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The Scripture reading this 
morning is actually coming from 

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Psalm 119. 
We're going to be looking at 

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three different verses. 
It will start on page 4480 

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start, but we'll have to flip at
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So if you want to flip over to 
480 looking at Psalm 119, Psalm 

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119 verse 15 says this, I will 
meditate on your precepts and 

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fix my eyes on your ways. 
And Psalm 1/19/23 says this. 

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Even though Princess sit 
plotting against me, your 

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servant will meditate on your 
statutes. 

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And then if you flip over to 
Psalm one, 19148 says My eyes 

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are awake before the watches of 
the night, that I may meditate 

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on your promise. 
This is the word of the Lord. 

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What's going on in Port City? 
Family and friends. 

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How are we doing? 
Good. 

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My name is Tanner. 
I'm one of the pastors here. 

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It's an honor to be with you. 
I remember years back I came to 

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Faith in college and I went and 
sat down with the ministry 

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leader of the the ministry that 
helped lead me to Faith. 

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His name was Brian. 
I was like, Brian, why should I?

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Why should I keep coming here? 
Like, what is the point of this 

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ministry? 
Why do you do your job? 

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Like, help me understand, Like I
get Jesus, but what is this? 

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And he was taken aback and he 
was like, all I want for you is 

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that when you're 65, you love 
Jesus more than you do right now

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and that you can handle life. 
You can handle the punches it's 

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going to throw the temptation, 
the anxiety, the the good 

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things, the bad and everything 
in between. 

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And through it all, you come out
on the other side loving Jesus 

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more than you do right now. 
And I was like, that sounds good

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to me. 
And I that just helped me 

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connect. 
Like, why are we here? 

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And in some ways, like if you're
wondering what is port city 

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about, that's really all we want
for you. 

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I promise you our full agenda is
that you love Jesus at the end 

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of your life more than you do 
right now. 

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And y'all, a lot of life is 
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then. 
Life going life, OK, you won't 

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get punched in the mouth. 
You are by life and you're going

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to you're going to deal with the
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times, anxiety and all these 
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And one of the only ways that 
you're going to make it and 

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become that person that loves 
the Lord at 80 or loves the Lord

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at 68 or whatever it is, is if 
the word of God is just miles 

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deep in you. 
Like miles deep that God's word 

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lives in you, swims in you, and 
you just love it. 

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You eat it and you take it into 
the very depths of who you are. 

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So that's what this sermon 
series is all about. 

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We looked at reading the word. 
We looked at storing up the word

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this week as meditate on the 
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And next week is live the Word. 
OK, so I want to pray one more 

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time and then we're going to 
dive into talking about 

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meditating on the word. 
Pray with me, our Father. 

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I thank you that Brian told me 
that all those years ago, and I 

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thank you that he was part of 
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I pray God you would give us 
just the privilege of being that

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for others. 
And just as a community, we 

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would be a part of what keeps 
one another walking with you for

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years to come. 
And and for those who don't know

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Christ here, God that they would
see something in you hear 

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something from you that just 
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God, my mind is just drawn to to
first Peter where it says like 

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newborn infants long for milk. 
We should long for your word. 

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So God, I just pray you would 
gift this church that. 

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So Father, what we know not 
right now, would you teach us 

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what we have not, would you give
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you make us? 
And let the words of my mouth in

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the meditation of my heart be 
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And everybody who agree with 
that said Amen. 

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Y'all kids don't appreciate food
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Have you ever noticed this? 
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it comes to your mind, a toddler
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is the cup covered in some kind 
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There can be liquid of some kind
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running around the room and they
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need it, but it is gross. 
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OK. 
And here's the thing about kids,

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you can increase the quality of 
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change their process. 
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treatment. 
Even if you put a steak on the 

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plate, there's nothing like the 
first time you were scraping 

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steak into the trash can with 
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you're just like, Lord, how did 
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OK, And I'm not spending my 
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I'm just going to give them 
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steak. 
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better, don't we? 
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steak. 
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to the steak. 
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sip, we savor, we put the movie 
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while they watch it, OK? 
And leave us be to our steak. 

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All right? 
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Y'all hearing the word, reading 
the word is like the food is put

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before you. 
It's like the food is in front 

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of you but y'all just reading it
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your ears is not in and of 
itself what the Bible envisions 

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as eating the word. 
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process of hearing God's word is
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It's an assumed piece of the 
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OK? 
The Lord says taste and see that

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the Lord is good y'all. 
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if we are internalizing and 
getting the nutrients from God's

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word. 
It is the way that the word 

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actually gets in US. 
You know they say you are what 

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you eat. 
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It's also true spiritually. 
We live in a day and age with 

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tons of access to the written, 
spoken, verbal audio word, tons 

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of sermons. 
You can listen to them all day 

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every day, but there is 
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how much we are internalizing, 
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OK. 
And I think one of the missing 

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links is meditation. 
So my prayer for us that we 

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would walk out of here as Psalm 
one says, meditating on the word

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day and night. 
OK, to get there, we're going to

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talk about the definition of 
biblical meditation, the sources

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for biblical meditation and the 
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If you are ready, let me hear 
you say I'm ready. 

