1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:07,960 Looking all beautiful. You were just so beautiful. 2 00:00:08,280 --> 00:00:10,600 Your sexy ass. That's where I'm so happy to 3 00:00:10,600 --> 00:00:14,240 have you back. Oh, it'd been a minute too. 4 00:00:17,440 --> 00:00:19,280 Yeah, so. But no, I understand the 5 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:23,040 Internet because the smokers, the smokers know. 6 00:00:23,040 --> 00:00:26,720 It'd be like I'd be hating, I'd be on delay sometimes it'd be 7 00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:29,640 like and then I'd be trying to talk, thinking we real time with 8 00:00:29,680 --> 00:00:33,640 that, that that we on the same. And then I noticed, no, she's 9 00:00:33,640 --> 00:00:36,040 catching what I'm saying later. I'm like damn, I got to adjust 10 00:00:36,040 --> 00:00:40,160 my shit. I know the lag is horrific. 11 00:00:41,760 --> 00:00:43,200 Oh my God. But here's the sad part. 12 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:45,880 Right? Only when I'm on stream yard 13 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:51,480 because I'm paying for stream yard because it was playing Last 14 00:00:51,480 --> 00:00:53,480 two times I was on Skype. Skype was perfect. 15 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:55,600 But the reason why I went to stream y'all cause Skype was 16 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:59,280 cutting up. So I'm like, you can't win with 17 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:02,840 some of these things. No, so we need to create our own 18 00:01:02,880 --> 00:01:09,520 shit. Because even before I was, I was 19 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:11,600 thinking this, right? Because I was thinking about how 20 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:16,040 many porn stars in the game with swingers and you always hear 21 00:01:16,040 --> 00:01:20,320 about the swinging. Why don't porn stars just throw 22 00:01:20,360 --> 00:01:24,440 us when this event? Wouldn't that make sense? 23 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:31,120 It would I want to. I'm more like, I'm polyamorous, 24 00:01:31,160 --> 00:01:36,880 but I do like the fuck and depending on who is there and 25 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:39,560 who I vibe with, I could probably, you know, fuck them. 26 00:01:39,560 --> 00:01:44,720 But I'm more like, I want to get to know you first before I fuck 27 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:46,520 you because I'm pretty demisexual in that way. 28 00:01:47,640 --> 00:01:49,960 But again, it depends on who's around because especially people 29 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:51,720 in our industry, like there's a lot of cool people I know that I 30 00:01:51,800 --> 00:01:55,600 know I would sit on their face, eat their pussy, all that good 31 00:01:55,600 --> 00:02:03,200 shit. But it's some that I don't want 32 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:08,600 me to say in room with you. Yes, it's it's on that spectrum 33 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:12,400 Blazer Joe, because I read it to a couple. 34 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:16,240 I mean, not since I've been podcasting, but when I was a 35 00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:18,680 talent, yeah, it was a couple that I was like. 36 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:22,480 Oh yeah, man, you're allowed. You're allowed at the party. 37 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:28,240 Oh, you know, you know, you allowed at the party, shoot, you 38 00:02:28,240 --> 00:02:31,720 allowed at the festival, the party shoot my planet. 39 00:02:31,720 --> 00:02:33,520 What you talking about? Yeah. 40 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:39,240 You're sexy ass. I'm sorry this is one few times 41 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:43,600 y'all get get unprofessional Bob, yes. 42 00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:47,920 Yes. Zuri is on my list for 2025. 43 00:02:47,920 --> 00:02:49,280 I'm going to give you some Zuri love. 44 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:52,760 Yes, you are. I'm going to get some love. 45 00:02:52,920 --> 00:02:55,840 We'll get some good. So then we say what's been going 46 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:57,240 on, girl? What's been going on with you? 47 00:02:57,240 --> 00:03:01,640 Oh my. God, Oh my God. 48 00:03:04,520 --> 00:03:06,560 So let me start thinking. It's been that wild, though. 49 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:11,840 Yeah, it's in my wild like, 'cause as most people now, I was 50 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:17,000 living in the Bay Area and opened for like 3 years and then 51 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:24,920 my family needed me so I stepped up and went and moved back down 52 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:29,720 to LA where I'm from. And technically it wasn't even 53 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:33,760 LA. It's like out in the boonies of 54 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:37,920 like San Bernardino County. Fucking hate it out there. 55 00:03:39,480 --> 00:03:42,320 That's that's where my grandma lived and so I took care of her 56 00:03:42,320 --> 00:03:44,120 until April 10th and then she died. 57 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:47,040 Sorry for your loss, my daughter. 58 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:49,080 Sorry for your loss. Thanks, Boo. 59 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:52,840 She's at peace and she's with me. 60 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:57,040 She's with me. So yeah. 61 00:03:58,320 --> 00:04:00,440 And technically during that time, I had to take a break from 62 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:04,080 like, doing porn because I'm literally full time taking care 63 00:04:04,080 --> 00:04:06,680 of my grandma like every single day. 64 00:04:08,160 --> 00:04:13,040 Poor from February to April 10th and I had like what 2 breaks in 65 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:17,000 between that like for the weekend two or three but it's 66 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:19,040 because it was just me and my mom because nobody else could 67 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:20,200 help. I'm the only one whose 68 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:23,920 childbirth in my family so anyways. 69 00:04:23,920 --> 00:04:32,320 So after that, I know after that I've just been like trying to 70 00:04:32,320 --> 00:04:37,840 grieve and heal and figure out what I'm going to do because 71 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:49,320 death is a lot and it takes a lot of stuff to do at the end, 72 00:04:49,320 --> 00:04:50,440 especially if you are not prepared. 73 00:04:50,520 --> 00:04:52,160 So I had to help my mom with that. 74 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:55,960 I've been paying my grandma's rent the past few months on her 75 00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:57,480 house because we can't settle it yet. 76 00:04:58,880 --> 00:05:02,600 And other than that though, I've just been traveling since she 77 00:05:02,600 --> 00:05:07,400 died, working, trying to make content, but it's been really 78 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:09,720 hard. I got in and this is where like 79 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:12,800 the mental health talk is probably going to come in, in 80 00:05:12,880 --> 00:05:16,280 terms of like and us literally being fucking humans and us 81 00:05:16,280 --> 00:05:21,760 going through horrific events. Yeah, because see, I, I told 82 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:27,720 this story before to my smokers, but for my day one smokers, the 83 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:32,640 day, my, the day, the day my mother died, I had to do a 84 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:34,840 shoot. You know, it was crazy because 85 00:05:34,840 --> 00:05:37,680 I, because we was in the middle of beginning the shoot, you 86 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:43,040 know, paperwork and everything. I get the phone call, my pass, 87 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:46,360 you know what I'm saying? Talked to her recently, like 88 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:49,520 literally like 2 days before I was planning to come go see it 89 00:05:49,520 --> 00:05:52,440 because I was like, damn, I see my mom in a minute, you know, 90 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:57,480 and went to say goodbye to her and came back and knocked out 91 00:05:57,480 --> 00:05:59,400 both of those scenes, you know, period. 92 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:04,400 And trust me, it helped. I know a lot of people like how 93 00:06:04,400 --> 00:06:06,120 how did it help? No, it helped because for that 94 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:09,560 moment I can get my mind off of what happened and I can deal 95 00:06:09,560 --> 00:06:11,400 with it then. And a lot of people don't 96 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:16,320 realize sometimes when we do porn or porn scenes is escape 97 00:06:16,480 --> 00:06:19,440 from the real world. It's not just business, it's an 98 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:22,200 actual escape. It's a part of therapy, you 99 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:24,800 know, just like this podcast, it's therapy for me. 100 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:28,440 You know, I, I can have the worst day in the world, but my 101 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:33,680 day get perked up when I do a podcast, you know, so And yeah, 102 00:06:33,680 --> 00:06:36,720 a lot of people don't realize, and I noticed it too. 103 00:06:36,840 --> 00:06:41,920 A lot of motherfuckers been taking breaks this year that 104 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:44,520 granted that they don't look like it on social media, but 105 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:48,560 they've been taking breaks. Yeah, lots of breaks. 106 00:06:49,200 --> 00:06:52,760 Shit, I need a fucking break. But I can't. 107 00:06:52,800 --> 00:06:59,760 I can't stop. Mama has bills to pay and I will 108 00:06:59,760 --> 00:07:04,920 take a break probably in 2025. Nothing crazy. 109 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:11,080 But like I, I just moved to the to the Northeast in October 110 00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:14,280 because I didn't have a stable place to stay in Los Angeles. 111 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:19,120 Because contrary to popular belief, not everybody's families 112 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:24,040 are stable and have places where you can stay to rest your head 113 00:07:24,040 --> 00:07:28,200 even for like a day. And every, everybody who knows 114 00:07:28,200 --> 00:07:30,440 who know this knows this. Me and my mom are good. 115 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:36,960 It's not my mom, it's her house. Like my room is essentially like 116 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:39,200 destroyed at this point. Like she's working on it. 117 00:07:39,240 --> 00:07:42,640 But yeah, this is what happens when your mother is a bleeding 118 00:07:42,640 --> 00:07:45,600 heart. He loves cats but also has a 30 119 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:48,560 something year old other child living there who is a piece of 120 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:52,720 shit, doesn't clean, doesn't pay rent, and has a lot of 121 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:56,320 entitlement. So she was supposed to take care 122 00:07:56,320 --> 00:07:57,640 of those cats that were in my bedroom. 