1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:03,000 Crazies are fun, but you got to watch out. 2 00:00:04,120 --> 00:00:07,440 And now I'm not talking about fun crazy because let's be 3 00:00:07,440 --> 00:00:11,680 clear, there's a difference between fun crazy and crazy 4 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:15,000 crazy. I mean, straight jacket crazy. 5 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:17,040 Yeah, there's a there's a difference. 6 00:00:17,040 --> 00:00:20,400 Yeah. Fun crazy is like, you know, 7 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:24,200 like us. Yours are eccentric. 8 00:00:24,200 --> 00:00:25,960 Yeah. Eccentric is really nice 9 00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:28,240 eccentric. Kind I like that that's. 10 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:29,480 A good way to put it. That's good. 11 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:31,840 Yeah, Yeah. Yeah, like trick, if you go out 12 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:34,720 with us like something cookie might happen, Yeah. 13 00:00:34,760 --> 00:00:37,200 You guys get into antics and high drinks and shenanigans. 14 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:40,520 And for sure, 100%. Not crime. 15 00:00:40,960 --> 00:00:42,680 No crying. Not anymore. 16 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:44,960 No crime. That's what I said, no. 17 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:45,920 I said, crying. I. 18 00:00:45,960 --> 00:00:47,760 Was like crying I guess. Both no. 19 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:50,240 I said no crime, not anymore. No. 20 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:55,920 Do you do crime still? I don't know, do I? 21 00:00:57,040 --> 00:00:59,360 I don't know. I used to be a criminal. 22 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:02,480 I'm not anymore. I guess I'm not. 23 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:04,080 No, I'm not. I'm too scared. 24 00:01:04,239 --> 00:01:05,480 Yeah, that's what I'm saying. We live. 25 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:07,480 Unless someone's rude, it's like, that's a whole different 26 00:01:07,480 --> 00:01:09,000 ball game and. Then your house might be on 27 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:09,560 fire. Yeah, that's. 28 00:01:09,560 --> 00:01:10,200 Different. Yeah. 29 00:01:10,200 --> 00:01:11,960 Don't be mean to my friends. Like that's how I feel. 30 00:01:12,560 --> 00:01:14,200 But other than that, it's like everything's fine. 31 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:16,120 Yeah, you don't usually do criminal activity. 32 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:18,160 No. Anyways, let's start the show. 33 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:32,040 Yeah, OK. My friend's hamster died when we 34 00:01:32,040 --> 00:01:33,880 all were sleeping over. Oh no. 35 00:01:33,880 --> 00:01:34,680 When I Oh my God. Literally. 36 00:01:35,240 --> 00:01:37,440 You were. There I was there we woke up and 37 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:39,600 it was my friend and I were sleeping in her living room and 38 00:01:39,600 --> 00:01:41,320 she was sleeping in her bedroom. You found. 39 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:42,360 The. Carcass. 40 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:44,000 We found the dead monster. Yeah. 41 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:44,560 Yeah. What? 42 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:45,960 Do you like knock on the door like and she? 43 00:01:45,960 --> 00:01:48,320 Came out and we were was. It was it, legs up. 44 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:52,560 I don't it was just not moving. It was just not moving. 45 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:57,000 And I called my friend out and I was like, Kylie, like your 46 00:01:57,000 --> 00:01:59,480 hamster's not moving. And she's like, Oh my God. 47 00:01:59,480 --> 00:02:02,560 And she started crying and I wasn't saying anything. 48 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:04,480 I was like trying not to laugh because I was like what the fuck 49 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:05,200 do I do? This. 50 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:09,280 Situation and and then she started crying and she said 51 00:02:09,280 --> 00:02:12,800 everything leaves me and then I started laughing. 52 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:15,840 Yeah. I was like, I was like, what am 53 00:02:15,840 --> 00:02:17,080 I supposed to do in this situation? 54 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:19,520 And then we found out that hamsters hibernate. 55 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:22,640 Like, did she throw it out? She buried it. 56 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:26,360 Oh my God. And then we. 57 00:02:26,640 --> 00:02:30,400 Said Oh my God, that's my. Worst nightmare Hibernate and we 58 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,120 found out after the fact and she was like. 59 00:02:32,280 --> 00:02:34,760 She killed her. She had to read mourn the loss 60 00:02:34,760 --> 00:02:36,320 and she killed it and she killed it. 61 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:38,480 She basically so everything. Leaves her, she killed. 62 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:41,440 Buried my hibernating hamster. Does everything leave her or 63 00:02:41,440 --> 00:02:43,640 does she kill everything? Right. 64 00:02:43,640 --> 00:02:45,480 You got to kind of look at the common denominator. 65 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:46,960 You got to look inward sometimes and. 66 00:02:47,040 --> 00:02:49,320 Be like well. Do I kill? 67 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:52,160 Things in this case. Killer, you killer. 68 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:53,840 Yeah, You know, you kind of sent this. 69 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:56,520 One, and that's tough because usually women aren't killers. 70 00:02:57,040 --> 00:02:58,480 Yeah. Only sports. 71 00:02:58,480 --> 00:02:59,960 What's her name? Eileen. 72 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:02,920 Yeah, Shout out Eileen. More shout out Eileen. 73 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:06,080 Yes, girl. Good girl. 74 00:03:06,080 --> 00:03:08,160 Oh, what an icon. I love her and. 75 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:11,600 A legend, Tallulah. Love your work, love your work. 76 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:14,000 She wasn't gay. She was. 77 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:15,160 She was. She didn't love her. 78 00:03:15,240 --> 00:03:16,200 No. Yeah, I don't love her. 79 00:03:16,640 --> 00:03:18,320 Oh, yeah, you too could have had her. 80 00:03:18,600 --> 00:03:20,160 I. Could have? 81 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:21,520 I think I could have. Do you think I could? 82 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:22,320 Have. I think you could have 83 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:23,520 definitely. Really. 84 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:25,280 Oh yeah, because she likes biker bars. 85 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:28,240 I feel like you're the like you would be a hot commodity at a 86 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:31,000 biker. Oh my goodness, Oh my gosh, I I 87 00:03:31,040 --> 00:03:33,480 am attracted to power. I think I would feel really good 88 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:35,360 with her. Yeah, and like she's, she's a 89 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:37,320 woman of the people. She did it for the people. 90 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:38,560 Oh yeah, yeah. Oh yeah. 91 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,400 She saved them. Those men probably did bad 92 00:03:40,400 --> 00:03:41,320 things. They were raped. 93 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:42,640 Were they raped her? Said. 94 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:43,920 I'm pretty sure, yeah. OK. 95 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,960 Well, just saying, I don't know. I don't feel like Eileen Warner 96 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,800 said anything wrong and I love her shout out. 97 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:51,280 Yeah, I stand by that. Yeah, OK, We're gonna start the 98 00:03:51,280 --> 00:04:02,840 show now again. OK you guys, another incredible, 99 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:07,320 incredible episode for you. What a sweet treat. 100 00:04:07,480 --> 00:04:14,320 We have the lesbian Princess back here on Pod V dot. 101 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:19,760 OK is with us today a wonderful content creator ready to give 102 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:27,200 you her drip, drip, drip sauce. Everybody welcome V dot OK. 103 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:29,880 Hello. And the audience applauds. 104 00:04:29,880 --> 00:04:32,480 Thank you guys. It has been a minute since you 105 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:36,720 have been with us, graced our presence. 106 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:41,000 We just wanted to have a catch up and see what's been going on 107 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:44,040 in your incredible, incredible life. 108 00:04:44,800 --> 00:04:49,240 You know, I'm sure people see your wonderful content online, 109 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:52,920 but you know, they don't really dive deep into the mind. 110 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:55,400 Yeah, and thank God for that. I would lose. 111 00:04:55,600 --> 00:04:57,600 All of my followers. Do you think so? 112 00:04:58,120 --> 00:04:59,160 Yes, 100. Percent. 113 00:04:59,160 --> 00:05:01,680 I don't think so. I feel like there's people that 114 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:04,280 like, really would die to know what you were thinking. 115 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:05,400 Really. All of. 116 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:08,760 Them all the time. They probably pay you if you 117 00:05:08,760 --> 00:05:10,240 were telling. Them, I think you could make 118 00:05:10,240 --> 00:05:13,240 more money, yeah, really, if you opened your mouth more, yeah. 119 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:16,800 Really. OK, well I'm feeling inspired. 120 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:20,120 Do you think they can understand how funny you are? 121 00:05:21,800 --> 00:05:22,800 You think I'm funny? Yes. 122 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:27,720 Yes, yes. I don't know, I honestly think 123 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:30,520 I'm the most funny when I'm talking to other funny people 124 00:05:30,520 --> 00:05:33,080 because I can just like, go back and forth with them. 125 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:35,360 It's very easy. To you guys, because you guys 126 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:36,880 are very funny. That's very sweet. 127 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:39,800 But on my own, like I don't think I could do stand up or 128 00:05:39,800 --> 00:05:41,480 anything. Being funny on my own, I just 129 00:05:41,480 --> 00:05:43,200 don't know. Do you think that the people 130 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:44,640 that you date are as funny as you? 131 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:48,720 Actually, yeah, the people who I choose to date for a long time 132 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:51,000 have to be really funny. I don't think I've ever dated 133 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:54,640 someone for a long time that wasn't funny or, like, couldn't 134 00:05:54,680 --> 00:05:58,080 match me. It's all like, I think it's so 135 00:05:58,080 --> 00:06:01,000 hot when someone can like, just like, like rapid fire back and 136 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:02,520 forth with you. I love that. 137 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:04,280 I love that. Like banter, Yeah. 138 00:06:04,320 --> 00:06:08,680 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So if you had to pick between 139 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:14,400 funny or like supermodel. Funny. 140 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:15,960 Funny. Absolutely funny. 141 00:06:15,960 --> 00:06:19,280 Like a funny gremlin over well. Not a gremlin. 142 00:06:19,280 --> 00:06:21,680 Gremlin's crazy. Gremlin's crazy. 143 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:22,600 She's. Just trying to see how far. 144 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:28,520 She was like, yeah, yeah, yeah. Funny gremlin versus hot 145 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:30,520 supermodel that has nothing inside. 146 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:33,320 I don't want to wait. Is this dating? 147 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,200 Yeah, dating somebody. For an evening. 148 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:37,440 For an evening. Oh, for an evening. 149 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:42,760 And if I can choose between someone funny and a supermodel, 150 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:45,280 and I only see them for the evening, Yeah, supermodel. 151 00:06:45,360 --> 00:06:49,080 OK, what about dating? Funny, right? 152 00:06:49,320 --> 00:06:51,120 You know what I mean? Longevity. 153 00:06:51,360 --> 00:06:53,440 Yeah. Like, I don't want to date 154 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,040 someone long term that has nothing going on. 155 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:57,640 I want to be able to talk to somebody. 156 00:06:57,720 --> 00:07:02,840 Yeah, they have to be funny. And what has your dating life 157 00:07:03,240 --> 00:07:05,320 looked like in this past year? Yeah. 158 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:11,840 Have you have you been dating or have you been what we so 159 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:13,040 lovingly? Yeah. 160 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:17,040 Living it up. I've been doing a little bit of 161 00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:19,680 both. It's been very fun. 162 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:24,080 I've gone through a couple different phases this past year. 163 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:27,440 I've been the most like avoidant I've ever been in my entire life 164 00:07:27,440 --> 00:07:31,360 and the most like anxiously attached I've ever been in my 165 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:34,120 life. On separate occasions I've like 166 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:35,760 fluctuated. Oh yeah. 167 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:37,920 It's very odd. It's very odd. 168 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:39,520 I'm usually on one side, but I was. 169 00:07:39,520 --> 00:07:41,960 I've kind of found myself all over the spectrum this year. 170 00:07:42,560 --> 00:07:48,320 How many situation ships? Oh my gosh, not, you know, not 171 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:52,280 very many long term ones. I would say like, like I would 172 00:07:52,280 --> 00:07:57,840 say maybe, maybe 3. Maybe 3, maybe 3. 173 00:07:59,120 --> 00:08:02,440 Like consistent ones this year. OK, that's, that's great. 174 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:05,360 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Everything else has been a bit 175 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:09,440 of a just a dalliance, you know, just just, you know, just 176 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:11,720 hanging out. And when you hang out with 177 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:17,480 someone, I just want to get to the nitty gritty because it's 178 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:20,560 interesting out here in lesbian land. 179 00:08:20,560 --> 00:08:25,520 Yes, because there are a lot of people that catch feelings 180 00:08:25,800 --> 00:08:27,280 immediately. Yeah. 181 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:31,800 So when you kind of meet somebody and you're like, I want 182 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:36,240 to bring you back to my lesbian Princess layer and have my way 183 00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:38,280 with you. Yeah. 184 00:08:38,559 --> 00:08:40,480 If I'm a Princess, wouldn't it be like a castle or? 185 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:42,480 Short Castle. Castle A. 186 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,640 Super villain. That's what you would like. 187 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:47,320 It's my layer. Yes, actually, yeah, OK, OK. 188 00:08:47,880 --> 00:08:50,600 Yeah, you would like a layer. When I when they fall into my 189 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:52,600 trap. When they fall into your trap 190 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,840 and you're like you. When they get stuck in my glue 191 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:55,720 trap. Yes. 192 00:08:56,560 --> 00:09:02,320 Do you chit chat? Do you chit chat before? 193 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:05,720 Do you have a pre chat where you're like, hey listen, you're 194 00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:09,680 just my victim for the evening or what? 195 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,640 Did you listen? How do you say it? 196 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:16,400 OK, I actually have been trying something new this year that I 197 00:09:16,440 --> 00:09:20,440 haven't really done before because I'm casually dating and 198 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:24,000 I want to do it in like an ethical way that I've I've never 199 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,240 like ethically casually dated before. 200 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:30,080 I've been a big fan of just like kind of ghosting and like 201 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:33,880 avoiding, you know, breaking things off or like talking about 202 00:09:33,880 --> 00:09:37,880 my feelings with someone if I wasn't 100% there with them that 203 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:40,920 I don't want to do that anymore. Okay, nice, I. 204 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:43,680 Don't think that's very healthy. And not saying that you are, but 205 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:45,520 shout out to ethical sluts out there. 206 00:09:45,520 --> 00:09:47,640 Yeah, we love you. Yeah, we love you. 207 00:09:47,720 --> 00:09:50,080 We praise you. I'm trying to be an ethical slut 208 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:50,680 which. Means. 