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Welcome to the Illuminate Church
podcast. 

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We hope today's message is 
encouraging to you. 

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Good morning. 
It's always an honor to be able 

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to be asked to go and be before 
the Lord and hear what He has 

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for his people. 
And this message is no different

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in that I believe the Lord has 
something He cares so much 

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about, and that is you. 
And He cares so much about your 

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wholeness and your health and 
your healing. 

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And so today I'm just going to 
get out of the way and let him 

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bring what He wants to bring. 
Will you pray with me? 

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Holy Spirit, we invite you to 
come and have your way in this 

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place. 
Shut out any voice that's trying

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to speak. 
Counter the to the truth of your

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word. 
Create any distractions or do 

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anything that would prevent your
people from hearing the truth 

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that you have for them that you 
came to give them life to the 

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full. 
And so with this, I step out of 

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the way. 
It's your mouth, it's your body,

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it's your mind, it's your heart.
Do what you want to do. 

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And anyone who wants to receive 
the truth of the word would 

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wholeheartedly say Amen, Amen. 
We're in a series called Weeds 

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in My Garden. 
And the reason that we're doing 

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this lengthy, wonderful series 
is because you matter. 

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And because we want you to know 
and God wants you to know that 

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this is a place that you can 
freely and safely and please, 

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you should say I'm not OK when 
you're not OK. 

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And that you will know that in 
the safety of who God is and how

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much He loves and cares for you,
this is the best place inside 

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the church to say I'm not OK. 
Will someone help me take me to 

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Jesus so that I can be made 
whole and healed with somebody? 

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Say Amen. 
We are not trying to replace the

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medical community or suggest 
that people may not ever need 

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medical intervention or clinical
treatment to support your 

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healing journey. 
But what we are saying is that 

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no journey to mental health, 
wholeness and healing can be 

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separate from your spiritual 
journey because you are a 

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spiritual being inside of a 
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And your spiritual being and 
your physical body are so 

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intimately intertwined, they 
cannot be separated and hope to 

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have healing without the 
complement of what they mean to 

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each other. 
And so this morning I want to be

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honest and say on the topic of 
depression, I do not want to 

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minimize your pain. 
In no way do I believe the Lord 

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wants to minimize your pain and 
say that if you just prayed 

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harder and you believed a little
more, you'd be fine. 

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It's not what we're saying. 
But you know what else I don't 

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want to minimize the goodness of
God and the hope and the healing

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that exists and understanding 
how He made you was to be 

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victorious in your physical, 
mental and emotional health. 

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And if you are ready to receive 
that, would you open your hands 

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and say, Lord, I want it all. 
So I'm asking you to hold this 

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tension that as I begin to speak
about the spiritual and the 

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physical components of mental 
health, specifically depression,

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that you will resist the need to
counterbalance what is being 

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taught by your reality. 
What I mean by that is if it 

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starts to approach something 
where you're saying like I don't

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think you have any idea what I 
really feel. 

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I don't think you really have 
any idea what I'm going through,

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and you start to push back or 
lean away from the truth. 

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I ask that you would lean in and
let the Holy Spirit, by the 

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truth of the Word and the text 
for this morning, minister to 

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you. 
Would you hold out hope that 

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wherever you are today is not 
the end, that there's more that 

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he has for you? 
Because today we are discussing 

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depression and depression is 
recognized as the most common 

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mental health illness globally. 
246,000,000 people are 

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recognized globally to be 
affected by depression. 

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And those are just the ones 
talking about it, right? 

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So let's get really specific 
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Depression is like sitting under
a giant, heavy weighted blanket,

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pressing down on and around you,
pushing down upon every part of 

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you. 
But it's not comforting. 

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This is not a comforting 
blanket. 

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It's a suffocating, crushing, 
pressing down sadness, Feeling 

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gloomy and low in your spirit, 
feeling weak or dull, 

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discouraged. 
Maybe Things that used to 

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interest you are just like, 
yeah, I don't care about that 

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anymore. 
Things that used to bring you 

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joy or pleasure. 
No matter how hard you try, it's

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just not there. 
Basic functions, getting up and 

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going to work or taking care of 
yourself or your family, They 

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feel impossible. 
This is depression, but I don't 

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want you just to take my word 
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I want you to listen to some of 
the 100 people who were willing 

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to speak and say what it felt 
like to them to be depressed. 

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They gave this information to a 
website called My well-being. 

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Will you listen to their voices?
Depression feels like everything

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I know is gone and I'll never be
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Like you can't breathe deep 
enough to expand into 

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significance. 
Complete blankness, losing sight

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of the answer to why anyone 
really does anything that 

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doesn't have great purpose like 
small talk, going out, getting 

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dressed, or wearing makeup. 
Like happy memories from my life

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before my depression hit aren't 
real, and that depression is the

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actual reality. 
Suffocating. 

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Depression feels like I'm living
on another planet where I don't 

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belong. 
At first glance, no one would 

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think anything of my being 
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I look just like everyone else, 
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I seem to function just like 
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But the air and the gravity are 
different, and my body hasn't 

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acclimated to this new 
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I can still function on this 
planet, yes, but it's a little 

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bit harder to breathe, a little 
bit harder to run or jump, and I

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get tired out a little bit 
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And I'm trying to hide all this 
from the planet's residence 

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because if they find out I don't
belong here, I'm not sure how 

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they will respond. 
Like every negative thought I 

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have of myself becomes my true 
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Not finding joy in anything. 
It physically hurts. 

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I feel confused and betrayed by 
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brain. 
It feels like there isn't time 

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to be an adult and to rest. 
So I rest and rest and life 

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piles up. 
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It's like life piling up and 
there's nowhere, no place to 

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find joy. 
This is depression, but it's in 

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stark contrast to what Jesus 
said he came to give us in John 

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10/10. 
He said he came to give us life 

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and to give it to the full or to
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That's the framework of why we 
exist as a church, to help 

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people find abundant life in 
Jesus. 

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And so the message that God has 
for us today is that he loves 

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you so much. 
He's so full of compassion that 

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he does not want any of his 
children to live with chronic 

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depression. 
So there must be another way. 

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Today we're going to explore 
what is going on in our physical

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bodies, our emotions, and our 
spirits and learn how to win the

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war over depression. 
If you could use a little of 

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this for you or someone else, 
would you raise your hand? 