123 00:07:59,840 --> 00:08:01,840 You know what cats do when they're when there's no mess 124 00:08:01,840 --> 00:08:04,080 getting cleaned up and their cat, their cat boxes don't get 125 00:08:04,080 --> 00:08:07,400 cleaned. They poop everywhere. 126 00:08:09,640 --> 00:08:12,480 Yeah, they poop and they can because they have nowhere else 127 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:13,920 to fucking do it. There's poor things. 128 00:08:14,480 --> 00:08:16,640 So my room is fucked up right now. 129 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:20,200 So yeah, I didn't have anywhere else to go. 130 00:08:20,320 --> 00:08:24,320 And so I've been literally cow chopping this entire time. 131 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:28,960 And this is like literally the reality like of me and sometimes 132 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:36,960 of people like me who do my job. Sometimes fucked up things 133 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:38,720 happen. And. 134 00:08:39,760 --> 00:08:42,840 That's just reality. But I've got support. 135 00:08:42,880 --> 00:08:44,600 I had my therapy for a long time. 136 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:46,960 I don't have my therapist right now because I moved and since 137 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:48,880 you know the dumb legal rules where you can't take your 138 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:51,960 therapist with these new states. So I'm looking, I'm looking for 139 00:08:51,960 --> 00:08:54,120 a new one. But I've honestly been doing 140 00:08:54,120 --> 00:08:58,880 much better than I was before because I was in the pit. 141 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:06,080 I was in the pit. So that being said, let me speak 142 00:09:06,080 --> 00:09:08,480 to these smokers. Hello, smokers. 143 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:12,080 Yeah, we about to get deep in this episode so buckle up. 144 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:16,000 It's time to smoke is over. Welcome to the smokers lounge. 145 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,440 You know I am I'm Kavanaugh Southern champ AKA the porn rap 146 00:09:18,440 --> 00:09:20,520 star. 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You've seen on the smokers. 157 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:04,320 We have talked deep about the industry and the whole 9. 158 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:07,400 She is one of the ladies that have a special place in my 159 00:10:07,400 --> 00:10:09,360 heart. And trust me, she do have a 160 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:13,440 special place in my bedroom. Yeah, So what? 161 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:15,200 I can be fucking thirsty's my show. 162 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:17,640 Fuck you people. OK, She gave me permission. 163 00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:19,840 Thank you. I since everything. 164 00:10:20,720 --> 00:10:24,040 Yeah. She's gorgeous, she's beautiful 165 00:10:24,240 --> 00:10:29,800 on the inside and out, and she got a booty tag you will never 166 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:31,040 forget. I'm talking about none of them 167 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:34,640 than the one we all love, Zuri love. 168 00:10:34,640 --> 00:10:39,240 Say hello to you smokers baby. Hi smokers, nice to see you 169 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:40,720 again. I missed y'all. 170 00:10:42,280 --> 00:10:45,360 Oh, we missed you too. Oh, I really missed you, Boo. 171 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:46,800 You know, so you know, I stay in terms of you. 172 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:48,440 I'm going to get that ass in North Carolina one of these 173 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:49,680 days. So I'm going to get the Cali. 174 00:10:49,880 --> 00:10:52,480 Well, since you're in the northeast to the northeast to 175 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:53,960 come see you since you're a little closer. 176 00:10:54,440 --> 00:11:00,840 But but the harp on what we were talking about earlier when they 177 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:04,360 talk about the point industry, they talk about content, 178 00:11:04,360 --> 00:11:07,240 creative sex work. They always talk about money, 179 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:11,880 money, money, money. And we equate money to whether a 180 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:18,880 person is living a good life, great life in great health, even 181 00:11:18,880 --> 00:11:21,760 in some cases great mental health, because first they'll be 182 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:26,600 like, well, like, well, Gordon, I can't think of his name. 183 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:29,440 He was the the guy that that that used to be on CNN. 184 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:34,280 He used to go every place and find food worth millions, killed 185 00:11:34,280 --> 00:11:36,360 himself. Well, damn, he was worth 186 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:39,120 millions. What he was sad for. 187 00:11:39,680 --> 00:11:42,840 So why do people equate money to mental health? 188 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:49,320 That's a very good question. Probably because they think like 189 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:55,360 having access to all that money means you have access to like a 190 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:59,120 bunch of things like therapy, which you do, but it's a choice 191 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:04,880 of whether or not you go to the therapy or not, regardless if 192 00:12:04,880 --> 00:12:07,880 you have the money. Like some people just don't want 193 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:12,920 to go to therapy or some people are so lost and down that 194 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:15,640 particular Rd. where it's they're going to kill themselves 195 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:20,760 that they're too far gone. And sometimes that happens. 196 00:12:22,400 --> 00:12:25,760 Like it's unfortunate, but it happens. 197 00:12:25,760 --> 00:12:30,080 I mean, look at Robin Williams. He had fame, he had a daughter 198 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:35,720 who loved him, Zelda, he had fans, he had recognition, and he 199 00:12:35,720 --> 00:12:40,840 still killed himself. The happiest people sometimes 200 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:45,840 have the worst pain going on behind the mask that you wear 201 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:50,840 every day to mask that pain. And sometimes it's taking your 202 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:53,040 life because you can't do it anymore. 203 00:12:53,160 --> 00:13:00,320 And so money, while yes, it's nice, some people don't use it 204 00:13:00,400 --> 00:13:06,960 to help themselves get better. And so you think about it, is 205 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:12,240 that also when we, because they think that we fuck 'cause we 206 00:13:12,240 --> 00:13:15,040 fuck so much, 'cause we porn stars, you know, that that's all 207 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:18,920 we do, You know, they don't think and take into account that 208 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:22,520 we do have mental health. I recently talked to a FEMA that 209 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:25,920 was disabled and she's disabled. You know what I'm saying? 210 00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:29,920 Where, where, where she feels a lot of pain. 211 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:33,680 I've talked to I've actually worked with a lady who was, was 212 00:13:33,720 --> 00:13:36,920 hearing impaired, you know, so it's a lot of things that people 213 00:13:36,920 --> 00:13:39,560 don't take into account when it comes to our business from 214 00:13:39,560 --> 00:13:42,920 disabilities, from mental to even physical that people deal 215 00:13:42,920 --> 00:13:47,200 with just to get through, you know, deal with, with being in 216 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:50,240 this business, you know, saying and how many taxing this 217 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:54,400 business can be. And you know, like, especially 218 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:59,400 because there's so much stigma around our industry, people hate 219 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:02,520 us. Like, they jerk off to us, of 220 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:05,560 course, but they hate us and they show that. 221 00:14:05,560 --> 00:14:08,360 You see it all over Instagram. You see it all over Twitter 222 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:09,760 especially. I'm mostly talking about 223 00:14:09,760 --> 00:14:13,360 Twitter, because Twitter's fucked in cesspool when it comes 224 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:17,760 to the hatred of sex workers specifically. 225 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:21,160 Like prostitution, 'cause let's be real. 226 00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:25,160 Yeah. But when it comes to porn stars, 227 00:14:25,160 --> 00:14:27,640 yes, like the stigma is also just too huge 'cause they're 228 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:28,720 also like, oh, it's prostitution. 229 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:31,760 It's actually not prostitution. You guys are stupid. 230 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:34,920 There is a difference. Yes, you're still getting paid 231 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:41,640 to have sex with somebody, but I do both so people are just 232 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:44,280 ignorant. Anyways. 233 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:50,320 Yeah, I'm literally like a black, like queer, like 234 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:56,040 neurodivergent, like porn star, like my disabilities, like, I 235 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:59,040 guess lie in the mind and also like my body. 236 00:15:00,120 --> 00:15:05,640 I have a hip problem, I have back problems and I'm 237 00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:09,880 immunocompromised. So people don't think about that 238 00:15:09,880 --> 00:15:11,160 though. But yeah, we're not fucking 239 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:14,880 robots. We are humans with hearts and 240 00:15:14,880 --> 00:15:19,960 veins and brains and blood. We're not robots. 241 00:15:20,600 --> 00:15:26,520 We have things going on. So that's why talking about it 242 00:15:26,520 --> 00:15:30,640 is so important, because it shows people that we are 243 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:35,480 literally human beings who deserve respect. 244 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:44,200 Because it's to me, to me, when it comes to even when I look at 245 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:49,520 porn, fight back, I look at it, these are people who are no 246 00:15:49,520 --> 00:15:51,480 different than the people in Hollywood. 247 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:53,480 They just go the extra mile and the same. 248 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:58,320 Exactly. Because I keep telling you about 249 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:03,840 it, no matter how much we we in the reality viral porn age, porn 250 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:06,680 is still a fantasy no matter how you skin it. 251 00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:11,240 I don't care if that girl is fucking this dude in the 252 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:17,360 Walmart, you can't do it. You would never dare to fuck 253 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:20,200 someone in the Walmart. Not even in the dressing room, 254 00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:23,000 not even in the bathroom, barely in the parking lot. 255 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:27,480 So you're living by curiously through the this person, which 256 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:30,440 in turn makes them a fantasy, you know, period. 