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This episode of the City Smack 
podcast is presented by USA 

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Track and Field. 
All right, if you love speed, 

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power, and championship moments,
lock in right now. 

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The USATF Indoor Track and Field
Championships presented by 

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Prevagen are back in New York 
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March 1st at the Ocean Breeze 
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Island. 
This is where legends don't just

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race, they punch their ticket to
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The pressure is real, the 
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every athlete is fighting for 
one thing, a spot on Team USATF 

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at the World Indoor 
Championships. 

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The star power? 
Unreal. 

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You'll see the likes of Olympic 
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champion Cole Hawker, Olympic 
medalist Jasmine Moore, world 

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record holder Hobbes Kessler, 
world champion Ellie Saint 

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Pierre, US record holder 
Sinclair Johnson. 

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track and field and it's 
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What's up everyone? 
You are listening to the CDs Mag

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podcast. 
I'm your host Chris Chavez, and 

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every week we go beyond the 
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My guest for today's episode is 
Rocheen Willis, and right now 

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she's in one of those rare 
moments where fitness, 

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confidence, and clarity all seem
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get to enjoy seeing that on the 
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We recorded this two days before
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weekend for her. 
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the CDs Mag podcast, and we'll 
be bringing you interviews with 

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many of their latest signees all
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In 2026, we're celebrating 6 
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with Sidious, and we're grateful
for their support on all levels,

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from the high school to the 
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In the span of just nine days, 
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impactful indoor season. 
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career by running 159.59 as a 
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looking smooth and convincing. 6
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almost on a whim to race again, 
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and ran 157.97, becoming the 
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158 indoors and setting a new 
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her, indoors or outdoors. 
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Just two days after that record,
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Rose Games and won the 600 
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at US indoors or the World 
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real life, which you get the 
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her, she wants to be at a world 
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Stanford this spring. 
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importance of finishing her 
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just 21 years old, Rosheen has 
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in this sport. 
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out of Wisconsin, became an NCA 
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through a difficult period 
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how fast she's gotten, but also 
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about the decision to chase 
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professional early. 
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Rochine Willis. 
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reigning US 800 meter outdoor 
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now also a professional runner 
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taking classes at this point 
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and, and taking your classes and
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of balancing school and at the 
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Yeah, it's kind of this weird in
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trying to figure out like what I
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athlete, but like I'm also a 
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student athlete sort of. 
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Now, obviously I've done like, 
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the jersey, but you're so kind 
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To me, it doesn't feel like it's
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all in on Sidious. 
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was high school. 
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like it's been that long. 
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feel like I've changed a lot and
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it's, it's a weird feeling. 
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Nationals, we sat you down next 
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pros, you know, at the time. 
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It's like down the road someday,
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That's that's what I want to do.
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thought about it a lot, but 
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the collegiate system, I think I
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which is weird because you're 
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season just to be a a solid 
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really like kind of lost a lot 
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like who I was as a runner and 
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that season really transformed 
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But I think kind of taking the 
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or I need to be at this level. 
I'm just trying to, you know, be

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myself and improve. 
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came and it, it felt right. 
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that I love. 
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a lot of those women growing up.
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of been some of my favorites 
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So to now be in like their 
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Yeah. 
So when someone asks, you know, 

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what was the reason behind 
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what's sort of what's been sort 
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A lot of people have had 
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I want to clear out too is like 
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I think people see the 
separation to Stanford as I'm 

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not getting my degree, but that 
is obviously super important to 

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me. 
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know, get that degree and finish
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start a more professional 
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reflecting on last season and a 

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lot of the growth I had and a 
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sport, I just realized, you 
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make a run for this and do it 
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really there to support what I 
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And I kind of realized, you 
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about long careers and things 
like that, but at the end of the

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day, everyone only has an X 
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field. 
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amount of years will be for me, 
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them while I have them. 
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though it's an off year, no 
championship, it's actually a 

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really good time to make a 
transition. 

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Just kind of looking at a lot of
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I do need to get better. 
And I have a lot more fitness 

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that needs to improve if I want 
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level. 
I think if you look at the 800 

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meters, you should be terrified 
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I thought I understood the 
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And then they ran a 154 and a 
championship final, which is 

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absolutely nuts. 
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young. 
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lot on their plate and the 
Internet national women have 

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have got it going on and they're
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they're training hard. 
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and looking at the next couple 
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take? 
I think I was ready to make that

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transition into something more. 
So that's kind of, that's a lot 

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of different reasons, but that's
kind of, you know, I was looking

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at all those things, but also it
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And I saw that door open, and I 
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take it and just walk through 
it, but I wasn't sure if it was 

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right. 
But sometimes you just know deep

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down in your gut that this is 
something you should do and you 

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take the risk. 
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decision, it has felt right. 
And it's felt, you know, true to

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what I want to do and where my 
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And I think a lot of people that
know me understand that decision

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and understand that kind of 
aligns with where I'm at right 

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now. 
So, you know, couldn't be 

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happier. 
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that you've given this so much 
deep thought and, you know, have

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kind of weighed every, you know,
side of things with the bringing

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up the degree, I guess like what
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like what's got you excited 
about seeing it through all the 

