1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:01,280 This is cool right here. Yeah. 2 00:00:01,280 --> 00:00:04,240 Do you like it there? Are you pending the mic? 3 00:00:04,240 --> 00:00:08,880 ASMR. ASMR just the intro it. Do you want to give people a 4 00:00:08,880 --> 00:00:11,440 nice ASMR intro? Hello. 5 00:00:11,600 --> 00:00:12,920 Just got it. Come on, get one. 6 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:14,520 No, you just you. Just a sexy 1. 7 00:00:14,760 --> 00:00:16,120 That's all you. You got the raspy boy. 8 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:21,480 Hey, girl, what's up everybody? We're about to start wrong 9 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:22,680 sauce. Yeah, that's. 10 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:23,920 Good, that's. Good. 11 00:00:25,240 --> 00:00:39,120 And the panties drop. Everybody, welcome to an 12 00:00:39,120 --> 00:00:43,240 extremely special episode. Today we have one of The 13 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:48,520 Pioneers of the queer community on YouTube and beyond, a bona 14 00:00:48,520 --> 00:00:53,000 fide so lesbian and one day Congresswoman. 15 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:57,120 Everybody welcome Amber's Closet to wrong Sauce. 16 00:00:57,200 --> 00:00:58,080 Thank. You. 17 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:00,360 Yeah. And by the way, welcome 18 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:04,120 everybody's favorite J Killam by the way to the program as my Co 19 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:07,080 host for today. You guys know each other? 20 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:09,200 Not intimately. Yeah, not yet. 21 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:13,760 OK, but platonically forceful? Yes, actually, because I went 22 00:01:13,800 --> 00:01:16,320 like this. But yeah, this is my my little 23 00:01:16,320 --> 00:01:19,680 bro, my little sis, my fam bro. Yeah, she was making videos and 24 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:22,320 I was like, yo, I could edit better than whatever you got, so 25 00:01:22,320 --> 00:01:23,520 let me. I was drunk in the club and I 26 00:01:23,520 --> 00:01:26,320 said but take my number, Oh my God let's do this. 27 00:01:26,520 --> 00:01:29,880 And literally maybe knows me pretty intimately more than 28 00:01:29,880 --> 00:01:33,120 anybody because I spill a lot on the videos she used to edit. 29 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:37,200 So you have the skeletons in amber. 30 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:39,120 'S closet, yeah. And then I I've been to most of 31 00:01:39,120 --> 00:01:40,920 the places that lived out here at this point. 32 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:43,480 And what would you say that closet looks like just from a 33 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:47,240 distance like it's full, OK and. It's got some good shit in there 34 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:49,520 and I was, especially when I was coming up as a baby guy, I was 35 00:01:49,520 --> 00:01:51,680 like, damn, that's nice. I wonder what that's like like. 36 00:01:52,120 --> 00:01:55,840 You really are like such a bona fide lesbian. 37 00:01:55,840 --> 00:02:00,200 Do you feel it in your bones? You walk around being like I am 38 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:01,920 that bitch. Not at all. 39 00:02:02,760 --> 00:02:04,280 But thank you. I know. 40 00:02:04,280 --> 00:02:06,920 I just feel old now. I'm just out here. 41 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:08,680 I've been here for a while. She's being too humble. 42 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:14,960 She always does this. Yeah, it's just how it feels. 43 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:17,200 You're like a grandfather of the community. 44 00:02:17,200 --> 00:02:18,800 See grandfather, she's. You see how she said 45 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:19,600 grandfather? Yeah. 46 00:02:19,640 --> 00:02:21,920 And then I'm bound for saying I'm just old out here, she said. 47 00:02:21,960 --> 00:02:24,720 You could have said a big sis, you said grandfather. 48 00:02:24,760 --> 00:02:25,720 That's what I meant to say, sorry. 49 00:02:25,920 --> 00:02:27,400 See, I'm old out. Here, No, no, no. 50 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:31,080 So you don't think about being an icon ever. 51 00:02:31,280 --> 00:02:33,280 No, you know, I just, I don't know. 52 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:37,360 I every time I do something or even it's hard to accept awards 53 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:40,560 because I just don't ever feel like I'm doing enough if that 54 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:42,160 makes sense. It does make sense. 55 00:02:42,160 --> 00:02:45,280 Yeah, so I have more to do. OK, but you should still 56 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:47,280 celebrate what you've done. OK. 57 00:02:47,480 --> 00:02:48,480 Yeah. That's you know. 58 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:50,360 We're both Virgos. It's like we. 59 00:02:50,400 --> 00:02:52,320 Just I'm Virgo too. Oh my God. 60 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:55,640 Is it Virgo gangbang? It's oh, Virgo, Virgo, Virgo 61 00:02:55,640 --> 00:02:56,840 this. Is the most beautiful place. 62 00:02:57,880 --> 00:02:59,880 I feel safe here. I love your hair. 63 00:02:59,880 --> 00:03:01,080 I love your. Hair so safe. 64 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,160 Oh my God. So I'm not judged in this room. 65 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:07,400 Oh no, no, no. You're very seen being one of 66 00:03:07,400 --> 00:03:12,240 the first online. Do you miss anything about the 67 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:15,680 early days? Yes, it was so much easier. 68 00:03:15,920 --> 00:03:18,320 Like you didn't have to overthink your videos or like 69 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:22,920 try to I guess stay with an algorithm or keep up with trends 70 00:03:22,920 --> 00:03:25,440 or anything like that. You were just just be, I feel 71 00:03:25,440 --> 00:03:28,760 like people were celebrating huge for just being a 72 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:31,080 representation they didn't see on traditional media. 73 00:03:31,080 --> 00:03:33,520 So they're just like anything we put up, any time we're showing 74 00:03:33,520 --> 00:03:36,720 up, which I'm happy. Like I really wanted to be the 75 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:39,680 person to say get more voices on there, everybody make more 76 00:03:39,680 --> 00:03:42,640 content like we need it and there's a lot of people now. 77 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:45,880 So now it's just very different. Do you feel like it's saturated? 78 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:48,440 Yes. Saturated with mostly good or 79 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:49,840 mostly bad. Both. 80 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:53,880 OK. Yeah, there's a lot of. 81 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:56,840 So things you don't like. Yeah, I mean, there's a lot of 82 00:03:56,840 --> 00:03:59,080 people doing it for not great reasons. 83 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:03,200 You know, I literally was on there to make a difference. 84 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:06,760 So that's why I go about it differently, I think, than most, 85 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:10,480 OK, not most. Some I don't know, half I don't. 86 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:15,840 But I think as Virgos, let's just admit it, I'm just going to 87 00:04:15,840 --> 00:04:17,959 go there every time now that I know it's a room full of Virgos 88 00:04:18,079 --> 00:04:19,680 again. I mean, The thing is with 89 00:04:19,680 --> 00:04:22,760 Virgos, they say that like we get attention without having to 90 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:24,560 try. So I think because we navigate 91 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:25,800 from that, we just walk differently. 92 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:29,120 Our confidence is differently. So we might have people want to 93 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:31,080 come talk to us or whatever, but we don't have to come in a room, 94 00:04:31,080 --> 00:04:33,680 be like everybody and like perform. 95 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:36,440 Yeah, You know, something that I experienced and I'm just 96 00:04:36,440 --> 00:04:38,960 wondering if you do. There's a lot of jealousy about 97 00:04:38,960 --> 00:04:42,560 that, like that you just naturally garner it without even 98 00:04:42,560 --> 00:04:43,560 trying. For sure. 99 00:04:44,480 --> 00:04:47,880 Yeah, that's a weird space personally for me to navigate. 100 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:50,560 How do you navigate it? Well, what I had to learn is 101 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:52,920 because like some people used to bother me, especially when we go 102 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:55,600 to the clubs and all of a sudden like just knows to like there'll 103 00:04:55,600 --> 00:04:57,560 be a group of mass that just like hit you. 104 00:04:57,560 --> 00:04:59,600 You know what I'm saying, want to test you or whatever. 105 00:04:59,920 --> 00:05:03,200 I just overall between those people and the people with the 106 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:06,600 negative comments online, I'm like unhappy people try to make 107 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:09,240 people unhappy. So then I realized that these 108 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:12,480 people that are coming for me or doing all this are just unhappy. 109 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:15,600 So I just have to sit back and then not let you have my power 110 00:05:15,600 --> 00:05:18,200 and just feel bad for you. Let me say a little prayer for 111 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:19,040 you. Let me throw you some good 112 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,760 intent, you know, saying some good vibes because like, I'm 113 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:23,120 just not going to let that kill my vibe. 114 00:05:23,280 --> 00:05:24,840 I don't have time for it. What? 115 00:05:25,160 --> 00:05:29,920 Was I saying to you earlier I was like, their karma is living 116 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:33,920 inside their body, which is like every day is probably miserable 117 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:36,080 for them, right? And then that they have to live 118 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:38,440 with that. Damn, an internal world an. 119 00:05:38,440 --> 00:05:40,240 Eternal war. Damn, that's deep. 120 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:45,400 And then I can find empathy for them a little bit, yeah, but not 121 00:05:45,400 --> 00:05:45,800 too. Much. 122 00:05:45,800 --> 00:05:48,280 Not too much. Yeah, you keep your struggle 123 00:05:48,280 --> 00:05:50,200 over there because I live a life of peace. 124 00:05:50,200 --> 00:05:53,160 I don't like it when people just do it so out loud. 125 00:05:53,400 --> 00:05:55,200 Yeah, like, you know what I mean? 126 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:58,880 Just go to, yeah, go to therapy, just be more self aware, be 127 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:00,840 accountable, work on those bad habits. 128 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:02,560 Because sometimes people aren't bad people. 129 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:03,880 They just have really bad habits. 130 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:06,520 And if there's no one around to like, tell them like, yo, 131 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:08,920 sharpen that up, change that up, then they're just going to keep 132 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:11,120 doing it. It's going to keep getting 133 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:12,800 worse. Like, you know that drunk friend 134 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:16,640 that just like every time they get drunk, it's a little bit 135 00:06:16,640 --> 00:06:18,720 worse. Like now you're really making us 136 00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:21,080 all take care of, you know, you got to, you got to work on that. 137 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:24,400 You can't allow everybody to have to take care of your 138 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:27,160 problems, if that makes sense. Yeah, but I think a lot of them 139 00:06:27,160 --> 00:06:30,200 probably aren't aware. And I don't know, I feel like as 140 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:32,920 Bergos, we become the enemies because then we call it out and 141 00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:36,480 then they can't stand us. We're naturally mirrors and it's 142 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:38,760 and the honestly the people around us have to be tough 143 00:06:38,760 --> 00:06:41,040 people and be ready for us to show them their true selves 144 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:43,160 because a lot of times they're not ready for that. 145 00:06:43,760 --> 00:06:45,280 If you don't want the truth, don't call me. 146 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:48,200 Yeah, absolutely there's. So many people that will tell 147 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:50,320 you you're great. And usually those people, like, 148 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:52,040 will leave you because they're like, you're calling me, I'm 149 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:54,080 just going to go to the next person who will praise me for 150 00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:55,360 whatever the fuck. Yeah. 151 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:57,280 And they just don't want to be held accountable for anything. 152 00:06:57,600 --> 00:07:00,680 I need people that will like. Yeah, call one of us. 153 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:02,400 Call the Virgos. Yeah, you gotta call it Virgos. 154 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:03,080 Yeah. No, I have. 155 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:07,640 I have so many in my circle that will be like, listen, yeah. 156 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:09,400 And I like that. Yeah, it's the same. 157 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:11,240 'Cause sometimes I do bad behavior. 158 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:15,480 It's a balance, yeah. As long as you're self aware and 159 00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:17,400 you like, because I'm sure you're bad. 160 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,320 Is not anybody like other people's bad? 161 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:20,840 No. No, no, it's, it's it's 162 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:21,840 miniscule. Yeah. 163 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:25,640 It's what I consider bad, but I hold myself to a very high 164 00:07:25,640 --> 00:07:26,800 standard. Same. 165 00:07:27,320 --> 00:07:28,320 Yeah. At this point. 166 00:07:29,440 --> 00:07:33,800 I think so, but I think I'm hardest on myself versus. 167 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:34,080 US. Yeah. 168 00:07:34,080 --> 00:07:38,560 We all learn, yeah? I was in a retreat this week and 169 00:07:38,560 --> 00:07:39,760 they're trying to heal that from me. 170 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:41,480 I was like good luck. How was that? 171 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:42,840 How was that? They're like trying stop trying 172 00:07:42,840 --> 00:07:44,480 to be hard on yourself. I was like, what? 173 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:48,280 I got to go like we just pack it up. 174 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:49,880 Wait. What is this retreat that you 175 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:50,960 went to? Oh my God. 176 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:52,960 OK, should I talk about it? It's actually pretty deep. 177 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:54,480 Is it a love? Yourself retreat. 178 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:57,440 Yeah, I think that ended up to be my theme on accident. 179 00:07:57,760 --> 00:08:00,600 So my friend, she's a therapist, she's amazing. 180 00:08:00,600 --> 00:08:03,360 She's a tourist. So we can we can we can do 181 00:08:03,360 --> 00:08:06,040 tourists. Yeah, Earth signs and they also 182 00:08:06,240 --> 00:08:10,080 pretty self aware too. So I love them and they invited 183 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:11,800 her and then they said do you have any other friends? 184 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:13,000 I want to come and she invited me. 185 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,480 And because I've been dealing with depression and like 186 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:18,720 grieving, I've had a rough couple years and it really is 187 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:24,120 for depression, grieving, anxiety or chronic pain. 188 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:27,600 And they do all these things for you during the week, but the 189 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:30,400 main focus of it is ketamine treatments. 190 00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:34,440 Oh love love recreationally too. Oh my God. 191 00:08:34,640 --> 00:08:36,880 Talk about it. I'm so scared. 192 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:39,120 I haven't done anything. So I was like, I don't know. 193 00:08:39,799 --> 00:08:42,240 No, no, no. But my therapist was like, you 194 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:45,320 know, you really have some dramas that you probably should 195 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:47,760 ketamine, you know, would because I'm that type that's 196 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:49,520 like, it's not like it's not that deep. 197 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:53,160 It didn't really affect me like that, but it did it's probably. 198 00:08:53,160 --> 00:08:55,040 Somewhere else. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 199 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:57,840 So I'm so scared, but I did it. Oh, good. 200 00:08:57,840 --> 00:08:59,640 Yeah. Three times. 201 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:02,600 Like, like journeys. Yeah, they put it well, they 202 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:05,440 said that IV makes people feel like it's too medicinal, like 203 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:07,320 you're in hospital. So they do like this. 204 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:10,520 Put these pushes in your arm into your muscle because I guess 205 00:09:10,520 --> 00:09:12,880 it absorbs slower. So you have like, a more steady 206 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:14,960 instead of like a boom, which is cool. 207 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:19,160 I ask every question. Of course you can do your 208 00:09:19,160 --> 00:09:22,000 research. I'm like scared, but I know that 209 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:24,360 to these type of things help with PTSD and trauma and all 210 00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:25,840 this stuff. So I was like, all right, cool. 211 00:09:25,840 --> 00:09:28,920 I'm why would I say no? Because at that point in time I 212 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:33,120 was like, maybe, maybe I need other help because I've done 213 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:35,120 therapy, I've done grieving groups, I've done all kinds of 214 00:09:35,120 --> 00:09:36,400 different things. So I was like, let me try 215 00:09:36,400 --> 00:09:38,840 something absolutely different that I would normally be like 216 00:09:38,840 --> 00:09:42,080 hell, Nah. And I'm so happy I came back 217 00:09:42,560 --> 00:09:45,080 very different. Oh, this is so good to hear 218 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:48,840 because that's the thing, after you've literally done so much 219 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:53,160 therapy, you've explored, and I can tell you exactly why I do XY 220 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:56,400 and Z, but it still lives in there. 