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Welcome back to another episode 
of ADHD. 

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My name is Zaga. 
And I'm Nick and this is 

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adulthood ending, yes. 
And this is the last episode 

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Season 1. 
That's it. 

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Not forever, just that on 
temporarily just for like a few.

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Weeks, month, two months, three 
months. 

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I don't know a time period. 
Contrary to belief, we do have 

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lives outside of this where we 
would like a break every now and

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again. 
Some sometime I don't have a 

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life. 
You will see me very shortly 

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because following this episode, 
you will see me live. 

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You zoom tight we're. 
Good. 

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That hurt I. 
Think it blew out a lung? 

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Well, as you can see, Adolfo 
just kicked our ass this season.

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52 episodes. 
One year later, here we are, 

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folks dying. 
It's been a transition just 

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watching that like you, you went
from what we had up until we are

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now, video is significantly 
increased, audio significantly 

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increased, content has 
significantly increased. 

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And that's what all I mean. 
I think that's what adulthood is

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really all about, is just growth
in segments. 

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Kind of and I know that we 
talked about in the last episode

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that me and you did because the 
episode I did with copper, my 

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God, you haven't seen it yet 
because for those at home, we 

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recorded a lot of stuff out of 
order and whatnot. 

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So Nick hasn't seen that episode
yet. 

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It's a 2 hour episode. 
Jesus Christ. 

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And I yelled at him. 
Yes, I yelled at him. 

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I had to do that episode today. 
It just comes out on Friday for 

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like the Friday. 
Yeah, it's the whole thing. 

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And my God, so I I know we told 
you guys there was no structure 

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to this week's episode and we're
not planned, we're not ready. 

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I wore a yeet shirt today. 
Nick is fully an attire with 

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his. 
You have to say something so the

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microphone picks you up. 
I thought I had to burp, fuck 

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off. 
It says Oklahoma. 

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I had no air to go. 
Like I was waiting. 

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I had. 
I had to. 

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I had to create airway to say 
what I needed to say. 

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Yeah, there's a bubble there. 
Stopped you. 

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So what I did was if you guys 
are part of the Discord, and if 

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you're not part of the Discord, 
you have to join the Discord. 

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Because what's going to continue
to happen is you're going to 

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have control of the show in 
Season 2 and you're going to 

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have control of many of the 
things that I'm going to be 

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doing moving forward during this
break. 

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So as I was saying, following 
this final episode of the season

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on Monday, you will find me on 
YouTube, Twitch. 

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I don't know keep a look out on 
the socials. 

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I will be posting where I'm 
going to be live at whether it's

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on Facebook, Instagram, tiktok, 
I'll be posting it on the 

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stories where I'm going to be 
live at, so keep a lookout. 

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They'll be on Facebook, twitch 
or YouTube, twitch or tiktok. 

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One of those three chatting with
y'all playing video games. 

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We'll be doing some you know 
community stuff. 

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I'll be re watching old videos. 
I am breaking out, Nick. 

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We are pulling it from the 
vault. 

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First time ever. 
We're bringing back A-Z. 

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I'm going to show it to the 
people. 

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Oh. 
I. 

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Go back into the catacombs. 
Yes, I said it would never be 

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seen again. 
I'm going to introduce the 

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people to Angelo, to anarchy and
the birth. 

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That should be That should be 
interesting to to go through. 

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Yes, and the birth of Zaga. 
What, what, what? 

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Where Zaga became and was born. 
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a completely different person 
visually, mentally, all 

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together. 
And it's a, it's a, it's a 

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different form of zaga back 
then. 

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Zaga back then had blonde hair. 
Yeah, every time I came on an 

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episode, I didn't know which 
Zaga I was going to get. 

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Yeah. 
Do you remember when I when I 

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what I would do of like welcome.
Yeah, ridiculous intro. 

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Yes. 
So you guys are going to get a 

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whole different version of me. 
We're going to introduce you 

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guys to the NFA Network for 
those of you who never 

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experienced NFA Network. 
Well, so I'm going to be doing 

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live reactions to that. 
Like I said, I'm going to be 

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gaming. 
I'm going to be chatting with 

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you guys while I do editing. 
I'm going to be doing karaoke, 

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whatever the hell it is. 
Friday nights are going to be 

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dedicated to cooking. 
Nick, we're going to be doing 

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cooking with Zaga a little. 
Zaga zidi. 

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Yes, Zaga zidi. 
Oh, zidi zaga little. 

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Little play on words there. 
Zaga zidi al forno. 

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OK, that just sounds like porno 
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That's for a different 
subscription. 

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Hey, on, on A-Z was it? 
Was it Angelo that said What's 

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up, you bunch of bunch of 
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Yes, yes, he would be like, 
what's up you bunch of bitches? 

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OK, I couldn't remember if that 
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That was him, yes. 
Our disclaimer was a lot of fun.

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I'm surprised. 
You know what's funny? 

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We don't need a disclaimer for 
this show. 

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We did or did not. 
We, we might need one for next 

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season, but this one, we don't 
need one this season. 

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We didn't need one. 
At some point we will need to do

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1. 
This this season was the Disney 

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Plus before it gained the domain
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start dropping F bombs. 
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Marvel before they assumed the 
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Yes, and the Punisher and stuff 
like that. 

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So yeah, this was like a yeah, 
it it was a nice little segue. 

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This is all the G rated 
potentially PG, sometimes PG13. 

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Next season will be completely 
unhinged with the only thing 

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holding the hinges on is will be
duct tape more than likely. 

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Yeah, yeah, because, yeah, 
because those old shows were 

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just completely off the rails. 
And if they had a disclaimer, we

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are a joke of a show. 
We are idiots. 

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Don't listen to us. 
Like that was that whole 

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disclaimer. 
I'm, you know, I'm, I'm proud of

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us. 
That's growth. 

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That's growth, right? 
I guess, yeah, you can say that 

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it's a growth. 
Some, some would. 

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Say that. 
Yeah, so I, I don't, I don't 

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know what to expect for season 
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I'm still trying to figure out 
what we're going to plan and how

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we're going to. 
Things are going to change. 

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We're going to change some stuff
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It's not going to be the same 
old bullshit of, you know, oh 

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yo, being in our 30s, this suck.
You know it's not going to be 

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the same stuff. 
That's boring, that's boring. 

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Well, no, you, yeah, you can't 
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over again. 
You have to break the cycle to 

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once again, the word that's been
used a lot grow. 

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Yeah, but we're going to figure 
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If not, we're going to fumble 
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We're going to pretend. 
Like that's where we thrive the 

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best. 
Do we thrive, though? 

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I like to think that we thrive 
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Sometimes winging it has been 
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Is thrive the proper word for 
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Well, I'm being positive about 
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you should have some kind of 
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And so I will gladly say that 
yes, we thrived on the sheer 

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chaos of going off the rail from
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But we're not famous. 
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States, but like like for a 
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good old fucking merry England. 
We we, we're hitting it off in 

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the UKI. 
Mean we're famous if we were in 

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a room of like 15 people. 
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congratulating us on what we 
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That's more than what I get. 
On a normal basis, I'm not, I'm 

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not saying that we're not famous
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we're, we're pretty much 
exclusive to the 15 people. 

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We would be very famous in a 
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Ray Charles. 
We would be the loudest in the 

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room. 
We would be the loudest somehow.

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We would be the loudest in the 
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And no one would know. 
No, and no one would know. 

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Well, Ray Charles would know. 
Ray Charles would know. 

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How long you would be the intro 
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Oh, hi, babe. 
What's going on? 

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Ellie's here. 
Why am I leaving? 

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Why it's your. 
What do you mean it's your 

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first? 
Of all, I haven't talked to 

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Nathan forever and it's the end 
of the season, so aside from the

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chat, I'm not. 
Second of all, I have some shit 

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to say. 
I saw questions in this book. 

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So listen, if I'm in trouble, 
I'm I'm going to log off right 

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now. 
So. 

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So she said she hasn't talked to
you in a while. 

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She saw I'm in trouble. 
But like, it's the finale. 

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Like I was doing the finale. 
So you're kicking me out of the 

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finale. 
I guess I'm I'm, I'm getting 

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kicked off of the finale. 
Here's the headphone. 

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I don't know if you're in 
trouble or if I'm in trouble, 

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but have fun. 
All I know is I'm glad that 

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there's video documentation of 
what's about to happen because 

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if I get yelled at, I have I 
have full anonymity and evidence

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to go into the case of which I 
wash myself of social medias. 

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I don't understand a word you 
just said, Nick, but OK. 

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It made sense to me. 
I mean, I suppose that's all 

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that matters at the end of the 
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That's that. 
That's exactly what I tell 

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myself. 
Sometimes I make nonsense and it

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might not make sense to all all 
the other people, but as long as

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at the end of the day when I go 
to bed it made sense to me, I'm 

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a OK. 
And quite frankly, that's how 

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everybody should be living their
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delusion. 
However, I do believe that we're

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freezing on your end. 
Or is it our side that's 

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freezing? 
No, it's so and I ran into that 

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issue because it's it's doing it
on from my end. 

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I can see it on y'all's and then
vice versa. 

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So, but in the end, once this 
once we're all done, it'll 

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actually somehow some way, it 
all looks smooth toward the end.

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So I don't know what the fuck's 
going on again. 

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So basically Zaga just fixes 
everything later on and makes it

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look like magic. 
Pretty much he's like the Walt 

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Disney if Walt Disney wasn't a 
piece of shit. 

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Yeah, basically. 
I still think Walt Disney's head

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is frozen in some cryo like 
chamber or something. 

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I think it's a full body. 
I think it's a full body. 

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I think it's the full body. 
Nah, I feel like he's like the 

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type of person that would want 
to be a Cyborg so he would only 

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freeze his head. 
So would his head be like off a 

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Futurama where they had like the
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Probably. 
That's exactly how I can see it 

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now. 
Or like, remember the first 

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season of American Horror Story 
with all the things in the jars 

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in the first episode? 
I just recently watched that 

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last year. 
Really. 

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That was the first time you had 
seen it. 

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Yeah, so I I had watched the 
American Horror Story out of 

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whack. 
Like I watched the the Covenant 

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because witches and then I 
watched the the Apocalypse one 

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because it just looked really 
fucking cool. 

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The apocalypse season was mid. 
I like that. 

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I mean, I liked it just for the 
simple fact of the like the post

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dystopian, kind of like world 
ending like aspect. 

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Yeah. 
But of course I had zero clue 

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really who was who because I 
didn't watch any other fucking 

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season. 
I mean, yeah, OK, you have a lot

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to catch up on then, because 
there's a new season coming out 

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and our head, which in charge, 
is back, so you're gonna have to

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start from Season 1 and work 
your way through. 

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But I still stand by that. 
Coven is probably the best one, 

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closely followed by Freak Show. 
I genuinely enjoyed Freak Show. 

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I heard Freak Show was good, 
Coven was good. 

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I heard the. 
Roanoke was good. 

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Oh, I heard it was ass. 
Oh, I liked it. 

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Saga. 
Did you like Roanoke? 

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I thought Roanoke was actually 
phenomenal. 

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Zaga liked Roanoke. 
Isn't that the one that's? 

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Pretty picky about those 
seasons. 

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Isn't that the one that's like 
centered around Kathy Bates I? 

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Need to get something. 
Yes. 

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So I'll be right back. 
OK, Bye. 

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Zaga's getting something, I 
guess. 

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But yeah, no. 
So. 

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Oh, wait. 
Was it Roanoke that was centered

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around Kathy Bates or was that? 
Yeah, no, it was because there 

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was, like, pig people chasing 
them. 

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And like, that was one of her 
torture things as she used to 

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like make her slaves wear pig 
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think. 
That's Jig Saul from Saul. 

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Well, listen, I don't know who 
did it. 

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All I know is that I was 
watching American Horror Story 

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and the lady who played Kathy 
Bates was definitely doing some 

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weird shit with pigs. 
So I don't know who necessarily 

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was doing what historically and 
what's actually accurate, but I 

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remember Odd Pigs wasn't great. 
I stay out of it. 

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Fair enough. 
I stay out of it. 

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Anywho, have you been keeping up
with the discord lately because 

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there's been some interesting 
goings ONS in there as of late. 

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Be completely honest with you. 
I might, I might watch from like

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I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll swipe 
over to the app and I'll look 

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into the Discord and then I 
swipe right out of it because 

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there's so much that goes on in 
it and then I start to feel 

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overwhelmed. 
No, that's a vibe though. 

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'Cause I already have with with 
TikTok and then with Zaga 

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messaging me and Facebook and 
Instagram and. 

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Work. 
Quite frankly, Zaga messaging 

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you is overwhelming in and of 
itself. 

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Zaga likes to send like three 
word text messages. 

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Not my So are you? 
Would you send a text message? 

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Do you send it in one lump sum 
or do you break it down? 

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So I like to send it in one lump
sum text. 

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So like if I'm trying to like 
make a point, I'll like break 

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out my sentences with the space 
button 'cause like I get really 

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overstimulated when my phone's 
constantly going like Bing, 

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Bing, Bing, Bing or like 
buzzing. 

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So like I try and be considerate
and only like have your phone 

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buzz one time if I have a lot to
say. 

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I'm glad I'm not the only one 
that does that because when I 

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send like one, I don't agree 
with arguing over a text message

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anyway. 
But like when I've had 

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skirmishes with people and they 
send like the they send one 

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message and then another message
and I'm like, I'll answer back 

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in one full paragraph. 
No matter how many things they 

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sent. 
I will once I answer one bubble,

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I space it down and there's my 
next paragraph. 

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I can't do the whole splitting 
up. 

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And apparently that's a self 
divide thing That's like I 

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iPhone versus Android like 
situation. 

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People are like no, I want to 
send several 1000 messages 

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opposed to when I could just 
send one message. 

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Please don't. 
Yeah, I don't get that. 

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Zaga likes to send his messages 
like that. 

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He'll be like it, and he does it
to like, like, make a point. 

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So like I get it, the way he 
messages makes sense, but it 

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drives me up a wall. 
There, there, there. 

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It's it's controlled chaos, I 
guess. 

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That's one word for it. 
OK, so well in the discord 

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today, Izaga went in there and 
he asked the fans to submit some

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questions that they wanted 
answered for the season finale. 

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So I saw some pretty good 
doozies up in there and I 

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thought it'd be cool to chit 
chat about them with you. 

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I'm here for it. 
All right, cool. 

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So the first question was, when 
did rest start coming with guilt

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attached to it? 
And as soon as I saw this, my 

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heart kind of just like got sad 
because that that's a lot to 

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unpack. 
When guilt. 

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Like when did rest start like 
making you feel guilty? 

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This is for the people who tend 
to like if they have a day off, 

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they feel like they need to get 
so much productivity done. 

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They don't feel like they can 
actually rest to be comfortable 

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or just like take care of 
themselves. 

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Yes, hi, My name is Nick and I 
am that person. 

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I don't know when it actually 
set out. 

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So I don't know if 'cause when I
first moved out from my mom, my 

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mom's house, I was kind of just 
like flying by the seat of my 

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pants. 
But I think like as I got older 

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and I was fearing judgement from
everybody else that I had like I

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had to prove myself that if I 
didn't, if I decided to rest on 

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my days off or whatever, then 
I'm very far behind that. 

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I failed in that. 
I didn't take the ingrained, 

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pulled myself up by the 
bootstrap. 

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Yeah, I feel like that's 
something a lot of us 

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millennials struggle with. 
And I know for like, I know from

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like my side of that like issue,
like it's definitely like a 

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trauma response because my 
parent or my growing up, rest 

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was used as a control thing. 
So like you weren't allowed to 

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rest until my mom decided that 
you had done enough work. 

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So like for when like Zaga and I
first started dating, I don't 

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think I knew how to just like 
sit and chill. 

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Like I was always doing 
something. 

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The nervous system was just 
like, what are you doing? 

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What are you doing? 
Get up and start doing 

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something. 
Literally so like my body was 

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just kind of like in this 
constant state of OK, if I don't

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clean or if I'm not doing 
something like in some way shape

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or form that my brain considered
productive, that I would have 

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like a total meltdown. 
I mean. 

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Through lots of therapy we have 
gotten much better at that. 

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Weed also helps. 
I mean, to this daylight, I 

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mean, I'll, I'll use today. 
For example, I stayed up well 

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past my bedtime last night and 
so 'cause I I didn't have to 

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work today and look. 
At you staying up, carving out 

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extra time for yourself to 
unwind. 

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I'm so proud of you. 
I'm not proud 'cause it sucks, 

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'cause I'm still so. 
I'm so tired right now. 

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That's a vibe though because I 
did the same fucking thing last 

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night. 
I like low key. 

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Actually. 
No, that's a lie. 

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I feel like I fell asleep at 
8:30. 

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That's what it was. 
I fell asleep at 8:30 but I woke

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up at 5:30 so I'm pooped. 
But like, so today I was like, 

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you know what, I'll just, I'll 
just tune. 

