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Welcome to the River City Church
podcast. 

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And a message by our lead 
pastor, Jason Powers. 

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Our prayer is that this message 
would inspire and encourage you,

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build your faith and point you 
to the life changing love of 

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Jesus. 
May you enjoy the goodness of 

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God as you follow Him today. 
Our confession is his church is 

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that we are badly broken. 
Yes, you are grace and peace to 

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you. 
I hope you experienced that and 

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feel that today we're continuing
in Proverbs and just like we 

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kind of just talked about in the
same way that the the goal of 

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our gathering together. 
Isn't just to sing songs and 

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then go, it's to talk about 
truth and then align with it. 

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That's what wisdom is. 
And that's what the proverbs 

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have been leading us towards and
guiding us towards wisdom is. 

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And the proverbs are a path that
lead us on the life with Jesus. 

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They're not rules and promises, 
but if you do this, then God 

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will. 
Then God is duty bound to do 

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this. 
It's like signs on a path that 

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say if you walk this way, if you
live your life in this direction

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before God, then there will be 
fruit in your life. 

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The wisdom, the proverbs are 
about relationship. 

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It's about a posture. 
And again, we said last week, 

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relationship is important. 
It's just, it's simply how two 

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things or two people are 
positioned towards each other. 

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So the wisdom is about being 
positioned and being in 

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relationship towards God, either
tumbled and submitted before him

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where we say, listen, God, 
there's a lot of things that I 

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don't know. 
There are some things that you 

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say that I don't understand and 
that I don't like. 

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But I am either positioned 
towards you submitted or I am 

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positioned towards you in 
rejecting your way and saying, 

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yeah, I think I hear what you 
say, but I'm going to do my own 

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thing. 
I'd rather just do it my way and

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we'll see how it goes. 
And the thing that we've seen as

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we've talked about speech, 
right, like our our speech, the 

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words it comes from a. 
Heart. 

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That heart that says either I'll
take you under advisement, O God

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of the universe, and I'll 
decide. 

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I'll make the decision about 
what's best for my life, or I 

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will hear you and humble myself 
and submit to your way. 

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That is a posture, and if our 
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Jesus said. 
What is brewing in our heart 

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bubbles over. 
Out of our word. 

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And last week we saw how that is
cumulative, how that builds up 

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in our lives, and it's expressed
through our relationships. 

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If we can look at our words and 
say, man, my words are hurtful 

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or divisive or angry or 
constantly saturated with grief 

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and fear and sorrow, we can 
acknowledge that those things 

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are in our heart. 
And we can also begin to look 

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around at the quality and the 
nature of our relationships, the

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things that we surround 
ourselves with on a day today. 

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So let me just also acknowledge,
as real as those things are. 

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And I don't in any way want to 
take the steam out of those 

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things. 
They can kind of be hard to put 

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a finger on, right? 
They're subtle. 

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We, we recognize it. 
Like I may run, just go, man, 

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I've got this anxiety kind of 
thing and it kind of flows out. 

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But I haven't really thought 
about it in terms of my 

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relationships or my speech. 
So we acknowledge it when we're 

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talking about it, but we may 
not. 

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Feel it on a day-to-day basis. 
My guess is this week isn't 

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going to be like that. 
My guess is that this week is 

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something that's going to touch 
most of us in places right where

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we live. 
We're going to talk about this 

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week about security, about what 
makes us feel safe. 

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And necessarily when we talk 
about security, we talk about 

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provision. 
Where does the stuff that I have

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come from ultimately. 
And when we talk about security 

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and when we talk about 
provision, we're certainly 

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talking about what. 
Work and when we talk about 

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work, we're talking about what 
money like I knew it. 

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If you're here for the first 
time, I just want you to know 

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the Lord LED you here. 
You're here. 

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Here's the thing that we want to
that we want to say walking in 

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wisdom bears predictable fruit 
when you when we just say like 

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that's the idea behind the sign,
right? 

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Not every time and once and for 
all that we can kind of 

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manipulate God and say, well, I 
did this and and listen, that's 

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why this idea of talking about 
money and the church can be so 

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weird and. 
Goofy and I know This is why 

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some of you have been really 
hurt by this message. 

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I'm going to say from the 
beginning is man, I'm sorry. 

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That's not the heart God's heart
like listen, God owns the cattle

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on 1000 hills. 
He doesn't need my 5 bucks like 

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he doesn't or all of it right. 
And so if you've been 

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manipulated by money and, and, 
and someone told you that they 

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that you know. 
They they need and God needed 

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you deserve or if they 
manipulated you and told you 

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that if you'll just give this, 
then God is obligated to give 

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this that I. 
That ain't it, and we're not 

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going to go at it like that 
today. 

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But what we are? 
Going to say is our posture 

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towards these things, towards 
what makes us feel secure about 

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what gives us hope, about where 
we think our provision come, 

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what we believe in our head and 
in our heart. 

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It bears fruit in our lives, and
it's predictable in the same way

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ignoring wisdom bears 
predictable fruit. 

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If we see what God says and we 
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line that alignment with that, 
we'll see it. 

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If we ignore what God says about
these things that will bear 

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fruit too. 
So the idea when we the big 

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thing, this is like got to fund 
this got to be underlying 

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everything. 
And This is why when you were. 

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Manipulated like like they 
missed it the proverbs and 

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consequently the logical issue. 
What we believe about provision 

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isn't just a matter of what we 
do Monday through Friday. 

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It's a matter of what we believe
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What we do reveals what we 
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So there's a diagnostic question
that we can see around all this 

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and you don't have to answer it 
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In fact, I would advise you and 
encourage you and hope that you 

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don't answer it too quickly, but
they will take it home and look 

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and just say the answer to this 
question bears. 

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Fruit in my. 
Calendar in my checkbook, in the

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way that I spend my time, the 
things that trigger me and send 

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me over the edge. 
The question is, what do I 

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believe actually keeps me safe 
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And what I'm going to say is, 
man, you're in church. 

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We know the right answers, 
right? 

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Like you heard the Sunday school
story, right? 