257 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:34,760 But you forget they're still people. 258 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:39,000 Because I used to hear all the time back in the day, like the 259 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:40,640 top porn stars. Some of the motherfuckers didn't 260 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:43,600 have mother like that. Somebody who wasn't living like 261 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:46,360 that, you know, Period. Most of us. 262 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:53,120 And it's like. No, trust me, they ain't I don't 263 00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:56,520 give a damn dude, there ain't too many porn stars living in 264 00:16:56,520 --> 00:17:09,280 mansions Keep it worth it. So but yet in this day and age, 265 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:12,160 but see once again that conversation of money. 266 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:18,640 It's like we know what it is, but to the people on the 267 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:25,200 outside, they think that this is a get rich quick skin. 268 00:17:25,839 --> 00:17:31,200 Yes, yes they do. I've been seeing a lot of that 269 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:36,200 lately and I'm just like again, are you all stupid? 270 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:48,800 And you know me, I'm sweetheart, but I'm tired 'cause where like 271 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:54,040 it is a rare thing, like sometimes where you are a porn 272 00:17:54,040 --> 00:18:01,800 star who pops off like completely into like the above 273 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:06,360 1,000,000 brackets. And sometimes all it takes is a 274 00:18:06,360 --> 00:18:08,400 viral moment. Yeah. 275 00:18:09,400 --> 00:18:11,000 Like, that's what I think that's what happened with like this 276 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:14,080 being nasty. She had a viral moment and that 277 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,360 made her skyrocket. Good for her video. 278 00:18:16,440 --> 00:18:18,480 She fucking deserves it. She's also, yeah, I know the 279 00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:19,760 video too. She's also one of literally one 280 00:18:19,760 --> 00:18:21,800 of the most talented people I've ever seen. 281 00:18:22,120 --> 00:18:24,240 So I'm just like, OK, that makes sense. 282 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,600 Like and even she think about what I'm talking about as a 283 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:30,360 black woman, but. Yeah, but here's the difference. 284 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:35,840 She took the viral moment. She like she already had a plan 285 00:18:35,840 --> 00:18:36,920 walking through the viral moment. 286 00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:39,800 The only thing that viral mode did was exact. 287 00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:42,800 It just speeded up what she was planning for it to happen. 288 00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:45,800 You have females that get that viral moment, they don't know 289 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:49,960 what the fuck to do with it and she wasn't looking for the viral 290 00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:51,160 moment. No she wasn't. 291 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:53,160 It literally went. That's the difference. 292 00:18:53,760 --> 00:18:55,480 Y'all fuckers be seen there looking for that shit. 293 00:18:56,240 --> 00:19:01,080 Yeah, I don't. I, I, yeah, I do see people 294 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:04,720 looking for that. I'm like, I don't know, if I 295 00:19:04,720 --> 00:19:08,400 ever go viral, it's going to be off of something stupid. 296 00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:16,640 And that's what they get tired over because it's even with the 297 00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:18,160 point. Shit, it's like it ain't even 298 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,640 just a simple ass fuck. Saying you know these 299 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:26,640 motherfuckers is like on top of a building hanging off the side 300 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:29,160 of a ledge. Yes. 301 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:36,760 Give me. Yeah, like I'm going to go viral 302 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:37,880 off or. Something that's right I. 303 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:43,000 Don't get it either. I don't want to be that famous. 304 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:45,480 God damn. I want to be viral for a good 305 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:48,400 reason. Yeah, you know, But see, that's 306 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:52,480 the point is. But see, the thing about what 307 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:56,400 they don't get is that even if they go viral and they get high, 308 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:01,400 you have to maintain it. And these girls don't be 309 00:20:01,400 --> 00:20:03,640 maintaining it, you know, period. 310 00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:06,840 Because. Once again, there's no point 311 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:09,840 going viral if you can't capitalize. 312 00:20:09,840 --> 00:20:13,200 Them. Yeah, yeah, You know what I'm 313 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:14,440 saying? Yeah, even do it again. 314 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,840 Because like I said, a lot of these girls, I didn't want to 315 00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:19,200 listen to these podcasts when they talk to his own fangirl 316 00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:22,160 because always they went viral off of this scene. 317 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:26,680 And then when I sit back and listen to him, they ain't done 318 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:28,920 nothing with it. I mean, it didn't, it didn't 319 00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:33,200 really increase their money because if you still got to sit 320 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:36,440 here and offer your only fans majority yourself for free and 321 00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:40,480 then wait to a certain following in order for you to monetize it. 322 00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:44,760 Did the viral really help? Probably not. 323 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:56,560 I honestly like me personally. I don't know what I would do if 324 00:20:56,560 --> 00:21:00,920 I went viral. I probably would be like, oh 325 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:04,200 God, I'm going to get off the Internet for like 3 days because 326 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:05,680 I don't know how to process this. 327 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:13,840 And then probably be like, hey, one of my friends, hey, what 328 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:18,000 should I do? I'll just, I'm just going to be 329 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:24,880 honest. Like I wouldn't be sure, but 330 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,440 that's just me. I don't know what I would do if 331 00:21:26,440 --> 00:21:28,840 I went viral. I wouldn't even know where I 332 00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:31,160 would go by before it. Probably some controversial that 333 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:34,560 I said yeah, it'd. Probably be something which. 334 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:39,360 Is like, oh wait, I already know one. 335 00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:40,560 I already know what the one I said. 336 00:21:40,560 --> 00:21:47,320 I said I said yes, I, I, I said this is what I exactly said. 337 00:21:47,320 --> 00:21:51,240 I said I'm on the podcast. I said I am curious about having 338 00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:57,600 sex with the intersex just it it it we it, which led to a 339 00:21:57,600 --> 00:21:58,880 conversation where like why wouldn't you? 340 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:00,480 You know? Well, the transgender. 341 00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:02,800 I said no, no, no innocence has a pussy. 342 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:09,160 Transgender don't. Depends on what trans person 343 00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:14,200 you're talking about. Like because there's. 344 00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:17,240 Some trans men, of course, that they. 345 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:19,400 Have not. Been through the transition, you 346 00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:22,080 know what I'm saying but. Yeah, yeah, but some. 347 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:25,360 But some trans men don't go, don't get like don't go through 348 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:28,120 surgery and just keep, you know, their parts the same. 349 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:30,600 Some trans women get bottom surgery. 350 00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:36,880 But yeah, intersex people. Yeah, it's just, it's just, it's 351 00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:39,560 just, I'm sorry. It's just, it's something, maybe 352 00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:42,000 it's just me, 'cause I'm weird. It's, it's a me thing. 353 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:43,240 It was like, you know what they say? 354 00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:50,240 That would be interesting. I'm sorry. 355 00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:52,680 I don't give a fuck with y'all thing. 356 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:53,960 Fuck you. So what? 357 00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:57,840 I'm about to turn 50. I really don't give a fuck about 358 00:22:57,840 --> 00:23:01,360 any of y'all thing. And I wear with a badge. 359 00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:02,720 I feel this shit. Fuck it. 360 00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:05,040 I don't give a damn. God damn shit, though. 361 00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:06,680 I'm being serious. You ain't going to see me and 362 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,520 you won't see me take it back. No. 363 00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:11,800 And you ever have interviewed me Like, hey, so you would do an 364 00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:13,760 intersection? I'm like, yeah, yeah, actually I 365 00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:14,920 would, yeah. Yeah. 366 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,320 Three holes. Yeah, it'll be three holes. 