1
00:00:01,400 --> 00:00:05,120
Hello, Illuminate Church. 
How's everybody doing out there?

2
00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:10,600
I mean, it's an exciting time to
be a part of Illuminate Church. 

3
00:00:10,600 --> 00:00:12,840
How many of you agree? 
Amen. 

4
00:00:12,840 --> 00:00:15,520
I mean, it's this is in a 
historical time. 

5
00:00:15,520 --> 00:00:17,240
This is something that God is 
doing. 

6
00:00:17,240 --> 00:00:19,360
Amazing. 
How many of you remember when 

7
00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:21,960
Israel came out of Egypt and 
they were going into the 

8
00:00:21,960 --> 00:00:23,640
Promised land? 
That was an exciting time. 

9
00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:25,120
We're still talking about it 
today. 

10
00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:27,240
Well, I just believe that people
in the future going to be 

11
00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:29,640
talking about this time and 
Illuminate Church. 

12
00:00:29,990 --> 00:00:32,229
They're to say, do you remember 
when we were in the high school 

13
00:00:32,390 --> 00:00:34,830
and we moved from the high 
school to our new building? 

14
00:00:35,110 --> 00:00:37,230
I'm going to even know that 
those conversations are going to

15
00:00:37,230 --> 00:00:38,390
take place. 
Amen. 

16
00:00:39,750 --> 00:00:41,510
It's awesome to be here with 
you. 

17
00:00:41,510 --> 00:00:45,270
I just want to give a shout out 
first and foremost it, you know,

18
00:00:45,630 --> 00:00:48,910
and Pastor Tim and Christina, 
they're just awesome. 

19
00:00:48,910 --> 00:00:52,790
And I just, I really love 
friends like this and when we 

20
00:00:52,790 --> 00:00:54,310
met in Israel. 
But it felt like I've been 

21
00:00:54,310 --> 00:00:57,580
knowing them for years just 
because of the joy and the 

22
00:00:57,580 --> 00:00:58,940
laughter. 
And how many of you know that 

23
00:00:59,140 --> 00:01:00,980
Pastor Tim needs a sense of 
humor? 

24
00:01:03,540 --> 00:01:04,700
He doesn't need a sense of 
humor. 

25
00:01:04,700 --> 00:01:08,380
He has a great sense of humor. 
And sometimes you think, is he 

26
00:01:08,380 --> 00:01:11,900
serious or is he joking? 
But it's just great to have 

27
00:01:11,900 --> 00:01:14,740
great, great friends. 
I tell you it's somebody that I 

28
00:01:14,740 --> 00:01:18,500
can be around and really enjoy 
myself and just be myself. 

29
00:01:18,500 --> 00:01:20,540
Amen. 
So it's good to be around people

30
00:01:20,540 --> 00:01:23,500
that you can be who you are. 
So I just want to thank you. 

31
00:01:23,500 --> 00:01:26,860
Thank you for inviting us today.
Thank you for for all that 

32
00:01:26,860 --> 00:01:28,220
you're doing. 
You, Christine, you're you're 

33
00:01:28,220 --> 00:01:31,020
awesome and and it's a privilege
and an honor to be here. 

34
00:01:31,340 --> 00:01:33,540
I do want to introduce my wife, 
Carmen. 

35
00:01:33,540 --> 00:01:38,140
We've been together for 29 years
going on 30 years we that was 

36
00:01:38,220 --> 00:01:43,340
when we met and we have a son 
that's 29 years old, but we 

37
00:01:43,340 --> 00:01:47,620
didn't get married until 97. 
So we just celebrated our 26th 

38
00:01:47,620 --> 00:01:51,100
year anniversary And so could 
you please stand? 

39
00:01:51,100 --> 00:01:52,900
I just would like for people to 
see you. 

40
00:01:52,900 --> 00:01:55,220
It's. 
And this is my daughter, 

41
00:01:55,220 --> 00:01:56,660
Valerie. 
Go ahead and stand up, Valerie. 

42
00:01:56,740 --> 00:01:59,860
If I'm up here, you guys are 
going to be the oldest too. 

43
00:02:00,660 --> 00:02:03,740
So you can be seen this. 
So we got four children. 

44
00:02:03,740 --> 00:02:07,900
We got three older boys and my 
son, he's ministering for me at 

45
00:02:07,900 --> 00:02:10,580
our church. 
We have a 29 year old, a 26 year

46
00:02:10,580 --> 00:02:15,860
old and a 22 year old and we're 
just very, very grateful. 

47
00:02:15,860 --> 00:02:17,180
Amen. 
And I do want to give a shout 

48
00:02:17,180 --> 00:02:19,780
out to the media team. 
We've been watching you guys 

49
00:02:19,780 --> 00:02:22,620
online, we've subscribed to your
YouTube page and you guys are 

50
00:02:22,620 --> 00:02:24,580
doing a phenomenal job. 
Can you give it up for your 

51
00:02:24,580 --> 00:02:26,750
media team? 
I know a lot of times they're 

52
00:02:26,750 --> 00:02:30,430
behind the scenes and we don't 
see them, but I just want you to

53
00:02:30,430 --> 00:02:34,150
know that Illuminate Church has 
an online church and there are 

54
00:02:34,150 --> 00:02:36,110
people all over the world that 
are watching you. 

55
00:02:36,110 --> 00:02:38,030
Amen. 
They're watching your worship 

56
00:02:38,030 --> 00:02:41,350
team, they're watching people. 
So you're ministering already to

57
00:02:41,350 --> 00:02:44,270
the nations in and you may not, 
you may not know that, but I 

58
00:02:44,270 --> 00:02:46,950
just want to give props to all 
of you guys because y'all are 

59
00:02:46,950 --> 00:02:50,510
doing a phenomenal job here in 
Orlando, FL. 

60
00:02:50,790 --> 00:02:53,270
It's great to be in the great 
state of Florida. 

61
00:02:53,910 --> 00:02:56,230
State of Florida is leading the 
way in a lot of of things that 

62
00:02:56,230 --> 00:02:58,910
are happening in our nation. 
So I'm just we're grateful to be

63
00:02:58,910 --> 00:03:01,510
here. 
We love we love Florida and we I

64
00:03:01,510 --> 00:03:05,070
don't know when the future we we
may have to buy some real estate

65
00:03:05,070 --> 00:03:09,270
here. 
But anyways God is good and I I 

66
00:03:09,270 --> 00:03:12,510
want to I want to continue on 
the series on the antidote. 

67
00:03:12,510 --> 00:03:14,390
How many of you been joining the
series. 

68
00:03:15,430 --> 00:03:21,270
OK, so this is the big question.
How many of you have it? 

69
00:03:21,430 --> 00:03:23,430
Has it made changes in your 
life? 

70
00:03:24,660 --> 00:03:28,020
OK, there's less hands. 
So we got to start using the 

71
00:03:28,060 --> 00:03:33,020
antidote that God has given us. 
And you know, I was, I was 

72
00:03:33,020 --> 00:03:36,700
praying about coming here and 
just really what the Lord would 

73
00:03:36,700 --> 00:03:40,860
put on my heart because I'm, I'm
ministering on the verse, I 

74
00:03:40,860 --> 00:03:45,300
believe 14 where it says bless 
those who persecute you, you 

75
00:03:45,300 --> 00:03:47,180
know, mourn with those and 
mourn, weep with those who weep 

76
00:03:47,220 --> 00:03:50,420
and, you know, associate with 
the lowly and and, you know, and

77
00:03:50,420 --> 00:03:53,700
things like that. 
And I was just praying about 

78
00:03:54,430 --> 00:03:56,070
what the Lord would have me 
bring to you today. 

79
00:03:56,070 --> 00:04:02,870
And and it was really how to be 
a blessing, how to be a 

80
00:04:02,870 --> 00:04:05,790
blessing. 
If you're going to bless those 

81
00:04:05,790 --> 00:04:08,670
that have hurt us and persecute 
us, then we have to learn how to

82
00:04:08,670 --> 00:04:11,390
be that. 
Because as the church, we're 

83
00:04:11,390 --> 00:04:13,710
supposed to be illuminating. 
Amen. 

84
00:04:14,510 --> 00:04:17,350
Jesus says you're the light of 
the world, right? 

85
00:04:17,620 --> 00:04:20,420
You're the salt of the earth. 
We're a city that is set on a 

86
00:04:20,420 --> 00:04:22,060
hill. 
So everybody sees us. 

87
00:04:22,060 --> 00:04:25,060
And when they come, they come 
hurt and then they come broken 

88
00:04:25,060 --> 00:04:29,260
and and you know, I, I really 
want to give you a little bit of

89
00:04:29,460 --> 00:04:31,420
of who we are and where I came 
from. 

90
00:04:31,420 --> 00:04:34,620
I didn't grow up in church. 
I didn't. 

91
00:04:34,700 --> 00:04:36,420
I didn't know. 
I didn't know the Lord. 

92
00:04:36,420 --> 00:04:38,540
I didn't know Jesus. 
And you know, we were young. 

93
00:04:38,540 --> 00:04:41,140
And me and my wife met. 
She was 15. 

94
00:04:41,660 --> 00:04:44,380
I was 16. 
You know, we had our first 

95
00:04:44,380 --> 00:04:47,300
child. 
She had her first child at 16, 

96
00:04:47,830 --> 00:04:50,110
and we just didn't, we didn't 
know the law. 

97
00:04:50,110 --> 00:04:54,230
We were kids having kids. 
But I didn't, you know, both of 

98
00:04:54,230 --> 00:04:57,950
my parents, they had a struggle 
with drugs. 

