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Hi, I'm David Lowery and. 
I'm Anne Hathaway. 

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And this is the A 24 podcast and
I've been doing a lot of 

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podcasts lately and and 
wondering what it's like to be 

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in the moderator's seat. 
And I realize now that I don't 

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like it. 
Is it? 

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Does it feel different than 
being a director? 

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I feel I can get away with just 
you. 

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You've experienced this onset 
when I just unleash a slew of 

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words that don't necessarily 
make sense but hopefully convey 

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the emotion of what I'm trying 
to ask for. 

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And I feel like I can't get away
with that behind the microphone 

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right now. 
Well, one of the things that 

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I've experienced when I'm, I'm, 
I find that I'm in like my 

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favorite kind of deep, deep 
collaboration with the director 

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is we, we kind of get to a place
where you don't have to say 

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anything. 
You just, I can feel when I'm 

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acting how they feel about a 
take. 

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And then they'll come out from 
behind the monitor and just kind

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of give me a look and I like 
raise my hand or, or they'll 

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come over and, you know, put 
their head against my head and I

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feel like I'm downloaded. 
And anyway, all this is to say 

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that doesn't work in a podcast. 
It doesn't work. 

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In a podcast. 
You and I just touch heads for 

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a. 
Half an hour. 

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And everyone's like, well. 
Yeah, it sounds like an 

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experience. 
I but I felt that I felt that 

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that was kind of our our thing 
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I felt like you and Michaela 
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words you both being writers and
I felt that you know, given and 

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we've talked about this given 
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emotionally inarticulate person.
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Hanford my ability to 
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I felt like it kind of mother 
Mary is an expression of the 

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part of you that sometimes finds
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your words. 
So between the two of us, we had

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no choice but to trust the 
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I require those wavelengths to 
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I wish I could speak the way Sam
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And in writing that part, and 
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played it, I was living a 
fantasy life in which I could 

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say exactly the right thing and 
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But you can write the things. 
I can write it and if I was able

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to type this podcast out, it 
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I would have a lot of fun typing
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It would be a different format. 
Wouldn't that be neat to just 

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sit here and just type and with 
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again, we'd be channelling an 
interesting wavelength That 

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would be, you know, what is 
interesting is I have been going

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back through old drafts of the 
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I was looking for the very first
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I found when I started writing 
during COVID and for some reason

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in this version, it was because 
I was going to the Faroe Islands

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for a different project. 
But I was like, what if Sam's 

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house is in the Faroe Islands? 
I was very inspired by that 

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landscape, but I don't know if 
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wearing masks or it must have 
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But I decided that in this 
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Sam's house had a vow of silence
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And she had custom index cards 
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And no, the only communication 
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And so it was all the same 
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differently because it was all, 
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write it. 
The film also would have been 19

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version. 
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I. 
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in my head and I think I would 
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It's 100% was a museum piece. 
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to say that just reminded me of 
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about you. 
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different conversation I was 
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one of the reasons why you're so
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you are so inspired by your 
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certain type of joy in 
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Whereas, you know, in other 
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people aren't really allowed to 
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You were just down to play, you 
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talking about like they had an 
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they didn't want to walk. 
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was a, there's an apple box with
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And you just leaned into it. 
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how we were, you know, trying. 
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for the red fabric and it just 
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computer and we worked out that 
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to an under a, a hidden 
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thread it it through and it 
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Worked perfectly. 
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There were so many. 
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with it. 
I just remember you had just 

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such a like, I'll give it a go, 
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And let's see where this leads 
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And you weren't, you know, bowed
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shooting schedule. 
You were just so driven by this 

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beautiful honoring of the 
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I find you can't do this on 
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movie where I was always 
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in is the most important moment 
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its fullest. 
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idea bolt of inspiration out of 
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When you think about it from a 
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you always pay for something, 
you know, like it's like, OK, if

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we do this now, we're going to 
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What we, you know, if we're, if 
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the scene, whatever we were 
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going to have to change. 
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out tomorrow. 
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Right now we are exploring 
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ephemeral thing that we're 
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And sometimes that is, you know,
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ago in silent films? 
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trying to find the emotional 
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were after. 
Really trying to give those 