209 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:54,400 That I very early on. If this is someone that I know 210 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:58,160 that I want to keep seeing, I will have a conversation with 211 00:09:58,160 --> 00:10:00,840 them and let them know where I'm at, yeah. 212 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:03,560 You know, intentions or whatever. 100% like also like 213 00:10:03,600 --> 00:10:05,760 what they can expect from me. I'm like, you know, I'm not 214 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:07,600 looking to build a relationship right now. 215 00:10:07,600 --> 00:10:10,240 I'm not looking for anything long term or serious. 216 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:13,280 If that's something that you're looking for, all the power to 217 00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:14,880 you. We shouldn't see each other 218 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:18,880 anymore though, you know, like. And is that because you're not 219 00:10:18,880 --> 00:10:21,800 looking for that currently or you just don't feel it with 220 00:10:21,800 --> 00:10:23,480 them? Oh, good question. 221 00:10:24,240 --> 00:10:26,000 Because here's the thing. Because. 222 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:30,680 Because the truth is, and I've, I've said this before and I'll 223 00:10:30,680 --> 00:10:33,880 say it again, is that is the chat that I would give to 224 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:38,040 somebody if I don't feel it with you, but wait, wait, feel it 225 00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:40,840 with you. I'm not going to say that. 226 00:10:40,840 --> 00:10:44,360 Shit, but what if this, what if this and I don't know tell me 227 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:47,360 this is what goes on but. What I know immediately if I'm 228 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:48,880 interested in well, but what if it's? 229 00:10:48,880 --> 00:10:51,240 Somebody that you like find really, really, really 230 00:10:51,240 --> 00:10:53,880 attractive, but you think they have like no personality like so 231 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:56,600 let's say it's a supermodel OK and you and like you know to. 232 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:58,200 Date shut up. To date, they need a 233 00:10:58,200 --> 00:10:59,160 personality. Models. 234 00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:00,680 Yeah, shut up. Supermodels, shut up. 235 00:11:00,680 --> 00:11:02,480 Supermodels with nothing going on that's. 236 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:05,760 What I'm saying it's like, so maybe what if it is a supermodel 237 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:08,280 and you think like, oh, this person has no personality, so 238 00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:11,960 I'm going to be nice and be at the and say we're we're probably 239 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:13,040 not going to go anywhere with this. 240 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:15,280 I'm not like if you if you want more than a one night standard, 241 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:17,000 like we're going to fuck a few times here and there, like 242 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:19,080 that's what this is. But what if things develop and 243 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:20,360 you realize they have a personality? 244 00:11:20,360 --> 00:11:21,600 And like you've said this, now you? 245 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:24,120 Know can that change? This did happen to me one time. 246 00:11:24,120 --> 00:11:26,880 Yeah, like I'm like, it has to be a thing. 100% it can change. 247 00:11:26,880 --> 00:11:28,640 I mean, feel, Yeah, everything is. 248 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:31,800 Yeah, totally. I mean, it's not set in stone. 249 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:34,280 I just kind of like to let people know where I'm at. 250 00:11:34,400 --> 00:11:36,720 Currently. Yeah, for the time being, yeah. 251 00:11:36,720 --> 00:11:38,920 So they can know going forward, obviously I'll communicate my 252 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:43,200 feelings if they change, there's and it's also their job as an 253 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:47,120 adult to do the same for me. If they don't want to be in a 254 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:49,960 situation that I'm kind of looking for or like their 255 00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:54,000 feelings change and you know, like they develop feelings and 256 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:58,680 you have not and I have not, I would expect for them to kind of 257 00:11:58,680 --> 00:12:02,800 like tell me that so we can. Part ways, but they never do. 258 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:04,960 OK, so this is interesting though they probably. 259 00:12:04,960 --> 00:12:06,360 Think that they can catch you? Of course. 260 00:12:06,720 --> 00:12:07,960 But I have. Been there. 261 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:09,440 That's what I'm saying. I've been on both ends of the 262 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:12,240 spectrum this year. I've been, I've been the 263 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:14,200 avoidant one that was like, I don't want a relationship. 264 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:17,160 And I've been the anxious one that was like with an avoidant 265 00:12:17,160 --> 00:12:20,160 that was like, yeah, but like you want to date me, right? 266 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:22,920 Like like you, you said you don't want a girlfriend but like 267 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:24,640 but it's. Me. 268 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:26,280 I don't want to be. Special. 269 00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:27,800 Yeah, everyone wants to be special. 270 00:12:27,800 --> 00:12:29,880 I want to be special, and that's the thing. 271 00:12:31,080 --> 00:12:36,600 No, but that's true and that's why I tend to date borderlines 272 00:12:36,760 --> 00:12:39,400 because I like to be favorite person because I feel. 273 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:42,320 Special SO. But now what? 274 00:12:42,560 --> 00:12:44,880 No, trust me now I get it, I get it. 275 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:46,080 I'm working on it. But no but. 276 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:49,720 I'm like, but it's like. But then I guess like at the end 277 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:52,440 of the day, it's like. It's fun to be favorite person. 278 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:54,080 But then you can. Sometimes. 279 00:12:54,080 --> 00:12:56,440 People think that you don't. Want it anymore? 280 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:59,240 Then you have a borderline that is like obsessed with you. 281 00:12:59,600 --> 00:13:03,640 Yeah, and you cannot amicably break up with someone with 282 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:05,520 borderline. No, it doesn't work like that. 283 00:13:05,520 --> 00:13:07,280 No, no you can't bro. They come back. 284 00:13:07,280 --> 00:13:09,760 They come back themselves. Their own, their own hole. 285 00:13:09,760 --> 00:13:11,800 They will dig their own hole. They come. 286 00:13:11,800 --> 00:13:14,640 Back they always. Do they always do? 287 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:16,200 That's true. I mean, they do. 288 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:17,560 Yeah, they do they. Always like. 289 00:13:17,560 --> 00:13:19,760 That shit though, huh? I want to feel special I. 290 00:13:19,880 --> 00:13:22,120 Want to? Feel special. 291 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:23,600 You love when they break no contact. 292 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:27,160 Yes, yes, I've been getting in that too. 293 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:28,320 I've been I've been getting into that too. 294 00:13:28,360 --> 00:13:30,160 Yeah, I love the breaking no contact. 295 00:13:30,160 --> 00:13:32,200 I'm like. I'm like when it's not you like 296 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:33,040 you thought. You thought of. 297 00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:36,600 It OK, I'm sick. But it's true. 298 00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:39,560 That's true. Sometimes you don't. 299 00:13:39,560 --> 00:13:41,080 That's. True, I cut it. 300 00:13:41,160 --> 00:13:44,280 Sometimes I cut it, but that's what I'm my final straw. 301 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:46,920 Yeah, yeah, I've cut it. I was going to say, I'm like, I 302 00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,320 know. Yep, people that have not 303 00:13:49,320 --> 00:13:50,960 received. And they keep trying. 304 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:53,200 They keep trying for years. That's tough for them. 305 00:13:53,680 --> 00:13:54,360 Yeah. Yeah. 306 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:56,120 Like Munchausen, baby, That's exactly. 307 00:13:56,120 --> 00:14:00,160 What I'm talking about? You guys are speaking in code, 308 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:02,120 right? We have to, but there's a girl, 309 00:14:02,160 --> 00:14:05,280 there's a girl that we have called Munchausen Baby as an ex 310 00:14:05,280 --> 00:14:10,800 of mine and she still she was, you know, still asking about me 311 00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:12,320 through. Like other people. 312 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:14,040 Months ago, yeah. Wow. 313 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:16,520 And it's been 4 years you. Don't like that? 314 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:20,200 No, that one I don't OK you. It comes a point where you do 315 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:25,200 too many atrocities on me and when you do, when you shit on my 316 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:31,360 lawn a million times, it's like then it's time for me to move 317 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:34,480 houses and for you to not know where I live anymore. 318 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:38,640 This sounds like a figure of speech, but it's I feel like 319 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:40,960 it's literal what you're saying. I think she means both, 320 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:42,520 probably. Yeah, I'm sure. 321 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:44,120 I'm sure she would shit on my lawn. 322 00:14:44,120 --> 00:14:44,960 But. Or maybe she has. 323 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:48,080 This is a figure of speech she probably has. 324 00:14:48,080 --> 00:14:50,280 Wow. Fascinating. 325 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:51,840 Pray for me, where do you find these gems? 326 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:53,600 They find me. Yeah. 327 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:56,280 Actually correct. I'm not even kidding. 328 00:14:57,040 --> 00:14:59,440 I don't go hunting for this. No, they pick me. 329 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:01,720 What vibe are you putting out that's like drawing them? 330 00:15:02,080 --> 00:15:05,200 I don't know because I also do that with friendship so it's not 331 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:06,920 helpful. Okay, I see. 332 00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:09,920 That's why I'm like, if I could identify it, I believe me, I 333 00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:12,880 would tell her, right? But I you suffer. 334 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:15,760 What vibe is it? I can fix you. 335 00:15:16,480 --> 00:15:18,240 But I don't give that vibe in the beginning. 336 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:20,160 You don't want it to. Stop either, I don't think. 337 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:23,680 No, I do, you do, I do. You would want it. 338 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:28,560 I want peace, to be honest, I feel I want peace like I really 339 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:30,840 do. I know that like it's fun and 340 00:15:30,840 --> 00:15:34,360 it's exciting, but truly what I yearn for is peace. 341 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:39,920 Like I really want a stable love that has elements of excitement. 342 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:43,080 You know what I'm saying? Like, but that's dependable. 343 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:46,840 But that we can both be fun crazy, not straight jacket 344 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:49,800 crazy. Like maybe a trip to Mexico on a 345 00:15:49,840 --> 00:15:53,000 weekend or something like. You want eccentric, right? 346 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:54,080 Yeah. Eccentric. 347 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:56,360 Not exactly. Yeah. 348 00:15:56,680 --> 00:16:00,520 And like, that is what I'm throwing out into the universe, 349 00:16:00,520 --> 00:16:02,520 yeah. If you got that, do you think 350 00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:04,160 you would get? Bored. 351 00:16:04,160 --> 00:16:05,640 No good question, I want to know. 352 00:16:05,640 --> 00:16:10,400 Because that's happened to me and it wasn't enough, so I went. 353 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:13,640 Back tell me that but like. If your nervous. 354 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:17,560 System is used to a certain type of relationship, like one that 355 00:16:17,560 --> 00:16:20,400 is very toxic and very up and down. 356 00:16:20,400 --> 00:16:23,560 Like you get so used to that and you kind of crave it. 357 00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:27,280 So when you're in a really stable relationship, it is like 358 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,920 almost so boring and it almost feels like more uncomfortable 359 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:33,640 because you're not used to that sort of stability. 360 00:16:33,640 --> 00:16:36,640 So usually people like that will like, sabotage their 361 00:16:36,640 --> 00:16:38,280 relationships. 100. Percent no. 362 00:16:38,320 --> 00:16:42,840 Yeah, I've heard this, but I feel the trick would be to find 363 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:45,920 the excitement in the bedroom, to be honest. 364 00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:49,240 And if you can put the excitement there, but everything 365 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:54,760 else is stable, then you found my perfect, like, idea of a 366 00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:56,200 relationship. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. 367 00:16:56,560 --> 00:17:00,600 Now if the bedroom was boring and then everything else is 368 00:17:00,600 --> 00:17:01,360 boring. Yeah. 369 00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:01,800 OK. I see. 370 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:04,079 Then I'm literally then you're bored, then I'm out. 371 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:06,599 OK. Because I was in a 10 year 372 00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:08,240 relationship. Yeah. 373 00:17:08,520 --> 00:17:11,240 We were for hours. Oh, this is like, great. 374 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:15,040 I could wake her up at any minute and vice versa. 375 00:17:15,359 --> 00:17:18,200 It was wild and it was just a perfect harm. 376 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:19,920 Oh, it was Harmony. It was. 377 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:22,319 Like the whole 10 years, the. Whole 10 years. 378 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:24,599 Wow. That's magic. 379 00:17:24,599 --> 00:17:28,600 That, that is magic. It was something God, but yeah, 380 00:17:28,600 --> 00:17:31,800 that's that 10 year actually gave me hope to where, you know, 381 00:17:31,960 --> 00:17:35,000 people get married and they're like, Oh yeah, the sex went away 382 00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,160 this and that. It's like, Nope. 383 00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:38,280 Doesn't have to. Doesn't have to. 384 00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:40,680 Yeah. And that was our freaky little 385 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:43,160 space. And then outside of it. 386 00:17:43,280 --> 00:17:44,640 Was like. Normal was normal. 387 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:45,880 Well, freak. Space, Yeah. 388 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:49,520 Do you think that? That is a compatibility thing, 389 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:53,160 like you find a partner where you guys just like match each 390 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:58,800 other in that or can you like build to have that sort of 391 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:00,040 relationship? Do you know what I'm saying? 392 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,000 Yes. Can you initiate freak mode in 393 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:03,840 somebody but? Yeah. 394 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:07,480 Well, like, well, do you have to like some people if someone's in 395 00:18:07,480 --> 00:18:11,040 a relationship and they're not having that, like they're not 396 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:13,040 having freak mode, they're not, they don't have the freak zone. 397 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:16,440 Do you think they can work up to having that chemistry, that 398 00:18:16,440 --> 00:18:19,480 balance in their life? Or do you think that some people 399 00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:21,640 are just like drawn to each other and automatically have 400 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:22,400 that like? Yeah. 401 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:28,600 So for me, and I've done a lot of research in the. 402 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:30,760 Freak University. Literally. 403 00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:33,560 And I graduated, became a professor, you know, things 404 00:18:33,560 --> 00:18:34,720 like. That like, sure, yeah. 405 00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:40,120 If you don't start at a certain level, we can't get to what I 406 00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:44,120 like to call extraterrestrial lesbian activities. 407 00:18:44,160 --> 00:18:49,200 Right Valhalla freak mode. Valhalla is the afterlife. 408 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:53,200 Wait, no, I like it. Yeah, because if you don't, if 409 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:56,320 you don't start at a certain level, I've tried it. 410 00:18:56,520 --> 00:18:59,240 So the ones who are super vanilla and they come and 411 00:18:59,240 --> 00:19:01,400 they're like, yeah, I mean, I'm down to try that. 412 00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:07,360 You know, AI don't know. It just has to live inside of 413 00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:09,120 you. A you never get there because 414 00:19:09,120 --> 00:19:12,440 they're, you know, so. And I'm not saying that this is 415 00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:15,120 with everybody. I'm sure there's no teachers. 