We're still fast friends, we're still fast friends, We're still
friends, We're still friends, still friends, still friends.
You mustn't wear the. Shoe, but get a.
Gem. There's been boys in his way.
Bad way done. How did you get your stocks born
and raised on Big Island? Right big.
Island automatic kilo. What in Hilo?
Hilo. What school system?
Waikiki. All Waiki all the way.
So a legendary youth golf career?
Yeah. Golf.
I love golf. Grew up playing competing
against the legends Tiger Woods. Automatic.
When did you start golfing? What age?
Three years old, I live on a 6th hole at the muni golf course.
Hilo Muni golf course. The 6th hole right by the
women's T box. Get on Stonewall.
That's where I live. You jump over that wall you
right on the 6th hole at the muni and at the age of 2 years
old my grandpa. Is the chief of police.
Pick me up. He had plans for me, bro.
Pull me over this wall. Some golf balls on the ground,
little club he made for me. Put them in my hand, boy hit
him. Hane and I started hitting this
golf ball. NC fell in love with the game of
golf Bingo, bango boom golf. Why Golf?
Wow, it's right there. So convenient.
Convenient. We're over the Y in a golf
course. That's just like if you had one
football field in your backyard, you'd be playing football.
Everyday you do something. Yeah, you.
Hang around a Barber shop too long, you can cut your.
Hair I grew up in Win more. We ride dirt bikes.
That's what we do. Everybody rides their bikes.
It's your backyard. Yeah, I.
Love golf and it and it. 10 years old, I golf all the way.
10 years old, my grandpa and signed me up on my first Junior
Golf state tournament at 10, he said.
Boy, I said. Yeah.
This week. Saturday, get one Junior Golf
tournament bra in our backyard, all the junior golfers in the
state of Hawaii coming to Hilo and we're going to have 1G
Junior Golf state tournament and sign you on.
Try your best. Good luck bra automatic.
Saturday came and put my golf bag on my shoulders, walk over
my wall like I did millions of times.
Bra made my way up to the starter's box.
As I walk into the starter's box, I look in our own bra and I
see all these kids, Bra, all these kids was packed by the
golf course. And I was thinking to myself,
who today going to be action? I mean, yeah.
So that this junior Junior Golf state tournament, I came in
first. Yeah.
And I know every kill, every grain of the grass on that
course, bra. I know that golf course better
than I know myself. Yeah.
So it was automatic first base bingo bango.
So that one qualified me for representing Hawaii, our home.
Or go Junior Rd. Bra or compete in the Junior Rd.
tournament where the best golfers in the world trump.
So all the 50 States and the world that's Junior Golf state
tournament. The winner of each state go to
San Diego. But that was my first time at
10. Yeah, so I now I'm in San Diego,
bro, with my mom with my golf bag looking around and all these
different kids run out. You can tell myself whole today
going to be action Yeah, and it Tiger Woods.
I used to watch him grow up on TV, bro.
I was this hooked on him fascinated bro because I heard
of him and he was on a Johnny Carson show.
I kind of old. I don't know if you guys know
about Johnny Carson, but I haven't.
Old talk shows. See Tiger Woods and I say yell
for my mom, Emma, the boy on TV, Tiger Woods and my mom used to
tell me, don't worry son, you're going to get your day, honey.
Yeah, Now I sit in San Diego bro, and I look in around and I
boom, I see him, goes person. His name is Eldrick.
It's his real name, Eldrick. Just to make sure that I was
him. I look over at him, I said.
Eldrick. In turn he look brah, now he
looking at me. I gave him one shocker.
He's looking at me with confusion.
I'm like what? It was not on.
He gave me a little wave and he walked away.
First interaction with Eldrick, that Junior Golf tournament, I,
I tried my best, wasn't treated A tournament.
First two days I was in the lead.
I was thinking to myself, oh, I got this bro.
All that hard work from two years old jumping over the wall.
The next day, son, the last day of the tournament I'm going to
is do my best and I'm going to win and and ease off a little
bit. Oh, Tiger came strong that day
and he beat me. You're not beating me.
So in this Junior World tournament, I came in for it,
right in the world. In the world, you came first.
Yeah. And that was my first
interaction with him. So you guys happen to also be
the same age? One year younger than me.
One year younger. Yeah, one year we old.
Wow. And then I came home to Hilo,
where I live. Put my luggage on the side.
I put my golf bag on the side. State champ.
No rank for it in the world. In golf.
I made my way to my wall where I jump over every day and sit on
my wall. This time, sit on my wall.
And I was looking at the golf course, just looking into the
golf course where I spent all my free time.
State champ, now ranked four in a row.
And at 10 years old, I mean on goal for myself at 10 after that
tournament. And my goal was I was going to
beat everybody in Junior Golf. I can go high school.
I'm going to beat everybody in high school.
I can graduate, go college, beat everybody in college, graduate,
turn pro and buy me on mansion. That was a goal I set for myself
at 10 years old, Hayne, I was already off to an amazing start.
RA, 10 years old, state champ, 40 in a row.
I often want an amazing start. Yeah.
And nobody going to do my goal but me.
Rajah Hayne, it's the goal is set.
I it's on me. My mom not going to do my goal.
My grandpa not going to do my goal is me.
So you got to put the time into your craft.
If not, everybody will be on Pro.
Yeah, but you, you get what you give.
So the next day was school bro Yeah set my alarm 5 O clock in
the morning. It was like your own plan bro.
My alarm went off, I got off, washed my face real quick, grab
my golf bag, make my way to the wall in the dark, sit down on my
wall, put my golf bag, run outside of me and I'm waiting
for the sun bro as I get on goal.
Soon as the sun came up where I could see, jump over the wall
and I would golf rap. Rap.
Rap, rap all the way into my mother.
Yell Kyle Klein scoop. Wait man, one more, not one
more. So I'm not going yelling because
I fought old round round home, round home, round home.
Jump over the wall, look in the sky a little while wet, wet a
check. Get my golf bag right there
because I couldn't use them again.
Grab my backpack that I already made prepared.
The best steak isn't prepared. Steak coin I prepared.
Grab my backpack off to school. Sometimes he'll get brush my
teeth and all going school. So this is golfing for two hours
bro. Every morning, every day.
Clockwork, bro. That's crazy at 10 years old.
Yeah, Gold had that set. Well, you know what was 10 years
old? You're not even.
You know, you know why I was you know why?
Because I was on state champ. I was ranked fourteen and yeah,
I seen potential by myself and having a golf course right
there. Yeah.
But you see kind of kids that
have talent like that, they, they don't have the work ethic
like that, right? No more no more and what if I do
in life bro I I driven and as this we saw talking story in the
middle you can see what where I got driven to and what I became
one. Everything happened for one
reason, bro. I realized now because I old and
all, and I realized that you cannot understand why things
happen, bro. Because if you try to understand
why things happen, you're only going to self destruct trying to
understand why things happen because nobody know why things
happen, bro. Yeah.
So I'm a champion golfer. Every day I'll go school and
I'll listen because it all compete against guys like
Eldrick. You got to be smart, bro.
Yeah, every single class. I sat in the front row of
school, Miss. Yeah, Kyle, I can sit in the
front this year. Well, go ahead, grab my chair
out right in the front because I need to be smart, bro.
I go and listen to what you got to say.
Like a muscle. Yeah, exercise your brain.
I was on price pupil buying school, honor roll student
'cause my grandma used to cut out all the articles our our
name Honor roll. Put them in binders, bro.
And I was well respected by my teachers.
Didn't love me. I didn't love them.
Yeah. And that was school.
I'll come home from school, do my homework real quick.
But good. Put my backpack on the side,
grab my bag, my golf bag, walk over my wall and I'll golf into
the sun. Went down every single day.
I mean, no friends, just golf. But I didn't.
Yes. So from what age to what age was
that? Because that's we're looking at
four or five junior rows of golf a day.
School, right? Yeah.
Junior Rd. I gulped to the sun, went to
home bro every day. Before we move too far away from
it, Tiger Woods from that young age.
Yeah, he was different. Could you already feel he was
different? He was different.
I get an older brother, bro. And then growing up, I, my
peers, I would, I come from a humble place.
When I say this one, I would, I would beat all of them right
here. So my next goal was like, I can
play with my brother. He's four years older than me,
so 10 years old trying to compete with I'm 14.
That's kind of advantage because there's almost like a young man
already 14. So I, I started tagging along
with my brother and his friends and then I had a little brother.
Now get out of here, Brahmin. Ah, beat it.
So I keep my distance. Yeah, torment me while like
golfing, put the shadow of the head on the hole, like punting.
And they move the head, distract me, make any kind, make me any
kind. Yeah.
So growing up, I thought that was like normal, bro.
They didn't do me so much, bro. And I remember the first
tournament mean Tiger win play. He he was ready for pot.
And the sun was perfect by coming in this direction.
And I enlightened the shadow of my head onto the hole, and I
started going like this at his target, moving my head.
And my shadow was on the whole and was moving like this.
But my brother guy. Did that to me in stop in turn
around he look at me he said, excuse me Kyle, can you stop
distracting me please? That's all I knew, bro.
Like this kid is he's zoned into bro at a young age.
And I won planning during the golf state tournaments for on
the island of Kauai, Maui and Big Island and just representing
our home every single time. And then as we got older, I got
older in the beginning and I had 10 years old, he'd be skeptical
when he saw me, but not as the years went on because as well, I
speaking for everybody. Now, as Polynesians, we push out
one good energy, brah. Yeah.
So every time he'd see me, he'd look at me.
Hey, what's up, pineapple? You still call me pineapple.
It's because I'm from Hawaii and I it's it's amazing at my
upbringing, bro. Yeah.
Because not to people can say they engulf with Tiger, but they
engulf in the same tournament as Tiger.
I engulf in the same group with Tiger.
You know what I mean? So we walk and we talk and we,
we right there. And I grateful, bro.
Yeah, so senior year and my future was bright, bro.
Well, you know what was bright too?
My arrogance. Yeah, I I get emotional very at.
What point did the arrogance start to develop?
When the people started planting seeds in my head.
Telling you how great you are. And plus my goal, A10, I'm going
to buy me a mansion, bro. I'm going to join.
Not to all my parents in divorce.
Yeah, and I I wanted for BI wanted for do things not depend
on anybody. That's why I was driven.
Plus my my my dad was a my stepdad was abusive bro.
And the more I would stay at home, the more chance I would
get of getting abused bro. So I would kind of escape over
that wall because the longer I under golf course, the less
chance I can get for getting lickins bro.
I want an abusive stepdad, you understand.
Just looking for a reason to. Hit you.
Yeah, but not in the process to getting good at my craft.
Bro. So the seed was planted, this
implanted, this implanted and scholarships came and I got
arrogant, bro, Something that I, I wasn't something that I never
grew up with. And I'm I made on bad choice,
bro, my senior year, six months to graduation, right?