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OK, let's talk about the 
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We're going to read verses 14 
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Check this out In the way of 
your testimonies, I delight as 

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much as in all riches, I will 
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fix my eyes on your ways. 
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biblical meditation. 
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meditation, we fill the mind. 
We don't empty it in biblical 

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meditation. 
We fill the mind. 

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We don't empty it. 
I am saying the word biblical 

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meditation over and over and 
over intentionally because the 

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default in our current cultural 
moment is sort of the coming to 

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your mind, LeBron James in an 
app going on, you know, the Calm

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app, OK, every of your top 
secular podcast people, whoever 

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that is, or maybe you don't 
listen to them, all of them 

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recommend to you that you 
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And what they mean by it leans 
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It leans emptying. 
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view of meditation, which 
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your mind. 
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of that worldview is that you're
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you're trying to tap into some 
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of something that you're 
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OK, That is not how the Bible 
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I remember I ran into a guy in 
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ago and he had come to faith in 
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He literally just laid out the 
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Bible and the Quran. 
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He's like, yeah, this one's the 
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Gives his life to Jesus. 
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the street one day. 
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joys of being a Christ follower 
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It had gone from emptying an OM 
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He was like, you don't empty the
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OK. 
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What did he understand that the 
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meditation you are filling your 
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character, his ways, his law, 
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You are intentionally fixating 
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isn't emptying, it's filling, it
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You've been meditating kind of 
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OK Think about the term 
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Crimes are premeditated and held
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deemed you gave thought to that 
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When we talk junk y'all? 
This is a bad confession 

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teenagers. 
Hope this has not happened to 

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you. 
I have hit send on text talking 

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junk about friends to the friend
I was talking junk about when I 

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was 17 and then played it off 
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We are we are the and somehow we
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while longer. 
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people. 
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mind, meditation is the fixation
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does. 
Your, your, your daydreaming is 

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closer to biblical meditation 
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OK, your your anxiety you're 
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thoughts is actually pretty 
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mind for meditation. 
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meditation, we fill the mind 
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captivated. 
OK, The reason we read verses 14

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and 15 together was that he 
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testimonies as much as in all 
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fix my eyes on your ways. 
There's this idea that we fix 

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the mind because the heart has 
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OK, so your heart loves. 
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heart loves. 
OK, you send your mind in search

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of and swirl around what you 
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So if you're not a follower of 
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this. 
Meditating on God won't feel 

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natural to you, nor should it. 
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can. 
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relationship with God. 
It's sort of backwards of how 

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the Bible thinks about it. 
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of Jesus should flow from our 
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It's like the heart gets grabbed
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we'll talk about, but the mind 
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for the Christ follower. 
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There was a time where all of my
meditation was the next jump 

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shot that goes in the next 
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you're what you're daydreaming 
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or Kingdom preserving, right? 
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distortion of meditation? 
It's just swimming around the 

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same things. 
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What if that happens? 
What if the conversation goes 

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this angle? 
You are just circling it over 

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and over and over. 
That is how all of us were 

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before Christ and He came in and
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reveal Himself to us, show, show
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that which we fear losing or 
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He, He dislodged our heart from 
lesser things, OK, and grabbed 

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us and pulled us to Himself. 
So to the Christ followers, this

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should be natural. 
Amen. 

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Emphasis on should because we 
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losing, don't we? 
And we fear things and we, we 

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want to build our little 
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But at its essence, all biblical
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mind on what our heart has been 
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OK, third thing in biblical 
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our heart on the ways of God. 
That's what you're doing. 

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You're fixing your eyes. 
As verse 15 said, I would 

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underline that if you're using 
your Scripture, fix my eyes on 

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your ways, somebody say fix my 
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Our culture understands this. 
OK, our our culture has been 

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deemed the attention economy. 
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ranting like we live at the 
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All there's nothing new under 
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screens and stuff is highly 
addictive processes to literally

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Y'all do know there was a time 
where the phrase like and 

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subscribe was not a thing. 
All the kids are like what? 

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What did we do before like and 
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I remember when it first came 
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the the YouTube videos, just the
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subscribe and the bells and all 

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the things. 
But y'all, what is like and 

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subscribe other than fix your 
eyes on our ways. 

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When we put out videos, be the 
first to see them when we drop 

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products, be the first to get 
them when we give out insider 

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things. 
You've got to like and subscribe

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to get entered in to win. 
You see what I'm saying? 

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And then we just hope you forget
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But you are fixing your eyes on 
our ways. 

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Whether you like to or not. 
Our culture gets fix your eyes. 

