If you've never seen these women before, leave the video
immediately, but if you do recognize them, you must know
this. Yeah.
I mean, I don't want to go into too much detail.
Like, honestly, some of my experiences are really
humiliating for me and I wish that they'd never happened.
So getting some of these apples. You know, the girls are
disposable what you're told that when you come into the industry
like you're a disposable our relationship.
Yeah, they tell you that. That and they say our
relationship with the producers is more important.
So the agents goal is to get you to do as much as you can for as
cheap as you can. I mean, I'm, I'm very upset
right now and also to like very, very pliable.
So, yes, you can say, oh, I don't want to do this or, you
know, you can give demands like that, but you're then told that
you're being bad, you're not going to be booked anymore
because you're a diva, 100. People have watched This Woman's
videos. So how much do you think she
made and I read you only made twelve thousand dollars from it
before taxes before tax? Yes.
Oh my gosh, you know what, like 12 videos?
Yes, it's not just women who regrets working in the business
and I could act and do what they needed.
So my phone rang pretty soon. It started raining a lot.
The pain started to really set it of what I was doing.
The realization, what it was doing to my family.
My mother found out grandmother my brother's my friends, shame
started to creep in. And I started needing to find a
way to bury that pain. Watch This Woman's reaction when
she's asked how she would like people to treat her simple
question. Like how would you like to be
treated I would, I wish that people would treat me, how they
would treat a married, registered nurse with 2.5 kids.
That's how I wish people would treat me before you listen to
her account. Just ask yourself this question.
How would that lady's mother feel if she could see what was
happening? When I got called every
degrading type of name you could imagine on camera you know with
the added just demolish of my makeup and like I was Sought out
to make me look as unattractive as possible in every way.
And that's what their goal is. They want to completely ruin a
woman on camera if that doesn't repulse you.
Well, this will this woman gone age 35, this woman gone age 20,
this woman gone age, 23 this lady was 20.
This woman was 25, 23, 27, 3331, 1939, 2731, 150 40, 2129 2731.
Wait, stop. Who are these women.
These are the women who you watch all alone late at night,
when you think no one can see you.
I wonder if I should say this, but for the longest time, I used
to believe that it was only a myth that these women who worked
in this sector were mistreated in unspeakable ways, sometime in
their past and that's why they ended up in this industry.
But the fact is this, the more research I Did the more case
studies, I looked at the more I realized that these truly were
broken vulnerable, women who believed a lie about themselves,
they believed that they were only good for one thing and that
list above proves just how much these women were hurting inside
and may I say something, even more controversial right now,
the question does need to be asked as we look at the faces of
all of those women. Real people, we need to ask the
question if they ever worked in that world, would they still be
alive today after all? Don't you agree?
That women were not created to have multiple partners to be
filmed during the most private things.
And then plastered across all of the internet for millions of
eyeballs to get gratification. And as much as I'm embarrassed
to admit this to all of my subscribers, I know that I have
contributed to the problem if I and others around the world had
not consumed. This kind of content, if I had
kept my eyes and my heart. The for all of my life, I know
that these women, some of them would most definitely be alive
today. Everyone needs hope.
And I know I might be in danger of sounding like one of these
cheesy televangelists, but you might not believe in yourself,
you might think there is no hope for me.
Well, I believe this hope for you and I believe you will get
off this if you really want to. There is a power in God.
That no man can touch that. No man can stop the all the
powers of Hell cannot stop. If you want that power, that the
Holy Spirit can give you, you will come off this sin and you
will not go back to it. But you might say, Joe, I can't
even manage to weeks. How will I manage a hundred days
will see you? My friend?
I'd say that was me. Also, you know, this is
embarrassing, but I've got to be honest with you.
Right now, I used to watch it multiple times a day and I could
not get off that. You might say to me every time,
something stressful happens. I go back there for Comfort to
self-soothe. And again, that was Me, there
was a time. I know this wasn't true but
there was a time when I was so lonely that.
I felt like I had no friends. My only friends were those women
on the internet. I know it was a false world, but
that's what I believed. You might think that Joe, I have
sinned away my salvation. There really is, no hope for me.
God has washed his hands from me and he doesn't want anything to
do with me. Well, if you think like that, I
want you to know that the very heartbeat of this book.
There is hope because this book speaks seeks to Sinners because
Christ did not come to call the righteous, but Sinners to
repentance. And wow, there was a savior who
bled and died on that cross while that blood was shed, there
is always hope. There is always cleansing,
there's always Grace and whilst Jesus Christ is alive In Heaven.
