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Hey and welcome back to the a24 
podcast. 

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You might know actress honor 
Swinton burn from her incredible

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performance. 
In Joanna, Hogs the souvenir 

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Parts 1 and 2. 
For today's episode on are 

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called in from the remote 
Scottish Highlands for a 

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long-distance conversation with 
a fan who was very excited to 

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meet her. 
Paul. 

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Mezcal also happens to be one of
the most exciting, young actors 

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around, and he's starring in her
upcoming film. 

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God's creatures. 
We hope you enjoyed the episode.

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Listen to the very end for a 
surprise guest appearance. 

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I know what a sentence were 
shouting on the 824 podcast. 

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We've made it. 
What did you ask sir? 

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Okay. 
I will you allow me to like geek

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out for a little second because 
I only found this out the other 

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day with the souvenir. 
That there was no, I don't like,

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I'm sure this is like not used 
to a lot of people but it was 

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news to me in that you didn't 
work from a kind of traditional 

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script and what that looked 
like. 

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Because of both gives me kind of
like, total fear and chills as a

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concept because I'm scared of 
it. 

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Also, I think it's like True 
Form acting that I'm yeah, I 

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just love you to talk a little 
bit about that and what that was

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like and were you scared? 
Or was it a? 

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Is it a form in which we really 
like to work? 

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So your question it was Jus. 
It was such a, it was very 

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frightening and very freeing the
same time. 

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It was very kind of like it was 
overwhelming. 

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Also felt very natural. 
I would really like to work. 

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Probably only like that in the 
future. 

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It feels like such a kind of 
organic. 

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The flow really interesting 
things happen. 

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I think when you're improvising 
as another person, that's 

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interesting because you're 
accepting all the stimuli or 

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getting visually in or you know,
through sound and everything. 

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People speaking to people, you 
know, seeing people coming at 

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you with knives as there was in 
one scene that I didn't know 

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what's going to happen. 
That was cut this drugs. 

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Either came at me with a knife 
and I'll say and then I had to 

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yeah, real. 
Is Judy but Arizona would kick 

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the guy. 
The knots Judy would like be a 

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bit of a victim. 
Yeah, so it's kind of And how do

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you like, navigate, like, like 
how do you navigate the surprise

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at? 
Like, I mean, like when you're 

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in character in a scene, like, 
do you find that the process has

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evolved to the point where 
Joanna and through conversations

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with yourself and Joanna that 
arrived on set with in that kind

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of space within Julie's world, 
but when something actually 

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surprises you to the lines blur 
at all, like you find that there

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is like an amalgamation of honor
and Julia moments or are you in 

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a position? 
I bet you know that characters. 

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Well, that is just like two 
separate people. 

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You know what I'm trying to say,
like, where do the lines blur in

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that? 
Ya know, and you're saying it so

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well, because I tried to explain
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explained as well as you just 
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The kind of the lines blur. 
Absolutely, the lines blur they 

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really do, you know, I didn't 
think they would and I think 

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over time they did more because 
she was like my auntie go by the

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end of it. 
And then, as your maybe see in 

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part two, we truly an honor, get
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Tea and sort of tell that it's 
really interesting. 

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So we start off the first 
souvenir as someone who's very 

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different to me, but somebody 
who I once was very interesting,

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me enough and then at the end of
the second one, its kind of 

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Honor. 
So it's kind of more things 

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iteration happens. 
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when speaking with Joanna about 
Superman tries, it's amazing. 

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Yeah. 
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sort of, I mean, I don't want to
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understood from her that she I 
have a sort of very precise, 

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clear, sort of climax of the 
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She wanted to see where I took 
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Okay? 
With her guidance and it just 

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really excited to cool kind of 
unpredictable. 

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Yeah turn to it. 
But yeah, absolutely the 

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characters really meshed. 
So they really kind of merged in

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good ways and bad. 
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would react in the scenes very 
He you know quite kind of ballsy

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and aggressive and certain of 
myself and Joanna's a cat. 

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Coco got no one. 
I'd like just remember that 

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you're not you haven't quite got
the holes yet. 

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You haven't quite you're not 
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You're still good and you're in 
this really weird way, 

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emotionally abusive 
relationship. 

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So just don't appear. 
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sometimes. 
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the scenes with yourself like I 
love like the scenes with 

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yourself and Tom and Like your 
mother like incredible, but that

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kind of that. 
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shooting for, like the just the 
format of like not having a 

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screen like essentially, it to 
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film's about manipulation and 
gas lighting which is kind of 

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weirdly ingrained in the 
shooting process in a safer in a

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safer way, you know, like it's 
like you're being drip fed this 

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information as the character is 
are not to like explain what it 

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was for you but from an 
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like having never learnt about 
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You shot it. 
It makes total sense. 

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It's like you are in a similar 
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the character and and that's 
where it like really helps to 

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blur the lines. 
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of view, right. 
That's exactly as by one and 

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it's such a good way. 
It's such a good way to work. 

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When you're particularly doing 
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improvised. 
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literally, I'm not told and not 
given any lines and I think, 

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yeah, I Joanna just sort of was 
the puppet master in just such a

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genius. 
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Liam. 
So like safe, gentle as you say,

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like so secure and I trusted her
to it to the ends of the Earth. 

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Yeah, but it really was this 
very consensual, very 

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interesting that very different 
in this plot line, but very 

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consensual. 
So naivety that I just 

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surrendered to. 
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And interestingly enough and Tom
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wasn't a script but there was a 
there was a manuscript, a thing 

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during the closet. 
Right, which was just like pages

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of pros and descriptions of 
scenes and no lumps or anything,

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but he had read that. 
I've never seen it still to this

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day. 
I have no idea what to Hannah, 

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like envisioned before we shot. 
It is quite nice to not see it 

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because then I can't compare it.
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It could have been or anything. 
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it's just organic. 
I keep coming back to this world

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like it's just very. 
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Whole natural way. 
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the first time in the scene when
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like incredible. 
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So the scene in there, the bit 
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him is, I've never died. 
I didn't know what actor the 

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actor did. 
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like that just doesn't happen 
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that's such an experience. 
It's so cool. 

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That's such an easy. 
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So, what? 
I love about that is that that's

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just for you? 
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that this is the first time that
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Like that's so it's like I loved
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Make it like when they make it 
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like I think it's all like to a 
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but when when they make it that 
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when it's like they put things 
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like scenarios and place where 
it like gets the little like 

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child in your mind. 
Excited about the fact that this

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is this Version of like your 
imagination is actually closer 

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to the truth than like the 
imagine what I'm trying to say 

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like, that one, exactly. 
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When it's like, being held up as
like, like a fat like, when, 

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when you're acting in a scene 
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of your imagination because it's
your in and, or like you're in a

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period of History meeting 
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you're actually meeting for the 
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That's a that's like not a fully
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got excited about being in her 
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I'd be like this is like Mike 
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I hope you do not want to see. 
I can't wait. 