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Yes, to do this, we've got to 
tackle a giant lie that is 

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living very rent free in the 
church. 

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And I don't mean just this 
church, I mean in the capital C 

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church. 
That lie is this. 

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God's people don't battle 
depression, not the ones that 

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really love him, right? 
This is a lie straight from the 

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pit of how all you have to do is
look into the Bible and see a 

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victorious king named David who 
battled depression and very 

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difficult circumstances. 
You need only look at Elijah. 

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Elijah who had one of the 
greatest victories recorded in 

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all of scripture. 
History 850 Anti God spirits 

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Spirits of Baal were annihilated
in a victorious way and the 

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moment that was over Elijah went
out into the wilderness crushed 

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of spirit and said, God, I'm the
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I'm doing this all by myself and
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That's just in the Old 
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What about Jesus when he went 
into the garden facing the agony

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of the cross, and he was so much
in despair that his body sweat 

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blood through his pores? 
And what about Paul when he said

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in Second Corinthians 18, we 
think you ought to know, dear 

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brothers and sisters, about the 
trouble we went through in the 

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province of Asia. 
We were crushed and overwhelmed 

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beyond our ability to endure and
we thought we would never live 

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through it. 
Paul the victorious drastically 

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changed, full of the Spirit, 
apostle to most of the New 

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Testament churches struggled and
faced with difficulties that 

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cause depression. 
This is a lie and we cannot 

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believe it or tolerate it 
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So let's revisit it one more 
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This is the lie. 
If you are under a sustained 

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blanket of heaviness, you aren't
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That's again, it's a lie from 
the pit of hell. 

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And so we are going to shatter 
that today and learn what God 

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wants us to understand regarding
depression. 

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And here's our first truth. 
We will all face experiences 

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with the potential to evoke 
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It's called life on planet 
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You were made for heaven. 
We're passing through this life 

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and in this life where sin has 
rule and death has reigned apart

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from what Jesus has done for us,
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We are going to experience 
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difficulties, cause crushing, 
cause pressing that could evoke 

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periods of depression. 
In Proverbs 1814, we read the 

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human spirit can endure a sick 
body, but who can bear a crushed

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spirit? 
And that word for crushed there 

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includes depression. 
So what is the Scripture saying?

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Like our bodies can get sick and
we can recover, It'll be all 

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right. 
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sure we can get over that. 
Who can bear a crushed spirit 

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that leads us to this next 
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Isolated periods of depression 
can become chronic depression. 

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But here is what God is telling 
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We were not meant to bear the 
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The Lord is trying to lead us to
a new way of handling the 

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pressing, the heavy, the 
potentially crushing. 

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And it comes from Psalm 34, 
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The Lord is close to the broken 
hearted and He rescues those 

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whose spirits are crushed. 
Something about our proximity to

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God when we deal with the 
crushing things is the key to 

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our understanding how to win the
war over depression by Jesus 

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sacrifice through the power of 
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God wants to show us something 
new today, how to face the 

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pressing, how to face the 
crushing. 

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What He wants to do is set our 
baselines and He wants to build 

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our resilience. 
What do I mean by that? 

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Your baseline. 
My baseline is like the way I 

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face my everyday circumstances. 
It's the perspective I have when

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I face my life, the day in and 
day out, things that happen. 

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It's my standard mood, the way 
that I perceive what's going on 

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around me. 
And resilience is the ability to

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bounce back from difficult 
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So God wants to set our baseline
and he wants to help us with our

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resilience. 
So if you think right now, today

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I want to show you a graphic and
explain just a little bit on the

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vertical axis, you see the words
Lovejoy and peace. 

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This, the higher you go up, the 
higher and more abundant the 

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Lovejoy and peace is what Jesus 
came to give a full and abundant

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life. 
And then on the horizontal axis,

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you'll see your lifetime. 
It's just you and time going by,

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right? 
So what I want to ask you today 

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is if you were being honest, 
where is your current baseline? 

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If your current baseline is 
really low, like on this 

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graphic, then the pressing and 
the depression and the pushing 

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is going to push that line even 
farther down right. 

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And the lows are going to be 
low. 

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And even the highs of life, the 
things we should be enjoying, 

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aren't going to feel like highs 
because they're not because our 

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baseline is living in the 
basement. 

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But what God wants to do is this
next graphic, and I would say 

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even higher. 
He wants to set your baseline 

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with a fullness of abundance, 
love, peace, and joy such that 

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the highs are all out of this 
world high and the lows are not 

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that low. 
And your resilience and your 

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ability to come back to that 
baseline is strong. 

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And what I'm not talking about 
is plastering a Jesus smile on 

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your face. 
I'm not talking about pretending

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you're so happy and full of joy 
that if you were any better, 

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you'd be two people, right? 
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about. 
I'm talking about the real, 

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lasting, sustaining, abiding 
fullness of Lovejoy and peace 

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that Jesus came to give us. 
God wants to set that baseline 

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in your life really high, and He
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strong so it's easy for you to 
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face difficult circumstances. 
This is what we're going to be 

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talking about today. 
What if it is possible to build 

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habits and rhythms that fortify 
you against the pressing and the

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crushing? 
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about in Matthew 7, verses 24 
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He said anyone. 
Does that leave anybody out? 

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Does it leave anybody out? 
Anyone who listens to my 

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teaching and follows it is wise,
like a person who builds a house

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on a solid rock. 
Though the rain comes in 

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torrents and the floodwaters 
rise and the winds beat against 

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that house, it won't collapse. 
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Because it's built on the 
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That bedrock that Jesus is 
talking about is, if you want to

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learn my ways, your baseline, 
your bedrock can be really high 

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on abundant love, peace and joy.
But what happens if we don't? 

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Anyone who hears my teaching and
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Like a person who builds a house
on sand, when the rains and the 

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floods come and the winds beat 
against that house, it will 

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collapse with a mighty crash. 
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say if the winds and the rains 
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What does he say when when the 
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Jesus is giving us the key to 
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and depression. 
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Build your house, build your 
life on the solid rock. 

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This will be your baseline of 
abundant Lovejoy and peace. 

