The following is an account of events that took place in my
life during the year 1988. The things you are about to read
are my real experiences. I urge anyone reading this to
please pass it on to others. The message is quite urgent as
you will soon learn. At the time I was 23 years old
and like many other guys who grew up to see the first man
land on the moon, I had always been fascinated with Space
Flight and the possibility of other life existing in the
universe. I grew up being very interested
in science and technology and had recently graduated college
with ABS in computer science. I am now currently self-employed
and developed custom computer software for diverse
applications. I had never used or experimented
with any kind of drug and had only consumed alcohol on
occasion. In February of 1988, I came
across a movie on network television.
The movie claimed that some unidentified flying objects were
machines being flown by creatures from other planets.
These claims were backed up by fascinating photographs, home
movies, and actual witnesses that were thought to have been
abducted by these aliens. These witnesses were convinced
that they had undergone some kind of medical examination on
board an alien spaceship. These examinations were
conducted by small beings with large heads, big black eyes and
Gray skin. Many of these witnesses were
left with scars on their bodies and remember some kind of
surgery involving a small device being placed into their brain by
way of a passage created by a needle forced up into their
nasal cavity. I thought these claims were
ridiculous. All the witnesses were from east
middle of nowhere and didn't seem to be to very convincing.
The next segment of this nationwide movie began to speak
of the unusual events occurring in a region known as the Hudson
Valley in New York State. The narrator spoke of over
10,000 witnesses to a UFO observed over the area in 1983
and several thousand more since then.
There were skeptics who said that the sightings were nothing
more than small planes flying in formation.
However, very reliable witnesses such as police officers and
pilots insisted that the objects were very large, performed
incredible maneuvers, and made no noise.
Home videos were even taken of the UFO by a couple who lived in
Putnam County. At that point, I was ready to
believe in little Gray beings from outer space.
Very reputable people in my area had seen this object, and I
wanted to know more. I wanted my curiosity satisfied
by becoming a witness to this unexplained phenomenon.
In the next several weeks, I became extremely interested in
UFOs and began to watch the skies whenever I was outdoors.
I learned of a local hotline run by investigators where a person
could call up and hear their actual neighbors Speaking of
their encounters. I spoke of these events with
friends and family, and as the days went on, my curiosity grew.
It was now well into February. On one Sunday night, a friend of
mine who lives in North Salem invited me over to watch
television. As I drove to his house, I had
an eerie feeling like something was in the woods watching me.
Once I arrived, I had one beer as a social gesture, but stopped
at that, knowing that I had to drive home after a few hours,
even though it was still early, something told me to leave.
I started on my way along the winding roads of Route 116 near
the Titicus Reservoir and was shocked as I looked up and saw a
brilliant series of lights flying by.
I stopped the car and watched them disappear over the
treetops. I was sure this was not a plane,
so I cautiously continued to drive on.
As I looked over the moonlit reservoir, I noticed an object
that began to come up and over my car.
The manifestation was at treetop level, made no noise and was
huge. I rolled down the car window and
lifted my upper body through it. I saw a red Dome underneath the
object with little figures moving around inside.
I was terrified. Suddenly I began to feel very
dizzy. My next recollection was that I
was back in my car and I was driving home as if nothing had
happened. What did happen?
How did I get back in my car? Where was the UFO?
When I arrived home, I noticed that it took me over 20 minutes
longer than usual to get there and I didn't know why.
I told my parents what happened and they found it very hard to
believe, but they knew that I wasn't a storyteller and they
saw that I was shaking and looked frightened.
I was afraid to sleep because when I did, I had dreams of
being lifted into the UFO and being held down on a table
inside. I contacted the UFO hotline and
was told that this had happened to others and that they felt
sure that I was abducted by aliens.
According to them, a person's memory is erased in 98% of the
abduction claims because of the trauma involved in the only way
to bring back the missing time is through hypnosis.
I agreed to this procedure and a hypnotist in New York City was
recommended to me. She was a PhD and specialized in
UFO abduction cases. The dreams continued for several
months and I was afraid to go to sleep.
The hypnotist was a very busy person and after the
investigators met with me several times and verified that
I was not lying, the meeting was set up.
My cost was $100 and the visit lasted for over 3 hours.
During that time, I was placed into a hypnotic trance and the
session was recorded on audio tape for my records.
The session revealed that I was taken aboard a UFO.
I was placed on an operating table in a dark room with lots
of buttons and lights on the walls. 3 short Gray beings with
big heads and large black eyes paralyzed me.
I couldn't move as they examined me and stared at me with those
eyes. They communicated with me
through ESP and assured me that I would be all right.
They stuck a long needle up into my nose and broke through to my
brain. I was reliving this under
hypnosis and tears were running down my face.
My nose was swollen and I was terrified.
Apparently they implanted something into my brain.
They told me that they would be coming back for me sometime in
the future. I was being back into my car and
was on my way. When I came out of the trance,
the doctor told me that she had heard hundreds of similar
stories and that I wasn't unique.
She gave me hypnosis tapes to help me fall asleep and told me
to keep in touch with her. She was an unusually nice lady,
but appeared to be in some kind of trance herself.
She would often pause before speaking and gave me a big hug
before I left. The next few months were quite
traumatic. I felt like I was always being
watched and had headaches all the time.
I was told to expect these things because research had
shown that the brain implant was a radio transmitter used for
monitoring humans and that this would cause some discomfort.
I started spending less time with my friends and more time
reading books about other people who had similar abduction
experiences. Some of these people noticed a
uniform of the aliens that contained an armband with a
symbol of a dragon or serpent on it.
Others spoke of being cut and scarred by the aliens.
There were even pictures of these scars in the books I read
about people being forced into having sex with the creatures.
Several women claimed to have been impregnated by them, only
to have the fetus mysteriously disappear from the womb during a
later abduction. It was thought that some kind of
alien genetic crossbreeding experimentation was going on.