416 00:19:15,120 --> 00:19:16,880 I mean, yeah. There's great teachers that will 417 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:21,680 be way more patient, loving, and whatever than I will be for me. 418 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:25,880 I need you to match a certain level for me to even have desire 419 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,680 to initiate. I would agree with that. 420 00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:30,480 I would agree with that because their confidence also gives you 421 00:19:30,520 --> 00:19:32,800 confidence in the bedroom if someone's like warming up to 422 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:34,880 something that maybe you're very into. 423 00:19:35,120 --> 00:19:37,760 It's not hot to me. It's not hot when someones not 424 00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:39,960 as confident. You're like teaching. 425 00:19:39,960 --> 00:19:42,200 It takes away the fun. I don't want to teach, I want to 426 00:19:42,200 --> 00:19:44,680 be inspired. I'm looking for. 427 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:45,680 It's a. Collaboration. 428 00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:46,880 I'm not. It's not a mentorship. 429 00:19:47,280 --> 00:19:48,400 Correct. Right. 430 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,320 That's a good. Way to and I'm looking for a 431 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:58,640 muse because it what I do as like a top because we know your 432 00:19:58,640 --> 00:19:59,720 switch. I'm top. 433 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:06,280 So as a top, I need to be inspired by my bottom. 434 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:10,760 And that's the thing I know like I've given less than stellar 435 00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:15,920 performances when like the bottom doesn't come with the 436 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:19,280 energy. And when you bring it, I am 437 00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:21,400 going to not only match you, but I am going to. 438 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:25,680 Level it up totally and then we can go into freak mode. 439 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:28,320 Nasty. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you. 440 00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:29,560 Know what I'm saying? I do. 441 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:31,600 I do 100. Percent, 100%. 442 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:36,640 I I do think that some people just have good chemistry off the 443 00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:39,880 bat and you don't have to work on it, but I also do. 444 00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:41,920 I do. Think that you you. 445 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:43,960 Can work on your sexual chemistry with someone. 446 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:46,440 It is something that like, it is kind of like a learning curve 447 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:49,040 with a new partner. Has the situation ship ever 448 00:20:49,040 --> 00:20:52,040 ended up in a relationship for you? 449 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:57,120 Yeah, yeah, like on accident, yeah. 450 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:01,280 OK, so that happens because I'm thinking like I know if I want 451 00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:03,640 to be in a relationship with you ASAP. 452 00:21:03,640 --> 00:21:06,600 Like literally probably. You said earlier when I was 453 00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:09,000 like, but what if, like, you think like, oh, this person has 454 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:10,760 no personality. I just want to fuck them. 455 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:12,880 And then all of a sudden it's like, wait, I actually think 456 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:14,560 this person is pretty. But that was before we even 457 00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:16,480 fucked. Like I had judged them and then 458 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:19,680 I'd actually fucked them and we spent an evening together and 459 00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:20,560 so. But that's. 460 00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:23,560 Yeah. I guess. 461 00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:26,480 But what's it called when you like, you like something more 462 00:21:26,480 --> 00:21:27,880 because you spend more time with it? 463 00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:31,880 Yeah, there's a, there's a. That doesn't happen with me. 464 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:33,560 Well, it does. It happened. 465 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:36,440 It does happen where I like you even more, but I have to like 466 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:38,840 you at a certain level. Same with sex, same with 467 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,360 personality. Like we either get each other or 468 00:21:41,360 --> 00:21:43,640 we don't. And I know off RIP. 469 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:45,200 OK. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 470 00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:48,160 There's never been one person that you thought like I'll never 471 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:49,240 date them. And then I did. 472 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:53,560 You did. My first situation, but that was 473 00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:55,720 before I knew I was a lesbian. Yeah. 474 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:57,560 That's weird. I don't know. 475 00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:01,760 Because for me, it's like it's, I don't know, it's a animal 476 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:05,360 thing. That must be really, that must 477 00:22:05,360 --> 00:22:07,080 be really easy. I feel like I get talked into 478 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:08,400 stuff. That's the that's the part of me 479 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,160 that gets gaslit is I feel like I can get. 480 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,440 Talked into stuff. Whoa. 481 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:16,120 What do you mean by that? I've definitely stayed in 482 00:22:16,120 --> 00:22:20,400 relationships with people that I didn't want to date in the 1st 483 00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:24,320 place, but they were so, like, again, they had their hooks so 484 00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:29,200 deep in my brain that I ended up like living with them, you know 485 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:30,800 what I mean? And like, we had this long 486 00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:34,080 relationship and it was awful. And I, I was like, I love you, 487 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:35,560 but I don't even think I like you. 488 00:22:35,560 --> 00:22:37,480 Like what? Like, but they were so 489 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:40,680 manipulative, you know, and like, just draining, yes. 490 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:41,840 Draining me. Yeah, yes. 491 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:44,520 I'm sure it's been set on here before but anyone who says that 492 00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:48,400 like dating women is easier is fucking idiotic. 493 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,480 From what I've. Heard on it. 494 00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:54,640 Oh my God, women have a way of just getting into your head and 495 00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:57,800 digging their claws in and not fucking letting go. 496 00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:03,160 I Oh my God, women are so smart. I mean, maybe this is just 497 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:05,760 because I'm gay, but there is no way a man could emotionally 498 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:08,240 destroy me the way that a woman could I I. 499 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:11,720 I'm married to 1 and I can promise you that you're right, 500 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:15,000 right there's not. Let's talk about it. 501 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:22,560 So in your like most broken place, how many months or years 502 00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:26,960 did it take you to kind of pull yourself up to get your bearings 503 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:31,440 again? It's taken me years to get over 504 00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:37,320 somebody who was really like harmful in a relationship to me. 505 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:40,160 Like just really like not to bring up trauma, but very 506 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,080 traumatic. And for some reason, it was like 507 00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:45,040 really hard to get over her because of all the stuff. 508 00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:47,560 Because you were traumatized. Yeah, totally. 509 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,960 And body keeps scored. Yes, it does. 510 00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:54,280 And I, I could not, I could not shake it. 511 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:55,760 And it wasn't even like that. I wanted her. 512 00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:58,760 It was just like I she couldn't. She had left such, such an 513 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:03,520 impression on me. And that made me so mad because 514 00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:05,960 she was off doing her thing. And I had to deal with all this 515 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:09,760 shit that she threw on to me, awful, awful. 516 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:13,960 And that lasted for years. Like I, I still will talk about 517 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:16,680 stuff from that relationship in therapy and it's just going to 518 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,560 take a long time. But even some like really short 519 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:25,040 situation ships have fucked me up more than like long term 520 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:28,160 relationships, you know? And I'm sure people have talked 521 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:30,760 about that too. No, I'd love to get into that. 522 00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:34,160 I've heard that people believe that this is because like you 523 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,280 never saw it out to its full potential. 524 00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:38,920 So you're stuck thinking like what it could have been. 525 00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:42,080 It's like a, it's a very like what if situation. 526 00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:44,160 So like the long term relationship, like you tried it 527 00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:46,600 out and you guys have worked things, you've worked things out 528 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:49,600 and you've talked things through and you've kind of, you kind of 529 00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:51,720 came to a, an end point. Yeah. 530 00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:54,640 But for these short term things, you usually don't have those 531 00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:57,120 periods of like talking about it, working through it, like 532 00:24:57,120 --> 00:25:00,040 understanding each other on a deeper level to try to like grow 533 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:03,640 together. And then, you know, you break up 534 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,200 and it's like, Oh my God. Like we could have been so good. 535 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:08,360 You know, we could have, we could have been this, we could 536 00:25:08,360 --> 00:25:09,920 have been that. Like, why didn't it? 537 00:25:10,120 --> 00:25:13,480 Yeah, why didn't it go well? Do they give you an explanation? 538 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:17,120 I mean, yes. So what's like one of the 539 00:25:17,120 --> 00:25:20,520 explanations that you've gotten? I feel like she breaks it. 540 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:22,720 Off you feel like she does Yeah, I feel like. 541 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,000 It's. I mostly am. 542 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:28,160 I mostly am, but one of my one of my biggest crash outs was 543 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:30,440 someone who broke things off with me. 544 00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:34,000 Like sobbing on the ground, grabbing my hair, like screaming 545 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:35,960 at 2:00 in the morning. Like like. 546 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:40,240 So like so so cut up about this girl. 547 00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:43,840 Because you cared for her, or you won't, or you weren't used 548 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:45,520 to like being left. Well, this is. 549 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,320 OK, this is some tea. So it's that. 550 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:49,480 It's definitely that. It's definitely that. 551 00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:50,840 And you know what? It's. 552 00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:54,800 It was like the little. Like no one ants me, yeah. 553 00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:58,240 No one leaves me. But it was like, it was like 554 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:03,440 such a harsh rejection wound that was like, I don't hate 555 00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:05,880 saying triggered, but like. No activated. 556 00:26:05,920 --> 00:26:11,440 Almost, you know, because she was super avoidant and that 557 00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:14,440 brought out like me being super anxiously attached. 558 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,240 And so I really wanted to prove myself to her and I really 559 00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:21,680 wanted her to choose me and care for me and open up to me and be 560 00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:24,880 vulnerable and then get it. She never did. 561 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:27,880 And I was like, it's my fault. You know what I mean? 562 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,440 Like it's on me. Even though like she never said 563 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:32,320 it was me. She, you know, she was very 564 00:26:32,320 --> 00:26:34,640 transparent. It was like, I was like, Oh my 565 00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,320 God, like this is my fault. Like it's, I'm falling short 566 00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:41,120 somewhere, you know, because I couldn't get this person to love 567 00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:44,560 me how I wanted them to. Terrible, terrible. 568 00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:46,880 And also and also not true. No. 569 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:50,920 She's so not. True avoidance and and I can't 570 00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:54,520 fault her because she was very transparent about that from the 571 00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:56,160 start, which is what I'm trying to do now. 572 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,840 OK, so again, I've been on both ends of the spectrum where she. 573 00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:02,000 Took a page out of her book. I did well. 574 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:04,600 Now I'm looking back. I'm looking back at what she was 575 00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:07,400 saying and I was like, she did everything right. 576 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,240 I was just the crazy one that was like, but you want me right? 577 00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,600 Like you want me right? I was the crazy one. 578 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:15,240 I could be too. I would be. 579 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:16,840 You know. Also, like, you're not used to 580 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:17,600 that. Like you're the one that's 581 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:18,720 ending it. So it's like, you know, like. 582 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:19,960 I'm usually the one that's ending it. 583 00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:23,800 It usually is on my terms. And then if it's not, it's like, 584 00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:26,800 it's like the deepest, the deepest wound. 585 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:31,440 Question, when you're in these situations, ships when you know 586 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,880 that they have fallen for you, but they're not saying anything. 587 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,960 Yeah. Do you mention it to them? 588 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:42,600 Or do you just say, well, they're an adult, so they should 589 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:45,840 say something to me or I'm just going to have to take them at my 590 00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:48,680 word because sometimes you talk to these lesbians and you're 591 00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:51,880 like, it seems as though like, this has happened to me. 592 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,440 It seems as though you have developed feelings. 