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Welcome to track #14 of the Road
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Now the next important thing 
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Calvary Rd. is separation and 
consecration. 

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Separation. 
When Jesus walked on the road to

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Calvary, he was completely 
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other pastors, Pharisees, his 
parents, his family, everyone he

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loved. 
In John chapter 19, you see the 

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last sorrowful separation taking
place as he's reached out to his

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mother in the last moments of 
his life. 

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And he said, Now when there 
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mother, and his mother S sister 
Mary the wife of Cleophas, and 

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Mary Magdalene, when Jesus 
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disciple standing by whom he 
loved, he saith unto his mother,

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Woman, behold thy son. 
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behold thy mother. 
And from that hour that disciple

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took her into his own house. 
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that all things were now 
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Scripture might be fulfilled, 
saith I first Amen. 

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Separation. 
Listen, when you walk on the 

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road that God has called, you 
will be different from other 

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people, and you will be 
separated from other people like

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yourself. 
Even in the ministry, you find 

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yourself walking more and more 
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Listen, I read this book in 
rejoin us. 

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What do you call it? 
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mountain, he got to a point and 
he and he said that as you go 

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higher the monster, you see 
fewer and fewer people around 

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you. 
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God and further and further on 
the road to Calvary, you get 

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fewer and fewer people being 
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First Jesus was with the crowds,
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Then he was with a disciple. 
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crowds by Wednesday. 
Thursday he was with his 

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disciples and he went to church.
He faced the people. 

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Then by Thursday he was with his
12 disciples having supper. 

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Then after a while there were 
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people. 
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Gethsemane, and then he went 
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or he didn't. 
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Then he was now with the three 
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from those three, but he hadn't 
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because his mother wasn't coming
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And marry Magdalene and marry 
the mother of Cleophas, the wife

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of Cleophas, and so on. 
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from his last disciple, which is
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And then finally, when he was on
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his mother, and he was separated
finally and eternally from this 

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earthly connection with his 
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And he went alone, and he turned
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had, which was the TIF on the 
cross, discussed issues about 

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the landing in paradise and left
the people on this earth, left 

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his mother, left here in the 
cans of John. 

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Say bye, bye to Mary Magdalene 
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And with that he was out of this
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cross, an unusual partner in 
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That is the road of ministry. 
As I have gone higher and higher

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and further and further in God 
than me, I have found myself 

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more and more alone. 
As I preach some of the things I

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preach, I find I I find myself 
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How many would agree with me 
that what I'm preaching is a 

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little unusual? 
Or you don't notice that. 

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Yeah, the cross of Christ 
sacrifice, leave everything and 

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go. 
Just put on your television and 

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listen to preaching or put on 
the radio and listen to you know

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that immediate God is going to 
bless you this week and that the

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power of God is at work in your 
life to release you from setting

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trespasses and things that are 
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You will not hear them telling 
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Exhausting you to do 
righteousness and to live for 

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God, huh? 
As you go higher, you don't see 

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many people around you in the 
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You may lose, Oh yeah, even in 
the amongst pastors, you become 

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more lonely amongst pastors 
because amongst the his friends 

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where he would become the the 
disciples had become 11 and the 

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disciples had become three. 
Then even the three Peter was 

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positive. 
Stop, stop, stop. 

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That's not how we do. 
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Stop. 
You are spoiling the whole 

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crucifixion. 
You just heal the guest. 

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Go. 
You are spoiling everything. 

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Take the sword away I spoiling 
the ministry. 

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He didn't he Peter was not with 
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He was alone in his thinking. 
Huh. 

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He was deep. 
Jesus was deeper than Peter. 

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It was later that Peter 
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suffer. 
That's his. 

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Peter is the one that said that 
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that we should follow his 
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Peter, who said but that at that
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I was cutting, yes, if, if, if, 
if I receive cut. 

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You cut his ear. 
Hallelujah, Hallelujah. 

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So don't be surprised, even in 
loyalty, you get to a point 

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where you stand alone. 
You say this is what I stand 

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for. 
Caleb and Joshua said this is 

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what we believe. 
Everybody doesn't agree, 10 

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people against 2, we stand 
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You can easily find yourself 
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And that is the meaning of the 
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Me, I have learned it. 
I have learned that it means I'm

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even in my job, in my ministry. 
I've learned that I become more 

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lonely. 
I've become more alone. 

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Papa says Jesus went alone into 
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wilderness. 
These are not Most people cannot

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follow him. 
It is where I'm going. 

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You cannot come. 
You cannot come. 

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You cannot come. 
Why is it that we want to do it 

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with everybody? 
If it's not a group, you can't 

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pray. 
If we are not 5 or 10, you can't

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pray. 
You can't pray alone. 

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Let's learn to come alone and 
don't worry if you are alone. 