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Sunday school teacher asks a kid
and eight-year old kid and just 

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says what has what is brown and 
has a furry trail, furry tail 

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and hides in trees and likes to 
eat nuts. 

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And the kid goes, it sounds like
a squirrel, but I'm going to say

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Jesus, right? 
We know the church answer what 

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holds our lives together, and 
knowing that is really 

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important. 
But aligning our lives to that 

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is even more important. 
And so when we talked about this

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idea of safety and security and 
provision, it raises some 

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important questions. 
Why do we stay at jobs that we 

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hate and that drain our souls 
and that steal our time? 

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Why are we quick to confess even
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Sometimes we laugh it off and 
we're I'm such a control freak, 

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but we never make the connection
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Maybe that's why we're so 
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All the time. 
Maybe the reason we're scared 

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and we're anxious is because 
we're trying to control a world 

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that is just bigger than us and 
that is out of our hands. 

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Maybe that's why we're angry all
the time, because we're afraid 

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that things aren't going the way
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really kind of just worried that
someday, someday soon, it's all 

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just going to get away from us. 
Why are we sometimes willing? 

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Why do we see it so often? 
People us willing to fudge on 

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our character or give a little 
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promises economic stability, why
do we just chalk it up to, well,

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that's just. 
The way that you have. 

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To do it, you're what you say. 
It works great in the church, 

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but out in the real world you 
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You got to be what? 
Responsible. 

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Why do we think responsibility 
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opposed or just don't have 
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God? 
Why are we silent about things 

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that matter to us? 
Why does how, whether or not we 

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are checked in or checked out or
leaned in or leaned out, why do 

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those things so often depend on 
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or the group that we're a part 
of, or the places that we go and

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the people that claim us or that
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We saw that last week about 
proximity and we see how it 

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shapes us and how it's how it 
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I just, you know, I've got 
teenagers and, and my son 

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Jackson is going to be 20 years 
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looking towards like, what is my
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What is the job that it's that 
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And my two daughters, as they 
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where do I need to go to to get 
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And I just want to say, with all
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none of my kids dream of being a
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None of my children dream of 
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Years in the hopes that someday 
their four O 1K will allow them 

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to have a comfortable five 
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We don't dream of that, and yet 
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Many of us carry that burden of 
lives and jobs and work that we 

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don't like, that don't fulfill 
us, that don't seem to have 

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anything. 
To do with. 

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What's in our heart and what's 
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dream. 
And we do it, and we call it 

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responsibility. 
We call it something. 

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The Bible calls it misplaced 
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The Bible calls it putting faith
and something that can't and 

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shouldn't hold that. 
And that is why we have that 

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ache. 
That is why there is something 

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in us that yearns and longs for 
something to for something 

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different. 
That's why we're willing to give

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up all manner of margin. 
For just a little bit of the 

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thing that promises to keep us 
safe, promises to keep us 

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secure, promises to give us a 
good life. 

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And we haven't seen it yet. 
We believe that if we just give 

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a little more, do a little bit 
more, go a little bit farther, 

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try a little bit harder, a few 
more hours, and we give up all 

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of that. 
Then someday, someway, somehow, 

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when we're almost dead, we'll 
have a fleeting glimpse of the 

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good life, Henry David Thoreau 
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Most men lead lives of what? 
Quiet desperation. 

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Oof. 
We are barely alive, waiting for

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the other shoe to drop. 
And when I say we, I'm talking 

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about me. 
I'm talking about all the fears 

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and anxieties that sneak into my
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And what I want to say is if 
you're here today and you've 

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just kind of accepted this idea 
that life in the West in the 

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21st century just means living 
with some kind of sense of low. 

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Grade. 
Panic and fear and anxiety about

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work and money. 
If you just accepted that that's

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what life today has to mean. 
I want you to know that you're 

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probably responding to your life
in one of two ways. 

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You are either clamping down on 
control and you're trying to 

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make everything work just. 
The right way and you're trying 

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to make everything just go and 
then every once in a while 

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something. 
Happens. 

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You have a heart attack. 
I had. 

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I bought my first house in San 
Antonio two months before the 

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economic collapse of 2008. 
I did. 

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Everything I was supposed to. 
Do and the bottom fell out. 

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So we either try to control 
everything is that you? 

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Are you the one that does that? 
There's no shame here, right? 

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But let's diagnose it. 
Or we withdraw and we avoid. 

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This is what addiction looks 
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We're going through the motions,
but we take a pill or we spend a

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dollar or we go to a website 
that will just make it not hurt 

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and not be quite so heavy for 
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We avoid. 
We stop talking to the people 

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that love us. 
We stop identifying our feelings

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because our feelings are too 
big, they're too powerful, 

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they're too scary. 
And what if they get away from 

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us now? 
The reality is the actual. 

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So this is basically a fight or 
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My flight mechanism is broken. 
I want to. 

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Fight all of it, all the time, 
every way, right? 

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Some of you may lean right. 
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there are hints of all that, but
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the other. 
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and stress becomes a deeply 
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It becomes something that shapes
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That you respond to your kids 
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coworkers and the economy and 
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The Proverbs describe it in 
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says take lesson from the ants. 
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ways and become wise. 
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It's a wild to read that in your
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But like the older translations,
if you have like a new American 

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standard or King James or 
something like that, there's 

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even better word. 
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So I feel a little weird. 
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So I may say sluggard 
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interchangeable, right? 
But the this is this is the 

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idea, right? 
So when we read about the when 

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we read these problems, I want 
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about teaching us us learning 
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proverbs, right? 
Because we're not touching every

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problem. 
We're not touching on 

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everything, but what we are 
doing is seeing these things 

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that show up over and over and 
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Throughout the scriptures. 
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remember you guys did great with
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where you knew like. 
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That uses like or, as is a 
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Right. 
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Use that to identify this is a 
different metaphor and what what

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we can tend to do when we read 
this is get real moralistic 

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about this. 
What this is not saying to us is

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you need to go be like the. 
Ants. 

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Nope. 
Nope. 

