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It's an honor to be here with 
all of you. 

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I want to thank Josh for giving 
me the opportunity to preach one

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last Sunday. 
It's wonderful to be here with 

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all of you today and worship the
King of King and Lord of Lords 

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with you one final time. 
We'll get in today's text, but 

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before we do, please join me in 
a brief moment of prayer. 

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Heavenly Father, you are holy. 
We shout the same words of Moses

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from the Exodus. 
Who among the gods is like you? 

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Lord, who is like you, majestic 
in holiness, awesome and glory, 

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working wonders? 
Oh God, who among the gods is 

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like you? 
Let us be reminded of that 

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today, that there was no one 
like you in the heavens or on 

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the earth. 
May you give us a holy 

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imagination of who you are, a 
refreshed reminder of Your grace

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towards your people, and a bold 
faithfulness towards the call 

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that You have given us, even 
when it makes no sense. 

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Lord, you are faithful and true,
and there is no one like you. 

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It is in your Son's holy and 
precious name that we pray. 

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Amen. 
The the 2000's pop band The 

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Script opens their song Break 
even with the line. 

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I'm still alive, but I'm barely 
breathing, just praying to a God

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that I don't believe in. 
And it's a heartbreak song, but 

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there's something raw and honest
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In a moment of deep pain, the 
singer turns to prayer, even to 

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a God he claims that he doesn't 
believe in. 

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I think that taps into something
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In our culture, when life slips 
out of our control, we grasp for

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something, anything, that might 
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And for a lot of us, prayer can 
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We put God in our back pocket 
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We treat prayer like a tool to 
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frustrations, or, if we're 
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happen. 
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the past few months and before 
each class we set an intention 

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which often sounds something 
like you are the main character.

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Visualize what you want. 
Manifest good energy, and the 

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universe will make it happen. 
Now I can get on board with 

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positive thinking, but if I'm 
not careful, the manifest 

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mindset can just slip right into
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Suddenly prayer turns from what 
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God into a place of manifesting 
what I want. 

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Running late? 
God, give me a good parking 

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spot. 
Or while I was in the seminary 

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and failed to to find the time 
to study. 

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God help me pass the test that I
didn't study for. 

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Or a throwback to misses Rosa's 
third period Spanish class. 

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God make sure Nikki Richter 
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Spoiler alert, she did not. 
And sometimes the answer is not 

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to pray harder. 
It's to leave early and get 

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there on time, to find the 
parking spot, to create time to 

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study, or to just work on being 
less awkward around Nikki. 

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And don't get me wrong, God does
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I think in Mark chapter 10 when 
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do you want me to do for you? 
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But if we only ever approach him
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genie, we've missed something 
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Because in scripture, prayer 
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It's not about leveraging God 
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It's about encountering the Holy
sovereign, ever creating King of

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the universe, and Isaiah learns 
in his moment of crisis. 

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Seeing God for who he is doesn't
just soothe us, it undoes us, it

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remakes us, and it sends us out 
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Our chapter begins with a 
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It's like when the movie 
Gladiator opens with the screen.

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In the winter of 180 AD, Emperor
Marcus Aurelius 12 year campaign

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against the barbarian tribes in 
Germania was drawing near to an 

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end. 
They are setting the context for

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which the story of Gladiator 
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In the same way when Isaiah 
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year that King Uzziah died, he's
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on around him. 
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The Lord is about to send Israel
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He's going to use the great 
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to judge the people of Israel as
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and oppression of the poor. 
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crisis that the Lord revealed 
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High and exalted, Holy, holy, 
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The whole earth is full of His 
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The Angel shouting holy, holy, 
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it's rather exponential, each 
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holy than the previous breath. 
He is separated from everything 

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else in all of creation. 
God's holiness is not just about

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morality, but it's about 
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otherness, and it's about His 
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Isaiah cannot find the language 
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wonderful, glorious, majestic 
and resplendent that God truly 

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is. 
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his splendor in his throne room 
that I made Isaiah realize how 

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broken he really is. 
Woe to me, I am ruined. 

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I'm a man of unclean lips. 
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encounter with the living God 
leads to radical self-awareness.

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There's no comparison to those 
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It's an inward look of seeing 
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we are. 
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something to admire, it is 
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And the good news is, God meets 
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unclean cleanliness. 
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not to harm, but to heal. 
The place of greatest brokenness

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becomes a place of greatest 
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There's a philosophy in Japanese
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the pronunciation, so I 
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And it's the art of repairing 
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highlighting the cracks and 
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It's this philosophy that 
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beauty in the scars of life. 
See, God does not discard broken

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vessels. 
He heals them and fills them 

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with his glory to use. 
The very place where we feel the

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most unclean becomes a vessel 
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It is exactly why Paul says to 
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our own willpower will fall 
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But when we come to God, humbly 
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Him cleanse us, those very 
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when resurrection power shows 
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That is when hell starts to 
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Because when the weak rise up in
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lose its grip. 
It is exactly from this posture 

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that we get to ask, Oh death, 
where is your sting? 

