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Some winters begin without 
warning. 

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A breath in the cold, a sound 
softened by snow. 

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A moment you don't realize 
you'll keep forever, they say. 

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Memory drift like snowfall. 
Light, quiet, returning to the 

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places where warm Swans lived. 
And sometimes, in the hush of a 

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winter morning, you find 
yourself standing in an old 

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version of your own world, one 
where everything felt simpler, 

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softer, brighter than you 
remember. 

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This is the story of the days 
that stayed, the one that 

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settled gently on the heart and 
never melted away. 

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This is winter's last melody, 
the days that stayed. 

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Some memories don't feel like 
memories at first. 

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They feel like small, ordinary 
moments, until time turns them 

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into something brighter. 
Haroud remembered the hall that 

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day, the warmth of the heaters, 
the way snow drifted lazily 

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outside the tall windows, 
softening the walled beyond the 

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glass. 
He had just entered a building, 

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boots still dusted with white, 
not really sure which club to 

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join, only knowing that the 
winter made him want to try 

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something warm and quiet. 
That's when he saw him. 

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Wren stood behind the small 
wooden table with a handmade 

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sign. 
Music box. 

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Craft club. 
Beginners welcome. 

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He wasn't calling out to 
students like the other clubs. 

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He wasn't flashy or loud or even
trying to recruit. 

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He was simply focused, turning a
tiny wooden gear between his 

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fingers, examining it with a 
kind of gentle concentration 

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that made the whole noisy hall 
feel quieter. 

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Haru slowed down. 
Rent scarf was wrapped too high,

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covering half his face, but his 
eyes were soft, steady, warm in 

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a way Harold didn't expect from 
a stranger. 

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Ren looked up, sensing someone 
had stopped in front of the 

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table. 
Just for a moment, their eyes 

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met. 
Harold opened his mouth to say 

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something, anything, but Ren 
spoke first, voice quiet and 

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shy. 
You can try making one. 

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The music boxes, I mean, if you 
want. 

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It wasn't a sales pitch, not 
even close. 

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It was an invitation, said the 
way Wren did everything at that 

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age. 
Something in Harrow melted a 

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little. 
He stepped closer, drawn in by 

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the warmth of the scene, the 
wooden pieces lined neatly in 

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trees, the soft ticking sound of
a tiny metal spring. 

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Wren's breath fogging slightly 
as cold air from the hallway 

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drifted in. 
Harrow reach for a small wooden 

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box, Wren's finger brushed his 
by accident. 

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And just like that, the memory 
opened, bright and quiet, 

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exactly the way Haru chose to 
keep it. 

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Haru remember sitting down 
before he even decided to, Wren 

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had pulled the chair out for 
him. 

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Awkwardly, shyly, as if unsure 
whether it was the right thing 

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to do. 
Haru sat. 

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Wren excelled, relieved. 
Between them, the beginner music

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box kid waited. 
A small wooden casing, 4 tiny 

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gears, a metal comb wrapped in 
paper. 

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Ren cleared his throat softly. 
You start with this one. 

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He said, picking up the first 
gear. 

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It's easy. 
I mean, maybe not too easy, but 

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you'll get it. 
His voice was gentle, almost 

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careful, the kind of tone people
use when they want you to feel 

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welcome. 
Haru watched his hands move, 

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steady, precise, yet somehow 
nervous too. 

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He mirrored to motion, picking 
up the same piece. 

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Their elbows brushed. 
Neither pulled away. 

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Ren leaned a little closer to 
point at the slot on the wooden 

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frame. 
Here. 

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Haru fitted the gear into place.
It clicked softly. 

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Ren's eyes brightened, not 
dramatically, just enough for 

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Haru to notice. 
Perfect. 

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Wren murmured, almost proud, and
Haru, surprised by the warmth 

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blooming in his chest, smiled 
without thinking. 

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Wren noticed, looked away 
quickly, then back again, but 

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somehow that moment lingered. 
Wren handed him the second 

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piece, fingertips brushing his. 
Haru tightened the tiny screw. 

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Ren steadied the box so it 
wouldn't wobble. 

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Their hands worked in a quiet 
harmony. 

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The last gear slid neatly into 
place. 

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Ren let out a soft breath, a 
laugh almost too small to hear. 

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See, you're good at this. 
Harold shook his head. 

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You just explained it really 
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Ren's ears turned pink. 
He didn't deny it. 

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He didn't look away this time. 
For the first time that winter, 

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Harrow felt something shift, a 
gentle, warming talk inside him,

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the beginning of a melody he 
would remember 4 years. 

