1 00:00:01,840 --> 00:00:05,640 And, and you're looking very beautiful tonight. 2 00:00:06,560 --> 00:00:08,160 Thank you so much. Thank you. 3 00:00:08,280 --> 00:00:08,920 Thank you. Yeah. 4 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:13,120 I'm sitting here doing double duty because as we record, this 5 00:00:13,120 --> 00:00:15,320 is election night. So. 6 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:19,440 So. Yeah. 7 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:20,680 Oh, yeah. So yeah, she wrote. 8 00:00:22,520 --> 00:00:24,200 They voted. You feel me? 9 00:00:24,240 --> 00:00:26,240 You know what I'm saying? So there you go. 10 00:00:26,280 --> 00:00:31,000 So, and, and I don't care about politics because they ain't 11 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:35,040 about that what have you, but Lord, but I hope it goes the way 12 00:00:35,040 --> 00:00:40,920 that I wanted to go. I don't want to see the 13 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:43,880 alternative. I swear it ain't good. 14 00:00:44,600 --> 00:00:48,680 But unless you are, unless you are white, straight, male and 15 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:53,280 Christian, nothing that that that Trump is not going to help 16 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:57,720 you, No. Never, not a day in your life. 17 00:00:58,800 --> 00:01:01,920 No doubt, no doubt. So over did election night. 18 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:06,040 How you doing, baby girl? I apologize to say. 19 00:01:06,040 --> 00:01:08,280 I apologize to say, baby girl, please forgive me. 20 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:12,760 You know I'm about to turn 50. You know, I don't want to offend 21 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:17,280 anybody, but go ahead you. Know I'm all right. 22 00:01:17,280 --> 00:01:20,640 I'm actually recovering from a reconstructive surgery. 23 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:26,360 I had a double mastectomy last last summer, and so this late 24 00:01:26,360 --> 00:01:29,400 summer I had my first reconstructive surgery. 25 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:31,240 So I'm actually still recovering. 26 00:01:31,240 --> 00:01:34,440 Oh. My God, and and I know you 27 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:35,840 doing. Are you going through physical 28 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:38,800 therapy and all that? I'm going to start soon. 29 00:01:38,800 --> 00:01:45,920 I'm still only I got surgery on the 11th of October so it hasn't 30 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:48,600 even been a month yet. Oh my goodness. 31 00:01:51,960 --> 00:01:54,080 But I still wanted. To put on a face today for you. 32 00:01:56,160 --> 00:01:59,120 Well, thank you so much. Thank you so much. 33 00:01:59,480 --> 00:02:02,800 So let's get let's let's get to it a little bit. 34 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:07,280 Now to my smokers, you know that I am here to bring you the 35 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:12,440 industry, all spectrums of it, all parts of it. 36 00:02:13,240 --> 00:02:18,200 Now what is interesting that I have interviewed talked about 37 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:23,280 the transgender side of point. I have talked about the gay side 38 00:02:23,280 --> 00:02:25,200 of point. Yes, I didn't had a man describe 39 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:29,120 what it feels like to have neck shot in your mouth, in your 40 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:30,760 face. Yes, people. 41 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:39,480 But this is different because it's the side of point that you 42 00:02:39,480 --> 00:02:44,360 didn't think about, know about, think it existed. 43 00:02:44,680 --> 00:02:49,920 And it proves my point. There's a kink for everybody. 44 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:56,400 So you was on a panel on X biz that I saw on your page. 45 00:02:57,520 --> 00:03:01,920 So please tell everybody what the panel was about and now shut 46 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:05,880 up. I was asked to be on a panel 47 00:03:06,840 --> 00:03:09,840 through X Biz. Not through X biz, but through 48 00:03:09,840 --> 00:03:13,040 another creator. She organized the entire thing 49 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:17,560 and how does all come in for experts to do the panel discuss 50 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:27,360 disability and access and porn and really there's so. 51 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:32,880 Many people, it's about to be that kind of Oh yes, and. 52 00:03:32,920 --> 00:03:34,880 Because there's like. It's about to be that type of 53 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:37,160 episode. You sit on two different. 54 00:03:37,240 --> 00:03:40,240 Sides and you know, you understand because you're black 55 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:45,520 that it's like I I am putting something deeply personal about 56 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:50,880 myself in the world, right? And I hope people positively 57 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:56,360 respond to it and if they negatively respond to it, what 58 00:03:56,360 --> 00:03:58,520 that might also look like, you know, because we want to be 59 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:00,440 realistic. We don't want to disable. 60 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:02,640 Everyone's going to love it no matter what. 61 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:06,160 We're going to think about what, what are the, what does that 62 00:04:06,160 --> 00:04:09,640 comment section say where you're trying to engage with people, 63 00:04:09,920 --> 00:04:14,600 but the comments are out of sorts, even for your online 64 00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:17,160 persona, not even for your personal self, but for your 65 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:20,279 online persona and having to deal with that. 66 00:04:20,600 --> 00:04:23,840 Like for me, it wasn't even about making it a part of my 67 00:04:23,840 --> 00:04:28,480 porn necessarily and saying like disabled person does XYZ. 68 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:33,000 It was just, it's there. It's just there, like no one 69 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:37,960 would say guy wears sneakers, you know? 70 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:40,760 Well, I mean, let's keep it more honey. 71 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:44,440 Let's keep it more honey. We have people in the business 72 00:04:44,440 --> 00:04:46,200 that's artistic. Right. 73 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:52,040 We have y'all get mad matrix little people what have you in 74 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:54,760 the poem business. How far fetched is it? 75 00:04:55,440 --> 00:04:58,720 There's a place for disabled people in porn. 76 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:03,120 There is and I feel like it's the only people that can reclaim 77 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:06,680 that, just like any other oppressed group are the people 78 00:05:06,680 --> 00:05:08,760 who are being oppressed. You know what I mean? 79 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:12,560 So if you are going to say disabled person has, you know, 80 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:17,440 10 man gangbang, you know you are allowed to reclaim that for 81 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:18,680 yourself. Absolutely. 82 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:21,200 I believe in reclamation big time. 83 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:26,760 And and to also people don't realize it's a market for it 84 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:29,360 just like it's a market for scat, just like it's a market 85 00:05:29,800 --> 00:05:35,280 for but you think of it. I remember that this one of my, 86 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:40,320 my, my partner said if females go on Christmas sale and they do 87 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:45,600 a video of everything that cooks of all the hashtags, you'd be 88 00:05:45,600 --> 00:05:51,920 surprised of what people are into, what turns them on and the 89 00:05:51,920 --> 00:05:57,240 whole 9, you know, and like I said, because when you said 90 00:05:57,240 --> 00:06:00,360 disabled, I said, Oh my God, I'm going to love this interview 91 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:06,680 because yes, there's a part of porn where fans want to see a 92 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:11,960 female in a wheelchair. They want to see a guy that may 93 00:06:11,960 --> 00:06:17,720 have a prosthetic leg fucking the shit out of somebody, you 94 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:21,440 know? Yeah. 95 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:24,840 Disabled people deserve to see themselves in porn, too. 96 00:06:25,440 --> 00:06:29,880 It's nice to recognize yourself in something that was made by 97 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:35,040 somebody who is disabled. I've been on sides of, you know, 98 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:38,840 of people who I wouldn't necessarily consider my 99 00:06:38,840 --> 00:06:40,360 colleagues because I don't know them. 100 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:43,640 But doing. I saw somebody doing amputee 101 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:48,680 porn, but she was taping her leg back to do it. 102 00:06:49,160 --> 00:06:56,120 And I was like, there's so much thought there because or 103 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:59,400 somebody who is an amputee deserves to have that space, 104 00:06:59,840 --> 00:07:03,680 deserves to reclaim it, deserves to call it by its name, you 105 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:07,440 know, deserves it is allowed to be sexy, but it's not a, you 106 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:10,560 know, it's not a fictionalized sexy because it, that part of 107 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:13,320 themselves is very, it's real. It's, it's something that I 108 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:15,200 can't do anything about, you know? 109 00:07:16,600 --> 00:07:24,880 Yes so on people also this sexy human being it's also 110 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:28,720 transgender. Now with that being said, time 111 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:31,120 to smoke this over. 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I'm an artist and I'm an 141 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:32,080 advocate for sex workers and have been for the last 13 years, 142 00:09:32,080 --> 00:09:36,000 you see. Buckle up people, we're about to 143 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:39,800 have some fun with this episode. Let's let's go back, back, back, 144 00:09:39,800 --> 00:09:44,200 back, back, back, back. What got you into adult thing? 145 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:46,760 Well, first of all, before we go there, what is your disability 146 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:51,560 so everybody can understand? I am a person who has autism. 147 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:55,720 I also use a cane and a rollator which is like a Walker with 148 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:58,400 wheels and it has a steam. It's fancy. 149 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:02,640 It's from the Netherlands. Because I have a neurological 150 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:09,000 disorder that atrophies my muscles and, and my muscle 151 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:12,240 control. And so like chronic pain, you 152 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:16,560 know, it mimics a lot of like fibromyalgia, it mimics 153 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:18,000 autoimmune disorders. Oh. 154 00:10:18,600 --> 00:10:20,880 My. God, basically it's my spinal 155 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:29,640 fluid backs up into my brain. So, so when you do your your 156 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:36,720 scenes, because OK, do do you do solo content? 