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Doing all the intros and stuff 
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conversation. 
And with that being said, how 

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are you doing tonight, gorgeous?
I am doing so good. 

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How are you? 
I am doing pretty good, pretty 

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good getting ready for this 
Thanksgiving cooking and feast 

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and all that good stuff. 
The holiday season. 

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I know. 
And and and Are you ready for 

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the holiday season? 
Oh my gosh, no, I'm not. 

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It has been so crazy. 
Me and my roommate just moved 

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into a new house, so we're just 
scrambling to get things 

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situated. 
We're doing a Friendsgiving 

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tomorrow, so it's just like 
getting everything up and ready.

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Yeah, it's, it's crazy. 
Oh my goody. 

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So who's doing the cookie? 
Neither of us. 

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We're ordering family style 
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we're having all our friends 
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dishes. 
Oh my God, so. 

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So somebody going to be ballsy 
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I hope, I don't know. 
I hope not. 

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Like I'm not expecting anybody 
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I'm ordering some chicken and 
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some ham maybe. 
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that's great. 
That'll be awesome. 

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I told my brother for. 
Sure, she's OK. 

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That was a nice hit. 
The smokers know that he's the 

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smoker. 
Oh, yeah. 

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See, the smokers know it's a 
smokers lounge. 

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And we do smoke on this show 
where we feel like, you know, 

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but not everybody's smoking. 
Come on, smokers lounge because 

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they're like running jokes. 
They're like, do I have to 

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smoke? 
I'm like, no, you, you don't 

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have to smoke. 
No, you just have to. 

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I don't smoke. 
Just have to talk. 

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Actually I just had my first 
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this last Saturday because I 
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anything. 
I just. 

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Word. 
And it was amazing. 

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I had like two hits of this 
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had and it was, I was so giggly,
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And I learned what Cross faded 
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And then I had that that babe, 
that blunt and I was like 

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living. 
It was awesome. 

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Oh my God, I remember the first 
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I was in college and we lived in
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So it was like 4 rooms in the 
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And when my best friend lived 
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every time he had the baddest 
girls from NC State come over 

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there to smoke with them. 
I'm over there drinking and 

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smoking a black and mild. 
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looking, I'm seeing them 
gigging, then they getting high,

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they rolling joints. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 

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I'm that old and we would roll 
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It was a transition from joints 
to blunts when I started 

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smoking. 
OK people. 

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So yeah, telling my age if my 
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But the point being, I said fuck
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that's it. 
Hit that mind for all that and 

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I've been smoking ever since. 
There, you know? 

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If I can have that feeling every
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all the time too. 
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different strands. 
There's so much different types 

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of weed. 
Like they asked me what I wanted

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and I was like, I just want to 
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little bit of energy. 
And this guy was like, oh, I 

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have the perfect one for you. 
Here you go. 

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I was like, OK, so I don't know 
what. 

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You live where it's legal. 
I live where I I I live where 

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it's illegal. 
But we have legal weed which is 

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the THC shit. 
Right, right. 

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But it's not bad but I still 
want real weed. 

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I'm sorry I just I just 
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So what did you whoa. 
I have, I've had I've tried 

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mushrooms. 
I had one really good experience

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and one really bad experience 
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the next day and I was like 
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Like, it's just not like you can
never get the same effect, you 

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know? 
It's so mental. 

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Like your mental has to be 
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The vibe has to be right. 
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like, I tried it. 
I can check it off my list. 

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Never again. 
Like when people's faces are, I 

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was just like, OK, this needs to
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Lord have mercy. 
So with that being said hello 

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smokers it's time to smoke this 
over welcome to the smokers 

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lounge. 
You know who I am y'all don't 

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careless y'all want to see her 
but you got to deal with me for 

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right now. 
You know who I am I'm Kevin all 

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the subway champ AKA the porn 
rap star find all my links with 

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The first one being the 
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And they even got virtual 
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that love candles, the kinky 
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Yeah. 
And if you need legal help, 

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she's sexy. 
She's the queen of law. 

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Her name is Mitchell Ferrari. 
Links in the description. 

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Also you can find me in the 
mornings at fullswatradio.com 

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five days out of the week. 
Also check out SGP radio.com I'm

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on there as well as well as 
Skyhawk after talktv.com. 

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Now you see this gorgeous ass 
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Now she's looking like mild 
pedestrian a little bit you know

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sexy tattooed up housewife ish. 
But don't let that fool you, 

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she's she's a ex military, yes 
tattooed up freaky ass lady. 

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She can eat pussy, she can deep 
through a Dick and ride it and 

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do it all at the same time. 
She's the wild one. 

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But I'm going to show up and let
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Hey guys, I am so Wilder. 
Thank you so much for having me 

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on. 
I'm so excited. 

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Oh, no doubt it is my pleasure 
because see I got to ask you 

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this because I always say swing 
is the gateway drug to porn. 

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You know, webcam escort but I'm 
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becoming that because it's a lot
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it. 
Is yeah, who knew? 

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You know, all those years, like 
Rick Regimen just made our like,

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freak just come out as soon as 
we got out. 

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Like, I don't want any rules. 
I want to beat myself and just 

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have fun and not have to worry 
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That's great. 
Because it's to me, it's like 

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this. 
Is it true that military ladies 

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are the freakiest ladies? 
Yeah, probably. 

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Same with like Catholic school 
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And I'm both. 
I went to a Catholic school my 

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entire life, private school from
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And then I went straight into 
the military and here I am doing

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poor so. 
Oh. 

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My God, how many years was you 
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I was there for 11 years. 
I did AI, was a lifer. 

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I would still be in right now, 
but some things happened and I 

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had to get out. 
So. 

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Oh, I feel you. 
I feel you. 

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And so for you, before we go 
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are a lady that I can see here 
and say has been making a strong

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name in this business. 
So for you, what is it about 

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this business that if someone 
asks you well, what you love 

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about this business so much, 
what would you tell them? 

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Honestly, everybody that I've 
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friends I met because I started 
this journey, like all of my 

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closest friends that I've 
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year are all in the industry. 
And you know, I know a lot of 

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people have different 
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so far has been so wonderful. 
Like meeting the people and just

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getting to travel and meeting 
everybody has just been really 

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fucking awesome. 
Like everybody is so fucking 

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chill. 
Granted, there's a few bad 

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seats, but you know at in my 
experience, the people have just

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been awesome. 
Yes, the sex is awesome and 

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everything else and like 
creating some fun stuff and 

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like. 
Having my. 

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First experiences with certain 
things has been really amazing 

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and you know, it's awesome to be
able to explore myself and my 

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sexuality. 
But honestly, like having the 

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people in my life now, I 
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I hadn't started this fucking 
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And it's just been amazing and 
I'm so grateful for that. 

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Well, see people now you know 
what we're about to hear. 

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They should start the journey. 
What got Miss Summer Wilder into

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the porn business? 
So it's a super long story, but 

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the short and sweet of it is is 
that back in the day I was an 

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esthetician and I met a creator 
that lived in my small town in 

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Texas and I hadn't really heard 
of what Only Fans was. 

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I just knew it was porn and her 
and I got really close and one 

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thing led to another. 
She introduced me to some people

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and I had just started like 
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wants and my needs. 
You know, like I was in a bad 

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marriage. 
I, you know, my ex-husband would

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fuck me and I would have to 
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masturbate like he was in and 
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It was just so ungratifying. 
It was toxic. 

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And so again, back to like, 
having that freedom to explore 

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and to be freaky without 
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And so, yeah, this all happened 
like about a year and a half 

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ago, you know? 
And so it was the right place, 

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right time. 
And yeah, it was. 

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It happened pretty quick, 
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I had baptism by fire. 
I shot my first video in the 

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British Virgin Islands, like on 
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OK, then we bout to unpack that 
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We bout to unpack that real 
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Because before we go any 
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shoot? 
And Oh yeah, we, we, we bout to 

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paint the picture here. 
Go ahead. 

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OK so back to the same girl that
I met in my small town in Texas.

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She invited me on the 12 day 
cruise in the British Virgin 

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Islands to live on a catamaran 
for 12 to 14 days. 

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OK and there was a bunch of 
other craters. 

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There was 4 couples and they 
were all creators except myself 

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and my ex-boyfriend. 
And we had already started 

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talking about possibly doing 
only fans and porn and things 

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like that. 
And so while we were on this 

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boat, you know, these are big 
creators and they're filming 

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also, they're filming 
threesomes, they're filming DVP.