367 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:20,800 Let's go. Yeah, my God. 368 00:23:22,120 --> 00:23:25,240 But it has a but it has a Dick. I'll be struggling hitting a 369 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:35,200 missionary. Like but I'm gay as fuck so I 370 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:41,120 don't I I everyone is. I'm ready to eat for everyone so 371 00:23:44,360 --> 00:23:45,640 doesn't matter what's in your pants. 372 00:23:46,360 --> 00:23:48,160 No, I would tell you that. I would tell you the foot. 373 00:23:48,200 --> 00:23:51,280 But see, my funniest conversation was I had to send 374 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:53,360 the shots out to my boy Andre Stone. 375 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:55,840 Never. The first time ever hearing a 376 00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:59,520 dude tell me the experience of having a guy nut in your mouth. 377 00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:05,680 I was like interesting because it was funny. 378 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,760 I never heard Jews talk about that. 379 00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:10,920 I love. Hearing men talk about that? 380 00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:19,360 Sorry, no. No, I'm sorry, most women love 381 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:22,320 gay or gay porn. Let's just be real, most women 382 00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:24,480 love gay or gay porn. They they will watch that shit 383 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:27,440 since women will watch that shit like a motherfucker. 384 00:24:28,360 --> 00:24:36,640 Yes, I watch that shit, Yeah. Yeah, stuff of my smokers. 385 00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:40,720 What gets you off watching, you know, gay porn? 386 00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:45,280 I love seeing Dicks killing butts. 387 00:24:49,360 --> 00:24:57,160 Like, I love the whole thing. Like it's. 388 00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:07,320 No look that would be written one time I was scrolling right 389 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:12,040 and shout out to Nicky the Trump Nicky Trump that that I I would 390 00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:14,000 love to interview that dude. He's just so cool to me. 391 00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:18,400 And what I love about him is he is so unapologetic about this 392 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:21,920 shit, right, because he literally was in the midst of a 393 00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:24,640 threesome. It was a video all the way out 394 00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:28,000 was like, you know, lingerie, feminine lingerie and it was a 395 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:31,360 threesome. He giving head while getting 396 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:34,240 head and he's doggy style and the dude giving me up with the 397 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:37,760 back and I just stopped and watched for a minute was like. 398 00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:46,440 Interesting. Yeah, of course it's. 399 00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:49,880 So that's so far. I was like, OK, how would that 400 00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:52,760 work if there was, you know, if that was me in the middle? 401 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:55,320 They were two women, but I got grades. 402 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:01,480 I say, you know, but that's why I like people like that. 403 00:26:01,520 --> 00:26:04,320 They unaccounted, Jake, about who they are, and they're not 404 00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:06,560 scared to show they are. That's true freedom. 405 00:26:06,920 --> 00:26:10,000 That's the freedom that people don't want us to have, you know? 406 00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:13,680 Yeah, that's true. I love. 407 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:17,920 I love feeling free. So I'm unapologetic. 408 00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:19,840 Unapologetic. We myself. 409 00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:23,600 Because there's no better way to be. 410 00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:30,440 I'm tired. Yeah, because it's kind of like 411 00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:33,320 that's why the people look at us a certain way. 412 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:36,240 They can say morality, they can say Bible, what have you. 413 00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:40,120 But it's really it's that we're able to have a sexual freedom 414 00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:43,240 about ourselves that the average human being can't. 415 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:47,920 And it's not just it's not just the act of sex itself, 416 00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:57,640 sexuality, sexual expression. You say it mentally or all this 417 00:26:57,640 --> 00:27:01,000 stuff. So for you like how much have 418 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:04,520 the sex work world being a home for you for that? 419 00:27:06,600 --> 00:27:08,880 It's been a pretty big home for me for that. 420 00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:16,680 I had always been pretty like open with like my sexuality and 421 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:22,480 just myself in general. So that definitely did help 422 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:25,480 boost it because it let me know that like, you know, it's OK. 423 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:31,920 Like, yes, I'm a freak. I'm a freak. 424 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:42,760 And I can put that into my work and be happy with it and be 425 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:46,720 inspired by others. It helps me. 426 00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:49,640 Like, you know, remember that. Yeah, you're a bad bitch. 427 00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:55,960 Like you're hot, like, and you have like charisma and chemistry 428 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,320 and you should like put that into your craft. 429 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:01,440 And one of my crafts happens to be this one. 430 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,040 I'm also one of my crafts also happens to be acting. 431 00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:09,360 So it works out. Not that like I'm acting in my 432 00:28:09,360 --> 00:28:11,680 porn, OK. And some of it I'm acting like 433 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:14,120 safe. Like it's like I have to like, 434 00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:16,720 you know, act out something before we get to the yes. 435 00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:19,920 But for the most part, I'm not acting in my porn because I 436 00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:27,200 enjoy what I'm doing heavily. So most of my scenes I'm like, 437 00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:33,760 this was 100% like I am turned on. 438 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:41,320 So, but that's just me. And it's not always going to be 439 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:45,360 that that way, obviously, like say if I ever like shoot 440 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:50,080 mainstream porn, but I don't, I don't really see that happening 441 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:57,840 because I have a big ass mouth and I know a lot of, I know a 442 00:28:57,880 --> 00:28:59,840 lot of other porn stars who also have the gas masks who get 443 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,000 booked for scenes. But it's I don't know. 444 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,640 I just don't really see it happening. 445 00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:07,120 Like, but we'll, I don't know. We'll see. 446 00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:09,280 Well, no, I tell people it's timing. 447 00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:15,200 It's it's like the one thing that I hate that girls do when 448 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:18,880 they come in, I'll get to the guys in a minute because I got 449 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:20,880 to keep a balance thing here because I just don't want y'all 450 00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:25,080 thinking I'm just going to be down on the limit is that they 451 00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:28,960 expected to move fast. They expected and you don't 452 00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:31,400 technically be honest with you don't want to move fast because 453 00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:34,600 you burn out fast. You know, period. 454 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:38,640 Because I remember time with girl come in first year she 455 00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:42,800 doesn't shop with 15 companies. Second year she didn't get no 456 00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:44,360 calls. Why? 457 00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:47,000 Because each of them companies, you shot 3 scenes with them. 458 00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:51,320 You know how many girls they shoot within that week that you 459 00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:56,080 shot actually that day? They got enough from you. 460 00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:57,680 They ain't going to call you about another two years. 461 00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:02,280 And that's if you are hot, you know what I'm saying? 462 00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:08,920 So it's kind of like which now today is different because how 463 00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:12,760 can I put this? You don't need the company, the 464 00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:16,200 mainstream to get off. Mainstream companies get off 465 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:20,000 because the mainstream talent, if you work with them, that's 466 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,440 the equivalent. Yeah. 467 00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:24,760 You know, because that's the equivalent because hell if you 468 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:28,800 if if they booked Jason Love and you got Jason Love on your site, 469 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:38,720 I think that's a win. I'm just saying that they booked 470 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,920 Missy Stone and I got Missy Stone on my site. 471 00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:43,640 That's a win. You know what I'm saying? 472 00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:49,360 So I think what makes a porn star man? 473 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:58,840 It's a good question in. My mind you a porn star. 474 00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:00,400 Actually, to me, you are a porn star. 475 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:03,360 Yeah, I know. And I know I'm a porn star. 476 00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:11,200 Like I felt a crash pad like four times at this point. 477 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:19,080 Right, but but I mean but even before I believe some females 478 00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:22,320 are porn stars and they never shocked with a major studio. 