1 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:07,960 Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Mistress Mia's 2 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:10,360 Tension. I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia, 3 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:13,160 and you know the Barbie. Hi. 4 00:00:14,800 --> 00:00:20,120 All right, so Barbie, I know you've had one hell of a week. 5 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:23,560 Yeah, I've been really busy. You have been busy. 6 00:00:23,600 --> 00:00:26,080 Mia's been trying to get me to come over for like 2 days in a 7 00:00:26,080 --> 00:00:31,600 row and then I'm like hey sorry. Yeah, we came up, yeah. 8 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:33,600 But you know, it's been fucking hot. 9 00:00:33,600 --> 00:00:36,400 We all got shit to do. I know I feel like I've been 10 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:39,040 busy just doing things and when I got home I was like, I feel 11 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:41,400 like I haven't been home in like a week and I'm like there's so 12 00:00:41,400 --> 00:00:44,560 many chores to catch up on. God. 13 00:00:45,040 --> 00:00:46,280 What? I'm yawning. 14 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:47,760 I'm. So I thought you were laughing 15 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:49,760 at me. I was like, you're laughing that 16 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:52,920 my house is in disarray. No thanks, Mia. 17 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:54,520 I totally get that. Totally. 18 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:57,800 I had to wash my dogs and dribble their nails and I 19 00:00:57,800 --> 00:01:00,280 thought that they were going to Take Me Out. 20 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:01,680 I thought I was going to die. I. 21 00:01:01,720 --> 00:01:04,000 Don't know how you do those big ass dogs by yourself. 22 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:06,680 Well, my smaller dog, she's very polite. 23 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:11,040 She just sits there and acts like, you know, the in the arms 24 00:01:11,240 --> 00:01:13,440 of she just pretends she's in one of those commercials. 25 00:01:13,640 --> 00:01:16,840 So she sits there like with her head down and she just lets me 26 00:01:16,840 --> 00:01:18,680 do it. The other one, he's still a 27 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:23,280 puppy and he is like insane, literally like back flipping. 28 00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:26,560 And I, we tried to cut his nails and I was like, no, I'm going to 29 00:01:26,560 --> 00:01:28,600 sedate him and ship off to the vet to do this. 30 00:01:28,600 --> 00:01:30,240 I was like, I can't fight this man. 31 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:33,480 And I used to do this like for a living and I didn't Dremel him, 32 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:35,600 not even cut him. I was trying to Dremel him and 33 00:01:35,600 --> 00:01:37,680 oh, you would have thought I had a knife to his throat. 34 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:41,000 But wow. For reference, he's like an 80 35 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:43,560 LB puppy so. I was gonna say he's a big ass 36 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:45,720 dog. Like nine months old now, but. 37 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:48,480 Jesus. OK, so today I thought it'd be 38 00:01:48,480 --> 00:01:49,800 fun to go through. Fetishes. 39 00:01:49,800 --> 00:01:52,760 I think that'd be fun too. You know, a lot of people don't 40 00:01:52,840 --> 00:01:56,440 really know all these fetishes. Yeah, I'm one of them. 41 00:01:56,720 --> 00:01:58,720 I was gonna, I was gonna say you're a Barbie. 42 00:01:58,720 --> 00:02:01,640 Fetish. I saw another girl in Fetlife 43 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:04,560 that's local and she goes by Barbie too and I thought that 44 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:08,440 was cute. Bitch, no, I didn't say that I 45 00:02:08,479 --> 00:02:11,680 thought it was cute. In the boards of Tupac. 46 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:14,080 Fuck that bitch. That bitch. 47 00:02:14,480 --> 00:02:17,920 It is funny though 'cause like Barbies, all are named Barbie, 48 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:20,120 so you know there can be more than one Barbie. 49 00:02:21,160 --> 00:02:23,920 Alright. I think it was like Daddy and 50 00:02:23,920 --> 00:02:25,760 Barbie. I think they they're hosting a 51 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:26,680 party around here. I. 52 00:02:26,680 --> 00:02:28,040 Was gonna say they are. Yeah. 53 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:30,800 Yeah, she's attractive. Girl, they seem nice. 54 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:33,600 Yeah, I was considering going, but it was a sex party, not a 55 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:35,400 BDSM party. Notice that I don't. 56 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:37,480 I don't really do those. Yeah, I know. 57 00:02:37,480 --> 00:02:40,760 I'd go if I had like a partner, but you don't really want to be 58 00:02:40,760 --> 00:02:44,600 a stag woman at a sex party. I thought about that too. 59 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:45,920 I thought about that. Protected. 60 00:02:45,920 --> 00:02:48,400 Though like they they have to vet you and you have to bring 61 00:02:48,400 --> 00:02:49,760 like an STI. No, that's a different party. 62 00:02:49,760 --> 00:02:52,960 I was thinking about. I saw a party on Fet today and I 63 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:57,120 was really impressed with like their little requirements and 64 00:02:57,120 --> 00:02:59,920 they were like if you want to fuck you have to bring a recent 65 00:02:59,920 --> 00:03:02,760 STI test. And I was like pretty 66 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:05,280 interesting but I think theirs was a straight up orgy and had 67 00:03:05,280 --> 00:03:07,840 no like kink involved though. Yeah, probably so. 68 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:09,760 It No, it was, that's what it said. 69 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:11,440 But I was like, I've never seen that before. 70 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:13,240 I'm pretty smart. Like if you're trying to 71 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:16,000 protect, if it's only sex going on, then yeah, that's pretty 72 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:16,840 cool. Yeah. 73 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:19,600 But I think you should get tested pretty often anyways. 74 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:22,400 Yeah, I would think so, if you're having. 75 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:25,120 Casual sex with like people you don't really know you should be 76 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:28,280 getting tested quite regularly. All right, so let's just jump 77 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:29,680 into this. OK? 78 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:33,800 You know, we can go anal cream pie or we can go to ass licking, 79 00:03:33,800 --> 00:03:38,280 but either way involves the ass and licking. 80 00:03:38,440 --> 00:03:41,080 Right, ass licking. So is that different? 81 00:03:41,200 --> 00:03:43,320 Like is that just like ass eating? 82 00:03:43,600 --> 00:03:46,880 I would assume so, yeah. Yeah, because when they say ass 83 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:48,760 licking, I'm not imagining the whole. 84 00:03:48,760 --> 00:03:52,160 I'm imagining like licking the cheek and I'm like that's OK, 85 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:54,880 that's cool. Yeah, I was going to say, have 86 00:03:54,880 --> 00:03:57,360 you licked the asshole before? No. 87 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:00,040 OK, yeah, you come too much of A press. 88 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,240 Yeah, I was going to say, you can't put your nose up to that. 89 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:06,200 No, I like pegging guys. I just, I don't know, just 90 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:07,640 haven't. I haven't given a rim job 91 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:09,640 before. I've gotten close. 92 00:04:09,760 --> 00:04:12,000 But like, sniffer ended up happening. 93 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,280 You know, sometimes these things happen organically. 94 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:17,000 Sometimes, you know, you directly go in for it. 95 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:18,839 But that's true. Yeah. 96 00:04:20,279 --> 00:04:23,600 I have to really know a guy. All right. 97 00:04:25,400 --> 00:04:29,560 All right, so bald girls is B. Bald. 98 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:31,520 Girls, yes. Do you have the same list? 99 00:04:31,520 --> 00:04:33,760 Because I think it like. Refreshes because mine's 100 00:04:33,760 --> 00:04:36,400 different now. My first one's abduction play. 101 00:04:36,680 --> 00:04:39,680 Yeah, see, that's more fun. Let's talk about abduction I. 102 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:43,080 Feel like I feel like abduction play is probably fun. 103 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,240 You know, I've done it before. I feel like, I think I just like 104 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:50,000 playing games like manhunt and hide and seek, that I'm just 105 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:51,560 like, yeah, abduction sounds fun. 106 00:04:51,560 --> 00:04:52,800 I don't even think it's kinky for me. 107 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:54,360 I'm like, I just want to play kidnapping. 