593 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:57,600 And if that's the case, we probably should stop doing this. 594 00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,280 And then they go, no, no, no, no, no, we should not stop doing 595 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:01,720 this. That's not the case, blah blah, 596 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:05,640 but in your heart you know it's a lie and then you're faced with 597 00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:09,200 the crossroads. Do I believe them as an adult or 598 00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:11,800 do I go with my instincts and break it off? 599 00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:14,640 No, unless you want to. That's on them. 600 00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:18,080 So what do you think? I'm AI am a pretty strong 601 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,880 believer in you know you're an adult, you can set your own 602 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,240 boundaries for yourself. You know your emotions far 603 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:24,760 better than I can interpret them. 604 00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:28,200 So like it is not my job to set your boundaries for you. 605 00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:33,160 However, I've been in their position where I will take 606 00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:36,800 someone in whatever form they give me that in. 607 00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:42,080 So I would say that if I'm noticing a pattern of their 608 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:44,160 words not really lining up with their actions, where they're 609 00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:46,680 saying like, oh, like, I'm cool with this being casual. 610 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,120 I'm cool with doing what we're doing. 611 00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:51,840 But like, they're getting jealous or like they're getting 612 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:53,920 upset when I'm not really texting them as much or I'm not 613 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:55,760 seeing them as often or, you know, this. 614 00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:59,600 Then the other thing then that to me is kind of an indicator 615 00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:01,640 that like, OK, we are on different pages. 616 00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:03,720 Yeah. And then at that point, when 617 00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:07,080 I've noticed a pattern, I feel like it is my responsibility 618 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,720 because they're clearly not doing anything about it. 619 00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:11,440 And I can tell that there's a difference in. 620 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:14,960 They're kind of. At like, what's it called like 621 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,000 when you're addicted to something? 622 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:18,960 Like addicted I guess. That's what I was going to say. 623 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:20,960 Yeah, it's addicted, I guess. What is? 624 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,920 For 700. I guess, I guess it's like, 625 00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:26,840 yeah, well, I guess that's what I'm trying to describe. 626 00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:28,880 I'm like, you really just don't have like they'll just do 627 00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:30,760 anything. You can't quit it, Stockholm. 628 00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:33,680 Like, no, no, you're right. It's it's literally addicted. 629 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:35,960 What is that? You're right, it's addicted. 630 00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:38,000 And I'm like, what is addicted? It's addicted. 631 00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:39,360 That's what I meant. OK, Yeah. 632 00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:41,520 So it's like, I guess it's your. I mean, it could be your 633 00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:43,440 responsibility. I'm a serial monogamist and 634 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:45,680 that's why I'm trying to be so casual with my dating right now 635 00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:48,960 and not lock down with anybody because I just hop from 636 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,520 relationship to relationship. What's the quickest that you've 637 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,600 gotten into a relationship with another lesbian? 638 00:29:54,160 --> 00:30:00,440 Oh my God. Well, relationship or like I 639 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:02,200 mean I've had a. Relationship. 640 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:04,840 I've had a relationship. Oh fuck. 641 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:10,920 Well, I mean, I don't know. I mean I I would break up with a 642 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:12,840 long term girlfriend and then probably hook up with someone 643 00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:17,680 the next day and. I'm a lesbian, I've realized. 644 00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:19,440 Is that? That's all I've ever done. 645 00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:22,280 That's like all I've ever. Done that a lot when I was when 646 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:25,280 I was younger. No, that's not crazy. 647 00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:27,440 I do that. Don't feel shame about it. 648 00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:30,160 Gasped and paused. I related. 649 00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:33,480 I related. I'm like, I'm sorry, I think 650 00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:35,360 it's pretty normal. The best way to get. 651 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:36,960 Over somebody is to get under somebody. 652 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:40,960 Else my mother used to say this. Talk about this for real, 653 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,120 because you know. What the man? 654 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,600 Words no, but this isn't but this is for real. 655 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:49,720 And actually this happens to me is that you mask it right? 656 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,120 So you break up and you're like, Oh my God, too much pain. 657 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:56,440 Too much pain. And I, you immediately go and 658 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:57,960 dive into another muff. Yeah. 659 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:03,280 And but it's just masking. And for that immediate moment, 660 00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:04,920 at least this is what happens for me. 661 00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:06,880 It feels wonderful, blah, blah, blah. 662 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,080 And then you realize, like, I don't want this person. 663 00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:12,080 And then they go away. And then you are left with the 664 00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:14,360 feelings and emotions that you never dealt with. 665 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:16,840 And then you actually have to deal with it. 666 00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:21,120 And that is a world of pain that I know I wasn't ready for. 667 00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:26,120 And then it finally hits you and you're like holy fuck. 668 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:27,760 You can't avoid it. You. 669 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:31,200 Can't avoid it. And you can, you can literally 670 00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:35,400 parade on Instagram like you are so happy and this and this and 671 00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:37,360 that, but it's just not true. Yeah. 672 00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:41,600 Like you have to deal with the pain of a breakup and you can 673 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:44,280 avoid and avoid and you can get under somebody else, but it's 674 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:48,080 like it's going to be there as soon as it hits you again. 675 00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:53,440 Yeah, the only way I've been able to fully get over somebody 676 00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:59,280 is by, I feel like. Overall, this is considered 677 00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:01,440 avoiding, but I have to. I'm talking to. 678 00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:05,440 One, yeah, we're avoidance. Me fucking too, but. 679 00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:09,600 I've genuinely gotten over people by just pretending like 680 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,600 they never existed. Yeah, are you kidding? 681 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:16,920 My whole life. I am never 1 to stalk someone's 682 00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:19,880 Instagram profiles. I'm never one to like make a 683 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:23,120 fake account and like go and check and keep tabs on them 684 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:24,800 because that. I do it for my friends. 685 00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,440 That's well of course, cuz. You have no emotional attachment 686 00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:29,800 to that I. Literally like if I like. 687 00:32:30,760 --> 00:32:32,640 Speak good, you can be a little. Spy. 688 00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,800 That's fine. I decide this goes for 689 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:38,120 friendships too. Like if I decide it's over, it's 690 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:38,960 over. I. 691 00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:42,480 Agree. But but I'm not again, it's like 692 00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:45,080 full circle because it's like it's not one of those things 693 00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:46,920 where it's like we were talking this earlier where it's like, 694 00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:49,200 I'm gonna be so fucking mean to you like that. 695 00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:52,040 No, you just don't exist to me like this person that I've said 696 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:54,720 that we've been I've been talking to again, it's been like 697 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,800 4 year. No, like I guess 2 1/2, three, 698 00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:01,040 almost three years and like I have no problem like when she. 699 00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:03,320 Did let her back. Yeah, like, it's totally fine. 700 00:33:03,320 --> 00:33:06,240 Like, that's OK. But like, when I decide it's 701 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:09,400 over and it's over, it's like, I'm not reaching out to you. 702 00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:11,480 I'm done. Yeah, I'm done. 703 00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:13,400 Yeah, I'll let you know how I feel and I'm done. 704 00:33:13,400 --> 00:33:15,440 And like, you know what, Maybe we revisit it in three years 705 00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:17,920 with like, a friendship or like whatever it is, I'm OK to do 706 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:19,160 that. But you'll always kind of be 707 00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:22,240 like at an arm's length for me. I think that I have to be done. 708 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:26,240 Over it, Yeah, That's, you know. That time, genuinely, you get 709 00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:29,120 over it, yeah, you get over it by not revisiting it, by not 710 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:31,000 reopening that wound. And like you, you, you 711 00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:32,560 genuinely. Because it's shut. 712 00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:35,280 Off I'm able to do like if they communicate later, I'm like 713 00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:38,120 yeah, whatever, yeah fine. But I think it is that shutting 714 00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:39,680 it off. I completely agree. 715 00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:42,720 I've, I've kind of like gone back and forth with myself on 716 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:48,840 that and like, you know, in some ways. 717 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:52,440 I feel like I should be able to, like, see someone's face and, 718 00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:55,360 like, deal with that pain that I feel looking at them. 719 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:59,600 But I also feel like that kind of sets me back. 720 00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:02,320 So I need, I need, I need lots of time away. 721 00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:04,000 I need to pretend like you don't exist. 722 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,680 So by the time I see your face again, it is such a far away 723 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:07,760 emotion. Yeah. 724 00:34:07,760 --> 00:34:09,239 Like, it's not even a thing anymore. 725 00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:11,000 And that to me is like, I've gotten over it. 726 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:12,840 Put it in a box. Baby, that's what I do. 727 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:14,760 Yeah, put it in a box. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 728 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:16,840 Yeah. I don't know if this is healthy 729 00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:18,000 or not. I don't know. 730 00:34:18,199 --> 00:34:20,000 I don't know, I'm usually able to do that. 731 00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:23,199 I put things in a box. It's probably easier to work 732 00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:25,960 through those emotions when they're not so heightened as 733 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:27,199 well. Like you, I agree with that. 734 00:34:27,199 --> 00:34:30,239 You can revisit those old relationships once you can look 735 00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:34,120 at it objectively and not. The sting is gone. 100% yeah. 736 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:36,159 So you can be like, OK, why did this happen? 737 00:34:36,159 --> 00:34:38,239 You can look at it and be like, OK, well they rejected me in 738 00:34:38,239 --> 00:34:40,400 this way or I felt this way with them. 739 00:34:40,639 --> 00:34:43,239 And you can look at it more like a like a problem you need to 740 00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:46,280 solve in a way to learn more about yourself, but you can look 741 00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,920 at it more objectively. It's hard when you're in it. 742 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:51,080 Yeah. Friendships, my gosh, chips, 743 00:34:51,120 --> 00:34:53,600 anything. It's so even like a shitty job. 744 00:34:53,679 --> 00:34:55,320 Yeah. It's like so hard to see things 745 00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:57,800 when you're fucking in it. And it's like once you get that, 746 00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:59,840 step away. But sometimes I feel like it 747 00:34:59,840 --> 00:35:01,720 could be months that it's like you have to step away from 748 00:35:01,720 --> 00:35:03,800 something to that, like, gain. I mean, years, yeah. 749 00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:07,040 Like some kind of clarity. But the sting has to leave 750 00:35:07,040 --> 00:35:09,280 before you can. I do believe it's like 751 00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:12,040 completely shutting somebody off is like the day that like you 752 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:13,880 can begin to heal. I agree hard. 753 00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:14,880 I agree. OK, OK. 754 00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:16,120 I'm feeling validated. OK. 755 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:20,040 I'm also crazy so I don't. Know yeah, you all the wrong 756 00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:23,720 ones. 3 crazy bitches yeah. It's like I'm actually, you 757 00:35:23,720 --> 00:35:24,160 know. What? 758 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:25,400 Well, yes, well, like that is exactly. 759 00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:28,480 Put it in a box in a box like it never existed. 760 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,000 Put it in a box like you. Never. 761 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:30,960 Feel like they're just like, wow. 762 00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:32,080 It's. Going in the vault? 763 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:34,400 Yeah, it's going in the vault. Yeah, absolutely. 764 00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,280 I don't know, it works for me. It's. 765 00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:39,760 Just kind of a it's kind of a lot of deep conversations, right 766 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:42,040 We. Always we always, we always go 767 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:44,920 where the wind takes us. OK, what is the craziest thing 768 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:47,360 somebody's done to like, try and keep you in this situation, 769 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:49,200 Chip? Oh, like what? 770 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:51,160 It has been like the Hail Mary of like, no. 771 00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:52,200 You're not leaving? Yeah. 772 00:35:52,240 --> 00:35:52,960 What? Hail. 773 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,760 Mary Yeah. Like you're not leaving. 774 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:57,560 And then they do. Does a romantic date do it for 775 00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:00,080 you or are you like Oh no I'll yuck Pew? 776 00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:03,440 Well, is this OK? Like a present to me. 777 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:05,000 Hail Mary is. Diamonds. 778 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:08,040 I'm like 1 foot out the door like they know I'm leaving. 779 00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:09,640 They know they're they know you're leaving. 