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And we're on this boat like 
whoa, I'm telling you, baptism 

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by fire just like straight. 
And we were on this island 

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called Cooper Island and we were
like, fuck it, let's go. 

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And so one of the guys, he runs 
like a little production company

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and he was like, we're going to 
this island, it's deserted, 

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let's just fucking go, let's get
you guys out there. 

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And so we took the little dinghy
to this deserted island and had 

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our first scene out on this 
beautiful beach. 

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And it was, it was crazy. 
Oh my God, so you shot with so 

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you shot with your ex am I 
correct? 

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Yeah, yes, yes. 
We started together and then we 

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broke up and I rebranded. 
I changed my name to Summer 

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Wilder and you know, because 
before I was only doing girl, 

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girl and like content with him. 
And so once we ended that, I 

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just threw myself in all the way
to the peak of it. 

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Literally started doing 
everything, everyone, all the 

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things. 
Well, with that being said, now 

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hold on, before we even go any 
further, the day when smokers 

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know this story. 
See, it's always after that 

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terrible marriage that a woman 
rediscovers herself sexually. 

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Once again proves my point. 
Our sexual taste change with 

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age. 
Oh absolutely, yeah, for sure. 

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And you learn and you 
experience, you know, if you 

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were to talk to me in my 20s and
say, Oh my God, Summer, you're 

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going to have two Dicks in your 
pussy, I'll be like, Oh my God, 

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absolutely not. 
No, You know, Like, I would be 

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gassed. 
But now it's like, why not? 

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Why not fucking try it? 
You know, I didn't even know I 

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can squirt until I got into this
industry. 

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You know, I think learning 
everything about myself and my 

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body and what I like and don't 
like has just been great. 

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And even exploring past that and
exploring fetishes, you know, 

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and kinks and things like that, 
that I would have never 

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imagined, You know, it's been 
very eye opening. 

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Oh yeah, there's a lot out 
there. 

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No, I always talk about. 
I always talk about that. 

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It grants us the grace of 
discovery with sex. 

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Absolutely. 
Because in our vanilla life, 

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we're not allowed to do that 
because, one, our partner may 

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not know how to do that or be 
that freaky, and two, it's our 

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job to be that freaky. 
So we have to let loose, you 

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know, Period. 
Well, depending upon the shoe, 

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because she does both the paid 
gigs and the content. 

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We'll get to that in a minute. 
So now after you broke up with 

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him, now you go about go about 
one. 

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How did you go about getting 
content for yourself? 

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Or did you start thinking about 
dealing with companies for paid 

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gigs and stuff of that nature? 
Getting paid gigs wasn't even on

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my radar just because I was a 
new creator. 

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But again, knowing the people 
that I knew really helped me to 

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branch out and meet other 
creators that I can do collabs 

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with, you know, and going into 
content houses and stuff like 

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that. 
So that was super helpful. 

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I've been really blessed to have
the people in my life to help 

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me, guide me throughout the 
whole process, you know, and I 

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really wouldn't be here today if
it weren't for these other, you 

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know, people in my life that 
really guided me and like, hey, 

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this worked for me, let's try 
this. 

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Or even just connecting me with 
other creators, you know, that 

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normally wouldn't somebody a 
chance of like, I only had 500 

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followers on Twitter, you know, 
so like a lot of people aren't 

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going to work with somebody that
only has 500 followers. 

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But because I had the validation
and connections, it helped me. 

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It helped me grow. 
And so I didn't start thinking 

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about doing paid gigs and stuff 
like that until I changed my 

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name, rebranded, because what am
I supposed to be like? 

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Hi, I'm Summer Wilder. 
I don't do anything besides girl

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girl and that's it. 
Oh and by the way, my boyfriend 

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has to be here with me and these
are hard nosed. 

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Like Oh no, no producer would 
fuck with you with 10. 

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It would be 10 blocks exactly. 
Right, Exactly right. 

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And it was just like a 
conversation that him and I had 

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and he was like absolutely not 
blah, blah, blah. 

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It was just such a it was just 
not on that radar. 

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So again, broke up with him in 
May. 

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I really just branched out. 
I put myself Oh. 

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So so this paint made. 
Yes, this literally made that 

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just. 
OK, so come introduce me. 

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So who, how did you find the 
first guy to work with? 

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And let's talk about that sheet.
So I have met a couple of guys 

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in the industry again from my 
friends and I had people 

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reaching out and I was like, I'm
so sorry. 

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I'm not doing boy girl. 
I'm just doing this. 

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And after all it happened in 
May, I went to ex biz Miami and 

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I was with a bunch of other 
creators that are my friends. 

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And you know, I went in there 
tested. 

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I went in there not knowing what
to expect and I just put myself 

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out there and I was like, hey, 
I'm summer, you want to collab? 

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And it just kind of happened. 
And so my first boy girls, boy 

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girls scenes outside of 
everything were two BB CS and a 

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male, female, male. 
So I went really hard, really 

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fast. 
Oh yes you did. 

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So now let's talk about that 
because before this, the only 

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Dick you was fucking on camera 
was your ex. 

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Yes, so and if I'm correct 
personally, you won't fucking 

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nobody else but your ex Exactly 
so so now you're about to one 

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deal with the experience BBC on 
camera. 

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Was you nervous? 
How did the producers and the 

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direct, the producers, the 
director, the male talent make 

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you feel comfortable on set and 
all that good stuff, you know, 

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period. 
How was the shoot for you? 

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You know, paint the picture? 
So it was just a content trade. 

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It wasn't like any production or
anything. 

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I was nervous because, like you 
said, these guys are 

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experienced, they've collabed, 
they've been in the industry for

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a long time. 
But again, back to having my 

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friends there and they've worked
with these people. 

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So I felt comfortable and 
confident, you know, with the 

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people that are around and like,
my girlfriend filmed for me. 

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So I'm really comfortable in 
that sense. 

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But I was still really nervous, 
like, OK, I know what I'm doing,

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but do I know what I'm doing, 
you know? 

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And then right after that scene,
we had a threesome. 

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So the two guys and myself. 
And I was like, this is my first

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threesome, first of all, second 
of all, my first threesome with 

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two guys, you know, And so that 
was a little nerve wracking, but

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they were so sweet and they told
me exactly what to do. 

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They kept me ideas and they were
so professional. 

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And so that made it really, 
really easy to work with them. 

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And like, Hey, we're going to 
put you here. 

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Is this comfortable? 
Are you OK? 

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Like acting on me and I, it was 
just a blast. 

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But it was it was a lot. 
It was a lot of Dick in an 

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everywhere. 
It it it. 

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I love talking to people that 
they were very finella before 

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they got poured and then they 
got poured and well, they found 

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out how much of the they they 
brought out their inner slut and

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you know it it and it's 
beautiful because it's nothing 

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like the first time. 
Yeah Oh my God, I've had so many

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firsts in the last month. 
I I mean I just had my first 

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gang bang last Monday and I've 
been EVP now like 4 times, but 

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the first time was not even a 
month ago and I got watertight. 

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I've done by scenes but two guys
four Times Now like. 

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And and this all this content, 
all this is content. 

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Yes, yes. 
It hasn't come in. 

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It hasn't come out yet, but it 
will very soon. 

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But and I've been able to film, 
you know, I've gotten a couple 

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of page boots now under my belt.
So yeah, it's just crazy. 

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Like again I would have. 
Never. 

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So how? 
Yeah. 

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So how was the page sheet 
different from your content 

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trade shoots? 
Go ahead, keep talking. 

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Go ahead. 
Tell. 

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Tell the smokers. 
OK, so it was different because 

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it was everything was already 
planned and I didn't have to 

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worry about getting other 
creators. 

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Like they managed everything. 
They got the guys for it, they 

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got the camera crew, everything 
was set. 

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All I had to do was show up. 
And I mean, obviously everybody 

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was super nice and walked me 
through everything, but I didn't

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have to worry about anything. 
I just showed up, you know, 

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which is really cool. 
It's great. 

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Take a hit with me. 
Sorry about this MOS had to get 

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that lasagna and and five more 
minutes had to pull it out. 

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But anyway. 
But now people don't realize 

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paid shoots and content shoots 
are different because paid 

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shoots are more meticulous and 
you don't know your mail time 

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ahead of time with content 
trade. 

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Yes, we do pick up if you, you 
know, like to fuck them and it's

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we get opportunity to have a 
little more chemistry, build a 

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little bit more chemistry, right
conversations or what have you. 

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So for you, how would how much 
of an adjustment was you for the

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pay gigs? 
So it wasn't that much of an 

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adjustment for me because this 
company is based out of Las Las 

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Vegas where I live and some of 
the male talent brought in for 

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it I have already worked with a 
couple of different times. 