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all the way to the end? 
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is kind of rare these days, and 
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I'd love to work in film later 
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I'm kind of trying to talk to 
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OK. 
Like what is, what does film 

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school look like maybe 8 years 
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Or how do I get myself into a 
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another one? 
So there's kind of a lot of 

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things to weigh there. 
I'm going to do 2 independent 

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research projects while in that 
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at Stanford. 
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be an academic a little bit on 
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incorporate, you know, some 
smaller projects that hopefully 

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don't take too much physical 
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used to balancing so much. 
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little bit more to running. 
But I think I can keep my own 

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mind active for these next 
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a future for myself post running
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this body can be world class. 
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me. 
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about long term as well. 
Was that always sort of on your 

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radar or did you go into 
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you know, with a major? 
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things at all. 
I thought I was going to do like

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human biology, which I quickly 
learned that that was out of it.

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But yeah, my dad's a history 
professor and I actually didn't 

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like history in high school at 
all. 

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So anyone who doesn't like high 
school history a push things 

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like that take a whole it's 
college history course because 

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that really changed things for 
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I just fell in love with the 
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things in history and more of a 
nuanced perspective. 

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creative person and so film kind
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little bit more artistic and 
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make something special. 
Future. 

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So yeah. 
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to the people listening or 
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your setup is right now, you 
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and where you'll be training. 
And then, you know, how, I 

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guess, how has, I guess New 
Balance, you know, made this 

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work for you at the beginning? 
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know, when we had conversations 
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this step, I've just said 
graduation in 2026 is that's 

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really important to me. 
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training hard, but I need to get
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there for my Stanford 
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So I've been training at 
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setup. 
I've had to be a little bit some

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of my own workouts, a little bit
tailored because my indoor 

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season is just a different 
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My last meet's going to be at 
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season. 
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pretty late and so trying to Rev
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races. 
I just can't maintain that. 

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train hard and kind of make some
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trying to get better and see how
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So yeah, it's kind of my setup. 
It's pretty similar to college, 

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but yeah, just a little bit part
of stuff sometimes. 

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All right, so we'll work 
backwards a little bit. 

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We'll start with this past 
weekend. 

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You run 159.59 world Lead 
personal best. 

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How are we feeling after that 
performance? 

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Yeah, that was really solid. 
I feel like I never really run 

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that great. 
My first meet of the season, I 

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think like my freshman year I 
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most years it's like a two O 1 
and I always just kind of feel 

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rusty. 
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confident and I just went and 
ran the race. 

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It felt terrible afterwards. 
I went straight to the trash 

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can. 
But the verse 800 is kind of a 

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shock to the system. 
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I felt good out there. 
I feel solid over my training is

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I think sub two indoors is 
always great. 

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So I think feeling pretty, 
pretty good about things so far,

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yeah. 
So with how late you know 2025 

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went for most people, when did 
sort of the training for the 

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indoor season really ramp up for
you? 

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I mean, I took a good two weeks 
off and then then really light 

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training for another two weeks 
and then maybe some. 

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There was more kind of a long 
endurance phase for me. 

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And I remember going home for 
Thanksgiving break and I was 

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like, I haven't done anything 
like fast at all. 

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Like I haven't even gone under 
70 and I'm supposed to race 

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hopefully under 2 minutes like 
in like 8 weeks. 

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And so it was just not a lot of 
time. 

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I think we did good base work 
for kind of setting the 

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foundation, but I didn't really 
get to have all the key workouts

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I had I wanted and then I'm used
to. 

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So it was kind of just like a 
little like blind test like all 

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right, like I, I think I'm fit. 
Like my body is responding well 

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enough to the stuff we're giving
it, but just, I mean, no races, 

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nothing too aggressive in 
practice and so not too much to 

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to go off of. 
So I'm pretty pleased how we 

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were able to kind of work with 
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result out there. 
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What is that endurance sort of 
like window and, and part of the

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training cycle look like for 
you? 

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Because I'm just trying to think
of, you know, I, I guess like 

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sometimes I thought of you as 
like more of the four 8 runner 

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and then like you've run, you 
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right now. 433 for the mile run,
a couple fifteens and so, but 

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you've never gone further than a
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So I guess like when you're 
working on the endurance side of

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things, like what does that 
comprise of? 

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I did a little bit more miles 
this year. 

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I would say the past two years 
have not been advanced by any 

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means, would not be even close 
to giving anything to Stanford 

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in terms of cross country. 
This year I took it a little bit

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more seriously and I think 
that's going to be a little bit 

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more of my intention. 
I've just developed used so many

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years for my speed and obviously
that's something you always have

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to tap into. 
But I think in order to get 

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better, I do need to do more 
endurance. 

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And so I think this year, like, 
I was like, OK, you can't go 

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into workouts thinking it's 
going to feel awesome and 

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amazing. 
You're probably going to get 

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humbled. 
So just kind of go in with that 

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mindset. 
And so there was some, yeah, 

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just longer runs, like one KS 
and, you know, a lot of tempo 

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threshold work and which I hate,
but I'm making myself do it 

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because I think I, if I get, you
know, in a couple years, 

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hopefully it'll feel a little 
bit more comfortable. 