99
00:04:57,950 --> 00:05:01,110
So you know, they were both 
hooked on heroin when I was 

100
00:05:01,110 --> 00:05:03,750
growing up. 
And so there was a lot of moving

101
00:05:03,750 --> 00:05:05,430
in my life. 
We moved from place to place to 

102
00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:08,990
place and all I wanted ever as a
child was stability, you know. 

103
00:05:08,990 --> 00:05:11,670
And so there was a lot of things
that happened in my childhood 

104
00:05:11,670 --> 00:05:15,900
and in my wife's childhood that 
really, if by the world 

105
00:05:15,900 --> 00:05:19,100
standards, we shouldn't even be 
doing what we're doing today. 

106
00:05:19,420 --> 00:05:23,020
But by the grace of God, we are 
where we are and we, you know, 

107
00:05:23,020 --> 00:05:27,460
we are who God made us to be. 
So I'm just I'm up here today to

108
00:05:27,460 --> 00:05:31,780
tell you that it it doesn't 
matter what is happening and how

109
00:05:31,780 --> 00:05:35,260
you started because with the 
enemy meant for evil. 

110
00:05:36,380 --> 00:05:38,340
Come on, somebody can it. 
I'm, I'm going to preach a 

111
00:05:38,340 --> 00:05:39,580
little bit. 
I'm going to teach a little bit 

112
00:05:39,580 --> 00:05:43,480
with the enemy meant for evil. 
God will turn it around and use 

113
00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:45,960
it for good. 
How many of you can testify to 

114
00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:50,920
that already And so you know I'm
just Long story short I'm not 

115
00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:53,400
going to give you the whole, I'm
going to give you the the short 

116
00:05:53,400 --> 00:05:56,160
version. 
But at the age of at the age of 

117
00:05:56,160 --> 00:06:00,000
17 I was I I got incarcerated 
for attempted murder. 

118
00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:03,360
I used grew up in in gangs and 
doing things like that. 

119
00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:08,200
So at the age of 17, I was 
incarcerated and my wife was 

120
00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:11,030
pregnant. 
We were basically a a statistic,

121
00:06:11,150 --> 00:06:14,710
you know, she getting pregnant, 
me going to prison and then her 

122
00:06:14,710 --> 00:06:16,830
having the baby at a young age, 
single mom. 

123
00:06:17,310 --> 00:06:22,510
But in all of that, I know that 
God had a purpose because it was

124
00:06:22,510 --> 00:06:27,590
there that I got saved. 
I got, I got led to the Lord by 

125
00:06:27,590 --> 00:06:29,710
my celly. 
If you don't know what a celly 

126
00:06:29,710 --> 00:06:32,510
is, a celly is the person that 
bunks under you or on top of 

127
00:06:32,510 --> 00:06:35,110
you. 
But he's he, he had 99 years. 

128
00:06:35,110 --> 00:06:39,380
He led me to the Lord. 
He led me to the Lord in in 

129
00:06:39,380 --> 00:06:44,140
September of 1993. 
So I'm at the age of 17. 

130
00:06:44,460 --> 00:06:48,140
I weighed 117 pounds. 
And I was 17 years old and I was

131
00:06:48,140 --> 00:06:52,700
in the Harris County Jail and it
was there that I met Jesus. 

132
00:06:53,260 --> 00:06:55,820
It was there that I met Jesus. 
It was there that. 

133
00:06:56,060 --> 00:06:58,980
See, let me just tell you that 
it doesn't matter where you go, 

134
00:06:59,140 --> 00:07:02,260
how dark the place is. 
God will go with you. 

135
00:07:03,150 --> 00:07:04,950
I said God will go with you 
wherever you go. 

136
00:07:04,950 --> 00:07:07,270
It doesn't matter how dark. 
It doesn't mean, look, if you 

137
00:07:07,270 --> 00:07:10,070
have a protocol that has left 
and you're like, oh Lord, I 

138
00:07:10,070 --> 00:07:13,150
don't know what Jesus is going 
with them wherever they go. 

139
00:07:13,590 --> 00:07:16,710
And he's not going to stop until
they come back, train up a child

140
00:07:16,710 --> 00:07:18,870
on the way that they should go. 
And when they are older, they 

141
00:07:18,870 --> 00:07:21,550
will not depart from it. 
I had my middle son and he was a

142
00:07:21,590 --> 00:07:23,470
protocol. 
He went out, but thank God he 

143
00:07:23,470 --> 00:07:24,750
came back in. 
Amen. 

144
00:07:25,110 --> 00:07:28,950
So I mean, you know it's it's 
one of those things that you 

145
00:07:28,950 --> 00:07:31,550
know people like that. 
And I was telling Pastor Tim 

146
00:07:31,550 --> 00:07:36,150
that yesterday we met with a 
couple there were that we met at

147
00:07:36,350 --> 00:07:39,750
at Lakewood Church and and they 
were a big part of our 

148
00:07:39,750 --> 00:07:41,910
testimony. 
They they were mentors for us. 

149
00:07:41,910 --> 00:07:49,990
And you know I went to Lakewood 
in 98 when me and my wife when I

150
00:07:49,990 --> 00:07:52,390
came out, we, you know, I try to
do the right thing. 

151
00:07:52,750 --> 00:07:56,070
I came out in 97, I mean, I'm 
sorry, 95. 

152
00:07:56,190 --> 00:07:58,550
And then in 1998, my mother had 
an overdose. 

153
00:07:59,430 --> 00:08:02,390
And I remember we went to the 
government hospital that was 

154
00:08:02,510 --> 00:08:04,710
nearby. 
And I remember the ambulance 

155
00:08:04,710 --> 00:08:07,870
took her in and we were all 
there and and we were waiting 

156
00:08:07,870 --> 00:08:09,550
and we were crying and we were 
worried. 

157
00:08:09,550 --> 00:08:11,950
And I remember my father telling
me, look, I know where to go. 

158
00:08:12,630 --> 00:08:14,870
Let's there's a church down the 
street and we went to Lakewood 

159
00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:18,510
Church in the old building. 
And I remember that day I had 

160
00:08:18,870 --> 00:08:20,870
flip flops on. 
I had my shorts on. 

161
00:08:20,870 --> 00:08:22,350
I was acting like I was in 
Florida. 

162
00:08:22,350 --> 00:08:25,940
I had a muscle shirt on and I 
have like, you know, you know, I

163
00:08:25,940 --> 00:08:29,060
have tattoos and stuff because 
you know my the way I grew up. 

164
00:08:29,060 --> 00:08:32,620
And I remember it was a 
Wednesday night, we went to 

165
00:08:32,620 --> 00:08:35,700
Lakewood Church and it was 
during their service. 

166
00:08:36,140 --> 00:08:38,380
And I remember we were too 
embarrassed to say that my 

167
00:08:38,380 --> 00:08:40,620
mother had an overdose. 
So we just told the lady at the 

168
00:08:40,620 --> 00:08:44,780
information booth that she had a
seizure and we needed prayer. 

169
00:08:45,500 --> 00:08:48,580
And when we went in there, she 
took us right to the front. 

170
00:08:49,060 --> 00:08:51,580
And that's when Pastor John 
Osteen Do y'all do some of y'all

171
00:08:51,580 --> 00:08:53,460
know who Pastor John Osteen was 
before Joe? 

172
00:08:53,820 --> 00:08:55,020
Pastor John and Miss Dodi 
Osteen. 

173
00:08:55,020 --> 00:08:57,500
They were right in the front. 
But I remember when I went into 

174
00:08:57,500 --> 00:09:00,540
that church, the love of God hit
me. 

175
00:09:01,620 --> 00:09:04,740
It hit me in a way that I never 
felt before, ever in my life. 

176
00:09:05,700 --> 00:09:06,940
And they took us right to the 
front. 

177
00:09:06,980 --> 00:09:09,500
And I remember this little old 
lady was such love and 

178
00:09:09,500 --> 00:09:12,340
compassion. 
She just embraced us and loved 

179
00:09:12,340 --> 00:09:14,020
us. 
And I wept like I never wept 

180
00:09:14,020 --> 00:09:16,820
before. 
And it did something to me. 

181
00:09:17,260 --> 00:09:20,180
And there was something on the 
inside of me that says you need 

182
00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:23,940
to have your family here every 
week from that day forward. 

183
00:09:24,060 --> 00:09:28,660
My family was in church every 
single week. 

184
00:09:29,020 --> 00:09:32,340
I'm talking to you today about 
being a blessing. 

185
00:09:32,820 --> 00:09:35,660
And there are so many people in 
my life that have been a 

186
00:09:35,660 --> 00:09:38,580
blessing to me because I didn't 
get here on my own. 

187
00:09:39,540 --> 00:09:41,100
I said I didn't get here on my 
own. 

188
00:09:41,660 --> 00:09:46,180
And wherever God has led you, 
wherever He is, He showed you 

189
00:09:46,180 --> 00:09:48,060
what you're going to do. 
There's going to be people along

190
00:09:48,060 --> 00:09:52,890
the way that that God put there 
strategically to speak into your

191
00:09:52,890 --> 00:09:56,130
life, to pour into your life to 
love you back to health. 

192
00:09:56,930 --> 00:09:58,170
Because I'm going to tell you 
something. 

193
00:09:58,170 --> 00:09:59,890
I needed a lot of love in my 
life. 

194
00:10:00,290 --> 00:10:03,530
I mean, we we we were broken. 
We were broken. 

195
00:10:03,530 --> 00:10:07,090
There was a, you know that's 
there's a lot of different parts

196
00:10:07,090 --> 00:10:09,050
of our our life. 
But that's what I I want to I 

197
00:10:09,050 --> 00:10:12,090
want to bring to you today. 
I want to, I want to bring to 

198
00:10:12,090 --> 00:10:14,650
you how to be a blessing. 
You know, because when we're 

199
00:10:15,210 --> 00:10:18,420
when people are persecuting us 
or when they're hurting us, it 

200
00:10:18,420 --> 00:10:21,620
doesn't help for us to become a 
part of the problem. 