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So I'm sitting here watching TV 
and before I lost power, I was 

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just sitting there and like, 
there's like 3 dishes in the 

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sink. 
I should probably go rinse those

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off, put them in the dishwasher 
knowing that it's not that big 

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of a deal. 
And I was like, well, I should 

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take the trash out. 
The trash out. 

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The trash isn't even full right 
now. 

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Like, well, you know, I can, I 
could wash Durango's food bowls.

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I was like, no, he's got food in
there. 

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He's so he's it's, it's OK. 
I was like, well, I'll do 

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laundry. 
There's like 2 socks in there. 

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And so like I, I, I, I've 
eliminated like what I could do 

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with because I've, I've learned 
like how to break everything up 

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throughout the week. 
But then so just so I could have

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these, these quiet times, my 
myself times and stuff like 

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that. 
But at the same time, in the 

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back of my head, I'm like, 
there's definitely something 

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lingering that you could do. 
No, I feel that so strongly 

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though, especially with the 
dishes. 

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Like dishes are a big thing for 
me. 

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If there's dishes in the sink, I
have like a total meltdown. 

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I do not like seeing dirty 
dishes in the sink. 

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Whether it be just one singular 
fork or a spoon and you're just 

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like who the fuck filled up the 
sink with dirty ass dishes? 

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And it was. 
Me. 

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It's so true though. 
There's two spoons currently 

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sitting in my sink right now and
I am actually thinking about 

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them because they have peanut 
butter on them because Rosie 

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tore her ACL. 
So I have to mix her medicine up

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with like peanut butter to get 
her to eat it. 

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And it's like, on the tip of my 
brain, I'm like, I should 

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probably clean those when I get 
downstairs. 

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But yeah, I think that's really 
it. 

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I think millennials have just 
been, like, conditioned. 

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Oh, you know what it is, too. 
I feel like we've been told by 

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so many people older than us 
that our generation is just 

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lazy. 
So we feel like we have to like,

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be constantly doing things to 
prove that we're not lazy. 

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Oh, 1000% I do it. 
I think I do it out of spite. 

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I'm like, you know what? 
Because I, I mean, like you 

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said, we've all heard it growing
up from like, from literally 

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everyone. 
That's like the generation above

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us. 
And they tell us, oh, you'd get 

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so much more done if you did, if
you had done this, this and 

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this. 
And like, so now, like when I 

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have that free time, I'm like, 
OK, I'm younger than what, when 

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you were going through this. 
So out of spite, I'm going to 

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fast track and beat you at your 
own game so I can laugh at you 

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at the end. 
And at the end, it's just that 

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exhausted. 
Easy there, I got. 

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You didn't. 
I got you. 

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I showed. 
You. 

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I got you, bitch. 
I need to go check myself into a

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mental hospital for a 72 hour 
voluntary hold. 

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I'll be back. 
And I think that's like what 

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causes our burnout because I 
know that you and I have 

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discussed millennial burnout. 
And I think that's well play 

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some major factors because when 
we do have that free time, we're

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granted you. 
I, I feel like you and I can 

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agree that we at least plan our 
stuff out where we stay on time 

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to a certain extent to where we 
can create like a, a self day or

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whatever. 
But I think like sometimes we 

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push it too much. 
And that's what causes like 

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that, that burnout that it 
inevitably happens like toward 

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it takes sometimes it takes a 
few days, sometimes we're lucky 

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and it takes a few weeks, but 
nonetheless, that burnout does 

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hit. 
Not when it hits. 

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It fucking hits. 100% and like I
know for me too, like because I 

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consider going out and like 
being social part of being 

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productive because I know it's 
good for my mental health. 

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And because I work from home so 
often and spend so much time 

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alone. 
I know for my own sanity I 

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really need to like make an 
effort to leave my house and see

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friends and interact and touch 
grass and stuff like that. 

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But even like literally leaving 
my house, for me it just takes 

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so much energy to go be social. 
So that's when having like that 

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carved without time for myself 
at the end of the day comes in 

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so clutched because I'm like, I 
need to recoup my social battery

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otherwise I'm just going to die.
And they'll just be like months 

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where I go through and I have 
plans every single weekend 

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because I'm trying to see 
friends in this state. 

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I'm trying to go see friends 
here. 

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I'm trying to go be here for 
this person, for their kids, 

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whatever. 
And like it just yeah, you can 

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definitely send yourself into a 
state of burnout that way as 

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well. 
It sucks that our to to be an 

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adult and to socialize to to be 
able to socialize as adult is 

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like a is like a part time 
second job for us. 

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Because like, we have to. 
We have to prime ourselves to to

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go and do it and like like how 
you said to, it's good for our 

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mental health and stuff like 
that. 

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I will gladly say I need to 
start doing that myself because 

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since I live alone and I work 
the way I do when I'm home, I 

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the the most social interaction 
I get is with the Walmart 

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cashier when I'm asking which 
cashier is available for me to 

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go pay for my groceries. 
Other than that, I rare I rarely

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go. 
I I don't go out. 

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Majority of all my friends live 
back in my hometown. 

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So and then everybody up here 
like I have a couple people that

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I can go out with from work, but
my thing is I'm not a big go out

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and like drink and stuff like 
that. 

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And I'm not saying like going 
out has to consist of always 

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going to drink and stuff like 
that. 

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No, but it usually does. 
Like that's kind of what most 

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people our age I feel like, 
especially if they don't have 

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kids. 
Yeah, it's like still going out 

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00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:36,560
drinking. 
And I'm like, I'm with you. 

448
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:39,920
I'm not really big on to that 
anymore because it just makes my

449
00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:43,240
brain hurt. 
But and my my other thing is, is

450
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:48,080
like it's also expensive just 
just for me to go out just 

451
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,240
myself. 
I pay just for myself, whether 

452
00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:53,440
it be food, because of course, 
like if I'm paying for my, if 

453
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,800
I'm paying for my own stuff and 
it's just me, do I splurge a 

454
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:56,720
little bit? 
Absolutely. 

455
00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:59,440
Because it's just me, you know, 
and I'm just like, treat 

456
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:01,680
yourself. 
So yeah, I, I, I, I get. 

457
00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:02,880
So that's the reason that's all 
me. 

458
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:06,280
So I think like what I'm going 
to do between the end of this 

459
00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:13,320
season and next season is to 
kind of work on my socialization

460
00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:19,320
and as best as I can. 
Because when I go out in public,

461
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:20,440
I do get a little bit 
overwhelmed. 

462
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:23,560
Like when I go to because I have
a Comic Con coming up in May, I 

463
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:25,560
know damn well when I go there 
because it's, I don't know 

464
00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:27,640
really anyone there. 
I'm going to probably have 

465
00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,560
another panic attack like I did 
down in Dallas. 

466
00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:31,600
And I'm probably going to be 
there for only a few hours and 

467
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:35,160
then I'm going to fucking dip. 
If it makes you feel any better 

468
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:38,320
I have a panic attack on almost 
every con we go to and the only 

469
00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:40,760
reason I survive them is because
Zog is there with me. 

470
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,240
They are so peopley and they get
so bad. 

471
00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:48,600
At least you have the emotional 
support partner there to help. 

472
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:52,520
That's true, you should get 
Ringo an emotional support vest 

473
00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:54,880
and just bring him with you. 
Well, I have a vest that says 

474
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:56,680
service animal. 
He's not technically a service 

475
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:58,880
animal, but I did use it for 
hotels when I was staying in 

476
00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:01,200
hotels. 
And it's just paper. 

477
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:05,080
It's just, it's just paperwork. 
So I mean, like, but he's, he's 

478
00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:06,720
so chill. 
Like who's really going to tell 

479
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:08,000
me that he's not a service 
animal? 

480
00:27:08,840 --> 00:27:12,240
He's the bestest boy. 
He's just a chill Bobby. 

481
00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:15,640
He is. 
All right. 

482
00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:18,400
So there's a couple follow up 
questions to our main question. 

483
00:27:19,200 --> 00:27:22,720
And that was so the first one is
should downtime have to be 

484
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:25,200
productive? 
And my immediate answer is no. 

485
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:29,440
And I will also preface that by 
saying no is also meaning yes 

486
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:33,640
because you're like prioritizing
your mental health and rest is 

487
00:27:33,640 --> 00:27:36,160
productive. 
Yes, even though some people 

488
00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:39,200
might argue that it's not a 
1000% is because in the long run

489
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:42,760
it is. 
Yes, 100%, because if you're not

490
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,960
making sure you're, you know, 
getting the proper rest you need

491
00:27:45,960 --> 00:27:48,920
and just like getting your 
proper decompression, you're 

492
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:51,040
going to reach that state of 
burnout like Nick and I were 

493
00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,160
just talking about, and then 
it's just not a good time for 

494
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:58,880
anyone. 
Oh, you there? 

495
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:00,520
I'm here. 
It's just hot. 

496
00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:05,600
Oh yeah, now it's a vibe. 
No, it's it's, yeah, it's just 

497
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:11,000
hot. 
All right, cool. 

498
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:14,360
So next question. 
When do you start trusting your 

499
00:28:14,360 --> 00:28:16,960
own decisions more than other 
people's opinions? 

500
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:20,200
Girl, I don't know. 
I'm still quite, I got OCD. 

501
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:24,520
Don't ask me these things. 
I I question everything I do. 

502
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:28,480
I agree, question everything, 
but my thing is when it comes to

503
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:33,040
other people's opinions, I, I, I
might listen to other opinions 

504
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,680
depending on who it is. 
I will listen to that person's 

505
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:40,000
opinion, but when I take when I 
listen to that person's opinion,

506
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,560
that person needs to understand 
that their opinion is only being

507
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:45,320
listened to. 
That doesn't mean I'm going to 

508
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:48,440
take what you said and do it. 
I'm being courteous and 

509
00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:50,360
listening to what you said 
because I trust you. 

510
00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:52,920
You're in within my, my circle 
or whatever. 

511
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:55,600
But As for like everybody else 
in the world, I give. 

512
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:59,880
I don't have enough fucks to 
give what you what you think on 

513
00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:03,680
what I do. 
I say I believe in or anything 

514
00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:05,000
like that. 
Like it doesn't really, it 

515
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,600
doesn't matter to me. 
And I, I learned that a long 

516
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:12,000
time ago and I think I've 
shifted into a higher gear now 

517
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:16,640
to where the moment someone's 
like, well, maybe you should do 

518
00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:18,560
it. 
I, I, I didn't even fucking ask 

519
00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:20,560
you those, the thing I didn't 
ask you so you can just shut the

520
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:22,120
fuck up. 
Yeah. 

521
00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:25,400
I mean, there is that. 
I do think that. 

522
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:29,840
So I'm trying to get better at 
that because I also I'm the type

523
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:34,040
of person that people's opinion,
I care about what people think, 

524
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:38,360
but I also don't like and what I
mean by that is like I care 

525
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:43,360
about if my decision or action 
is going to like hurt someone's 

526
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:46,120
feelings or something. 
So that's the type of like 

527
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:51,360
opinions that like I get like 
OCD and like panicky about like,

528
00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:55,200
Oh well, what if I decide by me 
deciding not to go to this one 

529
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:58,640
social event this one weekend? 
Like is that really going to 

530
00:29:58,640 --> 00:30:02,080
offend all these people? 
When in reality, I'm like, I am 

531
00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,840
so tired. 
I just need to take a day for 

532
00:30:03,840 --> 00:30:05,760
myself where I'm going to lose 
my mind. 

533
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,480
And so like that's the type of 
stuff that I struggle with. 

534
00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:13,160
But like when it comes to like 
how you live your life, like 

535
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:17,800
fuck them. 
Like only one person's living 

536
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,080
your life and it's you. 
If they're not free to you 

537
00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:22,400
financing or fucking you, fuck 
them. 

538
00:30:23,040 --> 00:30:27,880
Yeah, like so because like, like
for instance, like with you and 

539
00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:30,400
Zaga with you 2 being married 
and living in the same house, 

540
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,680
whatever either one of y'all do,
you bounce it off of wanting 

541
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:39,240
each other because it it's one, 
you guys are a team two, it's 

542
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:42,560
your household. 
So like whatever one person does

543
00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:46,080
could inevitably affect you in 
one way or another. 

544
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:51,640
Me on the other hand, it doesn't
really matter to me except if if

545
00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:55,480
it doesn't affect my dog, I'm 
cool unless it's in a positive 

546
00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:56,880
way, then yeah, then I'm I'm 
going to do it. 

547
00:30:56,880 --> 00:31:03,480
But I think what you and I also 
suffer from is growing up as 

548
00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:07,600
people pleasers and, and you 
feel like you have to say yes to

549
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:10,160
do something. 
And I think like our growth as 

550
00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:15,320
we've gotten older and continue 
to, to learn that we don't have 

551
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,280
to be people pleasers. 
And especially to the people 

552
00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:21,520
that have been ass hats. 
I, I don't have to be, I don't 

553
00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:25,480
have to tell you yes, I am. 
I love telling people no now. 

554
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:27,360
Like that's one of the 
boundaries I I've loved that 

555
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:29,360
I've gathered is I don't want to
do no. 

556
00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:31,640
And I don't explain it. 
I cuz I don't have to give an 

557
00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:32,280
explanation. 
No. 

558
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:35,160
Now will I give an explanation 
pitting on who it is? 

559
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:37,200
Yeah, I'll give you an 
explanation If like if I trust 

560
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,760
you and I, I feel like you were 
owed an explanation, but not 

561
00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:44,280
everybody's owed an explanation 
on why I, why either one of us 

562
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:48,280
don't want to do something. 
And that's something too that I 

563
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:52,360
also had to learn was that like 
no was a full sentence. 

564
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:56,760
I don't need to because like 
I've also put myself in sticky 

565
00:31:56,760 --> 00:31:59,920
situations before when somebody 
has asked me if they could use 

566
00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:02,960
something or borrow something. 
And I'd be like, no. 

567
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:04,800
And I would frankly tell them 
why. 

568
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:08,360
And the reason why usually not 
very heart warming. 

569
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,720
But I'm like, I'm not going to 
sit here and lie to you, but I 

570
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:14,520
am going to be honest. 
That's why you can't use my 

571
00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:16,200
shit. 
And then I like sit there. 

572
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,040
I'm like, OK, but no is a full 
answer. 

573
00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:19,520
We could just avoid hurt 
feelings. 

574
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:22,720
I think when it comes to that, I
think we, depending on who it 

575
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:26,560
is, we need to put a disclaimer 
now before I answer this. 

576
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:31,640
Are you mentally ready for the 
answer that I'm going to give 

577
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:33,640
you? 
Because if not, then we're just 

578
00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:36,200
going to, we're just going to 
leave it as a bone dry statement

579
00:32:36,200 --> 00:32:40,080
or we're just going to move past
this whole situation that way 

580
00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:42,160
it's going to. 
Be a growing moment for both of 

581
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:45,400
us. 
That way you could you can call 

582
00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:49,400
me dumb because however you 
answer this, if you say no or 

583
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:52,280
you say that you're OK with it, 
then I am legally not in 

584
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:56,600
responsible for how you take 
this. 

585
00:32:57,920 --> 00:33:02,000
Honestly, that's a legit like 
that's actually a good one. 

586
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:05,880
I'm going to use that. 
I'm a hold. 

587
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:08,760
My favorite is like, I'm a hold 
your hand when I say this 

588
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,040
because I mean it with love and 
no judgement, but. 

589
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,120
I use that at work. 
Like I'll have Co workers there 

590
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:17,360
and they'll ask you something 
and it's something so stupid and

591
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:21,360
they want. 
So I'm just like, I'm going to 

592
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:22,720
hold your hand when I tell you 
this. 

593
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:26,440
And depending on who what and 
like who it is, like I've 

594
00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:28,680
legitimately like I've taken 
them by the hand and like, 

595
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:35,400
you're a fucking idiot. 
Or like those situations where 

596
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:39,320
you're just like, I don't know 
how to say this in a nice way, 

597
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:42,560
so I'm just going to tell you 
how it is and you can't get 

598
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:44,680
offended. 
See, that's your disclaimer. 

599
00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:48,920
Is that like your brain can't 
figure out how to to form the a,

600
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:53,040
a nice way to say it. 
So you tell them this is going 

601
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:55,960
to come out completely shitty. 
I want you to know that I love 

602
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:58,240
you and I don't necessarily mean
it in this way, but this is how 

603
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:01,040
what's going on up here and it's
about to come out here and then 

604
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:04,840
proceed. 
I feel like that that's a 

605
00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:06,400
scapegoat. 
That's a good scapegoat. 

606
00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:10,560
So I use it for when Tony cooks 
something and it ends up coming 

607
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:12,480
out not tasting like how it's 
supposed to. 