157 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:40,520 Fuck content? What type of content do do you 158 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:45,160 got out there? Right now, because my whole body 159 00:10:45,160 --> 00:10:48,080 is changing, it's been changing for the last two years with a 160 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:51,200 mastectomy and getting this first reconstructive surgery and 161 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:56,760 I have one more surgery to go in about 6 months to be finished 162 00:10:56,760 --> 00:11:00,240 and complete. I decided to, I know this 163 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:03,400 sounds, it's gonna sound crazy but please bear with me. 164 00:11:03,640 --> 00:11:07,360 I chucked pretty much everything with the exception of like a 165 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:11,040 couple things that I kept, and I'm getting rid of a lot. 166 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:15,400 I got rid of a lot of stuff. And so now my priority is, of 167 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:18,200 course, filming some solo work because I love doing solo 168 00:11:18,200 --> 00:11:21,560 projects and getting to be creative and having nice 169 00:11:21,560 --> 00:11:25,200 backgrounds, even if it's a simple, you know, jerk off 170 00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:27,160 video. I want to jerk off in the 171 00:11:27,160 --> 00:11:36,080 forest, you know, and then I'm looking to collab with people, 172 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:39,720 but I only want to collab with other trans creators. 173 00:11:40,520 --> 00:11:43,680 So trans men, trans women, non binary people, gender non 174 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:47,040 conforming folks. That's who that's why I'd like 175 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,520 to film with. I changed all of my gender 176 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:52,080 markers on all my all the foreign sites. 177 00:11:52,600 --> 00:11:57,120 So I'm in the trans categories now, which some people would say 178 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:02,600 like, because I pass as a woman, that I should just continue 179 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:07,800 doing, you know, boy, girl, you know, hetero focused porn. 180 00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:12,080 And I guess I could, but I got to a point because I've been in 181 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:17,720 the been in this industry for so long that I was, I was stagnant 182 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:20,360 and I wanted to change the way I was working. 183 00:12:21,400 --> 00:12:26,480 Well, I mean, if you ask me, the game is opening up to where they 184 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:29,600 want to see CIS women with transgender women. 185 00:12:29,880 --> 00:12:32,880 They want to see CIS men with transgender women. 186 00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:35,400 They want to see transgender women with transgender women. 187 00:12:35,640 --> 00:12:38,040 You feel what I'm saying? And I've been saying this, I'm 188 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:40,360 staying waiting to see a transgender man get in the mix. 189 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:44,560 I'm just just, I'm just saying I'm all for us fucking but. 190 00:12:45,680 --> 00:12:48,320 There's, I mean, there's amazing transgender performers. 191 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:51,680 Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Shouts out to my girl, Cassie 192 00:12:51,680 --> 00:12:52,960 Cummins. You know what I'm saying? 193 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:59,040 Paris Triple X Jamie Castles. That's my yeah, you know what 194 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:04,160 I'm saying? And the the now when it comes to 195 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:08,960 the disabled kind of people want to ask this is it a market for 196 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:12,840 disabled porn? Yes, absolutely. 197 00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:16,200 There are so many disabled Americans. 198 00:13:16,600 --> 00:13:19,080 It's astounding. It's something like one in five 199 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:22,640 people are disabled, which is a lot. 200 00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:29,240 It's a lot of people, you know. And so in this case, they want 201 00:13:29,240 --> 00:13:31,480 to see themselves reflected back. 202 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:34,480 I think we're having really great conversations and adult 203 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:38,600 film work around terminology because it's as old as, you 204 00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:43,720 know, you know, Bethlehem. And we need new terminology to 205 00:13:43,720 --> 00:13:46,960 describe things because, you know, black people don't want to 206 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:50,640 just mark Ebony on everything. You know, someone's looking for 207 00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:51,840 us. I don't mind putting that I'm 208 00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:57,040 black, I am black. But when on earth do Ebony? 209 00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:58,840 Come on, come on, We could do that. 210 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:05,000 We can do that even. I mean, I mean, I mean they're 211 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:08,520 already blocking gangbang. You can't even say gangbang on 212 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:14,360 platforms. I mean, if you're not on 213 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:17,680 Twitter. You know, because. 214 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:19,720 When you're on Instagram. Yeah. 215 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:24,320 That's how you lose your account Internet privacy. 216 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:28,360 It you know, it's so important, you know, put throw on your VPN 217 00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:33,800 get to work in and having something like Twitter is like 218 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,920 it's not about liking and I don't like Elon. 219 00:14:35,920 --> 00:14:39,720 I am not a fan. So let me make sure like that 220 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:44,880 man is out here doing the most and has a whole company to run 221 00:14:45,040 --> 00:14:48,560 to run, mind you. But he's going to be in that 222 00:14:48,560 --> 00:14:51,200 cabinet if he gets elected. He thinks he's going to be in 223 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:53,880 that cabinet. He thinks he get because now he 224 00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:57,760 got his little robots coming, his I robot copies. 225 00:14:58,240 --> 00:15:01,600 And he figures I'm going to get any good with Donald Trump to 226 00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:04,480 get my I robots. And I don't y'all making. 227 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:06,560 I don't want to talk about politics, about this shit. 228 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:13,120 No, but Twitter's that girl because you can be butt booty 229 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:18,120 balls naked and no one's going to take your post down like 230 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:23,840 this. You know I hate having to soften 231 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:30,280 or over saccharinize our words because the platforms will get 232 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:32,040 rid of us. Like on TikTok where they're 233 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:36,600 like spicy worker or accountant. I fucking hate saying both of 234 00:15:37,160 --> 00:15:38,600 those. I hate it. 235 00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:42,680 It's so annoying because I know the only reason we have to is 236 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:45,440 because of their own specific censorship. 237 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:55,080 Here's all I'm going to say. Porn was meant to be taboo. 238 00:15:55,840 --> 00:16:02,760 Now y'all take away the taboo. It was meant to be taboo. 239 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:07,080 We I'm, I'm sorry, we supposed to say gangbang because that's 240 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:09,400 what the fuck it is. You know what I'm saying? 241 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:12,360 It's it's a bang. Yeah yeah, it's a gang. 242 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:14,480 They ganging up on her to fuck her. 243 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:16,640 It's not a train. It's not a one. 244 00:16:17,480 --> 00:16:19,800 He couldn't. No, no, no, they all on. 245 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:26,840 Her. Yeah, I I don't even, I swear 246 00:16:26,880 --> 00:16:29,240 this, this woke. Paul was never meant to be woke. 247 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:31,560 There's many things that need to be woke, but Paul was not one of 248 00:16:31,560 --> 00:16:32,360 them. But I got there's. 249 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:35,200 Aspects of, yeah, there are aspects of porn that need a 250 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:39,280 little touch and shine and that could be a bit more progressive. 251 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:44,800 But All in all, you know, there are good voices in place trying 252 00:16:44,800 --> 00:16:47,280 to make those changes. I consider myself one of those, 253 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:50,960 but I'm surrounded by really fucking excellent people, so. 254 00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:56,120 So why did you decide to Chuck your earlier content? 255 00:16:57,240 --> 00:16:59,760 Is because, well, I need to explain it. 256 00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:08,200 Well, honestly, it OK, so I made that content and the way my body 257 00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:11,920 looks in that content, my body no longer looks like that at 258 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:16,560 all, at all. And the things I'm saying, it's 259 00:17:16,560 --> 00:17:18,400 not at all. And honestly, it was from a 260 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:22,480 business perspective, because marketing those scenes, if I 261 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:27,880 have somebody who really, really enjoys them, they're not going 262 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:29,720 to be getting that same thing again. 263 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,320 They'll never get another one of those again. 264 00:17:33,120 --> 00:17:36,640 And I was looking at the stats on what was selling and what 265 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:39,800 wasn't and, and really everything was kind of like 266 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:45,040 plateaued. So when I took, yeah, the ones I 267 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:49,200 left up were ones that were actually like, every month I get 268 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:51,240 a sale from them. Those stayed up. 269 00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:55,880 All the other ones went away. And because I can deal with 270 00:17:55,880 --> 00:18:00,160 like, you know, some and some of them mirror what I want to do 271 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:05,640 now. And you still had that big booty 272 00:18:05,640 --> 00:18:09,680 problem, so he probably had a nice ass. 273 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:14,080 So yeah, I've been. Staring at my ass for the last 274 00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:16,120 two years because there was nothing else to stare at. 275 00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:22,320 Because that's how the picture, if you took, I guess on the the 276 00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:24,200 red carpet, I was like, Oh my goodness, that. 277 00:18:25,600 --> 00:18:27,160 Ass. Yes, ABS. 278 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:36,600 I was like Oh my goodness. Oh, so so now because I always 279 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:42,720 talk to to transgender performance about it's probably 280 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:47,240 why you would like to work with transgender performance more so 281 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:51,920 than let's say the the sis. Well, can I call them the queer 282 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:53,560 guys? They won't call them queer 283 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:56,240 because I can't call it queer man. 284 00:18:56,520 --> 00:18:59,120 Yeah, queer man. I can't call you sis, man, 285 00:18:59,120 --> 00:19:01,120 because you know you're not ten years. 