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So we're not talking about. 
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because this can happen 
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We think preacher man is saying 
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what preacher man is saying. 
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already are. 
We live in a world of fixing our

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That's what we do all day, every

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agency to choose that which you 
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Amen. 
Somebody. 

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It says my eyes are awake before
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may meditate on your promise. 
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119 over and over and over 
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what you're feeling is this back
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natural and I have to work at 
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This is natural and I have to 
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I want this, but you better make
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want this. 
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our quick class earlier. 
How can you talk about something

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like it's automatic, but if God 
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automatic and I'm like welcome 
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OK, here's my heart. 
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Because even if 99.9% of me 
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dominate me if you don't help 
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OK, so yeah, there is AI will 
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will meditate on your precepts, 
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Fourth thing about biblical 
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meditation, we linger on God. 
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Somebody say linger. 
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Eric Mason. 
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books out there and he talked 
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understanding of the word 
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what cows do with grass. 
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It's pretty disgusting and 
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They are all the kids in the 
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I need you all to give me the 
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Like imagine your jaw like a 
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It's got to have a little rhythm
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It's got to be like like there's
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so, so, so, so fast through. 
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The grass goes into their 
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It comes back up as could could 
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the word right. 
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keep chewing it, OK. 
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more the enzymes are released 
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the nutrients. 
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by the way, is called 
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mind is doing all the time. 
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thoughts round and round. 
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that your soul is the cow. 
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in a day, up to 13 hours of 
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movement. 
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for his character to be the 
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That makes sense. 
So let's be clear, you're 

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already moving your soul 40,000 
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You're already ruminating, 
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The question is, what is it? 
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And again, if you're not a 
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But if you're in Christ, we have
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going to change your life. 
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get in your head, because I use 
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linger. 
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has a job, which is what every 
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Does that make sense? 
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more money or build you 
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difficult to just linger, to 
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him, to just love him, to just 
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So one of the assumed mindsets 
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being with God and meditating on
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even if you can't one to one, 
what it correlates to in your 

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character or whatever. 
He's God, meditate on him. 

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Let's talk about the sources for
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And I'm trying to be practical 
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where I'm like, here's how to do
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It's just kind of just kind of 
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practical. 
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biblical meditation. 
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God, just who God is. 
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he's eternal. 
Every time you turn on a light 

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switch, God doesn't have an 
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He's just been on like you can 
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the people of old, the, the 
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they would just look at stuff 
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to the Lord. 
I'm stable when I sit. 

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God doesn't sit. 
God's always stable, you know, 

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like they would just flow with 
how everything before them could

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go back to who God is. 
Or you could take a a biblical 

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concept about God's essence, 
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means God is always present 
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Always present everywhere. 
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Emmanuel, which means God with 
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OK, so you just be the cow with 
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God, you're with us, God you're 
with us. 

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God, you're with me, you're with
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Are you always with me? 
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A biblically meditating mind 
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world. 
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What your meditation source is 
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OK, a mind of biblical 
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of biblical imagination. 
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The more you process who the 
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Him through biblical meditation,
you can, with 100% 

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epistemological certainty, say 
what God would say to you in a 

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moment. 
You can't know that for sure, 

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but the more what you're 
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you live in. 
OK, so let's take God with us. 

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God, you're always with us. 
You were with me today when my 

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boss gave me some criticism. 
Is that true or not? 

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OK, you were there. 
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away, started firing back, 
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I don't even remember that mess.
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You have permission to use your 
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was the Lord there. 
OK, God, I got reactive. 

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I got this, I got that. 
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weren't in the podium, you 
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This is not pantheism. 
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That's what your word says. 
You are with me. 

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So where were you, God? 
What would it have looked like 

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to not get defensive right then?
What did you want me to know in 

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that moment? 
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the Lord want you to know? 
You're my son, you've got 

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nothing to prove. 
Do you know for 100% certainty 

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that's what he's saying? 
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But does that seem consistent 
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know as his child in a moment 
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Seems pretty consistent to me. 
OK, Lord, you are with me. 

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You love me. 
I didn't handle that well. 

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Not going to beat myself up. 
I have to see them at 8:45 AM 

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tomorrow when I walk by the 
office. 

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Lord, what is you being with me 
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y'all, the more your mind is 
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and it actually becomes 
conversation with God. 

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Now we're actually living with 
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The goal isn't the knowledge you
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God. 
Does that make sense? 

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That's the whole goal is to take
these truths and live with God 

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through them. 
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meditation is the gospel of God.
So we've got the essence of God,

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we've got the gospel of God. 
Y'all, Gospel just means good 

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news. 
Gospel just means good news. 

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Y'all, the good news of the 
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been Father, Son, Holy Spirit. 
Now let me tell you what that 

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means. 
It means that there's never been

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a moment where God was bored. 
He did not create us out of 

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boredom. 
He is not needy. 

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He is not insecure. 
OK, God did not create because 

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He was empty, but because He was
overflowing. 

