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This is ERC Sundays, the 
messages at Emmaus Rd. 

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Church in DeWitt, Iowa. 
ERC is a Church of people 

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striving to grow in Jesus and 
make him known to others through

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our faith, words and actions. 
Find out more about our church 

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at emmausrdonline.org. 
Here's this week's message. 

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We get started this morning we 
to just run us backwards a 

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little bit. 
We have been in the book of Acts

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for quite some time and it's 
been an interesting ride so far.

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We've watched the church 
multiply through through means 

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that on the surface look really 
great. 

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You know, just people getting to
meet Jesus for the first time. 

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But we've also seen the church 
multiply in ways that on the 

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surface don't look so great. 
It looks like dispersion and it 

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looks like people getting kicked
out of places and they're in 

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danger and all these kinds of 
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But we recognize then that God 
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He does his good. 
No matter what is happening in 

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the world. 
There is nothing that can 

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dissuade him or stopping him 
from his mission and doing the 

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good that he knows he wants to 
do. 

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And that ultimate good is making
Jesus known. 

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That is our mission here. 
In fact, it's to know Jesus and 

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to make him known. 
And so God is doing that through

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any means necessary, both what 
we would say, good or bad. 

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And it's been, it's been 
interesting to watch that 

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happen. 
In particular, last week, Pastor

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Matt, he did, gosh, I'm not 
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think he did a masterful job 
teaching us the importance 

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through Paul's story, through 
his life, the importance of 

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speaking God's word. 
No matter what we saw, we saw 

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the early stages of, of Paul 
doing just that, even if even at

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the cost of his life, even when 
he's in danger and all these 

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sorts of things. 
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for the better part of 20 years.
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working through the series for 
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be almost 20 weeks by the time 
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also recognize that the number 
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is pretty substantial. 
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dealt with hardship that we 
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we'd probably prefer not to 
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and being thrown in prison and 
riots and everything in between.

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He's experienced these things. 
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and true, the word of God. 
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boldness and courage. 
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nothing to stop him yet because 
and that, and that's the point 

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when God gets involved, doesn't 
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going to do what he wants to do.
And on our best days, we want to

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be involved in that. 
We want to be involved in that. 

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And so I would, I would tell you
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part of our call as Christians. 
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that in a, in a bigger sense 
today, but is absolutely our job

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or our call to be ambassadors 
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If we know Christ, if we confess
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we ought to want to make him 
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I know how awkward that is 
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And we've had some of these 
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of Acts. 
But we have to keep pressing in.

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We have to keep pressing in 
because the the world as you 

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know, it is not a safe place. 
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Christianity is all out 
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There's danger to it and we have
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We have to be OK with that. 
How do we make ourselves OK with

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How do we work through that? 

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Well, over the next two weeks, 
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that out. 
I'll tell you right now that 

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what I'm going to tell you 
today, it's actually part one of

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two. 
I would consider the next two 

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weeks really just one big topic 
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And I would love to deliver all 
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But you have lunch plans. 
I'm sure you have places you 

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need to go. 
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really this moment in Paul's 
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into two different sermons. 
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today, it's going to feel like 
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cliffhanger. 
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Otherwise we'd be here longer 
than maybe your stomach would 

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allow you to be. 
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before we get to the text, one 
of the things that's really true

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about us as people in our faith 
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pressures of fitting in and not 
speaking the name of Jesus, how 

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we respond. 
What that will do if you're 

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paying attention, is it will 
tell you something about what 

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you believe about God and what 
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right? 
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all powerful, holy and he always
has my best in mind and and that

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my future is secure no matter 
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what happens in the inside the 
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this earth. 
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securely fastened to his grace 
and he will give me life, man, 

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it makes those conversations 
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I have to ground myself in that 
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reality. 
His grace is my ultimate 

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reality. 
The life that he wants to give 

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me is, is ultimate reality. 
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think, as Matt said last week, 
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it makes those things a lot 
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It makes those conversations way
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listen, as you listen to the 
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things in the back of your head,
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Because I'm sure, very 
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that we all have friends and 
family that man, we would, we 

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would love them to know Jesus 
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And there's something that is 
hindering us from having those 

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conversations, you know. 
So take that in for what you 

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want for now. 
But as we hear the story of Paul

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and, and what he's going to do 
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through in order to do it, I 
hope it's inspiring, but not 

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inspiring like a Ted Talk, like,
Oh yeah, I'm feeling really good

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now. 
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scared. 
No, it should be inspiring in 

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the sense that we see the God 
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powerful and we know he's for 
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And that can really shape the 
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we live. 
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where we're going today. 
We're going to look at this text

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ultimately through three lenses,
being bound by the spirit, being

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free from the law. 
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broken heart heals them all. 
Gosh, that when I wrote that, I 

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was like that rhymes. 
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but it's true. 
It's true. 