108 00:04:55,240 --> 00:04:58,200 You know how many times you're going to get requests? 109 00:04:58,480 --> 00:05:03,240 If I did that, I would, there would be a, a long series of 110 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:06,960 like waivers for me because I feel like I feel like we're kind 111 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:10,120 of more chill about it for the like the more stereotypical 112 00:05:10,120 --> 00:05:12,720 things, but I feel like if somebody wanted something that 113 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:16,480 extreme, I'm like, no, I don't care if you want to be discreet 114 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:18,160 or not. You have to sign this NDA. 115 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:22,120 Like people want extreme shit they do. 116 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:25,600 It's kind of freaky sometimes. It does like not concern me, but 117 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:29,040 it is shocking sometimes when people want the most extreme 118 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:31,280 thing, but they want to be ultra discreet. 119 00:05:31,280 --> 00:05:33,480 And I'm like, I legally need to protect myself. 120 00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:36,040 Please sign this wafer. I promise I'm not going to post 121 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:38,760 it on Facebook. So people know you want you like 122 00:05:38,760 --> 00:05:40,480 getting beat on the ass, you know? 123 00:05:40,480 --> 00:05:42,240 Right. So yeah, you know, this is what 124 00:05:42,240 --> 00:05:46,760 I really like about fat is that they go and let you see all of 125 00:05:46,760 --> 00:05:50,040 these fetishes and every time you refresh, they pull up more. 126 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:54,400 Yeah, so, OK, so let's go to bald girls. 127 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:56,280 Bald girls. And if you click, I'll just. 128 00:05:56,280 --> 00:05:58,440 Follow whatever you mention, I'll just start talking about 129 00:05:58,440 --> 00:05:59,560 it. No, no, no, no. 130 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:02,800 It's OK because you can go back and you look at your list too. 131 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:06,360 I don't have bald girls. It's OK, I don't have bald girls 132 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:08,040 anymore. I just refreshed it. 133 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:11,720 Now I have. Ball stretching. 134 00:06:12,840 --> 00:06:14,480 Yes. Ball stretching. 135 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:17,320 Ball stretching. Oh, see, you see what I'm 136 00:06:17,320 --> 00:06:17,960 saying? OK. 137 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:20,080 Have you done ball stretching before? 138 00:06:20,240 --> 00:06:22,320 No. See, we can take turns with I. 139 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:25,080 Don't like stretching my balls? I like leaving them how they 140 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:27,080 are. I would think so. 141 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:39,840 I got BBW over here. Big balls waited. 142 00:06:40,880 --> 00:06:44,960 My big balls are waiting. That is not a BBW stand. 143 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:49,440 I used to think BBW stand did for big black women. 144 00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:53,480 So when people would call me a BBW, I was like, I'm not black. 145 00:06:55,800 --> 00:06:58,000 I didn't know. It meant like big beautiful 146 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:02,720 woman 'cause I think on Pornhub I had only ever seen BBW for 147 00:07:02,720 --> 00:07:04,760 some reason. And this one was younger, used 148 00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:07,400 in videos that had black women in it, like like fat black 149 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:09,520 women. And I was like, I'm not black 150 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:10,960 guys, you can't call me back. Oh. 151 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:15,920 My God. Wow, you're so naive and so 152 00:07:15,920 --> 00:07:17,920 cute. They also didn't know there was 153 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:20,280 like I didn't know what SSBBW meant. 154 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:26,440 Oh my, what are we, a boat? It says BBW. 155 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:30,440 That's what I named my yacht when I you realize. 156 00:07:30,760 --> 00:07:33,040 It's super size. Now right it is. 157 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:33,800 OK. OK. 158 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:36,800 Just to clarify. OK, so what's on your list? 159 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:41,840 That's interesting. These are normal big tits, Duh. 160 00:07:41,840 --> 00:07:43,640 Everyone likes big tits. OK. 161 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,560 Brushed worship. How about this I I got ballet 162 00:07:46,560 --> 00:07:49,520 boots with the shoes. Have you seen the ballet shoes 163 00:07:49,520 --> 00:07:52,760 that we have and the dungeon? That are like their heels that 164 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:57,000 are straight up and down. Yes, I have seen those before 165 00:07:57,520 --> 00:08:00,880 and I've considered, but I know you cannot walk in them. 166 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:03,120 Not at all. Yeah, 'cause I was like, those 167 00:08:03,120 --> 00:08:05,160 would be really cute, 'cause I like big heels. 168 00:08:05,160 --> 00:08:07,920 But then I was like, I have a feeling that those would just be 169 00:08:07,920 --> 00:08:09,840 for a photo shoot. And then I'm like, do I want to 170 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:14,320 spend $150 on photo shoot shoes? OK, well I've got an open toed 171 00:08:14,320 --> 00:08:16,280 pair of shoes boots for you. Oh. 172 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:17,040 Nice. Yeah. 173 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:18,440 Yeah. I thought you'd like. 174 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:22,040 I have CF and M and I don't know what that means. 175 00:08:22,240 --> 00:08:23,640 Closed. Clothed. 176 00:08:23,640 --> 00:08:26,720 Female naked male. OK, I fuck with that. 177 00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:31,840 We do that all the time. Cock slapping? 178 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:35,080 Yeah, fuck with that. Yes, we do that all the time. 179 00:08:35,440 --> 00:08:38,120 I've got cheerleading uniforms. Okay. 180 00:08:38,440 --> 00:08:40,679 Yeah, Charles has got one I like. 181 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:43,320 That I like, you know, cheerleading a. 182 00:08:43,320 --> 00:08:45,360 Lot of submissives wear the cheerleading uniform. 183 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:46,320 They're cute. They're cute. 184 00:08:46,600 --> 00:08:48,040 Let me tell you a real quick story. 185 00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:52,720 So I had this guy come in one night and he goes to College in 186 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:55,560 Alabama. And so I kind of ragged on him, 187 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:59,600 you know, I'm like, oh, Alabama fan, blah, blah, blah. 188 00:08:59,880 --> 00:09:01,360 You know? You know how people take their 189 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:03,320 fucking Alabama serious, you know? 190 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:06,760 Yeah, I've never like been into sports and neither was my dad, 191 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:09,200 so I never understood it, but I did watch. 192 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:11,240 So far, they love Super Bowl parties. 193 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:14,760 OK, yeah, I think that's cool. But I'm like you, I've never 194 00:09:14,760 --> 00:09:16,080 followed sports. Fuck that. 195 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:19,040 But I think it was funny because when he came in, I said, well, 196 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:23,600 clearly you don't play football. And he's like, no, you know, I 197 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:27,000 play baseball sometimes. And I was like, bitch, you need 198 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:30,320 to be a fucking cheerleader. And he's like, well I do have a 199 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:34,800 KED fetish and a KED KED. Girl, I thought you said 200 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:35,720 something else. I was. 201 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:39,920 No, that's the jail fetish. No, the shoe fetish. 202 00:09:39,920 --> 00:09:44,840 There, Barbie, I sat up so quickly, I was like a what? 203 00:09:44,840 --> 00:09:49,160 I'm dialing. I'm dialing 911. 204 00:09:50,760 --> 00:09:54,080 So anyway, so he brought me in a pair of kids to wear. 205 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:56,240 Oh, I hear it now. I forgot kids were shoes. 206 00:09:56,480 --> 00:09:59,240 Yes, kids were shoes and they, you know, they were popular late 207 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:00,560 80s. Sneaker. 