201
00:10:22,740 --> 00:10:25,260
Amen. 
We got to be a part of the 

202
00:10:25,260 --> 00:10:29,020
solution. 
We have to be able to bless 

203
00:10:29,180 --> 00:10:32,460
instead of curse. 
We have to be able to heal 

204
00:10:32,660 --> 00:10:35,700
instead of causing more pain. 
How many of you agree today? 

205
00:10:36,180 --> 00:10:37,780
Come on. 
Eliminate church in the house 

206
00:10:37,780 --> 00:10:39,580
this morning. 
Amen. 

207
00:10:39,820 --> 00:10:44,020
So I, I, I want to, I want to 
read this to you. 

208
00:10:44,020 --> 00:10:47,400
But I'm going to go ahead. 
I'm going to read this. 

209
00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:48,960
I'm going to, I want to read 
this. 

210
00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:51,880
I want to go back to Romans 12, 
but I want to read it to you in 

211
00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:55,080
the message translation. 
And I'm going to start at verse 

212
00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:57,720
9 and I just want to lay this 
out. 

213
00:10:57,920 --> 00:11:02,080
So Romans chapter 12, verses 9 
through 21, it says I love this 

214
00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:05,000
and it just it's a message and 
it's ministers to me and I just,

215
00:11:05,080 --> 00:11:07,560
I want to I didn't have this 
apart, but I said I need to, I 

216
00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:10,400
need to speak this. 
But it says love from the center

217
00:11:10,680 --> 00:11:12,960
of who you are. 
Don't fake it. 

218
00:11:13,490 --> 00:11:15,690
How many of you heard people say
fake it till you make it? 

219
00:11:16,610 --> 00:11:17,970
Well, the worst tells us don't 
fake it. 

220
00:11:18,410 --> 00:11:19,850
Love from the center of who you 
are. 

221
00:11:20,050 --> 00:11:22,610
You see, Because when we learn 
to love, we don't have to fake 

222
00:11:22,610 --> 00:11:24,570
it. 
We can be genuine. 

223
00:11:24,770 --> 00:11:26,570
We can be real. 
We don't have to smile. 

224
00:11:26,570 --> 00:11:27,850
Hey, brother. 
God bless you. 

225
00:11:27,850 --> 00:11:29,290
How you doing, sister? 
Hallelujah. 

226
00:11:29,290 --> 00:11:32,290
We don't have to do all that. 
It could be from the heart. 

227
00:11:32,810 --> 00:11:35,010
Amen. 
We can do that from the heart. 

228
00:11:35,130 --> 00:11:36,890
So it says love from the center 
of who you are. 

229
00:11:37,250 --> 00:11:39,490
Don't fake it. 
Run for dear life from evil. 

230
00:11:39,490 --> 00:11:44,600
Hold on for dear life to good. 
Be good friends who love deeply.

231
00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:47,760
Practice playing second fiddle. 
Don't burn out. 

232
00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:49,680
Keep yourselves feud in the 
flame. 

233
00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:53,320
Be alert servants of the master.
Cheerfully expected. 

234
00:11:53,560 --> 00:11:56,520
Don't quit in hard times. 
Hey, hey, come on, somebody. 

235
00:11:57,440 --> 00:11:59,480
Don't quit in the hard times. 
Some people are probably 

236
00:11:59,600 --> 00:12:00,920
thinking about throwing in the 
towel. 

237
00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:02,080
I don't know about this church 
stuff. 

238
00:12:02,080 --> 00:12:03,200
I don't know. 
I've been serving the Lord. 

239
00:12:03,400 --> 00:12:05,240
It says don't quit in hard 
times. 

240
00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:08,160
Play all the harder. 
Pray all the harder. 

241
00:12:08,760 --> 00:12:11,100
Help needy Christians. 
We all got them. 

242
00:12:11,820 --> 00:12:14,780
Be inventive in hospitality. 
Here we go. 

243
00:12:14,780 --> 00:12:17,540
Bless your enemies. 
No cursing under your breath. 

244
00:12:17,940 --> 00:12:20,420
Laugh with your happy friends. 
That's Tim. 

245
00:12:20,780 --> 00:12:24,580
He's my happy friend. 
Laugh with your happy friends. 

246
00:12:24,580 --> 00:12:26,340
When they're happy. 
Share tears. 

247
00:12:26,340 --> 00:12:28,140
When they're down, get along 
with each other. 

248
00:12:28,140 --> 00:12:29,940
Don't be stuck up. 
Come on. 

249
00:12:29,940 --> 00:12:31,660
How many? 
There's There's too many 

250
00:12:31,660 --> 00:12:33,100
Christians there. 
They're stuck up. 

251
00:12:33,620 --> 00:12:35,260
We don't need to be stuck up, 
Christians. 

252
00:12:35,780 --> 00:12:37,020
We need to. 
Here we go. 

253
00:12:37,020 --> 00:12:40,670
We need to make friends with the
nobodies and don't be the great 

254
00:12:41,030 --> 00:12:49,070
somebody, don't hit back, 
discover beauty and everyone, he

255
00:12:49,070 --> 00:12:51,350
says. 
If if you've got it in you, I 

256
00:12:51,350 --> 00:12:53,110
love this. 
If you've got it in you, get 

257
00:12:53,110 --> 00:12:55,550
along with everybody. 
Now they're going to be some 

258
00:12:55,550 --> 00:12:57,550
people you're not going to be 
able to please or going to be 

259
00:12:57,550 --> 00:13:00,270
able to make happy. 
But if you got it in you, you 

260
00:13:00,270 --> 00:13:02,110
get along. 
Amen. 

261
00:13:02,710 --> 00:13:05,710
The great thing about it, when 
some when we're hurt we can work

262
00:13:05,710 --> 00:13:07,070
on us. 
We can't work on them, but we 

263
00:13:07,070 --> 00:13:11,390
can work on our our response. 
And so don't insist on getting 

264
00:13:11,390 --> 00:13:12,550
even. 
That's not for you. 

265
00:13:12,630 --> 00:13:15,510
I'll do the judging, says God. 
I'll take care of it. 

266
00:13:15,990 --> 00:13:18,630
Our scripture tells us that if 
you see your enemy hungry, go 

267
00:13:18,630 --> 00:13:21,110
buy them some lunch. 
Or if he's thirsty, get them a 

268
00:13:21,110 --> 00:13:23,350
drink. 
Your generosity will surprise 

269
00:13:23,350 --> 00:13:26,150
them with goodness. 
Don't let evil get the best of 

270
00:13:26,150 --> 00:13:29,510
you, but get the best of evil by
doing good. 

271
00:13:29,790 --> 00:13:31,870
The antidote. 
Amen. 

272
00:13:31,950 --> 00:13:34,950
The antidote. 
So, you know, like I said, I've 

273
00:13:34,950 --> 00:13:38,730
been meditating on this and I've
been reading it and one of the 

274
00:13:38,730 --> 00:13:43,130
things that I really feel in my 
heart is to is to talk about 

275
00:13:43,130 --> 00:13:45,090
forgiveness. 
Okay. 

276
00:13:45,090 --> 00:13:46,770
Now you may be here. 
So, like, I don't have nobody I 

277
00:13:46,770 --> 00:13:48,650
need to forgive. 
Well, you just let the Holy 

278
00:13:48,650 --> 00:13:53,250
Spirit work on you because I 
tell you, sometimes, sometimes 

279
00:13:53,250 --> 00:13:55,650
the church needs it more than 
they preach it. 

280
00:13:56,610 --> 00:14:02,730
Hey, man, sometimes we we, we 
know a lot, but we just 

281
00:14:02,730 --> 00:14:05,780
sometimes don't walk it out. 
And I'm sure nobody here needs 

282
00:14:05,780 --> 00:14:07,740
this message. 
It's all for the people that are

283
00:14:07,740 --> 00:14:11,700
not here, right. 
So I just want you to listen 

284
00:14:11,700 --> 00:14:14,580
with an open heart and just 
allow Holy Spirit to speak to 

285
00:14:14,580 --> 00:14:17,060
you and just ask the Lord Lord 
show me. 

286
00:14:17,220 --> 00:14:20,980
But I'm going to tell you I went
through some persecution, you 

287
00:14:20,980 --> 00:14:23,300
know, with, you know, in our 
church. 

288
00:14:23,340 --> 00:14:26,380
And you know, I've had some 
people to talk about me and try 

289
00:14:26,380 --> 00:14:29,780
to turn people against me and 
hurt me and and so I was trying 

290
00:14:29,780 --> 00:14:31,620
to do the right things. 
I was trying to do the right 

291
00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:33,740
things. 
I said, you know, let me just 

292
00:14:34,300 --> 00:14:37,860
let me call a meeting and let me
just tell them, hey, you know, I

293
00:14:37,860 --> 00:14:38,900
love you. 
I'm sorry. 

294
00:14:38,900 --> 00:14:41,500
And so I, you know, I did the 
meeting because I'm trying to do

295
00:14:41,500 --> 00:14:43,620
the right thing, right? 
I'm trying to do the right 

296
00:14:43,620 --> 00:14:45,980
thing. 
And and after the meeting, I 

297
00:14:45,980 --> 00:14:48,980
didn't feel better. 
I felt worse, you know? 

