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All right, welcome back. 
If you're watching online, glad 

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that you are here with us and we
want to invite you to come and 

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be with us in person. 
Come and worship with us at 115 

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E Main St. in the heart of 
Gaylord. 

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It's kind of the old historic 
part 9 and 1030 are services. 

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So we look forward to seeing 
you. 

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So this morning we're going to 
do something very different. 

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And this morning we're I want to
talk to you, oddly enough, about

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CS Lewis, which might seem like 
CS who? 

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CS who? 
How many of you have heard of CS

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Lewis? 
Wave at me if you have, if 

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you've never heard of CS Lewis, 
wave at me too, right. 

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If you haven't, OK, Some of you 
haven't. 

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OK, Very good. 
OK, I'm excited then to tell you

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about CS Lewis, CS Lewis. 
OK. 

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And so this is different than 
most weeks, but the reason we're

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doing this is because many in 
our church band this past 

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weekend on Friday night did a 
concert at the Great Lakes 

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Performing Arts Center as the CS
Lewis Festival house band. 

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And there was ACS Lewis Festival
that happened Friday night and 

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then all day Saturday that we 
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And my daughter Gabby came in 
from Minnesota. 

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Her and I are like Narnia nerds.
We call ourselves and. 

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And so it was really fun and. 
Then there was me. 

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And then, OK, so watch this, 
Jason's gonna tell you this is 

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like her love language to me is 
going to the Lewis Festival with

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the year after year. 
My life for somebody I love. 

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But here's what happened. 
So I'm going the first week and 

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I really love the people there. 
Like the people are great, OK? 

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It's just the subject. 
That's a hard thing. 

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People come in from all over the
world. 

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They fly in from around the 
country to sit it for a couple 

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days and talk about the writings
of CS Lewis. 

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I love it. 
She loves that I love it. 

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And I love the people. 
And you love the people, the 

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first song we're going to do. 
How many of you are familiar 

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with the Narnia story? 
Right. 

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OK, if you haven't read it to 
your kids, parents, read Narnia 

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to your children. 
It's so profoundly beautiful, 

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and I'm grateful that I got to 
read it to my kids and 

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particularly my daughter, who's 
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northern Minnesota and was here 
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It's so sweet. 
I'd been wanting to write a song

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for some time based on the story
that happened with her when she 

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was just like 5 and I was about 
to read her the story. 

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I had a friend say, whatever you
do, don't ruin the story by 

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saying, Gabby, did you know that
Aslan is Jesus? 

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You know, don't tell them. 
Let them come to the revelation 

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themselves. 
Just let them discover it. 

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And when they discover it, it 
will be the most beautiful 

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moment. 
So I remember just reading it 

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and holding my tongue and not 
giving her the the the ending 

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right, so to speak. 
I just let her find it. 

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And so one night I was reading 
to her and out of nowhere, she's

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like Daddy, Daddy. 
I know him. 

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Daddy. 
The lion's like Jesus and I was 

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like, yes. 
And the fact that she discovered

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it herself and then it was so 
profoundly wonderful. 

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So the the, the, the picture 
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the Narnia stories, Aslan being 
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line upon line and precept upon 
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But Lewis said he wrote it to be
like, suppose Jesus was like a 

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lion, what would he be like? 
And so it's so beautiful. 

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So this is song is intended to 
be like a story of me reading 

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the Gabby and her asking me to 
read to her and how she 

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responds. 
Take me to Narnia. 

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Just one more page. 
I'll try to stay awake. 

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Take. 
Take me to Darnia, the book with

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the wardrobe. 
Come on, let's go. 

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Went. 
Tell me of your seat. 

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She opened the door. 
She climbed through the coats, 

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went in to explore. 
And then tell me your veteran. 

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Sadly, the Brat Circus Delight 
took him down the wrong path. 

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Take, take me to the army. 
Just one more place. 

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I'll try to stay away. 
Take, take me to the army. 

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Hold the book with the wardrobe.
Come on, let's go and sell me of

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Susan. 
The motherly. 

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Soul, the voice of caution 
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Then selling of Peter King 
Magnificent, the oldest of the 

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siblings, with his sword so 
courageous. 

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Say take me to Narnia. 
It's just one more page. 

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I'll try to stay away. 
Say, take me to Narnia for the 

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book with the wardrobe. 
Come on. 

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Let us go. 
Oh, and poor Mr. Thomas. 