608
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:16,040
So for instance, Tony made us 
burgers one time, and that was 

609
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:18,480
when we learned that Tony 
doesn't actually know how to 

610
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,840
make burgers from scratch, but 
Tony makes really good meatloaf.

611
00:34:24,639 --> 00:34:27,920
So I'm sitting there eating my 
burger and I'm happy as a pig in

612
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:29,320
shit because this thing was 
huge. 

613
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:32,719
It was flavorful, absolutely 
friggin delicious. 

614
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,679
But I'm sitting there and I just
put my burger down and I wipe my

615
00:34:35,679 --> 00:34:38,639
fingers and I just look at Tony 
and I'm like, I'm going to say 

616
00:34:38,639 --> 00:34:41,679
this in the nicest way possible,
and I mean nothing bad by it 

617
00:34:41,679 --> 00:34:43,840
because I'm very happy with how 
this turned out. 

618
00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:47,520
But this is not a hamburger. 
This is a meatloaf sandwich. 

619
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:53,080
Respectfully, at least you 
stayed in in the meat category. 

620
00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:56,400
You were it was close, but we 
are not. 

621
00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:59,120
It was not. 
It is no cigar. 

622
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,400
And see, I'm the same. 
My thing is, is like I get 

623
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:04,760
self-conscious like when I cook.
So since we're on the topic of 

624
00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:08,920
cooking, I take my desserts to 
work and I give I let my buddy 

625
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:11,600
and his girlfriend try and I'm 
like, I want you guys to be 

626
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,800
completely honest because this 
is something new. 

627
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:16,280
I need to understand. 
I need proper feedback. 

628
00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:20,800
And so each time like they've 
either they've either told me 

629
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:25,000
it's good, it's shit, or maybe 
add a little bit of this to make

630
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:28,440
it elevated. 
I'm like, OK, but see, I, I I 

631
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,320
love. 
Asking my friends to T test my 

632
00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,920
shit. 
That way I avoid because I don't

633
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:35,800
want to like make something 
brand new and like I if I like 

634
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:37,880
it and then I take it to someone
and they're just sitting there 

635
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:42,360
and all of a sudden they get the
it's good. 

636
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:44,560
Yeah. 
And then they're the ones that 

637
00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:47,920
take the plate and they flip it 
upside down into the trash can 

638
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:50,160
so that, like, they, it doesn't 
show that they threw it away. 

639
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:54,640
Yeah, that hurts a lot more. 
I've definitely made quite a few

640
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:57,720
things that ended up in that 
category because I eat like a 

641
00:35:57,720 --> 00:36:00,080
raccoon. 
I I just, I like food. 

642
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:04,400
If it's got a lot of veggies and
like spices and flavour, I'm 

643
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:08,360
happy as a pig. 
But like, yeah, I've had to 

644
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:10,000
learn. 
I need to take some criticism 

645
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,280
and advice on my food when I 
cook it because it's always 

646
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:14,680
edible. 
It's just not always the 

647
00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:19,840
tastiest. 
My bread comes out fire though. 

648
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,200
Always. 
That's one thing I got to get 

649
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:26,560
on. 
Sourdough is the easiest thing 

650
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:29,160
you could ever make and honestly
with you living in Oklahoma you 

651
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:32,200
probably have the right climate 
to make it year round because it

652
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:34,480
the humidity inside your house 
matters. 

653
00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:38,040
No, yeah, my dad does it and he 
lives out in Texas and his 

654
00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:38,960
sourdoughs come out. 
I. 

655
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:44,760
Bet they do. 
All right, let's get on to some 

656
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:46,480
of these other questions we got 
here. 

657
00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:51,080
How do you tell the difference 
between intuition and 

658
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,320
overthinking? 
Oh well, that's because 

659
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:56,920
intuition is coming from your 
gut and overthinking is purely 

660
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,480
in your brain. 
And I don't know how else to 

661
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:00,400
explain that to you, but that is
the answer. 

662
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:03,960
Yeah, I was going to say as you 
read it, I'm like, I don't know 

663
00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:06,920
how to clear, like actually in 
detail, explain it. 

664
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:11,000
But I'm always the one to tell 
people go with your gut. 

665
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:12,560
And they're like, well, 
sometimes my gut is wrong. 

666
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:14,800
I was like, well then your guts 
not then it's not your gut 

667
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:16,640
telling you. 
Correct. 

668
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,240
Like if you if you can. 
Feel it in your bones. 

669
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:23,240
That exactly what I was about to
say is like if you're if 

670
00:37:23,240 --> 00:37:28,560
immediately you're about to do 
something or say something and 

671
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:33,280
it counteracts something within 
your body, that's how you know 

672
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:35,720
it's, it's, it's, you don't need
to do it. 

673
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:41,080
Correct, 100%. 
And honestly, I think that's 

674
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:42,560
really as far as we can go with 
that question. 

675
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:47,120
Yeah. 
All right, what's one thing you 

676
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:50,000
wish you could go back and 
experience again as a kid? 

677
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:54,680
The whole thing, and actually 
have a childlike experience. 

678
00:37:55,240 --> 00:37:59,640
That would be nice. 
I, I had a great child, I'm not 

679
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:00,720
going to lie, like I had a great
child. 

680
00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:02,520
Do I remember a lot of it? 
No. 

681
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:07,560
And I think that's my own fault 
because as I got older, when I 

682
00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:11,600
say older, I, I mean my late 
teens to early. 

683
00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:14,720
We'll see in my late teens. 
We're going to leave it at that 

684
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,680
because I was AII partied in 
high school. 

685
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:20,880
I was a skater. 
I I drink a lot here and there. 

686
00:38:21,200 --> 00:38:23,320
Sorry, mom, you probably didn't 
know that or you probably didn't

687
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:25,000
know that, but it's there now in
the open. 

688
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,000
We're going to move past it. 
Statute of limitations. 

689
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:30,200
You're not allowed to bring this
up at Christmas or Thanksgiving.

690
00:38:30,720 --> 00:38:33,560
Well, my and see, I think also 
what, what's funny is about, 

691
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:37,360
about being an adult is that 
when you get I've told everyone 

692
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:40,120
this, and I say this out of 
love, because I love my, I love,

693
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:42,640
I love my mom to death, but I 
tell everyone I was like back in

694
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,960
the day, I was terrified to tell
my mom anything I said. 

695
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:49,200
Now I was like, as the years 
have gone on, I've grown like my

696
00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:54,080
mom does not scare me. 
And so like I and I and I say 

697
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,800
that with all like just out of 
full respect. 

698
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:58,040
And I know she, she was never 
the one to intimidate or 

699
00:38:58,040 --> 00:38:59,600
whatever. 
It was just that's your mom. 

700
00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:02,920
So like anything I did, I was 
like, I was terrified. 

701
00:39:02,920 --> 00:39:06,120
But now I'll tell stories of 
like shit that I forgot that 

702
00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:09,120
they didn't know about. 
And I'm like, yeah, but there's.

703
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:11,520
And then I sit there and like, 
you can't do anything. 

704
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:14,720
I'm nothing. 
I'm an adult. 

705
00:39:14,720 --> 00:39:18,800
I was like, I was like, yeah, 
it's you can't double jeopardy 

706
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,360
me. 
I'm good to go. 

707
00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:22,480
I'm I am the. 
I'm golden right now. 

708
00:39:23,240 --> 00:39:25,000
Guess what? 
I got away with it. 

709
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:29,000
This is a failure on you. 
But. 

710
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,400
As like I said IA lot of my 
childhood I don't really 

711
00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:35,480
remember I know it was good. 
I have 0 qualms of like how it 

712
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:38,120
went down but like as I got 
older, the reason stuff I don't 

713
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:43,800
forget is because the shit that 
I was doing in my late teens due

714
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:48,080
to things I probably shouldn't 
have been doing, we're just 

715
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:51,040
going to leave it that. 
You've left a few brain cells 

716
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:54,200
behind. 
I definitely 1000% left a fuck 

717
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:56,840
ton of brain cells so far 
behind. 

718
00:39:57,240 --> 00:39:59,960
And so I look back and I'm like,
so if if I were to go back, I'd 

719
00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:03,400
go back to around that time and 
I would scrounge up those brain 

720
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:05,280
cells and then put them right 
back in. 

721
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:06,880
And I wonder. 
I'd probably. 

722
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:10,080
I might have a a Nobel Peace 
Prize by now. 

723
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:16,600
Honestly that's fair. 
I could see it because you're 

724
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:19,840
super smart, so I can only 
imagine how smart you would have

725
00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:21,800
had you not been a partier like 
that. 

726
00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:28,360
Saying I'm smart, I don't think 
that I'm smart by any means. 

727
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:32,600
I, I don't, I, I and I say thank
you for one, but two, I don't 

728
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:34,160
think that I personally am 
smart. 

729
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:38,120
So I hear that someone thinks 
that apart. 

730
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:40,480
For the love of God, whatever 
I'm doing, I'm going to keep 

731
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:43,280
doing because I, I wake up and 
I'm like, you're a fucking 

732
00:40:43,280 --> 00:40:46,160
idiot. 
I mean, I think you are, you 

733
00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:48,760
have a pretty well-rounded 
understanding of emotional 

734
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:50,800
intelligence. 
Therefore, I think that kind of 

735
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:52,720
makes you pretty intelligent 
just in general. 

736
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:56,760
Well, I had to learn all that 
because I was a failure in which

737
00:40:56,800 --> 00:41:01,440
a lot of my past relationships 
because I was not, I was not 

738
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,120
emotionally available, nor did I
understand emotional 

739
00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:06,720
intelligence. 
And I'm not saying like I, I'm 

740
00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:10,920
a, a grad student in emotional 
intelligence now, but I do have 

741
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:12,720
a better grasp. 
Yes, exactly. 

742
00:41:12,720 --> 00:41:16,240
I've, and I think that's, that's
never something that's never 

743
00:41:16,240 --> 00:41:21,440
something that someone's going 
to fully have a hold on because 

744
00:41:22,160 --> 00:41:25,440
understanding emotions is AI 
think it's a never ending thing 

745
00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:27,960
because we're human beings. 
We we experience different 

746
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:31,040
emotions due to different 
situations. 

747
00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:35,120
They changed daily and with with
different people. 

748
00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:39,440
So how you regulate those 
emotions is a everyday like 

749
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:43,880
ordeal. 
So it's just something I can, I 

750
00:41:43,880 --> 00:41:47,480
can take accountability for my 
my past flaws of it. 

751
00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:51,440
And that's really all you can 
do. 

752
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:53,400
See, that's what I'm saying. 
Intelligence. 

753
00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:56,960
You're smart. 
Honestly, you know what I wish I

754
00:41:56,960 --> 00:42:01,000
could go back and experience as 
a kid, like the actual early 

755
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:06,680
2000s because I was born in 94, 
so in the early like 2000's, the

756
00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:09,800
twin 10s. 
Like I feel like that was prime 

757
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:12,600
time to be like a preteen. 
And I feel like I would like to 

758
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:16,360
go back and experience that, but
experience the social aspect of 

759
00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:18,400
it. 
Like I want to have fun playing 

760
00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:22,200
with silly bands and eating 
lunchables and getting booby 

761
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:23,800
bracelets and putting them 
everywhere. 

762
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:29,040
The booby bracelet fucking 
dilemma was so iconic. 

763
00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:34,640
The Tatas save the Tatas. 
If anybody has Save the Tatas 

764
00:42:34,640 --> 00:42:38,160
bracelets that they're no longer
wearing, I kindly ask that you 

765
00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:42,960
donate them to the Ellie wants 
early 2000s paraphernalia so 

766
00:42:43,720 --> 00:42:45,680
Ellie's trying to relive her 
childhood. 

767
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:49,400
If Ellie gets those, she's going
to look like a 2000 scene kids 

768
00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:53,520
because she's going to have them
like decked out on the arm. 100%

769
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:55,520
absolutely. 
I think if you. 

770
00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:57,760
Would have a studded belt. 
There. 

771
00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:00,480
Wait, are you going to do the 
singular color or are you going 

772
00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:04,440
to do the multicolor? 
So when I was growing up I only 

773
00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:06,360
ever could get the singular 
color. 

774
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:11,120
I had one that was black with 
purple like studs and the the 

775
00:43:11,120 --> 00:43:14,040
studs had like kind of a 
splatter paint on them though 

776
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:16,200
that was pretty cool. 
That's probably my favorite. 

777
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:19,480
I never liked the white ones 
though, could never get behind 

778
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:22,480
those ones. 
Did was yours like the seat belt

779
00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:26,680
buckle? 
No, but I did have one of those.

780
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:28,280
I'd love the seat belt buckle 
ones. 

781
00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:30,120
I don't know what it was, but 
there was just something about 

782
00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:34,120
and maybe it was because I was a
team, team boy, but like the 

783
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:38,040
fact that he just. 
I think I liked him because I 

784
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:40,720
was obsessed with Fast and 
Furious and it made me think of 

785
00:43:40,720 --> 00:43:42,560
like the fancy race car 
seatbelts. 

786
00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:45,960
My thing was I could just push 
eject osito cuz and just push 

787
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:47,000
it. 
Poo poo. 

788
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:51,520
But I know I feel like if you 
went back to your to the early 

789
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:55,440
2000s, I would recommend for you
because from what Zaga has told 

790
00:43:55,440 --> 00:44:00,120
me, you just need to go live in 
a theater. 

791
00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:04,800
That's what I'm saying. 
Because he he's messaged me and 

792
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:08,080
he's like, so I introduced this 
movie and this movie to Ellie 

793
00:44:08,720 --> 00:44:10,160
and I'm like, how the fuck has 
you seen? 

794
00:44:10,160 --> 00:44:13,400
And then I'm like, well, no, I 
know why she hasn't seen it. 

795
00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:15,760
And then I'm like, please 
provide feedback to let me know 

796
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,920
what she thought of the film 
after it's all said and done. 

797
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:22,680
Did he tell you I fell asleep 
through every single one of the 

798
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:27,000
Saw movies? 
Alien no and Saw too, but Alien 

799
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,480
is the one he's currently pissed
off about because I keep falling

800
00:44:29,480 --> 00:44:32,680
asleep every time we start it. 
If you're not a sci-fi person, I

801
00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:33,800
100% I I. 
I'm. 

802
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:36,480
I'm not agreeing with it, but 
I'm going to say I understand 

803
00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:39,120
it. 
It's just they're really long 

804
00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:41,440
movies. 
I can sit and watch The Lord of 

805
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:44,120
the Rings for three hours 
extended cut, not fall asleep 

806
00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:46,200
one time, but like. 
Because it's something you're 

807
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:47,920
interested. 
In it just, yeah. 

808
00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:50,760
But like I just feel like 
there's 7 movies of this fucking

809
00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:54,520
alien going after people and 
it's all the same kind of alien.

810
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:58,000
So we know that the alien keeps 
winning and the ship is always 

811
00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:00,520
the same. 
It's always this infested ship 

812
00:45:00,720 --> 00:45:04,000
just floating through space. 
I feel like I don't need to 

813
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,960
watch any more of the movies to 
get the plot. 

814
00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:11,720
The aliens keep winning. 
Sigourney Weaver is doing 

815
00:45:11,720 --> 00:45:14,440
something wrong. 
Was doing something wrong. 

816
00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:19,840
Correct. 
OK. 

817
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:21,760
What else we got for these 
questions? 

818
00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:26,680
Oh, bonus question, is murder an
option? 

819
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:29,680
Legally, no. 
Spiritually, you'll handle it on

820
00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,440
there with jokes before someone 
clips you into the true crime 

821
00:45:32,440 --> 00:45:35,400
documentary. 
I was going to say, have I? 

822
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:40,080
Have I used my imagination? 
Yes. 

823
00:45:40,320 --> 00:45:43,720
I mean, I've thought about it. 
How will I ever do it? 

824
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:46,560
No, I don't have. 
Am I capable of it? 

825
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:49,720
1000% But will I ever do it? 
No. 

826
00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:57,840
I For legal reasons, this is 
absolutely never something you 

827
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,720
should do at home. 
We do not endorse murder. 

828
00:46:01,440 --> 00:46:03,680
Any sort of a boost is frowned 
upon. 

829
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:07,080
No more on alive things, 
nothing. 

830
00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:12,640
However, I do understand in some
situations how it could be 

831
00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:15,040
necessary. 
That's all I'm going to say 

832
00:46:15,040 --> 00:46:17,160
about that. 
However, if you ever need to 

833
00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:21,480
hide A body, I can help you with
that because I can tell you how 

834
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:25,320
to do it without, you know, 
people finding it or the scent 

835
00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:28,240
dogs finding it. 
The trick is burying both a dead

836
00:46:28,240 --> 00:46:31,200
animal and an endangered plant 
on top of your dead body. 

837
00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:38,040
That's that's actually yes, 
that's the 1000% how you do it. 

838
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:41,400
It throws off the scent for the 
tracking dogs and also they 

839
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:43,880
can't dig up endangering 
endangered plants. 

