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Welcome to the IPM podcast. 
APM is the chartered body for 

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the project profession. 
My name is Emma De Vita and I'm 

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the editor of Project APM's 
quarterly journal and your host.

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In this podcast, I speak to Dame
Inga Beale, portfolio director 

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and former CEO of global 
insurance giant Lloyds of 

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London. 
He also happened to be a PM's 

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keynote speaker at its 2023 
Women in Project Management 

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conference. 
Working in the City from the 

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1980s, Inga became Lloyd's of 
London's first ever female CEO 

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after an unconventional thoughts
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She left school at 16 and later 
dropped out of university and 

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for the 1st 12 years of her 
career had little ambition apart

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from earning a living and having
the freedom to pursue her love 

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of rowing and rugby. 
Her advice to project 

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professionals is to aim high. 
Wherever you started your career

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and give time to you, you can do
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So how does she make it to the 
top of UK PLC and what advice 

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would she give to those who are 
looking to get ahead in their 

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own project careers? 
Welcome Inga. 

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Thank you for your time today. 
Really nice to see you again. 

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Well, thank you. 
It's good to be here with you. 

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I'm just going to dive in there 
and ask my first question, which

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would be What's your advice on 
making the right career 

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decisions for people who are 
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It's all going to be about the 
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There is no hard and fast rule, 
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on your personality, for a 
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So I was someone who never 
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started in the world of work, I 
didn't think when in fact I 

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wasn't ambitious at all at the 
beginning in sport was much more

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important to me. 
So I didn't sort of after my 

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education set out in the world 
of work, thinking I'm going to 

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get to be the CEO of something 
just sort of happened. 

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And I I think the most important
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so worried about it because I I 
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opportunities would come along. 
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making my career just 
opportunities coming and me, I 

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suppose saying yes to them, 
having the courage to say yes. 

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But other people need that 
security of sort of planning 

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things out. 
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depends if you've got other 
people who depend on you, you've

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got dependents you might need to
look after, you've got family 

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members that influence things. 
I was a relatively free person 

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you like and therefore that 
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to go around the world and take 
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Whereas if you've got certain 
things that are relatively fit 

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and things that you wanted to in
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constrict you in some way, you 
may need to think a little bit 

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more about your career and plan 
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And I know people who sit down 
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partner every year and review 
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that means they are into 
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So some people will need that. 
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when you start out on your 
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things. 
It doesn't necessarily influence

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what you're going to end up 
doing at the sort of when you're

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more senior. 
So don't be too scared about the

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future and and sort of go with 
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It'll it'll happen for you if 
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What makes you think, Ohh? 
That seems like an interesting 

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opportunity if you reflect back.
Should you take an opportunity 

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even though it's the right thing
to do, but perhaps you don't 

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feel that excited about it? 
Or should you be guided by a 

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sense of Ohh? 
Yeah, that sounds exciting. 

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To me, I'm very led by my gut. 
So with everything feels good 

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and exciting, I go for it. 
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not done that, I bounced the 
role off of a mental of a mentor

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or someone I felt I could trust 
and speak to, and then they made

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me or gave me insights to look 
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So for instance, once I was 
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much a sideways role, I felt and
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notch above. 
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It's in May. 
It's still an amazing 

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opportunity. 
You're going into a new area, 

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you're going to have lots of 
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new things to learn, and life 
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Things are always changing. 
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that role, I then got offered 
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that. 
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advice. 
And that was not my gut telling 

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me that, But usually I go with 
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And if I'm still not convinced, 
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and then I usually score them 
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And you know, you can have quite
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And then when the score comes 
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should say yes or no and it 
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that is telling you doesn't feel
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In other words, you kind of use 
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it's got to come down to how 
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of the day. 
If you're offered an opportunity

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unexpectedly, which can often 
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much bigger project that you 
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what if your gut instinct is 
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this is too much of A leap, What
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Well, the scariest opportunities
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should absolutely take. 
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scarier the role, the, the 
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seemed to me, is sort of way too
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I went and I took it. 
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thing ever, and that's so often 
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If you're a very risk averse 
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tough call to me. 
I'm going to take that role. 