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I feel like you're one day. 
Have an experience similar 

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because it's It's so amazing. 
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I can't take credit for how 
believable it seems because it 

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really it's real. 
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course you can write like in the
sense that like, it doesn't 

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matter if it's real or not. 
You still got to do and you did 

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so brilliantly. 
Like you've still got to like I 

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feel like there's weirdly more 
pressure on you given the fact 

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that you like know that all of 
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support you that you then. 
I have to be totally present and

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like, allow it to kind of 
flourish. 

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And and, and be the moment that 
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And I don't totally is my film 
and like, yeah. 

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Yeah. 
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such a, it really was like a 
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It was so Corey. 
It was so choreographs and it 

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only ever realized. 
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to say control, they don't want 
to use that word, but how kind 

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of structured it actually kind 
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was the only one on sack who had
He didn't get call sheets, who 

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had no idea what seems we were 
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I was the only one and so I was 
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So out of my death. 
I was like floundering in a good

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way and joy floundering. 
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completely aware of how this 
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How to see was going to end and 
whatever happened down that 

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path, whatever Journey we took 
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Filling of that was, you know, I
haven't for the sort of, 

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interpretation of the actors and
so just like, Or a nerd nerdy 

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question in terms of like how 
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Like so I can't imagine there is
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But in the sense that like in 
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they're looking to keep you the 
actor and Julie and the dark, 

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did they shoot your coverage 
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They should Masters first, or 
how did that work in terms of 

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like filmmaking process side of 
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Like how was that style 
protected with there was? 

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No rehearsals at all. 
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Shoot, each scene twice and move
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This like massive massive better
film, The will cut out because 

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we shot. 
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I think each film took about two
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right? 
Really, really quick. 

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And what often happens is, 
Joanna is she would shoot for 20

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minutes. 
They should do a 20-minute take,

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and then kind of take the week 
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Ml. 
How long could that run for? 

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I think like so these are all 
super nerdy questions, but like 

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so that's so that's so the my 
can take 20 minutes I would 

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Should know this. 
Like I kind of I do something. 

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Yeah, I should know this, but I 
think it is about 20 minutes. 

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I think that's could I do, 
remember they were like there 

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was maybe we would just kind of 
run and the Jew on. 

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It was just amazing to witness 
like these people. 

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That just knew so much about 
film and they were like proper 

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nerdy. 
Like yeah, these had been their 

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lives like they'd gone to film 
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student films that no one really
wants to work on and they failed

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and being kind of like it's so 
amazing. 

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So I was like I was it wasn't 
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be a film school. 
When I kind of like when all 

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these people had actually 
witnessed it and kind of had 

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been in that position before. 
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film is making a comeback in 
terms of like I don't know if 

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you feel but it's so it's I 
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you're like, it's it's really 
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Like the fact that people just 
want to shoot on 30. 

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I know you guys shot on 16 but 
like 35 is coming back. 

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Like his in the last. 
The next thing I'm doing is on 

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35 in the night, the last two, 
Things have been on 35 and it's 

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just such a, it's like something
that like you listen to older 

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actors talk about in the sense 
that like they ask if you've 

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shot on film or things like this
and its really, I don't even 

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know what my point is. 
I'm just kind of excited that 

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it's coming back and that we get
to do it, and that it's this, it

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does feel like kind of, when you
hear about musicians, like 

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recording on tape rather than 
digitally feels like that. 

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It's richer or something. 
Exact, makes everything less 

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kind of like disposable. 
I think it makes like like 

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performance and choice, like 
it's not just like run through 

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and we'll try it tons of times 
and I think it requires a kind 

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of attention and focus and kind 
of discipline which I do, which 

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I find like hugely important and
yeah, but it is 0.2 made there 

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other than I was like, yeah 
that's coming back and like to 

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get to like like act for a full 
like my gun film and Joanna's 

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not calling code is like so Into
here, but I'm amazing. 

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Yeah, and it was so it's like 
it's very sensible to me. 

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The fact that I picked is so 
precious. 

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They transporting a film 
afterwards was like such a 

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massive parade God, whether 
there's going to be a hair in 

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the gate and the whole thing was
going to be gone. 

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Like it was just any sort of 
this something. 

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So. 
Yeah, you can almost taste like 

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when you're watching it the 
graininess, the like that. 

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Yeah. 
Yeah. 

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Exactly what you say. 
It's so nice. 

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It's so personal. 
There's something. 

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So, like Roar about it then. 
Digital personal quite it's not 

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the same thing, but enough about
me, please. 

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Please tell me what it was like 
to work. 

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Where did you shoot normal 
people? 

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We shot it like mostly in Dublin
and Sligo and Italy and like I 

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like I was telling you for I saw
your film when I was shooting 

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your own people with Daisy. 
We went to Seminary like was 

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like long week and were like, 
hey, let's just go see this. 

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And so yeah, it's a feel like 
it. 

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Linked in that sense, but I'm 
here, we started the summer of I

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think, 2019 and yeah, it's kind 
of crazy that it's still to a 

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certain extent. 
People talk about it, which is a

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really exciting. 
And yeah, of course. 

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My God, it's literally is all my
friends talk about. 

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It's just and they don't talk 
about enough, like it's just 

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it's I yeah, I can't get it, but
I've never met Daisy. 

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So, we share the same agency and
I've never know. 

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I've never met her. 
Oh, fun. 

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I've heard like just so she's 
Like, the best. 

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Oh, yeah, like I feel like she's
just wanted, like, it genuinely 

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one of a kind of talking to her 
the other day. 

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And it's a weird thing that I 
like we were talking about like,

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having spent so much time with 
each other that summer and then 

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covid happens. 
And we spend so much time on 

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zooms with each other talking 
about the thing and then 

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suddenly the world opens up. 
And we're so lucky that that 

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shows, like then allowed us to 
work in like different corners 

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of the world on projects that 
were really excited. 

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But we essentially really 
haven't really hung out. 

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I'm kind of like decompress 
together about like wasps that 

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I'm shooting experience was. 
So we're like trying to plan 

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around Christmas when we can 
hang out and see each other. 

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So it's a, but I feel like we've
got like, for both of us, we 

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talked about the fact that like,
so much has happened and two 

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years. 
The feels like six months, but 

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there's no real point there, but
it's just been a lot has 

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happened to us and I'd like, we 
just yeah. 

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Yeah, that's how I feel as well.
It's just flown by, but just so 

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much has been Been condensed. 
I mean I've been at Uni online 

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which is so shit. 
It doesn't feel like I've been 

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studying. 
Yeah, my brother's the same. 

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He's like sick of it. 
How old is your brother? 

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My brother is 20. 
Oh Jesus, it's 22. 

