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Hey and welcome back to the 824 
podcast filmmaker. 

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Mike Mills has made no secret of
his love for the talking heads 

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and a conversation between Mike 
and David Byrne has been at the 

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top of our podcast bucket list 
since 20th century women. 

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We finally got them together 
last month. 

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The morning. 
After the New York Film Festival

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premiere of Mike's newest film. 
Come on. 

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Come on. 
We hope you enjoyed the episode.

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You can see C'mon. 
C'mon, in theaters Nationwide 

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this weekend. 
We can't recommend it enough. 

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Hi, this is Mike Mills. 
And I'm super honored to be here

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with David Byrne friend of 
Mike's. 

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And I'm thrilled to be here on a
New York morning. 

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Yeah, and we're doing an 824 
podcast. 

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I have lots of questions. 
Could I ask you a question? 

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That'd be awesome. 
Okay, that's Hopper seen this 

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film. 
But yeah, this question Harper 

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has seen parts of the edit. 
So I edited it all through the 

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pain. 
Democrat, right, and alone in my

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office are ever casting 
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And in the morning, I would do 
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12:30 and then I go edit. 
So often Hopper and I'm down in 

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my office. 
That's yes. 

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I have as I real Advanced sense 
of Art and the meta-analysis of 

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like my films about people. 
I know a very in tune with it, 

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gets it more than I do. 
I actually think huh. 

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I said to them, I think I want 
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It's kind of about us a little 
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It starts there, you know, and 
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Hopper said is that you mean 
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are really huge and if you're 
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them, you might get a sliver of 
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this hugeness leftovers and I 
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say about. 
My movies is like, now, I know 

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I've heard you say that and he's
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I mean, like, you know, you're 
very you're very repetitive, how

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How did, how did the script 
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because the writing it's it 
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being captured. 
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following a script as is taking 
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We know it with, you know, 
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feel like there's a plot line, 
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It just feels like oh, these are
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It feels like that. 
But you that? 

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Well, how do you how do you 
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Uh-huh? 
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they're talking about where it 
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itself and it goes through an 
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A lot of that's actually also in
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finding we're obviously we shoot
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finding those points is actually
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Obviously, you know, it's like 
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The suspension of disbelief is 
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So I had to enchant myself and 
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and I not like a born writer. 
I'm not like a, I don't identify

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as a writer. 
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I think it's a It's a very 
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I don't have any Pride about it.
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means necessary. 
I had to like talk myself into a

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lot of have to re re convince 
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It's worth doing all that kind 
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And one of the key ways that I 
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It is like a, if I know the 
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happened, if I coming from like 
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of like, yeah, there's someone 
usually, there's someone, I love

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and real life at the center of 
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And also like some deep 
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figure out that like turns in me
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writing so it started with stuff
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stuff. 
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world of Hopper like all their 
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moms. 
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whole world of childhood and my 
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something happened and I pretty 
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then the real writing It's like,
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but I'm not interested in 
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causality, you know, like, I 
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space of it, you know, it has 
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get bored. 
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that out. 
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I heard or like Aaron dessner 
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Ingrid. 
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know, so this is the we're at 
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about. 
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This kid does his harvesting, 
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All day long. 
They make me roleplay that my 

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children have died and they've 
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have all these rules and I was 
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Can I, you know, I can like I 
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They are in, could I take that? 
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actually interviewed Ingrid like
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And he sent me some text things 
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That kind of process is my 
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I feel like alive. 
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little bit more than like a 
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So that goes on for like a year 
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very alone. 
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lot of coffee often listening to
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and light on Loop and sort of 
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up, dancing around and do that 
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Then the wonderful thing happens
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and I love giving it over to 
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Like I have to give it to them 
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way and like or in this process 
me and walking talked about the 

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script so much. 
It's how I convinced him into 

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doing the Film like him and me 
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changing things, having new 
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A lot about not just his 
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And he's so smart. 
Interesting fun to play with is 

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like a no, you must, I think 
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than writers. 
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Mmm, and it brings out all the 
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intelligence just Rises and your
the camaraderie to get to finish

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it. 
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Like I love that. 
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You're not necessarily starting 
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working your way through and 
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all that kind of stuff. 
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or like collect a lot. 
So I'll collect for, like, six 

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months. 
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And just like, write in a 
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I used to just doing a card. 
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no digital. 
Anything. 

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I've actually thought about 
stories of heard of you doing 

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true stories. 
Like you just do all the 

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pictures, right? 
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Yeah, I started with and that 
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Yeah, what do you mean by that? 
I would like an odd situation of

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an odd person. 
A person who's kind of a little 

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eccentric right in this kind of 
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This Is How They Live. 
This is what they're fascinated 

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with and then I had no idea how 
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I've seen a picture of like you 
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Yeah. 
Sounds like a visual. 

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Yeah, like expect physical 
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Exactly. 
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it was on the way to being 
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Yeah. 
What I love to Do maybe one of 

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my most favorite things is when 
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taking a bunch of pictures like 
Chinatown between two Bridges to

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figure out and I have thought 
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lot. 
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images and I start doing that, 
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PDF and I kind of figure out the
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rather than something like Words
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Uh-huh. 
Did you wrestle with whether to 

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shoot him? 
I can white or not, or whether 

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like what that might imply, what
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You think ahead and go? 
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and yeah, for sure. 
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and they're their own species. 
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Like, got to do it, you know, 
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I would love to do it. 
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and there's one part of store 
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white. 
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figure and the child. 
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space like that image. 
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And walking through cities and 
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white it because it has like an 
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Yeah, and when seems to make 
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exception abstraction, I feel 
like you've said to the 

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audience. 
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This is a drawing or this is, 
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It's like something different 
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Elbow Room. 
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like totally, you can shift 
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And it does crazy things as 
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And Music, I didn't like my 
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There is so much fully. 
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It's like just chock-full of 
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white allows that more of that 
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requires more but it just eats 
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ride. 
I think the sound replaces the 

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lanes at where the color or 
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Mmm, and I've never do that kind
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like if joaquin's hand goes 
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Its Fleet to out, in addition to
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It's a super layered sound and 
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stages hardly exist anywhere. 
Now they exist in the country of

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Georgia. 
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film studios that's got the real
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pins into gravel and all kinds 
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And these guys are my amazing 
Zach. 

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Severs, my Atomic sir, he be 
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stage and happy like at that 
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Don't sound right? 
Like those are not And wheels as

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are you know other Wheels like 
and hear it, I'd see him texting

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and then like 20 minutes later. 
I hear like the right sounds 

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like we texting is like the 
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so all the sound of my movie 
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I get what you're saying that 
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Is a little bit of a distancing 
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Yeah, it kind of says yeah, this
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Looks like the real world. 

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But we're telling you a story 
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Yeah, we're telling a story. 
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And I like that bunch of 
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Also my film me, and the subject
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too, sweet. 
You know, I could be. 

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Oh, yeah, I wrote you about that
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decisions that I knew my 
Tendencies. 

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Like I just want to go. 
Give everyone a hug, huh, and 

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you got to can't just do that 
all the time and Joaquin. 

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And I worked against that a lot 
and really nice productive way. 