Basically, there was nothing good to be said about these
beings. They used humans against their
free will which often LED people to suicide because of the rape
and torture that they believed they had suffered.
I was scared, felt helpless, and was looking for others that had
experienced the same things that I had.
My parents told me to forget about my experience and their
friends who were born again Christians told me that these
things were the works of Satan. At that time I was a member of
the Presbyterian Church. I felt that church was a place
to go late at night on Christmas Eve to waste some time.
The literature that I was reading told me that the
pyramids were created by the aliens and that there was strong
evidence indicating that Jesus Christ was also created by them.
The devil to me was just some kind of made-up being enabling
the churches to exist for monetary purposes.
By now the summer was coming to an end and it was well into
August. The Penny Saver magazine was
running an ad which stated that a UFO discussion group was being
set up for Westchester and Connecticut abduction cases.
I was thrilled that I would finally be able to talk to
others that were in my shoes and wasted no time in calling the
listed phone number. I spoke with a lady in her mid
40s whose name was Jackie. Her husband had died and her
children were living on their own.
Jackie was a loner and had met up with so-called aliens many
times since the age of 15. She spoke of having a very tough
life and told me that she had been in a small plane crash.
She was also hit by lightning and involved in a bad car
accident which left her in a coma for several weeks and
expected to die. She said that she didn't die
because she saw an Angel of light sending all sorts of
energy to her while she was in a coma.
She said that when she came out of the coma she was a different
person and that even her daughter said that she wasn't
her mother anymore. Jackie claimed that she often
traveled out of her body to disaster areas such as planes
about to crash and earthquakes in progress.
She said that this was happening because she was being placed
there to help the dying people get to the other side.
She said that she had many areas of missing time in her life
because of the aliens. She had even visited their
planet and was asked to stay there with them but refused
because she wanted to come back to Earth.
Jackie believed that she had several past lives and told me
that she felt that she knew me from the ancient civilization of
Atlantis. She claimed that she was in
contact with my mind through ESP and proved it to me many times.
She said that she was a good witch, but had the most evil
witch laugh that I had ever heard.
She claimed that God was some kind of energy in the form of a
white light and that she used crystals along with this energy
to perform healings on people. She had recently burned her leg
with cooking oil and claimed that this power was the source
behind the healing that was taking place in her wound.
Our phone conversations went on for a period of about a week.
During that time I found myself on the phone at all hours of the
day and night. I was often very confused
because the conversations would seem to last for only minutes,
but hours had gone by. We both decided that it was time
to meet in person and felt that the reason for the meeting was
linked to the UFOs. It was 11:00 PM on a Sunday that
our first meeting took place. Jackie was a very nice, relaxed
person. We talked about her UFO
experiences and she showed me her crystal collection.
She said that we had to surround ourselves with the white light
of God to protect ourselves from evil forces.
We looked at some books and then she offered to do a crystal
healing on me. I told her that I had a nervous
stomach since birth and she decided that this would be a
good place to start focusing the energy.
She said a short prayer and held the crystal over the troubled
spot. I felt warm there as she laid
her hands on that spot and told me to relax.
When she finished, I felt better, but something was not
right. I looked at the clock and over 3
hours had gone by. When I asked her what had
happened, she didn't know either.
We assumed that since it was a missing time incident and since
we expected that our meeting would involve the aliens, that
we had somehow just been abducted.
As we tried to make sense of the lost time, the room started
spinning and Jackie passed out. While her eyes were closed and
she was unconscious, she began to speak.
Her words were sophisticated and her voice was very calm.
I was told that she was being used as a channel for
communications with beings from another world.
These beings claimed that their spirits were inside her body and
that they were controlling her. Their names were Foose Joy at
Natas and at the time I was unaware as to the meaning of the
latter name. When reversed, the so-called
alien beings answered many scientific questions that I had
about the universe. They spoke of their home planet
being destroyed in a nuclear war and stated that they could not
reproduce. Because of this.
They began cross breeding with our species thousands of years
ago and claimed that many Earth people were in fact their
children. They told me that my mother had
been abducted in her youth and that I was even one their
children do to crossbreeding with her.
They also said that they share the same God as we do and that
the white light energy is throughout the universe.
I was told that we were to meet again the following week in the
same manner and that it was time for Jackie to regain control of
her body. They asked me to use my own
judgement in whom I would tell of these events and to let
Jackie know of our conversation. I spent a few minutes watching
Jackie's eyelids for any sign of movement.
I was sure that this was just a joke and I was looking for some
kind of proof. Her eyelids never moved and
neither did she. After a short time I decided to
wake her up. She asked me what was going on
and why I was looking at her funny.
I told her of my conversation with the alien spirits and she
referred to it as channeling. She said that her friends had
channeled and that she had heard about it but had never done it
before. She had no recall of the entire
conversation and agreed that we should meet again next week as
they requested. I departed from her house at
Daybreak. As I slept the morning I had a
very strange dream. I saw an Angel in a white robe
floating over me, throwing streams of electricity at me.
I didn't see a face on this Angel, but was led to believe
that it was an Angel from heaven.
When I woke up, I felt like my whole body had been charged up.
I felt electricity flowing through me and was wide awake as
if I had too much energy. I remembered that Jackie spoke
of this energy having healing powers, so I went up and
explained to my parents that I knew about crystals and how God
works with them. My mother complained about a
headache and backache, so I laid hands on her, surrounded myself
with the white light, and she was healed.
By now I realized that I had a gift, but I didn't know if it
was from the aliens or from God. I continued to speak with Jackie
on the phone during that weekend.
Notice that she was reading my mind now more than ever.
Before this incident I needed eight to 10 hours of sleep, but
now I was sleeping no more than two hours on and off during a 24
hour period. This energy was keeping me all
charged up and awake. I began to read UFO books that
focused in on channeling and found that it was quite common.