I wanted to impress my peers. I wanted to impress everybody
else. And I got fair warning, bro,
from the principal and yeah. No, they seen it.
They seen it. Oh.
Yeah, they didn't love me, bro. You seen the arrogance coming
out? Yeah, and I should tell them.
But no worry bro, get them. I remember telling 1 teacher no
worry. I get them bro, no disrespect.
When in four years you still going to be at the school?
I'm going to be a millionaire. I remember.
I kind of stuff. I should say it, bro.
That's not me Rowing. Yeah.
Or my my catapulting golf was poor or my arrogance got the
best out of me. I got expelled.
But after fair warning, my teachers.
You tell me about. Humble yourself, Kyle.
Humble yourself. We care about you, honey.
And don't worry. I get them, get them.
Fair warnings. Fair warning.
Fair money.
I did something that was irreversible, Brian.
I troll on object and on teacher trying to impress my friends and
we hit him right in his his neck head area.
After all that 10 warnings I got, that was it.
I got expelled bra six months of graduation and all I know is
golf bra. I never take that time for learn
anything else in life, nothing else.
That's why I didn't excel at what I did.
Till this day, I don't know if we'll fix nothing.
I don't know if we'll build nothing.
I don't know anything else but golf bra.
I never have on Plan B Plan A and I was all the way.
So now I got expelled by in high school in autofone competing.
Against guys like Elder. You got to be strong in every
aspect of your life. You got to be good at your
craft. You got to be smart and you got
to be strong physically. Yeah.
High school. And I smoke cigarette and I
drink beer and I smoke weed. Nothing, brah.
Not even banana leaves down the river.
Nothing, brah. Strong, honey.
Yeah. So I got expelled.
All my friends went off to colleges.
Not me. My golf bag, brah.
That decision I made, that got me explored.
I put my golf bag in my closet. Lock them.
Ah, padlock. Never like even golf anymore.
That's how I should kill my passion, brah.
So all my new friends started changing, though.
Somebody came out to me with the crystal Med pipe.
Yeah, honey, try this. Oh, I felt disrespected, bro.
I felt offended. I said, Hoyne, you better get
that out of my face 'cause you be the loser, bro.
And look at me right in my highball.
And he said, Kyle, you blew one of the biggest opportunities
anybody could ask for, bro. You the loser, Hoyne.
Oh brah, his words 'cause home Pierce Right to me bro.
They catch me out on bad time in my mind.
Bad time in my mind. I just got expelled, but not
like golf. I don't know what to do, so I
said OK honey, let me try then let me try.
When I blow out that crystal mass smoke for the first time, I
blow out everything that was instilled in me as on
childbirth. All my love, all my respect, all
my etiquette, all my morals. That I was.
Instilled in me as a child, but my grandpa, the chief of police
came out and instantly became an addict, a monster.
What age is that? I became an addict 24 years old.
There's something in between. You let me go there.
Yeah, just that that.
Limbo of OK, SO18I just I got kicked out 18 years old.
Everybody was calling me dumb bra dumb Hoyen.
You blow bra you she's so dumb, bra PO, you hold those words got
the best out of me, bra. Yeah, So I I told my Mama.
Yeah, son, I got to get out of here, Bra Hoyen.
So what you talking about, son? I say I can't.
I cannot handle this. This daughter, Dane Katie, that
you heard the lady call me dumb. But that's OK, boy.
Yeah, I cannot handle more. What should I do?
Like move? I got to get.
I got to go. He said where I go, son.
I said Alaska. He said who?
You know in Alaska, Nobody. Nobody even call me dumb bro.
And she said. You better think about this son.
I don't want too much money bro. I just turned 18 years old bro.
I don't want too much money bro. You better tonight.
Go in your room, sleep. You let go.
I'm buying one way ticket and you better not call me back and
tell me you're stuck. You understand son, understand.
Next they came. Molly go.
She bought me a one way ticket. Dropped me off right at Hilo
airport. 2 backpacks I think it was July bro.
Why Alaska? Though that's the farthest place
I could think of. The farthest place I could think
of. Opposite.
I don't you only. Think about snow, no.
No, nothing. I just like, get out of here,
bro. I look back on my life all the
time. No.
Yeah. And there was at that time in my
life not thinking straight. Yeah, my brain.
I went. I think graduations was June,
July. I was out of there already, bro.
Backpack on drop me off on the curb love you son love you too I
think my mom thinking that he can call me back my Mama she
loved me bro so I can go Alaska when 18 years old not knowing
nobody bro I stay at the airport wasn't Saturday I was at the
airport almost 18 hours I think bro a whole 24 hour day so my.
Flight was the first six hours. Everybody come greet each other.
Polynesians, they all leave. No, nobody, no.
The terminal back then was different.
I don't know how is it now, but the Hawaii was kind of far from
the Anchorage upon. But I just cruise in here or not
a plane come in, everybody come greet each other.
Oh, look, everybody whole they leave last plane six hours
later, security count to me. You're right on.
All right. I'm waiting for my friend bro.
OK. Six hours later, bro, I'm
playing calm. Everybody hugging each other.
I don't watch them leave, though.
I I leave. I sit on the curb with my 2
bags. Looking down at my feet.
I see 2 feet 2 feet come up. I look up.
Oh you're right on. It just came off the plane.
It's 2 local Filipinos. I said no, but I'm not a right
'cause I from I from a Big Island.
I don't know nobody bra and I stuck clean.
Just your bags, yeah. We go, oh, you.
Never have one place for staying on the you just flew there.
Just flew there, just flew there.
That's how much I think was what you was going to do.
I don't know, that's so much that's bothering me bro.
I was waiting for you to say your your friend was going to
pick you up like I. Started total security wait for
my friend bro he's. Going to live at the airport?
And he's just go. I have to go.
And I and stay with these guys and Nick.
At that point in time where your mom and stepdad still together?
Oh. Yeah, and then I was there.
I was in Alaska, bro. I can go, he told me.
No worry, honey, You can stay with us.
We we're staying on trailer. You got an extra room, bro?
You can stay with us, honey, to get on your feet on on room in a
trailer. That was the kind they drive.
You know the kind. RV Yeah.
Oh, we reached the trailer
'cause. First time I was on trailer on
trailer park. He he said oh come on you can
sleep in your hall. So tired bro.
I remember I didn't go inside.
Soon as my head hit the bag and sleep, I woke up.
I I heard music boom boom boom boom.
What, you know, party right in the trailer?
Yeah. All these Filipinos with all
these Eskimos. I was up there for five years,
bro. I treat with kids.
My oldest two days, 29, I get twin boys.
They're 27. And then one day I woke up, bro,
in Alaska, in my house with my kids still not working, still
not drink, still not doing anything, just existing.
I I told her, the girl, my girlfriend at the time, wake up.
I'm going home. Well, back sleep.
This is your home. No, no, no, honey, wake up.
It's not my home, bro. I'm going to take the kids.
I'm going back home. You do what you got to do, come
back home, Hawaii, and that's all going to be so you sure?
Yep. I call my little sister from
Hilo. She can come help me bring my
kids. So my, my twins was only six
months old. My son was I, I, I don't rage.
They're small, bro. My little sister had the twins
with her. The lady on the side of her own
stranger was helping her with one of my twins and my oldest
was by me. And we're going home as soon as
the wheels hit the ground. Here's the man epidemic.
I went down the beach. What year is that?
18 years old +5. It's, it's been a bad, it's been
bad for a while because I grew up around it too, so it's been
bad for a while. 2418 + 524 I can go down the beach all my
friends, bro, ugly, ugly. Oh some matter what you want.
Everybody was on dope. Like I said it never take too
long and the pipe came home out. I never like it first.
Oh yeah, get that on my face 'cause people should tell me all
kinds of stuff will try and get me for small.
That's not how I was raised inside.
And the day came off. I just did them.
That's cool. And like I said earlier, when I
blow the Christmas smoke, I blow everything that I was instilling
me as a child. And I've been raised.
Well, Yeah. And I became a monster and I
became an addict and I became one slave.
Crystal Man. Crystal Man had his grips on me
and had no intentions of letting me go over.
But God is good. Yeah.
So now they put me back on the news.
This time is not because I ain't golf against Eldrake.
It's not because I won on Junior Golf state titles.
Now they label me Hawaii's most wanted, and they needed the
public's assistance in apprehending me.
I brought panic, shame upon my people, bro.
On me, my my family, my home. Yeah.
And then they came. They got me, bro.
When they got me, I was 29 years old, 98 lbs.
All. Blown crystal meth.
Attic. Hawaii's most wanted attic,
brah. So now they they got me.
I hope he showed my mug shot, brah.
You can bring them up. Yeah.
What did you do to become what he's most wanted?
Everything about murder and rape.
I was on Bryan, I was on menace, brah, and I did what was
necessary by any means necessary, fulfill my.
Yeah, yeah, brah. Things I did is kind of like I
say back home in a criminal world, like they put me on
pedestal, bro, in a criminal world because God is good
though, bro. Yeah.
So now they put me on the news and they, they caught me and
hopefully bring up the mug shot. Yeah.
Get them on Google. 98 lbs are, you know, skinny, 98 lbs.
I remember the two nurses in the jail trying to balance me on the
scale bro. That's all Withered.
Battered and broken I was when they got me.
Yeah, how 198 LB can be such on Menace bra?
The meth. Yep.
Yeah, yeah. That's.
The only thing that keep you going, yeah.
Keep going, bra. Sign up, sign up, sign up, sign
up, sign up, sign up. Just criminal activity.
What's the longest you stay up? All these really, I was.
Expecting more, I was. Expecting longer than a week
bra, What was the a day? One day it was 3 days, so 12 bra
just. I get friends as in the like the
12 the 14, but that's when you start losing.
What did a day in the life look like at that point from 24 to
29? Whenever my eyes was open and
conscious. Was criminal activity what?
Was like a time you woke up. What time in the day?
Oh. Different was different all the
time, bro. When I sleep, I'm going to
sleep. These three days, bro, Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. And yeah.
And I don't like glorify anything about my criminal ass
off. What I what I did is what I did.
So now I stay in the Hilo jail where I live.
I'm looking at 20 years in prison for all my crimes that I
can commit. 20 years, bro. I, I, I wasn't built for prison.
Nobody was built for prison. So now I'm looking at 20 years,
bro. And I tripping.
Yeah I tripping bro. So the first week, week and a
half, two weeks, all I did was eat and sleep.
Because there's two things that I did not do while on my
addiction when one month I was strong, bro, bingo, bango
strong. Yeah.
Push ups, burpees, upside downs against the wall.
Yeah. Well, what was stronger was my
crystal meth addiction that was in my mouth.