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But really, believe me, the 
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best to take. 
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around a lot recently is the 
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effective in your job. 
You keep your head down, you put

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in the hours, you're very 
proficient, but you're still not

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being offered the opportunities 
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missing piece then is that 
you're just not getting noticed,

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or you're not getting noticed by
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What advice have you got around 
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networking or the way you 
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How do you get yourself known 
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Yeah. 
And that's when I talk about the

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pie model, which I learned at 
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years ago, because I was sitting
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So I thought, you know, head 
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I was really conscientious, 
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I didn't seem to get noticed and
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someone else who got the 
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Then I learned about the pie 
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for performance. 
That first bit that we're 

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usually very good at, we're 
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working hard, we're delivering. 
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eye, which is your image, and 
that's important to understand 

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how other people perceive you 
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others. 
And usually we don't know how we

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come across. 
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more you get honest feedback and
rarely do we get honest feedback

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in the workplace, then you get a
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you're perceived and and how 
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But when we're less experienced,
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don't know really how we're 
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So make sure that you understand
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your image is from others, how 
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that is the one you want to 
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Now you can't be an you can't be
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at your core, but you can get 
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helps shape you, particularly if
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ladder. 
It could be a style of 

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communication, a style of facial
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they've let me down in the past,
you know that sort of give away 

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your true feelings and to be 
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But this needs really honest 
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That means you've got to have 
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your line manager, giving you 
open and honest feedback, really

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tough thing. 
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is the exposure and that's when 
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exposure. 
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attending events where you get 
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And always if you do, make sure 
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because so often you fall into 
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You go to an event, Ohh you just
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know and it takes effort to go 
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yourself to other people. 
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you do that anymore. 
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number of people, but if you go 
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put yourself out there, you made
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I'm going to meet three new 
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What actually, what do you say 
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What is? 
Have you got any tips? 

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I usually have a question ready 
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the last thing you want to do is
go up, introduce yourself and 

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then start blabbering on about 
who you are because generally 

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they're not interested. 
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themselves usually. 
And so it's good to have a sort 

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of opening question if you've 
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conference and you've just seen 
a presentation or something, ask

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what they thought about the 
presentation or a speaker you 

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know. 
It's really a good way of 

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starting a conversation is to 
ask them and not just start 

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giving a you know your CV to 
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And if you and you can ask the 
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you plan if you're meeting, if 
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three, go and do it. 
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providing they're not in the 
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But the other things about your 
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actively, you know, volunteer 
for things that are going 

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outside of your normal work day.
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specific project, try and get 
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in some other work to extend 
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Volunteer for things just so 
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because you're usually being 
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notice. 
So just you even though you 

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don't notice that they're 
noticing you, you know it's a 

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really and so just be aware of 
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And then other things if you've 
got a line manager ask them to 

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give you opportunities to meet 
certain people step in for them 

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at a meeting or you know there 
help them to give you 

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introductions to others. 
So it it's you've got to think 

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about it though this is, I mean 
it's got it's got to be you 

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thinking and proactively doing 
something about it. 

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You've started out in a very 
male dominated industry and it 

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probably is still very male 
dominated. 

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The project profession is very 
gender balanced early on, but 

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like many industries that 
diminishes higher up the ladder 

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you go and that will change that
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But there are still pockets of 
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There are still places where 
women are not there in greater 

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numbers as men. 
I'm thinking of construction, 

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for example, and having spoken 
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there are still problems that 
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anymore. 
What advice would you give to 

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women who are in that situation?
I'm not talking about anything 

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that needs to become an HR 
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It's more the kind of prevailing
culture is perhaps not the one 

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that you feel accepted in 
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Well, the culture that is really
clashing with you, you cannot 

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work in for too long. 
I mean you could do a few years 

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but if it shows no signs of 
changing and you really feel 

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uncomfortable in it, you really 
should get out and that it's not

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an instant thing because culture
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But if you are somewhere and you
just feel it's not going to move

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in the right direction, 
eventually you should get out 

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because it eats away at you 
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healthy. 
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So that's one thing but if you 
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full of people not like them, so
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stands out, it's it's a really 
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in the financial district, 
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environment and the I was in an 
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34 men and me. 
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my first ten years. 
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thing and I took up behaviours 
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my way of hoping at the time. 
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someone who can work with others
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is what you want and you. 
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you've got to learn to be able 
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different to you. 
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disagreements all the time, but 
it's not that you just go 

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You just have have to do it. 
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you not to conform to still 
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to get angry. 
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let things go above over your 
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know, life's too short. 
I'm not going to get anywhere. 

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I'm much stronger than that. 
I'm much better than that. 