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Was. 
Scarfing with tea, terribly used

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and then tricked by the Queen in
the wound. 

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And Beavers, the Pavenzi's 
perfect guide who helped find 

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the lion who's day dressing lime
day. 

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Take me to Narnia. 
Just one more page. 

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I'll try to stay away. 
Say take me to Narnia. 

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Hold the book with the wardrobe.
Come on, let's go. 

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And all the wicked Jesus they 
call her White Witch made it 

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always winter and Merry 
Christmas. 

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Really famous line in the Narnia
story where the kids are asking.

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About. 
Aslan and they say, is he safe? 

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And the answer is he isn't safe.
No, he's not safe, but he's 

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good. 
The idea is that like if you're 

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looking for safe, don't look for
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Jesus isn't safe, but he's good.
So this is Aslan's verse. 

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Tell me of Aslan. 
He's not safe, but he's good. 

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From Floyd. 
He made everything just by 

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roaring a tomb. 
Gave his life on the table. 

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Then he cracked it half. 
Then he broke the deep magic, 

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the Kuwait. 
The witches cry. 

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Say take me to Nah here. 
Oh, just one more thing. 

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I'll try to stay away. 
Say, take me to Narnia. 

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Yeah, the book with the 
wardrobe. 

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Come on, let's go. 
I wisely never told her it was 

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so earth wait when she stopped 
me from reading. 

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She. 
Had something to say, she said. 

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Daddy, I know him. 
I get it. 

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I see the lions like Jesus. 
He's like Jesus to me. 

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I'm grateful I suck my little 
girl the Narnia. 

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Oh every single page. 
I'm glad I stayed awake. 

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I'm grateful lights hurt my 
little girl to Narnia. 

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Oh, the book with the wardrobe. 
It was so worth to go. 

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OK, So what I want to do part of
this morning is I want to, I 

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want to like inspire you to go 
and watch YouTube, do a Google 

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search, do whatever you wherever
you find your information, use 

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chat G whatever. 
And and in start, I would 

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encourage you get to know the 
writings of CS Lewis. 

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So you need to know this. 
CS Lewis born in 1898 and became

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a an atheist at a young age 
because of the death of his 

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mother and World War One was 
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And so here he kind of grown up 
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Christianity, but he walks away 
from his faith, becomes a very 

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staunch, hard nosed atheist, 
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He's teaching at Oxford and 
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And then in 19, I had it in my 
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say 36 or so, 1936 within a 
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He, he becomes, in fact, I want 
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He accepts that God is there. 
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And maybe, you know, people that
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they, they believe that there's 
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known. 
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because philosophically, the 
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God. 
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atheism is like, OK, I guess 
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I can accept that. 
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You know, people that are 
theists, they know they're like,

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OK, I guess there's a God, but 
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surrendered to Jesus. 
And you can't have a discussion 

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with them if they don't believe 
the Bible to prove the Bible. 

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You can't use the Bible to prove
the Bible if they don't believe 

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the Bible. 
And so some of you you're trying

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to witness to people and say you
need to Jesus is real. 

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Look, John says this and 
certainly the Bible is amazing 

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and astounding and and 
inspiring, yes, but if someone 

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is staunchly opposed to the 
Bible being true, then you can't

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start there right. 
So Lewis, what he, what he did 

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is he started in, he started it 
philosophically to say, listen, 

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I admit there's no, there can't 
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So in 1930 he becomes a theist, 
but then in 1931 he converts to 

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Christianity and he comes to see
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And there's a movie that you can
watch right now. 

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It's either on Netflix or Prime,
Amazon Prime, whatever it is, 

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it's called the most reluctant 
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Think about that. 
The most reluctant. 

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He believed that he was the 
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He was the last person that 
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The most reluctant convert. 
He said this. 

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He later described this moment 
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most dejected and reluctant 
convert in all of England. 

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He thought he was the last one 
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And yet he becomes one of the 
most greatest apologists of the 

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last century, building the truth
and and saying, listen, Jesus is

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real, God is real. 
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philosophical background. 
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And so in 19 during World War 2,
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broadcasts in England from 
London while the Germans are 

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bombing England and the Nazis 
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And so so he is doing these 
radio broadcasts that become 

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this book called Mere 
Christianity. 

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If you've never read read it, 
it's a great book. 

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You can go listen to it on 
YouTube. 

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Just go somebody it will read it
to you on YouTube, right? 