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God doesn't redeem us because 
He's needy, but because He's 

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overflowing. 
The essence of His character is 

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the gospel where He makes 
sinners righteous. 

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The righteousness of God is 
revealed in that He makes 

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sinners righteous by sending the
Son full of the Spirit to bring 

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us back into relationship with 
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The Father sent the Son to bring
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you could just meditate on the 
cross and the great links to 

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which God has gone to purchase 
you, to buy you back to Himself 

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so He can live life with you. 
That is what will change your 

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life, y'all. 
That's what will keep you from 

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chasing and meditating on other 
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When you realize that God went 
to those great links for you and

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nothing else cares for you like 
that, the more you ponder that. 

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Because I will say this, if 
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the evidences that God is 
starting to starting to pull on 

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your heart is your relationship 
to God's word. 

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When you don't care is you don't
even remember. 

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Like some of y'all sat through 
sermons for years and you act 

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like you ain't never heard Jesus
loved you. 

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That church probably told you 
Jesus loved you. 

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I good chance you didn't care. 
You weren't listening, right? 

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That was me. 
But all of a sudden your ear, 

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you just start hearing stuff 
like did you know God wrote a 

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book? 
It's called the Bible. 

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Yeah, Yeah, he did. 
He did. 

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It just starts to break in a 
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And now you're thinking about it
a little bit and now it's 

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getting in you and you're, 
you're really pondering these 

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truths. 
And then one of the evidences 

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that you're saved is instead of 
tolerating God's Word or just 

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being distracted away from God's
Word, now you crave it. 

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So your relationship to God's 
word will change. 

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If God is drawing you is one of 
the evidences and one of the 

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means by which he will draw you 
to himself. 

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The third source of biblical 
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God, the promises of God. 
So the essence of God is just 

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who he is. 
The gospel is what he's done. 

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The promises are what he says 
he'll do. 

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Now, good Bible teacher Asterix,
the promise has to apply to you 

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family. 
So when you go promise chasing, 

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please do it exegetically 
faithful, OK? 

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That just means know what you're
talking about. 

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And there's a lot of promises in
the Scriptures that do apply to 

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you, and they apply in different
ways at different times. 

450
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:43,880
So just sit under good Bible 
teaching, be in Bible studies, 

451
00:23:44,080 --> 00:23:46,480
know what websites to go to. 
That's what community is about. 

452
00:23:46,480 --> 00:23:48,960
We're doing this together. 
Run it by somebody. 

453
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:54,040
I have to do that. 
Here's one, OK, Psalm 138, verse

454
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:57,200
8. 
The Lord will fulfill His 

455
00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:01,400
purpose for me. 
The Lord will fulfill his 

456
00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:04,560
purpose for me. 
King David said that the Lord 

457
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:08,000
will fulfill his purpose for me.
What would it do in your life if

458
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:11,600
you swam in that truth, If you 
chewed on that like some some 

459
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,600
grass until it was miles deep in
you? 

460
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:16,120
The Lord will fulfill his 
purpose for me. 

461
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:23,720
The Lord will fulfill the, the 
Lord will like you think you got

462
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:27,920
to do everything and it'll just 
make you just, just just chill 

463
00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:30,840
out, just just a little bit, OK,
just a little. 

464
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:34,080
You'll be like, ah, the Lord 
will fulfill his purposes for 

465
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:35,680
me. 
Now, don't mean you stay in bed 

466
00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:38,800
and eat, you know, eat food and 
watch Netflix, OK? 

467
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,640
But it's just this idea of who's
at the center of your world. 

468
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:43,480
The Lord will fulfill his 
purpose for me. 

469
00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:46,400
When you don't hit your goals, 
God's plan is moving forward. 

470
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:48,560
The Lord will fulfill his 
purpose for me. 

471
00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:51,160
And it's just, we know these 
truths. 

472
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:53,840
There's so many promises in 
Scripture that we just say we 

473
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:58,480
know, but we they haven't been 
internalized, they haven't been 

474
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,360
metabolized. 
They're not a part of you. 

475
00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:02,360
You haven't eaten them. 
Are you with me? 

476
00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:07,520
OK, let's talk about the impact 
of biblical meditation. 

477
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:13,320
The impact I got three. 
Number one, our prayers get 

478
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:16,520
realer. 
Our prayers get realer. 

479
00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:20,720
One pastor a couple 100 years 
ago, he said that meditation is 

480
00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:23,480
the halfway house between the 
Word and prayer. 

481
00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,120
It's kind of like you got to go 
through it to get to prayer. 

482
00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:31,160
The idea is that when your soul 
is really taking in the word of 

483
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:35,680
God, OK, and really grabbing it,
you just open your eyes and look

484
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:40,000
around and you're like, the word
is here and my life is here, the

485
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,560
world is here. 
So there's a gap there. 

486
00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:48,000
And what many of us do is we're 
like, and we don't pray because 

487
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,400
the gap doesn't feel like it 
applies. 