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But also like black white will 
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take this. 
Take some of the sauce off the 

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child image. 
Yes, you know, and off of my 

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Tendencies, you know, so that'll
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you frame something of a 
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You're like, oh, the way that 
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your head. 
It's like a visualization of 

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your energy. 
Like so many of the frames in 

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that movie feel like German 
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crazy. 
Oak trees, in New Orleans. 

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Oh, yeah, when you're talking 
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like it's the your brain was 
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together more are. 
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I wrote to Mike. 
I'm talking to the listener now.

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Yeah, saying how it was. 
I really noticed how a story 

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like this could very easily slip
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sentimentality. 
That kind of thing, but you 

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never completely went in there 
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and the writing all kept, it'll 
just a little bit odd and little

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bit off-kilter and surprising 
the things people would say. 

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Because would say, We're all 
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weren't like working your kind 
of your heart and all that. 

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Hmm, you didn't feel manipulated
and the way that you do when 

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something is obviously 
sentimental. 

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Yeah. 
That was. 

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Did you have to consciously? 
Think about that? 

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Sometimes in go. 
Okay. 

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Oh, no, I have to change that. 
That's a little too much of an 

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obvious. 
Yeah. 

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Need to be hugged. 
Ya know a lot. 

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Yeah. 
That was it that was made when 

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the majors May jurist, biggest 
concerns also because I I really

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I am old enough now to know like
some of my strengths and my 

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weaknesses and that's actually 
one that is a weakness of mine. 

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Like II want a certain 
connective emotionality or enjoy

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it so much. 
I want the song to have the 

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course all the time. 
Anyways, that was one of the 

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funnest things about me and 
joaquin's connection is like 

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he's so hyper aware of stuff 
like that and just bullshit and 

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They're all power dynamics when 
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audience. 
Like he's really allergic to it 

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in a very intelligent way. 
Mmm, and I think he was happy 

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that I was like really alive to 
any of his comments and that 

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direction, you know, be like, 
please more what else what else 

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smells fishy, dude, like let's 
yeah, let's have it all out. 

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So that was really lovely. 
And that would I think he really

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helped make the film not 
sentimental and and being my 

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partner in like always checking 
that. 

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Yeah. 
In a way keeping all that at 

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arm's length became like a 
strength. 

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On that sighs. 
Yeah, rather than a weakness. 

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Yeah. 
I've watched it a little bit at 

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Sally Hall and I kind of felt 
like something accruing, you 

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know, like that that I hadn't 
experienced quite a weight like 

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me, when easier from projected 
is so weird with a bunch of 

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people, it transforms. 
I'm sure you've had this 

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experience but like I felt like 
this weird way that like slowly 

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accrues things and I was like I 
had so I hope it does. 

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It's like a nice compliment and 
I it's only after like so many 

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layers of like work and editing 
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that That happens. 
But the other answer this 

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question is like, walking is 
really so intelligent and Savvy.

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Gabby is so smart, you know, 
like Gabby and and hates 

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bullshit and hates something 
that's trying to like, get get 

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you. 
You know, Woody is like that too

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Woody and he's British. 
He's very lovely is very like so

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mature and his most mature, much
more mature than Gabby and, and,

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and walking, if I find that, 
that's not a cute joke is like 

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he's much more professional, 
lots of ways. 

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He's not performing for the 
Camera, like so many kids are 

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taught to like like Shine for 
the camera. 

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He needs often looking away. 
It's as if it didn't exist, he's

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even not super performing for 
me. 

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And I really sort of try to 
encourage that, you know, like 

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don't don't just try to please 
me and he'd have that he has a 

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strong thing. 
Anyways, he has like a real 

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strong sense of self. 
How did you find him this 

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casting? 
Just like the wow. 

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Just came through in the first 
round. 

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Wow. 
Yeah. 

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That is well. 
Okay, that's pretty amazing. 

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Yeah. 
Now, me and my came both, like 

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this film might have in mind 
that it's to see if you could 

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get a kid, you know? 
Yeah, and then, like, he was a 

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little like kid to very lucky in
a way. 

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Yeah. 
No, it's insanely lucky this. 

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I mentioned this earlier. 
This is the first film I've seen

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in a movie theater. 
Well, since they inject a year 

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and a half, yeah, whatever. 
And the audience and I were all 

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having this experience of not 
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it's like So here we're watching
a movie again in the theater and

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look how amazing it is. 
Yeah, and how I mean, it's Alice

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Tully's Film Festival. 
So it's beautiful projection. 

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Yeah. 
Sound is great. 

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All that kind of stuff. 
Yeah, but at the same time, you 

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just thinking, this is the 
experience we've been missing. 

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It's, I've had a really 
emotional. 

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We first showed the film in 
Telluride. 

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And so when I added a movie, I 
never once saw it in a room with

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anyone else the whole time. 
Not once I was sitting next to 

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your assistant, Yeah, and he 
said the same thing. 

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He's honest. 
He's seen it many times where 

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it's just him checking this key 
seated. 

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A lot of times. 
Yeah, checking the sound quality

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in the injection quality and 
yeah, this kind of stuff and 

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because we've never really seen 
it with him. 

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An audience. 
Yeah. 

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Does it feel my crew sitting 
next to you? 

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Uh-huh, and they, yeah, they're 
all so lovely that they got to 

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see it there. 
I think that's like the best 

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theater in the world. 
It's pretty amazing. 

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Yeah, and my film Format is 166.
You know something taller 

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format. 
I have a picture of it. 

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It fits right into the 
architecture like the proscenium

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is like built for my movie, and 
I think that was the highlight. 

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I think that was it music in the
in the movie. 

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I recognized a couple of I think
I recognized a really early like

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Lou Reed. 
Yeah. 

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Felt underground somewhere 
summative. 

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This is when the right d wrote 
for Pickwick or whatever. 

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It was. 
Yeah. 

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He was like a staff writer. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah. 
Yeah. 

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Just thought you know, you 
always think this is a guy. 

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They hired as a staff writer 
that song, dude, that's called 

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the ostrich and lyric shirt is 
off the wall. 

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It's really such a lovely 
Farrell song and did it. 

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So I did it Irma Thomas long 
learned coming into, no, to 

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Norland. 
Yeah, kind of whatever just felt

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great. 
So I was kind of looking for a 

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New York song. 
Hmm, and I had to avoid you 

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because I've exploited your 
catalogs, you much. 

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So bounce around so many 
different things. 

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Things. 
But then that one came out at 

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that, I love how it kind of hard
to place that song and it felt 

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like it was in Johnny's record 
collection to me. 

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Yeah, and then the desk nurse 
did the the score? 

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Yes, which is a really important
part. 

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I think people have them. 
Yeah. 

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Highly collaborative Engine with
you, or with the with each 

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other. 
Everyone. 

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Like they're so polyamorous 
musically. 

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It's insane and and really 
beautifully so like I learned a 

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lot hanging out with them. 
About collaborating and like, 

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openness and like one of their 
songs might have like, eight 

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different people playing on it, 
besides their band, right, you 

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know, okay. 
So what was the process then? 