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If you don't enjoy reading, just
listen to it on your way to work

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for a little while, right? 
And it's but it's a great way to

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get some ideas on how to present
the truth of God, the gospel to 

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your friends that are atheists 
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And it's from a philosophical 
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And some of his arguments are so
beautiful and so profound. 

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So I want to just kind of whet 
your appetite for it. 

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Go and and maybe listen to me or
Christian or even give a 

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summary. 
You could go to like chat GB 

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whatever and say give me a 
summary of Mere Christianity and

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they will give you. 
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There you go. 
Just a summary is good you go. 

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Yes, there you go. 
So so he writes that and so 

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watch this. 
So then he I'll tell you about 

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in fact, I'll tell you he gets 
married at later in life, like 

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in 1956. 
OK, I'll tell you about his 

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marriage to Joy when we get to 
the song Help me to believe. 

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OK, but for the sake of this, 
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for Lewis, who was a he was an 
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He gets the point. 
He's like God created everything

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and watch this. 
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He said it's in your notes. 
He said no philosophical theory,

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which I have yet come across is 
a radical improvement on the 

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words of Genesis. 
Genesis one one that says in the

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beginning God made the heavens 
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He's like, there's no better 
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us than that. 
So watch this if you're if 

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you're witnessing to your. 
That studied it, right? 

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This is somebody who studied 
profusely like on what evolution

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explanation is dead. 
He exhausted every other 

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possible possible explanation 
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And he says after all of his 
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philosophies, and he's like, 
really the what? 

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What makes better sense for this
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Fun one in the beginning, God 
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So you might be around some 
folks that are they believe in 

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evolution. 
They're atheist. 

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Like, OK, here's what I here's 
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Give me something better. 
And there's so many holes in 

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evolution and other 
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So Lewis gets to the point. 
He's like, there's no 

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philosophical better explanation
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So he believed that God was a 
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And in the halls that he walked 
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he taught, I'm sure people like 
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God creating everything, really.
But he stood for it. 

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He wrote a lot about it, right. 
And then I won't read them all, 

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but they're in your notes. 
Go home. 

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And I would encourage you to 
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grabbed. 
He said because God created the 

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natural, invented it out of his 
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It demands our reverence. 
So from that I have a song 

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written called Great Creator. 
Here we go. 

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Great creator, you are God. 
Great creator you are awesome. 

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When I look around 6 progress 
away and I extend all they said 

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all you is faded, all you is 
faded. 

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Great creator. 
You painted shows around the 

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oceans, gave life to the land 
and sea. 

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You touched the valleys and 
carved the. 

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Mountains that in your image 
created me. 

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Great creator you are God. 
Great Creator, you are awesome. 

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When I look around these, my 
breath, the way I stand amazed 

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at all your fate and all your 
fate. 

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Great Creator, Lord, you have 
created all things for your 

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fashion dancing. 
It's treasure most purity. 

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Great creator you are God, great
creator you are awesome. 

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When I look around, takes my 
breath the way I send a Mason 

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All you made and all you made 
hell you made. 

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All. 
Right. 

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We're going to do. 
Until then, can I share a little

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bit about this? 
Yeah, you can. 

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Sorry. 
Yeah, Kurt and I wrote this song

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right when we got married, 
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It's called Until Then and it 
truly is one of my favorite 

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songs. 
I think we Co written together 

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and it talks about and you have 
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CS. 
Lewis said, you know, again, the

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idea that Lewis was a atheist 
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and he's like dealing, he's 
proclaiming God's the creator of

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all things. 
And then watch this, he's 

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amongst people that don't 
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don't believe in heaven. 
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And all of a sudden Lewis 
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there's life after this and 
we're intended to live with 

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Jesus for forever. 
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And watch this, but from a 
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prove that, but he used just 
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philosophical idea, he says. 
If I find myself in myself a 

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desire which no experience in 
this world can satisfy the most 

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probable explanations that I was
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And he's talking about this in 
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afterlife. 
And he's just saying, hey, just 

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the fact that I have this desire
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for something more. 
I'm made for like something in 

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another world. 
He's like, yeah, you are. 

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You're made for eternity with 
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That's what you're made for. 
It's a great starting point if 

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you're trying to explain Jesus. 
You can say to people, hey, that

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feeling in that you have inside 
that there's more like you're 

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made for something that's like 
another world, like it's there 

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by design. 
God put it there because you're 

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made to experience them after 
all that you endure on this 

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life. 
One day all things will be made 

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new and I won't need daily 
forgiveness for the things that 

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I do. 
Someday all tears will be wiped 

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away and my failures will be but
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But. 
Until then, until then, I will 

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depend on your mercy every 
morning, every morning. 

