one to give me the PTSD diagnosis. 59 00:02:33,880 --> 00:02:37,920 And because it's almost on a per case basis kind of for what I 60 00:02:37,920 --> 00:02:40,360 understood when they were checking me in, they've said you 61 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:44,000 also had chronic pain markdown. So we want to move towards that 62 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:47,640 because it's an easier. Yeah, that's crazy. 63 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:51,520 It's yeah, it's kind of a stupid system because I feel like it 64 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:54,160 does help with some of my anxiety and stuff that I do have 65 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:58,480 from like I do have like PTSD around like relationship stuff, 66 00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:02,680 some issues with that, but it really just helps like being 67 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:05,680 more chatty and everything. You feel like you have to kind 68 00:03:05,680 --> 00:03:08,440 of shelter yourself away from other people, protect yourself. 69 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:10,120 You said something about energy earlier. 70 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:13,320 Yeah, it kind of feels like I have to have a different persona 71 00:03:14,080 --> 00:03:16,240 to deal with. Yeah, you have to wear. 72 00:03:17,920 --> 00:03:22,400 A mask when I'm elevated, it does feel a lot more easy to 73 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:25,880 break past that and just be more friendly and more open. 74 00:03:26,080 --> 00:03:28,360 I mean, it's way easier than trying to drink at work. 75 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:31,760 Yeah, because for some reason that's frowned upon. 76 00:03:32,200 --> 00:03:35,160 And I mean, I don't know about you, but I make stupider 77 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:38,320 decisions when I drink. Yeah, definitely, definitely. 78 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:41,720 Yeah, even stupider. Yeah. 79 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:43,440 Oh, yeah. No, definitely. 80 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:45,440 There's definitely been. We're not. 81 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:47,920 I'm not going to bring that up. Yeah, we're going to continue to 82 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:49,360 something else. NDA. 83 00:03:50,200 --> 00:03:53,200 Yeah, yeah. So you're talking about you had 84 00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:55,440 traumatic and I don't go too far into wherever you're 85 00:03:55,440 --> 00:03:59,200 comfortable, but you know, thinking about it, it's super 86 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:03,560 common. But on the self medicating side, 87 00:04:03,840 --> 00:04:07,040 have you figured out like what works for you really well at 88 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:10,000 what times? And have you had some pretty 89 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,320 negative experiences where you're like, fuck me? 90 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:14,040 I mean, in what way? Fuck me. 91 00:04:14,760 --> 00:04:16,040 I don't want to be this high right now. 92 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:17,440 Oh. Yeah, definitely. 93 00:04:17,440 --> 00:04:21,240 Like like fairly recently I had an issue with an edible that 94 00:04:21,279 --> 00:04:24,920 kind of like I maybe didn't have like the right cut on it or 95 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:27,240 something. It was the gummies. 96 00:04:27,720 --> 00:04:30,040 Oh yeah. And like. 97 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:32,320 Which one was it? The red, the green or the 98 00:04:32,320 --> 00:04:32,760 purple? It. 99 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,240 Was like the purple I want to say. 100 00:04:34,280 --> 00:04:35,160 Yeah, OK. Because. 101 00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:36,560 What happened? I was like, oh God, I actually 102 00:04:36,560 --> 00:04:38,920 just took a whole edible. I'm like, it's fine, it's fine. 103 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:41,760 And then I think what set me spiralling was initially like, I 104 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:43,720 was like, Oh no, that was 1/2 of 1. 105 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:46,040 Yeah, you thought too much about it. 106 00:04:46,040 --> 00:04:47,560 Yeah. I I got in like a cycle of it 107 00:04:47,600 --> 00:04:49,960 and I was like, Oh no. So when, when your body, your 108 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:53,440 body was already sensitive to the the feeling of of fear, like 109 00:04:53,440 --> 00:04:55,040 fuck, what's gonna happen, right? 110 00:04:55,040 --> 00:04:57,600 I mean, the worst case scenario, you wake up the next day, you 111 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:01,120 have an only fans account, maybe some money, right? 112 00:05:01,720 --> 00:05:04,240 But but I, I. Never had that type of edible 113 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:06,840 experience well. They don't make that dose for 114 00:05:06,840 --> 00:05:09,360 you, Sir. It's like, you know, like 115 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:11,200 everybody else has like a packet of gummy bears. 116 00:05:11,200 --> 00:05:13,520 They have a big giant fucking cinnamon gummy bear. 117 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:15,080 You've seen this half. Full of THC. 118 00:05:15,120 --> 00:05:17,680 Of concentrate comes out and it's just like a straight. 119 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:20,240 Oh yeah, it's like a. That's Brandon's yes for that. 120 00:05:20,360 --> 00:05:22,040 Right. It's just like it looks like 121 00:05:22,040 --> 00:05:25,040 Winnie the Pooh. Oh, Christopher Robin, thank you 122 00:05:25,040 --> 00:05:26,760 for the hard day. I don't know. 123 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:30,400 So how long have you been on your journey now with cannabis? 124 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:32,720 Oh, like including recreationally? 125 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:35,040 Probably. What do you mean by 126 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:38,080 recreationally? I before it was legal in Utah 127 00:05:38,080 --> 00:05:40,440 for medical. Did you just use it for just to 128 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:41,000 get high? That's. 129 00:05:41,680 --> 00:05:43,000 How it started? OK. 130 00:05:43,360 --> 00:05:46,440 And like, I feel like that's how a lot of people's journey with 131 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:50,800 cannabis can start, But I just found that it's easier to be my 132 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:54,400 more authentic self. It's I still almost kind of just 133 00:05:54,400 --> 00:05:57,200 use it like an as needed, like medicine. 134 00:05:57,320 --> 00:06:00,760 It's not like an all the time thing because I know that some 135 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:03,360 of my like shell was protected for me and it helps me get 136 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:05,720 things done. Oh, OK. 137 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:10,200 So are there certain strains that kind of help to build that 138 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:13,200 shelter in a way? Definitely like for more social 139 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:15,560 things obviously like more talkative sativas and stuff like 140 00:06:15,760 --> 00:06:19,160 that, but I mean I do sometimes still have issues with sleeping 141 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:21,280 or like night terrors, so I do have like indicators. 142 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:24,000 Wow, have you found a specific strain that you like that works 143 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:26,080 for either one? Of my favorites, I think it's 144 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:29,640 actually a hybrid. It would be Blue Dream. 145 00:06:30,240 --> 00:06:32,720 Like. Blue Dream also I cannot 146 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:34,440 remember the name of it. It's another blue. 147 00:06:34,440 --> 00:06:36,000 Like it's like blue zittles I think. 148 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:38,600 Okay, that. One's very like sweet and it's 149 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:40,640 almost deserty. Yeah, the candy strains are 150 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:44,000 very, very sweet. Yeah, it's like glazed apricot 151 00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:45,160 Gelato. Yeah. 152 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:48,960 And it's fresh. Oh my gosh, Yeah. 153 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:51,240 No, I that's really. That's cool. 154 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:53,640 So now you've gotten to the point where you know what 155 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:56,440 strains will do what. So you're not just going to take 156 00:06:56,440 --> 00:06:58,360 a joint from somebody at somewhere and going. 157 00:06:58,360 --> 00:07:01,720 Yeah, yeah, I'll puff on that. Or maybe you will if if the mood 158 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:02,320 strikes you. Yeah. 159 00:07:02,880 --> 00:07:05,040 Probably. Also being cross faded is OK, 160 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:07,960 you do OK with that. It's a certain like I have to 161 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:09,400 be. There's a nice level. 162 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:12,320 Yeah, it's a level because after a portion of employees suspends. 163 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:16,320 Yeah, it's usually like 1 drink or so and then some water and 164 00:07:16,320 --> 00:07:18,120 you know, a bunch of smoking. Yeah. 165 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:22,320 Yeah, I mean, usually it's at our get togethers when all the 166 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:24,800 friends are hanging out and I'm sure she does it on other times 167 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:27,320 too. But it's it's very common that 168 00:07:27,320 --> 00:07:30,800 we'll have like a drink, some of us more than others. 169 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:34,960 And then, you know, the rest of us like to kind of smoke a lot. 170 00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:38,840 So there there can be a nice balance, two way crossfade. 171 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:41,800 You just very much have to understand your relationship to 172 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:45,720 alcohol, cannabis and like find that fine line between them. 173 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:50,840 Yeah, no, I mean, that's, you know, I, I think you and I take 174 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:52,760 it for granted because of how many different strains we've 175 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:54,480 smoked and now how many different things. 176 00:07:54,480 --> 00:07:56,800 But it's, it's really cool to hear from your perspective. 177 00:07:56,800 --> 00:07:59,920 It's just like, hey, you know, I started out recreationally, but 178 00:07:59,920 --> 00:08:03,400 I almost find it like a way of like it's I, I don't want to be 179 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:06,280 like hardcore nature guy, super granola, you're here. 180 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:09,080 But it's almost like it's pulling you towards it because 181 00:08:09,080 --> 00:08:12,400 once you start like, I don't other than like your brother who 182 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:16,480 had a horrible first experience, Abby, when you you felt that you 183 00:08:16,480 --> 00:08:20,520 were like, yeah, like it almost like an unintentional medicine 184 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:22,320 that just kind of got into your like, oh, yeah. 185 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,240 And medicine being like anxiety inducing. 186 00:08:25,240 --> 00:08:27,160 You don't want to be able to open up with other people. 187 00:08:27,160 --> 00:08:30,120 Yeah, well, and it's like, obviously being intoxicated with 188 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:33,200 alcohol can give you a similar thing, but I didn't feel like I 189 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:36,919 was as out of control when I'm elevated versus with alcohol, 190 00:08:36,919 --> 00:08:39,320 where I just feel like everything is going wild, like 191 00:08:39,320 --> 00:08:41,000 the world's spinning and everything is great, but it's 192 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:42,760 like, I'm not going to remember any of this and it's going to be 193 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:45,040 so hollow. Yeah, it doesn't have the same 194 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:47,680 connection versus you can, like you said, you can be your more 195 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:50,880 authentic self with cannabis because you can still let go of 196 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:55,240 the anxieties and the stresses that life and that brings along 197 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:58,120 with it and still allow that side of you to show forth 198 00:08:58,120 --> 00:09:00,480 without, you know, not forgetting it. 199 00:09:01,960 --> 00:09:05,120 I feel like I made way different decisions just because of that 200 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:09,920 difference and like way more. God, I don't know how. 201 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:13,360 How has cannabis changed? Like the way you talk to 202 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:15,120 yourself? It definitely has softened me in 203 00:09:15,120 --> 00:09:17,560 a lot of ways. I mean, even Emily could 204 00:09:17,560 --> 00:09:20,160 probably tell like a parable difference from when we first 205 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:21,680 met to now. And I think obviously the 206 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:24,480 relationship that grew there. But I've also feel like I've 207 00:09:24,480 --> 00:09:27,480 changed as a person. Like even when I'm not elevated 208 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:29,640 or anything, I feel like I can make a more authentic 209 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:32,520 connection. I like to say that I think 210 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:35,720 you've grown a lot in the six years that I've known you 6. 211 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:39,480 Years. She's yeah, I know. 212 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:43,120 Well, when I think about it, I'm like, oh, I've been with Emily 213 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:44,720 for six years. Like it's. 214 00:09:45,880 --> 00:09:47,440 Collectively, we've had some experiences. 215 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:52,080 Yes, that's why I was like, OK, not going to that side of 216 00:09:52,080 --> 00:09:54,880 drinking because holy shit, alcohol is. 217 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:59,800 I do it up everywhere and you. Know I saw this comedian he was 218 00:09:59,800 --> 00:10:03,920 like, think about the worst experience you had on weed and 219 00:10:03,920 --> 00:10:05,960 then it researched laughing they go now talk about the worst 220 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:09,720 experience you had in alcohol. Yeah, which one was funny and 221 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:12,160 which one was horrible? Yeah, like even some of the 222 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:14,880 scarier like moments I've had where I've taken too much of an 223 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:18,000 edible or something, I still just look back and I'm like, in 224 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,600 the moment I was scared, but in reality I was like, what did I 225 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:22,160 do? I laid on my floor and I got a 226 00:10:22,160 --> 00:10:23,960 little upset and I crawled under a blanket like. 227 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:27,800 Yeah, In reality, that moment you were truly safe, like you 228 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:30,160 were OK. But the like perception of that 229 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:33,280 moment is terrifying so much. It's like all of a sudden 230 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:35,800 someone can just hit you and you just feel like, Oh my God, 231 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:38,520 something's wrong. But it's nothing is. 232 00:10:38,520 --> 00:10:40,960 It's just for me it's like a self dispensing of if I'm 233 00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:43,000 getting too comfortable something bad has to happen. 