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So, and, but a couple of them 
were new, you know, like I 

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hadn't met this guy. 
There wasn't that chemistry or 

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let like knowing them in a 
little bit of like familiarity. 

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And it was not, it wasn't there.
But the other guys, because of 

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them, I felt confident and 
comfortable, you know, and I've 

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worked with this predictor 
before. 

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So it was, it was just a 
different situation 'cause I did

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a orgy scene guys, a couple of 
months back. 

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But it wasn't a paid gig. 
It was a collab of sorts. 

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So, yeah, and it's Las Vegas. 
There's just so many creators 

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and we all kind of always run 
into each other and we run 

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around in the same circles. 
So I've been able to meet a lot 

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of the different people out 
here. 

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So this experience was like I 
said, I already knew them, but 

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I'm sure there's going to be a 
where I'm in brand new, don't 

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know, the producers don't know 
anybody you know, but it hasn't 

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happened yet. 
So that gang bang now? 

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How many Dicks was it? 
It was five guys. 

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It was 5. 
OK. 

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Yes, it was great. 
She had a modest gangbang. 

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You know, it was called a gang, 
but it really wasn't. 

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And I was kind of, I wasn't 
upset, but we had a girl with 

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me, so she was like the host. 
And so her and I started 

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together. 
Like I was like, I really want 

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to play with her. 
And they were like, oh, 

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absolutely. 
And so it turned more into an 

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orgy, but there was still, there
was only two of us and the five 

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guys. 
So it was supposed to be a gang 

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bang turned into an orgy, which 
was great. 

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I had, you know, a little bit of
leeway. 

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I didn't have all the Dicks all 
at once. 

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But I am planning my first big 
gang bang for ABN in May or not 

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in May, in January. 
So yeah, 1450. 

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And. 
And what's the number? 

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And what's the you say? 
How many? 

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14 or 15 guys is what I want. 
We'll see. 

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OK, feel bigger, go home. 
So now, now, now here's the 

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thing for you, OK for you. 
We've been a short time span. 

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You have done of course, anal, 
DP, gang bang or what have you 

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for you, because the OK then the
thought process with point is 

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you don't want to shoot your 
load your first year, right? 

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So for you, what do you want to 
say for year 2, year three-year 

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4? 
You feel what I'm saying? 

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Because the one thing we don't 
ever want to lose is the shock 

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value. 
Exactly. 

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So I haven't done anal before. 
I have yet to do anal on camera.

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So that is still something that 
I haven't done and so I haven't 

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done DP in that way. 
So definitely something here 

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that I want to that I want to do
also work a little bit more 

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mainstream, you know, and like 
have a little bit more fun with 

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production and just, you know, 
change it up a little bit, you 

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know, and work with more 
creators. 

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So I have a lot planned here, 
you know, 'cause I started this 

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year, I started this year in the
middle of the year and I had to 

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change my name and refer through
all that stuff. 

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So going into 2025, I'm going to
be established in my brand, you 

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know, and I have a lot more work
underneath my belt, a lot more 

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experience working. 
So just going in really hard in 

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2025, hopefully I'll find an 
agent that'll take me on. 

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Because let me tell you what a 
lot of agents don't want to add 

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to girls. 
I don't know what it is, but 

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they don't like tatted girls. 
I, I, I'm going to tell you why.

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See this people know. 
People know my pedigree. 

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The reason why? 
Because they feel they can't 

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market you. 
They can't, they, they, they 

425
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can't market you across 
different markets. 

426
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Hold on, wait one second. 
Please. 

427
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Let me get this real quick smoke
break. 

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Smoke break. 
You know, people, I, I, I am 

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multitasking, I podcast, I cook,
and I used to do porn, ladies 

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and gentlemen. 
So there you go. 

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So see, even when I'm on camera,
I'm entertaining, ladies and 

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gentlemen. 
That's right, give them a 

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little. 
So the reason why because it's 

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an old school mentality, because
trust me, now they have loosened

435
00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:12,560
up way more than when I came in 
the game. 

436
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Oh no, tatted. 
Yeah, Oh no, tatted up. 

437
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You, you strictly 
altyoukick.com. 

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00:27:21,120 --> 00:27:24,640
You know, yeah, you'd be the ass
if you know you ain't going to 

439
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:29,080
see them on browser too tough. 
But it's because of a marketing 

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00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:32,040
standpoint, you know, period. 
They think about because they 

441
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because they what people don't 
think about when you deal with 

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00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:38,280
these major companies, they deal
with the world. 

443
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:41,440
See, we're in the small above in
the United States, you feel me? 

444
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:45,800
Different countries. 
You have to edit that point for 

445
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:49,640
that, that point even work in 
that country, you feel me? 

446
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:56,600
I'm even talking about in this 
day and age because some of your

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videos is not going across the 
world. 

448
00:27:59,160 --> 00:27:59,880
Right. 
Yeah. 

449
00:27:59,920 --> 00:28:01,480
You know what I'm saying? 
Yeah, yeah. 

450
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:04,560
Some places like, yeah, some 
places they can't show 

451
00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,680
penetration at all. 
Some places they can't. 

452
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:11,920
It is a whole bunch of shit. 
I mean, but they they get, they 

453
00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:14,560
make millions and pay people to 
know this shit and they got 

454
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:17,680
their bye bye. 
So that's part of the reason why

455
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:19,080
the tax. 
But they have loosened up on 

456
00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:21,440
that. 
Yeah, and I have noticed that. 

457
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:25,840
I definitely have noticed that 
with just other tattooed models 

458
00:28:25,920 --> 00:28:29,000
and being on pages like 
browsers, Pornhub and or not 

459
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:33,440
even just Pornhub, but like bang
bro, these other company. 

460
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:35,800
So it's it definitely is getting
better. 

461
00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:37,880
But it was just like one of 
those things that I didn't even 

462
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:39,880
think going to be a problem 
coming into it. 

463
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:46,160
And then it was like, oh, if any
role I thought would be a little

464
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:49,280
bit LAX with tattoos, it would 
be porn, but it's not. 

465
00:28:49,560 --> 00:28:52,320
But you know, I've learned to 
accept it and just kind of roll 

466
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:55,360
with it, he said. 
A lot of the agents that I have 

467
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:59,200
talked to, they were like, if 
you want to be with us, you're 

468
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:02,400
going to have to do the hardcore
stuff, all the hardcore shit, 

469
00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:05,000
the BDS and the piss play, the 
scat play. 

470
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:08,720
You just got to be, you have to 
fit into this mole because you 

471
00:29:08,720 --> 00:29:11,960
look a certain way. 
And I'm like, I might look like,

472
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:15,240
I'm like I'm tough because of my
fucking neck tattoo. 

473
00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:17,520
But I promise you I am a toasted
hello. 

474
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:24,480
I am ooey gooey in the middle. 
I'm not hardcore that like you 

475
00:29:24,480 --> 00:29:31,120
know, there's certain like piss 
piss play I love, so that's OK, 

476
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:33,520
But like other things that 
they're like expecting me or 

477
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:37,360
wanting me to take over because 
I look this way, I'm like, no, 

478
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,800
I'm not going to myself, you 
know that much in order to be 

479
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:45,000
like with an agent. 
So I'd rather find somebody that

480
00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:48,960
me who for me and my brand, 
instead of like me, have brought

481
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,960
myself into somebody else that 
I'm not, you know, so. 

482
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:57,760
Well, see, but see what where 
you make up at is you willing to

483
00:29:57,760 --> 00:29:59,480
do anal? 
You willing to do DP? 

484
00:29:59,920 --> 00:30:01,800
Yeah, you willing to do you know
what I'm saying? 

485
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,360
Gang bangs and stuff like that, 
even to the point that yeah, you

486
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,960
go over in Europe because they 
love tatted women that take it 

487
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:12,920
in ass. 
So and you know, but now it's 

488
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:16,360
the thing about it is that 
that's part of the reason why, 

489
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:22,160
God bless you, Chad has her own 
because you can't depend on and 

490
00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:23,920
that was the thing we were 
trying to teach the girls back 

491
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:25,720
then. 
You can't depend upon the 

492
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:28,440
companies. 
It's about you having your 

493
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:31,240
content. 
So with that being said, how do 

494
00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:32,880
you pick the guys that you work 
with? 

