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This will be this will be the 
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She got up here. 
Now she's got to get back down. 

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If you know anything about 
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the down. 
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Exodus and I'll be honest, I 
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like, ah, we'll be, I'll be on a
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I have down time. 
We had a great time of 

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fellowship and I had nowhere 
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nights we went to bed somewhere 
around midnight. 

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I know we went, I know on Friday
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somebody stood up and said so 
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bed. 
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because I couldn't have there 
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you a decent Bible study in 
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something God's really. 
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suck means, but I don't want I 
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any point following Jesus sucks 
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And that isn't the that isn't 
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So today is it is embrace the 
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into that. 
We're going to be in Ephesians 4

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to start with, and we're going 
to be Ephesians 417 and read it 

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real quick. 
This I say therefore, and 

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testify in the Lord, that you 
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rest of the Gentiles walk in the
futility of their mind, having 

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the understanding, understanding
darkened, being alienated from 

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the life of God because of the 
ignorance that is in them, 

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because of the blindness of 
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feeling, have given themselves 
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uncleanness, cleanness with 
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But you have not so learned 
Christ, if indeed you have heard

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Him and have been taught by Him,
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you put off concerning your 
former conduct the old man which

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grows corrupt according to the 
deceitful lusts, and being 

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renewed in the spirit of your 
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And that you put on the new man 
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God in true righteousness and 
holiness. 

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Therefore, putting away lying, 
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with his neighbor, for we are 
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Be angry and do not sin. 
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your wrath, nor give place to 
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Let him who stole steal no 
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labor, working with his hands 
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something to give him who has 
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Let no corrupt word proceed out 
of your mouth but what is good 

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for necessary edification, that 
it may impart grace to the here.

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And do not grieve the Holy 
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sealed for the day of 
redemption. 

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Let all bitterness, wrath, 
anger, clamor and evil speaking 

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be put away from you with all 
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another, tender hearted, 
forgiving one another, and even 

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as God in Christ forgave you. 
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I lift up this time. 
Lord, just thank you for this 

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body. 
Thank you that you've brought us

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together, Lord, and just the 
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that you would just be in our 
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you would fill us with your 
spirit that you would guide and 

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direct us Lord, that you speak 
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all this in Jesus name, Amen. 
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new man in Christ and there 
there is some suck in that right

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that we, we as believers before 
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believer. 
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what a non believer thinks is. 
I'm not going to get to have all

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this fun. 
And then when you give your life

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to the Lord, you find out that 
my life is nothing but fun 

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because there isn't all the all 
the penalty and the the pain 

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that goes with the mistakes of 
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world. 
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the old pain through the suck. 
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explain what I mean by that. 
Paul calls us to put off the old

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man that is the corrupt man with
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the new man that was created by 
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And that's the Ephesians 417 
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And it just says this. 
I say therefore and testify in 

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the Lord that you should no 
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Gentiles walk in the futility of
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If you have a computer and if 
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programming or any of that 
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If, if computers don't make 
mistakes, people make mistakes 

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and, and break computers, right?
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put good information into a 
computer, you can get good 

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information out. 
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get bad data. 
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the way we think outside of 
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It's, it is we, we think like 
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and we get world results, right.
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before I was a believer, I had 
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needed. 
If you, if I'd have sat down and

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wrote out a, a list of things in
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happy. 
I needed a Good Wife. 

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I needed a nice house. 
I needed, I needed cars, 

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particular cars, right? 
And I, I got those. 

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I needed, needed a couple of 
kids and needed a good job. 

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I had all that and I wasn't 
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I wasn't miserable, but I wasn't
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I wasn't content. 
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and I recognized it. 
I guess is the point I didn't 

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recognize I needed Jesus. 
I'm not, but I recognized laying

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in bed at night that I'm I could
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piece was right. 
I'd lay in bed, not content, 

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not, not like, like, not at 
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And I'd lay in bed going what, 
what would I, what can I add 

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right? 
I, I don't need another car. 

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I, I, I've got the, how you 
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the things I thought I needed 
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And then, and then I got saved. 
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conversation. 
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needed to put off the old man 
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And and that is a continuous 
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our old man does not like it. 
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And not to be weird or, or 
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got your flesh, your 
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you've got your spirit, which 
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focused on things of God, right?
Things that he wants to do. 

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I talked about it on a Wednesday
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or you is 90% of the time the 
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is the thing you absolutely 
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Because it's, you know, if it's 
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believer to do if you don't 
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evangelism, right, is is to go 
and you know, I could ask 

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everybody here the whatever the 
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up. 
Hey, you guys all want to go out

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St. witnessing everybody raise 
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Francis Chan is a you guys don't
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He's a pastor, he's had mega 
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He he teaches at big churches. 
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could call me and ask me to that
I need it on Saturday. 

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I needed to come to his church 
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event and there was 10,000 
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me on. 
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tell me that I'm going to teach 
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And then after that event, 
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say, Hey, you know, tomorrow 
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to go door to door and knock on 
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that, right? 
It is, it is substantially 

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easier to stand up here and talk
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door to door, right? 
And the reason is, is that when 

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I'm talking to all you guys, I 
may or may not be making a 

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difference, right? 
And I, and I'm kind of, but 

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when, when you're going door to 
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nothing to do that because it, 
it's going to affect eternity, 

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right? 
It's going to affect somebody 

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else's eternity. 
And, and it's hard for you right

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then. 
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But when you do that, guys, I 
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you are where you're supposed to
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do, there isn't more joy you're 
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And I've said this in the past, 
sometimes you get there the hard

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way. 
And, and that is that you have 

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to repent. 
You know, you lied, you yelled, 

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you, you did something that was 
just overt sin and God confronts

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you on it and you need to go 
apologize. 

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You need to go talk to that 
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You need to return, you know, 
you stole, you need to return 

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that, whatever that is. 
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and you're like, I don't want to
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that's an apology or whatever 
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When you do that, at that 
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because you've just been 
released, because suddenly you 

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were exactly where you're 
supposed to be doing exactly 

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what God wants you to do. 
Now you got there the hard way 

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because you were in sin and had 
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That's where he wants us all the
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He wants us to be walking in 
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obedience. 
You know, I, the old man cannot 

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get in and sit down and hold on.
He asked it he he stays outside 

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the truck, right? 
And and you guys have talked 

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about that. 
That's that that's that abiding 

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life in Jesus is is getting in 
sitting down and holding on and 

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trusting him right, But it's 
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Do you not know that to whom you
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You are that one slave whom you 
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death or obedience leading to 
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guarantee that if I asked in 
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many people knew how to be 
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I think everybody raise their 
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I had to learn. 
I didn't have to learn how to be

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obedient to my sin nature right 
I it just came pretty natural. 