234 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:46,400 Oh wow. So you don't feel safe when 235 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:48,280 things feel OK? Yeah, it's just. 236 00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:50,240 You grew up in a trauma environment. 237 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:54,760 Yeah, I mean, I don't want to like downplay like anything, but 238 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:57,840 it's like reality growing up for me wasn't physically bad. 239 00:10:57,840 --> 00:10:59,240 Like there wasn't like physical abuse, but. 240 00:10:59,240 --> 00:11:01,560 It doesn't have to be. Narcissism and stuff like that. 241 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:03,920 And it's like I, I still care about my parents, but it's a 242 00:11:03,920 --> 00:11:06,560 kind of in a weird. My wife went through a very 243 00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:10,600 similar thing with her father. So I totally get that because 244 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:15,280 it's that pain is so incredibly horrible. 245 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:18,160 It's undescribable to somebody else. 246 00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:21,680 I mean, you can't describe it in physical pain because it's 247 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:26,440 emotional abuse that was completely protected under the 248 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:30,720 guise of help or benevolence or being there for you and. 249 00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:33,520 Going to therapy and learning some things, it's, I don't want 250 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:36,520 to blame them like entirely because they were raised. 251 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:39,240 Obviously they're not in a great conductive environment either. 252 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:42,560 It's a generational thing. So it's kind of it's passed 253 00:11:42,560 --> 00:11:44,720 down. But you want to break the cycle? 254 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:48,240 Yeah, that's cool. That's really, and that's hard. 255 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:50,120 It's really good. I've had to watch my wife deal 256 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:56,280 with that for many years now. When a lot of therapy and, you 257 00:11:56,280 --> 00:11:59,760 know, it's I, I can only imagine how that is. 258 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:02,520 So, yeah, you know, that's one of the things that my wife says 259 00:12:02,520 --> 00:12:06,520 about cannabis is like when she does therapy, she uses an edible 260 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:09,920 because she can open up because she's so used to just keeping 261 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:13,160 everything here and guarded. And that's where the the tough 262 00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:15,600 exterior comes from. Yeah, right. 263 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:18,200 But now that's that's really cool. 264 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:20,800 You know, I would say I've noticed a huge difference. 265 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:24,200 Yeah, in you it's. Like, I feel like we don't meet 266 00:12:24,320 --> 00:12:26,600 you and I don't see each other as much as me and Brandon 267 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:28,520 because you don't always come to every get together or whatever. 268 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:32,400 But yeah, that's kind of that's impressive to me in a way that 269 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:34,240 even somebody's kind of still more of a stranger. 270 00:12:34,240 --> 00:12:35,640 Just noticed that over the years. 271 00:12:36,200 --> 00:12:39,880 Well, I, I'm, I'm real. You know, I can notice a huge 272 00:12:39,880 --> 00:12:43,720 difference in you now, Kapenra, when I first met you as 273 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:49,760 Wednesday Adams, where you had this dark cloud over you all the 274 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:52,880 time. And I could see why. 275 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:56,720 I could see why, because later on in the evening, you'd open 276 00:12:56,720 --> 00:13:00,120 up. You were fucking funny as hell. 277 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:02,360 You were. You've got the same kind of dark 278 00:13:02,360 --> 00:13:06,640 sense of humor that I do. So I'm like, like, that's funny, 279 00:13:06,640 --> 00:13:07,840 right? And other people are like, Oh my 280 00:13:07,840 --> 00:13:11,080 God, why would you say that? I'm just like, no, that's 281 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:15,160 hilarious, 'cause we, we find everything about life hilarious. 282 00:13:15,520 --> 00:13:18,720 But it's just cool because you have a brightness about you 283 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:21,080 right now. I mean, I understand you, you, 284 00:13:21,520 --> 00:13:24,760 you, you got, you got a guy. How's that going? 285 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:27,320 It's going great, honestly. Is he in cannabis too? 286 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:31,480 Unfortunately he can't. He has ACDL so he's yeah, he's 287 00:13:31,480 --> 00:13:34,720 unable to partake. I don't think he even drink. 288 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:37,120 Did he drink OK? Just not. 289 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:37,720 Yeah. Yeah. 290 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:41,160 He wasn't straight laced. He just can't use cannabis 291 00:13:41,160 --> 00:13:42,320 because of his job. Yeah. 292 00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:44,840 It's like when you met him, we were, he's like, I don't want to 293 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:47,160 drink tonight because I have work tomorrow and I'm like. 294 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:50,920 That totally makes sense. Yeah, but we only met him. 295 00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,880 Emily and I only met him the once so far, but. 296 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:56,960 He has a very. He's got a very unique schedule. 297 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:58,120 Yeah. Is he over the road? 298 00:13:58,120 --> 00:13:59,800 No, he. Is he local? 299 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:01,720 He's local. Cool what company you work for? 300 00:14:01,720 --> 00:14:03,160 I don't I. Don't think you want. 301 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:06,080 To be yeah, that's fine, but it's a local trucking company 302 00:14:06,080 --> 00:14:07,720 it's. Not local, it's a national 303 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:10,400 company, but it's like a local. We could cut it out. 304 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:12,240 No, no, we're not going to say anything. 305 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:14,640 No, no need. Yeah, the that's. 306 00:14:15,360 --> 00:14:18,920 Yeah, it is because I've got a friend who owns one and his 307 00:14:18,920 --> 00:14:23,840 brother who's like my brother, He, he recently died from 308 00:14:23,840 --> 00:14:27,520 alcoholism. The guy was he, he was really 309 00:14:27,520 --> 00:14:31,840 bad, Really, really bad. But yeah, that I understand the 310 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:36,640 chaotic schedule of a of a local trucker compared to an over the 311 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:39,120 road, 'cause if it's over the road, it's pretty set schedule, 312 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:40,760 yeah. It's like I think one of my like 313 00:14:40,760 --> 00:14:43,240 coworkers brother says it's like 2 weeks on two weeks off. 314 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:46,800 Yeah, it's, it's really, it's just living on the road like, 315 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:50,520 and well, but I mean, there's a lot of really cool options too. 316 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:53,480 Because if, if she's like, hey, I want to go with you, he's 317 00:14:53,480 --> 00:14:56,160 like, yeah, jump in my cab. Like I got a bed. 318 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:59,200 I got all sorts of shit. And you know, it'd be fun like 319 00:14:59,200 --> 00:15:02,840 every once in awhile to do that. But if it's a local, it's not 320 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:04,760 that way. He's just like just moving 321 00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:08,080 freight. He he could if he wanted to 322 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:12,240 eventually move to like long haul, but right now he's not 323 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:12,960 like he's. Union. 324 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:14,120 Yeah, he's. Unions. 325 00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:17,640 He's not high on the board yet, but he's like, I've thought 326 00:15:17,640 --> 00:15:19,520 about it, 'cause I do get paid more, obviously. 327 00:15:19,520 --> 00:15:22,760 Oh yeah, this is local. And he's like, I've thought 328 00:15:22,760 --> 00:15:24,720 about it, but I'm not like committed to it yet. 329 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:27,520 No, but it's cool. I mean, it's great that he has 330 00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:30,800 that cause like, you know, a lot of people are like, I don't know 331 00:15:30,800 --> 00:15:33,120 what to do. You know, my, my tech job 332 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:36,880 disappeared. Like, hey, look, freight's still 333 00:15:36,880 --> 00:15:37,480 moving. Yeah. 334 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:40,080 Well, it's, I mean, I couldn't do it. 335 00:15:40,080 --> 00:15:42,760 It's a brutal job. Oh, when I was a kid, I used to 336 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:44,520 work at that guy's trucking yard. 337 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:50,000 Every sad all weekend, Yeah. Friday and Saturday I clean the 338 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:54,080 trucks, but the cabs were disgusting because these 339 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:57,160 truckers would just piss directly into the seat. 340 00:15:57,160 --> 00:15:58,520 Yeah. Yeah. 341 00:15:58,520 --> 00:16:00,080 Because they got to hit their time. 342 00:16:00,640 --> 00:16:02,560 If they hit their time, they get their bonus. 343 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:05,720 So these guys are doing meth on the road. 344 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:06,760 I mean, yeah. Oh dude, it's. 345 00:16:06,760 --> 00:16:08,440 Holy shit. Yeah, because they got to stay 346 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:10,560 up, they got to move, I mean. It's definitely been cracked 347 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:13,800 down on in more recent years. Yes, but back in the day, man, 348 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:16,080 like when I was a kid, it was gross. 349 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:19,960 And then these couples, there's these giant couples that look 350 00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:25,440 like South Park characters and that whole cab just, oh, dude, I 351 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:31,000 brought in Scott and I'm like, dude, he goes, Oh my God, I have 352 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:33,160 to replace the seats. That's so gross. 353 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:35,560 But it was that bad. And he was like, hey, you guys 354 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:37,360 destroyed these seats. I'm taking that money out of 355 00:16:37,360 --> 00:16:37,960 your check. Oh. 356 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:40,560 So unfortunately, like I still feel like that's a bad 357 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:42,800 stereotype that happens, but it's like I feel like most 358 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:45,000 people are just trying to make a make a living now. 359 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:47,800 Yeah. Because I see a lot in my line 360 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:49,880 of work. I do work in finance, I see a 361 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:51,560 lot of like people in trucking salary. 362 00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:54,400 I'm like, wow, did I really make the right choice with my life? 363 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:57,520 Yeah, I know, right. But you make, I mean, you make 364 00:16:57,520 --> 00:17:00,480 good money and why not? Why not be on time? 365 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,280 Now they've put a lot of roadblocks and laws in there to 366 00:17:03,280 --> 00:17:05,400 keep them from being able to hit those markers. 367 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:08,040 So they have to get more regulated. 368 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:11,280 But still, it's, it's a tough job, man. 369 00:17:11,319 --> 00:17:14,240 I I couldn't, you definitely couldn't with your. 370 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:16,079 Back, no. And they, like, restrict 371 00:17:16,079 --> 00:17:18,640 cannabis. So there's no way, yeah, I would 372 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,440 never even apply for anything like that. 373 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:23,359 Yeah, just to be respectful. Like I don't really smoke around 374 00:17:23,359 --> 00:17:25,680 him or anything cuz he's like he's not paranoid about it but 375 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:28,119 it's like I am cuz I think I would lose his whole livelihood 376 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:30,720 if like somehow he popped for anything on like a test or 377 00:17:30,720 --> 00:17:32,520 anything. That's OK, Yeah. 378 00:17:32,520 --> 00:17:33,960 And they test him pretty regularly. 379 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:37,040 Yeah. So do you have like a sesh 380 00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:39,080 ritual or are you more of like a chaotic? 381 00:17:39,560 --> 00:17:41,640 I want chaos. Just whenever. 382 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:43,040 Chaos. Yeah, like that's why I like 383 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:44,320 vape so much. I'm terrible. 384 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:48,600 I'd be like, OK, grocery store time, like it's quick, all 385 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:51,160 right, got to. Go oh, it's so convenient, like 386 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:56,120 The Dirty carts, like they're so terrible, but at the same time, 387 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:57,880 when I'm like, all right, I've got to go. 388 00:17:57,880 --> 00:18:00,160 I've just I'm just going to do this real fast and run out the 389 00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:03,800 door and that's it. It's the convenience thing of 390 00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:06,320 like instead of I'm going to load a ball, I'm going to go 391 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:09,040 Outback, I'm going to smoke it, I'm going to chill for, you 392 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:11,800 know, however long will I do that takes way too much time 393 00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:13,760 like. If I'm like going to, if I'm 394 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:17,840 just going to have a chill night in, I'll get like a vape up like 395 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:22,000 the big old fancy ones and I'll just sit there and like slowly 396 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:25,440 puff on it instead of chaos. But chaos is how I live my 397 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:29,520 day-to-day life. I mean, I think many of us live 398 00:18:29,520 --> 00:18:33,720 a very chaotic structure, so. Yeah, but I enjoy that chaos. 399 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:37,760 Like if it's yeah, if it's too predictable, I just get really, 400 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:41,200 really just passive and I don't want to do anything. 401 00:18:41,440 --> 00:18:43,200 Yeah, I can. I can feel, I feel a lot and 402 00:18:43,200 --> 00:18:45,840 understand that like, but at the same time I'm like, you can't 403 00:18:45,880 --> 00:18:47,440 run on like adrenaline all the time. 404 00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:50,360 It's just not good for. You no, no, not necessarily 405 00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:54,800 that, but it's like it's like in in work and anything you do, I 406 00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:57,560 mean, if it, if it's something that can, if you're a person 407 00:18:57,560 --> 00:19:00,840 that needs variety and you thrive in that area, great, then 408 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:04,080 that should be your focus. If you can just sit there and 409 00:19:04,080 --> 00:19:05,960 focus on the task and get it done. 410 00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:09,960 Dang, you know, man, my hat's off to you because that's not 411 00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:13,720 me, but it that's, it's knowing who you are. 412 00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:16,160 And that's what I've learned through cannabis because I used 413 00:19:16,160 --> 00:19:17,760 to be more of like, I could do everything. 