298
00:14:49,100 --> 00:14:53,620
And I tried to write a letter. 
I said, Lord, I'm just, I'm in 

299
00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:55,180
my prayer time. 
I'm, I'm going to write a 

300
00:14:55,180 --> 00:14:56,940
letter. 
And I told my wife, tell me what

301
00:14:56,940 --> 00:15:00,980
you think about that letter. 
She said it doesn't really sound

302
00:15:00,980 --> 00:15:03,580
genuine. 
I said, OK, so, you know, 

303
00:15:03,860 --> 00:15:06,580
everything I was trying to do, I
was trying to do it from an 

304
00:15:06,580 --> 00:15:08,460
external point, not an internal 
point. 

305
00:15:09,860 --> 00:15:12,140
You know, have you ever just 
tried to do the right thing, but

306
00:15:12,140 --> 00:15:13,580
you really didn't feel it in 
your heart? 

307
00:15:13,820 --> 00:15:17,220
And that's why I go back to that
scripture that says love from 

308
00:15:17,220 --> 00:15:19,620
the center of your heart, don't 
fake it. 

309
00:15:20,260 --> 00:15:23,860
And so I just begin to do things
differently and I begin to pray.

310
00:15:23,860 --> 00:15:26,740
And these are some of the 
antidotes that I'm going to get 

311
00:15:26,740 --> 00:15:29,780
to later in the message. 
But I want to give you some 

312
00:15:29,780 --> 00:15:36,840
reasons why we need to forgive. 
Because, you know, that's what I

313
00:15:36,840 --> 00:15:38,960
I've realized that even though I
was trying to do the right 

314
00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:41,280
thing, I really hadn't forgive 
them in my heart. 

315
00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:43,200
Have you ever been there? 
Church. 

316
00:15:43,760 --> 00:15:46,240
Have you ever been there? 
But the one of the main things 

317
00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:47,920
is that we want, we need to get 
rid of bitterness. 

318
00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:50,440
Because unforgiveness turns into
bitterness. 

319
00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:56,760
It turns in to bitterness. 
I heard a story about a little 

320
00:15:56,760 --> 00:16:01,070
village in Africa that all the 
people were getting sick and 

321
00:16:01,070 --> 00:16:02,630
they didn't understand why 
people are getting sick. 

322
00:16:02,630 --> 00:16:06,030
And some of them were dying. 
And they've called some 

323
00:16:06,030 --> 00:16:08,910
researchers in from the main 
city and they came in and they 

324
00:16:08,910 --> 00:16:10,830
came, came and did the 
inspection. 

325
00:16:10,830 --> 00:16:13,310
There was a river running right 
by the village, and they begin 

326
00:16:13,310 --> 00:16:15,990
to take samples of the river and
they found out that the water 

327
00:16:16,270 --> 00:16:18,830
and the river was bad. 
And so they searched, and they 

328
00:16:18,830 --> 00:16:21,670
searched, and they looked, and 
they looked and they went to the

329
00:16:21,670 --> 00:16:25,150
very beginning of the source of 
where it started, and everything

330
00:16:25,150 --> 00:16:29,720
on the surface looked good. 
But then they sent divers down 

331
00:16:29,840 --> 00:16:33,800
and they found a mother pig, and
her piglets had went down there 

332
00:16:33,800 --> 00:16:36,000
and they got wedged and they had
drowned. 

333
00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:39,600
So everything that flowed from 
the river flowed right through 

334
00:16:39,600 --> 00:16:43,520
their dead carcasses, and it was
contaminating the rest of the 

335
00:16:43,520 --> 00:16:47,160
river. 
And I begin to think how so many

336
00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:50,720
times when we hold on to 
bitterness, when we can't 

337
00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:55,960
forgive, everything runs through
that bitterness to everything 

338
00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,140
else. 
And this is what happens. 

339
00:16:59,580 --> 00:17:04,180
The ones that we love the most, 
they end up getting the 

340
00:17:04,180 --> 00:17:08,060
byproduct of that. 
So my wife knows if I'm dealing 

341
00:17:08,060 --> 00:17:12,740
with something, I get a little 
snappy, I get a little touchy, 

342
00:17:12,740 --> 00:17:16,660
and I get impatient. 
I know, I know that doesn't 

343
00:17:16,660 --> 00:17:21,900
happen to anybody here, just me.
But you can tell and and the 

344
00:17:21,900 --> 00:17:25,140
people around you that you love 
the most, you know, my daughter,

345
00:17:25,140 --> 00:17:27,060
your children. 
And so that's why it's very 

346
00:17:27,060 --> 00:17:30,340
important that we get rid of the
unforgivable. 

347
00:17:30,340 --> 00:17:33,780
So we get rid of the bitterness 
because it hurts our 

348
00:17:33,780 --> 00:17:38,500
relationships, especially those 
closest to you also. 

349
00:17:38,500 --> 00:17:41,940
It's an open door. 
You know, it's a it's an open 

350
00:17:42,100 --> 00:17:46,510
door to the enemy. 
And the enemy is looking for 

351
00:17:46,670 --> 00:17:49,990
any, looking for a place in 
Ephesians that says give no 

352
00:17:49,990 --> 00:17:52,790
place to the devil, give no 
place. 

353
00:17:53,190 --> 00:17:54,750
And when? 
When? 

354
00:17:55,230 --> 00:18:01,110
When we When We refuse to allow 
God to do what he wants to do, 

355
00:18:01,110 --> 00:18:03,910
or to speak what he wants to 
speak or to say what he wants to

356
00:18:03,910 --> 00:18:05,710
say. 
If God says bless them, bless 

357
00:18:05,710 --> 00:18:07,590
them, send them a gift, send 
them this. 

358
00:18:07,950 --> 00:18:10,590
Or maybe the Lord is just 
telling you, you need to pray. 

359
00:18:10,990 --> 00:18:14,880
You need to you need to ask God.
You need to ask. 

360
00:18:15,120 --> 00:18:17,040
You need to ask the guy what 
What's in my heart that I need 

361
00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:19,520
to release. 
So and this is the thing I want 

362
00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:23,520
to tell you because like Pastor 
Tim mentioned, just like you 

363
00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:27,600
guys, we we're about to cross 
over into our promised land. 

364
00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:30,680
Amen. 
We we we were supposed to close 

365
00:18:30,680 --> 00:18:32,800
before we we came. 
But we'll be closing when we get

366
00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,640
back. 
And you know we bought a 

367
00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:37,000
building and it's 3 1/2 acres 
and it's our promised land 

368
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:40,200
because we've been 12 years and 
we've been renting a building. 

369
00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:44,740
But the Lord just begin to show 
me that were crossing over into 

370
00:18:44,740 --> 00:18:46,060
the promised land and over 
there. 

371
00:18:46,060 --> 00:18:51,580
In Exodus chapter 15 it talks 
about how when Moses was leading

372
00:18:51,580 --> 00:18:54,700
the children of Israel and right
after they crossed over into the

373
00:18:54,700 --> 00:18:56,820
Red Sea. 
Crossed crossed through the Red 

374
00:18:56,820 --> 00:19:00,620
Sea not over but through it. 
That the Bible says that they 

375
00:19:00,620 --> 00:19:05,860
were needing water and they came
to the streams of Mara. 

376
00:19:06,420 --> 00:19:08,140
Does anybody know what Mara 
means? 

377
00:19:09,020 --> 00:19:15,820
It means bitter waters, and it's
amazing that before they were to

378
00:19:15,820 --> 00:19:20,100
go into the promised land, they 
had to pass through Mara. 

379
00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:24,140
Amen. 
And I just began to look at our 

380
00:19:24,140 --> 00:19:27,540
church and I began to think we 
need to crossover with cleans 

381
00:19:27,540 --> 00:19:30,120
hands and a pure heart. 
Amen. 

382
00:19:30,480 --> 00:19:33,520
We don't need to go over 
murmuring and complaining. 

383
00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:37,360
We, you know, God brought them 
by there and and this is this is

384
00:19:37,360 --> 00:19:40,240
what's the this was the solution
when when the waters were bitter

385
00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:42,200
and when they drunk he told God,
pray. 

386
00:19:42,200 --> 00:19:45,840
I mean Moses prayed to God and 
God says there's a tree throw it

387
00:19:45,840 --> 00:19:48,760
in there. 
What does the tree represent the

388
00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:51,760
cross. 
What happened at the cross? 

389
00:19:53,320 --> 00:19:56,960
Me. 
And you were forgiven me. 

390
00:19:56,960 --> 00:20:00,990
And you were forgiven. 
If God did it for us. 

391
00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:05,270
Amen. 
Then we should be able to do it 

392
00:20:05,910 --> 00:20:08,950
for others. 
That's where your healing comes 

393
00:20:08,950 --> 00:20:11,150
from. 
We have to turn to the cross. 

394
00:20:11,150 --> 00:20:14,230
And we got to look at what Jesus
did. 

395
00:20:14,770 --> 00:20:17,930
On our behalf And that's this 
is, it was just so significant 

396
00:20:17,930 --> 00:20:21,050
for me that because I just 
declare that that illuminate 

397
00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:24,650
church is going to this new land
and you're going to be ready to 

398
00:20:24,650 --> 00:20:27,250
love from the center of your 
heart. 

399
00:20:27,450 --> 00:20:29,970
You're going to be ready to love
with open arms. 

400
00:20:30,210 --> 00:20:33,090
You're not going to look at the 
people of what they did, where 

401
00:20:33,090 --> 00:20:35,210
they came from. 
You're going to love them 

402
00:20:35,210 --> 00:20:37,970
because of the love of God that 
was poured out on you and poured

403
00:20:37,970 --> 00:20:38,810
out on me. 
Amen. 

404
00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:42,840
And I'm telling you, the city of
Orlando is going to be 

405
00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:44,920
transformed. 
And you know where they're going

406
00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:47,040
to come. 
They're going to come where it's

407
00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:48,160
illuminated. 
Amen. 