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You know, when I was, I think I 
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when I started throwing a temper
tantrum because I wasn't getting

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food, right. 
I mean, it doesn't take long to 

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to fold into your selfish side, 
but obedience leading to 

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righteousness, right? 
That's, that's the getting in 

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the sitting down and holding on.
That's, that's trusting the 

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Lord. 
And guys, our flesh. 

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I mean, and I, I don't want to 
be all, all like Christianese on

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that. 
Our flesh is just our selfish 

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nature, myself focusedness, 
right? 

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The, the, the, the trying to 
make myself happy and I 

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guarantee that I will never be 
able to make myself happy. 

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You know, it's, it's that 
delayed gratification whenever, 

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whenever we try to make 
ourselves happy on whatever it 

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is, I'm going to eat, I'm going 
to eat a bunch of sugar and I'm 

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going to get a I'm going to, I'm
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What happens on the other side, 
right? 

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I I crash and and that is our 
that obedience to Christ is that

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that when I say embrace the joy 
through the suck, which is that 

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obedience to Christ has suck for
our self. 

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And if you read Romans 6, you 
can go through it. 

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And I an exercise that I've, 
I've used and I tell people is 

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if you go through Romans 6 and 
everywhere it says sin, you say 

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self or selfish, you will find 
that it, it, it aligns pretty 

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well with our selfish nature, 
right? 

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Is, is, you know, slaves of one 
who, who you obey, whether self 

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leading to death or obedience 
leading to Christ, right, which 

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is a righteousness, which is sin
is just that. 

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It is just selfishness, right? 
It's missing the mark. 

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But it's it's 90% of the time 
it's because I'm I want to I 

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want what I want and I don't 
care what God wants and goes on 

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in verse 25. 
Ephesians therefore put away 

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lying each of one each one of 
you speak truth with his 

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neighbor, for we are members of 
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Be angry and do not sing. 
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your wrath nor nor give place to
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Let him who stole steal no 
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working with his hands. 
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What is good that he may have 
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need? 
Let no corrupt word proceed out 

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of your mouth, but what is good 
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it may impart grace to the 
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And do not grieve the Holy 
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sealed for the day of 
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Let all bitterness, wrath, 
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be put away from you with all 
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another, tender hearted, 
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God in Christ forgave you. 
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a self help book. 
This is Paul laying out a self 

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death letter, right? 
This is this is the only way 

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you're doing those things is if 
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It's there is when we want to. 
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good, good depiction of how do I
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I think I talked about it on 
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I'm when I'm listening to 
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really want to tell them off 
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when they have upset me or they 
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side of something. 
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political, doctrinal, whatever 
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to tell them off. 
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It's when it's when you're, 
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conversation and in the back of 
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need to say this like, Lord, I 
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the Lord. 
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righteousness. 
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to say it, that's anger leading 
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And and that is and then, but it
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goes through here and and and 
does give us what looks like a 

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self help thing. 
But if you just tried to do it 

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in self help and not you have to
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If you you know it's steal no 
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It's and that's stealing time. 
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stealing things, but it's also 
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I mean at work, are you, are you
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I, I work at when I'm working at
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a nuclear plant. 
It's government ran and there is

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a it's what it, it's privately 
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It's privately ran, government 
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government job, right. 
And people get it in their head 

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that the money's free. 
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that working for Watts 
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is a owner operator and they 
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the start time, they, they take 
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they work until stop time. 
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don't have to have like, hey, 
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Energy Northwest, taking a 45 
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Well, you know, I just felt like
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It's like, you know, it's, I 
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That's stealing, right? 
And are we and that's steal no 

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longer, right? 
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So I mean, even for, even for me
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to have that work ethic because 
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going to go against the grain of
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when 15 is, you get a 15. 
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breaks because it's government, 
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when you start and lunchtime, 
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So there's plenty of breaks. 
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and go back to work, I'm going 
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Because I make everybody look 
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And but that's that's called 
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Does my flip? 
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right? 
I'll just sit and look at my 

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phone till they get up. 
I'm not doing anything wrong. 

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I'm just following them. 
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to be that person that is making
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though we should all feel 
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Does that make sense? 
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through this. 
And don't let any corrupt word 

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proceed from your mouth. 
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but it's also guys, see, I think
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So I don't think I'm going to 
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But Facebook has corrupt words. 
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there was probably 2-3 years 
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America is going to run out of 
diesel. 

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There's not they're, they're 
running out of diesel and there 

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isn't going to be any fuel, any 
diesel fuel. 

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And this is a Facebook thing 
that was going on, right? 

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that. 
Do you know what that is? 

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That's a lie. 
Might be a neat meme, might be a

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neat. 
It's a lie because you didn't 

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check it. 
It never happened. 

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And when you're on Facebook and 
you see something that you agree

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with, you know, on YouTube and 
you see something you agree 

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with, if you're on Instagram and
you agree with it, that doesn't 

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make it true, right? 
And that, and I mean, that 

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doesn't mean that doesn't mean 
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it. 
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repost it, I would verify it, 
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Because they, you know, that, 
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they're saying things like the 
Internet, you know, they'll make

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some comment about the Internet 
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Abraham Lincoln quote, right. 
I mean, and they'll do that for 

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that joke that guys just 'cause 
they wrote it, just 'cause it 

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looks official doesn't mean it's
true, just 'cause they say so 

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and so said this doesn't mean he
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And today in a is world, just 
because you saw so and so say 

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that in a clip doesn't mean so 
and so said that in a clip, 

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right? 
If you're going to, if you're 

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going to post stuff, if you're 
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And I'm, I'm kind of on a 
tangent, but you need to go back

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to source documents, source 
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You need to go back to the 
actual event and see it happen 

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in real time because that's the 
world we live in is everything 

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is, especially on social media, 
it's able to be just 

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manipulated. 
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one, you don't want to spread 
lies, right? 

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I don't want to spread lies, 
whether I agree with them or 

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not, right? 
I mean, I can agree, but I don't

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want to, I don't want to be 
lying about it either. 