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emotions the space they needed 
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particular to manifest the way 
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to me. 
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I'm trying to imagine the 
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I remember I seem to remember A1
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mother Mary and mother Mary like
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It was Sam's house had burned 
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was being rebuilt. 
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outside. 
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climbed in through the through 
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So I was wondering about that 
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spoken about how you're, you're 
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creative spirit. 
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of this from 2019 onward. 
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asking too much of the audience?
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North Star or, or your vision 
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Or do you, is it just you? 
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This isn't quite what I want to 
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It's me, almost always it's me. 
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How can I find, and I mean it 
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'cause I'm thinking about how I 
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movie if I were sitting in the 
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writing it, if I were an 
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things that I'm conceiving of 
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How would I take them in? 
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And as roundabout as I may be in
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to make sure that I'm clear and 
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willing to see the answer right 
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available to them. 
We are never trying to hide the 

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ball with this film or with any 
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isn't quite the word, but it's 
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That hasn't been my experience 
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but I love what you said about 
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and I think to express something
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Yeah, you know, and that's 
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scared me the most Once I kind 
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was going to play this character
was I knew I was making a choice

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that not everybody would 
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And that was to play Mother Mary
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any fight left in her. 
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believe I'm I know this is 
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a wrong film choice to make. 
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I've got to I've got to have 
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spit, more vinegar, more all 
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But it felt like such a betrayal
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It was so scary to trust that 
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to wait over an hour into the 
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what was really going on with 
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her what they needed to grace 
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Mother Mary kind of just get 
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45 minutes of the movie. 
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Cole, who made it so 
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It's entertaining. 
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actually is a pleasure watching 
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that. 
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in the idea that all of the 
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are there from frame 1. 
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doesn't know the actual events 
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when we meet her, there is a 
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a great deal of empathy for her 
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seen where she came from and we 
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to Sam's house. 
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those two moments, we are 
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naturally approached that with 
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Like, how could this have 
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And I think that you were so you
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I remember watching you walk up 
the stairs in the barn the first

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time and realize like I realized
how that was going to play once 

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we understood why what happened,
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itself was heartbreaking. 
Just seeing this person that we 

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again, I'm projecting on set 
right now, but like when I'm 

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there watching that happen, 
knowing that we'll have 20 

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minutes earlier seen you on 
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I naturally gravitate towards, 
yes, questions, but also a 

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tremendous amount of just sorrow
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this place. 
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Curiosity about what that 
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empathy. 
I, I think that what I'm 

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connected to is, is just the, 
the fear of not making the easy 

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choice that would have sort of 
let some of the tension for the 

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audience and said like this is 
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Like, yes, you're watching, 
you're watching 2 people that 

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these two women engage in 
gamesmanship, but that would 

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have felt like a betrayal of the
screenplay to me because you 

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didn't write a game. 
Mother Mary's not playing a 

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game. 
She's fighting for her life and 

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she's past the point of, of 
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offense. 
She's just kind of like she's 

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just so storm tossed, you know, 
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I'm getting at is I had such 
faith in your artistry and like 

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your vision and that you were 
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home that I was able to take 
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That felt very scary for me to 
to not like I said, to not make 

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the choice that I know would 
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right. 
I imagine a lot of audience 

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members at ease. 
We weren't making like a series 

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of like little moments. 
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Film, yeah, I remember writing 
the writing the screenplay and 

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realizing like I could in the 
film at a certain point and that

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would yield a movie that would 
be very enjoyable in which we 

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could engage in that ratatatat 
banter, that the potential is 

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there for that. 
But I wanted to push further and

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I wanted the movie to dig 
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And and as a result, the 
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always there, but that's not 
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And the great joy of this movie 
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that we were heading towards 
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we could enjoy it when it did. 
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movie where I just am in just 
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Michaela go back and forth when 
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But that's not this movie. 
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that, but it's going so much 
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writing it and just thinking 
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the ending of the movie right 
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but Michaela sort of turned, I 
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that Michaela gives and, and 
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ending. 
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I have a question because I've 
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felt transformed by this 
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performer, as a collaborator and
an artist. 

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I'm sure you find yourself 
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that you make, and so I'm 
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Mother Mary transformed you? 
I think I might be able to give 

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a better answer to that after 
I've made one more movie and 

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seen in the ways in which it's 
manifested. 

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But it's made me much more 
considerate, really. 

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Yeah, I think that. 
I mean, I've always been. 

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I've liked to think of myself as
an empathetic director. 

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Yes, you're a Texas gentleman. 
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point. 
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this. 
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camera. 
I like to be close to my cast. 

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I like to be collaborating with 
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the camera to also be very 
close. 

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So we're usually all together 
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behind the camera and I love 
picking out lenses. 