780 00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:11,160 What are they doing to what are they like? 781 00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:14,800 What's the craziest thing? I know there's good ones. 782 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,400 No. No one I've dated has made more 783 00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:19,240 money than me. Whatever. 784 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:21,400 I've always made more money than people I've dated. 785 00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:22,720 Always. Like literally always. 786 00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:24,840 I don't think I've dated a single person ever in the 787 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:26,480 history of my life that has made more money than me. 788 00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:28,800 OK, somebody. Your sugar Mama I. 789 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:32,160 Love being sugar Mama. If I am obsessed with you, I 790 00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:34,120 will literally be like, here's my card, let's go shopping, buy 791 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:35,640 whatever you want. What? 792 00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,200 Yes, 100%. I love doing that. 793 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:44,240 My love language is gift giving. I fucking I love it so much. 794 00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:47,280 I'm such a like if you bring up like, oh, this is my favorite 795 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:48,720 animal. Every time I see a stuffed 796 00:36:48,720 --> 00:36:50,960 animal that is that favorite animal, I'm buying it and I'm 797 00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:53,440 giving it to you like I'm thinking of you. 798 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:56,440 I'm terrible with like with like telling people how I feel. 799 00:36:56,440 --> 00:36:58,920 So I will just buy them whatever they need. 800 00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:01,120 You need your car fixed. I will fucking pay for it like. 801 00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:02,280 When I was rent. Right. 802 00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:05,280 I will pay for your rent. Like, if I'm obsessed with you, 803 00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:09,080 head over heels for you. I will like, like, spend my last 804 00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:10,560 dollar on you. Yeah. 805 00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:12,560 I will, agreed I will. I'm back. 806 00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:15,280 So I was dating this girl. We were together for three years 807 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:23,760 and she had no job and whatever. So I sat her down and I was 808 00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:27,200 like, OK, you have to figure out what you want to do, I'll help 809 00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:30,480 you. And, you know, we kind of, like, 810 00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:33,240 figured out some stuff that she wanted to do. 811 00:37:33,240 --> 00:37:36,000 She was like, OK, I want to become a Barber. 812 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:38,040 I remember. I said OK, great, I'll put you 813 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:43,480 through Barber school. So I paid Barber school OK, And 814 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:46,000 I said I bought her a car. I remember. 815 00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:51,360 I gave her everything OK and I but this was under the premise 816 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,560 and she lived with me and I like paid for everything. 817 00:37:56,000 --> 00:38:01,480 But I said once you are like done with everything, your your 818 00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:06,320 first paycheck first is going to go to pay for the car and then 819 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,240 whatever and then you're going to live as an adult. 820 00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:09,720 You have to be an adult now. Well, it's not a. 821 00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:12,720 Loan, but like essentially once you start making money you take 822 00:38:12,720 --> 00:38:14,760 over the payments. OK, I see what you're saying. 823 00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:17,160 Yeah, yeah, yeah. When you can, When you can, you. 824 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:18,240 Will. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 825 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:22,880 And so finally, after I don't even know how long it was, it 826 00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:26,320 must have been like a year. I was going to say cosmetology 827 00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:28,000 is a year. I put it through the quick 828 00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:29,840 route, I think it was like 7 months. 829 00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:33,000 Well, no, no, no, the minimum, the fast route is one year so. 830 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,280 And I know because I fucking have. 831 00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:36,880 So it was like a year though, and then she had to pass the 832 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:38,760 test and then the whole thing blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 833 00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:44,760 So she passed it and then she found a job and the first 834 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:49,960 paycheck comes and I said to her, OK, it's your car. 835 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:52,600 Like it's time to pay the car. And she looks at me and she 836 00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:55,080 goes, I'm not going to pay the car. 837 00:38:56,080 --> 00:39:00,560 And I said, I'm sorry, what? And she said, yeah, I want a 838 00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:04,240 fucking tattoo. And I looked at her. 839 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:09,200 You're like after all I've done. And this is when you know, 840 00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:09,960 you're done. You're done. 841 00:39:10,160 --> 00:39:12,400 Yeah. And so I looked at her and I go, 842 00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:15,640 it's not a problem. Get out of my house. 843 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:21,040 Get out of my house, I go. You get the fuck out of my 844 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,160 house. Hey. 845 00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:24,520 No worries, I said this not a problem. 846 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:27,240 Pack your shit. You can go and go go buy your 847 00:39:27,240 --> 00:39:29,920 tattoo. Was she like, no. 848 00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:36,560 And then she literally preyed on my Latino family's good graces 849 00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:39,120 and literally begged my aunt to house her. 850 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,360 Oh yeah. And so my aunt and Christian, 851 00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:45,640 who's a Christian woman literally housed her for another 852 00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:48,120 year. You couldn't get rid of her. 853 00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:50,920 We couldn't get rid of her. She it'd be like Christmas was 854 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:55,520 coming and she'd just be there. And I was like, this is the 855 00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:58,880 Nightmare on Elm Street. Like I could not. 856 00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:03,040 I was like and. It was the most horrific. 857 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:05,880 There's actually nothing worse. There's nothing worse when 858 00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:09,000 you're just done because somebody has like savagely taken 859 00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:10,880 advantage of you. And then guess what? 860 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:14,640 She's found a loophole. She's found a loophole, and I 861 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:16,640 always do. And now she's at the family 862 00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:18,480 functions. There's they're con artists. 863 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:19,480 She's living in her. Auntie a little. 864 00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:22,800 In my aunt's house and they call me to be like, hey, guess what? 865 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,720 So and so's going to be at the family function your Sunday. 866 00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:28,800 And I go, no, she's not. And you're going to tell her 867 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:31,040 she's not going to be there. Right now, she has no fans. 868 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,800 Why would that be that they said they can't see no one here? 869 00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:37,560 How could you be so rough with? We are not, we are not the ones. 870 00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:40,640 You're not welcome here either, I said. 871 00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:42,120 So you went. She was there. 872 00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:47,360 Yes, I know. And I I would just and I would 873 00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:52,040 like go to the side and I go. You are using a good family like 874 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:54,600 you are. Was she like, and she was like, 875 00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:57,400 I I, you know, I don't know what bullshit. 876 00:40:57,400 --> 00:40:59,400 Yes. She was like, you kicked me off. 877 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:03,520 Like I was like, this is crazy, OK. 878 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:06,160 Well, I just asked. More yet. 879 00:41:06,240 --> 00:41:08,400 Can I just ask? Can I just ask without? 880 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:10,880 Where's she now? Yes, I don't know. 881 00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:13,040 She like unfollowed me. For now. 882 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:18,160 But my family still follows her. She doesn't have family, she 883 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:20,680 doesn't have anybody. She's coming, she does. 884 00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:23,360 You have a nice. New Year, she does have family. 885 00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,120 She has no family. She told them she doesn't. 886 00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:27,560 It's Christmas. It's Christmas. 887 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:31,040 Brother, it was the wildest shit ever to like go and have her be 888 00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,600 there and just be like and they're like, she's so. 889 00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:35,160 Nice. You don't have to be nice and. 890 00:41:35,240 --> 00:41:37,680 She is. She seems nice, like she seems 891 00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:39,120 like such. A sweet girl. 892 00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,400 Oh my God. I have a question. 893 00:41:42,040 --> 00:41:43,120 I don't know if you have to get this out. 894 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:46,200 Is it the the Jetta? Yeah, I put her on the fucking 895 00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:47,600 note to get her credit up. You did. 896 00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:49,280 It for her. That's why you have the Jetta. 897 00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:51,800 I literally did it because I was like, your credit is shit. 898 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:53,320 And you need help and you. Need help. 899 00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:56,360 So I put her fucking name on and now you have a Jetta and now I 900 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:57,240 have a fucking Jetta. I'm. 901 00:41:57,280 --> 00:41:59,400 Starting to agree with you that you should be dating. 902 00:41:59,960 --> 00:42:02,960 Yes, like a caliber up like something, I get it. 903 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,680 My dad told me that when him and my mom were first dating for her 904 00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:09,640 birthday, he got her all new tires for her car. 905 00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:12,200 And I think about that all the time because I'm like, I would 906 00:42:12,320 --> 00:42:15,240 love if someone did that for me. I like gifts like that because 907 00:42:15,240 --> 00:42:19,000 it's very like, it's useful. It's stuff. 908 00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:20,560 Yeah. It's a practical gift. 909 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:21,320 I love a. Practical. 910 00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:23,840 I love a practical gift. Some people get very offended. 911 00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:25,480 You know what I would love? A vacuum cleaner. 912 00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:30,160 I because listen the older my. Job and I love it but. 913 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,160 The. Older I get, the more practical 914 00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:35,240 the gifts I want get because I'm like, I don't want to spend 915 00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:36,360 money on that. Yes, and it's. 916 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:38,280 Like if I want something fun I'll buy it for myself at this 917 00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:38,960 point. Correct? 918 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:42,040 But like, I have not. I've never had an air fryer. 919 00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:44,000 So for Christmas this year I asked my parents for an air 920 00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,520 fryer and it's my favorite gift that they got me is an air 921 00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:49,040 fryer. Yeah, or like a great shower 922 00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:50,760 head. Oh my God no. 923 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:54,920 I always date people that have way less money than me and like 924 00:42:54,920 --> 00:43:01,440 one year I was dating this girl that had no job and shocking you 925 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:04,680 know, it's typical. But she had asked me what I 926 00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:08,280 wanted for Christmas and I said socks because I know I'm not 927 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:10,000 gonna buy myself socks. No, you're not. 928 00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:14,080 And I said socks and washcloths and the washcloths weren't even 929 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,160 for me. It's because I don't use 930 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:18,480 washcloths. But I was like, every time you 931 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:21,760 come over you ask for a washcloth and I have like 3. 932 00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:23,800 Like you use a loofah or something. 933 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:26,680 No, you just do my hand. OK, I have to actually tell you 934 00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:28,920 something. I was told by a dermatologist 935 00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:30,440 that that's actually the cleanest way. 936 00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:32,760 Yes. Because it is loofahs and stuff. 937 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:35,080 Harbor. Harbor pathogens and things like 938 00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:35,840 that. Yeah, I can't Dead. 939 00:43:35,840 --> 00:43:37,880 Skin, yes. So I just go hand. 940 00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:42,280 Yeah, everywhere Should you should Sorry, no, that's fine. 941 00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:45,600 Shout out you know be use hands someone. 942 00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:47,680 Will throw your things out, you know, ask my dermatologist. 943 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:52,120 But she requested, you know, these what are the hand towels? 944 00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:54,880 And so I was like, get hand towels so that when you come 945 00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:56,960 over and bathe to hear it, I don't have to hear about it. 946 00:43:57,200 --> 00:44:00,040 And then also I can shut the fuck up. 947 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:02,960 Yeah, like, yeah, right. I don't want to have to launder. 948 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:04,680 The Happiers. No, I just I. 949 00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:08,440 That would be the best gift if you would shut the fuck up. 950 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:10,800 Right, right. For yourself. 951 00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:13,480 Forget me, just shut up. I like that. 952 00:44:13,480 --> 00:44:15,280 Quit. Myself, a nice Christmas. 953 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:16,920 Gift that's actually very thoughtful of. 954 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:19,560 You. I thought so, I said. 955 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:23,280 The washcloths and socks. So one for me, one for you, and 956 00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,200 honestly, we're not talking about a great expense here. 957 00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:28,080 No. You know what is it 1299 for a 958 00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:30,240 roll of 10 you've. Actually really never asked for 959 00:44:30,240 --> 00:44:33,400 anything from any like that. I've seen Valentine's Day, 960 00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:35,040 birthday. I mean, you name it, you didn't 961 00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,560 get it. I got Christmas one time. 962 00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:40,040 Once, Yeah, Yeah. I think it's because they have 963 00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:42,200 no money. Oh, they find money for other 964 00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:45,600 things, don't they? Who? 965 00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:48,520 Listen, dog. All right, I think it's time we 966 00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:50,840 take a break. Yeah, dude, I'm terrible. 