495
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:38,480
What do you base it? 
Off of Honestly, I don't really 

496
00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:42,080
base it off of anything. 
I mean, normally if there's a 

497
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:47,160
new creator that I've never met 
before, never heard of before, I

498
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:49,960
will ask like my girlfriends or 
other people that I know in the 

499
00:30:49,960 --> 00:30:51,680
industry, like, hey, what do we 
know? 

500
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:54,960
You know, is this guy cool? 
What do, what do we know about 

501
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:58,600
this person? 
So I definitely vet them out. 

502
00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:02,280
You know, I have a different 
couple of like group chats with,

503
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:05,600
you know, a lot of other girl 
creators and some male creators 

504
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:08,280
that I can be like, this is Joe 
Schmo. 

505
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:10,760
What do we think of Joe Schmo? 
And they'll be like, oh, he's 

506
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:13,960
awesome. 
I worked with him before XYZ and

507
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,560
I'll be like, OK, cool. 
Or they can see the opposite and

508
00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:19,480
be like, Oh my gosh, don't 
because XYZ. 

509
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:20,920
This was my experience. 
Let it out. 

510
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:26,840
So I like to, but normally I 
just, you know, if they're local

511
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:29,480
and if they're willing to work 
and if I like their content and 

512
00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:32,960
their content speaks to my 
content and I know that I can 

513
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:35,200
make something with it, then 
absolutely. 

514
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:39,680
You know, as long as I get a 
thumbs up from people and even 

515
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,640
like sometimes I'll have greater
that nobody knows. 

516
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:47,360
I'll just kind of, you know, see
for myself, I haven't had any so

517
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:50,000
far. 
Like I'll all I've had were some

518
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,320
really good experiences with 
male creators and female 

519
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:54,880
creators. 
So yeah. 

520
00:31:56,560 --> 00:32:02,120
So shoot, so, so for you, it's 
like, yeah, I'm working in front

521
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:08,560
of the camera. 
How has you learned to work the 

522
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:10,400
camera? 
You feel where I'm coming from. 

523
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:16,520
Yeah, you know, trial and error,
trial and error and knowing 

524
00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:18,840
myself and my body and what 
looks good and what doesn't look

525
00:32:18,840 --> 00:32:21,960
good. 
Of course there's scenes where 

526
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:26,560
I'm like, that looks rough, you 
know, But just think of where 

527
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:31,120
like rolls are rolling in 
places. 

528
00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:35,000
You can help it like kind of 
pick yourself apart when you're 

529
00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:37,520
in this industry when you all 
I'm looking at day in and day 

530
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:41,600
out is myself and my body. 
But I've been able to really 

531
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:45,920
learn to be aware of the camera,
you know, and a lot of the 

532
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,280
people that I work with are 
really great at that. 

533
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:54,640
And so and not being like so 
crazy about it, like we can stop

534
00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:58,520
and readjust, you know, it's 
this is important the movie. 

535
00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:02,080
So it's not just like free flow 
and then just hope for the best.

536
00:33:02,080 --> 00:33:05,040
Like, Oh no, if this position 
doesn't work, let's try 

537
00:33:05,040 --> 00:33:08,880
something else. 
And making sure that all your 

538
00:33:08,880 --> 00:33:11,800
cameras are rolling. 
That's important because I've 

539
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:14,280
had moments where we're halfway 
in. 

540
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:16,360
It's like, oh shit, this one 
camera. 

541
00:33:20,320 --> 00:33:21,840
I've been here. 
I've been here. 

542
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:24,280
No, no, I want to tell you the 
words. 

543
00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:27,200
Your camera dies right at the 
park. 

544
00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:33,360
The camera wet. 
The camera dies right at the 

545
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:38,640
park. 
Oh no, that's you can't read 

546
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:40,280
again, but you know it's not the
same. 

547
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:42,440
No, it's not going to be the 
same. 

548
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:45,640
We fade out every day. 
That when we used to say Playboy

549
00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:48,000
it out, that when you fade it 
out, you know what I'm saying? 

550
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:53,160
It's just. 
Exactly right thing too, like 

551
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:57,520
learning, learning that, you 
know, male creators have it 

552
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:01,000
rough, like they have to get 
hard, stay hard if they can't 

553
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:03,360
pop, what do you do? 
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 

554
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:10,000
There's so much to it, you know,
so being able to kind of work in

555
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:12,159
that environment, that 
uncertainty, like if there's a 

556
00:34:12,159 --> 00:34:14,760
male creator I've never worked 
with, now he's having issues, 

557
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:19,320
you know, being and like, hey, 
take Trimix, take Viagra, here's

558
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:22,560
the Cialis. 
Like what can we this not to 

559
00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,159
pressure? 
Like I've gotten to the plant? 

560
00:34:24,159 --> 00:34:29,560
Like if you pop babe, it's fine.
Like we can do a fake shot. 

561
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:32,880
We can do a fake hi. 
Like, there's so many options 

562
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:36,080
and some of these guys get so 
like, in their head, like, it's 

563
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,840
good we can make this work, you 
know? 

564
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,280
So Oh yeah. 
Learning experience, too. 

565
00:34:43,679 --> 00:34:47,800
Yeah, I had moments where I had 
Tupac shots in the scene. 

566
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:53,080
You know, it got that good. 
You know, it had scenes where 

567
00:34:54,280 --> 00:35:02,160
yeah, he he couldn't come. 
It happens, you know, and and 

568
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:08,880
and the thing about it, he just 
male times can't feel bad about 

569
00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:11,640
it because like I said, it 
happens to the best of them, you

570
00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:15,040
know, period, because it's a 
high pressure situation. 

571
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:18,160
No matter how you skinny. 
Trust me, I didn't have Dicks. 

572
00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:21,720
The cameraman Dick press against
my ass, getting the overhead 

573
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:27,160
from my viewpoint. 
Exactly else have you had that 

574
00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:28,760
day? 
Is this your first scene of the 

575
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:30,480
day or is this your third scene 
of the day? 

576
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:33,680
Especially in a content house 
setting, you know, these guys 

577
00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:37,160
are just orgies. 
They're doing multiple, you 

578
00:35:37,160 --> 00:35:39,920
know, scenes a day. 
So it's like when it comes down 

579
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:42,760
to it, you know, if you're 
really picky about getting a 

580
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:46,200
real like cumshot, then be the 
first of the day or whatever, 

581
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:48,840
you know. 
But you guys go through a lot 

582
00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:51,520
for us. 
Slap some Lube on it, you know, 

583
00:35:51,520 --> 00:35:54,560
at least from my experience, 
slap some Lube on it, you know, 

584
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:58,880
take a little Suppository, some 
boric acid and I'm good to go. 

585
00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:02,000
I'm ready to rock. 
But I know guys have it, have it

586
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:06,280
hard or not hard. 
All you do is just eat the pussy

587
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:09,080
and and and and and, and real 
wetly. 

588
00:36:14,720 --> 00:36:17,840
You're good fella. 
You'd be surprised how much you 

589
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,720
can get it back with if you 
actually eat the pussy in the 

590
00:36:20,720 --> 00:36:22,760
middle of the scene because I've
done that before. 

591
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,600
You know, actually I've done 
that before even if she was dry 

592
00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:27,520
or not, because you just look 
hot when you do it. 

593
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:35,000
But so now you're building your 
brand. 

594
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:40,600
So what is the brand of Summer 
Wilder? 

595
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:44,720
I knew this when. 
When did go ahead, go ahead, go.

596
00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:46,880
Ahead, I know I was going to say
I knew this question was coming 

597
00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:49,440
and I'm not prepared yet because
I I don't know. 

598
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:54,720
I'm still I know I look alt but 
I'm not, but I'm also not MILF. 

599
00:36:54,720 --> 00:37:00,120
I'm also not grown next door, so
I'm definitely molding it still,

600
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:04,600
you know, and trying where I fit
and trying to see where I stand 

601
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:08,960
out in my my strong suits and 
what you know will sell better 

602
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:13,400
for, I think things like that. 
So it's honestly still working 

603
00:37:13,720 --> 00:37:17,080
and I'm still trying to figure 
it out. 

604
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:24,960
So if you know, you tell me. 
You in year 1 so now, because 

605
00:37:25,240 --> 00:37:29,360
the reason why I say that is 
that of course as the years 

606
00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:32,280
grow, you had to reinvent 
yourself, you know, period, that

607
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:36,240
they're just facts, you know, 
but to me it's kind of like 

608
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:43,920
females must understand what it 
is to be a sex symbol and to 

609
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:46,160
move and to look at such. 
You. 

610
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:49,440
You has mastered it, you know, 
period. 

611
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:53,440
And it transcends the tattoos. 
It transcends all that because 

612
00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:56,080
it's about being sexy. 
So. 

