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Hey, good morning. 
Real life church welcome you 

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excited to be here today, man, 
we're excited to have you here 

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today. 
It's going to be a great 

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morning. 
I know God's got something big 

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for us today. 
I just invite you to stand to 

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your feet. 
We're going to kick off with 

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some worship this morning. 
And I just invite you just to 

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lift hands, sing out, clap along
with us. 

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Really just how do the Spirit 
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I just invite you just to lean 
into that this morning and 

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really just give all of our 
worship to Him today. 

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Give them some glory. 
So just sing out with us. 

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Give you glory for all you've 
brought me through. 

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And now I'm ready for whatever 
you want to do. 

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I'm moving forward to follow 
after you. 

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Now I'm ready for whatever you 
want to do. 

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Your presence is an open door. 
Your presence is an open door. 

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So come now though, like never 
before. 

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Amen. 
If you want to join us as a 

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Clapper, keep singing. 
In every season the grace has 

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been eater and I believe it. 
The best is yet to come. 

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Do you believe that This morning
the cross before me. 

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I hope all things are above. 
And did you, Jesus, The best is 

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yet to come. 
Your presence is an open door. 

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We want you though, like never 
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Your presence is an open door. 
S Come now, Lord, I've never 

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before. 
It's a bold prayer to pray, 

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isn't it? 
That we want your presence here 

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more than ever before? 
But man, we believe that when we

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pray that prayer, God breaks 
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Amen. 
You ready for a breakthrough? 

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Let's sing it. 
I know breakthrough is coming 

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and by faith I see a miracle. 
My God made me a promise and it 

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won't stop now. 
I know breakthrough is coming. 

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By faith I see a miracle. 
My God made me a promise and it 

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won't stop now. 
Come on, Church, declare this 

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this morning. 
I know breakthrough is coming. 

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I see a miracle, my God, maybe a
promise, and it won't stop now. 

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Why settle for the status quo 
when he's ready to give us a 

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breakthrough? 
Amen. 

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Amen. 
I invite you just to keep 

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worshiping this morning as we 
continue to sing. 

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Feel free to lift your hands. 
Just sing this to him. 

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It's just you and him this 
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Come on, Your presence is an 
open door. 

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We want you, Lord, like never 
before. 

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Your presence is an open door. 
So come now, Lord, Lord, like 

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never before. 
Amen. 

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Let's say. 
I know breakthrough is coming by

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faith. 
I see a miracle, my God maybe a 

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promise, and it won't stop now. 
I know breakthrough is coming by

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faith. 
I see a miracle my God made me a

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promise that it won't stop now. 
Breakthrough. 

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Is coming by made me a. 
Promise that it. 

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Won't stop now. 
Do you believe that is for the 

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church? 
Do you believe he's a God of 

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breakthrough? 
Do you believe that he won't 

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stop? 
And then come on, let him hear 

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you this morning. 
All the praise, all the glory 

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from you to him. 
Amen. 

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Amen. 
Give. 

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Him some praise this morning. 
Amen. 

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And in the darkness we were 
waiting. 

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Without hope, without light. 
From heaven you came running. 

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There was mercy in your eyes to 
fulfil the law and prophets. 

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To a virgin came the world, my 
throne of endless glory. 

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To a cradle in the dirt. 
And praise the Father, praise 

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the Son, praise the Spirit. 3 In
one God of the glory, majesty, 

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praise forever to the King of 
peace, to reveal the Kingdom 

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coming, and to reconcile the 
lost, to redeem the whole 

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creation. 
You did not God despise the 

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cross, for even in your 
suffering gives all to the other

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side, knowing this was our 
salvation. 

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Jesus, for our sake you die. 
Lift it up to Him today, say. 

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Praise. 
The Father praise the Son. 

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Raise must be red. 3IN the wild 
God of the rain, Manchester, 

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Raise whatever to the king. 
Of king, in the morning that you

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rose, all of heaven held its 
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for good. 
For the Lamb it conquered. 

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Death in the dead rose from 
their tombs, And the Angel stood

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in arm. 
For the souls of all who'd come.

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To the Father our restored, and 
the Church of Christ was born. 

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Then the spirit. 
With the flame and now this 

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gospel true love shall not be, 
shall not faint, and by his 

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blood in his name and in. 
His freedom I have free, for the

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love of Jesus Christ, who has 
rested me. 

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Sing praise, our Father, praise.
The sun praise the Spirit free 

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in one God of the glory that 
shall see. 

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Praise forever to the King of 
Kings, we pray. 

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Forever to the King of Kings. 
Father, we sing your praise. 

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Father. 
Praise forever to the King of 

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Kings, to the only one who's 
worthy of our praise this 

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morning. 
Father, we lift you up in this 

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place. 
Father, we love you. 

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We have to sing of your name. 
We thank you God for who you 

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are. 
Jesus name. 

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I was rich. 
I remember who I was. 

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I was lost. 
I was blind. 

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I was running out of time. 
Sin separated. 

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The breach was far too high, but
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you had me in your side, so you 
made away across the crate. 

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Divide left behind Heaven's room
to build it here, inside there 

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at the cross, you pay the debt I
owed, broke my chains, freed my 

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soul. 
For the first time I had heard 

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you, Jesus boy, the blood of the
plight. 

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You, Jesus, as you wash me away,
thank you Jesus, You have saved 

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my life, brought me from the 
darkness into glorious 

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You took my place, laid inside 
my tomb of sin, and you were 

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buried for three days, but then 
you walked right out of it. 

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And now Ted has no steal and 
life has no it. 

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For I have been transformed by 
the blood of you, and she's a 

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spoken word of God. 
When Jesus has washed me wild, 

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thank you Jesus, You have saved 
my life, brought me from the 

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darkest into glorious life. 
There's nothing stronger in the 

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wonder working power up the 
world because the sons and 

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daughters we are handsome by our
father through the world. 

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There is nothing stronger then 
the wonder working Power up the 

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below, the below, because the 
Suns and tortoises be your 

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ransom. 
Power farther through the below,

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the below. 
Jesus, come along. 

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Thank you Jesus. 
Jesus, wash me away. 

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Thank you Jesus, you have saved 
my life. 

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Brought me from the tortoise 
into glorious light. 

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Glory to his word, glory to His 
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There to my heart, was the blood
of glory to His. 

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Near man Amen. 
Amen. 

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Man who's thankful for Jesus. 
Can we give it up this morning? 

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Man, I love that song. 
And just think about what God's 

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done and God's given and God's 
sacrifice for you and for me. 

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Man, what an opportunity. 
Just come in and worship him 

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today. 
Man, we're so excited that you 

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chose to worship with us here in
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Want to take this opportunity to
let you guys know that we have 

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some new people with us today. 
They are online with this in 

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person. 
Can we show those guys some 

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love? 
Just give them a round of 

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applause. 
Amen. 

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Amen. 
Hey, won't you guys take 30 

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seconds, find somebody around 
you and greet them? 

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all right, you The guys can go 
ahead and be seated. 

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Hey, what you guys know about 
something awesome that you are 

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sitting on or it's in a chair 
next to you and that is our 

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awesome connection card. 
If you call real life home, we 

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would love it when you guys fill
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Let us know what's going on in 
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Maybe you've got a prayer 
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Something is going on in your 
life, something you need prayer 

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for or maybe God has just showed
up in your life in a miraculous 

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this way this week and you've 
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If you guys write those down. 
We look at these week in week 

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out, we pray over them. 
We love to stay connected with 

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knowing what's going on in your 
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Don't have to pin just on 
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So if you guys send those in, 
man, we love it. 

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If you call real life home, if 
you're neuter or newer to real 

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life, this is a great 
opportunity for you guys as 

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well. 
And I'm going to make you guys a

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simple promise. 
We're not going to ask one other

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thing from you today except for 
this one simple thing. 

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Just introduce yourself when we 
want to know who you are. 

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And we just want to just thank 
so thankful that you're here 

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with us. 
And if you feel that out to the 

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level that you're comfortable 
with, we're not going to do 

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anything weird. 
We won't show up your door, but 

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we'd love to send you some 
information this week about real

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life, let you know a little bit 
about who we are. 

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And so again, we're so excited 
that you chose to worship with 

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us today here in real life. 
We like to say that we're a 

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church on a mission here. 
And that mission is, is to see 

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people far from God discover the
real life and purpose in Jesus. 

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That's why we do what we do. 
That's why we make our 

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decisions. 
That's how we move throughout 

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our week because we know that 
lives get messy sometimes, 

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right? 
They get broken, they get jacked

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up, but we believe that we have 
and know the person that has the

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answer for you to get connected 
and be back on mission and 

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that's Jesus. 
So we love the living community 

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here and we live as a body as, 
as a fellow believers and, and 

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disciples and we are reaching 
out in our community and across 

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the world to get people on 
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So I have something awesome 
before we get into, into the 

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message today. 
So this is calling all 6th 

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graders through 12th. 
We are going back to Sporting KC

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for our second annual sporting 
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Man, you guys heard about it 
last year. 

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The kids loved it. 
So parents, teens, don't miss 

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this opportunity. 
This is a free event. 

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This is for leaders and youth 
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part of real life youth. 
So don't miss out. 

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Get signed up early. 
I think they're playing Austin. 

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This is on September the 7th and
they'll be sitting in the South 

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stands. 
So your, your kid does not want 

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to miss this. 
So get signed up early. 

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So we are launching into a new 
four part series called Elephant

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in the Room, right? 
So do you guys love the elephant

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in the room? 
It's the question nobody wants 

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to ask, but everybody's thinking
about, right? 

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And so today we're going to dive
into what the word of God says 

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about some of the biggest 
questions you guys have in your 

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life. 
And maybe it's a question about 

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faith, eternity, pain. 
And it's the thing that you're 

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thinking about that you think 
you're the only person dealing 

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with and that's not true. 
And today we're not going to go 

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into a bunch of church cliches 
try answers, but we're going to 

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give some honest answers from 
God's word about what God and 

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Jesus have for you to answer 
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So once you guys take. 
This opportunity give a big 

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round of applause to Pastor Sean
as he comes up and he brings the

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word. 
He gave me that a boy. 