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But you got to kind of do the 
stuff that makes you feel 

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uncomfortable in order to get 
better, so. 

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I feel like you're just coming 
into collegiate running at such 

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an interesting time when, you 
know, you're definitely like in 

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the heart of like the Super 
spikes and super shoes era where

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when you were a senior in high 
school, you were running, you 

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know, 2 flat 159 like, and then,
you know, you get to college and

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those would be really good times
for a college runner. 

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And yet you're trying to seek 
improvements to still go two 

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more, two or three more seconds 
faster than that. 

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So on the training side of 
things, like if you think back 

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to just sort of like senior 
year, and I get it was, you 

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know, different coaches from 
high school to, you know, your 

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collegiate training, like how 
different were they really in 

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the grand scheme of things? 
I remember my freshman year was 

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hard in terms of training. 
We trained really hard. 

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I wouldn't say it was like more 
crazy mileage or anything like 

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that, but just really high 
intensity, more hours in the 

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weight room just. 
And like I'm also transitioning 

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to having training partners who 
can give it to me at practice 

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and also like tagging along to. 
To, you know, some of our girls 

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who run like 409 in the 1500 and
so doing workouts like that. 

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And I also thought I think the 
biggest transition is just how 

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intense the races are. 
Like in high school, you might 

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go to an Invitational and it's 
it's fast. 

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But in college everything is 
good. 

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And, you know, I would be like 
tripling at meets and every 

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single race I run was just like 
cutthroat. 

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And that was that was really 
hard. 

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But yeah, there is just so many 
different transitions. 

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I think just day-to-day, it's 
just harder. 

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School is harder, training is 
harder. 

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You have to do more recovery. 
You're in the training room more

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often. 
And so that was just a whole 

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bunch of adjustments. 
And I think that's why people I 

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think often don't see, you know,
the time drops they expect 

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because they're they feel like 
they're training harder, but 

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they're also balancing a million
more things and just navigating 

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a new intensity that sometimes 
it's hard to thrive in. 

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And so it you kind of have to 
stay patient and that hard work 

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will pay off, but it's often not
initially. 

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Now, obviously that led to a few

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eloquently spoken out about in 
the last couple of years has 

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just sort of been like that 
intensity of like the NCAA 

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system. 
And so if we stay on just sort 

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of like your freshman year on 
the outside it looks awesome, 

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right? 
Things that, you know, things 

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are clicking, you're running 
super well, but then behind the 

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scenes and just internally like 
it's not all sunshines and 

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rainbows. 
I guess, like what was that sort

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of like realization like for 
you? 

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And then I guess like what were 
you doing to try and kind of, 

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you know, mitigate that a little
bit? 

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Yeah, I feel like it was like a 
very confusing time for me. 

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I don't think I really even 
understood what was going on all

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the time. 
Like I was so overwhelmed by a 

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million different environments 
that I was putting that I was in

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all the time and just so much 
intensity. 

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You know, I like tripled at my 
first NCAA's, like ran 4 races 

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in 24 hours, which was a lot. 
And then you're straight back to

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Stanford and, and honestly, I 
don't think there was a lot of 

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time for me to even process what
was going on and how it was 

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affecting me. 
And then you also throw in I had

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a sleep disorder and so I really
was trying to get help for that.

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And so wasn't really getting the
help that I needed. 

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And yeah, I think and also just 
being an 18 year old in a new 

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place and you're trying to 
figure all these things out and 

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you don't really have the words 
to describe how you're feeling. 

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And you also don't want to sound
like annoying or, you know, you 

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00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:52,920
you don't, you know, it's like, 
is this really a big deal? 

448
00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:58,400
And so I think, you know, 
reflecting on that, like, I 

449
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:02,920
really wish I you know, how to 
better support system. 

450
00:25:02,920 --> 00:25:06,680
I think in that time, I think it
grew after that year and that's 

451
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:11,280
why you saw the changes that you
know, led to such a great year 

452
00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:14,640
like last year. 
But it really just shows how 

453
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:19,280
brutal that system can be and 
how easy it is to kind of 

454
00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:23,040
ignore, you know, someone who is
really struggling and 

455
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:26,520
overwhelmed. 
I think just things happen so 

456
00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:29,120
fast and there's so much 
intensity and people are focused

457
00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:32,960
on titles and records and, and 
at the end of the day, like none

458
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:36,400
of that stuff really matters if 
the person is in OK, you know, 

459
00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,080
and they're and they're not 
supported. 

460
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:42,400
I think all those things are 
kind of an added bonus, you 

461
00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:45,600
know, if you if you're happy and
thriving and in a good spot, But

462
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:51,160
I just really wasn't. 
And it's so common, like just 

463
00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:53,600
the amount of people who've 
talked to me about similar 

464
00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:56,720
things, it's it's a real 
problem. 