840
00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:47,320
So you're committing like 2 
crimes in one but like me? 

841
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:51,040
Yeah, but then you also saved an
endangered plant because you're 

842
00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:55,520
giving back to the earth. 
So technically if so facts 

843
00:46:55,520 --> 00:47:00,440
though it wipes you clean. 
I mean, quite honestly, I think 

844
00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:01,760
so. 
And you're giving it like so 

845
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:05,960
much fertilizer. 
There's two beings decomposing 

846
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:07,640
under it. 
So like, it'll be fine. 

847
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:15,760
Live a long and healthy life. 
All right, what else we got? 

848
00:47:18,160 --> 00:47:23,400
Oh, we have a topic on a passive
aggressive individual. 

849
00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:28,920
How do you deal with a non 
problem mother-in-law who 

850
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:32,960
doesn't reach out, doesn't 
engage when asked, says she 

851
00:47:32,960 --> 00:47:37,400
misses you but avoids seeing 
you, won't let you come over but

852
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:42,120
won't meet you elsewhere either?
I'm just going to come out and 

853
00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:44,240
say right now I don't think your
mother-in-law likes you very 

854
00:47:44,240 --> 00:47:46,600
much. 
Yeah, no, I see. 

855
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:50,160
I'm not, I'm not married, but 
you know, I don't, I'm not 

856
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:53,680
dating anybody. 
So just but reading that, I'm 

857
00:47:53,680 --> 00:47:56,280
just like, yeah, the 
mother-in-law, that's a monster 

858
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:57,360
in law. 
That's. 

859
00:47:57,360 --> 00:48:02,720
A that sounds like yeah, that's 
like the polite like brush off 

860
00:48:03,040 --> 00:48:06,760
in my opinion. 
But I will say that if your 

861
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:11,040
mother-in-law is doing that, I 
would tell your partner and have

862
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:14,000
your partner try to. 
I feel like your partner needs 

863
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,960
to be involved to help smooth 
that out because that being 

864
00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:18,720
their mother. 
Yeah, it could also be a 

865
00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:21,000
misunderstanding. 
She also might not be trying to 

866
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:24,200
overstep as well, so it could be
coming off as like. 

867
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:27,600
If that's the case, then I 
applaud it because I know people

868
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,520
could, some people could be 
overstepping and overbearing, 

869
00:48:30,080 --> 00:48:34,440
but I feel like if that's if 
that's the case, then maybe fine

870
00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:37,040
tune how you're doing it so that
person doesn't like in this 

871
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:39,920
instance, that person doesn't 
feel like you just don't like 

872
00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:43,000
them. 
Right, because like, if I was 

873
00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:45,440
this person, I would just feel 
like my mother-in-law doesn't 

874
00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:46,920
give a shit. 
Then that would be like, all 

875
00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:49,800
right, cool, whatever. 
But I definitely do think your 

876
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:52,520
partner needs to step in and be 
maybe see if there's something 

877
00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:55,720
going on with the mother-in-law,
see if she's got like an issue. 

878
00:48:55,720 --> 00:48:59,520
Maybe there was some inadvertent
hurt feelings or some nonsense. 

879
00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:02,000
Like you never know. 
They could try talking. 

880
00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:06,440
It out, yeah, definitely. 
The partner needs to step in 

881
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:09,520
though because things can get 
sticky when you're dealing with 

882
00:49:09,520 --> 00:49:10,960
in laws. 
Yeah. 

883
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,680
How do you navigate someone who 
isn't technically toxic but 

884
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:22,640
still makes everything harder? 
Well I don't, I simply say not 

885
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:26,640
my chickens, not my eggs. 
That's a them problem. 

886
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:31,000
How do you navigate someone who 
isn't technically who isn't 

887
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:34,200
technically tossed toxic but 
makes still makes everything? 

888
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:37,320
Oh, that's, that's a simple 
solution. 

889
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:43,160
I'm, I am a pro at detachment. 
I am such a pro at that 

890
00:49:44,280 --> 00:49:48,200
disassociation. 
Oh yeah, the the moment I get 

891
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:53,320
like a whiff of it, trust me, 
you are no longer a thought. 

892
00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:57,080
Yeah, you're, listen, the only 
way to deal with somebody who's 

893
00:49:57,080 --> 00:49:59,640
like that is to just be that 
fake polite and move on. 

894
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:02,840
This is not some That's not the 
type of person you want to have 

895
00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,280
in your life all the time 
because they are exhausting. 

896
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:08,760
They become emotional vampires 
and it's just not worth the 

897
00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:10,520
bullshit. 
No, it's not. 

898
00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:13,640
And if you have to, if you have 
to be civil, that's one. 

899
00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:16,440
Like I'm not saying go out of 
your way to be rude to them 

900
00:50:16,440 --> 00:50:18,520
unless they're rude to you first
and by all means no holds 

901
00:50:18,520 --> 00:50:20,440
barred. 
But if they're it's in a social 

902
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:23,680
situation, like if it's in the 
same friend group and that 

903
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:26,480
person just won't address it. 
If you're, I feel like you're 

904
00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:28,960
the bigger person, if you can 
remain civil, I'm not telling 

905
00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:31,120
you if you don't, if they don't 
say anything to you, you don't 

906
00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:34,240
say anything to them. 
And I feel like that's I've done

907
00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:37,120
it. 
I do it with Co workers and I've

908
00:50:37,120 --> 00:50:40,360
done it with old quote UN quote 
friends who were not friends 

909
00:50:40,360 --> 00:50:43,480
anymore. 
But yeah, it's just. 

910
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:46,080
But no, if they want to, if they
want to get nasty, then. 

911
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:51,280
I had to do that actually 
recently with somebody because 

912
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:55,800
they weren't this individual and
I were like, we're Snapchat 

913
00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:58,120
friends and friends on all of 
like the social medias and 

914
00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:01,240
there's somebody who used to 
hang out or they still do. 

915
00:51:01,240 --> 00:51:03,240
They hang out with like my 
military group of friends 

916
00:51:03,240 --> 00:51:04,480
because they all grew up 
together. 

917
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:11,320
But they there was just some 
things like some jokes that they

918
00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:13,560
made that just came off very off
color to me. 

919
00:51:13,560 --> 00:51:15,960
So that there was a few times 
where I was just like, hey, 

920
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:19,080
maybe maybe we don't make those 
jokes around me. 

921
00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:22,600
That's just kind of like 
insensitive because they would 

922
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:26,640
just make some like off color 
comments about like immigrants 

923
00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:30,120
or like the LGBTQ plus 
community, stuff like that. 

924
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:33,640
So I would just get a little 
salty and be like, hey, maybe 

925
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:35,560
not. 
And then they just they kept 

926
00:51:35,800 --> 00:51:37,920
they kept making these jokes and
I was like, you know what? 

927
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:39,920
I'm done with you. 
And I blocked them on 

928
00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:42,320
everything. 
And if I have to see them in a 

929
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:46,080
social situation, I'm blight. 
I say, hey, how you doing? 

930
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:47,880
And that is the end of that 
conversation. 

931
00:51:48,080 --> 00:51:50,600
Turn around and walk away now 
worth my time. 

932
00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:53,680
That resorts back to what Zog 
and I were talking on about 

933
00:51:53,680 --> 00:51:55,760
earlier. 
That's all about being an adult 

934
00:51:55,760 --> 00:51:59,360
and growing and, and having 
growth because you, you 

935
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:02,680
establish that boundary. 
Like, hey, that might be how you

936
00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:05,480
perceive things. 
But when we're in the same 

937
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:12,320
sitting or seating or whatever, 
can, can we just not just can 

938
00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:14,520
you just not talk about that 
kind of stuff just, and again, 

939
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:18,960
like you've told me a long time 
ago, like when you establish 

940
00:52:18,960 --> 00:52:22,360
that boundary, if someone can't 
respect that boundary, then fuck

941
00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:24,320
them. 
That's that, that that's, that's

942
00:52:24,320 --> 00:52:27,560
their loss. 
And then you gave them one. 

943
00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,520
You gave them, you were 
courteous enough to give them 

944
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:33,760
one polite warning like, hey, 
this making me uncomfortable. 

945
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:37,400
Can we just not do that? 
If they can't adhere to that and

946
00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:40,560
honor it, then was it? 
Was there ever really like a 

947
00:52:40,560 --> 00:52:42,360
foundation of a friendship 
there? 

948
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:48,840
Exactly, I've come to realize 
that people who are like that 

949
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:51,360
and like need to be able to say 
their jokes. 

950
00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:55,320
It just kind of proves that 
they're just not a they don't 

951
00:52:55,320 --> 00:52:56,840
really care about the 
friendships. 

952
00:52:56,840 --> 00:52:59,280
They just want to be able to say
what they want to say and be 

953
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:05,320
them piece of shit cells or they
just no, I don't think there is 

954
00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:06,440
an or. 
I think that's just it. 

955
00:53:07,720 --> 00:53:14,680
Don't care. 
All right, what else we got? 

956
00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:19,480
Oh, we got so many. 
OK, cool. 

957
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:26,440
What's one piece of advice from 
your youth that stuck with you 

958
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:31,240
into adulthood? 
Don't give up. 

959
00:53:33,360 --> 00:53:36,200
Think you're like that, Kitty? 
The emotional support posters 

960
00:53:36,200 --> 00:53:38,520
are like the you're like hanging
from a Cliff. 

961
00:53:38,600 --> 00:53:41,720
She'll give up. 
That was yeah, that. 

962
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:44,080
Oh that's such like a good 
little call back because those 

963
00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:47,880
posters are fucking everywhere. 
Even I remember them, they were 

964
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:51,640
in the doctor's office. 
But no, like I, I tell myself 

965
00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:54,520
because back in the day, like if
I wanted, if I wanted to achieve

966
00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:57,000
something, I kept telling 
myself, don't fucking give up or

967
00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:02,440
at least give it your all. 
And so I do still use that to, I

968
00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:07,200
still tell myself to this day, 
like if I'm like at the bottom 

969
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:10,320
of my barrel, I'm like, I know 
shit's tough right now, but 

970
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:16,960
don't you dare fucking give up. 
Yeah, I think that's a pretty. 

971
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:18,840
It's very. 
Cliche, and very probably like, 

972
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:23,080
not very like much advice that I
that I have, but that's 

973
00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:24,920
something that has at least 
stuck with me. 

974
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:28,880
I mean, mine's really not that 
much different because mine's 

975
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:32,640
don't let them win. 
If somebody's like set, if you 

976
00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:35,320
really want to do something and 
somebody's like telling you you 

977
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:38,920
can't do it or you'll never be 
able to achieve something, don't

978
00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:40,680
let them win. 
Oh. 

979
00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:44,200
Hustle until you get there. 
That's my favorite thing. 

980
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:48,120
That is my favorite thing. 
When I tell someone like, oh, 

981
00:54:48,160 --> 00:54:49,560
yeah. 
And like, I'll feel like really 

982
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:51,600
excited about it. 
Yeah, I'm, I'm gonna, I'm gonna 

983
00:54:51,600 --> 00:54:53,840
do this, this and this and 
they're like, no, the fuck, 

984
00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:55,560
You're not. 
You know what? 

985
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,320
There could have been a chance. 
There could have been a chance 

986
00:54:58,320 --> 00:55:00,240
that I might, might not have and
it would have been on my 

987
00:55:00,240 --> 00:55:02,480
account. 
But now that you've already 

988
00:55:02,480 --> 00:55:04,760
verbally said that I'm not gonna
do it. 

989
00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:08,040
I'm going to do it 10 times, 
It's like Michael Scott from The

990
00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:10,440
Office. 
I'm going to do it even harder. 

991
00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:14,080
Yep. 
And then you're going to hate 

992
00:55:14,080 --> 00:55:15,840
it. 
Oh yeah, you then you're going 

993
00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:17,960
to, yeah, you're going to watch 
me win, bitch. 

994
00:55:17,960 --> 00:55:19,360
You're going to watch me fucking
win. 

995
00:55:19,960 --> 00:55:22,120
Yep, and you're going to have to
sit with that in your own 

996
00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:25,480
misery. 
And see, I'm also the I'm not, 

997
00:55:25,520 --> 00:55:29,120
I'm not much of A petty person, 
but in that situation, the next 

998
00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:32,240
time I see that person, that's 
soon as the, hey, what's up gets

999
00:55:32,240 --> 00:55:34,280
out of the way. 
Hey, you remember when you said 

1000
00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:35,560
that I, I wasn't going to do 
that. 

1001
00:55:35,960 --> 00:55:39,280
I did it tenfold. 
See what I did? 

1002
00:55:39,400 --> 00:55:42,200
I made it so much better. 
I went above and beyond. 

1003
00:55:42,560 --> 00:55:46,400
And that might be the ADHD on 
top of that, just Full 

1004
00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:48,560
disclosure, I think that might 
also be the ADHD. 

1005
00:55:48,560 --> 00:55:51,960
But that and it's also the 
mindset of you're not going to 

1006
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:53,600
tell me that I'm not going to be
able to do something. 

1007
00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:55,280
You don't know what I'm fully 
capable of. 

1008
00:55:56,480 --> 00:55:58,760
You. 
Who are you to say? 

1009
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:03,920
I feel like Anakin Skywalker. 
You underestimate my power. 

1010
00:56:04,840 --> 00:56:07,680
Oh God. 
The poor younglings hide them. 

1011
00:56:08,920 --> 00:56:14,520
Fuck them kids, respectfully. 
Aw dude, they were really cute. 

1012
00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:19,040
They were with. 
Your little force doing their 

1013
00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:24,400
best. 
All right, so we'll do one more 

1014
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,520
question before I give the mic 
back to Zaga. 

1015
00:56:26,640 --> 00:56:31,440
But the next one is if you could
go back in time and talk to your

1016
00:56:31,440 --> 00:56:34,560
younger self for one hour, would
you do it knowing you might 

1017
00:56:34,560 --> 00:56:36,640
change your future or leave it 
alone? 

1018
00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,040
I ask myself this question all 
the time. 

1019
00:56:40,120 --> 00:56:43,960
I would, I'll say I go back and 
forth on that because I've had 

1020
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:46,040
this. 
I've had, it's one of those 

1021
00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,800
little Daydream thoughts, like 
as I'm doing something actually 

1022
00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:52,160
productive and I'm like, could 
what could I change the 

1023
00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:55,120
trajectory of my own life if I 
could go back in time? 

1024
00:56:56,120 --> 00:57:00,280
Part of me is like if I could 
sit my younger self down, I want

1025
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:07,120
to tell them that you need to 
lock in on XY and Z and it's 

1026
00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:09,200
going to make your life a hell 
of a lot easier. 

1027
00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:18,720
On the back end of that is that 
if I did that, I don't think 

1028
00:57:18,720 --> 00:57:20,960
that I would be the individual 
that I am today. 

1029
00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:24,000
And when I say the individual 
that I, that I am today is that 

1030
00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:31,200
I don't think that I would have 
the same mental strength and 

1031
00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:35,480
that I do now opposed to if I 
would have had if I had the 

1032
00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:40,200
knowledge that I did back then. 
So it's kind of AI mean we we 

1033
00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:42,800
see it in movies all the time 
that if you go in the past. 

1034
00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:44,400
Butterfly effect. 
Exactly. 

1035
00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:47,680
It has a, it could, it could be 
really, really good or it 

1036
00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:50,000
ultimately it turns out very, 
very bad. 

1037
00:57:50,240 --> 00:57:52,600
So. 
Usually ends up going to shit. 

1038
00:57:53,040 --> 00:57:54,920
It, yeah, 9 times out of 10 it 
goes to shit. 

1039
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:59,160
There's like that, that .1% that
will that could actually benefit

1040
00:57:59,160 --> 00:58:01,000
from it. 
But I don't know. 

1041
00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:04,400
I feel like, yeah, I think I'm 
still at a standstill. 

1042
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,160
I don't know. 
If I could, I would, I would 

1043
00:58:07,160 --> 00:58:09,760
definitely give my, my younger 
self words of encouragement. 

1044
00:58:09,840 --> 00:58:15,120
I would let him know that like, 
listen, kid, you, you have no 

1045
00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:19,600
idea what you're what you're 
going to experience when you get

1046
00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:24,880
to where I'm at or where where 
we're at, but I promise you, you

1047
00:58:24,880 --> 00:58:29,120
are going to do so well. 
You are destined for a lot of 

1048
00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:35,640
great things. 
And that just, I said it just a 

1049
00:58:35,640 --> 00:58:38,320
little bit ago, don't give up. 
Whatever you're doing, do not 

1050
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:41,560
fucking give up. 
Yep, 100%. 

1051
00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:45,360
And honestly I feel the same 
because like, and not to be like

1052
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,840
corny and cheesy over here, but 
like I wouldn't want to go back 

1053
00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:52,040
and change anything because then
I wouldn't find my person. 