488
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:52,800
You, you don't care, you don't. 
There's something about the gap 

489
00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:55,080
we're like, well, there's 
nothing I could do or God must 

490
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:56,800
not be good. 
And we just settle for those 

491
00:25:56,800 --> 00:26:00,160
surface level either confusions 
or you know, there's some 

492
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:01,640
legitimate stuff to work out 
there. 

493
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:04,440
But y'all, the point of you 
still being on earth and not 

494
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,880
being just taken to heaven when 
you got saved is to live in that

495
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:09,320
gap. 
The whole goal of your life is 

496
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:12,840
with God in the gap and he wants
to bring you into it and feel 

497
00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:15,840
what he feels, know what he 
knows and live with him. 

498
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:18,560
And what you're going to do is 
you're going to get mad, you're 

499
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:20,520
going to get frustrated, you're 
going to get confused, you're 

500
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:22,400
going to cry, you're going to 
beg, you're going to plead, 

501
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,560
you're going to scream. 
And that's what the Bible calls 

502
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:27,480
praying. 
OK, but that's not many of our 

503
00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:32,400
experiences with prayer because 
we think this, this is I heard 

504
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:33,680
one guy do this one time with 
prayer. 

505
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:35,480
We're just like, we learned the 
cadence and the words. 

506
00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:42,520
We're like Amen, and it's like 
we're just we're just the 

507
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:44,560
motions, man. 
We just learned this is what you

508
00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:49,760
do and some of us believe some 
of it, right, But yo, biblical 

509
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:52,240
meditation is part of how you 
wrestle. 

510
00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:55,640
Like wrestle that thing. 
When you wrestle with God, you 

511
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:58,040
going to lose, but the good news
is you come out on the other 

512
00:26:58,040 --> 00:27:01,400
side different part of what he 
wants is you to wrestle him. 

513
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,640
He wants to change you. 
But some of us, we get to the 

514
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:07,560
wrestling mat. 
We're like I'm good, I'll watch 

515
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:09,960
you know, but the point is the 
wrestling. 

516
00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:12,800
Does that make sense? 
Prayer is how we go to war with 

517
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:16,000
what God is saying in the midst 
of a broken world. 

518
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:20,520
Second, our circumstances no 
longer dictate our joy. 

519
00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:27,240
Look at verse 23. 
Even though Princess sit 

520
00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:31,080
plotting against me, your 
servant will meditate on your 

521
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:35,240
statutes. 
I might say even though I just 

522
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:39,960
want you to think about that 
multiple not just a Prince, even

523
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:44,400
though a Prince, no, even though
prince's imagine multiple world 

524
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:48,360
political leaders using all of 
their energy and power to chase 

525
00:27:48,360 --> 00:27:50,520
you down. 
OK, they are plotting on your 

526
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:54,000
downfall. 
It is possible, even though 

527
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:58,560
that's going on for you to be in
your head swimming with chewing 

528
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:03,280
on fixated on who God is. 
I don't know about you. 

529
00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:06,800
That's not always my experience.
If the pressure turns up just a 

530
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,440
little bit. 
I don't even have no, I don't 

531
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:13,560
even know a Prince, but in my 
life I will get fixated on 

532
00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:16,680
protecting my little Kingdom or 
building it and I just when the 

533
00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:19,000
pressure comes, you tend to look
down, right? 

534
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:22,000
You tend to just you panic and 
some of that's human. 

535
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:25,040
It's understandable. 
It's natural in some ways, but I

536
00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:27,760
just I read this verse and I'm 
like, I want that so bad. 

537
00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:31,480
I want to be the type of person 
that when the pressure of life 

538
00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:33,160
just turning up, my eyes are on 
the Lord. 

539
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:35,960
And that's possible. 
It's possible. 

540
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:38,360
Family. 
I hope that just gives you joy 

541
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:41,440
as you hear it. 
Third, third, impact. 

542
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:49,280
Our ways align with God's ways. 
Our ways align with God's ways. 

543
00:28:50,680 --> 00:28:53,760
The way the New Testament thinks
about the process from you 

544
00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:56,560
hearing the word is just hear 
and then obey. 

545
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,880
That's what James says. 
Be not a hearer only, but a 

546
00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:02,160
hearer and a doer of the word, 
right? 

547
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:05,160
Or Jesus, the one who hears 
these words of mine and does 

548
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,880
them will be like a house built 
on the rock, right? 

549
00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:14,120
So if we can't think of right 
now one verse that makes as big 

550
00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:17,640
of a deal of meditation maybe in
the New Testament, why am I 

551
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,440
harking on it? 
Why does Psalm 119 talk about 

552
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,440
it, y'all? 
I would argue it's an assumed 

553
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:25,760
part of hearing. 
Are you with me? 

554
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:29,480
It's an assumed biblical 
understanding of what it means 

555
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:32,440
to actually hear the word of God
is for it to get in you. 