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The snow outside thickened, 
blurring the world to white. 

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Inside, the music box took its 
shape, and so did something 

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else. 
Some people don't enter your 

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life slowly. 
They arrive, and before you know

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it, your days begin to bend 
toward them without effort, 

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without fear, without thinking. 
Haru remembers in its flashes, 

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bright, warm, quiet pieces of a 
winter that felt kinder than the

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ones before it when waiting for 
him outside the club room, hence

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talked into his sleeves because 
he forgot gloves again. 

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The two of them walking across 
campus was the kind of closeness

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that didn't need explanation, 
carrying the same pace, the same

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quiet comfort. 
The way Ren would look at the 

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music box part was deep focus, 
and Haru would study him 

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instead, learning more from the 
curve of Ren's expression than 

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the lesson itself, and how Ren 
always seemed relieved when Haru

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showed up again the next day, 
Ren offered Haru the warm can of

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cocoa from the vending machine. 
It's cold, so here evenings 

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where they stayed too long in 
the club room, the heater 

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humming, the campus outside 
turning blue, was early night 

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cold and neither of them wanting
to leave first. 

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It happened fast, faster than 
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that .1 winter, and when more 
suddenly the person he saw 

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everywhere. 
Looking back, Haru often felt 

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this was when they became one, 
just two boys who didn't know 

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how not to be around each other.
The campus pass was nearly empty

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by the time they left the club 
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Evening had turned the snow pale
blue and the lamps glowed in a 

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small Hallows that trembled with
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Harold walked a little slower 
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tired, but because Rand was next
to him, close enough that their 

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sleeves brushed now and then. 
A patch of ice caught Harrow off

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guard. 
He slipped just half a step, but

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Wren reacted before either of 
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A hand at Harrow's wrist. 
However. 

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We gain balance. 
But Wren didn't let go right 

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away. 
His fingers stayed where they 

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were, not gripping, not pulling,
just there. 

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Harrow's pulse flickered in his 
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touch could feel like being 
seen. 

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The snowfall thickened, each 
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as if the world was trying to 
give them a moment. 

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Wren's hand loosened, just 
slightly, as if about to 

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retreat. 
Harold didn't move. 

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His fingers shifted, only a 
small adjustment, barely 

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noticeable, but enough for 
Wren's hand to settle into his, 

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their palms aligning underneath.
For a second, nothing happened. 

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And then everything dead. 
Ren's fingers curled softly 

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around his, Not a bold holed, a 
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No one else was on the pass, No 
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couples passing by. 
Just the two of them and the 

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sound of a snow touching ground.
They were supposed to split at 

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the courtyard. 
That was the routine. 

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Haru toured the dorms, ran 
toward the station, but after 

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the handhold, neither of them 
loosened their fingers. 

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When the crossroad arrived, 
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Ren matched him. 
Harrow turned left. 

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Ren followed. 
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The snow started falling 
heavier, each flake tapping 

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softly on the hood of Ren's 
jacket. 

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Harrow glanced sideways. 
You're soaked, he said, voice 

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warm. 
Was concerned. 

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Do you want to come in just for 
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Ren nodded too quickly, a little
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Inside Haru's small dorm room, 
the air smell faintly of 

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laundry. 
An instant miso. 

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He turned on the small floor 
heater, it's orange coils 

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glowing softly. 
Ren sat across from him on the 

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floor, legs tucked in, steam 
rising from his breath. 

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They didn't talk much, they 
didn't need to. 

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A long moment passed where they 
just listened to the heater hum.

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Ren's knee brushed Haru's once, 
then again, then they both 

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pretended not to move closer. 
Haru handed him a towel for his 

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hair. 
Ren used it clumsily. 

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Haru laughed softly. 
Ren looked up with pink cheeks, 

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towel half covering his face. 
Sorry. 

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Ren murmured. 
For what? 

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Ren shrugged. 
For everything, I guess. 

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Harrow shook his head. 
Something softened in the air. 

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The heater swarm spread across 
the room. 

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Ren's fingertips inched closer 
along the floor, stopping just 

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besides Harrow's hand without 
touching. 

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Harrow felt his breast catch, 
not out of fear, but because it 

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felt inevitable. 
You OK? 

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Harrow asked quietly. 
Wren nodded. 

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I just don't want to go back out
yet. 

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Then don't. 
Harrow said, and he meant it. 

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Wren's shoulder relaxed for the 
first time since they came 

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inside. 
They ended up sitting shoulder 

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to shoulder, back against 
Harrow's narrow bed, sharing the

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same blanket. 
The snow outside kept falling. 