286 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:05,120 But well you are being you're talking about gender and 287 00:19:05,120 --> 00:19:08,600 sexuality. So you can be a CIS male who is 288 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:11,840 also queer. You can be a queer CIS man. 289 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:19,480 Yeah I'm open, I'm open to it. But I'm prioritizing trans 290 00:19:19,480 --> 00:19:24,040 performers because especially trans men, I noticed when they 291 00:19:24,040 --> 00:19:27,280 want to do any content with anyone who looks femme and like 292 00:19:27,280 --> 00:19:32,640 I am pre op, I don't have a phalioplasty yet, but they 293 00:19:32,640 --> 00:19:36,520 understand where I'm at. And they when you're doing a 294 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:40,440 scene with somebody like that, there's so much more care and 295 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:44,280 comfort taken because they, they understand and get it. 296 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:47,400 And obviously I'm happy to explain this is how do I refer 297 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:49,480 to my parts? Like this is my Dick, that's my 298 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:53,080 pussy, that's my asshole. Like, you know, we're, you know, 299 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:57,480 it's very clear conversation about how I'd like to refer to 300 00:19:57,480 --> 00:20:00,280 each of these different things and. 301 00:20:00,720 --> 00:20:02,720 I don't have to have that conversation twice. 302 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:05,720 It's one of those unspoken things, like when you meet 303 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:09,880 somebody from your same culture and yeah, you don't have to 304 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:12,560 explain whatever The thing is that you were thinking about, 305 00:20:12,560 --> 00:20:14,440 because they already understand it. 306 00:20:15,240 --> 00:20:18,440 Yeah, and then too, when you deal with some of these six men, 307 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:25,680 they want to be shamed of working with with transient 308 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:30,080 women, you know, and to me as a man, I'm like this, if you fuck 309 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:32,520 it off camera, why don't you fuck it on camera? 310 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:36,320 Why not show your face? You feel what I'm saying? 311 00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:39,240 I hate when a dude go shoot with a transgender, he want to wear a 312 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:40,400 mask. I'm like for fucking what? 313 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:46,840 Why? You know, so I can see why y'all 314 00:20:46,840 --> 00:20:49,000 are rather just deal with each other because you know, with 315 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,200 some of these motherfuckers out here, it's a headache. 316 00:20:52,240 --> 00:20:55,480 It really is because like they'll be like, oh, I'm 317 00:20:55,480 --> 00:20:59,200 talented, you know, everything, all the other things check out. 318 00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:02,520 Then you get to the trans conversation or they don't 319 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:05,560 realize because they look at me and I just see woman and I have 320 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:09,400 to explain to them and I'm like, I don't want I don't want to be 321 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:13,600 called a man, but that's what the parts are going to be once I 322 00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:17,360 have surgery. So this is what we're talking 323 00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:21,160 about. Then it's, oh, lots of backing 324 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:24,480 out, lots of I got plans, you know, that kind of thing. 325 00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:27,400 It's like, oh, you're, oh, you're scared because you were. 326 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:31,360 You feel inadequate. Why? 327 00:21:31,360 --> 00:21:33,360 Because she because you got a bigger click. 328 00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:36,560 He has a bigger Dick. Because I know what to do with 329 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:38,520 mine and he's got more to work with. 330 00:21:39,880 --> 00:21:44,760 But see, so you're looking to have surgery to turn it into a 331 00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:47,000 vagina. To addict. 332 00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:49,560 To it, oh, to it to turn to a Dick. 333 00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:56,360 Oh, so you're going, oh, oh, oh, if you see. 334 00:21:56,360 --> 00:21:58,640 So I'm yeah, I'm keeping my boobs. 335 00:21:58,720 --> 00:22:01,080 Love my boobs. They're great. 336 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:05,600 They're not going anywhere, thank goodness. 337 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:10,720 And then, yeah, I would like to have a thalioplasty, a nice, a 338 00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:14,440 nice thalioplasty. Please so so so you go turn your 339 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:17,480 coochie into a DIF person with the clip. 340 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:21,240 Person Well there are a couple ways to approach a thalioplasty. 341 00:22:21,480 --> 00:22:26,120 Some of them that you can go the urethral route where they move 342 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:28,960 the urethra so you pee out of it as well. 343 00:22:29,480 --> 00:22:36,880 I that is not something I have dysphoria about so I want to go 344 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:41,000 the other route where you can get your phalloplasty and you 345 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:46,800 get to keep your pussy too. Wait a second, wait a second, 346 00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:52,440 wait a second, wait a second. So you about to become home 347 00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:56,680 affidate? No, I think the proper term for 348 00:22:56,680 --> 00:23:01,000 that is intersex, but that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it was. 349 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:05,440 Born so it's congenital They were born with multiple sex 350 00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:07,920 organs. So for you, you're going to have 351 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,640 both a Dick and a pussy, am I correct? 352 00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:12,120 Yeah, that's correct. OK, OK. 353 00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:15,920 I would refer to myself as gender fluid or genderqueer. 354 00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:21,320 See, I'm going to tell you what was interesting, right? 355 00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:24,680 I had this conversation on my podcast. 356 00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:30,840 I want my other podcast about because I said it, not trying to 357 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:34,560 offend anybody, but I was like, I see transgender women, but I 358 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:37,680 was like, I do remember, I remember looking in a magazine 359 00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:40,160 where I first time I ever laid eyes on Amaphrodite. 360 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,560 You know, I heard of it, but never seen it. 361 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:46,760 I saw it in a magazine and it was form of a woman. 362 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:51,800 She, you know, she it was a shit and the dude was fucking the 363 00:23:51,800 --> 00:24:01,920 brakes off of it and I was like, if a man has sex with him, 364 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:04,600 affidate. Intersex person A. 365 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:07,280 Person. Intersex person, would that make 366 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:11,080 him queer, pansexual. Or would it make him bisexual? 367 00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:15,320 Well, honestly, like bisexual and pansexual kind of live in 368 00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:17,760 this. They're the like, like like 369 00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:21,640 colloquially they're the same. You can kind of, you can switch 370 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:24,040 them out. Now there's a lot of discourse 371 00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:29,240 in the mid in the mid aughts about, well, bisexuality 372 00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:34,760 excludes trans people, but that's not true because by if 373 00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:39,000 you're attracted to the opposite sex and you're a man and that's 374 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:43,840 a trans woman, that's a woman. Yeah, yeah, you're a. 375 00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:47,120 Man, and that's a woman. That's a straight relationship. 376 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:53,280 It's not gay. To never prove my point we will 377 00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:58,000 make to fuck everyone. Honestly, it depends on how the 378 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,560 intersex person identifies a lot. 379 00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:03,000 Of. Sex people were traumatized at 380 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:07,160 like in their childhood because having multiple sex organs their 381 00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:10,120 parents would just decide for them. 382 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:14,120 Yeah, which is fucked up. Which is fucked up. 383 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:18,920 Yeah, what the fuck is that? Which gender they're going to be 384 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:20,600 for life. And then they find out that 385 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:24,440 they're intersex later on because they're you're sterile. 386 00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:26,720 You can't have children, you can't have children. 387 00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:30,560 They finding out later on that they could have had the option 388 00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:34,560 and a lot of them transition away from that because they're 389 00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:37,960 like, I didn't, that's not what I would have chosen for myself 390 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:40,800 actually. I'm just going to let y'all 391 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:44,760 know, whenever she finish up all these operations, I'll be the 392 00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:51,440 first one to watch her porn. I'm sorry, no 'cause I'm sorry. 393 00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:53,400 You know, I mean, the females going to shoot with your ass, 394 00:25:54,280 --> 00:25:57,480 sis. Females sis quit where they want 395 00:25:57,480 --> 00:26:05,760 to go because boy, you doing what you're doing that's going 396 00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:07,600 to make this keep going. That's going to make some money, 397 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:09,760 because that's something you don't see. 398 00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:18,920 You don't see someone with both a penis and a pussy and an 399 00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:22,120 asshole. Can you imagine that devil? 400 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:27,320 Can you imagine that DP? So I'm getting my breasts 401 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:33,840 reconstructed right and after the lot like so right now I have 402 00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:37,080 expanders in because they have to stretch the skin after the 403 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,440 mastectomy. They fill them each week with 404 00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:43,440 saline until they get to the size that I want and then they 405 00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:47,320 take them out at six months and change them out for implants. 