208 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:03,400 Yeah, the typical. Like white sneaker, but they 209 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:04,800 have different, different colors. 210 00:10:04,800 --> 00:10:08,360 Anyway, he got me a pair of kids and I was like, you are so 211 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:10,560 fucking gay. And he's like, no, mistress, 212 00:10:10,560 --> 00:10:12,600 I've had a girlfriend. I'm like, you want to be a 213 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:14,880 fucking cheerleader and suck that Dick, don't you? 214 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:18,000 And he's like, I don't, I don't know about that. 215 00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:20,200 I'm like, yeah, you and me play with your pussy hole. 216 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:26,520 And he's like, maybe I am gay. Oh, no. 217 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:28,160 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 218 00:10:28,520 --> 00:10:30,320 You know. So the next time he came back, 219 00:10:30,560 --> 00:10:32,840 he came back the following summer once he was out of 220 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:34,560 school. And he was like, Mistress, you 221 00:10:34,560 --> 00:10:36,560 were so right. You opened my eyes to 222 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:38,240 everything. Sweet though, yeah, it was. 223 00:10:38,840 --> 00:10:40,800 Sweet, so now these people. Need a little. 224 00:10:41,040 --> 00:10:46,760 I had a friend like that and at the time she was a he and she 225 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:50,360 was like super like religious and like, super, well, just 226 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,440 nothing wrong with that. Sure, she was super religious 227 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:55,760 and she was super like, I, I'm a, I'm straight, I'm a boy. 228 00:10:55,920 --> 00:10:58,040 And 'cause she's, you know, a biological male. 229 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:01,600 And we were talking and she went out with me and one of my 230 00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:04,640 friends and she was like, I just loved hanging out with you guys. 231 00:11:04,640 --> 00:11:06,320 Like, I just feel like I'm one of the girls. 232 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:08,680 Like I just felt so accepted by you guys. 233 00:11:08,680 --> 00:11:11,400 And I just kind of peeped it and I was like, interesting. 234 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:13,520 I'm gonna save that for later 'cause I feel like this is gonna 235 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:15,840 come back up. And then we ended up going to 236 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:19,120 the mall one day and on the way home, I was driving her back and 237 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:21,720 she's like, you know, I've been wearing skirts. 238 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:24,360 I don't know, it just kind of feels right. 239 00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:26,720 Feel like I should experiment with my style more. 240 00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:29,400 And then I just kind of, when I parked the car at her house, I 241 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:32,680 just looked at her, said maybe we should explore more things in 242 00:11:32,680 --> 00:11:35,040 our fashion. Because I think some of the 243 00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:38,760 things you've told me are a little, I think you might have 244 00:11:38,760 --> 00:11:41,200 some soul searching to do. I didn't see her for like a 245 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:42,440 year. The next time I saw her at a 246 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:46,840 punk show, fully transitioned in the time since I've seen her new 247 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:49,000 name and she comes up to me and she's like, I want to let you 248 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:51,920 know you were not only absolutely right, but you were 249 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:53,840 the catalyst that helped me change my life. 250 00:11:53,840 --> 00:11:57,000 And I was like, oh, 'cause she lived out in Chamacla. 251 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:00,800 So like everyone. And I went to her church once to 252 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:03,160 be nice. And they were like homophobic, 253 00:12:03,160 --> 00:12:05,880 like really badly. And so she had like, some 254 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:08,720 really, like, mean friends that like, for some reason they 255 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:11,880 wanted to be my friend. Yeah, but they were like, really 256 00:12:11,880 --> 00:12:13,720 religious. But it was like that kind of 257 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:17,560 religious where they're still gonna be really weird like with 258 00:12:17,560 --> 00:12:20,280 you, but they're gonna like, they wanna be like super like 259 00:12:20,920 --> 00:12:23,200 cussy and sexual. But then they also only preached 260 00:12:23,200 --> 00:12:24,680 you at the Bible. And I was like, oh, I don't, I 261 00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:26,320 don't fuck with that. You're can't. 262 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:29,640 We don't play both ways. No, but it was fun that she got 263 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:31,680 out of that and now she's living her best life. 264 00:12:31,680 --> 00:12:33,960 So for her, she had head start, though. 265 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,040 She was like a metal head. So she already had hair down to 266 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:37,560 her waist before she transitioned. 267 00:12:37,560 --> 00:12:39,760 I said look at you. You're already ahead of the 268 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:41,160 curve. You're already halfway there. 269 00:12:41,280 --> 00:12:43,680 You already have your long hair. Exactly. 270 00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:46,360 You know, some of these cross dressers don't even realize it, 271 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:49,120 but you know, when they're starting to want to have the 272 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:53,160 nicest shoes and the long hair acrylics, Yeah. 273 00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:56,120 And you know, you never want to say anything because I feel like 274 00:12:56,120 --> 00:13:00,160 it scares them. But I, I have met some like guys 275 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:01,600 who are like in a cross dressing. 276 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:03,680 And I never say it because I don't want to be disrespectful. 277 00:13:03,680 --> 00:13:07,280 But sometimes I'm like, if you were more accepting of yourself, 278 00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:09,840 you could probably be living a very different life and probably 279 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:10,920 be very happy. Yeah. 280 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:13,760 Because the things they'll say, they're like, I just love the 281 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:18,400 freedom of being a woman. And I'm like, maybe just maybe 282 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:20,680 this is more than a kink for you. 283 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:22,720 Yeah. But you know, you still want to 284 00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:25,240 be that place where people can express themselves because 285 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:27,720 that's what a lot of, like, BDSM is. 286 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:30,400 It's expression and, you know, stuff like that. 287 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:32,680 People don't think of it like that, but it is. 288 00:13:32,760 --> 00:13:35,680 You're expressing desires and it is things like that. 289 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:39,080 And, you know, I think the saddest part for a lot of trans 290 00:13:39,080 --> 00:13:44,600 people is, you know, dating, you know, finding, finding someone 291 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:48,920 to connect on all levels without it being sexual sexualized or as 292 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:51,120 a. Kink, especially if you're a gay 293 00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:55,040 trans person where you like, you know, you still like the, you 294 00:13:55,040 --> 00:13:59,320 know, the same sex afterwards. Like, I know a lot of trans girl 295 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:03,120 lesbians have issues finding other lesbians to be with 296 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:06,080 because a lot of lesbians don't really like Dick. 297 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:09,440 And so when you're a trans girl and you only like girls, yeah, 298 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:12,240 you kind of have to try to find a girl who's down for about. 299 00:14:12,400 --> 00:14:15,120 And there's more girls now. I feel like nowadays everyone's 300 00:14:15,120 --> 00:14:18,320 a bit more flexible with like the genital thing. 