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Go get him, pastor. 
Well, welcome today I want to 

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say first of all, was that 
worship awesome today? 

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Come on, give it for Jesus one 
more time. 

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Love him that you love him. 
It's always such a reminder of 

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who we are and who God is. 
And so in that line that Jesus 

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did God set aside on us and that
that song was just fantastic. 

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If you're new with us, I want to
welcome you guys one more time. 

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Or new where I know a lot of 
guys have been coming out 

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recently. 
I know we have some new faces 

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today. 
Will you guys make everybody 

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feel welcome one more time? 
Come on. 

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So there's two families you got 
to congratulate. 

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This is pretty cool. 
So last week we did the 

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celebration Sunday to the youth 
camp, kids camp, kind of just 

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celebrate the stories, impact 
and just all that God's doing 

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and it's really cool. 
We had two families that said 

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yes, God just speaking to them 
to serve and our kids program. 

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So you can congratulate them, 
let them know we love them for 

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jumping on the team. 
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you're like, it wasn't me, but 
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So one last thing before we jump
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relationship with Jesus, if you 
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recently or you have in the past
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We were baptizing on our, I 
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Come on somebody, and I'll 

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world, you're unashamed of 
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Man, I love Jesus. 
Jesus did something in me I want

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and sin and now we're alive to 
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This picture, you guys who this 

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father-in-law, Jerry. 
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ago here at real life. 
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Really something special about 
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and take those steps of faith. 
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impacting people, Amen. 
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lives change. 
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guys if you're like on the 
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there, it's not like you sign up
and just like you get thrown the

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I don't know what I was thinking
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preach some interesting messages
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We all have questions. 

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having the question. 
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appropriate even thinking this 
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around this these taboo thoughts
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God, contend your hard 
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all these different questions. 
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be why? 
Where is God? 

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Why would God allow bad things 
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And is the Bible really true? 
And no one's ever struggled that

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one, right? 
Like, can he be trusted? 

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like, maybe more personal, like,
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Like, you know, there's the 
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of stuff, right? 
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I was at a church when I, when I
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confess Jesus, like if you 
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perfect immediately. 
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church before. 
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perfect and you can never ask 
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journey together, Amen. 
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like wandering, like just 
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coming from different faith 
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question for yourself. 
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to you that like is just blown 
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been in church or followed God 
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question, right? 
Where is God? 

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in the deep end and walk through
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moment about your suffering, 
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like where is God? 
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That God would just show you 
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Holy Spirit would just come on 
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differently and actually worship
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So it's been a big prayer. 
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It's a big prayer. 
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reasons people don't follow God 
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pain that happens in their life.
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hurts? 
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privilege and honor of speaking 
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step brothers celebration of 
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My stepbrother Chad, he is 4 
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him 44 and he passed away 
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He was at work working at 
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the backroom, in the storeroom 
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was a brain aneurysm, a heart 
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Like, you know, people are 
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it's just one of those things 
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Like I've done a lot of funerals
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time, done a lot of ministry 
stuff, but it's just different 

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when it's like your sibling. 
Like that was a different level 

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for me. 
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thought a million years, like I 
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stepbrothers funeral like this 
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I mean, it's just I just kept 
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right? 
This is he's just young, but 

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anyway, I want to show you a 
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I met Chad when I was 6. 
My mom got married by step dad 

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So this is my family. 
Come on, somebody, this is 

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awesome. 
This is a great picture of the 

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90s. 
Come on on the right, the 

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redhead. 
That's my that's my brother 

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Adam. 
Come on. 

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I met other Adam today. 
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there. 
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Where you at? 
Alana? 

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She in there. 
Oh, she's back there. 

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Everybody say oh, oh, that's so 
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Yeah. 
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sister in the middle, Chad. 
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big guy in the front there. 
He's always big. 

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He's bigger than everybody just 
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the glasses on the on the lower 
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that that's Gabe that's that's 
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He he's six months younger man 
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This is my step. 
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a couple years ago. 
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describe that picture of me that
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Where are you, Mom? 
Thank you. 

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I think you're trying to keep me
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Alan Jackson was not very proud 
of that. 

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It used to be really flowy and 
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like I was some kind of French 
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It's really cool. 
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this picture and they bottled 
the movie kind of after that a 

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little bit there. 
Oh, man, God can use anybody. 

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Amen. 
You never like that picture. 

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You'd be like, that's the man's 
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And I was a Chiefs fan proof 
right here before they were 

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good. 
Amen. 

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Praise the Lord. 
All right, enough of that 

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picture. 
You can keep looking at that. 

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That's awesome, man. 
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I'm going back in here. 
We're in the I'm in a generation

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now where it's like it's going 
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1518, the pictures can be like, 
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And before 18 like you're so 
old, you know, like I was going 

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through the pictures of my 
stepbrother, you know, and it's 

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just like it's either you're 
scanning it, it's old school or 

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it's like a digital awesome 
picture and there's like nothing

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between. 
So anyway, this thoughts for 

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you, but the thought about my 
family, like where's God in the 

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midst of suffering and hurt? 
And there's verses I've been 

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traveling through Psalms this 
last year and there's been 

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verses that just stick out to me
and speak to me. 

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And this just was easy to go 
back to as I walk through the 

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Lord, like some verses that 
remind me where God is and 

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suffering. 
And so this is Psalm 3418. 

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This is what something has been 
on my heart. 

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It says this is the Lord is 
close to The Who. 

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What's it say? 
Yeah, broken hearted. 

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Yeah. 
Where is he? 

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He's right there. 
He he's with you. 

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It says that he saves those who 
are what? 

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Yeah. 
Crush the spirit. 

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This is good news. 
Amen. 

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Here's what about the Bible. 
It's what makes it not a fable 

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makes it real because you have 
people that are struggling with 

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real humanity, struggling to 
follow God and they're being 

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pressed down and and hurt and 
they're emotionally broken. 

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But the Bible says clear that 
God is with us. 

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I love it as a personal God. 
Amen. 

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I love it's not like, oh, he's 
out there. 

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Hope you hope you, you know, do 
good enough and he loves, you 

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know, God's a personal God and 
he wants relationship with and 

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he's close enough to us. 
And I could have bridged the 

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sermon down about, I don't know,
about 5 minutes and just answer 

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the question, where is God when 
you're hurting with you? 

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Amen. 
And we could just pray and be 

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gone. 
You're like, yes, not quite 

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chiefs in the game today, but 
one day you'll say Amen to that,

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right? 
But Psalm 6, this is another 

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Psalm that just sticks out to 
me. 

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This is one of the Psalms I 
Amelium. 

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I've read it and I just put it 
in my heart, my mind, and I go 

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back to the Psalm very often. 
And this is something that I 

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thought through with my family. 
This is David Rice says have 

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mercy on me, Lord, for I am what
even those seasons where you're 

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just you're just overwhelmed, 
you're weary like you're feeble 

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minded, like you just have no 
more energy to go forward. 

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And this is this what I love 
about the Bible. 

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It's just so real because I can 
relate to this, right? 

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I lack the ability to move. 
I'm uncertain, I'm unsettled. 

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He says heal me, Lord, for my 
bones are and what in agony? 

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I mean, that's the emotional 
pain that he's walking through 

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that even to your core, you're 
hurt. 

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And there's moments of life 
where the unexpected happens or 

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the tragic happens or the things
around you are so broken that it

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actually bothers you to the to 
your bones. 

456
00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:18,160
You guys been here before. 
You know, you're in that season 

457
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,680
when you wake up and then you 
feel like man, God's good and 

458
00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:23,880
everything is perfect and 
they're not 20 or 30 seconds And

459
00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:26,480
after waking up, you just 
remember what you're going 

460
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:28,360
through. 
Like, you know, you forget the 

461
00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:29,880
season went right at that 
moment. 

462
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:31,320
That's how you know you're in 
agony. 

463
00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:33,680
And for some of us are walking 
that season right now. 

464
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:36,200
For some of us, it's usually a 
broken relationship. 

465
00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:39,800
There's like a powerful loss and
we walk that season emotional 

466
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:41,240
pain. 
And this is what David's doing 

467
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,000
is walking through there through
this agony. 

468
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:46,240
He says this in verse 3 says my 
soul is in deep anguish. 

469
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:50,160
Just how long, Lord, How long 
says turn, Lord, deliver me, 

470
00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:52,360
save me because of your what 
what to say? 

471
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:56,320
There's failing love. 
Who knows, God is full of 

472
00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:58,680
failing love. 
You can call on God's life. 

473
00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:01,880
It's just motivation for save me
because of your character, God, 

474
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:05,320
because you love me. 
God speak to me, changed me, he 

475
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:07,080
said, worn out from my 
groanings. 

476
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:09,760
I mean, there's this is like 
pain without words, right? 

477
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:12,000
I just don't know what. 
It just hurts. 

478
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:15,440
So all night long I flood my bed
with what? 

479
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:19,320
Yeah, weeping. 
We've all been there in seasons.

480
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:22,000
You just there's no comfort. 
There's no solace. 

481
00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:24,880
You're just beyond yourself. 
He said drench my couch with 

482
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,000
tears. 
My eyes grow weak with sorrow. 

483
00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:30,080
They fail because of my foes. 
In this situation, David is 

484
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:32,440
surrounded by his enemies. 
He thinks he's being overtaken. 

485
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:35,240
He's tired of seeing his friends
die, his commanders die, the 

486
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:37,600
people around him being 
persecuted, and he feels like 

487
00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:40,600
he's up against the wall that 
he's being buried and there's no

488
00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:43,000
way out. 
Verse A says away from me all 

489
00:31:43,000 --> 00:31:46,440
you do evil and I love this. 
So it says for the Lord has 

490
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:50,040
what? 
How many guys knew that the Lord

491
00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:53,280
hears your weeping. 
It's pretty good, Amen that the 

492
00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:56,520
Lord isn't isn't absent like 
he's not gone. 

493
00:31:56,880 --> 00:32:00,600
We can make the mistake of 
thinking and mistaking silence 

494
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:03,920
for God's absence, but God's not
absent, Amen. 