479 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,040 Yeah, and I believe that as well. 480 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:28,080 Even when I was like not shooting with even crash pad 481 00:31:28,080 --> 00:31:30,600 yet, like, 'cause I was still making porn. 482 00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:35,080 I will say I have, this is just me being honest. 483 00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:39,680 Like I've been a little lackluster within the past few 484 00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,760 months, but it's because I've been going OK. 485 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:47,560 Like so I got to give myself some grace. 486 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,200 But you know, you're right. I am a. 487 00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:57,240 Because see, to me this way, someone explained to me, because 488 00:31:57,720 --> 00:32:01,600 back then what we call content creators, now we call AMPRO A, 489 00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:04,840 you know what I'm saying? Which means that you was an 490 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,720 amateur. And the reason why you wasn't 491 00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:09,320 considered an amateur because you wasn't ABN status. 492 00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:11,760 See, they got this thick ass book. 493 00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:15,520 When you go to the ABN, the woods and all that convention, 494 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:19,080 he had this thick ass book, this black book. 495 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:22,520 If you're not in that book, it's a talent company. 496 00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:27,200 You are not ABN certified, but you shoot studio quality content 497 00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:30,800 mean you shoot exactly how the studios do and and the quality 498 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:35,160 of the studio. So to me the equivalent to that 499 00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:40,160 these days is that all that plus you shoot with the top talents 500 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:43,920 that they book or that is very well known when we and we ain't 501 00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:45,320 just talking about only fans people. 502 00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:49,760 And I think talent like that should get just much respect to 503 00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,360 the ones that go shoot with their brasses. 504 00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:57,560 I agree because the talent is there and people obviously like 505 00:32:57,560 --> 00:33:05,960 their stuff, so why not ABN? You want to think about that? 506 00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:11,000 Well, we all know that's political shit, so that's 507 00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:12,320 another conversation for another day. 508 00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:17,440 Yeah. Because that's something that 509 00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:20,200 people realize. The industry has you shit with 510 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:24,600 it and it ain't got shit to do with the SA or any of that. 511 00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,240 It's just the way that some of these companies move and the 512 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:31,480 guys that move in the industry. Yeah, shitly I. 513 00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:43,640 Just don't understand it so shoot so you and lady also, and 514 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:45,560 we didn't talk about being mentioned with the escorting and 515 00:33:45,560 --> 00:33:53,280 stuff like that. Sometimes you have to have 516 00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:58,040 multiple ways to generate income because like in in your case, 517 00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:01,720 you had to take a break from filming due to you know, the 518 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:06,200 passing or what have you. High point for ladies to have 519 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,920 more than one way to make money in this business. 520 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,080 You know what I'm saying? Period? 521 00:34:12,199 --> 00:34:16,560 Because I've talked to females, they got injured in a car wreck 522 00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:21,480 and she couldn't film, got injured playing softball, 523 00:34:22,040 --> 00:34:24,560 couldn't film, you know, had to go through surgery or what have 524 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:27,040 you. But they still find a way to 525 00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:30,440 generate income during that time frame they were down. 526 00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:36,239 So for you high point for girls to find different ways of making 527 00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:41,120 money within the industry and how did they choose what works 528 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:46,199 for. Them honestly, sometimes it's 529 00:34:46,639 --> 00:34:50,120 about like talking to people like talking to like your fellow 530 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:52,960 sex workers about what they're doing to generate income like 531 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,320 say if they need to take a break or got injured. 532 00:34:57,280 --> 00:35:01,120 That's what I did. I got advice from a few people, 533 00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:07,560 sorry in smoking of what to do especially because yeah I do 534 00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:14,480 escorting, but I also self collecting pictures, voice 535 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:19,360 chats, video chat like you know with what I you can you can do 536 00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:22,960 say if like you're injured and you know if not going all you 537 00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:26,040 know there's a limit of what you can do. 538 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:33,800 What are they called? Night flirt, sex, Panther, stuff 539 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:39,080 like that. And I also like I have a lot of 540 00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:42,320 Polaroids now that I'm going to start selling and also sending 541 00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:44,880 like little. She said polar rules. 542 00:35:45,720 --> 00:35:48,040 God, it's so old. School like, well, everybody. 543 00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:49,760 A lot of people do Polaroids. Polaroids are great. 544 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:52,960 I'm starting to notice that's making the comeback lately. 545 00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:56,880 Yeah, Polaroids are great. I have AI have a bunch and I, I 546 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:01,000 need to take some more and I'm going to start like sending 547 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,600 those to people like I guess with like as incentives, 548 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:11,520 slippers, little notes for me. And I also want to like sell 549 00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:17,240 some of them and see what happens and sign them and shit. 550 00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:23,200 You never know. So stuff like that. 551 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,520 And that's the first half of your question. 552 00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:32,000 I'm sorry. So now but speaking about Cindy 553 00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,240 mentioned hair score because like I said, we keep it real on 554 00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:38,320 the smoke plants and how we do y'all know my past We we we we 555 00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:42,040 know we should go back. What's the biggest misconception 556 00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:45,320 that people get when it comes to that size of profession? 557 00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:52,960 That we are all STI spreading deposit stealing scammers. 558 00:36:57,440 --> 00:36:59,600 This is just what I've been seeing as of lately. 559 00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:06,160 Like even in the past few months to a year to two years, a lot of 560 00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:13,160 the misconceptions are that like a lot of us like like spread 561 00:37:13,160 --> 00:37:17,080 STIs or like doing bareback sex with clients. 562 00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:22,200 And even if they are, that's not my business. 563 00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:27,840 If they're, if they're doing it safely, like getting tested and 564 00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:30,280 shit, like not my business. I also can't really say shit 565 00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:34,440 because, well, yes, I go through industry testing when I shoot 566 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,480 porn. Sometimes I'm doing it without a 567 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:38,720 condom. Is that what I'm doing that with 568 00:37:38,720 --> 00:37:43,240 my clients? No, but I'm doing it in porn. 569 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:47,320 So I get why people see that and are like, oh, so you do that in 570 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:50,000 your work? No, and not everybody who does 571 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:55,560 my job does, but some of us do. I'm not judging them. 572 00:37:56,840 --> 00:37:59,560 I'm just saying that people in our industry are like, that's 573 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:03,040 bad. I'm like some people do what 574 00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:05,040 they do because they need to put food on the table. 575 00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:09,120 I'm not going to judge them. Also, men are stupid. 576 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:15,000 Not all of them, but some of the ones that are in the hobby do 577 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,880 not like to have sex with condoms because they're 578 00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:22,160 disgusting. And not that having their back 579 00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:25,840 sex is disgusting. I mean, just that they think 580 00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:29,360 that everybody is going to do that, which is disgusting 581 00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:31,680 because not everybody rolls that way. 582 00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:34,640 And that's fine that and for the most part they're doing that 583 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:38,400 because they're like, oh, I want to see it in this person. 