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So is all remote. 
But I started to talk to them 

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before the before shooting 
because I've done this long 

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project with them and I written 
a lot of the script at Erin's 

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Studio Upstate or just while I 
was working on stuff with that 

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and many ways. 
I feel like they really found 

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the heart of the movie, like, 
the, the psyche is very 

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emotional, but it's like trying 
to be so My platonic went wrong 

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and they found that line more 
than anything. 

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Yeah, it's not telling you how 
to feel but but is really 

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emotional. 
Yeah. 

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Without that music the film does
not want. 

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Yeah. 
And then they did more just sort

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of symphonic e things because I 
thought I wanted because there's

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like a classical quality to the 
movie. 

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To me. 
It's like part documentary part.

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Very now part very free and like
Mike Lee film, you know, and 

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then part like a fable 2 meter 
or like I thought about 

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Casablanca. 
I like all the framings I 

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cleaned. 
Ingles person-centered, you 

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know, it's like old Hollywood 
movie in some ways. 

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So I thought I'd like a 
classical score like strings and

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all that. 
So, I learned, I learned a lot 

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being around that, maybe it 
helps that you're not another 

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musician. 
Yeah. 

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No, it totally. 
So you're hearing things from 

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whatever filmmaker, or visual 
point of view, or storytelling 

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point of view, or some other 
point of view. 

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And it's not like there are 
super into that. 

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I didn't I because I would talk 
about each other as a story. 

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How do you, how do you consume? 
Music? 

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How do you do? 
Do you listen to music? 

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Do you make sometimes, listen to
vinyl not all the time, but 

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it's, it's a thing, you can go. 
This is very intentional. 

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Yeah, listen cabinets recommend 
to turn it and you have like a 

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connection or relationship, 
right? 

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And certain records sound like 
amazing. 

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It's like medicine. 
So like that will like, help me 

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are like, when I'm, so, when I'm
writing, I have to listen to 

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music very loud on headphones, 
very well needed. 

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Well on Loop, it's it has, it's 
like a song or a record or a few

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songs, like on Loop. 
Hmm. 

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All day long. 
Wow, so you say it's like an 

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enchantment thing? 
Yes. 

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Yes. 
Yes. 

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Oh you yeah becomes because I 
just get myself out of the 

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picture visual references. 
Yeah. 

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Did you have once the original 
references you were conscious of

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besides the aspect ratio and 
yeah, of for older movies. 

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So par lassic ratio is a nod to 
Allison the cities that are. 

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Oh, yeah. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah, so that film was, that was
like at times pretty depressed. 

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After we left. 
Maybe 2016 really lost white 

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man. 
Cultural space. 

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What the hell am I? 
Do? 

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You know, I mean, and, and also 
just Dad and and I kept watching

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else and cities are just parts 
of it. 

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Mmm. 
And such a beautiful movie, such

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a beautiful space. 
You know, it my movie time. 

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I was like, man. 
He's as like a blues riff, you 

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know, and kind of Fill In My Own
lyrics and change it around, but

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like, it, I owe a lot to that in
the kid. 

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Where's the? 
Kid in the film was wearing a 

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shirt that has the coat of arms 
of wuppertal, you know, the 

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whole city where they end up 
and. 

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Yeah, so acknowledgment, but 
Robbie Miller's photography and 

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that bright Alma, so gorgeous 
and like very classic and very 

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sort of French new wave at the 
same time feeling to me and and 

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Gordon Willis is just huge that 
cinematographer did like so many

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Woody Allen films are so many 
other films. 

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All the President's Men, 
Godfathers. 

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I-i'm always, I just admire him 
to death and all my films are 

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been studying him forever. 
So you the visual references are

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mainly other films. 
No, no, graphic art or 

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paintings, or no. 
So that there's other things 

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that are like these. 
I keep using the word 

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enchantment which is stupid but 
Like I'd so I need so much 

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talking into my own projects and
ran is not like that at all. 

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Like she's very convinced and 
I'm very unconvinced. 

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I need these other things like 
be company and I often think of 

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it as like these unrequited 
relationships of having with 

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other artists, right? 
Just like jump in. 

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So like many or like a Bernard 
drawing or a David hockney 

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drawing. 
That's part of why it's black 

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and white to like those drawings
have this egg. 

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Weird, immediacy and 
sketchiness, but it's like this 

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intimacy and quickness, and 
like, I'm right there. 

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With David, Hocking drawing the 
person on the couch and that was

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part of. 
Like, I kept saying to myself, 

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the movie is a drawing. 
Not a painting, like, it has 

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that. 
Yeah, but Rowan's feel like 

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they're, they're closer to the 
head or heart or whatever. 

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They're just like, right now, 
here's something right. 

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So I wanted that at me and 
Robbie talked a lot, my DP, 

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Robbie Ryan. 
We talked a lot about like that 

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immediacy. 
And and for some reason, think 

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the simplest like those men, a 
portraits of the person's to 

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some black and they're right in 
the middle. 

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And there's something kind of 
Like it's beginning like that 

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pain is beginning to be used as 
a representation of itself. 

455
00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:56,900
There's some kind of like scum 
Bolinas and I don't know how to 

456
00:22:56,900 --> 00:22:58,800
say that better. 
But like there's some kind of 

457
00:22:58,808 --> 00:23:01,600
like it's he has like, a 
slightly amateurish quality. 

458
00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:05,000
Mmm, you know, that's like kind 
of chunky or something like 

459
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,900
that. 
So just those adjectives like to

460
00:23:07,900 --> 00:23:10,500
me, I was sort of chasing those 
additives. 

461
00:23:10,500 --> 00:23:15,800
A little bit like songs are big.
They're definitely be a feeling 

462
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:17,700
like this. 
I could The shift to the chorus 

463
00:23:17,700 --> 00:23:21,000
of a song and that that will be 
like I'm going for that. 

464
00:23:21,100 --> 00:23:24,400
You know, I got that feeling you
said you had you kind of have to

465
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:28,900
be talked into doing project. 
Is that from friends you talk to

466
00:23:28,900 --> 00:23:29,900
you? 
Yeah. 

467
00:23:29,900 --> 00:23:32,600
Friends and go. 
I'm thinking about this. 

468
00:23:32,700 --> 00:23:36,400
Yeah, and you want to see what 
their reaction is and yeah, 

469
00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:39,300
that's part of it, but she 
they're all like that sounds so 

470
00:23:39,300 --> 00:23:40,600
great. 
You got to do that. 

471
00:23:40,700 --> 00:23:42,300
Well, luckily. 
I have friends who don't say 

472
00:23:42,300 --> 00:23:44,000
that. 
Oh, really help, you know, 

473
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:44,600
really? 
Well. 

474
00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:48,900
Yeah, but but not that part. 
Or and I really rely on that and

475
00:23:48,900 --> 00:23:51,800
I love that more and more to me,
art is like, a way to make 

476
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:56,500
friends or have connections with
people like this, you know, it's

477
00:23:56,500 --> 00:24:00,000
the beautiful part of it. 
So, I seek it out too. 

478
00:24:00,100 --> 00:24:03,200
It's like, I have a few friends.
It's at the way I can get them 

479
00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:09,300
to lunch during the pandemic. 
I watched all the old Hitchcock,

480
00:24:09,500 --> 00:24:11,900
uh-huh. 
Black and white British movies. 