495
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:06,640
Just because he's not speaking 
doesn't mean he doesn't hear. 

496
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:09,360
Just because he's not speaking 
doesn't mean he is not hearing. 

497
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:11,720
You're weeping. 
So the Lord has heard my cry for

498
00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:16,160
mercy and the Lord accepts my 
prayer that in my pain God is 

499
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:19,040
close. 
I'll give you some some stories,

500
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:21,160
some guys to talk about these, 
the scripture and the pain to 

501
00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,760
walk through This man who wrote 
second most, second most famous 

502
00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:27,080
book in history, John Bunyan, 
pilgrims progress and he writes 

503
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,840
this about tears. 
He says it's not the mouth that 

504
00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:31,440
is the main thing in prayer, but
the heart. 

505
00:32:31,440 --> 00:32:35,240
And if it is the heart that 
prays, it matters not what the 

506
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:38,480
mouth if the mouth is silent. 
So the prayer is the cry of the 

507
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:42,640
heart, sometimes with words and 
sometimes without words. 

508
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:45,880
Amen. 
I mean, God knows exactly what 

509
00:32:45,880 --> 00:32:48,160
you're feeling, what you're 
what's, what's inside of you, 

510
00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:51,760
and you don't have to maybe even
mature even to express it or 

511
00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:54,280
even figure out why it's 
happening, but the Lord knows 

512
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:56,040
exactly the language of your 
heart. 

513
00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:58,640
Others say about this scripture,
it says that these prayer, these

514
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:01,760
tears are the tears or liquid 
prayers, Amen. 

515
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:05,040
That God had actually hear your 
tears. 

516
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,800
He's listening to your weeping. 
They're silent prayer requests. 

517
00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:10,840
God knows exactly why you're 
crying. 

518
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:13,600
He knows exactly what you're 
walking through In that season. 

519
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:16,000
Spurgeon said this. 
He said tears are the diamonds 

520
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,560
of heaven. 
Sighs are part of prayer, and 

521
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,200
tears are the blood of the 
heart. 

522
00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:24,880
They're the essence of prayer 
and the substance of devotion. 

523
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:29,320
Tears are almost paved the way 
for God's will and our broken. 

524
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:31,840
This guy is going to speak to us
and this what it says about 

525
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:33,520
suffering and tears in the 
Bible. 

526
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:37,960
Psalm 56, eight says this. 
It says you being God have kept 

527
00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:42,720
count of my what tossings 
Anybody been in the season where

528
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:46,600
they can't sleep through the 
night right and you tried new 

529
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:47,880
pillows and it's still not 
working right. 

530
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:50,760
Like you just there's anxiety 
and there's worry and there's it

531
00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:53,360
catch you off guard. 
Every season has a temptation 

532
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:55,080
like don't ever think you get 
mature enough. 

533
00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:57,640
We're like your life isn't going
to have some arrows and some 

534
00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:00,120
attacks like God is always 
showing us things about 

535
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:02,280
ourselves. 
I actually bought 4 pillows 

536
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:03,520
yesterday. 
I slept through the night, 

537
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:06,920
praise God, Hallelujah, but it 
wasn't because of these kind of 

538
00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:09,639
season, but my pillows were 
dying's like I picked the $6 

539
00:34:09,639 --> 00:34:11,239
pillows up all the time. 
I'm like, let's just not do that

540
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,360
anymore. 
Let's get a $10 pillow. 

541
00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:16,280
Let's move up, you know, but it 
says this is amazing. 

542
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:21,400
He said, he says he puts my 
tears in your bottle and they're

543
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:24,639
not or they're not in your book.
He's not absent. 

544
00:34:24,639 --> 00:34:26,960
Amen. 
Like like your your pain isn't 

545
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:30,320
wasted with God to think that 
God knows exactly what you're 

546
00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:32,320
going through, exactly what 
you're walking through, 

547
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:35,480
understands the situation and 
it's collecting your tears. 

548
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:38,639
He's listening to your weeping. 
He knows and he's close. 

549
00:34:38,639 --> 00:34:41,400
Amen. 
He's not distant, he's not gone,

550
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,280
he's not absent, he's not 
apathetic. 

551
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:46,840
He is there. 
Romans 826 says this says the 

552
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:51,239
spirit Spirit of God intercedes 
for us with what to say with 

553
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,480
groanings too deep for words 
that even when we our words 

554
00:34:56,480 --> 00:35:00,240
fail, our logic fails, our 
emotions are heavy. 

555
00:35:00,360 --> 00:35:05,080
The Holy Spirit is groaning and 
having prayer requests for us 

556
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,760
and over us to the Father in 
heaven, Amen. 

557
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,800
That's good news that that we're
not alone that that that the 

558
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:14,640
Holy Spirit is also called the 
comforter. 

559
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,360
He is comforting us. 
He's he's he's giving us what we

560
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:20,040
really need to have. 
He's praying prayer requests 

561
00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:22,840
that we not even ever mutter. 
These lead us to places that we 

562
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:25,080
don't even need that we know 
don't need to go yet. 

563
00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:27,320
We don't know we need to go 
there yet And so we can find 

564
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:30,560
solace that got us close enough 
to whisper that he, he knows us 

565
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:31,480
better. 
We know ourselves. 

566
00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:33,400
Amen. 
But there are times, if you're 

567
00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:35,520
real honest, that we we don't 
feel God. 

568
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:37,840
There are times where it feels 
distant. 

569
00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:39,440
It feels cold. 
Your prayers feel like they're 

570
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,200
hitting the ceiling. 
You're wondering what's going 

571
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:42,000
on. 
You're kind of getting 

572
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:45,680
aggravated like I, why'd you 
leave me this far to, to kind of

573
00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:48,200
feel like you're not in this 
season, like why am I feel like 

574
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:49,920
I'm a little abandoned? 
Have you guys been that season 

575
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:51,200
before? 
Real honest, show hands. 

576
00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:52,840
Real honest. 
Yeah. 

577
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:55,360
I think most of us have been 
that season maybe more than 

578
00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:57,640
once, right. 
I feel like it just kind of 

579
00:35:57,640 --> 00:35:59,880
comes with the journey. 
And I think God wants us to 

580
00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:03,200
teach us something like in the 
deserts and the valleys where we

581
00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:04,560
don't have this awestruck 
moment. 

582
00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:07,800
He wants to show us a few things
about prayer, about our lives. 

583
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:12,040
What's interesting about prayer 
is that when you pray, God does 

584
00:36:12,040 --> 00:36:16,720
not often download the answer 
that you're praying to your 

585
00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:19,280
life. 
It doesn't usually come if I can

586
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:20,680
use this Good. 
Met a guy that's in charge of 

587
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,600
this right now. 
He doesn't fly the package of 

588
00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,320
your prayer request with a blue 
bow on it and drop it at your 

589
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:31,000
front porch, Amen. 
It doesn't usually work that 

590
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:32,880
way. 
God does usually answer your 

591
00:36:32,880 --> 00:36:34,680
prayer with this an immediate 
thing. 

592
00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:36,560
Now there's two things the Bible
he'll do that for. 

593
00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:40,040
But most of the time God gives 
you the gift of an opportunity 

594
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:42,400
to become what you're praying 
for. 

595
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,000
Like think about this when you 
pray for patience, God doesn't 

596
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,120
download patience into your soul
typically, but God gives the 

597
00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:52,760
opportunity to be patient, Amen.
God gives you circumstances and 

598
00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:55,280
people and relationships and you
give those moments where you can

599
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:58,560
trust in him and rely on him, 
but very few times you can say, 

600
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:00,960
OK, now you're a patient person 
that that's not typical works. 

601
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:02,400
He wants to develop your 
character. 

602
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,240
Matter of fact, God is more 
interested in developing 

603
00:37:04,240 --> 00:37:07,280
character than for you to 
download your wish list. 

604
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:10,760
Amen. 
Because it doesn't doesn't 

605
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:12,400
change anything because gives 
you the answer. 

606
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:15,240
He wants you to become something
that you're not. 

607
00:37:15,240 --> 00:37:17,200
Think about this. 
We pray for strength. 

608
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,520
He put you in seasons where you 
feel weak, you feel like, oh 

609
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:21,920
Lord, I'll be strong. 
What He's going to give you 

610
00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:24,800
circumstance with your family or
your friends or whatever it is 

611
00:37:24,920 --> 00:37:27,480
where you have to rely on Him 
and His power and His strength 

612
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:30,440
made perfect in your weakness 
and lean on Him. 

613
00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:32,800
You pray for faith. 
Typically it's because He's 

614
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,400
walking through a circumstance 
where you don't have sight, like

615
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:39,000
you have to walk by faith. 
You have to hold His hand, lean 

616
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,840
His direction to seek His will, 
and you're asking for faith, but

617
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:45,040
He's given the circumstance. 
If you pray for love, God often 

618
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,800
brings people in your life 
that's hard to love. 

619
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:54,080
Amen because now a good time to 
point, but often times it's just

620
00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:56,480
how it works, right. 
And so in other words, God 

621
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,440
answer a purse, but it's always 
the way we expect. 

622
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,960
Like instead of shortcuts, he 
gives us soil, right? 

623
00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:04,400
He gives you a place to grow. 
He doesn't give you the the 

624
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:06,520
quick easy path. 
Now sometimes God can do that, 

625
00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:09,600
but often times he doesn't. 
He takes a long way around the 

626
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,920
barn instead of comfort, he he 
wants to develop our character. 

627
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:15,400
There's a couple things Bobby 
can pray for though and get 

628
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,080
wisdom. 
You can pray for wisdom and God 

629
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,040
will give it to you liberally as
long as you're asking faith. 

630
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,000
If you don't ask in faith, don't
expect anything. 

631
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,520
That's exactly what it says in 
James one verse 5 and 6. 

632
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,720
And so you can ask for wisdom, 
but by faith that God, I want 

633
00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:28,880
wisdom. 
I trust you. 

634
00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:30,000
You know everything. 
I'm gonna follow. 

635
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,240
You gotta give me divine wisdom.
And he will download it. 

636
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:35,360
Amen. 
Amen. 

