For the first time ever I've I saw like an eggplant like in
real life, like he it was like out it was I I feel like if I
turned him down in that moment, he wouldn't have got me the.
Uber freshly out of high school. You created your blue page,
right? Do you think that your OF
subscribers like that? You're 18.
Do you prefer hairy armpits or no armpit hair?
Hairy armpits all day. So like these are.
Ah. Ladies and gentlemen, he's
viable. We had a gay phase.
High school, I guess you can classify as a gay phase.
Yeah, I had a gay phase. You're still a virgin.
Are you? Yeah.
Yeah, no, I'm still a virgin, man.
Yeah, you know how hard it is. You never kiss anybody.
That's how much of A virgin you're a kissless virgin.
Do you think size matters? That makes sense, yes.
I am called Goldie Cox. If you're going to be with
someone permanently, yeah, something needs to be good.
Well. How much you guys packing like?
I'm 8.5. Well, the last time I saw yours
it was like, what? Last time I saw yours it was.
We bring this up. Keep down the low bro.
No, no, I'll bring it up. It's not about the.
Size. It's about how you use it.
Are you gay or straight, bro? Like I'm trying to figure this
shit out because look, I'm going to tell you this.
Welcome to the Wild podcast. I'm Brandon Cardoso.
I'm the Julian Barboza. Bro, you're not Julian, bro.
Why do you keep saying that? Bro, come on.
I don't know, man. I'm Parker Reed.
This guy, bro. Hey, man, look, I'm like a
library, like just, you know, John's been mentioned.
I mean, how do you think he's doing right now?
Two days after his birthday? By the way, we're filming this
two days after his birthday. It's June 1st.
He's he's partying still. You think he's still partying?
Still he hasn't slept Do. You think he's recovered?
No, he's not. He doesn't need to recover.
You don't need to. No.
OK, You don't need to recover. You don't need to recover.
So he's just, he's just the same, the same got you.
I mean, I would assume that he's still kind of still recovering.
I mean, it's a lot of drinking, bro.
I mean like, I'm just thinking. I mean he was at the the whore
home. The home, the whore home, you
know, the White House, you know, if you're, if he was at a whore
house, that'd be a different story.
But the whore home. Yeah, he's at the home.
He's at the home so I feel like he's there to stay and stay
only. Yeah, you stay at home.
I don't know, but Julian, man, a fast recovery to you whenever
you decide to come back to Lai mean, clearly we're still in
Miami, but whenever you back in LA, man, we're wishing you a
speedy recovery. But guys, today's guest.
OK, All right, we do have a guest today in this episode.
We have a guest, very special one here.
OK, someone who what is a new up and coming creator?
OK, a new one. You've been going pretty viral
with the interviews. Yep, with everything.
Yep, I actually know him. You do know him in a personal
level, Yeah, This is where it gets personal and from, from,
from what I know, which is not much, but as far as I do know,
is that he's a virgin, just like you.
Yeah, he's a virgin. So.
So you. So you.
Personally know another virgin make makes.
Well if he's still a virgin cuz last time I saw him was in high
school and he was a virgin then. God.
I think he's still a virgin though, I'm pretty sure.
From your perspective, I was like what?
Like a year ago? No like.
Two years ago. Like 2 years ago since you guys
graduated. Because he's, well, he's two
years younger than me. Under oh, that is true.
That is true that that is true. Gotcha.
OK. Well, guys, today's guest, Mr.
Justin Lade, welcome. What's going on?
It's a pleasure to be here. A pleasure.
Justin. Scott, how you doing?
We're we're doing, I mean, I'm doing great.
How? How you doing?
I feel great. It feels good to reconnect.
It's. Good to seeing you again man, it
really is. Yeah, no, it's actually one of
the weirdest full circle moments.
It really is like. We I I literally haven't seen
you in like 2 years. Dude how you been bro?
I've been good, I've been good. How have you been good?
You're still a virgin. Are you?
Yeah. Yeah, no, I'm still a virgin,
man. Yeah, you know how hard it is.
It's hard to get laid, yeah. Well, here is here.
Am I in the middle? I'm going to tell both of you
guys this right now. You're a virgin, right?
I'm not one. No.
I've been celibate for a year. Celibate.
Well, I'm well, I can tell you this, though, I've been celibate
for a year, May 25th, all right, but but after the 25th of May, I
still have not had no play. So I'm still currently quote UN
quote celibate. Now it's not by choice.
I just, I just, I think it's AI think it's a personal.
Thing it's a skill issue. I think it's a skill issue.
But but besides all that bullshit, I mean, we're talking
about those who haven't even endured in the sexual act.
You know what I'm saying? Within the both of you, but
before we get into all that, because we are going to.
How are you doing though? So I'm living, you know, I just
moved out here a couple months ago, Florida.
So it's I'm doing good. I'm feeling good.
Right. So, so I know Parker is
initially from New York. I'm only assuming since you guys
know each other from from school you are also from New York as
well. Yeah, well, I'm originally from
Queens, so I moved. I moved out to Long Island,
which is where we're from. Yeah, like a couple years after
and yeah, we went to different schools though, so.
It's. Kind of a sticky situation.
How we met, it was like. Yeah.
How how did you guys meet? How did you guys become friends?
Why? Why do you like him?
Not in a way, No, no, no. I meant like why do you like
associate? I I love Parker.
Like, he's like my boy like that's, you know, I use like,
love as like, you know, yeah, But no, about how we met.
It was like a butterfly effect moment, really.
Like, you know, the game Call of Duty?
I I know it pretty well. Or like you like the
PlayStation. So I was like chronically online
a lot and I had a sick trick shot.
And 360 no scope. Yeah, there was like a tomahawk
boom. Cross the tomahawk ones, yeah.
Cross the map and one of his friends, one of his friends at
the time, hit me up and was like, yo, you should totally
join our clan. And I was like, all right, yeah.
Like, like, like a face clan. Yeah.
You know what I'm saying? The the four letters.
Yeah, yeah. So I was like, you know what?
Like let me let me see what's up right.
And that's when I met Mr. Parker Reed.
And from there it just. Yeah, you were 10.
I was 10. Yeah, you.
Were what was that like 2020 like bro?
It was during quarantine, so. No, no.
Don't tell me that I stayed that was. 2017.
It. Was 2017.
Well we didn't really meet until like 20/18/2018.
Like it was like a year later before.
We didn't meet in person. Yeah, yeah.
And honestly, at first, like, I was a little skeptical to meet
you, man. Skeptical 'cause you know why
'cause Parker was like the type of kid that had like a deep ass
voice. Like at like a, you know, early
age. I was like, what if this guy's
like trying to like do something like I don't know who this guy
is. Like I don't know who he is.
Well. I wanted to do something with
you and I. Was like what if I just get
kidnapped right now? Can I be honest?
I've done the same thing when I first met him too, right?
He just and I, hey, just hang up, you know?
What I'm saying like bro, I, I was the only one.
I was not the only one. Like I was like scared like you
fucking Colombian. But you know what, bro?
Hey, that's a good thing though. That could be a good thing, you
know. That could be a good thing.
I'm sure being like, you know, dominancy, you know, hey.
That's coping mechanism. No, I'm dominant.
Hey, look, the coping mechanism for him is mature, you know what
I'm saying? Yeah, whatever you want.
What's mature, bro? What's that?
Mature. Yeah.
What is that? I really.
I wish I knew. I I wish I knew myself.
Yeah. You know what I'm saying?
I can't say much on the subject. Not yet.
Not yet, at least. You know what I'm saying, right?
I mean, like, OK, so you're a virgin.
Yeah, I mean, unfortunately, unfortunately, I feel like.
No, but I want to like get get into the back story of like what
happened like after high school because I don't know what
happened between that two year period.
Like because keep in mind I met him when I was in 7th grade.
He was in like fifth grade, He was in fifth grade and like it
was way back like 2017. I was like 11.
Well, I was 11 and he was like 10, and then I turned 12 right
after. But I invited him to my 13th
birthday on October 27th, 2018. That was the first time we ever
met. Before before you answer his, I
just want to say this just for context for the viewers.
You sexy fucks I OK so clearly they got history.
I'm just the guy in the middle. I'm trying to learn within this
history. So what he is bounced to explain
or him as well within the full entirety entirety of the story.
I'm learning. I'm just learning right now.
So I do want to get to know you more within a personal level of
your upbringing. Clearly you guys have been
friends for X amount of years, but there has been a cut off at
one point to where you guys stopped communicating amongst
the both. There was.
A gap. There was a gap of no
communication, so that's obviously something that he can
also learn from as well Off of you, Justin.
So that's where this whole podcast tonight really stands.
Yeah, 'cause when I graduated high school 2023, he was in 10th
grade. Wow.
And so like 20, like, you know, after you graduate high school,
you don't really talk to your friends, like too much like only
certain people that you talk to after high school.
So he was in 10th grade, I was already graduated and he was
going into junior year. Probably coping time.
I feel like coping time. You left me, man, like you
really like. No, no, it was.
Like, I think I needed you the most during junior year and
senior year, man. Yeah, I think you definitely
did. Really, I think you did because
of the stuff that you were saying.
Yeah, or doing as well. You know the stuff that you were
saying activities, but I want to just say they was so crazy when
I saw you on reels and like I saw like everything going down,
like you started the blue page, but how did you start doing the
blue page? Because I just randomly saw
that. Well, how or why?
Like both. Both.
Yeah, I mean, it was just one of those moments where I was like,
let me just give it a shot really, because like I was
always told like I could be like a model and stuff like that.
So I was like, this is kind of in a form of modelling in a way.
I just feel like I can also express myself too on the blue
page, you know? And so I was like, let me give
it a shot. Let me give it a shot.
I also saw you one. Time.
On my on my reels and I was like, this guy looks so
familiar. I was like, no way, this is
Parker. And I was like, now I have to
give it a shot because like it'd only feel right.
It would only feel right you. Know because you didn't reach
out. I mean, I had to wait for the
right time. I had to wait for the right.
Time. Well, I reached out to you.
You did you. Did because I saw your reels.
Like yo, no way that's Justin doing interviews.
I saw you getting your armpit sniff.
Like how? How did that happen?
You like it? You like getting your armpit
sniff? Is that like a kink?
Guys, look, I'm in the but for the for the views, I'm I'm, I'm
right. I'm over here within the middle
grounds bro. I'm I think you should be the
most curious about. I mean, why?
I'm trying I'm trying to I just think it's it's more as of right
now, it's like like like a catching up.
You know what I'm saying? You guys are within going to
school together. You guys know each other
personal. I mean, bro, if I had someone
that I've known within middle to high school, like I would be
asking the same questions. It's like, yo bro, what you been
up to all of a sudden you in the blue page.
What's up? You know what I'm saying?
Just. Being told make you OK.
No, I think being tall means that you got more. 11 inch or
what? Are like down there.
It's. A.
It's a question. I mean, you asked.
Listen, I mean, it's not that much, but it's it's definitely
in like the 88. Range that's fine because you
know what I learned within doing this podcast, bro, I'm telling
you, it's like within the guest that we've had on amazing guest
is it's not about the size, it's about how you use it.
Oh, like the the ocean of them or whatever.
The ocean of the motion, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I heard about that.
I think the ocean of the motion kid on a more so with an impact
of those that are probably within different gender, but I
think is how you use it is what it is that you wanted to become,
you know well. How much you guys packing like?