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And so the easiest way to not 
let any corrupt word leave your 

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mouth, and this is really for me
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right? 
I, I, I am Something I do for 

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Facebook is I screenshot a lot 
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I think they're funny, right? 
That's that's a funny statement,

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but I'm not going to I'm not 
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I'm not going to post it, right,
But I'll, I'll save it on my 

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phone just because it's so 
funny, right? 

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And, and that is, but that's in 
in public a lot of times. 

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And and this is Abraham Lincoln 
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It's better to better to be 
quiet and be thought a fool than

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to open your mouth and remove 
all doubt. 

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He said it better than that, But
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I, if I'm not saying anything, I
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my mouth, right? 
And it's harder to grieve the 

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Holy Spirit at that point 
because the Holy Spirit doesn't 

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want his people that he's filled
with to be lying and lying even 

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on things that, you know, I 
agree with that and that 

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supports my view. 
We're not willing to lie to 

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support our view, right? 
That isn't and he definitely 

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doesn't. 
And then it says, let all 

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bitterness, wrath, anger, 
clamour and evil speaking, but 

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put away from you. 
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Are we, are we known as being 
kind to one another, tender 

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hearted, forgiving one another, 
even as God in Christ forgave 

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you, right? 
That's how we should be known. 

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And if you think you can do that
in your flesh, in your 

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selfishness, you are mistaken. 
Outside of Christ, we can do 

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nothing that I'm talking about 
the embracing the embracing joy 

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through the suck is is embracing
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cross, right and the power that 
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You know, and that's Galatians 
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And so I'm hoping you guys are 
start this is when you can 

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memorize and you can post this 
anytime you want to and you can 

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agree with it is I've been 
crucified with Christ. 

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It is no longer I who live, but 
Christ who lives in me, the life

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that I now live in the flesh. 
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God, right, because we are still
walking around in this body that

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I'm saying I'm saying is selfish
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We're still walking around in it
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do for Jesus, right, that that 
he has for us to do, but has 

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surrendered to him. 
And that is, and the only way to

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surrender to him is to die on 
that cross, right where he died 

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to, to leave our to leave our 
old man there and have that new 

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life. 
We can't bring the old man ways,

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the old man's ways into Christ. 
It does you, you, you can't. 

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And America and Americans, we 
have something that is in our 

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founding documents and it's, you
know, we have this right, the 

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pursuit of happiness. 
And guys, happiness is not a 

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thing. 
And it is, it is an end of 

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something, right? 
And, and if you were, if you 

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were going for happiness, you'll
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It's like, it's like me with my 
before I was saved, I had the 

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house, I had the cars, I had the
wife, I had the kids, I had the 

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job, and I wasn't happy, but I 
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That's what I was in the pursuit
of happiness. 

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And I had all the things that 
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guess what? 
I wasn't. 

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So if we seek happy comfort, we 
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If we seek to follow Jesus and 
die to our selfish old man, we 

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will have overflowing joy. 
And in that joy, there's 

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happiness. 
But if what you're if what 

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you're if, if your initial aim 
is to go with comfort and happy,

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you'll never get there. 
If your aim is to follow Christ,

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then you will have joy, then you
will have peace and and Jesus. 

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Jesus says this point blank and 
we say it today and we don't get

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it because it crosses set up on 
stages and they sit on stages 

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and they sit on the backs of 
buildings and people wear them 

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around their necks. 
So they're it's it's a sweet 

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thing. 
When Jesus said this, the only 

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crosses in existence at this 
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Roman towns with dead bodies on 
them. 

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They weren't, they weren't a a 
religious symbol that said, hey,

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that's a nice way to put it. 
No, they were, they were, you 

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know, follow me to the firing 
squad. 

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Let's hang out with the electric
chair, you know, let's get some 

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cyanide. 
And this is in Luke 923 and 24. 

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Then he said to them all, if 
anyone desires to come after me,

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let him deny himself his 
selfishness and take up his 

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cross daily and follow me. 
The only people that took up 

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crosses were people that were 
taken to the edge of town to be 

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hung on them. 
For whoever desires to save his 

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life will lose it, But whoever 
loses his life for my sake will 

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save it. 
That's that. 

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If we're, if we aim at Jesus, we
get joy and peace. 

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If we aim at, at satisfying 
myself, we get misery and death.

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And the thing with the aiming at
Jesus is my flesh. 

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It's going to suck for it, 
right? 

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It's it's going to have 
difficult things. 

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Jesus in Matthew 1038 says it 
the other way. 

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And Luke he says take up his 
cross and and he who takes up 

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his cross and this says he who 
does not take up his cross and 

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follow me is not worthy of me. 
He who finds my life, finds his 

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life will lose it. 
And he who loses his life for my

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sake will find it. 
That is that that is when I when

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the T-shirts and the mugs and 
the embrace the suck, that is 

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that losing my life, losing, 
losing my selfishness for Jesus 

438
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:33,240
to walk with him where he wants 
to take me. 

439
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:40,680
And I know it's kind of a funny 
catch phrase, but it is. 

440
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,680
It is really truly the life that
God calls us to is to give up 

441
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:52,040
what I thought I needed, what I 
thought I wanted, because I had 

442
00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:55,120
it all and it wasn't what I 
needed and it wasn't what I 

443
00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:57,400
wanted. 
And guys, I wouldn't trade. 

444
00:27:57,400 --> 00:28:00,720
I mean, I, I say this all the 
time and I wish, I wish I could.

445
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:09,080
There is nothing better, nothing
better than being in the will of

446
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:12,040
God, doing what he wants him to 
do, wants us to do right. 

447
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,800
When you if you go to or if you 
go door to door and you're 

448
00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:20,880
witnessing to people, yes, 
knocking on the door, waiting. 

449
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:23,320
And then there's then there's 
hello. 

450
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:27,480
And and then you start a 
conversation and, and it's 

451
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:30,800
awkward and maybe they say not 
interested and you go to the 

452
00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:32,240
next house and you go to the 
next house. 

453
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:36,080
Well, I will tell you, not 
interested once, not interested 

454
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:37,640
twice, not interested three 
times. 

455
00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:40,560
When you get to the forest 
house, you're just, you're at 

456
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:43,000
that point, you've embraced the 
fact that they're not interested

457
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:44,480
and you're willing to listen to 
it again. 

458
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,800
And so then somebody is willing 
to listen. 