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It can be tough. 
I, I, I know I I went through it

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And I decided to leave. 
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You've got to go with what you 
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What about when you step up from
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of a team to taking your first 
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project work? 
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you should bear in mind, and 
what should you leave behind 

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about being a manager? 
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on developing as a leader? 
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is you'll be amazed how much 
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people. 
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let go the things you like 
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portrayed, right? 
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spreadsheets or whatever it is, 
you know, you've got to start 

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leaving that stuff behind and 
you've actually got to focus on 

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the people. 
So as as CEO, it's basically all

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about people, right? 
You have to make decisions, you 

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have to have the courage to make
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But my goodness, it's all about 
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It's people, people, people. 
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as a leader, the more you spend 
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motivating them, understanding 
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these things. 
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don't often understand. 
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known, I've actually sort of 
promoted and then they've come 

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to me and said do you know what?
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I actually want to be a core 
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what I want to do is people 
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So that's something that that 
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about and also leaders have to 
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You've got to have the courage 
to make some calls you really do

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and you've got to be that's can 
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friend all the time. 
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tough calls and then you get 
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calls and being clear. 
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clear on communication, but also
to listen to successful leaders 

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listen a lot as well. 
It's not all about telling you 

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have to listen, but it is 
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So that means going outside of 
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though you, you know, I grew up 
as an underwriter, I I was, I 

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was knowing everything there was
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world. 
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Suddenly when you get to be a 
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more strategic and usually you 
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with other leaders in the 
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got to have an interest in other
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decisions that will take the 
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view of things and being quite 
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leadership skill because leaders
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Again, you it was interesting 
when I was the CEO of a company 

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in Switzerland and it was 
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The deal went through and I was 
exiting and then the guy who was

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going to be taking over as 
managing that unit because it 

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then became a unit of a massive 
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files on things. 
I said, but I don't have any 

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files. 
I've been a CEO. 

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If it's a legal matter, the 
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If it's the people matter, the 
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If it's a commercial, so on and 
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You don't have fights, you don't
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You're always thinking 
strategically where to take this

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and all of that and it's and 
that's what you learn as you go 

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up the leadership ranks that 
it's very different. 

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You doing a a job that's very 
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Another question I want to ask 
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around how do you stay true to 
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Because we have expectations of 
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and perhaps predecessor was a 
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So how do you establish yourself
as the leader you want to be and

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who you are? 
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organisation can vary with time 
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particular time a certain type 
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another type of leader, but also
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And therefore the the cultural 
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organisation is important. 
If they want somebody who maybe 

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operates in a certain style that
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place. 
I remember arriving at Lloyds 

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and within a year my the first 
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was that I wasn't authoritative 
enough around the board table 

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because they had been used to 
very much what I would have 

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said, a traditional style of 
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You know, the boss bumps the 
table says this is what we're 

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going to do, go and do it. 
Whereas naturally I'm a much 

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more inclusive, facilitative 
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the team to be part of the 
decision making. 

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If we can't come to a consensus,
then I I was always happy to 

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make the call at the end of the 
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like to include others. 
So I was told that my style 

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should change and I actually had
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what was I going to do? 
Was I going to? 

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Change to meet what the chair 
thought was the right leadership

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style, or was I going to stick 
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I decided to stick to my own 
style because a there was no way

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I could behave like that 
naturally and be a didn't think 

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it was what they needed and it 
was sort of to me seemed a bit 

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outdated. 
And but it's important because 

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if you only get recognised for 
certain behaviours and traits 

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and they're not the ones that 
you have naturally probably the 

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one place to be. 
But he does these days need to 

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show vulnerability. 
They need to have really good 

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listening skills, They need to 
be visionary, they need to be 

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inspirational and they need to 
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broad topics really. 
And your actual style of 

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leadership, you can make your 
own. 

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And don't be afraid of making it
your own. 

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How did it feel when someone 
when they told you that you had 

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the wrong style, that your style
didn't fit in? 

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That's quite a shocking thing to
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I mean, how did you feel? 
Well, it is, particularly when 

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you've already been working for 
over 30 years, successful and 

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you've got the IT is a bit of a 
wake up call, but but This is 

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why it's so important to never 
get so arrogant that you think 

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you know the right way of doing 
things. 

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You have to be open to listen. 
And I did listen and I did 

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consider the feedback and I 
thought no, for what we need to 

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achieve here, that style is not 
going to work. 

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It didn't work with my 
predecessor. 

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The market rejected that style. 
They didn't go along with the 

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modernization. 
It failed. 