1054
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:56,480
So there's that. 
And then also I also feel like a

1055
00:58:56,480 --> 00:59:00,480
lot of what I went through has 
made me a much better person 

1056
00:59:00,480 --> 00:59:03,440
now. 
It's definitely like made me a 

1057
00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:06,800
more empathetic person, somebody
who can like listen without 

1058
00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:09,600
judgement because I've also I'm 
the last person who can judge 

1059
00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:11,840
anyone for anything because I 
have made my fair share of 

1060
00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:17,280
mistakes. 
But again, I feel like it's like

1061
00:59:17,280 --> 00:59:20,200
stuff that I've learned from and
it comes in super handy because 

1062
00:59:20,200 --> 00:59:23,160
now that my little sister is 
like living on her own, she's 

1063
00:59:23,160 --> 00:59:25,000
living with her like best 
friend. 

1064
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:27,520
Now they're the the Maddie's, 
both of them. 

1065
00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:29,360
I love it. 
So I call their house the Maddie

1066
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:33,480
house, but her roommate will 
call me and she'll be like, all 

1067
00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:36,200
right, big sis, I need some big 
sister advice. 

1068
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:39,120
And I'll be like, ah, yeah. 
So that exact same thing 

1069
00:59:39,120 --> 00:59:40,880
happened to me. 
And this is how I handled it. 

1070
00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:45,640
So don't do it like this, do it 
this way instead. 

1071
00:59:45,640 --> 00:59:49,680
Promise it'll go a lot better. 
So yeah. 

1072
00:59:49,840 --> 00:59:51,840
But I think if I could go back 
to my younger self, I would 

1073
00:59:51,840 --> 00:59:54,720
definitely just tell them to 
like keep their head up. 

1074
00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:58,600
Like it gets easier eventually. 
Also, don't burn yourself out 

1075
00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:03,960
too early because that sucked. 
That oh preach that, that that 

1076
01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:07,040
is one. 
Do not burn yourself out at a 

1077
01:00:07,040 --> 01:00:11,440
young age because you are going 
to feel it very quickly. 

1078
01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:15,840
I think the year was it the year
I turned 30 or the year I was 

1079
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:19,840
29, I spent like 6 months in bed
because my body was just like 

1080
01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:23,920
Nope we're done. 
You you need to sleep for a 

1081
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:26,760
solid 6 months and then we will 
consider getting up again. 

1082
01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:31,640
We are hibernating all. 
Right. 

1083
01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:34,520
Well, on that note, I think I'm 
going to go downstairs and eat 

1084
01:00:34,520 --> 01:00:37,400
some ice cream because it's hot 
as, excuse me, it's hot as balls

1085
01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:40,640
in this office right now. 
Why is it so warm up here, Zaga?

1086
01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:44,800
Because I have 3 monitors, 4 
speakers. 2. 

1087
01:00:44,840 --> 01:00:47,600
Studio lights, a lava lamp and 
four LE DS. 

1088
01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:50,320
You know, for all this shit that
goes wrong in this house, at 

1089
01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:52,400
least we know this one room is 
well insulated. 

1090
01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:54,920
This one in my dressing room 
downstairs. 

1091
01:00:54,920 --> 01:00:57,760
It's the grass wall. 
No, I think this room has always

1092
01:00:57,760 --> 01:01:00,640
been pretty warm. 
It's the grass wall, he says. 

1093
01:01:00,640 --> 01:01:02,800
It's the grass wall over here 
and the. 

1094
01:01:03,600 --> 01:01:05,840
Sound for. 
Yeah, that for sure. 

1095
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:08,840
All right, well, on that note, 
I'm going to get out of your 

1096
01:01:08,840 --> 01:01:10,080
seat. 
Here's your headphone back, 

1097
01:01:10,640 --> 01:01:12,040
Nick. 
I'll talk to you later. 

1098
01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:17,520
Before I go, have you checked 
and seen in the Discord their 

1099
01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:19,440
guesses about where you work or 
what you do? 

1100
01:01:20,280 --> 01:01:23,720
I glanced at it, and then I went
back to the Renfair. 

1101
01:01:25,040 --> 01:01:28,880
All right, fair enough. 
Are they close or even remotely 

1102
01:01:28,880 --> 01:01:30,920
in the general vicinity of being
right? 

1103
01:01:31,560 --> 01:01:35,920
I didn't look too far into it, 
so I can't say yes or no because

1104
01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:38,320
I I didn't really look at much 
of the answers. 

1105
01:01:39,200 --> 01:01:42,000
All right, now, that's fair. 
I was just curious because I too

1106
01:01:42,000 --> 01:01:44,560
also want to know where you work
and what you do because at this 

1107
01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:46,960
point I just feel like you're 
Chandler and you're a mystery. 

1108
01:01:47,480 --> 01:01:53,640
Well, just maybe, maybe episode 
one, season 2, we have a little 

1109
01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:56,680
reveal. 
Nick will confirm. 

1110
01:01:57,760 --> 01:02:01,600
That'll be the opening segment. 
That'll be great. 

1111
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:03,920
All right, guys. 
Well, on that note, it was cool 

1112
01:02:03,920 --> 01:02:05,560
chilling with you and hanging 
out with you. 

1113
01:02:05,720 --> 01:02:09,240
Thanks for hanging out with us 
for this season of the podcast 

1114
01:02:09,240 --> 01:02:11,720
because it's been, I don't know,
it's just been fun. 

1115
01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:14,120
I like the season a lot better 
than other seasons we've done 

1116
01:02:14,120 --> 01:02:16,160
for other shows. 
So it has been a lot more fun. 

1117
01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:17,800
I'm going to give this back over
to Zogg in your. 

1118
01:02:23,040 --> 01:02:27,200
Monitor So what? 
You're saying is. 

1119
01:02:27,760 --> 01:02:31,080
OK, I'm back. 
I'm here. 

1120
01:02:31,560 --> 01:02:33,000
Nicholas, did you see? 
I brought a friend. 

1121
01:02:33,840 --> 01:02:37,040
I brought your favorite. 
I'm so glad that we're like 

1122
01:02:37,040 --> 01:02:40,040
laggings because like the this I
can't really see much. 

1123
01:02:40,040 --> 01:02:42,640
It's like a distorted view. 
It's here, it's there. 

1124
01:02:42,800 --> 01:02:45,920
It's right there for you. 
It's it's, it's there for the 

1125
01:02:45,920 --> 01:02:47,360
people. 
The people know it's there. 

1126
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:54,000
And it will make a, it will make
recurring repeatedness for you. 

1127
01:02:56,120 --> 01:02:58,960
It's I don't know what the name 
of this thing is. 

1128
01:02:59,280 --> 01:03:00,600
I don't know if Ellie has named 
it. 

1129
01:03:00,600 --> 01:03:04,520
I don't know if it already has a
name, but it is. 

1130
01:03:04,520 --> 01:03:10,080
It has been named the favorite 
and best crash out of the season

1131
01:03:10,280 --> 01:03:15,480
that you have given and. 
Do I get do I, do I get an 

1132
01:03:15,480 --> 01:03:19,200
award, a plaque or something? 
I I think, I think we need to 

1133
01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:22,200
have we need to talk. 
We need to have like the best, 

1134
01:03:23,080 --> 01:03:25,320
the best crash out of the 
season, which is the best crash 

1135
01:03:25,320 --> 01:03:27,280
out of the season that that goes
to this year. 

1136
01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:31,320
This year goes to the Liboo Boo.
And I can't crash out right now 

1137
01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:33,920
because I am dealing with like a
slight headache right now. 

1138
01:03:33,920 --> 01:03:37,600
So my give a fuck is kind of 
like busted at the moment. 

1139
01:03:38,000 --> 01:03:41,120
And also like I said I lost 
power for like 5 hours and it 

1140
01:03:41,120 --> 01:03:44,920
fucked up my crock pot or didn't
fuck it up. 

1141
01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:48,440
It just prolonged it. 
So I'm like my mind is all 

1142
01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:51,800
elsewhere. 
I give I I don't have the the 

1143
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:57,440
capacity for the thing. 
Fair enough. 

1144
01:03:57,920 --> 01:04:01,080
I was thinking of ways that I 
could try to get one more Nick 

1145
01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:04,920
rant just out of here for the 
season. 

1146
01:04:05,920 --> 01:04:10,360
I was thinking of ways and 
granted I was looking at Airpod 

1147
01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:15,800
Maxes and they're they were on 
sale for 4449 and I was like, 

1148
01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:18,240
oh, that's actually a really 
good price. 

1149
01:04:19,280 --> 01:04:23,400
But I do want to buy a new PC 
and that's about $3000 so. 

1150
01:04:24,120 --> 01:04:26,720
That's going to. 
Take precedence on that. 

1151
01:04:27,240 --> 01:04:30,320
But first before I do buy that, 
I am buying, buying my new Ray 

1152
01:04:30,320 --> 01:04:32,560
Ban metas over in the next 
couple days. 

1153
01:04:32,560 --> 01:04:37,440
Tomorrow I got to call my eye 
doctor and you're going to 

1154
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:39,760
Klarna that one, because that's 
going to be. 

1155
01:04:39,840 --> 01:04:41,960
Yeah, we got to do monthly 
installments on that one. 

1156
01:04:42,280 --> 01:04:45,200
All I ask is if you get these 
meta glasses, please don't. 

1157
01:04:45,240 --> 01:04:48,200
Don't be the douche bag that. 
I. 

1158
01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:52,840
Already. 
Have meta glasses and I haven't 

1159
01:04:52,840 --> 01:04:55,640
done that yet. 
I'm just saying because 

1160
01:04:55,640 --> 01:04:57,960
apparently, I mean, I'm sure 
you've seen it, it's the, it's 

1161
01:04:57,960 --> 01:05:00,760
become an epidemic almost. 
People are taking these meta 

1162
01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:02,240
glasses and they're abusing 
them. 

1163
01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:04,960
I'm an asshole, I'm not a 
scumbag. 

1164
01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:11,360
Made that very clear. 
So Sammy actually had a follow 

1165
01:05:11,360 --> 01:05:14,160
up question on top of the 
childhood one. 

1166
01:05:15,680 --> 01:05:18,520
I answered one of the things 
here, but what are your top 

1167
01:05:18,520 --> 01:05:20,720
three favorite moments from this
season? 

1168
01:05:21,720 --> 01:05:23,680
Number one is your crash out 
with the Libooboo. 

1169
01:05:23,960 --> 01:05:27,720
That was such a build up from 
the from the summer when 

1170
01:05:27,720 --> 01:05:29,960
Libooboo, when we first started 
talking about Libooboo. 

1171
01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:34,680
And to actually have one and to 
actually open it in front of you

1172
01:05:34,760 --> 01:05:39,320
and watch that that that 
explosive crash out was one of 

1173
01:05:39,320 --> 01:05:40,600
the best things that's ever 
happened. 

1174
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:46,240
I should have RTO D that. 
We can make that happen next 

1175
01:05:46,240 --> 01:05:47,960
season. 
There will be many of dumb 

1176
01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:50,280
purchases to make you angry. 
That's. 

1177
01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:54,600
Positive. 
I have your address, things will

1178
01:05:54,600 --> 01:05:57,400
be sent. 
I have disposable income. 

1179
01:05:58,160 --> 01:06:03,880
I just paid off debt. 
The second favorite probably 

1180
01:06:03,880 --> 01:06:10,440
would be when we got when we got
snowed in with Copper and me and

1181
01:06:10,440 --> 01:06:14,240
you just started just torturing 
copper for a little bit. 

1182
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:20,640
That was fun. 
We kind of did the whole like 

1183
01:06:20,640 --> 01:06:29,400
face of just like Yep, Yep, Yep,
Yep, sure for a good like 4 or 5

1184
01:06:29,400 --> 01:06:35,280
minutes as he went on his rant. 
And then three was honestly just

1185
01:06:35,280 --> 01:06:37,840
the the first the first episode 
of the season. 

1186
01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:41,600
That was a lot of fun because 
that was like the start of 

1187
01:06:41,600 --> 01:06:44,400
everything with Adrian Copper, 
me and you. 

1188
01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:50,640
Just the start of this whole the
project was was so different. 

1189
01:06:52,280 --> 01:06:53,560
What'd you say? 
It's not three word for you. 

1190
01:06:55,520 --> 01:07:00,120
I will say one of them, I'll say
the first episode as well, 

1191
01:07:00,480 --> 01:07:03,440
simply because it was a fresh 
slate. 

1192
01:07:03,440 --> 01:07:07,120
It was a new, it is a new view 
on how we were going to do 

1193
01:07:07,120 --> 01:07:11,360
everything. 
It's been, it's been a breath of

1194
01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:13,720
fresh air and I feel like it did
really, really well. 

1195
01:07:14,480 --> 01:07:18,160
Second for me, and these are in 
no order by any means, but my 

1196
01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:23,720
second one, I was just thinking 
about this the other day when me

1197
01:07:23,720 --> 01:07:27,600
and Copper and you were on here.
We were talking about Copper 

1198
01:07:28,560 --> 01:07:32,080
shaving his butt hole. 
Yes. 

1199
01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:35,600
That was. 
I had too much fun with that. 

1200
01:07:36,360 --> 01:07:40,280
I can't wait to go back and 
rewatch that episode for the 

1201
01:07:40,280 --> 01:07:44,120
first time again, because like I
said on Twitch, I'm going to 

1202
01:07:44,120 --> 01:07:46,120
rewatch every single episode 
that we've ever done. 

1203
01:07:46,120 --> 01:07:48,720
It's going to be a whole series.
Or we're just going to sit there

1204
01:07:48,720 --> 01:07:52,520
and watch these things and 
relive them, and it's going to 

1205
01:07:52,520 --> 01:07:56,000
be ridiculous. 
And what would you say is your 

1206
01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:58,400
third? 
My third one. 

1207
01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:07,120
It had a lot of good times. 
I'm going to say the, the, the 

1208
01:08:07,120 --> 01:08:10,200
other it's, it's a collective. 
I'm going to say it was during 

1209
01:08:10,200 --> 01:08:12,400
our spooky time. 
That was pretty fun. 

1210
01:08:12,400 --> 01:08:16,240
Spooky time, Yeah, that was. 
We had a lot that was. 

1211
01:08:16,399 --> 01:08:18,840
That was a good little run. 
That whole month was really fun.

1212
01:08:19,760 --> 01:08:23,160
Yeah, we had that was when we 
had wow, there was a lot there. 

1213
01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:27,920
We had the alien judgement 
special spirit Halloween pending

1214
01:08:28,439 --> 01:08:31,760
if millennials were in a horror 
movie, The millennial Halloween 

1215
01:08:31,760 --> 01:08:36,040
candy draft, the things that 
really haunt millennials, the 

1216
01:08:36,040 --> 01:08:42,319
ADHD files with Ellie, are you 
really haunted or Nah trick or 

1217
01:08:42,319 --> 01:08:45,960
trauma and comfort show or red 
flag. 

1218
01:08:45,960 --> 01:08:49,760
Those were all the Halloween 
episodes that we did. 

1219
01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:53,560
We did a mini. 
I'm gonna try to get through 

1220
01:08:53,560 --> 01:08:55,520
this because obviously I'm I'm 
sure you want to go get to your 

1221
01:08:55,520 --> 01:08:58,200
food because you already your 
dog's already giving you the 

1222
01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,680
stare down. 
Yeah, that, that it's, that's 

1223
01:09:00,680 --> 01:09:06,720
all the time. 
Savvy. 

1224
01:09:06,720 --> 01:09:11,960
Dutch girl asked. 
Struggle bus was the first 

1225
01:09:11,960 --> 01:09:15,120
episode. 
So who's actually driving the 

1226
01:09:15,120 --> 01:09:18,120
bus in adulthood? 
Are we actually in control or 

1227
01:09:18,120 --> 01:09:21,040
just passengers while life 
drives? 

1228
01:09:23,160 --> 01:09:24,600
I feel like you can be in 
control. 

1229
01:09:26,279 --> 01:09:31,359
You're in control of the 
decisions that you make, but it 

1230
01:09:31,359 --> 01:09:34,560
really no, you're in control. 
Oh fuck that. 

1231
01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:36,439
No, you're in control. 
You can decide what the fuck 

1232
01:09:36,439 --> 01:09:39,160
happens. 
Yeah, that that that boils down 

1233
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:43,439
to who runs your life. 
And I wake up and go to bed 

1234
01:09:43,439 --> 01:09:49,200
knowing I drive my own dumpster 
fire struggle struggle bus. 

1235
01:09:49,960 --> 01:09:54,440
Yeah, listen, all the bullshit 
that I I'd say 99% of the 

1236
01:09:54,440 --> 01:09:56,320
bullshit I deal with my own 
fault. 

1237
01:09:57,160 --> 01:09:59,440
I do existence that's. 
My. 

1238
01:09:59,520 --> 01:10:03,320
Own issue. 1000% of my fault. 
Will I figure it out? 