And the Hilo jail that's got the thing was so overcrowded with
inmates, they put us in a fishbowl.
Everybody Hilo know in the jail is getting place called the
fishbowl. It's on glass.
Old cafeteria where everybody walk in circles, look like fish
swimming. Started calling the fish bowl so
everybody. Walking in a circle.
If he got, use a. Bathroom you you knock on the
window and the guard will say what?
God, I got a piece. Wait.
No more bathrooms, bra. Is it we was?
So packed at jail so I had on corner where.
People used to piss. In a corner bra yeah, that there
was the living environment was not good, bro.
And it I was walking with with with with these guys just walk
in and I stop. I look up bro. 40 feet up of the
fish. Bowl in a little triangle window
bra with a sun ray come in. People standing in the in the
sun just will feel a. Little bit warm.
Through the window cause cold in the jail AC they pump on bra
yeah so people would in certain time of day the light would
shine in one little spot on the ground is stand inside the one
day I was looking at that window bro and back in the day the
inmates were so fed up with that fish bowl and broke the tables
off the ground. They made on fire and then set
the tables on fire. I think it was 2004 and the
flames got so high when shattered the window way up
there. You know, like if somebody punch
a windshield or the thing just shatter.
That's all the thing was. But nobody took the time of the
jail for fixing because I was high up by the window.
So now I looking at that window Crystal man and my mom calling
me bro. And I forgot to tell you guys,
but the day they caught me, they put me back on the news bro,
because they had a hard time catching me on the news.
They put the big catch captured that's the day they'd got me but
they wanted the public for breathe on sigh of relief that I
was in that's how much I was on havoc I in cause where I live
yeah they wanted the public for no you guys can relax right now
yeah so now I'm looking up at this shattered glass 40 feet on
crystal met calling me bro one of my friends walk out to me
right in my ear. He said Kyle, he said one.
What you looking at? I see see the window down right
down way up there. He said yeah, I'm going to
escape. He said How you going?
I'm doing, don't worry. Go Hawaiian Ninja Warrior bingo
bango, the panel said. Boom.
And in a criminal world, back in the day, I was on a pedestal
bra. But all my street cred I had.
Yeah. So I told all my friends, I need
help. I need your own plan.
Ho, ho, everybody cunk. I need your own plan.
He he need our help. What you need?
I say I need bed sheets. Bro, you can give me bed sheets.
Automatic 40 people around are on the perimeter of the
fishbowl. Oh, my friend.
First guy sleeping on the ground.
Kick him right in his head. Bro.
Get up, rap 1 sheet, you get up, move rap.
Not a sheet. Went around blah blah blah.
Collecting all the sheets. Drop them right in front of me.
Sheets, Wayne. Who?
Thank you, Wayne. Yeah.
Whoa, whoa, what else? What else we got to do?
What are you guys enough for making a rope?
They don't rope, right? Oh, yeah.
I grew up on a ranch, bro. I don't for making a rope,
Alexi. RIP of the bed sheets rap.
Rap braid them rap braid them rap raid them hold a rope he
made for me. You could sell him an HPM on
him. Bra was on that rope bra.
I said what what we can do next. All excited raffle help me.
What what we can do next? You see that?
Light hanging down halfway down from the ceiling.
You can lasso that or what? I can now.
I don't think he can. I can.
I can see that's what I'm like. I grabbed the rope.
I pulled on on the thing. Hold.
The thing is strong and a cable come down.
Cable, cable, cable. You know the kind on the side of
the road, the telephone pole to get that, the wire with the
yellow coating on top. Yeah.
That kind of wire, yeah. Yeah, that kind of wire and at
the bottom of the wire, your little black box when you put
one on light bulb inside, So the box is only like it's being on
the top. Yeah.
I climb the rope. Rap.
Rap.
Yeah. Strong I grab onto that little
black bolt that with a lightning light bulbs there.
I pull myself up with my fingers behind up with my elbow on top
of the black box, grab onto the cable that is pull myself up
wrapped. Boom, now I standing on top of
the black box with a light bulb stand the cable coming straight
up like this. Yeah, standing up there 20 feet
looking down at everybody and I, I grab on the cable one before I
make my 20 feet. Trek to the top.
I like make sure this cable going to be solid bro.
So I kind of went hold to the cable.
I kind of went jump up the cable went flex and then boom.
Because if the thing broke I only going to fall 20 feet.
I would have fall 20 and then 40.
Yeah. So I jumped a couple of times.
Boom, boom, hold. This thing is strong.
Let's go with my fingers and my toes and my shins and my knees.
Climb this cable bra to the top. Grab on.
Make my way over to the broken window.
Shattered. Now shattered.
I balance on the wood way at the top and I start elbowing shot
kind of fat as hard as I could. Shot kind PA PA only seeing on
my elbow PA push them through boom slide my way in out.
I could feel the wind on my face, the rain on my face.
Bro the window is straight up like this at an angle like this.
If you're past the helo jail chair, look to your right.
If you turn it down, why you know, you know you can see the
triangle that is. That's why I get.
This cut on this this tattoo is a nose isn't was ripped right
open my back ripped because I'm squeezed through that window.
Now I'm standing on the roof of Hilo jail 12O clock at night,
crystal meth calling me. Jump off the roof, get up, run
right by Hilo high school. First Toyota shock I saw clip on
bone crystal man now an escape fugitive wine yes really.
Wagon Rondo. I live in an island. 12 days
later, 3 high speed chases later, they got me bro got me.
Oh bro you like hear one story about my escape.
My arm, my back are so infected bro.
And a dirty glass. You ever you ever did Fry?
One Bologna on a stove in a pan. You know how to think bubble.
That's how big my back was. Bro what a cuts was or big
bubble wing. And this was infected and right
infected then chase me a couple of times, but I got away.
I got away, I got away. But this day I I had to do
something but I could feel on my chest was getting sore and.
So I went. To Waikoloa bro, I swear that's
why I did plenty of bad things and sorry Waikoloa but Waikoloa
and I parked my stolen car and I walked through was a nice
beautiful Saturday bro and I walked through the hotels
wanting I saw all over the news bro.
I didn't escape fugitive bro. But like the Hilton and
everything. Bro, me and my bro.
I was sick. I, I was sick and tired already.
Bro yeah, I don't care. I I don't care.
I make my way down to the ocean. I, I get my shorts on, no more
shirt. And I lay on the sand and I just
knee high water and I just rubbing my back on the sand,
cleaning myself, cleaning myself.
Oh, I feel good. You know this.
Is right in being in the ocean and cleaning them?
Because I never cleaned them the whole time, bro.
Well, how can clean them where I can clean them?
People think escape. Yeah.
Good fun. Not good fun, honey.
Yeah, You're only home, bro. Running from the cops is running
from the cops, but not affairs is involved.
How many people get involved when you escape?
Fugitive. So I was sick and tired.
I went down there. I cleaned myself.
Walking up to my stolen car. I look over at the the pool.
I see plenty people, brah. Yeah.
Criminal activity. I'm going to do criminal
activity real quick since I hear I walk in towards the pool.
I walk in on the side of the pool and I'm plenty people bro.
I hear a commotion in a pool like water real fast.
I hear water. I look 01 of the cops in the
police station in the middle of the pool bro pulse it up.
Oh and look boom he's making his way to the side because that
like his towel whatever underneath he's making his way
to the side. So I start running.
Kyle, wait right there he was waiting for me in the pool.
Bro ho and run fast on foot. Nobody can catch me anywhere.
Honey. Yeah.
The meth speeder. Where on meth speed you Cena you
see meth gazelle, but I made my way to my car.
We recline my chair down ho is underneath looking at all the
cars by the surf shots. We just gone.
The cop and I wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
He went went. I reverse real calm.
Get out. Going up.
Waikoloa Rd.
You can turn left or right. Yeah.
I turn left towards white male. Yeah.
Overtaking cars, overtaking cars, overtaking cars.
I reached the rodeo. Yeah.
I see the horses on the side of the road.
Not not a real horses, but horses for black roads.
Cops on the side of the road already.
Who I was. Pushing a car in front of me,
pushing a car in front of me as soon as I the car went through I
went through the car behind me went through that's and then
boom we started blocking off people traffic, stopping them
got away again yeah. So I wasn't close on bro, then
they then they got me, he got me.
And then now I now I want high risk inmate.
I don't know this at the time. If you watch the news tonight
and see somebody take somebody's life on TV on the news, that
inmate when they go prison, they're going to be on high risk
inmate because they're never going to see the light of day
again. And because of that mentality,
their mind is twisted and a twisted mind is a high risk
line. Yeah, it put me 6 times.
State Junior Golf champ, ranked 4th in the road.
Never get into one fight in my life.
I risk custody because I just. You can't execute one of the
biggest escapes. Yeah.
And the day they caught me is that they didn't ship me all
around from Hilo. They never liked me there.
So they shackle me. No chains on my feet, handcuff
wherever I go. I get my shackles on my feet.
If I'm not in on sale. I shackled that standard
procedure. I learning all this as I go.
Yeah, So before they took me to the airport from the Hilo jail,
you see me down on a shadow guard and a guard next to me.
Big guard, bro. I want to say his name, a big
one. He said hi.
He he kind of look at me and kind of.
Yeah. In dial on the phone.
Bing, Bing, Bing, Bing, Bing, Bing, Bing, Bing.
The speakerphone. In ring the speakerphone.
I heard a lava Correctional Facility.
I heard of a lava. I heard.
How about? How about?
But I never did go there yet. Hey, how's it we're going, guy
over here, his name is Kyle, bro.
And the speakerphone said, hey, the guy from Escape.
Yep, the guy from Escape. But we get him right here, bro,
right outside of me, honey. And I, the guy from the phone
went yell. Kyle didn't call me.
I never respond. The guy nudged me.
Whoop. Answer, honey, what's up?
Hey. What's up, punk from Big Island?
We heard. We heard you coming up today to
us? Yeah.
I get some advice before you come.
I said what he said. Be ready, honey.
Hang out.
I don't know if I expect bro. Cop sitting on the side of me
just in, call Halava, tell them I come in, forgive me the
treatment because they couldn't handle me.
They like that kind of stuff. So they took me to Halava. 2 big
cars next to me by myself on a plane took me to Halava where I
met Halava's goon squad and they also escorted.
They escorted me and they walked me to a shoe Shu special holding
unit. That's a hold on.
All I remember about the isolation.
The shoe was the silence row. The silence is a silent right.
Every cell was occupied down there.
The the shoe is under the prison.
All I remember was a silence row.
So I remember and a guardian put me in.
I said handcuff. You put me in my cell. 1 little
trap door open. He said, put your hands true.
Put my hands out through the door.
You take off my handcuffs. I slide my hands back in, close
the door. I am my cell.
I am my 7 by 7 windowless cell in Halaba Correctional Facility.