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He's 22. 
He's 22. 

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I'm sorry. 
Donna. 

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Kay. 
It's funny to study. 

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He is studying a chore 
management and he's like my 

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sisters. 
Is that she's an amazing singer.

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And my brother is like the 
person that you turn to in a 

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moment of Crisis, who is so 
chill and kind in a way that is 

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like, so disarming, like he 
plays rugby and like, he's big 

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strong boy, but he's like, 
collectively as a family, we 

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turn to Donna, kafir. 
Like a kind of level-headed 

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voice. 
So, yeah, hate your feels like 

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he's whatever whatever he does 
is just get like, he'll be 

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Public facing people person, I 
get such a kick out of getting a

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shoutout in the 824 podcast 
role. 

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He took my hair. 
I know I just I love here we go.

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People talk about their siblings
like when they really really 

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love them. 
I just get sad. 

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I don't know what it is. 
It's like different took my 

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friends or parents feel like if 
I really hated him like imagine.

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I really hated him. 
I feel like I would perform 

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loving him on the a 24 podcast, 
you know, well, Exactly. 

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Actually, we're gonna bring 
forward a minute, but actually 

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like my brother. 
Oh, he's publicly. 

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I I hate him. 
I'm gonna sit Nikon him before. 

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Okay, great. 
He's gonna get annoyed. 

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Even listen to this. 
If you what I can't even pretend

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you hate each other. 
Hey, each other which winds like

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each other. 
Anyway, enough everyone about 

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him enough a little bit. 
So your sister. 

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She's how did you get started in
all this? 

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How did You like what like in in
the world of acting and yeah, 

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how did it all start for you to 
know? 

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I wish I could tell you I don't 
I I never planned it. 

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I never I remember Joanna cost 
me like two weeks before we 

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started shooting the first 
souvenir like 10 days. 

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Maybe and well, I like just left
school. 

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I was sorry. 
Yeah crazy. 

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Yeah. 
So 10 days before and you find 

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out you're going to knock out a 
script and Cut my hair. 

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Don't know who you're going to 
be acting with go picture. 

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Like that's I really cut my hair
like kitchens. 

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Yes. 
That's a bathroom. 

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It was like really incredible. 
It was so weird at the time. 

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It was like such an adrenaline 
High. 

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I was like, brilliant. 
Fantastic. 

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I'm like, just that school and I
was a florist assistant at the 

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time. 
So I was like to go into 

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weddings and carrying buckets of
like shit everywhere for months 

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and then Joanna came to say to 
talk to my mother. 

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About the souvenir because my 
mom was always connected to it, 

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and I'll add about it, how my 
mom sort of speak about this 

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amazing film. 
Do I know is going to make about

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her younger years and being a 
film student, the 80s. 

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I was like, wow, that's so cool.
Fantastic. 

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I like, oh, you're going to be 
the mom? 

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That's amazing. 
Never even entered my brain. 

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That it would be. 
That I would be involved in any 

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way. 
I was like, oh, maybe I'll be an

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extra. 
Like maybe I'll be, I know your 

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mother would be playing your 
mother like that when you 

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actually own pocket, it's, 
there's so much. 

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There's so much going on, like 
it's just incredible. 

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My dogs are in it that my dogs 
as well and like all that. 

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I wear a lot of my mom's clothes
and the second one, all of the 

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stuff toys and all the pillows 
and all the decorations. 

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And the first one on mine, like 
a from my bedroom. 

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Like, it's weird, like It's So 
Meta, it's just amazing. 

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Everything was, yeah. 
It was amazing. 

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So yeah, she came to stay and I 
remember I came back from 

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Singapore Sling. 
I think we were, I think we met 

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in train station. 
We met in Barrack pondweed 

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station and I was coming back 
from Edinburgh and she was going

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to London and we met on the 
platform and it was really rainy

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and we went and sat in a cafe 
Nero because I remember, we 

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walked away without paying by 
accident and we sat there for 

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like, for three hours and she 
asked me, I had no idea. 

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She was you know, observing me 
or sort of, interviewing me, 

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casting me. 
That she was just asking 

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questions about ex-boyfriends 
and weird sort of gaslighting 

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experiences. 
I do, you know, had I think 

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quite recently at that point and
I was just talking really freely

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and I remember, I remember I 
look back now seeing it slightly

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differently. 
And she, yeah, she was just 

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looking at me. 
And she was like, God. 

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That's so interesting. 
Fantastic. 

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It's just like putting you in a 
film as you were speaking. 

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That's crazy. 
I got home. 

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And she was like, so, Do you 
want to do? 

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Wanna be in the film? 
And I'll say, yeah. 

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Yeah, it's your stuff like, 
right, that day at the kitchen 

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table and she was kind of want 
to be in it. 

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I don't need an answer. 
Now. 

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How will you think about it and 
get back to me? 

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Because it's a big commitment, 
you know, we're going to do two 

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films and it will be over like 
four years and it's like very 

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low budget, and very kind of 
like, you wouldn't know about 

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the skewer and read the script. 
Wouldn't really know the story 

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and I was like, me out, know 
him. 

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Yeah, let's do it. 
Let's do it. 

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She was like, I don't think 
you're quite understanding, 

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like, what's what I'm presenting
to you. 

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And I was like, no, no, let's do
it. 

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And if we just, and we did it 
like 10 days later and it was 

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such a fast decision ever made. 
Amazing. 

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It was super cool. 
That's incredible. 

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Are you allowed to talk about? 
Like it's not like the things 

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that you've just done about the 
projects. 

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You just think. 
I can't really top secret. 

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Yeah, I'm like, well, one of the
film's is a 10-8 24 film. 

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That has been like an ounce, so 
I can talk about. 

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Yeah, I time. 
I can't like, I can't wait. 

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It's a film called them God's 
creatures. 

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We shot it in Ireland. 
Emily Watson, plays. 

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My mom and I love her deeply and
I'm just excited for the film 

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and the context of like wash. 
It's dark. 

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It's incredibly well-written and
I'm just, I'm really excited to 

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see what the kind of film going 
audience's. 

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Response is. 
To it. 

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And it was directed by Anna and 
silly. 

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It's an Irish film directed by 
two. 

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Women who live in New York, 
which I'm super excited about it

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for like from an Irish creative 
standpoint that it were. 

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It's not like I feel like the 
gatekeeping of our own cultures 

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as kind of got to change a 
little bit in terms of like 

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let's get like brilliant 
directors in to examine us 

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culturally and I'm not start the
discussion from from there and 

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which I like in terms of like 
narrative stuff. 

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It's I can't. 
Really talk about it, but I'm 

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just really excited for it to 
come out. 

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I don't know what I could be 
next year at some point, but I'm

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slightly 24 family or a 24/5. 
Exactly. 