301 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:20,960 Yeah, they need to be but some. People aren't, you know, a lot 302 00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:23,840 of I've, I've met plenty of lesbians that would have trans 303 00:14:23,840 --> 00:14:25,760 girlfriends and they're like, yeah, I don't care what they 304 00:14:25,760 --> 00:14:27,320 have. And I'm like, yeah, I like that 305 00:14:27,320 --> 00:14:28,920 a lot. Or like gay guys who would date 306 00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:31,360 trans men with vaginas. Like, I feel like that's just 307 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:32,720 how the world should be, you know? 308 00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:35,000 Agreed. Flexible the world is, the 309 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:36,840 easier it'll get. Oh God, yeah. 310 00:14:37,400 --> 00:14:41,520 So I don't know what this is, but it's not Korean, it's Gorian 311 00:14:41,520 --> 00:14:46,760 slave positions. Oh OK so Gorian is is old school 312 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:49,920 BDSM so. I'm going to look at the 313 00:14:49,920 --> 00:14:52,520 pictures. Yeah, if you go to Gorian, that 314 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:55,800 is. That's like their traditional 315 00:14:56,480 --> 00:15:00,520 theme, the traditional concept, and you'll meet a lot of people 316 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:04,080 that are old school. They're definitely into the 317 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:06,680 Gorian lifestyle. Oh, I see something that always 318 00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:10,920 intrigued me, human furniture, that we haven't had anyone do 319 00:15:10,920 --> 00:15:13,040 that at the parties that I've seen in a minute. 320 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:16,480 Oh no, it's so fun. I, I read a story once about 321 00:15:16,480 --> 00:15:19,640 this guy in this. He was talking about how he went 322 00:15:19,640 --> 00:15:23,440 to a sex party and it was like in a club or something. 323 00:15:23,560 --> 00:15:26,000 And he said he walked in and he like, they're like, OK, mind the 324 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:27,600 rug. And the rug was like weird and 325 00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:29,800 lumpy. And apparently he looked back 326 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:33,040 and there's this guy. His name's Rugged Guy and they 327 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:36,160 put him in the carpet and because he wants to be a rug and 328 00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:39,360 so everyone who came into the club stepped on him, which then 329 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:41,120 people in the comments were arguing if that's like 330 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:43,000 consensual or not, but like, it's a rug. 331 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:44,200 It's a. Rug just made the. 332 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:46,320 Choice. Yeah, no, they're saying if it 333 00:15:46,440 --> 00:15:49,280 if they consented 2 step on somebody for their pleasure. 334 00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:52,280 But I'm like his Dick's not out. He's rolled up in a rug. 335 00:15:52,280 --> 00:15:54,440 Let him. Have it right, He wanted it. 336 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:59,680 But I'm like, that's commitment. I've seen on that life like the 337 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:02,560 human ottomans where they like like you put your feet up. 338 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:05,920 I did see a ball gag the other day that was kind of like a 339 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:09,240 small chodi Dick that goes in the mouth, but then the mouth on 340 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:12,720 the outside was an ashtray. I've. 341 00:16:12,920 --> 00:16:13,640 Seen those? That's very cool. 342 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:18,720 Oh our smoker texted me yesterday he said he wants 4 343 00:16:18,720 --> 00:16:19,880 mistresses. I was like. 344 00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:21,840 Yeah, you. Got to pay us more, baby. 345 00:16:21,840 --> 00:16:22,720 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 346 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:23,440 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 347 00:16:24,040 --> 00:16:24,960 He's. I like him. 348 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:26,760 He's a good client. I know, right? 349 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:29,080 I told him I said it's going to be. 350 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:31,760 There's definitely more of us who could do it. 351 00:16:31,920 --> 00:16:34,200 Yeah. You know, you meet Abby Madonna, 352 00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:34,960 maybe. Yeah. 353 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:36,880 If they're free, yeah. Whoever. 354 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:39,200 Yeah, he's like, I hope you're free in a few weeks. 355 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:40,840 I'm like, I don't even know if I'm free tomorrow. 356 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:46,440 I was like please. Yeah, you were like his ideal 357 00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:49,200 girl. He loves the whole goth concept. 358 00:16:49,480 --> 00:16:52,800 I'm glad, right? I'm put on this earth to protect 359 00:16:52,800 --> 00:16:57,480 and serve. All right, so how about 360 00:16:57,680 --> 00:17:00,400 dollification, since you're talking about furniture? 361 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:02,400 That, but I think I like playing dress up. 362 00:17:02,920 --> 00:17:07,040 OK, Dolph in the way I think dollifications like when you 363 00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:09,480 completely like. Look like a doll. 364 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:11,960 Like a doll. Wait, no, I thought that was a 365 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:14,359 part of oh, I got it confused with sissification. 366 00:17:14,480 --> 00:17:16,599 Oh, yeah, no, wait, no dollifications. 367 00:17:16,599 --> 00:17:19,839 Like kind of in the bimbo realm, right, where they get a ton of 368 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,960 that. OK, I got confused where they 369 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:24,480 get a ton of surgery. You know, I think that comes 370 00:17:24,480 --> 00:17:27,240 from the term calling trans women dolls. 371 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,760 And I think some trans women used to do that big busty thing. 372 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:33,000 So I think that's kind of where it came from, but I might be 373 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:35,200 wrong on. That Well, there's one woman we 374 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:38,720 interviewed a couple years ago, she's in Manchester and she's a 375 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:41,200 doll. And but it was the concept. 376 00:17:41,200 --> 00:17:45,720 She would act like a doll, be motionless, but still dress and 377 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:47,320 look like she was an actual sex doll. 378 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,280 Oh yeah. Without. 379 00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:51,360 Surgery doll. Yeah, 'cause I've only ever seen 380 00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:54,640 the dollification that goes into like the bimboification where 381 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:58,560 the girls have like the triple F tits and the big blown out lips 382 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:00,400 where they do look like a sex doll. 383 00:18:00,400 --> 00:18:02,400 But they do. But they did the modifications 384 00:18:02,400 --> 00:18:03,440 to get there. They do. 385 00:18:03,440 --> 00:18:06,520 I think dollification's cool. It kind of goes into C&C, 386 00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:08,520 doesn't it? Like free use, Definitely. 387 00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:12,600 Yeah, definitely. I saw one of our swingers 388 00:18:12,840 --> 00:18:15,440 updated their thing to like free use for use. 389 00:18:15,680 --> 00:18:17,720 Isn't that awesome? Yeah, I was like, she she was 390 00:18:17,720 --> 00:18:18,640 cool, cool as fuck. You didn't. 391 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:20,400 Have to show me which one that was. 392 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:22,240 That's so cool. It was the couple that just did 393 00:18:22,240 --> 00:18:23,120 the gangbang. That's. 394 00:18:23,440 --> 00:18:24,440 Cool. Oh fuck yeah. 395 00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:27,920 God, I love that I read it. I forgot what it was. 396 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:31,640 They said that they are updating it to like not maybe it was. 397 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:34,600 I think it said complete for use, but I'm not entirely sure. 398 00:18:35,160 --> 00:18:38,160 So I don't want to claim that. But no, she she's cool as fuck. 399 00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:39,760 I was like, you're a brave woman. 400 00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:42,480 They're awesome. Yeah, they're really into it, 401 00:18:42,480 --> 00:18:45,280 and I think that's so cool. Well, at the next party, I 402 00:18:45,280 --> 00:18:48,000 really can't wait, honestly, to see what they want to do. 403 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:53,240 Yeah, right. So on mine I have gas masks. 