465
00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:01,480
And so I just hope like, I think
the NCAA is, is great and it's 

466
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:06,000
producing so many amazing 
performances, but like you just 

467
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:09,360
got to make sure that the 
athlete is good and taken care 

468
00:26:09,360 --> 00:26:11,480
of. 
I think it's great to chase 

469
00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:14,480
history and all that, but just 
just be cautious that you're 

470
00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,320
working with really young people
who are navigating so much 

471
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:20,240
change. 
And also just they need a 

472
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:24,440
support system too that's beyond
just what's going on in the 

473
00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:26,440
track. 
So I think so that's a lot of 

474
00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,920
what I learned. 
And but yeah, I mean, I'm 

475
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:33,600
grateful that, you know, I got 
to go through that because I 

476
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:36,960
think it sets me up for this new
transition, knowing what what I 

477
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,080
need and what works for me and 
all that. 

478
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:41,160
Yeah. 
I think often times, right, like

479
00:26:41,360 --> 00:26:44,880
this picture of like a strong 
athlete is just, you know, 

480
00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:46,920
pushing through all of those 
hard times. 

481
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:50,360
But I think like there's also a 
lot of power in the athlete who 

482
00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:53,120
has, you know, kind of the 
awareness to be like, no, I, I, 

483
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:56,440
I need help. 
And what was that point for you?

484
00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:59,720
I guess like when you did 
finally, you know, start to seek

485
00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:03,480
out the the assistance, whether 
from your parents or coaches or 

486
00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:05,680
teammates, Like what? 
What was that moment like? 

487
00:27:06,240 --> 00:27:08,960
I don't know. 
I mean it was a lot of little 

488
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:13,800
moments and you kind of start 
with your inner, inner circle 

489
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:17,800
and but a lot of things that 
were really affecting me weren't

490
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,760
really from that inner circle. 
I needed more support from some 

491
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:23,480
of those outside systems because
that was my whole life. 

492
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:28,680
And, you know, I just feel like 
I talked to, you know, parents 

493
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:33,040
about it for a while, but I 
really just didn't know how to 

494
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,800
talk to people about it. 
And I didn't really know how to 

495
00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:39,080
explain what was going on 
because, you know, like, to a 

496
00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:42,120
lot of people around me, they're
like, you just like you won 

497
00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:45,200
nationals and stuff and you're, 
you're, you're doing all these 

498
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,840
amazing things. 
And like, and like, that's part 

499
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:50,720
of my frustration too, because 
I'm like, well, yeah, I don't 

500
00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:54,800
get why I'm, like having such a 
rough time because like, I do 

501
00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:57,160
have these great things, but it 
just goes to show that like, 

502
00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:59,600
that all those things aren't 
really meant to fulfill you. 

503
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:02,200
Like, they're great and they're 
cool and fun to chase, but like,

504
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:05,200
that's just not like what life 
is about. 

505
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:09,280
So, yeah, I mean, it took a 
while. 

506
00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:12,920
And it also took, I would say, 
about two years of learning to 

507
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:17,680
advocate for myself and learning
to, you know, what, what 

508
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:22,600
environment is healthy for me 
and what, you know, what I need 

509
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,320
as a person. 
And a lot of that came from 

510
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:28,360
myself and just, you know, 
figuring out myself and being 

511
00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:30,920
more confident in that. 
But I do think it's important to

512
00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:34,960
have people around you that 
really support you through thick

513
00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:37,720
and thin and aren't just there 
for, you know, fast track times 

514
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:40,760
and all that. 
So I don't know, but it, it took

515
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:44,160
a while, I would say just for 
all those conversations to 

516
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:48,360
happen and a while for I feel 
like people to understand me and

517
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:51,480
you know, how I operate. 
And I think we got to that point

518
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,560
and that, you know, was really 
great. 

519
00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:56,040
But you know, I think just 
learning to advocate for 

520
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,920
yourself and learning yourself 
and how you want to show up in 

521
00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,640
this world is it's a process and
it takes a while. 

522
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:05,320
When did you, I guess start to 
feel comfortable enough in, in 

523
00:29:05,320 --> 00:29:08,240
assessing like your own 
situation to craft that one? 

524
00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:11,000
I guess like the first Instagram
post that that you put out about

525
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:12,880
just sort of everything that 
you've been going through. 

526
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:17,400
And I guess, like, the moment 
you hit publish, like, was that 

527
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:21,320
a sense of relief or then at the
same time, I also start to feel 

528
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:25,040
like it opens the floodgates for
you to get inundated with all 

529
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:28,120
these other people being like, 
this is my experience, and now 

530
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:29,640
they're seeking out help from 
you. 

531
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:31,840
And so how did you handle all of
that? 

532
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:35,360
I don't know if I fully, to be 
completely honest, I don't know 

533
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:37,240
if I fully knew what I was 
getting into. 

534
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:44,360
I think a lot of it was I, I, I 
kind of wish people could 

535
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:46,520
understand me. 
I think I was frustrated with 

536
00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:49,760
the ways that I was showing up. 
You know, I'd go into NCAA's the

537
00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:55,400
week before and, or two weeks 
before and I just, I just didn't

538
00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:58,480
like how I showed up at all. 
I was just so nervous. 

539
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:01,320
I was, I didn't sleep at all 
before the races. 