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The night kept deepening, but 
need of them. 

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Move toward the door. 
Ren leaned just slightly, his 

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head almost touching Harus. 
Haru felt the warmth of him, 

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like something fragile. 
And you? 

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Is it OK if I stay a little 
longer? 

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Ren whispered. 
Haru didn't look at him, he 

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didn't need to. 
Yeah, He said, voice soft. 

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Stay. 
And Ren did. 

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The blanket shifted, their 
shoulders pressed closer. 

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Their hands, which had been 
resting separately, began 

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drifting again, slowly, 
naturally, until Ren's finger 

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found Harrows under the fold of 
the fabric. 

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Harrow felt something loosen in 
his chest, something that had 

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been held tightly for weeks 
without a knee. 

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They stayed like that, shoulders
touching, hands hidden, but 

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held, their breasts brushing the
same small pocket of air. 

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Harrow turned slightly toward 
him. 

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Ren mirrored. 
Tim was out thinking. 

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The room felt smaller. 
The space between them felt 

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careful, fragile, full. 
Ren looked at Harrow for just a 

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second too long, the kind of 2nd
that says everything was out 

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sound. 
Harrow's breast caught Ren 

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notice, and that noticing 
brought him closer. 

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Not all at once, just a slow 
lean, like gravity was choosing 

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for them. 
Harrow didn't move away. 

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Their foreheads brush first. 
A quiet, accidental touch. 

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Ren inhaled shakily. 
Harrow exhale, like he'd been 

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waiting for this without 
knowing. 

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Ren leaned the rest of the way. 
Their lips met softly, barely 

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there. 
A feather light touch, a nervous

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press. 
A first kiss that felt like 

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stepping into warm light after 
standing in the cold too long. 

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Ren made a tiny sound, and they 
pulled Harrow closer. 

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Without thinking, they parted by
owning a breath. 

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Ren's lashes trembled. 
Harrow swallowed, heart unsteady

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and full. 
Then Harrow leaned in again. 

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This time, the kiss landed with 
intention. 

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Ren's hand lifted from under the
blanket and culped Harrow's 

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cheek, thumb brushing once. 
They didn't rush, they didn't 

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deepen. 
They simply held a moment, as if

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it was something delicate and 
rare. 

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When they finally pulled apart, 
foreheads still touching, their 

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breasts mixed in the narrow 
space between them, Wren capped 

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his hand on Harrow's cheek. 
Harrow covered it with his own, 

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holding it there, their lips 
still warm from the kiss. 

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The blanket slipped from their 
shoulders. 

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They didn't notice. 
Wren shifted closer, his knees 

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brushing Harrows, his breast 
trembling with something new. 

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Not fear, not uncertainty, just 
unfamiliar weight of wanting. 

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Harrow lifted a hand, hesitating
for only a heartbeat before 

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touching Ren's jaw, his fingers 
tracing along warm skin like he 

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was learning a shape he always 
wondered about. 

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Ren's eyes fluttered shut at the
touch. 

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Harrow leaned in again, their 
lips meeting with a little more 

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certainty, a little more want. 
Still slow, still gentle, but 

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carrying a warmth that spread 
through the room like the quiet 

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glow of the heater. 
They stayed close like that for 

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a long time, kissing softly, 
carefully, with the hesitant 

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confidence of two people who had
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But they knew, instinctively, 
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other. 
Wren shifted and Harrow led him,

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their bodies aligning in a way 
that felt natural, like they 

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were finding a place that had 
always been waiting. 

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Harrow's hands slid to Wren's 
shoulder. 

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Wren's fingers curled into 
Harrow's sweater. 

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Their breasts tangled. 
Their hearts caught. 

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They paused once, the tiniest 
moment of stillness where both 

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of them seemed to ask 
wordlessly. 

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Is this OK? 
Harrow nodded first, barely 

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noticeable, but enough. 
Wren answered by leaning in 

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again, his forehead resting 
against Harrows as their lips 

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met in a slow, trembling kiss 
that deepened by emotion alone. 

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The room felt warm, the world 
felt soft. 

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Their closeness unfolded piece 
by piece, gentle touches, the 

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kind of warms 2 first timers 
find when they are learning 

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someone they care for. 
They held each other like it was

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the most natural thing they ever
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Learning warms, learning 
closeness, learning each other 

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with a tenderness that didn't 
need to be explained. 

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Winter didn't change all at 
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It changed in small ways, quiet 
ways, The kind that never feel 

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like a beginning until you look 
back. 