1239
01:10:03,520 --> 01:10:05,080
Probably not. 
I will. 

1240
01:10:05,080 --> 01:10:07,880
I will procrastinate that until 
next time. 

1241
01:10:09,800 --> 01:10:13,760
Also said when your adult bus 
breaks down, do you fix it, 

1242
01:10:13,880 --> 01:10:17,160
abandon it and move on or step 
away and slow down for a bit? 

1243
01:10:19,160 --> 01:10:22,360
It's a bit of the 1st and and 
last option, but I never just 

1244
01:10:22,360 --> 01:10:24,720
abandon it. 
Don't abandon it. 

1245
01:10:24,720 --> 01:10:25,920
It depends. 
It depends. 

1246
01:10:26,120 --> 01:10:30,080
The abandonment Depends. 
Depends how toxic. 

1247
01:10:31,320 --> 01:10:32,960
Yeah, it depends how toxic the 
bus. 

1248
01:10:33,360 --> 01:10:35,080
Depends How is it? 
Is it that? 

1249
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:37,800
Is that bus a money pit? 
Is it a money pit? 

1250
01:10:38,400 --> 01:10:42,480
Did you? 
I feel like there has to be 

1251
01:10:42,480 --> 01:10:45,520
certain circumstances. 
Did she put you in a lot of 

1252
01:10:45,520 --> 01:10:47,280
debt? 
That's the way I looked at it, 

1253
01:10:47,520 --> 01:10:51,280
you know, Did you did? 
The answer is yes. 

1254
01:10:51,920 --> 01:10:54,040
She put, she put me in a lot of 
credit card debts. 

1255
01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:58,360
So yeah, I had to abandon her. 
That was that was years ago that

1256
01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:02,960
we had to move on. 
Most of my adult bust problems, 

1257
01:11:02,960 --> 01:11:05,920
though, you fix it, you're 
slowed down, you reassess and 

1258
01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:11,960
you keep it going, Maria said. 
If you could redo one episode, 

1259
01:11:12,040 --> 01:11:15,200
which one would it be and why? 
Oh, I. 

1260
01:11:15,440 --> 01:11:18,000
Already know mine. 
One redo. 

1261
01:11:18,000 --> 01:11:20,880
One episode. 
I would redo our costume 

1262
01:11:20,880 --> 01:11:24,320
episode. 
The costume episode, Yep, 

1263
01:11:24,440 --> 01:11:29,240
really, I would redo. 
See, the problem is there's 52 

1264
01:11:29,240 --> 01:11:35,280
fucking episodes I would redo. 
Excuse me? 

1265
01:11:40,480 --> 01:11:41,400
I don't know. 
You go first. 

1266
01:11:41,680 --> 01:11:44,400
I got to think about this one. 
Oh no, I would redo the costume.

1267
01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:48,320
So simply perspective. 
I almost died because I could 

1268
01:11:48,320 --> 01:11:50,800
not fucking breathe in the ghost
face mask. 

1269
01:11:51,600 --> 01:11:53,880
So I feel like I could have done
a better costume. 

1270
01:11:54,440 --> 01:11:59,560
I was my ADHD had taken over and
so like I had the attachment to 

1271
01:11:59,560 --> 01:12:02,840
the ghost face at that. 
I mean, because how could you 

1272
01:12:02,840 --> 01:12:04,560
not? 
But I feel like with the 

1273
01:12:04,560 --> 01:12:07,280
cosplays, I know that I could 
have chosen a different costume 

1274
01:12:07,280 --> 01:12:09,320
or I could have done. 
Honestly, you probably would 

1275
01:12:09,320 --> 01:12:12,720
have turned out better had I did
what Zaga did and just go to 

1276
01:12:12,720 --> 01:12:15,000
Spirit. 
And I could have just found some

1277
01:12:15,360 --> 01:12:19,360
cheap funny episode worthy that 
honestly, I could have probably 

1278
01:12:19,360 --> 01:12:22,960
kept just for like small little 
skits that I do that I could do 

1279
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:26,400
on TikTok. 
But I decided to save money and 

1280
01:12:26,400 --> 01:12:29,080
I thought it would be. 
I thought it in my head the 

1281
01:12:29,080 --> 01:12:32,000
Ghostface was a was going to do 
a better idea. 

1282
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,760
It turned out it was a crash and
burn. 

1283
01:12:34,760 --> 01:12:37,640
It was like scream 7 killer 
reveal. 

1284
01:12:38,120 --> 01:12:41,640
Horrible. 
Yeah, I'd probably redo the the 

1285
01:12:41,640 --> 01:12:45,920
first episode, I guess, just 
because now I know so much more 

1286
01:12:46,760 --> 01:12:49,920
and just the way that the whole 
thing panned out and just the 

1287
01:12:49,920 --> 01:12:53,680
way the things look and the way 
that everything came, what it 

1288
01:12:53,680 --> 01:12:56,920
was. 
I'd probably just redo the first

1289
01:12:56,920 --> 01:13:00,320
one. 
I mean, as my OCD peeking at 

1290
01:13:00,320 --> 01:13:03,720
where it is just because now 
that we we went from the Windows

1291
01:13:03,720 --> 01:13:06,680
theme to like a video game theme
to now just the way that our 

1292
01:13:06,680 --> 01:13:11,280
thumbnails look and the way like
just the overall aesthetic. 

1293
01:13:11,640 --> 01:13:14,560
Which is growth. 
But that's like that's that's 

1294
01:13:14,560 --> 01:13:17,720
why I would redo the the first 
one now, just now we have a set 

1295
01:13:17,720 --> 01:13:21,800
style that I like. 
Got some throwback stuff. 

1296
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,560
I got some. 
We have an identity and I think 

1297
01:13:24,560 --> 01:13:26,920
that's what I like. 
Now that we have an identity, I 

1298
01:13:26,920 --> 01:13:34,240
want to stay with that identity.
Creatine teens back again never 

1299
01:13:34,240 --> 01:13:35,720
will pronounce your name 
correctly. 

1300
01:13:36,200 --> 01:13:39,880
It will stay for as long as the 
seasons continue. 

1301
01:13:40,760 --> 01:13:44,040
If you could visit another 
country, where would you go and 

1302
01:13:44,040 --> 01:13:46,960
why? 
You can't pick out of them. 

1303
01:13:46,960 --> 01:13:49,840
You've already been there. 
Doesn't mean I can't go back. 

1304
01:13:50,560 --> 01:13:51,760
You have to visit another 
country now. 

1305
01:13:51,760 --> 01:13:53,080
You have to pick a different 1. 
I don't. 

1306
01:13:53,080 --> 01:13:53,960
I don't. 
Have to. 

1307
01:13:53,960 --> 01:13:58,040
I will, but I don't have to. 
But I would choose Japan. 

1308
01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:04,800
Japan. 
And reason being is what the 

1309
01:14:04,800 --> 01:14:10,000
culture is absolutely insane, 
the lights insane, the food, 

1310
01:14:10,120 --> 01:14:15,760
holy shit the fucking food. 
I don't give a fuck if people 

1311
01:14:15,760 --> 01:14:17,600
are rude or not because I've 
heard mixed reviews. 

1312
01:14:17,600 --> 01:14:21,600
Like I've heard being in Japan 
that people are either one, 

1313
01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:24,720
super friendly or two, they 
fucking hate you. 

1314
01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:30,960
Which I get it, I get it. 
But also, I mean, the whole 

1315
01:14:30,960 --> 01:14:37,200
anime culture there, it would 
just be a whole culture shock 

1316
01:14:37,280 --> 01:14:38,960
and it would be really 
interesting to be there. 

1317
01:14:39,280 --> 01:14:44,240
So it it's on my bucket list to 
go visit Japan in obviously 

1318
01:14:44,240 --> 01:14:48,320
Tokyo. 
And then I would like to kind of

1319
01:14:48,320 --> 01:14:52,760
just like travel a little bit 
around on the outside of Tokyo 

1320
01:14:52,760 --> 01:14:57,280
to like maybe some of the other 
would it be provinces or like 

1321
01:14:57,720 --> 01:15:01,600
cities, whatever it's called 
around Tokyo all? 

1322
01:15:04,080 --> 01:15:07,720
Right, I'm going to go similar 
only because it's MyHeritage and

1323
01:15:07,720 --> 01:15:12,160
my people go Philippines, go 
Philippines because I've never 

1324
01:15:12,160 --> 01:15:16,440
been I'm going to go see where 
my family came from, you know, 

1325
01:15:16,440 --> 01:15:20,600
just go check it out. 
I've always wanted to go pretty 

1326
01:15:20,600 --> 01:15:25,640
self-explanatory if I say so 
myself, but yeah, no, I just I 

1327
01:15:25,640 --> 01:15:27,040
just know the the culture is 
beautiful. 

1328
01:15:27,040 --> 01:15:32,120
I know the the people are dope. 
Yep, majority of our followers 

1329
01:15:32,120 --> 01:15:33,560
are from there. 
I don't know if y'all actually 

1330
01:15:33,560 --> 01:15:35,280
watch us. 
Don't think so. 

1331
01:15:35,280 --> 01:15:39,480
We have 6500 subscribers and we 
only average about 200 views so 

1332
01:15:40,880 --> 01:15:43,960
ah ah y'all don't watch it. 
I don't know if you could move 

1333
01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:52,000
anywhere, where would you live? 
Anywhere you can move anywhere. 

1334
01:15:52,240 --> 01:15:55,480
Where would you live? 
Simi, you know where the fuck 

1335
01:15:55,480 --> 01:15:59,680
I'm going to say I'm going. 
I, I would, I would take all my 

1336
01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:04,680
shit and I would go live in 
Ireland 1000% without without a 

1337
01:16:04,680 --> 01:16:07,000
shot of a doubt. 
I would not question if someone 

1338
01:16:07,000 --> 01:16:11,240
knocked on my door like, hey, 
we're going to fund your way to 

1339
01:16:11,240 --> 01:16:13,320
get to Ireland. 
Do you want before they even 

1340
01:16:13,320 --> 01:16:15,480
finish their statement? 
Yes, I'm not. 

1341
01:16:15,960 --> 01:16:21,000
I'll pack my shit tonight. 
I understand that. 

1342
01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:24,880
I get that wholeheartedly. 
I'm going back to Hawaii. 

1343
01:16:26,520 --> 01:16:29,280
I, I've said this before, 
everything I'm doing for the 

1344
01:16:29,280 --> 01:16:32,080
rest of my life is figuring out 
how to get back to that those 

1345
01:16:32,080 --> 01:16:35,480
islands. 
I, I that's I love Hawaii is my 

1346
01:16:35,480 --> 01:16:37,240
favorite place now I've ever 
been to. 

1347
01:16:37,840 --> 01:16:40,920
You're on out perfect everywhere
possible. 

1348
01:16:41,200 --> 01:16:44,200
The weather, the people, the 
food, everything is perfect. 

1349
01:16:44,920 --> 01:16:47,440
It was raining majority of our 
trip there and everything was 

1350
01:16:47,440 --> 01:16:48,000
still. 
Beautiful. 

1351
01:16:48,720 --> 01:16:52,440
That's exactly how it was. 
I came back home and it just 

1352
01:16:52,440 --> 01:16:54,720
looked sad everywhere I went. 
I'm like, this is the most 

1353
01:16:54,720 --> 01:16:56,040
depressing thing I've ever seen 
in my life. 

1354
01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:59,080
I almost got a heat stroke when 
I came back from Ireland. 

1355
01:17:00,600 --> 01:17:04,360
All right, so El Capitan Windsor
is going to finish this off 

1356
01:17:04,360 --> 01:17:07,680
here. 
If you could restart the podcast

1357
01:17:07,680 --> 01:17:11,160
from the beginning, would you do
things differently? 

1358
01:17:11,480 --> 01:17:15,200
Or did figuring it out naturally
lead you where you needed to be?

1359
01:17:17,280 --> 01:17:21,520
I will answer and say I it's the
latter for me. 

1360
01:17:21,600 --> 01:17:25,120
It's the latter for me. 
Yeah, figuring things out 

1361
01:17:25,120 --> 01:17:27,440
naturally. 
Yeah. 

1362
01:17:27,440 --> 01:17:29,000
And it got us to where we are 
now. 

1363
01:17:29,000 --> 01:17:34,080
And then it's just it's segwayed
and kind of like catapulted us 

1364
01:17:34,080 --> 01:17:39,320
into where where we are now. 
And that I feel like it's a it's

1365
01:17:39,320 --> 01:17:41,560
a fast track to better going 
forward. 

1366
01:17:42,920 --> 01:17:45,640
Truthfully, same. 
And that's why when we go to 

1367
01:17:45,640 --> 01:17:49,280
these Twitch streams that I'm 
going to be doing, I want to 

1368
01:17:49,280 --> 01:17:53,040
show you guys where I've come 
from to see the growth and see 

1369
01:17:53,640 --> 01:17:56,440
the transcendence of what we've 
done. 

1370
01:17:57,040 --> 01:17:59,520
And I always do this to Nick and
I just randomly send him the 

1371
01:17:59,520 --> 01:18:05,080
videos of our first podcast 
together, just as a little 

1372
01:18:05,080 --> 01:18:06,960
reminder of where we've come 
from. 

1373
01:18:07,600 --> 01:18:12,840
Because that first one we did, 
and that first time he was on 

1374
01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:16,760
video, oh boy. 
It was rough, but rough, rough, 

1375
01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:22,800
rough. 
But I will say none of this it 

1376
01:18:23,120 --> 01:18:29,720
could be ever possible had Zagan
not given himself, given as much

1377
01:18:29,720 --> 01:18:31,800
as himself that he has into the 
show. 

1378
01:18:32,040 --> 01:18:35,960
Because without him, this, this,
this goes nowhere. 

1379
01:18:35,960 --> 01:18:38,280
It doesn't. 
It doesn't really grow as much 

1380
01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:41,680
as it has. 
It might, and I'm, and I say 

1381
01:18:41,680 --> 01:18:47,200
this with a great, it might grow
ever so little, but without 

1382
01:18:47,200 --> 01:18:51,080
Zaga, this show doesn't get to 
where it is today. 

1383
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,520
The amount of time that he puts 
into the video quality, the 

1384
01:18:55,520 --> 01:18:59,560
audio quality, the ideas, the 
just, I mean, all together 

1385
01:18:59,560 --> 01:19:06,440
bundled up at the time, this is 
Zaga's baby. 

1386
01:19:06,680 --> 01:19:12,160
Long, long story. 
Short my baby I I wish I I would

1387
01:19:12,160 --> 01:19:13,840
love to see success come of 
this. 

1388
01:19:13,840 --> 01:19:18,360
I would like this. 
I really want to the dream is 

1389
01:19:18,360 --> 01:19:22,400
one day to be able to leave my 
job and do this full time and 

1390
01:19:23,000 --> 01:19:25,600
create entertainment for 
everybody in the world. 

1391
01:19:25,600 --> 01:19:30,240
And like the basement yard, 
which is like, you know, like I 

1392
01:19:30,240 --> 01:19:33,240
would love to just hang out with
those guys one day, like me and 

1393
01:19:33,240 --> 01:19:38,400
you hang out with Joey and 
Frankie in a fucking room and 

1394
01:19:38,400 --> 01:19:41,360
we're just making jokes with 
each other and people just watch

1395
01:19:41,360 --> 01:19:42,840
it and be like, I get those 
guys. 

1396
01:19:42,960 --> 01:19:44,040
They're like us. 
It's cool. 

1397
01:19:44,080 --> 01:19:48,680
Ha ha, that's funny. 
But you look at those guys and 

1398
01:19:48,680 --> 01:19:50,680
you watch their old videos and 
you see where they how far 

1399
01:19:50,680 --> 01:19:52,080
they've come. 
And that's what I want to do 

1400
01:19:52,080 --> 01:19:54,280
with us because the same thing 
is just natural growth. 

1401
01:19:54,720 --> 01:19:59,240
And you just see it because you 
know what, years ago I wouldn't 

1402
01:19:59,240 --> 01:20:02,680
have gotten this Lib Boo Boo. 
And one day I think, you know, 

1403
01:20:02,880 --> 01:20:05,520
when I do become famous and 
we're going to put it out into 

1404
01:20:05,520 --> 01:20:08,520
the existence, when I do become 
famous, you're going to get this

1405
01:20:08,520 --> 01:20:11,160
first Lib Boo Boo going to get 
it covered in gold. 

1406
01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:14,520
My first change is this be 
blinged out Lib Boo Boo. 

1407
01:20:15,240 --> 01:20:19,120
And that'll be the first crash 
out of my famousness to neck. 