540
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:07,080
I was just so overwhelmed. 
And I kind of just wanted like 

541
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:11,000
just to, I felt like I it wasn't
showing up as myself in the 

542
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:12,600
world. 
And that kind of offered me a 

543
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:17,320
way to do so. 
But yeah, it was a little bit 

544
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:21,040
overwhelming. 
And I think for like so long, I 

545
00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:26,560
feel like I had this kind of 
like mark on me of ways people 

546
00:30:26,560 --> 00:30:28,800
looked at me just because of 
that post. 

547
00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:32,800
And while like I'm so happy to 
be vulnerable and all that 

548
00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:37,920
stuff, like I do think like, you
know, I'm really thriving now 

549
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:40,720
and I feel like I've grown so 
much and I hope people like see 

550
00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:42,240
that. 
And I've tried to like speak up 

551
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:47,200
about that stuff as well. 
But I think like I just want to 

552
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:51,080
be see people to see me for who 
I am and that comes with my 

553
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:54,480
struggle. 
So I think, yeah, it, it was a 

554
00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:57,400
lot. 
And I, and I hope that my, you 

555
00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,840
know, story and whatever can 
help people. 

556
00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:04,080
I'm not the best with responding
to like the hundreds of messages

557
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,800
and people send me an advice 
like that. 

558
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,360
I, I just don't think I'm 
qualified for that. 

559
00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:12,560
And so if there's anyone 
listening that has an unanswered

560
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:16,800
TM like I, I just don't feel 
qualified to, you know, give a 

561
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,200
young person like advice. 
I think there's a lot more 

562
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:23,040
qualified people out there, but 
hopefully like my story and the 

563
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:27,120
ways that I've grown kind of can
give people some hope that maybe

564
00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:30,480
the situation they're in like 
will get better as well. 

565
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:34,440
When did it start to get fun for
you again and that you know the 

566
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,760
the true Rochine is showing up 
again? 

567
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:42,360
I wouldn't, I would say until 
like my like there's glimpses of

568
00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:46,800
it in my junior indoor season 
when I went to indoor nationals,

569
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:52,600
I feel like that was the first 
time I was like, Oh, I'm like, 

570
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:58,120
this is different. 
Like I, I had, I was so scared 

571
00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:02,120
to get back into track and field
after the previous two years and

572
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,280
it just wasn't a good 
experience. 

573
00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:09,920
And I just I had to just NT AA's
was not it was so stressful. 

574
00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:14,000
And so when I went back for 
that, probably like 1, my fifth 

575
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:19,520
time, I was like, I just feel 
this is fine. 

576
00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:24,880
Like I'm OK and I can compete 
and I can focus on this like 

577
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:26,720
it's a track meet and nothing 
else. 

578
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:29,960
Like it's not life or death. 
It's not the end of the world. 

579
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:33,080
And I didn't have the most like 
insane race there. 

580
00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:36,760
But almost when I sat down after
that race, I was like, whoa, 

581
00:32:37,280 --> 00:32:40,640
like I feel proud of myself. 
Like I feel good. 

582
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:44,400
Like this is fine. 
Like I didn't I'm not nothing 

583
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:46,360
bad is going to happen because I
didn't win. 

584
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:51,080
Like it's OK, but then also what
that meat did is like it kind of

585
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:53,840
got the fire back again because 
I was like, oh, that was good. 

586
00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:56,760
But like I want to win. 
Like I, I know I'm better than 

587
00:32:56,760 --> 00:33:01,240
that. 
And so I just kind of minded my 

588
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:05,360
business, put my head down 
outdoor season ran some 4 

589
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:10,880
hundreds, which was fun. 
And then like I lost the AC CS 

590
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:14,480
and even when that and and then 
I was like, OK, I'm fine, but 

591
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:16,400
that fire was kind of roaring 
again. 

592
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:21,160
And regionals went well and then
nationals, like feel like my 

593
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:23,200
biggest fear was going back to 
Eugene. 

594
00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:25,520
And I had such a poor experience
there last time. 

595
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:29,440
And I kind of went there and 
conquered that demon and, you 

596
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:33,880
know, was able to have that was 
just such an amazing day and a 

597
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:36,960
great race. 
And so that was like, OK, like I

598
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:40,440
feel like Rasheen, she's coming 
back, but she she's better and 

599
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:44,400
she's stronger and she's herself
this time. 

600
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:47,640
And so I think, you know, that 
just got such a good momentum 

601
00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:50,000
into the summer and then now 
we're here. 

602
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:50,960
So. 
Yeah. 

603
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:56,360
Yeah, I mean, the feeling of 
crossing the finish line at NCAA

604
00:33:56,360 --> 00:34:00,320
is winning in a personal best. 
I'm looking at it right, 1158.13

605
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:03,800
and then keeping that momentum 
going through the US 

606
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,560
championships in one of the most
like brutal events that like 

607
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:12,639
there's always drama come the 
women's 800I and you win the 

608
00:34:12,639 --> 00:34:15,520
whole thing. 
I guess those two moments in 

609
00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:19,440
particular, like what were the 
feelings and emotions that stand

610
00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:20,880
out to you when you reflect upon
them? 

611
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:26,520
I think NCAA is like that last 
like 10 meters just felt like 

612
00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:30,239
slow motion one because I was 
like lactic everywhere and I was

613
00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:32,719
like, I just really hope I make 
it. 