404 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:58,320 You know Rabbit loves mask. That little whore. 405 00:18:58,320 --> 00:19:00,320 If you're wearing a mask, he's going to blame it. 406 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:01,520 I mean. Seriously. 407 00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:03,720 Right. I've not been a mask girl. 408 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:05,680 OK, I don't know. I don't think it. 409 00:19:05,880 --> 00:19:09,240 I think I guess it can make a guy hotter, but then I'm like, 410 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:11,880 but how's he like? He needs his mouth though. 411 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:18,360 So Shaman got a new mask and actually complimented him on it 412 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:23,200 because it was it was freaky and it had but it looked like a 413 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:27,320 distinguished face, as in, you know, it was very structural. 414 00:19:27,640 --> 00:19:30,080 I don't know if you post it or not, but it's a cool cool. 415 00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:33,760 Picture I haven't seen it. I have right here piercings. 416 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:38,800 I hate them. Yeah, miss what, 32 or 35? 417 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:42,600 35 There you go. Actually, maybe 34. 418 00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,760 One fell out the other night. I want another one. 419 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:50,800 Oh my God, I was just out my nieces and she was like her 420 00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:53,720 daughter came over and gave her a hug and she's like, Oh my God, 421 00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:56,160 I think you just ripped out my nipple piercing and I'm like, 422 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,240 oh, that's so gross to tell your daughter. 423 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:01,240 You nasty or? I I my sibling. 424 00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:04,240 Asked me directly if I had my nipples pierced and I felt like 425 00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:06,160 I couldn't lie. But if it was up to me, I would 426 00:20:06,160 --> 00:20:09,520 have never admitted it, right? I'm like I was doing a photo 427 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:13,520 shoot the other day and we got into the pool with our like 428 00:20:13,520 --> 00:20:17,480 fetish heels on and like in like our PVC and stuff. 429 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:20,320 And so when we got out of the pool, I was like, OK, I really 430 00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:23,040 want to shower 'cause like I don't I don't like chlorine 431 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:26,040 staying in my hair. And so I was brushing my hair 432 00:20:26,040 --> 00:20:28,600 before I was showering and didn't have my clothes on. 433 00:20:28,600 --> 00:20:31,440 I was just in the bathroom and the brush wiped through my hair 434 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:34,520 and caught my nipple ring and I thought I was going to pass away 435 00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:37,080 and didn't pull it. It just hit it really hard. 436 00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:41,480 And I was like, God, it's just like, I guessed so hard. 437 00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:43,120 Like my friends like, are you OK? 438 00:20:43,120 --> 00:20:47,840 And I was like, oh. My God, that's fucking I'm. 439 00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:49,160 Excited for that photo shoot though. 440 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:52,480 I think I posted about it on Fed because I almost died in that 441 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,400 pool. I can't wait to see it the. 442 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:58,760 Photographer was like she was nice but I don't think she knew 443 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:00,680 how to photograph fat girls like me. 444 00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:04,520 I shouldn't say that plus size women, sorry for that offended 445 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:09,800 thick girls, But because she took a lot of pictures of my 446 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,800 friends and they're like thin and have like really good 447 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:13,680 bodies. Yeah. 448 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:16,040 I don't have a really good body. I just have a different body. 449 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:19,200 Yeah, but she was taking a lot of pictures of them and she 450 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:22,400 barely took any pictures of me. And they actually thought when 451 00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:25,640 they were inside changing that she was taking photos of me and 452 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:27,720 she wasn't. She was just mainly taking 453 00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:32,480 pictures of my face and which is like, fine, but also like, we 454 00:21:32,480 --> 00:21:35,480 were in the pool and it was hot and she wanted us to be in full 455 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:37,320 corpse paint, which is white paint. 456 00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:41,200 And so I know my makeup was like, busted because I don't 457 00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:44,040 know if you've ever seen a goth in daytime light. 458 00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,400 There's a reason we only go outside at night. 459 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:50,280 Night white makeup looks bad in the sun. 460 00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:53,000 And, you know, photographers are weird. 461 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:55,880 Like they care more about the photo than they do what's going 462 00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:57,680 on. So when I was done taking 463 00:21:57,680 --> 00:21:59,440 photos, my eyelash is hanging off. 464 00:21:59,520 --> 00:22:02,440 She didn't even tell me. And I was like, what the fuck 465 00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:04,640 are you? And also, I know how she edits 466 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,000 and it's not bad editing. She just edits super warm and 467 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:12,400 grainy, which makes girls in white face paint look bad 468 00:22:12,480 --> 00:22:15,120 because it makes everything that's not white yellow. 469 00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:18,840 So our teeth look bad. And so when we were texting her, 470 00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:22,160 mind you, she did it for free, but we also modeled for free. 471 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:25,960 Let's let's do that. And I asked her on behalf of the 472 00:22:25,960 --> 00:22:28,640 other two girls in the shoot, Hey, like when you send us the 473 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:33,480 copies, can we and also get like some untouched copies just so we 474 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,400 can edit. And she got really pissy with me 475 00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:38,560 about it. Like, well, if we're, if we have 476 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:41,160 different tastes, like we don't have to work together again, 477 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,560 girl, if you're not willing to work with me, then yeah, we 478 00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:47,080 shouldn't work together again because she's like, well, I'm 479 00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:48,800 trying to build my brand. OK. 480 00:22:48,840 --> 00:22:50,240 Yeah. And you're, you're photographing 481 00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:53,240 3 girls who also have brands as performers. 482 00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:55,800 Yeah, like why don't we get a say? 483 00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:58,400 And then also she's like new to photography and I'm not trying 484 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:00,400 to talk shit, but I was like, you're being mean to me. 485 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:02,760 And you also didn't get a lot of videos of me so. 486 00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:04,960 Wow. And then when we got them, she 487 00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:07,000 still edited them pretty heavily and I was like. 488 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:08,480 Whatever. Like you. 489 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,040 Well, you're gonna love my guy. Yeah, he's coming at the end of 490 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,760 the month for you and I, I. Don't mind them editing, but let 491 00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:17,760 me also have some unedited ones so I'm not forced into using 492 00:23:17,760 --> 00:23:20,040 your editing. And your lighting, well it's 493 00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:21,600 different how yellow she. Edits. 