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People are massively 
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why. 
In 2019, we lost everything. 

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Our house, our clothes, our 
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of all, we lost our peace. 
Just four weeks before our first

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child was to be born, we bought 
a house that had a hidden 

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problem. 
The situation was definitely 

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bad, but I believe that we 
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So what did we do? 
We ran to mommy and daddy. 

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As the scripture says, the 
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But the righteous are bold as a 
lion, and you might be saying, 

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Joe, isn't that a little bit 
harsh to refer to yourself as 

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wicked? 
Well, honestly, I truly do 

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believe that this issue happened
as a chastisement from the Lord 

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for years. 
I've been living in disobedience

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for years. 
I'd refused to repent of 1 

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certain sin. 
That doesn't mean that every 

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time something bad happens it 
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us. 
But in this instance, just like 

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Joseph's brothers, you remember 
when Joseph was sold by his 

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brothers to Egypt and then many 
years passed by and Joseph was 

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disguised and his brothers found
themselves in a sticky situation

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and what thought came to their 
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Instantly they had a guilty 
conscience and instantly they 

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said this is because we sold our
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In other words, but they knew 
that God was dealing with them 

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from that sin many years ago. 
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disciplined by the Lord, I 
believe that there isn't a doubt

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in our mind. 
We know for certain that this 

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has happened because we have 
done wrong. 

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So here I am with my wife, my 
newborn baby, practically 

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homeless, living in my childhood
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And then what happened to the 
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You must stay at home. 
We'll postpone unnecessary 

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travel. 
We face this unprecedented 

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challenge the toughest year of 
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You guessed it. 
What was supposed to be a 

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temporary situation turned into 
one year of anxiety and 

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uncertainty as we just could not
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And yet, in that year, I've 
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all of my life. 
I remember when we were all 

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confined to only being allowed 
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In our own back garden, I 
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garden and it felt like I was 
walking with another father, my 

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heavenly Father. 
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like God was so close to me that
I could just reach out my hand 

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and touch him and something else
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Ironically, this is also the 
time when many of you discovered

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my YouTube channel. 
You see, I've been making videos

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since 2016, but in 2020, it was 
almost as if there was a sort of

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peculiar blessing that fell upon
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When I was preaching in my dad's
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the background, there was very 
little production value, and yet

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it seemed like God turned up 
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Lives were being touched. 
People were saying that they've 

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been lukewarm for many years, 
and yet God was drawing them 

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back. 
And it wasn't Joe Kirby that was

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doing anything. 
No, it was the Holy Spirit. 

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He was speaking into people's 
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Sometimes I watch those old 
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because I see back then there 
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It was a joy, if you like a 
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doing something despite the 
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And I'll be honest, in 2022, in 
2023, even I've tried to 

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recreate those videos. 
I've tried to make similar 

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videos, but the truth is this. 
You cannot manufacture a move of

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God. 
And as much as I tried to go 

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back and to speak those same 
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season and that window, once it 
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And I can't go back to that time
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So why are people disappointed 
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But back then I used to make 
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particularly speaking into the 
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encouragement, because that was 
the place that God had taken me 

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to. 
And those were the messages that

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God had burned on my heart. 
But it eventually became clear 

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that that door had shut now, and
I needed to return to making 

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videos for nonbelievers again. 
You see, after all, I'm not a 

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pastor, I'm not a Bible teacher.
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I'm just an evangelist. 
And my calling is to win souls 

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for Jesus. 
And at the same time when I had 

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this feeling, this sense that I 
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souls for the lost men of God, 
men who I look up to and trust, 

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they also at the same time said,
come on Joe, let's start making 

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those videos again from 
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After all the need is massive 
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of lost sinners who need to hear
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So you use your platform to 
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But here we are today, and I say
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There is a huge amount of 
Christians who subscribe to my 

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channel and what did they 
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They wanted long form contents. 
They wanted Christian living 

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videos and edification for the 
Saints and what are they getting

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instead? 
Celebrities, strong warning 

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messages, and a plethora of 62nd
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And if that's you, I want to say
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I genuinely do apologize to 
those of you who perhaps feel 

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cheated or perhaps are 
disappointed and you say this 

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isn't what I subscribe for. 
Joe, because I know that this 

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YouTube channel right now, it 
wouldn't be here if the Lord had