The books claim that everyone on Earth is constantly being
bombarded by signals from space. These signals were messages for
bettering ourselves and if we wanted to receive them, all we
had to do was ask. We met again on the following
Sunday. Jackie told me that a new family
had just moved in next door. She said that they had two cute
little kids that came and talked to her all the time.
The kids loved her crystals and she gave each one of them their
own. Apparently the parents
confronted her about the crystals.
They asked her if she was involved with the occult, but
she assured them that it was the work of the energy of God.
After other small talk, it was back to business.
Once again the room started to spin, but this time I saw a
transparent head floating around in mid air.
When the head got close to me, I noticed a frightening face that
appeared to have the characteristics of a Greek
statue. Suddenly I was being spoken to
again by the aliens channeled through Jackie.
They informed me that the head I was seeing was a projection from
their ship used to inform me of their presence.
Because this sounded so incredible, I wanted more proof.
I asked to physically see the beings, but they said it could
not be done. At that time I was suspicious,
so they said we came with the wind and we'll leave with the
rain without. A huge gust of wind blew by and
it began to pour down rain. This was some proof, but I still
wanted to see a spaceship or one of them in person.
Now they began to use prophesied to persuade me into believing I
was told that the Earth will face devastating catastrophes in
the next 10 years and that they were here to help us through
them. They told me that Jackie and I,
as well as many others, had ancestral roots from their
world. They referred to us as their
children and said that they were here to give us these powers to
help us during the disasters ahead.
They said that we were special in that they would not let their
children die on Earth. They guaranteed us that they
would take us to safety in a Starship.
These beings were even able to project visions of these end
time events into Jackie's mind during these channeling
sessions. They said that this was a time
of spiritual growth and learning for both of us.
In the next few weeks, I began to fall deeper and deeper into
the trap. I was so charged up with the
energy that I didn't feel that sleeping or eating was
necessary. My parents were very concerned
and suspicious of the things that were going on.
Their born again Christian friends were giving them all
sorts of literature on the powers and deceitful ways of the
devil. I was shown this material and
pushed it away claiming that it was absurd.
I was constantly questioning the validity of the so-called alien
beings and was hoping that I would see the proof that I
needed in the sessions to come. I was told during the channeling
that I should allow myself to become the channel, but I didn't
want to because of my uncertainty.
They claimed that while I was asleep my spirit was on their
ship being taught about the things that I would need to know
in the future. They said that they were
training me much faster than usual because I was special and
very powerful. They had a job worked out for
Jackie and I. We were to be their Earth
representatives. Their plan was to channel
information to us regarding the other individuals in our area
that they were also interested in.
We were to round up these individuals and tell them of
their alien heritage. We were to start a so-called end
time crusade to prepare the masses for a full scale alien
landing. They would notify us of the time
and place of the landing and we would all be instructed to
gather there to be taken off to safety and to be reunited with
our true relatives. We arranged for a meeting one
night out by the reservoir, but as usual the aliens never showed
up and again, I had no proof. Jackie was very tuned into my
mind and claimed that this was possible because she tapped into
God's energy and received my thoughts through it.
She always spoke of a distant healing being like this.
This was a method of tapping into the energy through prayer
and sending more of it to certain individuals in need.
She did this for my stomach daily.
One afternoon my hand got very hot as if it were burning.
This normally happened to Jackie's house when I would be
doing a healing on her, but that was 10 miles away.
I called her up to ask what was happening.
She told me that I was doing a distant healing on her leg.
I didn't believe that until she told me to move my right hand in
random patterns. I moved it in all sorts of
confusing directions and to my surprise, she somehow felt these
movements on her leg and described them to me as they
were happening. I constantly felt as if I were
being watched and often saw the floating head even when I was
not with Jackie. I continued to experiment with
my new powers and read more literature on the crystals.
According to the books, if a healer held the crystal or focus
the energy on another person, then that person could also
obtain the powers. I asked a friend if he would let
me experiment on him, and he said yes.
I held the stone over his head and prayed for the energy to
flow through him. Suddenly, his eyes started
fluttering and he began to fall. He stumbled into the other room,
pleading with me to take the crystal away.
I stopped praying, but he almost passed out anyway.
He said that his whole body felt numb and that he was very dizzy.
He needed to sit down and ask me to find out what had just
happened. I called Jackie and she said
that he was going through a rebirthing process and that he
should cry if he felt like it. He was overwhelmed and scared.
He left soon after and we rarely spoke again.
He was very afraid of me and my new found powers.
I immediately told my parents about what had happened and
tried the same thing on my mother, but it had no effect on
her. My father and the rest of the
family were too scared to let me try it on them.
In the coming weeks, my parents had their born again Christian
friends over. They brought with them more
literature and even a book called The Beautiful Side of
Evil by Joanna Michaelson. They wanted me to read the book,
but I felt that they were concerned about nothing.
I had God like they did, they just didn't know His power.
I left the living room and went back to my bedroom.
A few hours later I went to the kitchen for a snack.
My parents were still busy with their friends.
I noticed the book sitting on the kitchen table.
I took a quick peek but I was embarrassed so I put it down.
I did not want them to see me looking at it.
I felt it showed that I was being weak or something.
I couldn't resist picking it up again, but this time I took it
into the adjoining dining room. I started to read the 222 page
book from the beginning. I was reading quickly so that no
one would catch me. It seemed like only minutes had
gone by, yet I somehow managed to finish reading the entire
book. No one came into the kitchen or
dining room while I was in there.
Looking back, I wonder how this was possible.
Company was over for all the time and yet no one needed the
kitchen. No snacks, drinks or ice were
needed. How much time must have gone by
while I read this huge book, yet no one came in or saw me?
Didn't they wonder why I was in the kitchen for what seemed like
hours? The result was that the book
scared me a lot. I wondered if I was being
deceived as the author was in her book.
It was a true story and I felt like I needed to really start
paying attention to what was happening to me.
Since I was so new to this. Jackie invited me on a trip to
Danville, Vt to attend a dowsers convention to learn more about
my powers. She said that it was a meeting
of good witches and that it would be very educational.