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But. 
Until then, until then I will 

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live some my eyes to and then 
when my. 

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Home comes from until they. 
One day your wrongs will be made

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right. 
There'll be no more wars, no 

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taking of innocent lives. 
Someday, the hungry will have 

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their. 
They'll be healing for the 

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orphan, then the widow, and the 
hopelessly. 

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But until then, until then, I 
will depend on your mercy every 

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morning, every morning. 
And. 

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Until then, until then. 
I. 

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Lived on my eyes too, and then 
when in my home comes. 

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From up to rain. 
The world, it's not here, but 

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it's meant to be. 
But soon as this darkness will 

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give way to the light of 
eternity, and there will be 

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heavenly, but until late. 
Until then I will depend on your

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mercy every morning, every 
morning. 

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And until then, until then, I 
will live from my house to then 

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where my home comes from, where 
my home. 

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'Cause unto them, Oh, hold us 
unto them, Oh, strengthen us 

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unto them, give mercy and grace 
unto them, unto them. 

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OK, so this one is set up. 
Let me set this up with you this

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way so we can develop a habit of
honoring God in the highs and in

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the lows. 
And let me tell you to make 

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sense of what I mean by that, 
Lewis says, and his writing 

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letters to Malcolm. 
He said, we are at least I shall

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not be able to adore God on the 
highest occasions if we have 

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learned no habit of doing so on 
the lowest. 

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He says at best our faith and 
reason will tell us that he is 

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adorable. 
God's adorable, but we shall not

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have found him so by the. 
Way I never. 

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Made sense of that word. 
Adorable, right? 

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Like, did you guys know that 
that's what it means to adore 

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something Like I didn't know 
that. 

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Like I always thought it was 
like, you're so cutie patootsie 

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little pie thing. 
That's what I thought. 

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Anybody else with me? 
Because we go, oh, you're 

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adorable. 
Look at you're adorable. 

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Adorable, but like me, something
is worth adoring. 

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Yeah, something worthy of 
adoring is adorable, right? 

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So you can find God adorable at 
best, but is that the depth that

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we're looking for? 
So he says the best. 

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Our faith and reason will tell 
us that he is adorable, but we 

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should not have found him so not
have tasted insane. 

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Any now watch this. 
This is so profound. 

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Any patch of sunlight in a wood 
will show you something about 

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the sun which you could never 
get from reading books on 

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astronomy. 
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Let's say you're deep in the 
Pigeon River Forest and it's 

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really dark and you're in a 
place of great state and all of 

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a sudden a little light shine 
saying like, oh, light, that's 

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light. 
Well, it's like you see it, you 

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feel it like now you could go 
read a book about astronomy. 

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The sun is out there and this is
the physics of it, which I don't

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understand. 
And this is the size of it. 

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It's like you don't really know 
the sun until you see it, even 

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if it's a little patch light 
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So he's like that. 
Sometimes it may be all you'll 

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see of God is just a little ray 
of light coming through the 

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trees. 
But even that can lead you in 

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that place to like have deep, 
meaningful worship and adoration

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of God. 
He said any patch of sunlight in

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the wood will show you something
about the sun which you could 

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never get from reading books on 
astronomy. 

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These pure and simple 
spontaneous pleasures are 

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patches of God light in the 
woods of our experience. 

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And then he said, let me see 
here. 

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Then he said it comes the very 
moment you wake up each morning,

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all your wishes and hopes for 
the day rush at you like wild 

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animals. 
And the first job each morning 

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consists simply and shoving them
all back and listening to that 

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other voice, taking that other 
point of view, letting that 

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other, larger, stronger, quieter
life come flowing in. 

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He's talking about the life that
comes in God and so on all day, 

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standing back from all your 
natural fussings and frettings 

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and coming out of the winds to 
find God in the heights and the 

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lows. 
It's like. 

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Yeah, talk to us in English. 
Yeah. 

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So, OK, so the idea is that is 
that if you, let's say you're 

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like, oh, I can worship God when
everything's great, but he's 

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like, hey, wait a minute. 
If you'll learn to worship him 

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when it's just a little tiny ray
of light, it's all you're 

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saying, just a little speck of 
light. 