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And today the Lord has for us 
treasures from the Word and from

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science to help reveal what the 
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He wants to raise your baseline 
abundant living and increase 

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your resilience to do that. 
We're going to start by talking 

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about your amazing body. 
Everyone say I've got an amazing

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body. 
God put inside your body 

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something called 
neurotransmitters and the 

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neurotransmitters are the 
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They're the they're the 
messengers that help all the 

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things our body needs to do get 
translated information wise from

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cell to cell. 
So there's a cell here, a giant 

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gap and another cell. 
It's not really giant, but you 

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get what I'm saying. 
So across that gap, the chemical

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messenger goes and says, hey, we
just enjoyed that, you should 

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feel great. 
And then it keeps going and your

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mind says that felt great. 
Somebody tell me, have you ever 

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heard of adrenaline? 
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That's a neurotransmitter. 
It's a chemical messenger that 

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says we've got to do something, 
get all your energy up. 

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What about endorphins? 
Anybody believe the lie that you

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can run long enough that you'll 
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I said that in first service 
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Like in the 4th row. 
They're like, yeah, I was like, 

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not you, No, OK, but those are 
chemical messengers. 

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Those are ones we're kind of 
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But pleasure, memory, muscle 
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are all controlled by 
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So the important 
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to mood are serotonin, 
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I'm telling you those now 
because you're going to hear in 

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just a moment how God made your 
incredible body to have a high 

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baseline and strong resilience. 
Are you ready? 

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I'm going to tell you three 
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Number one, everybody say tears.
Your tears are amazing. 

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And if you've ever had a good 
cry, you notice you feel better.

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Yeah. 
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antidepressants, the medicines 
that are used, and sometimes 

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they are necessary. 
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But what they do is they attempt
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norepinephrine. 
They do it a couple ways. 

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They can increase the bucket, 
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They can prevent it from 
breaking down so you can use it 

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better. 
Or they can help the neurons 

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talk to each other better, 
right? 

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That's what the medicine seeks 
to do. 

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But listen to what God put 
inside of your amazing body. 

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You have three kinds of tears. 
Two of them are the regular 

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everyday keeping you healthy and
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Basal tears keep your eyes wet, 
Just the normal wedding. 

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And then you have reflexive 
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If I was standing next to you, 
Daniel, and I cut an onion, your

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eyes would make some reflexive 
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right? 
But did you know you have 

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emotional tears? 
Scientists studied the chemical 

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composition and looked at it 
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The substances in your emotional
tears are completely different 

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than your basal and your 
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Why? 
Because God gave you an outlet 

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and a way for your body to come 
out of fight or flight or to 

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come out of a lot of pain and to
emit neurotransmitters and 

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regulate your mood through your 
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Here's the problem, especially 
if you're a gentleman in the 

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room. 
Anyone ever told you you 

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shouldn't cry? 
Yes. 

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Then we're denying ourselves the
very tool that God has given 

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you. 
If you're a gentleman in this 

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room. 
I would say this to the ladies 

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too. 
Don't deny the very outlet that 

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God has given you for your 
healing, for your baseline to be

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high and your resilience to be 
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We've got to allow the emotional
tears to do their work. 

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And that's just one example of 
your amazing body. 

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A second example has to do with 
sunlight and sleep. 

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Everyone say sunlight and say 
sleep. 

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When you are exposed to 
sunlight, especially in the 

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morning, you know what your eye 
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Your retina takes in that light 
and it tells your brain to make 

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serotonin. 
God made your body to respond to

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light so that our bodies will 
help keep our resilience and our

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baseline high. 
Ecclesiastes 11/7 says the light

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is pleasant and it's good for 
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Now the author probably meant 
like if you see the sun 

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tomorrow, you're living right? 
So that's a good thing. 

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But could he also have meant God
made you so that you interact 

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with the sunlight and your body 
has greater health both 

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physically and mentally? 
Isn't God amazing? 

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The third way that God is making
your body a partner with your 

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mental health is your gut. 
Everyone say gut. 

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A healthy gut creates those 
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There was a study done at UCLA 
in 2024 and they looked at two 

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groups of people. 
They looked at groups who were 

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very resilient, didn't have a 
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And then they compared them to a
group that was very not 

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resilient. 
The things that knocked you 

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down, knocked you down for a 
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What they found was fascinating.
And this is the way one of the 

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physicians said it. 
He said resilience truly is a 

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whole body phenomenon. 
Wow, big surprise. 

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We have this whole community of 
microbes in our gut, and you 

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know what they do? 
They exude therapeutic 

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properties and biochemicals that
help mood lift and resilience 

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strengthen. 
Isn't God amazing? 

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But do you know how your gut 
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By consuming the things that God
made as close as you can to the 

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way that He made them. 
So could it be that we're 

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potentially getting off because 
we have more processed food at 

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our fingertips than ever before?
So if we will nourish ourselves 

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with fiber, real food, plants, 
animals, whole grains, as close 

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to the source as God made them 
as possible, we will have 

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another boost in our baseline 
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I'll say it again, God is 
amazing and as we move from the 

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physical to the spiritual, don't
lose your wonder and your awe 

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because the physical is concrete
and we can hold it right. 

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We get that we're going to move 
into the spiritual things that 

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God did, but hold that same 
confidence as I share these with

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you, OK? 
In the same way that God 

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designed your physical body to 
support a baseline of excellent 

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mental health and resilience to 
stay there, He also designed 

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your spiritual body with very 
specific needs. 

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And the number one need that 
your spirit needs is to connect 

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with God. 
The overarching need to be 

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consistently connected to God is
our #1 driver for our mental 

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health when we are disconnected 
from God or we keep part of our 

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life. 
You can have this part God. 

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You can have Sunday morning and 
maybe Monday night, but you 

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can't have my broken heart. 
You can have this part of me, 

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God, but you can't have my 
business. 

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You can have my personal 
finances, but you can't come 

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over here and business or you 
can't have access to this wound 

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because I don't know if I can 
trust you with it. 

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We're withholding the part that 
God wants to pour life, abundant

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life into. 
And so today I'm going to give 

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you an assignment for this week.
I want you to write down however

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you choose to do it. 
Write down John 15. 

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John is one of the gospels. 
It records the teaching and the 

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life of Jesus and his disciples.
And in John 15, if you will 

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study it, you will see the 
example or the image that you 

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are a branch and God is the vine
and how intimate and how 

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dependent is a branch on a vine.
Think about the life flow, the 

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nourishment when God was saying 
through Jesus you are a branch 

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and you have an amazing vine and
you have an incredible gardener 

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that wants to tend to you. 
He is saying you've got to stay 

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close, connected, dependent, 
interrelated, communicating with

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God. 
And so the number one spiritual 

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tool for raising your baseline 
and improving your resilience is

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giving God access to all of you 
all the time, communication, 

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abiding and presence. 
I put it this way, we are going 

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to be real with God and we're 
going to let God be real with 

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you. 
You're going to be real with God

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and let God be real with you. 
In this pace of life, we are 

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moving faster than ever. 
You know, you can travel all 

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over the world and back in a 
very short time. 