494 00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:23,560 It makes my platinum hair look yellow. 495 00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:27,480 Yeah, and I'm just like. And it looks beautiful right 496 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:28,520 now. Thank you. 497 00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,120 Right now, I'm kidding. No, I mean it looks, you know 498 00:23:31,120 --> 00:23:33,680 what I'm saying I mean. I know I think the photos are 499 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,960 going to come out fine, but like, when I show them to you, 500 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:37,520 you're going to see what I mean about the editing. 501 00:23:37,520 --> 00:23:40,320 Sorry about the rat. I did a very sexy photo shoot 502 00:23:40,360 --> 00:23:44,560 and it pissed me off. But yeah, it was fun and I 503 00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:46,120 forgot what we were talking about. 504 00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:47,600 Do you? Want to redo some just of 505 00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:52,920 yourself in the our pool? No, the the vibe was because it 506 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:55,040 was three of us. It was really cool. 507 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,440 No, I don't, I don't care to redo it. 508 00:23:57,440 --> 00:24:01,000 I was just kind of like, girl, we drove an hour out to go do 509 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,520 it. I would do it even with the 510 00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:04,200 three of you. I was like, girl, I'll. 511 00:24:04,200 --> 00:24:07,040 Pay you 50 bucks if I can have a hard drive with all the photos 512 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:07,840 on them. Yeah. 513 00:24:08,920 --> 00:24:12,480 But I think there's a difference between like, photographers, 514 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,520 like wedding photographers and graduation photographers. 515 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:17,320 And then those artsy photographers. 516 00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:19,680 Yeah, that's she's an artsy photographer. 517 00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:23,320 So for them, I don't even think she wants photos she hasn't 518 00:24:23,320 --> 00:24:26,400 edited out there, which I'm like, if that's the case, we 519 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:28,680 probably should have had a discussion beforehand. 520 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:30,520 Yeah. You know, sorry to rant about 521 00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:32,400 that, but everyone got us on that. 522 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,800 All right, well, we're talking about photography. 523 00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:38,560 I know that, but wow. Prostate. 524 00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:41,400 Milking gas masks is where we had gas masks. 525 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,880 We were talking about that. But yeah, masks in general, and 526 00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,520 I love gas masks. They're great for breath play. 527 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:50,080 Yeah, I used the the one for breath play a lot. 528 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:51,840 That one's nice. It really is. 529 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:55,640 I saw on Amazon, I think I sent you the link to the perforated 530 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:58,240 latex mask. I think that's the word. 531 00:24:58,240 --> 00:25:00,920 I might be wrong, but it has little pin holes around the 532 00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:04,240 eyes, so you can see out of it and breathe out of it, but you 533 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:07,040 can't really see into it at all. Like, I thought that was really 534 00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:10,800 cool. OK, I saw two that are kind of 535 00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:14,680 similar, predator prey and then pursuit and takedown and 536 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:17,000 capture. I like those. 537 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:23,480 You know, that public dungeon did a primal night and I heavily 538 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:26,880 considered going just because I kind of wanted just to wrestle 539 00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:30,240 my friends, OK? Because I heard their last 540 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,760 primal night, they put down a bunch of mats and I was like, so 541 00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:35,920 you're telling me it's kinky Sky Zone? 542 00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:41,200 OK, All right, so I have human toilet. 543 00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:44,200 How often do we get requests on that? 544 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:46,600 And I. Think so once every month or 545 00:25:46,600 --> 00:25:47,800 two. Oh my God, yeah. 546 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,320 If not more. I still don't know how I feel 547 00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:51,920 about it. Ask me in like 6 months. 548 00:25:52,560 --> 00:26:00,760 OK, well here. Let's see, Master slave, what do 549 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,520 you think about that? I like that. 550 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:06,200 I think it's cool. I'm not so much because I am 551 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:08,800 newer. I'm not used to putting on the 552 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:12,000 the persona of like master or mistress yet. 553 00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:17,120 So I'm not the best at being super like demanding or like 554 00:26:17,120 --> 00:26:20,200 super talky. And I feel like being like a 555 00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:22,880 master, you kind of have to like command your slave around. 556 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:27,200 And I'm just like, well, with clients, I, I, I turn it on and 557 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,520 I do it. But like in my personal life, 558 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:32,200 anytime I've had someone be like, I want to be your slave. 559 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:36,120 I'm like, but what? I just get really nervous. 560 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:39,480 I'm like, but what if I ask you to do something and you don't 561 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:40,920 like it? And they're like, I'll do 562 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:44,000 whatever you say. And I'm like but but what if you 563 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,160 don't like it? That's true. 564 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:48,480 And then they're like, no, I just want to do what you want. 565 00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:50,560 And I'm like, why are you making me decide? 566 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:54,560 Shit, all right, Do you see something interesting on your 567 00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:59,760 list? Sacred sexuality? 568 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:01,640 What's that? Let. 569 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:06,760 Me click on it. It's usually it usually pulls up 570 00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:09,480 king kingsters that are actually into that so. 571 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,960 Yeah, it it's a bunch of things that doesn't say anything. 572 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,880 Oh, I have one subspace. What do you feel about that? 573 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:20,080 You know, everyone experiences it differently. 574 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:24,640 But you think it's like a real thing I I do. 575 00:27:25,360 --> 00:27:27,520 I, I do I'm, I'm with you on that. 576 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:30,600 I think that. I do, but with limitations. 577 00:27:31,440 --> 00:27:32,960 I do. I think that as well. 578 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,840 I think that people get in a mindset, a mind zone, and I 579 00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:40,360 think it's just as if we're dominating, for example. 580 00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:44,920 I think we get in the zone a lot of times and it's euphoric for 581 00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:47,680 us because it's fun. I imagined subspace would feel 582 00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:50,680 like how you feel after you get like a deep tissue massage. 583 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,920 Like when you're just very relaxed, your brain kind of 584 00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:57,800 turns off a bit. Yeah, I've seen some extreme 585 00:27:57,800 --> 00:27:59,960 subspaces, though. I have to. 586 00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:03,240 I think a lot of people, they, they've experienced it in a 587 00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,400 different way. And God forbid you say anything 588 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:08,160 to kind of kink shame that idea. But that's all other story. 