The aliens said that I should go and if nothing else, use it as
vacation time. Obviously, my parents said that
they would like it if I did not go and recommended that I call
up our minister to see if what was happening to me was God's
work. I felt that I owed it to them,
so I made the call the circumstances to the minister
and told him about everything from the crystals to the Angel
in my dream. I even told him of the UFO
abduction, but I purposely didn't tell him about the
channeling. To my surprise, he said that
these things were all right and that they were indeed a gift
from the Lord. He even said that he would speak
to my parents if I wished. He told me not to tell others
about these things because they wouldn't understand.
My parents valued his opinion and didn't bother me anymore.
After all, how could a nice lady like Jackie, who lets insects
roam around in her home because they are living entities as we
are, be involved in anything evil?
By that time, I felt that I should contact my hypnotist and
let her know about my abilities to heal and use the white light
as an energy source. When I spoke with her, she
sounded very comfortable with my situation and told me that I was
gifted. She said that she also knew of
the light and used it as part of her nightly meditation
exercises. She told me that she had a
similar experience with an Angel, but it happened on a
beach during an all night new age conference that she had
attended. She said that she was approached
by a light skinned child with wings and that the child said
that he was her son. My hypnotist did not have any
young children and when she asked others if they saw the
child they said no. She told me to listen to her
hypnosis tapes and to live in love and light.
I believe it was on a Tuesday that we left for Vermont, and
because of Jackie's bad leg, I had to drive her car.
My parents felt like they were never going to see me again, but
I assured them that it would be all right.
During the long drive into the country, we discussed the UFOs.
The aliens had told us that they were also going to be at the
convention and that we should look for other people whose
ancestral roots were not of this world.
The drive was long and boring, and we didn't arrive until 3:00
or 4:00 AM. We were both very tired, but as
usual, only needed a few hours of sleep.
When we woke up, we knew that it was going to be a busy day.
I told Jackie that I didn't want to be a part of the convention
and that she could teach me about what she learned later.
I drove her up to a little town in northern Vermont.
The buildings were very old but had been restored and one of the
first things that I noticed was a church in the middle of the
town, Green. Apparently her first meeting
with these people would take place there.
I was asked to go in with her and decided that a few minutes
couldn't hurt. The people inside the church
seemed unusual to me. I noticed that they were all in
a very calm, relaxed mood. Most of them were between middle
and old age and they all seemed to be mesmerized or fascinated.
The topic for the day was finding water by way of divining
rods and using the energy of the light to gain knowledge.
Each person was given a package that contained various shaped
metal rods and a wooden pendulum.
The instructor tried to give me one, but I refused and he seemed
upset. He started by instructing the
class to hold these rods and to pray to the energy for answers.
Suddenly these rods were spinning around in circles.
I looked around for magnetic sources, but after inspecting
one of the rods, I found out that it was plastic.
Anyway, I also noticed that the hands holding these rods were
not influencing their motion at all.
Apparently, if you pray to find water, gold or any other
substance, the energy will cross the rods over the location on a
map or at the actual site. What was happening was very
real. All these people love of their
powers and many use them for personal financial gain.
The instructor now asked everyone to hold up their wooden
pendulums. This device was simply a rounded
piece of lightweight wood with a small chain attached to it.
Everyone held the chain leaving the wooden area free to swing
around. And that it did.
The disciples were told to ask the universal light a question.
If the pendulum swung in a clockwise circular motion then
the answer was yes and counter clockwise man no.
Once again I was astonished. I felt an energy force moving
these devices in response to the questions.
Verifiable things were asked, such as Agent Hyde, and they
were answered correctly by the swinging movement of the
devices. Everyone there had this ability
and they all were told by the instructor never to abuse it.
This was a gift and it was to be used to help others, he said.
The meeting ended and everyone went outside looking for
underground water mains with their new toys.
I left Jackie there to learn more about these powers while I
drove around the country on my own for the rest of the day.
As the day progressed, I became extremely bored and when I
returned to pick Jackie up, she asked if we could stay for the
opening ceremonies. I agreed to this and once again
found myself in a church. There were hundreds of people
there and they were all in some kind of trance, as I believe I
was myself. The ceremony began with a prayer
to the Lord by a priest. Everyone in the room blessed
themselves in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy
Ghost, and the meeting continued.
The instructors briefed the audience on the available
seminars. Some had to do with crystals,
others with past lives, and yet others with dowsing.
Jackie and I both noticed some kind of white spiritual mist
over the people. This mist was very intense and
what appeared to be ghosts were entering and leaving the bodies
of many of the people there. All the participants had their
dowsing packages with them and some were even practicing during
the meeting. When the meeting was over, we
went back to the hotel room and Jackie decided to show me some
of her instruments. She said that she had a great
day and learned a lot. She even found out that the
instructor engaged in channeling with alien beings as well.
The instructor told Jackie that she was very powerful and
different from the others. Jackie was in a good mood and
started using the pendulum and the dowsing rods.
I asked her if I could try them because I wanted to make sure
that she wasn't moving the devices with her hands.
I held the pendulum in my hand and it started to swing and
spin. The piece of wood was spinning
in a circle as if there were no gravity holding it down.
I felt some kind of force tugging on the object and was
amazed. I asked it questions that I
would only know the answers to and it answered them correctly.
Now we each grabbed a pair of dowsing rods and started to play
with them. They were spinning around at a
good speed and it looked as if a bunch of windmills were in the
middle of a hurricane. I was satisfied that this was
not a trick and wanted to go to sleep, but Jackie wanted to try
channeling the alien beings. Jackie got comfortable and
attempted to contact the beings, but she was having a hard time.
She tried for over an hour and then something started to
happen. Her eyes were closed, but
something was not right. She started to move as if she
were being pushed around in her sleep.
It seemed like she was being beaten up.
Suddenly she shouted for me to wake her up.