556
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:35,560
Does that make sense that it's 
just an assumed thing? 

557
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,600
The way my brain has been 
thinking about this week is I've

558
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:39,720
thought of two islands right 
next to each other. 

559
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:43,600
You got the hearing island and 
the doing island and some water 

560
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:47,360
in between. 
The assumed biblical bridge is 

561
00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:50,240
meditation. 
It's how that word is getting in

562
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:51,280
you. 
Are you with me? 

563
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:53,800
It's how. 
It's how it's coming to life, so

564
00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:58,160
to speak. 
In the Western church, yo, we 

565
00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:01,080
have so much access to the word 
of God. 

566
00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:04,000
You got access to 300 
translations on your phone. 

567
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:08,000
You know people in our world are
still walking miles to go hear 

568
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:09,840
the word and guess what they're 
doing on the way back? 

569
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:12,160
They're meditating on the one 
sermon they heard. 

570
00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:15,480
We will listen to a sermon radio
station all day every day and 

571
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:19,480
not meditate on none of it. 
Guy a couple 100 years ago said 

572
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:23,400
I would take one sermon 
meditated on over 100 that we 

573
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:25,760
listened to at 1 1/2 speed. 
That's my version of what he 

574
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:27,320
said. 
OK, they didn't have 1 1/2 speed

575
00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:31,720
yet, but for some reason we 
think just hearing more hear, 

576
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:35,160
hear, hear all the time. 
But what the Bible means by hear

577
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:37,120
is let what you're hearing get 
in you. 

578
00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:41,440
And that takes lingering, It 
takes considering, it takes 

579
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:46,120
pondering, it takes rumination, 
it takes just sitting in it. 

580
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:48,480
Had a old chess coach. 
We were all trying to get better

581
00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:50,400
back in the day and we would 
just play each other all the 

582
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:51,560
time. 
He's like, you're only going to 

583
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,880
get no better. 
All y'all do is play each other.

584
00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,160
Said just review one game for 
like 30 minutes. 

585
00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:00,440
Stop you don't play 30 games for
one minute each. 

586
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:03,440
How you going to get better? 
And that's sort of what what the

587
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,280
the the Western church can feel 
like sometimes and somewhat even

588
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,040
learning more information 
through the sermons can feel 

589
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:11,040
like a game a little bit. 
I want to learn more and I like 

590
00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:13,080
I like learning you all. 
I'm a preacher. 

591
00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:16,160
I love it. 
But the goal is that we're 

592
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,960
actually getting that word in 
US. 

593
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:28,000
Psalm 11959 says this. 
When I think on my ways, I turn 

594
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:32,760
my feet to Your testimonies. 
When I think on my ways, I turn 

595
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:36,120
to your testimonies. 
OK, so check this out. 

596
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:40,160
What's going to happen? 
The more you are drinking deeply

597
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:44,200
of God, eyes lifted, seeing Him.
When you turn your eyes down to 

598
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:47,600
your feet and your ways and look
at your life, there will be an 

599
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:50,760
automatic alignment. 
You will be so filled with who 

600
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:51,880
He is. 
You're just going to look down 

601
00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:54,640
and be like, Oh well, that's out
of line and you line it up. 

602
00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:59,880
What we tend to do is we're 
staring down and we look up and 

603
00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:02,400
we just keep going. 
So we've kind of got backwards 

604
00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:05,000
what the Bible is assuming we're
supposed to drink deeply of the 

605
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:08,240
Lord, glance at ourselves, drink
deeply of the Lord, glance at 

606
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:10,600
yourself, deeply of him, glance 
at yourself. 

607
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,240
I don't even need to tell you. 
Finish the sentence with me. 

608
00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:17,880
We tend to drink deeply of self 
and glance at God. 

609
00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:22,960
And that backwardness shows 
itself in many of our lives. 

610
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:27,360
Y'all, we are invited to just 
drink deeply of who he is and 

611
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:29,480
what he says is true and what 
reality is. 

612
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,440
I want to call you as we we 
start transitioning towards 

613
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:35,920
closing to meditate on the word 
of God day and night. 

614
00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:39,520
And y'all listen, this is going 
to look different for different 

615
00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:43,320
people in different seasons. 
And sometimes we're storing up 

616
00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:45,480
things and meditating on things 
you're going to need later. 

617
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,200
And sometimes again, don't think
towards what end. 

618
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:50,320
Just think, get in on a process,
OK? 

619
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,160
It's going to look different 
based on your life stage, your 

620
00:32:53,160 --> 00:32:56,280
career, all the things, but God 
is going to change you. 

621
00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:59,680
Some seasons he's challenging 
you, some seasons he's just with

622
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:01,200
you. 
Some seasons he's exhorting you,

623
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:05,080
some seasons he's rebuking you. 
OK, that's what the word does 

624
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:08,480
according to Second Timothy 316.
But what's consistent is the 

625
00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:11,320
Word's presence in your life, 
the Lord's presence through his 

626
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:15,400
Word by the Spirit, so that the 
impact, the way the means will 

627
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:18,560
will vary, but the Word's role 
won't. 