589 00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:12,160 I am picky about who I play with, just like I'm not even 590 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:14,000 picky about like what we're going to do. 591 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:17,720 I'm also picky about what their aftercare looks like because if 592 00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:20,680 when you Dom somebody, their aftercare then kind of becomes 593 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:23,640 your responsibility. And so like, you know, I think 594 00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:25,680 I've said it before on the podcast, but I have friends I 595 00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:28,920 won't play with just because I know what their aftercare is way 596 00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:32,320 more than I, I'm going to like feel like. 597 00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:36,160 Yeah, OK, let's go back to this. A sacred session. 598 00:28:36,320 --> 00:28:38,680 You'd mention that sacred sexuality. 599 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,520 Sexuality. OK, well, a sacred session is a 600 00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:44,440 space for healing, empowerment, awakening, connection through 601 00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:48,000 interactive experiences. So it's probably it's like the 602 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:49,800 spiritual side of spiritual. Exactly. 603 00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:52,560 I had a guy once his hard limits. 604 00:28:52,880 --> 00:28:54,720 Hey I. Can't figure out how to add hard 605 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,320 limits to my profile. I can only add things I'm into. 606 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,320 It's very annoying. I don't know if they can do 607 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:03,200 that, if you can do that anymore on Fed, add your hard limits. 608 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:08,600 But I had a guy, one of his hard limits was Celtic ceremonies, 609 00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:10,560 OK. And I was like, what does that 610 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,360 mean? And what has happened that that 611 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:16,120 now has to be? Fuck. 612 00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:20,600 What's gone on, it seemed. Like a Celtic on him was like. 613 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:22,800 Celtic rituals, that's what it was. 614 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,360 It wasn't ceremonies. Celtic. 615 00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:28,360 His hard limits were anything to do with boys, blood and Celtic 616 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:30,200 rituals. So I was like, what the fuck am 617 00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:32,040 I going to do with you? That's like my big three. 618 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:35,760 Oh my God. No, it was just really funny 619 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:37,120 because I was like, what happened? 620 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:41,360 What happened where this is a Celtic rich, specifically 621 00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:45,040 Celtic. So like is a Nordic ritual like 622 00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:51,720 on the list? Is voodoo there OK? 623 00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:57,200 I have sex in the kitchen. OK, that is a location you can't 624 00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:58,400 have sex. Add it as. 625 00:29:58,400 --> 00:29:59,280 Add a. Cake. 626 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,120 I thought that's interesting. Have you had sex in the kitchen 627 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:06,160 before Barbie? No, OK, there's a first time. 628 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:11,960 That's a food hazard. I have wax play. 629 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:16,280 I like wax play. You got to love wax play. 630 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:20,320 I used non safe candles in a performance the other day 631 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:23,880 because the safe ones didn't look as cool and they didn't 632 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,360 burn me and it was a ton of wax that came out and I was like you 633 00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:30,320 know what I might I'm considering buying them again 634 00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:33,040 and then testing it when my adrenaline's not going because 635 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:34,840 when you're performing your adrenaline's up. 636 00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:38,920 But I'm considering testing it and if they don't burn I might 637 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:43,040 use those because the wax came off no problem and it's nice 638 00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:46,360 when I spilt it on myself it like spread out over my whole 639 00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:48,040 arm. Like it wasn't just drips it 640 00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:50,880 went like everywhere. So if someone wants like a ton 641 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,920 of wax like those my people and they're a dollar. 642 00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:55,960 I got a dollar trip. That's what you said. 643 00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:59,560 But I think I might go try it when I'm not, like, hopped up on 644 00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:01,760 adrenaline and see how I feel about it. 645 00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:03,160 I agree. Because the ones you let me 646 00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:05,680 borrow that my dog fucking ate. Sorry about that. 647 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:07,800 My God. I'll buy you new candles. 648 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,360 Sorry, Charles. Sorry, Charles. 649 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:16,280 My dog ate your candles. We naming him Gator was an omen. 650 00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:18,280 Yeah. It really was. 651 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:22,280 But I we were using those candles and they burnt like they 652 00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:25,120 kind of hurt and but I was like, maybe that's the point. 653 00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:27,280 No, it's not supposed to be that. 654 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,280 I think they, the drips weren't like for the show, I needed it 655 00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:32,800 to be super, super dramatic. Yeah, 'cause it was a freak 656 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:34,280 show. So it's like, oh, it has to look 657 00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:35,560 cool. But yeah, it didn't work. 658 00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:40,640 I have a ball busting. Oh my God, you love ball 659 00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:42,960 busting. Is it like just, is it the same 660 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,920 as like CBT? Yeah, I like, you know, I've 661 00:31:45,920 --> 00:31:47,280 come to like it. Right. 662 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,600 Yeah, you can punch the balls. You can kick it. 663 00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:53,120 I I've been, I've been using my big golf girl platforms to crush 664 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:56,120 balls like when guys do CBT. Yeah, I sat one of them in the 665 00:31:56,120 --> 00:32:00,640 scat chair for for y'all who can't see us, obviously it's 666 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,760 just like a chair with like the middle of it out and I flip 667 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,040 potty training chairs. Yeah. 668 00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:08,440 So I sat in there and because my foot could swing in between his 669 00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:12,000 legs, I just kicked his nuts and I said, you ever have your nuts 670 00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,080 stepped on? He said no, I said you want to 671 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,640 and he said sure. And then I did it. 672 00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:20,360 And they can with that kind of heel man, like you can put I was 673 00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:21,760 put my whole body weight on. They're like. 674 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:23,880 Do you love it? Oh. 675 00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:26,000 They loved it. I had one guy, I was doing it. 676 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:29,200 He when he left, he had like purple, like dots all over his 677 00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:31,160 balls. And I'm not that brute, but I 678 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,080 think it was because I had the safety pins on. 679 00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:36,000 Not safety pins, the clothes pins on when I stepped on it. 680 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:39,480 Yeah, I'm not that brutal. But don't let me do some CBT 681 00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:40,520 now. I'll go crazy. 