637
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:38,200
That's a daily prayer by the 
way, like I'm not very smart, 

638
00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:40,720
but God right. 
He gives you peace beyond 

639
00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:42,520
understanding is the Philippians
4. 

640
00:38:42,720 --> 00:38:44,360
If you if you continue in 
prayer. 

641
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:46,840
That was those who give you 
peace by understanding of guard 

642
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:48,240
your hearts and mind Christ 
Jesus. 

643
00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:50,520
Those are two things you can 
have, but everything else it's 

644
00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:53,440
almost like God is giving the 
opportunity to develop your 

645
00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:55,720
character. 
He's giving you the opportunity,

646
00:38:55,720 --> 00:38:58,920
the gift of growth to be the 
kind of person that you're 

647
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:02,240
praying God to turn you into. 
He's given opportunities to 

648
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:03,880
shape you. 
And often times we walk through 

649
00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:07,040
suffering and hardship and we 
kind of get mad at God or we're 

650
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:10,960
upset about God's character and 
God's timing and we don't like 

651
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:12,440
it. 
Instead of send back to God, I 

652
00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:14,800
know you're using this to 
develop me, God. 

653
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,960
You're putting this in my life 
to show me things about myself I

654
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:18,960
need to develop. 
God, I trust you in this season.

655
00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:22,440
God, I'll walk with you even 
closer in this season. 

656
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,440
It's very easy though, to get 
jaded. 

657
00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:27,320
It's very easy to, to step back 
and, and to get upset. 

658
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:29,720
And honestly, there's times 
where you feel like you're, 

659
00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:32,240
you're just, you're irritated. 
God, things are broken. 

660
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,880
There's things in our past. 
I see this quite often. 

661
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:37,680
I've seen this with my own 
foster kids and different things

662
00:39:38,240 --> 00:39:41,800
where it's the heavy question 
like elephants in the room. 

663
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:43,760
But now we can kind of put on 
the table. 

664
00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:45,680
It's fun as a leader, by the 
way, put an elephant on the 

665
00:39:45,680 --> 00:39:47,320
table. 
Don't you like doing that? 

666
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:50,080
There's problems and people are 
upset and you're like, hey, you 

667
00:39:50,080 --> 00:39:52,080
know, let's just let's go on. 
Just take that. 

668
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:54,320
It's over here. 
It's actually pretty big and 

669
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:55,360
we're going to go put that right
here. 

670
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:59,240
We're going to talk about Amen. 
That's what leaders do, Amen. 

671
00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:02,600
That's kind of culture I love to
be in like families get real 

672
00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:05,440
sideways when the elephant 
Duggan talked about in a healthy

673
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:07,480
God honoring way. 
Amen. 

674
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:09,160
And just be real honest with 
you. 

675
00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:13,280
There's there's a lot of pain 
that same causes that sin causes

676
00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:16,520
that the world causes that's 
affected so many of our lives. 

677
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:19,240
Ever been in this room? 
People, you know, could be watch

678
00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:22,840
things all the time and they're 
they're the question like, why 

679
00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:26,480
would God allow me to be abused 
as a child? 

680
00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:29,440
Why would God allow my dad to 
hit me? 

681
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:33,960
Why, why would God allow my 
parents to be Alcoholics and to 

682
00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:36,720
be in the foster system? 
Like, why would God put me 

683
00:40:36,720 --> 00:40:39,240
through all this? 
And those are the questions that

684
00:40:39,240 --> 00:40:41,640
we're not going to ask. 
Typically we're going to ask God

685
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:44,640
will you mad about it may tell a
friend, but then a day like the 

686
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:46,960
wrestle that I want to wrestle 
through the hard elephant. 

687
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:48,680
Amen. 
Yeah, I did that today. 

688
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:51,480
I told you to keep it real. 
It's on the sign, you know? 

689
00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:54,440
So I'm gonna put it on the table
and it's gonna talk through the 

690
00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:55,440
through the. 
Yeah, you know what you're 

691
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:58,120
getting into there, right? 
About to talk through that hard 

692
00:40:58,120 --> 00:40:59,400
question. 
What does it look like? 

693
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,280
Like, why would God allow this? 
Like, where is God and all his 

694
00:41:02,280 --> 00:41:03,520
hurt and his suffering, this 
pain? 

695
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:06,360
And I'm gonna do is just walk 
through really a conversation. 

696
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:09,200
I saw it. 
It's really a video I watched 

697
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,440
and I just turned into, I can't 
play it, so I'm just gonna read 

698
00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:12,720
it. 
And it's very powerful. 

699
00:41:12,720 --> 00:41:15,280
And there's this this lady 
that's been through a ton and 

700
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:19,440
she's probably in her 60s and 
she's asking this this preacher 

701
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:21,720
what where was God when? 
And so I'm just going to read it

702
00:41:21,720 --> 00:41:24,560
for you guys ready. 
Don't act too excited. 

703
00:41:26,720 --> 00:41:29,000
Well, I'll just hear this is 
what she said says where was 

704
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:32,240
your Jesus when young kids were 
in institutions and being raped?

705
00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:34,360
Just I'm a survivor of being 
raped. 

706
00:41:34,720 --> 00:41:36,480
So you tell me where Jesus 
really was. 

707
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:38,720
I love this guy's answer. 
It's profound. 

708
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,320
He said the reasons why, the 
reason why you went through what

709
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:44,600
you went through is because of 
the human heart of sinful 

710
00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:47,200
actions of people. 
Your parents, your community has

711
00:41:47,240 --> 00:41:50,440
opened the door, has affected 
everybody else. 

712
00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:52,640
It's sad. 
You want to know where Jesus 

713
00:41:52,640 --> 00:41:54,040
was? 
I love this. 

714
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:56,920
He said Jesus was on the cross 
dying for our sins. 

715
00:41:57,320 --> 00:42:00,080
Before that he was calling 
people to repent of their sins. 

716
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:04,360
But your family, your ancestors,
those around you have decided 

717
00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:06,760
not to repent of their sins, and
it affected your life. 

718
00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:10,680
And all those who harmed you and
did that will have their day 

719
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:12,520
before God. 
And if they don't repent, 

720
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:15,200
they'll be sent to hell. 
They'll face the wrath of God 

721
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,000
for what they did. 
And God is going to bring 

722
00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:19,680
justice to every person. 
So in the meantime, don't let 

723
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:21,720
your past become your burden 
forever. 

724
00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:24,600
But because of the one man's 
decision, Jesus Christ, you can 

725
00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:27,560
now be delivered from your sin, 
set free from your bondage, and 

726
00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:30,400
you can be brought back to into 
God's Kingdom. 

727
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:33,880
That was straight truth. 
Amen. 

728
00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:36,360
Now that that's pretty trite 
when you're talking to somebody 

729
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:39,240
in the season, but if you think 
about why the suffering happened

730
00:42:39,240 --> 00:42:42,600
and he put it on to the, to the 
sin, to the human condition of 

731
00:42:42,600 --> 00:42:47,280
sin, to to community, to family,
to those around you, we, we get,

732
00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:50,520
we get into some big issues when
we start to blame God for sin. 

733
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:54,680
Amen. 
When we say God authored this 

734
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:58,360
God, why would you? 
And we get mad at God, you know 

735
00:42:58,360 --> 00:43:00,960
who she's mad at? 
And he lays out your family, 

736
00:43:00,960 --> 00:43:04,200
your community, the world. 
Sin itself saved himself. 

737
00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:07,400
That's to blame, Amen. 
God is not to blame. 

738
00:43:07,400 --> 00:43:10,640
And he said it so, so perfectly.
And I love how he gave the 

739
00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:12,520
justice side of it too, because 
we often think, well, they're 

740
00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:13,160
getting away. 
They're not. 

741
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:14,120
Nobody's getting away with 
nothing. 

742
00:43:14,720 --> 00:43:16,040
God's tails are just. 
Amen. 

743
00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:18,840
And when you stand before him, 
which I mean face down on the 

744
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:23,120
ground, prostate on the ground, 
right, you're prone and you're 

745
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:25,800
just like, there's no friends 
there, there's no family, 

746
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:27,760
there's no, it's you and the 
Lord. 

747
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:31,200
His skills are just Amen. 
The Bible says you can account 

748
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:33,080
for every other word, for every 
deed. 

749
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:35,920
Everything will go through the 
fire in the judgment of God. 

750
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:39,280
There's wood, hay and stubble 
and there's the things of God. 

751
00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:42,280
And, and, and so I trust deeply 
in God's justice. 

752
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,760
And it reminds me of like, well,
why do we, why would God allow 

753
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:46,760
this to even happen in this 
season? 

754
00:43:46,760 --> 00:43:47,960
I keep coming back to this 
thought. 

755
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:52,040
How much God must love us to 
endure such depravity in sin? 

756
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:57,960
Like how much must God love us 
to tolerate all this junk? 

757
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:00,360
It's just just hear me out. 
Just think about this. 

758
00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:02,600
Second, Peter 39 says this. 
This is Peter. 

759
00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:05,080
He's he's speaking to one of the
most persecuted group of people 

760
00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:06,960
in history. 
There's a church that was 

761
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:10,280
started in a Rome and it was 
persecuted by the emperor Nero, 

762
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:12,720
who blamed the Christians. 
Nero burned down his own city of

763
00:44:12,720 --> 00:44:14,040
Rome and then blamed the 
Christians. 

764
00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,760
And now being arrested, 
persecuted and they're being put

765
00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:19,240
on trial. 
Peter will be crucified by Nero 

766
00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:21,440
under his orders. 
His wife would be crucified 

767
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:23,200
right before him. 
Peter be crucified upside down. 

768
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:26,120
This is the kind of suffering we
don't even see right now. 

769
00:44:26,760 --> 00:44:28,840
This is one of those wicked 
leaders in all of history as 

770
00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:31,560
Emperor Nero and he writes this 
these people that are suffering 

771
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:34,360
greatly. 
He says the Lord verse 9 says 

772
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:37,680
the Lord is not slow and keeping
his what his promise. 

773
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:39,680
He's not he's not slow in 
keeping it but as some 

774
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:41,920
understand slowness that what 
they're saying is where's God 

775
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,680
and all this Why is this 
happening? 