459
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:50,920
And now you're going to talk to 
them about what Jesus has for 

460
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:54,040
you to share with them, right? 
And if they get saved, if they 

461
00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:56,120
give their life to the Lord, 
there is you. 

462
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:59,640
You are the rest of your day, 
the rest of your week, the rest 

463
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:05,880
of your month is made right 
because not because not not even

464
00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:13,800
because they got saved. 
That's awesome, but because you 

465
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,640
know you were where you were 
supposed to be doing what you 

466
00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:18,800
were supposed to be doing and 
God used you in it. 

467
00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:24,480
And and that is that's that's 
the goal, right, guys? 

468
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:31,120
It coasting through this world 
trying not to not to not to do 

469
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:36,200
anything in the name of Jesus is
blah. 

470
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:43,040
It's, it's, you know, it's, 
it's, it isn't, it isn't full of

471
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:48,160
joy, it's full of mediocrity and
you know it. 

472
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:51,920
The only place we get joy is in 
the spirit, right? 

473
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,840
And that's the fruit of the 
spirit that's abiding. 

474
00:29:54,360 --> 00:29:58,000
The powerful joy is Galatians 
522 and 23. 

475
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,840
But the fruit of the spirit is 
joy, peace, long-suffering, 

476
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:02,640
kindness, goodness, 
faithfulness, gentleness, 

477
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:07,200
self-control. 
Against such there is no law and

478
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:12,280
none of those are things that 
you can produce. 

479
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:17,800
I can't go after joy if I'm not 
going after Christ, right I 

480
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:21,880
there was it is it is not 
something you get. 

481
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:28,440
You know it's James, James 1/2, 
which is the is the verse on the

482
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:30,720
T-shirt, which is brethren, 
count it all joy when you fall 

483
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:35,120
into various trials. 
But first 3 and 4, knowing that 

484
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:40,200
the testing of your faith 
produces patience, but let 

485
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:44,440
patience have it's perfect work 
that you may be made perfect and

486
00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:52,080
complete, lacking nothing. 
So you get joy, you get peace 

487
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:56,800
through the trials, which is why
you count it all joy because 

488
00:30:56,800 --> 00:31:00,560
that's what that when when 
you're in the suck, if you 

489
00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:02,960
embrace it and say, Lord, I want
to go where you want me to go. 

490
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:04,440
I want to do what you want me to
do. 

491
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:09,560
There's a joy that you get in 
that when you're obedient to 

492
00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:16,720
him. 
Peter says it like this first 

493
00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:21,400
Peter 1/6 through 9. 
In this you greatly rejoice, 

494
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,920
though now for a little while, 
if need be, you have been 

495
00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:28,840
grieved by various trials, that 
the genuineness of your faith, 

496
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:32,680
being much more precious than 
gold that perishes, though it is

497
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:37,080
tested by fire, may be found to 
praise, honor, and glory at the 

498
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:41,760
revelation of Jesus Christ, whom
having not seen you, love though

499
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:46,680
you, though now you do not see 
him, yet believing, you rejoice 

500
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:51,760
with joy, inexpressible and full
of glory, receiving the end of 

501
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:54,240
your faith, the salvation of 
your soul. 

502
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:59,680
He goes on in chapter 4 and 
says, Beloved, do not think it's

503
00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:05,760
strange concerning the fiery 
trials, which is to try you as 

504
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:10,040
though some strange thing 
happening to you, but rejoice to

505
00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:13,480
the extent that you partake of 
Christ's suffering, that when 

506
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:17,800
His glory is revealed, you may 
also be glad with exceeding joy.

507
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:22,640
If you are a reproach for the 
name of Christ, blessed are you,

508
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:26,440
for the spirit of the glory and 
of God rests upon you. 

509
00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:31,960
On their part, He is a black, He
is blasphemy, but on your part 

510
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:38,120
He is glorified. 
So in America we are we have 

511
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:46,440
been sold a bill of goods and 
the bill of goods is that the 

512
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:51,240
Christian life is all about 
stuffing things. 

513
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:56,040
You know that that we are going 
to be healthy, wealthy and wise.

514
00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:02,160
You know, I think there's a name
it and claim it or you know, if 

515
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:06,520
you have enough faith, guys, 
nowhere in the in the New 

516
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:09,200
Testament and it's not that 
thing changed. 

517
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:14,080
It's it's there's Jesus. 
Jesus is our treasure, right? 

518
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:20,240
But in the New Testament, riches
are not are not a blessing. 

519
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:26,280
They're a responsibility, right?
And and I say that not in a 

520
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:31,440
guilt way, but what happened. 
They're a burden when when you 

521
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:37,000
have when you have time and 
money, you have a burden of 

522
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:44,800
using them, not selfishly, not 
on yourself, right, not not to 

523
00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:47,360
try and get happiness, but to 
follow the Lord. 

524
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:49,640
That doesn't mean we give 
everything away and we live on 

525
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:53,600
the street. 
That means that don't think that

526
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:57,560
because you live in America, you
are blessed in Jesus. 

527
00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:03,640
Guys, the Chinese church is 
exactly opposite. 

528
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:05,840
They're, they're an underground 
church. 

529
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:10,120
They, they, and they're bigger 
than us, which is embarrassing. 

530
00:34:10,719 --> 00:34:14,639
They, their church. 
I mean, there's a billion people

531
00:34:14,639 --> 00:34:20,000
in China and I forget, I think 
they have 300 million is what 

532
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:21,960
they think the underground 
church is. 

533
00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:26,080
That's just under the size of 
America. 

534
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:30,320
I think we're 340 million people
or something like that. 

535
00:34:30,920 --> 00:34:34,239
So are we, is that there there 
are that many Christians in 

536
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:40,080
America and why, why does why 
does the underground church, the

537
00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:44,920
one that is being persecuted and
trying to be stamped out bigger 

538
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:49,040
than the blessed church in 
America? 

539
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,760
Why is that? 
And I will tell you it's because

540
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:58,200
we do not embrace the suck. 
We just go through life and and 

541
00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:01,800
enjoy ourselves and I'm I am I 
am not pointing fingers at all 

542
00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:04,840
you I am pointing fingers at me 
as much as I'm pointing fingers 

543
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:11,640
at the church as a whole. 
We we do not count it all joy 

544
00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:13,280
when we fall into various 
trials. 