584 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:41,720 And this is also just from my experience from some of my Co 585 00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:45,480 workers timing. But it's not like that for 586 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:49,360 everybody. But another misconception is 587 00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:56,800 that there's a lot actually that I could probably know. 588 00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:03,200 Or is it if I think for for me, I think what people don't get 589 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:07,280 when it comes to escort, especially porn stars in escort 590 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:10,840 people. First of all, I came from the 591 00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,240 ilk back in the day. Let me make this. 592 00:39:13,240 --> 00:39:16,240 I'm going to say this again. When we used to say content 593 00:39:16,240 --> 00:39:19,320 train to a girl, shoe lookers like me crazy said I don't fuck 594 00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:23,920 for free. Females did porn to boost escort 595 00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:31,960 because from the beginning of porn, men always want to fuck a 596 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:34,280 porn star and we'll pay well for it. 597 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:37,200 Porn stars are technically celebrities. 598 00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:40,800 So if Beyoncé was a porn star, trust me, they wouldn't be 599 00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:43,440 wanting to come get an autograph, just an autograph and 600 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:51,360 a hug, you know? So to me, it's part of the 601 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:53,520 brand. That's why I never knocked 602 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:56,040 anyone that did this shit or I look anyone sideways. 603 00:39:56,400 --> 00:40:00,800 You know weird because they just be real yes that y'all sit here 604 00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:06,800 posting don't do meetups. What do you think the fans want 605 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,960 to do? They they if they can fuck you 606 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:13,400 in exactly they would. Yes, no, they literally would. 607 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:18,480 Like I remember being at X3 and people are like oh like I'm like 608 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:23,920 when they can't say that here you stupid ass. 609 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:32,840 Shut up. Second of all this sites with 610 00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:35,480 this shit. Huh. 611 00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,040 This sites with this shit Sir. Yes, literally. 612 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:44,280 Like go look on Google. Like go into Google, type in 613 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:46,960 what you want, like you're even better. 614 00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:56,040 Go on Twitter. Shit suck so yeah no they will 615 00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:59,680 pay good money. The fuck a porn star. 616 00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:04,440 And I will admit being an escort and also like doing more porn 617 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:09,880 has helped a little. Yeah. 618 00:41:11,240 --> 00:41:15,080 Oh yeah, no doubt. So now I got to ask the 619 00:41:15,080 --> 00:41:17,440 $1,000,000 question, not the $1,000,000 question that y'all 620 00:41:17,440 --> 00:41:26,040 know though, this is all What? What made you pick escort? 621 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,720 Wanting to not be a sugar baby anymore. 622 00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:42,240 So some people can understand sugar baby is, is, is a certain 623 00:41:42,240 --> 00:41:45,960 type of escort that she's practically at the whim of the 624 00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:49,960 sugar daddy. Like he said, come. 625 00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,960 No, actually it's kind of like a BDSM type situation. 626 00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:55,720 You want to be terrible about it because it you can kind of look 627 00:41:55,720 --> 00:41:57,240 at it like a master slave situation. 628 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,240 You know what I'm saying? Because. 629 00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:07,000 You know, because, because I had that conversation with a next 630 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:10,480 mate, you know, about, you know, being a sugar baby because like 631 00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:12,800 she she was like, well, you know, do I even want a sugar 632 00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:14,160 baby? That means I've got to be too 633 00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:20,320 disposed on the 4/7. I do not miss that shit. 634 00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,440 And it wasn't even like super lucrative. 635 00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:25,680 I'm gonna just be real. But it's because like, you know, 636 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:28,920 I'm from Los Angeles, dude. And if you know Los Angeles, Los 637 00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:31,240 Angeles is superficial as fuck, OK? 638 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,800 Like, and look at me like I am hot as fuck, but I'm also black. 639 00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:36,520 And when I was younger, I was black. 640 00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:39,920 I was fatter, like, and I was way more insecure. 641 00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:43,320 Now that's not the case. I'm still fat. 642 00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:46,320 I'm still black but I'm not insecure like that. 643 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:50,040 Like, I mean, look at me, I'm. Going to tell you what's funny 644 00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:54,280 people, right? Look, she wanted new ladies, 645 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,600 right? And I'm going to give you one of 646 00:42:55,600 --> 00:43:00,200 them. I remember Weezy, right? 647 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:04,400 I don't know why I thought Weezy was heavier than what she was. 648 00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:12,480 Florida from Good times. I thought she was a heavier set 649 00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,600 woman than what she was. You know what I'm saying? 650 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:16,400 So. Or weird. 651 00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:20,640 Yeah, so it was like when maybe I was a kid where because when I 652 00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,360 go look back, I ain't going to lie, it's a bit of Sam for had a 653 00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:29,520 banging ass body. Let's see why George did. 654 00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:32,200 I see why George's wife did. I was like, wait a second, 655 00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:40,800 wheezy, kind of thick. So but now to me, you you think 656 00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:43,920 I I I can't put you like in the BBW category. 657 00:43:44,320 --> 00:43:49,440 You are fit. You got like she she OK, I'm 658 00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:51,600 just going to say she got video vixen lumps. 659 00:43:51,600 --> 00:44:00,040 People go look at it naturally. You don't say she she's all 660 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:04,200 beat. No potatoes, no bread, just 661 00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:10,120 meat. Like I have thighs and I have a 662 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:15,560 tummy and I have rolls and I have like yeah, side of the arms 663 00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:19,000 and I have big ass tits like, and I have a butt like, but 664 00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:22,160 yeah, no, I and I still, this is just, this is just me. 665 00:44:22,320 --> 00:44:25,880 Like I still think in my mind that like I'm fat. 666 00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:30,440 It's not a bad thing. It's just being fat. 667 00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:32,560 It's not bad. It's not bad words. 668 00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:36,760 Like I check mother fuckers for being fat. 669 00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:39,240 I check mother fuckers for being Yeah, I check mother fuckers for 670 00:44:39,240 --> 00:44:45,280 being fat phobic. Like do not test me because most 671 00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:47,760 of my most of my favorite people in my life other than my 672 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:52,520 girlfriend, mom or BBW, like, so I will cut you. 673 00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:59,040 But for me, yeah, I know. I'm, I don't think I'm in, I'm, 674 00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:03,280 I'm in, I'm in, I'm in the in between. 675 00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:06,920 Yeah, my weight, yeah, my weight fluctuates. 676 00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:12,480 Like I could be back in the BBW category, another like 50 lbs. 677 00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:18,640 But at this point right now, my life, I love being, I love being 678 00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:24,200 thick, I love having like fat, but I just don't want to be 50 679 00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:32,120 lbs at my height and with what it does to my body physically 680 00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:35,840 because it puts a lot more weight on my back, which I 681 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:37,000 already have these two dust hits. 682 00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:38,960 And I'm to give you guys context. 683 00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:48,600 I'm 5/2, I AM 52. I am not tall and I have a short 684 00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:54,920 torso and a fluffed up back. They'll say she's 5/2. 685 00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:58,480 Yeah, I'm short. I'm barely. 686 00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:00,480 I'm gonna. Tell you what's but I vote so a 687 00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:03,240 lot of people must think you taller than what you are Yeah, 688 00:46:03,240 --> 00:46:04,720 that right. That means she has a big statue 689 00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,520 race in German. That that what it means she. 690 00:46:06,720 --> 00:46:11,440 Yeah, I have broad shoulders. Like I get it from the Internet. 691 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:14,280 It looks like I'm tall like because I have broad shoulders. 692 00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:16,880 Like I have long legs, but I'm short as fuck. 693 00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:21,000 My torso is just short and my legs are long and also you can't 694 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,600 see a lot of my torso because I have these. 695 00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:33,320 So whenever I get my boob job, the waist will appear and my 696 00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:38,120 back will be because they'll be smaller so. 697 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:42,720 Then. But you know how surgery goes. 698 00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:45,840 I definitely am not going to be in the BBW category anymore, 699 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:55,200 which kind of makes me sad. But bodies change, and. 700 00:46:55,440 --> 00:47:03,440 I mean, no, it's if I do it this way, like you lose, you lose 701 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:06,280 weight, you gain weight. You know, I, I think about 702 00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:09,920 Pinky, right? Pinky, they love trying to drag 703 00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:14,000 because she she fluctuates her weight, but I'm like, pinky's 704 00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:15,960 still fine as a motherfucker. Stop playing. 