628
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:21,440
Does that make sense? 
So what I want to call you to is

629
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:25,360
just anchor in your mind right 
now that you are going to be a 

630
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:28,560
meditator on God's Word, that 
that's who you're going to be, 

631
00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:33,880
that you're going to reorientate
your life, your meditation 

632
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:38,720
towards who God is. 
And Ezekiel 3, there's this cool

633
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:40,320
image. 
I can go read Ezekiel 2 and 

634
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:44,120
three, but Ezekiel was a prophet
and the Lord literally says, 

635
00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:47,440
take the scroll and eat it. 
And I think that's a great 

636
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:48,560
image. 
She's like, now you're going to 

637
00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:50,120
go speak my word because you ate
it. 

638
00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:53,680
And that's sort of the idea is 
what is in you is what will come

639
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:57,120
out of you. 
To my students in the room. 

640
00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:00,320
Does anybody remember getting 
their first callus? 

641
00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:02,600
Did anybody get a callus right 
with a pencil? 

642
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:04,000
Anybody. 
Am I crazy? 

643
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:06,960
I remember this. 
OK Pastor Will likes to make fun

644
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:10,080
of me because the way I hold my 
pencil is like one step away 

645
00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:12,000
from holding it, just like with 
a whole fist. 

646
00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:16,239
But I remember being in like 
first or second grade and just 

647
00:34:17,480 --> 00:34:20,440
my finger hurting. 
We were writing so much. 

648
00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:23,280
Then one day I look down, I got 
this giant bump where I hold my 

649
00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:24,280
pencil and I'm like, what's 
that? 

650
00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:27,120
Daddy said that's a callus. 
Said, what's a callus? 

651
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:30,400
And in my dad's way, this is 
basically what he told me. 

652
00:34:30,639 --> 00:34:34,000
It is your body reacting to 
something external being applied

653
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:36,760
to it over and over and over. 
And guess what happens? 

654
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:41,560
A callus is evidence that now 
that external thing is kind of a

655
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,920
part of you. 
That's what a callus is. 

656
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:47,320
It's so assuming and making an 
adjustment based on that 

657
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:49,639
external thing being applied to 
it over and over and over. 

658
00:34:49,639 --> 00:34:53,159
It's making room for it, right? 
My finger now still got the 

659
00:34:53,159 --> 00:34:56,040
little bump. 
It's slight, but it's more than 

660
00:34:56,040 --> 00:35:00,120
the other finger and it's still,
I remember the day, yo, some of 

661
00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:03,240
what I'm calling us to is stuff 
we do all the time. 

662
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:05,880
It's applying an external agent 
to you. 

663
00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:09,280
It feels external at first, but 
eventually it feels like it's a 

664
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:10,760
part of you. 
Does that make sense? 

665
00:35:11,040 --> 00:35:15,040
It's the process of just over 
and over and over, and it 

666
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:18,360
becomes a part of you. 
To the Christ followers, I hope 

667
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:21,800
this is just a joyful thing. 
And I want to end by just giving

668
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,240
you an example. 
What does look like in my life 

669
00:35:23,240 --> 00:35:25,840
this week? 
OK, look at verses 44 and 45 

670
00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:27,920
with me. 
That's what it says. 

671
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,760
I will keep your law 
continually, forever and ever, 

672
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,600
and I shall walk in a wide 
place, for I've sought your 

673
00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:37,160
precepts. 
Somebody say wide place. 

674
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,760
I love this imagery of wide 
place. 

675
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:43,280
One sister in our church 
recently said she felt like the 

676
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:46,600
Lord gave her a soft place to 
land, and this one made me think

677
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:48,840
wide place to stand. 
Beautiful thing about the 

678
00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:51,400
gospel, y'all is you get a soft 
place to land and a wide place 

679
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:53,160
to stand. 
I don't know about you, but 

680
00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:55,600
sometimes life can feel like 
you're on a tightrope and 

681
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,280
there's crocodiles in water 
right under you and if you 

682
00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:01,880
misstep, you're falling. 
If you say the wrong thing, if 

683
00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:03,920
you don't parent those kids 
perfect, That's how they going 

684
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,640
to end up. 
If you don't friend right, they 

685
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:09,240
gone. 
If you don't do something right 

686
00:36:09,240 --> 00:36:11,880
in your marriage, this 
everything that is going wrong 

687
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:14,000
in your life is your fault 
because you misstep and you 

688
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:15,400
didn't walk the tightrope, 
right? 

689
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:19,040
So when I just read those words,
wide place to stand, I just 

690
00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:22,720
whoo, it's like my shoulders 
just released nitrogen or 

691
00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:23,760
something. 
I don't even know if that's 

692
00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:25,800
physiologically right, but you 
know what I'm saying? 