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If you learn to worship him in 
that moment, then when the sun 

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is shining radiant on you, it 
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If you only worship him when the
sun and the light of God is so 

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prevalent and so glorious, well,
then you'll, you'll, you'll 

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never get to the real depth of 
worship. 

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That's a. 
Good word for winter. 

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Coming up, yes, it is a good 
word for winter. 

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It's like so. 
We need. 

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This. 
So the idea is it's like, OK, 

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when when you're anxious and 
you're like, it feels like all 

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hope is gone in that moment 
because oh God, things seem so 

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hopeless. 
I can barely see you. 

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God, where are you? 
And you finally like, OK, God, 

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even in this place where it's 
like man, very little light is 

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getting through, but God, I'm 
going to honor and worship. 

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I'm going to declare your 
goodness. 

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I'm going to declare your words.
I'm going to find you. 

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I'm going to adore you. 
God, you are worthy of 

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adoration. 
I'm going to adore you. 

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Then watch this when the sun 
shines radiant again and all of 

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its glory, that worship on the 
heights, the highest places will

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be even the more meaningful. 
Learning to have the habit of 

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worshiping God. 
When things are great, you're at

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the heights of just beauty. 
And when you're at the most sad,

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difficult, hopeless moment, 
you'll find that in that moment,

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it might be the most meaningful 
worship that you'll ever have in

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your. 
This is called learning to 

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adore. 
And the. 

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Anxious whisper. 
And the lost and restless night.

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And when sunrise shouts look 
everyone there is light. 

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And in the humble moments when 
the heart just can't get still, 

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Then when beauty overwhelming is
a winter restless vessels. 

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You want to know what I am 
learning? 

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I am learning to adore God found
in the highest, having found in 

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lost soul in the low, in the 
low. 

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It can become a habit, learning 
to adore. 

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Yeah, the lowest places will 
give them more of the meaning to

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God. 
In the highest, the highest the 

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highest. 
Find the joy in small. 

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Things get that great. 
Joy get it strong when the 

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morning wakes us with the dark 
before the dawn just to be most 

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sunlight in a forest. 
Darkest shade adds A rhyming 

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reason over reason for our 
faith. 

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You want to know what I am 
learning how you're learning to 

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adore God found in the highest, 
having found him also in the 

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low. 
In the low. 

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And it can become a habit, 
learning to adore. 

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Yeah, the lowest places will 
give more of the meaning to God.

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In the highest, the highest, the
highest. 

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We'll do this all. 
See, there is such power and all

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the spontaneous glimpses of our 
God who made us for adoration. 

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He made us for adoration. 
So in the surprising spaces and 

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in sweet and bitter tastes, we 
find balance between the 

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majestic and the mundane, seeing
moments painful and then in 

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others too pleasant to be 
explained. 

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Times of great grief and seasons
of uncontainable things. 

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We know that his heart as it may
seem and his heart as it may be.

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I am learning to adore God found
in the highest, having found him

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also in the Lord and the low and
he can become a habit. 

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The learning to Adobe Yeah, the 
lowest places will give more of 

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the meaning to God in the 
highest, the highest, the 

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highest. 
All right. 

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We got one more song, guys. 
So, you know, usually I give you

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like 2 or 4 pages of like notes 
with like lots and lots of 

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scripture. 
And this week maybe go to some 

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friends and say our pastor this 
last week, he's on with this guy

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named CSI. 
Wish you ever heard of him. 

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He was an atheist and wow, he 
came to faith in Christ and you 

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know, he was at Cambridge and 
Oxford. 

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And so maybe it'll be a 
conversation starter for you. 

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We're going to end with this 
song called So Help Me God. 

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And it's based on this book that
Lewis wrote after his wife Joy 

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dies. 
So his wife Joy, they're only 

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married just a few years. 
She dies three years after 

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they're married. 
And here he is like one of the 

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greatest Christian thinkers of 
the 20th century, so strong in 

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faith, writes the narniest 
stories. 

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He writes surprised by Joy, the 
screw tape letters, just all 

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these brilliant books, you know,
that have his faith overflowing 

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in them. 
The four loves all these great, 

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great, great books, right. 
But then when his wife dies, he 

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has a crisis of faith. 
Any questions? 

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Is God really there? 
Which is shocking. 

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So I love to give the book a 
grief observed to people going 

451
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:12,280
through grief. 
And it's a great book to see. 