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Oh, death, where is your 
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And it's that posture that we 
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God that Isaiah heard and say, 
here I am, send me. 

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It is from this place of 
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where God does not smite Isaiah,
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heals him and he calls him. 
But it's not a calling that we 

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might expect. 
It's a challenging call, and it 

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is deeply painful for Isaiah. 
God is going to send the people 

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of Israel into exile because of 
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and forgetting the covenant with
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Sounds a little bit something 
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OK, Isaiah, here's your mission.
You're going to go preach my 

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word. 
But it's going to have this 

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strange effect. 
The more you speak, the less 

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they'll actually hear you. 
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more they'll resist it and the 
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hearts will harden. 
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It's going to expose how far 
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And this is judgement through 
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It's not God, it's not that God 
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deaf. 
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throughout Scriptures, quite the
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truth confronts stubborn 
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It's like sunset sunlight on wet
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The same light that can soften 
can also harden depending on the

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condition of the heart. 
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how long is this going to go on 
in in God's answer in verses 11 

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and 12 is heavy until the cities
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devastated, and the people are 
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In other words, so until the 
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have run their course. 
So this is one of those places 

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where we see the paradox of 
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It's life to the humble, but 
it's a stumbling block to the 

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proud. 
Isaiah's role is to speak 

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faithfully even when it looks 
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Because God's Word is not just 
about changing people, it's 

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about revealing people. 
Something what's already in the 

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heart. 
I think this can be really hard 

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for those of us who are swimming
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America. 
I don't just mean out there in 

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the secular world. 
I'm talking about in here in the

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church. 
So much of the American church 

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has quietly swapped, quietly 
swapped Jesus. 

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Favorite way of talking about 
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A seed in the dirt for a 
spreadsheet and a quarterly 

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report. 
We've basically rebranded the 

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Kingdom of God as a Fortune 500 
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The goal? 
Growth charts up and to the 

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right, neat blueprints, 
predictable timelines, and the 

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highest possible return on 
investment. 

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And if you think I'm 
exaggerating on this mindset, 

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God is basically the CEO and the
consultants down the street at 

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Bain are telling him you should 
really cut the dead weight and 

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move on. 
It's exactly the logic Judas had

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when Mary pours the expensive 
oil all over Jesus and Judas 

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asks why this waste and Jesus? 
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In my Kingdom, nothing is 
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In other words, you're running 
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the Kingdom is not a boardroom, 
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Gardens are slow and they're 
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And yes, the farmer makes a plan
and yes, seeds are scattered and

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growth will happen, But the kind
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take, the way that it all comes 
together, it's not something 

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that we can put on a schedule or
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It's Genesis 1 all over again. 
God brings life out of the dirt 

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in ways that we can't control. 
It's the mystery of grace at 

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work in the soil. 
That's the entire through line 

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of scripture. 
Even in the book of Isaiah where

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the message that he is going to 
proclaim is exile, is this very 

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book that describes God Creator 
as creator more than anywhere 

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else in all of scripture. 
Because that is exactly what God

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does. 
He creates. 

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Even in the broken, messy world 
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creating all around us. 
Around the same time that I 

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began my residency here at 
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at Greystone, which if you're 
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down the street. 
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a way to live out missionally 
and, and live my faith with live

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out my faith and, and extend the
love of Jesus to those who are 

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in our community that we gather 
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And so over time, I got to know 
a lot of the regulars and I was 

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getting more and more 
comfortable with them. 

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And I was able to, you know, 
feel, feel like I could have 

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more spiritual conversations 
more, make some more invitations

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to these people. 
And there was one in particular.

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It was on Good Friday. 
It was a girl. 

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She'd been coming quite often. 
She just asked me what I was 

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doing that weekend. 
It's Easter weekend, so I was 

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celebrating Easter. 
I returned the question, what 

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are you doing this weekend? 
And she said, well celebrating 

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Easter, but I'm doing it at 
Hunter's and celebrating Sunday 

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Fun day in Southie. 
And it was this opportunity was 

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put on a silver platter. 
It was a pitch grooved right 

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down the middle. 
I could have invited her to this

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place that I not only worship, 
but I work for them to come and 

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experience the radical love of 
Jesus through the resurrection. 

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Instead, I handed her iced 
coffee, said have a great 

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weekend and I'll see you Monday.
My heart, it still breaks 

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knowing that I had this 
opportunity to extend the love 

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of Jesus to a person and I 
didn't. 