545
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:17,800
We try our very hardest to not 
fall into various trials and I 

546
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:24,480
can we can get on any one of our
our social media platforms and 

547
00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:29,040
see Americans Christians like 
the sky is falling Chicken 

548
00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:32,600
Little that the end is coming 
guys. 

549
00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:39,120
That is a cheer of joy and 
awesomeness and we do not act 

550
00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:43,160
like that. 
We we act like I mean we're 

551
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:45,360
going to run out of diesel. 
I got to get a generator. 

552
00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:54,240
I have to take care of my no 
right it we guys, we have the 

553
00:35:54,240 --> 00:35:59,560
God of the universe living 
inside of us who wants to use us

554
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:03,640
and and in order to do that, 
he's going to use us in things 

555
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:08,840
that my body don't want to do 
right, That that is hard. 

556
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:14,400
You know, that's, I mean, so 
Nick, do you want to stay as a 

557
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:18,360
nuclear supervisor and make 
hundreds of thousands of dollars

558
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:22,520
a year or do you want to go be a
pastor at a little church in 

559
00:36:22,520 --> 00:36:24,840
Sandpoint? 
I didn't make that when I was 

560
00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:26,040
there, but that's where it was 
going. 

561
00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:29,160
So anyway, I just thought I'd 
that's, that's where it was 

562
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:33,280
going. 
I wasn't there yet, but but that

563
00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:34,960
was the, you know, we were on 
track. 

564
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:40,160
That was the plan and, and the 
American dream. 

565
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:47,920
We were on track online and when
I, when I sat down and I and I, 

566
00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:51,040
you guys have heard that 
conversation of, of me doing my 

567
00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:54,520
pros and cons list and Bruce 
just laughing at me and going, 

568
00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:58,280
yeah, give that a shot. 
Which was you can, you can 

569
00:36:58,280 --> 00:37:00,520
attempt to do something God 
doesn't want you to do. 

570
00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:04,560
You know, you can, you can look 
at the pros cons list and go, 

571
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:07,280
you want to just keep making 
money and, and stay here. 

572
00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:10,480
But if God wants you to go to 
Sandpoint, you're, you're going 

573
00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:12,040
to embrace that suck one way or 
another. 

574
00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:16,960
And, and I am right. 
I, I mean, and, and guys, that 

575
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:23,760
is not you guys suck. 
That is that my choice was to go

576
00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:27,160
after what my flesh thought it 
wanted or to follow Jesus. 

577
00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:33,440
And at the end of the day, it 
wasn't a hard choice at all. 

578
00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:41,880
It was what I want guys, is I 
want those moments of knowing 

579
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:44,440
that I know I am exactly where, 
where I'm supposed to be doing 

580
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:45,720
exactly what I'm supposed to be 
doing. 

581
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:53,680
And, and I can't do that if I, 
if I, if I choose myself, if I 

582
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:56,160
choose myself that I'm going to 
be off in the wilderness until I

583
00:37:56,160 --> 00:38:00,400
decide that I'm going to go 
where he wants me to go, right. 

584
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:04,760
And and so when I, when you, 
when you hear clear direction 

585
00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:08,880
from him, you need to, you need 
to accept that even if even if 

586
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:13,640
in that direction there is suck,
you know, how is that going to 

587
00:38:13,640 --> 00:38:15,960
happen? 
And this is what I will 

588
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,240
guarantee you guys just so you, 
if you, if you didn't know about

589
00:38:19,240 --> 00:38:22,400
God and money that I've never 
starved. 

590
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:26,320
I've never been homeless, never.
I've never had a had a problem 

591
00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:29,040
in that department without 
saying I always spend the money 

592
00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:31,000
right. 
But he has plenty. 

593
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:34,080
He takes care of me just fine, 
right? 

594
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,560
I don't worry about where, 
where, where or how it's going 

595
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:41,240
to work because he's always, 
always taking care of me. 

596
00:38:41,240 --> 00:38:46,080
Not because I not because I 
think I need a bigger house or I

597
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:50,360
need a newer car or any of that 
stuff is that he just takes care

598
00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:54,400
of us because he's a good 
father, right? 

599
00:38:55,680 --> 00:39:00,680
And the thing this is my my 
analogy on we can't know. 

600
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:10,160
We can't know real joy unless we
go through pain and thinking 

601
00:39:10,160 --> 00:39:15,360
about an analogy, and I hope 
this one is so. 

602
00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:21,560
If you think about a baby and 
you know, conceived and in the 

603
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:25,240
womb, babies don't cry in the 
womb, babies don't laugh in the 

604
00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:29,480
womb. 
Babies are comfortable, right? 

605
00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:32,560
They are. 
They are comfortable, they're 

606
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:37,720
safe, but they don't have joy 
because they have nothing. 

607
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,880
They have no, nothing hard. 
They have no, they, they just 

608
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:44,760
have, they're just there. 
They're, they're comfortable, 

609
00:39:44,760 --> 00:39:48,080
but they don't even know they're
comfortable because they don't 

610
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:56,200
know what uncomfortable is, you 
know, And then they, they, they,

611
00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:01,000
they suddenly there, there is, 
there's changes in their life, 

612
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:04,920
right? 
There's suddenly there's bright 

613
00:40:04,920 --> 00:40:08,560
lights and they have to figure 
out how to breathe and there's 

614
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:12,480
diapers and there's diaper 
changes and there's people 

615
00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:17,440
smacking them on the butt and 
suddenly their life is 

616
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:22,760
disrupted, right? 
It's this isn't fun. 

617
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:26,320
I don't like this. 
And and they did you guys have 

618
00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:27,760
any babies? 
Did they let you know that? 

619
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:30,480
Right? 
Sounds like us a lot of times, 

620
00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:33,280
right? 
So they enter a world that 

621
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:40,840
suddenly sucks, but then, but 
then there's diapers are 

622
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:46,600
changed, their belly is full and
they're in their parents arms. 

623
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:50,200
They're they're exactly where 
they're supposed to be doing. 

624
00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:52,160
They're exactly where they're 
supposed to be doing exactly 

625
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,040
what they're supposed to be 
doing. 

626
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:54,960
And what do they have at that 
point? 

627
00:40:55,720 --> 00:40:59,560
Complete contentment and they 
know the difference, right? 

628
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:03,800
And that is, that's what God 
wants to give us, right? 