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I love designing shots. 
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And with this movie, I wanted to
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learn from that. 
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like from your perspective, but 
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was a literal circle on the 
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we were still cocooned within, I
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participating in that exchange 
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and understanding your process, 
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that I've never have on any 
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say this, this many films in, 
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means to act. 
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carry that forward on every 
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with our collaboration on the 
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transformed from the experience 
we had together on this film. 

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I have always been someone who 
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dialogue. 
It was written to be, you know, 

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there's a lot of dialogue in it 
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amount and I so I knew I was 
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more than I have in previous 
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embed within yourself all of the
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need while you're shooting the 
movie. 

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Yes. 
Completely. 

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Totally. 
You, you just, you just ingrain 

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them all on yourself and you 
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you get to set you will know 
what to do. 

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Totally. 
One of the things that I I, I 

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try to explain to directors who 
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interrogate everything in prep. 
Like everything, even lines that

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I absolutely love. 
I just ask every single 

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question. 
I hold everything up to the 

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light. 
I poke holes in everything and I

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think it, I know for a fact it's
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And I've had to say to them, I 
do this because I'm not going to

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ask a single question when we're
on set. 

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Like when we're on set, I want 
to be your first Lieutenant. 

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I want to execute your vision. 
I just want to hit the ground 

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running and know exactly what 
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have time for my questions then.
So yeah. 

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So I agree with you about like 
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production. 
It was. 

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I remember that as well. 
I remember like we went, even 

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though we knew we weren't 
changing anything, we went 

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through and talked about every 
single line we had. 

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Those incredible. 
Lines more than once. 

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Yes, exactly. 
We had some we we we did that 

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classic thing that you read 
about that I've never had the 

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luxury of doing before, which is
you tape out the set in an empty

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in an empty room and you have 
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weren't in the actual space, but
we're going to have a strange 

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photocopy of it. 
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investigate right that we. 
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Stage, yeah, which is where we 
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scenes from the movie that took 
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a couple tables, a couple of 
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beginning to see the movie come 
to life in terms of how we might

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block it. 
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lot of time just sitting around 
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which was a huge, a huge part of
the rehearsal process. 

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I don't know about Michaela. 
I had a song that became my my 

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touchstone song, and this one 
did you. 

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I had like my Touchstone record,
which was it came out while we 

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were in prep and I just listened
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gag order, which was great. 
It was a she produced it with 

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Rick Rubin and I was reading 
Rick Rubin's book on creativity 

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at the same time, and that 
record really captured the 

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spirit of that, of that summer 
of that experience for me. 

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Beautiful. 
My my go to song was the 

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apocalypse song by Saint 
Vincent. 

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Oh yes, I I just that song will 
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the barn for me. 
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just became this, I learned it 
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see it dimensionally, like I 
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And there would, and there's 
certain, you know, chord changes

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in it that every time I think 
about it, like it lift, it would

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lift me up and drop me off 
someplace else. 

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And it wound up becoming like my
dance partner, the unseen dance 

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partner in, in so many of the 
scenes. 

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Speaking of dance partners, do 
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Descriptor or the I've been, I 
mentioned that I was going back 

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through old drafts of the 
script, but those were all the 

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old, old ones. 
And I was, we've been talking so

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much about about the 
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the choreography in the barn. 
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it was described in the 
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late April of 2023. 
Yes. 

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And so I've got it right here, 
and I will just narrate it, Sam 

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says. 
Because I don't want to break my

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streak. 
Mother Mary says. 

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Of what Sam says of not 
listening to your music. 

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Mother Mary pauses, thinking 
about how much she's going to 

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let that sting, how much she's 
going to take the bait. 

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And then, without a word, she 
closes her eyes, collects 

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herself. 
She finds her starting position,

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and she begins to dance. 
Her bare feet clap, then pound 

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against the wooden floor. 
As she goes through her paces, 

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she kicks up dust from the 
floor. 

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It shimmers in the air, giving 
volumes of the light around her.

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Without any music, the dance 
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The effort to move, the way 
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the floor to achieve that state 
of grace she's reaching for. 

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But she does achieve it. 
Those thundering footsteps, the 

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heavy breaths, they transform 
her. 

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Sam watches, at first bemused, 
then something else, transfixed.

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Mother Mary leaps up, but then 
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Her knee goes in a weird 
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to snap. 
She cries out in pain. 

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Sam rises and said, well, that's
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hand. 
I'm not done yet. 

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She catches her breath, pops her
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rises and continues marking the 
choreography, slicing through 

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the air like a knife one moment 
in a hammer the next, her skill 

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and precision pulling the music 
out of the silence. 

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She leaves the stage behind, 
advancing through the space, 

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circling Sam as the as the 
performance builds to a peak. 