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You can consume all kinds of 
information that's at your 

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fingertips all the time, but the
pace that you were designed to 

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run it in your spirit is slow. 
The slow, reflective interior 

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examination of your life is 
critical in your communion with 

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God. 
It's critical to your mental 

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health because God designed you 
this way. 

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Proverbs 2027 says this. 
The spirit of man is the lamp of

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the Lord. 
Now you notice in that 

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scripture, it's a lowercase S, 
the spirit of man. 

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This is your spirit. 
You're a body and a spirit. 

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Your spirit lowercase S is a 
lamp to your body. 

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What does that mean? 
Your spirit connects with the 

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Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit 
searches the innermost parts of 

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your being. 
God knows what is going on 

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inside of you. 
And if we will make a practice 

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to sit with them and say, would 
you check me out by your word, 

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Holy Spirit, what's going on in 
me? 

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Would you show me what's in me? 
Because your Spirit connects 

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with the Holy Spirit, examines 
what's going on inside and 

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brings forth the information. 
So when we start to notice our 

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baseline is dropping, the very 
first moment we notice our 

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resilience is not bouncing back.
We need to start asking this 

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powerful question. 
Holy Spirit, what is going on 

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inside of me? 
The psalmist in Psalm 42 says it

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this way so powerfully, and you 
could write this question down. 

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It says, why so downcast? 
Oh my soul. 

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But that's not a question you 
can ask on the go. 

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That's not a question. 
I mean, you can, and I'm not 

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saying you shouldn't, but this 
is a practice of stillness, of 

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nearness, of set time with the 
Lord and your weekly, daily 

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rhythms to ask Him Lord, what's 
going on inside of me. 

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And when we do that, the Holy 
Spirit will do amazing things. 

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Sometimes the Holy Spirit 
corrects us because we need it. 

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You're off. 
That's why you need to sleep, 

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eat, get out in the sun. 
You need to move your body. 

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You need to get off your phone. 
You need to stop listening to, 

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reading or watching, whatever. 
It might be, right? 

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It might be correction, It might
also be wisdom, it might be 

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healing, but it might be 
perspective on what God is up to

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in your life that you cannot 
currently see. 

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That's what happened in Second 
Kings chapter 6, verse 15 

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through 17. 
What you need to know just a 

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little bit of context in this 
passage is that Elisha is a 

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prophet of God. 
He's full of the spirit. 

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He's doing what God has called 
him to do, to speak to the 

455
00:27:39,720 --> 00:27:44,000
nation of Israel and to say when
they're off, right? 

456
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:47,320
Or to speak to other kings and 
say of other nations. 

457
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,000
This is what God is going to do 
if you don't listen. 

458
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:52,640
So he had a few enemies. 
Can you imagine? 

459
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:57,520
So in this context, He had no 
one warring on his side. 

460
00:27:57,920 --> 00:28:01,640
He was with his servant here. 
And in this conversation, we're 

461
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:04,480
going to hear what they're 
thinking about what's going on. 

462
00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:08,680
In verse 15, it says when the 
servant of the man of God got up

463
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,880
and went out early the next 
morning, he saw an army with 

464
00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:14,960
horses and Chariots had 
surrounded the city. 

465
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:17,720
Is this depressing? 
Yes. 

466
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,280
Oh no, my Lord, what shall we 
do? 

467
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:22,920
The servant asked. 
Don't be afraid, the prophet 

468
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:26,960
answered, Those who are with us 
are more than those who are with

469
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:31,880
them. 
And the servant was like, I 

470
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:34,240
don't see anybody. 
I don't know what you're talking

471
00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:36,640
about. 
And then Elisha praised the 

472
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:40,480
prayer that we must pray. 
Open his eyes, Lord, so that he 

473
00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:42,320
may see. 
And then the Lord opened the 

474
00:28:42,320 --> 00:28:46,200
servant's eyes, and he looked 
and saw the hills full of horses

475
00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:49,480
and Chariots of fire all around 
Elisha. 

476
00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:53,600
Are these things in the natural?
No, in the natural, they're 

477
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,280
alone, they're surrounded, 
they're doomed. 

478
00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:58,800
But in the supernatural, God, 
what are you up to? 

479
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:02,360
Open my eyes so that I can see. 
Why did I lose this job? 

480
00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:06,440
What's happening, what's going 
on in this relationship, what's 

481
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:09,560
going on in me? 
If we will cultivate A nearness 

482
00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:12,840
with God and being real and 
letting Him be real with us, we 

483
00:29:12,840 --> 00:29:18,240
can then say, open my eyes and 
let me see, and God will do it. 

484
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:22,800
But we must slow down. 
We must notice when our baseline

485
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:26,960
or our resilience is dropping. 
And we must ask, why so 

486
00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:28,880
downcast? 
Oh, my soul. 

487
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:34,120
And with this practice, there's 
one more thing that our spirit 

488
00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:37,960
needs. 
Our spirit needs to cultivate 

489
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:41,880
gratitude. 
Now, you notice that I did not 

490
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:46,520
say do gratitude. 
You notice that it does not say 

491
00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:49,920
be grateful. 
It doesn't say be happy. 

492
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:53,400
What's the word that came first?
Cultivate. 

493
00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:57,120
I've got a cultivator here in 
the front couple rows. 

494
00:29:57,440 --> 00:30:00,680
How do you cultivate? 
You dig, you prepare the soil, 

495
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:03,520
you plant the right seeds, you 
water it with the right things 

496
00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:06,400
and it grows right. 
This is the way gratitude works.

497
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:10,840
But something amazing about your
amazing spirit and body is that 

498
00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:14,560
God designed you those neurons 
that when you practice 

499
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:18,240
something, the more you practice
it, the easier it is for your 

500
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:21,440
brain to do it. 
Science calls it hebbs law. 