221 00:09:56,400 --> 00:10:01,240 You need a way to, I don't know, expel the demon, right? 222 00:10:01,240 --> 00:10:04,680 I always say I want a lobotomy. But like, you know, like I 223 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:07,760 figured this might be, you know, the next best step. 224 00:10:07,840 --> 00:10:09,720 Definitely recommend. What's the differences you feel? 225 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:13,000 OK, so like each journey is different for everyone and we 226 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:16,520 did a Group One at one point and like, I don't know, I found out 227 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:20,880 my tolerance is kind of high. So my what I see individually is 228 00:10:21,440 --> 00:10:24,680 like very quick for other people, like instead of versus 229 00:10:24,680 --> 00:10:27,520 other people. But I went in with questions and 230 00:10:27,520 --> 00:10:30,280 intentions and like my, what felt like I called in my 231 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:33,040 counsel, but later on I realized was ancestors and people that 232 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:36,520 are looking over me and what felt like alien, like spiritual 233 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:39,600 beings, like they're, they had a different point for me. 234 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:42,040 And they literally just wanted to keep showing me myself and 235 00:10:42,040 --> 00:10:45,520 recognizing who I am and my power and what I am capable of. 236 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:48,400 And they were like, pretty much, I went there to get unstuck 237 00:10:48,480 --> 00:10:54,000 because I haven't felt like, I guess purposeful the last couple 238 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:57,560 years just because I feel like I've been navigating from an 239 00:10:57,560 --> 00:11:01,120 empty cup when usually I'm literally the person overflowing 240 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:04,000 to help people. And that's one of my favorite 241 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:07,320 videos that we ever did. We did what was it called? 242 00:11:09,280 --> 00:11:12,640 How to fill your cup? Like I forget what it was 243 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:14,840 called, but anyways, but we did the visuals. 244 00:11:14,880 --> 00:11:16,160 You stacked the cups and did the thing. 245 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:18,480 Yeah. And it was just like being a 246 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:20,920 person to make sure you like pour into yourself so that you 247 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:25,280 have extra to give people. And so since I've been like an 248 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:28,080 empty cup, I feel like because I don't have things to give 249 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:31,600 people, I'm not impactful, I'm not purposeful, or I'm not 250 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:35,280 really, I guess, making an impact like I used to. 251 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:37,560 So it's been a weird couple years, but anyway. 252 00:11:37,560 --> 00:11:40,080 So these journeys help me get back to that. 253 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:42,920 So you feel full and exploding with juice. 254 00:11:43,240 --> 00:11:47,040 Yeah, I'm juicy right now. That's good. 255 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:49,680 Yeah, thank God. I want to explode with juice. 256 00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:51,200 Yeah, you guys put some ketamine in it. 257 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:53,200 Yeah. No, this is this is really 258 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:54,680 exciting. Yeah, it was cool. 259 00:11:54,960 --> 00:11:56,200 Like I said, I definitely recommend. 260 00:11:56,200 --> 00:12:00,040 They're a new place and it's for women so only. 261 00:12:00,040 --> 00:12:01,400 So I think I thought that was really. 262 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:04,960 Was that in Houston? And Austin, and they had sound 263 00:12:04,960 --> 00:12:08,000 baths, meditations, therapy, group therapy. 264 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:13,400 They took us to pottery, they did Ivs, yoga, they took me to 265 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:15,280 MI F-45 class. I mean, they were doing 266 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:17,680 everything cooking for us and eating good. 267 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:19,360 Like a Wellness retreat? Yeah. 268 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,200 Yeah, I love. Those, yeah. 269 00:12:21,400 --> 00:12:24,160 I've never been on one, but I really I fantasize about that. 270 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:27,880 And I came right back to LA, to LA traffic and drinking. 271 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:28,600 Cheers. Yeah. 272 00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:32,520 I mean, it feels so trivial to go into relationships after 273 00:12:32,520 --> 00:12:34,280 that. I mean, that was so spiritual. 274 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:39,200 Take us there, OK? OK, so you've been open about 275 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:42,400 your relationships online. What's the most embarrassing 276 00:12:42,400 --> 00:12:46,080 thing that an ex did to you that you still think about? 277 00:12:46,560 --> 00:12:52,200 I don't let them affect me like that, I would say. 278 00:12:53,880 --> 00:12:57,240 It could be silly, like they shat on the floor, you know? 279 00:12:57,520 --> 00:12:59,120 Like it could be anything, you know? 280 00:12:59,600 --> 00:13:01,640 Oh, so OK, that nobody knows about. 281 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:03,160 Just did to me. Yeah. 282 00:13:03,320 --> 00:13:05,680 Oh, OK. Oh my gosh, I don't know. 283 00:13:05,680 --> 00:13:07,480 I feel like they try to claim you a little bit. 284 00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:08,600 Don't. They oh randoms. 285 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:11,480 No your exes. Oh, do they tell me. 286 00:13:11,480 --> 00:13:13,040 Take us. Tell us. 287 00:13:13,320 --> 00:13:14,160 About it. Take us there. 288 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:16,400 Yeah, but honestly, I'd love to claim you too. 289 00:13:16,400 --> 00:13:20,760 If I was like if, if like literally, I'd be like, you are 290 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,120 mine. Thank you. 291 00:13:23,120 --> 00:13:24,800 I feel so special. Yeah, I am. 292 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:27,640 Maybe got to think back back in your, you know. 293 00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:29,480 You know, you be knowing. I don't know. 294 00:13:29,880 --> 00:13:31,520 I don't know, I. Don't know. 295 00:13:31,520 --> 00:13:34,040 The only thing that came up for me with the relationships I 296 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:38,000 shared on the Internet is like after the first breakup, there 297 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:39,640 was so many haters on the Internet. 298 00:13:39,640 --> 00:13:41,720 First of all, the Internet just came from me. 299 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:43,680 They were like they felt so invested in the relationship. 300 00:13:43,680 --> 00:13:45,240 I get it. We were like on the Internet for 301 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:48,440 three years and we were like the first like I think black couple, 302 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:50,960 lesbian couple, like doing stuff, but I didn't honestly see 303 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:53,800 any other couples when we first started, right. 304 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:56,040 So I think just in general, we were the first like lesbian 305 00:13:56,040 --> 00:14:00,160 couple just showing our life, travelling, doing challenges. 306 00:14:00,480 --> 00:14:04,000 So it became the, I guess a place for a lot of people when 307 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:07,280 we broke up, all the things that they assumed I did to her, she 308 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,920 was actually doing to me. And as the mask, I was just like 309 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:13,760 the one that was wrong and like just got dragged on the Internet 310 00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:15,640 and she didn't even come help me. 311 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:19,200 And then went and did other videos with like other masks on 312 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:20,720 the Internet. I'm like, oh you are so 313 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:24,200 embarrassing. I would never do that. 314 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:29,480 I hate that people always want to assume that it is the mask 315 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:32,400 and the relationship that does the function. 316 00:14:33,280 --> 00:14:36,560 What people don't talk about, and this like I'm not coming for 317 00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:40,040 femmes, but like people don't talk about the sneaky femme 318 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:46,480 assassins that will literally come and ruin your life and you 319 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:51,280 have to seek therapy, go to Wellness retreats, you know, 320 00:14:51,280 --> 00:14:55,520 like you find yourself because you don't know your left breast 321 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:59,640 from your right. Yeah, they come in to like just 322 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:02,360 stick it in your soul and twist the thing and RIP out your 323 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:05,000 heart, your soul, your, your stomach, everything, so you can 324 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,960 just be unhappy forever. And then they see your bloody 325 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:12,240 corpse on the ground. They look at it, they step on 326 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,280 it, they step over it. Spit on you. 327 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:17,480 Yeah. Laugh at your face and then go 328 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:19,040 fuck another mask in your face 2. 329 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:21,240 Years later, they still be like, oh, she's still down there. 330 00:15:21,560 --> 00:15:23,760 Yeah, no, yeah, they come back OK. 331 00:15:23,920 --> 00:15:25,480 I swear. This is rude. 332 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:26,560 This is. Brutal. 333 00:15:26,680 --> 00:15:28,440 Just rude. It's brutal, but they're. 334 00:15:28,440 --> 00:15:29,920 Pretty. So they got away with it. 335 00:15:29,920 --> 00:15:34,360 Yeah, that's pretty privilege. And there's always another mask 336 00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:38,440 that will fuck them because and that will know of their crime, 337 00:15:38,440 --> 00:15:39,320 right? Right. 338 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:41,040 Right, she's gonna do it to me. It's. 339 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:44,680 So dumb, girl, it's so dumb. In three months, you're gonna be 340 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:47,240 coming back to the club, right? Look to me as an enemy. 341 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:48,480 Yeah. In three months, you're gonna be 342 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:50,120 like, damn, can we? Yeah. 343 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:55,360 Talk about it together. No, I've had that happen. 344 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:59,040 Oh yeah, I've had people come up to me and be like, oh, did you 345 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:00,960 really? Did you ever heard her? 346 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:05,160 I'm like, listen, be careful, OK. 347 00:16:05,160 --> 00:16:07,440 And then didn't want to be cool with me because whatever, 348 00:16:07,440 --> 00:16:09,040 whatever. And then couple of months later 349 00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:10,520 just be like damn, you were right. 350 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:14,200 I don't want to be your friend. I told you they. 351 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:16,520 Don't want to listen? They got to go themselves. 352 00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:20,440 Yeah, I'll find out. The labia is a Venus flytrap of 353 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:21,800 hell. Yeah, the pretty ones. 354 00:16:23,320 --> 00:16:29,280 But Jess and I try to stay out of the circle. 355 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:34,040 We try to purposely date outside of anywhere our friends in 356 00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:37,480 touch. Me too, I don't like fucking in 357 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:39,400 circle. I'm not into incest. 358 00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:42,960 The chart is real. It is real, but there are so 359 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,160 many beautiful women out there. You can stay outside of it. 360 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:51,240 You really can. But they're usually not claiming 361 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,920 that they're gay, so that's the scary part. 362 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:58,040 B sex the. Bisexuals. 363 00:16:58,920 --> 00:17:02,480 What we know is B sex are. The curious ones are the 364 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:03,040 curious. Ones. 365 00:17:03,040 --> 00:17:04,800 Yeah, curious, right? Because we can't call them 366 00:17:04,800 --> 00:17:05,440 straight. Right. 367 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:07,720 Yeah. Liquors in weight. 368 00:17:09,640 --> 00:17:13,560 The liquors in weight, but they are. 369 00:17:14,480 --> 00:17:17,760 Is that not it? Yes, pre lick, yeah. 370 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:20,520 Pre lick, you're just pre lick, right? 371 00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:21,680 Yeah, I got it. Yeah. 372 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:23,839 I feel like I've had the opposite problem when you do the 373 00:17:23,839 --> 00:17:26,240 lick and then then go back. I don't know what it is that's 374 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:29,160 about sometimes but I mean that's happened to you too. 375 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:31,440 Shit. Oh yeah, they're, I mean 22, my 376 00:17:31,440 --> 00:17:33,640 2 main exes. They're they're married with two 377 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:36,240 men. But I'm not good for you. 378 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:37,480 I don't know, you know what I mean? 379 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:40,120 I'm not even saying you. Don't get like salty about that 380 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:42,920 because I know some people are like, oh, I can't believe that 381 00:17:43,080 --> 00:17:45,520 this person went after a man after me, you know, and 382 00:17:45,520 --> 00:17:47,600 everybody has their own personal opinion about that. 383 00:17:47,760 --> 00:17:50,320 So you didn't, you know, feel some type of way about that when 384 00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:51,800 they. No, not at all, because when we 385 00:17:51,800 --> 00:17:54,560 were together very much together and didn't even worry about it. 386 00:17:54,560 --> 00:17:57,240 It's just like, I never do. I, I think lesbians in general 387 00:17:57,240 --> 00:18:01,400 are worried about bisexuals because they are like how you 388 00:18:01,400 --> 00:18:03,280 date men. How do I compare to men? 389 00:18:03,280 --> 00:18:07,120 And I never think about that. Like, I just think that I'm a 390 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:10,480 lover and I try to love you so much that I'm never thinking 391 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:12,960 about comparing your contraction to anybody. 392 00:18:13,080 --> 00:18:17,000 I don't care who they are. So I just can, I like, focus on 393 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:19,040 our connection and that's all that matters. 394 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:22,160 And also, I think that the man can't do half of what I can do. 395 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:26,760 So you're unhappy, you're unfulfilled in so many 396 00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:29,160 categories. I'm like, are you OK over there? 397 00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:31,680 Well, to them I think that it's easier, right? 398 00:18:31,960 --> 00:18:35,040 That's what they all say. Oh yeah, it's easier, the look 399 00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:37,520 of it. I think yeah, societally right. 400 00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:41,920 And they can just, you can just seed them up just ASAP. 401 00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:44,080 They don't have to go through the whole thing that we have to 402 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:45,240 do they. Do get seeded up. 403 00:18:45,360 --> 00:18:47,400 I mean, I don't know because there are probably certain men 404 00:18:47,400 --> 00:18:51,160 that can fulfill very well. Most cannot. 405 00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:54,240 Most cannot. So you're probably trading good 406 00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:58,160 sex for being seated easily. Yeah, I think it might be like 407 00:18:58,160 --> 00:19:02,680 they might provide a little more stability, but then they might 408 00:19:02,680 --> 00:19:05,560 not show up in other ways that we show up maybe more 409 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:08,960 emotionally or thoughtful or paying attention to those little 410 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:12,560 details about things. But then some it's really just 411 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,440 depends on like a stability mean more to you than all of these 412 00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:17,720 other things and be loved and seen and like, you know what I'm 413 00:19:17,720 --> 00:19:19,400 saying? And feel like you're a partner. 