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That's that's not what that is, 
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What it does say is exactly what
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Look at it. 
Take a lesson from the point of 

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the proverbs is to slow us down,
which is exactly the thing that 

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our culture doesn't want us to 
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That's exactly the thing that it
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We don't have time to slow down.
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We got to be better. 
We got to meet, we got to meet 

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deadlines. 
We got to meet thresholds. 

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And if we need that threshold, 
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threshold. 
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invite us to step back and say, 
hey, specifically in this 

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instance, if your tendency is to
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look at how things operate out 
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controlled. 
And the solution to write some 

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of us that the fight or flight, 
like the control avoidance 

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thing, the solution isn't to 
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spot where I'm appropriately 
controlling and appropriately 

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avoiding. 
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scale and just throw it out. 
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illustrates that is by nature by
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specifically in this case the 
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To look at what God has. 
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deal with So what does it say 
about how they deal with it 

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They have no Prince or governor 
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This is what the people of 
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were slaves in Israel. 
In Egypt, Pharaoh got to make 

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bricks for my houses. 
Oh, got to make more bricks and 

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more bricks. 
Now you got to gather your own 

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materials. 
This is about the slave driver 

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at work who doesn't care about 
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He doesn't care about where you 
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He only cares about production. 
And you are as valuable to him 

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or to her, to them as as what 
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quarter, He says. 
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Aren't like that. 
They don't have rulers that make

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them work. 
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They labor hard all summer, 
gathering food for the winner. 

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The Ant works appropriately in 
season, without having to be 

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driven, and also without fear 
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What the? 
The scripture and the example of

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these. 
Ants are shown is they just do 

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what they're supposed to do when
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they don't worry about anything 
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The Bible calls that 
faithfulness and in Scripture, 

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wisdom is faithfulness. 
Faithfulness. 

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In this example, the 
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would be hustle. 
We love hustle, right? 

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We don't actually love hustle. 
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We love hustle because it feels 
like hustle is going to give us 

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more. 
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From the ants as the ants trying
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production out of one day's 
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We don't see the ants leading 
hard over there and and kind of 

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manipulating their Co workers to
do a little bit more, to go a 

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little bit further. 
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We don't see the red ants and 
the Gray ants in competition 

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with it, with each other to see 
who can build the biggest hill 

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or have the deepest tunnels. 
We don't see the ants trying to 

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get maximum extraction out of 
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We just see the ants 
understanding and realizing that

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winter is coming and today is an
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Practice what we're supposed to 
do. 

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I don't think we find the 
pictures and of the ants 

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collapsing in exhaustion. 
We don't see a lot of aunt 

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divorces because one aunt worked
too far and went too much. 

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We don't have a lot of Ant 
childhood counseling because, 

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well, my dad wasn't there and he
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provided a lot. 
We don't see a lot of Ant 

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tension. 
What I do for my family is 

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provide. 
I don't have time to be with 

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him. 
Listen, there's no guilt and 

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there's no shame. 
There's no condemnation. 

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But I do want to acknowledge is 
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portrays in US is there's a 
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There's a cost more always. 
Once more, you're never going to

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run to the end of desire. 
You're not going to ever run to 

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the end of someone who has a 
bigger house or a nicer car or 

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bigger experience or a better 
vacation. 

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And when we make that the 
example, when we hold that in 

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front of us, it shapes us. 
It forms us. 

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The wisdom of the end is to 
simply do what is in front of me

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today and then stop. 
There's a great practice that 

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we've been talking about. 
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Sabbath. 
Sabbath was built into the 

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structure of the Israelite 
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Now listen, we don't observe 
Sabbath to to make God approve 

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of us. 
We don't observe the Sabbath. 

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That's part of the law by which 
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We acknowledge that the Sabbath 
was before the law. 

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The Sabbath was built into 
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God blessed the 7th day and He 
made it holy. 

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And we don't work on the Sabbath
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Sabbath. 
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Stop when we get away from the 
Sabbath, when we put. 

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Aside that day of rest, what 
happens is we begin to believe 

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in our heart of hearts that we 
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That is exactly what God led his
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He said you don't work for 
Pharaoh anymore. 

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It's not about the number of 
bricks that you can produce. 

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It's not about having better 
buildings or better any of that.

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It's about you being a people 
who work, who are foreign and 

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shades, who have powers and 
guilt and gifts and skills and 

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abilities, but you're not 
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And you certainly don't have to 
make your own. 

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Way so we practice Sabbath, one 
day of rest where we say I'm not

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my job, I am not a widget maker.
I don't have to earn the right 

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or the privilege of resting. 
Notice the ants. 

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Now he provides a contrast to 
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But you lazy bones, how long 
will you sleep? 

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When will you wake up? 
As long as I can, right, is my 

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response. 
As much as possible can, right? 

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A little extra sleep, a little 
more slumber, a little folding 

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of the hands to rest. 
Then poverty will bounce on you 

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like a bandit. 
Scarcity will attack you like an

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armed robber. 
OK, so we have that. 

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The picture is like the hustle 
culture, right? 

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Like we're just going to got to 
go, got to go, got to go, got to

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run, got to do more, got to be 
more and we go and write until 

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we crash and we follow. 
The counter to that is lazy 

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bones. 
It is the slugger. 

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And what it doesn't mean is 
someone who just says I'm not 

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ever going to do anything. 
The reason the Sabbath works, 

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the command of the Sabbath is 6 
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You'll do your work and one day 
you will rest. 

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That's a day that's holy. 
The Sabbath assumes that there's

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going to be work. 
But here's the thing that I'm 

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going to tell you if you've 
never experienced anxiety and 

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depression and fear, there are 
some days that the prospect of 

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tomorrow is so scary and 
overwhelming that I can't get 

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off the couch today. 
And I find all kinds of ways to 

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justify it. 
I just need a little break. 

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I just need a little bit more 
time. 

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This is a picture of 
procrastination. 

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This is a picture of waiting to 
do the important things until 

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tomorrow. 
Today I'll I'll do a. 

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Little bit of this and I'm not 
really resting, I'm just simply 

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sitting on my couch and 
meditating on all the potential 

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horrors that are going to come 
tomorrow. 