I'm 8.5. Well, last time I saw yours it
was like. Allegedly.
What? Last time I saw yours it was.
All right, yo, are we bringing this up?
Four who said 4? Yeah, we're supposed to keep
down the low. Bro, no, no, I'll bring it up.
All right, I'll bring it up. You want.
To bring it up now. Yeah, all.
Right. You know what happened at the
sleepover. You know what?
You know what homies do at the sleepover?
He's not. Like you got to like, explain it
slowly because he's not going to get it.
Not the sleepover you showed your 4.
Yeah, I mean. No, it's so hard.
So back in the day. Yeah, back in the day and, you
know, we had to sleep over with all the boys.
It wasn't just me and him, It was like 4 guys.
Yeah. It was.
OK, so you, him, two others, Yeah.
That's four in a like 4 by 4 room.
By like a tiny room like. It was like a quad, a quad
trooper, quad, quad. Trooper.
Yeah. And like we didn't show the
actual gift. We didn't show our eggplants at
the time, it was just a picture. I feel like bro.
But I feel like every single guy has seen their homies glizzy.
Like if you're really close like that.
It's if you're really close like that, hold on, hold on.
Can I get more context? Was this like was was this like
last year? Like won't like.
No, this was like 2019 and like we were just like, yo bro, like,
you know the stuff that happens out the sleepover, You're like,
bro, Nah, I got a bigger one. Nah bro, I got a bigger one.
I ever approve it. No, that was like the the
biggest concern at the time, too.
Yeah, that's what like we were funny about everyday.
Like, you know, just wait until I grew up.
Wait until I grew up. It was like just a constant
thing. Yeah, no, but you got to keep in
mind though, back then, like I still had a big gift.
Yeah, I. Mean it's like a big gift.
Yeah. Wait, he got 10 inches, you know
what I'm saying? Like wait, he, he, I.
Don't know man. Allegedly.
Yeah.
Well, at the. Time, like I'm, I'm not trying
to really remember, you know, a screenshot from back in the
days, but it was around like. Well, I'm gonna ask you guys
this question, though. Out of the four, who got the
biggest though? Do we?
Do we remember that? Well, I had the biggest.
You did. I'll, I'll give it to Parker.
OK, got it. Yeah, yeah.
I mean, but he was for some reason that he was always
getting hard around. No, I was not.
I was not getting. Harder.
Parker was kind of crazy. No, I, I think it was because he
was like going through so much testosterone maybe.
Like, I'm not, I'm not judging you man.
I'm just saying. No one is no one.
I was not just. It's just, it's just within the
time of the moment. Yeah, yeah.
Justin, tell them. It's just like you need talent,
like you really need talent. Something I did want to talk
about was we did interviews at Wilton Manor, which was
basically the wee ho of. Yeah.
That's when I first met you. Right, right.
We had first introduced each other from Wilton Manors and it
was lit. It was cool.
Basically the Miami of Weho like.
Partner saying no the the the Weho of Miami, not the Miami of
Weho. The Miami of Weho the the the
Wheel of LA. The Weho of Miami.
The Wheel of Miami. So here we are at Wilton Manor.
Now we're about to meet up with Justin Laid, about to teach him
how to do some interviews from the the.
Go hi, man, a little with a go. OK, See that one.
I don't know if I can take that title, but I'm going to tell you
this right now. Shit, we're over here.
We're doing the most we possibly can in Miami, the we ho of
Miami, he said. We'll turn, We'll turn Manor.
Yeah, let's see if it's lit. Let's see what's up.
Let's see. Come on.
Yeah, where's Mr. Laid at? Don't meet up with him.
Let's do it, man. Is he?
Is he getting laid? Where is he at, man?
I think he's getting laid. About.
Laid Keep in mind he's a virgin. Oh, he is a virgin, huh?
Oh yeah, guys, by the way, just just just to know, I have to
mention this Mr. Kyle Jacobs is behind the camera as of now for
for this moment of within this segment.
We got Kyle Jacobs behind the behind the Cam.
Mr. Jacobs, Mr. Jacobs. Mr. Kyle Jacobs came through
Miami. He joined the trip dude.
Hey, shout out Kyle in the back. Kyle, anything you want to say
real quick? I'm horny.
All right, I guess that's. Hey, how are you?
We are. What's your name?
I'm Craig. Greg.
Nice to meet you. Greg, how you doing tonight?
I'm doing. Good.
I'm cruising around. There you go.
Watch. He's cruising.
So. So this is my friend Parker.
Unfortunately, Julian is not here with us, but this is
Parker. Yeah, Hey, but nice to.
Meet you, Greg, of course. Yes, we're trying.
Our best to do the interviews. Not yet.
How far is that? Oh, OK, cool.
Hey, we're we're headed there right now.
There we go, Greg. Thank you.
Have a good night. Hey, man, shut up, Greg, you
know what I'm saying? What a nice guy I.
Ain't glad of you. Hey, if I'm afar and if I was
blind as shit, you do like Julian.
Brandon and Julie. Dude, I can't.
Believe like everyone be calling me Julian or or if you're
missing, they'll be like a lot you're Brandon.
Can I be honest with you when I'm in public, when I go to the
mall and when I do like, you know, my little personal
endeavors or whatever the whatever the factory people call
me, Brad. Braden No.
No. No.
Like literally like Brad. No.
Julian No. It's Brandon.
I'm Brandon. Oh, must be the.
Wrong guy dude, I've been said that shit before.
I have I. Swear my, I swear my life.
I have. I swear my life.
Hey, man, shut up. Greg though.
What a good guy. Seems friendly.
I want to give him a nice warm, hot hug.
Alright. You too.
How are we doing today? And of course, you know, we got
me, Brandon Cardoso and Mr. Parker Reed.
But most importantly, we got to make sure Justin late over here.
How you doing? Justin Late.
What's going on guys? How you doing?
I'm doing good. I'm doing good.
There we go, guys. Today.
Where are we, Parker? Where?
Where'd you take us? Well to Manor he got to teach
you how to in my. Hometown guys.
Your hometown? Wilton Manor, Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Hey guys.
So, so quick context. Parker over here told me that
we're we were going to get some food and then we ended up here.
I don't know. I don't know what this is all
about. And I don't know either, but
this guy wants to learn how to do interviews, so you're going
to teach them. So, so, so US 2 are going to
teach them. So we're going.
To do this shit, we're going to do this shit, right?
You know what I'm? Saying this should be fun if we
could give a little nice quick pan around within what we're
dealing with. Real quick guys.
By the way, if anyone, anyone meeting the cameraman does
anything wrong, it's Kyle Jacobs.
So, you know, just politely unsubscribe to this page.
I'm saying I'm just fucking around.
I'm just kidding. But Nah.
But it is Kyle Jacobs, you know what I'm saying, behind the
camera. So we'll see how Kyle Jacobs
does, you know, you know what I'm saying?
The new cameraman, Parker. New cameraman and you're about
to show how how the how the professional gets interviews.
Like this Sir? Are you a top or a bottom?
How are you? I'm doing fucking.
Period. Can we say that on Perv?
Yeah, you're a Topper bottle. Topper bottle.
Bitch, I'm embarrassed as fuck. For real, Yeah, I feel tonight.
Good as fuck. Hell motherfucking yeah.
Hell yeah. Now look.
Under score follow me, I follow back.
There we go. Hey, check them out.
You know what I'm saying? Hey, a question for you.
I am tall. OK, so look out of the both of
us. If you were to take someone home
tonight, who would it be between the both of us?
Be honest. To be honest.
Be real. Just the height difference,
that's it. The high so high gives you
leverage. Yeah.
Really. OK, got it.
That's it. But bitch, I've been following
your bitches on long time. Type shit and we appreciate you
and thank you very much. What's your name again?
Clem Diva under score. Clem Diva under score.
Call what they call say bitch. Bitch, get the fuck.
You know who it? Is wait this wait, hold on.
I have a question for both of you.
Are you guys together? No.
We're not together, we're not friends, OK, just.
Friends, friends. No, that's my sis.
That's. My.
Sister understood she's my sister.
Got it. Now now, now we got over here.
My homie Justin told if one of y'all were to take one of us
home tonight, who who we all taking home?
But we are. You can't walk.
Away. Oh, oh, respect.
Oh my. OK, so I didn't know that you
didn't give calm. How you doing, Sir?
I'm great. How are?
You I'm doing good. I see the handshake, but that
was no, but the no eye contact though, that was kind of
different. There we go there.
We. Go, there we go.
All right. See, I take, I take my
Shakespeare. Corrections.
So what was the question, Brandon?
The. Question was you were.
Here to find my husband. You're at the side, but.
They know. Wait, hold on, who's the
husband? I don't know.
I have to find him. You're like, what's your type?
Tall bitches. Tall bitches What's tall 2 like?
What's like a? Like 6-4.
I mean, you're taller than me. That's fine, but like no, not
tall, no, you know we the same height of it.
No, no, no. It's a little bit taller.
I'm not ashamed of it. Hey, so like question for you.
So like what's your body count? Be honest.
Count. This on camera, it's crazy.
I can tell you mine. OK, what's yours?
35. Whoa, I'm way less.
No shame. No shame.
But why? But why?
Why less? I mean, you seem like a good
outgoing I. Am but I'm actually shy.
This is just a front. Are you serious?
You're shy. I really AM.
You know, shy about you. You seem so outlandish out there
and like, you know what I'm saying?
A beautiful perv. Thank you.
I mean it too. Can I get a hug?
Of course you. Can.
All right, there we go. Thank you.
No thank. You a hug too.
Oh, Oh my God, you. Didn't give me that fucking what
the you got to give me that look.
Hope you have an amazing night you.
Too guys, thank you who got to give an under score.
Joe, why? Why?
Why did you get that look though?
I. Think you get the same look
though, like. That's.
Brandon Rich Rich love. Yeah, see, like he didn't give
me that. Hey, look.
Look, hey, love back, love back, love back on some real.
That's some real love, right? There, if you won't take care of
you, I will tie shit I still like.
Hey, you're cool. I'm just kidding.
Yeah, You're.
You're taking. It was a joke.
I'm kidding. Can you stop me on camera?
Can you be mad at me? Yeah, please.
You really want me to excite? What?
Pearl, I was. I bet.
Do it. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Do it. Abu adoption.
Why this one? All right, look, this guy's mad
at me. We're going to take the anger
out. Come.
On for the. Camera, come on, make it make
sense do. You want me to stop?
Yeah, let's do it. Come on.
Look, I'm saying. Please.
On my knees. Hey, I like your facial hair.
It seems like you take care of yourself.
I do take care of myself. Hell yeah.
Hey, So, like, question for you. What's your time?
We're not going to discuss that. You said you want me to slap
you. I'm sorry I got lost.
Go for it. All right?
Go be honest. Hey, look, he's mad at me.
We have some beef right now, but we're going to break the
tension, OK? I do it.
Just do it. Fuck.
Oh fuck, fuck. Do it.
So I got to do that too. Is it red?
No. You don't have to.
We got beef because I ain't teaching.
Me, man, I. Don't know.
What's your name? Joey.
Hey, man.
Now for real. I appreciate you.
I told him to do it. Hey, shout out Joey man.
Real one. How?
About you 2. Can I?
I was tired, I needed that. Was it red though?
For real, that was. That was a fucking AO.
That was a good one. That was a good slap.
Yeah, you're, you're pretty red man, a little bit.