614
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:41,880
But I think it had just been 
like three such hard years and 

615
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:45,920
just so much time where I had 
lost kind of a lot of confidence

616
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:50,760
in myself and just kind of 
doubting in my, you know, meant 

617
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:54,159
to be here. 
And and then I crossed that 

618
00:34:54,159 --> 00:34:56,520
finish line. 
And it wasn't even like it was 

619
00:34:56,520 --> 00:34:59,800
like I needed that one moment to
validate, but it was just like 

620
00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:03,280
every single moment that had LED
up to that, you know, form the 

621
00:35:03,280 --> 00:35:06,720
person that could do that 
performance that day. 

622
00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:12,840
And I don't know, I was just, 
yeah, I mean, I knew I believed 

623
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:15,760
in myself that I was capable, 
but to see it come to fruition 

624
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:17,600
like that is always a special 
moment. 

625
00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:23,160
And then USA is I was like, that
was, I mean, you can see my face

626
00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:25,280
in the pictures. 
Like I'm just like, oh, my 

627
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:27,280
goodness. 
Like there's just no way. 

628
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:31,560
Like I, I was like dead last in 
my semifinal heat the year 

629
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,760
before and now I'm winning the 
whole thing. 

630
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:39,480
Like that feels pretty nice. 
You know, I was just to, to have

631
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:43,640
that kind of redemption was a 
pretty special moment. 

632
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:46,760
And I, I was, I was pretty 
shocked. 

633
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,400
I mean, before the gun went off,
I was like, I don't know if it 

634
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:50,960
feels so great. 
And they're calling all the 

635
00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:53,640
names and it's like Ajay and 
Raven. 

636
00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:56,080
And I'm like, I was watching 
them on the TV for like my whole

637
00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:59,640
life. 
And so like to to be in that 

638
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:04,160
race and then to feel the tape, 
you know, it's just, it's just 

639
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,720
surreal. 
But you know, I think I have the

640
00:36:06,720 --> 00:36:09,640
perspective now. 
Like it's so cool to win those 

641
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:12,000
races. 
But like at the end of the day, 

642
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:16,920
like I'm just kind of here to, 
you know, you know, be a good 

643
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:21,200
servant to people around me and 
not, you know, put track on this

644
00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:22,840
pedestal. 
Like it's everything, you know? 

645
00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:25,400
I work hard, put my head down, 
and then if the results come, 

646
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:29,240
they come so. 
Yeah, at the beginning of our 

647
00:36:29,240 --> 00:36:33,680
conversation, you had such a 
really cool assessment of just 

648
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,520
like the global standing of the 
800 meters and just sort of like

649
00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:42,080
how you know yourself other 
Americans stack up against the 

650
00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:45,200
rest of the world. 
So to touch on like your world 

651
00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:48,960
championship experience, I 
guess, you know, because I 

652
00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:53,000
remember right after the heats 
where you didn't, you didn't 

653
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:56,240
advance to the semi finals like 
you did have like, you know, an 

654
00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:58,280
Instagram story post, I believe 
it was where you're sort of 

655
00:36:58,280 --> 00:37:02,120
like, you know, you felt like 
you let people down and that's 

656
00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,520
not true. 
I think a lot of people were 

657
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,440
definitely proud that you'd even
gotten to, you know, represent 

658
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:09,200
the United States at such a big 
stage and and you've had an 

659
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:13,000
amazing season. 
But I guess what What was your 

660
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,520
World Championship experience 
like? 

661
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:18,200
You know, overall, looking back,
I, I learned a lot and there was

662
00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:22,640
a lot of really great moments. 
That race itself was 

663
00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:26,320
disappointing for me. 
I felt really good about the 

664
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:29,320
spot I was in. 
And so to go out like that was 

665
00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,160
just really not how I wanted to 
show up. 

666
00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:40,040
But I think, you know, I, I had 
fun racing out there. 

667
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:44,960
I didn't go out there with fear 
like it was just to walk into a 

668
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:50,200
stadium like that was surreal. 
But I, I did want a lot more for

669
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:51,800
myself. 
And I think moving forward, I 

670
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:56,080
want to make sure I'm prepared 
and just, I mean, 3 rounds is 

671
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:59,080
brutal. 
And so you just can't mess up. 

672
00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:02,800
So, you know, just kind of 
cautious of that. 

673
00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:08,560
But I mean, I think it was hard.
You know, I had, I've worn the 

674
00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:12,320
US jersey in EU 20 setting, but 
I think I've watched on the TV 

675
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:17,040
every single year and you know, 
as someone in the 800 meters and

676
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:20,120
kind of followed that event and 
seeing how the American women 

677
00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:22,600
perform. 
And I always, you know, I was 

678
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:25,000
like, if I ever get in that 
jersey, I want to be ready. 

679
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:29,000
And I I did feel ready in a lot 
of senses, but I just don't 

680
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,520
think I showed up the way I 
wanted to, which was initially 

681
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:35,840
disappointing. 
But I think, you know, it was 

682
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:39,760
like an initial rough 24 hours. 
The, you know, I was just like 

683
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:43,560
very disappointed. 
But then it it kind of that, you

684
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:46,000
know, I was able to move on 
quickly, which I feel like is 

685
00:38:46,000 --> 00:38:49,840
always a good sign and kind of 
fueled some fire for if I'm in 

686
00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:54,080
another championship in the 
future, you know, to hopefully, 

687
00:38:54,240 --> 00:38:56,400
you know, run faster and run 
better. 