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They're very good to us. 
That was always like one of my 

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kind of, but they're very good 
at my God. 

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I'd love to be in it. 
It's like the opposite of 

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talking about our brothers that 
we hate. 

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Actually, it's illegal. 
Yeah, exactly. 

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Exactly. 
So we're, yes. 

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We're in Ireland is home for 
you. 

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So my family are from playstore 
Maynooth, like an hour away from

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Dublin. 
It's kind of like that. 

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Something like, that's probably 
technically home and like, I'm 

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going home for Christmas, which 
is going to be exciting, but 

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home is kind of, like, at the 
moment. 

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It's kind of all all over the 
place, like I don't live there. 

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I was living in London. 
And last year and then with 

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work, I'm kind of like the 
cliche thing of like, living out

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of a suitcase and, which is 
wonderful, but also kind of, 

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like, at moments, like, anxiety 
and siding on my crew. 

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If shit, hit the fan. 
I, I love my family very much, 

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but I don't necessarily want to 
go back to my like, own bedroom.

448
00:23:45,900 --> 00:23:49,000
So I'm kind of in the process 
now, kind of figuring out. 

449
00:23:49,900 --> 00:23:53,900
Where I want to be in the world,
which I always thought, we'd 

450
00:23:53,900 --> 00:23:56,600
just be like, an easy like he's 
like, which is naive. 

451
00:23:56,600 --> 00:23:59,000
I was like, yeah, probably like 
to live in London for a couple 

452
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:03,400
of years and come back home and 
I like I'm definitely known in 

453
00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:07,100
flux in terms of just that 
figuring out exactly where I 

454
00:24:07,100 --> 00:24:09,000
want to be. 
But what about you? 

455
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:10,800
It's home. 
Home is your own Union. 

456
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:15,800
Edinburgh, home in London, 
Edinburgh, in Scotland. 

457
00:24:15,900 --> 00:24:17,600
It's just like, it's just got a 
beeper. 

458
00:24:17,900 --> 00:24:21,300
I don't know, but you I'm in the
same kind of weird. 

459
00:24:21,300 --> 00:24:23,800
I mean, not exactly the same. 
I'm not traveling as much but 

460
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:26,400
it's, it's being. 
So I just turned 24. 

461
00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:31,600
So we're the same age and it's a
weird stage because you're just,

462
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,200
you're kind of you're not just 
kind of creeps on any make life 

463
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:36,900
decisions. 
Yeah, you're not that young 

464
00:24:36,900 --> 00:24:39,100
anymore. 
And I'm like, I'm young and do 

465
00:24:39,100 --> 00:24:40,800
whatever what I mean. 
It's like no I'm in my mid 

466
00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:43,400
twenties. 
They know I actually call it but

467
00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:46,000
then you're not you're not 
remotely on and like slowly 

468
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:49,000
developing a bad back, but I'm 
glad you know, you're getting 

469
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:53,100
old when Like make a noise and 
you stand up your and now I'm 

470
00:24:53,100 --> 00:24:56,600
like gonna call my joints. 
I'll say what's wrong with me. 

471
00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:59,700
Like I'm being possessed by this
old like woman. 

472
00:24:59,700 --> 00:25:03,700
Oh man, really. 
And it's just weird like, it's 

473
00:25:03,700 --> 00:25:06,700
weird being this age and also 
just yeah, just working out 

474
00:25:06,700 --> 00:25:09,900
where you kind of belong and 
where you want your place to be.

475
00:25:09,900 --> 00:25:13,000
Not your family's know. 
Your partner is not H like where

476
00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:18,400
your kind of Nest should be. 
But yeah, I think it's about 

477
00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:20,500
like being patient with us. 
Certain extent. 

478
00:25:20,500 --> 00:25:24,200
Just because what I've learned 
over the last few years is that 

479
00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:29,200
like displacement is kind of 
part and parcel of it all and 

480
00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:32,100
kind of its kind of a 
contradiction. 

481
00:25:32,100 --> 00:25:36,200
It's like I hated but I've kind 
of got to be at peace with it in

482
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:39,700
the sense that like you go onto 
these set and you're going to 

483
00:25:39,700 --> 00:25:42,900
rehearsals rehearsal rooms and B
innate nature. 

484
00:25:42,900 --> 00:25:46,700
These people become more like 
family or their closest people 

485
00:25:46,700 --> 00:25:51,800
to you for an extended period of
time and Then you go away and 

486
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:57,100
you go to a new home somewhere 
else, and I think it is about, I

487
00:25:57,100 --> 00:26:00,200
don't know, being patient with 
ourselves and our mid twenties 

488
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,600
and and like not every decision.
Right? 

489
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:06,500
Like I find like listening back 
to like interviews that I said. 

490
00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:08,700
Well, not like normal people was
coming out or things. 

491
00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:14,000
It's like nothing we say now is 
actually, or has to be binary. 

492
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:18,700
The one thing that I've or that,
I feel like I have to be Binary 

493
00:26:18,700 --> 00:26:22,300
is like our outlook on the world
as human beings, you know, it's 

494
00:26:22,300 --> 00:26:26,900
like what are your core values? 
The rest can fucking move and 

495
00:26:26,900 --> 00:26:29,900
change as much as it wants. 
And I think it should. 

496
00:26:29,900 --> 00:26:32,800
I think that's what it was. 
We were both trying to say. 

497
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:36,600
Oh, that's what I'm trying to 
say is like, I'm figuring my 

498
00:26:36,700 --> 00:26:41,100
self out and I'll like gonna try
and start enjoying that process 

499
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:45,700
rather than being scared of us. 
I think and there's a sound bite

500
00:26:45,700 --> 00:26:47,800
right there, Joe. 
This is what I was thinking. 

501
00:26:48,100 --> 00:26:52,100
Is that when I was earlier, when
I was talking earlier about why 

502
00:26:52,100 --> 00:26:54,700
normal people, why I felt so 
comforted by it. 

503
00:26:54,900 --> 00:26:56,600
And when I said that I was like,
that's so strange. 

504
00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:59,700
Like I haven't said that out 
loud, but that's like really 

505
00:26:59,700 --> 00:27:01,500
from my gut. 
That's what I feel about it. 

506
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:03,900
And I was trying to kind of like
as we've been talking about what

507
00:27:03,900 --> 00:27:07,000
I mean by that and I think you 
just hit the nail on the head 

508
00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:10,900
saying that we just being 
patient with ourselves and I 

509
00:27:10,900 --> 00:27:13,900
think that's what normal people 
was to me. 

510
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:17,800
A lot is about people fucking 
up. 