Is it bad you just? Took a look at hard.
Way Parker can't actually see it, can't actually see it.
The. Fingers.
Fuck. That's actually crazy.
So was that loud? It was that loud as fuck.
My ears are fucking ringing actually.
Holy. No, I think that was that guy's
man. No, I think it was that guy's
man. And he looked at me and he
rolled his eyes because I was like, hey, if he won't take care
of you, I will. Dude.
That fucking guy looked at me and rolled his eyes at me.
And I go, what's the beef? He goes, we've got no beef.
I'll go, let's pretend. Let's make some beef then
because she was on camera and then like I was like, fuck, slap
me then and he slapped me. Guys, look, it's a storyline.
You felt like just in my back. I tried to get you included and
then I got slapped and I was. Like I was scared I had to do
that too. We're trying to teach.
Justin here. My bad.
I don't know. My bad.
Teaching me, you know? Yeah.
How?
Bad is it right now? Hey, I think it's going away,
Parker, Do you want to, do you want to kiss like, you know,
like a nice kiss on the cheek to like.
Hey look man, I think we doing great so far that shit top or
bottom? What are you tie shit top or
bottom? What are you question?
Be honest, top or bottom? Verse, I would say verse.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So.
So if you were to have him to take home tonight, are you
topping or bobbing? What?
Do you know, definitely not bottoming, definitely not
bottom. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Wait, what? Is that like bottoming?
Wait, so you wouldn't. All right, Wait, why not?
I just feel like it would have to be more like it depends more
on the masculinity to be more of a top.
Got it. What about me?
Be honest, man, maybe keep you as a top.
Yeah, yeah, motherfucking. Yeah, that dog, you know, you
know what I'm saying? He knows you.
Know yeah, hey, so like what's your type though?
Like what? Can you describe your type to
us? I mean confidence, to be honest,
you got to be confident. You got to know what you want.
You got to, at the end of the day, just go for what you want,
you know what I mean? God and the hell yeah.
I mean between the both of us though, I mean, look, I I like
that. I think confidence goes a long
way. But if we were going about on
some like, yo, we out tonight. I want to take someone home and
then you got him, Mr. Justin, by the way, and we got me Brandon,
who you taking home tonight out of the.
Both of us. Be honest, I'll be real.
I want you to be real with me, man.
How's it going? Good.
Probably, yeah. Why me?
For real, I like that. Because I follow you on
Instagram. Motherfucker.
Yeah. Favoritism.
OK, I like that man. Shut up.
Now for a shout out to you. I mean, like for him.
I mean like, what would he? Had some too.
Oh yeah, you would say I'm like more feminine.
No, I want to say more feminine. I would just say you have to
have that more that type of masculine energy that would make
me want to bottom. You know what I mean?
It's like, what's your masculine type?
Just be more like, I don't know, like maybe more muscular, maybe
more bigger, tougher than I than make me feel.
Tie shit, yeah. You like a a hairy guy, is that
like does that make him make him more masculine or that would?
Yeah. Yeah, that would, yeah.
That would Are you hairy? Are you hairy?
I'm pretty hairy, I'm not going to lie.
Really. OK, I'm I'm Italian so they they
grow a lot of hair. OK.
True, that might work. I I'm Brazilian, I can relate.
You know, Brazilians are pretty. Hairilian wax, you know, like.
Yeah. You guys see that's what I call
that, you know what I'm saying? Wax and I'll clean it up.
What are you again? I wax.
Oh, hey, you and it's got area shit and I go away, though I
think it's cool as fuck, you know what I'm saying?
All natural, you know what I'm saying?
It's a little as. Fuck, they got to keep it clean
and. Cool, man.
OK, Well, last question for you. I don't want to take too much of
your time, but out of the both of us, just one through 10, what
would you rate the both of us starting with whoever you want
to start with, what would you rate me and Justin?
Late one through 10. 10 being like the high end. 10 being like
the yeah, like like Oh yeah, you.
Objectively too objectively, how do you I'm 18.
How do you I'm 26, OK? Yeah.
So I would do like a like a 7-8. I'll probably keep you like a
nine. I'll keep you like. 40.
I appreciate it because you're too young, Too young.
All right. Too young for me.
Thank you, Jose. Jose Brandon.
Just you guys. Hey, shut up, Jose, man, you
know what's up, Yo, is it hot? You want to take a turn?
I think you're you're doing amazing.
I think you should continue it. You should.
Go on the Bush. I'm in.
I'm in a hoodie right now. I'm feeling good man.
All right, well bro, it's time for me to teach you something.
All right, I'm we're in for the master.
Let's go. Joe, is that Kyle Jacobs?
Yo, what are you doing over here?
Yeah, let me, bro. Why are you in Florida?
I heard y'all were taking a trip and I kind of felt like, you
know, I needed to meet y'all here.
Oh, get in the middle. I heard it was getting a little
wild in Florida. Yeah, man, it's it's hot too.
Man, are you a top? Are you a top or bottom?
I'm a top. You're still a top.
No, we're still a top. Are you sure?
We know you're gonna. Are you sure?
Are you really sure? No, I'm positive.
Like 100%. OK.
I went. I made sure when I went.
Back you made sure. Yeah, yeah, the real, you know.
What's your sexuality, Kyle? Just say bye.
You say bye. Yeah, I've seen your videos,
like on on Instagram. So I mean like, yeah, I mean,
I'm, I'm curious, you know? What do you think of them?
I think they're enlightening. I feel like I learn a lot.
But yeah, they teach you life lessons.
I feel like it's given like. Like spider Man, you know?
You saw that one? This is I opened my reels tab.
It's right there. You know I learned about Spider
Man. That was the best one, I'm not
going to lie. You saw the, saw the recent.
Oh no, I haven't. Seen it.
Oh, you had three fists. Oh, I know what you're talking
about. You know what I'm saying?
Yeah. Yeah, I had a recent too.
Oh, I just saw it on my 40 page, so I didn't actually, like, look
it up. But not yet.
Not yet. Not yet.
Which? So, Incognito, who would you
rather take home? Yeah, who would you rather take
home? I'm not going to lie, a good
friend of mine, all right, named Brandon, all right, if you know
who that is. I think so.
You told me I look like you, so I feel like that would be the
best bet. Everything you know I look
alike. Like twins?
You like twins? I mean, I don't like twins, but
like, I mean, I don't like twins.
The twin came out to me, you know, and they're, you know,
respectable. So who looks more like who looks
more like a twink? Twink See, this is like a off 1
because like I feel like you're more bulkier but a little
shorter and I feel like you're taller and a little bit
skinnier, you know what I mean? So who's twink?
Twink vibes? Who's who's twink vibes?
Twink vibes the most. This is why we're a hoodie, by
the way. So you can't.
You can't see it so. Just because you said that, I'm
going to go with you now, twink. All right?
I could kind of tell, you know, but I was in 100%.
How's it going? Yeah, I mean, how?
You. Doing.
I'm doing. Amazing.
Do I mean you want to get interviewed?
Are you a top or bottom? I'm going to be a top verse.
You're going to be a top. I'm not going to be.
I am. I'm I'm going to say I'm more of
a top but I'll bottom if I'm a relationship.
What's going on guys? Would you top him?
What's going on? For sure he like has a perky
ass. You wearing all black?
Why are you wearing all black? I'm trying to do the color.
I'm trying to be mysterious today.
Would you take Parker home? That's his name.
Parker. Parker, would I take Parker
home? I would take Parker home.
Parker looks like he has a nice size.
You guys, I'm just fine. How'd you know?
I don't want to do that, but no, he seems like he's dope as fuck.
Nice body clearly and I can see his you know, do the do the
sweatpants. Are you trying to tempting or
something? No, no, it's just how it is.
What Really. Because?
Because that's just how it is for me.
These are all. Black switch.
I know and you can see the line girls.
Y'all better get on him. I'm a virgin.
Are you what? I'm a virgin, he.
Expected me to believe that. Yeah, I'm a virgin and so is he.
How are you 20? 20 OK, I believe that.
Yeah, he's a virgin. I didn't become a virgin since I
was like 21. OK.
Believe. Me How do you think about virgin
I think I. Think you guys should be
celibate until you find out that person because that's how it was
for me. A lot of people think that I was
a hoe. I mean, I know it, I look good
and blah blah blah. But I feel as though if you
celibate, saving for the right person.
That's basically what I did and it is what it is.
Do you have any advice for me to go about losing it maybe I mean?
Do you want to be a hoe or do you want to be a Nah?
I like, I'm like a very romantic guy.
Like I like going on dates. And I love that and I wish
people were more like that than this generation.
I feel like in this generation, there's nobody like that in
life. I feel like they lose the
confidence or even asking somebody on a date, you know
what I'm saying? They quick to smoke and quick,
you know what I'm saying? Seriously.
I don't know what you're saying but like I haven't experienced
that but I. Mean no.
Do you know no females? No.
Is that surprising? Wait, who gives off more gay
vibes? Hammer me you.
Want me to be honest? Yeah, you could be honest.
Both. We're both you.
We both give. Off gay vibes but you give off
something that you're hiding like and I and I could be wrong
I could be wrong I could be wrong but they both very
attractive you're both wearing black.
I don't know why you're wearing like the.
Mafia. Where's your like?
Where? Why aren't you wearing a shirt?
Why aren't you wearing an open shirt?
I have a tank top you. Know what I'm saying?
Show us your abs. Come on, show us your abs.
Let me see something. Is it OK to touch?
Show the. People, go ahead.
Yes, gay guy, both have Gray bodies.
Clearly ain't nothing wrong with that.
How, how? How old are you?
20 He's 18. He's 18.
Keep it going, you guys, keep it going.
Thank you. I've been in literally the TV
for my, literally my probably since I was 18 or 17.
So you're Mr. Hollywood over here.
I'm not. I don't call myself Hollywood.
I'm just normal person. What is the oldest or youngest
you would hook up with then? 21. 21 So nothing below that?
No. Is there a reason for that?
Yeah. It's have a higher standard.
You guys are very attractive, very handsome.
I hope you guys interview a lot of people on this trip because
they have different answers from different as well.
I'm, I'm from Midwest, a lot of people are from South Florida
here. So I hope you guys get like some
answers that you guys are looking for as well. 100% I
appreciate it. Have a lovely, lovely night.
Me too. Nice meeting you bro, have a
good night. Thank you.
Dude, no, that shit was lit as fuck.
Though. I like a lot of you, I think
that shit was actually fucking lit as fuck.
I think we did some crazy fucking interviews there.
I mean like, what was your experience?
I'm actually, I'm glad you hit me up and were willing to teach
me because I mean, it was, it was nice.
It was a nice experience. I mean, I always go there.
I don't know if you see my videos.
I'm always I'm always going there interviewing and I feel
like I got a a different taste of I feel like, of interviewing.
I mean like, I feel like you brought Wee Ho so it will Manor
a little bit. I never been to Wee Ho, but you
know. There, I'm going to tell you
this. Yeah, what's the difference?
That you notice the difference between Wilton than it is within
Wee Ho again. Yeah, Wee Ho being within the
the gay strip at California, but then Wilton being the gay strip
of Miami. I think the biggest difference
is people out here in Miami are willing to have conversations
versus in California. I feel like it's more physical
now. I just think like this is me
describing the difference and this is going off of both
experience, you know, because I go live through experience.