501
00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:26,080
Everyone say Hebbs, Hebb's law 
says remember those neurons and 

502
00:30:26,080 --> 00:30:31,600
the gap, The more you use this 
neurotransmitter, the easier it 

503
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:35,560
is for them to find each other. 
And when you truly practice 

504
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:37,960
gratitude. 
And what I mean by that is 

505
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:42,000
saying in the last 24 hours, 
where did I experience joy? 

506
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:46,400
Not like this. 
Not like, oh wow, I'm so 

507
00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:49,640
grateful that I have 14 piles of
laundry because it means I have 

508
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:53,920
people in my house that I love. 
That's not what I mean. 

509
00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:57,360
Unless laundry brings you joy, 
and if so, you're a sick 

510
00:30:57,360 --> 00:30:58,480
individual. 
No, I'm kidding. 

511
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,800
I'm kidding, I'm kidding. 
What I mean is the practice of 

512
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:05,320
slowing down and saying, where 
in the last 24 hours did I 

513
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:09,520
experience joy? 
Let's see, for me, I got to sit 

514
00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:13,520
at my son's baseball game and 
watch him play a sport that he 

515
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:17,000
loves with my older son there 
cheering him on. 

516
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:20,120
I got to watch our oldest and 
our youngest interact in a way 

517
00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:24,720
that's so special and unique and
that brought me joy in the last 

518
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,360
24 hours. 
And this is the way you 

519
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:31,160
cultivate micro little 
gratitudes and big gratitude. 

520
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:35,120
You can go on to the big things.
If nothing else, we can always 

521
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:40,640
declare, Jesus, you bring me joy
because you bring me life 

522
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:42,760
eternal. 
When I know you as Savior, you 

523
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:47,000
stood in my place, You took what
I deserved and you resurrected 

524
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:49,800
to do to new life, defeating sin
and death. 

525
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:55,160
I am grateful for that. 
And when we build daily, weekly,

526
00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:59,840
yearly rhythms of looking for 
the joy within our day-to-day 

527
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:02,520
lives, I mean actually writing 
them down. 

528
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:05,000
Do you know what happens in your
amazing body? 

529
00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:10,320
Your amazing brain hardwires 
these positive pathways, making 

530
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:14,120
it easier for your brain to find
positives over time. 

531
00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:18,440
We started a gratitude practice 
and I found myself in Marshalls 

532
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:20,160
the other day. 
If you've ever been to 

533
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:22,680
Marshalls, you know the torture 
I'm about to describe. 

534
00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:26,520
They have a corral like Disney. 
They expect it to be an hour 

535
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:29,560
long wait and they have all 
kinds of distracting things in 

536
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:30,720
line. 
You know what I'm talking about.

537
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,160
And I was standing there 
thinking I'll just pull out my 

538
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:36,120
phone and just scroll, right? 
Like who's what's happening on 

539
00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:39,680
phase one? 
But I decided instead to keep my

540
00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:41,760
phone away. 
And I just stood there and said,

541
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:46,320
let's see what happens. 
And joy thought joy things. 

542
00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:49,640
Gratitude came to my mind. 
Gratitude came to my heart. 

543
00:32:49,640 --> 00:32:51,440
Why? 
Because there's been an 

544
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,160
intentional practice of 
cultivating gratitude. 

545
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:57,560
And when I gave it room, I had 
joy in line at Marshall's. 

546
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:01,080
I'm telling, hey, you can clap 
for that. 

547
00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:05,960
Yes. 
But what you should really clap 

548
00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:10,080
for is this. 
There is a chemical benefit to 

549
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,200
cultivating gratitude in your 
body. 

550
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:15,800
It triggers the release of, 
guess what, dopamine and 

551
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:19,320
serotonin, enhancing your mood 
and your willpower, which I 

552
00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:22,440
would call your baseline and 
your resilience. 

553
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:25,040
Did God know what he was doing? 
Yes. 

554
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:29,560
In Philippians 44, the apostle 
Paul gives us this challenge. 

555
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:34,320
Rejoice in the Lord always. 
And again I say rejoice. 

556
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:38,160
Why? 
Because it's good for us and 

557
00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,080
because God is real and He's 
active and He's at work 

558
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:43,760
everywhere. 
And if we will choose to see and

559
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:48,600
say open my eyes, there is no 
circumstance that we will be in 

560
00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:52,760
where we cannot see and feel and
know His presence. 

561
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:57,080
Where we cannot ask Him to show 
us what He's up to and join Him 

562
00:33:57,160 --> 00:34:00,880
where He's working. 
So if we practice habits, build 

563
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:05,440
our lives in such a way that we 
nourish both our physical bodies

564
00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:10,120
and our spirits, our baselines 
will rise and our resilience 

565
00:34:10,239 --> 00:34:15,000
will strengthen. 
But what happens if we face a 

566
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:19,719
circumstance that plunges us 
into despair? 

567
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:27,480
What happens if you lose a 
spouse or your child gets sick 

568
00:34:29,159 --> 00:34:32,840
or you literally run out of 
every dollar that you have? 

569
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:37,040
When you're facing destitution, 
When your body starts breaking 

570
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:39,760
down? 
What about these places, Pastor 

571
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:42,239
Christine? 
Will our baseline and our 

572
00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:44,560
resilience be enough at that 
point? 

573
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:50,080
Is it possible to navigate these
seasons of life with abundant 

574
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,239
Lovejoy and peace? 
I would say yes. 

575
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,960
Now, I don't mean you're going 
to enjoy them, and I don't mean 

576
00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:59,920
that it means happiness. 
What I mean is that there is a 

577
00:34:59,920 --> 00:35:04,680
deep, indwelling presence of God
that can satisfy our every need 

578
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:07,080
regardless of what we're going 
through. 

579
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,560
But we've got to do some 
specific things. 

580
00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:13,720
We have to commit to not evading
or pretending that it's not 

581
00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:18,440
happening, and we also have to 
stop setting up camp there. 

582
00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:21,240
Those are not the only two 
options. 

583
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,880
It's not just avoid it or say, I
guess I'll die here. 

584
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:30,440
Jesus is showing us another way.
We go through it with God and 

585
00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:34,280
with good community. 
Saint John of the Cross talks 

586
00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:37,840
about these seasons as a dark 
night of the soul. 

587
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:42,680
Aren't those powerful words? 
Mark Buchanan calls them winter.

588
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:46,680
And winter is not something that
we often drip into, right? 

589
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:50,240
We're often plunged. 
We don't expect it. 

590
00:35:50,240 --> 00:35:53,080
We didn't ask for it. 
It's a wintery plunge. 