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These are these are the ways 
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text that we're going to read 
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So sorry about the Doctor, 
Seuss, but it'll be OK. 

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Yeah, let's let's go ahead and 
read the text for today. 

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We're in Acts chapter 21. 
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and then 17 through 22 reading 
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When we had finished the voyage 
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Ptolemais, and we greeted the 
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for one day. 
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we came to Caesarea, and we 
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Evangelist, who was one of the 
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He had four unmarried daughters 
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While we were staying for many 
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came down from Judea, and coming
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he bound his own feet in his, in
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And he said, Thus says the Holy 
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Jerusalem will bind the man who 
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into the hands of the Gentiles. 
When we heard this, we and the 

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people there urged him not to go
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Then Paul answered, What are you
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We've been in breaking my heart.
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imprisoned, but even to die in 
Jerusalem for the name of our 

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Lord Jesus. 
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persuaded, we ceased and said, 
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done. 
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the brothers received us gladly.
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Paul went in with in with us to 
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present. 
After grieving them, he related 

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1 by 1 the things that God had 
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his ministry. 
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glorified God, and they said to 
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thousands there are among the 
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and they are zealous for the 
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And they have been told about 
you, that you teach all the Jews

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who are among the Gentiles to 
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to circumcise their children or 
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What then is to be done? 
They will certainly hear that 

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you have come. 
Here ends the reading of God's 

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Word. 
This is this is quite a moment 

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that Paul is living with. 
And what I again, I think one of

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the things that we're going to 
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in the sense of being bound by 
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are bound to our convictions 
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that can actually change the 
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Let me give you a couple 
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In 1775, Benjamin Talmadge said 
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Revolutionary War that our holy 
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a glorious country, and a happy 
Constitution is what we have to 

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defend. 
Nathan Hale was so inspired that

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he went on to become a spy for 
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War, and this is what he said 
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I only regret that I have but 
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Wow. 
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conviction can do for a person, 
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It's fascinating. 
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Rosa Parks in 1955, she had the 
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seat where a white person wanted
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to move, she refused. 
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She was bound by the belief that
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are made in the image of God. 
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and because of that she refused 
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She would later go on to say 
stand for something or you will 

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fall for anything. 
Today's mighty oak is 

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yesterday's nut that held its 
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Small decisions can change big 
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They really can, especially when
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convictions of our hearts that 
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Let me give you one more. 
This is much more recent. 

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John MacArthur, pastor in 
California, who just very 

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recently died during COVID. 
What happened was California 

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shut down everything, shut down 
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Places of worship, all of it. 
Didn't matter who you were, what

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you were, what kind of thing you
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gather whatsoever. 
And after 20 weeks, 20 weeks of 

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not being able to worship with 
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his church had enough and they 
defied the mandate because they 

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were bound to their conviction. 
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The church by definition is an 
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That is the literal meaning of 
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ecclesia, the assembly of the 
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A non assembling assembly is a 
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Christians are therefore 
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practice of meeting together, 
and no earthly state has the 

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right to restrict, delimit, or 
forbid the assembling of 

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believers. 
John MacArthur and his church 

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went on to battle lawsuits from 
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because of their biblical 
convictions. 

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Now let me tell you the end of 
that story because it makes me 

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happy. 
The end of this story is that LA

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County in the state of 
California had to pay back that 

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church over $400,000 in legal 
fees because they were wrong, 

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but they were bound to their 
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That God says we are to meet 
together. 

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We are to be a community 
regardless of the danger. 

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We are to be a community of 
believers together, not 

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separate. 
That's important. 