688
00:38:56,440 --> 00:38:58,640
So yeah. 
I guess one thing that's been 

689
00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:01,960
super cool in hearing your talk 
is just, you know, how much 

690
00:39:02,200 --> 00:39:06,360
you're also very observant and a
student of the sport. 

691
00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:10,640
And in particular like the 800. 
And when you've studied this 

692
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:13,600
event and watched it so closely,
like what sticks out to you 

693
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,720
about just sort of like the 
evolution of how this event is 

694
00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:19,720
being run? 
You know, at the at the 1% level

695
00:39:19,720 --> 00:39:23,080
where you know, you like, like 
you said before, you got to be 

696
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:27,440
able to run 155 after three 
rounds in order to end up with a

697
00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:31,640
medal this time around. 
Yeah, I watch a lot of races, 

698
00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:34,680
like, I mean, people call it 
watch film and stuff like that. 

699
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:38,600
Like I, I like doing that and I,
and I learn a lot from that. 

700
00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:42,760
And there is a difference I 
think to championship racing. 

701
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:47,520
And you know, I, I got a lot of 
championship racing experience 

702
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:50,600
this year and maybe didn't get 3
rounds at worlds, but I did USA 

703
00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:54,840
is I did 2 NCAA's and I did 2 
ACC. 

704
00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:58,400
So which is really competitive 
conference. 

705
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:05,640
But you know, I think you just 
have to be so smart about how 

706
00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:07,920
you use your energy, how you 
position yourself. 

707
00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:12,000
Even just now you have to worry 
about staying on your feet, you 

708
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:16,200
know, that first lap, you know, 
each 200 segment brings 

709
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:20,560
something different and each 
athlete has their own set of 

710
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,360
tools that you have to be aware 
of. 

711
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:26,560
I don't think in every single 
race I analyze every single 

712
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:31,280
person, but you know, like 
especially before you know those

713
00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:37,320
NCAA finals, you know, I do my 
homework and like I'm you really

714
00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:39,320
never know what people are going
to do. 

715
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:42,920
So you have to be prepared for 
that and you have to know your 

716
00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:46,040
instincts well. 
And so that's part of it, but 

717
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:49,720
also kind of being prepared for 
multiple different race plans. 

718
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:53,040
I feel like I go into each race 
with about 3:00 and then also 

719
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:55,440
like knowing that I have to 
throw this out the window 

720
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:57,160
immediately if something goes 
different. 

721
00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,800
So there's just so many moving 
parts. 

722
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:04,480
I think it's the hardest event 
for so many reasons, but you 

723
00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:08,720
have to be fast, you have to be 
strong, you have to be smart, 

724
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:11,640
you have to be patient, but you 
also have to be bold. 

725
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:15,120
It's a million different things 
all in once, and then it goes by

726
00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:19,200
in less than two minutes. 
But I think looking at the 

727
00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:23,240
trajectory of things, women are 
running it differently. 

728
00:41:23,240 --> 00:41:24,800
They're running it more 
aggressively. 

729
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:28,200
Those times are going to start 
to come down. 

730
00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:32,480
So I think it's something that 
people should be excited for and

731
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:36,520
aware of because I think we have
something special coming up 

732
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:38,800
either this year or next couple 
years. 

733
00:41:39,240 --> 00:41:41,800
I don't know when it's really 
going to happen, but I think 

734
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:44,240
it's about to explode. 
So excited. 

735
00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:50,000
So the paint the picture for me 
the night or two before a race 

736
00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:54,920
when it's, you know, devising 
those three race plans with you 

737
00:41:54,920 --> 00:42:00,760
and coach JJ Clark, like who's 
bringing what to the table and 

738
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,720
what does that look like? 
Yeah. 

739
00:42:02,720 --> 00:42:05,280
I mean, I think we both do our 
homework a little bit 

740
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:08,680
separately. 
If there's heats, I watch the 

741
00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:11,120
heats and I watch everyone very 
closely. 

742
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:15,200
Sometimes I'll watch people 
like, you know, watch the race 

743
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,000
and watch a different person 
each time. 

744
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:19,920
You know, if someone runs badly,
I want to watch the race and I 

745
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:22,800
want to know why because usually
you can point out a mistake. 

746
00:42:23,120 --> 00:42:25,760
And sometimes it's myself. 
We watch the race, and he's 

747
00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:30,840
like, OK, you did that wrong. 
And so that's kind of something 

748
00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:34,160
we observe. 
But yeah, I think the most 

749
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:40,600
intense conversation was 
probably before NCAA's and like,

750
00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:44,600
I think there had been so much 
anticipation for that race. 

751
00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:47,920
And I thought the year before it
was going to be really fast and 

752
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:52,640
it didn't quite, it was a little
bit cautious the first lap. 

753
00:42:52,640 --> 00:42:55,000
But this year, you know, 
Michaela went for it. 