452
00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:13,480
I mean, how did he get through 
it? 

453
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:16,640
How did he work through it? 
And and watch this, what he says

454
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,240
in the midst of this great 
grief. 

455
00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:22,080
He says, this is so profound. 
He says not that I am, I think 

456
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:24,680
in much danger of ceasing to 
believe in God. 

457
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:29,800
The real danger is of coming to 
believe that such dreadful 

458
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:33,440
things about him. 
He's like, I'm not worried I'll 

459
00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:35,120
stop believing that there's a 
God. 

460
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:37,440
I'll believe there's a God. 
But what he's saying, what if I 

461
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,160
get to the place where I believe
dreadful, horrible things about?

462
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:42,320
God. 
What if I believe God isn't 

463
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:46,880
good? 
Maybe God's mean, maybe God's 

464
00:35:46,880 --> 00:35:49,120
not loving. 
That's what he's wrestling 

465
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:52,320
through. 
The conclusion I dread is not so

466
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:55,240
there's no God after all, but so
this is what God's really like. 

467
00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:59,840
Deceive yourself no longer, Sam.
What good surgeon would stop in 

468
00:35:59,840 --> 00:36:03,480
the middle of a surgery because 
it hurts right with with God. 

469
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,320
So it's like sometimes in the 
middle of the hurt, God just 

470
00:36:06,320 --> 00:36:08,760
keeps going, just keeps 
operating. 

471
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:12,600
If he yielded to our entreaties,
in other words, if God hurt, if 

472
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:16,080
God said when we go, it hurts 
God and God went, oh, OK, well, 

473
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,600
I'll just stop then. 
If he stopped before the 

474
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:21,560
operation was complete, of all 
the pain up to that, all the 

475
00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:23,640
pain up to that point would have
been useless. 

476
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:28,760
But is it credible that such 
extremities of torture should be

477
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:30,680
necessary sometimes for us? 
Wow. 

478
00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:34,240
I wanted an idea. 
Sometimes life just brings 

479
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:35,920
things that are so hard to get 
through. 

480
00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:38,880
And that's what he's saying 
about his wife, Joy. 

481
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:42,160
I'll let you read what else he 
said there. 

482
00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:44,840
But so the idea of this song is 
that we wrote. 

483
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,440
It's based on his idea. 
It's like, sometimes it's like, 

484
00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:49,320
God, I need you to help me to 
believe that. 

485
00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:51,360
I don't want to just end up 
believing that you're there. 

486
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:54,880
I want to believe in your 
goodness, so help me God. 

487
00:36:54,880 --> 00:37:01,440
Help me, God, not just to 
believe, but to believe in who 

488
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,680
you really are. 
God help me to see it. 

489
00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:06,920
And my prayer, God, is that the 
challenges of life won't 

490
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:09,400
diminish our view of who you 
are. 

491
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:14,720
Holy, good, merciful, gracious, 
loving, help us to continue to 

492
00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:20,200
see it. 
One 1. 2/3. 

493
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:30,120
I'm going to sing this as if I'm
CS Lewis, OK? 

494
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:33,800
So you can kind of hear him to 
maybe with these ideas. 

495
00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:39,760
I'm not. 
Given to be cheated, I've grown 

496
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:46,280
to be a man of faith. 
I dealt without the use and I 

497
00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:53,640
was steadied out of the state. 
But here I am in crisis, the 

498
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:58,000
world in this reign. 
Everything I've. 

499
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,960
Grown to know. 
Is being. 

500
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:05,920
Challenged by this fake. 
And I'll fear. 

501
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:10,280
I don't worry that I can cease 
to believe. 

502
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:16,760
In the fog I sensed a danger. 
I admit I'm wrestling. 

503
00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:25,440
I fear I might come to believe 
him. 

504
00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:30,600
Dreadful. 
Losing sight of what he's like. 

505
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:38,040
So help me God. 
Oh, not just to believe. 

506
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:42,000
I want to hold fast. 
To meet old fast. 

507
00:38:43,240 --> 00:38:45,760
See, you are good. 
Yeah, you were good. 

508
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:52,360
So help me God. 
I'm not just to believe. 

509
00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:56,400
I want to hold fast. 
Tell me to hold fast. 

510
00:38:57,520 --> 00:38:59,960
See, you are good. 
Yeah, you were good. 