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And then she's finished. 
That's it. 

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How do you feel that compares to
what Danny and I came up with? 

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I think that covers the first 
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up with, and I love that. 
I love that we took what was on 

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the page and use that as a 
jumping off point. 

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And it's so it's so fun to go 
back and look at that and 

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realize, yeah, yes, that is a 
description of the scene in so 

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many words of what happens. 
But the spirit that comes 

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through that is hinted at in 
that text. 

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You and Danny really took that 
and and ran with it. 

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And I don't know, I mean, read, 
we read the script and knew that

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that was going to be a 
centerpiece. 

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But if anyone else, I don't know
if it would read that way. 

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And yet, when you watch the 
movie, that is the heart of the 

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film. 
I think this film has has many 

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hearts. 
I feel like that to to play a 

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character that struggles with 
words. 

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That dance became so important 
to hinting at what was going on 

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inside of her. 
And one of the lines that you 

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wrote, which is now in the the 
scream now in the final film, as

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I can't eat, I can't heal. 
And I just remember thinking, 

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somebody who's been kind of 
tortured by this feeling for 

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years and is so decimated, who 
really can't in a way, trust her

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own mouth. 
Like there's this. 

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She, she can't trust the words 
that come out of it. 

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She's afraid to speak. 
She's afraid of lying. 

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She's afraid of what the truth 
might be. 

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She, she's just, it's so bottled
up. 

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The only release she has is, is 
is this dance? 

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And dance was her first love, 
but now even but the spirit 

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that's come to claim her is also
claiming that, and that it's 

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this thing inside of her that 
takes over. 

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And that became so much of the 
thrust of what Danny and I were 

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working on was how Mother Mary 
can't. 

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And that's one part of the 
reason, I think, why everybody's

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afraid of her singing her song 
and exposing her truth, because 

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it goes to this primal, ugly, 
brutal place that nobody 

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associates her with. 
That she knows she can't do 

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that. 
It's not allowed that it would 

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frighten people. 
It's dangerous. 

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Yeah, and it's not her. 
And people would reject it and 

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be, and she would alarm people. 
And since that, she's kind of 

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crafted her identity as a safe 
space for so many people. 

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That would be a violation. 
And she can't bear that thought.

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So in a way, Sam's the first 
person who sees the dance and 

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isn't frightened by it. 
And it was, it was amazing 

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getting to create it with Danny 
all of those weeks and months in

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the in the dance studio to learn
all of those movements to kind 

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of first build an iconography 
and then tear it apart. 

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Yeah. 
And it was truly, I always 

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thought of it as like watching 
the two of you build a 

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vocabulary. 
And when you think about in 

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those terms, this is a movie, 
especially in that first half 

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where Sam gets a lot of 
monologues. 

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But that's Mother Mary's 
monologue. 

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Yeah, yeah. 
And then and then Mother Mary 

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finally does get a monologue at 
the end and you realize that she

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is an absolutely bereft soul. 
And that's what you're watching.

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And she's, like I said, she's 
she's not there to play games. 

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She's not there to have fun. 
There's no subterfuge. 

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No, she's she, She, she. 
The only thing she has is her is

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her weeping, bleeding heart. 
I love weeping, bleeding hearts.

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They make me feel they're your. 
Happy place they. 

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Make. 
You feel seen. 

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One last thing I have to say, 
because we are wrapping up, I 

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just have to give a shout out to
the Nick Cave book, Faith, Hope 

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and Carnage, which became kind 
of a touchstone text for all of 

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us on this, on this film and 
informed, I know it informed 

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you. 
Is there anything you want to 

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say about that book? 
That book has brought, I'm not a

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particularly religious person, 
but has brought spirituality 

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back into my life. 
And and I don't want to define 

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that. 
I don't, I don't want to put a 

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name to it, but it did introduce
me or reintroduce me to a 

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concept that there is more to 
our universe than what we 

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behold. 
And it's something that I've 

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read and reread, but it 
certainly played a huge part in 

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in the digging deeper that this 
movie required of all of us. 

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When I was writing the script 
and reading that book, there was

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an inquiry at the core of that 
conversation that Nick Cave is 

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having. 
And I wanted this movie to be 

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possessive of that same spirit 
of inquiry. 

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And it's one that I will, that 
I'm carrying with me as we, as 

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we walk out of the studio. 
It's something that I I, I will 

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never shake. 
So I guess I guess ending by 

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thanking Nick Cave is a pretty 
good way to. 

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It's a great way to go. 
Great way to leave the studio.