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After the first night, Ren 
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At first it was once a week, 
then twice. 

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Then it became so natural that 
Hara found himself leaving a 

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spare toothbrush in the cup 
beside his own without thinking 

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about it. 
Ren laughed when he saw it, a 

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soft, embarrassed sound, but he 
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Kisses becoming part of their 
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night. 
A pause between words, each one 

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soft and tentative at first, 
then deeper, then something that

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need of them questioned anymore.
Some nights their closeness 

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deepened in the shy, careful way
of two first timers learning 

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warms with hands and breath 
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A memory folded into light and 
quiet, the room dimming into 

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something tender and unspoken. 
Rumours drifted through the 

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campus like early snow, but 
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They walked past whispers with 
fingers brushing with smiles 

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they couldn't hide was a 
closeness that didn't need 

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permission. 
Between classes and cold 

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mornings, they spent hours in 
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The scent of wood shavings, A 
metallic click of tiny gears, 

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the soft glow of the lamp above 
their workspace. 

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Harold worked quietly on his 
project, a box carved with two 

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small trees inside, their 
branches leaning just close 

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enough to touch. 
He sanded them carefully, traced

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the shape again and again until 
the wood felt like a memory 

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under his fingers. 
Ren sat beside him, tongue 

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between his teeth and 
concentration working on 

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something of his own. 
One late afternoon, with snow 

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drifting lazily outside the 
frosted window, Ren finished his

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box. 
He held it out awkwardly. 

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Here. 
Harrow blinked at him, 

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surprised. 
Ren's box wasn't perfect, the 

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carving slightly uneven, the 
figures a little simple, but 

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inside 2 tiny shapes held hands.
It's us. 

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Ren muttered, face going pink. 
Harrow's heart tightened in a 

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way he didn't have words for. 
He opened his mouth, felt the 

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weight of the box in his hands, 
felt Ren's hope like a soft 

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light beside him, and froze, his
own project set unfinished 

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beside him. 
Not perfect enough, not ready, 

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not good enough to give back. 
He hesitated, just a second, but

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it was enough. 
Ren's expression flickered, 

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barely there, a small crack in 
his smile before he pulled it 

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back together. 
I just wanted you to have it, 

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Hara. 
Forced to smile, Ren nodded, but

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the moment had already shifted 
just a little, a faint shadow 

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where only worms had been. 
The snow outside thickened, 

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blurring the world to white. 
Wren moved closer again, and 

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Harrow leaned into him, letting 
the worms return. 

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The air felt clear somehow, 
sharp, bright, filled with the 

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quiet bus of something unspoken 
between them. 

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They walked together toward the 
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The same way they had always 
did, shoulders brushing every 

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few steps, hands grazing. 
Wren looked tired from studying,

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eyes soft, hair pushed back 
vastly under his beanie. 

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He kept stealing glances at Haru
whenever he thought Haru was 

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unlocking. 
Haru noticed everything at the 

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courtyard. 
Their passes split Haru toward 

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his dorm, ran toward the 
station. 

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They stopped without needing to 
say why. 

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The snow fell lightly, dusting 
Ren's scarf and lashes. 

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See you tomorrow? 
Ren asked. 

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Haru nodded. 
Ren smiled, a small, relieved 

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curve off his lips, and turned 
to go. 

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Haru watched him take a few 
steps, just a few, Then Ren 

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paused. 
He turned back, eyes meeting 

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Haru's across the quiet 
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It wasn't dramatic, it wasn't a 
grand gesture, just a soft look 

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that said everything they hadn't
found words for yet. 

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Haru's hand tightened on the 
strap of his back. 

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Ren's fingers flexed at his side
like he almost reached out 

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again. 
Neither of them moved closer, 

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neither stepped away. 
The snow kept falling between 

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two boys standing in a silence 
that didn't feel empty at all. 

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Wren gave a tiny nod. 
Haru answered with one of his 

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own. 
Then they walked their separate 

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routes, but both kept turning 
back, just once more, and then 

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once again, until the past 
curved and the other was out of 

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sight. 
Some winters stay with you in 

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the way footsteps linger on 
fresh snow, or how a single 

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moment can echo long after it's 
gone. 

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For Haru, this was the winter he
remembered most. 

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The warmth, the closeness, the 
days that stayed. 

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And if you like to keep walking 
through Haru's memories with us,

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there's more waiting. 
This was Winter's last melody, 

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Chapter 1. 
The days that stayed. 

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Winter's Last Melody. 

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