481
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,000
Yeah. 
Kind of the early stuff before 

482
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,600
he started doing the really 
well-known. 

483
00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:16,600
Yeah. 
Move. 

484
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:25,400
He's I love them there. 
I think so different than what 

485
00:24:25,700 --> 00:24:27,800
you do. 
What I would do there. 

486
00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:31,300
So tightly plotted. 
So manipulative. 

487
00:24:31,300 --> 00:24:35,100
So manipulated everything. 
Every moment is leading. 

488
00:24:35,100 --> 00:24:38,600
You take a jewel. 
Yeah, and you just marvel at 

489
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,600
that. 
Yeah, the Clockwork. 

490
00:24:40,700 --> 00:24:44,600
Yeah, aspect of that. 
During the pandemic, I couldn't 

491
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:50,100
eat a lot of trouble. 
Watching anything that was going

492
00:24:50,100 --> 00:24:54,900
to be too emotionally traumatic.
Absolutely, especially because 

493
00:24:54,900 --> 00:24:57,100
I'd watch at the end of the day 
end of the day. 

494
00:24:57,100 --> 00:25:00,800
Yeah, I'd make myself dinner and
watch something and I just go I 

495
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:02,900
do not want to go to bed. 
Yeah. 

496
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:04,800
With something incredibly 
disturbing. 

497
00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:06,500
Yeah. 
Emotionally disturbing in my 

498
00:25:06,500 --> 00:25:12,600
head. 
Yeah, eventually I moved to 

499
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:20,000
Documentaries, which some of 
which, of course are disturbing?

500
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,700
Yeah. 
I'm almost done with those. 

501
00:25:22,900 --> 00:25:23,500
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

502
00:25:25,900 --> 00:25:28,600
Yeah. 
I've gotten really into Farmar 

503
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:29,900
Germany. 
And the Bauhaus. 

504
00:25:29,900 --> 00:25:32,000
Oh my God, because it's like, 
it's stuff. 

505
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:35,200
I love about period. 
Anyways, and it's like kind of 

506
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,000
what you're saying. 
It's like, I'm going to be okay.

507
00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:44,200
I'm worrying about the 
rectilinear arity and and And in

508
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,300
the relationship of weaving to 
Fine Arts. 

509
00:25:46,300 --> 00:25:48,500
Like this is great. 
I could I can go to sleep. 

510
00:25:48,500 --> 00:25:49,200
The other one. 
I do. 

511
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:51,700
It's kind of maybe someone we 
talking about, is I if I'm 

512
00:25:51,700 --> 00:25:54,500
stressed out and panicky, which 
often happened that night. 

513
00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:58,000
I'll just think through Downton 
Abbey plot lines are just try to

514
00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:01,200
find one character story and 
I'll be asleep in like 10 

515
00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:06,500
minutes. 
I have a case, not with Downton 

516
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:08,800
Abbey, but I have occasionally 
done that where I go. 

517
00:26:09,700 --> 00:26:11,800
Help what happened after that. 
Yeah. 

518
00:26:11,900 --> 00:26:14,000
What happened after? 
Yeah, how did they do that? 

519
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:15,900
Is just to save yourself from 
your own brain. 

520
00:26:15,900 --> 00:26:17,700
Realistic. 
Keep yourself out of your 

521
00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:19,200
crocodile mouth. 
Yeah. 

522
00:26:19,900 --> 00:26:21,400
Yeah. 
Can I ask you? 

523
00:26:21,500 --> 00:26:28,100
Of course, I've I would love to 
know, like you were so prolific 

524
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:32,400
and and continually, like, 
changing things, and Reinventing

525
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:34,600
things and not relying on 
things, you know. 

526
00:26:35,500 --> 00:26:39,600
Um, obviously that's just like 
your way are your you've 

527
00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:44,400
committed to that like a long 
time ago, like change or but how

528
00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:46,600
the hell you do? 
Like, how, or how do you keep it

529
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:48,200
going? 
Or I don't know. 

530
00:26:48,700 --> 00:26:53,100
Is there a is there like a 
constant process to how you try 

531
00:26:53,100 --> 00:26:56,000
to come up with ideas and their 
works and songs? 

532
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:57,600
Or first of all? 
Yes. 

533
00:26:57,600 --> 00:27:01,400
It doesn't always work. 
There's that a fair amount of 

534
00:27:01,700 --> 00:27:05,100
have a really strong idea and 
then you go actually. 

535
00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:11,000
Didn't ya didn't really work. 
Lyrics out job, drop-down 

536
00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:18,600
phrases, occasionally and And so
sometimes sit down and they'll 

537
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,400
just kind of pour out 
occasionally. 

538
00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:23,900
I'll finish a record or 
something and I'll go. 

539
00:27:23,900 --> 00:27:25,300
Oh, okay. 
I met. 

540
00:27:25,300 --> 00:27:27,700
Yeah, I made a record. 
I'm really happy with it and 

541
00:27:27,700 --> 00:27:32,000
I'll listen to what's kind of on
the radio which yeah on the top 

542
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,100
pin or whatever and go. 
Wow. 

543
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:39,300
I'm kind of out of touch. 
Not, not sonically, I don't 

544
00:27:39,300 --> 00:27:40,800
think. 
Yeah, I don't think they were 

545
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:43,400
melodically. 
Yeah, but lyrically, I feel like

546
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:48,900
we're There are other people 
doing a little bit what I do. 

547
00:27:48,900 --> 00:27:54,100
But I feel like we're we're 
still writing about the same 

548
00:27:54,100 --> 00:27:57,500
things. 
We would you mean you? 

549
00:27:57,500 --> 00:28:03,100
I mean like the the not not that
they'll ever grow tired. 

550
00:28:03,100 --> 00:28:08,000
But there's the it just 
dominated by love songs or yeah.

551
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,600
Pain songs. 
Are divorced songs this or that 

552
00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:12,500
the other all fine. 
Yeah. 

553
00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:17,000
Oh good, but I feel like what 
could be more to It doesn't have

554
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:20,400
to be all only that. 
Yeah, but okay. 

555
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:25,700
Yeah, but that might just be me.
Well, I think you you like it 

556
00:28:25,700 --> 00:28:28,600
makes me think of like you and 
like gang of four is some 

557
00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:30,900
people, my life. 
You're like offered that up. 

558
00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:33,300
Like there's another space, 
besides all those sort of like 

559
00:28:33,300 --> 00:28:35,000
love songs, you know? 
Yes. 

560
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:38,800
And occasionally, I'd hear 
somebody else who does that and 

561
00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:42,000
I'm scope. 
That is amazing that you can. 

562
00:28:42,700 --> 00:28:44,400
There's emerging artists, 
younger. 

563
00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:45,900
Artists that I hear it. 
Yeah, don't do that. 

564
00:28:45,900 --> 00:28:48,200
And I just This is really 
amazing. 

565
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,900
Yeah, I didn't know you could 
write about that. 

566
00:28:50,900 --> 00:28:52,500
Oh, that's me. 
I didn't know you could write 

567
00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:54,300
that way. 
Yeah, and it's yeah. 