967 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:52,000 I think it's time for an odd break. 968 00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:56,360 Listen dog, I'm just saying you deserve gifts too. 969 00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:59,200 I would like gifts I would I don't even need. 970 00:44:59,200 --> 00:45:03,360 What do you call it? Monetary gifts you'd like like 971 00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:05,080 a. Sticky note even I feel like I 972 00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:09,280 like. A poem would be great like that. 973 00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:09,840 Bad. No, it's. 974 00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:12,640 Cute like a sticky note with like, like, I don't know, around 975 00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:14,040 the house. I feel like you would probably. 976 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:15,880 Or even if you. Sticky notes are cute. 977 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:18,600 You love sticky notes. Or even if you like, I don't 978 00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:23,080 know, took my card and bought groceries and like, made dinner. 979 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:26,280 Yes, acts of service. That's acts of service. 980 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:27,600 I love that too. Anything acts. 981 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,200 Of service, it's very thoughtful. 982 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,360 You know like or like cleaned your place for you. 983 00:45:31,480 --> 00:45:33,880 Yeah, like tidied up your place for you, made your bed, left a 984 00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:35,560 little No. Yes, clean. 985 00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:36,840 Love that. Oh, that's. 986 00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:38,600 Stuff. Cute, very cute acts of service. 987 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:44,320 So how are masks in these departments for you in the acts 988 00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:47,360 of Service? I have dated. 989 00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:49,200 Some people who are very, very thoughtful. 990 00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:53,920 And. The ones you were in love with. 991 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:56,320 Yes, the ones I I was in love with. 992 00:45:56,720 --> 00:45:57,560 Yeah, but this? Yeah. 993 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:01,200 I well, yeah, My, my long term relationship. 994 00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:04,280 She was very thoughtful, very, very sweet. 995 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:11,920 You know, it's weird because receiving acts of service and 996 00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:15,240 like gift giving and stuff like that, like receiving someone's 997 00:46:15,240 --> 00:46:18,280 love language from them when you're not fully into them 998 00:46:19,200 --> 00:46:22,920 doesn't really hit and it makes me feel kind of guilty. 999 00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:24,280 Do you know what I'm saying? Yes. 1000 00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,160 Do you know what I mean? Yes. 1001 00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:29,320 Because I, I can tell that they're, they're giving a lot to 1002 00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:34,160 me and to me. Like, obviously I appreciate it. 1003 00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:36,320 Obviously I appreciate it. But it would hit a lot more if 1004 00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,880 it was from someone that I was like, oh, I wish they would do 1005 00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:40,600 this and they do it, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1006 00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:42,480 But that's why I asked. Like, do you get it from the 1007 00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:44,200 people that you're like, madly in love with? 1008 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:48,920 I have, I've had, I've had good relationships where they were 1009 00:46:48,920 --> 00:46:52,240 very attentive and very sweet and very good to me. 1010 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:56,640 But. You're usually daddy. 1011 00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:59,760 I usually take care of everything and I usually like it 1012 00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:01,280 that way. I usually like it that way. 1013 00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:03,600 But like I said, I've I've never dated someone who made more 1014 00:47:03,640 --> 00:47:07,240 money than me. And I think I like the the 1015 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:11,440 bigger, like the grand gestures and like the the gift giving and 1016 00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:12,800 stuff. I don't think I've dated someone 1017 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:15,640 who like was able to match. That. 1018 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:18,520 Do you think that that would feel comfortable for you? 1019 00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:21,880 This is something that my therapist asked me. 1020 00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:25,120 It was really interesting. So she's like, do you think that 1021 00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:29,400 like you feel comfortable in that like power position and 1022 00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:32,200 that's why you choose these types of partners? 1023 00:47:33,480 --> 00:47:36,720 And I was even open a fucking Christmas gift without feeling 1024 00:47:36,720 --> 00:47:39,480 uncomfortable so like, I don't know. 1025 00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:43,960 Like for me receiving gifts is uncomfortable but I want it. 1026 00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:47,080 I do kind of get that, yes. Yes, but when it happens, it's 1027 00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:48,960 uncomfy. Yeah, or even singing Happy 1028 00:47:48,960 --> 00:47:51,680 Birthday. I am like my head, like I. 1029 00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:53,360 Feel guilty, I feel, I feel, I hate. 1030 00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:54,600 Being the center of attention, yeah. 1031 00:47:54,600 --> 00:47:57,040 I feel like I'm like, Oh my God, this was way too much money to 1032 00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,480 spend on this. But that might be a self esteem 1033 00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:01,200 thing. I know what you're probably. 1034 00:48:01,200 --> 00:48:02,680 Right where it's like, I it like it. 1035 00:48:02,720 --> 00:48:05,160 It all kind of tracks back to like, I don't deserve this. 1036 00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:06,640 Yes, 100. Percent, you know what I mean? 1037 00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:08,480 You're like, and you're and you're kind of giving that love 1038 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,280 because you want to show people you know that they deserve it. 1039 00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:14,560 Yes. Probably because you want that 1040 00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:16,000 back. Yeah, yeah. 1041 00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:19,480 So have you ever given a gift and you didn't get a thank you? 1042 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:22,520 I'd flip a table. Well, I want to thank you. 1043 00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:24,800 I want to feel. Appreciated and I want to feel. 1044 00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:27,680 I want to feel appreciated, like I did a good job. 1045 00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:28,760 Too. Yeah, I like the good. 1046 00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:30,640 Job. I love a good job. 1047 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,040 I really am. I love a good job. 1048 00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:35,640 Me too. But that's why when I'm like 1049 00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:38,240 mating and in bedroom activities, like it's really 1050 00:48:38,240 --> 00:48:43,440 hard to do it with like the silent partners who like give no 1051 00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:47,200 feedback when you're like I. Can't be cheered on. 1052 00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:51,760 Yeah, those are, those are no return for me because for me the 1053 00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:55,240 sounds that you're making are like my good job. 1054 00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:59,280 Sounds like when you say like fuck back, that's what you're 1055 00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:02,480 explaining. Right, this is exactly what it 1056 00:49:02,480 --> 00:49:03,760 is. Just clarifying there has. 1057 00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:07,120 To be you. Know a dance and you have to be 1058 00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:10,600 dancing with me, and audible noises are a part of that dance. 1059 00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:13,800 It's my good job, yeah. I'd love a good job. 1060 00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:17,080 I live for a good job. Love some praise, you know, I 1061 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:20,640 love to know that what I'm doing is worth both of our times. 1062 00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:25,120 Yes. Question, do you have straight 1063 00:49:25,120 --> 00:49:26,720 friends? Do you know any straight people 1064 00:49:26,720 --> 00:49:31,520 in the universe? No, my parents are straight I 1065 00:49:31,520 --> 00:49:34,440 think. Zero straight friends because 1066 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:38,560 you do a lot of rave content, like it's a part of your content 1067 00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,600 that you do. And there's so many straight 1068 00:49:41,600 --> 00:49:44,360 people at these raves. Yeah, and I'm sure there's 1069 00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:47,080 millions of people that think that you're their friend. 1070 00:49:48,520 --> 00:49:52,520 Well, yes, well, yeah. Sure. 1071 00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:57,040 You don't consider them. You don't consider them. 1072 00:49:57,240 --> 00:50:00,640 A point. Wait, no, of course I have 1073 00:50:00,640 --> 00:50:02,320 straight friends. Of course I have straight 1074 00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,160 friends. OK, I have plenty of straight 1075 00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:08,040 friends. I will say that most of the 1076 00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:13,720 women who gravitate towards me, if they are straight, they are 1077 00:50:13,720 --> 00:50:15,640 probably also like a little bit gay. 1078 00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:17,760 They want to have sex with you. No, not well. 1079 00:50:17,840 --> 00:50:20,320 All right. Well, you know, that's that's. 1080 00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:21,880 Probably that's their business I. 1081 00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:24,000 Think that's up to you. We don't ask. 1082 00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:27,960 We don't ask, but I also think that being an openly gay person, 1083 00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,560 people who are questioning tend to kind of gravitate towards me. 1084 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:33,720 So people who are straight but like maybe thinking that they're 1085 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:39,400 gay kind of probably want to get closer to me and, you know, not 1086 00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:42,040 to have sex with me, but just to kind of be like, you're a gay 1087 00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:43,640 person. Like what is that like kind of 1088 00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:44,560 thing? You know what I mean? 1089 00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:48,160 Cuz when I was younger and I saw other gay people, I was like, 1090 00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:51,040 what's going on with you? Yeah, but that was a magnet. 1091 00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:54,200 You know what's that all about? Because I you know, it's just 1092 00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:56,440 you're trying to learn, you're trying to observe. 1093 00:50:57,040 --> 00:50:59,520 And now these straight people that are gravitated towards you 1094 00:50:59,520 --> 00:51:01,880 straight women, do you fuck any of? 1095 00:51:03,720 --> 00:51:07,640 Them, you know, I don't think I've ever fucked a straight 1096 00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:08,920 woman. Ever. 1097 00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:16,360 I don't think so I've. If you're having like sex with 1098 00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:18,640 another woman and you're a woman, then like, you're by 1099 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,360 right? So you're just you. 1100 00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:22,200 You could be queer, you could be anything. 1101 00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:24,240 You could be curious. But you're not. 1102 00:51:24,240 --> 00:51:26,160 But you're not straight. You're not straight if you're 1103 00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:28,120 like, OK. So that's my question. 1104 00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:29,600 That's why I don't. Understand, although you could 1105 00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:34,800 be if you're curious after you lick a labia and you're like, 1106 00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:37,480 oh, that isn't for me. I really am straight. 1107 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:41,360 So you don't, I don't know, TBD. Oh, I guess that's a pretty good 1108 00:51:41,360 --> 00:51:43,320 way to describe it because I'm like, I just don't really 1109 00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:45,040 understand, but I guess that's a good way to. 1110 00:51:45,080 --> 00:51:48,280 Like how you, how you conclude, Yeah, where you, where you like? 1111 00:51:48,320 --> 00:51:50,840 You could be curious. You're definitely curious. 1112 00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,720 Yeah, yeah. I don't think 1 interaction 1113 00:51:53,720 --> 00:51:55,520 makes you one way or another either. 1114 00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:57,160 You know, yeah, I think, I think. 1115 00:51:57,160 --> 00:51:59,680 Plenty of people try a bunch of stuff out and then they're like, 1116 00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:01,560 that was from, that was for me, that wasn't for me. 1117 00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:04,640 And then, you know, you kind of, yeah, so curious that's based 1118 00:52:04,640 --> 00:52:06,640 off that or whatever. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1119 00:52:06,720 --> 00:52:08,680 It's a spectrum, we say. Oh, totally. 1120 00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:09,440 Yeah. So OK. 1121 00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:12,160 I would I would also say that the majority of people that I 1122 00:52:12,160 --> 00:52:17,840 have what you say like made-up, mated with, mated with have been 1123 00:52:17,840 --> 00:52:20,520 more masculine and usually when they're masculine presenting, 1124 00:52:20,520 --> 00:52:23,880 they are pretty gay. Yeah, they've already figured it 1125 00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:25,240 out. They've figured it out. 1126 00:52:25,240 --> 00:52:28,560 Through the process. Although I have hooked up with 1127 00:52:28,560 --> 00:52:31,440 mask people who have cheated on me with men. 1128 00:52:31,760 --> 00:52:33,560 They cheated, Yeah. Wait. 1129 00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:35,920 OK 'cause this is also so fascinating to me. 1130 00:52:35,920 --> 00:52:42,200 So OK, mask maters of yours cheated on you with men. 1131 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:45,360 I mean you are top daddy so. You know. 1132 00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:50,080 If they're bottom masks and they like to take strap. 1133 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:54,000 It's pretty. Are you strapping these bitches 1134 00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:55,440 down? You know. 1135 00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:58,840 OK, so you are. If they want me to, it's not, 1136 00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:00,480 I'll be honest, it's not where I shine. 1137 00:53:00,800 --> 00:53:03,560 It's not where I shine. God gave me two straps right 1138 00:53:03,560 --> 00:53:04,960 here. OK, Hand. 1139 00:53:04,960 --> 00:53:06,840 Straps. I've been bouldering a lot. 1140 00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,600 My forearms are getting stronger and stronger by the day. 1141 00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:11,920 Ladies, hit me up. You let me know. 1142 00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:14,120 You know, I've been bouldering a lot. 1143 00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:19,040 But if they, if they want me to, I will. 1144 00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:21,680 Yeah. Yeah, but I'm not, I'm not 1145 00:53:21,680 --> 00:53:23,320 reaching for it. You will oblige. 1146 00:53:23,320 --> 00:53:24,880 Why? Do you say you don't shine in 1147 00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:26,240 it? What do you think you can do 1148 00:53:26,240 --> 00:53:30,320 better in the strap arena? I just my, I'm just, I'm just 1149 00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:31,440 white. I just have. 1150 00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:32,880 Tighten the hips. I'm tighten. 1151 00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:36,440 You tighten the hips and then your swing isn't there. 1152 00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:41,040 I'm Caucasian and I don't have rhythm in my hips like I'm a bad 1153 00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,320 dancer. Me too. 1154 00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:44,400 I think that shows in my strap game. 1155 00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:46,720 This is such a good question. OK, do you I? 1156 00:53:46,720 --> 00:53:49,080 Can lay down with the strap on and they can and they can do 1157 00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:51,360 whatever they want. Sure, ride the pony. 1158 00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:52,880 That I can. I can shine there. 