406 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:52,120 I am opting I'm not getting a nipple reconstruction. 407 00:26:53,120 --> 00:26:57,840 I don't want any nipples. Ask you to suck on. 408 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:00,880 It. I know it if a woman had no 409 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:02,520 nobles. I still suck on it. 410 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:09,880 I find something so but no but serious business though. 411 00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:15,080 Did you ever really think about the Amazon said done you will be 412 00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:17,400 a a hot commodity service thinker. 413 00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:23,400 Like I said again, can you name any performing indie adult film 414 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:29,000 that have both sex organs? Yeah. 415 00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:32,800 I don't. You know more than me, baby. 416 00:27:32,800 --> 00:27:38,280 I'm just saying. There's a trans man, he's 417 00:27:38,280 --> 00:27:41,320 amazing and this is how he advertises himself, so I'm not 418 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:45,080 like outing someone or something fucking awful like that and make 419 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:48,280 sure I get the name right so I can not. 420 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:51,040 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Please advertise them. 421 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:59,280 Y'all go see his name is Phalio Daddy and it's PHALLO daddy and 422 00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:08,920 it their tag is F to M with a cock and it's like he is not 423 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:18,040 only a sweetie, but just like so like so handsome, so fucking 424 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:22,080 handsome Yeah, I'm I would gonna drive out to film with him. 425 00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:23,600 I don't care where the fuck he is. 426 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:29,680 And and see that what I'm saying because it's to me it's like 427 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:35,640 this because OK man, we need to admit y'all do look at 428 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,880 transgender porn star. Y'all know when y'all Scroll 429 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:45,520 down your Twitter page on Pornhub, you going to look you 430 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:50,040 going to look, man? You go look. 431 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:53,240 It doesn't make you gay, but you do go look because it makes you 432 00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:53,880 curious. Yeah, it'll. 433 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:55,640 Make. You. 434 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,160 I ain't shame to say it that day. 435 00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:00,240 Yeah, Lee is one of my favorites. 436 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:07,800 Like you can be hetero romantic yeah, but have be home be 437 00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:12,600 homosexual. Like you are turned on by the 438 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:16,240 same sex, but you can't see yourself ever being romantic 439 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:18,280 with them. So you're hetero romantic. 440 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:23,840 And a lot of people are that way because they assume that being 441 00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:26,120 with somewhat they're like, am I this? 442 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:29,400 And it's like, well, you're not in a straight relationship right 443 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:33,880 now, but it doesn't mean that you're not necessarily straight, 444 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,000 but you're not in a straight relationship. 445 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,120 So you got to unpack that. Yeah. 446 00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:46,400 It's like, think about yeah, because I think part of when we 447 00:29:46,400 --> 00:29:50,240 get into this business, even on the straight side, we have to 448 00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:55,920 reteach ourselves shit and break certain curses and and teachings 449 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,440 that we were taught, you know what I'm saying? 450 00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:02,320 Because when we granted the grace of sexual discovery, we 451 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:04,440 could be as freaky as we supposed because that what we 452 00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,720 supposed to be, you know, hands down and everything. 453 00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:09,320 So I'm going to ask you this real quick. 454 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:18,440 So when it comes to your filming, how much pain do you 455 00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:25,000 feel when you feel? So I'm in pain pretty much all 456 00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,240 the time. And so I kind of do it like 457 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:30,320 this. I can either be in a lot of pain 458 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:34,600 from doing the dishes and chores and all of that, or I can save 459 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:37,920 up that reserve and use it for filming or a performance. 460 00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:45,360 So I am in pain during it, but I stretch, I medicate. 461 00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:49,280 I'm really good in communicating the directors. 462 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,560 Like, you know, if I'm feeling by myself, obviously that's 463 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,040 different. I can take breaks whenever the 464 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:56,720 fuck I feel like it. But in a professional 465 00:30:56,720 --> 00:31:03,920 atmosphere, I'd rather, you know, whoever I need to look to 466 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:06,440 whoever that person is and let them know like, hey, I need a 467 00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:11,240 break or hey, I need to change positions because of this, that 468 00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:15,440 or this. Just so like if we're getting a 469 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:20,000 shot and it's like we need, you know, 45 more seconds of frame, 470 00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:25,000 you know, I'll thug it out for 45 more seconds. 471 00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:31,520 I can fucking do that. That's why that Percy is my 472 00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:39,120 hero, because I be sore and I don't have pain like this. 473 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:44,720 I can imagine, especially because I'm pretty sure that you 474 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:48,360 do you ride, do you do all the positions, doggy style ride 475 00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,120 missionary cowgirl versus cowgirl. 476 00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:54,800 I'm very, I'm very flexible and like maintaining my mobility, 477 00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:56,880 like flexibility is so important to me. 478 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,400 Now I'm ask you a question. When you walk on that set with 479 00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:05,320 the cane and then they say you do all you do, how shocked to 480 00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:09,160 your coast stars be. I've only been on one 481 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:13,240 professionals like professional professional set and it was for 482 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:16,600 a commercial like a oh God a long time ago now. 483 00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:24,320 But people are always a little shocked how much perceived 484 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:27,560 energy I guess I have. But like, I prepare for it. 485 00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,480 I'm responsible. Like I got good sleep the night 486 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:34,120 before. I either ate breakfast or didn't 487 00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:37,480 eat anything at all. You know, whatever I'm supposed 488 00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:40,000 to be doing. And even when I'm feeling by 489 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,920 myself, I do the same thing. Like it's a practiced kind of 490 00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:47,880 thing because I want to make sure that when I'm traveling I'm 491 00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:50,960 doing the same shit and it doesn't feel like a brand new 492 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:53,480 routine because that can feel unsteady. 493 00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:59,400 So, so we so with you when it comes to that. 494 00:32:59,920 --> 00:33:04,080 That's when they to the person on Facebook that said, what the 495 00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:05,400 fuck? You mean physical prep? 496 00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:12,560 There you go, dumb ass. It's it's, it's a mental prep 497 00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:14,840 and and physical prep to filming. 498 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,920 And people don't believe that shit when I tell them that 499 00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:20,800 whether you, whether you disable or you're not, are you able? 500 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:23,920 It's you. You can't just get on set and 501 00:33:23,920 --> 00:33:27,760 just go. You need to stretch, you need to 502 00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:32,400 make sure you got your water intake and like you know 503 00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:36,200 yourself and know your body. If you know you have to like 504 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:39,240 squirt, you have to prepare for that starting the day before. 505 00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:44,560 You can't just decide that day on no liquids that you're about 506 00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:48,400 to make that happen. That would be that would that 507 00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:51,880 would be so difficult. Everybody has to do it for every 508 00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:54,560 job. So like, I don't know, like 509 00:33:54,560 --> 00:33:56,880 there's so many people who enter this industry and think it's a 510 00:33:56,880 --> 00:34:00,200 cash grab. And I think it's quick, fast 511 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,280 money. And I'm like, no, babe, this is 512 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:08,239 a career. You can't just jump into a 513 00:34:08,239 --> 00:34:11,199 career like that. You have to start somewhere. 514 00:34:11,199 --> 00:34:14,480 You can jump in by starting somewhere, but you can't just 515 00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:18,239 like decide to be inconsistent and think that that's going to 516 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:22,880 pay off or get a subscription service account and expected 517 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:28,080 people to just find it by magic. And it's like, no, you have to 518 00:34:28,080 --> 00:34:30,159 post every day. You have to film, you have to 519 00:34:30,199 --> 00:34:34,080 edit that content. You have to engage with people 520 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:37,199 online. You have to an admin. 