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Stand for what is right. 
Stand for what God has called 

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you to do. 
Amen. 

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It's not easy to walk alone, but
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At the end of the day you have a
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saying wow, we are learning a 
lot from you now and they say we

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are blessed. 
Papa Hagen said when he started 

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preaching and teaching it was 
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wanted to be a teacher. 
Everybody claimed he had a 

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teaching anointing and a 
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he started, he was everybody was
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Jaco, Oral Roberts, Branham, I 
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evangelistically powerful 
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He was like a teacher. 
This, this faith is the 

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assurance of things hoped for by
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We work by faith. 
This by that vest by vest, vest 

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by vest. 
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everybody in the 1980s said he 
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Hallelujah. 
Father, we thank you for 

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consecration from today. 
They say even it gets to a point

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where your wife will not be with
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And remember, your wife does not
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Your wife does not need 
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will agree with you on 
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Your wife is not God. 
Write the three few things down.

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Your wife is not God. 
Write it down. 

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Your wife is not God. 
Your wife is not the Holy Spirit

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#2 your wife is not your your 
conscience. 

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Your wife is not your 
conscience. 

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Your wife is not the Holy 
Spirit. 

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Your wife is not God. 
Your wife is not Jesus. 

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That's why your wife is not the 
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Your wife can never replace God 
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God is different from your wife 
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to his wife, allow me to be 
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I will not be governed by a 
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And if it reaches a place where 
even your wife is now not going 

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with you, that's where we see 
who is strong, because it takes 

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great strength to go against 
what your wife doesn't like or 

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to do what your wife does not 
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Only the strongest people can 
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even to divorce. 
Rick Joyner was saying one day 

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he was looking at a certain 
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marriage. 
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something. 
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He said this brother has a 
terrible marriage, but because 

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he has a terrible wife or 
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And he said that God had given 
Hiri Joyner a better situation 

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and then his he said that his 
his marriage may be even 

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something that somebody may look
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But he said that the law showed 
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worse than the man because with 
what God had given him in terms 

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of the kind of woman and the 
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he had done less than this man 
with the bad wife and the bad 

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marriage. 
And that that guy had done more 

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in spite of the difficulty that 
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situation. 
It's mysterious, but and it is 

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true, that is fairness. 
That's why God said don't judge 

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because you'll be passing 
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had what you have had been given
to somebody, you would have done

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greater things with that good 
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situation. 
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someone else, he would have done
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So he said don't judge the guy's
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Then he went on and said even 
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Do you know God is divorced? 
God said I've given Israel a 

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bill of divorcement, I've 
divorced you. 

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God is divorced. 
Stupendous. 

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Is it not stupendous because 
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divorcement enrich a point that 
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married this was I don't like 
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allowing me to do what I have to
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So as you go with God a time 
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that you have to divorce, but 
you may find out that you have 

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reached a place where this 
person is now not letting you 

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fulfill the will of God. 
Be very careful, because God 

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will judge you for what He told 
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And then he was sorry, but that 
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Just as you don't listen to 
things from foolish people and 

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they don't let them guide you, 
even though they insult us, you 

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must not also listen to that. 
You must be able to deceive. 

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You. 
See Adam, he followed his wife. 

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The whole creation was fought by
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I said the whole creation, the 
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advice and suggestion of the 
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woman. 
Here we are today. 

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Look at how I'm tired. 
My back is paining me. 

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So Adam, follow God's advice. 
Don't follow your wife's advice.

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It would have been better for 
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not eat. 
Now the wife is saying she ate 

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it and she gave it. 
Eat it, eat it. 

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Adam, why are you not taking 
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She said. 
Why you don't love me? 

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You want me to die alone, Adam. 
You take for better, for worse. 

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Now you are putting pressure on 
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You have left me alone. 
Don't you love me? 

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Papa said. 
Husband love your wife. 

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Husband, love your wife. 
Why are you not? 

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I want us to be happy together. 
It's nice. 

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It's good. 
It's a good thing. 

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And God said no. 
Adam. 

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Why? 
Adam? 

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Why? 
And then you don't start to cry.

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Don't be moved by. 
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mother told that, you want to 
prove that your mother is wrong,

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so you are going to do no. 
No, if you love me, that's what 

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I that's what I feel. 
That's what I want. 

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That's what I want you care for.
Me, it's a good message and here

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you have. 
A. 

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Man who is now having to choose 
between his God and his wife. 

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Will you listen to what God said
or will you do what your wife is

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implying? 
Sometimes she's not even saying,

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but she's implying and she's 
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Which one will you choose God? 
Pray that you choose God. 

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I know many people who are not 
choosing God. 

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They are choosing what their 
wives say. 

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I know men, many men whose 
ministries are bothered because 

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their wives are their guiding 
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Writer wants to. 
Your wife is not an Angel to 

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guide you. 
That's what I want. 