511
00:27:17,900 --> 00:27:21,200
Up and people learning from 
things and people just and I 

512
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:27,200
take such comfort in cinema and 
TV and things like portraying 

513
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:31,100
people being people and not 
being like these gods or these, 

514
00:27:31,100 --> 00:27:34,100
they dream people that like 
never fuck up or no, make 

515
00:27:34,100 --> 00:27:37,200
mistakes or never, like, learn 
from their mistakes will be 

516
00:27:37,300 --> 00:27:42,300
Young and Reckless and learning 
like I think it just it really. 

517
00:27:42,300 --> 00:27:46,000
Yeah, I felt so comforting. 
I felt I was like, yes, thank 

518
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,500
you so much else. 
Like showing me that it's It's a

519
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:51,600
just do what I want for a second
and then slowly regret. 

520
00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:53,200
It afterwards. 
Don't really actually because I 

521
00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:55,800
learned from it totally. 
I don't know what I think. 

522
00:27:56,100 --> 00:27:59,500
Yeah, but if you like, what's 
different is like in a like in a

523
00:27:59,500 --> 00:28:03,200
way that is like both positive 
and negative is like we're in a 

524
00:28:03,208 --> 00:28:07,300
position now where essentially 
we're having a child and we are 

525
00:28:07,300 --> 00:28:14,000
talking about like Our opinions 
on things now as it like as of 

526
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,200
what day does, it's like 19th of
November. 

527
00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:20,600
These are our opinions now is 
like a 24 and a 25 year old but 

528
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,200
it's for like two to a certain 
extent. 

529
00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:25,500
This is for like public 
consumption and I suppose it's 

530
00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:29,000
like we're how do you feel a bit
like access? 

531
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:31,700
Like because I think I love 
that. 

532
00:28:31,700 --> 00:28:33,900
I get to talk to another like 
like-minded creative person. 

533
00:28:33,900 --> 00:28:37,800
But there's also the part of 
panic, in my like the ugly part 

534
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,200
of my brain. 
That's like Thank you for 

535
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:41,600
watching. 
Like, of course, think about 

536
00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:43,900
what you're saying, like, a 
normal fucking human being, but 

537
00:28:43,900 --> 00:28:47,000
I always kind of, like, 
protecting yourself like 

538
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,000
basically, it's a question. 
How do you feel about, like, 

539
00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:51,000
access to yourself? 
And your thought and your 

540
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,300
opinions? 
Where do you feel those lines 

541
00:28:53,300 --> 00:28:54,900
blur? 
And what makes you anxious in? 

542
00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:59,400
That regard is basically public 
being public facing and what not

543
00:28:59,700 --> 00:29:03,200
to do, what I think. 
I don't see enough. 

544
00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:07,600
People speaking their mind, and 
it annoys me a little bit 

545
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:11,100
because I'm like, please, Just 
say what you think? 

546
00:29:11,100 --> 00:29:14,300
Just have unpopular opinions. 
And this is what I'm loving 

547
00:29:14,300 --> 00:29:17,400
about this conversation is 
because I can really, I'm good. 

548
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:19,200
It's so open. 
What's going on here? 

549
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,500
And I think yeah, but to answer 
your question is so funny. 

550
00:29:22,500 --> 00:29:25,400
I feel lots of different things 
is that I always have this 

551
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:27,800
anxiety in these interviews. 
I remember, I said something 

552
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,500
really awful. 
I'm trying to remember what it 

553
00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:33,100
was to an interviewer and I 
could just see him scrub it 

554
00:29:33,100 --> 00:29:34,800
down. 
I was like, oh no, I didn't mean

555
00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:36,000
it that way. 
I didn't mean to insult. 

556
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:38,200
That's not. 
What do I do? 

557
00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:39,200
Think? 
The Oscars is great. 

558
00:29:39,300 --> 00:29:41,900
Brilliant, fantastic or 
something like that. 

559
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:44,400
And then I was attacked. 
She knows about it because 

560
00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:46,900
that's what I feel and I might 
feel differently in a week, but 

561
00:29:46,900 --> 00:29:49,300
put that down because I feel 
like, you know, besides yeah, 

562
00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:50,900
and I really should apologize 
for that. 

563
00:29:50,900 --> 00:29:54,000
I just think it's, I don't know,
it's which is me all know, 

564
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,800
definitely what they feel, but 
there always is that little, 

565
00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:58,000
like, I'm gonna be part of your 
brain. 

566
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,700
So she agreed to put it that 
little, that little voice being 

567
00:30:00,700 --> 00:30:04,000
like, be careful, like you're 
gonna insult, someone like not 

568
00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:06,800
careful. 
People are gonna use this as 

569
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:10,300
their Sound by for you. 
That game, which is going to be 

570
00:30:10,308 --> 00:30:13,600
a headline somewhere. 
And also, it doesn't feel like 

571
00:30:13,900 --> 00:30:16,300
I'm saying this as somebody who 
actually deeply cares about. 

572
00:30:16,300 --> 00:30:19,300
Like, if I'm being honest, I 
deeply care what people think of

573
00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:22,500
me and like, part of that is 
like a problem. 

574
00:30:22,500 --> 00:30:24,900
And part of that is just 
innately who I am. 

575
00:30:24,900 --> 00:30:28,000
I want people to definitely from
a working standpoint. 

576
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,700
It's like I always what, like, 
six I remember writing down and 

577
00:30:30,700 --> 00:30:33,400
like, no to might like at the 
end of drama school is like, 

578
00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:35,400
what does success look like to 
you? 

579
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:38,100
And I remember thinking, like, 
success to me is like, not be 

580
00:30:38,100 --> 00:30:41,400
like you can't be. 
Be to everyone's tastes like 

581
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,500
creatively, but I want I would 
love people to like 

582
00:30:44,700 --> 00:30:47,300
conclusively. 
Assume that like, oh, whether 

583
00:30:47,300 --> 00:30:49,300
he's your taste or not. 
He's a good actor and he's good.

584
00:30:49,500 --> 00:30:52,200
But what he does really like 
that, to me is what success 

585
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,200
looks like, but also it's an 
unhealthy kind of mindset. 

586
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:58,100
You know, it's like you can't 
I'm definitely people-pleasing. 

587
00:30:58,100 --> 00:31:01,200
I think that was like I came off
social media last year in an 

588
00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:04,700
attempt to kind of put a bit of 
control around that and be like 

589
00:31:05,100 --> 00:31:08,500
I have this innately in me, but 
I don't need to like see what 

590
00:31:08,500 --> 00:31:11,600
people think of me. 
All the fucking time and it's 

591
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,500
it's totally ego-driven and it's
like, but also I think it's in, 

592
00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:19,000
it's an important part of being 
an actor or maybe might disagree

593
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:21,400
but I don't feel like we're 
doing it for ourselves. 

594
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,700
Part of us is doing it because 
we in love doing it, but we're 

595
00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:28,600
making things for people to see 
and View and talk about and with

596
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:32,400
that comes a kind of dissection 
of you as a person and as an 

597
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:36,200
actor and it's like where those 
two things line up is, where I 

598
00:31:36,300 --> 00:31:38,900
like that is the center point of
my anxiety. 