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That's really important. 
Now what I want you to notice is

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that being bound to, to a 
conviction, especially when it's

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led by the Holy Spirit, it can 
absolutely change the entire 

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world. 
And most of us don't think of us

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as world changers. 
I suspect we live in our, we, we

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live in our own kind of happy 
little community or happy little

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bubble. 
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is enough that we have influence
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degree that, you know, we're 
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know and think is good and true.
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never OK with stopping right 
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He has so many bigger plans than
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His his ideas are so much more 
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admit. 
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don't want to get involved in 
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changing the world. 
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Well, let me let me read 
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just caught in the text. 
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from Judea and he did this 
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probably a rope or some kind of 
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to, to prove the point that this
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I'm not joking. 
I thought about doing that to 

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myself on this stage. 
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is I practiced. 
I did, I did, I I didn't even 

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tell my wife that yet. 
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office and I had a belt on. 
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like working this thing and I'm 
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and then like, you know, I had 
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awkward position to get myself 
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I thought about entertaining you
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decided better of that. 
Sorry if that is a 

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disappointment to you, but at 
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I did it. 
I'm just glad I could get out 

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because I was alone anyway. 
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that is 

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that is me going off the rails. 
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about being bound to these 
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been a Christian for somewhere 
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now that there seems to be this 
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There's this tension between 
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holy and set apart and have 
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You can read Ezekiel 18 all 
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when it comes to the law. 
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have grace, we have the gospel, 
we have this amazing thing that 

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God has given us that sets us 
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I can tell you too that for my 
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some ways to become the law 
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points in my life. 
You know, if you read Timothy 

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and Titus and some of these New 
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OK, here's the list. 
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I'm going to nail this thing and
I'm going to be really good. 

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who clearly believes in cheap 
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Well, it's fine. 
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to do that, but God loves me. 
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It's going to be OK. 

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Oh my gosh, friends, I suspect 
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two things is the truth. 
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because of our cultural moment 
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what I think is our lack of 
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and gospel, it is really easy to
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Now, Paul, for his part, he is 
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are absolutely zealous for the 
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They've come into this place and
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let me skip forward a little 
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They've come into this place and
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that they are outright accusing 
Paul of things that he hasn't 

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done. 
And that's hard to do. 

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I don't know about you guys, but
when you're accused of something

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that you haven't done, that 
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does it? 
No, come on, give me something. 

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No, in fact, it tends to make us
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bitter and, and, and it breaks 
relationships, doesn't it? 

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I absolutely know that to be 
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And so these people who are 
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and saying that Paul has 
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and all these kinds of things, 
what it what is he supposed to 

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do about that? 
What's he supposed to do? 

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I mean, I'm sorry, we don't have
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We don't have newspapers. 
He can't get on a blog, he can't

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get on Facebook and kind of lay 
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He can't do any of those things.
So what's he supposed to do? 

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He's got a pack of people who 
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And, and I mean, he is bound. 
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the Holy Spirit. 
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friends, when we are bound to 
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here's what it might cost us. 
It might cost us relationally, 

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it might cost us socially, It 
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All of these things are true. 
That is the reality of being 

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bound to what the Spirit is 
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Now I have to tell you, I have 
failed many times. 

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So many times the prompting of 
God is there to speak the name 

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of Jesus, to walk it out. 
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I shrink back, I get small. 
I would tell you that some of 

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the greatest regrets of my life 
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It is when I know that God has 
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God has prompted me to speak the
law or grace into somebody's 

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life, and I just come just short
of speaking Jesus. 

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Those are moments that I deeply 
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I really do. 
And it's not because I'm a 

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pastor and I feel like I failed 
at my job, which maybe I did, 

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but it's because I know the 
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Of grace inside Jesus Christ. 
And I know that when Christians 

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are bound by the Holy Spirit to 
speak, it has the ability to not

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just change somebody's moment or
change their status, it has the 

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ability to change their entire 
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And I can't think of something 
more important than that, can 

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you? 
And so again, it's, it's 

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difficult for us to sit here and
say, OK, I am, I'm I'm going to 

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be bound to the Holy Spirit. 
I'm going to speak when God 

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tells me to speak. 
And I'm at the cost of social or

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financial or relational like I'm
going to walk out of here. 

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I'm going to start doing that 
today. 

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Can I tell you that is 
motivating and spurred on as we 

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are now. 
It will feel different when you 

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leave this building. 
It really will. 