There is a power, a great power that can conquer your sin and
give you hope. And I'm saying to you, today, if
you want it, you can have it if you want freedom, it's there for
you and whether you buy this book, Or not.
I want you to know that today. You need to make a decision
today. You need to say, am I finally
going to say enough is enough? I shut the door on this sin and
I leave it there, forever, or will you continue to return to
it? Maybe not right now, maybe in an
hour, maybe in a day, maybe in a month, maybe in a year, or will
you finally start walking in Purity like a child of God?
So in December 2020, I believe God.
Laid a burden on my heart. He gave me a desire to do
something, which I'll be honest. I very nearly kept it a secret
from you. And the reason is this for many
years, you've been watching the videos, some of you choon in
week-by-week faithfully and you trust me and your trust means
the world to me. I never want to break that trust
and that is why I have fought tooth and nail to try and keep
the gospel free on this channel. By not putting adverts in front
of the videos by not selling merch by not Healing for
donations. I've done my best to say that
when I tell Sinners to come to the Lord Jesus Christ.
I want nothing from them whatsoever other than them to
find the Forgiveness that only Jesus can offer.
But a couple of years ago, I felt a deep inner compulsion, a
desire to take out 13 years worth of all of the lessons that
God has taught me and to put it down into a book.
And I thought, should I do it? I felt very torn.
I really don't want to earn money from other people's
Brokenness. So how Do I get around this?
Then I thought, well, maybe I could put it on an online
document and put it on the internet for free but then that
doesn't solve the problem of. I'm really trying to tell
people. It's time to get away from these
screens and have quietness alone day by day with the Lord.
Now I know this might not be a big issue to you but it is to
me. So before we look at how I think
I can solve this money problem, allow me to introduce you to 100
pure thoughts. This book is a little bit
different to all the purity. Folks in the fact that it's a
devotional with the idea of having one biblical thoughts,
one concept that you need to take into the day to try and
take one step at a time. One day where you try to keep
your mind, totally pure. And then the hope is that you'll
do 100 pure thoughts, 100 days and you'll reach the point where
you go 100 days without returning stat, same sin, why
are we going for 100 days? Well, apparently, the experts,
the psychologists believe that after 100 days your brain will
finally get chance to heal and you'll no longer have the same
desires to go back and actually, you'll build new Pathways in
your brain where suddenly that temptation is so much smaller
and you have to actively choose. If you like force yourself to go
back to it rather than it being a habit that you're so
accustomed to now, please don't misunderstand me.
I'm not saying this book will make you sinless and I'm
certainly not saying that this will be easy.
This will probably be one of the hardest things you will ever do
10, 20, 30, 40 days, it will be Can I sing leak rule?
They'll be times where you feel anxiety, loneliness, pain.
It will bring up old feelings, as you have to face on these
things that you've covered up when you've ran back to this sin
at times, you'll feel irritable. What I am saying is if you reach
this 100 days, if you find that place where you finally attain
Purity and you can walk with the Lord, I want you to know that it
is one of the most fulfilling things that you can ever do.
And my prayer is that, this book will be.
A tool and a resource that will help you to do this.
Okay, back to the money situation.
The problem with this sin is very often, it can attack those
who are poorest in society, those who are unemployed or very
young people who don't have any money.
And so I knew that how desperate I was to get free from this sin.
And I knew in my head, I do not want to financially benefit from
this book, but I will get royalties from this book because
that's just how it works when you work with a Christian
publisher. So what I decided to Do is set
up a free book fund. So any royalties I got I would
put into this fund. So there was an option for those
people who simply could not afford to buy a copy of the book
to have a free book and in the Lord's Grace because of this
book fund, and because other people contributed to this book
fund, we were able to give away hundreds of books.
But right now, as we speak, there are actually still 112
people on this waiting list, but I think I've got a solution of
how we're going to solve this. If you would be interested in
getting a free book because you really cannot afford it then,
please go to my website. Off the curb .co.uk / book and
there find the free books action at the bottom of the page.
But if you're not opposed to buying a copy, then please also
see the same website. And if you see me with a Rolex
watch in the next video, you know, I've been telling you a
pack of Lies, but seriously, if you can buy a copy, it helps us
to be able to give more copies to those who need one.
Either way, my prayer is that Is that God would birth something
inside of us that the church would be truly pure that we
would shine like beacons of light and the every single one
of us would be able to truly say who the sun sets free is free
indeed. And whilst you're waiting for
your copy of 100 pure thoughts to come.
Please watch this video here so you can start walking in Purity
today.