599
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:43,100
Though the where those two 
things merge, like that's like 

600
00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:45,800
that is. 
That's where that's where that 

601
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:47,100
is. 
The only part of my brain that 

602
00:31:47,100 --> 00:31:50,100
I'm describing. 
I completely agree with you. 

603
00:31:50,300 --> 00:31:52,900
I agree that. 
I think it's not for yourself. 

604
00:31:53,100 --> 00:31:55,600
It shouldn't be. 
I think it is for many people, 

605
00:31:55,900 --> 00:31:57,600
but it's really, it's not, it's 
not for me. 

606
00:31:57,600 --> 00:31:59,900
It's not for you. 
And I think it's, it's very 

607
00:31:59,900 --> 00:32:02,200
giving it's very gonna. 
Oh, that's my intention. 

608
00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:03,800
Anyway with it. 
Is it really is for other 

609
00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:05,800
people? 
It's for the entertainment. 

610
00:32:06,100 --> 00:32:09,000
It's a beautiful thing. 
So it's a move people and to 

611
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:10,800
make You will feel comforted in 
lockdown. 

612
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:14,200
You know, it's a good, it's a 
good Comfort them with trauma to

613
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:18,000
the traumatizing television. 
That's what you make them. 

614
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:22,200
Glad they're like, sucking on 
it, you know, but, no, I 

615
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:25,100
completely lie. 
Completely agree with you and I 

616
00:32:25,108 --> 00:32:28,800
think that's a beautiful you 
mentality, but I do know what. 

617
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:31,400
I fucking hate social media as 
someone who's on social. 

618
00:32:31,400 --> 00:32:34,700
I definitely don't believe it's 
like, it's me and I'm holding it

619
00:32:34,700 --> 00:32:38,600
and I do, I think it's fucking, 
it's just ego-driven. 

620
00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:40,000
It's all for you. 
I sell because you all, you're 

621
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,200
getting these like snow, but 
it's like, I feel like some 

622
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:44,700
people are able to navigate it. 
So well, write. 

623
00:32:44,700 --> 00:32:46,600
Like some people being able to 
like, I'm not one of those 

624
00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:48,400
people. 
I feel like half that part of 

625
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:50,800
their, I know, I just get 
fucking scared of it. 

626
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:53,600
I'm just like, okay. 
Well, this one person thinks 

627
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:55,700
this of me. 
Therefore, that person is 

628
00:32:55,700 --> 00:32:59,700
represented as a representative 
of, like, 90% of the population.

629
00:32:59,700 --> 00:33:04,200
Therefore, I am hated and it's 
like, I know it's what, when you

630
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:05,800
like, boil it down, that's not 
true. 

631
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,800
But it's the I feel like to me, 
the loudest voice in the room as

632
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:14,000
often. - and it definitely 
doesn't help my work or my life 

633
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:18,500
or like trying to adjust to a 
new version of reality, which I 

634
00:33:18,500 --> 00:33:19,500
love. 
By the way. 

635
00:33:19,500 --> 00:33:23,500
It's like I love that. 
This is what our lives get to 

636
00:33:23,500 --> 00:33:25,700
be. 
Now, we get to like make films 

637
00:33:25,700 --> 00:33:28,800
and talk to other creative 
people and like being part of 

638
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:32,200
the world that I never never 
would be without the job that we

639
00:33:32,208 --> 00:33:34,900
get to do. 
So it's like, how do I make, how

640
00:33:34,900 --> 00:33:40,000
do I make my my dream? 
I'm more like All reality, I 

641
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:41,500
think is what the last year has 
been. 

642
00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:44,400
It's like, how do I actually 
enjoy this thing happening to 

643
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,200
me? 
And if it's like, take myself 

644
00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:47,700
away from the world a little 
bit. 

645
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:50,200
I feel like that's where I'm 
kind of settling on at the 

646
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,700
moment. 
I think I think this is my purse

647
00:33:54,100 --> 00:33:57,400
to to not do anymore because I 
do feel like as you say there is

648
00:33:57,400 --> 00:33:59,500
just so many more negatives than
positives. 

649
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:02,600
It's just not. 
Yeah, the loudest voice in the 

650
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:06,000
room, is the most - I feel like 
I just keep checking it as well.

651
00:34:06,500 --> 00:34:09,000
I sort of, like, wake up from 
his Daydream under so scrolling 

652
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,800
through People, I don't know and
I don't care about and it's just

653
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:16,000
it's just wasting my energy my 
time and I just yeah, I think 

654
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:18,800
it's time. 
Yeah, but um, yeah. 

655
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:20,800
No. 
My mom bought me a book called 

656
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:24,199
the power to be the courage to 
be disliked and I haven't read 

657
00:34:24,199 --> 00:34:25,900
it yet. 
And I think I need to courage to

658
00:34:25,908 --> 00:34:28,300
be disliked the courage to be 
just like something. 

659
00:34:28,300 --> 00:34:31,000
And I think I should read it 
because I need more of that 

660
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:32,400
courage. 
Do you like do you think you 

661
00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:34,500
have that? 
You think you have like as it 

662
00:34:34,500 --> 00:34:36,800
stands now? 
How do you feel about people? 

663
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:40,199
I'm so much better than I was. 
Was I really? 

664
00:34:40,199 --> 00:34:44,400
And I think with that great just
relaxation to, I mean say all 

665
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:47,400
these things that I said on this
chart like that are probably 

666
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:50,300
going to offend a lot of people.
It's so freeing. 

667
00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:56,000
I kind of like it honestly, it's
hilarious that we think we've 

668
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,800
been like we think that we've 
been like. 

669
00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:02,900
So we basically just talked 
about our own anxieties like we 

670
00:35:02,900 --> 00:35:06,300
have if people are offended by 
this conversation. 

671
00:35:06,300 --> 00:35:10,100
I feel like fuck that I know. 
What about it is that? 

672
00:35:10,100 --> 00:35:13,200
That should be the biggest 
contribution to say, look, I 

673
00:35:13,207 --> 00:35:17,500
have anxiety about social media.
Me and everybody else. 

674
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:20,700
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

675
00:35:20,700 --> 00:35:23,300
No, I need to read that book. 
I think I need more of it. 

676
00:35:23,300 --> 00:35:25,900
I don't think you can have 
enough courage to be the site. 

677
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:29,000
My lordy. 
It's so nice to meet someone so 

678
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,600
like-minded. 
It's really nice. 

679
00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:35,100
It doesn't happen a lot to meet.
It doesn't happen a lot. 

680
00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:36,900
Really? 
Yeah, genuinely because I feel 

681
00:35:36,900 --> 00:35:39,900
like such a like, so you're 
still in college, right? 