613
00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:00,080
But for you, I would think 
because, like you said, you're 

614
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:05,320
not the MILF, You're not all. 
To me, I think you did the the 

615
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:08,040
sex spot. 
You're just the hot chick. 

616
00:38:08,040 --> 00:38:11,200
I love that. 
But you can create the 

617
00:38:11,240 --> 00:38:12,560
characters, you know what I'm 
saying? 

618
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:14,920
Yeah. 
I mean, because even if I work 

619
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:19,840
with you, I'll play the shit 
where I mean that. 

620
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:21,840
I mean, yeah, yeah, I'll do it. 
Rock'n'roll. 

621
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:26,800
I had to do a rock'n'roll. 
I'm sorry, I had to do 1 of 

622
00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:27,040
that. 
I. 

623
00:38:28,720 --> 00:38:32,360
Love. 
That but, but even to the point 

624
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:39,080
of, you know, boss employee, 
whether we switch it you the you

625
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:41,000
the boss or I'm the boss, you 
know what I'm saying? 

626
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:47,480
It's it's still creating, 
creating the character, creating

627
00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:51,680
the image, because the thing 
about it is that when I tell any

628
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:56,600
female and you want to be every 
man's fantasy, that means you're

629
00:38:56,600 --> 00:39:01,040
every woman. 
So that's why I'm like, I tell 

630
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:03,880
every man, no, it's you have you
have it all. 

631
00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:06,560
You have the role play scenes, 
of course, because that gets 

632
00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:09,880
them to see your character +9 as
I team do these pro scenes. 

633
00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:11,600
What the fuck are they going to 
have your ass do? 

634
00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:14,880
You're going to do some type of 
skit or something depending upon

635
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,320
the company. 
Definitely. 

636
00:39:18,320 --> 00:39:19,920
I don't want to put myself in a 
box. 

637
00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:25,400
You know, I, I love comedy, I 
love, you know, Dom sub scenes. 

638
00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:30,600
I love role-playing, having an 
actual skit, and so I love doing

639
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:34,240
all these things and I like to 
be sweet, but I like to be sexy.

640
00:39:34,240 --> 00:39:38,560
So being able to kind of morph 
self into all of these different

641
00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:40,400
things, it has been really, 
really fun. 

642
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,720
And that's what my content has 
been so far. 

643
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:46,120
Even like branching out into 
more comedy scenes and not I 

644
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:50,160
don't take myself seriously and 
you know, I need to have fun 

645
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:52,640
with it. 
And you should see my bloopers. 

646
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:56,320
I have so many bloopers just 
like sex scenes because I'm 

647
00:39:56,320 --> 00:39:59,480
clumsy. 
I'm a did sometimes so like I 

648
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:01,760
again, I don't take myself super
seriously. 

649
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:05,720
So like you, all the different 
things has just been really fun.

650
00:40:05,720 --> 00:40:07,920
So I think that's why I 
struggled. 

651
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,920
Oh my God, I would have you play
the Dixie secretary. 

652
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:15,160
I would like. 
I didn't seem like that for 

653
00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:16,840
real. 
I didn't seem like that for 

654
00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:19,560
real. 
Well, but here's the point. 

655
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:24,320
I wasn't in the scene. 
I directed it and I it, I was 

656
00:40:24,320 --> 00:40:30,560
had this rapper, this guy will 
be a rapper and the female was 

657
00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:33,240
my secretary. 
I told her to watch him, you 

658
00:40:33,240 --> 00:40:37,640
know, keep him company until I 
get back to the end to do where 

659
00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:40,600
they end up fucking so. 
And she was Dixie with it and 

660
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,080
everything. 
Right. 

661
00:40:42,720 --> 00:40:46,440
But no. 
But to me it's go, go ahead. 

662
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,000
No. 
No, no. 

663
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:53,760
Go ahead. 
No, because to me, me seeing you

664
00:40:53,760 --> 00:41:00,360
Dixie 1 scene, then I see you 
play intelligent, then you know,

665
00:41:00,360 --> 00:41:04,840
you might cosplay, you know, 
Because to me I think that when 

666
00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:08,160
you do this, you want to create 
a universe around you. 

667
00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:13,440
Yes, yes, I'm versatile, you 
know, let's let's see all the 

668
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:17,960
all of the sides of Summer 
Wilder, you know, and that's the

669
00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:20,920
beauty of it because we're all 
multifaceted. 

670
00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:24,680
If we're not all just this one 
thing, you know we all have 

671
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:26,960
different sides. 
Y'all love different things. 

672
00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:30,760
You know if it was I just like 
dogs period. 

673
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:34,920
I don't like any other animals 
that's boring, but I love dogs. 

674
00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:37,480
I love cats, I love boats. 
I love all of these things. 

675
00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:40,120
So that's just type of and 
beings that we are. 

676
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:44,320
And if you find a niche that's 
if it to you, then great, that's

677
00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:45,800
awesome. 
And if it works for you, 

678
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:49,120
awesome, it works for you. 
But for me, it has just been 

679
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:52,360
such a struggle because I had my
roommate who's also a creator 

680
00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:54,160
asked me this just the other 
day. 

681
00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:56,560
What's your brand? 
What do you want it to say about

682
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:57,880
you? 
I'm like, I don't know. 

683
00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,600
I have so many things I want to 
say, so many things I want to do

684
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:04,000
that I don't like. 
I start to freak out. 

685
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:06,280
I'm like, I know I need a like a
specific brand. 

686
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:11,120
So many creators have a brand, 
you know, some people are just 

687
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:14,120
BBC's people are just jobs, you 
know? 

688
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:17,520
So like, I don't know, it 
stresses me out. 

689
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:22,840
No, it's it. 
I tell people this, it's a 

690
00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:27,280
marathon, not a Sprint. 
So it's kind of like, yeah, even

691
00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:31,920
with, with, with the podcasting,
I treated it, I let it just be 

692
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:33,920
organic. 
I dealt with. 

693
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:35,720
I dealt with shit when it 
happened. 

694
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:36,720
You know what I'm saying? 
Yeah. 

695
00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:40,280
And it's the same thing with 
point. 

696
00:42:40,280 --> 00:42:46,320
It's like as you add to your 
scene repertoire, you kind of 

697
00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:50,280
start seeing, OK, this is what I
need to be just the character I 

698
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,560
need to become. 
Because the whole point of that 

699
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:56,160
is it's kind of like, why do we 
love the sex symbols that we 

700
00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:58,760
love? 
Because we see them in different

701
00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:01,760
ways, you know, pretty, you can 
imagine them in different ways. 

702
00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:07,480
So and go ahead. 
I was just going to say, and I'm

703
00:43:07,560 --> 00:43:13,320
also so new still sure, I've had
my accounts up for a little over

704
00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:18,360
a year, but doing and like 
putting myself out there and 

705
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,920
doing all the things, I'm still 
so new that like, I'm really 

706
00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:25,480
still finding out what works for
me, what works for my followers 

707
00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:27,600
and my fans. 
You know, what do they like to 

708
00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,240
see me? 
And so I'm, it's very, you know,

709
00:43:31,480 --> 00:43:35,640
learning and as I go, you know, 
'cause sometimes post something 

710
00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:37,400
and I'm like, they're going to 
love this. 

711
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:40,240
And it's like, man, no, they 
don't like this, OK. 

712
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:43,720
It's like still trying to figure
things out and figure myself 

713
00:43:43,720 --> 00:43:45,760
out, you know? 
So this is something I'm 

714
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:49,480
definitely going to have to 
reflect on again, going into 25 

715
00:43:49,800 --> 00:43:53,760
and really just zoning in and 
like honing in on all those 

716
00:43:53,760 --> 00:43:57,160
little things, you know, so I 
can really go in with the 

717
00:43:57,160 --> 00:43:58,400
purpose. 
Because I was kind of 

718
00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:02,400
floundering for a second there. 
I knew I wanted to change my 

719
00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:05,200
name. 
I knew I wanted to do XY and Z, 

720
00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:08,120
but you know it. 
Again, it's just been like a 

721
00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:11,040
whirlwind of all these things 
kind of happening all at once. 

722
00:44:11,040 --> 00:44:15,360
So I've been taking those little
things a little bit more 

723
00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:16,880
seriously. 
Is just going to be something 

724
00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:21,880
that I work on for sure. 
So now, like she said, she's new

725
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:25,680
to this. 
So but you had to learn 

726
00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:29,080
something very quick. 
How cause see, wait, people 

727
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:32,640
don't really talk about is the 
sacrifices day it Well, we 

728
00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:36,840
talked about on my podcast 
sacrifices that porn stars have 

729
00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:40,640
to make to do this business, 
especially on the personal sex 

730
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:43,320
side, you know, from testing and
all that good stuff. 