Shoe. Yeah.
And all they did in the cell was peace.
I got little mattress. Bob Barker, inch and a half
thick on blue one on us on the ground in a corner of my cell
going on toilet. Went on sink, connected
stainless steel in a corner. That's it.
It took away my reading material.
It took away my writing material.
What they did to me was illegal, bra because I'm a punk from Big
Island. And then if you ask them about
things like that, you know what they're going to tell you, bra.
They're going to tell you next time they'll come prison,
they're going to smile. What they do to you in there is
what they do, Bra. They can do anything they like
to you, Bra. Is there a word against yours?
And we're the convicts, yeah. So they didn't strip me of
everything bro because like he don't jail and give them a heads
up and they told them for give me the treatment.
The. First day I had my 7 by 7 cell.
The guard came the trap door and opened, told me put your hands
out, put my hands out through my door.
He put my handcuffs on. Boom, step back, step back,
close the trap door, open the door.
Took me to a shower, a shower. So walking down this corridor
around me and these two guns we're walking.
I say handcuff, I get my boxers on and I walking down this
corridor so silent in there bro. And I reached this my shower 2
by 2. Stainless steel 2 by 2 is not
too big bro. Or big guys, but I don't know
how they wash their. Back because I had a hard time
turn like poo poo so small in there stainless steel.
And the water is like on beach park.
You press them and the thing come on and the thing go off and
the front is on gate like on metal gate and they padlock them
on the outside. So stainless steel, stainless
steel, stainless steel we're on gate Bah padlock boom and they
leave you in there. So I shower.
I pressed the box and hold cold water boom, hold cold rolling.
So I pressed them again shower fast 2 minutes.
I was power, bro. Yeah, Pascal, I yell.
Bro from my shower. SEO SEOSEO means adult
correctional. Officer calling for him.
Nobody answer, nobody calm bro. And I'm standing there naked in
a two by two staining steel shower with on metal gate
padlock. 8 hours later, Hoenn, the guard come.
He's calling for me. Owen.
Oh, yeah? What?
Oh, hi, Paul. It's cool.
Hands out. Handcuff me.
Walk me back to my cell. Hands out.
Take him off by me. He put his molt right on the
side of the door. Owen, you talking to me now?
I am in my cell. I put my mouth by the crack.
Yeah. Let me know.
If you like shower again tomorrow you know we can do this
again. I said Nah, Hoyen, I'm good, I'm
good. I'm gonna go try it again and so
I'm like standing those two by two stainless steel shower the
water don't even drain. Wait.
Oh you nuts on it's kind of stuff they do bro I good Let me
know if you like shower, you know Hoyen and do this again
bro. I good that's the last time I
took a shower in there bro. Then I started smelling myself.
The older the stench bra. But that's when I learned how to
improvise. Wash myself in my sink, Plug the
pookas in the bottom of the sink.
Bird bath. Every every week somebody on the
other side of their door, they would smash on toilet paper,
roll, shovel into my trap door, would fall on the ground.
One little hotel soap, Bob Barker fall on the ground.
Toothpaste, toothbrush, towel, drop them in.
That's my hygiene. It would last me for one week
and all I did was paste back and forth.
So I'll wait for every single meal that came because I I did
this for a while and I knowing that the squeaky squeak of the
trap door open my food can calm. I could tell what kind of food
the day of is. But what I eating if I get green
eggs because it's powdered eggs. It's not eggs from a chicken
bro. This is eggs from a 5 gallon
bucket. And they mix it water and I
think I'm green bro. Just add water eggs so if I get
on plates sliding and everything.
You get eggs. And bread, that's breakfast.
If I get on sandwich and a soup, that's lunch.
If I get on chicken Patty when a rice ball, that's dinner three
times a day. Was that a punk from Big Island?
Well God is good bro and all I did in the.
Cell every day was paste touch the wall, three steps, turn
around, touch the door, turn around, touch the door, turn
around, touch the wall every day.
I could see my hair grin upon my face bro because they never gave
me a razor due to the fact of suicide.
My skin was losing its complexion because I never feel
the sun. I was pale.
I combined the paper one day the voices of isolation but I woke
up in my 7 by 7 cell and the voices of isolation was so loud
bro in my mind. And the voice is was yelling at
me. Bro Kyle is on 6th time state
champ. He was ranked 4th in the world.
Look what he's then, oh, you know, 7 by 7 cell losing.
Your mind ram me hitting the wall and ram me hitting the
wall. The voice is bro.
Isolation was hitting me. Hitting me, bro.
Catch me on a bad time again in my mind, yeah.
So I'm back up as far as I could by my 7 by 7 cell and I was
ready for lunch for it and smashed my head into this wall
because this is not how we're supposed to live.
Honey. But no matter how hard I tried
to go bro, I couldn't. And I could feel this pressure
against me, holding me back against my wall bro, as I tried
to go and I tried to go and the only direction I could go was
down brown to my knees. Nobody took me church.
I was on golf course my whole life.
Nobody told me about Jesus. I had golf coaches from my whole
life. So now I find myself on my
knees, right? That's 7 by 7 windowless cell
with the voices of isolation screaming at me and my hair big,
my pale skin. That's why I surrender bro.
All I say was God. My name is Kyle bro.
Sorry for what I did to all those people.
And if you really really really hold their uncles.
I need help bro Help. I was calling God Hawaiian bro.
And when I said that word Amen, 'cause like I saw in a movie,
bro, Amen, the best feeling that I ever did feel my life cause,
the most warmth, comforting feeling I ever did feel my life
'cause so when I got saved, goes, you know, 7 by 7
windowless sail and Halaba Correctional Facility, bro.
And when ice? Rolls from my knees to my feet I
would stand a new creation bra a new creation with Jesus Christ
my Lord and Savior bra the voices of isolation was gone in
my body was just different in my soul, in my spirit beautiful
feeling bra but I still in my 7 my 7 cell.
But now when I pace. I get on different mindset, I
get on different demeanor about myself, bro.
I happy, happy bro. So next thing you know, I'm
doing my thing and myself, but with a different perspective on
different feeling, on different emotion because I just got
saved. Yeah.
So now I hear a vibration on my door, bro.
I hear key jiggling. I think to myself, Oh God, I
work fast, bro. The door went open.
I'd step back as far as I could. I see two big hoeans by looking
at me one one hoeing, one solid big ones and I looking at them,
bro, hoeing and looking at them bro, one of them in motion to
me. Kyle, come on, it's cool.
Oh wow, Where I going? Going home?
He'd smile. He said, no bro, you're not
going home. You're far from home.
You going to a high custody prison right now.
You just did isolation. This is punishment for the
escape point. Hurry up at school.
You're wasting our time bro. And I standing back against my
wall looking at these guys. I said before I leave this cell,
like ask you guys some question. He said what?
Hurry up Mickey quick. I said how long I was in
Halloween and I motioned on the ground where I pace every day
how long I was in Halloween. You said using him for three
years and two weeks. That's how long it kept me in
there. Bro.
Next time no come prison, Wayne. Yeah.
So I looking at them, I crying. No, stop crying.
Wipe your tears and hurry up. 'Cause it's cool.
Let's go, Wayne, let's go. So in the back of my wall I took
three steps forward, Bah Bah Bah, the door open and stop.
Because I usually. Turn but now the door is open.
So my 4th step was kind of weird bro.
It's kind of like set up on turn a tree.
Now I fall forward, and my 5th and my 6th.
And I was walking down the corridor and I was counting my
steps. But like in a.
Marching band bro in the Murray Monarch Parade, Honey 6/7. 8-9
the guard looking at me. Two of them all somehow.
You're right. Or what?
I said, Bro, I never walk in a straight line in a while, bro.
I just can't do my steps, bro. But I told him, He said, Bro,
how are you calling all you like, 'cause yeah.
See Why are you going? Again, he's going to a high
custody prison, bro. I don't know nothing about high
custody prison. I mean, yeah, hang on, bro.
Hang on, Wayne. When he reached me to a high
custody prison, now I push him a wagon.
I got a wagon. I push him and my wagon get same
drill, toilet paper, my state soap, this, this, this, this,
everything in my wagon and I reached a high custody prison
bro. And I look in around everybody
in there, everything is glass. I get big hair, I get big beard.
And then my skin is pale, bro, like I said, like I'm biting the
paper. That's how you know who who who
just came out the hole it pale. Yeah.
So whenever you see somebody pale that and I learned you just
give them space. But they adapting back in the
general pub wherever he's there. So now I just standing there
looking at these guys bro I see 179 men high custody status.
They're looking at me. All I see is muscles, tattoos
and normal teeth. And they're looking at me, bro,
Looking at me the way these men look at you.
But I don't know how they develop that stare, bro.
But the way these men look at you, they look at you, bro.
Look at you can feel them, bro. Yeah.
So I. Looking at these.
Guys by trip watch, that's what I that's that's why I going
home. Yep, the door opening right now
on the door and open real slow bro.
And once the door and everybody went stop what they was doing.
But they like see who coming in, who live in a damn now and they
see me bro. And you know what they saw when
they saw me Fear. I was scared, honey.
Yeah. Nobody was built for prison,
bro. You know, especially on first
time on Yeah. So I walk in my cell, cell 9.
Cell 9 is my cell. So I'm pushing.
My wagon tripping. I mean tripping.
Boom. I look for cell 9.
I look cell 9. Boom.
I leave my wagon outside. I run into my cell.
Get rid of that. Get out of the attention.
Is everybody watching you, honey?
Yeah. They like see how you move.
They like, see they're observing you as what they do.
As soon as I went into my cell and reached the back of my cell.
As soon as I reach the back. Of my cell, I don't commotion at
my door and turn around and look too late, 'cause.
Too late. Somebody's fist was this close
to my face 'cause. And then I got clipped.
Oh, right in my chin, 'cause Oh, and fall.
I land on my back and I was looking up at this all.
Anyways is looking at him bro, his friend and calm push him on
the side, look down at me, put his leg over me, look down at me
and lift up his leg as high as he could and ram his heel right
in my mouth. That's when I lost my teeth. 2
teeth and fly out two teeth and fold in.
It took my toilet paper out, It took my state soap.
It took my towel. It took my toothbrush, It took
my toothpaste and my towel. But most importantly, they
wanted to find out if I was on prayer or if I was on predator.
That's what they do. And you guys know what they
found out about me? That I was on prayer.
Because they never. Fight back.
That's not how I was raised. I was raised with love, respect
and etiquette. And how far he won golf ball,
320 yards. That's how I was raised.
So now I I getting beat up every day.
I'm a bunky. He said, bro, it's your first
time in prison. I said yeah.
He said, I can tell what what what is your what is your trip
going? What, what you get?
I said, I got sent this to 10 years.
He said how long you did in a hole.