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And so you will absolutely need,
if we are to fulfill God's 

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mission, if we are to be truly 
bound by the Spirit, we will 

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absolutely need that Spirit to 
be alive and well in US. 

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What does that look like, man? 
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that looks like a lot of prayer.
It looks like a lot of time 

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alone with God. 
It looks like being in His Word 

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as much as we possibly can so 
that our vocabulary changes. 

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You see the what? 
What I fill myself with, and I'm

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sure you've heard this before, 
but the thing that I fill myself

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with is the thing that I will 
also put out. 

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So again, not, not a law heavy 
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observation and a question. 
What are we filling ourselves 

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with? 
Because it's going to come out 

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whatever that is. 
I like TV shows and movies and 

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entertainment as much as 
anybody, but man, if that's what

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I'm consistently feeling myself 
with, that's all I got. 

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And that won't be enough. 
It won't be enough to give me 

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courage and strength when I need
it most for the most important 

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conversation that I can have 
with somebody. 

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It just won't be enough. 
Now, I, I should keep moving on,

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but I and I don't have time. 
I don't have time today to deal 

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with the fear factor. 
You might say, like, so I'm 

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afraid to talk about Jesus. 
How do I deal with that? 

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We don't have time to get into 
that today, but I promise Part 

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2, we'll talk about it next week
as we continue on in Paul's 

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story. 
We'll definitely, we will 

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absolutely 100% get into how do 
we deal with this fear of, of 

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people rather than living in the
fear of God. 

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We'll come to that. 
But for now, at least for the 

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next week, it's worth it to take
the time to examine ourselves in

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a couple different ways and just
say, Lord, am I feeling myself 

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with the right things? 
Am I having the right 

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conversations? 
It's a good start and we all 

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have to start somewhere, so why 
not there? 

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Anyway, let's keep going. 
I've got this text in front of 

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you and, and yes, walking this 
line between holiness and, and 

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cheap grace and all these kinds 
of things, it's a tough thing to

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do, right? 
It's, it's, it can be incredibly

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difficult. 
And I'll, I'll tell you what, I 

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want to put it to you this way. 
I think one of the best ways to 

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do this is OK, got it. 
Here's how we do this. 

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Let me give you the way, the 
best way to kind of work in 

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between this holiness that God 
calls us to and also this grace 

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that He calls us to and living 
right in those things is to look

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at our motivations. 
It's to look at our motivation. 

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So let me give you an example 
that I think works. 

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And if it doesn't work, you can 
tell me afterwards or you can 

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just shout at me right now and 
we'll have a good time. 

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We'll figure it out either way. 
But let me give you an example 

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that I think works. 
OK, so if I am doing something 

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really good for my wife, for her
sake, why am I doing it? 

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Couple motivational tools could 
be in play. 

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I could be doing it because I 
don't, no offense. 

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Oh my gosh, I have to be so 
careful. 

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I know. 
Let me walk so gently here. 

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If I'm doing something for her, 
but my motivation is I don't 

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want to get an argument. 
I don't want to see a look of I 

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don't want to see her roll, roll
her eyes if she comes home and 

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this thing isn't done. 
So I'll I'll just do it. 

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OK, That's one motivation. 
Another motivation could be, 

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well, I'm going to do this thing
for my wife because you know 

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what, she'll be really happy and
she'll owe me. 

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Guys, you know what I'm talking 
about. 

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I don't have to spell it out. 
You know what I'm talking about.

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And women, so do you. 
It doesn't take long for you to 

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see through that, right? 
I'm sure those there's two 

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possible motivations for loving 
her well. 

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But as we think about the law, 
let's let's put this over there.

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If I am following God's law 
because I see I perceive God as 

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somebody who's going to be angry
with me and somebody who's going

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to yell at me and somebody who's
going to strike me down. 

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If that's why I'm doing the law,
I'm not doing the law. 

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I'm not following God's way of 
life for the right reasons. 

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I'm doing it out of this 
unnatural and unhealthy fear of 

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Him. 
That's the wrong reason. 

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That's the wrong motivation. 
So I could be a perfectly 

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righteous person on the outside,
but if I'm doing it for the 

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reason of I don't want God to be
mad at me, that's not the right 

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heart position. 
Or in the other case, if I'm 

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doing this because I think I can
make God really happy and now 

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he'll owe me, that's a dangerous
place to be in. 