1159 00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:54,800 OK. And so I can match them. 1160 00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:58,360 Do you find that there's a different hip motion with 1161 00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,800 different ethnicities as a strap fever? 1162 00:54:04,320 --> 00:54:05,760 I'm sorry. Whoa. 1163 00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:12,560 Like the whites aren't as talented as other ethnicities in 1164 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,720 the strap giving. I've had some, I've had some 1165 00:54:15,720 --> 00:54:20,080 white masks bounce on it crazy style, if I'm being so honest 1166 00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:24,920 with you, like unprovoked just. Well, as receivers or as givers? 1167 00:54:25,840 --> 00:54:28,800 Bouncing on it while I'm wearing it. 1168 00:54:28,920 --> 00:54:32,400 OK, no, but I'm talking about givers when you're when you're 1169 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:35,120 receiving strap. When I'm receiving strap, yes. 1170 00:54:35,160 --> 00:54:38,000 Oh, who's better? Who's better at the at the pump 1171 00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:39,360 motion? Are the whites bad? 1172 00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:42,000 Are the whites bad at the pump motion of a strap? 1173 00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:45,400 No, I've had some pretty good ones. 1174 00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:47,240 I'm trying to think of bad ones that I've had. 1175 00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:49,520 And if they're white? Just wondering. 1176 00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:52,840 Yeah. It's hard to ask. 1177 00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:55,880 No, I've had I've had some pretty good ones that are that 1178 00:54:55,880 --> 00:54:58,080 are white, but that's how I know that they're sluts is because 1179 00:54:58,080 --> 00:55:00,640 they got they've got the practice, you know, because I'm 1180 00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:02,680 like, I know it's not in your blood to have this rhythm. 1181 00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:04,560 You've practiced this. You've perfected. 1182 00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:07,000 This it's cooked here. Someone fucking. 1183 00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:09,320 Many, many cooked. Right, right. 1184 00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,040 I'm getting strapped and I'm like, who was she? 1185 00:55:11,960 --> 00:55:16,280 Do you get upset when you know that they've cooked a lot? 1186 00:55:18,400 --> 00:55:20,960 No, I hope that they have, because then I benefit from 1187 00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:22,280 that. Yes, I agree. 1188 00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:23,240 From that, that's a good outlook. 1189 00:55:23,240 --> 00:55:25,680 I benefit from that. But it could be a double 1190 00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:29,160 standard because if you have cooked a lot, sometimes you know 1191 00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,720 people have double standards. A lot. 1192 00:55:30,720 --> 00:55:31,680 So I can't. I can't. 1193 00:55:31,720 --> 00:55:33,560 I can't talk shit. I can't talk shit. 1194 00:55:33,560 --> 00:55:37,080 No, I respect that because we have had guests who have cooked 1195 00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:39,640 a lot and don't like it when they're cooked. 1196 00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:42,360 Cooked, yeah. No, I think it's better when 1197 00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:45,200 we've both cooked because then we're both professional chefs, 1198 00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:46,280 we both know what to do in the kitchen. 1199 00:55:46,280 --> 00:55:49,160 That's shamans of the game. Shamans of the sport. 1200 00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:52,640 I've mastered. The Lesbian dark arts. 1201 00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:56,880 Of course, yes, of course. Hey and buy the Wrong Sauce 1202 00:55:56,880 --> 00:55:59,400 merch. It's available now on Wrong. 1203 00:55:59,640 --> 00:56:02,880 Saucepodcast.com. Yes, modeled by yours truly, 1204 00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:04,720 Yes, correct. Correct. 1205 00:56:04,720 --> 00:56:06,800 Modeled by the incredible V dot OK. 1206 00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:12,960 Yes, I love when I love when someone's someone has cooked. 1207 00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:15,000 You like a hoe? I do like a hoe. 1208 00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:17,320 I love a beloved member of the community because they know what 1209 00:56:17,320 --> 00:56:19,480 they're doing. And again, it's a collaboration 1210 00:56:19,480 --> 00:56:21,840 on a mentorship. So like, I want someone who can 1211 00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:24,040 match me, you know, who knows what they're doing. 1212 00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:27,560 And I want to walk someone through stuff like, I don't mind 1213 00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:31,000 telling someone what to do, you know, in the bedroom. 1214 00:56:31,720 --> 00:56:33,840 I think you should at first. I think that like I think. 1215 00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:36,040 You should at first, but I also know that people who are very 1216 00:56:36,040 --> 00:56:39,840 experienced, they'll just try stuff out until yes, until they 1217 00:56:39,840 --> 00:56:42,200 can tell that you like it. That's the common tell someone's 1218 00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:43,840 experience. It's like you don't really have 1219 00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:46,400 to direct them because they'll just kind of like run through 1220 00:56:46,400 --> 00:56:48,480 it. And they say, yeah, Oh yeah. 1221 00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:53,480 Compare it to when you are a bank robber and you go into I'm 1222 00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:57,520 done, dude, pussy robber. And you go into the safe, Yeah, 1223 00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:59,960 you know, and you have a pic lock, right? 1224 00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:04,600 There's multiple combinations that you can try, and one of 1225 00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:08,040 those is going to open the lock, Yes, but you have to try several 1226 00:57:08,040 --> 00:57:09,680 different things. But you only have a limited 1227 00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:12,160 amount of time, so you have to be good. 1228 00:57:12,240 --> 00:57:14,680 Yeah, at your craft. You have to know where to hit. 1229 00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:17,520 You have to know. You have to try every, you have 1230 00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:20,480 to educate a guess, but like different spots and you know, 1231 00:57:20,480 --> 00:57:23,240 like here's my road map. I know that I could do this, 1232 00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:26,640 this, this, this, this and this, and one of these is going to 1233 00:57:26,640 --> 00:57:31,240 open or maybe a combo is going to open the safe, yes. 1234 00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:33,520 Your brain is so magnificent. What? 1235 00:57:33,960 --> 00:57:35,400 Yeah. No, that's the perfect way to 1236 00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:36,640 describe it. And you know what? 1237 00:57:36,960 --> 00:57:41,040 Only Michelin chefs can do that. And only and when when you can 1238 00:57:41,040 --> 00:57:43,320 tell when someone's a Michelin chef, when they can, they can 1239 00:57:43,320 --> 00:57:46,840 run through the different locks. And and everyone is different 1240 00:57:47,280 --> 00:57:50,440 because and it's so complicated, but I love it. 1241 00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:55,200 I love it every time to figure out like, because it's almost 1242 00:57:55,200 --> 00:57:56,960 like it is, yeah. It's a puzzle. 1243 00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:59,440 It's like twist your sudoku, Sudoku, whatever. 1244 00:57:59,440 --> 00:58:02,880 This is my favorite. And it's like, oh, left hand 1245 00:58:02,880 --> 00:58:05,840 red, right hand green and then foot over here and then this and 1246 00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:06,840 that and then right, right, right. 1247 00:58:06,840 --> 00:58:09,400 And then you're like, OK. Still got. 1248 00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,840 It and that's a new thing actually. 1249 00:58:12,840 --> 00:58:17,120 And this has only happened 30s and up where I'm like, oh, OK, 1250 00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:22,320 cuz you perfect the different explosions because there's 1251 00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:25,520 internal external. There's a a million different 1252 00:58:25,520 --> 00:58:30,240 ways actually that a a woman can climax and you want to get all 1253 00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:34,960 of them in in a session if you know for fun. 1254 00:58:35,760 --> 00:58:39,080 Yeah, wow. I don't know if I've ever had 1255 00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:41,240 all of them in a single session. That's crazy. 1256 00:58:41,240 --> 00:58:43,880 I definitely haven't. Oh, that's crazy. 1257 00:58:43,920 --> 00:58:45,440 That is crazy. Really. 1258 00:58:45,440 --> 00:58:48,720 Yeah. Oh, that's like, that's the 1259 00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:50,240 goal. You need to teach a class. 1260 00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:52,120 You do need to teach a class. I believe that. 1261 00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:54,440 It's incredible. See, I thought that that was 1262 00:58:54,440 --> 00:58:55,840 like, it was like person by person. 1263 00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:58,520 I thought only some people can. I think that people just haven't 1264 00:58:58,520 --> 00:59:00,920 pushed themselves far enough because I can squirt. 1265 00:59:01,000 --> 00:59:05,840 Well, yeah, I mean me, me too. But not everyone has made me 1266 00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:08,000 the. No, not everybody has made me 1267 00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:09,880 either, because they don't. There's there's some people who 1268 00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:11,560 they just like, they do it all the time. 1269 00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:13,400 Like that's yeah, yeah, they can just. 1270 00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:16,120 Do that, mine's not listen. It takes It takes a second for 1271 00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,600 me to like not a second, but it takes a while for me to get 1272 00:59:18,600 --> 00:59:19,920 there. But it can be achieved. 1273 00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:22,360 Yeah, yeah, I would agree. I would agree for. 1274 00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:23,960 Me there are certain, so there's. 1275 00:59:24,200 --> 00:59:26,120 I believe this. I'm telling you there's certain 1276 00:59:26,120 --> 00:59:28,400 spots and certain combinations to the lock. 1277 00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:29,960 I believe it. I absolutely believe. 1278 00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:33,120 It and I'm telling you per the market research, but that's only 1279 00:59:33,120 --> 00:59:36,400 happened later in my life where I'm like got it. 1280 00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:39,560 Interesting. You're a master, you're a Max. 1281 00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:41,760 I'm just really passionate with the craft. 1282 00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:44,080 You're a Michelin chef. I agree with that. 1283 00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:46,680 You've earned your stars. But the only time it won't 1284 00:59:46,680 --> 00:59:50,800 happen is somebody who's very, very sexually repressed. 1285 00:59:51,480 --> 00:59:54,400 Sexually repressed how? So like I fucked a girl who like 1286 00:59:54,400 --> 00:59:56,640 had to keep her shirt on. Yeah, let's yeah. 1287 00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:59,240 So like that girl, you can't. Fully relax. 1288 00:59:59,360 --> 01:00:01,000 You can't get you can't get her there. 1289 01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:02,280 Yeah. Yeah, that's true. 1290 01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:04,120 So. Much of it is relaxing to be 1291 01:00:04,120 --> 01:00:07,400 able to like, enjoy, yes, I've found for myself anyway, I don't 1292 01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:09,080 know. But like any true slut, you can 1293 01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:10,360 take there. I think so. 1294 01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:13,080 That's a fact. I think so. 1295 01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:14,720 Any true slut you can take there? 1296 01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,160 Oh. Yeah, that's like fucked. 1297 01:00:16,160 --> 01:00:18,200 And it's and. A true slut is someone who just 1298 01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:20,640 goes buck wild. Just no, no, no. 1299 01:00:20,720 --> 01:00:23,920 Wild had like, a lot of practice and like, you know, it's like 1300 01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:25,000 fucked a lot, Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 1301 01:00:25,160 --> 01:00:25,600 OK. Yeah. 1302 01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:27,200 Well, I haven't fucked that much. 1303 01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:29,280 But yeah, I'm not saying that it doesn't happen with the other 1304 01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:29,880 ones. Yeah. 1305 01:00:30,160 --> 01:00:33,400 But I think that I, I really, I do, Yeah. 1306 01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:34,760 I don't know. I think it's being comfortable 1307 01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:37,480 with yourself. I think so much of it is that 1308 01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:39,400 totally. And when I say yourself, I mean 1309 01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:42,000 like your sexuality, like being OK with it, like everything. 1310 01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:44,520 I don't know. But it takes, I think that that 1311 01:00:44,520 --> 01:00:48,200 takes work too, because I do know people that are similar to 1312 01:00:48,440 --> 01:00:50,240 the shirt. Yeah, yeah, yeah, me too. 1313 01:00:51,000 --> 01:00:53,040 You know, what's interesting, though, is I held a class. 1314 01:00:54,760 --> 01:00:57,000 It was interesting because I was like, I don't know, you know, 1315 01:00:57,000 --> 01:00:59,800 maybe this is just me and the things that I sense, you know, 1316 01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:02,040 because I can sense ovulation in a woman. 1317 01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:07,200 Oh yeah, you're. I'm not even, that's not I'm not 1318 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,280 joking. No, I, I, I hear you. 1319 01:01:09,280 --> 01:01:10,240 How do you do that? Like a. 1320 01:01:10,240 --> 01:01:11,360 Wool. It's a texture. 1321 01:01:12,080 --> 01:01:13,480 What? Inside. 1322 01:01:13,480 --> 01:01:17,160 Yes, my, it's so fascinating that can. 1323 01:01:17,160 --> 01:01:19,840 I get a can I get a number like ballpark? 1324 01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:22,240 What do you mean? For your body count. 1325 01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:26,480 Oh, it's not crazy. So I'm a relationship girl. 1326 01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:30,480 Oh, so like so really I. Figured that you have figured 1327 01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:33,400 out all of this stuff because of long term relationships. 1328 01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:35,400 Yes, and really practicing with one person. 1329 01:01:35,400 --> 01:01:39,160 Correct, This is not so. This is not because I was like. 1330 01:01:39,760 --> 01:01:41,560 One night stands. A1 night stand girl. 1331 01:01:41,560 --> 01:01:45,760 This is because I literally like, was there with one person 1332 01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:48,920 and we were like perfecting everything. 1333 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:52,920 And then I took those skills and then would have other 1334 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:55,360 experiences and I was like, oh, this can translate. 1335 01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:57,000 And then, yeah. Because I'm like, there's no way 1336 01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:59,360 that you were able to figure out when a woman is ovulating unless 1337 01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:01,120 you're with the same woman. And you guys were like, you 1338 01:02:01,120 --> 01:02:03,680 know, yeah. Obviously different. 1339 01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:07,360 So what's crazy is I've only figured out ovulation in the 1340 01:02:07,360 --> 01:02:09,640 past five years. You collect things. 1341 01:02:09,640 --> 01:02:11,240 You collect things along the way. 1342 01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:14,960 And so in the past five years, it's like, I've noticed. 1343 01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:18,080 I was like, ah, I notice the difference in the texture and 1344 01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:20,160 this and that. And then, you know, I was having 1345 01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:22,560 sex with that girl the other day and I went in and I was like, 1346 01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:25,480 oh, you're ovulating. How funny. 1347 01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:28,960 And she was like, what the fuck? I am ovulating. 1348 01:02:28,960 --> 01:02:30,520 How do you know that That's psychotic? 1349 01:02:30,520 --> 01:02:32,080 And I was like, I can tell in a second. 1350 01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:34,880 I'm magic. No, yes, I'm not magic. 1351 01:02:34,880 --> 01:02:36,760 Said that. That would be freaky. 1352 01:02:36,760 --> 01:02:40,480 Yeah, maybe not. That would be freaky witch, 1353 01:02:40,760 --> 01:02:42,280 Yeah. Don't say it. 1354 01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:43,720 I was fucking the witch, yeah. Don't say it. 1355 01:02:43,920 --> 01:02:45,320 Yeah. Are you fucking a witch? 1356 01:02:45,400 --> 01:02:47,320 Yeah, she's a real witch. Real. 1357 01:02:49,480 --> 01:02:50,560 I'm afraid of her. Actually. 1358 01:02:50,560 --> 01:02:54,160 I like her. I'm afraid of her. 1359 01:02:54,760 --> 01:02:57,120 I like her. Like literally the last person 1360 01:02:57,120 --> 01:03:02,040 that did her dirty is bald and Oh my God. 1361 01:03:02,040 --> 01:03:04,600 And do you remember so OK, so I have to tell you this. 1362 01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:08,800 So I helped her move because we're friendly now, OK? 1363 01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:14,320 And I'm telling you, this is the most fucked up story. 