511
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:20,440
In the midst of all this 
anguish, I'm so convinced that 

512
00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:26,200
God is there. 
I'm hanging on to hope and I'm 

513
00:39:26,240 --> 00:39:32,120
still calling him Creator. 
The storm and lost in grief. 

514
00:39:33,240 --> 00:39:40,080
This trial, it has me best. 
It will not last forever, and I 

515
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:48,040
won't always fight for rest. 
I'll fear our fear that I could 

516
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:53,440
cease to believe. 
As soon as that's the danger, 

517
00:39:53,840 --> 00:40:04,080
I'll admit our wrestling or fear
I I might come to believe him 

518
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:11,520
dreadfully. 
Insight of what he's like so 

519
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:18,800
help me God oh that is to be the
I want to hold fast. 

520
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:24,320
I'll be the whole fast. 
You are good yeah, you're good. 

521
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:31,760
So help me God. 
Oh that is to be the I want to 

522
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,200
hold fast. 
I'll be the whole fast. 

523
00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:36,880
See. 
You are good. 

524
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:54,720
Yeah, you are 
good. 

525
00:40:54,720 --> 00:41:02,360
I'm not forsaken. 
I am not feeling when I'm 

526
00:41:02,400 --> 00:41:21,920
afraid. 
When I'm afraid and I pray, so 

527
00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:27,760
help me God. 
Oh, not just to believe, I want 

528
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:29,840
to go fast. 
So be the wolf fast. 

529
00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:34,800
So you are good and you are 
good. 

530
00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:39,880
So help me God. 
That is to believe. 

531
00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:46,320
I want to hold fast. 
So you are good and you are 

532
00:41:46,320 --> 00:42:09,200
good. 
The church will sing this 

533
00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:14,920
together all my life. 
Cause all my life you have been 

534
00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:22,160
faithful. 
It's all my life you have been 

535
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:30,120
so so good. 
With every breath I am able 

536
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,600
guess I will sing of the 
goodness. 

537
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,480
My life, Here we go. 
Ready. 

538
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:50,440
So my life, you have been 
faithful, you know my life, you 

539
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:58,680
have been so, so good with every
breath that I am. 

540
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:05,040
Able. 
Oh, I will see of the goodness 

541
00:43:06,720 --> 00:43:12,600
of God. 
Oh, I will see of the goodness 

542
00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:16,440
of God. 
Amen. 

543
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:21,920
You mean, let's all stand 
together. 

544
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:29,440
I encourage you to go and try to
start some conversations with 

545
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,080
some people about what you've 
learned today. 

546
00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:35,600
Maybe this would be a great 
starting point for some of the 

547
00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:37,800
people you work with or some 
people in your family. 

548
00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:41,760
Hey, did you know about this, 
this atheist, this guy who had 

549
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:45,920
no faith in Jesus? 
And wow, he came around and look

550
00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:49,880
where he ended up. 
And it was it's JRR Tolkien, 

551
00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:51,360
right? 
Who I don't know if you know the

552
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:55,320
the guy who could witness to to 
Lewis was the guy who wrote The 

553
00:43:55,320 --> 00:43:56,760
Lord of the Rings. 
Did you know that? 

554
00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:59,080
How about that interesting part 
of his story? 

555
00:43:59,080 --> 00:44:03,280
You might be like a Tolkien type
in someone's life. 

556
00:44:04,280 --> 00:44:07,280
Before you go, I want to send 
you out with a blessing if 

557
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:09,320
you'll prepare your heart to 
receive this blessing. 

558
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:24,200
And now may the Lord bless you 
and keep you, and may he make 

559
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:30,680
his face to shine upon you. 
And may the joy of the Lord that

560
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:37,000
is unspeakable and full of glory
made abound to you. 

561
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:44,280
And may the peace God, the past 
is all understanding may 

562
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:48,120
surprise you in the midst of all
of the challenges and 

563
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:50,320
disappointments that life 
brings. 

564
00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:54,240
And then may the mercies of the 
Lord, in other words, the 

565
00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:57,160
forgiveness of God that is new 
every morning. 

566
00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:02,120
May it be especially new to you 
now and your mornings to come. 

567
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:07,480
And now may the Lord Jesus 
Christ guard your heart and your

568
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:10,160
mind. 
You were salt and you were 

569
00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:14,160
light. 
Go now and be salt and light, 

570
00:45:14,440 --> 00:45:16,720
and to the world. 
You are blessed. 

571
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:19,520
We'll see you again sometime 
soon.