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not used you guys to watch the 
channel week by week and to 

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leave encouraging messages and 
to support me and to keep me 

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going when at points I felt like
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So please just hear this 
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On the flip side, however, I 
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anything that we put out and 
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that says OK, yes, I know that 
these videos are aimed on 

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believers, but you can never 
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Just keep making the messages 
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I'll keep watching the videos. 
And if that's you, I want you to

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know I am really grateful to 
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Because when you watch the 
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This video is holding people's 
interest and it sends the video 

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out in some more homes and that 
then gives the video or the 

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message the opportunity to reach
more lost souls who have never 

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heard the gospel, who have never
heard about the Savior who loved

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them and died for them. 
So take all of that into your 

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mind and now want to say I'm 
going to make 5 changes to this 

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YouTube channel. 
And also at the end of the video

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I have a giveaway for 400 
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So please stick around because I
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appreciate this giveaway. 
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happening is something that 
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we're going to keep the videos 
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The reason I'm mentioning this 
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of weeks ago I put out a 
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some strange reason ads had 
started popping up on my YouTube

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channel. 
Even though I'm not signed up to

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the Google ad partnership for 
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So I contacted YouTube and 
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the adverts down South. 
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take a moment right now to 
appreciate YouTube's kindness in

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doing this? 
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YouTube standpoint, I'm a big 
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put adverts in front of my 
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I'm earning YouTube no money. 
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YouTube sandbox, totally rent 
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And yet every single week, what 
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It pushes out my video to 
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If this was the television 
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there's no chance I could say 
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audience I reach. 
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this totally for free. 
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YouTube is the platform that 
gives the most freedom of speech

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for Christians, for people to 
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Because you have heard my 
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You know that I don't compromise
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And other platforms, they pride 
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They say no, we are now the 
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total freedom of speech. 
And yet what do I have to do? 

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I have to pay Elon Musk $100 to 
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And then once I'm verified, then
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messages can rank high in 
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Now your messages can be 
promoted, but if I don't pay the

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$100, well then I'm hidden. 
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kind of defeats the point of 
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what I'm saying. 
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good at complaining, at 
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forget to say thank you when a 
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face. 
And I just want to say thank you

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right now to YouTube publicly 
for allowing me to reach so many

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people. 
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now on my channel will totally 
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Let me give you an example. 
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say if you see this, you should 
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Christians writing messages like
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Joe, you're just fear mongering.
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should be scared? 
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I have the Lord Jesus Christ. 
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If you have Jesus Christ, you 
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Jesus's arms. 
You're totally safe. 

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But there are people who are 
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not totally safe. 
There are people who should be 

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terrified for is a fearful thing
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angry God. 
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the urgency of this message. 
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warning signs and there has to 
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preaching quite hard line to get
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So if you do see those videos 
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yourself the question, is this 
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have not yet met the risen 
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Another example is YouTube 
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Now I know many of you cannot 
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You really just want to see a 
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But the reality is when we look 
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call them Gen. 
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All the content they're 
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shorts, tick tocks. 
They just watch short form 

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content. 
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exciting has happened in our own
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Emma's sister who is only 18 
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For years we've been telling her
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she's had very little interest, 
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she's been watching Christian 
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short form videos. 
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a desire to read the Bible. 
So now she's meeting up with a 

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friend, reading the Bible, 
highlighting the Bible and now 

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she's even said I'd really like 
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coming weekend. 
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to be sat in the congregation. 
Now none of this would have ever

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happened if she didn't find a 
Tick Tock and I know some of the

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videos that she's been watching.
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videos, you would call those 
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it's nothing more than 
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But the fact is this. 
My sister-in-law was not ready 

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to watch an indepth video, an 
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unpacking of the doctrine of the
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No, something simple. 
Something, dare I say, 

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clickbaity. 
Like a picture of little Uzi 

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verts. 
That's what got her attention. 

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And from that, the Lord planted 
a seed where she had a desire to

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learn more. 
Listen to me, I've not forgotten

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about the giveaway, but I do 
want to tell you about the third

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change, which actually provides 
a solution to the second change.