1364 01:03:14,320 --> 01:03:16,560 I loved it. She was like, oh, go to my 1365 01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:18,480 bathroom and put these things in this box. 1366 01:03:19,160 --> 01:03:23,080 This is the witch. And I looked there and and then 1367 01:03:23,120 --> 01:03:30,160 I see that there's a jar below the sink where I'm supposed to. 1368 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:34,040 And I look at it and all of it says in Sharpie is body. 1369 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:37,880 It says, I love it. It says body. 1370 01:03:38,320 --> 01:03:43,280 And she just runs in and she goes, whoa, don't touch that 1371 01:03:43,280 --> 01:03:48,600 jar. And I look at her and I go, what 1372 01:03:48,600 --> 01:03:50,360 the fuck is that? I love. 1373 01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:52,560 This. And she was like, don't worry 1374 01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:54,400 about it. And I said no. 1375 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:56,560 I'm kind of worried. Like I'm supposed to put these 1376 01:03:56,560 --> 01:03:57,440 things. I was like, you know what? 1377 01:03:57,480 --> 01:03:58,960 I'm going to step out of the bathroom. 1378 01:03:59,360 --> 01:04:00,640 I'm going to step out of the bathroom. 1379 01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:02,320 I'm going to remove myself because. 1380 01:04:03,160 --> 01:04:05,600 Seems private. It just seems like I shouldn't 1381 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:09,840 be there. It just seems body, body who's, 1382 01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:17,120 She explained, She said. You texted me but I forgot. 1383 01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,800 Yeah, I think she explained it kind of, but she didn't get into 1384 01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:21,480 it fully. No, you can't, because then it 1385 01:04:21,480 --> 01:04:24,240 won't. Yes, but it was something an X 1386 01:04:24,240 --> 01:04:28,880 of hers and she had put, she had whispered something in the jar. 1387 01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:31,160 That's what it was. She whispered something in the 1388 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:35,400 jar, put something in it, sealed it, labeled it body. 1389 01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:37,760 That's like my. Spit thing and put it in the 1390 01:04:37,760 --> 01:04:40,440 fucking yeah. Yeah, I love her. 1391 01:04:40,440 --> 01:04:43,760 She's like a smart woman. Like I love that she. 1392 01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:46,440 Has her ducks in a row. I love her. 1393 01:04:47,120 --> 01:04:48,200 Shout out. I did. 1394 01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:51,120 I did have a friend that went into her girlfriend or like her, 1395 01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:54,840 like witchy hookups girlfriends kind of thing, into her freezer 1396 01:04:54,840 --> 01:04:57,760 and found other stuff with like people's names on it, including 1397 01:04:57,760 --> 01:04:58,920 hers. It works. 1398 01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:01,720 She found her. Name on her name and like three 1399 01:05:01,720 --> 01:05:06,000 other girls names in the freezer with like witch like witch 1400 01:05:06,000 --> 01:05:08,080 bottles or something or like in the fridge or something like 1401 01:05:08,080 --> 01:05:09,920 that. It's like freezers written on 1402 01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:11,440 them. I'm shocked she found her name 1403 01:05:11,440 --> 01:05:13,960 because if they put her in the freezer then that means she 1404 01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:15,880 shouldn't be there. As the freezer like. 1405 01:05:15,880 --> 01:05:18,480 Freezer's like Freezer's like. You're dead, you're gone. 1406 01:05:18,480 --> 01:05:20,200 You're out of my life. You're iced out. 1407 01:05:20,240 --> 01:05:22,160 You're iced out like that. Oh my goodness. 1408 01:05:22,160 --> 01:05:25,080 So the fact that she saw it means it wasn't a powerful 1409 01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:26,680 witch. Yeah, maybe not. 1410 01:05:26,680 --> 01:05:28,640 It was a fake witch. We we did. 1411 01:05:28,640 --> 01:05:30,360 She didn't. Really believe it when she put 1412 01:05:30,360 --> 01:05:32,000 it in the freezer. It could have been that too, 1413 01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:33,520 because you really. You have to believe. 1414 01:05:33,600 --> 01:05:36,080 It maybe it was new, maybe she just did it and then like. 1415 01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:39,280 Do you know this witch? I don't know the witch, I don't 1416 01:05:39,280 --> 01:05:40,280 know the witch, I know the friend. 1417 01:05:40,400 --> 01:05:42,520 How's your friend doing? She's fine. 1418 01:05:42,560 --> 01:05:45,520 She's dead. She's honest, Careful. 1419 01:05:45,920 --> 01:05:47,000 I'm not. I'm not. 1420 01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:50,200 Died actually. You know that's that's happened 1421 01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:51,160 actually. No, I don't. 1422 01:05:51,240 --> 01:05:53,240 She's fine. She's like, she's fine. 1423 01:05:53,280 --> 01:05:55,440 She's okay. People, people have died from 1424 01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:58,080 being put in the freezer. Seriously. 1425 01:05:58,080 --> 01:06:01,320 Yeah, plenty, plenty of people. You mean like witch wise? 1426 01:06:01,320 --> 01:06:04,160 Yes, Yeah. I don't know. 1427 01:06:04,160 --> 01:06:06,160 I think I've done the egg thing where you crack an egg and you 1428 01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:06,960 put it I've. Heard of it? 1429 01:06:06,960 --> 01:06:07,720 I hadn't done it. I. 1430 01:06:07,880 --> 01:06:09,760 Don't know what that is. It's interesting because it's 1431 01:06:09,760 --> 01:06:11,440 very Latina. You should ask your mom. 1432 01:06:11,480 --> 01:06:13,120 I've seen the egg thing because I don't know what it. 1433 01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:13,920 Means. Bruha. 1434 01:06:13,920 --> 01:06:17,160 Shit, you know right, Bruha? Yeah, Bruhariya. 1435 01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:19,920 Bruhariya. I love it, Your accent, it's 1436 01:06:19,920 --> 01:06:21,760 like witchy shit. So what do you do? 1437 01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:24,120 Bruhari is witch and then Bruhariya is like witchy. 1438 01:06:24,120 --> 01:06:25,480 Yeah, right. What's witchcraft? 1439 01:06:26,440 --> 01:06:28,200 Bruhariya is like. Is. 1440 01:06:28,200 --> 01:06:30,520 Witchcraft is like witchcraft. Yes, yes. 1441 01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:33,760 Got it. all-encompassing and and and and. 1442 01:06:33,760 --> 01:06:35,560 The egg thing is what you crack it open. 1443 01:06:35,560 --> 01:06:38,360 It's a cleanse and you like you take the egg and I think you put 1444 01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:41,520 it in like vinegar or water, you pour it in and then if like 1445 01:06:41,520 --> 01:06:43,080 there's white. No shell or no shell? 1446 01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:44,880 No shell. You see what happens to the yolk 1447 01:06:44,880 --> 01:06:47,800 in there, and what happens to the yolk tells you. 1448 01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:49,400 Like if there's something on you. 1449 01:06:49,400 --> 01:06:51,800 What's going on? Oh, so you know. 1450 01:06:52,800 --> 01:06:54,040 It's something. I've done it. 1451 01:06:54,800 --> 01:06:57,400 Maybe I maybe I took a picture and sent it to ChatGPT and had 1452 01:06:57,400 --> 01:06:59,800 ChatGPT interpret it. Maybe I did that. 1453 01:07:00,240 --> 01:07:01,280 Maybe. What did the chat? 1454 01:07:01,280 --> 01:07:02,600 Maybe I'm the reason? Maybe. 1455 01:07:02,600 --> 01:07:05,120 I'm using ChatGPT to our. Fullest, yeah. 1456 01:07:05,400 --> 01:07:07,360 Wait, you know what? Maybe we're the reason that it 1457 01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:10,440 was 75° on Christmas. Maybe we are because we're using 1458 01:07:10,440 --> 01:07:11,520 AI so much. I know I. 1459 01:07:11,520 --> 01:07:14,000 Not, not us. You guys are using ChatGPT? 1460 01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:16,680 I mean not enough I guess. No, we're actually not. 1461 01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:19,920 Whoops. My bad, I'm using it for egg 1462 01:07:19,920 --> 01:07:22,200 glance. I love that. 1463 01:07:22,200 --> 01:07:23,920 No, that's what I'm saying. Like we're not using it to the 1464 01:07:23,920 --> 01:07:25,960 full potential. Remember when I found to? 1465 01:07:25,960 --> 01:07:27,640 Step it up. We have to step it up. 1466 01:07:27,640 --> 01:07:29,200 We got to get to 80° next Christmas. 1467 01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:31,120 I mean, like, we got to make everything even hotter. 1468 01:07:31,200 --> 01:07:34,160 So you can ask ChatGPT about witchcraft spells. 1469 01:07:34,160 --> 01:07:36,600 You can ask ChatGPT about literally. 1470 01:07:36,640 --> 01:07:37,920 Anything. That's what I'm saying. 1471 01:07:37,920 --> 01:07:40,160 Yeah, but sometimes it's like I can't answer that. 1472 01:07:40,720 --> 01:07:42,360 Well if it's for if it's. Well. 1473 01:07:42,760 --> 01:07:45,680 I had ChatGPT write a High School Musical fan fiction for 1474 01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:50,040 me explicitly. Well, I submitted my old High 1475 01:07:50,040 --> 01:07:52,360 School Musical fan fiction to my ChatGPT and I said can you 1476 01:07:52,360 --> 01:07:54,280 expand on this? And it's a threesome between 1477 01:07:54,280 --> 01:07:58,480 Troy, Chad and Ryan having like, gay sex like Ryan's getting 1478 01:07:58,480 --> 01:08:02,480 Eiffel towered by Troy and Chad. I'm like, don't tell anyone and 1479 01:08:02,480 --> 01:08:05,440 then you can sell this. And so I had, I had ChatGPT like 1480 01:08:06,160 --> 01:08:10,880 write a very, it's like the most graphic fan fiction I've ever 1481 01:08:10,880 --> 01:08:13,280 seen Before there were like restrictions on ChatGPT. 1482 01:08:13,400 --> 01:08:17,000 There's restrictions. Did you bang your clam to the 1483 01:08:17,000 --> 01:08:20,279 revised fan fiction? No, I didn't bang my clam to it 1484 01:08:20,279 --> 01:08:22,399 because it doesn't see OK. So I'll write. 1485 01:08:22,399 --> 01:08:25,120 I'll write gay fan fiction like Guy on Guy because it doesn't do 1486 01:08:25,120 --> 01:08:27,080 anything for me, doesn't make me feel creepy because I don't feel 1487 01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:29,520 anything for it. It's like purely comical. 1488 01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:32,120 You know what I mean? Like it's purely comical because 1489 01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,680 guy on guy stuff to me like doesn't, doesn't do anything. 1490 01:08:34,680 --> 01:08:36,920 If I was writing lesbian fan fiction, part of me would be 1491 01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:40,439 like, I'm a little like, I'm comfortable doing this because I 1492 01:08:40,520 --> 01:08:42,600 I like it a little too much. Isn't that the point? 1493 01:08:44,080 --> 01:08:45,760 But she's in this. She's doing it writing. 1494 01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:47,040 I'm doing it for. Comedy. 1495 01:08:47,040 --> 01:08:49,319 I'm doing it for comedy. I'm doing it for like shock 1496 01:08:49,319 --> 01:08:51,319 factor. She's in writing mode like. 1497 01:08:51,439 --> 01:08:54,200 Like in in my fan fiction, like Troy and Chad. 1498 01:08:54,200 --> 01:08:55,439 You guys know who Troy and Chad are? 1499 01:08:55,439 --> 01:08:56,920 Yes, Troy Bolton. I know, Troy. 1500 01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:58,560 Bolton I don't know Chad, but I've said. 1501 01:08:58,560 --> 01:09:00,640 Chad's Corbin Blue. Afro. 1502 01:09:01,680 --> 01:09:04,600 Ryan Ryan, the Gay one, Sharpay's brother. 1503 01:09:04,600 --> 01:09:06,439 Sharpay's brother. Sharpay's brother locked in? 1504 01:09:06,520 --> 01:09:09,720 Yes. So they're Eiffel towering him 1505 01:09:10,080 --> 01:09:13,160 and when while they're coming they count down and go 123 and 1506 01:09:13,160 --> 01:09:16,120 then while they're coming they go go Wildcats and they come in 1507 01:09:16,120 --> 01:09:18,359 him while they're Eiffel towering him. 1508 01:09:18,479 --> 01:09:21,000 And that's why they're funny. Have you ever been involved in a 1509 01:09:21,000 --> 01:09:25,439 lesbian Eiffel Tower? Oh God. 1510 01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:29,640 We won't say in what capacity, not the exact. 1511 01:09:29,640 --> 01:09:32,399 Shape I've done I've done something similar. 1512 01:09:32,399 --> 01:09:35,160 A rendition but. I would love to get passed 1513 01:09:35,160 --> 01:09:37,920 around by a rugby team or something, you know what I mean? 1514 01:09:38,120 --> 01:09:40,319 Just like pass. Like a rugby team gangbang. 1515 01:09:40,399 --> 01:09:42,920 Yeah, yeah. Or like a softball team or like 1516 01:09:42,920 --> 01:09:45,040 a soccer team or something. I would love to just get passed 1517 01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:48,240 around like a cigarette in jail by just like I like that a. 1518 01:09:48,319 --> 01:09:50,960 Bunch, I love that. By a bunch of athletic lesbians. 1519 01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:53,920 I would love that. Just used up, sure. 1520 01:09:54,120 --> 01:09:56,000 Athletic lesbians. Yeah, there's something about 1521 01:09:56,000 --> 01:09:56,720 that too. Yeah, yeah. 1522 01:09:56,720 --> 01:10:00,280 Yeah, yeah, I would love that. I would love that. 1523 01:10:00,280 --> 01:10:02,240 It was National Lesbian Day the other day and I was like, how 1524 01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:04,680 you guys celebrating? I'm just going to find a rugby 1525 01:10:04,680 --> 01:10:07,640 team to pass me around. This is a subsection of films 1526 01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:09,800 that I think is lacking, by the way. 1527 01:10:09,800 --> 01:10:14,960 So that is a lesbian film that I would love to watch because 1528 01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:19,880 there's always, there's always, you know, like men gangbang 1529 01:10:19,880 --> 01:10:22,400 trains and things like that where like, the dudes are like, 1530 01:10:22,400 --> 01:10:24,960 waiting to like, bang the girl and they, yeah, like a turn. 1531 01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:29,440 But I would love for there to be a subsection of, like, lesbian 1532 01:10:29,440 --> 01:10:32,760 film where they're all waiting. Oh yeah. 1533 01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:35,520 But like, waiting in line to have their turn with this one. 1534 01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:38,720 There has to be. Like it has to be like you did 1535 01:10:38,840 --> 01:10:41,760 mouse. Find it for me Find it for me it 1536 01:10:41,800 --> 01:10:43,400 has. To be like, it has to be like 10 1537 01:10:43,400 --> 01:10:46,280 mask athletic lesbians and then one little twink femme, which 1538 01:10:46,280 --> 01:10:49,240 would be me, you know, I'm a. Twink right, right, right and 1539 01:10:49,240 --> 01:10:50,880 the perfect I. Actually would like to know. 1540 01:10:50,880 --> 01:10:52,920 I would love this. I would. 1541 01:10:53,360 --> 01:10:54,760 If you can find it, send me the link. 1542 01:10:54,760 --> 01:10:56,600 Yes, send like you go for research. 1543 01:10:56,600 --> 01:10:58,800 Send me the link. For research I'm going to put it 1544 01:10:58,800 --> 01:11:01,840 on eBay and be like if any rugby teams are interested in doing 1545 01:11:01,840 --> 01:11:05,000 this off camera with me please let me know, right? 1546 01:11:05,320 --> 01:11:07,320 Privately. Let me know privately. 1547 01:11:07,560 --> 01:11:11,560 Here's my here's my name and my Social Security number and my 1548 01:11:11,560 --> 01:11:13,280 address. You can just show up whenever 1549 01:11:13,280 --> 01:11:15,320 you want. Yeah, but we should think about 1550 01:11:15,320 --> 01:11:17,680 directing a film like this if it doesn't exist. 1551 01:11:17,920 --> 01:11:20,520 I'll let you guys know. If you guys know any rugby teams 1552 01:11:20,520 --> 01:11:22,840 or or soccer teams? Or yeah, and obviously we don't 1553 01:11:22,840 --> 01:11:25,680 have to cast you, but we can cast somebody to fill, you know, 1554 01:11:25,680 --> 01:11:27,560 the role of V dot. OK, well. 1555 01:11:27,560 --> 01:11:31,120 I'm going to get jealous. That's fine, gonna hate her with 1556 01:11:31,160 --> 01:11:32,200 Oh my God. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1557 01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:33,880 That's fine. I'm gonna, I'm gonna wish she 1558 01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:35,960 died. Pay yourself if you choose to be 1559 01:11:35,960 --> 01:11:38,200 in it. That's true or what she's what's 1560 01:11:38,200 --> 01:11:42,640 gonna happen is right is that we cast the the V dot OK character 1561 01:11:43,120 --> 01:11:48,040 and then she's getting upset and the film has to stop because you 1562 01:11:48,040 --> 01:11:50,160 run in. Yeah, I grab her by her hair, I 1563 01:11:50,160 --> 01:11:53,720 pull her extensions out and I'll be in honor, I said. 1564 01:11:53,720 --> 01:11:55,160 What are you doing with my rugby team? 1565 01:11:55,240 --> 01:11:56,440 That's. My role. 1566 01:11:56,800 --> 01:11:59,040 That's mine. Yeah, that's my rugby team. 1567 01:11:59,040 --> 01:12:00,360 Get the. Fuck out of here you little hoe. 1568 01:12:01,480 --> 01:12:03,640 Is what I would say to her. Yeah, but you guys would have to 1569 01:12:03,640 --> 01:12:05,840 make out a little bit. Yeah, well, of course. 1570 01:12:06,640 --> 01:12:08,720 Well, I mean, I'm I'm beating on her and then I'm kissing. 1571 01:12:08,720 --> 01:12:10,240 Her yeah, yeah, yeah. It's just lovingly. 1572 01:12:10,240 --> 01:12:12,440 It's a loving beat down. We're doing hand stuff. 1573 01:12:12,640 --> 01:12:14,640 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Beating on each other. 1574 01:12:14,640 --> 01:12:15,960 We're doing hand stuff. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1575 01:12:16,520 --> 01:12:19,560 And this is all in the script. Yeah, it's all. 1576 01:12:19,680 --> 01:12:21,960 Part of the foreplay and then the rugby team has their way 1577 01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:24,920 with us. And then it becomes like a dual 1578 01:12:24,920 --> 01:12:26,120 share. Yeah, yeah. 1579 01:12:27,960 --> 01:12:29,880 Where are these films? I loved you. 1580 01:12:30,240 --> 01:12:34,080 Guys, where are these films? Anyways, we're going to wrap it 1581 01:12:34,080 --> 01:12:38,400 on that wonderful Fiesta fantasy of a film. 1582 01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:41,000 V dot. OK, As always, this has been an 1583 01:12:41,000 --> 01:12:43,640 incredible ride. Thank you so much. 1584 01:12:43,840 --> 01:12:47,400 It has been up, down, left, right. 1585 01:12:48,920 --> 01:12:52,760 Missionary Doggy 69. And it's always a true pleasure. 1586 01:12:52,920 --> 01:12:57,040 Of course it always is. Thank you so much and as always, 1587 01:12:57,040 --> 01:12:59,120 we say. Adios.