Because you wait. Like I'm buying a pair.
Problem. I said I did three years in two
weeks in a hole. Cool.
Not bad. Only for your first time.
Well, why are you in here with us?
And steal and I pan and execute and escape.
Oh, you misdemeanor. And you, you kill anybody.
I said no, it's your first time in prison.
Yeah. Yeah.
First time. How long you did in a hole?
Three years in two weeks, you're sentenced to 10.
Yep. No.
Get too comfortable with us, Raheem.
I said why? If you got sentenced to 10 years
in prison, it's your first time in prison.
You can do, if you got sentenced to 10, you can do mandatory 3
years and four months before you see the pro bot.
You get sentenced to 20. You do six years, six years and
eight months. You get sentenced to five, you
do 18 months for me, I sent it to 10.
First time in prison. I will see the ball in three
years, in four months. And since this is your first
time since you would misdemeanor burglary at that time was
misdemeanor. He said you, you should shoot
your crimes, bro. You'll see the ball.
They're going to let you go. First time in prison, guarantee
everybody got chance for parole, bro, I said.
You for real bro, for real. At the three.
Years in two weeks in isolation. Three years, four months came,
bro. The guard came to my cell.
Kyle Yeah, put on your uniform pro hearing.
Oh, my Bunky, I told you. Wayne, I like your shoes when
you come back. Automatic bro, Automatic ho I
walk in to the pro bar home. I'm going to see my mom pretty
soon ho I'm going to see my family.
Oh, I'm going to see crystal meth.
Ah, I saved a new creation, but I still had my addiction.
Bro. It's I walk into the parole
barn, the Mr. I'm going to say his name tofono, you look at me.
Kyle, Kyle, Kyle. No, you just sit down.
It's. Going to be quick.
We was waiting for you honey. We denying your parole?
We see you in seven years next. Who bro?
Wait, what about first time? What about three years?
Four months? What about guard pushing me out?
I just got maxed out. 1010 out of 10 bro.
First time prison, nonviolent crime, maxed out and out of 10,
bro. God, it's good.
I wasn't ready yet, bro. Yeah.
So when I came home to the jail, Bobanky said.
Like your shoes? I said honey.
I, I, I they gave me. 10 out of 10 honey it was.
What? Who are the?
First inmate that you guys going to meet that got sentenced 10
out of 10 on their first time in prison bro on nonviolent crimes.
That is good. So I.
Called my mom, I said mom, oh son, I cannot wait to see you
son, how'd it go? Not good, honey.
Just why? Why?
What happened? I said not coming home.
What about the first time? What about three years or four
months? Son, I don't know my this and my
mom started crying on the phone. Then first thing I thought was
mom. If you're working with.
Claire and he make One Cup of clay and you put them in the
kiln and you turn them on. I don't know what happened in
the kiln or when the kiln is pawed and you take out that
thing that you made going to be solid.
Yeah, I guess my killing time is 10 years, Ma, because I don't
think God read it. No, I'm not ready yet.
And she just said, son, I love you.
I always going to be here for you.
Be still, son. So now I got to adapt to 7.
More years, bro yeah, so every day I get beat off.
Every day I get beat off, bro. And the food in prison is scarce
bro, for people who don't know about.
Prison. The food is scarce, bro.
You get big guys in there, they're hungry.
You know what it came for? I get extra food, huh?
Me because I'm prayer. Yeah, so I was pulling hard
time, bro, hard time bro in my bunky one day coming to the
cell, Kyle, come, if you get a problem with another man, you
take them to your cell, you lock the door and you guys handle
your business. That's how you guys do
confrontation in prison. So my bunky was calling me for
come to the cell. I was thinking, oh, I never do
nothing to him. I never did.
She became why? Why he calling me to the cell
for he he told me go in my cell. He said get in, bro.
I went in my cell. He didn't walk in.
He closed the door, he locked the door, me and him in the cell
and look at me. He said sit down honey, sit down
honey and sit down the edge of the bed.
Soon as my butt and hit the edge of the mattress, he'd slap me as
hard as he could. I'm a bunk.
He's he's a big man bro. He hit me so hard.
I thought my head and flashed my body and I thought he was my
friend. So I started crying, 'cause and
he said, look at me, honey. He said, look at me, honey, and
look up at him. He said, bro, I cannot see this
guy's doing this to you, bro, honey, you got to fight.
I told him I never get into a fight in my life, Wayne.
He said, bro, what? And you're here with us.
It's seven more years, bro. Honey, you got to fight.
You understand, Poom, clap me one more time.
Look at me honey, remember where you stare you understand?
Gotta fight me and open the door.
Left me in there with my thoughts.
Kind of lived like this bro. Next day at breakfast the same
guy came take my food. Not today honey.
Come cell 9 we're going to scrap.
Went to my cell when I close them.
I was in. Fighting for my food, I was
fighting for my life when getting difference.
Yeah. So I got in my first physical
application, right to my second physical application.
Third physical application fought 5th, 678910.
That was rough when it was rough.
So now the years going on, the years going on, I get muscles, I
get tattoos. I don't want teeth like
everybody else and I adapting as a convict.
Yeah. So in prison we play cards.
So we do. We work out like a machine.
We punch slippers, we punch each other and we play cards.
That's how we do. And one day, playing cards with
my friend, he get muscles, tattoos and the motif just like
me. And we unwinding.
That's how we unwind the days. Had a big situation on the side
with six guys was doing this to this one guy, and this one man
was screaming for help. I've been raised to help.
You see somebody chalk on the side of the road and they're
pushing. You jump out of your truck and
you push, honey. Right.
I heard my bunkies voice in my head at that time.
Remember where you stay, honey. Yeah.
So all I did is reverse what I was raised with.
Hearing that man scream was kind of eerie, bro, hearing a man
scream like that for help. Or maybe that guy did something
wrong to somebody's daughter. Maybe that guy had robbed the
wrong old lady. Maybe he paid the price.
Maybe he was waiting for him. Yeah.
So he let things go over. Or this man screaming for help.
I look at her own in my environment that I built for
myself. Nobody even paying attention,
bro, to that guys watching TV or football, yes Sir.
Go get my suit, bro. Yes Sir.
People punching slip on the stairs, blah blah blah blah.
Guys playing cards, nobody even paying attention to that because
it's normal situation and that that happened not for me.
It's not normal bro. So I told my friend and I called
my back on you. I'm going, I'm going to my cell.
When you use the backroom, I walk away, I go to my cell, I
close my door, I take a big breath and I tell myself stay
humble bro. You have six years left.
This is temporary. This is not your home.
I reminded myself. I had to figure out something,
bro. I dropped to my knees in a
prayer. But to God, thank you for the
breath of life. Guide me, protect me, keep me
safe. In Jesus name, Amen.
Amen. It's no more prayer.
Stumble prayer. Every day I stumble prayer.
Every single day I stumble prayer.
Yeah, guys get killed trying to yell for help, choking on their
own blood, everybody walking around them.
That's not normal, bro. Walk to my cell, close my door,
take on big breath. Stay humble honey, you have five
years left. This is temporary.
This is not your home. Reminding myself drop to my
knees prayer. Father God, thank you for the
breath of life. Guide me for take me, keep me
safe. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
afraid. The day came rather guard came
unto me. Kyle what started talking to me.
I said check on my clothes because you don't like talk to
on guard. Bro.
People don't think you're telling.
So I told the guard from what this is, actually I talk more
loud about so my friends can hear what?
What we're talking about. You see, let me talk loud.
I said yeah, you got home, then next flight.
Oh, shut up, shut up. Because you don't like, no,
people would let you when you go home.
You don't like people know you're going home, bro, But
they're going to try to ruin that before you go home.
So I told the guard, Oh, shut up.
People know. People know.
Well, you told me to speak loud, Honey, I'm sorry.
OK. I got.
I got home OK. Thank you.
Run to my cell, not one smile on my face because you cannot
celebrate. You cannot show happiness in
front of people. That is not going home because
that's selfish. I seen a situation where one boy
would celebrate his going home and he got smashed and he left
in on stretcher. So when the guy came up to me
and told me it's my turn for leave, inside I was jumping to
joy. But outside I was stern.
And I look at the guard and I said thank you.
Walked on my cell, closed my door right.
It's over. It's done bro.
Dropped to my knees. Father God, thank you for this
10 years of prison. Father God, thank you for
allowing me to see the things that I had to see, bro.
So I could feel what what I could feel when I get released
from this prison gates. Father God please use me in any
way that you need me. Father God use me to to show
others your love, your mercy, your forgiveness and your grace.
Use me Father God for help as many kids that I come across
with help me go to treatment centers that bring hope.
Help me go to the prisons that bring hope to the man that they
they can come home with freedom and sobriety.
Use me Father God I am your servant, I am your vessel.
Keep me cleansed, keep me strong.
Thank you. In Jesus name, man.
Man, that was my last prayer in prison.
And now I free. Free off crystal meth for 20
years, free from prison for 10. Yeah.
When I came home from prison, I came home with prison slippers,
prison shorts and a prison shirt.
That's it. Not one sent to my name bro, but
I came home saved and I came home with my sobriety, bro.
You know how much people yearn for that, bro?
Those two things play and I get them.
God and bless me with that, and I get them.
And I'm not going to sit on my couch about that and not do
nothing. Nowhere I can go and I can tell
the world about Jesus Christ. I'm going to help as many people
as I can, bro. Yeah, When I came out of prison,
I came home with a different person, bro.
I came home with a focused mind on grateful heart and on soul
that is filled in passion, bro, Passion for help people.
And this passion now in me has no boundaries or limitations,
bro Zero. And I dedicated myself to help
as many people as I can, bro, and educate them about the power
of their choices and to remind them that they're one choice
away from a different life like me.
One choice, bro. Turn my whole world.
Yeah. All those things that happened
to me in prison with just building passion in my back
pockets at the time. Because when I came out that
gate, bro, I came out with fire for help people.
Yeah. And now I'm free.
And now I'm free, Yeah. Yes, Sir.
How difficult it was it because you were back on the Big Island
when you were released? Yep.
Like talk difficult, bro, difficult because because when I
left, when I got caught and I recaptured, I left on bad taste.
My, my communities mount. That's what I did.
So now they see me back. They don't know if we expect
bro, I look more worse than I went in or not really because I
was 98 lbs weird, bad and broken.
But now I get muscles, tattoos and no more teeth and I get that
stare like I told you guys earlier about.
So now when I looking at these people, I looking at them and
they don't know if we expect, bro, what we're going to do lock
our doors again. But they never see me in on 7 by
7 sail badly my demons bra to the point of suicide.
They never see that. They never see me on my knees by
asking God for help. They never see me surrendering
every oz in my body to God. They never see that bra.
They never see me rise up a new creation.