568
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:58,700
Identity to you D feel like you 
change after hearing that or of 

569
00:28:58,700 --> 00:29:01,700
course, it opens up ago. 
Not that I'm going to emulate 

570
00:29:01,700 --> 00:29:05,700
them but feels like, okay, that 
has allowed me. 

571
00:29:05,700 --> 00:29:07,900
Given me permission. 
Yeah, to do something. 

572
00:29:07,900 --> 00:29:10,000
I might not have done before, 
right? 

573
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:14,900
Right now. 
I'm back doing my Broadway. 

574
00:29:14,900 --> 00:29:18,000
Yeah, which emerged out of a 
tour which I saw. 

575
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:19,700
This is amazing. 
Yeah. 

576
00:29:20,700 --> 00:29:26,600
This is a kind of strange moment
for me because I've committed to

577
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:31,800
doing it for many months. 
Yes, months or so, which I might

578
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:34,000
do that with a tour, but I 
already did a tour. 

579
00:29:34,500 --> 00:29:37,900
And but in a way, I feel like 
and that's it. 

580
00:29:37,900 --> 00:29:40,400
That's a physical show. 
It's a physical show. 

581
00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:44,700
It's a, it's obviously, I mean, 
Commits me to staying in New 

582
00:29:44,700 --> 00:29:46,700
York. 
Yeah, right. 

583
00:29:46,700 --> 00:29:47,800
Right. 
That you have that. 

584
00:29:49,100 --> 00:29:52,000
It's a well it's because of what
it is. 

585
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,400
It's live theater, live 
performance. 

586
00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:59,000
You have to be there for ya. 
You can't just send it out into 

587
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:00,200
the world. 
Yeah. 

588
00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:05,300
Physically deliver it delivered.
Yeah, and but at the same time, 

589
00:30:05,300 --> 00:30:12,300
I feel like it's something that 
It's a convergence of lots of 

590
00:30:12,700 --> 00:30:16,400
paths and things I've been doing
for a long time and they came 

591
00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:19,300
together and go. 
This is yeah, this is the 

592
00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:21,900
culmination of what I've been 
doing for quite a while. 

593
00:30:21,900 --> 00:30:24,500
Yeah, and now it's come together
and being realized. 

594
00:30:24,500 --> 00:30:27,800
Yeah. 
I kind of need to acknowledge 

595
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:31,800
that and let that rest and go 
and he's going with that. 

596
00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:36,200
Yeah, before I toss it aside and
yeah, see what comes next. 

597
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:40,000
Yeah. 
It's I Such a remarkable 

598
00:30:40,900 --> 00:30:45,900
striking show and I did I did 
feel like that as a fan of yours

599
00:30:45,900 --> 00:30:50,600
long time or to sort of the 
whole kind of toilet, Tharp side

600
00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:55,400
of the experience and the 
theatrical side and all of your 

601
00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,900
said, I don't have how I found 
it. 

602
00:30:56,900 --> 00:31:01,600
Like really amazing amalgamation
of a lot of strands, you know, 

603
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:05,200
but then also like I like you 
had to tell the audience what 

604
00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:08,000
you all are doing at the 
shahrazad, they had to, you 

605
00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,300
know, The this is live and work 
in this. 

606
00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:12,400
These elements are creating all 
this stuff. 

607
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:14,800
Even me. 
I was like, oh, thank God. 

608
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,300
You said that because I was 
trippin hard on how you all were

609
00:31:17,300 --> 00:31:20,100
making those. 
All that's happened is really 

610
00:31:20,700 --> 00:31:23,200
and and on top of that, the 
physicality of it all the 

611
00:31:23,208 --> 00:31:27,500
choreography, like I don't know.
I was so impressed that you 

612
00:31:27,500 --> 00:31:30,600
think you keep you keep 
inventing stuff and keep like 

613
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:33,100
shifting it around and like 
every all the musicians. 

614
00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:36,400
I know our soap they if you 
bring up that you saw that show,

615
00:31:36,900 --> 00:31:40,300
they all this fall over. 
I called the national guys. 

616
00:31:40,300 --> 00:31:41,600
Let's see. 
If I saw all these different 

617
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:46,600
people like you saw that, you 
know, that's really good to 

618
00:31:46,608 --> 00:31:48,200
hear. 
Yeah, that's really nice for me 

619
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:49,100
to hear. 
Yeah. 

620
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:51,700
Okay. 
I have other questions. 

621
00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:53,500
Yeah, if you don't mind, I don't
know how long we're doing this 

622
00:31:53,500 --> 00:31:55,700
for. 
I don't know and I don't this is

623
00:31:55,700 --> 00:31:57,400
just a totally selfish greedy 
question. 

624
00:31:57,400 --> 00:31:59,400
And I don't know if you want to 
talk about or not. 

625
00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:05,700
But I love true stories. 
I love Spalding Gray and him and

626
00:32:05,700 --> 00:32:10,300
that film and you guys together 
like like you him Laurie 

627
00:32:10,300 --> 00:32:12,400
Anderson. 
The very magical people to me 

628
00:32:12,500 --> 00:32:14,300
and that you guys share 
something to me. 

629
00:32:15,700 --> 00:32:18,000
What was it like having him in 
the film? 

630
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,200
Or what was it? 
I don't know. 

631
00:32:19,300 --> 00:32:24,100
I don't know. 
I need this story's about, are 

632
00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:27,300
you guys friends or like when 
you want another, a little bit. 

633
00:32:27,300 --> 00:32:28,700
Not that much. 
Yeah. 

634
00:32:28,700 --> 00:32:37,000
I knew his work and I just 
thought His his demeanor and the

635
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,900
way he delivers and talks talks 
about things. 

636
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:46,900
I thought, can I get that? 
But have him actually be acting 

637
00:32:46,900 --> 00:32:50,100
and not talking about himself 
and his own. 

638
00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:52,900
Yeah. 
His own situations and thoughts 

639
00:32:52,900 --> 00:32:54,600
and things. 
Yeah, we're not to say that 

640
00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:58,700
that's not acting to yeah, but 
yeah can have something that's a

641
00:32:58,708 --> 00:33:01,400
little more scripted and he 
could do was find you. 

642
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:03,500
It was all fine. 
And he was totally got it. 

643
00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:06,300
Totally got it. 
Yeah, I mean, he comes out of 

644
00:33:06,300 --> 00:33:10,900
the Wooster group where there's 
all this playing with the idea 

645
00:33:10,900 --> 00:33:14,000
of what how performance might 
be. 

646
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,800
Yeah. 
Making it being very transparent

647
00:33:16,800 --> 00:33:19,700
and layering things and putting 
things together that don't 

648
00:33:19,700 --> 00:33:21,000
belong together. 
It's yeah. 

649
00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:23,800
So he could do that and then 
occasionally he would improvise 

650
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:25,400
stuff which was great. 
Yeah. 

651
00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:32,600
And some of that, who's some of 
what I was doing, was 

652
00:33:34,700 --> 00:33:38,000
intentionally mixing people from
different worlds. 

653
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:42,300
There was some non-actors. 
Yeah, there was some actors kind

654
00:33:42,300 --> 00:33:47,000
of from downtown theater, like, 
Spaulding, and some others and 

655
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:49,500
then it would kind of trained 
actor. 