776
00:44:44,960 --> 00:44:48,400
I thought I prayed for Jesus my 
life would get easier like any 

777
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:49,960
remember Jesus on the cross 
right. 

778
00:44:50,240 --> 00:44:52,560
This guy mentioned so so 
eloquently like where was Jesus?

779
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:55,800
He was suffering for us and to 
think just as a holistic picture

780
00:44:55,960 --> 00:44:59,960
that if Jesus were to suffer at 
the hands of sinful people, why 

781
00:44:59,960 --> 00:45:03,240
would we be any different? 
Like why would our lives be any 

782
00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:06,240
more innocent or easy than 
Jesus's life? 

783
00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:08,880
Like to think that we prayed a 
prayer that it was our life is 

784
00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:11,360
going to be perfect is the 
complete opposite of the gospel.

785
00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:15,240
And that Jesus would suffer and 
die for us and we still have 

786
00:45:15,240 --> 00:45:18,480
this brokenness and this humane 
has fallen that we wouldn't 

787
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:21,200
somehow like partake in some 
suffering as well. 

788
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:23,080
And this is what Peter's telling
him. 

789
00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:24,520
He's not slow. 
He knows exactly what he's 

790
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,920
doing, his promise. 
God is seldom early, but never 

791
00:45:27,240 --> 00:45:29,600
late. 
I've learned this about people 

792
00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:32,120
sometimes Satan. 
He uses things in your life, 

793
00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:37,000
voices and people, circumstances
to bury you to, to, to get you 

794
00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:40,760
off of God's journey off of 
God's path to keep you quiet, 

795
00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:44,160
silent, to to be non active, for
the gospel, to not to share his 

796
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:47,560
goodness, to think less of God 
and to bury under guilt, shame 

797
00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:50,680
and all these things to stop you
from doing things of God. 

798
00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:52,880
And I remember when I was 
planting this church, it came 

799
00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:54,480
out of season. 
It was one of those seasons, you

800
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:57,720
know, it was a hard season. 
It was all I don't have time to 

801
00:45:57,720 --> 00:46:00,440
go through it and I'd probably I
just came to say all the things 

802
00:46:00,440 --> 00:46:02,640
I want to say about it. 
It was a difficult season. 

803
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:05,240
And I just this, somebody said 
this in that season and it 

804
00:46:05,240 --> 00:46:08,320
always stuck with me is that 
Satan didn't know when he when 

805
00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:10,960
he buried you that you're a seed
being planted. 

806
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:14,280
He didn't know that you were 
being planted in the things of 

807
00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:15,920
God. 
And oftentimes we don't 

808
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:18,200
understand that. 
Like Satan has a agenda and God 

809
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:20,760
has an agenda. 
We kind of forget that, that God

810
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,560
is who he is. 
He loves us and cares for us. 

811
00:46:22,720 --> 00:46:24,400
And this is exactly what Peter 
is saying. 

812
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:25,920
He's not. 
He's not slow. 

813
00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:27,360
He'll be on time when he wants 
to be. 

814
00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:31,720
Instead, he is What? 
What's to say he is patient. 

815
00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:33,600
I think that's the lost verse. 
Yeah, we're still on the verse. 

816
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:34,960
Sorry, guys. 
I'm preaching forever here. 

817
00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:39,720
He is patient with you, not 
wanting anyone to perish, but 

818
00:46:39,720 --> 00:46:43,200
everyone to come to repentance. 
He's patient. 

819
00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:46,440
What's that mean? 
He's patient with you like he's 

820
00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:48,600
patient letting us to grow 
towards Christ. 

821
00:46:48,760 --> 00:46:49,960
We didn't pray a prayer of 
perfection. 

822
00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:51,280
We prayed a prayer of 
confession. 

823
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:54,360
We said to Jesus, I talked to a 
man yesterday who who's 

824
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:57,600
struggling, He's defeated. 
He's walking through a valley, a

825
00:46:57,600 --> 00:47:01,040
very difficult season that's 
going to cost him a lot and he 

826
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:03,240
just can't get his head up. 
And I'm like, listen, it's a set

827
00:47:03,240 --> 00:47:05,840
back. 
It's not the future, right? 

828
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:08,640
And and we think we're defeated,
not defeated. 

829
00:47:09,200 --> 00:47:12,120
Like what is God trying to teach
you is the lesson you can learn 

830
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:15,320
when you look at this God as an 
intention to the suffering? 

831
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:17,560
He's patient with us. 
He's patient with humanity. 

832
00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:21,440
But like, ultimately God could 
come back any second he wanted 

833
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:25,160
to and he could wipe away all 
sin from the earth, all 

834
00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:27,040
suffering from the earth. 
Do you guys believe you could do

835
00:47:27,040 --> 00:47:29,800
that right now if you want to? 
He could do it right this 

836
00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:31,320
second. 
And one day he will. 

837
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:33,520
Amen. 
The first time he came as a 

838
00:47:33,520 --> 00:47:34,520
child. 
The next time he comes as a 

839
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:37,720
warrior, he rides a horse. 
Next time, first time he was a 

840
00:47:37,720 --> 00:47:39,040
donkey. 
You know what I mean? 

841
00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:40,680
Like he could do what he wants 
to. 

842
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:42,600
He wants to. 
So why is God waiting like he's 

843
00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:43,800
suffering? 
He's watching the suffering, 

844
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:47,600
watch the genocides and and the 
wars and the, and all the sex 

845
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:49,680
trafficking and all these 
difficulties. 

846
00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:53,400
Why he says right here, he's 
patiently waiting through all 

847
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:58,160
the sin and depravity and the 
pain with the with intention 

848
00:47:59,280 --> 00:48:00,960
that no one perish. 
But everyone comes repents to 

849
00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:04,640
him like God's longing is for 
people to know him, and by his 

850
00:48:04,640 --> 00:48:08,600
mercy he allows suffering 
because he's delaying his 

851
00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:11,640
judgment so more people can 
repent. 

852
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,000
So to think about if you wish 
suffering away, you wish every 

853
00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:17,560
person who doesn't know Jesus to
hell. 

854
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:20,040
That's what you're wishing for 
right this second. 

855
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:23,280
You're saying my suffering is so
significant that nobody else has

856
00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:26,000
a chance of finding the good 
news of Jesus. 

857
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,120
Am I preaching today? 
Just keep it real. 

858
00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,640
That's what we idolize ourself. 
All this pain. 

859
00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:35,600
I'm so mad. 
What about other people I need 

860
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:37,160
Jesus. 
There's a man I met today that 

861
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:39,600
spent a year in a wheelchair. 
I'm about to get surgery on my 

862
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:41,320
shoulder. 
You might not know that yet and 

863
00:48:41,720 --> 00:48:43,440
and I'm like, it's going to kind
of like, oh man, this is going 

864
00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:44,440
to suck. 
Take forever. 

865
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:47,080
It's six months and that it's 
like, brother, it could be 

866
00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:48,680
worse. 
Amen. 

867
00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:51,760
It's not about me, it's about 
Jesus. 

868
00:48:52,080 --> 00:48:55,120
And so in my mind, suffering is 
not the proof of God being evil.

869
00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,600
Suffering is the proof of 
actually God being loving 

870
00:48:58,560 --> 00:49:00,880
suffering actually a proof of 
God's love. 

871
00:49:01,240 --> 00:49:05,280
Paul says even better in Romans 
2, four he says or do or do I 

872
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:09,680
show or do you show contempt for
the riches of listeners of God's

873
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:13,680
kindness, usual contempt for 
God's forbearance and God's 

874
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:16,640
patience loses us not realizing 
like you're not smart, you don't

875
00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:18,200
know yet. 
Not realizing, understanding 

876
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:23,120
that God's kindness is intended 
to what, Yeah, lead us to 

877
00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:26,720
repentance, like God's kindness,
intend to lead us to things of 

878
00:49:26,720 --> 00:49:29,040
God like. 
And what's God's kindness? 

879
00:49:29,040 --> 00:49:30,960
And you know, we like the second
part of the verse. 

880
00:49:31,240 --> 00:49:33,120
I've always thought of the 
second part of the verse. 

881
00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,840
So the first part of the verse 
is, is God's forbearance. 

882
00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:37,240
You know what it means to 
forbear? 

883
00:49:37,240 --> 00:49:43,880
Yeah, it means to put up with 
forbear is just like, OK, this 

884
00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:46,760
is the verse for all the teenage
parents in the house, right? 

885
00:49:47,240 --> 00:49:49,840
Just put up with some things. 
If you're married, you forbear. 

886
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:51,920
It's actually in the Bible. 
You know, it says right there, 

887
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:53,720
there's forbearance. 
There's things you just put up 

888
00:49:53,720 --> 00:49:55,360
with, but there's patience as 
well. 

889
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:58,120
And then there's God's kindness 
and the reason that we have 

890
00:49:58,120 --> 00:49:59,240
this. 
You show contempt. 

891
00:49:59,520 --> 00:50:03,280
God, why you so patient? 
Yeah, why you put up all this 

892
00:50:03,280 --> 00:50:06,200
stuff right now? 
Should we be mad at God for 

893
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:09,120
being patient and forbearing and
having kindness? 

894
00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:11,120
And he said, what's the 
intention of all those things? 

895
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:12,400
What's it? 
What does allow this, allow 

896
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:14,120
suffering? 
What's the intention of 

897
00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:19,400
suffering to lead you to 
repentance? 

898
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:22,040
God's kindness, forbearance and 
patience. 

899
00:50:22,080 --> 00:50:25,440
The suffering has a purpose to 
lead us to repentance. 

900
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:28,200
Amen. 
These are hard truths, but 

901
00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:28,960
they're real. 
Amen. 

902
00:50:29,720 --> 00:50:31,880
So one final word about the 
elephant in the room, because we

903
00:50:31,880 --> 00:50:33,480
there's a lot of different 
truths on this, right? 

904
00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:35,840
This isn't like a touchy feely 
certainly at the moment, right? 

905
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,400
But there's a lot of different 
things you can talk about. 

906
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:40,080
I would just encourage you to do
this. 

907
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:43,360
Don't waste your pain. 
Don't waste your pain. 