They never see me going through what I went through in a high
custody prison bra. They never see that.
All they see me is like free, you know?
And like I said, I came on one different person, Bra and I, I
so grateful, bro. And I just blessed with my with
my freedom and my sobriety, bro. Yeah.
And I people's opinions and perceptions about me wasn't
good. And I don't blame him.
But I kept my blindness on. I stayed focused.
I was on focused kid, bro. Right now I know.
I know how to focus that's I put my blindness on and I believe
that God put my ears on the side of my head for side shadow.
Bro that's all it is so long. God keep my eyes forward and see
why I got to go for the Kingdom. I going forward side or the side
shadow, but a harder flash like everybody else.
Yeah. And every time I feel one attack
on, I feel the hate from people that don't know me.
I like try to do things on my own, but I got to remember I
have a new creation. So I turn them to God.
Yeah. And I, I believe that Jesus
Christ is my Lord Savior, and he'll die for me on that cross
bra for my sins. And I get Patty of one more
Patty of one bra. And I can't let my friend Jesus
Christ down die on that cross for my sins.
But nothing. No way.
That's not how it was built. Yeah.
And I believe that Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior came back to
earth. Not for the angels behind came
back with people like me or people like arson.
Like I said, I'll call it himself on a cross for my sis
for nothing. So the moment I open my eyes
every single day, bro, next to my wife, first thing I do is I
glorify God. Thank you bro what he gave me
today of my life. Now I get my family now I get my
freedom every day I glorify Amber and I tell as many people
as I can about Jesus Christ and I just I came home I I felt like
passion bro or help people. So I took upon myself bro or
give back to the kids of our community.
I spoke to 70% of the schools in Hawaii.
Ibrah took me 7 years to do that.
I did them for free. That's how I gave back.
People thought I was crazy, bro. What?
You can do that for free? You're going to do all these
schools for free? I get my reasons going every
time I go to a school and I see one kid right now.
See me bro? I see one good kid 'cause I
don't like anybody. Go where I went with my
addiction prison. Life is short.
Life is temporary, bro. We got to enjoy them as much as
we can, bro. And when I go to the schools in
Hawaii, I tell the kids this. We live in the most beautiful
place in the world. And if you guys like jeopardize
where we live on 10 by 10 cement cell, you're on your mind, bro,
Honey, 13 what the wheels earn running the kids and I I no more
in 1° in anything rolling. I get one GED from prison, but I
get my God, yeah. And bro, every school I go, I
tell the kids this. If you guys ever feel alone out
there because your dad running the streets or you just work too
hard and you feel alone, yes, give me no He has got an Uncle
Kyle on my Instagram is stay a humble prayer.
When I was bad I was the hardest man for fighting, but now I go
down to. Eat this guy for fighting.
Message me bro, enjoy freedom, stay free I'll show you my phone
right now. Blow your guys mind bro.
These kids, I don't know what's up with this generation, but
they they're dealing with so much bra depression, anxiety,
suicidal thoughts, bra when I was on kid lad, I never think
about that kind of stuff. But these kids, they, they in
dark bases bra in their mind and the reason why they turned to me
because their dad cannot understand because their dad was
never in a dark place. They cannot turn to their mom.
They counsel their teachers because their teachers wasn't in
a dark place. So they're not going to waste
their time for shell about what they're going through.
Uncle Kyle was in a dark place. He going to understand and he
told me if I ever need help for reach out and these kids reach
out bro uncle I don't like be here on this earth anymore.
I like take my life help me. Like I said I don't want to
degree in anything bro. I just pray Lord of God, please
help me give me the words via text will help this child out
the dark Father God use me for help this child you just name me
man. Man once I Paul pray I put
myself I can prepare my mind for go back in the dark place with
this kid. I know how feelful be in the
dark getting people go in the dark to get stuck in the dark or
God brought me out from the dark the depths of the darkness up to
the light. That's how I know God bro.
Yeah, so I just put myself back down with this kid.
Stay in the dark with faith that I'm going to bring this kid up,
bro. By 80 means necessary.
Like my addiction extreme with these kids now lipped extreme
that's going slowly by slowly, bang, bang, bang.
Just giving them gems of knowledge, brah, of why he
should not take his life shooting them gems, brah.
Bah, Bah. Your family, the beach, your
food. Bah, Bah, Bah.
Reach the top light. Oh, uncle.
Oh, I never thought I'd make them out the dark, but thank
you, Bronx. Love you.
You're welcome, boy. Thank you.
Love you too. Bing next text.
Bing next message. Message after message.
After message after message. Bro, these kids, I feel, I feel
for them because they don't. They feel alone.
Bro. Uncle Kyle, can you help me?
That's why I dedicate myself. I have as many kids as I can.
And I feel like I did what I could bro.
In Hawaii, I spoke to 70% of schools panic kids.
But it's over 200,000 kids I think I spoke to.
I couldn't be bad if I wanted to bro.
We could go to any island right now.
Cruise on the beach, the wall, wow.
Wherever honoli back we got where I live wherever kids going
to come bro. Young adults, young 20s boy,
girl, young lady, young man who uncle came to my school bro five
years ago. I'm not going to go to prison.
I'm not going to do drugs, bro. Thank you, bro.
Hunks. And they're going to hug me and
they're going to love me, bro. And I'm going to love them back.
Stay free, honey. They're going uncle.
You too. I love when the kids tell me
that too. You too, uncle.
Stay free, right? And you know, parents, bro.
Not only kids messaging me, but parents, bro, Parents, bro,
reach out to me, bro one. Oh shit, your story, bro.
One, one lady messaged me. One lady she said, oh I can, I
can have a quick conversation with you.
I said of course, this is the number I called bring me be
here. Well, I thought I was cracking.
You know Kyle, my name is so and so I and my issue was I yearn
from conversation with my daughter.
She 16 years old. She in high school.
I yearn from conversation with her like when she was a little
kid. I take her to school, she on her
phone. I pick her up from school, she
on her phone when she in her room all night on her phone.
I tried to talk to her. She only give me small talk and
I yearn one conversation with her but you know what happened
yesterday I said what I don't know what you told my daughter
that her school yesterday, but she came home jumped in a car.
She never ever phoned not even insight.
She was telling me mom, this Polynesian guy from Hawaii came
to my school he golf against Tiger Woods.
He was this he got bad he got good.
Jesus Christ, he is Lord and Savior.
I'm not going to do and she just she said every word from her
daughter's mouth. But this was bringing her so
much happiness to mom because that's why she earn phone
conversation. So all she wanted to do was call
me and tell me thank you for conversation of my daughter.
Bra Yeah, but I never going to accept the credit Bra it's not
me. It's Jesus Christ.
I just a message of bra. I just this messenger.
How many people tell me thank you thank you, thank you, thank
you. It's not me, honey.
Yeah, I believe I worship on God who give and take away and I
will give always going to give credit where the credit is due.
Bra, Yeah. Thank you.
Jesus, bro. Yeah.
Oh, we're running out of time out, bro.
At what point we are a little bit.
So at what point did you end up deciding to move on from Hawaii?
Oh. So I travel now.
I travel around this nation and I speak to schools.
I work with this organization called Top Youth Speakers.
That's one of the biggest speaking boroughs in the United
States. So this speaking Bureau get like
12 elite speakers. Doctor so and so, doctor so and
so this and that. You can see me at the bottom.
How are you in a shocker, Kaoki don't see.
So now I work with this organization and now they're
getting me going and speaking to places that run.
It's just amazing for me living in Hilo.
I got to travel to the United States often for schools like my
schedule of like from now we're speaking today till November is
our almost booked earlier with schools all in the mainland.
And for me leave from Hilo to go to the mainland Hilo, I got to
go to Honolulu, jump on another plane from Honolulu.
And from Honolulu I got to jump on a six hour flight all the way
to the United States. Do one school for 45 minutes.
Yeah, sleep. Get up and do them all over
again. Come home.
Four days is too long for stay away from my family.
So I come home, wash my clothes. Four days later, pack.
Because I got to go again. And my little son Grayson is is
6. And he kind of traumatized,
right? Because every time I say, oh,
Daddy got to work, the two patients I work, I work in a
mall. I get my shirts, stumble prayer
and I work in the United States at schools.
So when I say Grayson, Daddy got to work the mall or the airport,
you told me the airport, son. No, Daddy, no, because, you
know, once they drop me off at their point, he's not going to
see me for a while, bro. And a six years old is rough, I
guess. Yeah, and I grateful that I get
on supportive wife, bro. I love her and she hold on the
home, bro. When I go on.
He got the rubbish this and that this do what she got to do.
We all got to do what we got to do.
Yeah, so I just I'm prayer. I'm prayer behind and I I share
with God how I felt bro but this is taking a toll on me sitting
on a plane like this six hours over the Pacific Ocean but not a
plane sit like this for another 10 hours to New York.
It's rough backtrack back home. But you know, I tell myself, you
know what people wish they could be free from addiction, free
from prison for jump on a six hour plane, 10 hour plane for
help kids planning people, bro. Every day I get good poem and I
pray Father God who doesn't close on comfort me, take away
this worry. We take away this doubt, fill me
with faithful to God. But I flash like everybody else,
bro. But that's what I keep on
telling myself, bro. I don't swear to small stars
anymore, small things, money, new things and I and that's what
I always fall back on, bro. You know, watch people wish they
could be free from prison, free from addiction for sit in
traffic or go home to their family planning people, bro.
Yeah. And now I speak to prisons, I
speak to treatment centers, I speak to churches and I speak to
schools, bro. That's the four places I speak
at. Yeah.
The other day I'd speak out on treatment center in Utah on big
treatment center, Phoenix treatment center.
I went in there. The people was just like they
don't like be there. One thing prison, prison told me
panty things. One thing prison teacher was
body language. So I walk into the treatment
center, they don't like be there and whole field will be an
addict. So I sharing, I sharing about
how good my sobriety, what we can do with sobriety.
Yeah. And then two weeks before this
treatment center, I went to a prison or big prison.
Yeah. So I I use that God, I pray.
That's why I pray to God to give me the words that I need.
So right there, he'd slide the prison in.
I said, right, you know how guys check this out last month I was
in on prison, bro. Yeah.
And no, seem like you guys like be here at this treatment
center. Yeah.
Well, let me tell you guys something and one thing right
now, if I go back to that prison where I was last month and I
said who would I go to? Phoenix Recovery Center, line
up, I bet you everybody line up for sitting this empty chair
next to you, Hoyne. People would kill for me in this
chair next to you, but they cannot due to circumstances, due
to situations. Just be grateful where you stay
because things can be worse. Hoyne.
Yeah, whore right there. They all opera.
They all up right there. They grateful.
Sometimes people forget about gratefulness.
They forget about that kind of stuff.
Yeah. That's why I dedicate myself
for, for, for help as many people just rethink things, bro.