656
00:33:49,500 --> 00:33:50,500
Actors. 
Yeah. 

657
00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:54,500
Like John Goodman and it's my 
mother's and I thought this is 

658
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,200
is this going to work. 
Yeah, that was super 

659
00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:59,000
interesting. 
But I thought some of them are. 

660
00:34:00,900 --> 00:34:04,900
Might not enjoy working with the
other one. 

661
00:34:04,900 --> 00:34:09,300
Yeah. 
And had it had it be that was 

662
00:34:09,300 --> 00:34:12,000
really inspiring, especially 
when it came out and I had like 

663
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:15,600
an electricity because of the 
heterogeneity of the Vibes of 

664
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:17,800
the people and their 
relationship to a camera. 

665
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:20,100
You can see, it's different 
feeling a different 

666
00:34:20,100 --> 00:34:22,500
presentation. 
Yeah, and they, and then kind of

667
00:34:22,500 --> 00:34:24,699
commerciality of John Goodman 
vs. 

668
00:34:24,699 --> 00:34:29,900
Spalding Gray like I thought 
that was super Punk. 

669
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:34,300
Just the first of transgressive.
I think I'm gonna in a great 

670
00:34:34,300 --> 00:34:35,300
way. 
Yeah. 

671
00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:43,000
I discovered through that and 
through other things I've done 

672
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:47,500
that you can you can take 
something. 

673
00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:51,000
That's kind of On The Fringe or 
outside or whatever and then you

674
00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:56,600
put it in a different context 
and a kind of semi mainstream 

675
00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:58,300
audience loves it. 
Yeah. 

676
00:34:59,900 --> 00:35:03,700
I just discovered that by well 
working with the choreographer. 

677
00:35:03,700 --> 00:35:06,600
Enemy Parsons on the show. 
Yeah. 

678
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:10,700
I'm doing now. 
A lot of the audience would 

679
00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:15,900
never go to see her own work? 
Yeah, but when they're seeing my

680
00:35:15,900 --> 00:35:20,100
show they are seeing her work. 
Yeah, and you realize oh, yeah, 

681
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:23,700
you just shift shift the 
context. 

682
00:35:23,700 --> 00:35:26,000
Yeah. 
Or put some music to it or do 

683
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,800
this or that. 
And yeah, suddenly these things.

684
00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:33,100
That would be completely 
regarded as kind of fringy. 

685
00:35:33,100 --> 00:35:36,400
Yeah, out or suddenly like oh, 
yeah. 

686
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:37,500
Yeah, that's fine. 
Yeah. 

687
00:35:37,700 --> 00:35:40,000
All right. 
Like its signature part of your 

688
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:43,000
all year of work. 
It's like bringing in stranger 

689
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:45,200
things, and putting them in a 
context. 

690
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:47,500
That's like whatever you want to
call it like, more public 

691
00:35:47,500 --> 00:35:50,300
sphere. 
I like more commercial is not 

692
00:35:50,300 --> 00:35:53,700
the right word. 
But like not not ghettoize an 

693
00:35:53,700 --> 00:35:55,000
art space. 
Uh-huh. 

694
00:35:55,100 --> 00:35:57,600
Yeah. 
Yeah, that's sort of what, maybe

695
00:35:57,600 --> 00:36:03,800
we things you were doing early 
on working with musicians and 

696
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:07,600
things like that. 
Where, yeah, it brings. 

697
00:36:08,600 --> 00:36:12,300
A very different sensibility 
into the kind of music world. 

698
00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:13,300
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

699
00:36:13,300 --> 00:36:17,000
Yeah. 
Yeah, that's interesting. 

700
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:19,600
I went to Cooper Union and study
another Hans Hawkeyes like a 

701
00:36:19,607 --> 00:36:22,400
conceptual harness and all of us
like broke Julian. 

702
00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:25,300
Schnabel plates are like the in 
did different like low-end work 

703
00:36:25,300 --> 00:36:28,900
in SoHo in the 80s and looked at
Mary Boone, whatever and a bunch

704
00:36:28,900 --> 00:36:34,000
of us got disgusted or got 
whatever got like not disgusted 

705
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:37,400
that like a lot of the 
contradictions in democracies 

706
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:40,200
are like really Especially to 
like 20 year old us. 

707
00:36:40,300 --> 00:36:42,800
Yes. 
Yeah, listen areas, you know, so

708
00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:46,400
our way of being revolutionary 
was like, go into the public 

709
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:47,500
sphere going. 
For me. 

710
00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:51,500
It's work in a company. 
Go into graphic design and be 

711
00:36:51,500 --> 00:36:53,400
like, you know, I thought it was
so radical. 

712
00:36:54,500 --> 00:36:56,500
It's really just so pretentious 
that you have to let go to 

713
00:36:56,500 --> 00:36:57,600
Cooper. 
You need to think that being a 

714
00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:02,600
graphic designer is radical, you
know, but I think there's the 

715
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,400
the space that you're talking 
about in combining those 

716
00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:08,100
different elements is very alive
to what we were trying to do. 

717
00:37:08,300 --> 00:37:14,200
then in a similar vein, I feel 
like speaking of ramen company. 

718
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:18,700
Yeah, I had my recall men, did 
that. 

719
00:37:18,700 --> 00:37:19,400
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

720
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:24,200
Right now that Rob in my show 
and I saw their book that she 

721
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:25,300
did too. 
Yes. 

722
00:37:25,300 --> 00:37:29,200
Yeah. 
Book and their son, Alex, who is

723
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:31,300
a really great designer. 
Yeah. 

724
00:37:31,300 --> 00:37:35,800
Well, he designed a book of 
drawings that I did. 

725
00:37:35,900 --> 00:37:40,400
Oh, yeah. 
It's yeah, it's yeah, that world

726
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,500
is ski a little a little world 
there. 

727
00:37:42,700 --> 00:37:45,600
Yeah, it is. 
How many things? 

728
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:46,900
How many projects do you work 
on? 

729
00:37:46,900 --> 00:37:49,100
At a time? 
And how many different mediums 

730
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,400
are they? 
Do you need to like bounce 

731
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:53,000
between lots of things or 
bounce? 

732
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,400
Yeah. 
Between things a bit? 

733
00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:57,600
Yeah. 
Well, I think this would be 

734
00:37:57,600 --> 00:38:01,500
familiar some things, you know, 
are going to take a long time. 

735
00:38:01,500 --> 00:38:03,800
I try to kind of for you to 
think through it. 

736
00:38:03,900 --> 00:38:05,000
Yeah. 
Try this. 

737
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:06,100
Let it sit. 
Yeah. 

738
00:38:06,100 --> 00:38:08,400
Come back to it and see if you 
like it and all this, you know 

739
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:09,600
that? 
So I know. 

740
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,800
Okay. 
I can I can maybe put on On some

741
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:14,300
music and draw for a little bit.
Yeah. 

742
00:38:14,308 --> 00:38:21,000
Yeah, I can't go and kind of try
and write music for eight hours 

743
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,900
a day. 
Yeah, take two hours. 

744
00:38:22,900 --> 00:38:25,900
Yeah, you're three hours. 
Yeah, really focused. 

745
00:38:25,900 --> 00:38:27,400
I can do that. 
And then, yeah. 