705 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:22,480 Stop playing. Either way, no matter how beauty 706 00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:24,680 is beauty. Let me tell you two things you 707 00:47:24,680 --> 00:47:27,200 can't lose. Stupid and ugly. 708 00:47:31,240 --> 00:47:33,560 Yeah, there's two things. You can't lose people no matter 709 00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:37,600 you can lose weight, you can lose a lot of pain, but you 710 00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:40,360 can't lose ugly and you can't lose stupid. 711 00:47:40,720 --> 00:47:43,880 If you was, if you was pretty, I say it again, if you was pretty 712 00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:46,080 as a big girl, we know you're going to be pretty as a small 713 00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:47,400 girl. And to be honest with you, some 714 00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:50,920 females don't look as good when they lost weight. 715 00:47:53,880 --> 00:48:00,720 Yeah, I will say that I like and that's not a dig at anybody. 716 00:48:00,880 --> 00:48:06,160 It's just something I noticed, but I think whatever makes 717 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:09,560 people happy, like honestly, because it's none of my business 718 00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:16,480 like to speak on anybody's body just to give more clarification, 719 00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:23,360 because it's not, it's nobody's business like because that can 720 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:29,200 lead to bad things. Like we don't do that in this 721 00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:30,840 house. Like that's what they did with 722 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:35,520 Chadwick Bozeman when he was going through cancer and nobody 723 00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:39,200 fucking knew. And then he died and people were 724 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:42,280 talking shit about him for being for looking so gaunt and so 725 00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:44,480 skinny, this man. It was crazy the. 726 00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:47,680 Cancer and filming. Yes. 727 00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:50,120 Oh no. And and the video that he did, 728 00:48:50,240 --> 00:48:52,480 mind you, was two days before he passed. 729 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:55,560 And we were like, Oh my God, what the hell, you know, see, 730 00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:56,960 people, like I said, people don't even know. 731 00:48:56,960 --> 00:49:00,440 I even think about the wrestler Brodie Lee, People didn't 732 00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:02,800 realize he was going through what he was going through. 733 00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,160 And he's doing professional wrestling, you know what I'm 734 00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,880 saying? And he passed, like I think a 735 00:49:08,240 --> 00:49:10,440 year after he stopped wrestling, what happened? 736 00:49:10,440 --> 00:49:12,960 We didn't see him on TV. That's why I said people don't 737 00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:17,160 realize what people are going through behind the scenes, you 738 00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:20,600 know, period. Because, you know, let's keep 739 00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:22,720 100. A lot of people in the business 740 00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:28,560 do have health issues, you know, period, don't it? 741 00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:33,880 You don't give an ass for me, porn star that porn star sex. 742 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:36,040 What does have sex issues? I mean health issues too. 743 00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:39,000 They got to deal with mental health, physical. 744 00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:41,960 Health like, like, why don't we get a break? 745 00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:49,680 Is it because we're porn stars? Like, I know it's, it's 746 00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:55,480 ridiculous, which is why, like, again, like, let us not speak on 747 00:49:55,480 --> 00:49:57,360 people's bodies, especially fat people. 748 00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:07,240 Like coming from someone who was much fatter like last year and 749 00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:09,960 the year before. And I love my fat body. 750 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:19,000 So, but now I'm like, if people are wondering why I've lost so 751 00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:23,960 much weight, like part of the reason is because I've been 752 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:26,720 doing a lot of walking. That's a big part of it. 753 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:40,280 The other part is that grief does weird things to your body. 754 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:46,840 Yeah, it does. Yeah, it does. 755 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:52,120 Stress does a lot to the body. Yeah, 'cause usually the stress 756 00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:55,560 used to make me gain weight, now it's making me lose it. 757 00:50:57,720 --> 00:50:59,760 Like, oh. Yeah, 'cause you eat less and 758 00:50:59,760 --> 00:51:04,760 you, you know what I'm saying? You it's feel real like when 759 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:09,360 your mentally is fucked up, it's it's it's old saying the shit 760 00:51:09,360 --> 00:51:13,760 flows down out of when you when your mentally is fucked up, it 761 00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:17,040 affects everything. It literally does everything, 762 00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:21,520 like every aspect of your life. Every aspect of my life honestly 763 00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:23,720 has been fucked up since my grandma's past. 764 00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:29,480 Like it's gotten better, but this has been one of the hardest 765 00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:33,160 years of my life. Like, and when I was taking care 766 00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:35,560 of her when my mom wasn't there, he was only there on the 767 00:51:35,560 --> 00:51:40,320 weekends, mind you, but bless her heart, like she'd been going 768 00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:42,360 up and taking care of my grandmother the past few years, 769 00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,840 like and has been doing that basically my entire life because 770 00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:47,200 mother's mom's siblings didn't help. 771 00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:52,920 So it was just my mom. Like I was alone and I was in 772 00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:56,240 mom for like a good couple weeks before a nurse for a new Hospice 773 00:51:56,600 --> 00:51:58,480 Hospice that my mom got for my grandma. 774 00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:02,240 Luckily my grandma, my grandma was 90. 775 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:06,880 What kind of was 98 like? And she oh. 776 00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:10,760 She lived a good life. Yes, she lived a good life. 777 00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:14,360 She's a crazy shit. Yes, and she had Social Security 778 00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:21,360 like so it was OK for a bit. But yeah, I was helping my mom 779 00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:26,240 pay her rent, but the past few months I'm still helping my mom 780 00:52:26,240 --> 00:52:37,600 pay her rent, like right now. So remember to talk to your 781 00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:41,840 parents and grandparents about what's going on with their house 782 00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:43,160 and make a living. Trust. 783 00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:49,240 Oh, I'm a, I'm a, I'm oh, I'm a, oh, I'm a advocate of that 784 00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:54,560 because like I said, it's funny. We find out after they're gone 785 00:52:55,720 --> 00:52:57,880 and you'd be like, what, you know what I'm saying? 786 00:52:57,880 --> 00:53:03,320 Not financially as well as just who they were in life, you know, 787 00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:06,960 period and stuff. Because even to the point that 788 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:14,880 like, damn it, we, I supposed to have my dad's house. 789 00:53:15,240 --> 00:53:16,840 I'm not supposed to be living where I'm living there. 790 00:53:16,840 --> 00:53:21,480 I supposed to be at 22101. But what I did not know was that 791 00:53:21,480 --> 00:53:22,960 my dad took out another mortgage. 792 00:53:23,000 --> 00:53:25,240 I thought the mortgage that he had was paid off. 793 00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:30,680 Finds out that he took out another mortgage and and that 794 00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:33,520 conversation I would have behind the restaurant, behind pay walk. 795 00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:40,320 But it caused the house to be sold and we got less value for 796 00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:44,040 what we could have got for it if my dad did something that he 797 00:53:44,160 --> 00:53:46,480 didn't do because he was angry at me and my mom. 798 00:53:48,680 --> 00:53:54,600 Love you Dad, but is it? But that's what I'm saying. 799 00:53:55,360 --> 00:53:59,640 But that's just an example because it's kind of like, you 800 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:03,560 know, it's when you come to your parents, they don't tell you 801 00:54:03,560 --> 00:54:04,560 shit. When you come to your 802 00:54:04,560 --> 00:54:06,440 grandparents, you really don't know shit. 803 00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:12,360 I got a little lucky and also like to give contacts like I'm 804 00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:18,880 adopted my family's white so white people being the way that 805 00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:23,520 white people are, which is for in my opinion extra messy. 806 00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:27,600 I already knew a lot of shit about my grandma before she even 807 00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:33,000 died but that's because I was closer with my grandma than my 808 00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:36,480 other siblings like at least within the past like few years 809 00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:40,240 because my grandma knew exactly what I did for a job and she 810 00:54:40,240 --> 00:54:46,000 didn't give a fuck. So leg my grandma. 811 00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:50,320 She grandma might have been wild her damn self. 812 00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:52,880 No my grandma, no she. Was. 813 00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:56,360 No, I would tell you the phrase she Oh no. 814 00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:58,760 Where's he my girl? Is it Penny? 