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What's up everyone? 
You are listening to the CDs Mag

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I'm your host Chris Chavez, and 

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We packed in so many shows in 
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We do this because. 
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let's keep this thing going. 
Anderson Emerald here taking 

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over the show today for a 
conversation I recorded while 

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Chris was out in Hawaii. 
My guest for today is one of the

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most exciting sprinters in the 
world right now. 

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Julian Alfred is the reigning 
Olympic champion in the 100 

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meters, a world indoor champion 
in the 60 meters, and is 

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rewriting history for Saint 
Lucia on the biggest stages in 

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track and field. 
On February 1st, 2026, Julian 

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will return to the Armory in New
York City to headline the 

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women's 60 meters at the Melrose
Games, the same track where she 

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ran a meat record in 2024 before
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Olympic gold medals that year. 
In our conversation, we don't 

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just speak about the medals or 
the times, but we dive into what

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comes after her breakthrough and
how she learns to carry success 

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without letting it completely 
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Julian opens up about navigating
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and even experiencing loneliness
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She explained having to grow up 
quickly as a child in Saint 

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Lucia, moving to Jamaica and 
later Texas, and learning how to

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protect her mental health while 
still pushing herself to be the 

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best that she can be. 
We also discussed the trust that

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she has in her coach, Edrick 
Florial, and why 2026 feels less

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about proving something to the 
world and more about 

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rediscovering joy in the sport 
that she loves. 

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I know you'll enjoy the 
conversation, so let's dive in 

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with Julian Alfred. 
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the Olympic 100m champion, also 
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from Saint Lucia, Julian Alfred.
We were speaking a little bit 

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before, but I mean just how has 
the the offseason been? 

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And I guess like, when have you 
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Actually, I, I did maybe a few 
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practice for about two weeks to 
go to Germany and to also 

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fulfill my duties after as an 
ambassador. 

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And I came back and I started 
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after I returned. 
So it hasn't been a long time. 

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So I will consider it maybe 
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back in practice, I'll say that.
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So it's not too bad. 
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like pounding you. 
You're like. 

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Yes, already he doesn't, he 
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But I mean, I'm all here for it 
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my best self coming 2026 cults 
winning so I'm not complaining. 

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There you go. 
There you go. 

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And I mean 2026, it's going to 
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third year as a professional 
since, you know, finishing at at

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Texas. 
I wonder if before you enter the

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season, before you start fall 
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you sit down and you, you know, 
map out your goals for the year,

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or if it's just like you just 
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like, all right, coach flow, 
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The, the thing about it is that 
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we start talking about what we 
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following year. 
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to, we're going to talk here and
there about what we expect 

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coming into, going into 2026. 
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of having a little chat as to 
what exactly we look forward to.

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And maybe after practice, when 
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he's done killing me in the 
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talking about like what the 
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following year. 
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there. 
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then because obviously if 
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bit of thinking of 2026, but 
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all right, I got to perform in 
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How do you kind of balance that 
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But it's not some, it's 
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To be quite honest, I'm if it 
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or when I'm like close to being 
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what our plans are for the next 
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So let's say I'm my 
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probably gonna work on this or 
like this year I'm not doing any

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four hundreds anymore. 
So you probably mentioned that, 

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but it's nothing that's going to
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that same year. 
It's not going to distract me 

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whatsoever. 
That makes sense. 

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Makes sense. 
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know, you're not doing any four 
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into and competing at the 
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Armory, which should be really 
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And you know, you competed last 
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meat record in the 60 meters. 
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decision to again jump back into
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this year. 
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one and although like my coach, 
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want to do the next year? 
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I did the 60 a lot in college 
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professional athlete. 
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me doing the things that I 
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considering at the 60 something 
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I, I decided that it was going 
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So I'm really looking forward to
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running three hundreds and four 
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So actually we get. 
It's it's so interesting because

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I guess from even what I heard, 
like when you were at Texas, 

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even the 200 was like maybe not 
your favorite. 

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No. 
So no. 

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It wasn't. 
When like when Coach Flow comes 

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up to you in the fall of like 
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the top of 2025, we got to do 
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hundreds. 
Like what's going through your 

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mind at that point? 
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until I had an interview with 
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was on Instagram Live. 
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Juden's going to be running four
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And he was like, OK, he 
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That means it has to be true. 
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just not something that I 
actually like, I trust my 

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coach's plan. 
And if he's going to make me be 

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my best self and be the best 
athlete that I can be and he 

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sees that's what I need, that's 
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I'm going to do it. 
Even though it's going to be 

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hard for me to like do it. 
But I think that because of my 

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trust in him, I think I just go 
ahead and just do it as much as 

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I hated every single moment of 
it, including the the training. 