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I chose self preservation over 
an awkward moment. 

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And it probably would have been 
awkward and it would have been 

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far more awkward than it would 
have been amazing. 

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But it would have been Jesus if 
I just extended that love. 

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And it was in this moment that I
felt the loving kindness through

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rebuke of Jesus because so often
I would pray on the train and I 

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would say, Jesus, give me an 
opportunity to share your love 

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today. 
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just heard him say, beloved you,
you are the opportunity. 

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And it was in this in, in this 
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And then I just, I was able to 
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I think I noticed the way that I
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engaged, really having a heart 
for working with excellence and 

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love. 
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faith in Jesus and no one ever 
accepted my invitation to join a

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Sunday gathering. 
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lived intentionally trying to 
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does. 
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that came regularly that I got 
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couple times and they just spoke
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grateful for my time at 
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And I don't say that to say, 
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making friends, rather the 
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Before I had that encounter 
about being faithful, I would 

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have never had that impact. 
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Jesus that I was able to enter 
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know them and have some really 
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Actually, I grabbed breakfast 
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couple yesterday, just doing my 
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and he asked me something which 
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would have been asked this 
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And he just said, how are you so
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It's not a word I would describe
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simple. 
Has nothing to do with me. 

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Simply because of Jesus and His 
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See, grace is a celebration of 
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the non celebrants in the world.
It's floating cosmic bash 

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shouting its way through the 
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flinging the sweetness of his 
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pounding at every door in 
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happening. 
Until the prodigal's come out at

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last and dance and the elder 
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fingers out of their ears. 
That was Robert for our Capone, 

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and while they didn't come to 
faith after our conversations or

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enter the throne room like 
Isaiah did, maybe they will in a

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few years. 
Maybe the Lord was using me as a

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seed or as a stump that will 
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of faith. 
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faithful people will be able to 
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them and continue to love them 
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Because at the end of the day, 
that is what living a life with 

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Jesus is all about. 
It is about receiving a love 

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from Him like no other and then 
giving that love to those people

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around you. 
The most impactful thing you can

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do for the Kingdom of God is to 
love the person that is closest 

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to you. 
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geographically, the person that 
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and the office in your 
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More than the world loves them. 
Spreading a word that is about 

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how much more the Lord God 
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loves them. 
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that we want or long for, but 
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be a people who produces 
outcomes, but rather a people 

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that is obedient. 
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this passage from Isaiah in John
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So after he enters Jerusalem it 
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Even after Jesus had performed 
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would not believe. 
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6 after he writes and then say 
Isaiah said this because he saw 

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Jesus's glory. 
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encounter that Isaiah had was 
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The glory that filled the temple
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Whom shall I send? 
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And when Jesus is lifted up, 
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on a cross. 
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crown is thorns, and the robe is
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And that's where glory lives. 
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economics, the greater fool 
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And essentially what it is, it's
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There's this product that no one
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think there's someone out there,
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So I'm going to buy it and wait 
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a higher price. 
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the Kingdom of God, that is who 
God is, God is the greatest 

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fool. 
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thing, the church, like I said, 
it's messy and it can can it 

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feel times really painful and 
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But God's not passing the buck. 
It stops with him and he absorbs

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the cost, which I think is the 
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But as Isaiah will go on to say 
later in his chapters, his ways 

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are higher and our ways are 
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See, Jesus dealt with the same 
difficulty that both you, myself

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and Isaiah are dealing with. 
This is going off of the back of

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him raising a dead guy back to 
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They still didn't believe, and 
the message is always going to 

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be hard. 
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Jesus models that this isn't 
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It's about being obedient to the
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And that is the same thing that 
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You and I are being called to 
something that might seem 

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foolish. 
It might seem like it's 

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wasteful, but in God's economy, 
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It's from here that we are 
called to trust God to the seas 

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we scatter. 
He will do the growing. 

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So this week I invite you to 
pick a place, whether it be your

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office, your local coffee shop, 
or the park where you take your 

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kids. 
And imagine what it would be 

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like if we went with a refreshed
vision of God and said, before 

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going here I am, send me. 
And went and offered that vision

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of God to our neighbors, our 
friends, and even the people 

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that we don't particularly like 
and proclaim and demonstrate 

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that the God of the universe is 
relentlessly pursuing them with 

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his love. 
And are we willing to do it even

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if it falls on deaf ears and 
hearts remain hardened? 

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Do we trust Him enough to go 
even when we don't see the 

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fruit? 
Do we trust Him enough to pray 

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bold prayers even if they feel 
foolish? 

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The message of the cross is 
foolishness to those who are 

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perishing, but to those who are 
being saved, it is the power of 

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God.