414 00:19:18,120 --> 00:19:20,840 Yeah. And now I'm just like bro, chill 415 00:19:20,840 --> 00:19:21,920 out. What the fuck bro? 416 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:23,600 Just one or two things. One or two. 417 00:19:23,720 --> 00:19:26,840 Things, yeah, I kind of, I kind of choose to like, I want to say 418 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:28,760 like split my time by split my time between those two. 419 00:19:28,760 --> 00:19:30,200 It's like I can be really locked in. 420 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:31,520 Yeah. At work, like I'm very 421 00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:34,000 professional. I do my best I can. 422 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:38,320 But then after work, I'm like, no, no, I'm going to be the like 423 00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:40,200 the stereotypical center. I'm just going to sit there and 424 00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:41,680 be like, yeah, this is a really nice painting. 425 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:43,160 Like I'm just going to enjoy the moment. 426 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:47,840 Is that what created your little Etsy shop with all your shirts 427 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:50,120 and stuff was just being incredibly high and. 428 00:19:50,280 --> 00:19:54,920 Kind of some of it, some of it's very like black metal inspired, 429 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:56,920 which is gonna sound kind of weird. 430 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,840 Joy. In black metal and it's just 431 00:20:00,840 --> 00:20:04,000 very guttural and primal and it's just like mayhem. 432 00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:05,840 I'm not sure if you know. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 433 00:20:06,360 --> 00:20:10,280 I'm huge in the metal. Music and it just is feeling and 434 00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:13,280 sometimes you just need that anger or like that happiness or 435 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:15,080 something like that from like different music. 436 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:19,120 Yeah, I, I honestly like, that's probably the most calming music 437 00:20:19,120 --> 00:20:23,840 to me because I relate to the feeling because it's not like I, 438 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:27,800 I love how like even my dad when I was younger, long time ago in 439 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:30,160 the 80s, my dad was mad at me because I was listening to 440 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:33,480 Metallica on a cassette tape because he worked at the state 441 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:36,920 hospital and there was a patient who was crazy as fuck. 442 00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:39,360 And he listened to Metallica. He listened to Metallica. 443 00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:43,080 So my dad and his immigrant mind, he's like, hey, this is 444 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:44,720 bad. We're going to have this in the 445 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:48,000 house. This is corrupt your soul. 446 00:20:48,360 --> 00:20:50,200 I bet the song just made him nauseous. 447 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:52,760 I mean, it was like fade to black. 448 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:56,200 I mean, it's not, it's not this like crazy hard person, right? 449 00:20:56,360 --> 00:20:59,200 Like a free range child with me is like, my parents did not 450 00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:02,440 review my music choices and all they're like, well, we bought 451 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:05,560 your first perennial advisory CD, an American idiot. 452 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:07,600 Like whatever, it's fine. That's not that bad. 453 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,240 Your parents bought it for you. Oh, yeah. 454 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:13,560 Like, my parents, unfortunately, are very surface level aware of 455 00:21:13,560 --> 00:21:14,600 a lot of things. Yeah. 456 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,280 And it's like they want to be the best people they can be, but 457 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,640 they're just like, all right. Like, I guess. 458 00:21:21,640 --> 00:21:25,200 Like, I don't agree with these like, stupid punk kids singing 459 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,880 this, but whatever. My parents are like, at this 460 00:21:27,880 --> 00:21:29,880 point in their 50s when I'm like 15, Yeah. 461 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:33,080 So they have this very like past generational mindset of just 462 00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:34,600 like what else she'll grow out of. 463 00:21:34,720 --> 00:21:37,080 It so they're disconnected. Oh yeah, completely. 464 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,320 Yeah. Did your parents listen like 465 00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:41,240 check out your music most of the time or like. 466 00:21:41,360 --> 00:21:43,640 Only if they heard. I mean when it's when I was like 467 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:50,000 from 8:00 until 10. My I don't remember my parents 468 00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:52,680 ever checking going through my music. 469 00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:56,480 Which is hilarious in your. Because my parents and I had. 470 00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,000 So funny I had like Auschwitz over there. 471 00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:01,880 Like with content. What's weird, So what's really 472 00:22:01,880 --> 00:22:05,080 weird is because I feel like my parents are so much older than 473 00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:07,680 like my, our average generation's parents, right? 474 00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:10,520 They were worried about music, like me listening to 9 Inch 475 00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:12,880 Nails, which just made me. Listen to them anyways like. 476 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,840 Because my mom's like, I hate 9 Inch Nails. 477 00:22:14,840 --> 00:22:16,920 They're the most depressing music I've ever heard. 478 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,760 I don't know. Because like my cousin who's 479 00:22:18,760 --> 00:22:22,360 like 10 years older than me, like went hardcore to 9 inch 480 00:22:22,360 --> 00:22:25,080 nails and he was like time appropriate for it. 481 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:27,600 So she's like. She's stuck like 10 years 482 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:29,160 behind. Yeah, so. 483 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:31,160 Like she was worried about things that were. 484 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:33,760 Already in the yeah. Like that's how I got so free 485 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,880 range with the Internet. Like God damn like the early 486 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,240 Internet. Oh man, Nope. 487 00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:41,720 Not child friendly. We had filters on everything. 488 00:22:41,720 --> 00:22:44,760 It was like, oh, you searched for car? 489 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:47,640 I better type in this password because the Internet's blocked, 490 00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:48,840 right? Yeah, it was terrible. 491 00:22:49,920 --> 00:22:54,560 So that's, that's funny though. Very hands off as far as any of 492 00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:56,080 that. So it's like they're like, I'm 493 00:22:56,080 --> 00:22:58,480 like, I don't know what the fuck like could have happened to me 494 00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:01,720 if I wasn't smarter like. Do you think cannabis has 495 00:23:01,720 --> 00:23:03,800 changed your relationship with your parents at all? 496 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:07,000 Yes and no. The problem with my parents is, 497 00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,600 again, they're very conservative, very like old 498 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:13,240 fashioned. They are like so against 499 00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:15,280 cannabis. But the problem with there's a 500 00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:16,880 little bit of hypocrisy there with my mom. 501 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:19,400 My older brother has a medical card. 502 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:24,440 I found out and she's like, but like she supports him, but then 503 00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:26,320 she'll like turn to me and be like, I can't believe they're 504 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,040 legalizing this. So like all these things, I'm 505 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:29,680 like, what does it? Hurt you like does it? 506 00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:33,520 Do and then you're like, I'm like clearly you're supportive 507 00:23:33,520 --> 00:23:36,960 of one person in your family doing it, but not you're telling 508 00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:38,920 me you hate it. So I'm like OK, you obviously 509 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:40,320 hate it. You just don't want to talk shit 510 00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:43,400 on. Yeah, that's really interesting 511 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,840 it. I feel like many parents 512 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:48,640 probably have double standards and certain aspects that they 513 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:52,760 might not even realize. Well, especially that culture, 514 00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:58,040 that time period, these people were more of here's what the, 515 00:23:58,200 --> 00:24:00,400 the, this is what the television is telling us. 516 00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:03,560 And we always listen to the glowing box. 517 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:05,000 Yeah, yeah. You know, everybody. 518 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:08,320 I mean, it was a sacred thing. You didn't have many channels. 519 00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:10,680 Well, because that's what the special book said is the glowing 520 00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:12,560 box is what God speaks to you from. 521 00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:16,920 Well, but on that, it's just like, you know, I, I grew up 522 00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:20,600 during a time where I had like there were six channels on the 523 00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:22,400 TV, right? I'm almost 50. 524 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:26,480 And so it's, I'm not almost my wife would be very mad if I said 525 00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:31,200 this 46, I'm 40 years away and it's going faster. 526 00:24:31,640 --> 00:24:35,120 But during that time, it wasn't like you could just watch it 527 00:24:35,120 --> 00:24:35,920 like it is now. Oh. 528 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:41,480 Yeah, well, even my generation, if you didn't have cable, you 529 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,560 had what? 13, yeah. 530 00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:44,560 Yeah, yeah. Oh yeah, it was. 531 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:45,360 Like if you got. A. 532 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:47,840 Good. And the WB kind of came in. 533 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:51,400 Mine was. My first introduction to South 534 00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:55,160 Park was actually on some like I want to say it was almost like a 535 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,240 bootleg channel. Oh, I could. 536 00:24:57,280 --> 00:24:59,200 Barely pick it up and be like turn the anti. 537 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:01,320 That's hilarious and. That was like my first 538 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:04,920 introduction to South Park. My first introduction to South 539 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:08,760 Park, I was in the Navy and they were watching it on TV and 540 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:12,200 they're like, look at this stupid cartoons and everybody 541 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:15,720 was laughing and they're just like, that was a long ass time, 542 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:18,160 dude. Mine was I was being 543 00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:20,520 homeschooled because I got kicked out of temp you for not 544 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:25,000 going to class and my mom was down the hall on the other end 545 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:28,120 of the house in the office and she always wears slippers 546 00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:30,880 because she's always cold. So you can always hear her 547 00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:35,960 walking down the hall. So since my school was on DVDs 548 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:38,720 and they would mail him out every week, I would switch 549 00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,400 inputs when she was down the hall. 550 00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:43,000 I would watch MTV. I would watch South Park or 551 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,600 whatever was on it's. Insane to me that you should 552 00:25:45,600 --> 00:25:47,760 just be able to DVD school. You're like, all right, here's 553 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:50,120 your DVD for the day. Yep, click, click, click and I 554 00:25:50,120 --> 00:25:52,320 watch it and I was like, OK, send in these homework and these 555 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,400 tests. OK cool. 556 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:57,320 Yep you did your school like so my mom would be down at the 557 00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:01,080 other end doing work and office stuff and I'd just switch inputs 558 00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:05,440 and watch music videos and. Thing because if like I did that 559 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:08,400 I wouldn't be able to read like that. 560 00:26:08,480 --> 00:26:11,120 If educational sort of stuff, I have to lock in and be like, 561 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:13,880 this is hardcore. Everything I have to memorize. 562 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:17,840 But see, I I had already like at that stage I was having to teach 563 00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:20,920 myself math because the school I went to didn't have anyone above 564 00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:25,680 Algebra 2 like and so I was my own math teacher from then on. 565 00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:28,640 Like there was things I learned to read way above my reading 566 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:32,040 level long before high school. So high school came and I was 567 00:26:32,240 --> 00:26:34,440 sophomore. I was reading easy college level 568 00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:37,160 like no problem. Unfortunately, reading at a 569 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:40,440 college level in like 13 did not take me anywhere as far as I 570 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:41,640 would hoped it would. Have. 571 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:46,600 Oh, probably not. Yeah, it's no, it doesn't. 572 00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:47,800 Doesn't translate. Look. 573 00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,600 What I read. You're like, look, I can read. 574 00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:53,520 OK, that's cool. That's great. 