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But I did it. 
It's done now and I hope I don't

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do it anymore. 
Maybe a 4 by 4 but just not the 

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400, sorry. 
Not the individual 400, you 

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know. 
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Milrose Games with the 60 and 
then indoors overall, is all of 

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this going to be a stepping 
stone towards getting back to 

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world indoors in 2026? 
We haven't thought so far as yet

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as it pertains to running world 
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Maybe, maybe not, I'm not sure 
yet. 

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However, I'm taking one meet at 
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first on the list to compete as 
and that's my main goal, right. 

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I'm not really thinking about 
what indoors as of now. 

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So I'm just thinking about just 
attending murals as I did as I 

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competed there in 2024. 
So that's really our main focus 

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as of now. 
Nice. 

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And that's cool. 
And like you said before, it's 

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like 2026. 
It's an off year in a sense. 

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There's no worlds or Olympics. 
So you have a little flexibility

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to be able to navigate through 
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differently. 
So that should be cool. 

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I guess looking back in 2024, 
you know, when you did win world

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indoor gold in the 60, you 
eventually became Olympic 

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champion in the 100, Olympic 
silver in the 200, and all of 

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those were first for your 
country, becoming the first 

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champion for your country. 
I wondered if entering that 

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year, if there was any pressure 
that you felt to perform, you 

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know, to represent your country,
to put on for your country. 

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No, it wasn't any Entering that 
year 2024, there wasn't any 

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pressure. 
I think the pressure really came

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about after I won more indoors 
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So after that, the hence why I 
took a long break and I think it

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was me, yeah, take a long break 
in May and late April to just 

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really focus on training and 
dial back and get myself 

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together mentally as well. 
But I think that pressure really

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came about after we're indoors 
and of course going to Olympics,

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because now they're expecting me
to go there and, you know, 

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deliver. 
But when I entered 2024, there 

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wasn't any pressure. 
If anything, it was on myself 

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because I always put pressure on
myself to go out there and 

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perform and be my best self. 
But outside pressure? 

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No, there wasn't any. 
I would. 

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So that that's pretty. 
It makes sense because like, 

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like you said, you get the gold 
medal at World Indoors and then 

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it's like, and I remember I 
think you had gone home for a 

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little bit or at some point 
after that. 

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So I can imagine it's like 
you're seeing people, they're 

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celebrating you. 
But you're like, all right, now 

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I got the Olympics to go. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah, I mean, at that time too, 
just, you know, everybody 

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celebrated me and the minister 
of Sports on our bookends 

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Academy, he he made a comment 
and he was like, OK, so now 

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we're expecting a gold medal at 
the Olympics. 

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And that freaked me out. 
I'm not going to lie. 

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I was freaked out internally and
I didn't mention it to anybody, 

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but I was just so hard on 
myself. 

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It's like now I have to go out 
there because now they expected 

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me to deliver a gold medal or to
bring home a gold medal, and 

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thankfully it came to fruition. 
I did. 

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I worked hard to get to that 
point, but it did psych me out, 

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Yeah. 
After, I mean, after, yeah, 

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after the Olympics, we had, you 
know, you got a chance to be 

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heavily featured in the Netflix 
documentary Sprint. 

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And we saw, like, that moment 
after, you know, the after you 

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won the gold medal and you go in
the back and we could see you, 

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like, crying. 
I wonder if that was like the 

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release of everything that was 
building up that year. 

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Yeah, it was I think there was 
so many things that I I held 

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inside that I released at the 
time warned my dad not being 

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there to like celebrate me. 
And I think the realization that

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I actually did it because 
earlier on that year, I almost 

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gave up and thankfully Coach Flo
gave me a call and asked me to 

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get myself together and come to 
training, even if even if men 

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taking a break from competing. 
But that during that time, I 

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just, I just had to release my 
emotions. 

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I I couldn't believe that I had 
one at the time. 

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And it was just so many things 
that I had to really just let go

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during that time. 
What is what is giving up? 

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What? 
What is I guess going through 

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your mind as you're like, I'm 
going to give up, like literally

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leave the sport or is it like 
take a break? 