746
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:32,900
And I have to do something else.
Yeah, the challenge is not 

747
00:38:32,900 --> 00:38:35,000
letting that. 
Something else be just answering

748
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:35,900
emails. 
Yes. 

749
00:38:35,900 --> 00:38:38,300
Yes. 
Are freaking unzipping. 

750
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:42,600
Yeah, that's I can relate to 
that. 

751
00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:45,600
A lot, although I don't draw any
more. 

752
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:48,500
Really. 
I do graphic design very much 

753
00:38:48,500 --> 00:38:52,700
like on demand, you know, they 
do it very quickly and I love 

754
00:38:52,700 --> 00:38:54,800
it. 
But for some reason, I just I'm 

755
00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:58,500
out of em out of that space. 
Uh-huh. 

756
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:03,400
I got to have my kid or but 
hearing you talk right now, 

757
00:39:03,700 --> 00:39:06,000
maybe. 
I think I'm going to try it. 

758
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:08,400
Sounded like it was great. 
What am I doing? 

759
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:12,500
I have another question for you,
like, so love to ask you. 

760
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:15,100
You what are the difference 
between being a musician and 

761
00:39:15,100 --> 00:39:17,700
being a director or free or 
obvious? 

762
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:22,500
I'm guessing you enjoyed being a
musician more or like or how do 

763
00:39:22,508 --> 00:39:24,300
they bleed into each other, 
Maybe? 

764
00:39:26,500 --> 00:39:28,900
My limited experience being a 
director. 

765
00:39:29,100 --> 00:39:33,000
I loved. 
It felt like you're really kind 

766
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:35,200
of creating a whole world. 
Yeah. 

767
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:41,100
It's Really seductive in that 
way. 

768
00:39:41,100 --> 00:39:44,600
Yeah. 
It's very collaborative. 

769
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,000
I like that. 
Yeah, I got mean. 

770
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:50,900
Eyes is a musician, you kind of 
do that anyway, and then now 

771
00:39:50,900 --> 00:39:53,900
it's like, oh now I'm 
collaborating with it with the 

772
00:39:53,900 --> 00:39:57,200
DP with yeah. 
Sound mixer with all these other

773
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:58,200
people. 
Yeah. 

774
00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:00,200
Who are really good at what they
did? 

775
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:04,000
Yeah, it took me a while to kind
of learn that graph, sine so 

776
00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,900
solo, and then going for. 
So, from the get-go. 

777
00:40:06,900 --> 00:40:08,800
Were you like that? 
Do you think? 

778
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:12,700
I got in, in terms of directing 
life. 

779
00:40:14,200 --> 00:40:20,000
Eventually, I mean I think there
was a period both of my 

780
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,600
directing and of my kind of this
this stay. 

781
00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:25,500
It might be the stage 
presentations. 

782
00:40:25,500 --> 00:40:29,300
Like the one that was filled. 
That Jonathan Demi from Brad. 

783
00:40:29,300 --> 00:40:30,500
Stop making sense. 
Yeah. 

784
00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:34,400
I was a little bit more dick 
every little dictator. 

785
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:35,100
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

786
00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:37,600
Yeah. 
I said it has to be this way. 

787
00:40:37,700 --> 00:40:40,600
Yeah, it's my way or the highway
should be like this. 

788
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,100
Uh-huh. 
It all. 

789
00:40:42,100 --> 00:40:44,900
Worked out fine, but it was not 
It could have been a much more 

790
00:40:44,900 --> 00:40:46,800
pleasant experience. 
Right? 

791
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:55,500
And I had and I eventually 
learned that I can learn from 

792
00:40:56,200 --> 00:40:58,000
these other people that I'm 
working with. 

793
00:40:58,400 --> 00:41:02,600
And also that if you as you 
explained working with walking 

794
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:07,200
that if you talk about what 
you're trying to do and they 

795
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:09,600
understand it. 
Yeah, they're going to help you 

796
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:11,400
do what you want to do the best.
Yeah. 

797
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,400
You don't have to just order it.
Yeah. 

798
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,100
Yeah. 
Yeah, are you going to get some 

799
00:41:15,100 --> 00:41:17,000
more, a higher or see it? 
Part of weirdly? 

800
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:18,800
Is he a part of yourself? 
He didn't see? 

801
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:24,100
Yes. 
Yeah, so we is true stories. 

802
00:41:24,100 --> 00:41:26,100
Are you the dictatorial making 
that? 

803
00:41:26,100 --> 00:41:30,100
Are you more? 
That was a, that might be me 

804
00:41:30,100 --> 00:41:32,300
starting to come out of it 
because it had to be 

805
00:41:32,300 --> 00:41:35,000
collaborative. 
Yeah, it's a film. 

806
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:39,400
So you've got the, the DP Ed 
lachman. 

807
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:44,200
And yeah, I deciders and all 
these people that they're Bring 

808
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:46,800
their own thing to it. 
And yeah, yeah, there's only so 

809
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:47,700
much. 
Yeah. 

810
00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:51,300
I just thought I'd lock it in 
and Telluride, uh-huh. 

811
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:54,300
Such a lovely Soul. 
Yeah, guys, and sees movies and 

812
00:41:54,300 --> 00:41:56,900
like, comes out to me and like, 
we have, like, a deepest talk. 

813
00:41:56,900 --> 00:41:59,700
I'm so honored that he like, 
takes the time to watch it and 

814
00:41:59,700 --> 00:42:02,700
then so committed to the whole 
thing. 

815
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:07,300
Yeah. 
Just can't get, it is just 

816
00:42:07,300 --> 00:42:09,100
beautiful person. 
Mmm. 

817
00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:12,400
Yeah. 
Did you feel overwhelmed and 

818
00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:14,600
screwed as a director? 
At times over. 

819
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:17,000
I mean that's so hard. 
That film was big too. 

820
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:21,500
I think that film is big and 
you're in it that part I didn't 

821
00:42:21,500 --> 00:42:28,500
really want to be in it. 
Yeah, I really was pushing for 

822
00:42:28,900 --> 00:42:31,600
other people. 
There was a really like, who 

823
00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:33,700
would be you that'd be 
impossible. 

824
00:42:37,500 --> 00:42:42,300
I wanted to for a while. 
I wanted this the late 

825
00:42:42,300 --> 00:42:44,200
weatherman. 
Willard Scott. 

826
00:42:44,300 --> 00:42:46,700
Oh my God to be. 
That's a scenario writer. 

827
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:47,500
Oh my gosh. 
Isn't. 

828
00:42:47,500 --> 00:42:50,700
Yeah, I could see it and then 
have wanted another idea. 

829
00:42:51,900 --> 00:42:55,600
There's this radio guy. 
I forget what his name is and 

830
00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:58,000
he's he's famous for this voice 
where it goes. 

831
00:42:58,300 --> 00:43:05,600
And now for the rest of the 
story, I forget what his name 

832
00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:07,900
was. 
Yeah, like all over the radio. 

833
00:43:07,900 --> 00:43:11,200
Yeah at that point. 
I thought that's the voice. 

834
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:13,700
Yeah. 
That everybody knows that voice.

835
00:43:13,700 --> 00:43:16,900
As in that peculiar weird phrase
that he does. 