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We call it paralysis by 
analysis. 

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Anxiety is paralysis by what if.
What if what they say is true? 

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What if all the things that I 
can imagine in my head come 

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true? 
Anxiety and fear and, and all of

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these, you know, insecurity 
about what's going to come. 

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They always see absolute 
destruction ahead, don't they? 

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There's no shame in here, but we
can see that. 

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Unless what I want to hold up is
if you've been there, if you're 

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walking in that right now, what 
I want to invite you into is it 

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begin. 
Maybe today all you can do is 

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begin to begin to believe that 
God has something different for 

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you. 
That the plan in the path of the

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Proverbs is not to lead you into
more hustle or into a world 

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that's so scary that you can't 
possibly figure out how to get 

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it. 
Let me promise you as a part of 

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fully Orthodox theology, the God
who created all things by his 

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word is not wondering what's 
going to happen tomorrow. 

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The God who created you and 
called you by name is not 

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worried about whether the 
economy is going to turn or what

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the return on your 4-O1K is 
going to be. 

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The God who created light, who 
created sky, He's not that 

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impressed with your hustle, your
extra 40%. 

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He's not that interested in 
that. 

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What He is interested in is you 
reflecting the life and the 

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freedom of the Godhead in your 
life and in your world. 

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He's interested in you being 
faithful, doing the thing that's

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in front of you and letting Him 
do all the rest of it. 

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So this is weird though, right? 
Like if we do this like a little

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bit extra sleeve, a little more 
slumber, and then what it says 

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is poverty will pounce on you 
like a bandit. 

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It's real important, right? 
Like some places will use this 

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and they'll take this and say, 
if you don't do what you're 

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supposed to do, if you're not 
active enough, if you don't go 

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to enough small groups, if you 
don't do that, then God's going 

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to make you poor. 
The you know, the converse of 

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that is that if you do all the 
right things that God will make 

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you rich. 
Notice this. 

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This isn't saying that God does 
this. 

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This is a consequence. 
This is a natural effect. 

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Here's the thing. 
If you keep putting on until 

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tomorrow what needs to be done 
today, someday the bill is going

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to come due and we'll be stuck 
and we'll be caught. 

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If I'm so afraid of what comes 
tomorrow that I ignored today, 

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tomorrow should be scary. 
But if I simply say tomorrow is 

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unknown to me, I don't know what
tomorrow is going to bring. 

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I don't know how it's going to 
turn out. 

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I think I do. 
But that voice of fear in my 

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head is a liar. 
The voice of God says I've 

452
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:36,840
created tomorrow. 
I'll take care of it. 

453
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:42,280
You do your piece today and then
tomorrow when you wake up, you 

454
00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,800
do that. 
But listen, when the bell, some 

455
00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:46,760
of you are bosses and you're 
here and you're just like, no, 

456
00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:49,960
listen. 
When the bell rings at 5:00, you

457
00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:53,720
go home to your family. 
They're waiting for you. 

458
00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:58,960
More than that, they need. 
Your best We're raising 

459
00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:05,200
children. 
We're raising kids to either be 

460
00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:10,080
paralyzed by fear and anxiety 
and insecurity by whatever the 

461
00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,160
loudest voice on the TV tells 
them they need to be afraid of 

462
00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:16,440
today, or they're able to look 
into the goodness of God and see

463
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:19,920
his provision and take care of 
what needs to happen today. 

464
00:26:21,440 --> 00:26:24,440
Poverty is simply and listen, I 
this is so like, here's what I'm

465
00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:26,960
not saying. 
I'm because, listen, statistics 

466
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:30,240
would indicate that there are 
people in here that that that 

467
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:31,760
covers. 
And what I want you to hear, I 

468
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:34,000
want you to hear me say like, 
you didn't do anything wrong. 

469
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:36,480
Maybe I mean, if you gambled it 
all, you shouldn't have done 

470
00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:40,320
that. 
But the idea here isn't that God

471
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:43,800
is going to punish you if you do
too much or too little. 

472
00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:48,360
The idea here is an invitation 
to live wisdom. 

473
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:53,280
Wisdom participates faithfully 
in today without fear of 

474
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:56,560
tomorrow. 
Wisdom is able to stand at the 

475
00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:59,880
end of the day and just say not 
everything's done. 

476
00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:01,800
When is everything going to be 
done? 

477
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,120
Never right? 
But what wisdom is able to do is

478
00:27:05,120 --> 00:27:09,080
go to work hard, to show up on 
time with a good attitude to 

479
00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:12,120
work, to make your your 
coworkers better, to make your 

480
00:27:12,120 --> 00:27:13,760
boss as successful as they can 
be. 

481
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:16,840
And then at the end of the day, 
five o'clock 6:00, whatever, 

482
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:22,760
it's time to stop and say that's
enough for today and to go home.

483
00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:24,200
Your boss isn't going to like 
that. 

484
00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:29,000
But listen, your boss, listen to
some of your your bosses. 

485
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:30,760
You have an opportunity to not 
be like this, right? 

486
00:27:31,120 --> 00:27:34,480
Your boss wants you to think 
that they are your provider 

487
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:37,200
because then they can control 
you. 

488
00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:44,960
A person who's not afraid is 
dangerous, and the best way you 

489
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:47,360
know why. 
Can't control them, can't 

490
00:27:47,360 --> 00:27:50,520
manipulate them. 
The person who just says, yeah, 

491
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:52,400
no, I did my work today and 
yeah, there, no, there will be 

492
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:54,680
work tomorrow. 
I call this job security. 

493
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:57,480
I'm going to do just what I can 
today to make sure that when I 

494
00:27:57,480 --> 00:27:59,000
show up tomorrow there was 
something else. 

495
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:02,880
And I trust that God is going to
provide for me for that. 

496
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,240
See what happens there? 
What when you start, when we 

497
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,400
start walking in that and we 
just start saying, no, I'm going

498
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,640
to be faithful with what's in 
front of me and then I'm going 

499
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,200
to go do the other things that 
are in my life. 

500
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:16,880
What happens, what begin to see,
is called margin. 