414 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:23,800 Or do you want to feel like kind of like AI don't want to say it 415 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:27,120 in a bad way, but do you want to feel like a trophy in the house 416 00:19:27,120 --> 00:19:30,120 or do you want to feel like a person or like seeing, if that 417 00:19:30,120 --> 00:19:30,840 makes sense? Yeah. 418 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:35,600 What stability do you feel like men would provide a bisexual 419 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:37,680 over a lesbian? Honestly, I just think in the 420 00:19:37,680 --> 00:19:41,960 terms of like us as women, we have to work so much harder for 421 00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:45,040 our money in general in society. We're talking about a women of 422 00:19:45,040 --> 00:19:48,120 all sexes. Religion, just women in general 423 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:52,320 have to work harder for money. So to lesbians, we're struggling 424 00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:53,440 together, you know what I'm saying? 425 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:56,680 Or like we're working hard together versus like, I think 426 00:19:56,680 --> 00:20:00,520 the people that are thriving or the gay men, there's two gay men 427 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,160 make the most money and there's two of them. 428 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:05,360 They're they're, they're great. I feel like they're even above 429 00:20:05,360 --> 00:20:07,360 the straight couples. And then you know what? 430 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:09,360 I mean, absolutely. Yeah. 431 00:20:09,360 --> 00:20:12,640 And then we're down here like being like, oh, OK, well, we're 432 00:20:13,080 --> 00:20:14,880 we're working hard. So that's what I think about. 433 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:17,320 So what you're saying is it's probably the money? 434 00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:22,000 Yeah. I think it's also, I think it's 435 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:26,400 also that that mental hardness of it, like because we're, we're 436 00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:28,360 going to ask the questions we want to get answers to. 437 00:20:28,360 --> 00:20:30,280 We have more conversations. We're going down to the bottom 438 00:20:30,280 --> 00:20:31,720 of it. Sometimes men are just like, 439 00:20:31,720 --> 00:20:33,160 yeah, whatever. You know, Like they don't, 440 00:20:33,520 --> 00:20:35,760 they're just like, that's why I said like they think it's easier 441 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:38,080 because they don't have to do all the emotional work of like 442 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:39,760 the conversation. That's true. 443 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:43,320 You know, like so men will brush it off and they'll you know, and 444 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:44,440 they can just. Do what they want to do. 445 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:46,560 You hurt my. Feelings we're going to talk 446 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:48,520 about like we're going to sit here until we get to it, you 447 00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:50,000 know? Actually, I don't think every 448 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:53,480 lesbian is like that. Like I do feel like there are 449 00:20:53,480 --> 00:20:57,920 some out there that will just allow like, insanity. 450 00:20:58,040 --> 00:21:00,120 Those be the toxic ones. Yeah, like we're going to say 451 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,040 we're talking about toxic. Yeah, like they won't allow it. 452 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:04,600 Have you ever been speaking? Of toxic. 453 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:11,640 No, no, I I'm cool with all of my exes because I want to end in 454 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:15,200 a way of being like, I want the best for you and I hope you want 455 00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:16,920 the best for me. And I don't think that we're 456 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:18,600 that for each other. That's it. 457 00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:21,240 I want to leave us and support each other. 458 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:23,960 I'm like, I talk to them and I'm cool with them. 459 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:25,520 I try to support them as much as possible. 460 00:21:25,800 --> 00:21:28,480 So toxicity he's got it. Like it's absolutely, I'm not 461 00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:32,520 dealing with it. I was going to say that we have 462 00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:35,400 to do our part in like the lesbian community and call out 463 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:38,040 more like we are toxic as a community because there's so 464 00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:40,480 much domestic violence. Like there's, there's more 465 00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:42,800 domestic violence in lesbian relationships than any other 466 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:44,680 relationships. And that's just not cool. 467 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:47,480 Like if you know your friend is putting your hands on their 468 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:49,800 hands on the girl that they're dating or with or whatever. 469 00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:51,800 Like we have to shut that shit down. 470 00:21:52,120 --> 00:21:56,520 I every time I look at I'm on do Commission work and boards and 471 00:21:56,520 --> 00:21:58,680 stuff like that and we get print out. 472 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:02,920 So like I'm working with the District Attorney of LA, but 473 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:05,200 we're working with the police and like trying to create 474 00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:08,680 training on how they show up for LGBTQ situations. 475 00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:14,680 Then this, this can be hate crimes or sex workers like 476 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:16,520 LGBTQ, right? And how they show up. 477 00:22:16,520 --> 00:22:19,880 But most of the issues are lesbian domestic violence 478 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:22,360 situations and police don't know how to go in and handle it. 479 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:24,120 So most of the time they just arrest them both. 480 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:27,840 Fair. Like just don't just go after 481 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:29,640 the mask because that's what was happening before. 482 00:22:30,120 --> 00:22:33,920 But the number is so high that we have to do better. 483 00:22:34,120 --> 00:22:37,840 Yeah, no, I'm shocked by it. Yeah, I'm absolutely shocked and 484 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:40,240 horrified. There's just something so 485 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:44,800 painful to my soul about women hurting other women. 486 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:50,600 Yeah, it crushes me to the core. I hear a lot of women like, oh, 487 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,680 we're both women, It doesn't matter, like and I, I don't see 488 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:54,800 the logic in that at all. That's. 489 00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:55,760 Crazy. Yeah, really. 490 00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:56,840 They just really things like that. 491 00:22:56,840 --> 00:22:58,640 Yeah. I think the only way I show up 492 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:00,520 accountably for that is like you said, friends. 493 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:02,640 Like a lot of my friends are friends with that friend that I 494 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:05,240 know that hit my friend and I'm not friends with them like, and 495 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:06,720 then they might be like, why don't you like me? 496 00:23:06,840 --> 00:23:09,800 I already know what you did. I know how you are behind closed 497 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:10,920 doors. So I don't, I don't fuck with 498 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:12,840 people like that. Yeah, Oh no, that would be an 499 00:23:12,840 --> 00:23:15,880 immediate. Release Yeah, yeah, we need to 500 00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:18,840 go back to the old school way of like if we hear somebody like 501 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:21,840 hitting a girl, we need like are the old school way for me 502 00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:23,720 growing up is they had to get jumped. 503 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,360 I was going to say jump them. Yeah, no, I'm not even. 504 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:27,760 No, me too. I'm not joking. 505 00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:32,200 And we do, not that we promote this, but we do always say some 506 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:35,000 people just need to be beat. Yes. 507 00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:38,680 And I just feel like if you're somebody that's out here beating 508 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:43,880 women, you need to be beat down by several people and learn your 509 00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:45,000 lesson. Period. 510 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:47,080 It's that on the. Board. 511 00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:49,400 Yeah, yes. Let's even it and and honestly, 512 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:51,960 like I think I want to show up and be like, OK, you got two 513 00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:53,840 options here. Me and my homies back here gonna 514 00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:56,560 beat you up or are we gonna take this belt put you? 515 00:23:58,160 --> 00:23:59,880 You know what I mean? Like Oh yeah, something is 516 00:23:59,880 --> 00:24:00,840 happening. There's a lady. 517 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,200 On TikTok, that does that to men. 518 00:24:02,200 --> 00:24:03,240 You seen that? I haven't. 519 00:24:03,240 --> 00:24:07,080 It was so exciting. It was so I loved it. 520 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,560 Yeah, she said she wants to be 1000 men this year. 521 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,080 I was like, I love her. Does she need help on her team? 522 00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:13,240 No, I know. Is she? 523 00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:14,600 Hiring. Is she hiring? 524 00:24:14,920 --> 00:24:18,920 I want to start a brigade for lesbian criminals. 525 00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:21,040 Yeah. That are beaters, yeah. 526 00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:23,360 So we can tell everybody else, oh, we got it. 527 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:25,040 We're doing, we're handling this in house. 528 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:29,680 Yeah, we need a hotline. Fucking Batman. 529 00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:31,480 I would love it. Yeah, no, me too. 530 00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:33,960 So maybe we'll talk about it. OK, great, we can sidebar. 531 00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:37,320 Yeah, absolutely. I would love that but we would 532 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:42,160 need references to make sure that if it's legit and it all 533 00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:45,400 then you're getting beat. Yeah, we can have a therapist 534 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,080 answer that one line. So we have two. 535 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:49,920 We should have two. We call one number and hit two 536 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:53,120 buttons. One's a sex and one is 537 00:24:53,120 --> 00:24:54,960 protection, you know what I mean? 538 00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:58,480 Because we need them both. Sex hotline sounds amazing 539 00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,280 though. Sex hotline for what 540 00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:03,160 specifically? Just us, like a nice little 541 00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:06,400 voice. Feel lonely, you know what I 542 00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:09,160 mean? Yeah, the hot mask ASMR sex 543 00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:12,240 hotline. This would be fantastic. 544 00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:13,520 I think a lot of people would call. 545 00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:15,360 Oh yeah. Put in the comments if you'd 546 00:25:15,360 --> 00:25:20,240 like to just. Like Quinn and Vivo live Quinn. 547 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,120 Yeah, basically. I'm sure we need all. 548 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:23,160 We do, yeah. We have a lot. 549 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:24,640 We have a lot of guests. Everything you're thinking of. 550 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:28,120 OK, great sidebar again, so. You're obsessed with this cup. 551 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:31,080 Like I want to take it home, I want to take a bite. 552 00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,520 Am I tripping? Like look how pretty it is. 553 00:25:34,320 --> 00:25:36,560 We're trying, we're trying to make more cups and I'll 554 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,720 definitely send you several cups. 555 00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:42,440 Oh my God, please, yeah, 'cause look how pretty it is in here. 556 00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:43,800 Like you didn't ever want to bite this. 557 00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:44,840 No, it's nice. Yeah, nice. 558 00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:47,600 Texture, like look on it. It feels like it's a flavor. 559 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,280 Yeah. And like, I'm not going to break 560 00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:51,520 it. This is great. 561 00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:54,960 Yeah, we're going to sell that cup for $1000. 562 00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:58,520 Amber's touch. I want this one. 563 00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:03,760 So with everything right, do you now in your current state still 564 00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:06,320 take relationships public or do you keep everything private? 565 00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:08,000 Everything private now I. Love that. 566 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,240 Yeah, I'm on the board. Nobody knows anything. 567 00:26:10,360 --> 00:26:12,480 No, they do. Yeah, but they do. 568 00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:14,240 Yeah. I've had stalkers on the, well, 569 00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:16,840 I guess I'm calling stalkers or haters or weirdos on the 570 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:21,160 Internet for years now trying to tell whoever I'm dating about 571 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,760 the last person I'm dating. And it's, it's gotten overboard 572 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,440 now. I'm actually like, yeah, it's 573 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:28,640 actually, yeah, affected my life in some way now. 574 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:31,520 It was like weird at first, like, OK, cool. 575 00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:33,040 But now it's just out of control. 576 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,880 So they, like, find out stuff and then they make it a point to 577 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:41,560 try to like, I don't know, tell you know what she's doing over 578 00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:42,880 here. Yeah. 579 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:44,360 So. That's scary. 580 00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:47,800 Yeah, they'll know where we are even if we haven't posted. 581 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:51,680 Oh my God, yeah. So do you not go out to 582 00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:54,160 functions? Stop in my life. 583 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:57,720 Yeah, no, she be outside. But with the person that you're 584 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,680 dating, like if you're dating somebody, do you not go or do 585 00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:02,840 not hold hand? Like are there just signals that 586 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:05,240 you just you just won't do? Yeah, I've had to take a lot of 587 00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:08,600 precautions where like we might not go to certain places or we 588 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:11,320 don't follow each other on Instagram or like, I don't know, 589 00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:14,800 like certain things. But also at the same time, I 590 00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,680 just got to live my life. I don't know, I just decided 591 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:20,600 after putting 2 relationships on the Internet that that was the 592 00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:23,280 thing I wanted to keep for me, but also because I didn't want 593 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:27,360 it to be the foundation of my brand, you know what I mean? 594 00:27:27,360 --> 00:27:30,200 I'm like, no, I'm me. Like I just shared this to share 595 00:27:30,200 --> 00:27:32,640 my life. But like, it's not about a 596 00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:35,600 relationship. It's about all these things that 597 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:38,800 I went through to finally find me or whatever and like come 598 00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:40,760 out. So I just wanted to continue 599 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,920 that without having that part take over. 600 00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:46,320 When you find that people are putting your life out there, do 601 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:50,200 you hit any of these people up to be like, hey, stop, this is 602 00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:52,600 sanity. Yeah, I try to, we try to reason 603 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:54,840 with them. That's just they, the attention 604 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:59,520 drives them more crazy. And like, I've actually got to a 605 00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:03,840 point where I've talked to a few people that were like, not so 606 00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:10,640 nice to me and they said that like they loved me so much, but 607 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,800 that something I said triggered something from their past. 608 00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,640 And like I had nothing to do with whatever they're talking 609 00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:18,200 about. And now they're on this hate me 610 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:24,160 train and I'm just like, Oh my God, Jesus, I'm sorry, fuck. 611 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,240 Also maybe see somebody for that, right? 