1408
01:20:20,200 --> 01:20:25,680
Like when we sell out our first 
auditorium because we ain't 

1409
01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:27,800
selling out Radio City Music 
Hall, we ain't selling out 

1410
01:20:27,800 --> 01:20:30,080
Madison Square Garden, we're not
selling out fucking Allegiant 

1411
01:20:30,080 --> 01:20:32,240
Stadium. 
We're going to sell out like, 

1412
01:20:32,240 --> 01:20:34,480
you know, a. 
High school auditorium. 

1413
01:20:35,800 --> 01:20:40,720
Oh, that, that seats like 2000. 
I'm talking like, you know, the 

1414
01:20:40,720 --> 01:20:43,880
City Council, which is like 60 
people. 

1415
01:20:45,120 --> 01:20:46,560
We'll sell out. 
We'll sell out that, you know, 

1416
01:20:48,400 --> 01:20:54,800
I'll come out with my, you know,
sterling silver plated Lubu and 

1417
01:20:54,800 --> 01:20:56,240
Nikola. 
Like, are you serious? 

1418
01:20:56,440 --> 01:21:01,000
Yes, I am serious. 
Next question she had was if you

1419
01:21:01,000 --> 01:21:04,440
could add anything to the show, 
a segment, a guess, an idea, 

1420
01:21:04,840 --> 01:21:07,440
what would it be and what's 
stopping you? 

1421
01:21:09,280 --> 01:21:11,960
Well, we'll, we, we can answer 
the part of the guest. 

1422
01:21:12,760 --> 01:21:16,440
We don't have any. 
The guests would be, I mean, I 

1423
01:21:16,440 --> 01:21:20,000
would love to have like, like 
for guests. 

1424
01:21:20,240 --> 01:21:24,640
I would love to have like other 
podcasters, like, I mean, of 

1425
01:21:24,640 --> 01:21:28,120
course, top names like, you 
know, the basement yard. 

1426
01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:30,960
But that's not happening. 
They're not, we're not there 

1427
01:21:30,960 --> 01:21:33,120
yet. 
I don't have the funds to bring 

1428
01:21:33,120 --> 01:21:34,840
them to pay them to be on the 
show. 

1429
01:21:35,040 --> 01:21:40,520
I think what we should do for 
next season is we, we, we get a 

1430
01:21:40,520 --> 01:21:43,200
little nostalgic. 
And when I say nostalgic, I mean

1431
01:21:43,840 --> 01:21:50,080
what you used to do, and that's 
get other content creators on 

1432
01:21:50,080 --> 01:21:52,920
the show, obviously, just not 
some random content creators, 

1433
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:55,600
but like ones that are, that 
would add substance. 

1434
01:21:55,600 --> 01:21:58,840
Millennials to what? 
We're you get millennials, baby.

1435
01:21:58,840 --> 01:22:01,160
Let me get some millennials on 
here and we're going to bitch 

1436
01:22:01,160 --> 01:22:04,320
about some shit. 
So I think because I've seen it,

1437
01:22:04,400 --> 01:22:10,600
I've seen like, I, I got the 
idea from seeing I don't like 

1438
01:22:10,600 --> 01:22:12,800
this podcast, the the podcast 
that I'm going to bring up 

1439
01:22:14,240 --> 01:22:18,800
because I hate the two fuckers. 
But, and it's not, it's not them

1440
01:22:18,800 --> 01:22:21,280
in general. 
It's just some of their takes on

1441
01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,640
a lot of stuff. 
But it's a it's a comic book. 

1442
01:22:23,640 --> 01:22:25,560
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 
Wait, wait, is it the ones where

1443
01:22:25,560 --> 01:22:30,760
they do the whole like it's like
oh, like dolphins are are are 

1444
01:22:30,760 --> 01:22:32,920
are fish bro, like no dolphins. 
No, no, no. 

1445
01:22:32,920 --> 01:22:34,280
They're fish. 
I like them. 

1446
01:22:34,440 --> 01:22:35,400
I like those two. 
OK. 

1447
01:22:35,800 --> 01:22:37,840
I they that annoys me. 
There's no way there's there's 

1448
01:22:37,840 --> 01:22:39,800
no way in the world that a 
person is that stupid, bro. 

1449
01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:42,320
Well. 
But no, the one I'm talking 

1450
01:22:42,320 --> 01:22:47,440
about, it's it's comic book 
related and this the takes that 

1451
01:22:47,440 --> 01:22:49,160
these guys have. 
And granted, I understand, like 

1452
01:22:50,800 --> 01:22:53,960
I'm sure if people honestly 
watched us more that they'd see 

1453
01:22:53,960 --> 01:22:55,720
some of our takes and they're 
like, you guys are fucking 

1454
01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:57,200
idiots. 
So I so I get it. 

1455
01:22:57,200 --> 01:23:00,520
But when I see these guys pop 
up, I just, I don't understand. 

1456
01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:04,920
And I honestly feel like they're
the guy that this, the other 

1457
01:23:04,920 --> 01:23:09,200
host, he says some of the shit 
just to, to gather traction. 

1458
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:11,560
And it's brilliant. 
If that's what he's doing, it's 

1459
01:23:11,560 --> 01:23:15,360
brilliant. 
But they've brought, they've 

1460
01:23:15,360 --> 01:23:19,360
brought on other content 
creators of that have like, 

1461
01:23:20,640 --> 01:23:22,720
they're around the same thing. 
So like they brought on Sammy J 

1462
01:23:23,640 --> 01:23:29,200
Sammy J reacts, they've brought 
on straw, Straw hat, Goofy and 

1463
01:23:29,200 --> 01:23:30,840
other people of, of those 
nature. 

1464
01:23:30,840 --> 01:23:33,160
And it's, it's done really well.
And that's kind of like what I 

1465
01:23:33,160 --> 01:23:35,480
would like to do for next 
season. 

1466
01:23:39,040 --> 01:23:42,440
That's the plan I wanted to. 
I was planning to get guests for

1467
01:23:42,440 --> 01:23:43,960
this season, but it just never 
panned out. 

1468
01:23:45,000 --> 01:23:46,040
But we will. 
We will do that. 

1469
01:23:46,120 --> 01:23:49,040
We will try to try to work that 
out for next season. 

1470
01:23:49,720 --> 01:23:51,840
Segments, though. 
I would like to get some 

1471
01:23:51,840 --> 01:23:53,480
different segments for next 
season. 

1472
01:23:53,480 --> 01:23:57,040
We're definitely going to get 
the Control Center where you 

1473
01:23:57,040 --> 01:24:01,920
guys take control of the show, 
where you guys are just going to

1474
01:24:02,320 --> 01:24:05,280
make up something for us to do 
for that part. 

1475
01:24:06,360 --> 01:24:12,560
Whether it's questions or you 
guys have us do something, it's 

1476
01:24:12,600 --> 01:24:16,600
all in your control. 
I don't know where we're going 

1477
01:24:16,600 --> 01:24:19,240
to take that. 
I know what we got to do for 

1478
01:24:19,240 --> 01:24:23,400
Episode 1, Nick, and I know 
you're not excited for it, but a

1479
01:24:23,400 --> 01:24:25,200
promise is a promise, and we 
have to do it. 

1480
01:24:27,280 --> 01:24:29,840
My thing. 
My thing is, it wasn't even my 

1481
01:24:29,840 --> 01:24:31,800
promise. 
It was yours, not mine. 

1482
01:24:31,800 --> 01:24:36,320
I had nothing to do with it but.
We are a team and this is the 

1483
01:24:36,320 --> 01:24:39,240
show that we're a team. 
How are we A-Team when? 

1484
01:24:39,440 --> 01:24:43,480
You when you made you made this 
deal without even consulting me.

1485
01:24:45,480 --> 01:24:49,440
Well, you know what, it happened
and this is just what has to 

1486
01:24:49,440 --> 01:24:52,440
happen. 
And the basement guard boys did 

1487
01:24:52,440 --> 01:24:54,080
it, so we should just follow 
suit. 

1488
01:24:56,520 --> 01:24:57,680
Don't be afraid, don't be 
afraid. 

1489
01:24:57,680 --> 01:25:01,120
It's OK. 
And it doesn't even I came up 

1490
01:25:01,120 --> 01:25:04,720
with a good idea too. 
How about you be Wilma? 

1491
01:25:04,840 --> 01:25:07,320
I'll be Betty. 
It'll be funny. 

1492
01:25:09,880 --> 01:25:11,080
What do I? 
Got to be the redhead. 

1493
01:25:12,840 --> 01:25:15,240
I mean fine, I I just figured 
you you didn't want to be the 

1494
01:25:15,240 --> 01:25:18,640
sidekicks wife. 
I fine, I'll be warmer then. 

1495
01:25:18,720 --> 01:25:22,520
I don't I don't give a fuck. 
I really don't care. 

1496
01:25:23,840 --> 01:25:25,800
I'll be Halle Berry from the 
fucking movie. 

1497
01:25:29,440 --> 01:25:33,520
What else the Windsor have here?
What's your least favorite food 

1498
01:25:34,360 --> 01:25:38,560
and how much money would it take
for you to eat a full plate of 

1499
01:25:38,560 --> 01:25:42,520
it? 
I don't like fish, so I mean. 

1500
01:25:47,480 --> 01:25:51,680
How much money would it take for
you to eat a full plate of fish?

1501
01:25:52,920 --> 01:26:00,560
Well, probably not much. 
I mean, I'm a, I'm a, I'm very 

1502
01:26:00,560 --> 01:26:06,440
simple when I, I don't know, 
maybe we can negotiate and like 

1503
01:26:06,440 --> 01:26:10,920
I can get tickets or like if you
give me tickets to something 

1504
01:26:10,920 --> 01:26:13,560
then. 
See, you're cheap. 

1505
01:26:13,680 --> 01:26:17,800
I can't do it. 
See, I have a laundry list of 

1506
01:26:17,800 --> 01:26:20,240
things that I despise. 
But what's your top? 

1507
01:26:21,640 --> 01:26:23,080
Huh? 
What is your top? 

1508
01:26:25,880 --> 01:26:28,760
Like will actually make me gag 
if I eat it. 

1509
01:26:29,520 --> 01:26:31,680
Pickles. 
That's weird. 

1510
01:26:31,680 --> 01:26:36,080
Fucking hate Pickles. 
I fucking loathe Pickles. 

1511
01:26:36,360 --> 01:26:38,960
Don't get me wrong, I hate them.
I don't like Pickles either. 

1512
01:26:38,960 --> 01:26:41,760
Like anytime I I order something
I'm like no Pickles please. 

1513
01:26:42,040 --> 01:26:43,400
If they're on there I'll take 
them off. 

1514
01:26:43,600 --> 01:26:47,240
It's not a big deal. 
But like, like, I don't know, 

1515
01:26:47,240 --> 01:26:50,840
like cuz like what is also 
equally up there and it's like 

1516
01:26:51,280 --> 01:26:56,320
adjacent is coleslaw. 
Coleslaw is so fucking 

1517
01:26:56,320 --> 01:27:01,320
disgusting. 
There is no, there is no like I 

1518
01:27:01,320 --> 01:27:05,240
could eat one or the other. 
If you gave me plate of either 

1519
01:27:05,240 --> 01:27:09,280
or I can't choose. 
I, I will die. 

1520
01:27:10,120 --> 01:27:15,120
I would rather I don't know. 
I don't know what I would do. 

1521
01:27:15,480 --> 01:27:20,000
I also learned I hate yogurt. 
I, I tried we bought yogurt with

1522
01:27:20,000 --> 01:27:23,600
bananas and fucking fucking 
strawberries. 

1523
01:27:23,600 --> 01:27:26,320
I ate it. 
It just tasted like old sour 

1524
01:27:26,320 --> 01:27:30,880
cream with bananas in it. 
And I really I I. 

1525
01:27:33,000 --> 01:27:35,160
Can't I love yogurt? 
Man, I love yogurt. 

1526
01:27:35,160 --> 01:27:37,240
I can't do it. 
I never liked yogurt. 

1527
01:27:37,400 --> 01:27:40,960
I was, I'm trying to be healthy.
I'm still trying to get to my 

1528
01:27:40,960 --> 01:27:44,800
goal weight of what I want to 
get to and like do all this 

1529
01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:47,360
healthy shit and take care of my
body because I got these back 

1530
01:27:47,360 --> 01:27:49,760
issues I'm dealing with because 
I'm a old man now. 

1531
01:27:50,480 --> 01:27:52,800
So there's like these three 
things that I currently just sit

1532
01:27:52,800 --> 01:27:54,880
on the top of my head that I 
fucking despise. 

1533
01:27:55,040 --> 01:27:58,400
I mean, yogurt like is not up 
there with with coleslaw and 

1534
01:27:58,400 --> 01:28:01,960
fucking Pickles and the amount 
of money you would have to pay 

1535
01:28:01,960 --> 01:28:05,600
me to eat that whole thing. 
Like listen guys, like listen, 

1536
01:28:05,600 --> 01:28:07,520
the glasses and hat, all of it's
coming off. 

1537
01:28:07,920 --> 01:28:11,880
I swear to God, when we do this 
cooking shit and when I become 

1538
01:28:11,880 --> 01:28:16,480
monetized, there's going to be 
moments that I will say you guys

1539
01:28:16,480 --> 01:28:19,720
pay me X amount of dollars. 
I'll eat whatever the fuck you 

1540
01:28:19,720 --> 01:28:22,880
want me to eat on this. 
There is no amount of dollars 

1541
01:28:22,880 --> 01:28:26,040
that you could pay me to fucking
eat that shit. 

1542
01:28:27,320 --> 01:28:33,440
Like we're going to have to get 
me like $20,000 fucking for the 

1543
01:28:33,440 --> 01:28:37,640
next 6 months straight. 
I want a billion subscribers 

1544
01:28:38,000 --> 01:28:43,400
famous level paparazzi outside 
the house ready to go before I 

1545
01:28:43,400 --> 01:28:46,320
will eat a fucking plate of 
Pickles or a plate of coleslaw 

1546
01:28:47,080 --> 01:28:51,960
at all, even even consider a 
bite of that shit because that's

1547
01:28:51,960 --> 01:28:57,960
fucking gross. 
I would rather I don't have to 

1548
01:28:57,960 --> 01:29:00,160
get stung by a bee. 
I would rather deal with that 

1549
01:29:00,160 --> 01:29:04,760
spider one more time. 
That's how much I hate that. 

1550
01:29:07,400 --> 01:29:09,120
I was surprised that wasn't your
favorite. 

1551
01:29:10,880 --> 01:29:12,240
Your favorite moment of the 
season. 

1552
01:29:13,440 --> 01:29:17,120
It was a toss up, but something 
about copper shaved butt hold 

1553
01:29:17,120 --> 01:29:22,200
was just yeah. 
Yeah, he was really. 

1554
01:29:22,240 --> 01:29:24,520
He really wanted to talk about 
that for a while. 

1555
01:29:26,680 --> 01:29:28,360
He went on. 
You know what's so funny too? 

1556
01:29:28,760 --> 01:29:31,440
We had Ellie come take control 
of the episode. 

1557
01:29:31,960 --> 01:29:34,600
I talked for a bit, she talked 
for a bit, I came back, 

1558
01:29:34,600 --> 01:29:38,280
continued to talk for a bit, and
we are still nowhere close to 

1559
01:29:38,280 --> 01:29:41,360
what Copper had for an episode. 
I need you to understand this. 

1560
01:29:43,840 --> 01:29:50,560
We are an hour and 30 minutes, 2
hour episode, 2 hour episode. 

1561
01:29:51,080 --> 01:29:55,520
Last week was. 
And this is a fucking finale. 

1562
01:29:56,560 --> 01:30:00,320
Nowhere fucking close. 
I. 

1563
01:30:00,640 --> 01:30:02,880
Think I sent you the video? 
I think I sent you the video 

1564
01:30:02,880 --> 01:30:08,160
where I yelled at him. 
Yeah, 'cause you timed it. 6 I 

1565
01:30:08,160 --> 01:30:10,160
mean, I did walk back and watch.
I over exaggerated. 

1566
01:30:10,160 --> 01:30:14,160
It was about four minutes, but I
lost my patience when I was 

1567
01:30:14,200 --> 01:30:16,360
editing. 
I just kept seeing the brakes in

1568
01:30:16,360 --> 01:30:19,280
the fucking voice, in the voice.
Things like you know how we have

1569
01:30:19,280 --> 01:30:22,320
the sound waves here? 
It was the sound wave of him and

1570
01:30:22,320 --> 01:30:27,080
just silenced by me, me little 
chirping him silent breaks. 

1571
01:30:27,080 --> 01:30:29,800
I'm just like, where's the part 
where you Oh, this is the part 

1572
01:30:29,800 --> 01:30:31,760
where I yelled at him. 
I can see the long break right 

1573
01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:32,800
here. 
Boom yelled at him. 

1574
01:30:36,680 --> 01:30:42,040
But yeah, I am very excited to 
see what comes next out of the 

1575
01:30:42,040 --> 01:30:45,360
show because with what I am 
planning to put myself through 

1576
01:30:45,360 --> 01:30:50,080
over the next two to three 
months is going to be very 

1577
01:30:50,080 --> 01:30:53,360
stressful because here's the 
schedule. 