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Like what does that mean? 
So sometimes means leaving the 

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sport and literally going back 
home. 

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It just, it gets to that point, 
to be honest, when you feel like

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you've given your all to 
something. 

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And even training, when training
kicks my butt. 

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It's like, I don't know what 
else to do. 

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I'm trying my very best every 
single day, making the 

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sacrifices and it's like, I 
don't know what else to do. 

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But to me, sometimes it means 
leaving the sport and just being

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done with it or like just really
taking a step back and realizing

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how far I've come and taking the
time to realize the good things 

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that's actually happening. 
It's so easy for us to think 

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about the negativity and to 
think about even like now, like 

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whenever I had their practice, I
think of just the negative 

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things that's happening. 
My coach always said to me, look

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at how many good things that's 
happening. 

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Like everything else around your
life is going good. 

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So you cannot really dwell on 
the negative part. 

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But sometimes it depends on how 
bad it is. 

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It means leaving, that's what 
sometimes it just means just 

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taking a step back and just give
myself a break and detaching, 

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which I did this summer. 
I got a chance to really detach 

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from the sport and, you know, 
beat my family, my friends and 

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just forget about track and 
field for a little bit and come 

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back into training. 
Fully NN Nice. 

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And I know after the Olympics in
24 you of course competed on the

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circuit a bit. 
I wonder if the pressure felt 

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like it was really eased off, or
if maybe you felt even more of 

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like, OK, wow, I have to go into
2025 and either match this or 

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replicate it. 
I wonder what that kind of 

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feeling was like at that point. 
Yeah, I think the pressure 

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didn't stop there. 
It definitely continued. 

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It was even worse, to be quite 
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spotlight and now you expected 
to go into 2025 and do well. 

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So I'm somebody, I'm very shy. 
Listen, I'm very private as well

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now, so having the cameras on 
you or like your name being the 

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in the headlines all the time is
it was it felt like a lot of 

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pressure to me as well. 
And I actually just really take 

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it some time to just get myself 
together in the background and, 

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you know, just lean on my 
support system to help me during

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those times. 
But it was a lot of pressure 

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head into 2025, which I felt 
like every moment indoors, not 

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so much because I did 3 hundreds
and four hundreds. 

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I didn't even run those events. 
I didn't really care. 

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But as it pertains to the 200 
and the 100, yes, I felt the 

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pressure a lot. 
I would say that. 

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I I wouldn't, I wouldn't say you
didn't feel too much pressure 

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before. 
Coach Flo hears this and he's 

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like, oh, no pressure in the 
three hundreds and fours. 

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Let me throw you back into this.
No, no, no pressure in the. 

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I mean, I wasn't even doing 
those events, but I was trained 

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for it, yes. 
However, I wouldn't put pressure

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The runner Soda. 
Connecting a little bit back 

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with St. 
Lucia, you've had a really, I 

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guess like eclectic journey 
where obviously from Saint Lucia

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you were in Jamaica and now of 
course in the US and Texas. 

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I wonder, like at each of those 
points, like what impact has all

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of those places that you've 
lived and trained in and 

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experienced life in had on your 
life? 

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I mean, I mean, just starting 
off with like St. 

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Lucia and all those times 
growing up, like what impact did

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that have on your life to be who
you are now? 

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I think growing up in Saint 
Lucia, it's, I can speak from a 

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point of who I had around me and
there was examples of people I 

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didn't want to be like and who 
feel by the wayside and who give

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up their talent to just, you 
know, just be on the streets or,

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you know, just do things that 
they enjoy. 

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But it allowed me to not be a 
bigger person. 

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I think I had to grow up very 
fast and I'm really glad I made 

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that decision at a young age, 
even though it was one of the 

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hardest decisions that I had to 
make in my career. 

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Leaving Saint Lucia early, the 
support of my my mom, my 

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siblings, my coach at the time 
to just leave Tunusia and go 

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take a big opportunity to go to 
Jamaica and I'm really glad I 

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did. 
In Jamaica, I spent three years 

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there by myself, no family 
members. 

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I spent an entire year. 
I haven't spent Christmas in 

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Jamaica and didn't get a chance 
to go home. 

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I didn't go home until maybe 
summertime. 