You know, I think you, Justin, like if someone were to tell you
how to experience certain things, you're going to take it
as their experience. But if you were to go about
telling the same person who tells you about within a certain
experience, you would give them a different objective or if not
a different aspect of your own experience because you
experience it differently from those who gave you the, you
know, experience that they had had.
I think on my end is we ho is a very, very well, first of all,
shout out we ho. I think we ho we ho is very
physical. I I've seen the videos man.
Very physical, very touching, very, you know, expressive in a
physical manner here in Miami is a very.
Speaking. Speaking, how would you say this
very verbal of an experience which is which is very
preferred, I think I think I like the the Miami well turn a
lot a lot. I like it.
I think it was very amazing. Should come here more often.
Man, I think I should come here more often.
I was doing the same thing. I was just telling Parker that
too last night. Yeah, bro.
We should come here more often bro.
Yeah, you're not getting kissed. I'm not getting touched, bro.
I'm not getting touched. The reason I was mentioning the
the wee ho about like you bringing it back like I heard
you got smacked or I, I I've seen you get smacked in in a in
a well manner. Yeah, so it was.
Intense. Yeah, yeah, I, I.
It kind of makes you think maybe you would cause those things to
occur. You know, you go to wee ho, you
get kissed, you get grabbed, you go to wolter man or you get
slapped. I I don't, I mean, I don't know.
Could it be the purpose? Like why has that never
happened? Why has that?
Never happened. Look, look, look.
Let me answer this question, bro.
God damn. All right, look, I look, I look.
So yeah, man, look. So I think I think when it comes
to these questions, I think, you know, it looks upon as if it
could be within the choice that I had personally made.
Because what I'm about to say right now, it looks like Brandy
you're asking for it with with within what I'm about to say
right now. If you guys haven't seen the
clip yet at within will turn 2 days ago we had done the
interview out here in Miami. You know, me showing the ropes
on how he goes about interviewing within the clubs to
Justin over here. If it wasn't the first, it was
probably the second or third initial reaction.
I OK, so here. OK, here's the context.
So we had interviewed this one amazing, amazing guy at the
clubs and he went about giving us within the answers of his
truth and his own oath of what it is questions I was asking
him. And he did about going about
giving the amazing answers he did didn't know that he had a
boyfriend until I asked him the last question.
If you were to Take Me Home tonight, what are we doing?
Then he was like, oh, I would answer, but I got a man's.
And then? And then and then he walked
away. But I think he only walked away
because unfortunately, out of all the questions I had asked
him, this is so ironic, very fucking ironic.
Like last minute ironic shit. The man pulled up then when I
had asked him that question, What are we doing tonight?
If I barked you in my crib to them where it was like the man
was like, And then then he was like, I got a man's.
The man's, I think from afar heard the question.
Yeah. He looked at me, rolled his
eyes. Hey.
And he tapped his man's the one that was asking the questions.
We got to go. We got to go.
And then and then, and then I was on something like, wait,
hold on, what's your name? He didn't want to give it to me,
which is respectfully, that's fine, that's fine.
He looked at me asking for his name.
He rolled his eyes. And I go, you and I, we got beef
now. We got beef.
And then he was because he knew he was on camera.
He was like, no, we don't, we don't got beef.
I'm OK, we'll get in. Bro Loki, that guy was like
small. But like but like, I wonder.
But that other guy was also small so is that like 2 bottom?
I feel like that guy was a bottom but like his man was also
a bottom. I wonder if they're.
Dating can I be honest, I think anyone would have topped him.
I think a lot of you, even if you're small, you could have
topped him. He was that small.
Yeah, he was so tiny. I was like bro.
Like hey hey, I never seen old man that tiny though.
Yeah, no, but honestly, respect to him.
I feel like he was a like he was more masculine than his, like
big. Like his boyfriend was like
average size, really good. And he was like very feminine
and he was like very small, but like more masculine.
It was like interesting. That's right.
I like honestly never seen that before in my life.
Yeah. No, but but, but I mean, you
know what I'm saying? Shit happens.
You know what shit happens? But I'm all about her respect.
So how did you guys slap then? So we got beef because I'm all
about respect. I'm like, look, I'm not going to
go about fighting this guy who hadn't heard me ask his own
man's who I didn't even know had a man's to begin with that, hey,
what are we doing tonight, you know?
So out of respect, I was like, you know what I'm saying?
OK, cool. We got a man's whatever.
The man's pulled up, ironically enough, rolled his eyes.
I noticed, yo, he didn't tell me.
But from what I've noticed from afar was that's the fucking
man's. That's the fucking guy who had
been hiding all these questions from is him.
You know what I'm saying? And I looked at him and go, we
got beef now. And he goes, no, we don't, No,
we don't. He was trying to deflect it.
And I was like, now we do. But I know a way that we can go
about figuring this fucking shit out.
And he goes really how, how, how slap me now I will give him the
the benefit. He was like, Are you sure?
Are you sure? They was like he was nice, but
then like I knew he had anger built up in him because he's
like, are you nice? Are you fucking nice?
You know, I'm saying that on some like anger shit.
So then I was like, bro, look, yes, bro, we good bro we good.
Come on, slap me. Just get all that anger that you
heard me talk to your fucking man's about.
Slap me bro when he did. And you were nice and red.
I was, I, I felt that shit for an hour and a half.
I timed it. I, I, I set a timer on my phone
to how long that pain would last for.
I knows an hour and 35 minutes. It was like a Chihuahua
attitude. It was a Chihuahua attitude
because because the size. So would you say that's probably
that? Is that more crazy than you
getting kissed? I don't think that.
OK, can I tell you why? Why?
The slap was consensual, not the kiss.
OK, I mean, I'd rather get kissed and slapped.
I mean, which one are you consenting to?
Are you getting known that you're getting kissed?
Are you getting known You're getting slapped?
I I mean, I think I. Would you willingly kiss a man?
Will, will, will, will you go to Wilton and well.
You never wait. Have you ever kissed anyone in
general? No, that's the thing.
But like, if we're talking like the cheek though, OK.
But like, yeah. You never kissed anybody.
That's how much of A virgin you're a kissless virgin.
I'm a witch cheek. Oh no, like the.
Oh, the one that shows. I prefer the left cheek.
OK, cool. I meant OK, nevermind.
OK. Cool.
So I want to know what what is the craziest thing that's
happened to you at the gay clubs?
Well, there's a bunch of Old Manor and speaking about crazy
stuff in Old Manor. Yeah, there was this one time I
was fighting with my friend. And fighting.
Yeah, yeah. Physically, no, no, no.
Like a. Verbal.
Verbal.
Yeah, yeah. And I needed a ride to Will
Manor. Like I wanted to talk and get
interviews. And so, you know, I, I took the
ride in an Uber, got there interviewing people and he just
wasn't responding back to me, my friend.
So he was like mad the entire night.
And so I was like, like, how am I going to get home 'cause I'm
not trying to get an Uber back home.
Like I'm not trying to get an Uber there and then go back
home. I just like try to be money
efficient, you know, I'm not trying to spend too much money.
And there's one guy here that was, you know, there in the
parking lot Won't Manor. I was like near a bar and he was
like lighting a joint like he was, you know, smoking.
So I was like, Sir, like if you're on your way home, do you
mind if you can maybe spare AC for me in in the car?
And he just he was nice about it.
He was like, yeah, no, totally. But I'm actually not going home
yet. But I'll call you an Uber.
So they are dude. Like, that would be amazing.
Like thank you so much. And he was like, just come over
here to the side of my like the, the driver's seat.
So I was like, OK, sure, sure. So we're outside.
He opens the door and I like he's facing like I'm facing his
back. So I see his back area.
I'm like, what is he doing? Like I, is he like rolling a
joint again? I don't know what he was doing.
So he turned around and for the first time ever I've, I saw like
an eggplant like in real life, like he, it was like out.
It was, the whole thing was out. And I'm like, like sort of like,
like, I hope I don't have to do anything to get this Uber ride.
He was like, no, no, like, can I do something for you?
And I was like, what do you mean something for me?
Like I'm not trying to do any of this.
Like I, this is was not on my agenda.
So I just, I left, but he called the Uber.
So I ended up getting the Uber and just going home.
But he still got you the Uber. He he ordered it before.
OK, yeah, I guess I got lucky in that aspect, like, because if I
I feel like if I turned him down in that moment, he wouldn't have
got me the Uber. But I'm glad he was at least
nice enough to get me the Uber. That OK, you know what?
That does go a long way. You know, I think you truly do
know a real person that you go about associating yourself with.
If they do go about hooking you up with some incentive, you
know, some type of a. Something.
That's how you get, that's how you get a free ride.
Apparently I guess so. Well, I had a gay friend group.
No, no I don't. Want to interrupt you so so so
the group of friends you've had that had been partaking within
the LGBTQ right? Yeah, but like, I feel like you
had the most gay friends even more than me and I.
Put you on though low key 'cause I, I put, I put them on because
I was always saying like I just get a sense of comfort when I'm
around gay people and I just feel like they just like when
like if you're going through a problem or anything like they,
they just know like what to like how to solve it.
I. Like that shit.
And I was. I agree.
I agree. 6th Sense.
It's like but like low. Key I feel like like you had a
lot of gay friends and I feel like, but for some reason that
led to you getting accused of being gay throughout all of 10th
grade and I assume 11th grade too.
You got accused of being gay in school.
Well, everybody thought he was gay, yeah.
Well, I thought you were gay in school.
Well, except me. So so he.
Was the only. One, wait a minute.
So you guys all had hang out, hung out within school.
So wait. Hold on.
Well, we went to different. Schools in kids school you guys
have all within hung out within a group.
You knew him, you knew him. We you guys are all had a little
group within you know a Titan. Everyone in school, high school,
middle school, they all got a little group.
You guys has your own group depending on whoever it is that
was in a part of this group besides the both of you.
You were a part of it, but then you had been claimed gay a part
of, but then being the friend group of.
Yeah, well, I feel like when I was hanging out with Parker at
the time, I was kind of like, not a different person, but we
just, I just act differently. I mean, like, because I was more
like, you know, I, I knew Parker more, but in high school I was
sort of a different person when it came to like, like the way I
dressed or. Yeah, like, why do you think in
high school people thought you were gay?
I think it was because of like. Like your sister?
My persona, yeah. Like your sister, My sister
thought I was gay. My mom thought I was gay.
I think the only one that didn't think I was gay was my dad.
Were they still supportive? No, 100%.
OK, I don't know. They weren't.
I'm just. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I think they sort of thought of it as like like like a stage in,
in my growth, right? Like they were like, like he's
just going through something right now.
Maybe like, OK, like going through a phase.
That's what I mean, like a phase.
And it was, it most definitely was a phase in terms of like
you. Had a gay phase in.
High school, I honestly, I guess you can classify as a gay phase.
Yeah, I had a gay phase. What would you say were some
things that led to people thinking you were great because
you had a very close gay friend and he thought you were gay and
he tried to convince you you were gay?
But OK, and, and, and before you do answer that, and I want you
to answer this, I just want to relate to you a little bit
because I myself going through school had the same thing where
people thought I was gay, but only because I was taking
selfies. Like, oh, Brandon, why are you
taking photos of yourself? We're, I mean, I would like to
say that we're all fucking young here in this podcast.
You can take. Photos, well, no, just selfies
bro, like just me right here on this couch be on some like but
it was on some like not with family, not with friends.