612 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:29,320 Yeah, that's not your problem. Sometimes you'll go in the DMS 613 00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:31,480 and like you'll see Adm and somebody's having a whole 614 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,920 conversation with you by themselves and they're also 615 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:36,160 answering as if you answered back. 616 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:38,320 So then there's just like stuff like that, like, you know, it's 617 00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:40,400 just OK, like, all right, they're just getting it out. 618 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:42,960 That's getting unwell, though. Exactly. 619 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:44,680 Well, that's what I was trying to say in a nice way. 620 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:47,400 Sometimes it's just like there are just people out there that 621 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:51,320 maybe just, you know, are having some struggles mentally. 622 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:54,640 Yeah, there's like, you know, fun crazy, which I consider 623 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:56,960 myself to be. And then there's like straight 624 00:28:56,960 --> 00:29:00,440 jacket crazy right where you know, they need a little 625 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,880 assistance in order to regulate. There's so many undiagnosed 626 00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:06,120 humans walking around. I'm trying to say that in a nice 627 00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:09,520 way, but let's be real about it, it's Hard Out Here. 628 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,240 It really is. Oh my God, yeah. 629 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,080 And I don't. It's not even like I'm AI. 630 00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:15,240 Don't blame you. Life is hard right now. 631 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,280 So yeah, it's just like so much going on that like any of us 632 00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:22,560 could go yeah off at any point. Like I feel like they want to 633 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,360 like your attention because of it. 634 00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:25,880 You know, that's why they're doing it in the first place. 635 00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:28,920 You know, it's like, so you addressing that as a what really 636 00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:30,320 what they want, they want your attention. 637 00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:33,880 That's what it's giving. Don't be a stalker you guys. 638 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:37,000 I got some other hobbies that I can suggest. 639 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:41,560 Yeah, I don't think I'm fun. I don't, You know what I mean. 640 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,520 Have you? Ever dated somebody that you 641 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:47,120 thought was like had no diagnosis and then the further 642 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,800 that you date them, you're like, oh, you are undiagnosed? 643 00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:51,440 Yeah, absolutely. Yeah, yeah. 644 00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:54,560 I'm like, I think you have a borderline personality disorder. 645 00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:55,200 I. Think that. 646 00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:57,560 My favorite. That is my personal favorite 647 00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:58,560 though. I don't like this. 648 00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:00,880 Personal favorite? No, that is about your heels. 649 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,480 I know it used to be they're. Fun for a while. 650 00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:04,160 They're fun, yeah. Of. 651 00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:07,000 Course. Wait a second, who was that? 652 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:09,400 Like, Oh my God. Yeah. 653 00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,560 Because I was saying this on an other episode, I'll say it 654 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:14,320 again. Like there is something really 655 00:30:14,320 --> 00:30:17,080 nice and special about being somebody'd favorite person. 656 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:19,560 So you're not, and that's what the problem is that. 657 00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:22,400 Is when you fall from grace. That's the problem. 658 00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:24,160 I don't. Even tell you're not, it's like, 659 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:25,920 oh they love you so much. You know what? 660 00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:26,680 I. Mean. 661 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,000 I get secret. They kill me about. 662 00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:32,160 It's. Scary. 663 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:33,680 It it gets scary. I'm not. 664 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:36,960 There's been at least two people I've been with that I literally 665 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:40,080 was like, I have to sleep with one eye open because I might not 666 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,040 make it to the boarding. Like you know what I mean? 667 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:43,280 No, I've been there. Yeah. 668 00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:45,640 But how was the sex? Was it fire? 669 00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:48,240 Yes. And always, yeah, come on. 670 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,200 Of course, but. Yeah, with a Scorpio. 671 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:55,280 With a Scorpio borderline you would say best you've ever had. 672 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:58,640 No on the in the top like maybe. Top three. 673 00:30:59,880 --> 00:31:04,160 Actually, let me do that. No, she like she felt like. 674 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:07,000 While borderline. Yeah, For a while, I'd like, I 675 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:08,360 don't know. As I've gotten older, I feel 676 00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:10,240 like I'm blessed to. It gets better. 677 00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,240 So she was like when I was younger. 678 00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:14,840 But yeah, for the time being, at that time, the Scorpio was the 679 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:15,920 absolute best. Yeah. 680 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:19,520 I like their intensity. I'm just thinking about exactly. 681 00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:20,880 Yeah, I loved it because I'm intense. 682 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:21,640 I'm intense. Too. 683 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,040 I'm real intense. Yeah, OK. 684 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:27,640 Imagine the Virgo intensity and then as a moon, that's where my 685 00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:29,760 passion and my yeah, I love that do. 686 00:31:29,920 --> 00:31:31,480 You want to tell them what your whole thing is. 687 00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:36,560 Oh, I'm a Virgo sun, Libra rising, so that makes me like 688 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:38,520 nice to everybody and get along with everybody. 689 00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:42,800 And then Scorpio moon. So that's my intensity and and 690 00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:45,000 me and Beyoncé and I are like the same. 691 00:31:45,600 --> 00:31:47,600 We have the same sun and moon. So just so you know. 692 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:49,800 I can feel that. Yeah, that's Beyoncé. 693 00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:56,280 I'm Virgo Libra Virgo. Oh my God, I love you. 694 00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,080 Yeah, we love each other. Yeah, no, it's it's, it's an 695 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:01,480 intense so. When we go outside, we're 696 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,440 outside. Oh yeah, I love this. 697 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:06,000 I go, really go outside. Right. 698 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:09,680 Me too, yeah. I thought it like I I would tap 699 00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:11,800 out with Amber sometimes. I'm like Dang, oh really? 700 00:32:11,920 --> 00:32:13,200 Like shit. Yeah, that's true. 701 00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:15,240 I we always try to pull her to after hours. 702 00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:16,160 I'm going home. Yeah. 703 00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:18,760 Like, oh, why? I felt judged by the way she 704 00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:22,640 said it too. So how do you think the dating 705 00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:24,040 pool is in LA? Do you love it? 706 00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:27,520 Do you hate it? Just go. 707 00:32:29,360 --> 00:32:31,360 I feel like we don't utilize it cuz we're over it. 708 00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:33,560 Yeah, yeah. You gotta find them. 709 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:34,960 You gotta find the imports or you gotta get. 710 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,680 You gotta go. Get you import. 711 00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:38,760 Yeah, well, you gotta find them, you know. 712 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:41,760 Yeah, I think it's more fun to meet them outside outside of LA. 713 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,480 What? When you're traveling, you find 714 00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:47,360 someone outside of LA. Yeah, I think because when I do 715 00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:50,880 travel, I'm there for an event and I don't dabble at my, I 716 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,080 don't, I don't do that at the events. 717 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,160 If I do an event or I'm hosting an event, I'm like I'm working. 718 00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:58,280 I would definitely. Do yeah. 719 00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,120 I would definitely do it. If there's somebody that is 720 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:05,720 super fly, super attractive, and you're talking to me and you're 721 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,360 aggressively wanting me, I'm going to fuck you. 722 00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:11,000 I love that. I'm gonna fuck you. 723 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:16,720 Wow. 100% if I feel it, yeah. I have to feel it, yeah. 724 00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:18,600 So like when you've had one night stance? 725 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:21,280 Not really. I usually, if I am like 726 00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:25,200 animalistically attracted to you, then usually I'm like, 727 00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:26,960 you're going to be my wife. Yeah. 728 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:30,880 And then and then I start dating you like, because if it's that 729 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:34,760 animal, it their tooth have to be animal attracted to you. 730 00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:39,200 I have to like your personality. And then if we have fire sex, 731 00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:40,960 you're my wife. Yeah. 732 00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:42,640 You're my wife. Yeah. 733 00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:46,360 The person who I dated like for a very long time out, like in 734 00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:49,080 the middle of sex. I just knew because all the 735 00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:50,440 other things lined up. And so I was. 736 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,120 Yeah. And I looked at her and I go, 737 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:56,080 you're going to be mine. I was like, you don't feel me 738 00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:58,320 now. Oh, and I meant it. 739 00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:01,320 Yeah. I've had that feeling with 740 00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:04,680 somebody too and like, I guess like I think it's hard for me to 741 00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:08,080 like with the dating because I just keep circling back, can't 742 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,120 let go. I love a circle back. 743 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:12,360 She does circle back. I really love a remix. 744 00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,000 I love. Because every time she pops up 745 00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,320 I'm like, are she bringing this time? 746 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:17,480 We have another one. Yeah. 747 00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:21,000 So you. Yeah, you remix, Yeah. 748 00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:24,400 We're different and better every time we try a game. 749 00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:25,840 Really. Yeah. 750 00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,320 Oh, that's nice. Is it the same person that you 751 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:30,400 keep remixing? Yeah. 752 00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:34,880 OK, so you've got 1 consistent. Remix, remix. 753 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:39,239 I love that though I don't know why I'm such a fucking romantic. 754 00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:40,800 I'm a whole. Place that's my best friend my 755 00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,239 best friend is like oh I know it's just like you guys are 756 00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:45,480 going to find your time. I just like, I love you guys, 757 00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,719 just love you. Just find your time. 758 00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:49,400 We'll see. I love this for you. 759 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:54,840 It's just, yeah, because I do believe that, like if you can't 760 00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:59,120 forget about somebody truly and they can't forget about you, and 761 00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:02,360 you guys both go out and you try other things and you're like, 762 00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:03,840 yeah, it's great. It's good. 763 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:05,240 Whatever. I could do this. 764 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,000 But it wasn't Amber's closet. But it. 765 00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:12,280 Wasn't Amber's closet nothing? I don't know if she's saying 766 00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,360 that. Nothing fits like Amber's 767 00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:16,360 closet. Yeah. 768 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:18,840 Exactly. Let somebody write it down. 769 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:23,920 Oh my God, it's like that. That T-shirt that you just owe? 770 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,720 That soft one that you just can't let go. 771 00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:30,120 Of no, it's got holes in it, but it still looks good. 772 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:31,840 Yeah, it's got the right fit, you know? 773 00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:34,480 Yeah, Yeah. There's no replacement, yeah. 774 00:35:35,240 --> 00:35:40,240 It's Amber's closet. I love that though I when they 775 00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:42,600 come back I'm always like. Yeah. 776 00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:45,680 You love me. You love me. 777 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:49,080 It means something to because I want to be special to you. 778 00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:50,880 There's something about. Yeah. 779 00:35:51,240 --> 00:35:53,880 And so like if I. No, because that's what kept me 780 00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:55,920 in my last relationship. Crazy. 781 00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:58,640 You're you're pretty disciplined with your circle backs. 782 00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:03,040 Yeah, I mean, but that was the problem, my last because I just 783 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:04,760 wanted them to choose me, you know? 784 00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:06,520 Did they come back? No. 785 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:08,600 Well, one time. That was a more one time. 786 00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:10,120 I mean, that was a more complicated situation. 787 00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:12,680 You want to talk about it the sit to the type of situation. 788 00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:14,200 It was just like one time and then. 789 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:15,320 She's Polly. Can we say that? 790 00:36:15,320 --> 00:36:16,880 Yeah, yeah, yeah. We talked about. 791 00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:19,200 Period. I thought I was Polly to this. 792 00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:20,680 No. So I just want you all know 793 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:23,520 about Jess. But it was one time and then, 794 00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:25,640 you know, it was then she chose someone else. 795 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:27,000 This is the one that broke your heart. 796 00:36:27,240 --> 00:36:28,240 Yeah, yeah. OK. 797 00:36:28,240 --> 00:36:30,080 Yeah, yeah. She can't come in the parties 798 00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:31,800 anymore. Oh, good. 799 00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:34,720 Because I always ask. Because I'm like, if somebody 800 00:36:34,720 --> 00:36:38,960 has really done criminal activity, I always ask Jess, 801 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:41,480 like, would you banish them from the party? 802 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:43,640 Because I would. She's too nice, no. 803 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:47,280 I would be petty, yeah. You don't exist. 804 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:49,840 As the friend of the friend, we need to do that, but she's not 805 00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:52,520 going to do that. She's it's her party and she's 806 00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:54,320 like, yeah, she's over there. Why is she here? 807 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:56,640 No, she should be banished from the castle. 