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Welcome to the wild. 
Podcast. 

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I'm Brandon Cardoso. 
I'm the Julian Barboza. 

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And today we got a really 
special guest here. 

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Introduce yourself. 
My name is Michael Minetta. 

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Oh, round of applause. 
And that last name kind of 

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sounded sexy. 
Yeah, Can you say it again? 

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Michael Minetta. 
Minetta. 

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Damn. 
Minetta, wait. 

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You don't speak. 
You don't speak Spanish. 

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What have the Have the Hey, Mr. 
Mignetta, have the mic in your 

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mouth, please. 
Just like that, yeah. 

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Correct. 
But anyways, so Michael, how are

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you? 
How are you doing? 

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I'm OK As for now. 
Really. 

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Are you a top or bottom? 
Whoa. 

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Too, too much, too much? 
OK. 

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Let's start off with this. 
So where are you from? 

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You're from Bakersfield, right? 
I'm from. 

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Did you not want to say that? 
Dialing out from Bakersfield, 

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CA, I was born and raised there,
but yeah. 

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But you're in LA right now, you 
know what I'm saying? 

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You've came out for a little 
trip, you know, October 

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currently. 
Yeah. 

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And how's your how you feel 
about LA so far? 

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It's cool. 
I've been here a few times, 

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maybe more than a few. 
And how do you feel about LA? 

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Like, what's your take on LA? 
It's cool. 

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I just didn't. 
Find my people. 

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Like, Mike's always on, so you 
don't got to like, look at it 

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and shit. 
Oh, I know. 

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Yeah, you need it too. 
Wait, you said you haven't found

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your people? 
Who's your people? 

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Now I'm talking about like. 
Your circle, your group of. 

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People, 'cause I don't, we'll 
get into it. 

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I don't socialize with people 
like that. 

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I'm antisocial. 
I became antisocial 2 years ago.

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Do you think you're still anti? 
You still think you're 

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antisocial? 
I have high anxiety going out 

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for show. 
Yeah, but therefore I don't talk

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to. 
If I don't know you, I won't 

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talk to you like. 
I disagree. 

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But we was on the street and 
there was like this fine ass 

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light skinned and he was like, 
hey Mama, what's good? 

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You looking thick as shit. 
Tell him the story. 

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Tell him the story. 
I wasn't there for that. 

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No, that's different. 
If I see a beautiful woman 

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walking down the street, I'm a 
hyper up. 

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I'm gonna make someone 
compliment, make them feel good 

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and smile. 
So therefore I was hyping her 

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up. 
You know, like I grew up with 

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sisters, so I I have nine 
sisters. 

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Like 10. 
Damn. 

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So therefore I grew up with 
nothing but girls. 

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So I'm a respect them and if you
really look beauty, I'm a really

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say in real life. 
But at the end of the road, her 

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boyfriend was like, there. 
So I was like, ah, I'm gay. 

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No big ass black dude too. 
And he was like you. 

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Don't have to say it like that. 
Wait, wait. 

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It's paste a picture in their 
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You know what I'm. 
Saying, but I'm still kind of 

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lost for words. 
A bit on the nine Sisters. 

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So you're 1, so OK, so you're 
10. 

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No, it's all totals 10, so not 
nine, like, So nine sisters for 

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real. 
There's 10 total. 

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Yeah, but for real. 
I have a big family. 

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Well, mom. 
Like from all the same mom. 

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Yeah. 
Wait, how is it growing up with 

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nine sisters, though? 
Yeah, like that's it. 

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Sounds crazy as fuck. 
Heck, Dave. 

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So you must be really like 
understanding girls and shit and

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women cause damn 9 is crazy bro.
Not for real. 

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Well, I mean, like, I don't. 
I don't know. 

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For me, I'm. 
I'm trying to think about 'cause

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I OK, so me, I have six 
siblings, or six, including me, 

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6 including me, but not. 
They're not all sisters, though.

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So, like, do you think you get 
along with them? 

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Like, let's say if they were 
brothers, do you think you 

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always still get along? 
Or do you think it's like, 

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'cause I I don't know, I'm 
'cause I just met you, right? 

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So I'm trying to understand, 
like, you get along more with 

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girls or guys. 
Do you think you get along more 

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with girls because you have nine
sisters? 

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I get along with a lot of 
females. 

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I prefer talking and speaking to
females, 'cause they cool. 

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I can get along with females, 
but therefore males they cool, 

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but sometimes they have high 
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Why 'cause we men, no matter 
what sexuality I am, we still 

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have egos. 
We still men. 

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So at the end of the day, it's 
like I can't be in a in a room 

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with a bunch of men like that. 
I really don't know. 

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Because shit, going to get 
hectic, it's either someone's 

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going to stare at someone, 
someone's going to give a little

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side eye and I ain't with that 
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You feel me? 
My reactions react different. 

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I look. 
How you going to react? 

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I look back and my problem is, I
would take it as beating, but 

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it's like I need to think before
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And I think before I say because
that's the problem with me. 

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So a year ago from here, I 
learned how to. 

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It took me this long at the age 
of like 20, to finally realize I

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need to watch what I say and do 
because it's going to affect me 

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in the long run. 
That's interesting. 

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So, like, you think you'd be 
more friends with girls and guys

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and because of, like, your 
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Like, is that what you're saying
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No, I get along with males, but 
it's just it's just depends. 

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Like personality is like, if I 
don't know you, I don't know. 

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You so, OK, let's How do you 
feel about us then? 

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You know we're. 
I mean, that's what I'm trying 

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to say we're. 
Two men right here. 

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So how do you feel about us 
from? 

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Perspective. 
Y'all cool. 