It was just me by my lonely. Yo Brandon, why are you thinking
selfie by yourself? I guess I went to high school a
whole different time that both of you guys have, 'cause you
got, well, you're 2 years younger than him.
Yeah. But but I'm just painting the
narrative where now it's within normal.
You graduated 2019, should have been 2018.
By the way, you know you got left back, but I'm sorry to
hear. That, by the way, not by
education. I went to Brazil.
It's a long story, but. It wasn't about like.
The he, like he. Graduated.
No, I'm. Just making sure.
Like when by the time you were out of.
Heism I had. Would I just.
I just think that like I had the same problem man.
No, I went to Brazil. I didn't go to school for within
most of my 5th grade year. It was a whole thing.
I went to Brazil, but like it was within my uncle.
He didn't go about in the school noto and I just it was fucked
up. My CPS was called to my momma's
house. It was a whole thing.
It was a whole thing, but anyways besides.
What the fuck? No, but how the?
Fuck no. I'm just saying is by the time
you graduated high school, we weren't even in high school.
Like we weren't even there and you already finished the whole
thing. OK, right.
But what I'm trying to relate to you is, is the same thing within
me. I had gotten called that I was
not within the the the straight manner of all of of it.
All because I was a guy who took selfies and took photos of
myself. Not within a family or a friend
group back then when I was in high school type shit.
I guess selfies weren't fucking normal.
Making musically and TikTok videos that she was not.
Normal. That was a big thing musically.
Now, bro, all of our friends are doing Renegades trying to get a
million followers. Back then, bro, it was like no
one was doing that. So if you do the renegade bro,
like you like you like not you know what I'm saying?
Like, but but it's just a normal thing.
I'm not saying it is. I'm saying that when I was in
school, like that's what people had perceived me as.
What was your question? What do you think makes people
think you were gay? Like why?
Do you know people talk about Gaydor and your best gay friend
thought you were gay? He swore up and down that you
were gay. I had issues with like finding
out that my friend liked me in high school.
You know, I thought my, I thought my friend that was, I
thought he was straight, but he ended up being gay.
And I want, I want to dive into like, you know, the whole story.
I think that's why Parker was asking about like I had a friend
in high. School.
I want to fill in Brandon. Whoa.
You want to. No, no, not.
Fill up, but fill in the information.
Oh, got. You bro, you could have just
fucking got. Well, Brandon was talking about
some good points about like the the whole like misconception
about people thinking that you were gay.
I just think, bro, like, like I just think when it comes to
middle school, high school, like, like you're deeming
yourself to other people that you have to associate yourself
with in every day of what's considered, you know, school
week to then weekends, you do whatever the you want to do.
I just think when it comes to within the six or seven, seven
days you got to deal with those, you got to associate yourself
with, it's like, damn, you know what I'm saying?
Like, like, like, like you really got to go about living
life every day deeming on what other people are going to think
about you. So then when you graduate, the
high school is like, damn, OK, now I get to do my own thing.
You know, whether you are a part of within the college aspect
after high school or not, it's like once you graduate high
school that that's really when life begins.
You know, I just don't like how. And you really got to go about
associating yourself or if you were to go about having a very
expressive personality, but you're not willing to express it
to those that like, yes, you deal with every day, but you
don't feel like he wants to or needs to go about expressing it
to those that you deal with every day.
Today having to graduate high school, bro, you get to be
yourself no matter what or what anyone says, bro.
Like that's what I just, I'm like, damn, that's crazy.
Well, I think everyone can agree that when you were in high
school, like you're just a different person.
I think everyone just went through that.
No matter what phase it was like there, there was always a phase
in high school that you always look back at and you're like, I
was that person. Like, you know what I'm saying?
Like no matter what. I know, trust me bro, I can
relate to you more. Trust.
You grow from it. You really just it's like it's
insightful. You grow in many different rays
after high school, for sure. Of course.
Yeah. Yeah.
Do you what? What do you think about yourself
in high school to yourself right now?
I just think I was. Were you fat?
Yeah, I was fat. Well, I wasn't.
Fat. Yeah, he was chunky.
But I was. Like I didn't know you were his.
Chunk. But he has some muscle though.
It was. Like it was like I was bulky.
Bulking season. It was, it was bulking season.
It was bulking season, man. Yeah, you know, And the bulk
just kept going. Hey, you know as many ways were
you dirty bulking or was. It I was dirty bulking.
I was literally dirty bulking. I was eating ice cream every
day. That's pretty dirty, the fried
Oreos. Yeah, the fried Oreos.
He called you on that one? I don't how far back that one.
It was just, it was a great, it was great time bulking.
Yeah, But the one thing I regret with bulking is just like, it's
just I just got way too fat. I got to 240 lbs but. 240.
Yeah, at one point. Yo, two, you were 240.
Yeah, bro. My highest, my highest weight
I've never got above this was 179.
Yeah, no, I think it was 178 and one, 78178.5.
I did that ballpark estimate, you know what I'm saying?
There was this one time me and Parker went upstate.
I have like a house up there. My family has a house up there.
Shut out. Yeah, yeah.
What upstate? What upstate work?
It's like you're Pennsylvania like.
Penn State. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, kind of like near like the Delaware kind.
Of sure, sure, sure. Yeah, but we went upstate and he
was at the fair. We were at the fair and he was
eating all the fried Oreos. I think that was the first time
too, like, 'cause I had, I had a room up there.
That was the first time. Like we showed each other the
comparison, like comparing ourselves.
Wait on on, on context. So, so you guys both shared
fried Oreos and you guys went about what you guys went about
sharing. Extra cream on the fried Oreos,
By the way, I had to be extra cream.
Extra cream wow OK, got it And then that after eating both of
those, you guys had lit up within the fact of comparing
each other's what like. Yeah, it was like a screenshot.
Eggplants. Yeah, Freshman year it was a
battle. I mean, like going to high
school, you know, all that good stuff.
Like you really, you're adjusting to the new
environment. You know what I'm saying?
And so like, I was trying to get like the best outfits.
Like I was trying to be like so fresh in high school.
And my fresh, my definition of fresh, was like a nice pair of
high waters, a baggy sweater. Hot waters above the.
Ankles. Yeah, Yeah.
It had to be like, really above the ankles.
Got you. Got you.
Yeah, yeah. You know, a messenger bag.
You know, I was like, I was like Pinterest.
Like, you see, you see a guy on Pinterest, that was me, you know
what I'm saying? Like I was that Pinterest guy,
you know, that was a Pinterest. Yeah, Yeah.
And people always thought I had some good fashion.
I mean, I was, there's always like artsy like that.
And also you had a lot of girlfriends.
Yeah. That's also so.
So what is that? So when he says girlfriends that
makes you think you're a gay, I mean girlfriends.
I was like, I was bullshit when? I was OK so so separating the
girls and the so like. Girls, we can.
Friends. Yeah, I'm not girlfriend, but
girlfriend. Yeah, like girls I can talk to
that I also happen to like some of them, but they didn't know it
and they also thought it. Was it was a personal mental
thing that you had with the mouse are coming?
I think it was like, because some people think that when guys
have a lot of girlfriends, they think that like, they're they're
gay, they're more comfortable being around girls.
So that means that like, they're more scared.
Like I'm more scared of talking to guys because I like them.
That's the whole conception. Like the whole mindset mindset.
Of it, because I'm going to tell you this, I actually within high
school and middle school had relate.
I'm going to say relate. I've had a lot of girl friends
that I was really close with. I I think another thing was the
way you would comment online. I don't think having
girlfriends, having girl space friends means that you're more
inclined to be gay. But I think the comments you
would leave under these girlfriends posts would elicit
someone to think certain things. OK, like which?
I mean once again, nothing wrong.
You, you want to, you want to, Yeah.
You want to comment on? Yeah, He'll say one thing and
I'll say that. Yeah, so he'd comment on the his
friend's post and he'd put YA in all caps YASSSS.
Yas, Yeah, Yas, Yas. No, you forgot Yas Yas queen.
Oh, and the Queen? You out of the Queen?
You know, because I wanted to be, you know, like.
You out of the Queen? I'm trying to hype a girl up.
Yas, that was my and then he put the nail emoji.
You know the. Nail.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Like like like the like the like
the I. Forgot.
About that queen. Purse slave.
Yeah, you. Live.
In a slave, how to be pure head with AT period period T?
OK, OK, can I be honest? Can I be honest with you?
Can I should be frill. I'm not gonna lie.
You could have said period. The T emphasized.
I ain't gonna lie that T sheet, bro.
It's like if you know, you know, bro, I ain't gonna lie right,
But the only reason why I know is because like I've I've been
told that myself and it's like shit, bro, you know what I'm
saying? I've never commented that, but
I've been told like yo, if you call me the period with the T
like it's like a you ain't got stats does that.
Get you hyped like it gets you like.
I think it gets you on some like on some like on some like girl
boss girl boss. I guess you can.
Say it like that too. Yeah, which is nothing wrong
with it, but there's nothing wrong with it.
It's more so on the fact of like, you know what I'm saying,
you know, you know. I mean like even during
quarantine, like everyone was going through like this brain
rot phase. And brain rot phase.
Yeah, it was brain. It was brain rot, right?
Yeah, I think it was. I mean, I don't really see it
often. I mean, I don't even see Slay
anymore. Like literally all those
terminologies is like they're gone.
It's not. Yeah, though it's not terms,
bro. It's not terms, bro.
It's all terms, bro. It's like saying like, what's
your favorite song like? It's like saying like Nicki
Minaj, you know what I'm saying? Like he's your favorite artist,
bro. It's like, it's like, bro, you
mean the queen? You know what I'm saying?
Like. Yeah.
Basically Zara Larsson, like bro, they make good music bro,
they say whatever you like and I'm saying it don't matter.
I brought a lot of preference. You know, I'm saying it don't it
don't matter, but everyone just be making their their thing
their own thing. You know I'm.
Saying, but you, you're, you got out, but now you're no longer
that expressive as you used to be, but like so now you're
fresh, so freshly out of high school.
You created your blue page, your OF do you think that your OF
subscribers like that? You're 18 and a virgin.
Someone say raw meat. Raw meat, do you?
Think that your OF subscribers like they were 18 year old
kissless virgin medium rare. I think because I haven't, I
actually didn't mention it at first that I was 18.
I wanted to keep it under wraps because I didn't know what
people would think of me, especially since I'm a virgin.
Like you said, fresh meat. Well, I think once I I said it
on my page, like I was getting so much positive feedback, like
everyone was just like being super nice to me giving me
pointers on things and stuff like that.
So I think they actually do enjoy me being 18.
Not sure exactly why do. You know what it could be?
Maybe because I have no experience, Maybe like.
No, they want to teach you. And you know what's crazy, a lot
of my fans are older guys and I, I feel like they want to be like
a father figure to me. They, I, I have like that vibe
where like they want to teach me new things and stuff like that.
So. True.
You know, I, I honestly enjoy, I mean, like, I feel like it's
nice to have someone that wants to teach you things.
No, 100% man, I think. I think that's really what life
is about. Man is all about learning
experiences, and although you want to, deem that as if you
want to. Know a lot.
I feel like sometimes a lot of people don't know a lot, you
know what I'm saying? So I think it's really mature to
then know that you don't know a lot of the things that you want
to know. But then father figure, I do
want to ask a question. It may be separate from what you
had just talked about, but I know we're going all over the
place here, but I just do want to know personally.