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So I spent that entire without 
seeing my family, which was 

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pretty hard for me. 
So I really had to grow up and 

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be more responsible because I 
was the last child at the time 

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and my mom, my siblings, they 
did everything for me when I was

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growing up. 
They cook, they clean and I had 

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like no worries. 
All that was just go to school, 

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get good grades and. 
Focus on training, even though 

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it meant even though sometimes I
would not go to training, I'm 

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like what you come to look for 
me in my community, but I think 

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I really have to grow up and 
become more responsible and 

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truly dying and know what I 
want. 

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I think I was very focused at a 
young age. 

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You know, sometimes your teenage
years, yes you want you know 

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what you want, but you also care
about your friends and going out

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with them and having fun. 
But I think I was just so tired 

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in at a very young age that I 
was just so focused on not 

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thinking about what my friends 
had going on because I already 

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knew what I wanted and what came
with it. 

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As now as an adult, as you've 
like you've gotten older, I 

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wonder, considering what your 
family, you know, your mom, your

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siblings and everyone did for 
you, do you feel almost like a 

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responsibility or like a just 
something to be like? 

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I have to give back to them 
considering what they did for 

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me. 
Yeah, not just my family. 

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I just think, fun fact that my 
family and I, we don't talk 

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about track and field 
whatsoever. 

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So I just don't like mixing the 
two because I would love to step

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away from track and field and 
not hear about it. 

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Still my family's, my family. 
And then track and field, now 

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it's work. 
So we don't really talk about 

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it. 
However, I just think that God 

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has blessed me to be in this 
position and it's always good to

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like give back, not just in my 
family, but just like the youth,

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which is something that big on 
like giving back to the youth in

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Saint Lucia. 
So I think none of that is 

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family or not. 
It's always good to like give 

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back to those positions about. 
And you, you started a 

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foundation in Saint Lucia, am I 
right? 

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How did how did that come about?
So I studied youth on community 

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studies in, in college like in 
Texas. 

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And that was something I really 
wanted in my contract actually 

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Puma. 
So Puma actually sponsors that 

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foundation. 
I launched it last year April 

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after I won more indoors when I 
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Lucia for the celebration. 
So I launched it that time. 

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And so far, like we've been in 
the process of getting the 

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foundation together, the board 
members and trying to put it 

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together and the account like 
actually just opened after we 

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went through that long process 
of finally putting together. 

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So the account is now open. 
And I'm just looking forward to,

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you know, giving back, whether 
through education or sports, 

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because I think they go hand in 
hand and everybody's going to 

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the sports, but also giving back
for education as well. 

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So I think just me wanted to 
give back and based on what I 

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studied like in college, that is
something I'm very passionate 

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about. 
Nice. 

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That that's really cool. 
That is, I think some, I mean, 

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whether it's like athletes or 
just people in general early in 

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their careers, they may not 
think about being able to give 

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back to others or being able to 
start a foundation or something 

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like that. 
So hearing you again, you're 

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only going into, you haven't 
even started your third year as 

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a pro and you're already like, 
you know, being able to give 

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back to your country. 
That's that's a very, very big 

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deal. 
So that is huge. 

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Thank you. 
In so in Jamaica, like you said,

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you spent three years, I wonder 
if, as you know, after a year, 

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after two years, did you start 
to feel more comfortable and 

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even did you feel like, OK, this
is I can make something of, you 

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know, my talent of track and 
field to become something 

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bigger. 
Yeah, I think I felt that the 

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first year in Jamaica, like, you
know, they have boys and girls 

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champs, which is so big in 
Jamaica. 

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And my first year I got 2 silver
medals. 

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So I think being in that 
environment, it definitely made 

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me stronger in that environment.
I think that you cannot be soft.

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And it prepared me to compete 
on, you know, the global stage 

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because being a, being a young 
child competing in an 

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environment like that, the 
horns, the crowd, it's like no 

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other and just the energy. 
And I think that it was just an 

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amazing experience overall. 
And I would say each year I got 

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better at knowing who I who I 
was, who I am sorry, who I am as

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an athlete and like where I want
to go. 

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And though it was very hard 
being from family, I would 

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definitely say that I, it made 
me realize what I want and how 

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bad I want it because I could 
have given up during that time 

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being over from my family, being
over from my loved ones and go 

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back home because it was just, 
it was difficult for me, I would

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say, but I just realized how bad
I want it is. 

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I'm making that sacrifice was 
something I'll always give 

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myself a partner back for 
because it doesn't those 

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opportunities don't really come 
easy. 

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And the fact that I took it as a
very young age, age of 14 and 

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leaving home, I would say that 
it was definitely meant to be. 