731
00:44:43,880 --> 00:44:48,960
How much did you have to adjust 
your personal sex life to chase 

732
00:44:48,960 --> 00:44:52,160
this Damn? 
Business what personal sex life 

733
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:58,240
Since I had a personal sex life,
every time I've had sex in the 

734
00:44:58,240 --> 00:45:02,480
last May whatever, however long 
it's been, it has been for work 

735
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:09,400
because I OK, for example, I met
this guy, I really, really liked

736
00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:15,320
him and he hasn't been tested, 
you know, and I had scenes lined

737
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:16,920
up. 
I had just gotten tested. 

738
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:21,000
You know, I have all, not just 
myself to worry about, but all 

739
00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:23,560
the other creators that I am 
going to work with to worry 

740
00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:25,880
about. 
You know, if he had gotten 

741
00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:28,880
tested, then that would be a 
different story, right? 

742
00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:34,560
But to find civilians that test 
on the regular are very few and 

743
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:38,880
far between, you know, And I, 
I've been single, I've been 

744
00:45:38,920 --> 00:45:41,920
really working on myself and my 
career. 

745
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:46,520
So I haven't really had a 
personal life, have my vibrators

746
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:48,520
to keep me happy and sane. 
So that's fine. 

747
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:52,680
My magic wand has been working 
overtime OK. 

748
00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:57,640
Oh my God. 
But see, that's the thing. 

749
00:45:57,640 --> 00:46:00,480
It's kind of like that. 
What people don't understand, 

750
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:05,000
especially the content creators 
that come in, that we, you can't

751
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:08,320
just go to the bar and pick up 
Sandy and take her home and fuck

752
00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:09,560
her. 
No. 

753
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:16,960
Way and that's one thing people 
probably assume about people in 

754
00:46:16,960 --> 00:46:19,560
the industry, you know, that 
we're just hoeing around. 

755
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,120
It's like actually, absolutely 
not. 

756
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:27,840
You know, we take care of our 
bodies and we test regularly. 

757
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:31,720
You know, we talk around and 
find out because that's our 

758
00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:35,440
livelihood. 
Not only is it our bodies, but 

759
00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:40,040
it's our, it's our means, our 
income, you know, so I'm not 

760
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:43,200
ever going to put myself in that
position, let alone somebody 

761
00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:45,680
that I'm going to work with. 
I mean, that's just a hard no 

762
00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:47,600
for me. 
And if I need somebody, that's 

763
00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:50,120
going to be something that we 
talked about like, OK, you want 

764
00:46:50,120 --> 00:46:53,120
to have, you know, physical 
relations with me, you're going 

765
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:57,240
to have to go get tested, you 
know, and that's a hard, hard 

766
00:46:57,240 --> 00:46:58,720
no. 
You don't have a test. 

767
00:46:58,720 --> 00:47:03,560
You're not fucking me, sorry. 
Yeah, yeah. 

768
00:47:03,720 --> 00:47:05,640
Shit, you ain't even got to go 
pay for a test. 

769
00:47:05,640 --> 00:47:12,520
You can go to the doctor. 
Go get TTS clinic and just get 

770
00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:15,800
tested, but even still, these 
people don't fucking do it. 

771
00:47:16,120 --> 00:47:18,680
And I'm generalizing. 
I know people out there that are

772
00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:20,520
listening that are like, hey, I 
just got tested. 

773
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:24,280
I very fucking few and far 
between and you just don't want 

774
00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:27,880
to take that risk. 
You know, I'd rather come home 

775
00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:29,840
and play with myself and be 
safe. 

776
00:47:30,160 --> 00:47:33,240
Shit, even my roommate, my 
roommates tested all the time. 

777
00:47:33,240 --> 00:47:35,440
If I'm really that, you know, 
desperate. 

778
00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:37,840
I don't mean desperate. 
He's very hot. 

779
00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:41,880
So if I hooked up with Adam or 
Adam X Lee, he's my roommate. 

780
00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:46,960
It's not because hottie, but 
like, I can always do that, you 

781
00:47:46,960 --> 00:47:51,240
know? 
I mean, but it let's keep it 100

782
00:47:51,640 --> 00:47:57,200
it it makes biological sense. 
Like, hey, any edge scratch, you

783
00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:58,800
know? 
I mean, we already shoot 

784
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:01,640
together anyway, you know, we 
can set up the camera. 

785
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,920
Exactly, like I just really want
to fuck right now. 

786
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:08,480
We can either A film it or B 
just dot, you know? 

787
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:12,040
Either way, it'll still be good.
It'll be good. 

788
00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:15,520
Yeah. 
Because it's because to me, it's

789
00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:21,520
like they don't realize that one
positive test can shut down a 

790
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:25,080
whole industry. 
Oh my God, yes. 

791
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:28,000
And I've had friends in those 
situations where they've had 

792
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:32,880
content houses shut down because
things started popping off 

793
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:38,200
literally, you know, And when M 
Gen. first became like, I wasn't

794
00:48:38,240 --> 00:48:40,840
fully enthralled in all of this,
but I was just hearing about it 

795
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:45,040
and it was just like, shit, here
goes that weekend because X 

796
00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:48,160
amount of talent can't come 
because they pop for something. 

797
00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:54,400
Oh. 
Yeah, I told you we it's a 

798
00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:57,280
profession people a profession 
for a reason. 

799
00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:08,240
He's a profession. 
So so like I said, we are always

800
00:49:08,240 --> 00:49:12,760
talk to the mills, you know, 
ladies that get to the business 

801
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:17,240
they don't like they're older 
based off of relationships and 

802
00:49:17,240 --> 00:49:20,440
stuff of that nature. 
A lot of times you have divorced

803
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:23,640
sexless. 
We are we, we we we the smokers 

804
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:30,880
know what it is. 
So for you, how many things that

805
00:49:30,880 --> 00:49:33,440
you were taught you had to re 
taught yourself to do this 

806
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:41,520
business? 
Oh, so much like having that 

807
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:43,880
self-confidence is definitely 
something I had to reteach 

808
00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:50,280
myself not being so insecure. 
And that was a huge lesson for 

809
00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:52,920
me just to like come out of my 
shell a little bit more. 

810
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:57,160
And you know, my previous 
marriage was just it really like

811
00:49:57,240 --> 00:49:59,600
took me down a couple of 
notches. 

812
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:02,680
So rebuilding myself, all of 
that self-confidence was 

813
00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:06,000
something that I had to relearn.
And then not being a 

814
00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:10,040
perfectionist, definitely 
something that is, is still a 

815
00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:12,920
work in progress. 
Like things sometimes don't work

816
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:18,040
out, sometimes happen, you know,
things shit like that, you know,

817
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:23,200
so not being like so crazy, like
OCD, you know, things have to be

818
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:27,400
like this, you know, just kind 
of not free flowing all the 

819
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:30,120
time, but you know, come up and 
happen. 

820
00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:33,240
So definitely having to reteach 
myself that in. 

821
00:50:33,240 --> 00:50:37,640
Patience, patience, patience 
'cause sometimes it is Hardy cat

822
00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:42,000
cats. 
Let me tell you, you know, like 

823
00:50:42,400 --> 00:50:47,360
we're all at one. 
It's 1255 and no one is ready. 

824
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:52,680
And it's like, you know, like 
my, my military side is like. 

825
00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:56,120
Oh yeah, I knew we'd be killing 
your aunt. 

826
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:01,680
You have no idea. 
Like I just like I'm going and 

827
00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:04,960
staying inside, but I don't 
like, OK, that's fine. 

828
00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:08,280
We'll shoot at 1:30 then, even 
though that's 30 minutes past 

829
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:10,520
the time we said. 
But that's all right, you know, 

830
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,800
So just kind of being a little 
bit more go with the flow has 

831
00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:16,000
just been a really hard lesson 
for me. 

832
00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:20,120
Oh. 
My God, Lord. 

833
00:51:20,720 --> 00:51:25,280
Oh geez. 
You know, that shit drives me 

834
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,920
honestly still. 
I'm like, I get so frustrated, 

835
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:35,400
but I'm like, OK, let me not 
freak out 'cause people, really.

836
00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:37,880
I can tell you. 
I can tell you stories for my 

837
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:46,520
days, shit that would have made 
me go bald and man tend to get 

838
00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:49,760
going bald, but I mean before my
time. 