So like I know we're here having a podcast with you.
I want to. Have a sweet tooth right now?
It was sweet. Yeah, I can have a sweet.
Tooth. I know, I know, you had sweet
tooth back in the days. I actually, I have some
lollipops. I just carry them on me
sometimes because I have a sweet Tutu.
Do you want a lollipop? Yeah, that will help me out all.
Right, which flavour do you like though?
Any do you? Do you mind?
I mean, I don't know if I can. No, no, it's fine.
It's fine. It's like, do you have another
one for? Me.
I mean, I brought 4, so yeah, four.
I got 4 on me. Shit, let me get one too.
Whatever flavor you pick. You want Cherry?
Who likes Cherry? Cherry I.
I think you've already had your cherry pop.
Oh yeah, I'm a top man. I like cherry on top.
Cherry Top. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm.
Trying to sort of like 1 randomly.
Oh, lemon and lime. Lemon and lime, yeah, we
squeezing and leaving at the bottom.
I got. Oh, I got Cherry too.
Oh, Cherry. Hey, the 2 tops man.
Come on now. Wait on.
Come on. Come on, come on.
So what does Lime do? You squeezing and leave the
fucking lime at the bottom of the drink.
Come on, luck in. Yeah, it's funny you said that
though, Parker. Yo oh shit, oh shit.
Just just just just little tap little tap little little little
little with the 2 tops I. Don't talk.
I mean, I haven't kissed anybody, so I don't think I got
anything. OK, You know what I'm saying.
I'm talking about that I do got a question though.
Like I was trying to say prior, is your sweet tooth craved or
what? I feel it.
He got that marker. He was like, I feel it.
Got you, got you. I want to know because since I'm
here in the middle ground, what was it like and how is Parker
now within growing up with him? Like, has he changed?
Like, what would you say as of right now, looking at him,
hearing him talk to you within growing up, within going to
school with him, has he changed at all or is he the same?
I mean, same Parker. You'd rather say the same
bottom. Same Parker.
Yeah, I mean, he's, I feel like
he's just the same. I mean, nothing really changed.
I mean, he was always a friendly guy.
That described me. Back then.
Back then compared to not like or if any difference.
He was like the type of guy to like, you know, he like fanboys,
so. Wow, what the fuck?
Hey, I don't. Know what the fuck that?
Came from bro to be. Honest.
I don't know either. No, he's captain.
Oh, he's cap. So.
So you're in denial? No.
Oh, OK. Break it up.
No, I just whoa. I don't know what the fuck.
I'm sorry, I was just thinking like there's like this one time,
but there was just one time. No, there was just one time.
The reason why I said this because there was one time he he
liked this. He was like on this.
I guess journey to like find a girlfriend like he no like like
I'm saying like. But they didn't want a haircut
that day. Pretty pretty much.
He he liked this person really much.
I could see that he liked this person and at the time I even
thought that this person was a female but it turned out that he
was like a fem boy but like it was.
But he didn't know. He didn't know.
No, he. Didn't know like.
I didn't know like. Bro I don't know what the fuck
is this story bro. I don't know either I.
Asked the question I'm asking for the.
It's nice. No, this is not actually.
I mean, it's like you slide into someone's DMS and they're like,
yo, like, I'm actually not a girl.
Catfish. Yeah.
Like nothing, hey? I say catfish.
Like catfish, Yeah, say that. No, I'm not going to lie.
Like it was like pure filters. Like pure filters.
So like, it could literally be anybody.
Like a Snapchat type. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got you.
Like I like I said, I even thought this person, yeah, it's
like. It's like it looked like a girl
and it wasn't. Yeah.
Wow. But I didn't know.
But in the beginning, you had initially thought that.
I thought it was a girl. Right.
You thought it was a. Girl and like yo, like I'm
actually not. And I was like, alright.
But she got catfished. Well, I never met up with.
No, yeah, I never hung. Out.
Oh, OK, gotcha, gotcha, gotcha. But then you got to find out.
Yeah. OK, dude.
OK, gotcha, Gotcha. By the way, he was saying it
made it seem like I like when no then like hung out with the.
First mention it, but I was like you.
Know no, you know what? I just think that's like, bro,
that's very dishes. Like, imagine like.
I imagine talking to someone and you don't even know that it's
not a girl. And you know, it's wasn't like
that person lying about it, too. Yeah, but then eventually fest
up. I don't.
Want to ask you guys a question though, and this may be a sore
subject, but this is genuine though.
I think we're all being honest here together, right?
I think it's cool, you know, I think it's fine.
I, I think when it comes to respect, I think it's completely
fine. You can respect one another, you
know what I'm saying? I think we can respect and who's
the bottom? Who's the top?
We can respect, you know, whatever.
Then whatever part you play, I just, I, I just think when it
comes to honesty, like you got to be you.
Got to be honest, you got to be. Honest.
You know what I'm saying? Like, like, I respect you if you
respect me, you know what I mean?
Like I'm, I'm down to continue within, you know, whatever
conversation we're having, but we got to be honest with each
other, you know what I mean? Like there's a really all this
about is being honest, you know, you know, I just think that's
really what it's about, Justin, you know what I'm saying?
Like like, like, like all honesty, you know, I'm.
Trying to be 100%. Honest honesty is the.
Best. Pal honesty is the best pal.
I like that shit bro, did you come up with that?
Yeah, yeah, I came up with. It all right cool.
So like, yeah, you guys clearly got, in a way, history with each
other, not in that way, not in that way, but you guys known
each other for that long. You guys know friendship?
We've had stories. Let's just say that.
I mean like I'm saying like. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we've known
each other. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Both virgins, Bros, 20 to 18 year olds, you know, whatever
the, the the situation is. What got you guys to stop being
friends? Like what was the well?
We never stopped being friends. It was like fade, you know, when
you kind of fade with a friend. Yeah.
No, no, I know. I know what you're talking
about. I just want, I mean, yeah, no, I
know what happens. You look, I think once it stops,
quote UN quote, being unrelatable, you know, like I
said prior, once you graduate high school, OK, well, I mean, I
can even go about going as far as middle school today and
getting to a different high school, right?
Within different states, different towns, whatever the
situation is. But let's just say this
situation, this scenario, graduating high school,
different colleges, you know, life happens, whatever, it's
normal to stop being friends with a whole lot of people that
you used to be friends with within within high school,
middle school, it's it's a normal thing.
It's a normal thing. But within both of you guys now
having to be rekindled, what has it been within stemming of your
guys? I don't want to go as far with
and use a very aggressive term as a disassociation, but the
separation between both of your guys's friendship that had first
been very positive. From what I'm hearing, you guys
know each other very well after graduating.
Dude, what what happened bro? What happened to the both of you
guys? What, what, what?
What was it that really separated the?
Both. I think it's just different life
paths. Yeah, well, you were doing real
estate. Yeah, I was a real estate.
Yeah. And I went to college for a
year. A year.
Yeah, I didn't finish the year. I dropped out of school so.
Well, not even. Yeah, like a few months.
It was like, not even like, yeah, it was.
It just wasn't for me, you know? So I got, I think that's where
the separation really came from. Like we had our own paths.
No bad blood. I mean, it was and.
Not thankfully, we have reconnected.
Yeah, because of you starting the blue page A. 100% yeah, I'm
super glad. So how do you feel about the
blue page now? How do you feel about the blue
page? Honestly, I really like it.
I love it. I mean, like I said before, not
only do I get advice, advice about things, but it's just like
I just have someone to talk to really.
Also, you know. Would you say, Would you say the
blue page got you feeling more confident within yourself?
Honestly, I was a little bit more.
I was getting more confident before then.
I think I used that confidence to do the blue page, if that
makes sense. Got it.
You know what I'm saying? Right, you're using it to your
leverage. Because don't forget, like I
also started to because I liked expressing myself like I told
you, like I wanted to be a model at one point.
So I was like, I already had that confidence kind of already
in me. So now I'm like displaying it.
Do you think, random question, but I'm going off on the
stories. Tell me, do you think within the
group that you had used to hang out, hang out with and and
school? Do you think the group within,
you know, your gay friends that you used to associate yourself
with not being graduated, Do you think they're subscribed to your
blue page? Well, actually, your best is of
friends. Your best is of friends that you
used to associate yourself with in school.
Yeah. Do you think they're subbed to
you? And do you think they, you know,
have some fun with your blue? Page, I know that one person
subscribed to my my page, but my friend of mine, do you know that
person that was always that liked me in high school?
Yeah, yeah. Let's.
I mean, so Brandon, I had a friend in high school.
OK, yeah, yeah. So let's like, I mean, I want to
jump right into it. I want to tell you what exactly
happened. This is this actually changed
the way I thought about myself as well.
This this event. So pretty much I had a friend in
high school, I think it was like junior year.
I had a close friend of mine, but I had AI had a friend group
as well. But there was just one
individual person that came up to me during English class.
A partner of mine. You know, he was wanted to like
do a project with me and through there we just became close.
He'd bring me to like the library.
We just had like he would label it as friends dates.
I don't know if you guys are familiar with friends dates.
I'm not really sure myself, are you?
No I'm not familiar with friend dates.
I think it's hangout. Yeah, I think it's a hanging I.
Always. I always called it a hangout,
but he liked to call it friends dates, which is, I mean, like, I
didn't think anything of it. But yeah, he was a good friend
of mine. We were friends for like a
couple years. I even introduced him to my
sister. I mean, through there we became
like a trio friend group. And what exactly happened one
night that really changed it all?
Actually, before I even get to that point, he actually
confessed to me his feelings, that this friend of mine
confessed that he liked me in high school, right?
In high school. And it was a total shock to me.
So yeah, so he already he because he confessed to me
already, like he confessed that he liked me before.
But then he started saying he was bi, right?
I told you, yeah, he, he he was saying.
He said he's he's gay. No, he's definitely gay.
Like he doesn't like girls. But didn't he come out as gay
and then he say he's bi now? Whoa, oh wait a minute.
Like recent though I have him. I have him on snapshot.
Like I think he did post something like that but I'm not
really sure. But you told me he claimed to be
bi. Did I, I mean, yeah, I think I
did. I mean.
Look, if I'm not mistaken, I think BI means you like both
well. Has he ever been attracted to a
girl? Well, actually, what's this?
Parker just reminded me that he confessed to me his feelings.
And then I found out a couple months later that he liked my
sister. So yeah, he liked your sister.
He liked my sister at some point.
And after high school, this is after high school.
I was in college and I started the blue page and no one knew,
not my friends. I had this one friend in during
high school that knew he was like one of one of my good
friends. I told him first and no one else
knew. None of my family.
I, I, I don't plan to tell my family either.
But yeah. So I was in my room one night
and like I said, we were a true hangout with me, my, my gay
friend in high school and then my sister.
But yeah, this my friend, when he wanted to sleep, you know, in
my sister's room because they were just hanging out and stuff
like that. So but they were drinking like
they were drinking wine and stuff like that.
I don't drink. So I was like in my room kind of
alone. I was actually chatting while I
was in my room. So pretty much he came in my
room and I'm just like locked in.
I'm like, no, just texting. I'm texting whatsoever.
And he opens my door, doesn't even knock.
He's intoxicated. Like I can tell he's intoxicated
and he's like sitting there and I know I'm like, I'm a pretty
oblivious person. Like I can, I don't, I don't
really get things right away, but like I just knew that
something was wrong in the air. Yeah, I think I might as well,
man. By the way, I'm the same way.