521 00:34:37,639 --> 00:34:41,840 It's a full time damn job. You ain't lying shit Dick. 522 00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:44,239 Dick. That's the that's the hard part. 523 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:47,080 The easy part is the filming. You know? 524 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,440 I'm saying because you got the package, they shit for the sale. 525 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:52,840 People don't realize that, you know, hands down. 526 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:58,880 So now when it comes to other performers, because you went to 527 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:03,080 the AB, NS or what have you and even with the power with XB, how 528 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:08,120 has the regular performers reacted to you and treat you? 529 00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:13,160 Well, AB NS was a little bit mix of a couple things. 530 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:17,560 I'm so glad they moved locations for this new one because the 531 00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:21,880 World resorts were not it. They're just the, the security 532 00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:25,280 there just wasn't doing their job when it came to us at all. 533 00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:29,360 And there were too many times where it was like somebody being 534 00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:33,080 just obnoxious or harassing where they didn't do what 535 00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:39,520 they're supposed to do. I the only like I would say I, I 536 00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:44,120 would just call it a negative, a small negative impression or of 537 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,600 this. I don't even remember. 538 00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:48,440 I don't remember her name, but she was standing behind me in 539 00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:53,520 line at AB NS And I, you know, I turned around because the line 540 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:57,360 to get to the red carpet is just, it's nutty. 541 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:01,920 And we were at the park that's still inside the casino standing 542 00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:04,360 in line forever. And I turned and looked at her 543 00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:05,960 and said, your dress is really pretty. 544 00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:12,320 And she goes, thank you. Really. 545 00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:16,760 Really. Oh, you're, you're welcome. 546 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,600 And I turned back. I was like, what the fuck? 547 00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:22,520 And then I realized I was like, oh, I bet she thought I knew who 548 00:36:22,520 --> 00:36:26,200 she was and I wanted something from her. 549 00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:30,240 It's like, I don't, I don't know who you are 'cause I don't. 550 00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:36,400 I'm not your market, I bet. I don't care who you are, I was 551 00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:38,720 just being nice. I see. 552 00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:40,880 Guess what? I don't like being nice to 553 00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,360 people. Here's why I don't like people. 554 00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:48,800 But I did meet some awesome, other really awesome people like 555 00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:53,440 Leilani. Oh my God, what a sweet Peach of 556 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:57,600 a person. So kind. 557 00:36:57,880 --> 00:37:03,760 So she makes me want to move because she's so sweet and 558 00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:08,880 she's, she just seems like, I don't know, she like I feel like 559 00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,120 she's up next. Honestly, I feel like she's up 560 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:15,480 next if I can just say that. I'm just going to say this right 561 00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:17,400 now. You when you miss what you do, 562 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:19,320 you're going to be a miss. I'm trying to tell you because 563 00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:21,880 I'm. Sitting here about being in 564 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:24,440 demand at all, I didn't even think about that part, actually. 565 00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:28,240 No, no, no, I look, I'm a freaky ass dude. 566 00:37:28,240 --> 00:37:31,720 I'm sitting here thinking about because I'm also now I was a 567 00:37:31,720 --> 00:37:36,160 metal tower was a cameraman the shot just imagine this. 568 00:37:36,240 --> 00:37:40,000 She does a ADP winning ass winning pussy. 569 00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:45,880 At the same token it the position I'm seeing is reverse. 570 00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:48,720 It has to be kind of a missionary reverse cowgirl type 571 00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:53,080 situation to wherever the guy plays with the Dick. 572 00:37:54,520 --> 00:37:56,280 I'm sorry, that would be a killer ass shot. 573 00:37:56,360 --> 00:38:01,360 I'm just saying I'm just saying people, you know, because like I 574 00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:04,760 said, even point like here's a couple of females I don't want 575 00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:10,120 to see. Yes, well, I didn't you be hot. 576 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:15,680 No, because like I said, one you're beautiful. 2:00 you got a 577 00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:19,520 banging ass body, you know, and then when you add to the fact 578 00:38:19,520 --> 00:38:24,080 that everything you're doing with your surgery, it's going, 579 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:26,760 you ain't going to help but to stand out like a turn to punch 580 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:32,880 bowl babe, because because like I said before, there's not it's 581 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:36,640 like Jay-Z said, there's there's less of us. 582 00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:40,480 No, there's plenty of us. You feel where I'm coming from. 583 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:44,480 It's going to make you stand out because you can do things that 584 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:49,680 transgender and six women cannot do, they cannot pull off. 585 00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:53,480 You feel me? So it what's the term again? 586 00:38:53,480 --> 00:38:55,640 Because I don't want to say the other ones, because I don't want 587 00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:58,000 to offend anybody when they got both, you know, a. 588 00:38:58,880 --> 00:39:04,200 Person who is intersex. Intersex, yes, you, they're just 589 00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:07,520 like transgender man. You don't see too much of that. 590 00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:16,840 So to me, you bout to create a market that is scary with Ben 591 00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:18,440 itself. Baby, I'm trying to tell you. 592 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:22,280 I'm trying to tell you. I've been to business too long, 593 00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:24,880 people. I know both sides of the fence. 594 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:35,560 You bout to kill the game girl? I hope it's good cuz. 595 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:41,400 Oh, no, you no, trust me, you have some because that's dudes 596 00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:45,800 that I already know two off the top of my don't They probably 597 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:50,560 jump at it and they know who they are. 598 00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:55,000 Hey, hey, reach right out. Hey, Andre Stone, how you doing? 599 00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:02,840 So. So now when it comes down to it. 600 00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:13,960 Because you don't OK then because when you do film and 601 00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:19,240 you're able to do the stuff that able people do, how does it make 602 00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:23,840 it disabled? Because like for example, if if 603 00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,760 someone thinks the area before they thinking girl in the 604 00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:30,240 wheelchair giving me blowjob, you get what I'm coming from. 605 00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:34,200 Dude with the prostate leg got danked butt ass naked with the 606 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:37,000 you can see the prostate leg he hit the doggy you build me. 607 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:43,000 So how does that speak? Hey, you know what I'm saying. 608 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:47,400 Disable. Well, honestly, it's up to the 609 00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:51,280 performer, up to me, you know, theoretically, but you know, if 610 00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,720 I walk, I use like my role later. 611 00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:57,560 Cane sometimes look like props when you see them on screen. 612 00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:01,320 And I want to make definitively sure that they know this is not 613 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:05,520 for prop usage. So my rollator is probably the 614 00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,200 best bet. Plus it looks nice. 615 00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:11,200 It's a nice looking rollator. Oh yeah, and. 616 00:41:11,240 --> 00:41:14,880 So and keeping it, you know, in the scene but in the background. 617 00:41:17,320 --> 00:41:20,200 Oh yeah, 'cause I had to go front if if if I was directed 618 00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:25,560 No, I want you to play that up. So that and and because each 619 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:30,360 import like for the people that found me in my porn years, I 620 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:36,720 worked with BBW Tang you soon she was literally she was 621 00:41:36,720 --> 00:41:39,560 literally deaf, deaf. She she could not hear. 622 00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:43,560 She was good at reading lips, sign language or what have you. 623 00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:46,960 So whenever I had to explain the scene that she had to be looking 624 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:53,000 at me. But damn them scenes, didn't you 625 00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:55,560 know what I'm saying? Damn them scenes didn't pop off. 626 00:41:56,120 --> 00:42:01,200 And I did label it hashtag disabled handicapped porn, you 627 00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:05,160 know, hearing disabled. And I made sure that she let the 628 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:07,360 people know that she was hearing disabled because she was sitting 629 00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:09,480 and say can't, can't hear you. You know what I'm saying? 630 00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,760 I want to say, well, you can't hear you, you know, period. 631 00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:18,760 So it's kind of like to me, while someone might look at it 632 00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:21,480 as a negative, to me that's a positive when it comes to your 633 00:42:21,480 --> 00:42:24,800 scenes and even your brain, You get what I'm saying because 634 00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:30,880 sometimes, no pun intended, your handicap can be your greatest 635 00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:34,200 strength. You know, pretty. 636 00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:36,280 So how much do you play into that? 637 00:42:36,720 --> 00:42:39,040 When you when, when you start filming again, when you do your 638 00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:41,560 poverty role play scenes, and so forth. 