836
00:43:16,900 --> 00:43:18,500
He see your kind of channeling 
that. 

837
00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:19,600
Yeah. 
A little bit. 

838
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:20,800
Yeah. 
Okay. 

839
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:25,000
I can I can do kind of phrasing 
putting pauses in odd places 

840
00:43:25,100 --> 00:43:28,400
Paris, have that performances. 
It's not exactly you obviously. 

841
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:29,800
Yeah. 
I mean, it has a you quality 

842
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:33,000
that I when I say you the person
I know from records and stuff 

843
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:35,300
but it is always like, oh what? 
It's a character. 

844
00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:45,500
Yeah, a little B. 
Yeah, I was I was lucky had a 

845
00:43:47,700 --> 00:43:49,500
Line producer women and Karen 
Murphy. 

846
00:43:49,500 --> 00:43:53,400
Who was very protective. 
Yeah, can a protected me from a 

847
00:43:53,408 --> 00:43:56,300
lot of the Ya-Ya stuff that was 
going on. 

848
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:59,700
Yeah. 
It was a big storm came by one 

849
00:43:59,700 --> 00:44:01,600
time of destroyed, one of the 
sets. 

850
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:07,000
And yeah, so there was all this 
chaos and are we actually going 

851
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:08,100
to get this? 
Hmm. 

852
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:09,900
I just kind of that's it. 
Hmm. 

853
00:44:11,100 --> 00:44:14,700
I was somewhat sheltered from 
little bit of that. 

854
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:16,300
Mmm. 
Yeah. 

855
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:21,100
Anyways, it's so I super 
impressed at all the different 

856
00:44:21,100 --> 00:44:24,000
really heterogeneous elements 
that come together like on a 

857
00:44:24,008 --> 00:44:28,200
real signature way and that was 
your first and only. 

858
00:44:28,200 --> 00:44:28,900
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

859
00:44:28,900 --> 00:44:30,700
We're that. 
I just done music videos. 

860
00:44:30,700 --> 00:44:37,200
Yeah and sort of Learned. 
Not that I was going to edit 

861
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:40,900
this but I learned a little bit 
of editing. 

862
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:45,600
I think we're on editing on like
three quarter inch. 

863
00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:50,300
Yeah, video tapes tape the tape 
or a tape to tape and yeah it 

864
00:44:50,300 --> 00:44:54,200
learn to edit a little bit that 
way and as seagrass didn't like 

865
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:56,300
the all that was I don't 
remember all this stuff then 

866
00:44:56,300 --> 00:44:58,000
they'd go you have. 
Like if you're lucky. 

867
00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:01,600
Yes, you know, if you were lucky
you could go into online room 

868
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:02,700
and online room. 
Yeah. 

869
00:45:02,700 --> 00:45:05,800
She's one inch video. 
Yeah. 

870
00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:08,500
That was yeah. 
Oh, yeah. 

871
00:45:08,900 --> 00:45:11,500
When I worked at a company, I 
would guy got exposed to that 

872
00:45:11,500 --> 00:45:14,300
little I don't think it was one 
of your guys is projects 

873
00:45:14,300 --> 00:45:18,100
together, but it was T bodies to
do and those Grass Valley. 

874
00:45:18,100 --> 00:45:19,900
That's what this machine was 
called, Grass Valley. 

875
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:21,800
Uh-huh. 
And I had these levers, like, 

876
00:45:21,800 --> 00:45:25,400
when you imagine an airplane 
taking off and you do dissolves 

877
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:27,200
and stuff like that is very 
manual. 

878
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:30,000
Yeah. 
We just made ourselves ancient 

879
00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,200
too many people. 
Mmm kind of cast one last 

880
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:34,800
question it just if you want. 
Sure. 

881
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:37,700
And just as a human, I'm 
curious. 

882
00:45:37,700 --> 00:45:40,800
What do you know what you're 
doing next or like how far down 

883
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:44,900
the road do you? 
Think, do you have a new 

884
00:45:44,900 --> 00:45:48,600
project? 
You're hoping for I have. 

885
00:45:52,400 --> 00:45:58,000
Project next summer kind of an 
immersive Science Theater. 

886
00:45:58,100 --> 00:46:02,800
Wow thing, which bunch of rooms 
and an audience or small 

887
00:46:02,800 --> 00:46:06,000
audiences LED from room to room 
and as they go into one another 

888
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:07,200
audience has led in the first 
one. 

889
00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:09,700
So that's supposed to be the way
we get the numbers. 

890
00:46:09,900 --> 00:46:12,900
Yeah. 
High enough to justify it and 

891
00:46:12,900 --> 00:46:18,800
they have kind of a kind of 
perception, altering experiences

892
00:46:19,200 --> 00:46:24,500
and then challenges to The guide
be a character who totally gets 

893
00:46:25,300 --> 00:46:27,700
gets you involved in a kind of 
an emotional story. 

894
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:31,000
Yeah, that takes you through it.
Instead of it just being like a 

895
00:46:31,008 --> 00:46:34,500
fun house. 
Yeah, so that's, that's a 

896
00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:37,400
challenge. 
We think we've gotten pretty 

897
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:39,800
close to being that because you 
never know until you start 

898
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:41,400
trying it with an audience. 
Yeah. 

899
00:46:41,700 --> 00:46:44,200
To see what their reactions are 
in if they get engaged in that 

900
00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:48,100
so that it made and that's in 
Denver that will be in Denver. 

901
00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:52,000
Yeah, they found an old kind of 
army Warehouse that, huh? 

902
00:46:53,200 --> 00:46:56,500
I mean yet the yet another like 
from the ground up project. 

903
00:46:56,500 --> 00:46:58,600
That's like yeah, I don't think 
you've ever done anything like 

904
00:46:58,600 --> 00:46:59,200
that. 
That sounds. 

905
00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:03,700
So why don't you and yeah, but 
as with those kind of projects, 

906
00:47:04,100 --> 00:47:09,100
I did a workshop of yeah years 
ago and it's I don't know. 

907
00:47:09,100 --> 00:47:10,400
Eight years or so. 
Okay. 

908
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:13,100
So tomorrow's your grows and you
can't go. 

909
00:47:13,100 --> 00:47:16,100
No, that doesn't work. 
Yeah, that's part Works alcohol.

910
00:47:17,900 --> 00:47:19,500
Well, maybe we should. 
Okay. 

911
00:47:19,500 --> 00:47:22,900
I can do this all day long. 
Not for me. 

912
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:25,900
Thank you so much for. 
Thank you. 

913
00:47:25,900 --> 00:47:27,600
Thank you for inviting me. 
Gracie. 

914
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,000
You quit. 
We didn't have a chance to talk 

915
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:32,600
after the movie or anything like
that. 

916
00:47:32,600 --> 00:47:35,400
Yeah, screening. 
So this was really, this good 

917
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was kind of better, right? 
Yeah. 

918
00:47:36,700 --> 00:47:38,500
Yeah, very sweet. 
Yeah, right. 

919
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Thanks for listening. 
The a24 podcast is produced by 

920
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us a 24 special. 
Thanks to our editor Tom Wyatt 

921
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and robot repair who composed 
star theme.