808 00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:57,880 Which? Me, I'll be nice. 809 00:36:57,880 --> 00:36:59,400 I'll be like, hey, I think you should. 810 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:02,080 You know, it was nice though, as one of my friends went up to her 811 00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:04,000 at a different party and found her and was like, you know, you 812 00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:06,360 fucked up my friend real bad. I was like, oh, I love you for 813 00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:06,560 that. You. 814 00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:08,560 Didn't let me do that. I have stuff to say if. 815 00:37:08,720 --> 00:37:10,280 Amber's closet had my back like that. 816 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:12,520 That would have been dope. Oh my God, I would love to, 817 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:13,600 yeah. It can't be. 818 00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:15,840 You fucked up, my friend. That's like giving too much 819 00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:17,920 power. It has to be like, you know, 820 00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:20,320 you're irrelevant. That's a great one. 821 00:37:20,720 --> 00:37:22,240 Like, you know you actually don't exist. 822 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:23,600 I don't even know why you bother. 823 00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:24,840 Like to show up? Here. 824 00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:26,920 Why'd you even come? Damn, literally why are you even 825 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:27,760 here? I'm not. 826 00:37:27,760 --> 00:37:28,880 I I am nicer. That's. 827 00:37:29,240 --> 00:37:31,400 The last That's the last thing I want them to know. 828 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:32,720 I. Give you guys a drink on your 829 00:37:32,720 --> 00:37:37,080 way out because I think that you need to create an uncomfortable 830 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:39,840 environment for my friend. And this is her environment. 831 00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:42,440 And you decided to come in the environment and that brings such 832 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,200 great energy. But I want to make sure your 833 00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,800 energy is cool on the way out. So I would love to give you a 834 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:49,800 shot and you and your home girl, there's this other party on the 835 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,080 street I think you would have a great time at. 836 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:55,280 I think I want both of you. Doing so kind, but I would not 837 00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:55,920 need. I want. 838 00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:58,000 Tippy to no because. I need you right there to be 839 00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:01,160 like and hurry the fact that. I want that so bad. 840 00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:04,840 Oh my God, yes. You know what we should do 841 00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:07,000 again? Get me with my ideas. 842 00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,600 I was like, we should just start like a fight. 843 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:11,120 Club. Oh my God, I would love that. 844 00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:14,880 But you but you invite your whatever it is, maybe somebody 845 00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:19,520 you have beef with your OP ex situationship whatever it is, 846 00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,200 right. I know who I want to fight so 847 00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:25,280 bad. I do too. 848 00:38:25,280 --> 00:38:31,760 I'll say it to Jackie Hill Perry, please, on whatever if 849 00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:34,480 you need, whatever you need, if you need me to sign a contract 850 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:36,600 and give you money, I want to meet you outside. 851 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:39,760 And if nobody knows who this is, this is a lesbian turn. 852 00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:42,360 I found God and now I'm going to judge and put down everybody 853 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:47,480 else person and I cannot wait. Can we set up the fight? 854 00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,960 Yeah, I want to. Debate you and then I want to 855 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,080 meet you outside. Damn. 856 00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:53,480 Can we do the fight then the debate? 857 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:55,360 Because then if she loses she might. 858 00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:57,160 That's a debate. You looking all fucked? 859 00:38:57,240 --> 00:38:58,120 Up. I'm going to put her in the 860 00:38:58,120 --> 00:38:59,520 hospital. She's not going to talk after 861 00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:01,720 that, so let's do the debate first. 862 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:03,400 I do the. Debate. 863 00:39:03,400 --> 00:39:07,880 Listen, my friend, before I was like doing YouTube for real, my 864 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,760 friend put me on to her and she was doing like lesbian music, 865 00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:13,200 poems and all that. And then she turned to church 866 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:17,280 and now completely uses her platform to put down our whole 867 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,640 community after she lived in our community. 868 00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:24,080 But now we hear rumors about her and her podcast host, a woman 869 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:26,440 having a little thing and cheating on their husbands. 870 00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:30,880 So I just can't get with this. I'm holier than thou. 871 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:34,440 I'm using religion to now put down the people that platformed 872 00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,840 me in the first place. Meanwhile, pussy in the back. 873 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:39,920 Damn, damn. Yeah, damn. 874 00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:41,280 Wow. Yeah. 875 00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:42,600 OK. So that's. 876 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,600 That would be such a good sanctioned fight though. 877 00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:48,720 OK, yeah, I'm saying like, listen, we can say Jesus be the. 878 00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:51,320 Headliner. I I just want to be on the card 879 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:52,920 we can have. No, no, you. 880 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,480 Call brothers. I don't care. 881 00:39:54,480 --> 00:39:57,400 I'll literally we could do this. No, we can set this up for us, 882 00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:59,280 for our. If it's a gay thing, she might 883 00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:00,360 not go because she's scared of us. 884 00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:03,640 That's the thing we got. To we'll be like, we got to make 885 00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:07,520 a Church of it. But we'll have the fight in a 886 00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:08,520 church. Yeah. 887 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:10,920 Actually, it's just in the parking lot, so we're OK, you 888 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:12,360 know what I mean? OK. 889 00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:14,680 I see the church in the church. So I don't want to get it. 890 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:16,440 Yeah, put. The cross in the background. 891 00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:19,200 Is there anybody else you want to fight? 892 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:21,840 No, I'm down for anybody who wants to step up. 893 00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:29,040 Yeah, any anybody, anybody that wants it put in the comments. 894 00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:32,720 Well. That's so crazy that that's 895 00:40:32,720 --> 00:40:35,080 like, you know, there's probably people out there too. 896 00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:38,000 Oh yeah, like that's cool. I'd rather the people on the 897 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,120 Internet. And I wanted a show. 898 00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:43,320 I actually pitched a show years ago and I want to try to bring 899 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:44,960 it back called Say It to My Face. 900 00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:47,200 And it was because I was tired of these. 901 00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:50,000 Like literally, I was tired of these haters online. 902 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:52,840 And I wanted to create a catfish when instead of finding your 903 00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:55,800 stalkers or whatever I want, I want to find the stalkers and 904 00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:58,200 haters on the Internet that say the crazy shit on you. 905 00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:01,200 Take your time to wait till I post to come and say something 906 00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:02,280 every time. Yeah. 907 00:41:02,280 --> 00:41:06,840 No, no, no, I'm gonna have the crew come, like, find you. 908 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:09,560 I'm gonna show up to your house with security therapy, whatever 909 00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:11,600 the fuck, and be like, say it to my face. 910 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:13,080 Yeah. And that's what I would love. 911 00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:15,240 So the first episode will be me doing that. 912 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:17,440 And then every episode I'd bring on another celebrity, 913 00:41:17,440 --> 00:41:20,680 influencer, whatever, And they get to track down somebody. 914 00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:24,560 Though like almost like a say it to my face meets like baddies. 915 00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:26,000 You know where? You could get Ratchet. 916 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:27,840 You could really go, you know it might. 917 00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,600 So we could do like a paid platform, Yeah. 918 00:41:31,360 --> 00:41:32,800 And like well. Patreon, you know. 919 00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:35,480 Yeah, like to the show ourselves? 920 00:41:35,720 --> 00:41:38,240 I'm so down. I just want a good team to track 921 00:41:38,240 --> 00:41:41,000 these people down. Yeah, because we even hit up our 922 00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:46,400 catfish friends to find the help with the these these people that 923 00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:48,080 are already hating on the Internet because sometimes it 924 00:41:48,080 --> 00:41:49,640 gets so crazy. I'm like, no, I need to find 925 00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,920 these people. So I want to just see if they'll 926 00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:54,040 actually say what they're saying on the Internet behind the 927 00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,840 little safety little keyboard. I just want to see if you'll say 928 00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:59,200 it to my face. I hate to be a bitch and I'm and 929 00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:02,680 I'm sure no one else is going to say it, but if you see them, 930 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:06,640 most of them, and I know this is terrible to say, but they're 931 00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:11,880 ugly. The way you said. 932 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:15,520 That they are ugly. Especially inside OH. 933 00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:19,280 My God, yeah, Especially, but both sides, yeah. 934 00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:24,160 And I can't wait till you're there because we can see you. 935 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:25,840 We're going to talk to You're Ugly. 936 00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:30,360 But they could probably do something, they could fix 937 00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:33,880 themselves up and so, you know, in a lot of little bit, a little 938 00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:34,640 bit. A lot of bit. 939 00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:36,440 Yeah, I know I'm not supposed to say that. 940 00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:37,720 There's a lot of. That's the truth, I love it. 941 00:42:37,720 --> 00:42:40,160 Some sometimes shit just needs to be said. 942 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:42,680 Yeah. Somebody's got to say it, yeah. 943 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:44,960 That's the truth. But there's a lot of anger from 944 00:42:44,960 --> 00:42:47,640 Amber and I, I feel like people don't understand because I see 945 00:42:47,640 --> 00:42:50,080 it all over the time, my timelines that I'd be seeing and 946 00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:52,760 it'd be like, it could be like other people's problems. 947 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:55,280 And then they bring her into it. And it's like, as someone who 948 00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:58,120 already gets a lot of shit, like seeing that, you know, third 949 00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:01,120 hand all the time. And it's like, it'd be stupid 950 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:03,000 stuff too. And it's like they make full 951 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,920 blown videos and then every comment and I'm like, I'll send 952 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:07,000 this to her. And I'm like bro, I don't 953 00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:08,080 understand why they're doing this. 954 00:43:08,160 --> 00:43:10,240 Just have to send me some hater videos sometimes. 955 00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:13,240 And I'm just like, it just blows my mind though, because it's 956 00:43:13,240 --> 00:43:17,320 like, it's so unnecessary. It's like the most like nitpicky 957 00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:20,280 kind of stuff. And then it's like, it's like 958 00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:23,960 people in our own community bashing on someone who literally 959 00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,960 paved ways for years, you know, I mean, it's like has been 960 00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:28,920 through way more shit than they probably have ever been through 961 00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:30,760 in their life. And it's like for what they. 962 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,320 Just don't know that like I feel, I feel bad sometimes I do 963 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:35,840 come across these hater videos and I'll see Jess standing up 964 00:43:35,840 --> 00:43:38,200 for me in the comments and I'm like, and then there's people 965 00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:40,040 like comment commenting under her or whatever. 966 00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,280 I'm like, oh, Jess. Yeah, no, because shut up. 967 00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:44,040 What are you? Talking about like, you know 968 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:45,600 what I mean? Like it's just, it's just so 969 00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:48,280 hater like it's like I understand as a straight person 970 00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,640 or a guy, but like people in our own community, community that's 971 00:43:50,640 --> 00:43:53,320 so lame and like such low level behavior. 972 00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:55,000 We try to eat ourselves. What? 973 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,640 Are we doing? Sneaky little gollums that like 974 00:43:59,320 --> 00:44:02,200 sneaky little gollums that are trying to, like, eat us. 975 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,920 Yeah, like, yeah, it just sometimes doesn't make sense. 976 00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:09,000 The last person you sent me, her hair is she's making fun of my 977 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:09,800 hair. In the video. 978 00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:13,280 Her hair is just, she wore it in the front like I do, and I don't 979 00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:15,640 see people do that. That's how her hair, her hair 980 00:44:15,640 --> 00:44:17,800 was just like mine. How can I even be mad at this 981 00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:19,520 person? To her she literally is like 982 00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:22,640 kind of of copying my style while making fun of me. 983 00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:23,720 But that's what I was going to say. 984 00:44:23,720 --> 00:44:26,040 A lot of these people are calling you out to make a video 985 00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:28,680 to seem popular and get in front of the conversation to get a 986 00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:31,080 viral video. But tick tock they just find a 987 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:35,640 person to be hated on because I dealt with the most I would say. 988 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:40,440 What do you call it? Like backlash or hater this past 989 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:44,080 December and January than I have ever and it'll be I'm in 13 1/2 990 00:44:44,080 --> 00:44:45,680 years of being on the Internet. So. 991 00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:49,840 Yeah, just, well, somebody I'm hanging out with made a video 992 00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:51,360 that wasn't great. I commented on it. 993 00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:53,600 Oh. Wait wait wait, was this the by 994 00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:57,080 stud thing? No, I'm very against that. 995 00:44:57,080 --> 00:45:00,760 And I've like made videos for years about the separation of we 996 00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:02,680 got to keep that. So that's that's not a thing, 997 00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:05,080 but that's what they feel like she is. 998 00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:09,160 And so in that, but it's not really a reality, but I think 999 00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:11,240 it's a lot of the content plays to that. 1000 00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:16,600 And I understand why the the community has a feeling. 