Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Mr. Smias Dungeon.
I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia, and today I have Madam Liv.
Hey. Hey, Liv.
Hi. Good morning.
All right, so Miss Liv, you are officially in the dungeon with
us. You're with the rest of the
girls. Yes, I'm one of the crew.
And we had an adult baby the other day.
Yes. Yes.
So our adult baby, I think he goes on fat as Sir Doofus.
Yeah, yeah, something like that. Anyway, he wrote me a
questionnaire. And.
Nice. Yeah, it's AQA for himself
because he didn't have really the courage, I don't think to to
get and actually talk about it, you know, to all of our
listeners and the adult baby, any type of ABDL is hugely
popular with our listeners in the community and that kind of
thing. So I always like to talk about
it and, you know, bring an episode every so often to the
table so we can talk about it. Absolutely.
So we can talk about the session, but for now I'm going
to read this Q&A. This was all him.
He started off. When did your fetish start?
He said. I believe when I was about 7.
I realized I had an odd fascination with babyish things,
most notably diapers. I was always watching cartoons
as a kid, and occasionally there'd be an episode where a
character was put in some kind of predicament that left them
dressed as a baby and humiliated, which stuck with me
for some reason. I knew it should be making me
laugh, but for an odd part of me I envied them.
I wanted to be treated the same way and as I got older I went
online a bit more and I found that I wasn't the only one that
felt this way. Oh, I love that.
Right, so reading stories and seeing art displaying a lot of
these things made me blush with embarrassment, my heart race
with excitement. I like that.
We saw a lot of excitement with him the other day.
So second question was why do you feel you have the fetish?
Or is it a need for you? He says.
I'm not exactly sure where the wires got crossed, but I think
it's a culmination of different things.
I had trouble with bed wetting until I was 5, so it's likely
where the connection with diapers came from.
He said he also remembers being very young, possibly 3, and
having a babysitter he thought was very beautiful and being the
little boy that he was, not knowing what to do with those
feelings, which I guess internalized maybe explain my
attraction to a female caregiver role.
A lot of people assume that to have this fetish some sort of
trauma had happened or tragic event, but it's not always the
case though for some it can be a trauma.
For as dysfunctional as my family could be, I think I had a
decent upbringing and never felt like I wasn't loved by them.
Usually when I'm in my headspace there's enough cognitive
disconnect to where they're never ever on my mind.
I view it as a skate and I. Love how aware he is.
Yeah, he really is. It's about self-awareness in
this. Isn't it?
Absolutely. Whether it be for my day-to-day
stress, anxiety, depression, or general overthinking, I push it
aside and just get lost in the fantasy.
I suppose I just yearn for the comfort and sense of security
mixed with some of the humiliation and kinkier aspects
of the fetish, and it's able to encompass everything I desire.
In a way I I guess it's a need for distraction.
It's also a good source of ego death when you find yourself
sucking on a pacifier in a wet diaper.
So. And the last question, he said,
there we go. Could you live without ever
doing it again? He said, I've wrestled with this
part of myself for a long time, so it's hard to say.
On one hand, it's hard not to enjoy the kinkier fun of meeting
new people, getting to explore it more.
But adult baby is extra taboo to most.
One assumption is people have that you must be and incest or
you know, you're automatically into mommy daddy baby roles.
These are just basic dominant and subtitle roles.
Subtitles. Now that's what he said.
The same as Mr. Master. So forth.
No one involved in pet play imagines they're actually having
sex with an animal. The same can be said for age
play and how all parties know what their roles are.
But the main assumption is you must be into children.
Well of course that's not the case with me.
This could happen with any kink. This was just unfortunately has
the qualities that coexist with other things.
I've had to block and report so many people affiliated with any
of that because they've contacted me via fat.
I know that sounds like a lot of mental gymnastics or thou doth
protest too much, but I do feel as though this is true for most
people. There is healthy and and ethical
way to enjoy your kinks and to learn more about them.
So tangents aside, he said I didn't ask for it and at times I
do wish I could remove this part of me.
Wow. As aside from a lot of men
generally seem to have an issue with expecting women to be their
mothers and not their partner. That I would actually feel
guilty if I were to engage in some sort of dynamic with a
woman and not tell her completely the truth.