839
00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:52,720
You get what I'm saying. 
I'm just saying so Oh my 

840
00:51:52,720 --> 00:51:57,040
goodness, but but confidence 
girl, you gorgeous as hell. 

841
00:51:57,040 --> 00:52:03,360
I don't know what what comedies 
you lacking and you wonder why 

842
00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:08,880
you got getting all these works 
and and calls and and and and it

843
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:14,240
I did this business 15 years. 
I am looking at money in front 

844
00:52:14,240 --> 00:52:16,960
of me people. 
I'm not surprised that you had 

845
00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:21,920
one hell of a first year. 
But you know, you look at 

846
00:52:21,920 --> 00:52:27,000
yourself all day. 
That's all you do is you take 

847
00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:31,840
videos that and then you can't. 
At least for me, I can help but 

848
00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:35,160
compare myself sometimes, like 
my body type is in a certain 

849
00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:37,640
way. 
What if my hair was longer, but 

850
00:52:37,640 --> 00:52:40,520
if my boobs were bigger? 
What if my ass was bigger? 

851
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:44,480
My like, I start to nitpick, but
it's like people like what they 

852
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,400
I'm doing. 
Well, I'm fine, you know, still 

853
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:51,480
working on myself, absolutely, 
but not letting things kind of 

854
00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:56,200
eat me alive, you know, like I 
still want to be out there and 

855
00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:58,880
like, you know, fake it till I 
fucking make it because 

856
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:00,280
sometimes I'm just not feeling 
it. 

857
00:53:02,280 --> 00:53:05,280
See, yeah, I I'm going to tell 
you the key to this. 

858
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:09,400
I'm going to tell you what the 
key to this people, it's not 

859
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:13,720
about who the pretty is. 
It's about who the slutty is. 

860
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:17,320
And look, pretty doing it. 
See, that's the difference. 

861
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:22,640
Because yeah, but yeah, 
especially for the musician that

862
00:53:22,640 --> 00:53:25,800
we got to pull the fuck off that
job civilians don't get to do, 

863
00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:30,000
you know? 
You know how it is you talk 

864
00:53:30,000 --> 00:53:32,320
about doing that. 
Just to give you an example, 

865
00:53:32,320 --> 00:53:34,440
people reverse a reverse 
cowgirl. 

866
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:37,080
You know how much? 
You know how much shit got to go

867
00:53:37,080 --> 00:53:38,760
right to probably reverse 
cowgirl? 

868
00:53:40,240 --> 00:53:44,400
Yeah, that especially when they 
want to shove their Dicks in 

869
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:46,440
your mouth and you're just 
trying to like trying to balance

870
00:53:46,440 --> 00:53:48,000
and trying to look pretty. 
Doing it. 

871
00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:50,800
Now you're stuffing a Dick in 
your mouth and you're just like,

872
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:53,040
here we go. 
And then the camera guy is right

873
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:56,200
here, you know? 
Oh, and you got to keep balanced

874
00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:58,240
while bouncing on the Dick. 
Yes. 

875
00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:05,440
With her knees. 
With my back and my knees. 

876
00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:08,880
I'm 37. 
My back sometimes is just like 

877
00:54:08,880 --> 00:54:12,560
if I have a long shoot day the 
next couple of days I am 

878
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:16,600
exhausted, my back is fried and 
not in a fun way. 

879
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:21,320
I'm just like, I'm really sure. 
In many times I was so sore I 

880
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:26,080
felt like I was in a fight. 
Truly, after a photo shoot I'm 

881
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:30,000
like damn, all I did was stand 
there like. 

882
00:54:30,520 --> 00:54:34,080
All we did was fuck. 
What the heck? 

883
00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:36,040
I'm having a hard time getting 
out of bed this morning. 

884
00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:40,920
Seriously, it's a whole body 
experience. 

885
00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:42,360
It's a whole body workout all 
the time. 

886
00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:47,200
Yeah, when when we say we 
athletes, we really are people 

887
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:49,360
we really fucking are trust and 
believe. 

888
00:54:49,440 --> 00:54:51,560
That's why so many girls hit the
germ, hit the gym. 

889
00:54:52,720 --> 00:54:55,080
So but no. 
But it's interesting that you 

890
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:57,280
were saying about, you know, 
bigger tits this hand third. 

891
00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:59,040
Have you been pressured about 
that? 

892
00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:03,280
About what? 
Have you been pressured about 

893
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:08,360
mate titties getting bigger, ass
getting fatter, any of that 

894
00:55:08,360 --> 00:55:11,080
shit? 
No, it's all mental, it's all 

895
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:15,320
internal. 
You know, my best friends are 

896
00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:20,320
these beautiful women, you know,
these penthouse pets, these 

897
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:23,880
Brazzers girls and stuff. 
So that's all my internal, you 

898
00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:29,720
know, and they all have breast 
implants or BBLS and things like

899
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:31,440
that. 
And like, I haven't had any work

900
00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:35,320
done myself besides a little bit
of litter and some Botox every 

901
00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:38,400
now and then. 
But like trying to figure out if

902
00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:43,040
that's a me because summer wants
it or is it me because I feel 

903
00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,480
like I need it. 
That's still like an internal 

904
00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:48,000
monologue, you know? 
But no, no pressure out from 

905
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:49,720
outside. 
Absolutely not. 

906
00:55:49,720 --> 00:55:53,160
No, if anything, I've had people
the opposite. 

907
00:55:53,160 --> 00:55:55,000
No, leave your boobs. 
They're great. 

908
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:57,920
I love them the way they are, 
you know, blah, blah, blah. 

909
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,920
So if anything, I've had people 
say absolutely not, don't do it,

910
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:05,480
you know, so. 
For what I've seen, you got a 

911
00:56:05,480 --> 00:56:07,680
nice pair of titties and a nice 
ass. 

912
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:14,280
It's a sexy ass now because 
that, that, that. 

913
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:20,120
Well, this won't come on 
YouTube, but we'll be on 

914
00:56:20,240 --> 00:56:22,680
Spotify, people. 
And guess what? 

915
00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:25,360
Premium smokers, we just guess 
what? 

916
00:56:25,360 --> 00:56:28,040
You just got a preview for the 
Premium Smoke Room, but we'll 

917
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:31,920
get to that in a moment. 
Sorry guys. 

918
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:36,840
Oh no it's all good it's still 
going up it it's still going up 

919
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:38,960
it just ain't going to go on 
hey, I just can't put it on 

920
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:42,240
YouTube, but that's right 
because they can watch it on 

921
00:56:42,240 --> 00:56:47,600
Spotify anyway. 
I ain't mad at it. 

922
00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:49,120
I enjoyed it you can do it 
again. 

923
00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:53,560
I don't give a damn the. 
End so you can just crop it out.

924
00:56:54,880 --> 00:56:59,120
Oh my God. 
So right there, people. 

925
00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:02,760
We, I didn't have this sexy lady
up here for an hour and we ain't

926
00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:04,720
even touched the surface. 
We ain't scratched the surface. 

927
00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:08,400
We, we, we, we, we, we ain't 
even touched the mountain top. 

928
00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:10,720
So you know, I got to answer the
$1,000,000 question. 

929
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:14,560
Miss Summer Wilder, can I call 
you a smoke buddy? 

930
00:57:15,640 --> 00:57:17,680
Yes, you can. 
Absolutely. 

931
00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:20,360
See, Say no more people. 
You know what that means? 

932
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:22,040
That means she'll be back on the
smoker's lounge. 

933
00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:25,000
And she just gave you a preview 
of what's going to happen. 

934
00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:30,920
And the premium smoke room on 
loyal fans, you have people 5 

935
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:33,000
premium pod. 
Excuse me, I'm sorry. 

936
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:35,520
I I keep saying 5 I know. 
And then add it and then add it 

937
00:57:35,520 --> 00:57:40,880
to podcast 6 premium podcast for
you to enjoy plus special 

938
00:57:40,880 --> 00:57:47,000
events, AKA the VIP smoke room. 
And I even go live once or twice

939
00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:50,960
a month on X with the VIP smoke 
room. 

940
00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:56,240
So yes, you'll see titties on X 
live as it happens. 

941
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:58,880
You feel me? 
And you know it hasn't been in 

942
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:01,120
smoke rooms. 
Let me get close to camera so I 

943
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:04,440
can tell you. 
The conversation gets more 

944
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,560
saucy. 
It gets more candy, it gets more

945
00:58:07,560 --> 00:58:09,200
provocative, it gets more 
predictable. 