754
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:59,440
We're going out in 56 low, so 
kind of preparing mentally for 

755
00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:02,680
that. 
But I remember he told me like 

756
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:09,160
he was like, if people are 
timid, you take it and you go 

757
00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:11,840
and you trust yourself 'cause 
you can do it. 

758
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:15,880
Which didn't end up happening. 
But it's like, you know, like 

759
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:18,240
kind of intense conversations 
like that. 

760
00:43:18,240 --> 00:43:23,480
And I think actually the race 
strategy he told me was the one 

761
00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:26,560
that actually happens, which is 
surprising. 

762
00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:30,960
And he told me to go out in 3rd 
place and then not play games in

763
00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:33,360
the, you know, middle part of 
the race while people are 

764
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:36,120
battling for a spot. 
You just stay put and you just 

765
00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:40,240
run and you, you stay you, you 
keep the people in the front, 

766
00:43:40,240 --> 00:43:43,760
you, you, you make sure you're 
on them in some capacity and 

767
00:43:43,760 --> 00:43:46,120
then you reel them in at the end
because they will slow down. 

768
00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:50,560
So that was kind of the plan and
it works, but you kind of also 

769
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:56,400
have to be expect unexpected so.
Actually, you'd be probably one 

770
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:59,600
of the perfect people to ask 
about this because it's somewhat

771
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,320
new, I think. 
What's with the new World 

772
00:44:02,320 --> 00:44:05,880
Athletics, I guess is it the 
break line, the start line with 

773
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:08,880
the 800 or something like that? 
And did you have to deal with 

774
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:12,000
that this past weekend? 
Is this the two turn stagger? 

775
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:14,320
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
Okay, is it just indoors? 

776
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:16,560
I don't see. 
I haven't even figured it out 

777
00:44:16,560 --> 00:44:18,200
yet. 
I think I heard that. 

778
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:21,160
Well, that's great. 
I'm glad they did that. 

779
00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:23,360
I'm a big fan of two turn 
stagger. 

780
00:44:23,360 --> 00:44:26,320
I think it's in lanes or I don't
know if it is in lanes. 

781
00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:29,800
I like that better. 
Do not put 800 meter runners in 

782
00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:32,560
like a waterfall. 
Do not put 2 on A1 turn stagger.

783
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:34,960
Like they will all trip over 
themselves and then they will 

784
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,400
run slow because they're all 
bundled up. 

785
00:44:37,720 --> 00:44:41,880
So I think that is a wonderful 
thing World Athletics has done. 

786
00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:44,840
I think it will make races 
faster. 

787
00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:48,800
I think it'll keep, you know, 
people on their feet. 

788
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:52,560
So yeah, I think it's, I mean, 
maybe I should look into it 

789
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,320
more, but as a runner 
themselves, I think it's great. 

790
00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:58,400
And I did it last weekend and 
was a big fan, so. 

791
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:00,920
All right, perfect. 
I was I was so curious about 

792
00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:03,760
that because I saw something 
about the change on Instagram 

793
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:07,480
and I was like, oh wait, I'm 
asking the US champ about it. 

794
00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:10,000
All right, so Rocheen, final 
question I've got for you is 

795
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:14,320
like, what are you most excited 
to discover about yourself? 

796
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,520
I guess now that you're a 
professional runner, you got 

797
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:20,800
2026, it's kind of like a clean 
slate with no, you know, 

798
00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:24,760
traditional world championship 
or Olympics like on the on the 

799
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:26,720
calendar. 
But what are you most excited 

800
00:45:26,720 --> 00:45:29,400
about in 2026? 
You know, I never really make 

801
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:33,080
this a goal, but I kind of would
like to see how fast I can run 

802
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:35,200
this year. 
I think that's something I 

803
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:37,520
didn't get to. 
I just it's hard to focus on 

804
00:45:37,520 --> 00:45:40,800
with championships like because 
I really could go any anyway and

805
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:45,320
you want to focus on that win. 
But I think this is a good year 

806
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:49,440
to kind of see where I where I 
can go just kind of one race 

807
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:54,480
meets, fast meets. 
So I'm quite excited for that. 

808
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:57,360
I think this is an OK year for 
that, to make that a goal. 

809
00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:01,600
And I feel like, you know, 
there's a lot more I can do. 

810
00:46:02,200 --> 00:46:06,120
So yeah, kind of looking at time
this year, which I feel like is 

811
00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:08,800
OK for right now. 
My coach usually isn't a fan of 

812
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:12,160
teasing times, but I just like 
to see how, you know, fast I can

813
00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:16,280
run, how hard I can push myself.
And so hoping to, you know, hop 

814
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:18,160
in some races and do that. 
So yeah. 

815
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,080
That's exciting. 
Well, Rasheen, thanks so much 

816
00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:23,880
for taking the time to chat. 
And then of course, 

817
00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:27,800
congratulations on signing the 
pro contract and now, you know, 

818
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:32,280
taking this this next chapter 
head on as a New Balance 

819
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:34,520
athlete. 
Well, thank you so much. 

820
00:46:36,240 --> 00:46:37,920
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821
00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:40,920
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822
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,640
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824
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:50,000
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825
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