But in what little experience I've had in all of this, I've
met decent people and it's helped me learn more.
As long as we're safe and we play as adults and we all trust
each other and we share consent with it, it's OK to make your
fantasies into a reality. I love that.
Don't you though I. Hate the fact that he was like,
I wish I could take this part away from me.
Yeah. But I understand.
I've been at that point before where you just feel like it's
wrong or dirty. But once you realize that
there's like, a whole world out there, we're all kind of the
same, that it, it makes you feel like at peace with yourself.
Yeah. That's what I like about the
community. Yeah, it's entirely true.
So, you know, just to give kind of like a play by play.
So Doofus came into the dungeon. He's so cute.
He's so cute, you know, and he comes in, he's in his 20s.
He looks like he's 1718, but he comes in, you know, he lays all
this stuff out for us. I'm packed his diaper bag.
Unpack the diaper bag so he's got a full size glass bottle.
The adult pacifier. Yogurt.
A spoon, diapers, powder.
He had the whole. Work he did.
The onesie that he had. Oh yeah, the onesie with the
bib, yes. And then, of course, the magic
wand, because every baby carries a magic wand in a diaper bag.
Well, that baby does. So, so I told you, you know, he
and I did a one-on-one and I said look, Liv, I'm gonna, you
know, blow on his belly, I'm gonna tickle him.
You know, you treat him like you would a 2 year old who's still
in diapers and you're gonna have fun with this.
You're gonna love it. Mm Hmm.
And. You did I.
Really liked it. I, I honestly was scared because
I didn't know how I would react to it, but it just, it almost
felt natural because I, I have kids on my own.
So it's like I was really able to like really set into the
role. It was nice.
So when we first got it all started, I was just like, yeah,
so he's undressed now. We you know, he's in his cute
little socks. You know we gotta put his
diaper. On.
Yeah, but this time he wanted to incorporate a butt plug.
Yes, he did. He did, yeah.
That was kind of. Like the first, I don't know,
that's new. Oh.
Yeah, that was new. He did for chastity so.
That was interesting. I've never used for chastity so
it was actually cool just to see it.
No, I know, right? I was like, does that hurt?
I'm just like looking at him like when he liked it.
So I was like, OK. Yeah, you know, a lot of people
like the chastity device, but a lot of people can't put them on
when they get in because they start getting erect, obviously.
I mean, yeah, you're exposed. You're exposed and.
That's exciting. The whole thing is exciting for
them. But being exposed usually is
either shameful or exciting, right?
No, no, don't look at me. So you know, he's in this
vulnerable state, he's laying out on this Gurney that we have
and you're trying to put the chastity on him.
You succeed. And he was at first, you know,
getting a wrecked. I'm like, slap it, slap his
little winky, you know his. Little Winky, Yeah.
And you know, we're laughing about it, and it was so fun.
It was just so funny. Right.
It was like play time. It was play time it.
Was play time. And then you diapered him.
You put powder in his diaper. It was.
It was great. Yeah, we put on his onesie and
then I fed him as yogurt. Yes, and then eventually, next
thing you know, he's laying in your lap and you're reading him
a bedtime story. He was curled up in there.
I definitely feel like a little mommy.
I was holding his head and. You know.
Rub it on his eyebrows like I do for my own children.
And I just, I really like soaked into it.
I was like, I was feeling for it.
I was like, wow, you were, I was, I was in it you.
Were and that was the part where I was like OK, I don't want to
like interrupt this money time because when.
I look down, You're over there in his diaper.
I'm like, oh, I didn't know how to take it.
Like, I can't play both roles here.
I'm like, I'm like. You know, pick and choose.
Auntie Neil's like fumbling and playing.
Well, he's hard as a rock and I'm just over here trying to rub
his face and. I'm taking his chassis device
off. Yeah, which?
He had soaked his diaper with brick cum.
Really. Yes.
Yeah. I remember when he came, he came
on his mittens. Oh my gosh, that's right, he was
wearing. Mittens and he.
Came on his. Mittens.
Tell the listeners about the mittens.
Ah, the, the mittens are like, they're like mittens that are
like chained to him. So he can't get his hands out.
He can't. Locks on them.
It does got a lock on it. It's so creative.