908
00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:46,800
Don't waste it. 
I think it's Charles Spurgeon. 

909
00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:49,400
He said something like this. 
He talked about the soul. 

910
00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:54,760
He said how precious must the 
soul be that both God and the 

911
00:50:54,760 --> 00:51:00,680
devil are after it. 
How precious must a soul be that

912
00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:05,880
wars are fought in heaven and 
hell for a soul like how 

913
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:09,280
precious must it be and you're 
going to war and sometimes at 

914
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:13,280
war you get you get hurt and you
suffer and Satan has a season 

915
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:16,480
and uses people they do evil 
things that they hurt you like 

916
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:18,840
Joseph and his brothers and they
throw them in a pit to die and 

917
00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:22,280
it's all I have some compassion 
some the slavery and when all 

918
00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:24,280
these things happen, but God 
redeems Amen. 

919
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:29,320
And if you write this story 
where Satan gets the glory of 

920
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:31,360
your story, you miss the point 
of the story. 

921
00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,680
Like if you don't purpose your 
pain for God, your pain is 

922
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:37,280
wasted. 
If your story doesn't end with 

923
00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:40,400
but Jesus changed my life, I'm 
here to share my story with 

924
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:43,400
somebody else. 
Then we're missing the point of 

925
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:47,120
what God is asking us to do 7 
Corinthians 214 says this. 

926
00:51:47,960 --> 00:51:52,240
But thanks be to God, who always
leads us in triumphal procession

927
00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:55,560
in Christ. 
It always leads us in this 

928
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:59,440
procession, this parade for 
Christ, and who makes known. 

929
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:03,880
Listen to this through us the 
fragrance that consists of the 

930
00:52:03,880 --> 00:52:09,760
knowledge of him in every place 
that God has lead us this pray 

931
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:14,760
to victory so that through us 
the fragrance of God's victory 

932
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:18,120
goes out to every place. 
Now think about this. 

933
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:20,720
In Jesus's time, there's 
something very famous. 

934
00:52:20,720 --> 00:52:23,440
It was actually called the 
triumph, which is why this is 

935
00:52:23,440 --> 00:52:25,840
written this way. 
Paul knew this. 

936
00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:29,080
The triumph is where a Roman 
general will go to war, and 

937
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:31,280
they're pretty good at that. 
And they come back after a 

938
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:33,440
victory and the whole city of 
Rome will come out of the 

939
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:38,040
streets and they cheer maximus 
maximus maximus. 

940
00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:41,880
They would just go on in a 
triumph of victory. 

941
00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,960
There's a victory prey that was 
well known in the Roman culture.

942
00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:49,200
And So what Paul is saying here 
is that we are in the triumph of

943
00:52:49,320 --> 00:52:51,000
Christ. 
Amen. 

944
00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:54,480
Amen. 
The victory parade of Christ. 

945
00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:57,640
We're not on the sidelines. 
We're not the ones cheering. 

946
00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:02,480
We're the ones in the parade. 
We're the victors in Christ. 

947
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:05,640
Amen, That He's given us the 
victory to defeat sin. 

948
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,840
He's given the heart and the 
mindset of the Holy Spirit of 

949
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:11,160
God inside of us to reconcile 
and put those things in our 

950
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:13,840
lives that were broken on 
suffering and bring it back to 

951
00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:16,240
God. 
And we can be in that parade and

952
00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:22,240
we can shout and share the 
fragrance and the aroma of God's

953
00:53:22,240 --> 00:53:24,840
victory to all people 
everywhere. 

954
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:27,040
It's not an accident what you've
been through. 

955
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:29,840
God could have. 
He could have, in His 

956
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:33,040
sovereignty, stopped it. 
But he wants to redeem it. 

957
00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:37,000
Amen. 
He wants to redeem your pain and

958
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:39,960
now you get the opportunity and 
it's a blessing that when you 

959
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:43,760
serve Jesus, God will bring you 
into relationships with people 

960
00:53:43,880 --> 00:53:47,680
where you can share your 
brokenness and God's goodness 

961
00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:52,040
together and be an aroma to 
people who need saving knowledge

962
00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:54,280
of God. 
There are so many people I get 

963
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:58,160
to talk to and share about the 
hardships and the pain or this 

964
00:53:58,160 --> 00:54:01,120
alcoholism or a loss in the 
family or there's been sexual 

965
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:04,400
abuse in somebody's life. 
And I get to share, like through

966
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:07,600
my personal journey or through 
experiences I see, I get to 

967
00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:09,520
point people back to the 
goodness of God, Amen. 

968
00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:13,480
And if you take your story and 
you're willing and you say, God,

969
00:54:13,480 --> 00:54:17,000
I want to purpose my pain. 
I don't want to waste one tear 

970
00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:20,280
or one moment of shame. 
I want to use it for your glory.

971
00:54:20,480 --> 00:54:21,880
God will allow you to do that, 
Amen. 

972
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:24,880
He will bring stories and 
relationships and people into 

973
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,840
your life. 
I can tell you this, you cannot 

974
00:54:26,840 --> 00:54:29,520
change your past, but you can 
change where you place the 

975
00:54:29,520 --> 00:54:32,400
blame. 
You can change what you learn 

976
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:36,040
from it, and you can change who 
gets the glory. 

977
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:41,240
Who is getting the glory for the
story that God has put in your 

978
00:54:41,240 --> 00:54:42,360
life. 
Who? 

979
00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:45,680
Who's the one, the only one? 
And we look down and we're full 

980
00:54:45,680 --> 00:54:49,000
of shame and pain and regret and
anger. 

981
00:54:49,120 --> 00:54:50,560
There's only two people going to
glory. 

982
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:55,600
That's you and the devil. 
Satan wants to rob you from 

983
00:54:55,600 --> 00:54:58,960
God's goodness and his power. 
If you can look at your pain and

984
00:54:58,960 --> 00:55:02,200
say God, I don't understand why,
but I trust you because you 

985
00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:04,360
could do anything you want. 
There is somebody in this world 

986
00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:06,720
that needs your story. 
You don't have to go very far to

987
00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:08,600
tell it. 
I've had so many conversations 

988
00:55:08,600 --> 00:55:11,000
with people, encourage them to 
share their story. 

989
00:55:11,120 --> 00:55:13,160
And I'm not saying go up here 
and spill the beans about all 

990
00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:15,360
this stuff. 
Maybe that's what it is. 

991
00:55:15,360 --> 00:55:18,000
As a preacher, I get to do some 
of that and share some some 

992
00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,360
wounds. 
Sometimes people are still 

993
00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:22,720
alive. 
You can't share stories, Amen? 

994
00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,000
But sometimes you can. 
And there's sometimes there's 

995
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:27,560
people that you get in a 
relationship with your life grip

996
00:55:27,560 --> 00:55:31,080
with, you're sitting next to or 
you see somebody's upset, you 

997
00:55:31,080 --> 00:55:32,840
see somebody hurting. 
I was on the phone yesterday for

998
00:55:32,840 --> 00:55:34,520
an hour with a man. 
He kept apologizing for taking 

999
00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:35,880
my time up and he's really 
struggling. 

1000
00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:37,880
I said, stop apologizing. 
I don't hear about that. 

1001
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:39,960
God put me here to talk to you, 
Amen. 

1002
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:42,360
Like there's a reason on the 
phone today. 

1003
00:55:42,360 --> 00:55:44,280
I could be doing a lot of stuff,
but I'm here because God, I 

1004
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:47,280
picked the phone up. 
You called like use that story, 

1005
00:55:47,280 --> 00:55:49,040
weaponize it for the things of 
Christ. 

1006
00:55:49,200 --> 00:55:53,120
Let Christ purpose your pain. 
Don't mistake God's patience for

1007
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:55,600
his absence. 
Don't confuse his silence for 

1008
00:55:55,600 --> 00:55:58,080
apathy. 
God wants to use your pain. 

1009
00:55:58,640 --> 00:56:01,560
God wants to weaponize your pain
for his Kingdom. 

1010
00:56:01,880 --> 00:56:03,880
We'll have scars, We'll have 
skeletons. 

1011
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:05,960
We've all shed blood. 
Amen. 

1012
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:11,240
And what if we said, Lord, I can
use this like you give me a 

1013
00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:14,360
gift, like I can connect with 
these people I can never connect

1014
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:17,400
with before God, you didn't 
write the story, but God in your

1015
00:56:17,400 --> 00:56:20,480
sovereignty and with this 
brokenness we live in, I expect 

1016
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:22,800
to take some shots. 
I expect people to come after 

1017
00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:25,040
me. 
I expect Satan to come after the

1018
00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:28,640
all the force of hell to stop me
from speaking up and sharing and

1019
00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:31,480
living out the love of God and 
to keep my head down and step my

1020
00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:34,680
head up like I'm not a victim, 
I'm a victor. 

1021
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:37,760
This isn't the victim parade, 
it's the victory parade, Amen? 

1022
00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:41,080
And I can just point to Jesus. 
I like if he can help me, he can

1023
00:56:41,080 --> 00:56:43,240
help you, Amen. 
This is the kind of people we 

1024
00:56:43,240 --> 00:56:46,960
got to become and we got to stop
holding on to the past and 

1025
00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:50,880
letting it dictate our life. 
Like the past is over, like it's

1026
00:56:50,880 --> 00:56:53,160
gone. 
You don't get it back, Amen. 

1027
00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:55,600
But what does God wants to do? 
Stand up. 

1028
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:58,280
Like be bold, be courageous. 
He, he knows exactly what he's 

1029
00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:01,280
doing and his perfect timing. 
I trust when he comes back, 

1030
00:57:01,520 --> 00:57:04,200
revenge is the Lords. 
Like I'll have to get even, 

1031
00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,720
Amen. 
I don't, I don't have to like do

1032
00:57:06,720 --> 00:57:09,800
all this stuff and be angry. 
Like do that, change it, dude. 

1033
00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:10,960
That's not changing anybody 
else. 

1034
00:57:11,680 --> 00:57:14,600
Like let God work through your 
life and be a be a picture of 

1035
00:57:14,600 --> 00:57:16,960
God's grace and God's mercy and 
God's love. 