I was terrified and tried to wake her, but she wasn't
responding. I slapped her in the face, but
still nothing happened. As a last resort, I slapped her
again, this time with a lot of force.
She opened her eyes and all I could see were the whites of her
eyes. She looked dead, so I continued
to smack her, hoping that she was OK.
Her eyes closed again and as they opened she was all right.
She told me that some negativity got to her because she hadn't
put the white light shield around herself.
She reached to her side in paint and there were black and blue
marks along with burns in her skin.
These marks were not there prior to the channeling attempt.
Once again, she blamed herself for not putting up the spiritual
shield of light for protection and we decided to forget the
contact for that evening and go to sleep.
On Thursday as I was driving Jackie back to the convention,
we saw a few horses standing behind a fence near the side of
the road. I thought to myself, I wonder if
these powers will work on animals.
I stopped the car. We got out and went over to
them. They were making the usual horse
noises and kicking around a bit. I petted them while praying that
they be filled with the light and made peaceful.
It worked instantly. The horses entered some kind of
trance state. They just stood there staring
and not moving even a bit. They made no noise at all.
It was like staring at a photo and very strange to experience.
We left the horses to their new found peace.
I dropped Jackie off at the convention and then spent the
rest of the day reading up on the power of crystals.
I thought a lot about the night before and was disturbed by what
had happened. After all, if this white light
was really God, then why did the evil forces get a hold of her?
I began to really feel that the things that had been happening
were of an evil nature, like the book I had read in my dining
room pointed out. But I was trapped over six hours
from home and had no way of escaping.
Later I picked Jackie up and once again she spoke of meeting
other people that practiced channeling.
She said that she also met people who claimed that they
were not from Earth. She felt that it was once again
time to attempt contacting the so-called aliens.
She asked me if I was interested in being the channel but I said
no way because of what I had seen the previous night.
Once again she started to relax but found it difficult because
of unknown forces in the room. Finally her voice sounded more
sophisticated and I was told that I was speaking with the
alien beings, but it wasn't really them.
Some other being had started channeling through her and lying
about who he was. The being was not one that we
were familiar with and Jackie's sense this so she woke up.
By that time I was really concerned, but she assured me
that the channeling would work. After another try, she made
contact. Foosejoy and N atas were very
unhappy with me and said that I should be attending the
conference and meeting others like myself.
They said that I was resisting them and that I had to trust
them. They complained and said that I
should stop ignoring the little voices in my head because it was
really them trying to guide me in the right direction.
They claimed that their voices in my mind guided me to the
specific books that I was reading about channeling.
I was told that I had to laugh more often and let my
inhibitions go away so that the other people at the convention
would be drawn to me. I told them that I would attend
the next session and said that I would like it if they were there
to help me out. They agreed to this and Jackie
woke up. Jackie's leg was still hurting
and she asked me to do a healing on it.
The healing that I am Speaking of involved holding a crystal in
one hand which was used to magnify the universal light
energy being channeled through me, and running the other hand
over the area of pain. I had been doing this with her
since I found out that I had this ability.
My whole body would become electrified and hot and I could
feel the energy flowing out of me and into her burn.
The wound would start to ooze and begin to close more and more
each time I would do this, but it didn't seem to be getting any
better. We finished very late that night
and it was time to get some sleep.
The next morning, after the usual two hours of sleep, we
were on our way. But something was different.
Jackie seemed to be switching the channeling on and off
involuntarily. I was told that by my request,
the aliens were there with me. Each time Jackie spoke, she
denied having ever said anything.
She requested that we go to a liquor store because her
painkillers were not working and the aliens suggested the use of
alcohol as a remedy. We went to the store and she
picked up 1/5 of vodka, a bottle of vermouth and a pair of
sunglasses and we were on our way to the diner for lunch.
During the 15 minute drive, she managed to mix the alcohol and
finish 1/2 a bottle of each. Her altered states of
consciousness were now extremely confusing.
As we entered the diner, Jackie insisted on leaving the
sunglasses on even though I told her that it was rude.
We placed our order and then she said that she didn't like what
she had ordered. However, when the food came, she
ateated as if nothing were wrong.
Then she accused me of eating her pickle and stealing her
fries because she didn't remember eating them just
seconds earlier. She ordered me to smile, but I
refused and then started to laugh out of control.
I had no reason to be laughing and everyone was looking at me,
but I couldn't stop. I was unable to eat or drink and
was very embarrassed. I asked her to stop whatever she
was doing and then I was fine. When we left the diner, Jackie
asked me when we were going to eat.
I told her that we just came from lunch, but she didn't
believe me because she didn't remember it.
She continued to drink the alcohol as we drove over to
Danville, but it didn't seem to be affecting her.
She told me to be happy because others would be approaching me
today. The ride seemed longer than
usual and when we got there the vodka was gone.
We went into the town hall and a lady selling crystals was there
with a girl around my age helping her.
I was told by the alien beings that I should have sex with the
girl because she was also from the light.
They said that sex with a person that was a part of the energy
would be the best. This girl was really in a
trance. She talked as if she were high
on drugs and I wasn't interested in her.
Suddenly an older man approached us.
He said that he knew that we would be there and that he was
from our true origin planet. He claimed to have recently
visited the planet and showed us a meteor that he brought back.
He did a healing on Jackie, read her mind and seemed to be a real
authority on channeling and alien beings.
This man appeared to be a very gentle, kind and loving
individual. As he departed, it was as if he
had disappeared. When we turned around there was
no sign of him. We even looked out the windows
and all over the building, but he was gone.
An hour or two had gone by since her last drink and Jackie
decided that it was time for another round.
We left the building and as we approached the car, Jackie
started physically pushing me around.
She told me not to resist her touch and to let myself go.
I questioned her intentions, but rather than answering me, she
started to cry and accused me of not caring about her.