575 00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:56,440 Yep, I know you're like, oh I can. 576 00:26:56,640 --> 00:27:01,080 I got into speed reading and like 8th and 9th grade and stuff 577 00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:03,960 and I. Learned to read like so later 578 00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:07,480 than all of my peers and then once I got it I just like ran 579 00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:07,880 with. It. 580 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:08,960 Yeah, me too. I were. 581 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,840 Reading like Chronicles of Narnia in like second grade 582 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:14,440 whole thing. Yeah, my second grade book 583 00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:17,400 report was I don't, I don't remember if it was either Black 584 00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:21,480 Beauty or Gone With the Wind. It was one of those 2 was my 585 00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:24,080 second grade book report. Was that like a required across 586 00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:26,160 the class? Like, no, that was what I was 587 00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:30,760 reading because I read, I, my mom taught me how to read before 588 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:34,120 I wasn't even in kindergarten. So we went in and I was reading 589 00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:38,400 way above there. And when I was little, the five, 590 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:43,200 me and my four siblings, we read 5000 books in one summer between 591 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:44,520 US. And so it was in the newspaper 592 00:27:44,520 --> 00:27:45,600 or whatever it was like, look at this. 593 00:27:45,640 --> 00:27:48,520 And I'm like. Brandon's been achieving fame. 594 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:52,200 No, my parents have just been like pushing us to just always 595 00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:56,040 be doing something. And we had to read 30 minutes 596 00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:59,160 every day. And if we were bored and we're 597 00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:01,120 too much of a pain, it was like, sit down and read. 598 00:28:01,120 --> 00:28:04,560 Go read a book like. But this is like versus my 599 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:06,120 parents really like, oh, you can read. 600 00:28:06,120 --> 00:28:08,280 That's cool. Like you figured that out. 601 00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,040 Good job. Yeah, I think it's 'cause so his 602 00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:16,800 wife and like my grandma, she was very much about education. 603 00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:20,280 So was her dad, so was my mom. So it was very much like, Oh no, 604 00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:24,320 you need to be very, very educated, very like, very smart 605 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,760 in what you do. And and I'm like. 606 00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:29,640 Don't take you places. Don't see the same value in 607 00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:31,400 education that they definitely did that. 608 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,760 Was my grandfather, but like my parents were just like, she'll 609 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:38,080 figure it out if she want like. Were they the same way with your 610 00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:40,600 other siblings? Well, my mom was a single mom 611 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:44,320 and that she met my dad later. Obviously I came on, but I don't 612 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:46,840 know, like I don't really like she doesn't talk about anything 613 00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:48,400 like in that part of her life at all. 614 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,520 Wow. Like she, just like here's your 615 00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:52,000 brother. I divorced his father. 616 00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:54,440 And that must have been a traumatic time. 617 00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:56,560 Yeah, I don't know what happened and that's. 618 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,200 She'll never open up about it. Yeah, well, it's like I try to 619 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,520 give her some leniency there because. 620 00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:04,640 I mean, we still make our own choices, right? 621 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:08,560 And it's not fair to you. I mean, it's like my dad, you 622 00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:12,400 know, he will never say it, but he was abusive to me more on the 623 00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:15,080 physical side growing up. But that's the way he was 624 00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:15,680 raised. Yeah. 625 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:18,320 Like, you know, they would laugh about it. 626 00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,840 Him and his brothers and I would listen to their stories of how 627 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:25,360 Grandma would kick the shit out of them with anything she could 628 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:28,800 get. A pan, a fucking coat hanger, a 629 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:31,200 whip. Like she beat the shit out of 630 00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:33,040 them. She was no taller than this 631 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:35,520 doctor Deborah Switch. She was tiny. 632 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:38,080 And these five boys were terrified of her. 633 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:40,840 Well. It's like I feel like that is 634 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:44,080 for me because I'm I feel like our parents are probably closer 635 00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:45,320 in generation. Oh yeah. 636 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:51,560 Other people in our peer group, I feel like I'm the generation 637 00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:54,520 that got whipped and beat and stuff is my parents and then I'm 638 00:29:54,520 --> 00:29:57,120 the next like almost like a Gen. X kind of style of. 639 00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,440 Oh, yeah, yeah, you were. You're definitely. 640 00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:02,440 I mean, you, you've been conducted and baptized. 641 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:05,480 No, but I mean definitely. What it equates to is getting 642 00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:07,600 beat really good. Yeah, pretty much. 643 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,200 I mean, like, yeah, latchkey kid. 644 00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:13,840 Latchkey kid. Yeah, I, my parents both worked 645 00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:18,120 and we during the summertime, we were left to ourselves. 646 00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:21,440 But we, we took care of ourselves. 647 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:24,720 We cooked, we cleaned, we made sure chores were done. 648 00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,120 The long got mode like everything was done. 649 00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:30,560 Our parents never had to ask. It was because we were left to 650 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:34,680 be independent. And it was such a good thing. 651 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:39,360 But the problem was is that my parents, your parents, they 652 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:43,160 didn't emotionally know how to connect with us because they 653 00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:46,280 were brought up with sociopaths that got from the war era. 654 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:50,960 So they were just all about like work hard, get a lot of money 655 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,800 'cause they right after World War 2, everything. 656 00:30:53,840 --> 00:30:56,120 Have you met my dad? Yeah, yeah, exactly. 657 00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:01,480 But I mean, it's, it's the but that's being raised that way. 658 00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,160 I think the only difference is I didn't have a latch key. 659 00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,360 Mine were like hyper crazy strict. 660 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,480 Oh yeah. Past that I got the abuse. 661 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:10,360 That was great So. Weird though 'cause it's like my 662 00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:13,000 mother when I like, hit middle school. 663 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:14,720 She's like, you're going to be dropped off and picked up, 664 00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:18,160 there's no in between for you. Yep, she went insane about that. 665 00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:20,800 Interesting. But once I was in the confines 666 00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:22,920 of four walls, she didn't give a shit. 667 00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:26,160 Like she's like, she's at the sitter's now and they'll take 668 00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:27,880 care of her pretty much. She's in a box. 669 00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:28,560 She's safe. Oh yeah. 670 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,360 Like she's pretty much like she has the doors lock. 671 00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:32,320 She's fine. Like, I'm just like a pet dog, 672 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,120 like, like. She'll be fine. 673 00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:36,480 She's yeah, video games like. That's a toilet. 674 00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:39,520 There's some snacks in the corner, like we put down toilet 675 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:43,240 paper or newspaper. Dude, real quick, you should 676 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:46,720 shorten her mic, OK? She's she's happy. 677 00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:50,200 She's speaking to you. Yeah, so I want to make sure 678 00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:53,200 that because I I couldn't, I couldn't hear a little bit. 679 00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:57,000 No, no, I just, I'm thinking in post for him. 680 00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:59,320 That seems fine. Oh, perfect. 681 00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:01,840 Yep. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's 682 00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:03,160 perfect. It was just a little too high. 683 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:05,200 Did you feel was a little little up here? 684 00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:07,560 Yeah. It's so much better. 685 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:09,800 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You'll hear. 686 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,440 Yeah, like just free range parenting, that's what it is 687 00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:16,560 like yeah, my free ranging was more like we gave you an N64. 688 00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:19,160 You're you're good, right. Like Yep, plug that in, put on 689 00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:21,240 channel like 32. Good. 690 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:24,040 OK, I'm gonna go to work now. Don't let the house burn down. 691 00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:26,280 Don't open the door, don't answer any phone calls. 692 00:32:26,280 --> 00:32:27,920 Don't let the house burn down. You know where the fire 693 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:29,720 extinguishers are. You know how to die 911. 694 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,040 You know your grandparents phone number? 695 00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:33,080 Yeah, don't call me unless you're really. 696 00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:33,800 Bleeding. Yeah. 697 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:35,880 Unless you are throwing up or bleeding, do not call me. 698 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,480 Yeah. And if you call, it'd be my mom 699 00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:40,400 was like a medical transcriptionist at the time, 700 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:43,040 and it just sounded like rain on a tin roof. 701 00:32:43,280 --> 00:32:46,600 She's like, and she's talking to me while still typing. 702 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:51,080 And I'm like, that's insane. But I'm like, mom, she goes, why 703 00:32:51,360 --> 00:32:54,440 are you calling me? And I'm like turned. 704 00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:55,840 Into that with like, my parents call me. 705 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,560 I'm like hello. OK yeah, yeah, I'll be down. 706 00:32:58,600 --> 00:32:59,320 Sure. Yeah, yeah. 707 00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:02,440 KK bye. Bye click and I don't break 708 00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:04,640 contact with whatever I'm doing once. 709 00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:10,200 Yeah, sometimes I'm like, I'm not an I'm editing usually, I 710 00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:13,840 hate to say it, it's usually my dad, but it's because he's it's 711 00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:16,120 not an emergency. So I feel. 712 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:19,480 Like they've turned like for me, my parents have gotten more 713 00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:21,840 needy as I've gotten older. Not in like a physical way, but 714 00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:24,040 in like the like emotionally like my. 715 00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:26,160 Validation. Yeah, and I'm like, what the 716 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,400 fuck? Where was this when I was like 717 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:30,560 13 and going through? It Oh yeah, my dad has amnesia. 718 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,360 My my brother was like, he's like, yeah, you don't remember 719 00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:35,760 that time when he was on top of you fucking punching you and 720 00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,880 shit and I was trying to, I was hitting him to get off of you. 721 00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,280 He's like, what was that over? I'm like, yeah, I didn't wash 722 00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:45,080 his truck when he told me to, you know, it was I I was playing 723 00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:47,800 Nintendo and he's like, what the fuck are you? 724 00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:51,360 I mean, my dad never swore. It was super funny. 725 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:55,560 He never swore in English. He he wouldn't even swear in 726 00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:57,080 Spanish. When I started swearing in 727 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:00,080 Spanish, he lost his shit on me. He's like, we don't wanna say 728 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,640 that in this house and he's still like that. 729 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:05,280 Like he'll say bastard if he's really mad. 730 00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:09,719 I'm like, whoa, language, 'cause my brother and I are former 731 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:12,679 military and everything's fuck this and fuck that and he just 732 00:34:12,960 --> 00:34:14,159 sits around. He's like 1. 733 00:34:14,159 --> 00:34:19,400 Of my earliest like memories I have is like of being loosely 734 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,320 babysat. In other words like there's an 735 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:25,760 adult in the area by my uncle and I would just sit on like the 736 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:28,040 pipe where he would like he said it was at my grandparents house 737 00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:30,480 and they lived super close to us sitting on the pipe of their 738 00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:33,520 irrigation while he's working on his like army truck that he got 739 00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:37,239 like as he got out of the military and he like had the 740 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:38,560 hood come down on him. He just screams. 