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And I'm really glad that, you 
know, they gave me that 

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opportunity to go out there and 
just see what I'm made of. 

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That is, that is really cool. 
And of course you ended up at at

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Texas in the US Did you imagine 
that you'd be like competing in 

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the NCAA in the United States 
being one of the top, you know, 

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NCAA athletes? 
Like, did you imagine that? 

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Not until my last year in 
Jamaica, I started looking at 

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schools that I would want to be 
at. 

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One of them was Oregon. 
I think around that time Oregon 

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won a national championships. 
And obviously as a child you 

447
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:24,360
want to be in an environment 
people are winning. 

448
00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:27,920
So I was looking at Oregon and 
after I left Jamaica, I went to 

449
00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:31,320
Saint Lucia for three years, not
sorry, not three years, what am 

450
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:34,880
I saying, six months. 
And during that time I was 

451
00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:37,840
trying to figure out what my 
next step would be. 

452
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:47,400
And I visited UTSA, fun fact, I 
took AI, took a visit to UTSA 

453
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:51,240
because I was in contact with 
Kareem during that time. 

454
00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:54,200
And then coach floor restart to 
me, which I was looking at coach

455
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:56,840
floor during my time in Jamaica 
as well because of Sydney at the

456
00:25:58,080 --> 00:25:59,480
time. 
She was just doing so well, 

457
00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:02,320
breaking collegiate records and 
I was just looking at or 

458
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,080
watching videos that they would 
have on YouTube and stuff. 

459
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:09,760
So when he gave me the call, I 
was very hesitant because I was 

460
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:12,920
already thinking of going to 
UTSC, so I'm glad I didn't. 

461
00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,200
So when I took my visit, I just 
so close to like, yes, I'm gonna

462
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,880
come and didn't go to anywhere. 
Didn't visit anywhere else after

463
00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,880
that. 
So I've been at UT since then 

464
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:27,600
since 2019. 
Visited November 2018 and then 

465
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:31,840
started school January 2019. 
That would have been a crazy 

466
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:37,120
parallel universe of like you. 
Know I'm glad I I didn't go 

467
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:40,000
there. 
That would have been so crazy. 

468
00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:44,600
What, what's interesting is at 
Texas, because I think January, 

469
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:49,040
I'm, I'm trying to remember, I 
feel like January 2020 or so, 

470
00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:51,640
you had really started to 2019 
as well. 

471
00:26:51,640 --> 00:26:53,880
But I feel like January 2020, 
you really started to kind of 

472
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:55,360
pop off. 
You were starting to hit some 

473
00:26:55,360 --> 00:26:58,640
really good times and then COVID
hit and that kind of shut 

474
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:00,840
everything down. 
I wonder, I wonder how that 

475
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:06,480
affected you. 
So I think that December 2019, I

476
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:10,360
ran 7718 for the very first 
time. 

477
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:14,240
That was in Houston. 
And then after that, I think 

478
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:20,480
January I ran 7/1 in 
Albuquerque. 

479
00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:24,160
I think I ran against like 
Briscoe, if I remember clearly. 

480
00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:27,720
And then COVID hit whilst we 
were at National. 

481
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:32,000
So I had to go back. 
We had to go back to Austin and 

482
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:37,720
I flew to Philadelphia to be 
with some people that I knew 

483
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:42,080
from Jamaica and I got stuck 
there because St. 

484
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:49,440
Lucia closed the borders and I 
was stuck there for March for 

485
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:52,800
until, until June, so not until 
my birthday. 

486
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:56,560
I left to go to Saint Lucia, go 
back to Saint Lucia where I 

487
00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:59,320
still have to quarantine for a 
long time before I could 

488
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:02,200
actually see my family. 
And then I had to turn right 

489
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:06,640
back around to go back to Austin
because we had to be there I 

490
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:10,800
think about two weeks before 
school started to, you know, we 

491
00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:13,400
had to be quarantined and get 
tested before everything 

492
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,360
started. 
But it was so hard for me could 

493
00:28:16,360 --> 00:28:19,520
flow call me every single day to
check up on me because I was 

494
00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:22,880
stuck and I was just so 
depressed during that time 

495
00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:26,680
because I was by myself. 
I had no family members and 

496
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:30,640
seeing people, their loved ones,
it really had an effect on me 

497
00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:34,080
because I was by myself again 
and I was so tired of being 

498
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:36,640
alone. 
It was just such a difficult 

499
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:41,040
moment for me, but I learned 
from that he's in school. 