629
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:07,560
He wants to give us that, that 
complete contentment, but not, 

630
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:14,160
not by us trying to get back to 
floating in, in the womb, right,

631
00:41:14,560 --> 00:41:18,600
But by following him and, and 
doing the things that it takes, 

632
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:22,080
you know, letting him change our
diapers and, and spank us when 

633
00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:26,120
we need spanked, right? 
And but to get us to that, just 

634
00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:28,680
content knowing we're, we're 
supposed to be doing what we're 

635
00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:34,280
supposed to be doing, you know, 
in Acts 55, Peter talks about 

636
00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,040
because Peter knew he was where 
he was supposed to be doing what

637
00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:40,360
he was supposed to be doing. 
And what he was doing was hard. 

638
00:41:40,760 --> 00:41:45,440
We, we read it in Acts and it's 
these guys are just, they're 

639
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:48,680
just mythic guys, right? 
They just did things. 

640
00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:53,320
I mean, how hard could it be? 
So Peter just went to a 

641
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:57,400
synagogue and told all these 
guys they're going to hell 

642
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:02,360
because they crucified Jesus and
he ended up 5000 of them got 

643
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:03,640
saved. 
But some other ones were a 

644
00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:05,480
little upset. 
And they haul him off to council

645
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:10,160
and he's in jail. 
And then they they beat him and 

646
00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:12,640
they tell him not to talk about 
Jesus anymore. 

647
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:19,520
And when they left there, we'll 
just pick it up in verse 40, it 

648
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:22,800
says, and they agreed with him, 
which is the the council had 

649
00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:29,000
agreed to had agreed to 
basically set set them free. 

650
00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:34,120
But it says when they called for
the apostles and beaten them, 

651
00:42:34,320 --> 00:42:37,240
they commanded them they should 
not speak in the name of Jesus 

652
00:42:37,240 --> 00:42:39,880
and let them go. 
So Peter and John. 

653
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:42,240
So they departed from the 
presence of the council 

654
00:42:42,240 --> 00:42:45,160
rejoicing. 
They were counted worthy to 

655
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:49,200
suffer the shame for his name. 
And daily in the temple and in 

656
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:52,440
every house, they did not cease 
teaching and preaching Jesus 

657
00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:57,560
Christ rejoicing. 
They were counted worthy to 

658
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,400
suffer shame for his name. 
Anybody. 

659
00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:05,080
That's something we look for. 
I mean, and I'm, I don't want to

660
00:43:05,080 --> 00:43:07,680
be the I'm not trying to beat 
this group. 

661
00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:11,200
I'm just saying as Americans, 
right in the country we live in,

662
00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:15,080
is that what we're known for? 
Are we known to be people that 

663
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:18,320
are rejoicing because we are 
counting, we are suffering for 

664
00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:22,120
his name or are we whiners? 
I whine. 

665
00:43:22,240 --> 00:43:28,440
I mean, I'm not going to be, you
know, and that's embracing that 

666
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,400
suck and embracing the fact that
we count it joy, right? 

667
00:43:33,720 --> 00:43:42,680
It is when we lose sight of the 
goal and the goal is to go 

668
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:46,960
closer to him, period. 
And in growing closer to him, 

669
00:43:47,240 --> 00:43:54,960
you know, as as you get closer 
to the sun, to the light, more 

670
00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:57,360
of your darkness is shown, 
right? 

671
00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:02,600
More of the darkness in me, more
of the more of my selfishness is

672
00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:07,600
revealed the closer I get to him
because he's brighter and 

673
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:13,600
brighter the closer I get, you 
know, and that you know, that's 

674
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,360
why I like old dead guy. 
Can't remember which ones. 

675
00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:20,120
Did you know that I am and Paul 
is this same guy that the longer

676
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:22,360
Paul was with him, the longer 
this guy that I, I can't 

677
00:44:22,360 --> 00:44:25,240
remember. 
I feel less holy today than the 

678
00:44:25,240 --> 00:44:28,560
day I got saved because the 
longer I've been with Christ, 

679
00:44:29,160 --> 00:44:33,520
the more rotten I see that I 
actually am. 

680
00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:36,160
You know, when I tell everybody 
that the only good thing about 

681
00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:39,600
me is Jesus Christ, guys, 
that's, that is not some that is

682
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:45,840
not a Christian thing that I 
just say up here, I, it is a it 

683
00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:49,000
is a fact. 
If you think you brought 

684
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:52,440
something to Jesus except 
garbage to be cleaned up, you're

685
00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,520
wrong. 
You know it. 

686
00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:57,920
We didn't bring our we didn't 
he, we didn't bring 50% of 

687
00:44:57,920 --> 00:45:01,280
myself and say, Lord, you know, 
50% of me is pretty garbagey and

688
00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:02,600
I was wondering if you'd clean 
that up. 

689
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,920
No, I'm all garbage. 
The only thing I brought was my 

690
00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:13,280
need for him and Jesus. 
And we went through this at 

691
00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:18,520
Easter. 
But Jesus really covers this and

692
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:22,920
he, he just wants to do what the
Father wants him to do. 

693
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:27,560
All we're supposed to want to do
is what Jesus wants us to do. 

694
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:32,880
And the first thing we have to 
do is die to ourself that that 

695
00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:40,120
Colossians or Galatians 220 is 
and then the life we now live in

696
00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:43,640
the flesh lived by faith in him 
and knowing that he's got a 

697
00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:47,040
plan, you know, and and being 
like he was here, not my will, 

698
00:45:47,040 --> 00:45:50,400
Lord, but yours be done. 
You know, before we went to the 

699
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:54,920
cross. 
But as an American once again, 

700
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,840
we have this idea of what 
blessing is right. 

701
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:03,720
And when you read when you read 
the Beatitudes and we can go 

702
00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:07,280
through them real quick and and 
we've all heard different Bible 

703
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,760
studies on them. 
But as I'm going to read these 

704
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:15,800
and is this what blessed is this
when you think of blessing 

705
00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:19,160
someone, when you think of of 
being blessed, is this what you 

706
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:21,360
think of? 
Because this is what Jesus, this

707
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:26,280
is being blessed. 
Then he opened his mouth and 

708
00:46:26,280 --> 00:46:30,040
taught them saying, and this is 
Jesus speaking just to be clear,

709
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:33,240
so there's no confusion. 
Somebody didn't get this wrong. 