After having insisted that I did care, Jackie finally stopped
crying and once again directed her attention to the bottle, but
it was empty. She picked up the pendulum and
told me to drive. According to her, I was to make
my turns correspond to the direction of the pendulum's
movement. This whole idea was ridiculous,
but I decided to humor her anyway, so I started to follow
the prompts. As I was driving, I commented on
Jackie's sunglasses. I insisted that they were not
needed because it was starting to get dark out, but once again
she refused to remove them because her eyes were hurting.
After driving several miles and being LED through many
intersections, the pendulum stopped.
I looked around the general area and to my surprise, there was a
liquor store right across the street.
Jackie laughed at me, slammed the door and went for the
liquor. She managed to prove to me that
we could be led to a liquor store, but I couldn't understand
why God would bring us to a place like that to solve her
problems. When she returned to the car,
Jackie immediately starting drinking again.
We decided that it would be a good time for dinner and that a
restaurant back in Danville was a good place to eat.
The 20 minute ride was becoming quite routine for me because I
was being entertained by both Jackie and her channeled
friends. As we approached the restaurant,
I was told where to park, but it was out on the road and a bit
far to walk. I wanted to park in the lot next
to the restaurant, but the being said that there were no spaces
available. I did what I was told and when I
saw the lot as we walked into the restaurant I noticed that it
was full. Their comment to me was that the
view from above comes in very handy in many instances.
At this point nothing surprised me, All that I wanted was
something to eat, but of course the place was full and we had to
wait. I sat in the alcove and Jackie
went to the bathroom claiming that she was sick and needed to
throw up. As I waited for a table, I
noticed an older couple looking over and smiling at me.
They called me over and asked me how long I had been involved
with dowsing and crystals. I said that I was new to the
whole thing and knew very little.
They were very nice people and I assumed that they were supposed
to be there to meet me like the alien beings had said.
Apparently the lady was involved with crystals, but the man said
that he was there only to observe.
He appeared to be a nice person and I took more of a liking to
him than I did his wife. When Jackie returned, I was very
excited about introducing her to the first people that picked me
out as being of the light. She seemed to be avoiding me, so
I called her over and introduced her to them.
For some reason, she was very angry with me and even rude to
the couple. They had invited me over to
their farm after dinner and in return for their hospitality, I
took it upon myself to invite them to dine with us.
The couple and I sat down at the table, but Jackie hesitated in
coming over. She was still wearing the
sunglasses even though we were in a low lit restaurant and it
was dark out. I thought that maybe she didn't
see us sit down, but then she came over.
She sat in a rage and yelled at me In a very mean voice.
She said that I had no right to put her in that situation.
She said that the man at the table was evil and not from the
energy that we were from. I didn't find him evil at all
and in fact kind of like the guy.
I continued to treat him with respect.
And then Jackie raised her hand, pointed at me and with A twist
of her finger sent a bolt of electricity into my hand.
I was more than three feet away from her.
The jolt hurt me and she said that I deserved it for not
listening to her about the man. She started to make witchcraft
like movements with her hands and arms and directed them at
the gentleman while chanting out loud.
At one point everyone in the restaurant looked over and I
told her that she was making a fool of herself.
I demanded that she stop these actions.
I told her that I had never seen that sight of her and that it
looked evil to me. The gentleman replied by saying
that there was a lot of evil in that area and that I should be
careful. Jackie was furious with that
remark and said that the area was full of the energy of God
and that it was good. The man disagreed in disgust and
the argument continued until I put a stop to it.
Jackie told me that she was weak and that it was now my job to
use the crystal and the energy to form a protective barrier
around us. I felt the energy moved through
me like it never had before and sensed that the man was
disgusted with me in doing so. His wife was being very quiet
and seemed to side with Jackie even though it went against her
husband. When dinner was over, the couple
abruptly got up and left. They never mentioned their
invitation to the farm and the man never said goodbye, but the
woman wished me well as she departed.
Jackie was very angry with me and told me that I had put her
in a bad situation. She said that the man was trying
to steal away our powers and use them for evil.
She told me to take her back to the hotel because she had to go
to the bathroom. I told her that I thought the
man was very nice, but she said that evil will try and disguise
itself as good and that I should learn the difference before I
got hurt. During the ride back to the
hotel I felt very uncomfortable. It was pitch blackout and Jackie
still had those sunglasses on. I told her to take them off but
she refused. She looked over at me and in a
strange evil sounding voice said we are not of this time to
mention. I looked back at her and
demanded that she take the sunglasses off because there was
something wrong with her. She hesitated so I pulled the
car over and waited for her to do so.
Suddenly she took them off and once again I could see were the
whites of her eyes. She demanded that I continue to
drive because she was getting very angry.
I did what I was told and once we were on the road, I asked her
to speak about God and Jesus. She avoided my request by
constantly opening the windows and causing other disturbances.
I asked her if she was evil, but instead of answering, she asked
me what I was. I told her not to play games
with me and to answer the question, but she wouldn't.
I felt that some evil power had somehow gotten a hold of her and
that the only way to get her back was to speak of God.
At that point I was so confused that I didn't know where God fit
in. I didn't know if he was the
energy that she spoke of or what, but I did know that I
should threaten the evil with the name of God as I had seen in
the movies. I told her that when we got back
to the room that I would use all the energy in the name of God to
force the evil out of her. She replied by saying it's a
challenge in a wicked voice. I became extremely frightened
and knew that if I took these beings up on their challenge
that I might end up dead. I then knew that I had been
deceived by some evil force. I felt that since I did not know
where God fit into all of that, I might be inadvertently asking
the evil energy for help instead of God.
I decided it was too risky. I thought out my options and
even though I was not a thief, I decided to try and steal her car
to drive home to New York. I pulled up to a local pizza
place and told her that there was a bathroom inside that she
could use. I didn't think that she would
remember that we were only a mile from the hotel and figured
that while she was inside I would steal the car.
As we pulled over she hesitated for a minute and then said to me
in a wicked voice, do not try and deceive me, I know your
plan. She told me to drive or she
would throw me out of the car. I hesitated for a moment and
suddenly she reached over, grabbed my neck and attempted to
choke me. I pushed her away and began to
drive as she requested. By that time I was out of ideas.