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I don't think I want God to owe 
me if I feel that way, man, I 

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have, I have fallen off a pretty
steep ledge theologically and 

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and that's pretty dangerous, but
a lot of people live that way. 

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They say, you know what? 
I've lived a really good life. 

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I, I've, I've, I've honored God.
I've given this much money to 

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the church, I've volunteered, 
I've done all these things and 

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God owes me a good life. 
Why am I getting sick? 

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He owes me. 
I've done everything he wanted 

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me to do. 
This isn't fair. 

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Now let's talk a bit about a 
different motivation that's 

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better for the law. 
If I'm going to follow God's law

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and I'm going to exercise some 
personal holiness, what if it's 

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because I just love him? 
And the example with a spouse, 

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if I do something nice for her 
just because I love her, you 

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know what's going to happen? 
She may not even notice. 

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She may not even notice. 
She maybe she had a day and I 

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did all this stuff that normally
that she might normally do, but 

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I did it because I love her and 
she doesn't even notice. 

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And you know what, That doesn't 
hurt me at all. 

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That doesn't break my heart at 
all because I'm not looking for 

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credit. 
I just want to serve. 

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That's the motivation to be 
right with God. 

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That's the motivation to do the 
law to to honor him, to honor 

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our neighbor and all the things 
that the law says. 

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That's the reason why we should 
do it because we love him, not 

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to get something out of him, not
to avoid, you know, the 

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argument, but just because we 
love him. 

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And that's the thing. 
When we can get to that point in

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our relationship with God, it 
changes us. 

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We are more joyful people. 
We are more giving people. 

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We are more forgiving people. 
It absolutely changes the way we

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think. 
And so if you are not to that 

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point in your relationship with 
God yet and you still feel like,

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man, I got to do this thing, 
he's going to be mad. 

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I mean, like, Oh my gosh, 
friends, help yourself out. 

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Dig into the Gospels, dig into 
what God says about Jesus Christ

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and how he's died for you and 
let your motivations change a 

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little bit. 
And I suspect you will be a more

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joyful person and you'll be a 
person who doesn't look at 

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Christianity as a job. 
Well, I got to go to church, I 

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guess. 
Come on. 

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No Change your motivations by 
knowing who he is and falling in

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love with him in his word and 
through the Holy Spirit. 

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You can absolutely do that. 
And I know that for a fact 

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because I have and it's changed 
me. 

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So I got to keep moving forward.
I think I'm running out of time.

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00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:28,000
So let's get to kind of this 
last idea that there is one 

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broken heart to heal them all. 
And here's how this goes. 

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Paul, he answered, What are you 
doing? 

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Weeping and breaking my heart? 
What are you doing? 

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So Paul, bound by the conviction
of the Holy Spirit and free in 

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Christ, right? 
He is free in Christ. 

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00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,640
It's not that he's not honoring 
the law, but he is free in 

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Christ. 
Those two things can coexist. 

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Although the people who hate him
don't think that. 

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But in all of this, his friends,
the people who love him the 

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00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:05,400
most, they say don't go, don't 
go. 

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00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:09,440
Agabus isn't wrong. 
If you leave, we'll never see 

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you again. 
Don't go. 

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It breaks his heart. 
I remember, and I have to be 

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00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:28,520
careful because I don't want to 
be all weepy on stage, but I 

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remember what it was like when 
Lisa and I made the decision for

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our family to to leave and go to
seminary. 

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You know, some of you know my 
story really well and so forgive

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00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:42,800
me, but when we decided that 
when we were prompted and bound 

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00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:46,480
by the Holy Spirit and his call 
on our lives, it meant that we 

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had to change careers. 
It meant that we had to move out

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00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:51,040
of the house that we just 
bought. 

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It meant that we had to move 
away from this church. 

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It meant that we had to move 
away from our family and our 

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00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,840
friends. 
And I have little doubt, no, in 

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00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:02,520
fact, I have no doubt that the 
people closest to me, some of my

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family members said don't go. 
I remember that. 

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00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:08,960
Don't do it. 
There's a different way. 

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Serve your church in a different
way. 