682
00:35:39,900 --> 00:35:44,000
Like you, I that's crazy. 
You're doing a press tour for ya

683
00:35:44,300 --> 00:35:46,900
while I've no doubt is going to 
be an Incredible film, and 

684
00:35:46,900 --> 00:35:49,400
you're in college, so that's so 
cool. 

685
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:51,100
Thank you. 
It's cool. 

686
00:35:51,100 --> 00:35:53,200
It's hard. 
Because I'm realizing I'm not 

687
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:56,900
super and I know people say 
sometimes I'm not very smart and

688
00:35:56,900 --> 00:35:59,100
I'm like, hmm. 
It's like false modesty. 

689
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,200
I really mean it. 
I'm not particularly. 

690
00:36:01,500 --> 00:36:05,900
I'm not academic whatsoever. 
I'm doing psychology and it's 

691
00:36:05,900 --> 00:36:09,100
just all statistics and I'm just
realizing now. 

692
00:36:09,100 --> 00:36:12,300
I really I just wrote an essay 
on the difference between 

693
00:36:12,300 --> 00:36:15,700
emotional intelligence and 
academic conferences. 

694
00:36:15,900 --> 00:36:19,300
Processes and stuff and so that 
again academic intelligence. 

695
00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:20,900
Ohmic. 
So the difference between 

696
00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:26,100
emotional intelligence and 
cognitive academic like good at 

697
00:36:26,100 --> 00:36:30,300
exams good at sort of 
regurgitating information 

698
00:36:30,300 --> 00:36:34,500
basically retaining information.
Yeah, and I'm absolutely 

699
00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:39,000
terrible at exams and retaining 
information and remembering what

700
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:42,000
people say in lectures and 
remembering how to do math. 

701
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:44,600
I just I can't do it. 
And I just think for me 

702
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,100
personally, I'd rather be So 
much more emotionally 

703
00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:50,100
intelligent because I think it 
gets you. 

704
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,900
Well. 
I feel like it's way more useful

705
00:36:52,900 --> 00:36:57,300
for the job that you're so 
wonderful ass, you know, there's

706
00:36:57,300 --> 00:37:00,200
a big company like you're 56 
times tables. 

707
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:02,400
You're going to have to like 
blow smoke up your ass for a 

708
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,400
second. 
It's like you can't do what you 

709
00:37:04,408 --> 00:37:07,700
did in the souvenir through like
anything other than like 

710
00:37:07,700 --> 00:37:10,200
emotional intelligence. 
Because yes, you're being put in

711
00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:12,900
kind of like organic situations 
to kind of help with the foam 

712
00:37:12,900 --> 00:37:15,900
and process, but you've also got
to kind of be a kind of got to A

713
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:19,300
dramaturg in your own head while
you're filming, which I think is

714
00:37:19,300 --> 00:37:22,100
so impressive. 
Like that's not, I didn't have 

715
00:37:22,100 --> 00:37:23,000
to do that. 
A normal people. 

716
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:26,300
I got to work with like the most
incredible scripts that do a lot

717
00:37:26,300 --> 00:37:29,500
of the I suppose. 
It's just like you carry a 

718
00:37:29,500 --> 00:37:32,700
different ways of the film in 
different places, and I 

719
00:37:32,700 --> 00:37:35,500
definitely didn't have to be a 
drama taragan terms of any of 

720
00:37:35,500 --> 00:37:38,400
those shooting processes. 
I got to just like, in vest in 

721
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:42,700
the writing and show up and try 
and Achieve as much as I could, 

722
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:45,200
or bring what I thought was 
required to the scenes. 

723
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:48,000
Where's your Just having the 
scene happen to you in real 

724
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:51,600
time, which is like thrilling. 
And so glad that I got to talk 

725
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:54,100
to you a little bit about that. 
But I'm so interested in trying 

726
00:37:54,100 --> 00:37:57,600
this like I've never, I've never
worked in any other setting, 

727
00:37:57,700 --> 00:38:01,400
then the improvisational sort of
like instant way and I'd be so 

728
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:03,800
interested to work with amazing 
script written by an amazing 

729
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:06,500
writer, with a whip with words 
that aren't mine. 

730
00:38:06,500 --> 00:38:09,900
Like that's to me is, is really 
moving. 

731
00:38:09,900 --> 00:38:11,900
I think. 
I really like to represent 

732
00:38:11,900 --> 00:38:15,200
someone's character something 
from their mind and sort of, 

733
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:16,600
yeah. 
Isn't, I think that's really 

734
00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:18,100
beautiful. 
And was there room for 

735
00:38:18,100 --> 00:38:20,900
improvisation? 
Like, you're bringing your own 

736
00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:22,800
kind of cutting, of course there
was, but I mean, like, was 

737
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:25,900
there? 
Yeah, room for kind of molding 

738
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:30,400
in your projects there. 
I said, I wish I could talk. 

739
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:32,400
I know, I know, I know you can't
do this one. 

740
00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:35,200
That's one where. 
No, but there's one I think is 

741
00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:37,000
fair to say that. 
Like, it gives nothing away and 

742
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,300
nothing has been announced. 
But I wear. 

743
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:42,100
I'm spend a essentially the 
whole film with a or okay, the 

744
00:38:42,100 --> 00:38:44,500
child. 
And I'm just trying to police 

745
00:38:44,500 --> 00:38:48,200
what I can say and that Some 
that was so exciting because 

746
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,200
process kind of goes out the 
window here, just kind of 

747
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:54,100
shooting with Child hours and 
there's something thrilling 

748
00:38:54,100 --> 00:38:57,000
about that because it does feel 
improvised and you're just kind 

749
00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:00,400
of rolling with whatever your 
you're getting. 

750
00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:03,200
And that was so thrilling. 
And I process that I really 

751
00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:07,700
enjoyed and it felt it felt 
super alive and wasn't kind of a

752
00:39:07,707 --> 00:39:10,200
lot of like deliberating or 
talking with seen. 

753
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:13,200
It was kind of like, let's just 
go in and start it and see where

754
00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:15,700
we end up. 
And I really enjoyed that, I 

755
00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:17,100
That's what I'm looking for a 
little bit. 

756
00:39:17,300 --> 00:39:20,000
Now is like not only like 
plethora of different colors for

757
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:21,200
different characters. 
It's more. 

758
00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:24,900
So now like I'm looking at kind 
of the process of how directors 

759
00:39:24,900 --> 00:39:28,400
want to work and seeing if 
that's something that I would 

760
00:39:28,500 --> 00:39:29,500
enjoy. 
Basically. 

761
00:39:29,500 --> 00:39:31,900
I think what we described is 
that we're just trying to figure

762
00:39:31,900 --> 00:39:35,400
out our lives and what we want 
from like the acting that we 

763
00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:37,700
want to do, which is like 
exciting, right? 