501
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:22,320
This isn't fundamentally a 
passage about economics. 

502
00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:29,440
This isn't passage about margin,
about space between what we have

503
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:33,400
and what we consume. 
And the more that that gap 

504
00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:36,600
shrinks, the more our anxiety 
spikes. 

505
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,160
We're living right on the 
razor's edge. 

506
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:43,680
But something happens when we 
begin to live in margin, when we

507
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:47,760
begin to say, I've done enough 
and if I'm working in a place or

508
00:28:47,760 --> 00:28:50,720
if I'm giving my life to a place
that always needs more and 

509
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:52,120
always wants. 
I'm not telling you, you need to

510
00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:54,920
go get a new job, But I'm 
telling you, you may need to go 

511
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:58,320
get a new job. 
Because something predictable 

512
00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:01,480
happens when we begin to have 
margin in our life, margin in 

513
00:29:01,480 --> 00:29:03,800
our time, margin in our 
checkbooks, margin in the things

514
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,560
that we do. 
Right here's here's what it 

515
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:09,160
looks like. 
Proverbs Chapter 11. 

516
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:14,440
We'll start in verse 24. 
Give freely and become more 

517
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:18,200
wealthy. 
Be stingy and lose everything. 

518
00:29:19,040 --> 00:29:23,760
The generous will prosper. 
Those who refresh others will 

519
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:28,520
themselves be refreshed. 
And again, some of you have 

520
00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:32,120
heard a prosperity preacher say,
you just got to give me your 

521
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:34,640
10%. 
If you give me 10%, then God 

522
00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:36,640
will bless you. 
Probably not today, but maybe 

523
00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:38,480
tomorrow. 
Hopefully tomorrow. 

524
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:42,040
Not tomorrow either, or someday.
I remember last week when we 

525
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,080
talked about the prophet who 
wants to come tell me what God 

526
00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:46,240
is saying to me. 
But I asked them, well, who does

527
00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:48,120
God say to you? 
I want to ask the prosperity 

528
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:49,480
gospel. 
Teacher, who are you? 

529
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:52,680
Giving 10% to. 
Who are you? 

530
00:29:52,680 --> 00:29:56,000
Investing in. 
But what happens is when we 

531
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,440
begin to put boundaries, 
appropriate boundaries around 

532
00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:00,640
our lives, and we begin to 
create margin. 

533
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:05,080
The fruit of that is generosity.
The problem is sometimes 

534
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:08,040
generosity. 
Pastors handle generosity like a

535
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:09,680
cudgel, right? 
Like I'm just standing here and 

536
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:12,600
I'm going to beat you into 
giving what I think that you 

537
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:14,640
need to give. 
We don't have to do that. 

538
00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:16,520
That's why we don't pass a plate
here. 

539
00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:18,680
I don't want you to feel 
manipulated by that. 

540
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:22,160
Some of you don't have two 
nickels to rub together right 

541
00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,440
now. 
What I would say to you is when 

542
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:27,640
you give generously, it produces
fruit in you, God for God. 

543
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,600
God shows up and God delivers. 
But I'm not going to use 

544
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:34,000
generosity to beat you. 
What I am going to say is when 

545
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:37,680
we live with margin, when we say
and what margin looks like is I 

546
00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:40,040
have enough. 
When we live with margin 

547
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,320
generosity, natural flow 
naturally. 

548
00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:46,360
Flows. 
It just leaks out of us this 

549
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:50,080
isn't a prosperity doctrine 
principle. 

550
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:55,880
This is an invitation. 
Watch how faith and fear and. 

551
00:30:55,880 --> 00:31:02,040
Trust work because when I give 
when I when I give, I don't 

552
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:05,480
whatever the words of my mouth 
are, when I give to something to

553
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:09,080
A cause, to a person to 
alleviate some suffering, what I

554
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:14,760
implicitly saying is I have 
enough my needs are met, I 

555
00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:17,600
listen I can afford to give and 
the problem is we're. 

556
00:31:17,600 --> 00:31:20,400
Just like Oh well, say them, 
they give a. $1000 Well, I don't

557
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:23,160
care what you give. 
You know Jesus celebrates on the

558
00:31:23,160 --> 00:31:25,600
Scripture a woman who puts a 
couple of nickels. 

559
00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,760
He stops the worship service. 
The point at this? 

560
00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:32,200
Huge. 
Gift of faith. 

561
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:34,360
I want you to know I don't know 
what you give. 

562
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:38,000
I don't know what I don't 
because I don't care. 

563
00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:41,400
It's not about it's not about 
the number of dollars that you 

564
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:45,080
that you put in. 
It's about are you living with 

565
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:49,680
enough margin in your life to 
know that I don't serve this 

566
00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:52,680
world. 
I have the ability to do good in

567
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:56,960
this world. 
I have enough and I trust that 

568
00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:59,720
what I need tomorrow God will 
provide. 

569
00:31:59,720 --> 00:32:02,960
And I want to be real careful 
too. 

570
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:08,280
And all the love to say that 
that God doesn't promise to meet

571
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:14,080
my lifestyle demands. 
Sometimes getting Marge in our 

572
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:18,800
life says I need a smaller house
and a smaller payment. 

573
00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:25,080
I need to buy a used car, right?
Because here's here's the thing 

574
00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:28,720
about, you know, when you buy 
that new BMW after about six 

575
00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:31,120
weeks, that's just the place 
that you throw your McDonald's 

576
00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:35,400
wrappers. 
You can throw a McDonald's 

577
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:41,120
wrapper in a 1997 Camry. 
Listen, I watch Camry on TikTok 

578
00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:43,400
like those. 
You get 808 hundred, 1000 miles 

579
00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:44,920
out of a Camry if you take care 
of it, right? 

580
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,320
But in the same way that 
generosity says it's a 

581
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,360
demonstration, I have enough to 
give. 

582
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,840
And I want to just say, you 
might not even believe it now. 

583
00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,160
You might just go, I don't have 
enough, but I'm going to give 

584
00:32:58,160 --> 00:32:59,400
anyway. 
Then I'm going to see. 