741 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:41,440 Fuck. And my mom's like, what? 742 00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:43,000 And he's like, you didn't hear that? 743 00:34:43,159 --> 00:34:45,600 Just like completely denies it. And he's like, don't ever repeat 744 00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:48,199 that to me on like the pipe and she but. 745 00:34:48,199 --> 00:34:50,080 You couldn't forget that word. No, it just. 746 00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:51,080 Dwelled. There. 747 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:53,440 Yeah, it did. I I was like that too. 748 00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:56,120 My mom's like, yeah, you had a mouth on you even since you were 749 00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:57,560 little. She you'd be running. 750 00:34:57,600 --> 00:35:00,520 My mouth like so much to myself because my mom like just my 751 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,320 grandma was like, that's not lady like even though she'd be 752 00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:04,880 like God damn idiots. God damn this God damn your 753 00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:05,880 brother. Father. 754 00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:08,640 Like her little little muttering as she would like just I would. 755 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:11,440 And she's from the, like, old racist era. 756 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:15,760 Well, like, that's the thing. It's like I feel like, like my 757 00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:16,800 grandmother. I'm good. 758 00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:20,200 Would love to, like, bless her soul, she would thrive in today 759 00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:21,960 'cause like, I really don't think she ever wanted to be 760 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,080 married or any of that. Yeah. 761 00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:27,080 It's just that was kind of a lifestyle that it was back then. 762 00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:29,480 Well, yeah, I mean, that's that's what you did. 763 00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:31,160 My grandpa told me not to get married. 764 00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:34,240 He told me lick it as much butter off as much bread as you 765 00:35:34,240 --> 00:35:36,600 can, don't get married. And that was like grandma. 766 00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:38,720 'S advice to me she was like you want to know the best advice in 767 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:39,720 life? Don't ever get married if you 768 00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:42,520 don't have to. And I'm like damn. 769 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:44,280 Grandma like looking back I'm like. 770 00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:46,840 That sucks they just got married to get married. 771 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:49,280 Like, and the thing was you want to know his qualifications. 772 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,000 It's kind of really sad. It's he just not wasn't abusive. 773 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,880 Like he drank and he gambled, but he wasn't abusive. 774 00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:58,440 Hey, maybe at that time I know you stayed up. 775 00:35:58,640 --> 00:35:59,200 Yeah, Yeah. That's. 776 00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:01,320 Crazy. Well, that's when like, you 777 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:04,880 know, it's like, you ever heard about what the rule of thumb is? 778 00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:08,480 The rule of thumb was is that a man could not beat his wife. 779 00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:10,440 With a stick lighter than his thumb? 780 00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:12,960 Yep. Yeah, that's the yeah. 781 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:15,560 And it's just like, that's how how? 782 00:36:15,720 --> 00:36:18,680 That's what it meant, yeah. Like really fucked up, right? 783 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:22,320 But it it just goes with those times and they just evolved the 784 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:24,080 last. Time I I had some like weird 785 00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:26,560 abdominal pain. I was like, fuck, this is my 786 00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:28,880 appendix. Like I just know it is and like 787 00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:31,800 it's lower right hand quadrant. This is my appendix. 788 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:34,440 I got my ER. And so I go there and they're 789 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:36,480 like, are you able to walk? I'm like, yeah, this is this is 790 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:39,200 only like an 8 out of five, like 8 out of 10. 791 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:41,040 I mean like they're like, oh, do you need a wheel trim? 792 00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:42,680 I'm like, no, I can walk. They're like, oh. 793 00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:46,280 Fuck, what did it end up being? Ended up being they don't know 794 00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:48,160 and that's how Timmy tumor arrived. 795 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:52,760 Yeah, she named her tumor. You got a tumor. 796 00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:56,400 I have Timmy tumor. On my liver mind you, that's not 797 00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,600 the area that hurt at all. It was like down low where your 798 00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:02,680 appendix starts to hurt from. Yeah, you, you sound like me 799 00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:04,560 too. A little bit of a hypochondriac 800 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:07,200 when something starts going like someone coughs around you. 801 00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:08,440 Yeah. It's like you no, no, no. 802 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,400 It's like you can like cough on me, whatever. 803 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:14,600 I'm I'm an idiot and I was unknowingly exposed to like 40 804 00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:16,600 different people of COVID somehow never caught. 805 00:37:16,640 --> 00:37:20,560 It Yeah, We were like, throwing stuff at her, licking her, like 806 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:23,800 they made me lick the ground. Yeah, like she didn't catch no 807 00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:25,560 matter what. This is why I don't come to 808 00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:28,080 these parties, but. Like I messed up and I'm like oh 809 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:29,360 fuck, I'm gonna get it this time. 810 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,840 I'm gonna be working from home. It's gonna, it's gonna suck 811 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:33,840 'cause I'm like living in my parents basement, like. 812 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:35,800 Yeah, pre Manifest Destiny, right? 813 00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:37,040 Yeah. Yeah, I'm like, I have to just 814 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:40,640 stay healthy and somehow, someway never caught it. 815 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:45,240 But now it's like you can like, like internal pain, though. 816 00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,920 Oh my God. I'm like, it's an organ. 817 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,160 This is it. Like my spleen ruptured or 818 00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:50,720 something. I'm like, well, I better call, 819 00:37:50,720 --> 00:37:52,240 like call somebody to come get me. 820 00:37:52,240 --> 00:37:53,920 That way they find my dead body like. 821 00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:57,000 Yeah, I I do that my. Butt I left the key under the 822 00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,480 mat. Legit, like I actually got 823 00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:03,440 violently I'll like recently and I just like I left a key under 824 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:05,600 the mat. Like can you check on me before 825 00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:08,200 you go to work and my boyfriend shows up, He's like, are you OK? 826 00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:10,240 I'm like, yeah, I just don't feel very good. 827 00:38:10,240 --> 00:38:13,160 He's like, are you gonna be OK to nigo the doctor? 828 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,640 I'm like, no, we're, we're good like. 829 00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:19,080 Oh man, yeah, if it's my time, it's my time, right? 830 00:38:19,520 --> 00:38:22,680 I'm like, don't pay for anything other than a direct cremation 831 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:25,760 and put me in a Folger's can. Right. 832 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:29,120 I'm like don't even bother with that just get like a giant 833 00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:32,920 slingshot on Amazon for 100 bucks and like throw me into the 834 00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:35,400 ocean dude. I hook it up to some 2 truck 835 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,600 beds. Yeah exactly. 836 00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:41,520 Shoot me at like some building of some shitty company or 837 00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:43,920 something. Make sure I'm Naked so I flop 838 00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:47,400 against the window. Dude, I'll just tell my wife 839 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:49,000 because the Navy will pay for my funeral. 840 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:49,760 Yeah. Really. 841 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:52,760 Yeah. And I could do burial at sea. 842 00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:55,720 They'll take my ashes out there. And they put you in an ammo box. 843 00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,440 That's cool. They drop you in the ocean. 844 00:38:57,440 --> 00:38:59,720 I'm like, I've. I've attended many of those 845 00:38:59,720 --> 00:39:01,760 funerals. I say my my grandpa had a Navy 846 00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:04,680 funeral and it was mostly like there was some extra stuff that 847 00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:07,280 people got, but it was mostly paid for by the Navy. 848 00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:08,920 Yeah, they'll pay for the cremation and all. 849 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:10,960 That crazy. Do you think they paid for not 850 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:12,200 the Navy? Do you think they paid for a lot 851 00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:14,960 of grandpas then? I mean, yeah, and. 852 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:16,880 Like you get like the 21 gun salute and stuff. 853 00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:19,680 Yeah, yeah, you get, You get like the old like. 854 00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:21,360 One of the shells from grandpa's. 855 00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,280 Oh yeah, yeah. Yeah, from the M fourteens, 856 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:28,440 Yeah, yeah, yeah, you get that. Yeah. 857 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:32,680 So you just have to contact the VA and say, hey, you know, this 858 00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:35,000 guy kicked it 'cause. I just knew they came and did 859 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:39,200 like the flag and the 21 gun salute but 'cause they did that 860 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,680 in my other grandpa's too. They did that? 861 00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:43,760 Yeah, they did that for Grandpa, didn't they? 862 00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,080 Who did they get who got it? Who got what the? 863 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:48,360 Flag. I don't honestly know the. 864 00:39:48,480 --> 00:39:50,920 Oldest sibling. Yeah, but the problem is the 865 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:54,440 oldest sibling wasn't, he didn't show up and he got absolutely 866 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:57,600 nothing. So see, we I don't know who took 867 00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:59,240 the. Probably Leticia. 868 00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:02,120 In my family, the oldest surviving sibling couldn't make 869 00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:04,600 it and then the next one was in the hospital at the time, so my 870 00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:07,160 mom took the flag. Yeah, that makes sense. 871 00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:09,800 So it's like, I think she's like, if anybody wants it, you 872 00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,240 can have it like. Yeah, nobody's going to be like, 873 00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:14,240 OK, I know. Just one, just one. 874 00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,560 No though. Yeah, it's, it's quite 875 00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:20,160 interesting. Do you have another great 876 00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:22,720 prophet, Ruth, saying that everyone should write down that 877 00:40:22,720 --> 00:40:25,640 we just haven't Oh fuck it, into our way. 878 00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:28,520 Oh fuck it, just do it. That's a good line. 879 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:31,320 That's like my motivational phrase when I'm just laying. 880 00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:32,280 But I'm like, I don't want to do this. 881 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:33,840 I don't want to do that. I'm like fuck it, just do it. 882 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,600 All right, fuck it, just do it. That'll be like the great 883 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:40,320 Prophet Ruth shirts. Fuck it, just do it and don't 884 00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:41,000 yuck. Somebody's young. 885 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,640 No, I could see that. It's all going to be lined up on 886 00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:45,600 one side. It says fuck it, just do it. 887 00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,400 And then on the back it's going to be a list of things. 888 00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:50,880 Do I like, like the stuck in? I'm like, just do it. 889 00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:54,160 I just have the Shia LaBeouf, like, yeah, he's my little inner 890 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,840 motivation. Dude, that's something to do. 891 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:58,760 We just have to take her head and put it on Shia Labeoux like 892 00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:00,360 some weird. That'd be awesome. 893 00:41:00,680 --> 00:41:02,000 Oh yeah? Well, it. 894 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,880 Matched his vibe, all sorts of shit that'll. 895 00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:05,800 Be great. He's a strange dude. 896 00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:10,600 Yeah. He's such a crazy method actor. 897 00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:12,000 Have you ever seen the movie Fury? 898 00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:16,120 A World War 2 movie? So he got ready for that one. 899 00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:20,040 He pulled the tooth out because he felt like his character had a 900 00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:25,360 missing tube and didn't shower for eight months during filming 901 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:29,360 because he wanted to be in character the entire time. 902 00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:33,640 And Jon Bernthal, he was like, that guy was just weird. 903 00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:35,680 He's just trying to show everybody that he's like, 904 00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:37,800 because he's stunk. Oh yeah. 905 00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:39,640 Really bad. Eight months. 