500
00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:44,960
Do do all these kind of 
experiences, like you said, 

501
00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:48,000
growing up in Saint Lucia, 
seeing some, having to literally

502
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,760
grow up, you know, quicker than 
you know, you might have 

503
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:54,480
expected being in Jamaica on 
your own without being able to 

504
00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:56,320
see your family. 
Of course, going through COVID, 

505
00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:57,520
not being able to see your 
family. 

506
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,640
I wonder if you kind of ever 
reflect back on those 

507
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:02,960
experiences to see where you've 
come from and what you've been 

508
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,040
through. 
I do all the time. 

509
00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:09,200
I do all the time and that's why
I like I always try to protect 

510
00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:11,600
my family because they're like 
my safe place. 

511
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:14,480
And whenever I get a chance to 
go see them, I always run to 

512
00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:18,320
them and I always take a chance 
to just reflect on how far I've 

513
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,600
come. 
And like, which always reminds 

514
00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:27,480
me every single time I, I go for
like a hard time and just just 

515
00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:30,720
giving myself like the credit 
just to see how strong I am. 

516
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,400
And just realizing that you've 
come such a long way and you've 

517
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:37,920
grown up a lot because before 
anything, I would cry and I 

518
00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:39,880
would want to go home every 
single time. 

519
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:44,480
But anything that I've come such
a long way and realizing that 

520
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:49,400
it's been a journey to get to 
this point in my life, but never

521
00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:52,600
forget, never forget what 
happened and always be grateful 

522
00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:56,440
for where you're at now. 
So and so we'll Fast forward a 

523
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:59,640
little bit into this past year 
in 2025. 

524
00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:02,600
I mean, it was definitely a very
long year. 

525
00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:05,640
I guess literally in that world,
it feels like world champs just 

526
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:10,200
ended in like late September. 
But then also like there was you

527
00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:12,800
dealt with a lot throughout the 
year in various different 

528
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:15,440
capacities. 
I wonder if because you were 

529
00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:18,480
talking about the pressure 
coming into this year off the 

530
00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:22,600
Olympic year, but you still 
throughout the season ran very, 

531
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,960
very fast. 
I mean, outdoors in the 200 you 

532
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:27,560
opened up with like, literally 
like a personal best and you 

533
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:29,440
were running 10 sevens very 
consistently. 

534
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:32,520
I wonder if you expected that 
maybe coming off, you know, what

535
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:34,920
you had done indoors, coming off
what you had did last year, or 

536
00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:37,240
did you ever surprise yourself 
with, you know, the performances

537
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:41,200
through the year? 
I did, especially the 1st 200 of

538
00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:44,240
the season. 
It's like sometimes a quota tell

539
00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,600
you you're you're ready to run 
something, but then it'd be 

540
00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:50,720
like, am I really? 
Well, I think that was really 

541
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:55,960
when I was surprised recurring 
21, eight, my 1st 200 of the 

542
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,800
season. 
I only ran like 2-2 hundreds 

543
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,760
last year, which I was just 
talking about recently, and it 

544
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:05,640
felt like I ran so many, so many
200, but just the three hundreds

545
00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:07,600
and four hundreds. 
Maybe in practice I was 

546
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:12,840
thinking, but I wasn't expecting
to run 10/7 that consistently 

547
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:17,800
throughout, throughout 2025 
actually, but I knew that it was

548
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:19,960
somewhere in there. 
But I'm somebody I have to see 

549
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:23,360
to believe it. 
And I saw it throughout the 

550
00:31:23,360 --> 00:31:25,880
time, throughout the time I was 
like running throughout this 

551
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:28,360
year. 
But I think given the training 

552
00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:32,440
that I was doing during that 
time, I think I was such a 

553
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:35,840
stronger athlete as I was in the
previous years. 

554
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:39,640
So I think that the Ponge 
training really helped with me 

555
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:43,320
being like very consistent 
running those fast times. 

556
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:46,160
I'll say that. 
There was, I think it was the 

557
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:49,520
last, the last race before world
champs was I think the Zurich 

558
00:31:49,520 --> 00:31:52,320
Diamond League that you right, 
The Zurich Diamond League you 

559
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:55,040
ran at and you had taken like 
some time off to go train and 

560
00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:58,880
things like that. 
But you would run 10/7 and I 

561
00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:01,360
don't know, I don't know if you 
saw, but online people were like

562
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:03,400
it looked like you were chewing 
gum. 