You know what I'm saying? Like you just, you just like,
even like, it's like an instinct.
It's like you just know that something's going wrong.
So I'm like, yo, like, you know, so and so, like, is everything
OK? He's just sitting there on my
bed, didn't say a word since he got in my room.
And he's like Justin, like I know you do.
The blue page. And I was like, whoa, whoa,
whoa, slow down. And I was like, slow down.
Like how do you, how do you even know?
First I was actually being in denial at first.
I was being in denial. I was like, I was like, yo, like
I think you got the wrong person.
Like that's definitely not me. And he was like, no, like I I
saw you on Twitter. You saw me on Twitter.
No way. The fuck?
Yep. Yo, so you found out you had a
blue page? Your initial reaction was
denial. Bro I'm trying to, I'm trying to
think right now. It's like what happens after
that? I mean like, did you admit it
afterwards? Well, I, I had to.
I mean, he saw my Twitter. That was like my worst nightmare
at the time, my worst nightmare because I didn't want anyone to
find. Out how long ago was this?
It was like like four months ago.
It was pretty recent. I'm not going.
To lie Really, really recent. Yeah, it was pretty recent.
And like I said, he was, you know, under some alcohol.
And I told him several times, like, can you please get in my
room? Like, this is like a touchy
subject for me. Like, I don't really want you to
talk about it with me. And he, I still like, remember
it like like crystal clear, like he grabbed my leg, like he, he
grabbed you, he he grabbed my leg and he was like, do you want
to experiment? And I was like.
And you were like, I don't know. Bro, I was, I was being so
polite. I was being so polite.
He said maybe I don't. Know you said maybe, you said
maybe you said maybe. I said maybe because all right.
I said no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
I said maybe because like I didn't want to tell my sister
and tell. Your sister what?
That no, no, like, no, like, no, because I'm trying to keep it a
secret. I'm trying to keep it like the
blue page, the blue page under wraps.
I'm trying to yeah, you know what I'm saying?
Like there's no, like, I feel like I seem like I'm trying to
hide something, but I swear like it was just like, I just, it was
just not the right time to tell anyone.
Like my I'm not saying like everyone.
I'm just saying like my family. But yeah, I just said I told my
friend I was like, you know, like whatever you want to think.
Like just know that like, I don't like you like that.
Like just in general, I just don't like you like that.
You know, you're my friend. You confess me your feelings.
I already told you like, no matter like, like no matter
what. I was like, you know, I just
don't like you. And he grabbed my leg and he, he
was like, can I kiss you on the cheek?
And I was like, like, why? Like, why do you want to?
Why? Didn't he say can you?
Did he ask you to F him? I'll get to that point, I'll get
to that. I'll get to that part.
But he, he was on my leg and he kissed me.
He didn't kiss me on the cheek, but he wanted to.
Well, actually he did kiss me on the cheek.
He did, but that was only after I was like, all right, he's not
getting out of my room. I said several times something
to get out of my room. He's not going out of my room.
So I was like, all right, just kiss me on the cheek and just
leave. Because like, that was the only
kind of thing that would make him get out.
I thought that's what I thought. So he kissed me.
He kissed me on the cheek. And I was like, OK, are you are
you done? And he was like, no, no, like,
can we can we do something? And I was like do something.
Like what did he want to do? He wanted to.
He wanted me to F him. He wanted me to F him.
That is freaking crazy. But he was.
He's not douched in that instance dude.
Like how would he expect you to F him if he's not douche?
Bro not hey Justin. Justin, that's bro, that's.
That's I think how did he say it like role play him?
Role play him. Like just the the question when
he asked you to F he was like like.
Pretend like you know, like you know someone's gumming your leg.
He's like, can we F like, can we F like can I?
And then I was like, and then once once he heard me say like
once he saw my, my reaction because I was like, come on,
like, are you doing this right now?
Like for real? And he was like, OK, how about
like sock? And I was like.
Wait, wait, can I say something? Do you know this friend?
Yeah. You know, you know, you know
him. You know, we're actually born,
like, only one day apart. So, so you've, you, you've,
you've met this friend before. Yeah, I know him very well.
Very well. Yeah, like I no.
They've they've met. Yeah, we've met.
What, what, what? What is what?
What is Parker's interaction with that friend?
He's a cool guy. I mean, he's, you know, he's
just cool. He's like, but Loki, I feel like
he's kind of grumpy sometimes. But he's so like, like what he's
describing. You always be mad about
something I don't know. Wait, Parker.
Wait. Parker.
Well, hold on. Hey, Parker, can you visualize
what he's describing? That that friend would.
Yeah, I can. I can clearly see him in my mind
doing that, like in just the the intonation, the the tone of his
voice, how he would say it. But he but can you can you see
how he would paint that narrative of within himself to
then ask Justin here of like, hey, I want to F you and I want
to, you know, endure and the Justin effect.
He wants the taste. He wants the taste of the
Justin, you know what I'm saying?
Can you, can you actually like visualize that in your head from
that guy that you have met? The person, yeah, I know he's a
very, he's a very horny guy. Really.
Actually, you know what's funny? Justin Late?
Man, that's crazy. You know what's funny?
I think Parker was like warning me to like, he would always tell
me like. Well, because the only like
warning only in the sense that like he already confessed that
he liked you and I didn't want you to like lead him on or like
for him to think that you're. Leading him.
And that's exactly what it was. That's exactly what it was.
I mean, after the first confession, that's when Parker
was like, all right, man. Like, why are you still friends
with him if he confessed your feelings?
And I was like, I mean. I'm just trying to protect his.
Right, of course, of course and. That makes sense still.
Of course, by the way, just so you know, I think when it comes
to this scenario, you got two friends that are trying to help
you out. Yeah, you got one that obviously
appreciates your time and effort and you got another one that is
really looking out for you and that's this one over here you.
Know at the time like when the whole thing was going on in my
room dude it was just like a whole different like world like
I was and I was like I just didn't want this to be like real
like at all I'm keep it 100% like I was like this I didn't
want to deal with the the repercussion whatever you want
to call it like afterwards because I just knew it was going
to be a sticky situation like do I have to cut this friend off
now because he's doing this to me because you know and then.
You know, like he, he said all that stuff.
And it got to the point where like, I had to like, physically,
like physically get out of my bed and I'm, I'm like, there's a
door, you know, I just just leave.
Yeah. How does it make you feel that
not just him but the brother is also going about enduring and
you know the the ACT towards your contents?
How does that make you feel? Does it make you feel like maybe
him, you know your close friend is also doing the same thing?
Do you think your friend that is within, you know, trying to get
you in bed is also enduring in the Justin Laid Blue page act
buying your content? I think there's no direct
answer. What do you think?
Honestly, it's like it just it, I get questions sometimes by
myself and I'm like, was this going on the entire time?
I was friends with not only my friend, but his brother.
Like I've I've I've hung out with him several times.
I'm not thinking to myself like like, is this actually like what
was going on in their mind? Like do they think of me
sexually like that? Like the whole time That's what
I think about genuinely. I'm like, I just, I feel
betrayed. So I honestly, you know what I'm
saying? Because it's just like.
They're supposed to be your friend.
Not only that, but it took, it took almost a year for him to do
that. Like that's a whole year, you
know, and all those times I'd hang out with this certain
person, going to the library, going out to eat, even Hangouts
with my sister, no shade. Like, of course, like I loved
him like a brother that was like my bro, like, you know what I'm
saying? And for him to be in that room
doing all that, like it really is just like.
Maybe it was alcohol talking, maybe he doesn't really feel
like that. Well, here's the thing.
The next day we spoke about it. This was not the only end to the
story. Honestly, he was a little bit,
he was more mature about it in the sense of like, let's talk
about it, but like me experiencing it.
I didn't really want to talk about it.
I just wanted it to be over. So he wanted to talk in person
in the car and he was crying in the car and he was saying like,
I don't know, like you sort of, he said it like he was accusing
me of leading him on. Pretty much he was accusing me
of leading him on. And he was just crying about
how, you know, he didn't mean it like that and you should have
told me no and stuff like that. But like, like I said before,
like I I must have said no like 15 times.
A lot of nose. And The thing is is like I'm not
the type of person. I'm not the type of person to
just like get like scream at you, like get the F out of my
room right now. I'm like, no, like, you know,
no, like, you know, saw, you know, like very gentle nose.
I think a lot of nose means something, I think.
I think once you get to the 15 mark, I think that means no.
That means no, yeah. I mean.
He Yeah, Parker, that means no, you know what I'm saying?
Yeah, like, listen, he even admitted to being intoxicated
and doing stupid things, but I don't know whether I, I've never
set the droplet of alcohol in my life, but I just know like
whatever I do, whether I'm intoxicated or not, I feel like,
like I just, it's just something that you do no matter what.
Like I'm saying like that's like your like your real motive, like
no matter, you know what I'm saying.
No, I do, man. And look, I just think
everything is all about within life experience.
I think it's really go about within what type of reaction and
what type of aspect it is that you go through that.
I think the initial outcome throughout the situation is it's
a very personal answer because I can't tell you what to do, but
it's whatever you want to do within the outcome, you know,
But you know, you know, we're here for you.
We're here for your support and we appreciate you also within,
you know, I'm saying being here. I appreciate I.
Mean, thank you for telling us, man.
I know this is very personal to you, so we just want to say
thank you. I'm not really heartbroken about
it anymore, but it's just like, it's just like a hiccup.
Yeah, happens bro. You don't expect you don't
expect this. Damn bro.
It's very touchy man. It's really touchy.
I don't know how to segue this bus.
Well, I guess they're just talking about friends, right?
A lot of you were living with a homeless friend.
What home? What makes him?
Homeless. Well, you had you were living
with a homeless guy. I guess it's just I don't.
I heard you don't live with him anymore.
Yeah, well. I want to know a bit about what
happened. How did you even end up in that
situation where you were living with a homeless guy?
Well, I just was getting food one night and I happened to see
a home. I see a lot of homeless people
by the way, in like the my area, Miami area, Florida.
And this one guy that looked around my age, just he kind of
stood out to me because he just like looked very young for like
being a homeless person. So I'm like, Sir, are you OK?
Like what's going on? I mean, I saw a sign.
It was like, I'm homeless. Please help like I'm homeless,
please help. And I'm like, why is, you know,
someone so young out here just trying to survive?
So I'm like, do you want to? I mean like listen, like if I
live like not even like a block from here, I mean, if you want
to just come over, I can make you some food.
I always make food. I never eat out.
I always cook a home like a home cooked meal.
Whatever. You want to cook.
Yeah, yeah, I love to. Cook.
God damn, what's your best cuisine real.
Quick but I love salmon. I cook up a nice like lemon,
lemon herb, salmon, Jasmine rice.
He knows what's up. Oh yeah.
Surf and turf. Like even like seafood I love,
like, you know, lobster, king crab, you know what I'm saying?
What? The fucking I'm saying keep
going, keep going, man. Yeah, yeah.
What a real E coaster over here. Oh, yeah, yeah.
So keep it going. I mean, he enjoyed the meal.
I took him home and. You guys ever do stuff?
Let me tell you, let me tell you, man, he, I think he
overstayed. The plan was the the plan was to
well, I just for a night. The plan was just for a night,
right? Put him back on his feet.
You know, you washed him. You bathed him.