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That's what I also think. 
I think you should think I. 

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Think you should have it? 
I don't think so. 

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Why? 
This marriage you are afraid, 

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brothers, as many as are led by 
the tears of thy wife. 

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Eve, why are you not talking to 
me now? 

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Nothing. 
If why are you not talking to me

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now since yesterday you said I 
should eat the fruit. 

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I said I won't eat it, put it in
the fridge. 

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I said I won't. 
Eat it. 

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Put the fruit in the if. 
I'm calling you please. 

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Don't, don't, don't talk to me 
like that. 

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If you don't want to do what I I
said, then don't be. 

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Why are you beating me? 
Why are you beating me in the 

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house? 
A Christian should not do that. 

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You don't love me, you don't 
love me. 

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You don't love me. 
If one of those Czech members 

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have given you this, this 
interview, you would have eaten 

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me by now. 
But because I'm the one giving 

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to you, that's why you don't 
want to eat it. 

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If one of those girls, one of 
those girls are giving you this 

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thing. 
So what are fitting you by now? 

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One of those people that have 
been laying hands on every time 

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If if your mother, you see you, 
you like your mother too much. 

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If your mother had given you 
this food, would you have it or 

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do I have told her what you told
me what you told me yesterday? 

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You don't respect me. 
That's what I was saying I. 

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Don't. 
Respect. 

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You don't. 
If you respect me. 

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You never talk like that. 
If your mother had given you all

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those sisters of yours, those 
sisters I rather lose you in 

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her. 
And you see, it's pushing you. 

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Yeah. 
Adam. 

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Adam. 
I think I say if you are being 

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confusing. 
Me, I say. 

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If come here, go PM go inside. 
The room if, if, where are you 

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going? 
I'm going out. 

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If where are you going? 
Listen now, we all have our 

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lives. 
I eat fruits, you doing fruits. 

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We are all different. 
Now Adam has come in the. 

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Evening darling, darling. 
Don't touch me. 

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I'm not. 
Look, I I'm not in. 

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I'm not. 
You know, I didn't confuse in my

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words. 
I said I don't want it. 

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Don't touch me. 
Don't touch me. 

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I'm going to die alone, I'll die
alone, I'll die alone. 

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I know, I know, I know my God 
will take care of me. 

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Die alone. 
Look at look at how he treats 

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me. 
The whole day they come. 

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I'm trying to hold my rope. 
Am IA prostitute? 

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Consecration and separation. 
When the women were crying, 

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including Mary, the women, the 
daughter, he turned to their 

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daughters. 
He saw his mother. 

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Daughters, crying for yourself, 
Don't cry for you. 

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You want me to come back? 
I won't come back. 

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Your tears will not make me stop
working on this road. 

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Your tears will not turn me 
back. 

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This is the road I've decided 
that I'm going to work on. 

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When Abraham was told by the 
Lord go and kill Isaac. 

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In today's world, surrounder 
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Going to the police and what the
police? 

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I'm going to the police, I'm 
going to the. 

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Police. 
I'm going. 

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To the police, you are mad. 
You know how I suffered before I

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gave birth. 
Now you say that you are going 

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to kill my son. 
If it was the son of one of 

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those girls who are slept, or if
it was Hagar or even those girls

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who couldn't have had children, 
we do the same. 

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I'm going to kill them because 
of her spirit. 

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What the Spirit is living. 
What? 

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Masters. 
What masters is that? 

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I want to kill my child. 
Why kill? 

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Somebody's child, not my child, 
love. 

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Has been the last time. 
Listen and with all due respect,

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be very careful to touch. 
With my child to not be easy by 

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Abraham today. 
Learn to trust God. 

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If you've heard from God, obey 
the Lord. 

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Oh yeah. 
It takes a certain strength to 

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still believe in God when your 
wife does not want to go to 

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suffer in certain things. 
And you still say I am going and

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we are going one day. 
I remember I went to a church, 

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you know, I think it was global.
We were ordaining somebody. 

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And the pastor who came to 
preach, he spoke about how his 

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wife left him because he was an 
evangelist. 

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His wife told him, I want a 
normal husband. 

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I want somebody who's at home 
when I come. 

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I want somebody who's here at 
this time. 

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I want somebody. 
I want a normal life. 

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I'm tired of this. 
And he said she left me because 

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I had to obey my call. 
And he as he was talking, you 

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see that it was painting him. 
But he had to carry on. 

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Heaven will tell it all whether 
this was right or this was 

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wrong. 
Some of the cases it's not easy 

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to know. 
My heaven will declare it. 

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Consecration, separation, 
choosing God, choosing His Word,

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not yielding to anything. 
People, people, people. 

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Pressure, opinions, ideas. 
Trusting the Lord is the 

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greatest way and the best way to
go. 

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Stand to your feet, please. 
All right.