408
00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:51,280
Where the light of God is. 
So and the last thing I want to 

409
00:20:51,280 --> 00:20:53,720
tell you, the reason why we need
to do it is because Jesus tells 

410
00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:55,760
us to do it. 
Amen. 

411
00:20:55,760 --> 00:21:02,160
It's like, you know, it's it's, 
it's sometimes we think that 

412
00:21:02,160 --> 00:21:04,920
it's hard, but God told us to do
it. 

413
00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:08,320
And we know, like I knew God was
telling me to do it, to forgive.

414
00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:11,960
But, you know, sometimes we 
think it's hard. 

415
00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:15,000
How can we do it if you don't 
know what happened to me? 

416
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:18,720
You know, not to get into a lot 
of details, but me and my wife, 

417
00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:22,400
we were both abused when we were
children, you know, and we had 

418
00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:25,160
to forgive. 
And these are people that you 

419
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:27,680
still see, but it comes out of 
it. 

420
00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:29,360
It doesn't. 
Let me just tell you this. 

421
00:21:29,360 --> 00:21:32,440
You're anointed. 
You're anointed for heart. 

422
00:21:34,120 --> 00:21:36,040
You're anointed for heart. 
Did you know you were anointed 

423
00:21:36,040 --> 00:21:38,080
for heart? 
How many of you been filled with

424
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:41,190
the Holy Ghost? 
So what is the Holy Spirit 

425
00:21:41,190 --> 00:21:42,670
called? 
He's called a helper. 

426
00:21:43,430 --> 00:21:47,390
So you only need help if 
something is hard, right? 

427
00:21:48,310 --> 00:21:51,070
You only need help if something 
is hard. 

428
00:21:51,270 --> 00:21:55,390
If you're if you're hurt and you
and you need a helper. 

429
00:21:55,430 --> 00:21:58,550
He he's a comforter. 
If you need direction, he's a 

430
00:21:58,550 --> 00:22:01,830
counselor. 
If you need to forgive, he's 

431
00:22:01,830 --> 00:22:04,830
there to help you. 
You're anointed for Come on, 

432
00:22:04,830 --> 00:22:06,630
look at your neighbor and say 
you're anointed for hard. 

433
00:22:07,750 --> 00:22:10,560
Amen. 
So these are some of the 

434
00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:14,800
benefits that we know that God, 
that God gives us. 

435
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:17,360
Some of the benefits is that he 
tells us in this scripture we 

436
00:22:17,360 --> 00:22:20,480
just read that when you forgive,
when you let go, when you 

437
00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:23,040
release it, God says I'll fight 
your battles. 

438
00:22:24,120 --> 00:22:27,880
Amen. 
Now I've tried to fight my own 

439
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:30,680
battles and it didn't come out 
too good. 

440
00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:35,800
But when I've learned to let God
fight my battles, he did a lot 

441
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:40,530
better job than than I did. 
I mean, I have. 

442
00:22:42,490 --> 00:22:44,610
I have a testimony. 
There was a person that was 

443
00:22:44,610 --> 00:22:47,410
talking about me and stuff like 
that and and you know, I was at 

444
00:22:47,410 --> 00:22:51,450
the church and I remember I was 
praying and they were speaking 

445
00:22:51,450 --> 00:22:53,370
to this person. 
He's like, yeah, he said this 

446
00:22:53,370 --> 00:22:55,090
about you. 
He said that about you, which 

447
00:22:55,090 --> 00:22:57,610
none of this stuff was true. 
But I didn't. 

448
00:22:57,650 --> 00:22:59,770
I wasn't trying to going to 
defend myself. 

449
00:23:00,330 --> 00:23:03,850
And I never forget they were 
talking to another pastor and 

450
00:23:04,410 --> 00:23:05,570
this pastor calls me out of 
blue. 

451
00:23:05,570 --> 00:23:07,050
He goes, hey, what's up with so 
and so? 

452
00:23:07,570 --> 00:23:08,570
And I was like, what do you 
mean? 

453
00:23:08,890 --> 00:23:10,210
He's like, he said this and 
this. 

454
00:23:10,210 --> 00:23:12,650
And then I told him, he said 
this pastor just sensed that. 

455
00:23:12,650 --> 00:23:15,690
He says you're wrong for that. 
He told this other guy, he said 

456
00:23:15,690 --> 00:23:18,330
you're wrong for that. 
And everything that he was 

457
00:23:18,330 --> 00:23:20,090
trying to do just blew up in his
face. 

458
00:23:20,250 --> 00:23:25,970
But I didn't have to do a thing.
Hey man, when people talk bad 

459
00:23:25,970 --> 00:23:29,530
about you, when they make it 
their aim to make you look bad. 

460
00:23:29,890 --> 00:23:33,490
God says if you just let me 
fight the battle for you, I'll 

461
00:23:33,490 --> 00:23:36,570
take care of it and you come out
with not even the smell of 

462
00:23:36,570 --> 00:23:40,290
smoke. 
Hey man, when we learn to say 

463
00:23:40,290 --> 00:23:43,410
God, I'm doing your will, I'm 
going to stay with you. 

464
00:23:43,650 --> 00:23:46,850
I release whatever is in my 
heart and you just walk with 

465
00:23:46,850 --> 00:23:47,890
God. 
God is going to fight your 

466
00:23:47,890 --> 00:23:49,490
battles. 
And let me just tell you 

467
00:23:49,490 --> 00:23:50,930
something, It's not just stuff 
in the church. 

468
00:23:51,130 --> 00:23:52,490
It's stuff that you grew up 
with. 

469
00:23:53,850 --> 00:23:57,650
These are things that we went 
through as children, that we had

470
00:23:57,650 --> 00:24:02,570
to learn how to release folks. 
Because as you know as well as I

471
00:24:02,570 --> 00:24:06,490
do, when you forgive, it's not 
for them, it's for you. 

472
00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:09,470
Do you? 
Do you, do you agree? 

473
00:24:10,030 --> 00:24:12,270
Now, I know that we've talked 
about forgiveness before in 

474
00:24:12,270 --> 00:24:16,390
church, but I don't think that a
lot of times we do a self 

475
00:24:16,390 --> 00:24:17,950
evaluation. 
We think we're good. 

476
00:24:19,030 --> 00:24:21,710
But it's something that we have 
to ask the Lord, Lord, show me 

477
00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:24,230
in my heart the people that I 
need to forgive. 

478
00:24:24,430 --> 00:24:28,830
So, you know, a little test is. 
A little test is, is. 

479
00:24:30,030 --> 00:24:33,350
If you hear somebody talking 
good about somebody that hurts 

480
00:24:33,350 --> 00:24:36,780
you and then you're tempted to 
say, well, let me tell you a 

481
00:24:36,780 --> 00:24:39,820
little something you don't know 
about that person, then that's a

482
00:24:39,820 --> 00:24:42,620
little that's a clear indication
something's wrong in here. 

483
00:24:43,020 --> 00:24:47,220
Hey, man. 
So another benefit is that 

484
00:24:47,620 --> 00:24:51,180
you'll keep your peace and you 
walk in freedom. 

485
00:24:52,740 --> 00:24:56,780
If you do anything, if you 
minister to anybody, if you're 

486
00:24:56,780 --> 00:25:00,500
there to give counsel, if you're
there, then you need your peace.

487
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:03,600
You know, I don't have a luxury 
to hold grudges. 

488
00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,840
I don't have the luxury to go 
hide for two or three weeks. 

489
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,520
I get up and I and I administer 
to people every week. 

490
00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:11,200
So I need my heart, right? 
I need my peace. 

491
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:16,440
And you know, it's torment. 
It's torment to hold on to 

492
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:21,960
things that have happened 
yesterday or a year ago or 10 

493
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,240
years ago. 
I'm free. 

494
00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:26,240
Whom the sunsets. 
Free is what? 

495
00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:28,880
Free indeed. 
Boom. 

496
00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:30,880
The sunset's free. 
It's free indeed. 

497
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,960
So if the if Jesus set me free, 
then I should walk in total 

498
00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:37,480
freedom with the spirit of the 
Lord is there is what? 

499
00:25:38,560 --> 00:25:42,160
There's freedom. 
So as believers you know the 

500
00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:47,080
benefit of of you walking and 
and and forgiveness is that 

501
00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:50,080
you're going to have peace. 
The peace that surpasses all 

502
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:54,400
understanding. 
And this is the one thing that I

503
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:57,360
love and we talked about it. 
Don't fake it, but you'll truly 

504
00:25:57,360 --> 00:26:03,220
love without hypocrisy. 
I mean, again, you won't be 

505
00:26:03,220 --> 00:26:05,500
having a smile on your face but 
hating your heart. 

506
00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:08,380
Amen. 
When you say I love you, 

507
00:26:08,380 --> 00:26:12,180
brother, you can really mean it.
You're like, yeah, I love him, 

508
00:26:12,180 --> 00:26:14,140
but I don't want to talk to him 
or I'm gonna love him from a 

509
00:26:14,140 --> 00:26:17,860
distance or yeah, you know, or 
I'm not going to hang out with 

510
00:26:17,860 --> 00:26:20,580
whatever it is Or if somebody 
you can hear somebody's name and

511
00:26:20,580 --> 00:26:25,020
it just ruins your day. 
Come on, somebody you can truly 

512
00:26:25,020 --> 00:26:28,490
love without hypocrisy because 
how many of you know that if 

513
00:26:28,490 --> 00:26:31,010
there's any real people, it 
should be the people in the 

514
00:26:31,010 --> 00:26:33,090
church. 
Amen. 

515
00:26:34,010 --> 00:26:37,610
We should be the people that 
reflect God's love. 