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They lost a lot of money. 
So I said no, I'm going to try 

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mine and I have the confidence 
to to go ahead with my. 

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Style. 
I have a feeling that you're 

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probably very good at handling 
difficult conversations, whether

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you're on the receiving end or 
actually having being the one 

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that has to do the difficult 
talking. 

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But project professionals often 
find themselves having to have 

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needing to have difficult 
conversations. 

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Perhaps people on their team, 
but perhaps stakeholders as 

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well, or or might need to 
deliver bad news. 

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And I wondered if you know from 
your expertise, is there 

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anything you've learned? 
Any good tips or advice you'd 

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pass on that which you wish 
you'd know when you were having 

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that first difficult 
conversation? 

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Used to be a bit too reactive, 
you know, I used to really just 

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rather than take a breath and 
think and listen to what I was 

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thought I heard, you know, I 
would be that I would respond 

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immediately. 
I learnt to change that way. 

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I am a naturally impatient 
person, so I'm not always 

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perfect at this. 
I can still sort of interrupt 

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when people are still saying 
something to me or asking me a 

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question. 
But I really try hard not to do 

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that because it you need to 
really think about what somebody

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said to you rather than just 
leaping in the defensive. 

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But you don't want to wait too 
long before you respond cause 

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otherwise you're not being 
responsive enough. 

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So it's a difficult balance, but
just always I suppose try and 

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have an open mind and always 
think about it as a learning 

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opportunity, getting feedback. 
And if you're giving feedback I 

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always think it's good to kind 
of approach it with a question, 

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sort of ask the person how they 
thought something went before 

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you dive in and give them your 
view of how they went. 

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It just sort of opens up the 
conversation in a different way.

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Advice. 
So my final question is, is 

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something you touched on at the 
Women in project Management 

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conference which is about 
looking after yourself and there

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came a point where you stayed 
with me that you were kind of 

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sneaking back into the office 
after everyone else had left or 

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coming back in the weekends. 
And it's if you've been given an

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exciting job and trusted to do 
something important that means a

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lot to you then and and perhaps 
you don't have great commitments

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outside of work. 
It's natural to be drawn into it

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and spend an incredible amount 
of time that almost border 

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borders on not workaholism. 
But it's very tempting to spend 

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a lot of your time at work and 
being absorbed in that 

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completely. 
What have you learnt about that 

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and how do you, how do you make 
sure that you're looking after 

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yourself, that you can perform 
your best at work? 

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And you will go through various 
phases in your career. 

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Because I did go through that 
phase of being an absolute 

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workaholic. 
I couldn't stop it. 

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It was I I was just so excited 
and I didn't have commitments 

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outside. 
And there'll be other times of 

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your life where you do have 
other commitments and you have 

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to make a call to say actually 
my weekends are precious and I'm

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not going to work at weekends. 
And I made that call and I stuck

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to it. 
And it's important that you 

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communicate that to others, if 
particularly if you're the 

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leader of the team, that you 
explain that. 

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But the the trick to, I suppose 
not not overworking is make sure

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you work with the best people. 
And if you've got, if you're 

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hiring the best, if you're 
hiring people, make sure you 

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hire the best. 
That's the that's the way that 

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you it means that you're not 
filling the gaps of all the 

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other people. 
Women fall into this a lot. 

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They're always filling the gaps 
because they want the team to be

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successful, because we're 
naturally like that. 

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We want team success much more 
than usually individual success.

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We was filling the gaps of 
people who maybe aren't really 

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pulling their weight or doing a 
good job. 

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Try not to do that, try not to 
fall into the trap of filling 

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the gap and make sure that you 
are really working with the best

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people and hiring the best 
people. 

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Any loss? 
Final thoughts you want to pass 

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on to listeners? 
Or do you feel like we've 

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covered everything? 
I think we've covered 

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everything. 
I I would just say particularly 

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for those who are uncertain 
about their future career, just 

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don't think too much and over 
plan it. 

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Life goes through all twists and
turns and just make sure that 

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you do the best thing to open up
opportunities and then take the 

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scariest one that comes along. 
You're telling a bunch of 

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project professionals to take 
risks. 

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That's wise advice. 
OK, well, thank you very much 

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for your time. 
It's been a pleasure to speak. 

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To you thank you. 
Thank you for including me. 

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Thanks again to Inga for joining
us and to you for listening to 

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the APM podcast. 
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with your comments, feedback and
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