585
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:02,120
And what happens is when you 
give and then you step back and 

586
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:04,160
you're just bracing and you're 
just waiting, And then guess 

587
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:05,680
what? 
You go to sleep and you wake up 

588
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:09,840
the next day and you just go, I 
didn't die, I'm still here. 

589
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,440
It trains our heart to be 
generous. 

590
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:16,560
But when I withhold, there's no 
listen, there's no hammer here. 

591
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,680
What I want to do is hold up a 
mirror and I want to ask is, are

592
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:23,200
you living? 
Like coming up with everything 

593
00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:27,520
that you have is up to you. 
Do you believe that God desires 

594
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:31,520
to give goodness even if it 
comes in a smaller house or an 

595
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:35,920
older car? 
Withholding is the declaration 

596
00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:40,680
that if I give anything, I won't
have enough for tomorrow. 

597
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:43,560
And what I lovingly want to 
point out to you is you don't 

598
00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:47,480
know what tomorrow brings. 
It's designed that way. 

599
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:50,920
The point of it is so that we 
will trust God. 

600
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:54,480
God's desire is that his people 
would live in the world 

601
00:33:56,040 --> 00:34:00,680
generously, wisely. 
Able to contribute to the things

602
00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:04,480
that matter, the things that are
in your heart, able to do good 

603
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:07,440
not just with your time for 
someone else, but with the 

604
00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:11,280
produce of your life, the things
that you give your life away 

605
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:13,000
for. 
And listen, I know there are 

606
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:15,639
people, there are stories of 
people that you see on this 

607
00:34:15,639 --> 00:34:18,600
stage that aren't me. 
And I know they sell their house

608
00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:22,080
and downsize so they can take 
jobs that don't demand as much 

609
00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:23,800
of them so that they can be 
present to each other. 

610
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:25,960
And I'm not telling you that you
need to do that. 

611
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:30,159
I'm asking you what kind of life
do you who want to lead and what

612
00:34:30,159 --> 00:34:34,960
has the world told you you have 
to provide for yourself and what

613
00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:37,719
is the. 
Cost of our marginalist 

614
00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:43,400
existence because margin is the 
space where generosity happens 

615
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:47,000
and generosity trains our hearts
to trust Jesus. 

616
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,600
He said it this way, right? 
This is important, right? 

617
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:54,040
Every week when we just say we 
talk about the Proverbs in the 

618
00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:56,440
Old Testament, but every week we
want to bring back. 

619
00:34:56,440 --> 00:34:59,200
And I just want you to know the 
Proverbs, the wisdom in the Old 

620
00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:01,240
Testament doesn't end in the Old
Testament. 

621
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:03,760
It's embodied and. 
Expressed by Jesus. 

622
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:06,400
Jesus. 
Is how we interpret the the 

623
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:08,800
wisdom in the Proverbs, right? 
And so here's what it looks 

624
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:10,400
like. 
Matthew chapter 6. 

625
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:14,600
This is Jesus in His Sermon on 
the Mount, Matthew chapter 6, 

626
00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:17,400
starting in verse 19. 
Don't store up yourself. 

627
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,480
Don't store up treasures here on
Earth where moths eat them and 

628
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:23,520
rust destroys them. 
It didn't say don't do anything.

629
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,000
It says don't store them up. 
Don't. 

630
00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,080
Oh, I got to keep this because I
don't know what tomorrow he's 

631
00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:28,480
like. 
Don't. 

632
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:32,000
Don't put everything here. 
Some of you lost everything in 

633
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:36,520
2008. 
Some of you are so afraid of 

634
00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:41,680
another financial downturn that 
you live angry and afraid. 

635
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:45,360
And what Jesus saying is like, 
don't make that your ultimate 

636
00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:50,760
withholding because rust 
destroys them and thieves break 

637
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:53,240
in and steal it. 
Instead, store your treasures in

638
00:35:53,240 --> 00:35:57,440
heaven or moths and rust cannot 
destroy and thieves do not break

639
00:35:57,440 --> 00:36:00,160
in and steal. 
Listen, whatever, wherever your 

640
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:04,400
treasure is, there the desires 
of your heart will also be. 

641
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:08,280
I expect that to be different. 
I would expect to be where your 

642
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:10,080
heart is, there your treasures 
will be. 

643
00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:13,440
But what Jesus says is you can 
train your heart where to go by 

644
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:18,480
investing your your treasure. 
And that can be your time for 

645
00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:21,080
sure. 
For sure you should. 

646
00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:23,680
That's why I think this is such 
an important thing. 

647
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:27,440
Listen, you don't need more of 
me in your life, right? 

648
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:30,560
Like you just don't. 
But there's something about 

649
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:34,200
saying there's a spot on my 
calendar, a weekly spot on my 

650
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:37,400
calendar that is non negotiable,
where I go and worship with 

651
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:41,240
God's people and where I hear 
God's words spoken over me. 

652
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:45,360
I want to go to a place every. 
Week when I'm in town, when I'm 

653
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:47,720
around I want to go to a place 
every week where I can be 

654
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,240
confronted with a beautiful 
gospel truth that I am badly 

655
00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:54,480
broken and I am deeply loved 
there's nowhere else in the 

656
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,680
world that is going to tell you 
that and Jesus says where your. 

657
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,400
Treasure is there, your heart 
will be. 

658
00:36:59,720 --> 00:37:05,440
Also your money and I don't say 
that to manipulate you or do 

659
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:08,000
anything like that, but I'm also
not going to back away from it 

660
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:10,720
because for some of us, it's 
easier to just give our time. 

661
00:37:10,720 --> 00:37:12,120
Sure. 
Also, oh, you just want an hour.

662
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:13,960
Great. 
Some of you have been going to 

663
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,640
an hour here for so long that 
you need to start serving and 

664
00:37:16,640 --> 00:37:19,440
give another hour. 
Some of you, it's time, right? 

