Some echoes never returned. Some ended where the city left
them, at least stayed. Mateos left, and still Lisbon
carried them both through rooms that remembered too much,
through walls that held silence longer than voices.
But today, the silence has shifted again.
Not toward absence, not toward longing.
Just toward the weight of stone and the open water that never
asked for names. This is the Echo Between Worlds
Part 8. What the river still carried.
The last of the echoes. The one carried not by waiting,
but by walking. I stopped beneath the tower.
It didn't look like it was waiting for me.
Not like the rooms, not like the streets that used to echo his
name. This was stone, centuries of
tide rising and falling, and still it stood.
For once, I didn't feel smaller. I felt steadier, like the tower
was carrying the memory for me so I didn't have to.
I leaned against the railing, watching the river stretch out.
The water wasn't asking questions, it just moved forward
out to the sea like it had always done.
And I saw maybe that's what I wanted all along.
Not answers, not echoes, just the sense that world keeps
moving without me. Freedom isn't forgetting.
It's standing under stone, this old, this patient, and realizing
I don't need to hold everything anymore.
The street always pull me before every corner felt like it might
turn back into him. Every climb dragged my thoughts
down, even when the stones pushed my body up.
But today, the climb was only a climb.
Just stone steps, just light hitting past the walls.
Just they are moving through a city that didn't belong to us
anymore. I used to walk here like a
ghost, chasing shadows, counting how many turns it took before
memory broke me. But this morning the city didn't
take. It gave breath, rhythm, the
simple weight of my body moving uphill without asking for
permission. I stopped at the shop on the
corner, bought bread, a few vegetables, nothing special,
just enough. Or later, and carrying that bag,
I realized something I wasn't buying for anyone else, Not for
a memory, not for a ghost, only for myself.
Maybe freedom is this. Not silence, not forgetting,
just letting the climb be a climb instead of a trap.
The tower gave me the river, the hills gave me the climb, and now
the stairs led me higher still, not toward the city, but toward
myself. There was a time when these
steps felt like weight. Every Creek off the railing,
every shadow on the wall, pressed down harder than I could
bear. I used to pause halfway, unable
to keep climbing, wondering if the silence inside my door would
swallow me whole. But today, the stairs didn't
resist me. They lifted me step by step, as
if they had been waiting, not for him, but for me to return.
I realized the climb wasn't about who I find at the top.
It was about reaching it at all and letting the light through
the window follow me. Instead of memory, the bag from
the shop rested on the table. Bread, a few vegetables, enough
to remind me of something simple.
I didn't need a recipe. The steps were already me.
Water, salt, chop the onions, let the garlic soften in oil.
It felt almost like memory, but not of him, not of loss.
Just off all the kitchens I ever stood in, watching hens work,
listening to Pence whisper, smelling food that promised
ordinary worms. For so long this room carried
shadows, but now it only carried sound.
The knife, the spoon, the steam curling up into sunlight.
Cooking wasn't for him, it wasn't for us.
It was just for me. And in that there was no shadow
left, only a meal waiting to be made.
I set the ball down. Steam curled upward, but the
chair across from me stayed empty.
I ate slowly, each spoonful warm, steady, ordinary.
It filled my body, but it didn't fill the room.
I caught myself thinking, what if?
What if the seat wasn't empty? What if laughter still echoed
against the plates? What if this meal was mine
alone? But the what if didn't change
the taste, didn't change the bread on my tongue, the worms in
my hands, the food I had chosen for myself.
The eggs stayed. So did the silence.
The room didn't soften just because I wished it would.
But I understood something then. This was how it ended, not
because it had to, but because I chose it to.
I chose to walk here, I chose to climb, I chose to cook, and now
I chose to eat alone, not waiting, not asking the chair
across from me to fill itself with a ghost.
It was my choice for it to end, and maybe that was enough.
The tower gave him stone. The hills gave him breath, the
stairs brought him home, the kitchen filled with swarms, and
the meal ended with silence that was supposed to empty and
chosen. Mateos did not leave Lisbon
unchanged, and Lisbon did not keep him prisoner.
The echoes had followed him through walls and courtyards,
through streets that turn his breast heavy, through rooms that
once answered back. But when he placed his spoon
down, he realized the ache would remain.
So would the silence. Yet neither could keep him from
living unless he let them. The river moved outside the
window. It had always carried more than
one story. Ellie's silence.
Matteo's absence. 2 halves of a weight that no single person was
meant to hold alone. Ellie had found his ending in
the square. When the pattern no longer
repeated. Matthios found his here at a
table was one chair filled and 1:00 left empty by choice.
Both endings were different. Both belong to Lisbon, and
Lisbon in turn carried them equally, Not erasing either, not
binding either, but letting both become part of its dreams, its
walls, its river. This was the echo between the
worlds, a story of stone and silence, of absence and return,
of what is carried forward long after voices fall quiet.
Not a story of forgetting, not a story of erasing, but a story of
living. Even when echoes remain, new
stories are waiting. New voices, new characters.
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