1578
01:30:53,880 --> 01:30:57,280
And if you stayed to this far in
the episode, good for you, you 

1579
01:30:57,280 --> 01:30:58,800
get to know what the schedule is
going to be like. 

1580
01:30:59,240 --> 01:31:03,640
Monday is going to be YouTube. 
Tuesday, I'm not going to be 

1581
01:31:03,640 --> 01:31:05,520
talking to you. 
This is my break day. 

1582
01:31:06,160 --> 01:31:09,440
Wednesday night, I'm going to be
on Twitch editing and talking to

1583
01:31:09,440 --> 01:31:12,400
you guys. 
Tuesday during the day, I'm 

1584
01:31:12,400 --> 01:31:14,280
either going to be on TikTok or 
Twitch. 

1585
01:31:16,120 --> 01:31:18,160
Friday night, we're going to be 
on Twitch. 

1586
01:31:18,200 --> 01:31:22,520
We're going to be cooking. 
On Saturday night, I'm going to 

1587
01:31:22,520 --> 01:31:26,280
be gaming with the boys, whether
it's Copper or my buddies that 

1588
01:31:26,280 --> 01:31:29,080
you guys saw on TikTok the other
night if you were watching that 

1589
01:31:30,360 --> 01:31:36,000
Rashawn and Zivi gaming again, 
that is 6 days wait, no, 5 days 

1590
01:31:36,000 --> 01:31:37,640
of content that I'll be working 
with you guys. 

1591
01:31:37,640 --> 01:31:42,880
And then Sundays I will be 
recording the Zaga saga, doing 

1592
01:31:42,880 --> 01:31:48,160
my weekly things, catching up, 
giving you guys a little catch 

1593
01:31:48,160 --> 01:31:49,920
up on what's going on in the 
life with me and Ellie. 

1594
01:31:51,000 --> 01:31:54,480
Whether it's a vlog, me bitching
about adulthood, whatever the 

1595
01:31:54,480 --> 01:31:58,760
case may be, continuing that. 
Whether it's somehow I get Nick 

1596
01:31:58,760 --> 01:32:02,960
on the phone and you just hear 
him complain how I shot him 

1597
01:32:02,960 --> 01:32:07,840
15,000,000 text messages in a 
short period of time because I 

1598
01:32:07,840 --> 01:32:12,360
do be doing that. 
But that's what I'm going to be 

1599
01:32:12,360 --> 01:32:16,680
putting myself through. 
It's approximately 66 extra days

1600
01:32:16,680 --> 01:32:20,840
of work, but I love it when 
we're doing it for y'all. 

1601
01:32:20,880 --> 01:32:23,000
I have a lot of fun. 
I'm still trying to work some 

1602
01:32:23,000 --> 01:32:26,440
fucking kinks out because I have
not been a streamer in a very 

1603
01:32:26,440 --> 01:32:30,560
long time and I still can't 
figure out these camera issues 

1604
01:32:30,560 --> 01:32:32,440
I'm having. 
So we're trying to work on that,

1605
01:32:34,640 --> 01:32:36,240
but that's neither here nor 
there. 

1606
01:32:37,360 --> 01:32:38,600
That's good. 
We're going to figure it out. 

1607
01:32:38,680 --> 01:32:40,640
I have a webcam, I have my good 
camera. 

1608
01:32:40,640 --> 01:32:42,600
I want the good camera to work. 
If it doesn't work, we have 

1609
01:32:42,600 --> 01:32:43,680
webcam. 
Make it work. 

1610
01:32:46,160 --> 01:32:49,160
What? 
I don't got anything else for 

1611
01:32:49,160 --> 01:32:51,400
this one. 
Do you have any more do you want

1612
01:32:51,480 --> 01:32:53,880
to say to the people? 
Anything else you want to talk 

1613
01:32:53,880 --> 01:32:56,160
about? 
I don't know, we kind of deep 

1614
01:32:56,160 --> 01:33:00,040
dived and kind of has little 
reminiscence and stuff like 

1615
01:33:00,040 --> 01:33:04,360
that. 
I'm I'd say I'm tapped out and 

1616
01:33:04,360 --> 01:33:08,080
that's not only because I'm 
wanting to go make my food and 

1617
01:33:08,240 --> 01:33:10,800
but I also have to shit on top 
of that so. 

1618
01:33:12,040 --> 01:33:13,480
Oh. 
It's it's. 

1619
01:33:14,760 --> 01:33:16,480
So this is we're calling it a 
good time. 

1620
01:33:16,480 --> 01:33:21,880
So there's no problem sharing 
that that much with everybody 

1621
01:33:21,880 --> 01:33:25,280
because of they see the shit 
that I put on TikTok and they 

1622
01:33:25,280 --> 01:33:26,800
see the stuff that we we put on 
here. 

1623
01:33:26,800 --> 01:33:30,520
So congratulations you guys TMI,
but I will we. 

1624
01:33:30,520 --> 01:33:34,040
Are family, we are family and 
that's just what we do. 

1625
01:33:35,920 --> 01:33:40,160
We we talk and just things just 
come out just like, you know, 

1626
01:33:40,160 --> 01:33:43,720
whether it's copper shade 
butthole or just makes 

1627
01:33:43,720 --> 01:33:51,480
defecation butthole. 
But Nick, say your goodbyes. 

1628
01:33:53,200 --> 01:33:55,680
Well, after 52 episodes, I hope 
that you guys really enjoyed 

1629
01:33:55,680 --> 01:33:57,480
what we put out. 
I understand that you guys 

1630
01:33:57,480 --> 01:33:59,920
watched the growth of everything
and how everything has just 

1631
01:34:00,640 --> 01:34:03,560
bloomed into what it is today. 
We're internally grateful for 

1632
01:34:03,560 --> 01:34:06,680
everyone that has tuned in and 
continues to watch and share 

1633
01:34:06,680 --> 01:34:10,480
everything that we do, and we're
happy to have you guys actually 

1634
01:34:10,480 --> 01:34:13,800
a part of the episode. 
Even though you're not visually 

1635
01:34:13,800 --> 01:34:16,440
on the screen. 
You guys are always in in our 

1636
01:34:16,440 --> 01:34:19,480
minds and do contribute to a lot
of the content that's on here. 

1637
01:34:19,480 --> 01:34:22,000
So we do appreciate your 
involvement. 

1638
01:34:22,080 --> 01:34:25,280
And that's just another subtle 
pitch of you guys have not 

1639
01:34:25,280 --> 01:34:28,440
joined the Discord. 
Discord like Zaga said, please 

1640
01:34:28,440 --> 01:34:32,960
go hit the link tree and join 
the Discord, get more involved 

1641
01:34:34,320 --> 01:34:39,160
and all that. 
So can't wait for Season 2. 

1642
01:34:40,400 --> 01:34:43,560
Yeah, and here's the thing, I 
don't know when we're coming 

1643
01:34:43,560 --> 01:34:45,480
back. 
Is it going to be in June? 

1644
01:34:45,480 --> 01:34:47,320
Is it going to be in July? 
I don't know. 

1645
01:34:47,840 --> 01:34:49,120
I know it's going to be in the 
summer. 

1646
01:34:49,400 --> 01:34:51,440
I just don't know how long we're
taking off for. 

1647
01:34:52,000 --> 01:34:55,680
I thought June 5th. 
I'm also thinking 4th of July 

1648
01:34:55,680 --> 01:34:58,160
weekend. 
Come out with the bang. 

1649
01:34:58,280 --> 01:34:59,560
You know you can't. 
You can't do. 

1650
01:34:59,760 --> 01:35:01,360
Oh, wait, no, June 5th. 
OK, nevermind. 

1651
01:35:01,360 --> 01:35:02,720
Nevermind. 
I'm an idiot. 

1652
01:35:03,880 --> 01:35:05,560
We're going to be recording well
before then. 

1653
01:35:05,560 --> 01:35:07,440
Yeah, I know because I was like 
June 5th. 

1654
01:35:07,440 --> 01:35:09,280
I was like, I have a cosplay 
photo shoot that day. 

1655
01:35:09,280 --> 01:35:11,160
I was like, I can't like I won't
just. 

1656
01:35:12,560 --> 01:35:18,320
Just so you recall, their break 
is much longer than our break. 

1657
01:35:18,920 --> 01:35:23,160
Our break is only three weeks. 
We go back to recording in three

1658
01:35:23,160 --> 01:35:26,080
weeks. 
They don't get to see us for 

1659
01:35:26,080 --> 01:35:28,760
about a month or two. 
I just don't know how many 

1660
01:35:28,760 --> 01:35:33,840
episodes you want to stockpile. 
But as I get closer to making 

1661
01:35:33,840 --> 01:35:37,760
the decision of when we come 
back guys tune into the twitch, 

1662
01:35:37,760 --> 01:35:42,560
tune into TikTok, TuneIn to 
YouTube, I will be live talking 

1663
01:35:42,560 --> 01:35:47,960
and sharing shit and I don't 
know I will be gaming with 

1664
01:35:47,960 --> 01:35:51,000
copper at some point if he 
answers his phone. 

1665
01:35:52,760 --> 01:35:57,200
We're planning to play peek RV 
there yet and a bunch of other 

1666
01:35:57,200 --> 01:36:00,000
games. 
And if you enjoyed watching me 

1667
01:36:00,000 --> 01:36:04,400
yell at ZV on TikTok, that will 
always continue because that's 

1668
01:36:04,400 --> 01:36:06,720
just how our friendships are. 
I yell at my friends when I play

1669
01:36:06,720 --> 01:36:12,040
video games. 
But adulthood pending ADHP 

1670
01:36:13,880 --> 01:36:16,560
episode 52. 
This is the longest we've ever 

1671
01:36:16,560 --> 01:36:18,000
done. 
It's it's just crazy. 

1672
01:36:18,160 --> 01:36:19,960
It's just absolutely ridiculous.
It's insane. 

1673
01:36:21,360 --> 01:36:23,640
We've never done it this long. 
Never. 

1674
01:36:24,800 --> 01:36:29,520
We've never hit a year. 
So happy birthday to ADHP. 

1675
01:36:30,480 --> 01:36:34,640
Again, growth. 
Growth, growth. 

1676
01:36:34,960 --> 01:36:37,400
Like how much do we grow? 
Do we grow like 1 inch, two 

1677
01:36:37,440 --> 01:36:40,400
inches? 
That's what I need to know. 

1678
01:36:40,600 --> 01:36:42,560
I got like an inch and a half, 
take it or leave it. 

1679
01:36:43,880 --> 01:36:45,440
OK, that's fine. 
That's fine. 

1680
01:36:45,920 --> 01:36:47,880
Inch and 1/2 is a lot depending 
on who you're talking to. 

1681
01:36:48,000 --> 01:36:50,200
It's a lot. 
It's a lot when it comes to 

1682
01:36:50,200 --> 01:36:52,760
snow, baby. 
Oh yes. 

1683
01:36:53,080 --> 01:36:58,440
So if you're in the chat right 
now or if you're, do me a favor,

1684
01:36:59,000 --> 01:37:01,240
ADHP just hit its first 
birthday. 

1685
01:37:01,240 --> 01:37:04,280
So shoot us a little comment 
below saying happy birthday to 

1686
01:37:04,280 --> 01:37:06,280
the show because this is a 
monument. 

1687
01:37:06,280 --> 01:37:09,440
This is huge for us. 
We're not famous yet, but what 

1688
01:37:09,440 --> 01:37:12,440
we would love to be. 
I'm going to work on that over 

1689
01:37:12,440 --> 01:37:16,680
the next 45 days. 
Help us, for the love of fucking

1690
01:37:16,680 --> 01:37:19,640
God. 
I don't need to be rich. 

1691
01:37:19,640 --> 01:37:20,880
I just need you to get the name 
out there. 

1692
01:37:21,320 --> 01:37:22,240
It's it. 
The rest will come. 

1693
01:37:22,480 --> 01:37:25,080
Let YouTube pay me. 
You don't pay me. 

1694
01:37:25,080 --> 01:37:27,640
Let YouTube pay me. 
They are rich. 

1695
01:37:27,920 --> 01:37:31,160
You don't pay me, but I love you
guys. 

1696
01:37:31,280 --> 01:37:34,600
Thank you so much for listening.
Thank you so much for watching. 

1697
01:37:35,880 --> 01:37:37,800
Namaste, Nick, say goodbye one 
more time. 

1698
01:37:40,000 --> 01:37:44,300
He's. 
He's trying to find the classes.

1699
01:37:47,900 --> 01:37:48,980
It's a. 
It's a whole process. 

1700
01:37:49,420 --> 01:37:50,620
It is a process. 
It's a process, Jack. 

1701
01:37:53,820 --> 01:37:58,060
We hope that you guys again, 
thank you for the sticking with 

1702
01:37:58,060 --> 01:38:01,640
this through all the shenanigans
and stuff like that and to 

1703
01:38:01,640 --> 01:38:05,800
always remember continue not to 
only grow in your own life 

1704
01:38:06,400 --> 01:38:09,840
physically, but also mentally. 
This has been namaste, Nick. 

1705
01:38:09,840 --> 01:38:17,160
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Yeah, and don't know what it is.

1706
01:38:17,400 --> 01:38:21,400
I am Zaga. 
I am going to be always around, 

1707
01:38:22,520 --> 01:38:24,960
but you know the drill. 
You got to like you got to 

1708
01:38:24,960 --> 01:38:27,080
follow. 
You got to subscribe to ADHP. 

1709
01:38:27,080 --> 01:38:29,320
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, 
wait, wait, wait, wait before 

1710
01:38:29,360 --> 01:38:35,320
before I, I, I hit us with the 
final thing share if do do US 

1711
01:38:35,320 --> 01:38:39,920
one final favor. 
Share the the show down below. 

1712
01:38:40,160 --> 01:38:42,600
You go down there, you hit the 
little share button, go to your 

1713
01:38:42,600 --> 01:38:45,120
other social media, share it on 
your story, share it on 

1714
01:38:45,160 --> 01:38:46,480
Facebook. 
If you have one of those your 

1715
01:38:46,480 --> 01:38:49,200
old like us and I know you know 
Lenny Lass has a Facebook or 

1716
01:38:49,200 --> 01:38:51,120
else how you going to go to the 
the high school reunion? 

1717
01:38:52,440 --> 01:38:54,280
I know your 20 year high school 
unions coming up. 

1718
01:38:54,280 --> 01:38:57,320
I fucking know it. 
I fucking know it. 

1719
01:38:58,040 --> 01:39:03,480
Ours is coming up to Nick two 
years, 20 years turn your high 

1720
01:39:03,480 --> 01:39:06,680
school unions going up. 
So share it on the Facebook 

1721
01:39:06,680 --> 01:39:08,160
story. 
If you could help us out. 

1722
01:39:08,440 --> 01:39:11,480
If you have an X account, we 
don't share it on there too. 

1723
01:39:11,480 --> 01:39:13,920
Things to be known. 
You ever read it? 

1724
01:39:13,960 --> 01:39:18,160
Hey these guys funny watch it 
really appreciative. 

1725
01:39:18,720 --> 01:39:20,280
I don't have a social media 
manager like that. 

1726
01:39:20,640 --> 01:39:22,320
We just don't. 
I can't afford 1. 

1727
01:39:22,600 --> 01:39:28,160
So share it, love it, like it, 
subscribe it and. 

1728
01:39:40,320 --> 01:39:42,800
Hey guys, thank you so much for 
coming along our journey in 

1729
01:39:42,800 --> 01:39:45,640
Season 1. 
Stay tuned for Season 2. 

1730
01:39:45,960 --> 01:39:49,600
I look forward to what's in 
store for us. 

1731
01:39:51,040 --> 01:39:53,640
A little nervous. 
I look forward to it because you

1732
01:39:53,640 --> 01:39:54,880
know what, we're going to make 
it fun. 

1733
01:39:54,880 --> 01:39:56,280
We're going to make it so much 
fun. 

1734
01:39:56,640 --> 01:39:59,440
So let's go. 
Thank you all so much for 

1735
01:39:59,440 --> 01:40:01,760
joining us for Season 1. 
We loved having you, we love 

1736
01:40:01,760 --> 01:40:05,360
doing it, and we can't wait to 
see you in Season 2, just like I

1737
01:40:05,360 --> 01:40:08,920
can't wait to see what actually 
happens in Season 2. 

1738
01:40:10,120 --> 01:40:11,080
I don't know what's coming out 
there. 

1739
01:40:12,720 --> 01:40:15,440
So awesome. 
I'm seriously looking forward to

1740
01:40:15,440 --> 01:40:16,920
what we're going to do, though. 
It's going to be a good time. 

1741
01:40:17,760 --> 01:40:18,520
It's going to be a good time.