Yeah, Heck of things can be worse.
These can be worse, bro. I hear people grumbling about
little things by ourselves. Sometimes I, like, intervene,
bro. You know what I mean?
Because, bro, the kind of stuff this, this stressing over, bro,
It's not even minor, bro. Before when I was bad, I used to
get mad at speed bumps bro, because slow me down.
Oh, but now I go with a different perspective.
I like the speed bump. So I'm time for enjoy my
surroundings bro. And the good choices I make
today allow me for enjoy the scenery around me because the
speed bump slowing me down. I can see what's around me,
honey. Yeah, last last time I was in
traffic in Oahu. Oh, I was ready for trip bro.
Oh, the. Traffic is bad.
That's. Bad I was ready for.
Trip. You know what makes it worse is
you can see where you're going. That's why.
And I was ready for trip, bro. Then I told myself in my mind, I
had my workshop music on. I told my wife, my son behind
me. And I told myself in my mind,
you know, how much people wish it could be free from prison,
from addiction for sitting in a rental car with their family
stuck in traffic in Oahu, planning people?
That's my wife's leg. Boom.
Yeah, grateful. Every day I wake up in in
freedom next to my wife. I know I'm making the right
choices, bro, because I free. Yeah.
You know what? I free off, Wayne.
I free from addiction and I free from prison.
You know what? I also free from my phone.
I can leave my phone and my wife and walk away.
That's freedom, Wayne, You know what I mean?
I I, I, I can because I I know what I like right now.
You know what I mean? I older and all and I just like
be my family. I sleep every night 830.
I wake up every morning 5:00. I just grateful.
I don't need all kinds of stuff. I just I free rock just hugging
my wife, kissing my wife, hugging my son rock and being
free and hitting all golf ball, honey.
Yeah, because I free free. Don't wait.
Are you actually back to golfing now?
Oh yeah? Well, you let golf.
No, I don't know. I can't go for shit.
I like to golf by socks. Bro, I still golfing.
I still golfing. I'm best dressed on the course.
Oh, yeah, When I go, yeah, When I go, I'm pretty.
I'm pretty dressed up when I go. Oh, shout out to Oahu golf
apparel. They, they sponsor me, you know.
Oh, so now I, I, I'll, yeah, I get my Oahu golf apparel.
That's the the times I do golf, I kind of pride myself on how I
look, how I look when you show up.
Every time I show up, all the guy, he's like oh bro, smooth,
automatic smooth. Automatic.
The golf game, not too smooth, but looking good on the course,
yeah. Yeah.
I used to have snow with me on the golf course, so I probably
won't do that anymore. Yeah.
Does prison work? Prison.
Yep my addiction I can honestly say that took me like 6 years I
think forget the urge out time and I think that's why God
didn't deny my parole. Bro before before I got saved as
you try to understand when things happen.
But now as God unfolding revealing himself to me every
day I look back now with a different mindset and if I got
paroled that day I would have been on my family.
I would have tell my friend come pick me up.
Boom. I think so would have been on
again Roundtree and God know that bro.
So he did what he had to do. That's what I believe.
They grasp this crazy brother that drug does that because I, I
see my uncle go through that and you think they they come out.
You think after being away from me so long, they come out,
they're going to be good and boom, right back in, Yeah.
How many kids you know come out to me because I I, I share with
the kids that I was the last person that anybody thought
would be good. I had 0 intentions of quitting
crystal meth. If somebody had a grip on me and
had no intentions of letting me go, I was going whatever, just a
minute. That's how I don't get on God
bro. Will God take that addiction
away from me having no intentions of quitting?
That's how I know you're gone. How many people are skeptical
about if get on God out there, if get on God out there.
But for me, I can honestly say I know get on God, bro, if he can
save me. A 98 LB Crystal met attic
Hawaii's most wanted escape fugitive.
The last person that anybody thought would be good.
Turn me into a motivational speaker.
Traveling around this nation, speaking to kids, churches,
treatment centers in prisons, bringing hope to hundreds and
hundreds of thousands of people. Only God can do that, bro.
That's how I know going God, bro.
That's how I know. Like I said earlier, I'm going
to show it in many people. It's like, yeah, because life is
too short, no sweat or small style, things will be worse.
Yeah, it's a blesser. Obviously you had the talent of
someone like a Tiger Woods and the mindset of him.
How do you think things would have been different if you would
have had a father like Tiger Woods, for example?
A father like Tiger Woods. Just that type of relationship,
I mean something like you have with your son or a present
father that's kind of helped guiding you through that entire
course. Well, I had my grandpa.
Yeah, my grandpa. I look up to him and what the
choice, it comes on to it. I made a choice.
No matter how much knowledge I took in, no matter how much
warnings I got, I still made the choice, bro.
Yeah. And I choose to help as many
kids as I can. And you can tell one kid, no, do
no make good choice. Make good choice.
Don't do bad. Don't do bad.
Yeah, you can tell them that. But me, I like to for show them
what could happen after you make that bad choice because they
don't know what's going to happen next, bro.
OK man, I'm bad choice now what? OK, now this is not going to
happen on me. Yeah.
You don't want to go to the school.
That's how I know God too. Because when I speaking at
school that the spirit just hit me bro.
And one day I had a group of kids by this gym and 2000 kids
in this gym and at the top of the gym had like all the boys,
bro. You could tell that they
changed. I was like that's that's the
boys right there. And they're just looking at me
like this. The legs was crossed.
That is looking at me as I walk back and forth.
Then I walk up to their group and I look up at them.
He said what's up wings? They get 101,990 more kids on
this side of me, but I focusing on this 10 right now.
Yeah I say what's up wings? Hey, what's up wings?
I say what? I can ask you some question real
quick. Everybody can hear me because I
get a mic. The kid tell me.
Yeah, I say who, who who like girls with a show of hands right
here. Who like girls.
Holy all giggle ho meowks. Meowks.
OK, good. Perfect.
Put your guys hands on. Soon as the hands come down, no
splash, no more girls, you know, in prison just manzes, you know,
think what happens off. And I told the boys out there
whoever had their hands up up there.
If you guys like girls that much bro stay free Wayne, because one
choice that you guys make can alter that cost and you can wake
up in another cell with a man bra.
So you better think coins. Oh I can see the wheels turning
bra yeah, they don't see that and all kind of I just so much
jams. They give all their even with
the phone. Who who like the phone.
Hey, you can make some choices. You can be stripped from your
phone and phone. Kid on phone is everything bro.
Yes, I just use certain what I shared on 45,000,000
presentation. I give kids many abundant
opportunities or grab certain things.
Oh, he said, oh, I grab that. Oh, I didn't grab this.
I didn't grab this. I didn't grab this.
Do you ever see like any of like the young men have like a like a
young ditty type reaction? Like what kind they?
Just get like all excited like. Like thinking.
Blocked in a cell with a man Oh bad.
Nah, Nah, Nah Nah. No, no, but I tell the kids
this. But after like in my
presentation, I tell the kids this you guys no need to be bad
for be good, yes, no need to go prison bro for be good like me
because I don't like influence anybody for go prison bro, you
know what I mean? So I make sure I tell them that
bro, life is too short. You can learn from my mistakes.
I tell them this. Get two types of learning.
Learning something for the first time, like a child learning how
to walk and there's learning from your mistakes or others
mistakes. Learn, make changes and try
again. Yeah, I make sure that I don't
like influence any kid for do the wrong bro.
Oh, I'm going prison and now he get his own business.
Oh, I'm going to prison too. No way.
Wayne's check this out. Yeah, the road was rough, bro.
Like I waste 10 years watching my kids go on photographs, bro.
Yeah, it's rough. I tell him, man, it's like I
tell him don't need to be good. Don't need to be bad for be
good. It'd be good for right now.
Yeah. And I always mention about Jesus
Christ. You know, when I first started
doing schools of principals, they see my shirt.
They see the word prayer on the bottom.
You get scared bro, in cause in the DOA system there's something
about religion. I'm not really sure about that
bro. Principals used to call me on
the side before. Now they know all know me
though. But the beginning, they put me
on the side. I already know, bro.
Oh, Kyle, I noticed your shirt. Yeah, so that's, that's me.
That's my prayer. Oh, you cannot push religion on
the kids. You know you cannot.
I said what a genuine yeah, I'm not going to deny my God, bro.
I'm not going to push religion on nobody.
I wish I won't work for me. You know what I mean?
And yeah, but I I grateful that I 10 years I've been speaking
and I grateful that God gave me where I stayed today because
it's exactly where I need to be. Like I said, I don't know awful
fix nothing. I don't know if I'll nothing.
Oh, employment past employment. What is that never happened?
John about to get me right when you need me bro Jesus.
And where can everybody find you?
On social media and the Stay Humble and Pray brand.
Yeah, what about where? Where can they find you in the
other? Stay humble, Pray brand.
This I'm not. Too good with.
Social media and marketplace. A market and marketplace, yeah,
but I think you can find me on Instagram, Stumble prayer and in
my bio get a book me at the schools or to the church
trimming Santa. They like golf, we can golf.
And I'm like, I love golf, yeah. Your youngest son?
What that's? Already.
Recent boy. Yeah, already, already golfing.
Yeah, already golfing. Already golfing.
How does he have? Is he talented?
Oh yeah, I want to teach him how to be on Champion.
But you know, also I want to teach him how to be humble, bro.
Yeah, he see my videos, he watch, he see him on Internet.
He see. He only 6 but he see, he see.
You understand? He asking me questions, Dad, how
come you in prison? How come you be a bad choice?
How come he came in Fort and not first?
Tiger Woods came first. So cute.
My son. I love him.
His name is Grayson GRACE with an N.
Because if it wasn't for God's grace, I would not be you.
So I'm going to give credit where credit is.
Grayson. Whatever.
Yeah. Thank you Jesus.
It could be the Round 2 by Tiger was in his son you and your son
a lot of. Time it's because like he get
broken body he get broken knees he I I don't like beat them at
this time of my life because I today my birthday by old what
bra still yeah all all my joints were good right and went back
probably I don't want you know I.
Mean when you go, when you go prison, the.
Stones are tight now so you got stalled 10.
Years bro, you got everybody come out, they look youthful.
They they looking? Good.
Yeah, that's again my my new grill.
Yeah, what? But.
I started to see him out earlier.
I said Brad Tiger, get his son, you get your son.
Yeah, the son is doing is. I know I feel like.
But that friendship would be would be cool, yeah.
To to. I like me to get together, yeah.
I like that's that's you. Got to get your revenge, yeah?
Yeah, I like, I like sit down. Hey, what?
What? What maybe you guys do 111
course and no phones, just just something for talk about, Yeah.
Because I know he was battling too.
Yeah, but all kinds of stuff. Oh, he had all.