665
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:21,600
And you just go. 
Listen, I'm afraid if you're 

666
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:24,680
afraid of the it's so afraid of 
the economy on the news that you

667
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:27,000
are mad and angry at other 
people, you need to start 

668
00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:29,760
disciplining your heart by 
making your money go somewhere 

669
00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:32,960
else. 
Is it scary? 

670
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:38,040
Terrifying. 
Terrifying. 

671
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:42,520
I know, because I'm afraid too. 
Every time. 

672
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:46,040
I'm just like, all right, 
Natalie pries it out of my hands

673
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:49,840
and get rid of it like that. 
The Lord has always been 

674
00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:53,040
faithful. 
The Lord has always been 

675
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:56,920
faithful and I don't think today
is the day that he breaks that 

676
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:59,360
streak. 
So he says put your treasure 

677
00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:03,600
where you want your heart to be.
Do you want to die and have your

678
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:06,920
boss say, man, the best thing 
about that guy is he made me 

679
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:13,960
rich. 
That same speech, Jesus goes on 

680
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:19,080
verse 25. 
That's why I tell you not to 

681
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,760
worry about your everyday life. 
And he describes it. 

682
00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:25,880
Whether you have enough food or 
drink or enough clothes to wear.

683
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:30,200
Isn't life more than food and 
your body more than closing 

684
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:32,200
clothing? 
He's not talking about poverty, 

685
00:38:32,200 --> 00:38:33,440
existence. 
He's not talking about 

686
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:35,440
starvation. 
He's talking about, listen, I 

687
00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:42,200
heard a statistic this week we 
throw away $160 billion worth of

688
00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:47,560
food a year. 
The problem isn't that we don't 

689
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:51,280
have enough food. 
The problem is it's ported and 

690
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:55,760
it's not distributed. 
Well, as we're afraid says don't

691
00:38:55,760 --> 00:38:58,120
worry about your life, what 
you're going to eat says look at

692
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:00,040
the birds. 
Remember, look at the ants, 

693
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,760
Jesus said look at the birds. 
They don't plant or harvest or 

694
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:06,000
store food in barns and your 
heavenly Father feeds them. 

695
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,520
Now here's the question. 
Aren't you more valuable to him 

696
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,640
than they are? 
That's the question. 

697
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:14,160
That's the question that you've 
got to answer. 

698
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:17,720
Do you think you're more 
important than the birds and the

699
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:19,920
ants? 
We think we're fundamentally 

700
00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:21,440
different. 
Like, yeah, but the ants don't 

701
00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:23,760
know. 
How do you know that's God 

702
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:26,480
created them both? 
He created both us and the ants 

703
00:39:26,480 --> 00:39:28,800
us and the words. 
The difference is he's given us 

704
00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:31,240
his Spirit. 
He's created his image in us. 

705
00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:33,880
He's going to take care of us 
more and better than that. 

706
00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:37,080
He hasn't promised to make us 
rich because all the rich stuff 

707
00:39:37,240 --> 00:39:40,200
is going to go away. 
We're going to die and not take 

708
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:42,400
any of it. 
And all that hustle is going to 

709
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:46,080
do is speed that day up. 
And Jesus goes, you should have.

710
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:48,920
Checked out of that. 
Does it cause you to? 

711
00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:51,560
Worry, do you have anxiety 
become of that because of that 

712
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:54,360
good news, You don't have to 
play that game anymore. 

713
00:39:55,080 --> 00:40:02,400
You don't have to live in that 
system, he goes on verse 31. 

714
00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:05,120
So don't worry about all of 
these. 

715
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:08,640
Things. 
Fran, listen. 

716
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:12,160
Are you listening? 
Don't worry. 

717
00:40:13,240 --> 00:40:15,440
That's a command from Jesus in 
Scripture. 

718
00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:21,480
Don't worry about these things 
saying what we eat or what we 

719
00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:24,240
drink, what we wear. 
These things dominate the 

720
00:40:24,240 --> 00:40:29,120
thoughts of unbelievers. 
Wow, that's heavy. 

721
00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:32,360
It's supposed to look different 
for us. 

722
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,480
This is supposed to be one of 
the things that marks the 

723
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:39,120
followers of Jesus, that we 
believe that our God cares for 

724
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:41,200
us in practical and tangible 
ways. 

725
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:44,080
Day by day, those things 
dominate the thoughts of 

726
00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:46,080
unbelievers. 
But your heavenly Father always 

727
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,800
knows your needs. 
So seek the Kingdom of God above

728
00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:53,600
all else and live righteously, 
and he will give you everything 

729
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:56,080
that you need. 
So don't worry about tomorrow, 

730
00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:57,760
for tomorrow will bring its own 
worries. 

731
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:01,000
Today's trouble is enough for 
its own. 

732
00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,280
Jesus is talking about movement.
Listen. 

733
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:05,280
Wherever you are, He starts with
place. 

734
00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:08,040
Don't worry, stop that. 
Don't worry about tomorrow, 

735
00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:09,720
right? 
Put your hand on your chest. 

736
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:13,400
I don't know what tomorrow it 
brings, but I am safe today. 

737
00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:16,480
That is a truth from Jesus. 
I don't know what tomorrow 

738
00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:19,400
brings, but today I am safe and 
I have enough. 

739
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:23,040
Regulate that nervous system. 
Don't let tomorrow steal today 

740
00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:24,360
from you. 
But it moves on there. 

741
00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:25,920
Don't worry. 
And then look. 

742
00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:28,200
Here's why I don't have to 
worry, because look at God's 

743
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,440
good creation. 
The sun rises and sets. 

744
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:33,040
I went walking the other day and
the golden hour was so 

745
00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:34,680
beautiful, almost took my breath
away. 

746
00:41:34,840 --> 00:41:37,680
I didn't do one thing to earn 
that, I just got to experience 

747
00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:40,000
it. 
Look around at the goodness that

748
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:44,360
God gives all around you and 
then seek first the Kingdom. 

749
00:41:44,520 --> 00:41:47,480
Put people first, put 
righteousness first. 

750
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:51,000
That's what freedom is. 
That's how we experience freedom

751
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:54,440
and from fear, freedom from 
scarcity. 

752
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:59,240
But we face this moment 
authentically, as it. 