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00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,720
You can be a Christian without 
being a pastor, which is true, 

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which is true. 
But that wasn't what God had 

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bound me to. 
And so I remember maybe maybe 

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00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:29,720
one of the most heartbreaking 
moments of my life, Alyssa was 

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00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:31,960
already gone. 
She was in Fergus Falls kind of 

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00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:36,200
getting the house ready for me 
and the kids and my brother 

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00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:40,080
followed us to the gas station 
car packed up, kids in the back 

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00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:43,560
and ready to change our entire 
lives. 

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00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:49,880
And driving away was one of the 
hardest things I ever did. 

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00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:57,720
My kids are crying in the back. 
I'm trying to drive and put my 

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00:30:57,720 --> 00:31:03,240
eyes don't have windshield 
wipers, you know, and, and, and 

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00:31:03,240 --> 00:31:06,760
I look back and I can see my 
brother's my best friend. 

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00:31:07,480 --> 00:31:09,640
He won't get in his car. 
He's just watching. 

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00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:16,920
He's just watching. 
Oh my gosh, friends, I know what

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00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:20,800
it means to have your heart 
broken by following God's 

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00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:22,640
prompting. 
I know what that means. 

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00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:28,560
God knows what that means too. 
He absolutely knows what it 

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means to have his heart broken. 
When Jesus was praying in the 

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Garden of Gethsemane the night 
before he was crucified, he 

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00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:42,480
asked, he begged, Lord, if 
there's any other way, can't we 

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00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:48,880
do this some other way? 
Nope, Nope, we can't. 

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Your will be done. 
And then on the cross says Jesus

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00:31:57,720 --> 00:32:00,880
was dying. 
The Bible reminds us that God 

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00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:04,400
turn his back on his Son. 
How heartbreaking. 

519
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,640
How heartbreaking. 
How could he do it? 

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00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:14,200
He could do it at the expense of
his own heart, that's how. 

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00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:20,200
But at that expense, God has 
healed your heart. 

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00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:23,160
I know it doesn't always feel 
that way. 

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00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:27,320
I know we still experience pain 
and trauma and hard things. 

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00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:32,280
But God has healed your heart. 
He has made it so there is no 

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00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:36,280
sin that exists in there that 
can separate you and Him for all

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00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:40,400
of eternity. 
He has healed you. 

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00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:44,200
And because He has healed you 
and He will call you home 

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00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:47,960
because He has made you right. 
Because He has sacrificed His 

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00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:50,320
Son, because His heart was 
broken so that yours could be 

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00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:52,560
mended. 
You don't have anything to be 

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00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:55,600
afraid of. 
Can I tell you that honestly? 

532
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,320
You don't have anything to be 
afraid of. 

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00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:05,000
I mean, what could we possibly 
worry about if God has healed 

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00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:07,680
our hearts and guarantees our 
eternal existence? 

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00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:09,120
What? 
What is there to fear? 

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00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:17,440
The answer is there is nothing 
left to fear because we have 

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00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:22,880
God, we have Jesus Christ, we 
have the the lover of our souls 

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00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:27,160
who promises to bring us home. 
There's nothing left to fear, 

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00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:29,760
friends. 
There is only freedom left. 

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00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:34,480
And so to the extent, to the 
degree that you understand that 

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freedom and you see how God's 
heart has been broken so that 

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00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:40,360
yours can be healed, to that 
same degree, these 

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00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:43,560
conversations, and they sure do 
get a lot easier. 

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00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:49,440
And I know that to be true too. 
They get a lot easier and the 

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00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:53,040
prompting of God's Spirit when 
He calls us to move or to stay 

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00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:58,120
or to speak or to stay silent. 
Those things get far easier to 

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00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:01,080
when I have the joy of the Lord 
in my heart. 

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00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:06,000
Friends, find it. 
It's right there. 

549
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:09,199
If you haven't experienced that 
in your life, find it. 

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00:34:09,639 --> 00:34:14,239
It's in His Word, it's in 
prayer, it's in His Holy Spirit,

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00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:17,320
it's in the prompting of your 
community members who love you. 

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00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:19,920
It's in all these places. 
Find it. 

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00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:23,239
Don't walk through life without 
it. 

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Let's pray. 
Thanks for listening to ERC 

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