1001 00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:19,360 I've disagreed as a friend, I've disagreed with a lot of things 1002 00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:22,120 and we've spent a lot of time apart because of the 1003 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:23,640 disagreement. Just because I stand on 1004 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:26,440 something very different. I'm louder, I'm an activist, and 1005 00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:28,760 then there's comedian. So then there's always going to 1006 00:45:28,760 --> 00:45:32,080 be somewhere where we disagree. How do you feel about that with 1007 00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:33,120 a friendship? Right? 1008 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,760 So like let's say you guys stand for different things. 1009 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:40,560 Are you OK for standing for different things and like still 1010 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:45,320 finding common ground or no? Well, yeah, I think it was cool. 1011 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:48,560 It was okay because I thought I was going to create change 1012 00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:50,240 there. Does that make sense over like 1013 00:45:50,240 --> 00:45:54,280 some in your friends behavior? Yeah, just of understanding of 1014 00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:57,880 like, oh okay, so this might do this or this. 1015 00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,920 And then sometimes it's understood and in general with 1016 00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:04,320 all my friends, sometimes it's understood and sometimes the 1017 00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:07,480 work is different. And that's not something that is 1018 00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:11,760 priority in their work, right? So I think right now in time, 1019 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:14,520 it's much more, things are much more sensitive and much more 1020 00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:17,080 serious. And it's a very different time 1021 00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:18,840 now where it's like, absolutely not. 1022 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:22,400 If you're not, with what's happening and understanding like 1023 00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:24,840 the impact it's making, especially emotionally, we just 1024 00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:26,160 can't be cool. OK. 1025 00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:29,560 And because of that, you're saying that if somebody's 1026 00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:35,640 content is affecting the culture in a certain way, you can stand 1027 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,800 behind that and in turn be somebody's friend. 1028 00:46:38,040 --> 00:46:40,360 No, it just creates a, it creates a lot of complication. 1029 00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:44,000 And that's the the thing that I guess after figure out. 1030 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:48,800 But I know that there has to be separation of humans and what we 1031 00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:53,120 stand for because at one point US doing content together as a 1032 00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:56,360 group, each of us had our individual platforms very 1033 00:46:56,360 --> 00:46:59,560 different that were just working together and it didn't affect 1034 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,680 each other. And now it's starting to. 1035 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:03,960 So then what do you do? So then, what are your thoughts 1036 00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:08,000 on like something like how Drewski incorporates studs into 1037 00:47:08,000 --> 00:47:11,680 his shop of love? Those studs need to realize 1038 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:15,640 they're bisexual and stop playing and not use the word 1039 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:21,880 lesbian because if you are a lesbian and you go and allow 1040 00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,840 yourself to date a man, now all men think that they can come and 1041 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:26,520 holla at us and it's very dangerous. 1042 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:29,880 You have to separate. So I see them on there and I 1043 00:47:29,880 --> 00:47:32,640 watch the thing, but they need to just say, yeah, I'm a 1044 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:35,960 bisexual masculine, period, and separate themselves from us 1045 00:47:35,960 --> 00:47:38,520 because I would absolutely never do something like that. 1046 00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:40,760 I don't care how much money you pay me. 1047 00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:44,800 I'm not playing with men. Right, but what if they are 1048 00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:47,400 doing it for the bit? I feel like a lot of them are, 1049 00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:51,240 but they're feeding into, yeah, they're making the stereotype 1050 00:47:51,240 --> 00:47:52,840 more harmful. And the, the titles, they're 1051 00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:55,080 messing up the titles. I think a lot of people just 1052 00:47:55,080 --> 00:47:57,200 need to admit that we either need to create a new one or we 1053 00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:59,160 need to separate it, you know? So I think a lot of people are 1054 00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:02,960 trying to create a bisexual stud title or like bisexual, masked 1055 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:04,840 lesbian or whatever the. Fuck, it's just different where 1056 00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:06,640 you cannot be bisexual in a stud period. 1057 00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:09,920 A stud is a black masculine lesbian period. 1058 00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:12,880 Create your own terms that feel good for you. 1059 00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:14,320 And that's all I said on the Internet. 1060 00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:16,920 It's just like, I don't understand why people get so 1061 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:20,280 they get so defensive with that. I'm all I'm asking you is not to 1062 00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:23,400 take from a very small group already or very marginalized 1063 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,560 community already that barely has anything. 1064 00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:28,200 I'm asking you just not to take the little bit that we have left 1065 00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,800 and just create something for yourself. 1066 00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:32,000 That's a beautiful moment. Look at you, you've got the 1067 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,600 whole world to create something that makes sense, just like 1068 00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:37,240 STEM. So I was known as creating or 1069 00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:38,840 talking about STEM on the Internet, right? 1070 00:48:39,040 --> 00:48:40,320 And people didn't know what that was. 1071 00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,160 And I was just like, Oh yeah, I'm whatever. 1072 00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:45,560 And and so once we realized, Oh yeah, the STEM is also part of 1073 00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:49,640 stud and that's a black, you know, or maybe a Latin X term. 1074 00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:52,560 Then the Caucasian community said, all right, fudge. 1075 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,600 I love that. Like they said, OK, we're going 1076 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:58,120 to create our own fembush name. And that's the same that I think 1077 00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:00,440 that bisexual media can can do as well. 1078 00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:03,600 That was just that share talking about that and then our clip 1079 00:49:03,600 --> 00:49:06,760 went viral and I'm still getting we're still getting bullshit. 1080 00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:09,800 Ohh really? I talked about this and they are 1081 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:12,240 just coming from my throat like. And I don't. 1082 00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:15,800 I just don't understand. Because they're, they're seeing 1083 00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:18,320 it as we're politicizing this or we're trying to tell them how to 1084 00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:20,600 do things. And it's like it's just respect 1085 00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:21,600 and it's. Respect. 1086 00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:23,880 I can't. Understand dialogue is harmful 1087 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:26,400 to the community. What is your response to that? 1088 00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:29,000 You're harming us by taking from us. 1089 00:49:29,240 --> 00:49:31,960 We're a very small community that literally lesbians in 1090 00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:35,440 general are the most given, like we are the most accepting of 1091 00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:38,680 everyone. They're like every like non 1092 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:40,640 binary trans. Everybody can be a part of the 1093 00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:42,880 lesbian community. We have embraced everything. 1094 00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:46,760 And then you have the minority group of the lesbians, and not 1095 00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:48,640 only that, the minority of the minority. 1096 00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:52,320 So black lesbians, and then you go to masculine lesbians have 1097 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:55,640 one name left, right? Nobody uses fish. 1098 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:57,080 We have stud. That's it. 1099 00:49:57,080 --> 00:50:00,200 And all we're saying is hey can you leave this for us And y'all 1100 00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:02,520 are like fuck you. Like sorry I'm cussing. 1101 00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:05,480 That's wild to me. Like when And there's so much 1102 00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,360 room and space to create something else to not take from 1103 00:50:07,360 --> 00:50:10,080 somebody else. I'm literally not saying you can 1104 00:50:10,080 --> 00:50:12,800 never like party with us. I'm saying, hey, when you come 1105 00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:14,760 to the party, just bring your own costume. 1106 00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:17,520 Yeah, Yeah. Is that hard? 1107 00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:19,400 Yeah. No, I and I said you could say 1108 00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,080 queer. You could say whatever else is 1109 00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:23,120 out there right now, you know, just be real about it. 1110 00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:24,920 That's my problem is just be real. 1111 00:50:25,680 --> 00:50:28,240 And and I don't, I don't see that as us telling you what to 1112 00:50:28,240 --> 00:50:31,160 do or like we're so concerned about other people's titles. 1113 00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:33,760 We're not saying that. We're just, you know, it's about 1114 00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:36,040 respect because then we're losing the value of the title. 1115 00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:38,080 Yeah, there's us existing in the world. 1116 00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:40,480 And then men feel like, oh, I've seen on the Internet. 1117 00:50:40,720 --> 00:50:42,160 Is what you were. Saying, yeah, I've seen on the 1118 00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:45,200 Internet that, oh, maybe I have a chance with you, regardless if 1119 00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:46,880 you identify as a lesbian or not. 1120 00:50:46,920 --> 00:50:48,880 You know, I could, I could still probably hit, you know, I'm 1121 00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:50,640 going to try. So then we're getting more 1122 00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:53,720 exposure to men who are being predators, basically, and we're 1123 00:50:53,720 --> 00:50:57,200 trying to protect ourselves. Over they over either over 1124 00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:59,240 sexualize us or they're aggressive with us. 1125 00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:03,160 So people don't realize it's already borderline dangerous. 1126 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:07,600 And then if you're allowing men to think that they have a chance 1127 00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:10,560 because we would be the best of both worlds for them, like, 1128 00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:12,280 let's be real, you know? What I mean, that's what 1129 00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:13,960 they're. Bringing girls in for you. 1130 00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,520 I'm fly, I'm just flyer than you are going to help you out with 1131 00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:18,240 that. All these, all these things. 1132 00:51:18,240 --> 00:51:21,320 So it's like, I don't know, I, I just, I used to be approached by 1133 00:51:21,320 --> 00:51:23,040 men so much, you know what I mean? 1134 00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:26,560 And so the more and more that you turn them down, sometimes 1135 00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:29,480 they get aggressive and it's like This is why we can't allow 1136 00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:31,600 those things to feel like they can exist. 1137 00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:35,000 So then they create those dangerous moments for us like or 1138 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:37,040 possible dangerous moments. Of it, and it's increasing 1139 00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:39,400 because of it, the content that's out there. 1140 00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:42,720 So then do you look a little sideways at the people who are 1141 00:51:42,720 --> 00:51:45,400 like doing it for the bit that are getting paid? 1142 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:49,640 Like, you know, I don't know, you would call them mask 1143 00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:51,520 bisexuals. That's the only thing I care 1144 00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:54,480 about is that they don't say that they're lesbians. 1145 00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:56,280 Other than that, do what you want to do. 1146 00:51:56,280 --> 00:51:59,760 I'm not, I'm not trying to like put reins on anybody, You know 1147 00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,440 what I mean? If this is how you express 1148 00:52:01,440 --> 00:52:03,960 yourself or your content or whatever, there's always going 1149 00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:07,480 to be something we agree, disagree with, even people like 1150 00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:11,160 in our realm that we like. Oh yeah, I love lesbian. 1151 00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:12,800 There's always going to be one person you're like, I don't 1152 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:14,080 really like how they talk, you know what I mean? 1153 00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:16,920 Like it's just they're going to be find something that you don't 1154 00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:20,120 like and everybody that's fine, but I just just wish that people 1155 00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:21,680 would be a little bit more respectful. 1156 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:25,360 So then what would you want somebody to label themselves as? 1157 00:52:25,440 --> 00:52:28,840 Let's say that's an actor that's going to do one of these things, 1158 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,360 is never going to have sex with a man, is just doing it as a 1159 00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:36,080 paid bit. And essentially it's acting. 1160 00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:39,440 And they go home and they're, you know, a fucking lesbian. 1161 00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:43,000 Oh, so actress the playing a straight person on TV. 1162 00:52:44,080 --> 00:52:47,360 Or I mean, they're coming as because I have to assume that 1163 00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:50,320 some of the people on these shows are real lesbians that are 1164 00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:53,360 just getting paid to do this and they go home and they're 1165 00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:56,560 lesbians and they're not fucking any of these dudes, but they're 1166 00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:58,800 just coming and they're getting paid for this fucking gig. 1167 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:03,760 I. Don't know. 1168 00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:07,040 They are feeding into this thing that you guys are talking about, 1169 00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:08,960 but they're literally just getting paid. 1170 00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:11,880 But then also goes to the same people who are playing queer 1171 00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:14,520 roles and they're straight. Yes. 1172 00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:16,400 Yeah. So like, I don't know if we 1173 00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:19,280 would call them anything really. It's just, you know, I don't 1174 00:53:19,280 --> 00:53:20,680 know if it takes away from the label. 1175 00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:23,960 It's it takes away, I guess, more power to the label. 1176 00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:25,320 I don't know. I'm thinking about the people 1177 00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:28,080 on. There's two lesbians on Juicy's 1178 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:31,480 show right now, and I don't think they're getting paid. 1179 00:53:31,960 --> 00:53:34,880 They're there for the clout. Yeah, I think most of them are 1180 00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:37,840 doing it for that. You know it works. 