906 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:41,640 Well, it's like, what's his name? 907 00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:43,720 Johnny Depp. On every single one of the 908 00:41:43,720 --> 00:41:45,640 Pirates of the Caribbean. He would not shower. 909 00:41:46,040 --> 00:41:48,000 Like have you seen a Swiss army man? 910 00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:50,840 Yeah, no. What? 911 00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:53,680 It's a Harry Potter. Harry Potter, like, I don't want 912 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:55,160 to spoil it, but it's really weird. 913 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,600 It's great. He had like a fake body dummy 914 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:00,640 for like essentially like some stunts because I can't spoil it 915 00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:02,360 in any way. OK, we should watch that. 916 00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:05,000 But he was like insisting they're like, oh, we have a 917 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,120 dummy for you so you don't have to be in all these shots. 918 00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:10,840 And he's like, no, I will be strapped to this man's back the 919 00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:12,440 entire time. The only time I think they let 920 00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:14,880 them him use like the mannequin which I feel bad for the other 921 00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:18,680 actor but like was when like they're like it's too heavy to 922 00:42:18,680 --> 00:42:21,840 do it safely. Yeah, it's, it's pretty funny. 923 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:23,920 Like did you guys? Watch Everything Everywhere all 924 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:25,400 at once. Yeah, I've seen that. 925 00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:28,360 Oh, once, yeah. But I think I need to get really 926 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:29,480 high and watch it again. I. 927 00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:31,960 Yeah, I need to too. Yeah. 928 00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:35,040 Oh, that's a permanent chimera type of. 929 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:39,960 Oh yeah, you would disappear. I'm a hand's labyrinth. 930 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:42,000 Yeah, on. The whole feeling scale I'm. 931 00:42:42,800 --> 00:42:44,840 Like that's the. 1. With the creepy white hand guy. 932 00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:50,040 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. I like was a little little high. 933 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:52,640 Yeah. And I thought it was going to be 934 00:42:52,640 --> 00:42:54,680 like a cutesy fairy. Tale, 'cause it was. 935 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:57,320 Kind of released the second like. 936 00:42:57,360 --> 00:42:59,080 He takes. That wine ball and just I was 937 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:05,760 like. Yeah, it was when Emily showed 938 00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:08,600 that to me. It was definitely a surprise. 939 00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:11,280 I don't think it was what I expected, that's for sure. 940 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:14,800 Yeah, that is Guillermo del Toro is very dark it. 941 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:19,080 It dark and also he has some of the most beautiful composition. 942 00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:21,280 Yeah, like do you ever see that one where there's the? 943 00:43:21,280 --> 00:43:23,720 Music scoring. No, no, no, no, There's another. 944 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:27,000 Composition. Okay, how? 945 00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:28,280 It's all stylized. Yeah, it's. 946 00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:30,160 Like looking at a painting for the stills. 947 00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:32,720 Yeah, and he's got a big thing with vaginas. 948 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:36,000 Yeah, a lot. Of vaginal what a phallic shape 949 00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:36,920 so. Totally. 950 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:40,240 He he had, he did a movie where it was this. 951 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:42,520 It's like the FBI had like. You know, shape. 952 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:45,480 Of water, shape of water. Thank you, We went to go see 953 00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:48,880 Shape of Water. We did not know about the scene. 954 00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:51,240 Yeah. And it's like, oh, oh, this is 955 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:52,680 an awkward movie. This is like watching a movie 956 00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,200 with mom and dad. It's a weird show. 957 00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:56,320 It's I love it. It's beautiful. 958 00:43:56,720 --> 00:43:57,720 It's crazy. It's. 959 00:43:57,720 --> 00:44:00,120 Fucking weird though. I saw it once with Emily. 960 00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:03,280 But it's like if you want to watch more of it, like the first 961 00:44:03,280 --> 00:44:04,720 Hellboy. Even golden army. 962 00:44:04,720 --> 00:44:07,200 I think Golden Army is stylized more del Toro. 963 00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:10,520 Oh, big time where? You have like the I think it's 964 00:44:10,520 --> 00:44:13,800 Mingiola is his name. The comics, they're very 965 00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:16,920 different, but it's still, it's like the same vibe but two 966 00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:18,720 different like filters put. On it. 967 00:44:18,720 --> 00:44:21,960 Oh yeah, you go back even further to like Blade 2. 968 00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:25,400 I never actually read those Dude, Blade was cool. 969 00:44:25,560 --> 00:44:28,920 Blade 2 was total. There was like the best blades 970 00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:32,640 out of all those movies because Guillermo did that one and his 971 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,240 he's just got a very unique kind of darkness. 972 00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:39,800 It's kind of like the same thing with Ridley Scott with the 973 00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:40,680 Aliens. Aliens. 974 00:44:40,720 --> 00:44:42,960 Oh, I love aliens. Oh yeah, Covenant. 975 00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:45,040 I like the first one. I didn't like the second. 976 00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:48,400 I liked Prometheus. Yeah, Prometheus. 977 00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:53,080 Beautifully, but it's these like the actors are so stupid to me. 978 00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:54,800 Like I get it, they were given like the script. 979 00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:56,720 They have to follow that. But I'm like, dude, you're 980 00:44:56,720 --> 00:44:59,880 taking your helmet off on an unknown alien planet. 981 00:44:59,880 --> 00:45:02,280 Like, yeah, your scans initially confirmed it's OK, but I'm like, 982 00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:04,880 what if it wasn't? Yeah, like you'd never take your 983 00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:06,720 helmet off. I'm like it is the most like 984 00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:09,120 beautiful looking movie 'cause it has all those gigger 985 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:10,760 influences. In the Aliens. 986 00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:14,000 I'm like fuck it, as stupid as a sci-fi movie. 987 00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,280 Yeah, but I mean, Michael Fassbender was awesome as the 988 00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:18,200 the Android. Oh, he's. 989 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:20,240 So fucking creepy. Yeah, he is creepy. 990 00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:23,520 Like the first aliens, I can't remember the android's name, the 991 00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:26,360 character. Yeah, the very first one. 992 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:27,440 Alien. The very first. 993 00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:30,040 One in 1979. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know who 994 00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:31,480 you're talking about. But like he gives. 995 00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:33,280 The He was the guy who was Bilbo Baggins. 996 00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,120 Oh yeah. That's right. 997 00:45:35,720 --> 00:45:39,520 But yeah, like it's the same exact vibe of just like human 998 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:41,320 enough but unnerving. Yeah. 999 00:45:41,480 --> 00:45:43,560 And like, that takes kind of some creepy acting. 1000 00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:46,200 It's like, what is his name? Hannibal Lecter. 1001 00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,080 Oh, from the series? No, no, no. 1002 00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:50,480 From the. Lambs. 1003 00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:53,880 Oh yeah, Anthony Hopkins. Yeah, he can get real creepy 1004 00:45:53,880 --> 00:45:56,040 real fast. He plays. 1005 00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:00,040 Yeah, and Steve Carell too. Watch the movie. 1006 00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:01,960 Called Creepy. Yeah, watch the movie 1007 00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:05,360 Foxcatcher. True story about the heir to the 1008 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:08,680 DuPont fortune. He was all about wrestling. 1009 00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:10,800 What's DuPont? Why is that so familiar? 1010 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,640 The oil. Company isn't it oil company 1011 00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:16,200 turn that they sell chemicals, paint, all sorts of they're 1012 00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:19,560 massive company. DuPont created napalm for the 1013 00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:23,160 military. Oh, so yeah, they they produce a 1014 00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:27,360 lot of horrible things. Yeah, pesticides, tons of stuff 1015 00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:30,720 like that massive company, multi multi generational. 1016 00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:33,920 But yeah, I lost my train. Of thought. 1017 00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:34,600 Sorry. Yeah, you know. 1018 00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:37,320 We're talking about, like, how unnerving Steve Carell could be. 1019 00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:41,320 Yeah, but he is like the the makeup they do on him and he is 1020 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:45,600 psychotic and he's like he he's trying to find like he wants to 1021 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:49,640 create Olympic wrestler and he finds these two guys actual 1022 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,960 wrestlers. He's going to end the whole 1023 00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:56,240 story about how he's just so hyper fixated on him about 1024 00:46:56,240 --> 00:47:00,360 winning that he ends up killing one of them because he was. 1025 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,680 He's like, I don't want to do this anymore. 1026 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:05,480 He's like, Nope bro. But he is really creepy in that 1027 00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:06,960 movie. The guy that made Spruce Goose 1028 00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:09,400 and all that stuff in Vegas he owned like the casinos. 1029 00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:13,440 Leonardo DiCaprio did like a autobiography movie of his. 1030 00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:16,080 Oh, the aviator. Yeah, I'm like, God damn, this 1031 00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:17,880 is like, this has got to be exaggerated for Hollywood now. 1032 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:20,800 It went crazy. Absolutely bonkers. 1033 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:26,120 Yeah, he he was so intelligent. Kind of reminds me of Elon Musk 1034 00:47:26,720 --> 00:47:31,960 where he's just super wealthy. He was an eccentric builder. 1035 00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:34,920 I mean, the Spruce Goose was supposed to be the largest plane 1036 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,200 to be able. It was like a water plane. 1037 00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:37,920 I was. Supposed to. 1038 00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:39,400 I think it was amphibious landing. 1039 00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:40,320 Yeah, yeah, yeah. He. 1040 00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:44,680 Just went off the rails and he ended up like locked up in what 1041 00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:46,280 is the casino. He locked up 'cause he bought 1042 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,880 the whole place out. He locked himself in the 1043 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:50,120 penthouse and just went psycho. He would like put like tissue 1044 00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,960 boxes on his feet and shit 'cause he was so scared of germs 1045 00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:54,520 towards the end. What? 1046 00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:59,720 Oh yeah, I don't remember that. I I went to the mob museum and 1047 00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:02,000 like they had like a whole section on how like the mob was 1048 00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:06,120 involved with Vegas being. Oh, yeah, like the Sands and 1049 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:08,320 this like that. You watch there's I mean, it's 1050 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:13,320 it's a dramatized timepiece, but called Casino, Robert De Niro 1051 00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:17,520 and Joe Pesci and Sharon Stone. And it was, it's about like how 1052 00:48:17,520 --> 00:48:20,800 Vegas was built and how they built like these real 1053 00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:24,720 characters, real people in that time and how the mob just came 1054 00:48:24,720 --> 00:48:26,360 in there. And just like any competition, 1055 00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:28,200 they just kill him. And it was all from like New 1056 00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:31,600 Jersey, New York. They just can't put money out 1057 00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:33,960 there 'cause they're like, oh, and they had Mormons. 1058 00:48:33,960 --> 00:48:36,320 They're the. Mormon ports the old Mormon Fort 1059 00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:38,920 if you played Fallout New Vegas. Yeah, yeah. 1060 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,000 I think his name's Gannon. You find him at the old Mormon 1061 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:44,080 Fort. Like there's a lot of very 1062 00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:46,640 historical things that they lifted straight out of, like 1063 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:50,200 obviously Nevada, yeah, in like Good Springs. 1064 00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:53,280 I've been to Good Springs now and it's just like, I'm like, 1065 00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:56,040 yeah, I can see where they got all their inspiration from, like 1066 00:48:56,040 --> 00:48:58,800 directly. So I'm like, I'm super excited 1067 00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:00,640 for the next season of Fallout coming out too. 1068 00:49:00,720 --> 00:49:03,320 I am too. I was surprised how much I liked 1069 00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:05,480 that show. Have you never played Fallout? 1070 00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:06,840 Have. You I have not all the way 1071 00:49:06,840 --> 00:49:08,520 through which one? Fallout 4. 1072 00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:11,360 OK, that's not my favorite. No, there was a new. 1073 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:14,160 Vegas Peak. Yeah, but New Vegas I couldn't 1074 00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:18,160 find on PS5 I think it was. You have my PC? 1075 00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:22,360 You can get it, I think, if you have the premium. 