639 00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:45,400 I plan to incorporate it into the work. 640 00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:49,560 It's really important that people get to see themselves in 641 00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:53,760 pornography, you know? It's important that, like when 642 00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,960 you do see this content, that there's representation there 643 00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:02,760 too, that that place does not look homogeneous and white, that 644 00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:06,440 it can be diverse and it looks diverse because it could be 645 00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:08,320 anybody. It could be it's a melting pot 646 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:11,280 of people because disability doesn't care about your 647 00:43:11,280 --> 00:43:15,520 financial status or who you were born to or what town you came 648 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,560 from. It can happen at any time, 649 00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:22,400 either through congenital or through a car accident or a 650 00:43:22,440 --> 00:43:26,800 sports injury. Anything can, you know, can get 651 00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:30,360 can you can become disabled so easily and eventually we all 652 00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:32,880 will in our lives. And that's another thing that 653 00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:36,920 people don't think about. And it's a lot of honestly, the 654 00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:41,760 American fear of aging, of aging. 655 00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:46,920 It reminds them of their bodies possibly breaking down, but they 656 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:50,280 instead of like looking at it like a celebration of the body 657 00:43:50,280 --> 00:43:54,240 that you have. It's a lot of reason why a lot 658 00:43:54,240 --> 00:43:57,640 of people don't want to see older people, people over 70 in 659 00:43:57,640 --> 00:44:00,120 porn, because in their mind. Shit. 660 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,680 They're like age. They're so scared of aging, they 661 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:07,040 don't want to see it. And I'm like, people who are 70 662 00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:09,360 might want to see themselves on screen. 663 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,680 I can name 2 girls off the top of my Dome right now and they 664 00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:15,520 said he's killing me. Secret black. 665 00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:21,720 Rita Daniels because the game is getting older anyway, because 666 00:44:21,720 --> 00:44:25,040 the younger generations of older women, you know what I'm saying? 667 00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:30,160 And plus seem like the older women know how to move into 668 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:32,680 business a little bit better than young girls do. 669 00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,200 Because we kind of saw that with Gucci third leg. 670 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:40,080 I don't need to even go into that conversation, but to but 671 00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:44,160 but like I said, to me, it's how can I put this? 672 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:49,520 It's how you present yourself, you know, period with with your 673 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:53,560 content because like one of the things that was interesting 674 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,600 because like I said, when you say that you took a lot of your 675 00:44:56,600 --> 00:45:00,760 scenes down, you know, my first thought is did it hurt your 676 00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:06,720 money any or less is more you made more money when you're 677 00:45:06,720 --> 00:45:11,080 taking time. Yeah, the money didn't get 678 00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:14,640 funny. Actually, it got better and like 679 00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:18,000 now I've like narrowed down which sites give me the most 680 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:23,200 traffic and where I want to be where, and it's different for 681 00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:24,520 everybody. That's the other thing. 682 00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,800 There's so many people like selling courses and all this 683 00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:31,720 shit and it's like, look it. This experience is 684 00:45:31,720 --> 00:45:34,120 individualized. Yeah, actually. 685 00:45:34,600 --> 00:45:38,560 If like they're better off going online and looking up things 686 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:43,280 about accounting and business and how to time manage and 687 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:48,160 looking up time management, like time management for content 688 00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:51,240 creator, they'll just have it for a YouTube, right? 689 00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:53,600 But the YouTube model of success works. 690 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:58,400 It does work. And they're better off looking 691 00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:01,560 at that and then figuring out sexually what they want to put 692 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:05,560 on camera and what works for them and works for the audience 693 00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:09,800 that they want to have. Because that's what we're really 694 00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:13,640 you're making it for the audience that you want, not just 695 00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:15,360 the one you have, but the one that you want. 696 00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:17,720 And that. Takes thought and it takes 697 00:46:17,720 --> 00:46:19,480 forethought. They're not always ready for 698 00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:22,840 that shit. Oh, no, because you think about 699 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:26,200 it is that's part of you have to step into this as a business. 700 00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:29,480 And so even if you didn't step into it as a business, at some 701 00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:32,000 point you have to start thinking as a business cat or 702 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:34,320 conversation with somebody. I hate when someone say I'm 703 00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:39,760 doing this for fun because nothing against it. 704 00:46:39,760 --> 00:46:43,000 You're like pretty this way. You probably have fun with this, 705 00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:47,960 but if you're doing this for fun, you make mistakes. 706 00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:50,560 When you do it as a business, you don't make the same 707 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,080 mistakes. You know what I'm saying? 708 00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:57,480 You know it because we seen the people that do it for fun and we 709 00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:01,200 see the tests go bad. They didn't gave somebody 710 00:47:01,200 --> 00:47:04,960 something, They didn't piss some girls off. 711 00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:07,080 They didn't got caught out on Twitter. 712 00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:11,960 I'm just saying. I see more of that more often 713 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,440 than anything. These guys that are like, oh, 714 00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:18,520 I'm a content creator and you go to their profile and it's a only 715 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:22,400 fans link and it's like nothing else. 716 00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:26,320 On the on the Twitter though, it's like, so how do you 717 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:33,840 advertise into who and to where? It's A and you could tell that 718 00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:35,440 they don't know what they're doing because their follower 719 00:47:35,440 --> 00:47:39,920 count is not hidden. So they have like 3-3 followers 720 00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:43,680 and I'm sure they're all bots, but nobody is subscribed. 721 00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:47,160 You know that kind of thing. It's like, what are you doing? 722 00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:53,440 It's like, have a plan or don't have one because otherwise 723 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:56,080 you're just going to waste your time and energy. 724 00:47:57,200 --> 00:48:01,360 Like how long can you film toilet jerk off videos? 725 00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:05,960 How long can you film toilet jerk off videos until they all 726 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:12,480 look the same and on? I had to applaud you for that. 727 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:15,800 I've been Please continue. I'm going to shut up. 728 00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:18,640 Like just go to a different location, damn it. 729 00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:23,120 Go to a different room, lay on the floor, I don't know, lay on 730 00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:25,800 your back and put it overhead. That's one of my favorite ways 731 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:30,520 to shoot like. It's called thought. 732 00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:35,880 Put thought into your shoe. That you don't want to fuck up 733 00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:38,240 or fail. Like when there's no stakes 734 00:48:38,240 --> 00:48:40,800 involved. It's just like I want to have my 735 00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:43,040 Dick online and someone will pay to look at it. 736 00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:45,040 No one cares about your Dick, Timmy. 737 00:48:48,560 --> 00:48:50,800 Go back to the frat house. No one cares about your Dick, 738 00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:53,560 no. But we don't. 739 00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:55,600 I always say this. There's always why. 740 00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:57,720 You know the militarized name that you know, Because they 741 00:48:57,720 --> 00:49:01,520 fucked the right chicks. That's why they fucked enough of 742 00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:03,280 the right chicks that you kind of knew their name. 743 00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:10,560 Dan should tell you something. He had you fuck multiple chicks 744 00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:14,040 for, You know his name. She fucked one dude, you know 745 00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:18,280 her name. Smoke that over. 746 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:24,360 Yeah, they act like they, I think they are stepping out of 747 00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:27,840 their, they're fighting out of their weight class with that 748 00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:32,640 shit. No, that might tell females if 749 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:35,320 you want to take this business seriously, you work with 750 00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:40,800 established talent. Iron sharpens iron. 751 00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:46,880 Yeah, yeah, LeBron is not going to go do pick up with the middle 752 00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:49,400 school kids unless it's for a charity. 753 00:49:53,720 --> 00:49:57,400 That's why I haven't really. I've been so very like I collab 754 00:49:57,400 --> 00:50:01,800 with two people in my whole career because I don't trust 755 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:06,280 anyone. Wait, the way the way this game 756 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:09,320 is, you see, I retired, so that should tell you something. 757 00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:16,720 That's it. I was like, no, he's just 758 00:50:16,720 --> 00:50:19,440 getting too crazy. So now I got to ask you this 759 00:50:19,640 --> 00:50:22,560 once everything you know, you get yourself right everything. 760 00:50:23,240 --> 00:50:26,320 Are we looking to do gang bangs? Blow bangs? 761 00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:32,320 I think I would love to do a gang bang with all trans men. 762 00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:40,400 I would love that. That would be amazing. 