OK, now I didn't do any of that. You.
Got that you bathed? At your house, no.
I you guys share the same restroom.
Well, I only have one bathroom, so yeah.
OK. So, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, So I took him home, fed him.
I was like, yo, like, listen, you my bathroom's right there,
shower, toilet, whatever. I got a couch in the living
room, like stay the night, whatever, do what you got to do.
And he like there were like it happened to be the whole week
matter of fact, like it just happened.
Like he was just there like every day for some reason, like
for a week. Could I just I couldn't really
just like I just felt so bad just leaving him, you know what
I'm saying? So I was like, that makes sense.
And he was telling me he was a virgin and like not even that.
Like he's 18, a virgin and he's like so confused about he was.
Homeless at 18? Yes, so I'm like, bro, how did
you even get in the situation, bro?
Like actually, so I'm like, you know what?
Like just, you know, stay for a couple days.
I didn't mind it for a couple days.
I was like, you know, like when when you want to leave, just let
me know. But I'm not.
I just said that just to make, you know, to be nice.
And he stayed for like a couple weeks.
But I was like, you know, it just happened to be like that.
But there was like, there was times where like he would
overwhelm him to stay. Like I'd see him naked on the
couch, like he'd shower and then like he just wouldn't put the
towel back on. Like he would just like randomly
just walk around the house naked.
Got it? You know what I'm saying?
But. He does a blue page too, right?
He does a blue page, he told me. Like what?
He didn't even tell me at first either, by the way.
Wait a minute, wait a minute, you invited a homeless guy to
your house, continue to overtime overstay, but then he went about
also having a blue page over time.
And the reason how I found out was like he would just randomly
go to the ATM with his bank card and I'm like, not even a bank
card, bro. He's like, well, I have like a
second source of income. And I was like, I mean, so you
get money from people just giving you in the tip jar.
Like what else do you do? He was like, I do the blue page
and I was like, no shot bro. Like what are the odds of that
even? Yeah, no, that's pretty.
That's pretty. I was like, why are you?
Keeping this, Why are you keeping this shit?
For me, like, genuinely so yeah, it was a couple days after.
I was like, whatever, like keep, you know, stay for a couple days
after that. So why did you decide to kick
him out? I mean, that's kind of cruel.
That's not cruel. I mean, like I said before, like
I, I, I've set boundaries in the house.
I was like, dude, like stop, stop eating all the food.
First of all, he would eat my snack, my fruit roll ups, my
gushers. Like do I take that shit
seriously? Like that's my snacks.
Not for real. And also is like the whole naked
situation, the naked situation, like this guy was butt naked
just. That's not like Parker.
Parker, I spoke. I told him several times I was
like, dude, stop. Like I, I, I borrow my clothes,
like do whatever you got to do, man.
And I guess he just likes just being naked.
I don't know. I think yeah, I, I, I, I, I just
think when you go about, I think with certain people get so
accustomed to living a certain lifestyle, they get stuck in
that moment, you know, I think when like you go about inviting
someone within weeks, if not two weeks amongst of, you know,
comfortability into the only difference is they got a roof
over their heads, you know, and that's the only difference.
You know what I mean? I mean, everything else it it it
is within upon respect, but I'm sorry you had to go through
that. You know, it's really it's
really effed up and I'm sorry you don't deserve that.
And you just so you know, you did something right.
You did something that you thought you were doing to help
someone that needed help. And and that's what your part
really became very effective in that person's life is that you
gave them a roof over their head.
And that's something that they will probably, if not ever, get
from anyone. Else I think the last straw too
was I was sleeping one night after a movie that we watched
and sound asleep. Whatever, it was a scary movie.
That we watched What movie? It was called obsession.
Obsession. Yeah.
Oh, the new one, the. New.
Yeah, the new one that just dropped, Dude, it's been going
crazy in the in the film industry.
So let me give it a shot. Like let me watch it with them.
Take them out. One night we got back at the
house and we were like, kind of like fooling around.
Like we were like scaring each other.
Like, yo, like that. That was really scary.
Like just saying Bah, like, you know, jump scares.
Bah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Stuff like that. And I was sleeping one night and
I woke up and he was like, genuinely, like, I woke up.
Like, this is me. I woke up and it was pitch dark.
And I just what? What time?
Like 230. 3:00. Yeah, in the morning, got you.
And I'm like, what is that standing in the corner of my, of
my room, dude, like, imagine like this whole room was dark
and you just saw like a, a shadow just like in the corner.
And I'm like in, in the movie obsession, there was like a a
scene where the person was in the corner, like, you know,
scaring the person, the main character.
And I'm like, yo, who is that? And he, he turns the light on.
Is, is is Hottie. That's his name, Hadi Khalifa.
Yeah. And it was hottie.
It was the homeless guy. And I'm like, what are you doing
standing in the corner? He was like, I'm trying to scare
you, man. I'm trying to scare you.
I think it's somewhat reaction like scare, like genuine, like
scared. So I don't know what he was
doing like initially. That's kind of fucked up bro,
but I. Wonder how long he was standing
there for? Like for hours just waiting for
you to. Like genuinely, I was like.
No, no, no. That's so.
Funny, I didn't even think about
that. I didn't think about that, but
how? Dude, I.
Woke up there dude. What if it was like 12 bro you
woke up at 2:30? Just 2 1/2 hours just standing
there. And dude, I was like, all right,
man, pack your bags. I can't deal with that again.
I really can't like that was that that scarred me.
I'm not going to. That scarred me, 'cause now, now
I got to sleep with when I, when I open now, 'cause I 'cause
that, that really, that movie just came to life like in that
moment, right, You know? Damn, bro.
Well, first of all, I'm sorry that all that experience
happened. You know, all you're trying to
do is just help someone, man, Help someone from the streets.
And it's fucked up. It's funny now because like, you
know this person, but then over time, but then like, but then
like beforehand, you didn't know what you're getting yourself
into, you know, So it's really fucked up.
It's only, it's only funny now because all you can do is all
you can do now is laugh at a situation like that just so it
doesn't get as serious as within the story I just told us, you
know, but look, you know, you, you did what you possibly could.
And I feel like that's what really life is all about.
You know, you can't help those who don't want it.
You know what I'm saying? You can only help those who are
wanting it. So that's really what life is
about for real. All right, so I was going to ask
you, man, I just want to know your blue page.
You know, you started one. I want to know what are you
posting on there? I mean, I mean, we can even go
from the very beginning. Like what got you to want to
start this blue page and, and, and how are you feeling about
it? Feeling about it now from the
very beginning. Yeah.
Well, when I did, you know, want to start it, at one point, I
didn't really think about doing things with other people, like
collabs people call it. But I, I always wanted to do
solo content. And there was something like
really crazy that made me inspired by it.
I mean, I besides C and Parker doing it, I mean, I just wanted
to try it out. And yeah, I just do solo
content, really. I mean, I've gotten a couple of
requests that, you know, I haven't gotten around to that
yet, but I don't think I would do with a person, not yet or
ever. Well, I'm a virgin, so I, I, I
don't think I'd want to lose it on the blue page, you know?
What I'm saying oh ever, ever like you want you want to.
You wouldn't ever lose your V card to the blue page like
recording it. You know, your first experience
in bed with someone. I don't think so.
Nah, I don't think that's something to capture.
Was you? Would you be carte le page?
Never. No, I wouldn't do it 'cause it's
like, I feel like that's not something you put on camera, you
know? I mean.
I don't know, no comment. Like what's your sexuality?
Whoa. But it's like.
I think I'm, I think I'm straight man.
Do you think you're straight? Well, I don't know.
I know I'm straight. I'm saying I think like like
'cause you're asking as if it's a question.
I don't know. I mean like I feel like.
And I'm like, I'm well. You've you've done the the
threesome before, so yeah, you and you enjoyed it.
Yeah, it was cool. Yeah, I mean, me and the homies
having to enjoy within the same act of, you know, it's like
again, you know, you can enjoy it the same way by by by by
yourself. But like why not share with with
homie? I guess there's just something I
have to like experience for myself, you know?
I think it's AI. Just think it's an experience
overall, you know what I'm saying?
It only sounds that way if you have no personal experience.
But if you go about having your personal experience and then you
want to bring your brother some, come on man.
It's like saying you don't like vanilla ice cream and then you
eat vanilla ice cream. You like it?
And you get a soft serve with both at the same time, chocolate
and vanilla. Soft.
Soft served. Look, someone said Napoleon, but
I'm going to say this, though. If you don't like it, at least
you experienced it. Didn't know that you don't like
it. Yeah, yeah, you know what I'm
saying? That's why you did that
three-way kiss with that gay guy at Fanfics, right?
Whoa, maybe you're bi curious. This fucking.
Guy in the road, dude. Who's this guy next to me bro?
The gay guy. You did the three-way kiss with
the gay guy. First of all, our lips and
tongues did not touch. I was only the females.
Her mouth was big enough to then fit the part of you know what
I'm saying The right side his only on my right side, my left
side my only. It was like a you know what I'm
saying, no lip touching. It was a three-way.
We didn't touch his lips. Bro dude, it was like her, her
lips was big enough. I didn't record it bro, I
didn't. We didn't fucking touch lips or
tongues, bro. All my life, OK?
OK. All my life we didn't bro.
Dude, why the fuck we didn't? All my life we did not bro.
OK we did not. We didn't.
We fuck. We did.
We fucking didn't bro. All right, makes sense.
Where, where, where does Justin see himself five years from now?
Five years from now, honestly, I want to have, I don't think a
family yet. That's that's too.
That's too. That's too early.
Yeah. I mean, yeah, you're.
Honestly, I want to, I want to make a name for myself.
So I hope from, you know, five years from now, I continue
growing my account on the blue page and also on my socials and
honestly finding love, finding love.
I feel like, you know, like in high school, it was not hard,
but it was just difficult. Yeah, it was a little difficult.
So I want to find some love, you know?
Got you, man. So then what would 15 year old
Justin think if he saw you today?
What would he think? Yeah.
He's standing right here in front of you.
Well, I mean, I hope he's still watching, you know, that's full
episode anime series. Yeah, usually you go, you know,
go watch. The 12 episodes.
Yeah, yeah, 12 episodes. Hey, by the way, that that was
you two years ago, just so you know.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You know, I unfortunately, you
know, things have been busy lately.
So I would be like, you know, just keep watching that and just
everything is good. Everything is chilling.
I know back then, you know, two years ago, I was like, not like
nervous and like just tweaking out, but I was like always in my
head. I was always in my head.
So he'd be proud that I opened up, end up and try new things.
Yeah, just expressing yourself, man.
Yeah, I think a lot of people is going to relate to this podcast.
You know, I feel like you told them an amazing story here.
I think you really went about expressing yourself exactly how
it is that I think 15 year old Justin would want to express
himself to be you know, and you do just that man.
It seems you got a lot of confidence, man, and that's
good. I.
Try you know, you know, especially you know when you
used to not, you know you really develop thick skin for yourself
there. You go man, there we go.
And now for the the new viewers here who are just meeting you
for the first time. Where can they find you at?
What is your socials? Yeah, yeah.
I mean, on my Instagram, Justin laid official.
My link should be on there. There you go guys go check out
Justin laid OK, check him out. Mine is you guys want to check
my socials out. It's the Brandon Cardoso again
all the socials and that link so about baby sometimes combo.
And if you want to find all my links, you could go to
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