1076 00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:26,320 The premium, yeah, 'cause it's not you can't buy it to 1077 00:49:26,320 --> 00:49:28,240 download, it's like. You can only stream it. 1078 00:49:28,240 --> 00:49:30,360 Stream it if you pay for their top tier. 1079 00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:34,520 Service I agree 'cause it has a rich deep story, goes closer to 1080 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:36,880 like the old fallout. Well, it has like, it's like, 1081 00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:40,440 has such a deep story, yeah, but at the same time it's goofy as 1082 00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:42,920 fuck. Oh, have you ever played the the 1083 00:49:42,920 --> 00:49:44,480 original Fallouts? The top down. 1084 00:49:44,480 --> 00:49:47,600 They are brutal though. The one is called Brotherhood of 1085 00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:49,920 Steel. That one was awesome because 1086 00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:52,320 they actually had some like really good voice actors, But it 1087 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:57,400 was it's what like the movie, the the show that reminds me of 1088 00:49:57,400 --> 00:49:58,040 that. Oh yeah. 1089 00:49:58,280 --> 00:50:00,800 Because it's so in depth about the culture instead of just 1090 00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:02,240 running out because Ford. I agree. 1091 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:04,680 Ford feels like just like a first person shooter. 1092 00:50:04,760 --> 00:50:07,920 It's a really good first person shooter, yeah, but it's not. 1093 00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:11,760 It's not fallout. Yeah, like lore, deep in story. 1094 00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:15,040 New Vegas and three, they the shooter sucks. 1095 00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,600 Like the shooting part. I'm like this is awful but like 1096 00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:19,040 the story. Is good. 1097 00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:22,840 Oh yeah, that's the part that's that's the hard thing to come 1098 00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:24,760 across. Now Brandon and I talk about is 1099 00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:27,920 a story. Driven game A good story driven 1100 00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:29,640 game. Yeah, like, I mean, Ghost to 1101 00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:32,960 Shishima was like the last one was like a really good story 1102 00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,080 driven action game. I was like, yeah, it's good, 1103 00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:36,640 it's fine. It was super. 1104 00:50:36,640 --> 00:50:38,440 Crazy long. Though, no. 1105 00:50:38,440 --> 00:50:41,680 It was short lived and it was like, OK, now what? 1106 00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:45,040 Are you an RP RPG nerd? Kind of like I don't like 1107 00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:46,800 definitely video games. I've never been able to get to 1108 00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:49,680 like tabletop stuff but. Yeah, yeah, I'm, I'm video game 1109 00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:51,760 tabletop. I'm too smooth brain for 1110 00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:53,800 tabletop. That's just I don't. 1111 00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:55,600 I can't capture it. We tried. 1112 00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:58,840 We tried some D&D with the friend of ours and we were just 1113 00:50:58,840 --> 00:51:02,240 sticking around and he was like really having to it. 1114 00:51:02,240 --> 00:51:04,560 Yeah, he's so. It's like I can see the fantasy 1115 00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:06,800 and the escapism. Like it's, no, it's no different 1116 00:51:06,800 --> 00:51:09,120 than playing like Dragon Age. Totally. 1117 00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:11,840 Dragon Age is like you're seeing it, the story told to you. 1118 00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:15,040 Yeah, well, is even. Yeah, Inquisition was awesome. 1119 00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:18,240 I loved inquisition. Dragon Age Origin is still top 1120 00:51:18,240 --> 00:51:19,800 tier though. I don't think I've ever played 1121 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:23,720 Dragon Age. PS3 it's it was so it, it just 1122 00:51:23,720 --> 00:51:25,800 was different. It was way ahead of its time. 1123 00:51:26,080 --> 00:51:28,120 Well, and it was an extension of like Baldur's Gate. 1124 00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:32,160 OK, but it felt like an action which really appealed to a lot 1125 00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:33,440 of. People strategy like you had the 1126 00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:38,080 strategic like you'd have pause and then you just like, all 1127 00:51:38,080 --> 00:51:40,320 right, you plan this unit goes here, this unit or I think you 1128 00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:43,760 can do it like live to. But I always played like the 1129 00:51:43,760 --> 00:51:46,760 strategic, like you do this action, then this and then did 1130 00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:47,880 it. Like, it's really weird. 1131 00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:52,040 Interesting. Is it like old World of Warcraft 1132 00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:55,400 or StarCraft kind of game those? Are like RTS like more or less 1133 00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:56,480 like. Yeah, top down. 1134 00:51:57,280 --> 00:52:00,480 It's more like it's RTS, but if you have like to play chess RTS 1135 00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:03,280 like RTS where like you have to stop and you get to think your 1136 00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:05,440 move, you're like, OK, this is optimal. 1137 00:52:05,440 --> 00:52:07,920 This, this happens. Like, have you ever played XCOM? 1138 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,200 Oh yeah. Not in ages. 1139 00:52:10,720 --> 00:52:12,920 It's like. Fucking brutal game. 1140 00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:15,360 It's like it's more of a thinking game than a shooter, if 1141 00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:16,200 that makes sense. Yep. 1142 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:20,680 You have to plan everything out your movement and your guys die 1143 00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:22,560 permanently. That's why I really got into 1144 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:24,840 like a Nintendo like on the three DSI. 1145 00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:27,000 Really love that one. But the Fire Emblem? 1146 00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:29,920 Oh yeah. But the only one that I've 1147 00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:33,400 really liked was this one with I can't remember what was called 1148 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,800 Awakening. Fire Awakening was one of the 1149 00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:39,960 best and I love that game. Just deep story, but it was it 1150 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:43,320 was it was grid based, turn based. 1151 00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:47,920 Yeah, yeah, yeah. But those games I I can actually 1152 00:52:47,920 --> 00:52:50,120 enjoy. I don't know why I but it's just 1153 00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:52,640 calming. It tickles like an analytical 1154 00:52:52,640 --> 00:52:55,760 part of my brain that yes, I optimize this absolutely to the 1155 00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:58,640 Max. Yeah, no, I, I it's exactly, I 1156 00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:03,000 got Tactics Ogre Reborn. It's like Final Fantasy Tactics. 1157 00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:06,440 But even like Final Fantasy, in games like that, like the action 1158 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:09,800 with the RPG elements, we just don't get enough of those games. 1159 00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:11,680 Now everything is just like fucking Fortnite. 1160 00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:13,840 Yeah, what are you been playing lately? 1161 00:53:14,720 --> 00:53:17,640 I long to play Oblivion remaster but that's not happening. 1162 00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:19,920 I've been playing a lot of repo. Repo. 1163 00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:23,560 Repo the Have you seen the little trash can guys like? 1164 00:53:24,560 --> 00:53:27,400 No. What they're like, so like the 1165 00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:28,320 whole. I think my son plays. 1166 00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:30,440 This it's like lethal company, kind of. 1167 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:31,480 OK, OK. Yeah. 1168 00:53:31,640 --> 00:53:35,560 Same vibe, but you're little robots and you have to like repo 1169 00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,920 people stuff to like get to like a certain value and then you 1170 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,920 dump it. It's just a it. 1171 00:53:40,080 --> 00:53:43,360 It's so scary when you're alone, 'cause you're like, guys, where, 1172 00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:46,680 where is everybody? Like, oh God, they're all dead. 1173 00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:49,240 And then like other when you're with them, you're like turn 1174 00:53:49,240 --> 00:53:51,080 around. You're like break a play, break 1175 00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:52,680 this, break that. It's funny as fuck. 1176 00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:55,160 It's like the like the dichotomy of it. 1177 00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:57,720 Yeah, it's just hilarious. Maybe I've check it out. 1178 00:53:57,920 --> 00:54:00,000 I've never heard of that. That's on PC, right? 1179 00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,360 It's on PC right now, yeah. Do you play console? 1180 00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:05,440 I actually really I don't for like multiplayer. 1181 00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:09,960 I have like Final Fantasy remake on PlayStation 4, like a bunch 1182 00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:11,920 of single player games, like the closest I've come to like 1183 00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:13,920 multiplayer games. Did you finish Remake? 1184 00:54:14,600 --> 00:54:19,600 No, I I played the original and it has, it's the stupidest, most 1185 00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,640 horribly written game, but it has my heart 'cause it was like 1186 00:54:22,640 --> 00:54:24,160 the first video game I ever owned. 1187 00:54:24,240 --> 00:54:29,880 It it's past halfway, it gets less stupid and when you finish 1188 00:54:29,880 --> 00:54:31,880 it, it makes you pumped for the second. 1189 00:54:31,920 --> 00:54:36,000 I bought the second one. It's like 140 gig. 1190 00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:40,040 It's a pretty big game Gameplay is like amazing. 1191 00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:45,040 The story is really robust now, like how it felt like when you 1192 00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:47,440 play Final Fight, you go to the second disc and now you're going 1193 00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:51,360 in through more open world. This feels like it, but it's 1194 00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:55,200 like it's so massive and I'm just like, I'm not ready for all 1195 00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:56,880 this, I think. That's part of my problem with 1196 00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:58,680 some of those games. I'm just like, Oh my God, they 1197 00:54:58,680 --> 00:55:01,880 took my childhood and blew it up to like 10 times. 1198 00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:04,160 Yeah, I'm so overwhelmed right now. 1199 00:55:04,280 --> 00:55:06,720 Me too. I I was just like just so 1200 00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:08,880 awesome. Like that came out when I was in 1201 00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:12,360 the Navy and I was just like, oh, this is so cool. 1202 00:55:12,720 --> 00:55:14,360 But I couldn't get into it at the time. 1203 00:55:14,720 --> 00:55:15,960 Yeah. And then now it's just like when 1204 00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:17,920 I got older, I really got into those games. 1205 00:55:18,360 --> 00:55:21,200 But other than that, like I, I like playing with other people, 1206 00:55:21,200 --> 00:55:23,400 but I like to play like how Brandon and I play. 1207 00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:27,240 We we race, we'll play tactical games and it's just fun. 1208 00:55:27,720 --> 00:55:30,520 But like, it's hard. There's like not a lot of other 1209 00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:33,600 games that we used to have. I knew so many people funny 1210 00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:35,680 enough in the military that played like Mmos. 1211 00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:37,520 Oh yeah. And it's like, I played with 1212 00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:40,160 like, again, unsupervised free range parenting here. 1213 00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:43,200 Played a freaking MMO from like the age of like 13 until like 1214 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:46,160 25. I'm just becoming like, God 1215 00:55:46,160 --> 00:55:48,120 damn, if I would have devoted all that time to like, I don't 1216 00:55:48,120 --> 00:55:49,920 know, learning math or something. 1217 00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:53,800 Maybe I could be like some kind of accountant at least. 1218 00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:56,280 I mean, I mean, you, you read at a collegiate level. 1219 00:55:56,360 --> 00:55:57,120 So. Yeah. 1220 00:55:57,680 --> 00:55:59,000 You know, I mean, there's that. That's great. 1221 00:55:59,320 --> 00:56:00,520 Yeah. Math that's. 1222 00:56:02,720 --> 00:56:04,760 Goddamn actuary. Fucking math. 1223 00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:07,920 No one ever got far with math. I mean, have you seen what 1224 00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:11,200 technology does now? It's like, I know even growing 1225 00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,600 up you'll never have a calculator with you all the 1226 00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:14,920 time. And I'm like, well, now you have 1227 00:56:14,920 --> 00:56:15,960 he's. In front of him, right? 1228 00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:18,240 Now, yeah, did. You ever seen that movie called 1229 00:56:18,240 --> 00:56:19,760 Iron Sky? No. 1230 00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:22,680 Where the Nazis come attacking from the moon? 1231 00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:25,600 No. Yeah, They stay up there. 1232 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:28,240 It's the funniest premise because they capture an 1233 00:56:28,240 --> 00:56:31,720 astronaut from the US and he's black and they bring him in 1234 00:56:31,720 --> 00:56:33,760 there and they're like, tell us why you're. 1235 00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:36,280 Yeah. And he's just like, I'm just on 1236 00:56:36,280 --> 00:56:36,960 the moon. I'm. 1237 00:56:37,000 --> 00:56:40,800 I'm an astronaut. And they go, well, what is this 1238 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:43,560 thing? He goes, oh that's my kick ass 1239 00:56:43,560 --> 00:56:45,760 computer. And he goes that is not a 1240 00:56:45,760 --> 00:56:48,640 computer. They open up this humongous old 1241 00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:52,920 school room with these machines. Like Warring goes, this is a 1242 00:56:52,920 --> 00:56:55,800 computer. I actually like, I really like. 1243 00:56:55,840 --> 00:56:59,200 I know it probably wasn't retro future then, but like yeah it 1244 00:56:59,200 --> 00:56:59,960 was a retro. Future. 1245 00:56:59,960 --> 00:57:02,880 Oh, it's it's so cool. Iron Sky. 1246 00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:06,920 Look it up because it is the weirdest movie because Iron Sky 1247 00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:10,240 2 comes there where they come back for the Nazis come to 1248 00:57:10,240 --> 00:57:13,240 attack Earth and they have a Transosaurus Rex that they ride. 1249 00:57:13,240 --> 00:57:14,800 OK. I I raised you that, but you got 1250 00:57:14,800 --> 00:57:17,400 to watch hundreds of Beavers. What I. 1251 00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:20,400 Is this a porno? No, no, it's, it's legit like 1252 00:57:20,400 --> 00:57:24,160 just a weird movie. It's it's 100%, maybe most PG13. 