516
00:26:37,650 --> 00:26:40,970
And and just to be totally 
transparent, totally honest, we 

517
00:26:40,970 --> 00:26:43,730
know that there's a lot of times
not all churches, but some 

518
00:26:43,730 --> 00:26:45,810
churches, they don't reflect the
love of God. 

519
00:26:46,930 --> 00:26:49,810
They don't reflect the 
acceptance or the forgiveness. 

520
00:26:50,290 --> 00:26:53,730
And so we need to be that church
to love that loves without 

521
00:26:53,810 --> 00:26:54,810
hypocrisy. 
Amen. 

522
00:26:55,450 --> 00:27:00,650
And again, you're blessed. 
You're blessed. 

523
00:27:01,050 --> 00:27:05,450
When you forgive, you're 
blessed, the Bible says in 

524
00:27:05,450 --> 00:27:09,890
Matthew 511 through 13. 
It says, blessed are you when 

525
00:27:09,890 --> 00:27:16,330
they revile and persecute you 
and and say all kinds of evil 

526
00:27:16,370 --> 00:27:19,720
against you falsely. 
For my sake, he says, rejoice 

527
00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:23,480
and be exceedingly glad, for 
great is your reward in heaven. 

528
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:27,080
For so they persecuted the 
prophets who were before you. 

529
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:29,360
How many of you know when you're
in good company, when they 

530
00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:31,240
persecute you for being a 
blessing? 

531
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:34,320
Come on, somebody. 
Hey, man, When we were in Israel

532
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:37,600
we had a terrific guide. 
Her name was Sonia and she did a

533
00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:41,040
whole study on the Beatitudes 
and she was talking about in the

534
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:45,000
Hebrew language, that word in 
the Beatitudes, when it says you

535
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,640
know you're blessed, blessed all
the plore, blessed all the meek,

536
00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:52,000
blessed all those, he said. 
She said that word means you are

537
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,400
extremely blessed when you mourn
with those who mourn. 

538
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:00,280
You're extremely blessed when 
they persecute you, she says. 

539
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:04,760
She talked about that this being
a divine reversal, which meaning

540
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,600
that it goes against what the 
culture does. 

541
00:28:08,430 --> 00:28:10,190
How many of you know that Jesus 
was countercultural? 

542
00:28:11,350 --> 00:28:14,030
How many You know that we got to
be countercultural, that we 

543
00:28:14,030 --> 00:28:16,510
can't repay evil for evil, but 
we can. 

544
00:28:16,670 --> 00:28:19,950
We can do good where there is 
evil and we can get rid of evil.

545
00:28:19,950 --> 00:28:22,070
Amen. 
So that's what she was talking 

546
00:28:22,070 --> 00:28:26,590
about when Jesus spoke this on 
on that amount of of of 

547
00:28:26,590 --> 00:28:30,510
beatitudes that he was saying 
don't do what the world does, do

548
00:28:30,510 --> 00:28:33,760
what I do. 
We also talked about not the 

549
00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:36,080
external, but he said the 
internal. 

550
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,160
He says you have been told eye 
for an eye, tooth for a tooth. 

551
00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:42,800
But I tell you the truth that 
when you when you hate your 

552
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,920
brother you murder him in your 
heart because the Pharisees 

553
00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:46,920
thought they had to figure it 
out. 

554
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:49,400
They thought they were all 
square cut and they thought they

555
00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:52,080
didn't have any issues. 
But he says you do things out 

556
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:56,560
the external, but I'm telling 
you to do it from the heart. 

557
00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:59,530
Amen. 
And they said, oh, you know, we 

558
00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:00,490
don't commit adultery. 
No. 

559
00:29:00,490 --> 00:29:02,690
When you look at a woman with 
lust, you've already committed 

560
00:29:02,690 --> 00:29:05,050
adultery in your heart. 
Amen. 

561
00:29:05,770 --> 00:29:10,770
And so it's it's just Jesus was 
always telling us to do 

562
00:29:10,770 --> 00:29:14,010
something on on the inside 
versus the outside. 

563
00:29:14,250 --> 00:29:17,650
So, you know, again, I just love
that scripture, Romans 12/9. 

564
00:29:17,650 --> 00:29:21,330
It says love from the center of 
who you are, don't fake it. 

565
00:29:21,850 --> 00:29:24,950
Amen. 
So you might be hitting here and

566
00:29:24,950 --> 00:29:26,830
just like okay pastor, how do 
you do it? 

567
00:29:27,070 --> 00:29:30,630
How, how do we get rid of all of
these things? 

568
00:29:30,630 --> 00:29:33,230
I've tried to forgive, but I 
still feel the same way. 

569
00:29:34,550 --> 00:29:37,350
Well, first of all, you just, 
again, like you rely on the Holy

570
00:29:37,350 --> 00:29:39,110
Spirit. 
You ask the Holy Spirit to help 

571
00:29:39,110 --> 00:29:43,990
you because you know you can't 
forgive on your own. 

572
00:29:44,070 --> 00:29:48,910
You need Holy Spirit to be able 
to move on your life and to help

573
00:29:48,910 --> 00:29:51,110
you and to show you things and 
to remember. 

574
00:29:51,110 --> 00:29:53,510
But I there's three little 
things that I want to I want to 

575
00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:54,990
give to you. 
But first I just want to tell 

576
00:29:54,990 --> 00:29:59,110
you that in Proverbs 423 it says
guard your heart above all else 

577
00:30:00,150 --> 00:30:06,610
for out of it for what? 
The issues of life guard your 

578
00:30:06,610 --> 00:30:10,970
heart above all else, because 
out of it flow the issues of 

579
00:30:10,970 --> 00:30:13,970
life. 
So we have to learn to to guard 

580
00:30:13,970 --> 00:30:17,450
and govern our heart because the
heart regulates our actions. 

581
00:30:19,010 --> 00:30:22,250
Amen. 
So the first thing that I had to

582
00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:24,890
do in my life when I was going 
to, that is the first thing I 

583
00:30:24,890 --> 00:30:26,290
had to do. 
I have to pray. 

584
00:30:26,290 --> 00:30:29,450
I have to pray for this person. 
Amen. 

585
00:30:29,450 --> 00:30:32,050
I have to pray for those that I 
have to pray for them. 

586
00:30:32,050 --> 00:30:38,270
I mean really taking the time to
pray, to speak a word, a good 

587
00:30:38,270 --> 00:30:40,310
word. 
Lord, bless them, Lord, Lord, 

588
00:30:41,110 --> 00:30:44,390
show them things. 
Lord, show them all the things 

589
00:30:44,390 --> 00:30:45,830
that that you have in store for 
them. 

590
00:30:46,070 --> 00:30:48,790
Lord, I pray good things. 
I pray that you would bless them

591
00:30:48,790 --> 00:30:51,310
and not curse them, and that 
that that you would overflow 

592
00:30:51,310 --> 00:30:53,190
them in all of these areas of 
their life. 

593
00:30:53,430 --> 00:30:56,710
I just be getting to pray for 
them, you see, because when when

594
00:30:56,790 --> 00:30:59,350
if you can't pray for somebody, 
you probably can't forgive them.

595
00:31:00,910 --> 00:31:04,060
So we got to learn to pray. 
We got to learn to bless. 

596
00:31:04,060 --> 00:31:06,500
We got to learn to speak that 
the Bible says that power of 

597
00:31:06,500 --> 00:31:10,300
life and death is where and your
tongue and those that love it 

598
00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:13,780
will eat the fruit thereof. 
So when we learn to bless, when 

599
00:31:13,780 --> 00:31:17,980
we learn to speak a blessing 
over them, then you know that's 

600
00:31:17,980 --> 00:31:21,020
just kind of the first step that
I be have I I've learned to do 

601
00:31:21,020 --> 00:31:24,260
things internally when somebody 
has come against me. 

602
00:31:24,420 --> 00:31:26,900
The other thing that I do if 
that if I'm praying and praying 

603
00:31:26,900 --> 00:31:29,460
that don't work, man, I just 
take a day of fast for them. 

604
00:31:30,030 --> 00:31:32,190
What are you fasting for? 
I'm, I'm fasting for this, 

605
00:31:32,190 --> 00:31:33,710
brother. 
I'm fasting for this, sister. 

606
00:31:33,710 --> 00:31:36,750
I'm fasting because I'm just 
believing God, for a 

607
00:31:36,750 --> 00:31:39,790
breakthrough in their life. 
You're like, wow, they're 

608
00:31:39,790 --> 00:31:44,030
they're not worth the whole day.
They're not worth me. 

609
00:31:44,790 --> 00:31:47,790
Losing, not, not eating. 
You know, the Old Testament 

610
00:31:47,790 --> 00:31:51,950
talks about the Old Testament 
talks about when you fast, you 

611
00:31:51,950 --> 00:31:55,470
afflict your soul. 
Did you know that? 

612
00:31:56,190 --> 00:32:00,260
So what is your soul? 
Your mind, your will and your 

613
00:32:00,260 --> 00:32:02,660
emotions. 
You don't want to do it in your 

614
00:32:02,660 --> 00:32:05,020
mind. 
You don't want to fast. 

615
00:32:05,020 --> 00:32:06,900
You don't want that. 
You don't want to do it. 

616
00:32:06,900 --> 00:32:09,180
That's part of your will and 
your emotions, right? 

617
00:32:09,460 --> 00:32:11,380
Is this. 
I don't like them. 

618
00:32:12,020 --> 00:32:14,300
Why would I fast for them? 
But these are just some things. 

619
00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:17,940
These are principles in the word
of God that God gives us to to 

620
00:32:18,060 --> 00:32:19,740
to get it out of our system. 
Amen. 