815 00:54:58,960 --> 00:55:04,480 It was a penny that was telling me this that her mom, she she's 816 00:55:04,480 --> 00:55:06,360 a second. She's a second generation, you 817 00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:12,240 know, sex word and and I was like that is so cool because 818 00:55:12,240 --> 00:55:17,040 when you decide you want to go do porn, you already know your 819 00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:19,560 mother father gonna be like you girl, Go ahead, go get your 820 00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:24,840 money, girl. Yeah, literally. 821 00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:27,280 My grandma was literally the other woman. 822 00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:32,360 Like, OK, like with someone who I thought was my grandpa for a 823 00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:35,040 while, but then I was like, wait, now he has a wife like who 824 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:37,640 I met. They all knew each other. 825 00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:38,960 We all hung out at their house at one point. 826 00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:42,480 But that was after like they had like stopped like fooling around 827 00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:49,680 because she was like, ow, we can't keep doing this like, but 828 00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:51,680 let's just be friends. And so they they stayed friends. 829 00:55:51,680 --> 00:55:55,800 And then when my mom got me, my sisters, like he just treated us 830 00:55:55,800 --> 00:55:59,800 like we were his grandkids. Like, but I didn't know that 831 00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:01,560 until years later. And I was like, grandma, what 832 00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:04,840 the fuck? What the fuck? 833 00:56:05,840 --> 00:56:11,000 And she's like, yeah, I'm like, OK, no, OK, so and that this man 834 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:13,720 also was like, he had he had money, he was Italian. 835 00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:16,680 So he took her on trips and shit. 836 00:56:16,680 --> 00:56:19,520 And then like you. See. 837 00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:22,760 Hey. Hey, I keep telling you, I keep 838 00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:26,960 telling you all that grandma with so it's not funny that, you 839 00:56:26,960 --> 00:56:30,720 know, grandma went to see Uncle Charlie and the rent and the 840 00:56:30,720 --> 00:56:34,080 lights got paid and granddaddy says, you know, granddaddy 841 00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:38,680 didn't get paid that week. Yeah, they didn't say she he 842 00:56:39,240 --> 00:56:49,320 because he knew that. Yeah, so I'm grateful to have my 843 00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:52,920 grandma because high key, I've told her things and we've had 844 00:56:52,920 --> 00:56:55,240 discussions about things I haven't even really talked to my 845 00:56:55,240 --> 00:56:57,960 own mother about. It's because my grandma was a 846 00:56:57,960 --> 00:57:03,400 lot less judgmental than my mom for some reason like, but it's 847 00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:05,600 because in her older age she changed. 848 00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:08,520 She listened more 'cause when she was younger. 849 00:57:09,880 --> 00:57:13,160 I have had to check this woman, but at least she fucking 850 00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:14,320 listened to me. So you. 851 00:57:17,280 --> 00:57:21,080 Know I tell people with with age, things change your, your 852 00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:25,920 mentality, your thought process, even especially when you come to 853 00:57:25,920 --> 00:57:29,240 women, men, we, we become more stern in our ways. 854 00:57:29,600 --> 00:57:32,560 Yeah. It it, it takes a lot for us to 855 00:57:32,560 --> 00:57:35,880 ask to damn. They're like altering for us to 856 00:57:35,880 --> 00:57:41,360 change, you know, period. But but but women on the other 857 00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:46,920 hand, and it's like I said, sexual taste change all of it. 858 00:57:46,920 --> 00:57:47,160 Yeah. Shit. 859 00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:57,400 I thought that of her. Yeah, sometimes women get more 860 00:57:57,400 --> 00:58:01,680 sexier with their age. People like damn you look like 861 00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:05,200 that in high school. Yeah, hormones are interesting. 862 00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:11,640 Oh my God. Oh my goodness. 863 00:58:12,520 --> 00:58:15,520 Yeah, I'm like 30 next month and then like two months. 864 00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:22,520 So I'm just like, yeah. Oh no, that's what I just laugh. 865 00:58:22,520 --> 00:58:24,520 I just laugh at the conversation with motherfuckers. 866 00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:26,680 All these people, Fred to turn 30. 867 00:58:26,680 --> 00:58:28,840 I'm like. Oh, I'm not right, and I'm 868 00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:32,480 happy. I enjoy growing old. 869 00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:36,280 It's like I I I could die this shit. 870 00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:40,440 I really don't want to. I'm like for what I didn't. 871 00:58:43,080 --> 00:58:46,160 Think I was going to make it this long so I'm happy I'm 872 00:58:46,200 --> 00:58:50,640 growing old. Yeah, yeah. 873 00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:55,840 Like I say, it's a couple. It's a couple people that age 874 00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:56,880 bracket that didn't make it here. 875 00:58:57,200 --> 00:59:01,480 So, and I'm blessed to be here. Exactly. 876 00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,320 I'm glad I'm still. Here. 877 00:59:03,320 --> 00:59:06,840 And I'm glad you're still here too, babe, because we got to see 878 00:59:06,840 --> 00:59:08,960 each other. We, we, we got to see each other 879 00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:09,760 face to face. Yes, we. 880 00:59:10,480 --> 00:59:14,800 Do. And sexy so and so. 881 00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:19,400 With that being said people, we also going to have to bring her 882 00:59:19,400 --> 00:59:22,720 to the Premium Smoke Room at some point so she can show it 883 00:59:22,720 --> 00:59:27,600 off and hopefully I'll be right beside when we do that once. 884 00:59:27,680 --> 00:59:31,720 Which brings me to the Premium Smoke Room ladies and gentlemen. 885 00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:36,240 I'm talking on Loyal fans. 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So please, if you're watching 912 01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:11,240 this on YouTube like comment and subscribe. 913 01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:14,400 You feel me. You know, we love feedback and 914 01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:17,840 we like the likes and you know, and please subscribe. 915 01:01:17,840 --> 01:01:22,080 And also I'm going to be dropping a members section over 916 01:01:22,080 --> 01:01:24,040 there as well. I don't know what I'm going to 917 01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:27,760 do with it, but y'all be the first to know when I do. 918 01:01:27,920 --> 01:01:30,920 So, Miss Love. Tell everybody what he can spend 919 01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:33,920 money on you baby, and bring a smile to that sexy face. 920 01:01:34,880 --> 01:01:44,960 He you can spend my money at onlyfans.com/Z Uri LOVE. 921 01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:47,520 And if that's not the wrong, if that's not the right one, I 922 01:01:47,520 --> 01:01:49,520 apologize but I am super stoned right now. 923 01:01:49,520 --> 01:01:56,880 But you can also follow me on Twitter, I'm not calling it X at 924 01:01:56,880 --> 01:02:05,280 ZURI Capital L0VE. And that Twitter leads to all my 925 01:02:05,280 --> 01:02:09,680 links to where you can find all my porn, my only fans, my many 926 01:02:09,680 --> 01:02:13,920 vids, my throne wish list and also my personal website. 927 01:02:13,920 --> 01:02:17,240 But that is actually down right now, so just send me an e-mail. 928 01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:23,080 There you go, people. So with that being said, what 929 01:02:23,080 --> 01:02:27,000 did we smoke over today? What did you learn today? 930 01:02:29,120 --> 01:02:32,240 You learned that people in our business are people. 931 01:02:33,160 --> 01:02:36,480 We go through a lot. We deal with passing of our 932 01:02:36,480 --> 01:02:41,560 loved ones. We deal with births of new ones. 933 01:02:42,880 --> 01:02:46,960 We are parents, we are wives, we are husbands. 934 01:02:47,600 --> 01:02:51,560 Some of us work 9 to fives. The only difference between us 935 01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:57,560 you guys is that we just fuck on camera for a living or make 936 01:02:57,560 --> 01:03:01,080 money off of fucking you know, period. 937 01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:03,720 Yeah I know that's part of the reason why y'all hate us because 938 01:03:03,720 --> 01:03:06,160 you know y'all can't do that you know period. 939 01:03:06,520 --> 01:03:10,720 But this job is no different than any other job that y'all 940 01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:12,560 do. It has his, has his, it has his 941 01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:14,760 headaches, his stresses and what have you. 942 01:03:15,920 --> 01:03:21,240 And to me, for someone to do this business, you had to be 943 01:03:21,240 --> 01:03:24,040 mentally strong. We are some of the mentally most 944 01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:27,920 mentally strong people on the planet, but at the same time 945 01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:33,280 fragile because we also worry about sometimes what the world 946 01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:36,680 thinks of us. Until you get to my age, you 947 01:03:36,680 --> 01:03:38,240 just don't really give a fuck. No damn more. 948 01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:46,120 But more importantly, what you should learn is that we deserve 949 01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:50,800 your respect. Because no it. 950 01:03:51,560 --> 01:03:54,040 We do a job no differently than anyone else. 951 01:03:54,040 --> 01:03:56,600 We provide a service no different than anyone else. 952 01:03:56,880 --> 01:03:59,520 We are entertainment. Y'all sit back and watch us. 953 01:03:59,520 --> 01:04:02,000 Jerk off to us. Play with your pussy watching 954 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:06,440 us, you pay to watch it. You subscribe to our content. 955 01:04:06,840 --> 01:04:09,080 We are entertainers first and foremost. 956 01:04:09,080 --> 01:04:12,640 No different than Drake, no different than Kendrick, no 957 01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:18,880 different than than Denzel Washington or, or or Charlicia 958 01:04:18,920 --> 01:04:25,360 Thorn, you know what I'm saying? Or Scarlett Johansson, you feel 959 01:04:25,360 --> 01:04:27,360 me? We entertain y'all. 960 01:04:27,560 --> 01:04:31,160 It's just how entertainment is the rawest form of 961 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:33,480 entertainment. Sex. 962 01:04:35,200 --> 01:04:38,280 So God I love that tongue. I can't wait to fill it one day. 963 01:04:39,960 --> 01:04:46,200 So with that being said, give us some respect. 964 01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:48,200 Please put some respect on our names. 965 01:04:49,120 --> 01:04:51,800 Now you know how we end these things all day, every day. 966 01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:55,040 Life is a learning experience. What's the point of the 967 01:04:55,040 --> 01:04:56,800 experience? We haven't learned anything. 968 01:04:57,040 --> 01:05:00,560 Smoke this over, Say goodbye to my back.