710
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:36,400
He said it. 
Blessed are the porn spirit for 

711
00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:40,080
theirs is the Kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for

712
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:43,400
they shall be comforted. 
Blessed are the meek, for they 

713
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:46,840
shall inherit the earth. 
Blessed are those who hunger and

714
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:49,640
thirst for righteousness, for 
they shall be filled. 

715
00:46:50,240 --> 00:46:53,040
Blessed are the merciful, for 
they shall obtain mercy. 

716
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:59,480
Blessed are the pure in heart, 
for they they shall see God. 

717
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:02,640
Blessed are the peacemakers, for
they shall be called sons of 

718
00:47:02,640 --> 00:47:04,640
God. 
Blessed are those who are 

719
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:08,080
persecuted for righteousness 
sake, for theirs is the Kingdom 

720
00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:10,720
of heaven. 
Blessed are are you when they 

721
00:47:10,720 --> 00:47:15,160
revile and persecute you, and 
say all kinds of evil against 

722
00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:20,360
you falsely for my name's sake. 
Rejoice and be exceedingly glad,

723
00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:25,000
for great is your reward in 
heaven for sold they persecuted 

724
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,960
the prophets who were before 
you. 

725
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:30,520
Let's see. 
Blessed are you when they revile

726
00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:38,040
and persecute you. 
Blessed are you That's that's 

727
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:44,920
not not condemned, are you, you 
know not not you blessed are you

728
00:47:46,240 --> 00:47:49,440
when when you when you are 
reviled and persecuted because 

729
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:53,000
you have been counted worthy to 
suffer for his name, right. 

730
00:47:53,240 --> 00:47:56,720
That's what Peter says, you 
know, blessed are the pure in 

731
00:47:56,720 --> 00:47:59,480
heart for they, they shall see 
God. 

732
00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:03,480
How do you want to see God? 
You want you want him to you 

733
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:07,400
know that's John 1421. 
He who has my commandments and 

734
00:48:07,400 --> 00:48:10,520
keeps them, it is he who loves 
me and he who loves me be loved 

735
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:14,360
by my father and I will love him
and manifest myself to him. 

736
00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:19,520
I will show myself to him. 
You know, when blessed are the 

737
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:22,080
peacemakers. 
Is that is that how we feel on 

738
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,240
on that different social media 
platforms or how we feel when 

739
00:48:25,240 --> 00:48:29,040
we're we're talking to people? 
Are we peacemakers or are we pot

740
00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:34,080
stirrers? 
Because it's fun, you know, it's

741
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:38,440
and that I'm not apologizing for
the message, guys. 

742
00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:41,080
It was I'm I'm just saying I 
don't want you guys to feel like

743
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:43,560
I'm beating you up. 
I'm I am 100%. 

744
00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:46,840
This is one of those message and
this what you get when I, when I

745
00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:51,440
do a message it at the end of 
the night and I'm I'm just going

746
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:54,720
through it is, is that you just 
get what I what what God beat me

747
00:48:54,720 --> 00:48:57,880
up about right? 
You get what when I'm reading 

748
00:48:57,880 --> 00:49:02,400
what I'm getting and, and this 
is the facts, guys. 

749
00:49:02,400 --> 00:49:07,800
He, he wants to use us and in 
order to use us, we need to be 

750
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,400
dead. 
And in that dying, there is a 

751
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:16,200
joy that I get out of serving 
him because I get to see him do 

752
00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:34,570
amazing things in my life. 
Very often our problem has to do

753
00:49:34,570 --> 00:49:40,730
with perspective, right? 
And our perspective is 

754
00:49:40,730 --> 00:49:44,530
horizontal. 
It's, it's how does it affect me

755
00:49:44,530 --> 00:49:50,240
here? 
And I, I use when I'm in Uganda 

756
00:49:50,240 --> 00:49:54,440
and you know how much the 
politics in Uganda affect me? 

757
00:49:55,200 --> 00:49:58,560
None. 
I don't when I'm there, I, I 

758
00:49:58,560 --> 00:50:01,080
know who the president is. 
I know all the corruption. 

759
00:50:01,440 --> 00:50:03,000
I don't, I'm telling people 
about Jesus. 

760
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:06,000
That's what I'm there for. 
I'm not on the news cycle. 

761
00:50:06,680 --> 00:50:09,520
I'm not watching Bobby Wine, I'm
not watching the 70. 

762
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:12,120
I'm not frustrated about the 
decisions they're making at the 

763
00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:15,520
council meetings. 
I'm not I'm there sharing, 

764
00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:18,440
sharing with Jesus, sharing 
people, sharing Jesus with 

765
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:19,160
people. 
There we go. 

766
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:27,160
And that is because I'm, I'm 
outside my comfort zone, because

767
00:50:27,160 --> 00:50:30,240
I'm, I'm in a third world 
country and it's obvious I'm in 

768
00:50:30,240 --> 00:50:32,400
a third world country. 
And when I say it like that, 

769
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:35,720
what I mean is, is that when I 
walk out my front door, it is 

770
00:50:35,720 --> 00:50:39,200
obvious I'm different, right? 
I am there. 

771
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:46,360
There is not AI don't have the 
luxury in Uganda of hiding in 

772
00:50:46,360 --> 00:50:50,800
comfort not because not because 
they won't they they will give 

773
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:53,680
me a pass right. 
That is one thing in Uganda that

774
00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:58,840
Americans and I will just beat 
us to death on this because it 

775
00:50:58,840 --> 00:51:04,680
is embarrassing that Americans 
in Uganda and and probably most 

776
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:06,640
of the western world, but I deal
with Americans. 

777
00:51:07,480 --> 00:51:09,240
There's a few things that 
Ugandan will ask you. 

778
00:51:09,240 --> 00:51:13,480
Do you need a nap? 
2:00 in the afternoon. 

779
00:51:13,480 --> 00:51:15,280
Do you need a nap? 
No, I'm good. 

780
00:51:15,560 --> 00:51:19,520
I got this. 
You don't fear the dust because 

781
00:51:19,520 --> 00:51:20,880
I ride in the back of the 
trucks. 

782
00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:24,840
We're known guys. 
It is embarrassing. 

783
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:28,520
As Americans, we are not weak, 
feeble people. 

784
00:51:29,720 --> 00:51:33,600
But when we go to when we go to 
third world countries, we're 

785
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:36,840
used to our comforts and 
suddenly we're known to be weak 

786
00:51:36,840 --> 00:51:38,560
and feeble guys. 
We are not weak and feeble 

787
00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:40,680
people. 
We're really not. 