763 00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:46,120 And are we into BDSM? Yes, some kink. 764 00:50:46,280 --> 00:50:48,960 It depends on what it is, depends on who it is. 765 00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:55,000 There's so much that can go into that because of safety and trust 766 00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:58,920 and all that, so I almost shy away from it a bit. 767 00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:05,760 I think until I find someone who is more established or trained 768 00:51:05,760 --> 00:51:11,440 under a Dom that I trust then I'll be willing to do it, but 769 00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:16,920 preferably again trans. I see and you? 770 00:51:17,080 --> 00:51:23,800 I apologize for calling you a trans 'cause I didn't realize I 771 00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:25,920 apologize. You know what I'm saying? 772 00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:32,680 No, because what? See smokers, you always hear it 773 00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:34,560 one way. We don't never hear it the other 774 00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:36,600 way. You get where I'm coming from 775 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:43,600 and that is what I love about this interview because is I 776 00:51:43,600 --> 00:51:51,360 never talked to a female born sis becoming a intersex. 777 00:51:52,040 --> 00:52:01,680 You feel where I'm coming from it you know, and to me it's kind 778 00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:05,280 of like I said, that's the first that she gave me a first people 779 00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:10,400 act because, like I said, it's that is beautiful. 780 00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:14,680 I I can't even explain no, the reason why I'm saying this 781 00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:16,360 because I want people to think I'm being funny. 782 00:52:16,360 --> 00:52:19,560 No, no, no, I'm not being funny. No, understand this is that 783 00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:29,040 because you are becoming your real self. 784 00:52:30,800 --> 00:52:35,000 Yeah. How much did you have to fight 785 00:52:35,440 --> 00:52:42,360 to be you? I didn't really. 786 00:52:43,320 --> 00:52:46,480 I was afraid to come out and definitely like in the closet 787 00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:54,920 and you know, since I think it was my early 30s and coming out 788 00:52:55,840 --> 00:53:01,120 then and trying to, you know, pronoun change at that point, 789 00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:07,120 I'd already changed my name and it usually that's a typical 790 00:53:07,120 --> 00:53:10,520 first step. But The thing is, all the other 791 00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:14,960 details no one would ever know unless they're unless we fuck, 792 00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:20,320 unless we're fucking. So for the most part, I don't, 793 00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,400 you know, I don't do one night stands or sleep with people on 794 00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:25,000 occasion, you know, things like that. 795 00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:29,240 I have a romantic partner but she's long distance so I don't 796 00:53:29,240 --> 00:53:33,240 get to see her often, but I would rather not than do. 797 00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:39,240 Dating is difficult. Oh, yeah, I can imagine, because 798 00:53:40,080 --> 00:53:45,200 I can imagine, because that conversation in itself, that 799 00:53:45,240 --> 00:53:48,160 that's not a conversation you would think you ever had with 800 00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:54,600 somebody because. Because one, I'm gonna ask you 801 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:59,840 this how much from your own community you get looked at 802 00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:04,320 crazily? A lot of the times there are a 803 00:54:04,320 --> 00:54:08,840 lot of people who are very, they're only about binary 804 00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,560 transitioning. So easier you're becoming a man, 805 00:54:12,600 --> 00:54:15,880 you're transitioning to man or transitioning to woman, to femme 806 00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:19,400 or masculine. And because I'm somewhere in 807 00:54:19,400 --> 00:54:23,440 between that I'm not on the binary, you know, non binary. 808 00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:26,920 That's how I label myself as non binary. 809 00:54:29,720 --> 00:54:34,200 It doesn't always sit well with some people, but honestly, I was 810 00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:37,680 expecting that from the jump, even when I started coming out 811 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:43,120 and labeling myself as trans because I am. 812 00:54:44,640 --> 00:54:49,360 But not allowing myself to feel OK about not explaining, about 813 00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:53,200 not having to explain myself in social situations because 814 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:56,960 there's so many aspects about me, you know, working and sex 815 00:54:56,960 --> 00:55:01,160 worker activism during the day, doing this, doing adult film 816 00:55:01,160 --> 00:55:04,400 work, doing art, you know, there's so many interesting 817 00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:08,480 things about me. But the conversations I worry 818 00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:10,560 about are the danger conversations. 819 00:55:10,800 --> 00:55:13,720 So a lot of the times I'd rather be safe than sorry. 820 00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,680 Because see. Yeah, because a lot of the times 821 00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,720 I do get mistaken for a trans woman. 822 00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:26,480 I'm six one, I'm very tall and I'm about 250. 2. 50 lbs So like 823 00:55:26,480 --> 00:55:30,800 I'm not, I'm not a small person. So a lot of the time they assume 824 00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:34,640 because I'm tall for whatever, like homophobic or transphobic 825 00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:37,440 reason, they're like, oh, that's a trans woman. 826 00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:40,760 And they want to know, like, how did you start? 827 00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:42,520 What were you born as? And you know, and those 828 00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:44,600 questions are so you know, they're invasive as fuck. 829 00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:47,560 When you're you know and someone's not, you don't know in 830 00:55:47,560 --> 00:55:50,280 advance that someone's going to be asking you questions and 831 00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:53,240 you're just trying to enjoy your beverage or enjoy your night 832 00:55:53,240 --> 00:55:57,640 out. It's like, I'm sorry, I'm gonna 833 00:55:57,680 --> 00:55:59,640 be a tall woman. I don't give a fuck. 834 00:55:59,640 --> 00:56:02,080 She she could be 7 foot. I climb it. 835 00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:06,160 I don't give a damn thinking tall. 836 00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:07,520 That, that, that that's beautiful. 837 00:56:07,640 --> 00:56:09,040 That that's that's beautiful mix. 838 00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:11,400 I'm sorry, you know, that's just me. 839 00:56:11,440 --> 00:56:14,960 But but no, it's crazy because you don't hear people talk about 840 00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:20,040 that the the shit you got to get from your own people, because 841 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:25,680 you're I do remember. I remember when my, my, my step, 842 00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:32,120 my adopted step, well, adopted daughter back in the day was 843 00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:37,800 about to come out or where she and she came out as bi and her 844 00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:41,200 best friend who was a lesbian was like, you can't be bi. 845 00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:42,840 You even got to be straight, a lesbian. 846 00:56:43,360 --> 00:56:46,520 And that was in the night, the early, early 2000s. 847 00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:52,360 And so I can imagine like especially when you explain what 848 00:56:52,520 --> 00:56:57,280 you're doing physically, it's made yourself, you would think 849 00:56:57,280 --> 00:56:59,320 they will understand the fucking most. 850 00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:05,560 They're like, hey, why, Why aren't you with me on this shit? 851 00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:08,840 And it's always some asinine reason has to do with their 852 00:57:08,840 --> 00:57:12,160 discomfort about something that they would never do. 853 00:57:13,240 --> 00:57:15,800 But I'm like, no one's asking if you would do it or not. 854 00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:18,520 Good thing it's not about you, right? 855 00:57:19,760 --> 00:57:23,880 Too bad it's about me, bitch. And see they they see they get 856 00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:30,200 mad at like, 'cause I had someone were like you kept, you 857 00:57:30,200 --> 00:57:33,400 know, mispronounce mispronouncing me doing a show. 858 00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,280 And I told her I said, baby, I understand something. 859 00:57:36,280 --> 00:57:40,880 I'm 40 years old. No disrespect to non binary. 860 00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:44,000 But when I see when I hear the term they I'm seeing multiple 861 00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:45,440 people. No disrespect. 862 00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:49,200 You feel me? Oh, it's just try to think about 863 00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:53,800 it like you're sitting at a table, right, And there's a 864 00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:58,000 backpack on the ground. You saw someone, you think 865 00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:01,120 someone left their backpack on the ground, but you didn't see 866 00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:04,520 who left their backpack, right? So someone will say, is that 867 00:58:04,520 --> 00:58:08,000 backpack yours? And it's like, I don't know, I 868 00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:09,720 guess they'll come back and get it. 869 00:58:10,480 --> 00:58:13,400 They meaning the person because you don't know them, right? 870 00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:14,960 It's a. That's how you would use a 871 00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:16,800 singular. Singular they. 872 00:58:17,360 --> 00:58:22,720 Yeah, no, no, no, I I get it. But what I'm saying is the same 873 00:58:22,720 --> 00:58:25,760 way that they jump down someone's throat when they get 874 00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:29,120 it wrong, not because they're doing it on purpose or being an 875 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:31,760 asshole. It's just natural. 876 00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:33,960 You feel what I'm saying. Ain't no different when females 877 00:58:33,960 --> 00:58:35,520 sitting there be they be talking to each other. 878 00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:39,240 Bitch, you know, you my bitch, you know what I'm saying? 879 00:58:39,600 --> 00:58:43,400 It's just a kind of, you know, shit. 880 00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:49,120 Now let me finish. But it is funny as fuck to me 881 00:58:49,840 --> 00:58:53,680 when y'all when they do it till they fucking own. 882 00:58:54,920 --> 00:58:57,680 That what blows my mind. You get what I'm saying? 883 00:58:58,240 --> 00:59:00,560 It's like. People stuck on buying IRA. 884 00:59:01,600 --> 00:59:05,560 Yeah, but because to me it's like how you going to fuss out 885 00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:08,400 dude? Because he kept saying Sir, 886 00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:15,120 because you he, he sees a certain way where you get mad, 887 00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:19,120 you blowing up. But then that same person, if 888 00:59:19,120 --> 00:59:21,760 you had talked to them, would sit there and look at you like 889 00:59:21,760 --> 00:59:24,800 you crazy because of what you said that yeah, I'm into sex. 890 00:59:26,280 --> 00:59:29,600 I would say I'm non binary. Or non binary or whatever. 