563
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:05,320
You crossed the line, you ran 
10/7. 

564
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:08,000
You were like chilling. 
Like, I don't know if you felt 

565
00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:11,760
as comfortable as like people 
looked at you like, whoa, she's 

566
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:12,880
chilling. 
Like she's chilling. 

567
00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:18,120
Yeah, So I chew down sometimes 
to help with just the outside 

568
00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:20,440
noise. 
I asked him to focus on because 

569
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:24,320
like I said, the pressure, the 
pressure was getting to me at 

570
00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:27,840
one point in time, given that 
the news also came out that I 

571
00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:30,280
was hooked. 
And that was like, OK, so now I 

572
00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:34,680
took a break and I'm back in the
spotlight Diamonique final. 

573
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:40,160
And I was being asked questions 
during the the press conference 

574
00:32:40,240 --> 00:32:44,120
that I didn't really like. 
And I once said if I was 

575
00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:47,240
comfortable, because I'm never 
comfortable when it comes to 

576
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:49,400
like racing. 
I'm always like on my A game. 

577
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:52,880
I'm always like very focused. 
However, I think I'm really just

578
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:56,320
help me just remain focused. 
I'm just, you know, have 

579
00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:58,480
something to focus on instead of
the outside noise that's 

580
00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:00,720
happening at the time. 
Got you, Got you. 

581
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:02,800
OK, That that's that's really 
cool. 

582
00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:06,720
Again, people, people were like,
oh, Julian is like just chilling

583
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,880
10/7 chewing gum. 
Relax. 

584
00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:17,360
Yeah, I mean, at that time I was
like 25. 

585
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,600
I was in the best shape of my 
life. 

586
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:23,080
And it didn't end that way, 
unfortunately. 

587
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:27,840
But I think that running 10/7 
was just, it became a lot easier

588
00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:30,520
for me to do given the training 
that I was actually doing. 

589
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:36,640
But to stay comfortable, I'm 
always like sport focusing on my

590
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:38,520
A game whenever it's time for me
to compete. 

591
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:41,680
So I think it's almost 
disrespectful to like my other 

592
00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:44,440
competitors seeing that I was 
comfortable. 

593
00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:47,680
And I just never want people to 
think that it's disrespectful. 

594
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:49,520
It's like I'm not worried about 
it. 

595
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:51,880
That's never the case because 
I'm always like super focused 

596
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:53,960
and you know, working towards 
what I want. 

597
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,080
So that was never the case. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, that makes 

598
00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:58,320
sense. 
And and definitely like I at 

599
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:01,680
least I can see that where I 
feel like you give the utmost 

600
00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:04,680
respect to your competitors, but
you also, I feel like everyone 

601
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:08,480
wants to be the best, but you're
always like, you know, super, 

602
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:14,040
super Quadro, which is good one.
I guess just pointing on that 

603
00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:16,800
because like you said, there was
news that came out, it was 

604
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:19,320
incorrect information about you 
being injured and people are 

605
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:23,360
asking and things like that. 
I wonder if going through that 

606
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:26,960
experience and having, you know,
to deal with the media having to

607
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:31,040
deal with all these different 
questions, if that was, I don't 

608
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:33,920
know if test is the best word, 
but if that kind of like helped 

609
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:36,639
to prepare you even going 
forward on how to deal with 

610
00:34:36,639 --> 00:34:39,199
being such a high profile 
athlete in a sport. 

611
00:34:40,199 --> 00:34:44,760
I will say so I am not somebody 
who's big on social media. 

612
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,400
I'm, I'm going to be honest, if 
you like, I like to my, my own 

613
00:34:48,400 --> 00:34:50,760
business, I'll do my own thing. 
That's just how I am. 

614
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:55,120
But I think having gone through 
that this year, it definitely 

615
00:34:55,120 --> 00:35:00,920
prepares me for what's to come. 
I would say that and what to 

616
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:03,680
expect, what not to expect from 
other people, especially those 

617
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:07,200
who are online and who has 
definitely the most to say about

618
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:10,480
athletes especially and their 
performances. 

619
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,760
So I'll definitely say this year
prepared me for what to come, 

620
00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:17,760
knowing what to expect and what 
not to expect from the outside 

621
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:18,720
world. 
I would say that. 