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I've decided that I do actually 
want to try and create more 

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Christine videos, but on my 
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a link to it in the description.
That way there's no confusion at

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Who is this channel trying to 
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No, this channel, My second 
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Christians only, and there is a 
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I know I shouldn't feel guilt. 
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And I know that no one is 
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So you don't need me to give you
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But the same time, I do know 
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reached out and have said, Joe, 
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And so I want to try this. 
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say, Lord God, I come to you 
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And I just asked that you'd fill
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to your flock to your people and
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I will warn you though that 
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and there is limited time, these
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rough and ready. 
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the videos on my main channel. 
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just come to him with nothing 
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of pride that can be filled 
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No, we just lean upon the Lord 
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all the work. 
So if you're interested, please 

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do check out that Channel. 
It's just my name. 

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It's called Joe Kirby. 
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the description. 
I also do hope that we'll be 

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able to do more Zoom Bible 
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For those of you who signed up 
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we did want a couple of months 
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precious time. 
So if you also would like to be 

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part of that, please go to 
offthecurb.co.uk and sign up to 

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the newsletter and there'll be a
chance where we can study the 

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word together and just talk to 
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questions and it really is a 
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OK, the 4th and final change 
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giveaway is I'm actually going 
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Some of you will remember back 
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telling you all that I actually 
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I've since deleted that video 
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emotional and so I took it down 
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the things I said were a bit too
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said some of those things. 
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was a little bit embarrassed. 
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But if you want an update, since
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videos. 
I've not been posting every week

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and I've had more time with my 
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just been wonderful and the joy 
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joy of Ministry has come back 
and so really I'd be a bit silly

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to go back on that treadmill and
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However, the videos that I am 
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with all of my mites and I've 
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everyone. 
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our next video on the 19th of 
August is going to be our first 

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documentary. 
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away, but I will say it is going
to step on some toes and for 

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nearly three days after I filmed
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what is going to happen to the 
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into fruition. 
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sure you do not miss the first 
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documentary. 
So over to you now let me know, 

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are you still on board? 
If you are, please write in the 

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comment box. 
If you're not, please also write

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that in the comment box, because
I want to remain teachable and I

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really would appreciate your 
feedback on how you feel this 

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channel should go, what 
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in the future. 
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normal, regular average Joe like
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Probably not, Joe. 
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say, don't you? 
I need help and I need guidance,

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and I just hope that you'll be 
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as we walk in this and try and 
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and the gospel that He is 
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OK, here is the moment you've 
all been waiting for. 

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Let me tell you about our 
giveaway. 

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There are actually 2 giveaways. 
The first one is for those who 

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subscribe to our channel who are
based in the USA and the 2nd 

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giveaway is for everyone. 
OK, firstly, if you are based in

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the USA where our supplier is 10
of those the company that we're 

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working with, we want to give 
you a free copy of my book 100 

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Pure Thoughts. 
We actually now in our book fund

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have enough copies for 400 
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and know originally we said it's
only if you can't afford a copy.

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But right now, because we're in 
a great position and we've 

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actually run out of requests 
right now for people who wants a

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free copy, we can't even give 
this book away. 

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Well, if you promise you'll read
it, we'd love to bless you with 

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that. 
And so if that's you, please go 

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to 
ourwebsite@offthecurb.co.uk/book

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and then fill out our free book 
form at the bottom of the page. 

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But if you're not based in the 
USA, we have even more exciting 

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news in the next few weeks. 100 
Pure Thought will be available 

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for everyone, totally free on 
the app you version. 

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But this is super important. 
You need to remember this. 

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It will not be titled 100 Pure 
Thoughts. 

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If you want to find it, you have
to put in Purify Your Mind 

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series by Joe Kirby. 
So if that's something that 

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you'd be interested in, well 
please do watch this space and 

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download the app because very 
soon this resource is going to 

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be available for all. 
And as you know, that's been my 

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desire all along, that I just 
want as many people to be pure 

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for the Lord of Jesus Christ 
because it's the most precious 

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thing when we can walk before 
the Lord and know that I do not 

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have this sin that is always 
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By the way, perhaps you're 
curious at why I decided to turn

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down $600,000 every year in 
YouTube Adsense. 

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Is it because I'm already a 
millionaire? 

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Well, the answer is no. 
And I'll be honest, the decision

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is very difficult. 
But if you want to know the 

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reasons why I'm going to stick 
by this decision, please watch 

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this video right now.