1036
00:57:17,240 --> 00:57:20,160
Speak up when you have the 
opportunity and weaponize that 

1037
00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:22,520
story. 
Don't let Satan take it. 

1038
00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:24,640
Use it. 
Amen. 

1039
00:57:25,520 --> 00:57:28,960
So Father, come before you. 
I pray God, as we search out 

1040
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:31,720
where are you and we're hurting,
God, we have the aha moment 

1041
00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:34,080
today, like some of us have 
maybe seen through Scripture and

1042
00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:37,080
just reminded that man that 
brokenness is used for God as we

1043
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:38,320
struggle and walk through the 
season. 

1044
00:57:38,320 --> 00:57:40,400
God, I pray for somebody there 
that say, no, I'm not wasting 

1045
00:57:40,400 --> 00:57:43,200
one ounce of my pain. 
Like Lord, I'm using it for your

1046
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:45,080
Kingdom. 
God, it's going to drive my 

1047
00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:47,080
purpose. 
It's going to drive my calling. 

1048
00:57:47,440 --> 00:57:48,760
I'm not going to keep my head 
down. 

1049
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:50,880
I'm going to put the head up 
exactly where God wants it. 

1050
00:57:51,200 --> 00:57:54,080
I trust you, Lord, with my pain.
I'm in your procession of 

1051
00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:56,360
victory. 
It's not my story that I'm 

1052
00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,880
writing God, it's your story. 
And so God, I trust you even 

1053
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:01,720
though I have all the answers, 
God, I know right now I'm 

1054
00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:03,520
waiting patiently for you 
because you're being patient 

1055
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:05,320
with me. 
So you got to trust you in this 

1056
00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:06,880
season. 
I'm going to say the day that 

1057
00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:08,400
today you're not going to waste 
your pain. 

1058
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:09,560
We just put your hand there 
today. 

1059
00:58:09,840 --> 00:58:11,720
Let the Lord see it. 
Not going to waste your pain 

1060
00:58:11,720 --> 00:58:13,640
today. 
Are you going to use it? 

1061
00:58:14,240 --> 00:58:16,600
That pain will drive our 
purpose, will drive our 

1062
00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:19,480
direction, will show us the 
things of God. 

1063
00:58:19,880 --> 00:58:22,360
So Lord, teach us through our 
pain, teach us through our 

1064
00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:23,600
suffering. 
God, thank you. 

1065
00:58:24,320 --> 00:58:28,920
Thank you, Lord, for the 
opportunity to grow in patience 

1066
00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:33,360
and grace and forgiveness and 
love to be more like Jesus. 

1067
00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:37,720
Thank you the opportunity to do 
the hard things, not the easy 

1068
00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:39,680
things. 
Thank you God, that I can live 

1069
00:58:39,680 --> 00:58:42,880
out a path that is maybe wronged
or maybe I'm persecuted or hurt 

1070
00:58:42,880 --> 00:58:45,120
or offended. 
But God, I still trust you. 

1071
00:58:45,120 --> 00:58:47,680
And while other people would 
have been angry and upset and 

1072
00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:50,880
small, I don't have to do all 
these things because of you. 

1073
00:58:50,880 --> 00:58:52,840
And so God teach me to walk like
you. 

1074
00:58:53,080 --> 00:58:54,560
God, forgive me when I've fallen
short. 

1075
00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:57,400
Forgive me for being upset. 
Forgive me for holding on to my 

1076
00:58:57,400 --> 00:58:59,520
past so much. 
And God free me today. 

1077
00:58:59,520 --> 00:59:02,760
God set me free in your name 
through your spirit. 

1078
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:04,480
God, you're groaning. 
You've been praying for this 

1079
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:06,960
moment. 
So God, we trust you. 

1080
00:59:07,520 --> 00:59:08,880
I'll pray for a more group of 
people in the room. 

1081
00:59:08,880 --> 00:59:10,840
That's those you say, you know 
what, I need to join the 

1082
00:59:10,840 --> 00:59:14,120
procession of victory. 
I need to be in the triumph of 

1083
00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:17,040
Christ. 
I have maybe been upset with God

1084
00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:20,040
because my past that you walked 
in today and you have all these 

1085
00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:22,800
wounds and these things have 
happened and not recognizing 

1086
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:26,680
until today that's actually 
God's grace that the kindness 

1087
00:59:26,680 --> 00:59:28,400
and the goodness and the 
forbearance and the patience of 

1088
00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:31,880
the Lord is intended to lead you
to repentance today. 

1089
00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:35,000
The greatest thing you could do 
today is turn the Lord Jesus and

1090
00:59:35,000 --> 00:59:37,440
turn from your sin and say 
Jesus, thank you for down a 

1091
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:40,360
cross for me. 
Thank you for loving me, even 

1092
00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:42,320
those unlovable God. 
Thank you for loving me and 

1093
00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:45,040
those around me. 
God, in this season, I know I 

1094
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:48,080
was wronged and it wasn't from 
you, but you will use it. 

1095
00:59:48,720 --> 00:59:50,720
You'll turn to Jesus. 
The Bible says that Jesus came 

1096
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:52,480
2000 years ago down a cross for 
us. 

1097
00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:55,880
He was on that cross while the 
world was at its worst. 

1098
00:59:55,880 --> 00:59:58,960
God was at his best, He was 
allowing sinful humanity to 

1099
00:59:58,960 --> 01:00:02,280
crucify himself so he could 
become a substitute as a 

1100
01:00:02,480 --> 01:00:07,080
sacrifice for our sin and make 
the full payment, the permanent 

1101
01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:10,840
perfect sacrifice for our sin. 
The Bible says we call name of 

1102
01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:13,400
Jesus to be saved, forgiven and 
made new today for you Jesus. 

1103
01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:15,720
That's a promise of God. 
It will come true in this very 

1104
01:00:15,720 --> 01:00:16,800
instant. 
The Holy Spirit come in your 

1105
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:20,320
life and give you a name, a new 
purpose, the purpose, your pain.

1106
01:00:20,480 --> 01:00:23,040
He'll be with you, His presence 
be inside of you. 

1107
01:00:23,720 --> 01:00:25,600
He made new from Christ to be 
forgiven. 

1108
01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:28,520
So if you need Jesus, I'm 
looking around, you'll call on 

1109
01:00:28,520 --> 01:00:30,760
Jesus. 
You recognize who he is today. 

1110
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:31,840
Will you put your hand high in 
this place? 

1111
01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:34,000
I need Jesus all across this 
room. 

1112
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:36,800
That's you Holy Spirit, just 
pull my heart. 

1113
01:00:37,600 --> 01:00:39,080
It's the Holy Spirit calling you
to himself. 

1114
01:00:40,480 --> 01:00:42,040
Just pray this prayer. 
The prayers not save you. 

1115
01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:46,280
Is your heart towards Christ. 
It's hard to believe to say, 

1116
01:00:46,280 --> 01:00:47,520
Lord, thank you so much for 
loving me. 

1117
01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:50,520
Thanks for down the cross. 
Thank you for doing what I could

1118
01:00:50,520 --> 01:00:53,200
ever do in a million lifetimes. 
God, it's beginning to make 

1119
01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:55,040
sense the story been writing 
God. 

1120
01:00:55,040 --> 01:00:57,560
I can't change my past God, but 
I can change my future God, I 

1121
01:00:57,560 --> 01:01:00,120
trust you. 
I see the day God from your word

1122
01:01:00,360 --> 01:01:02,800
who you are is true that you 
love me. 

1123
01:01:03,120 --> 01:01:06,720
I'm being a procession of 
victory, no longer a victim of 

1124
01:01:06,720 --> 01:01:10,040
sin, a victim of humanity, a 
victim of Satan, no longer in 

1125
01:01:10,040 --> 01:01:12,280
that Kingdom God, I'm a Kingdom,
I'm your son, I'm your daughter 

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01:01:12,280 --> 01:01:16,200
today and I pray that in Jesus 
name and the church said Amen. 

1127
01:01:16,200 --> 01:01:17,520
Come on, give it for Jesus. 
Amen. 

1128
01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:24,920
And such a word today, just a 
reminder that God doesn't waste 

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01:01:24,920 --> 01:01:27,080
our pain, but that he redeems 
it. 

1130
01:01:27,080 --> 01:01:30,520
That even the hard stuff, even 
the, the shame and the sorrow 

1131
01:01:30,520 --> 01:01:32,800
and all the things that we walk 
through in our life, even that 

1132
01:01:33,200 --> 01:01:35,560
can be used to point people to 
the gospel. 

1133
01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:38,560
And that we don't have to walk 
in that, but that we can walk in

1134
01:01:38,560 --> 01:01:40,760
the parade of victory. 
So what a word today and 

1135
01:01:40,760 --> 01:01:43,360
encouragement today. 
Some of you are walking in that 

1136
01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:46,200
parade of victory today. 
For the very first time you 

1137
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:48,480
accepted Jesus as your Lord and 
Savior today. 

1138
01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:51,440
Congratulations, we are so 
excited for you. 

1139
01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:53,920
We have a couple things for you.
If you would grab that 

1140
01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:56,480
connection card, fill out your 
information and just check that 

1141
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:59,360
box that says I committed my 
life to Jesus. 

1142
01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:01,320
You can drop it in the giving 
buckets here in just a few 

1143
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,280
minutes. 
But by doing that allows us to 

1144
01:02:03,280 --> 01:02:05,760
get you a few things. 
The first one is a free resource

1145
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:06,600
for you. 
It's a book. 

1146
01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:08,680
It's called begin. 
We'll drop it in the mail 

1147
01:02:08,680 --> 01:02:10,520
tomorrow. 
We would love to get that to 

1148
01:02:10,520 --> 01:02:11,880
you. 
Really will be a blessing to you

1149
01:02:11,880 --> 01:02:13,680
as you take these next steps 
with Jesus. 

1150
01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:15,920
And if you pray that prayer, 
you're right here in the house 

1151
01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:18,840
today as you exit the worship 
center, there is a table with 

1152
01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:21,520
some red bags as you leave. 
Please grab one of those as 

1153
01:02:21,520 --> 01:02:23,000
well. 
There's a free Bible for you in 

1154
01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:25,120
there and a list with some other
resources. 