621
00:32:19,940 --> 00:32:21,980
So then you're going to, you're 
going to want to bless them. 

622
00:32:21,980 --> 00:32:23,700
You're going to want to see 
them, You're going to want to be

623
00:32:23,700 --> 00:32:25,660
able to speak over them. 
Now, I want to just tell you 

624
00:32:25,660 --> 00:32:29,260
this because I know that some of
us have come come out of very 

625
00:32:29,300 --> 00:32:32,940
hurtful relationships or 
situations. 

626
00:32:35,300 --> 00:32:39,230
When you bless those that 
persecute you, it does not mean 

627
00:32:39,230 --> 00:32:41,710
that you have to go back into an
abusive relationship. 

628
00:32:44,110 --> 00:32:47,550
Amen. 
You just want to get it out of 

629
00:32:47,550 --> 00:32:50,430
your heart. 
You just want to be able to 

630
00:32:50,430 --> 00:32:55,550
laugh again, learn to love 
again, learn to enjoy life, not 

631
00:32:55,990 --> 00:32:58,670
not treat everybody the same. 
Because again, like that filter,

632
00:32:58,670 --> 00:33:01,630
that, that contamination, 
there's been people that have 

633
00:33:01,630 --> 00:33:04,670
got hurt in church and now they 
they're church by, they're hurt 

634
00:33:04,670 --> 00:33:07,400
by every church. 
Or maybe a Christian has hurt 

635
00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:09,640
them and they filter that. 
Or maybe a woman has been 

636
00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:12,800
mistreated by men and she treats
every man that she meets or vice

637
00:33:12,800 --> 00:33:15,800
versa. 
We just want to get it out of 

638
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:18,160
our heart. 
I'm not taking it lightly from 

639
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:20,280
what you've been through because
I've been through some some 

640
00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:23,280
things in my life when I 
couldn't defend myself as a 

641
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,640
child, but I've released it and 
I've forgiven them. 

642
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,600
It doesn't mean that I go back 
into that. 

643
00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:30,320
I don't have to go back into 
that. 

644
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:33,960
Heard a pastor counseling the 
lady and he had she had a lot of

645
00:33:34,460 --> 00:33:37,940
bitterness and unforgiveness and
and he told her, he said you got

646
00:33:37,940 --> 00:33:39,620
to forgive. 
And she began to weep. 

647
00:33:39,620 --> 00:33:42,660
She began to cry and then she 
stopped crying. 

648
00:33:42,660 --> 00:33:44,860
She goes, you mean to have to go
back into that relationship? 

649
00:33:44,860 --> 00:33:47,620
He says no, you just got to let 
it go. 

650
00:33:48,820 --> 00:33:50,780
Amen. 
Just got to let it go because 

651
00:33:51,220 --> 00:33:53,340
God wants you free. 
Amen. 

652
00:33:53,660 --> 00:33:56,380
So we pray, we fast. 
And this is the thing This is 

653
00:33:56,380 --> 00:33:59,260
the point I want to get to is 
that we remember. 

654
00:34:00,780 --> 00:34:05,310
We remember how much God loves 
you and how much he forgave you.

655
00:34:06,270 --> 00:34:12,350
Amen. 
So the antidote to that 

656
00:34:12,350 --> 00:34:18,469
forgiveness, to being able to 
forgive, is to remember how much

657
00:34:19,270 --> 00:34:21,310
we were forgiven. 
And I want to take you to this 

658
00:34:21,310 --> 00:34:23,550
word. 
This word has always blessed me,

659
00:34:23,790 --> 00:34:28,150
but it's a Luke. 
Chapter 7, verse 36 through 48. 

660
00:34:28,949 --> 00:34:34,750
But it was really about this 
woman that when Jesus was in the

661
00:34:34,750 --> 00:34:39,510
House of Simon this Pharisee, 
and he went in there and he went

662
00:34:39,510 --> 00:34:41,790
in there to die and he went 
there to sit. 

663
00:34:42,110 --> 00:34:47,830
And this woman with an alabaster
box, she comes in, she sneaks in

664
00:34:47,830 --> 00:34:49,630
and everybody starts talking 
about her. 

665
00:34:49,630 --> 00:34:53,750
And they even said if he really 
was a prophet, he wouldn't know 

666
00:34:53,750 --> 00:34:55,510
what type of woman is touching 
him. 

667
00:34:56,190 --> 00:34:59,350
And here he was, he was 
reclining and she's she comes in

668
00:34:59,790 --> 00:35:04,080
and Jesus hears them or he knows
what they're saying under their 

669
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:09,040
breath. 
And so he says in verse 40 let's

670
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:10,760
going to go to we're going to go
to Luke 7. 

671
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:13,040
Verse 40. 
So in Jesus answered him and 

672
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:16,080
said to him, he said, Simon, I 
have something to say to you? 

673
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:18,360
He said, see? 
He said say it. 

674
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,320
Teacher. 
He said there was a certain 

675
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,360
creditor who had two debtors, 1 
owed him 500 Denari and the 

676
00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:28,320
other 50 and when they had 
nothing with which to repay, he 

677
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:32,520
freely forgave them both. 
He said, tell me therefore which

678
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:37,720
one of them love him more? 
And Simon answered and said, I 

679
00:35:37,720 --> 00:35:41,360
suppose from the one he forgave 
more. 

680
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:43,560
And he said to him, you have 
rightly judged. 

681
00:35:43,720 --> 00:35:47,240
And then he turned to the woman,
and I just love this. 

682
00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:48,880
I want you to just sit right 
there in that room. 

683
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:52,040
I want you to picture this 
because man, Jesus is putting 

684
00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:55,320
that fairy on the spot and 
everybody else that was judging 

685
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:58,960
that day, he said to him, he 
says he turned to the woman. 

686
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:00,320
He says, You see that woman over
there? 

687
00:36:01,950 --> 00:36:05,910
He says I entered your house. 
He says you gave me the water 

688
00:36:05,910 --> 00:36:08,950
for my feet, but she has washed 
my feet with her tears and wiped

689
00:36:08,950 --> 00:36:11,430
them with her head. 
He says you gave me no kiss, but

690
00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:14,630
this woman has not ceased to 
kiss my feet since the time I 

691
00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:16,670
came in. 
He says you did not anoint my 

692
00:36:16,670 --> 00:36:19,590
head with oil, but this woman 
has anointed my feet with 

693
00:36:19,590 --> 00:36:21,790
fragrant oil. 
Therefore I say to you, her 

694
00:36:21,790 --> 00:36:29,680
sins, which are many, are 
forgiven for she loved much, but

695
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:34,600
to whom little is forgiven the 
same loves little. 

696
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:38,680
And then he said to her, your 
sins are forgiven. 

697
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:44,560
Let me ask you this today church
how much has he forgiven you? 

698
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:52,680
For how much? 
When he saw you and he loved you

699
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:54,280
and he said, how much have we 
been given? 

700
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:59,620
Because the Bible says when 
you've been forgiven much, you 

701
00:36:59,620 --> 00:37:02,500
love much. 
But to him it was forgiven 

702
00:37:02,500 --> 00:37:08,500
little Love's little. 
Now regardless of the way, if 

703
00:37:08,500 --> 00:37:12,060
you think you've been forgiven 
little, we've all been forgiven 

704
00:37:12,060 --> 00:37:14,420
a lot. 
Hey man, let me just tell you 

705
00:37:14,420 --> 00:37:18,780
church, if we don't know, we 
were all on our way to hell but 

706
00:37:18,900 --> 00:37:22,940
Jesus, come on. 
But Jesus, he left the Kingdom 

707
00:37:22,940 --> 00:37:30,090
of God to come down to earth to 
give his life as a ransom for 

708
00:37:30,090 --> 00:37:34,770
you and for me. 
And if if everybody would have 

709
00:37:34,770 --> 00:37:39,610
been able to see what this woman
saw and the way that she loved, 

710
00:37:40,410 --> 00:37:44,410
they would have been different. 
But forgiven people Let me this 

711
00:37:44,410 --> 00:37:48,610
is my point that I want to make 
that forgiven People they know 

712
00:37:49,570 --> 00:37:54,450
how to love. 
Forgiven people know how to 

713
00:37:54,450 --> 00:37:59,400
forgive, and forgiven people 
know how to bless those that 

714
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:01,240
persecute them. 
Amen. 

715
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:08,240
So in closing, I just want to 
say this, that unforgiveness can

716
00:38:08,240 --> 00:38:10,880
steal your voice, ruin your 
ministry, hurt your 

717
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:14,800
relationships, and even damage 
your health. 

718
00:38:15,950 --> 00:38:17,750
I love what Paul said in Acts 
2024. 

719
00:38:18,190 --> 00:38:20,790
He said none of these things 
move me, nor do I count my life 

720
00:38:20,790 --> 00:38:26,430
dear to myself, except that I 
may finish my race with joy and 

721
00:38:26,430 --> 00:38:28,950
accomplish the ministry that the
Lord Jesus has given me. 

722
00:38:29,830 --> 00:38:31,390
He says none of these things 
move me. 

723
00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:34,030
I'm going to tell you today, 
church, when you get in that 

724
00:38:34,030 --> 00:38:36,590
place with God, none of these 
things will move you either. 

725
00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:38,630
Paul was a man just like you and
me. 

726
00:38:38,630 --> 00:38:41,710
He was a human just like you and
me and and the things that he 

727
00:38:41,710 --> 00:38:45,240
went through, the things that he
did in his life, he called 

728
00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:49,840
himself the least of all the 
Apostle soul reminding, 

729
00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:53,680
reminding ourselves of God's 
love removes the contamination 

730
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:58,320
from our lives. 
What would we look like? 