693
00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:28,800
It's just like, whoo, it's just 
wide place to stand. 

694
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:32,560
Do you believe you stand on wide
place right now? 

695
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:35,760
Believer that in some kind of 
way, even though you're 

696
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:40,000
imperfect, you can't blow it. 
You can't. 

697
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:43,640
You don't believe that a lot of 
the time, at least I don't. 

698
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:48,240
I feel like I'm one false move 
away from ruining everything and

699
00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:51,160
we could get into your story and
why that is, but sinners tend to

700
00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:54,080
feel like it's all on them. 
It's one of the biggest lies sin

701
00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:57,080
gives us is that it's our job to
be in control of everything and 

702
00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:59,360
have a God complex. 
Y'all, you're not God. 

703
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,560
You stand on a wide place not 
because you have a lot of skill,

704
00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:05,640
but because the Lord put you on 
that because he's the rock. 

705
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,040
Y'all. 
The good news of the gospel is 

706
00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:11,240
that you get wide place 
treatment not because you found 

707
00:37:11,240 --> 00:37:13,360
some Oasis, but because God 
found you. 

708
00:37:13,840 --> 00:37:15,520
Y'all. 
What's amazing about the Bible 

709
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:20,760
as you get into it is Psalm 8 
tells us, OK, is that it makes 

710
00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:22,480
sense that we should meditate on
God. 

711
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:25,400
He's God, he's eternal, He's 
awesome. 

712
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:28,440
Why does God give any thought to
you and me? 

713
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:32,560
That's the question. 
As Psalm 8 says, what is man 

714
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:36,680
that you are mindful of him? 
Y'all, the beautiful thing is, 

715
00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:38,720
you don't serve a God who's 
demanding that you better 

716
00:37:38,720 --> 00:37:41,360
meditate on him. 
You're serving a God if you're 

717
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:44,480
in Christ, who's inviting you to
get up out of staring at 

718
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:46,680
yourself all the time, which is 
what's making you miserable. 

719
00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:51,160
Get obsessed with Him. 
And He has already gone to great

720
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,320
lengths through His Son on the 
cross to show you that He loves 

721
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:57,840
you and He's thinking of you. 
He thinks of you before you ever

722
00:37:57,840 --> 00:37:59,800
think of Him. 
He loves you before you ever 

723
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:02,120
turn towards Him. 
And if you're not a believer, 

724
00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:05,080
y'all, nothing you're meditating
and giving your life to right 

725
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,080
now can compare to that. 
And you're invited to trade it 

726
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:11,600
in, to trade in these false 
lesser things for the one God 

727
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,400
who thinks of you, mindful of 
you. 

728
00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:25,280
Let's pray together, our Father.
Your word says that you know the

729
00:38:25,280 --> 00:38:27,760
blessed life is 1 where we're 
not walking to the counsel of 

730
00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:29,880
the wicked or stand in the way 
of sinners or sitting in the 

731
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:31,920
seat of scoffers, but our 
delight is in the law of the 

732
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:33,640
Lord. 
On His law we meditate day and 

733
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,400
night. 
God, there's something there 

734
00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:38,760
that we're so drawn to. 
Part of our flesh wants to make 

735
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:41,280
it something we're good at. 
I pray nobody's hearing this. 

736
00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:45,280
This isn't about a skill. 
This is about a life invitation 

737
00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:47,640
to live with you, God, who's 
mindful of us. 

738
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:52,480
God, you are mindful of us. 
That is so mind blowing that you

739
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:56,640
who are so infinite would give 
thought to us God, and want to 

740
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:59,360
empower us and help us and give 
us a wide place to stand. 

741
00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:02,160
So Father, I just pray for the 
believing family in here. 

742
00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:06,680
I just pray joyful meditation 
being the cow chew and the COO. 

743
00:39:06,720 --> 00:39:08,880
God, you would give them the 
verses, the promises, the 

744
00:39:08,880 --> 00:39:14,600
character, the just imaginative 
permission to just store up your

745
00:39:14,600 --> 00:39:16,600
word in their heart that they 
might not sin against you, and 

746
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,480
that they would meditate on your
law day and night. 

747
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,920
And God, you would just unleash 
joy in them for years. 

748
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,680
Keep us Lord, don't let us go. 
Keep us. 

749
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,560
Let us be those 80 year olds on 
rocket chairs one day who just 

750
00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:28,680
love you no matter what life 
throws at us. 

751
00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:30,480
I got to pray for the 
unbelievers in the room. 

752
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:33,520
I pray that your word would go 
from just being brushed off to 

753
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:36,720
breaking through, to just 
absolutely bulldozing God and 

754
00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:38,800
that they would surrender, that 
they would give their life to 

755
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:40,360
you. 
So God think for this time be 

756
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:42,640
glorified, we pray in Christ's 
name, Amen.