891 00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:34,200 But I mean even to the point is you somehow so many 892 00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:35,680 conversations came about your procedure. 893 00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:40,640 I mean, I wouldn't have it in public. 894 00:59:40,680 --> 00:59:45,160 I like in an interview like this, this is fine, but unless 895 00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:47,920 we are actively having a conversation about fucking, 896 00:59:48,640 --> 00:59:51,560 there's no I'm not saying anything about it. 897 00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:55,760 Because The thing is, you can talk about a colloquial girl or 898 00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:59,160 bitch or whatever, but that's different than you're asking 899 00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:03,680 someone to learn something. You're saying these are my 900 01:00:03,680 --> 01:00:06,880 pronouns. I am actively asking you to 901 01:00:06,880 --> 01:00:09,920 learn them. So that means I'm actively 902 01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:13,760 asking you to self correct because just like if somebody 903 01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:17,600 got married and changed their last name, we would respect that 904 01:00:17,600 --> 01:00:20,200 and call them by their last name, the new last name. 905 01:00:20,560 --> 01:00:22,760 So in the same way, it was like pronouns. 906 01:00:22,960 --> 01:00:29,000 If I go out somewhere and I feel safe at this place and they 907 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:31,520 asked my pronouns, I'm happy to give them. 908 01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:36,120 Now if they come back and call me ma'am, I might say, oh, 909 01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:39,400 sorry, I'm not a ma'am because we already had a discussion 910 01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:43,000 about they them pronouns and I would expect them in that 911 01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:47,000 respect to set, you know, to catch themselves now if you're 912 01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:48,720 unwill. Apologize. 913 01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:52,880 Apologize, motherfucker. Like if it keeps happening and 914 01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:56,240 it's like 2 minute spans of each other then it's like. 915 01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:58,880 That yeah, that's when it now you're being an asshole. 916 01:00:59,440 --> 01:01:02,840 You know what I'm saying? It was like, OK, my situation 917 01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:08,480 was, it wasn't like 2 minutes. It was like here, there, what 918 01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:10,240 happened? And then when I caught myself, I 919 01:01:10,240 --> 01:01:13,840 apologize, you feel me? But the point being of it is, is 920 01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:21,320 that the the point I'm trying to make is you can't chastise one 921 01:01:22,640 --> 01:01:27,200 and then turn around and chastise your own because it 922 01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:32,000 looks stupid to me. Because if I'm in the community 923 01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:35,480 with you, you posed to understand the most because you 924 01:01:35,480 --> 01:01:37,480 don't want the judgement pointed back at you. 925 01:01:38,440 --> 01:01:40,400 You know what I'm saying? That's how I look at it. 926 01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:44,560 Because at the end of the day, because at the end of the day, 927 01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:50,600 it's like even to the point that the way that that Lady treated 928 01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:56,080 you on the red carpet, just the fact because you was rolling, 929 01:01:56,200 --> 01:01:59,000 you know, with a Walker, with a roller, you know what I'm 930 01:01:59,040 --> 01:02:02,040 saying? Because yeah, you know what I'm 931 01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:02,920 saying? Look at you because. 932 01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:06,960 You. She she tried to act, she tried 933 01:02:06,960 --> 01:02:09,760 that Family Guy. Don't give him any eye contact. 934 01:02:12,320 --> 01:02:17,640 You know what I'm saying? No you, you shit you there and 935 01:02:17,640 --> 01:02:18,960 probably can fuck better than her. 936 01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,920 Let her ass get on set when she was like, wait a second, she was 937 01:02:28,920 --> 01:02:32,000 just little and she's squatting on the Dick. 938 01:02:37,000 --> 01:02:38,600 But no, but you know what I'm telling me about you? 939 01:02:38,880 --> 01:02:42,680 You have a very strong will. Very strong will. 940 01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:48,560 Because me being a performer, knowing what you have to do and 941 01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:50,760 do it with the pain that you have to deal with. 942 01:02:51,480 --> 01:02:54,520 God bless you, babe. You a beast. 943 01:02:55,640 --> 01:02:57,240 They need to put some respect on your name. 944 01:03:00,200 --> 01:03:05,000 So, so, so I know once you get better and everything, are we, 945 01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:07,080 are we going to eat some of these convictions? 946 01:03:08,160 --> 01:03:13,640 Yeah, I'm hoping to. I always, I've never been to the 947 01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:16,480 Urban X Awards and I really want to go. 948 01:03:17,120 --> 01:03:20,920 I want to go so bad. Of course the tea awards. 949 01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:25,120 I want to go to the tea awards. I want to go to AB NS if I could 950 01:03:25,120 --> 01:03:27,920 make it. I know they moved hotels to the 951 01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:32,200 Virgin or back to the. Yeah, Hard Rock. 952 01:03:32,200 --> 01:03:34,080 I hope they moved it back to where it is. 953 01:03:34,600 --> 01:03:39,160 The girls can really cut up. Man, the world, the world 954 01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:42,320 resort. Did you go? 955 01:03:42,400 --> 01:03:44,120 Did you go last year? No, I didn't go. 956 01:03:44,120 --> 01:03:46,520 I heard about it. Trust me, it it came across my 957 01:03:46,520 --> 01:03:55,000 desk a lot. Yeah, as long as I can afford a 958 01:03:55,000 --> 01:04:00,800 room and I'm, I get a, I'm pretty sure I can get passes in 959 01:04:00,800 --> 01:04:08,160 or I think it was 300 last year, something like that to get them 960 01:04:08,160 --> 01:04:10,360 in. I, I love X biz because we don't 961 01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:14,720 have to pay anything to get in, but AB NS is so different 962 01:04:14,720 --> 01:04:18,280 because there's so many damn people that I guess they can't 963 01:04:18,280 --> 01:04:21,920 like verify everybody to be at a certain threshold or level or 964 01:04:21,920 --> 01:04:25,160 what, what have it. You know, you never know. 965 01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:30,680 I'm not like seeking an award myself for obvious reasons. 966 01:04:30,960 --> 01:04:34,880 I'm just there to be there to support, to meet and greet 967 01:04:34,880 --> 01:04:38,040 people, to network. So much networking is done at AB 968 01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:42,320 NS and that was that was totally worth it getting people. 969 01:04:42,520 --> 01:04:49,440 I just have a stinking suspicion the next two years she probably 970 01:04:49,440 --> 01:04:52,040 win an award. I'm just saying I just have that 971 01:04:52,040 --> 01:04:56,040 feeling, but I do. I just have that feeling. 972 01:04:57,280 --> 01:04:58,880 If I do, have me back on Oh, you're. 973 01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:03,960 Going to be back on way before then because people I didn't 974 01:05:03,960 --> 01:05:08,000 held up here for an hour. So you know, we ain't touched 975 01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:12,080 nothing because man, like I said, I did my research. 976 01:05:12,080 --> 01:05:17,560 I thought I'd did my research. Boy, I was off in a good way. 977 01:05:18,040 --> 01:05:24,440 So that is so you know, I got to ask this beautiful person the 978 01:05:24,440 --> 01:05:31,080 $1,000,000 question. Blunts and bad body and blunts. 979 01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:34,680 Can I call you a smoke buddy? You sure can. 980 01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:36,800 Yes. 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You can check my Twitter for all 1019 01:08:05,120 --> 01:08:08,920 the updates. So there you go. 1020 01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:13,080 So people, what did we give you the smoke over? 1021 01:08:13,080 --> 01:08:17,120 What did you learn today? Well, first and foremost, you 1022 01:08:17,160 --> 01:08:22,680 learn the healthiest thing is to be yourself, to be who you are. 1023 01:08:24,120 --> 01:08:28,560 It's healthy mentally, emotionally and the soul. 1024 01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:36,760 And that there's many parts of the porn business, there's many 1025 01:08:36,760 --> 01:08:43,399 kinks, there's many fetishes. There's many ways for ladies and 1026 01:08:43,399 --> 01:08:45,279 gents to make money in this business. 1027 01:08:46,319 --> 01:08:50,160 See, we just showed you disabled porn. 1028 01:08:51,880 --> 01:08:54,160 You never thought there was a such thing, but it is. 1029 01:08:55,960 --> 01:09:02,399 And a lot of us are disabled. Many mentally are. 1030 01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:08,200 Artistic sub with depression, anxiety, hell we didn't have in 1031 01:09:08,319 --> 01:09:11,120 the past three to four years. A couple of them commit suicide. 1032 01:09:11,120 --> 01:09:17,359 God bless their souls. But that's why being proud of 1033 01:09:17,359 --> 01:09:21,120 who you are and what you are is important. 1034 01:09:22,160 --> 01:09:24,520 Because see if you have any shame. 1035 01:09:25,080 --> 01:09:29,000 See it's like a sea, right? Put it in the ground. 1036 01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:31,640 What you do, we put it in the ground and you cover it up with 1037 01:09:31,640 --> 01:09:33,319 dirt. You put water on it. 1038 01:09:33,319 --> 01:09:35,520 It grows. So that shame grows. 1039 01:09:37,000 --> 01:09:39,960 It goes from shame to who you are. 1040 01:09:40,279 --> 01:09:42,920 Shame of the people that you around you surround yourself 1041 01:09:42,920 --> 01:09:46,960 for, shamed the profession that you do to the point that you're 1042 01:09:46,960 --> 01:09:49,439 so shamed. You shamed of your whole life. 1043 01:09:50,720 --> 01:09:57,480 See I rather be who I am and happy with who I am than to see 1044 01:09:57,480 --> 01:09:59,840 him be miserable like the rest of you dumb fucks. 1045 01:10:00,040 --> 01:10:02,960 You feel me? So I hope y'all learnt something 1046 01:10:03,240 --> 01:10:09,400 on the last thing too. Learn to unlearn things. 1047 01:10:11,200 --> 01:10:13,920 See I'm about to hit 50 and there's a lot of unlearning I 1048 01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,760 had to do to be in this business in this world. 1049 01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:21,880 From porn to having family members that are part of the 1050 01:10:21,880 --> 01:10:27,120 LBGTQ community. Having conversations with my 1051 01:10:27,120 --> 01:10:30,520 sister about explaining to her what my niece is trying to 1052 01:10:30,520 --> 01:10:32,360 explain to her when it comes to the term they. 1053 01:10:34,400 --> 01:10:39,960 You must be willing to unlearn shit, to move forward, to 1054 01:10:39,960 --> 01:10:46,480 communicate, to love, because if you don't understand someone, 1055 01:10:46,560 --> 01:10:50,160 how can you love them? And you can't love unless you 1056 01:10:50,160 --> 01:10:51,600 understand. You get me. 1057 01:10:52,640 --> 01:10:56,800 So regardless of how this election goes, I hope we all 1058 01:10:56,800 --> 01:10:59,400 love each other and learn to love each other and accept each 1059 01:10:59,400 --> 01:11:03,560 other. See God said in the Bible, you 1060 01:11:03,560 --> 01:11:06,160 know, I don't really, you know how I feel about the Bible 1061 01:11:06,160 --> 01:11:12,280 people come on. But come as you are, he just 1062 01:11:12,280 --> 01:11:14,680 wasn't talking about what you wear. 1063 01:11:15,680 --> 01:11:19,760 So with that being said, you know how we end these things all 1064 01:11:19,760 --> 01:11:23,320 day, every day? Life is a learning experience. 1065 01:11:23,320 --> 01:11:25,400 What's the point of being experienced if you haven't 1066 01:11:25,400 --> 01:11:31,760 learnt anything? Smoke this over a beautiful with 1067 01:11:31,760 --> 01:11:34,000 the blunts. Say goodbye to the people. 1068 01:11:35,320 --> 01:11:36,680 Goodbye to the people.