731
00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:04,840
What would we feel like? 
What would we act like if we 

732
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:09,080
were to just let it go? 
How would we look at, Let me 

733
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:10,480
tell you something. 
When people when y'all move into

734
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:13,000
that new building and you're 
going to be there, you know what

735
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,440
people, people are going to 
come. 

736
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:16,840
They're going to be looking for 
the father, not the older 

737
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:19,440
brother. 
Amen. 

738
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:24,200
How many of you know the 
prodigal story, the prodigal son

739
00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:26,440
story? 
O K5 people. 

740
00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:34,720
All right, OKI just want to give
you that little the prodigal 

741
00:39:34,720 --> 00:39:36,280
son. 
Think I want you to think about 

742
00:39:36,280 --> 00:39:42,200
this. 
The prodigal son came home and 

743
00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:47,240
he was he needed mercy, he he 
needed forgiveness, he needed 

744
00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:48,520
grace. 
He needed all that. 

745
00:39:48,720 --> 00:39:50,520
And the father was waiting for 
him. 

746
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:52,800
And when he saw him, he ran out 
to him. 

747
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:56,240
But when they begin to party and
kill the fatty calf, the word, 

748
00:39:56,360 --> 00:40:00,520
the noise got around to the 
older brother and the older 

749
00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:04,240
brother refused to go in. 
You don't know what he did. 

750
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:09,680
How can he have done that and 
just come back home like that? 

751
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:11,600
How? 
How is it that the father? 

752
00:40:11,720 --> 00:40:13,680
He told the father. 
How can you even kill the fatty 

753
00:40:13,680 --> 00:40:14,240
calf? 
He says. 

754
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:16,720
I've been here, I've been good. 
I've done everything right. 

755
00:40:16,720 --> 00:40:18,520
You haven't even killed a skinny
goat for me. 

756
00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:22,520
This is what the father told 
him. 

757
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:26,920
The father did not please the 
older brother, he said, Son, I 

758
00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:29,960
love you. 
I love you just like I love your

759
00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:33,200
brother. 
He said we should be rejoicing 

760
00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:38,520
because that brother of yours, 
he was lost and now he's found 

761
00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:44,960
he was dead and now he's alive. 
He said we should re rejoice 

762
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:46,720
him. 
This is what happened and we 

763
00:40:46,720 --> 00:40:48,360
don't see this. 
We don't read a new story. 

764
00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:51,960
The father and everybody, they 
still went to the party. 

765
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,320
The party didn't stop because 
somebody was judging. 

766
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:58,760
Come on, somebody. 
The the party didn't stop 

767
00:40:58,760 --> 00:41:01,400
because he couldn't let go. 
The party didn't stop. 

768
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:05,630
The party went on. 
When we don't let go, the 

769
00:41:05,630 --> 00:41:09,070
party's still going on. 
When we don't let go, that that 

770
00:41:09,070 --> 00:41:12,870
person still enjoying life. 
You didn't. 

771
00:41:12,950 --> 00:41:14,710
We didn't. 
We don't stop nothing by holding

772
00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:23,030
on to it. 
He blessed us to be a blessing. 

773
00:41:24,990 --> 00:41:29,750
Amen. 
You know, if we learned it. 

774
00:41:30,270 --> 00:41:32,110
I tell this to our men's 
ministry. 

775
00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:35,400
I always tell them if you can do
it at home, you could do it 

776
00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:39,520
anywhere. 
Hey, man, there's times when me 

777
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:41,240
and my wife used to get in our 
little tiffs. 

778
00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:43,760
Come on, Have you got into the 
little tiff, little spats? 

779
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:48,440
And you know, we're laying in 
bed and I'm just laying on the 

780
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:53,480
edge of the bed and not wanting 
to touch her because I'm mad And

781
00:41:53,480 --> 00:42:00,160
she falls asleep warm and cozy. 
Didn't do me no good. 

782
00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:04,350
So I wake her up. 
Hey, we need to talk. 

783
00:42:06,270 --> 00:42:07,590
No, but you know, it doesn't do 
any good. 

784
00:42:07,590 --> 00:42:10,510
We've learned over the years. 
Thank God we started at the age 

785
00:42:10,510 --> 00:42:11,950
of 16. 
Come on with somebody. 

786
00:42:12,590 --> 00:42:17,230
We got a lot of practice in, so 
we've learned to be quick to 

787
00:42:17,230 --> 00:42:19,310
forgive. 
Amen. 

788
00:42:19,990 --> 00:42:25,150
When we do that church, you know
our life will be full of peace. 

789
00:42:25,430 --> 00:42:30,070
None of us deserve an innocent 
man dying for our sins, but he 

790
00:42:30,070 --> 00:42:35,810
did it anyway. 
What would illuminate Church 

791
00:42:35,810 --> 00:42:42,050
look like to be so bright, to be
so loving, to be so much joy? 

792
00:42:42,090 --> 00:42:44,970
I'm telling you, it's going to 
be, it's going to be amazing. 

793
00:42:44,970 --> 00:42:46,890
And I'm not saying that you guys
are not doing. 

794
00:42:46,890 --> 00:42:49,850
I know y'all are doing it now. 
But I know that God did not give

795
00:42:49,850 --> 00:42:52,010
me this message for everybody 
that's not here. 

796
00:42:53,490 --> 00:42:57,850
I know that there's some some of
you here today that you may feel

797
00:42:57,850 --> 00:43:00,530
like there is some things you 
know. 

798
00:43:01,260 --> 00:43:02,740
First Corinth. 
I'll close with the scripture. 

799
00:43:02,740 --> 00:43:04,580
1st Corinthians 15, nine through
10. 

800
00:43:04,780 --> 00:43:07,420
This is what Paul says is I'm 
the least of all the apostles. 

801
00:43:08,740 --> 00:43:14,860
In fact, I caused so much 
trouble for God's church that I 

802
00:43:14,860 --> 00:43:17,060
don't even deserve to be called 
an apostle. 

803
00:43:18,420 --> 00:43:20,540
But God treated me with 
undeserved grace. 

804
00:43:21,100 --> 00:43:24,420
He made me what I am and his 
grace wasn't wasted. 

805
00:43:25,100 --> 00:43:28,300
I work much harder than all the 
other apostles, although it was 

806
00:43:28,300 --> 00:43:31,050
really God's grace at work in 
me. 

807
00:43:32,850 --> 00:43:34,250
How many of you can say that 
today? 

808
00:43:35,250 --> 00:43:37,130
Amen. 
I want you to stand to your feet

809
00:43:37,130 --> 00:43:40,090
with me for a moment, and I just
want to pray with you. 

810
00:43:42,330 --> 00:43:44,770
I just want to pray with you. 
I'm not going to call you out. 

811
00:43:44,770 --> 00:43:45,770
I'm not going to singing you 
out. 

812
00:43:45,770 --> 00:43:49,930
But I just want this to be a 
time of you and the Holy Spirit 

813
00:43:51,290 --> 00:43:55,810
just allowing the Lord to to 
minister to your heart with 

814
00:43:55,810 --> 00:43:57,570
every head bound, every eye 
closed. 

815
00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:02,960
I want you to ask the Holy 
Spirit, Holy Spirit, examine my 

816
00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:08,440
heart and see if there's any 
wicked way in me, anything that 

817
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:10,920
I'm holding on to. 
Lord, that if there's people 

818
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:13,760
here that you know that you need
to release and just allow the 

819
00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:17,680
Lord to do a work. 
And I'm telling you, July 23rd 

820
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:21,560
will be a day that you can be 
free. 

821
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:26,400
Maybe if you're here today and 
you feel like I don't have 

822
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:30,270
anybody, that it's coming up, 
well, why don't you pray for the

823
00:44:30,270 --> 00:44:33,750
family member that you know that
they're not talking. 

824
00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:36,190
Maybe it's something that split 
the family. 

825
00:44:36,190 --> 00:44:38,430
Maybe it's something that they 
had a disagreement about. 

826
00:44:38,430 --> 00:44:41,870
Whatever it was. 
Pray for them right now. 

827
00:44:43,790 --> 00:44:45,510
Stand in their behalf, stand in 
the gap. 

828
00:44:48,030 --> 00:44:49,710
But if you're here today and you
say, you know what, I want to 

829
00:44:49,710 --> 00:44:53,590
get right with you, Lord, I want
you to repeat this prayer after 

830
00:44:53,590 --> 00:44:56,790
me. 
Say, Lord Jesus, I ask you today

831
00:44:58,750 --> 00:45:03,750
to show me the things that I 
need to release. 

832
00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:09,150
Lord, I forgive those that have 
hurt me. 

833
00:45:10,030 --> 00:45:13,470
I release them. 
Lord, I release them. 

834
00:45:14,230 --> 00:45:18,790
I no longer hold on to the past.
I know I'll no longer hold on to

835
00:45:18,790 --> 00:45:23,670
what is done. 
And Father, I pray today that 

836
00:45:23,670 --> 00:45:27,900
you will replace the hurt with 
love. 

837
00:45:28,860 --> 00:45:34,940
I thank you, Jesus, for 
forgiving me of all my sense and

838
00:45:34,940 --> 00:45:37,540
loving me just the way that I 
am. 

839
00:45:39,460 --> 00:45:43,260
And I pray that I will be able 
to do the same for others. 

840
00:45:44,660 --> 00:45:49,420
In Jesus name. 
Amen And Amen. 

841
00:45:49,780 --> 00:45:51,660
Hallelujah. 
Will God bless you. 

842
00:45:52,260 --> 00:45:55,100
I hope that today that that 
minister to your heart. 

843
00:45:55,100 --> 00:45:58,150
Thanks a lot, Tim. 
No.