Within moments we reached the hotel and she started to cry and
beg for my forgiveness. I knew that was a trick and
ordered her not to touch me. I said that I was going to get
ice for her drinks. Jackie went into the bathroom in
tears. By that time I felt helpless but
knew that I had to survive. I rushed over to the main office
and told the nice old lady behind the front desk that my
roommate was crazy. I told her of the dowsers
convention and the things that I had seen.
I asked her to hide me from Jackie.
She sensed how desperate I was and took me into her home in the
back of the hotel. She said that she would try and
contact a man of God and told me to take it easy.
I was not more than 20 yards from the room that we were
staying in. My luggage was there, but I was
willing to leave it behind because I didn't want a chance
going back. I was afraid because I felt that
Jackie would find me by reading my mind or tracking me down with
her pendulum or something. I hid myself behind the couch,
stayed away from the windows, and remained very quiet and
still. I made a collect call to my
parents at 10:30 PM and told them that they were right.
I said that Jackie was very evil and that I had to get home
because I was scared. My father told me to keep my
mother posted on where I was. I gave him directions and he
began his seven hour drive to come and get me.
The hotel owner put me in contact with the pastor of a
Baptist Church in Vermont. After he heard my story, he told
me that he would be right over. When the pastor arrived, the
things he said began to open my eyes.
I had been deceived all the way back to the UFOs and now it was
time for my life to change. The hotel owner insisted that we
check up on Jackie because of the possible threat to her
establishment. The pastor convinced me that I
had to face her and that I had to get my luggage back.
He said that she was possessed by demons and that the Lord's
protection would be upon us. We went over to the room and
found her passed out cold on the bed.
I picked up my luggage and dropped all the crystals that
she had given me on the bed. I wanted nothing to do with this
lady or what she stood for. I just wanted to go home and
start my life over. The pastor took me to his home
and read to me from the Bible. I felt anger toward him and had
violent thoughts, but I knew that he could help me and that
the thoughts were not mine. I prayed to the Lord and asked
that all my powers be taken away by Him.
I repented out loud and repeated prayers said by the pastor.
I asked to be saved and to be taken from the hands of Satan
and his demons. During that time I felt very
sick to my stomach. The pastor said that this was
normal for what I had gone through and that I might even
throw up and possibly start speaking with different voices.
I had seen the exorcist and felt like I was living it in Jesus
name. The pastor demanded the names of
any demons that may have been tormenting me, but none spoke
up. By the power of the Lord Jesus
Christ, He commanded them to leave me.
I managed not to throw up and my voice did not change, but
somehow I felt different. For the first time in weeks,
even months, I felt down to earth.
I was no longer floating around in a hypnotic trance.
I felt the evil powers leave me and the gentle touch of the Lord
Jesus Christ come upon me. I was born again.
I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.
I knew that a new life for me had just begun.
On Friday, September 16th, 1988, my father arrived in Vermont at
around 5:00 AM on Saturday morning.
I was on my way back to New York and a new life.
It was gradually getting light out, but not nearly as fast as
the light of the Lord which had come upon me earlier that
evening. I was tired and worn out and for
the first time in many weeks had felt the effects of a lack of
sleep. I was happy to be with my
father, but still very scared and insecure.
The Vermont pastor gave me a Bible to read and put me in
touch with a local pastor here in New York.
I knew that he and his church were to become a very important
part of my life. I knew that my experiences would
be used in helping others become more aware of the spiritual
hosts of wickedness that are constantly searching for souls
to feed on and ultimately destroy.
I say to all of you who are unwilling to believe this
testimony that you are blind. These evil things are happening
to each one of you in one way or another.
If you do not personally know the Lord Jesus Christ, He is
there for all of you, but are you there for Him?
He is your Creator and your only hope for eternal life.
The powers of Satan exist just as the place known as Hell
exists. There is an alternative.
Walk with the Lord and do His work and you shall be rewarded
and lifted up. Do not let others intimidate
you. They are deceived by the wicked
one. Walk in a straight line of
righteousness and do not stray. The Lord will hold you up in His
arms like a baby in a mother's bosom.
You will be safe. The Holy Spirit will dwell
within each one of you who know His name.
The evildoers will try to get in, but the shield of faith will
turn all the arrows of the wicked back onto the center.
I ask all of you to call out to Jesus Christ for help and to
live a life of joy and happiness for all eternity in Jesus
Christ's name. Amen.
Since the original version of this testimony was distributed,
I have had many comments and questions addressed to me.
This testimony has made its way into many areas across the
United States. Many people want to know what
I'm doing today and what I believe happened to me during
that very traumatic time of my life.
Many people including Christians are very confused about what had
happened to me. I have even been asked by some
Christians what was it like to be on board a UFO and what else
did the extraterrestrials tell you about the future of Earth?
Well folks, both Christian and non believer, it's time to wake
up. I am sick and tired of the
so-called experts telling us that we are being visited by
extraterrestrial beings from other planets.
They are convinced that hypnosis doesn't lie.
They marvel at the radiation levels and imprints left at UFO
landing sites. They continue to search for a
microscopic transmitter in the brains of alleged abductees.
This ET theory is great for all those atheist scientists who
claim to be descendants of the apes or the aliens.
But As for Bible believing Christians, this trash should be
left on the curb where it belongs.
As we look to the Holy Bible, God's inspired, flawless word,
we find out who is responsible for these great lying signs and
wonders in the heavens above. For instance, in John A 44,
Jesus refers to Satan. He said he was a murderer from
the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth
in him. When he lies he speaks his
native language for he is a liar and the father of lies.
The devil is known as the great deceiver.