1253 00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:27,680 Hundreds of Beavers. Iron. 1254 00:57:27,880 --> 00:57:32,320 Sky Iron. Sky, Iron Sky 'cause I'm all 1255 00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:35,480 about obscure movies like 'cause you grew up during that time 1256 00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:38,400 too, you got. The bootleg HBO from your like 1257 00:57:38,400 --> 00:57:40,480 cousins or something? There was neighbors, yeah. 1258 00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,000 Oh see, we didn't have any neighbors where I was at, so we 1259 00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:44,360 couldn't bootleg anybody's cable. 1260 00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:46,960 No, no, no, they would ever. That was his family. 1261 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:49,960 I told you about the Haydens, all red headed girls. 1262 00:57:50,440 --> 00:57:53,840 The dad worked for the steel refinery that used to be here. 1263 00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:57,880 And yeah, it was just a disgusting house. 1264 00:57:58,240 --> 00:58:01,320 It's like an ogre took a shit on it and then they just didn't 1265 00:58:01,320 --> 00:58:04,160 clean it up. I mean, there was like the, the, 1266 00:58:04,400 --> 00:58:09,120 the floor was just smeared with whatever fluids and dirt were on 1267 00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:10,240 the ground. And they have. 1268 00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:11,600 Like animals or? Something. 1269 00:58:11,600 --> 00:58:13,240 No, Just. Nasty people. 1270 00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:16,640 Just now, I mean like when you went into the house, it's kind 1271 00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:19,920 of like the feeling if you ever played Resident Evil bio, that 1272 00:58:19,920 --> 00:58:21,480 fucking game. Terrified me. 1273 00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:24,960 The the first person 1 yes where you're in the house with the 1274 00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:28,520 crazy family and you're like going through places are dark 1275 00:58:28,760 --> 00:58:31,480 parts of wood are broken off that's what this house was like 1276 00:58:31,480 --> 00:58:33,400 I. Can't play first person horror 1277 00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:35,480 games I have to watch playing 'cause I'm too much of A 1278 00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:37,640 chicken. Oh, I would love to do that one 1279 00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:38,440 in VR. Oh. 1280 00:58:38,680 --> 00:58:41,480 God no that that. Genuinely so terrible the. 1281 00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:44,440 Crazy shit starts happening. That could just be like fucking 1282 00:58:44,440 --> 00:58:46,560 Texas Chainsaw Massacre, though. That could really happen. 1283 00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:50,240 Yeah, unlikely statistically. But it could, yeah, definitely. 1284 00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:52,680 Because it sounds like one of these really fucked up things, 1285 00:58:52,680 --> 00:58:54,400 like he just stumbled across this. 1286 00:58:54,520 --> 00:58:55,960 Like in a meth house somewhere or some? 1287 00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:59,200 Yeah, or like any type of Eli Roth movie. 1288 00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:03,000 But didn't he do green Hell where there's like college kids 1289 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:06,480 are like let's go discover the Amazon and then they get picked 1290 00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:09,160 up by this cannibal tribe have. You had Cannibal Holocaust. 1291 00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,280 Oh, I've heard about it. I couldn't. 1292 00:59:11,280 --> 00:59:12,600 Go. Is that an elector series? 1293 00:59:13,240 --> 00:59:15,960 What was that cannibal? No, no, no, it's not anything to 1294 00:59:15,960 --> 00:59:17,560 do with Hannibal Lecter. OK. 1295 00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:20,280 I've watched it with Emily. Actually it is. 1296 00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:24,240 Wasn't it banned in several countries because of it? 1297 00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:27,040 Just considered too violent. Right. 1298 00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,720 Yeah, holy shit. Yeah, 'cause that that used to 1299 00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:32,960 get, you don't see it anymore. I don't think they'll even allow 1300 00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:35,560 it. But NC 17 was all those like, 1301 00:59:36,720 --> 00:59:40,240 you know, because the ratings for porn, Yeah, yeah, they're, 1302 00:59:40,280 --> 00:59:42,280 yeah. Horror porn, pretty much. 1303 00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:44,400 It's just. And then you had like Eli Roth 1304 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:46,360 come out with like Hostel where they're like. 1305 00:59:46,840 --> 00:59:48,840 Oh yeah, hostel. Is way more brutal in. 1306 00:59:49,600 --> 00:59:51,440 My mind though, and. It's just gore. 1307 00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:54,760 And it's, well, it stemmed a whole thing from there. 1308 00:59:54,760 --> 00:59:57,440 Like, there was a lot of super gory, Yeah. 1309 00:59:57,440 --> 01:00:00,120 Saw and all that shit. I feel like at that time I was 1310 01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:02,400 just trying to push like push the extreme, push the extreme, 1311 01:00:02,440 --> 01:00:05,080 push the extreme, which from like. 1312 01:00:06,280 --> 01:00:10,000 A makeup standpoint, like just like the special effects. 1313 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:12,440 I'm like, OK, like I see why this is fucking cool from one 1314 01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:14,000 person. Other people are like, Oh my 1315 01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:17,720 God, this is so like. But a lot of it was like, these 1316 01:00:17,720 --> 01:00:19,960 stories weren't as good in some of them. 1317 01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:21,200 And I'm like, it's just the most. 1318 01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:22,600 Creative way to kill people. That's the final. 1319 01:00:22,640 --> 01:00:24,440 Destination, yeah. Which kind of like not gonna 1320 01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:26,280 lie. It was like that scary movie 1321 01:00:26,280 --> 01:00:28,000 movies, You've ever those movies. 1322 01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:30,520 Yeah, the web where they got, they have this Saw thing and 1323 01:00:30,520 --> 01:00:33,240 they're like, you know, she's got this thing on her head and 1324 01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:35,680 the guy's got this thing where this probe's gonna go right up 1325 01:00:35,680 --> 01:00:39,480 his ass as if a timer goes off and she's like, and then they 1326 01:00:39,480 --> 01:00:42,120 get free of it and she goes, kid, can I put this on? 1327 01:00:43,920 --> 01:00:45,280 Those movies are hilarious. I. 1328 01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:48,000 Haven't seen that in. Oh man, that was so funny. 1329 01:00:48,000 --> 01:00:50,600 I. Don't think I've gotten to that 1330 01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:53,200 scary movie I kind of gave up after like the ring one. 1331 01:00:53,560 --> 01:00:56,560 Oh yeah, no, no, no, that's like 3 or something. 1332 01:00:56,560 --> 01:00:59,560 It's just these clips. They're funny, but yeah, the 1333 01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:01,160 whole movie. I I totally agree. 1334 01:01:01,160 --> 01:01:03,840 Like going back and watching movies that you grew up with. 1335 01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:07,240 Sometimes it blows my mind. I'm like holy shit this was 1336 01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:08,840 terrible. Yeah, it was so bad. 1337 01:01:08,840 --> 01:01:12,360 See, like there's a lot of like he he movies and like people 1338 01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:14,040 like this is my childhood. I didn't watch till I was an 1339 01:01:14,040 --> 01:01:16,720 adult. I was like, I get the appeal, 1340 01:01:16,720 --> 01:01:21,040 but it ain't for me like. You know, I I am convinced that 1341 01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,280 Michael Bay is a shitty director. 1342 01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:27,200 What is he direct? Transformers bad boys. 1343 01:01:27,560 --> 01:01:29,960 I like the Rock, that was my favorite. 1344 01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:32,200 Like he's such a he's a good meme. 1345 01:01:32,680 --> 01:01:36,280 He is a good meme, great meme, but it's just like, that's the 1346 01:01:36,280 --> 01:01:38,440 only one I can think. I'm like, I like that because 1347 01:01:38,440 --> 01:01:41,360 all of his movies are the same. I watched my wife and I when we 1348 01:01:41,360 --> 01:01:43,520 were first married, we watched All the Bad Boys and we thought 1349 01:01:43,520 --> 01:01:45,760 those are funny and and good action. 1350 01:01:46,040 --> 01:01:48,640 And then the third one came out, the geriatric version. 1351 01:01:49,040 --> 01:01:51,680 And so we go to see that one and I'm like, this is fucking 1352 01:01:51,680 --> 01:01:54,080 stupid. And I was like, the movies 1353 01:01:54,080 --> 01:01:55,880 aren't that bad. And we went back and watched 1354 01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:57,000 them. She's like, turn it off. 1355 01:01:57,080 --> 01:02:00,280 This is so fucking bad. This is so bad. 1356 01:02:00,560 --> 01:02:02,040 Isn't that terrible though? You think? 1357 01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:05,440 It's like this, This was so good and you watching like, oh how 1358 01:02:05,440 --> 01:02:07,840 that was garbage. How did I like that? 1359 01:02:08,000 --> 01:02:10,120 There are some really good ones like The Godfather. 1360 01:02:10,120 --> 01:02:12,280 Did you ever see The Godfather? Ever watch it through it's it's 1361 01:02:12,320 --> 01:02:15,440 a fucking it's like a as a kid, as a boring adult movie. 1362 01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:17,880 Kind of Oh yeah, no, you can appreciate it now. 1363 01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:21,600 More on the style, but the culture of the time and and how 1364 01:02:21,600 --> 01:02:24,640 like terrifying it was with the mob being around. 1365 01:02:24,640 --> 01:02:27,760 Like we don't, I mean we have like cartels and stuff like that 1366 01:02:27,760 --> 01:02:29,200 and that's horrible in its own self. 1367 01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:32,800 But the way that they did things was so brutal. 1368 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:35,360 It's like how they deal with it down in South America. 1369 01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:38,960 Yeah, it's the culture was again, very brutal. 1370 01:02:38,960 --> 01:02:41,960 Mob Museum was the Mob museum over in Vegas. 1371 01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:45,480 It's fascinating. Yeah, how many bodies are buried 1372 01:02:45,480 --> 01:02:49,120 out there in the desert? They have towards the end like a 1373 01:02:49,120 --> 01:02:52,400 very big wall and it tells you like the what this person was 1374 01:02:52,400 --> 01:02:55,680 famous for, like more minor mobsters, what happened to them, 1375 01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:58,160 how many like death attempts there were on their life and 1376 01:02:58,160 --> 01:03:00,280 like all these stats and just tells you their story. 1377 01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:02,040 It's really cool. That's crazy. 1378 01:03:02,080 --> 01:03:04,440 There was like a couple female mobsters too. 1379 01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:07,120 Oh yeah, I believe. Not many, but there were a few. 1380 01:03:07,160 --> 01:03:08,640 You ever seen the movie Goodfellas? 1381 01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:12,640 Oh, watch that I. Need to watch more like adult 1382 01:03:12,640 --> 01:03:15,080 Movies Now that I actually have like an attention span. 1383 01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:18,080 No, it's a good state. It's a true story about this guy 1384 01:03:18,080 --> 01:03:21,480 named Henry Hill from when he was a kid getting involved in 1385 01:03:21,480 --> 01:03:24,440 the mob and then his rise and ascension in the mob and then 1386 01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:28,400 what happened and the big fall and all this other stuff. 1387 01:03:28,400 --> 01:03:33,040 The guy is still in witness protection and they he did this 1388 01:03:33,040 --> 01:03:35,880 movie and it was. It's insane. 1389 01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:39,640 It's really cool because it's all true, but it's exactly that. 1390 01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:43,520 Like how horrible they were to each other and what they 1391 01:03:43,520 --> 01:03:45,120 constantly were trying to kill each other. 1392 01:03:45,480 --> 01:03:47,800 That's pretty fucked up. Oh yeah, I mean. 1393 01:03:48,400 --> 01:03:51,880 And it's just the life. Yeah, like, yeah, I don't know. 1394 01:03:52,480 --> 01:03:56,080 So now you have an online Etsy. Do you have a name for it? 1395 01:03:56,480 --> 01:03:57,720 It's apathetic. Apparel. 1396 01:03:58,120 --> 01:03:58,720 Uh huh. Yeah. 1397 01:03:58,760 --> 01:04:00,960 I think that's what all my socials are too, Something like 1398 01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:02,600 that. Apathetic Apparel Co. 1399 01:04:03,240 --> 01:04:05,360 Something along those lines depending on the handle. 1400 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:08,360 What's the What's the focus? It's like, kind of like black 1401 01:04:08,360 --> 01:04:11,840 metal theming or like like album covers. 1402 01:04:11,840 --> 01:04:13,600 Oh cool. Kind of like you would see that 1403 01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:16,600 like on an album cover or something and just like kind of 1404 01:04:16,600 --> 01:04:19,200 more dark theming. Yeah, art and stuff. 1405 01:04:19,280 --> 01:04:20,120 Art. Yeah. 1406 01:04:20,960 --> 01:04:23,120 So did you like cover art for bands? 1407 01:04:23,240 --> 01:04:24,960 I don't. I used to actually do a lot of 1408 01:04:24,960 --> 01:04:26,880 art and then I just let those skills kind of go to shit. 1409 01:04:27,200 --> 01:04:29,560 Like I could do like a decent sketch, but I usually will work 1410 01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:31,640 with an artist on like I have a couple that I work with fairly 1411 01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:35,800 regularly that like I was like, here's my rough draft, make it, 1412 01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:39,120 make it cool. Yeah, yeah, you get. 1413 01:04:39,200 --> 01:04:42,960 Yeah, yeah, it's awesome. So you so do you create custom 1414 01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:46,240 for anybody or you just like you theme it and then you put? 1415 01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:48,280 It out there theme it. I'd like to eventually start 1416 01:04:48,280 --> 01:04:51,440 doing some like limited time drop kind of things like I I 1417 01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:54,960 have like a mind and I like something in mind for like 420 1418 01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:56,960 maybe next year. Very cool. 1419 01:04:57,800 --> 01:04:59,880 That's awesome. Yeah, Everybody go check that 1420 01:04:59,880 --> 01:05:01,840 out. That's really cool. 1421 01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:04,360 I love the theme about that because that's the one thing 1422 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:08,840 that products lack is soul. And when you don't have a soul, 1423 01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:11,200 it's just random. Like you know it it's a 1424 01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:13,480 difference of having a certain type of apparel. 1425 01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:16,360 You're like, I don't want to get any oil stains on it or anything 1426 01:05:16,360 --> 01:05:18,160 like that because you're like, this is something that I. 1427 01:05:18,600 --> 01:05:20,680 Well, like I I like a good T-shirt. 1428 01:05:20,720 --> 01:05:21,080 Who? Doesn't. 1429 01:05:21,080 --> 01:05:24,360 Yeah, like hell yeah. I would like eventually maybe 1430 01:05:24,400 --> 01:05:27,040 like to go or more into like a cut and sew or something like 1431 01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:29,200 that, but for now. Progression. 1432 01:05:29,200 --> 01:05:32,000 Progression, yeah. But that's cool theme shirts, I 1433 01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:34,960 love that. Yeah, I love it. 1434 01:05:34,960 --> 01:05:36,960 We'll put all the links in it. We'll check them out. 1435 01:05:37,520 --> 01:05:42,440 If this episode was the Gospel of Ruth, what would the last 1436 01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:44,840 line be? Same bad time, same bad place. 1437 01:05:45,680 --> 01:05:47,120 All right, guys. Take care.