I don't. Yeah, it was he.
He had his whole he knew what he wanted.
Yeah, he did. He knew exactly what he wanted.
I like when they're like that. They know exactly what they
want. It's so great.
Yeah. Then you're not sitting there
like we're both like, I don't know what do you want to do?
I don't know what do you want to do?
Yeah. Because a lot of people come to
the dungeon and they think you're Mind Raider.
You know, it's crazy, but I did. I really thought that you just
just like sunk into that role so well.
I did. I feel like with each time it's
been, I've been able to pull myself into each scene.
It usually takes me a second, but I can pull myself into the
scene pretty well. Yeah, yeah, Honestly, it takes
skill to do that. You know, I mean 1 You could say
it's great acting, but you know, you really don't act when you.
Feel for it, feel like it didn't act.
No, it wasn't at all. First it was, but then I was
able to soak into it and it just became what was happening.
Yeah, because you only know each other so well.
Yeah, if I do, you know better, you know, I could really play
into what he likes and stuff and sound thing because that's what
the long term things that you can play with their mind better
if you knew their mind, yeah. I, I found that, you know, I've
seen a lot of adult babies over the years we've had, we've had
different ones that have come in and they, they always have this,
you know, great organized diaper bag.
I mean, it's a thing for all of them.
They really do. We had this one kid and he came
in, he wasn't from, from this area.
He was here on vacation. And I mean, he just had
everything set out. He.
Brought his diaper bag on his vacation.
Everything, yeah. He, on the other hand, wanted to
be. He wanted more humiliation and
he wanted to feel more like a girl.
And so he had, you know, Princess diapers and a little
Princess outfit. But he was a baby, you know.
Mm hmm. And it's interesting because
we've asked, you know, different ones.
Well, how old do you feel? Well, I feel like little doofus,
you know, he's like a 2 year old.
Mm hmm. You know, he doesn't really talk
and. And he just giggles and, yeah,
nestles into you. You know he's like a baby.
He's a baby. It's so sweet.
It's pure. It is pure, isn't it?
That's why whenever you're digging in a diaper, it doesn't
make it feel like, like, come on, make him appear not pure.
What do you think is another part of why he likes it?
You know, make him appear not pure.
So. Funny, but the best part to me?
Afterwards, yeah. The switch, he was able to cut
it off. Yeah, it would be like normal.
He was like cussing and stuff. I was like.
Little boy, that little baby. Like.
No, it's not a baby anymore. Yeah, I was expecting it.
I didn't, you know, I didn't know what to expect.
I didn't know if it was just going to be something that he
just was and that he just played into this role or does he become
like his age again? Yeah.
So it was really cool to see that or experience it in
general, because it was my first anyways.
Yeah, I'm glad it was him. Definitely when he first started
coming to see us, you know, he was still a virgin.
You know he's then since at some point lost his virginity to
someone. Some penetration, yeah, he said.
It was penetration, but they didn't get to do anything.
It was just. It made its way in.
But, you know, he's such a cool person, he is.
And he's so fun to hang out with.
You know it's so. Easy.
It's easy. Yeah, it's a lot of fun.
And I think obviously the more time you'll see him and spend
time with him, you know? He's he's the reason why I like
this job, but not just him, but just people that are like him.
That makes it where it's literally like a fun thing we're
playing, you know? It's play time, Yeah.
It's why you like this lifestyle.
Oh yeah, for sure, yeah. You know the lifestyle.
I always talk about Mama Peach. She's a she's, she's a nurse.
I don't know if she practices as a nurse any longer, but I do
know that she travels the US seeing her clients for strictly
adult baby Oh. Cool.
Yeah, and she has a huge following.
She's on FET as as Mario fan. She's one of my friends.
It's Mario fan something. And yeah, her and her husband,
they take a lot of cool photos together.
They do a lot of cool photo shoots.
And he's her adult baby. Oh so.
He's AI was going to ask that. Yeah.
And then she travels and sees that with other adult babies.
Yeah, that's good. I like that.
She said that she deals with a lot of veterans specifically
well, and that's what we'll talk about on our next episode.
We'll talk about some of your other people you've seen in the
dungeon, all those interesting things in between.
Yeah. For sure, that's going to be an
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