682 00:32:40,680 --> 00:32:42,280 I'm that guy. That guy was different. 683 00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:46,760 But I can't believe I got the guy who doesn't call red to call 684 00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:47,960 red. That was an accident. 685 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:49,720 Damn. OK, that was. 686 00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:52,240 That's not even a flex. I actually think I fucked up. 687 00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:55,720 God. OK, if you're going to, if 688 00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:58,480 you're going to go see somebody with a butt plug in your ass, 689 00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:02,200 please let them know if it's a giant fucking round butt plug. 690 00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:04,600 Because if I don't know that, I'm going to pull it out 691 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:07,880 thinking it's a normal butt. Plug and it was glass and he 692 00:33:07,880 --> 00:33:10,800 didn't tell you. It's it literally did describe 693 00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:15,400 the for what happened. This guy had texted me wanting 694 00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:21,280 to book a session with me and he wanted like intense like CBT and 695 00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:25,160 he didn't even want to have like the negotiation beforehand. 696 00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:28,560 He wanted the the role play from start to end like the second he 697 00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:31,160 walked in. So I didn't get to really go 698 00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:34,000 over it with him. Like I and so he had a butt plug 699 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,200 in. And so when I went to peg him, I 700 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:39,080 didn't know that his butt plug was probably, I don't know, 701 00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:42,640 bigger than of like like smaller than an apple, bigger than a 702 00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:45,520 golf ball, but it's huge. And it was just a round circle 703 00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:47,800 on a stem. So when I pulled it out, I'm 704 00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:50,320 thinking it's butt plug shaped and that it's going to just come 705 00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:52,600 out. And I pulled it out And this 706 00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:57,680 poor guy, the lips shit, just like, because it, I had 707 00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:59,920 accidentally heard him and I didn't mean to do that. 708 00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:04,480 And I felt so bad, like I, I went to Mia and I was like, I 709 00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:06,000 think you might need to come downstairs. 710 00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:09,480 Oh my God, I was like eat gold. Red. 711 00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:12,920 And then she was like, it's OK. Barbie ripped his asshole. 712 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,520 I didn't mean it. I really did it and I did. 713 00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:17,199 I was like. Afterwards I was like. 714 00:34:17,199 --> 00:34:20,480 Do you need some water? And he was like, it's OK. 715 00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:24,040 And then he texted me later going it was great up until the 716 00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:27,159 butt plug thing. And I was like, OK, I'm glad I 717 00:34:27,199 --> 00:34:29,199 was doing a good job. Oh my God. 718 00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:33,960 But I couldn't tell if he was like like freaking out for real 719 00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:37,440 or not because Mia told me part of his kink is resisting and 720 00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:39,880 screaming for help. So it's. 721 00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:41,880 True. It took me a second to go. 722 00:34:42,159 --> 00:34:46,920 I had to stop and wait. Are you for real God so bad? 723 00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:50,520 I was so embarrassed, but you know how it happens when you're 724 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,679 there is I was. I guess it happens when you're 725 00:34:53,679 --> 00:34:55,560 new though. You know it does. 726 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:57,160 I believe I've been doing it like what 6? 727 00:34:57,160 --> 00:34:59,640 Months not even. It's a learning experience but 728 00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:01,880 you've been in the lifestyle for two plus years. 729 00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:05,320 So true, but I know. But I've never had like with the 730 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:08,640 butt plug thing. I feel like even in my in in 731 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:12,440 lifestyle I my partners would like communicate what they have. 732 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,400 Yeah, but I think. I think because the guy wanted 733 00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:17,760 the fantasy of no communication. That was like. 734 00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:19,880 Kind of, yeah. Where we messed up on that? 735 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:23,360 Yeah, and you know, he told me he's like, I've got a butt plug, 736 00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:25,960 you know, but he didn't specify anything about it. 737 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:28,400 You know your. Butt plug, that was a big one. 738 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:31,560 It was it was this big. You can't see it on the on the 739 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:32,680 podcast. Sorry guys. 740 00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:36,760 Yeah, sorry, sorry. Breast spanking. 741 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:37,880 How do you feel about that? Oh. 742 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:39,800 Breast spanking, Yeah, I like that. 743 00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:43,680 I I like to tie up women's tits and smack them. 744 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:45,760 I wouldn't. Oh, getting it, That made me 745 00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:46,920 shiver. Getting them tied up. 746 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:48,560 But. Yeah, I mean, but you're not too 747 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:51,720 hard, but I mean, it's enough. Nipple rings and I had a guy 748 00:35:51,720 --> 00:35:55,840 friend smack me in the boob wants to be rude and it hurt so 749 00:35:55,840 --> 00:36:00,480 bad because of the nipple ring isn't shot wings down my body. 750 00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:06,160 I was like God bless I got pussy spanked once. 751 00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:09,400 And how did you like that? And it caught me off guard 752 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:13,400 because I bet it was very spur of the moment cause like, you 753 00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:15,840 know, we're laying down next to each other naked, like making 754 00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:17,400 out. And he's like fingering me. 755 00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:20,040 Sorry to be TMI on the podcast this is. 756 00:36:20,040 --> 00:36:23,000 But it's like he reaches that and smacks down. 757 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:25,960 And I was like that didn't say anything, 'cause I'm like, 758 00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:27,240 whatever. It was fine. 759 00:36:27,240 --> 00:36:29,080 And then he like does it like two more times. 760 00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:30,680 And the third one he hit me so hard. 761 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:35,120 I was like, come on. I didn't dislike it, but it was 762 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,560 just like, I also didn't like it like it. 763 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:40,600 It was just kind of like what's happening, but it was just such 764 00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:43,720 a weird sensation that I was like, why do we need to hit it? 765 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:46,200 What's going on where it needs to be hit? 766 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:48,360 Yeah, agreed. Agreed. 767 00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:51,600 All right, let's end it on that slapping pussies. 768 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:55,800 That's a no go for us shit. All right, motherfuckers. 769 00:36:56,120 --> 00:36:58,160 So, Barbie, you ready? Right. 770 00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:02,760 All right, so until then, may all your fantasies become. 771 00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:03,800 Reality.