753
00:41:59,240 --> 00:42:01,200
Is and we let tomorrow be 
itself. 

754
00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:03,640
That's a lot to process, isn't 
it? 

755
00:42:04,760 --> 00:42:07,560
That's a lot. 
You don't have to get all the 

756
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:09,960
way there today. 
You don't have to go all the 

757
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:11,720
way, right? 
But each week we've had a couple

758
00:42:11,720 --> 00:42:14,440
of questions that help us think 
through and process this, so I 

759
00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:19,000
want to put these up. 
Am I more inclined to try to 

760
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:24,160
manage anxiety and fear by 
controlling something or hiding 

761
00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:26,960
from it? 
And. 

762
00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:31,160
Where did I learn that? 
Who? 

763
00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:36,560
Taught me that that was 
responsible #2 how much margin 

764
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:41,080
in my is in my life and what has
that produced in me? 

765
00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:45,400
Am I more patient and kind and 
gentle and loving or less 

766
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:50,840
because of the demands of 
keeping up and 3rd and this 

767
00:42:50,840 --> 00:42:55,040
one's hard. 
What is fear and anxiety cost me

768
00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:59,160
in my life? 
What have I lost or sacrificed 

769
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:03,000
because I try to control or 
avoid the opportunity of this 

770
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:06,600
moment. 
Now listen real quick. 

771
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,920
We talk a lot at church about 
being saved, right? 

772
00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:14,840
And it's this real, like saved 
by Jesus, I'm saved. 

773
00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:17,480
I just want you to know that 
word means something. 

774
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:22,520
It means saved from this. 
It means saved from having to 

775
00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:25,800
manufacture a life that I think 
is good enough or good enough 

776
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,760
for someone else to recognize 
this issue of trust. 

777
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:34,280
It's not just a financial thing.
Jesus does not need your money. 

778
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:39,360
Jesus wants your heart. 
Jesus wants your life. 

779
00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:45,280
So I'm asking you today, 
whatever you're holding on to, 

780
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:50,760
will you let it go? 
That tight fist of grasping, 

781
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:52,680
right? 
Your forearms are bulging and 

782
00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:55,880
veins are popping out, right? 
You can't receive goodness. 

783
00:43:55,880 --> 00:44:00,600
You got to let it go. 
Will you say to yourself? 

784
00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:04,960
I have trusted my own ability to
provide for myself because I 

785
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:07,880
haven't wanted to believe or 
obey you. 

786
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:12,720
Jesus, we call that confession. 
It's confession. 

787
00:44:12,720 --> 00:44:16,040
That's how it starts. 
It's telling the truth, and I 

788
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,160
want you to know that Jesus 
doesn't punish you for telling 

789
00:44:18,160 --> 00:44:21,720
the truth. 
He forgives you, but He 

790
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:25,520
absolutely wants to lead you 
into something different. 

791
00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:29,120
He absolutely wants to lead you 
somewhere life giving. 

792
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:32,640
That's repentance, the new life,
the new direction. 

793
00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,800
A Christian isn't someone who 
believes in Jesus. 

794
00:44:38,320 --> 00:44:40,600
A Christian is a person who 
confesses that they have missed 

795
00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:44,360
the mark with their own life and
spends every moment to the best 

796
00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:47,360
of their ability from this point
forward, trying to follow him. 

797
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:51,320
Not to earn his love, not to 
earn their salvation, but to 

798
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:55,200
experience it. 
To be saved from a life without 

799
00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:58,880
Him. 
So we re aim our lives and our 

800
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:01,840
hearts towards Him. 
Will you do that today? 

801
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:04,240
If you haven't done that for the
first time, I want you to know 

802
00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:07,720
Jesus wants to save you from a 
life of toil and hardship. 

803
00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:14,800
We pray with me, Jesus, There is
nothing in our world. 

804
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:19,120
There is no news station, 
newspaper, website, blog that 

805
00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:25,600
tells us this and that should be
a tell. 

806
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:31,400
I just pray especially for 
anybody in here today who is 

807
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:36,520
worried, who is afraid even 
today, they're grieving what 

808
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:39,160
they have lost to anxiety and 
fear in Jesus. 

809
00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:41,240
I just pray that you would meet 
them in that moment. 

810
00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:48,480
Lord, your comfort is emotional,
but it is also very practical. 

811
00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:54,160
And Lord, I pray that your 
people would be alive with a 

812
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:57,640
margin enough to be generous 
with the love and the grace that

813
00:45:57,640 --> 00:46:01,400
we have experienced. 
So I pray that you would comfort

814
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:04,000
us today. 
I pray that you would lead us 

815
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:07,040
into life, and in the wholeness 
I pray that pray that you would 

816
00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:09,080
lead us out of. 
A world where? 

817
00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:15,120
We have to produce to earn your 
love and where we can simply be 

818
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:19,480
faithful with what you've placed
before us today and experience 

819
00:46:19,720 --> 00:46:23,000
all of the goodness of your 
Kingdom on earth. 

820
00:46:23,840 --> 00:46:26,680
As in heaven, we ask these 
things. 

821
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:29,520
Jesus, in your name and for your
glory, Amen. 

822
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:32,600
Thank you for joining us today. 
River City Church is all about 

823
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:35,320
experiencing and expressing 
God's love in our lives and 

824
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:38,000
community, and we hope that 
you've been able to experience 

825
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:40,640
that today. 
As grateful as I am that you've 

826
00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:43,960
spent this time listening in 
this morning, this podcast is no

827
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,960
substitute for full 
participation in a local church.

828
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:50,560
I love it when River City people
listen to other pastors, but it 

829
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,640
is those who show up week after 
week faithfully giving their 

830
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:56,480
support and time and resources 
that make all of this possible. 

831
00:46:57,080 --> 00:47:00,320
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832
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,680
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833
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:05,800
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If you'd like to financially 

834
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,640
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City, click the give link on our

835
00:47:08,640 --> 00:47:11,800
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Don't forget to subscribe and 

836
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:13,520
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837
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:16,560
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838
00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:18,120
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