1181 00:53:38,920 --> 00:53:40,880 Did their Instagrams go up? Did they get? 1182 00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,320 That brand new. No idea. 1183 00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:43,560 I don't. I don't like Yeah, I. 1184 00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:47,240 Know, I don't think so. I don't think it's going to be 1185 00:53:47,240 --> 00:53:48,720 worth it for them at the end of the day. 1186 00:53:49,480 --> 00:53:53,200 But most people don't know that until they experience it. 1187 00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:58,080 OK, I other than the lesbian stuff, I like that Drewski is 1188 00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:00,320 calling out some of the things that he's calling out. 1189 00:54:00,760 --> 00:54:02,840 And I don't know if this is the toxic side of me saying this. 1190 00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:05,400 Like what? The church one? 1191 00:54:05,760 --> 00:54:06,680 Yeah. And. 1192 00:54:06,680 --> 00:54:08,520 Erica Kirk. The Erica Kirk. 1193 00:54:08,880 --> 00:54:10,000 Those are. Great. 1194 00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:11,800 I don't know. We can say that the the 1195 00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,040 Christian, the Christian woman, how they act. 1196 00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:16,680 Yeah, yeah, it's calling out some stuff that really needs to 1197 00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:21,360 be called out. The church Church became like a 1198 00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:24,560 money, they're unregulated, so they can kind of do whatever 1199 00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:27,040 they want. And I love the idea of 1200 00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,120 spirituality and doing it in a healthy way. 1201 00:54:29,320 --> 00:54:32,160 But when you do it as fear or when you do it for money and 1202 00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:35,000 like you want to live lavishly, why the people in your 1203 00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:37,480 congregation are like worried about what their next meal. 1204 00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:40,040 That's not cool. You can't be wearing a Gucci 1205 00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:42,280 belt. And there you have families at 1206 00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:46,520 your church giving 20% of their livelihood that you know, are 1207 00:54:46,520 --> 00:54:48,520 struggling with their meals. That's that's not the way it's 1208 00:54:48,520 --> 00:54:50,880 supposed to go. That's been going on for a 1209 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:52,080 while. That's why, like, that's how it 1210 00:54:52,080 --> 00:54:54,040 started. Basically, it's time for it to 1211 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,080 get called. Yeah, yeah. 1212 00:54:55,120 --> 00:54:57,040 That's why I like that video, yeah. 1213 00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:58,320 Yeah. Well, a lot of things were being 1214 00:54:58,320 --> 00:55:03,240 called out in that. Yeah, well, we got to talk about 1215 00:55:03,240 --> 00:55:04,800 it, OK? Yeah. 1216 00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:08,920 OK, let's do some rapid fire questions. 1217 00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:11,640 You ready? I'm tipsy now so. 1218 00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:17,200 OK great, I love this. The lesbian community is more 1219 00:55:17,200 --> 00:55:20,480 judgmental than straight people. What? 1220 00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:23,520 True or false? Oh, sorry, false. 1221 00:55:23,760 --> 00:55:26,600 OK, great. Yeah, sorry, true or false? 1222 00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:28,800 False. This is rapid fire. 1223 00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:29,640 Yeah. OK. 1224 00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:32,280 You hauling is a red flag or a love language. 1225 00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:34,120 False. Oh love language. 1226 00:55:34,120 --> 00:55:34,480 Sorry. Oh, you. 1227 00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,520 Let's do that. It's setting me up here. 1228 00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:42,320 OK, you can tell someone is a lesbian within 30 seconds of 1229 00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:43,520 meeting them. True or false? 1230 00:55:43,520 --> 00:55:48,320 No, where are y'all? Especially the fems I mean. 1231 00:55:49,560 --> 00:55:53,240 Fems have it harder in the lesbian dating pool than studs 1232 00:55:53,240 --> 00:55:57,040 or masks. True, you say. 1233 00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:58,480 False. No, I believe it. 1234 00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:00,840 Yeah, they have to come out all the time. 1235 00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:02,360 That's true. You know what I'm saying? 1236 00:56:02,360 --> 00:56:04,960 I, I feel like it is hard for them and like they probably get 1237 00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:08,680 over sexualized in both men, women everywhere. 1238 00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:11,200 Yeah. I, I feel for our bisexuals and 1239 00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:14,680 our fems and we got your back. Just find the good ones, yeah? 1240 00:56:14,720 --> 00:56:17,720 Yeah, OK, you've never been the fuck boy in a situation. 1241 00:56:18,080 --> 00:56:18,960 False. I mean true. 1242 00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:21,960 Wait, true. Yeah, I'm not a fuck boy. 1243 00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:25,080 We don't know the. Answer true. 1244 00:56:25,120 --> 00:56:26,520 You've never been a fuck. True. 1245 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:29,440 Yeah. OK, LA lesbians are different 1246 00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:31,160 from everywhere else. Yeah, true. 1247 00:56:31,640 --> 00:56:32,720 What do you think the difference is? 1248 00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:34,720 A lot. I think the city in general 1249 00:56:34,720 --> 00:56:38,680 keeps us stagnant. We don't like commit and get 1250 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,840 married and move forward. We all just be like, oh, there's 1251 00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:44,000 somebody else out there. The fuck? 1252 00:56:44,240 --> 00:56:46,960 It's crazy. I think the city in general has 1253 00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:49,640 people in survival mode, always hustling, and they never slow 1254 00:56:49,640 --> 00:56:51,880 down to be like, I want to build something. 1255 00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:56,480 Yeah, it's crazy out here. The commitment isn't here. 1256 00:56:56,480 --> 00:57:00,200 And I think because I spend so much time in Houston, everywhere 1257 00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:03,240 in Houston, you meet someone. Here's my wife of 13 years. 1258 00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:05,080 Where do you. Do you hear that in LA? 1259 00:57:05,080 --> 00:57:06,400 No. Tell me, when was the last time 1260 00:57:06,400 --> 00:57:08,680 you went to a lesbian wedding? Right. 1261 00:57:08,800 --> 00:57:10,360 Yeah. I mean, you know what I said I 1262 00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:13,360 was like, tell me the last time you've seen a healthy lesbian 1263 00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:16,440 couple that's been together for a significant amount of. 1264 00:57:16,440 --> 00:57:19,640 Time exactly in Houston. Oh my God. 1265 00:57:19,640 --> 00:57:21,760 In Houston, it's everyone. Really. 1266 00:57:21,760 --> 00:57:24,080 Everyone. But here do you know 1 here? 1267 00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:25,880 Exactly. No, No. 1268 00:57:26,400 --> 00:57:28,320 Where are they? And if you do, they're toxic. 1269 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:32,000 They're bad, yeah. Yeah, I can't think of any right 1270 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:33,240 now. I know I could. 1271 00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:36,160 I honestly ask that because I was thinking in the shower 1272 00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,960 scrubbing my body. I don't even know one in my 1273 00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:40,560 life. Well. 1274 00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:43,440 Yeah, I know they're here. I'm going to think about them 1275 00:57:43,440 --> 00:57:48,480 later, but in LA but like, yeah, it's just, it's just different. 1276 00:57:48,480 --> 00:57:49,960 That's why I say that. OK, Yeah. 1277 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:52,800 You are currently crushing on someone. 1278 00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:57,600 True or false? True love that the community 1279 00:57:57,600 --> 00:58:00,120 would date differently if the pool was bigger. 1280 00:58:00,440 --> 00:58:04,880 Yeah. Can we get some new blend? 1281 00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:08,040 The imports. I was talking about the imports. 1282 00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:10,440 Because why? Because This is why the chart is 1283 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:12,720 a thing. We feel like the community gets 1284 00:58:12,720 --> 00:58:14,920 so small because it's like interwoven. 1285 00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:18,040 Like there was a time when I was single, I literally had there 1286 00:58:18,040 --> 00:58:22,200 was three friends that I knew were outside and I literally had 1287 00:58:22,200 --> 00:58:25,800 to talk to them about any person I talked to and guaranteed it 1288 00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:27,960 was like 2 out of three they. Had touched everything. 1289 00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:31,400 I'm that friend for people. That you've touched everything. 1290 00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:34,880 No, no, I just know everybody, so I know their business. 1291 00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:37,240 Oh, and you could be like, oh, well, this person's touched this 1292 00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:40,000 and this and this. That's a that's a fuck no or a 1293 00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:42,160 fuck zone, Yeah. It was a point in time where I 1294 00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:46,320 had to be like, can I deal with the fact that this friend did 1295 00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:50,000 already done this right? And then that's how it feels. 1296 00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:51,520 I even wore an amber a couple times. 1297 00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:53,040 I was like, I don't know about that one bro. 1298 00:58:53,720 --> 00:58:56,400 Did you stay away? Yeah, wait, did I? 1299 00:58:56,640 --> 00:58:59,080 Remember the same girl you were talking about fought after the 1300 00:58:59,080 --> 00:59:01,720 same night she ended up I'm getting dragged out the door. 1301 00:59:01,720 --> 00:59:04,000 Wait, what are we talking? This is in Houston. 1302 00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:08,480 No, I knew that. I knew that I already was not. 1303 00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:10,160 Yeah. Was it the look in the eye? 1304 00:59:10,560 --> 00:59:13,760 She she's a dancer, so I think she was seducing Amber a little. 1305 00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:15,360 Bit that one. Oh my God, my brain was 1306 00:59:15,360 --> 00:59:16,800 somewhere else, that one. Yeah. 1307 00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:18,840 OK, Yeah, I was. Yeah, I. 1308 00:59:18,960 --> 00:59:22,680 Believed they're outside fighting and never tried to find 1309 00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:23,920 the piece. Yeah. 1310 00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:28,080 Always find Amber trying to make the peace. 1311 00:59:28,160 --> 00:59:31,040 I try. Guys, it's OK, Calm down. 1312 00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:33,920 Yeah. You have sanity. 1313 00:59:34,880 --> 00:59:36,560 Try try. But I'm just the type that's 1314 00:59:36,560 --> 00:59:38,480 like, that's fine, they're going to do their thing. 1315 00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:39,960 I'm just going to stay over here. 1316 00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:42,840 It depends. Do I care about you say 1317 00:59:42,880 --> 00:59:44,440 something if I don't, I don't know. 1318 00:59:44,440 --> 00:59:46,360 It just depends. I do always try to keep the 1319 00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:49,400 peace, but that was also my party, so don't do that right 1320 00:59:49,400 --> 00:59:50,160 here. Yeah, yeah. 1321 00:59:50,200 --> 00:59:52,520 That's yeah, embarrassing. Yeah, you got to go. 1322 00:59:53,080 --> 00:59:54,440 Yeah. Yeah, especially when the owner 1323 00:59:54,440 --> 00:59:55,720 of the place is like, get the fuck out. 1324 00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:58,480 But yeah, yeah. And shout out to that dancer. 1325 00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:00,880 You know we still think about you. 1326 01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:02,640 No, no, we still think about you. 1327 01:00:02,640 --> 01:00:04,320 We don't. We don't. 1328 01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:08,240 It was just relevant to the conversation, Like, yeah. 1329 01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:10,920 Oh my God. OK. 1330 01:00:10,920 --> 01:00:13,720 Is there anything that we didn't hit that you would love to 1331 01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:15,400 reveal out of your Beautiful beautiful? 1332 01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:17,400 Lip, I want you let me sign me the questions. 1333 01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:20,280 What do you mean? I need you guys to answer these 1334 01:00:20,280 --> 01:00:22,960 for me and I want to get deep. You want it. 1335 01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:25,560 The fire. Oh, you want the rapid fire? 1336 01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:27,560 And why don't you play with Jess? 1337 01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:30,360 This fuck boy or not game. Wait, we can't learn about you. 1338 01:00:30,680 --> 01:00:32,360 No, you can't. Yeah, I want to get into you. 1339 01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:33,760 What's the fuck? I reveal. 1340 01:00:33,760 --> 01:00:35,960 I'm flaps out. I reveal every week. 1341 01:00:35,960 --> 01:00:39,200 The thing is, is I literally have been revealing so much that 1342 01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:40,240 I don't. I don't want to. 1343 01:00:41,800 --> 01:00:43,560 People have heard about my shit too much. 1344 01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:44,600 Oh, too much. Yeah. 1345 01:00:44,840 --> 01:00:47,920 OK, well, let's talk about EU Haul thing because I love that 1346 01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:50,600 you said. Is it toxic or love language? 1347 01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:52,280 Yeah. And there's no in between. 1348 01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:54,640 So I think we need to talk about that. 1349 01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:56,200 OK, great. I think that there's something 1350 01:00:56,200 --> 01:01:00,320 beautiful in people finding a connection and moving in right? 1351 01:01:00,720 --> 01:01:03,640 But I also understand that people do it situationally and 1352 01:01:03,640 --> 01:01:06,640 it can be like a toxic thing and too too too fast. 1353 01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:09,320 But why? What would your answer be? 1354 01:01:09,440 --> 01:01:12,080 Both of y'all? I'm making a contract. 1355 01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:14,760 You want to sign a contract? Yeah, I'm making a contract. 1356 01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:16,280 When you're moving in, we're making a contract. 1357 01:01:16,280 --> 01:01:17,000 Like what? What's on it? 1358 01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:19,680 Like everything, like here's how it's run. 1359 01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:21,960 Like here's what's going to happen if this happens, like 1360 01:01:21,960 --> 01:01:25,360 here, you know, everything. And then we sign it like what 1361 01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:27,920 runs like if you move into somewhere where it's already 1362 01:01:27,920 --> 01:01:29,760 established, like keep it how it is. 1363 01:01:29,760 --> 01:01:32,480 And then if you want changes, we got to mutually agree upon them. 1364 01:01:32,480 --> 01:01:34,960 Like everything's got to be. And then that way there's no 1365 01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:38,600 like actual emotional damage, lesbian stuff that happens that 1366 01:01:38,600 --> 01:01:39,800 gets all. I feel that. 1367 01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:41,960 Blended up. I think this was my young Virgo 1368 01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:44,960 that tried to control the the things and then I this. 1369 01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:48,000 Is the Poly version of me. Yeah, as I grew up, I'm like, 1370 01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:49,800 oh, you can't control a motherfucking. 1371 01:01:49,840 --> 01:01:51,320 Thing, yeah, you can't control it. 1372 01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:53,800 Yeah, just can't control shit. Let God. 1373 01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:55,920 Cry it. Here's my problem with it. 1374 01:01:56,200 --> 01:02:00,240 Here's my problem in LA and I'll give you like just a situation 1375 01:02:00,240 --> 01:02:01,640 that has happened to me in my life. 1376 01:02:01,640 --> 01:02:08,000 I won't say which situation, but I, I fall in love very quickly 1377 01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:10,400 if I really, really love you, right? 1378 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:13,160 Like it's just, Oh my God. And I just want to smell 1379 01:02:13,160 --> 01:02:15,640 everything about you. Like, I want to live in your 1380 01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:20,400 skin. But the problem with LA is if 1381 01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:23,960 you have a good spot, right? It's hard to come across good 1382 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:27,720 spots in LA. If we're going to move in, we're 1383 01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:30,120 definitely moving into my spot. It's better. 1384 01:02:31,360 --> 01:02:33,800 No, that's true. I have a house, you have an 1385 01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:35,440 apartment. It's going to be my spot. 1386 01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:41,320 So that's tricky because I don't want you to give up your 1387 01:02:41,360 --> 01:02:44,400 beautiful apartment. And then what if it doesn't 1388 01:02:44,400 --> 01:02:46,680 work? Now you've fucked yourself, so 1389 01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:49,960 it becomes tough. You got to be a little valuable. 1390 01:02:51,040 --> 01:02:55,280 I've U hauled and like and with the both of the relationships I 1391 01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:57,720 had on the Internet, we U hauled and that's why I said that and 1392 01:02:57,720 --> 01:03:01,040 we were both we were. I was with them for one for 3 1393 01:03:01,040 --> 01:03:03,680 1/2 years, one for three years, and then dated for another two 1394 01:03:03,680 --> 01:03:04,840 years afterward. On and off. 1395 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:08,400 This is the remix. The circle back, I'm really good 1396 01:03:08,400 --> 01:03:10,840 at a circle back. But like we live together and we 1397 01:03:10,840 --> 01:03:14,440 live together very quickly. And we always had a plan of 1398 01:03:14,440 --> 01:03:17,080 like, if this doesn't work out, what's going to happen? 