946
00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:12,320
It gets more wild. 
The titties come out, dildos 

947
00:58:12,320 --> 00:58:14,560
might pop out. 
You don't know unless you 

948
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:20,600
subscribe. 
Yeah, it gets wild. 

949
00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:23,440
It gets wild in pre smoke room. 
Oh, and if you're looking for 

950
00:58:23,440 --> 00:58:28,160
triple X, I got you there too. 
I have a video store at for the 

951
00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:32,480
premium smoke room where you can
see my work is I give ladies the

952
00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:37,000
work, 15 years of it because big
Dick's going to sticks. 

953
00:58:37,000 --> 00:58:39,240
That's why they used to call me 
Big Country, you feel me? 

954
00:58:39,600 --> 00:58:42,360
And for my Spotify users, I got 
you covered over there. 

955
00:58:42,360 --> 00:58:45,320
You can subscribe on Spotify as 
well. 

956
00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:51,280
Savage Smoke, where I talked to 
the industry's top male talented

957
00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:55,400
producers about the business of 
porn from a male's perspective. 

958
00:58:55,720 --> 00:59:00,720
Plus over 400 episodes ranging 
from Liberty podcast series that

959
00:59:00,720 --> 00:59:05,280
been in the past, Premium Smoke 
podcast episodes that's not on 

960
00:59:05,280 --> 00:59:08,320
Loyal Fans, as well as 
Chronicles of Respect Queen 

961
00:59:08,680 --> 00:59:12,360
episodes that are not on loyal 
fans. 

962
00:59:12,720 --> 00:59:16,120
You feel me? 
And one other thing I need to 

963
00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,720
announce, I am monetized on 
YouTube. 

964
00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:22,680
So if you're watching on 
YouTube, listening on YouTube, 

965
00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:27,400
please like, subscribe and 
comment whether it's negative or

966
00:59:27,400 --> 00:59:29,360
positive. 
I love the fucking feedback. 

967
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:31,440
And the more you watch, the more
I get fucking paid. 

968
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:34,600
So there you go. 
So now with that being said, 

969
00:59:35,080 --> 00:59:37,200
Miss Wilder, can you tell 
everybody where they can spend 

970
00:59:37,200 --> 00:59:39,680
money on you, baby? 
Absolutely. 

971
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:45,040
I have an only fan Summer Wilder
Facts, and that's pretty much 

972
00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:47,720
the only one that I have that's 
monetized right now, but that's 

973
00:59:47,720 --> 00:59:50,200
OK. 
So we're expanding. 

974
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:56,000
We're expanding every day. 
No doubt, no doubt so. 

975
00:59:56,600 --> 00:59:58,680
Stuff on there dropping every 
Friday. 

976
01:00:01,240 --> 01:00:05,440
So y'all need to go subscribe. 
So what did you smoke over 

977
01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:07,920
today? 
What did you learn? 

978
01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:11,360
Well maybe I told you. 
I said I'm going to give you 

979
01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:17,320
this. 
I love her. 

980
01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:18,800
I can't wait for her to come 
back. 

981
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:21,240
But let me tell you people what 
y'all should have learned, what 

982
01:00:21,240 --> 01:00:27,280
you should have learned. 
Everybody starts somewhere, you 

983
01:00:27,280 --> 01:00:30,600
know, period. 
This is a DIY business. 

984
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:34,440
You learn on the fly. 
Sometimes you got to roll with 

985
01:00:34,440 --> 01:00:38,440
the punches, you got to adjust 
on the fly, and you must be 

986
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:40,760
willing to do so, you know? 
Period. 

987
01:00:41,080 --> 01:00:49,120
Also, you must be open to have 
fun and attach your limits. 

988
01:00:49,120 --> 01:00:52,280
I always talk about that because
once again, this is the place 

989
01:00:52,280 --> 01:00:56,640
where you can be as freaky, as 
nasty, as dirty, as slutty as 

990
01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:59,360
you want to fucking be. 
This is your opportunity. 

991
01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:04,560
You can let loose that inner 
slut that therapist told me 

992
01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:10,680
about, you feel me? 
But the main thing is the power 

993
01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:17,720
that the powers that be hate is 
sexual awareness and freedom. 

994
01:01:19,360 --> 01:01:21,760
Absolutely. 
They don't want that. 

995
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,840
Exactly. 
They don't want it with a 

996
01:01:23,840 --> 01:01:25,240
marriage. 
They don't want you if you're 

997
01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:26,760
single. 
None of that. 

998
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:32,400
Because if you're free sexually,
it allows the rest of everything

999
01:01:32,400 --> 01:01:35,320
else in your life to be free and
open up. 

1000
01:01:36,280 --> 01:01:38,680
It's a brand new day energy, the
whole 9. 

1001
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:43,440
And I'm not just talking about 
whether I like anal, whether I 

1002
01:01:43,440 --> 01:01:48,360
like my ass ate out or I love, 
you know, come deny. 

1003
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:53,840
I kind of kind of didn't realize
that I was into that shit. 

1004
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:55,280
You know, I, I love when they do
that. 

1005
01:01:55,600 --> 01:01:59,240
But but even if you're 
homosexual, if you're gay, 

1006
01:01:59,240 --> 01:02:05,840
you're part of LBGTQ being open 
sexually. 

1007
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:11,280
Yes and also really hold fast on
your hard notes. 

1008
01:02:11,600 --> 01:02:14,280
Don't feel pressure to try 
things that you're just not 

1009
01:02:14,280 --> 01:02:18,320
fucking ready to, you know, and 
having people in your life that 

1010
01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:22,720
respect those boundaries because
as fun as it is to explore your 

1011
01:02:22,720 --> 01:02:26,800
sexuality, explore all of these 
fun new things, you really have 

1012
01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:30,760
to be able to speak up for 
yourself and be like, hey, I 

1013
01:02:30,760 --> 01:02:34,360
don't feel comfortable doing 
this or hey, I don't actually 

1014
01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:36,720
like this. 
And you can always change your 

1015
01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:40,080
mind, you know? 
And also another big thing for 

1016
01:02:40,080 --> 01:02:43,880
people out there, no means no 
and no is a full sentence. 

1017
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:46,480
You know, I shouldn't have to 
explain myself. 

1018
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:49,480
If I say no period, point blank,
that's it. 

1019
01:02:49,880 --> 01:02:52,200
And that's in any fucking 
situation, you know? 

1020
01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,960
And so that's another thing that
I've definitely learned again, 

1021
01:02:55,960 --> 01:02:59,640
like I felt the pressure to do 
anal as soon as I started doing 

1022
01:02:59,640 --> 01:03:02,040
everything. 
And I'm like, no, I'm not ready 

1023
01:03:02,040 --> 01:03:04,320
for that step. 
This is not what I want to do 

1024
01:03:04,320 --> 01:03:06,880
right now. 
I might explore it, but this is 

1025
01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:08,880
something that I'm saying 
internally to myself. 

1026
01:03:08,920 --> 01:03:13,320
All I said was no, you know, and
like, let's just leave it, you 

1027
01:03:13,320 --> 01:03:14,960
know? 
And so that that was another 

1028
01:03:14,960 --> 01:03:20,200
huge lesson is being able to 
stand up for myself and saying, 

1029
01:03:20,200 --> 01:03:23,840
hey, these are my hard nose, not
OK, not OK, not OK. 

1030
01:03:23,840 --> 01:03:26,760
And having people in my life and
people that I work with be like,

1031
01:03:27,440 --> 01:03:30,520
absolutely, we got you Summer 
and not feeling the pressure. 

1032
01:03:31,040 --> 01:03:36,200
So other words, you have a 
voice. 

1033
01:03:40,760 --> 01:03:43,360
So with that being said, you 
know how we end these things all

1034
01:03:43,360 --> 01:03:46,440
day, every day? 
Life is a learning experience. 

1035
01:03:46,440 --> 01:03:48,800
What's the point of the 
experience if you haven't learnt

1036
01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:53,480
anything? 
Smoke this over summer. 

1037
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:57,800
Tell the smokers goodbye. 
Bye guys. 

1038
01:03:57,920 --> 01:04:00,160
You guys have a great night. 
Happy Thanksgiving. 

1039
01:04:07,660 --> 01:04:16,800
You froze. 
Did I lose you? 

1040
01:04:20,560 --> 01:04:35,050
Hey, Joe. 
Hello. 

1041
01:04:38,650 --> 01:04:40,050
Can you hear me? 
Can you see me? 

1042
01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:51,890
None. 
Wake up, sing.