His purpose is to keep us all in the dark and as far away from
Jesus Christ as possible. The best way to do this is by
using his dark powers to present himself as the one and only true
God. Obviously someone is cunning and
deceitful as Satan is not going to present himself as a horned
monster with an ugly face and big toenails and say come
worship me. The Bible says in Two
Corinthians 11/14 for Satan himself masquerades as an Angel
of light. He is disguised in a way that
will cater to the desires of each of our hearts.
He could even be an extraterrestrial traveler
offering earthlings knowledge of the whole universe as he has
done in many ET contactee cases. We can see Satan using these
same tactics in the Garden of Eden where in Genesis 3/5 he
says to Eve, for God knows that when you eat of it your eyes
will be opened and you will be like God knowing good and evil.
Eve took the bait when it was only an apple, so why should we
be surprised when we see man reaching after Satan's modern
day enticements? Hopefully it is no surprise to
you that UF OS and the abduction phenomenon are lies and tricks
of Satan. My testimony clearly relates UF
OS with occult practices forbidden in the Bible and
because of the correlation exposes UF OS and their
occupants as being demonic. I do not believe that I was ever
on board a UFO. The whole sighting slash
abduction seemed to be very dreamlike even though I was wide
awake. I believe that I was somehow
spiritually hypnotized at the time of my sighting.
The sighting may have been some kind of materialization or
transformation of energy induced by demonic forces.
The UFO has been photographed by other witnesses and seen by
thousands, so there had to be something out there.
Once I gave up my free will to resist the manifestation and
decided to accept it, I was open for the spiritual hypnosis that
led to some kind of subconscious movie being played out in my
mind. This movie now became reinforced
when I visited the new age hypnotist and further gave up my
free will to the forces at work. As the days went by, I played
right into the hands of Satan and now other aspects of the
occult were more easily introduced and accepted.
I was in contact with familiar spirits.
I used divining rods and crystals to increase the
manifestation of the supernatural powers that were
inhabiting my body in reality. I was using these tools to
increase my faith in what I believed to be God.
By doing this, I was more open to what Satan had in store for
me and less open to the Holy Spirit and the protection from
Satan that God had for me. I was blacking out for hours at
a time, allowing my body to be controlled by demonic forces.
I was simply a human puppet willfully handing over my
strings to an unknown force that claimed to be the universal
power of light and love. Eventually, God had to leave me
with a decision. He lifted the satanic veil that
was blinding me by exposing the true nature of the demons at
work within Jackie. By God's grace, I was once again
given the chance to turn my life over to Him and to ask Him for
help and forgiveness for my actions.
This was a chance offered to me many times during my life
through various circumstances, but each time turned down for
the things of this world that were so much more appealing to
me. I could reach for a loving God
that cared about me, or I could go on with my quest for power.
Despite the path that I had chosen, Jesus Christ was there
to offer an alternative. He is always there making this
offer, but are we willing to take a chance and go for a new
life and salvation through Him? Are you involved in the occult?
Do you believe that you have lived past lives and are trying
to fulfill your karma? Is your life filled with visits
to fortune tellers or psychics? Are you channeling Elvis?
Do you spend hours at a time out in open fields waiting for a UFO
to come take you off into paradise?
Are your days determined by the numbers, the stars, or the
cards? Are you out on a limb with
Shirley MacLaine? Has the light started to
burnout? Well, there is a light that
never stops shining, the light of Jesus Christ.
He is Lord and Savior, and the things that you are doing are
detestable to Him. According to Deuteronomy 18,
starting at verse 10, the Bible says let no one be found among
you who sacrifices his son or daughter in the fire, who
practices divination or sorcery, interprets somons, engages in
witchcraft, or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist, or
who consults the dead. Anyone who does these things is
detestable to the Lord. Notice that these verses do not
speak of the degree of your involvement in these things.
Even if you only read your horoscope in the local
newspapers, or if you only go to a psychic or fortune teller for
amusement, you are still detestable to the Lord and need
to reap and of your sins and ask the Lord for His forgiveness.
Are you on the road to destruction?
A road to eternal damnation in hell?
If you would like to turn from these ways and accept the offer
that Jesus Christ has for you, then please consider this.
I know all the questions that I had after I committed my life to
Christ. The first thing that you should
do with your born again life is to get into the Word of God.
We are told that the Word is the sword of the Spirit and we must
sharpen that sword daily. Start out by reading the Gospel
of John. This is the fourth book in the
New Testament. Now go back and start at the
beginning of the New Testament and read Matthew, Mark and Luke.
By this time you should have also been looking for a good
Bible teaching Christ centered church.
Be careful because there are many cults out there that are
just dying to get their hands on newborn baby Christians.
Make sure that it is an established mainline Christian
Church. Don't be afraid of the
supernatural, but be very cautious as to where it is
coming from. The next step is a top one.
Although this should have been done right after your prayer,
you might not have had the strength to do this until now.
All your occult toys such as crystals, books, yes even the
hardcover expensive ones, Ouija boards, magic wands, tarot
cards, potions, spells and charms, etcetera must be
destroyed. Books should be burned if
possible or ripped to shreds to avoid others getting their hands
on them. Pray that any spiritual bondages
that these things may represent be broken by the power of God
and that you may be set free from your past involvement with
Satan. From this point on it's between
you and God. I pray that you keep the faith
and don't fall back into your old ways.
In James 47 the Bible says submit yourselves then to God.
Resist the devil and he will flee from you.
The Christian walk is not an easy one.
There are many struggles and hardships, but there are also
many rewards. You have been called to serve
God and to be used as a vessel to carry out His work.
This is by far the greatest call we could ever have on our lives.
I believe that God has called me to a ministry of helping those
involved with UFOs, the New Age movement, and the occult in
general. I would appreciate any comments
or suggestions from anyone that is educated on the occult from
involvement in or from a research point of view.
I would also be interested in reading other testimonies out
there that may contain a cult based subject matter.
Do you have a video or story that you would like to have
posted? e-mail me if you have a story
and are able to record audio that would be preferred but not
a must. I use the robot voice because my
speech was naked by multiple strokes in 2019.
I look forward to hearing from you.