591
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,560
Now, I'm about to tell you right
now, I'm a native Floridian and 

592
00:35:56,560 --> 00:36:01,320
I openly confess I have never 
experienced winter, not in the 

593
00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:03,760
natural. 
And So what I'm about to tell 

594
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:06,640
you, you've just got to trust me
that I have read about it. 

595
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:08,440
And I do know some people that 
have told me some things. 

596
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:15,040
But when you face a spiritual 
winter, I would confess to you 

597
00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:18,040
that as a leader in the church, 
I believe we have not done a 

598
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:22,720
good job of teaching believers 
how to winter because we pretend

599
00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:25,000
like we shouldn't get there. 
We should live an eternal 

600
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:26,120
summer. 
Right? 

601
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:32,320
When I faced the wintriest 
winter of my life, I was ill 

602
00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:35,120
equipped and ill prepared for 
that season. 

603
00:36:35,640 --> 00:36:39,200
I didn't know it. 
I'd been in church 30 years and 

604
00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:41,600
no one had ever taught me, and I
own that. 

605
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:44,160
So if you're here today and 
you're like, are you telling me 

606
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,680
that if I'm under heaviness it's
my fault? 

607
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,120
No, I'm telling you it's 
probably our fault for not 

608
00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:52,600
teaching you how to winter with 
Jesus. 

609
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:56,160
Because we can be present with 
Jesus in every season of our 

610
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:59,160
soul. 
And when we winter with Jesus, 

611
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,600
it changes things. 
In fact, it's the only way it 

612
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:06,280
changes things. 
We must learn how to winter and 

613
00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:08,280
that is what I'm going to close 
with today. 

614
00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:11,440
I want to share with you about 
my winter and I want to tell 

615
00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:16,600
you, I want to tell you that I 
wish I had known what I know 

616
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:20,600
today before I faced it. 
Because in winter, what we've 

617
00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:22,720
got to do, it's going to sound 
familiar. 

618
00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:25,240
It's the same things that 
establish your baseline and 

619
00:37:25,240 --> 00:37:27,880
build your resilience. 
But what's different in this 

620
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:31,880
season is that like in physical 
winter, you might need to stop 

621
00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:36,280
almost everything else and focus
on the most vital need at hand. 

622
00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:38,920
What do I mean? 
You might need to be ruthless 

623
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:43,080
about any inputs or outputs that
are not making you whole and 

624
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,200
getting you closer to being near
Jesus in your winter. 

625
00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:51,800
If you came to Illuminate Church
in 2016, you would not have 

626
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:56,040
known likely who I was. 
That might sound strange to you 

627
00:37:56,040 --> 00:38:00,480
because Tim was the lead pastor,
but in 2016, a wise counselor 

628
00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:04,520
said to me as I was leading our 
daughter, we were leading our 

629
00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:06,480
daughter through a health 
crisis. 

630
00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:08,880
Physically. 
They said you've got to pull 

631
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,760
back from anything that's not 
necessary. 

632
00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:12,440
Isn't that what you do in 
winter? 

633
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:15,880
Animals hibernate, right? 
They go and they hide and they 

634
00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:18,680
sleep because their body's got 
to do what it's got to do to 

635
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:21,040
stay alive. 
Now, I'm not telling you to 

636
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:24,320
isolate from people of God. 
I'm not telling you to isolate 

637
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:27,440
from God. 
I'm telling you run to God with 

638
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:31,160
people of God and winter and 
keep the main things, the main 

639
00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:33,960
things. 
And what are the main things? 

640
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:38,440
Worship. 
Washing yourself in worship, 

641
00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:41,600
speaking truth over yourself 
when you can't believe it, 

642
00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:45,480
asking the Lord to show you. 
Where are you at work in this 

643
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:47,800
that I cannot see? 
Where can I join you? 

644
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:51,680
It's about being in the Word 
almost exclusively. 

645
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:53,520
Nothing else. 
You might be playing worship 

646
00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:56,400
music in your house and in your 
car 24/7. 

647
00:38:56,560 --> 00:38:59,880
You might be reading nothing 
else or allowing anything else 

648
00:38:59,880 --> 00:39:03,240
into your mind gate other than 
the Word, and it might be like 

649
00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:06,640
this. 
Oh God, I don't know what you're

650
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:10,680
doing. 
I don't know where you are, but 

651
00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,760
I know that you're good and in 
you is no darkness. 

652
00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:17,000
There is light in you and no 
darkness at all. 

653
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:20,080
So if I'm experiencing darkness,
I need to see you. 

654
00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:24,240
I need to know where you are. 
It's wrestling with the Lord. 

655
00:39:24,240 --> 00:39:30,000
And in Psalms 126 five it is 
said this way, and I believe 

656
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:32,280
this is one of the best 
explanations for winter. 

657
00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:39,240
It says those that plant in 
tears will harvest with shouts 

658
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:42,440
of joy. 
They weep as they go to plant 

659
00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:45,760
their seed, but they sing as 
they return with the harvest. 

660
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:49,520
Because the truth of winter is 
that it ends, but we don't get 

661
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:53,040
to control when it ends. 
Winter will end. 

662
00:39:53,040 --> 00:39:56,240
The spring will come. 
The blossoms will rebloom. 

663
00:39:56,240 --> 00:39:59,440
There will be new life. 
The pruning will make way for 

664
00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,400
new life. 
But we don't get to control when

665
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:06,440
winter ends. 
And so until it does, we plant. 

666
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,960
We plant like this. 
Oh, God. 

667
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,360
I don't know what you're doing 
with Audrey. 

668
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:15,640
I don't know. 
Are you going to take her from 

669
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:18,960
me? 
Literally on my face. 

670
00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:20,920
God, are you going to take her 
from me? 

671
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:26,400
What are you doing? 
Open my eyes that I may see. 

672
00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:29,440
You see. 
She came home from school sick 

673
00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:31,720
one day. 
She was about 8 or 9 years old. 

674
00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,320
She came home early and that 
sickness did not go away. 

675
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:37,720
It's shake. 
It's shapeshifted. 

676
00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:40,680
It changed. 
And over a course of 3 1/2 years

677
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:45,600
we spent day after day, night 
after night, crying out and 

678
00:40:45,600 --> 00:40:49,520
searching for a Doctor Who could
help, someone who could answer. 