1155
01:02:25,120 --> 01:02:26,960
But we would love to get that to
you today. 

1156
01:02:26,960 --> 01:02:30,360
And once again, congratulations 
if that's you for accepting 

1157
01:02:30,440 --> 01:02:33,800
Jesus at today. 
Hey, I've got something exciting

1158
01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:36,640
today as well that's happening. 
That's fall life groups. 

1159
01:02:36,840 --> 01:02:39,360
They are live online today for 
signups. 

1160
01:02:39,600 --> 01:02:41,640
You can check them online. 
You can check them out in the 

1161
01:02:41,640 --> 01:02:43,440
hub. 
We have groups meeting almost 

1162
01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:46,120
every night of the week in both 
Raymour and Belton. 

1163
01:02:46,560 --> 01:02:48,920
They actually don't start 
meeting until September 7th. 

1164
01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:51,040
They're Live Today for you to 
sign up. 

1165
01:02:51,480 --> 01:02:54,920
And I could tell you story after
story of a life change that's 

1166
01:02:54,920 --> 01:02:56,680
happened throughout these 
semesters. 

1167
01:02:56,680 --> 01:02:59,200
But what's better than me 
telling you is for you to hear 

1168
01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:01,120
it first hand from somebody 
who's experienced that 

1169
01:03:01,120 --> 01:03:02,720
themselves. 
So I'm going to invite right 

1170
01:03:02,720 --> 01:03:05,000
Megan Duvall to the stage, give 
her some encouragement. 

1171
01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:09,240
There we go. 
But I've had the joy of 

1172
01:03:09,440 --> 01:03:13,120
attending Life Group with Megan 
this last semester and I just 

1173
01:03:13,120 --> 01:03:16,160
wanted her to share with you 
guys the impact that Life Groups

1174
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:18,480
has made in her life. 
So here's Megan. 

1175
01:03:21,360 --> 01:03:25,400
So I've actually done 2 life 
groups and I started right after

1176
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:30,600
I started church here And I will
say that doing that, I have 

1177
01:03:30,600 --> 01:03:33,720
found a community of multiple 
different people that have made 

1178
01:03:33,720 --> 01:03:37,920
me feel completely welcome along
with myself and my daughter. 

1179
01:03:37,920 --> 01:03:40,680
And it has been an amazing 
experience and I recommend it 

1180
01:03:40,680 --> 01:03:44,440
for anybody that is looking for 
people to make them feel welcome

1181
01:03:44,440 --> 01:03:46,120
in the church and in the 
community. 

1182
01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:49,120
I love that. 
Okay, that's right, give it up 

1183
01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:50,880
for her. 
And that's what it's all about. 

1184
01:03:50,880 --> 01:03:55,720
It's it's real people, it's real
growth, it's real community and 

1185
01:03:55,720 --> 01:03:57,520
real relationships. 
That's what you're signing up 

1186
01:03:57,520 --> 01:03:59,320
for when you sign up for a life 
group. 

1187
01:03:59,320 --> 01:04:00,440
So we'd love for you guys to 
sign up. 

1188
01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:02,120
You can check them out on the 
hub or online. 

1189
01:04:02,120 --> 01:04:03,840
Give it up for Megan one more 
time. 

1190
01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:07,000
Thank you. 
Well, if you're newer in the 

1191
01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,400
house with us today, thank you 
so much for being here. 

1192
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:11,880
You really are honored guests. 
We have thought about you this 

1193
01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:13,200
week. 
We have prayed for you this 

1194
01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:15,680
week, and we're just so glad 
that you're here with us this 

1195
01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:17,440
morning. 
We really don't want anything 

1196
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:20,240
from you except for this. 
And that's just to introduce 

1197
01:04:20,240 --> 01:04:22,720
yourself to us. 
If you can do that by grabbing 

1198
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:25,200
that same connection card, fill 
out your information on the top 

1199
01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:28,440
there and just check that box 
that says it's your first time 

1200
01:04:28,440 --> 01:04:30,320
here. 
You can take that to the new 

1201
01:04:30,320 --> 01:04:32,760
here booth as you exit. 
We have a free gift for you. 

1202
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,320
Just our way of saying thank you
so much much for spending your 

1203
01:04:35,320 --> 01:04:38,720
day here with us and we would 
love to see you back next Sunday

1204
01:04:38,960 --> 01:04:43,120
right here at Kentucky Trail. 
And hey, I get to share a really

1205
01:04:43,280 --> 01:04:45,960
super cool story with you guys 
about generosity. 

1206
01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:49,400
We have a lady in our church 
who's really walking through 

1207
01:04:49,560 --> 01:04:52,720
just a hard season. 
She's had to move and relocate, 

1208
01:04:52,720 --> 01:04:54,200
make some adjustments in her 
life. 

1209
01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:57,640
She actually was renting a car 
to make it to to church on 

1210
01:04:57,640 --> 01:04:59,240
Sundays and to run all of her 
errands. 

1211
01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:01,640
And she just found herself in a 
difficult season. 

1212
01:05:02,000 --> 01:05:04,920
And we had the opportunity this 
week because of somebody's 

1213
01:05:05,000 --> 01:05:08,640
generosity in our Church of 
donating car, we had the 

1214
01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:10,760
opportunity to gift this car 
back to her. 

1215
01:05:10,760 --> 01:05:13,520
So check out this picture. 
Go God. 

1216
01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:18,680
That's right. 
So cool and the Bible calls us 

1217
01:05:18,680 --> 01:05:21,440
to take care of the widows and 
the orphans and those who are in

1218
01:05:21,720 --> 01:05:23,840
a tough season. 
We had the opportunity to do 

1219
01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:25,600
that. 
And as somebody who was there 

1220
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:29,440
first hand to watch her get 
those keys, I can tell you that 

1221
01:05:29,440 --> 01:05:32,320
it is more blessed to give than 
to receive. 

1222
01:05:32,760 --> 01:05:35,520
To see the tears in her eyes and
her heartfelt gratitude. 

1223
01:05:36,040 --> 01:05:39,440
It really is a blessing to be a 
blessing. 

1224
01:05:39,680 --> 01:05:42,760
And so we really did just get to
be conduits of that wasn't 

1225
01:05:42,760 --> 01:05:44,560
anything we did. 
We just got to be a conduit of 

1226
01:05:44,560 --> 01:05:47,000
God's blessing through our 
church and to her. 

1227
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:50,000
And so I you to be a blessing to
others as well. 

1228
01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:53,040
And so if you call real life 
church home, you can do that 

1229
01:05:53,040 --> 01:05:54,400
too. 
You can head on over to our 

1230
01:05:54,400 --> 01:05:59,240
website reallifechurchkc.com. 
You can click give on the 

1231
01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:02,120
website there, you can scan the 
QR, you can text, you can drop 

1232
01:06:02,120 --> 01:06:04,360
it in the giving buckets in the 
box in the back. 

1233
01:06:04,360 --> 01:06:07,480
So many ways that you can take 
part in that at today. 

1234
01:06:07,760 --> 01:06:10,560
And hey, if you find yourself in
immediate need of food, of 

1235
01:06:10,560 --> 01:06:13,080
clothing, of shelter this week, 
whatever that looks like that 

1236
01:06:13,080 --> 01:06:16,120
you need, please reach into the 
giving buckets as they pass here

1237
01:06:16,120 --> 01:06:18,720
in just a few minutes. 
Grab any loose cash in there. 

1238
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,520
We really do want to be a 
blessing. 

1239
01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:22,520
We want to help you in your time
of need. 

1240
01:06:25,200 --> 01:06:27,360
Man, what an awesome day man, if
you guys were blessed by God 

1241
01:06:27,360 --> 01:06:31,400
today, can you give it up for 
God man those elephants in the 

1242
01:06:31,400 --> 01:06:34,160
room, they're the questions we 
all ask but I guarantee you guys

1243
01:06:34,160 --> 01:06:37,320
got an answer for you. 
Hey so before we get out of here

1244
01:06:37,320 --> 01:06:41,160
one last awesome thing. 
So we are getting ready to throw

1245
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:43,760
a party here real life. 
You guys ready party people 

1246
01:06:44,040 --> 01:06:48,080
there we go Hey our 8th birthday
party September 21st be looking 

1247
01:06:48,080 --> 01:06:50,400
for information on it. 
We're going to do baptism we're 

1248
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:53,000
going to pull out all the steps.
One of the other awesome things,

1249
01:06:53,000 --> 01:06:55,120
once you guys mark your 
calendars for anybody on the 

1250
01:06:55,200 --> 01:06:57,720
Dream team or interested in the 
dream team, on September the 

1251
01:06:57,720 --> 01:06:59,760
16th, we are going to do a pig 
roast. 

1252
01:06:59,760 --> 01:07:02,000
I've never been a part of one. 
I've heard they're awesome. 

1253
01:07:02,000 --> 01:07:05,000
But we're going to do, we're 
going to do a pig roast. 

1254
01:07:05,000 --> 01:07:07,320
S'mores yard games, man. 
You guys are invited to mark 

1255
01:07:07,320 --> 01:07:09,280
your calendars and get ready for
that. 

1256
01:07:09,600 --> 01:07:12,360
So hey, if you guys need prayer 
for any reason, somebody will be

1257
01:07:12,360 --> 01:07:14,480
up here to pray with you, 
whether it's individuals or as 

1258
01:07:14,480 --> 01:07:16,400
families. 
And we would love to pray with 

1259
01:07:16,400 --> 01:07:17,680
you. 
I can't wait to see you guys 

1260
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,920
again next week at 9:15 or 
10:45. 

1261
01:07:19,920 --> 01:07:22,840
And as always, remember, whoever
finds Jesus discovers real life 

1262
01:07:23,080 --> 01:07:29,720
and purpose. 
This is the end of this podcast.

1263
01:07:29,720 --> 01:07:32,400
We hope you've enjoyed it. 
If you have, be sure to hit the 

1264
01:07:32,400 --> 01:07:34,800
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1265
01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:36,800
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1266
01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:39,680
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