764
00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:39,000
Yeah. 
Absolutely. 

765
00:39:39,300 --> 00:39:43,400
Absolutely. 
I just absolutely, I just feel 

766
00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:45,700
like I'm so excited about 
meeting. 

767
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:48,800
More collaborations because I 
think that's a beautiful world. 

768
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:53,100
Yeah means like equality in 
terms of the actors and the 

769
00:39:53,100 --> 00:39:56,400
director and the writer of the 
producer, all these teamwork, 

770
00:39:56,400 --> 00:40:00,300
rather than many experiences 
I've heard about, is you just 

771
00:40:00,300 --> 00:40:03,400
are a puppet. 
And I think do oh, yes, stand 

772
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:04,500
there. 
Say it like this. 

773
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:05,900
Say faster. 
Say it slower. 

774
00:40:05,900 --> 00:40:07,400
Exactly. 
And then it might as well be 

775
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:09,000
anyone. 
The told me a story the other 

776
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:11,400
day. 
It was like an experienced. 

777
00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,500
Actor was inside her. 
I can't remember what I like, 

778
00:40:13,700 --> 00:40:15,700
but I director went like, okay, 
you're going to stand. 

779
00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:18,100
Over here and before he'd even 
finish, the sentence. 

780
00:40:18,300 --> 00:40:21,000
The actor was like, oh, this is 
going to be fucking shit. 

781
00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:28,600
Like I can't wait to be ballsy 
enough to get past the point of 

782
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:32,400
like, hearing a director say 
that maybe at some point and 

783
00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:35,600
trying to nurse them out of that
decision like, you know, like 

784
00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:37,400
trying to nurse them into a 
conversation about 

785
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:40,000
collaborating. 
Like I can't weirdly can't wait 

786
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:43,600
to get to the point where I just
I'm like not a dickhead way 

787
00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:48,400
because oh no, this Is not fun. 
This is not filmmaking. 

788
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:53,900
This is not acting. 
I'd like to just not care that, 

789
00:40:53,900 --> 00:40:57,500
I don't care. 
Yeah, but you know what, the 

790
00:40:57,500 --> 00:40:59,400
next time? 
Hopefully, I can't wait for us 

791
00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:02,600
to meet in person because maybe 
we'll meet, and be like, I did 

792
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:03,500
it. 
I did it. 

793
00:41:03,500 --> 00:41:08,300
I like spoke up and I told each 
other to that, but I mean it. 

794
00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:10,300
Let's do it together. 
Let's go on this journey 

795
00:41:10,300 --> 00:41:12,800
together. 
I think we can because I think 

796
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:15,600
well, you're going to do, you're
going to hit me, I do. 

797
00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:18,600
But I'll read that book and then
it will maybe get me a headstone

798
00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:22,200
that the power to I just like 
but I'm definitely gonna read 

799
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:27,600
that. 
I'll send you a diver to make 

800
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:29,500
everybody. 
That's Endeavor. 

801
00:41:29,500 --> 00:41:32,100
Let's make a promise here to 
Endeavor to make everybody hate 

802
00:41:32,100 --> 00:41:39,300
us in a passionate way. 
When I think I'll get your safe.

803
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,700
I'm like, I think you'll fail 
for I'm not sure. 

804
00:41:41,700 --> 00:41:45,000
Like there was ever gonna 
dislike you ever. 

805
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:47,600
I think you Underestimate me, I 
think you might be 

806
00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:49,600
underestimated. 
We'll see. 

807
00:41:49,900 --> 00:41:55,200
We'll see. 
Oh my God, I was so lovely 

808
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,900
chatting to you. 
I've like really enjoyed this, 

809
00:41:57,900 --> 00:41:59,600
please let it be the first of 
many. 

810
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:02,700
I really mean that please. 
I guess your contact know for 

811
00:42:02,700 --> 00:42:04,500
sure. 
Let's do it because I think 

812
00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:06,300
we've got a lot more to talk 
about. 

813
00:42:07,900 --> 00:42:10,300
Frasier. 
I mean it, thank you so much. 

814
00:42:10,700 --> 00:42:14,700
And if you got a second right, 
my, my mom wants to meet you. 

815
00:42:15,100 --> 00:42:16,500
Can she meet you? 
Oh, my God. 

816
00:42:16,500 --> 00:42:20,200
Yes, and she joking, mama, 
please. 

817
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:26,800
I get to meet you immediately. 
She's nervous. 

818
00:42:28,900 --> 00:42:31,300
Are you coming in? 
Is it time for the fish on my 

819
00:42:31,300 --> 00:42:33,500
account? 
It's time for you to meet. 

820
00:42:48,900 --> 00:42:52,500
So now you're here in our house 
and the fish pie is nearly 

821
00:42:52,500 --> 00:42:54,400
ready. 
I wish we could. 

822
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:59,000
I wish you could come and laugh 
about Donald to the describe, 

823
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:01,700
the like, family meeting of like
your meeting. 

824
00:43:01,900 --> 00:43:04,200
Yes. 
Well, yes sure. 

825
00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:07,000
He's next door. 
Benjamin forgiving. 

826
00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:14,100
I'm gonna bring him intimidate. 
Everybody in someone's now. 

827
00:43:14,500 --> 00:43:16,000
Rosie come in. 
Come. 

828
00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:19,900
Do you have any pets? 
I have two dogs. 

829
00:43:19,900 --> 00:43:21,900
My dog. 
Jack is going blind though. 

830
00:43:21,900 --> 00:43:40,500
The Rosie's gonna come in. 
Yeah. 

831
00:44:06,500 --> 00:44:12,800
Their Roost. 
And I'm gonna pop the most 

832
00:44:13,500 --> 00:44:16,700
insisted on coming here in 
person and having some fish, pie

833
00:44:16,700 --> 00:44:19,900
myself. 
Where are you people? 

834
00:44:21,300 --> 00:44:30,700
I'm in San Francisco, my partner
bond to a show. 

835
00:44:30,700 --> 00:44:34,800
I'm on chauffeur. 
So that's, that's what's that 

836
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:36,700
next on the cards for me. 
Very good. 

837
00:44:36,700 --> 00:44:40,900
If I'm going to be actually in 
London next week for like 10 

838
00:44:40,900 --> 00:44:42,800
days. 
If you guys are like, well, 

839
00:44:42,900 --> 00:44:45,200
funnily enough. 
We are coming down. 

840
00:44:45,300 --> 00:44:46,200
Are we? 
Okay? 

841
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:49,400
Actually do one of the things 
where I'll get like, can I get 

842
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,700
ya Amber honor? 
Yes, please. 

843
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:56,900
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844
00:44:56,900 --> 00:45:01,100
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845
00:45:01,100 --> 00:45:03,000
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