679
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:51,640
Crying out to God. 
Would you heal her? 

680
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:57,200
She was 45 lbs at 845 lbs at 945
lbs at 10. 

681
00:40:57,440 --> 00:41:00,000
And while we knew it was 
digestive and something was 

682
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:02,040
going on, no one could answer 
it. 

683
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:07,480
And at my breaking point of me 
saying, I guess I can't fix this

684
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:12,840
on my knees with the Lord, I 
said, are you going to take her 

685
00:41:12,840 --> 00:41:15,080
from us? 
Is this what's going to happen? 

686
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:21,360
And he said, Christine, I love 
you and you're going to wait in 

687
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:22,840
this winter. 
He didn't say winter. 

688
00:41:22,840 --> 00:41:27,560
He said you're going to wait. 
You can wait with me or you can 

689
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,000
wait without me. 
You choose. 

690
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,760
And on that day I learned what I
wish someone would have taught 

691
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:35,960
me, like the Lord is teaching 
you now. 

692
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:41,920
That winter with God in His 
presence is the only way that we

693
00:41:41,920 --> 00:41:43,960
don't get crushed. 
It's the only way that the 

694
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:47,720
Spirit of heaviness doesn't come
and sit on us and take us over. 

695
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:51,640
Because the Holy Spirit gave me 
counsel that day. 

696
00:41:51,640 --> 00:41:54,600
As soon as I said your way, 
Lord, I'll wait with you. 

697
00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:56,800
Whatever you say, I'll wait with
you. 

698
00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:00,840
I heard something I had not 
heard any other time in this 

699
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:03,840
journey. 
And the Lord said I will feed 

700
00:42:03,840 --> 00:42:08,560
her when it makes no sense and 
she is an oak of righteousness 

701
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:13,320
on display for all the world to 
see my splendor. 

702
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:16,320
And I said, Lord, I don't know 
what that means. 

703
00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:19,720
He said that's OK. 
What I want you to do is every 

704
00:42:19,720 --> 00:42:23,120
time you get scared, every time 
you get sad, every time you feel

705
00:42:23,120 --> 00:42:26,040
like you want to control this 
and wrestle it, I want you to 

706
00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:29,160
say to yourself, and I want you 
to get everyone around you to 

707
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:32,760
say, oh, no, no, she's an oak of
righteousness. 

708
00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:36,520
I know what you see in the 
natural She's an oak of 

709
00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:41,360
righteousness on display, a work
of splendor for all of the world

710
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:44,920
to see the Lord's glory. 
And as we came through those 3 

711
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:48,360
1/2 years and the people around 
us joined us in prayer and got 

712
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:52,560
close, and I shunted everything 
else away and spent time 

713
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:57,920
literally like this. 
God, I know what you said. 

714
00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:01,040
I know that it's true, and I 
don't. 

715
00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:09,360
I don't know what to do with 
what I see, but I believe if 

716
00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:13,840
you're going to feed her when it
makes no sense, and I believe 

717
00:43:13,840 --> 00:43:17,880
that she's an oak of 
righteousness on display, full, 

718
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:24,000
alive and healthy. 
And so I rise and I say, OK, I'm

719
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:27,280
going to declare that again and 
again and again. 

720
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:30,440
And the healing did not come 
overnight. 

721
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:34,120
It came in waves. 
There were stretches of good 

722
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:38,160
days and lots of bad months 
until the stretches were lots of

723
00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:41,320
good months and short bad days. 
Until today. 

724
00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:44,960
She's 19 years old and she's 
100% physically healed. 

725
00:43:45,240 --> 00:43:59,240
Yes. 
There were gifts of this winter 

726
00:43:59,240 --> 00:44:02,720
season that I could not have 
gotten any other way and I would

727
00:44:02,720 --> 00:44:06,560
not give them back. 
Dependency on God, awareness of 

728
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:10,280
how to abide with Him in the 
darkest and most painful places,

729
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:14,440
ability to hear His voice and to
stand in faith and declare what 

730
00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:17,800
I see in the Spirit over what I 
see in the natural. 

731
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:23,200
I would never give those back, 
but I would never have asked to 

732
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:28,520
get them that way. 
Not for her, not for me, not for

733
00:44:28,520 --> 00:44:32,160
her brother older or younger, 
not for my husband, not for our 

734
00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:35,600
family. 
But you see, the only way to 

735
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:39,080
winter is to shut everything 
else out. 

736
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,480
Get so close to the Lord. 
Stay in a posture of worship on 

737
00:44:43,480 --> 00:44:46,920
your face, on your knees, 
listening for the truth and 

738
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:52,520
declaring it until until the 
blooms breakthrough and the 

739
00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:55,000
spring comes and new life is 
born. 

740
00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:58,320
The only way to winter is with 
God. 

741
00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:03,800
That word that the Lord gave me.
She's an oak of righteousness. 

742
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:07,240
I had no idea that it was 
somewhere in Scripture and when 

743
00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:10,200
I found it and read it, I want 
to tell you as we close our 

744
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:13,760
service today that this is what 
God is offering us in the area 

745
00:45:13,760 --> 00:45:17,720
of mental health, spiritual, 
physical, emotional, wholeness 

746
00:45:17,720 --> 00:45:22,440
and healing is this passage. 
And it includes those words that

747
00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:25,960
were Audrey's. 
God longs to provide for those 

748
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:30,640
who grieve in Zion, to bestow on
them a crown of beauty instead 

749
00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:36,080
of ashes, the oil of joy instead
of mourning, and a garment of 

750
00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:39,560
praise instead of a spirit of 
despair. 

751
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:43,960
And they will be called oaks of 
righteousness, a planting of the

752
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:47,840
Lord for the display of his 
splendor. 

753
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:56,360
And so God today, Yes, thank 
you, Lord, God today is standing

754
00:45:56,360 --> 00:46:00,320
before you, each one of you. 
It's now about you and God, and 

755
00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:02,240
you've met with him and you've 
heard the truth and he's 

756
00:46:02,240 --> 00:46:05,640
offering you a couple ways to 
respond. 

757
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:10,520
The first way is to say I've 
never received Jesus as my 

758
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:12,920
Savior. 
I didn't know that what I would 

759
00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:16,240
get is a constant abiding 
filling of the Spirit and a 

760
00:46:16,240 --> 00:46:18,680
companion to do all my days of 
life with. 

761
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:20,960
I didn't know what Jesus did for
me. 