Kinds of stuff going. On all kinds of stuff, but.
That's what happens that when you get the snow bunnies, Yeah,
That's that's nobody. That sucks, bro.
Like every I tell everybody like when you get to success, it
comes with a lot too. Yeah.
You know, I think back to sometimes, like now when we're a
different perspective, I look back and if God didn't allow me
or achieve my goal, which I set for myself, which I work hard
for, and he fill up one bank account with commas and commas
and commas and somebody would give me a crystal, my pipe at
that time. Oh that would not be good bro.
Wouldn't be sitting here. Yeah, Nope.
Probably wouldn't have Grayson. Nope, that's why God is good
bro. You know any kids do interviews
on me for school or work school. It worked like OK, you guys got
essay for do about somebody influence you or this and this
so so many kids will reach out to me.
Hey, uncle, I can do any part on you automatic automatic
automatic automatic whore girl and ask me this one question and
no kid and ever asked me before. She said uncle, if you can
rewind time to the day that guy brought you to crystal my pipe.
What would you do different? So she didn't ask me, you know,
And right there, I just told him about I would do the same thing
or eyes and get big, you know? You said what?
Yeah, bro, I decided for smokers, for men.
I became an addict. I know I did panty things to
people, but I pay my dues and pay my price, bro, which was 10
years in prison. Yeah.
That's why I got saved. Yeah.
And that's where things my perspectives and change.
And now I free. I'd speak to over hundreds of
thousands of people. I'll do them all over again.
It might have been your the calling, the big picture
calling, yeah. Because I ain't suffer plan
everybody's suffer. But look all what people do now
and I hear Penny stuff about me like oh look here how much all
about other people here violate like Rob and this and that but.
What do you think about that? Well, things happen.
And I, I mean, ask for forgiveness, bro.
And once you ask for forgiveness and you got to forgive and it's
done, bro. Yeah, that's dead.
I got to pray. I pray for those people, bro.
With the heart and hearts towards me.
Yeah. Soften this man's heart.
Soften this lady's heart, bro. Yeah.
Because I paid my dues, bro. I pay my dues and I, I free, you
know. Yeah.
Everybody got to go through what they went through.
But I can feel them, bro. By some people, yeah.
And me being in prison, that's what kept me alive was is
feeling people situations. I good at that, bro.
But at that time they, they emotions towards me is so
strong. They, they don't know what
they're pushing on what I feel, you know?
Has anybody that you did that in the past, they come around and
then what you have done for the community and now they're like,
thank you for what you do? Bro I'm going to shut you in
start. I can shut you in, start I you,
AKA You know AKA why? Yeah, yeah, yeah, right.
He came and then he had a dog in his wagon.
I never did have a dog in my life, bro.
You know the little. Dog.
The ones he breed. Yeah, yeah.
Oh, I said bro like why annoying?
Like buy one bro? I mean, oh, I love my dog bro.
I love my dog bro. And then she she was jumping on
the fence and she she real take care.
So she not agile. Every time she would jump on the
fence for look at the other dogs, because the other dogs
barking, she would land on her back, she'd land on her butt,
she'd get up and I'll cheer her on.
Go little girl. Go, little girl.
And she would go on a hole one day, she'd jump home.
She'd land on her neck hole. She'd crack her neck, right?
Look at her. She her eyes got bigger.
Little girl, little girl. Whore and pick her up because
she just brought her neck and broke like told my wife take us
to the vet because I was crying you know back of the floor and
holding my dog. I took her to the vet.
I lay her down on the table and I petting her.
She tripping on too bro. I petting her.
I heard the door open. I never take my my eyes all
swollen crying and I I look comforting my dog.
I heard a voice. Oh brother, what's your name?
Never sound like a doctor to me bro I in turn, I said my name is
Kyle kilosing bro. He said you you wouldn't
burglarize my house. This is the doctor speaking to
me. He took my truck.
He took my car you you did this and did that and hold my heart
went broke. I thought what I did to this man
was going to my dog was going to suffer bro.
And he I don't comma to that comma, but I see what you're
doing only for the community or helping the kids.
I see you turn your life around bro.
And I look at him. I said I sorry bro.
Sorry for what I did to you, bro.
He said, you know what I I was waiting for see you bro 'cause I
like tell you to your face that I forgive you, bro.
He'd hug me and I'd hug him and we'd cry.
He'd look at me. He said, but what's what's wrong
with your dog, bro? That's my friend, bro.
That's my friend bro and I come across panic situations.
I got confronted one time that's pretty good in 10 years for all
the crime I did, one guy when confront me running and a public
place when I first came out of prison, still convict mode,
still right. Let's talk about adapting bro to
live three years in a 7, seven years in high custody of prison
and come home. Especially the way I went in and
what I had to become for surviving.
Now I free from my mind and get altered bro good and bad.
That's why I help people. You should have kids bro.
So now this man confronting me in front of plenty people on a
beautiful weekend and a baseball pop yelling at me feet right in
my face bro. Get the F out of here bro.
You will not be long here. I get everybody looking at
what's going on. Oh, my prison, wonderful.
Come out so bad because in prison you get disrespected, you
violate. I see all these people just
looking at me, bro. I don't school next week.
I thought about the kids, bro. They don't care.
I left, turn around and I walk away, bro.
Be being straight out of prison. That's one of the hardest things
I had to do bro, walk away from confrontation because in prison
you become confrontational. That was never me.
So I have to do what I have to do it and I pray or soften this
man's heart and bless me. No opportunity to make amends
with him. So one of my friends down there
that I was came for seed. I told him for go talk to the
guy bro and I'm like 1 chancellor talk to him my friend
call me back. He said F you, you know like
talk to you wait try again bro next week OK.
The day came. He said OK here I talk to you
should talk. At no point I said I want to
talk to him. I went down there.
I called him. I said oh point.
He turned around. He look at me.
He has disgust in his face bro. He said they talk to me for
what? I said bro, sorry bro whatever I
did sorry bro. He said you know what you did to
me. I said no.
He said I bought a brand new truck.
Bro was at Walmart. I had a brand new baby.
It was raining. I covered my son with his
blanket. I run to the truck and the truck
was gone. You took him.
Oh my sorry. Oh wait sorry.
Oh he had his glasses on. Oh I see no tear coming down.
He lift up his glasses. He look at me just look at me.
He was battling he was battling with reserved that man.
He was battling with forgiveness.
I could see him in his eyes bro and I could see is the light
behind his eyes changing bro. He said wait accept your apology
bro. He'd hug me.
Oh and this man had hugged me but I could feel him.
But a pressure this letting go from him, brothers.
But he was hanging on for 10 plus years.
Yeah. So I tell the kids, the schools
by when you do bad right when you come home, you're going to
see them, bro. You can see who your victims is,
bro. And I just every day I ask for a
man's forgiveness. 01 day I can go speak to Cornell High School.
It's one of the biggest schools Big Island.
I spoke over there. Then call me two years later for
me to commencement speaker, bro. Commencement speaker, bro, a
corner when I was sending the kids off on a positive note, me
Kyle Kilao Singh's number for I thought they made a mistake,
right. First they said no, we got the
right guy, bro. We like you send our kids off on
a positive note and I had on kind of 1111 speech that I had
in mind, but looking at all these parents in a place that I
did panic crime at who I made a public apology, bro, right after
I just talked to the kid. I said, you know what?
My name is Kyle bro, and if I did anything wrong to anybody
here today, bro, anything I sorry, bro, sorry.
That's how I did them. Oh, we don't watch pirates came
on to me. I said I commencement, bro.
You know what? I I I never like you.
You did this to me. You did this to me.
Oh, forgiveness, bro. Forgiveness is something that we
got to do, right? Like, like this.
Too short. You cannot live with resentment.
You cannot live. You got to fuck you.
I know it's hard for some people, bro, but we all make
mistakes. But we just got to learn from
them. Yeah.
Learn. Make changes, try again.
Yes, Sir. It's a perfect way to end you.
Got any plugs wrong before we get out of here?
Fucking tear a couple times bro. The glass is keeping handy this
time. I was like oh bro.
That's a fucking hold of me. I I went to this couple times
for fucking. Oh brah, hold brah heavy.
Powerful testimony, yeah. Thank you, Jesus.
Thank you Jesus, brah. It's it's cool to see because I
was. I think when we was opening this
out, that's when you kind of just was coming out too.
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, making my own star.
Yeah, yeah. So it's cool to see what over
the years what what you've done. And then I always tell them
about the soft white underbelly and I seen you on there and I
was like. No fucking way.
That's one of my favorite podcasts.
That's why Soft white Underbelly.
Yeah, Mark his name Yeah, Mark yeah, well, I hope this somebody
listening and get motivated for do good and stay free and and if
anybody I need help with anything I have service.
My name is Kyle. I am all service.
My Instagram is stay humble prayer.
Appreciate you so much, Kyle. I appreciate you too bro.
Best of praise, appreciate you so much.
Got to do this again sometime. Automatic Oh, you live in Utah
now so. Not too far, yeah.
Pretty quick drive too on a short flight, no automatic.
Or we can drive there. Yeah, I know Utah a long time.
Yeah, update, update. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
We'll go. We'll do a round.
Yeah, we'll do a round. We'll golf.
We will golf. Might take a while, but yeah,
let's do. Let's do now golf with you.
I got to go with so much balls, bro.
Yeah, fucking that's how I can golf.
I can't. Keep no, no, let me bro like oh
the lead. The less amount of balls you use
the better you are and I was in bra.
You got to bring fight got in buckets for me yeah and then and
when last time we were fight got in bucket.
I still look in the bushes for balls.
Have you ever finished a game? I finished the.
Course never finished a game before.
But I've like, I got to like go scrounging for balls because
they run out of balls all the time.
Yeah, most expensive. Is he just picking up any kind
in the bushes trying to find any?
So so. Now I'll remember about back on
Big Island at Four Seasons like a member yeah on how is most
wanted escape fugitive 98 LB customer addict be on member
yeah over there. So when I go when I first
started going there, people look at me like, oh, we're going to
hide our bag, hide our purse. So this guy look bro looking at
me, but not you know me. But every time I go down there
now and I just go in and God reveal himself to me, bro.
Oh, good. Yeah.
If you stay obedient and you put in first, but you're going to
open up doors that you never thought would open.
Bra. Yeah.
So now when I go golf there, they can use good balls on the
driving range. Expensive.
Take this ball, yeah. Oh, the thing went off going
perfect. I load my bag.
Yeah, I load my bag, bro. Before I told me, boy, you
cannot do that. I don't know, spend 2000 and he
said he'll buy the llamas. I would use theirs on bra.
Give back bro. Oh other.
Than that. I think.
We are good. Your camera was recording the
whole time by the way your camera was recording.
I think we're good. We're still out on.
Heavy one, yeah.