622
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,280
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625
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626
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643
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644
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645
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:38,960
have it because our workouts are
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646
00:36:39,320 --> 00:36:42,560
Every workout I'd implement what
I'm going to do on race day into

647
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:44,240
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So my routine every morning is 

648
00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:49,480
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before I do buy card 2 to 3 

649
00:36:49,480 --> 00:36:52,600
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650
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:55,840
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But I wasn't a huge believer and

651
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:58,080
I just did it because they had 
sent it to me at first. 

652
00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:02,560
And then Sage started using it 
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653
00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:07,360
first time between her rounds 
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654
00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:09,840
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rounds. 

655
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:12,880
And obviously, that could just 
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656
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:15,280
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new thing she was trying and it 

657
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:17,160
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And then she did the same in 

658
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:19,600
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And like, so now we have that 

659
00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:20,920
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lot. 

660
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,000
I'm like, OK, I know she's the 
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661
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:27,240
But also she starts using this, 
you know, this new product and 

662
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:30,320
has the best race of her life. 
You know, maybe I should keep 

663
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:33,320
using it as well. 
So yeah, I've been using it 

664
00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:37,160
every workout, every long run. 
The recommended practice is you 

665
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:41,120
take one shot 3 hours before a 
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666
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:44,560
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667
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Like you're saying, you're 

712
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:28,600
feeling, you know, the 10 
sevens, they were coming, the 21

713
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:31,720
eight, the 21 seven that you ran
as well. 

714
00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:34,160
Yeah. 
But in a in a lot of those 

715
00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:37,520
races, and this is all due 
respect to like everyone, but 

716
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,600
you were a lot of those races in
a sense were like solo in the 

717
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:44,120
sense that you were like very 
far ahead of the field at 

718
00:40:44,120 --> 00:40:47,080
certain points. 
But then there was a few other 

719
00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:50,000
races like the Prefontaine 
Classic or of course, like World

720
00:40:50,000 --> 00:41:00,320
Championships where you're going
head to I wonder if you prefer 

721
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:03,000
one of those situations, if you 
prefer to be like, all right, 

722
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:06,400
I'm kind of the the top of the 
field and I can just like 

723
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,760
execute or do you prefer that 
head to head being able to test 

724
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:11,400
myself against the best all the 
time? 

725
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

726
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

727
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,680
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to head 

728
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:11,400
being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

729
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

730
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

731
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,680
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to head 

732
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:11,400
being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

733
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

734
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

735
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

736
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

737
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

738
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

739
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

740
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

741
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

742
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

743
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

744
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

745
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

746
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

747
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

748
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

749
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

750
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

751
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

752
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

753
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

754
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

755
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

756
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

757
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

758
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

759
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

760
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

761
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

762
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

763
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

764
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

765
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

766
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

767
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

768
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

769
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

770
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

771
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

772
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

773
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

774
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

775
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

776
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

777
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

778
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

779
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

780
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

781
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

782
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

783
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

784
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

785
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

786
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

787
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

788
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

789
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

790
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

791
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

792
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

793
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

794
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

795
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

796
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

797
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

798
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

799
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

800
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

801
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

802
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

803
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

804
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

805
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

806
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

807
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

808
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

809
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

810
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

811
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

812
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

813
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

814
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

815
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

816
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

817
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

818
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

819
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

820
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

821
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

822
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

823
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

824
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

825
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

826
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

827
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

828
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

829
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

830
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

831
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

832
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

833
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

834
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

835
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

836
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

837
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

838
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

839
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

840
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

841
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

842
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

843
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

844
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

845
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

846
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

847
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

848
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

849
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

850
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

851
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

852
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

853
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

854
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

855
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

856
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

857
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

858
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

859
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

860
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

861
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

862
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

863
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,040
I wonder if you prefer one of 
those situations, if you prefer 

864
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,960
to be like, all right, I'm kind 
of the the top of the field and 

865
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,454
I can just like execute or do 
you prefer that head to 

866
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,480
I wonder why you were kind of on
your own essentially like you're

867
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,800
saying, since February 
throughout indoors and outdoors.

868
00:41:08,452 --> 00:41:11,399
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

869
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

870
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

871
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

872
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

873
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

874
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

875
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

876
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

877
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

878
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

879
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

880
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

881
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

882
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

883
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

884
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

885
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

886
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

887
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

888
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

889
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

890
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

891
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

892
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time? 

893
00:41:08,453 --> 00:41:11,400
head being able to test myself 
against the best all the time?