1399 01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:18,840 I think that needs to be talked about right away. 1400 01:03:19,280 --> 01:03:22,440 Yeah, but I also believe even move into if, if it's starting 1401 01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:25,520 to work out, we need to move into a space together. 1402 01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:27,880 So it's our space. And you don't feel like you 1403 01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:30,440 moved into mine and I moved into yours and I don't feel 1404 01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:32,040 completely comfortable. We both have to be feel 1405 01:03:32,040 --> 01:03:33,920 comfortable and feel like we have what we need. 1406 01:03:34,160 --> 01:03:36,160 So let's do this temporary situation. 1407 01:03:36,160 --> 01:03:38,720 If I move into yours and you move to whatever, and then let's 1408 01:03:38,720 --> 01:03:42,520 move into something that's ours. I love that, but the problem 1409 01:03:42,520 --> 01:03:46,000 with that is I usually date people who don't have a lot of 1410 01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:49,160 money. OK, so we're going into a 1411 01:03:49,160 --> 01:03:52,160 situation where I'm paying for most of the nut. 1412 01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:56,480 So if I'm paying for most of the nut, we're not moving anywhere 1413 01:03:57,200 --> 01:03:59,240 because it's already set up. That's. 1414 01:03:59,240 --> 01:04:00,040 Different. That's different. 1415 01:04:00,040 --> 01:04:01,320 Yeah, you. Can't be doing that, yeah. 1416 01:04:02,880 --> 01:04:06,160 But honestly, that's such a tough decision and debate 1417 01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:10,760 because I really feel like it's not about what you have, it's 1418 01:04:10,760 --> 01:04:13,400 about your heart. I really do believe that. 1419 01:04:13,480 --> 01:04:20,920 And if I'm able to sustain both of us and you care for me in the 1420 01:04:20,920 --> 01:04:23,440 ways that I want, which they did not. 1421 01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:24,880 But if? You do. 1422 01:04:25,400 --> 01:04:29,960 Then like, I have no issue with that as long as you provide 1423 01:04:29,960 --> 01:04:33,200 something to this relationship that like I, I don't know, we 1424 01:04:33,200 --> 01:04:35,120 both provide in some way. Yeah. 1425 01:04:35,800 --> 01:04:36,960 So you've got to find some of that equal. 1426 01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:40,160 Balance, an equal balance, yeah, but I would have no issue like 1427 01:04:40,160 --> 01:04:42,240 moving to AI. Would love that. 1428 01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:46,120 An upgrade. Oh my God. 1429 01:04:46,320 --> 01:04:49,560 Even if it's like same vibe like same. 1430 01:04:50,280 --> 01:04:52,120 No, I want an upgrade. All right. 1431 01:04:52,520 --> 01:04:54,760 Yeah. But even if it's the same, we're 1432 01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:59,240 paying the same amount just like a space that now we're both 1433 01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:01,880 curating it in a way of like decorating and all that. 1434 01:05:01,880 --> 01:05:03,720 So we both feel like we're a part of it. 1435 01:05:03,920 --> 01:05:05,720 What if they have bad taste? What do you do? 1436 01:05:06,160 --> 01:05:09,800 I have honestly most of my relationships have have been 1437 01:05:09,800 --> 01:05:12,480 like you got it when it comes to the domestic stuff. 1438 01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:16,040 So like the interior decor you leave to them. 1439 01:05:16,360 --> 01:05:18,600 No, that's me. I bet. 1440 01:05:18,680 --> 01:05:21,960 I'm cooking, I'm cleaning, I'm I'm decorating. 1441 01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:24,360 The Virgo curse. Yeah, yeah. 1442 01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:27,400 Do you think LA lesbians are different from everywhere else? 1443 01:05:27,760 --> 01:05:30,560 Yeah. Absolutely. 1444 01:05:30,720 --> 01:05:31,960 Like because that's the culture out here. 1445 01:05:31,960 --> 01:05:34,680 It's just like, if it doesn't work out, on to the next thing. 1446 01:05:34,680 --> 01:05:36,440 If the job doesn't work, I got to find another one. 1447 01:05:36,440 --> 01:05:39,040 There's no choices like you, you have to survive no matter what. 1448 01:05:39,440 --> 01:05:41,520 So if people want to feel good in a relationship, they're just 1449 01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:44,440 going to, yeah. Like it's just. 1450 01:05:44,560 --> 01:05:45,240 Right. What is it? 1451 01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:47,720 I've never been on it. That's my problem is there's no 1452 01:05:47,720 --> 01:05:52,720 loyalty in LA relationships. I just want to settle down with 1453 01:05:52,720 --> 01:05:56,400 my one person to go to Houston and be Penguin with. 1454 01:05:56,400 --> 01:05:58,640 You. I just want to love you forever. 1455 01:05:59,640 --> 01:06:03,520 And there's nobody out here. They say they want to, but then 1456 01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:07,600 they RIP their face off and you're like, who is this baby 1457 01:06:07,600 --> 01:06:12,040 demon that is under my roof? And you're like, Oh my God. 1458 01:06:12,040 --> 01:06:14,880 And then they're chill because they're like, I'm going to go 1459 01:06:14,880 --> 01:06:17,920 and find the next mass that's going to fuck me because I'm so 1460 01:06:17,920 --> 01:06:18,880 hot. Yeah. 1461 01:06:18,880 --> 01:06:21,960 And you're like, cool, let me go pick up my pieces because I 1462 01:06:21,960 --> 01:06:23,720 thought this was. Forever, right? 1463 01:06:24,440 --> 01:06:25,880 Yeah. Break it down, Jesus. 1464 01:06:27,120 --> 01:06:31,560 And I get pummeled every time. Me too, because I really do 1465 01:06:31,560 --> 01:06:33,040 invest. Everything. 1466 01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:37,400 Everything like I have been told I look like a fuck boy. 1467 01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:42,200 I'm not, I'm not. I'm the most like lover. 1468 01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:43,440 Just and I talk about this all the. 1469 01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:44,840 Time. It's crazy. 1470 01:06:45,320 --> 01:06:48,400 We're just not. No I know and like most of my 1471 01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:51,200 ex's, if you ask them if I'm a lover they will be like you are. 1472 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:54,440 Like literally nothing like what people think you are. 1473 01:06:55,200 --> 01:06:57,360 Same. So that's good though, but I 1474 01:06:57,360 --> 01:06:59,760 just can't find my Penguin. Right. 1475 01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:02,120 I just, yeah. You know, and I'm looking you. 1476 01:07:02,120 --> 01:07:04,440 Want to be married but? You're on the plan. 1477 01:07:04,520 --> 01:07:07,280 Of healing, yeah, you said what? She's like you're healing. 1478 01:07:07,560 --> 01:07:09,520 Yeah, I'm on the other side. Yeah. 1479 01:07:09,520 --> 01:07:11,360 So then that's it. Yeah, maybe I'll find them soon. 1480 01:07:11,600 --> 01:07:13,120 I'll send you the link to the retreat too. 1481 01:07:13,640 --> 01:07:16,120 Yeah, that's it. Yeah, for sure. 1482 01:07:16,120 --> 01:07:19,440 Listen, I'm at the point where I'm like, I'll do anything to, 1483 01:07:19,440 --> 01:07:21,320 like, get to the next level, yeah. 1484 01:07:21,560 --> 01:07:23,360 Yeah, yeah, you got to be that person too. 1485 01:07:23,680 --> 01:07:26,600 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I've been pretty solid. 1486 01:07:26,600 --> 01:07:30,520 I just meet, you know, I mean, obviously I could be more solid. 1487 01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:33,760 I always like Strive, prefer. But I also say that because I 1488 01:07:33,760 --> 01:07:37,720 think when we start to heal our, our types change and like our 1489 01:07:37,720 --> 01:07:41,200 preferences and what we're searching for, you know, I know, 1490 01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:44,000 I know we all find that like our, even what we're attracted 1491 01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:47,800 to is changing and you get older because I, I think all of us 1492 01:07:47,800 --> 01:07:49,440 used to go for looks when we're younger. 1493 01:07:49,440 --> 01:07:50,840 And I'm noticing that with everybody. 1494 01:07:50,920 --> 01:07:53,040 And then you get older and it's kind of, it's not about the same 1495 01:07:53,040 --> 01:07:54,640 thing. I have to want to fuck. 1496 01:07:55,120 --> 01:07:58,120 Yeah, but that's there. But like, I think it comes more 1497 01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:01,960 expensive, like mental, mental stuff, you know, and like 1498 01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:04,360 connecting with their personality and their morals and 1499 01:08:04,360 --> 01:08:05,880 their values and. Yes. 1500 01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:08,680 It can't be everything. Yeah, but I do. 1501 01:08:08,760 --> 01:08:11,800 But I do stand on this. I have to like, be 1502 01:08:11,800 --> 01:08:14,720 animalistically attracted. To you, that's got to be there 1503 01:08:14,720 --> 01:08:16,800 too. For sure, maybe it's my 1504 01:08:16,800 --> 01:08:21,720 downfall, maybe it's my downfall, but like, I have to 1505 01:08:21,920 --> 01:08:25,160 really just die to want to be inside of you. 1506 01:08:25,319 --> 01:08:28,800 I feel that. I mean, I've had several 1507 01:08:28,800 --> 01:08:31,399 relationships where that wasn't the, that wasn't the. 1508 01:08:32,080 --> 01:08:34,439 How'd it work out? Because for me, not well, 1509 01:08:35,359 --> 01:08:38,640 because if I don't have that animal thing, I did it and 1510 01:08:38,640 --> 01:08:40,240 actually that girl fucked me over. 1511 01:08:40,319 --> 01:08:43,200 So it was like, if everybody's going to fuck me over, I might 1512 01:08:43,200 --> 01:08:45,640 as well go for the attractive that's going to burn my house 1513 01:08:45,640 --> 01:08:48,240 down. Like why am I compromising here 1514 01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:50,439 when we're going to end up at the same place? 1515 01:08:51,920 --> 01:08:57,720 Yeah. I just you learn that's true, 1516 01:08:57,760 --> 01:08:59,560 and you learn and move through it. 1517 01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:00,319 How? Did it work for you? 1518 01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:06,760 I learned a lot. I don't know. 1519 01:09:06,760 --> 01:09:09,240 I think that every, I don't know, I think that all the 1520 01:09:09,240 --> 01:09:12,040 things are lessons or of course things. 1521 01:09:12,040 --> 01:09:16,120 So just take the lesson, learn what you're supposed to learn 1522 01:09:16,120 --> 01:09:18,640 because you learn the most from the hardest obstacles. 1523 01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:23,880 So take where you're supposed to learn, make yourself better for 1524 01:09:23,880 --> 01:09:26,880 it, move forward, and let's not do that again. 1525 01:09:27,840 --> 01:09:29,160 This is the one. I press. 1526 01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:32,800 Circles back, circle back. Don't take that advice. 1527 01:09:33,040 --> 01:09:35,240 I mean, yeah, maybe actually timing. 1528 01:09:36,000 --> 01:09:38,160 Would you circle back at this point again? 1529 01:09:38,680 --> 01:09:42,560 Yeah. But because you guys are getting 1530 01:09:42,560 --> 01:09:44,800 better, that's what she's. Getting better timing, yeah. 1531 01:09:44,800 --> 01:09:48,240 Would you say that like when you circle back with the circle back 1532 01:09:48,319 --> 01:09:51,200 that both of you get better on your healing journey? 1533 01:09:51,720 --> 01:09:54,000 Absolutely. If it wasn't for that, then 1534 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:57,680 there would be no reason, yeah. I would love that with one of my 1535 01:09:57,680 --> 01:10:00,680 exes. If you're watching this. 1536 01:10:01,760 --> 01:10:05,160 Like I I I pray for her healing if she healed. 1537 01:10:05,920 --> 01:10:09,200 Oh my God that's one of my favorite things when my exes 1538 01:10:10,120 --> 01:10:14,040 find healing in their journey and then come back and say damn 1539 01:10:14,040 --> 01:10:17,280 I'm so sorry. I love to hear that like this. 1540 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:18,680 I didn't. Appreciate this. 1541 01:10:19,040 --> 01:10:20,680 I like whatever. That's one of my favorite 1542 01:10:20,680 --> 01:10:24,000 things. I say that I I said, yeah, I say 1543 01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:26,400 that I was, you know what I mean? 1544 01:10:26,400 --> 01:10:30,560 Sometimes I fantasize about it in the shower and honestly, I'm 1545 01:10:30,560 --> 01:10:34,400 like, I sit there at home. This is real like and I think 1546 01:10:34,400 --> 01:10:38,080 that I'm going to be like cool, thank you and and and fuck you 1547 01:10:38,080 --> 01:10:40,840 and good, but I wouldn't. But the even just the 1548 01:10:40,840 --> 01:10:43,680 acknowledgement of things because it does some damage, 1549 01:10:44,120 --> 01:10:46,320 especially when you just said earlier, you've been the 1550 01:10:46,320 --> 01:10:48,280 provider, the whole provider. You know how many relationships 1551 01:10:48,280 --> 01:10:50,960 I've done that in that investment never panned out from 1552 01:10:50,960 --> 01:10:52,400 here and never worked out for me. 1553 01:10:52,640 --> 01:10:56,640 I gave you everything and gave you all of me to make you happy 1554 01:10:56,640 --> 01:10:58,600 and you still stayed unhappy and it didn't work out. 1555 01:10:58,920 --> 01:11:03,240 So I'm not doing that anymore. When you said that, it's like, 1556 01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:06,880 it's just that when they start to appreciate those things that 1557 01:11:06,880 --> 01:11:11,480 you did that you like tried so hard to save them or make them 1558 01:11:11,480 --> 01:11:14,000 happier. Now they see it in their most in 1559 01:11:14,000 --> 01:11:17,040 their healed journey and now can circle back and appreciate it 1560 01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:20,800 and heals that part of you like, damn, I did all this. 1561 01:11:20,800 --> 01:11:25,960 I'm still not enough or I'm I'm still have things where I'm the 1562 01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:27,760 problem, right. And like, kind of heals that 1563 01:11:27,760 --> 01:11:31,000 part of you like, oh, OK, my expectations were too high or 1564 01:11:31,000 --> 01:11:32,880 the things that I wanted or expected from this. 1565 01:11:33,320 --> 01:11:35,160 That's not wrong. It's just there was a wrong 1566 01:11:35,160 --> 01:11:36,840 person, wrong timing. Yeah. 1567 01:11:36,840 --> 01:11:39,280 So then it healed parts of me like, oh, I am a lover. 1568 01:11:39,280 --> 01:11:41,880 I am a good lover. It's just that person wasn't 1569 01:11:41,880 --> 01:11:44,400 ready for it at that time. Oh my God if I heard that it 1570 01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:47,200 would heal so many things. Let me say it to you right now. 1571 01:11:49,800 --> 01:11:51,720 I appreciate all that you did. Oh. 1572 01:11:51,880 --> 01:11:54,560 My God. You paid for our apartment every 1573 01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:55,680 month. Yeah. 1574 01:11:55,680 --> 01:11:57,600 You provide a space for me to be safe. 1575 01:11:58,280 --> 01:11:59,560 Thank you. You do. 1576 01:11:59,640 --> 01:12:01,320 You are above and beyond. Yeah. 1577 01:12:01,520 --> 01:12:03,840 Yeah, you pay for every trip, See. 1578 01:12:03,960 --> 01:12:05,560 That now you pay for every trip for me. 1579 01:12:05,560 --> 01:12:08,320 What else to do? You pay for all my meals I was 1580 01:12:08,320 --> 01:12:10,360 fed. You were there when I was a 1581 01:12:10,360 --> 01:12:14,040 bitch every day. Oh, you dealt with my emotional 1582 01:12:14,040 --> 01:12:16,560 roller coaster and balanced me. Yeah. 1583 01:12:16,760 --> 01:12:17,720 Thank you. I was going to. 1584 01:12:17,720 --> 01:12:20,240 Say that in my fantasy like they would, I would be like, and what 1585 01:12:20,240 --> 01:12:22,080 else? And also keep going. 1586 01:12:22,080 --> 01:12:23,800 I just want to. I'm just going to sit here. 1587 01:12:23,920 --> 01:12:26,040 Yeah, I got some food. I do that. 1588 01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:30,240 Yeah if y'all haven't done that yet, circle back. 1589 01:12:30,240 --> 01:12:33,520 Just say sorry to your ex. Especially your Virgo ex that 1590 01:12:33,520 --> 01:12:36,160 did so much for you. Oh my goodness, that's. 1591 01:12:36,160 --> 01:12:38,280 The least you could do, you know. 1592 01:12:38,280 --> 01:12:40,800 The least you could do. Like you want to go on your 1593 01:12:40,800 --> 01:12:42,920 merry way? Cool, but just say. 1594 01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:48,040 So if you can at least just say I know I did this and this and 1595 01:12:48,040 --> 01:12:50,520 this and in some way hold yourself accountable. 1596 01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:54,680 Now I'm doing this, this way you don't even have to say sorry. 1597 01:12:54,680 --> 01:12:57,880 I'm happy for you and your path, and thank God you're not going 1598 01:12:57,880 --> 01:13:00,760 to do that to somebody else. That's enough for me because at 1599 01:13:00,760 --> 01:13:02,240 least you know you were terrible to me. 1600 01:13:02,520 --> 01:13:05,320 I've healed from you, not going to meet another. 1601 01:13:05,320 --> 01:13:07,960 Because there was that part of us that felt so delusional about 1602 01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:09,320 it. Like I just felt like, did I 1603 01:13:09,320 --> 01:13:11,480 just do all that for nothing? Like, and then you treat me like 1604 01:13:11,480 --> 01:13:13,320 that at the end, like this just blows my mind. 1605 01:13:13,320 --> 01:13:16,560 So you just like cycle for a while to even get over it, you 1606 01:13:16,560 --> 01:13:20,840 know, So it just heals that that cycle and that that craziness in 1607 01:13:20,840 --> 01:13:24,400 your brain because it's like, was it really that bad or like, 1608 01:13:24,400 --> 01:13:27,120 you know, like for you to do that, it's just like. 1609 01:13:28,160 --> 01:13:29,960 It does mess you up. Yeah, yeah. 1610 01:13:30,360 --> 01:13:32,360 We were going to get married. We were going to. 1611 01:13:33,960 --> 01:13:35,200 Get. Married time. 1612 01:13:35,560 --> 01:13:37,520 Like what? Yeah. 1613 01:13:37,560 --> 01:13:40,520 It's crazy. It's crazy work out there. 1614 01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:45,360 It's crazy work. It's fucking wild. 1615 01:13:45,360 --> 01:13:46,640 Yeah. Yeah. 1616 01:13:46,840 --> 01:13:49,400 All right, We'll end on crazy work. 1617 01:13:49,440 --> 01:13:53,320 Yes. And with that, we say thank you 1618 01:13:53,320 --> 01:13:55,920 so much for coming Amber's Closet. 1619 01:13:56,560 --> 01:13:59,240 It has been a beautiful ride. This has been beautiful. 1620 01:13:59,440 --> 01:14:03,160 Yeah, tell our audio listeners how they can find you on 1621 01:14:03,160 --> 01:14:05,240 socials. You can find me on Amber's 1622 01:14:05,240 --> 01:14:08,360 Closet, almost on everything, Amber's Closet 33 on some of the 1623 01:14:08,360 --> 01:14:11,040 platforms. I'm going to start my YouTube 1624 01:14:11,040 --> 01:14:14,000 journey again soon. I know I got to come back. 1625 01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:15,080 It's time. We did a video. 1626 01:14:15,080 --> 01:14:16,240 We haven't. She hasn't even posted it. 1627 01:14:16,360 --> 01:14:18,080 Yeah. Literally a year ago. 1628 01:14:18,080 --> 01:14:21,960 A year ago I have so many YouTube videos on edited. 1629 01:14:22,000 --> 01:14:25,440 Ever since Jess stopped editing my videos I don't put them out. 1630 01:14:25,560 --> 01:14:28,400 I was so blessed. Any good videos you ever saw me? 1631 01:14:28,440 --> 01:14:33,040 Thank Jess, she was amazing, but I'm coming back. 1632 01:14:33,200 --> 01:14:35,960 So I love that. It's time, yeah. 1633 01:14:36,080 --> 01:14:38,520 Amazing. So look out for that. 1634 01:14:38,640 --> 01:14:42,360 And as always, we say goodnight and adios baby. 1635 01:14:42,520 --> 01:14:43,480 Period. Peace.