788
00:51:40,800 --> 00:51:43,840
I mean, we conquered. 
We conquered a continent. 

789
00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:52,960
And somehow the comfort of what 
what we have done has numbed us.

790
00:51:53,720 --> 00:51:56,960
And we're trying to be happy 
instead of trying to be full of 

791
00:51:56,960 --> 00:52:04,400
joy. 
Paul, Paul in Philippians 314 to

792
00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:07,440
21. 
Remind is reminding the 

793
00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:12,440
Philippians I press towards the 
goal for the prize of the upward

794
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:19,400
call of God in Jesus Christ. 
Therefore, let us, as many as 

795
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:24,600
are mature, have this mind, and 
if in anything you think 

796
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:27,240
otherwise, God will reveal even 
this to you. 

797
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:31,960
Nevertheless, to the degree that
we have already attained, let us

798
00:52:31,960 --> 00:52:35,360
walk by the same rule. 
Let us be of the same mind. 

799
00:52:35,360 --> 00:52:40,520
Brethren, join in following my 
example, and note those who so 

800
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:46,480
walk as you have us for a 
pattern for many walk, of whom I

801
00:52:46,480 --> 00:52:51,840
have told you often and now tell
you, even weeping, that they are

802
00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:56,120
enemies of the cross of Christ, 
Who in the whose end is 

803
00:52:56,120 --> 00:53:00,880
destruction, whose God is their 
belly, and whose glory is in 

804
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:03,800
their shame, who set their minds
on earthly things. 

805
00:53:04,480 --> 00:53:09,040
For our citizenship is in 
heaven, from which we also 

806
00:53:09,040 --> 00:53:12,800
eagerly wait for the Savior, the
Lord Jesus Christ, who will 

807
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:16,440
transform our lowly bodies, that
it may be conformed to His 

808
00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:20,880
glorious body according to the 
work by which He is able even to

809
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:24,680
subdue all things. 
Guys, I don't want to be known 

810
00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:28,960
as a people whose God is their 
belly and whose glory is their 

811
00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:36,000
shame. 
And I want to be known for 

812
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:41,760
pressing for that goal, pressing
in, pressing into that suck, 

813
00:53:41,760 --> 00:53:45,600
right, which which is talking to
people at work, which is talking

814
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:49,600
to people. 
Sharing Jesus with people is not

815
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:52,480
what your flesh wants to do. 
It is not what my flesh wants to

816
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:54,120
do. 
And technically at this point in

817
00:53:54,120 --> 00:53:59,960
my life, it is my job. 
And when I'm out at the grocery 

818
00:53:59,960 --> 00:54:05,480
store, it's still not, I mean, 
it, it's I can be intimidated by

819
00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:10,320
a 12 year old girl. 
I mean, you ever sat next to a 

820
00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:13,200
somebody on the airplane? 
That's like the 12 year old 

821
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:14,520
girl. 
I'm intimidated to share Jesus 

822
00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:20,400
with her. 
It's like, so I'm just pressed 

823
00:54:20,400 --> 00:54:25,000
forward to that goal because the
goal gives us joy when we're 

824
00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:29,480
aimed in that direction. 
And God knows how to form it 

825
00:54:29,720 --> 00:54:33,640
form us, right? 
He knows what we need every day 

826
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:36,840
to take us where He wants us to 
go. 

827
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,760
Are we willing to go? 
There it is the the end of this 

828
00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:46,920
guy's is let the old die in the 
suck so that the new can live in

829
00:54:46,920 --> 00:54:50,840
joy, right? 
Our old man has no business, 

830
00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:56,880
right? 
The Second Corinthians 5/17 5:17

831
00:54:57,720 --> 00:55:00,560
For all things have passed away.
Behold, all things have become 

832
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:05,120
new. 
I just paraphrase that, but all 

833
00:55:05,120 --> 00:55:09,400
things have become new, right? 
He has he has work for us to do 

834
00:55:10,280 --> 00:55:14,720
and in order for us to do it, we
have to let our selfishness die,

835
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:18,560
forget about comfort and go for 
joy. 

836
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:22,240
The good stuff, right? 
It's good stuff. 

837
00:55:22,720 --> 00:55:26,800
I was going to say, I hope you 
guys, this was definitely my 

838
00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:31,640
conviction last night as I was 
going through this of just 

839
00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:36,280
looking at my life and and the 
the places and the things that 

840
00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:40,040
that I have in them. 
That, and I'm like I said, this 

841
00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:43,720
is not because God does not want
to give us good things and that 

842
00:55:43,720 --> 00:55:47,640
we don't get a go to Silverwood 
and do Schweitzer and do that 

843
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:53,080
stuff as a by product of just 
following him. 

844
00:55:53,360 --> 00:55:55,600
But if your goal is to try and 
fill your life up with 

845
00:55:55,600 --> 00:56:00,680
entertainment, it's a it's a 
worthless life and you will be 

846
00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:06,200
you're, you won't get joy. 
There is no joy in that. 

847
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:11,760
There's just floating around in 
nothingness. 

848
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:15,000
It's kind of what if you look at
our country, if you look at the,

849
00:56:15,880 --> 00:56:19,560
the younger generation and, and 
just the generation growing up 

850
00:56:19,560 --> 00:56:23,600
that is living in video games 
and, and do it. 

851
00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:28,560
They're they're trying to 
fulfill things with empty 

852
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:32,560
instead of with solid and solid 
hurts. 

853
00:56:33,000 --> 00:56:37,040
Solid takes some suck, but it's 
what's real. 

854
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:41,720
So Lord, I just lift up today. 
I lift up this Time, Lord, I, I 

855
00:56:41,720 --> 00:56:49,960
just thank you that you're 
willing and able to take dirt 

856
00:56:51,600 --> 00:56:55,240
each and every one of us and use
us, Lord, if we're willing, the 

857
00:56:55,240 --> 00:56:58,400
Lord that's make each one of us 
willing. 

858
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:03,000
Lord, help us to help us to just
give that to you, Lord, that we 

859
00:57:03,000 --> 00:57:08,960
would even be willing to be made
willing, Lord, but that you 

860
00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:16,000
would you would renew our desire
for you and renew our desire to 

861
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:23,320
just be out about your business.
Lord guide and direct us and 

862
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:26,320
thank you for everybody here in 
Jesus name, Amen.