762
00:46:21,720 --> 00:46:24,920
We talked about it in communion,
but I'll offer it again here. 

763
00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:30,640
Now, there's a gap between you 
and God, and God desires so holy

764
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:34,040
and so completely to be in a 
love relationship with you that 

765
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:38,440
He sent his Son Jesus to die on 
a cross, to rise to bear your 

766
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:41,920
sin, and to bring you victory 
over death and life. 

767
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:46,680
He's calling you to follow Him, 
and that's called being a 

768
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:48,560
disciple. 
And today, if you want to 

769
00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:52,560
receive Jesus as your Savior and
walk with Him all your days and 

770
00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:55,480
into eternity, He's offering 
that to you today. 

771
00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:58,640
The way we do that here is we do
it corporately together. 

772
00:46:58,640 --> 00:47:01,480
Everyone's going to say a prayer
so that you know what the body 

773
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:04,880
of Christ feels like around you 
when you choose to follow Jesus,

774
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,720
but you'll be saying it. 
If this is your first time, 

775
00:47:07,720 --> 00:47:11,160
you'll be saying it, confessing 
with your mouth, believing in 

776
00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,160
your heart, and you will be 
saved. 

777
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:15,800
So would everyone join with me 
in prayer. 

778
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:19,520
And if you're making that 
decision, declare it to the 

779
00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:22,320
Lord. 
Everyone repeat after me. 

780
00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:31,480
Holy Father, we see the links 
you went to, to rescue us, to 

781
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:39,760
spend eternity with us, to abide
with us today, and every other 

782
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:48,440
way that we have sought to be 
made right with you is now dead 

783
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:53,080
to me. 
I change my mind and I say, 

784
00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:59,320
Jesus, you are Lord, you are my 
Savior and I receive your free 

785
00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:04,000
gift, eternal life that begins 
now. 

786
00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:07,920
In Jesus name. 
We say thank you for all of 

787
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:10,200
those being saved. 
And if that's you today making 

788
00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:13,640
this decision for the first 
time, knowing that abundant joy 

789
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,560
and love and peace is what he 
has for you. 

790
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:20,120
If you're declaring I received 
Jesus today, would you boldly 

791
00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:24,000
raise your hand and allow one of
our ushers to bring you a card, 

792
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:25,760
a gift that we want to connect 
with you? 

793
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:27,520
Raise your hand in the air nice 
and high. 

794
00:48:27,720 --> 00:48:31,440
If you're declaring Jesus as 
Savior and Lord, Amen for the 

795
00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:33,640
first time, keep it up. 
Go ahead and keep it up. 

796
00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:42,320
Anyone else? 
Keep your hand up nice and high 

797
00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:45,080
until one of our ushers gets to 
you and brings you that card. 

798
00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,120
If you're declaring Jesus as 
Savior for the first time today,

799
00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:53,760
we rejoice with you. 
And the last thing I want to 

800
00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:57,960
offer to you today before we 
close is that in the authority 

801
00:48:57,960 --> 00:49:01,200
that Jesus is giving you as a 
disciple, you have an indwelling

802
00:49:01,200 --> 00:49:04,040
power and filling of the Holy 
Spirit, and you have the 

803
00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:07,800
authority to tell the spirit of 
heaviness to go. 

804
00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:10,960
Did you hear that in the 
Scripture that you would have a 

805
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:14,200
garment of praise instead of a 
spirit of despair? 

806
00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:17,200
The spirit of despair is a bad 
counselor. 

807
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:20,120
The spirit of heaviness is a bad
counselor. 

808
00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:25,000
We have one spirit to counsel us
rightly and truly, and that's 

809
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:28,200
the Holy Spirit. 
And maybe nobody ever taught you

810
00:49:28,200 --> 00:49:32,680
before today that when we open 
up the door and we say, I guess 

811
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:35,240
I'll just die here, this must be
my life. 

812
00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:38,560
We're inviting the spirit of 
heaviness and depression to live

813
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,120
with us. 
And if today you would say, I 

814
00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:43,840
think I've done this and I don't
want this anymore, then I'm 

815
00:49:43,840 --> 00:49:45,520
going to ask you to stand 
boldly. 

816
00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:48,840
Stand right where you are at 
your seat and say I want to 

817
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:52,800
break up with the counsel of 
heaviness and depression, self 

818
00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:58,000
pity, despair, anything that you
believe is counseling you and 

819
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:01,240
sitting on you like a heaviness.
Thank you for being bold. 

820
00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:06,960
Thank you for being bold. 
I encourage you stand and you're

821
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:09,680
standing. 
You're saying I want what Jesus 

822
00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:12,720
is offering me, what Jesus did 
for me on the cross. 

823
00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:16,280
I want abundant life and I want 
to break up with a spirit of 

824
00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:18,960
heaviness and despair. 
Continue to stand. 

825
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:20,920
There's boldness in your 
declaration. 

826
00:50:21,720 --> 00:50:24,360
Anyone else? 
We're going to pray together 

827
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:26,760
again. 
And I ask everyone to repeat, 

828
00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:30,600
and if you are standing, you are
declaring in victory and power. 

829
00:50:30,600 --> 00:50:34,960
This will be yours today. 
Everyone repeat after me, Jesus.

830
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:40,160
Your death gives me life, Your 
spirit gives me power. 

831
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:50,160
And I repent for listening to 
the counsel of any spirit other 

832
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,960
than yours. 
And we're going to name them 

833
00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:57,640
ready. 
Depression, heaviness, self 

834
00:50:57,640 --> 00:51:05,880
pity, despair, fear, all of you 
must go by the blood of Jesus. 

835
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:13,280
This house is full of the Holy 
Spirit and so no other spirit 

836
00:51:14,240 --> 00:51:17,800
gets to stay. 
And in the name of Jesus, we 

837
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,480
seal these decisions. 
By your Holy Spirit and your 

838
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:24,800
power, we kick out any spirit 
other than yours. 

839
00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:26,560
Holy Spirit, come and have your 
way. 

840
00:51:26,720 --> 00:51:30,400
Would everyone stand as we 
rejoice in what God is doing in 

841
00:51:30,400 --> 00:51:33,720
our midst today? 
Thank you, Lord. 

842
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:37,600
Thanks for joining us today. 
We hope God is speaking to your 

843
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:40,160
heart through this message. 
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844
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:47,400
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845
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