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Y'all cool. 
Y'all Welcome me. 

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You know, I appreciate, like you
guys having me as a guest on you

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guys. 
The Wild podcast. 

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Hell yeah. 
So what's wild about it? 

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Oh, we about to get into it. 
I mean, we just warming. 

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Up, You know what I'm saying? 
I don't know. 

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See, we got straight into it. 
We just. 

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Balling about it, we. 
Just got straight into it and he

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was like, whoa, so we going to 
take it slow and shit. 

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What's balling about it? 
Wild is a big word. 

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It is. 
And that's what we about, I 

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think. 
I think we described that word 

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pretty well, honestly. 
How? 

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You guys. 
No, I mean, listen, look, I'm 

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look, see, here's the thing with
this podcast, it could either be

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all over the place. 
We can ask some freaky ass 

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questions, you know it. 
It all goes with what the guest 

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really is about, you know? 
So for you, from what me reading

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you, you seem like a wild, like 
you seem fucking. 

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Crazy You are a wild. 
Boy, you seem fucking insane, 

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bro. 
I'm not going to lie to you. 

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I swear no. 
All my life I introduced myself.

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He pulled a knife on me. 
I swear on my life. 

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I swear on my life. 
I was like, hi, I'm Brent. 

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He goes, what, man? 
Pull out a fuck. 

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I swear on my life he did. 
You really have to do me like. 

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No, he did I mess. 
I mess it. 

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But no. 
But thrilled though, like I know

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you, for me you just seem. 
You know people are weird out 

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there, so you always got to 
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I'm not saying carry weapons, 
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But when you hit a certain age 
and you felt like your life's in

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danger from being on the net for
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long, people keeping tabs or 
keeping condos in your head. 

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But therefore it's like you 
can't come back for shit if you 

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know. 
I mean, I think we're already a 

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little in. 
I'm down to get into the nitty 

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gritty and shit and then we can 
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Let's be serious for a little 
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wild shit, 'cause I don't want 
to get in the wild shit. 

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And then we get serious. 
But so like, first let's start 

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off with like your social media 
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'cause I know I remember you was
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you always wanted to be on the 
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And like, I kind of just want 
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kind of like hearing that you 
seem very confident and you know

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exactly what you wanted in life.
And I think you got it. 

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And right here is a new era, and
this is the start of it, so. 

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And before you start, Michael, 
real quick, I also want to say 

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just for the people watching 
like this is me just meeting 

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you. 
So like you know whatever you 

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got to say, I'm hearing you're 
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So I don't know what so. 
It's like you're introducing 

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yourself to Brandon. 
Yeah, like this podcast. 

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Like this is me actually getting
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So I just want to admit let the.
View like he purposely didn't 

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ask questions and shit to get to
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Just for this podcast. 
Exactly, of course. 

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No, we're here now. 
So therefore at the age of 1213 

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years old, I always wanted to be
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word. 
If I can say, some people take 

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it different, some people don't 
like us influencers or people 

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don't like using the word famous
because famous can go different 

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ways. 
You feel me? 

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So therefore I wanted to be 
known at a young age. 

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My parents always ask what do 
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up as kids? 
I said I want to be on TV. 

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I want to be on TVI, want to be 
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All my little sisters. 
I want to work on Walmart with 

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you. 
Mom. 

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I want to do this. 
I want to work. 

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I start. 
But I want to be a cop. 

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OK, cool. 
But I want to be known. 

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I want my name to be passed 
around for my day pass. 

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Anyone can do it. 
We're human, right? 

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We have a purpose stepping in 
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So I'm a step off making my 
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You feel me. 
So therefore I always wanted to 

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be known at a young age. 
So for young influencers out 

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there that I want to be known, 
watch what you ask for. 

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Because when I was a kid asking 
that, I thought it was all cool 

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because it's like watching these
actors act. 

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Any name, they can be any 
gender, they can be anything on 

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the movie show, Scary movie, 
they can do it. 

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I can do it. 
Anyone can. 

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I got the looks. 
Anyone can look good. 

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I mean, doesn't matter about the
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People can make their dreams. 
If you really make it, make your

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dreams in reality. 
But watch what you ask for 

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'cause once you be known is not 
coming back from me. 

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I think you can't come back from
me, even though there's times 

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you have mental breakdowns and 
being unknown, we have our 

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moments, We're human, but 
therefore no one's going to give

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a crap about that real who going
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Ourselves or God? 
What do you think inspired you 

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like at a young age that you 
wanted to be famous? 

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Like, was it like, were you on 
Musically or TikTok? 

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Or like, was it movies? 
A lot of reality shows likewise.

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I grew up with sisters so I 
always seen reality TV. 

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So I I always watch Georgie 
Shore. 

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I mean by Girls Club, I mean I 
know it's females, but it's 

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reality. 
TVI know what the content is. 

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Y'all film, y'all go get lit 
y'all go clubbing, y'all go 

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chase the bag while you being 
filmed. 

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It's reality. 
People get to see your true 

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colors. 
That's when you get to pop out 

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and show people who you really 
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Cause a lot of people judge from
perspective and a lot of people 

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judge off the Internet. 
A lot of people know of you. 

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So to the people that don't know
me until you get to know me, 

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shake my hand. 
You talk to me one-on-one. 

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You can judge me if I'm a good 
person or not because at the end

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of the day I don't know you and 
y'all just act like y'all know 

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me by Speaking of me. 
It's cool though. 

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But once you get to shake my 
hand and you become cool with 

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me, we don't have to be cool. 
We can have a conversation, can 

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be a stranger. 
Yeah, you can judge if I'm a 

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good person or not, 'cause I 
promise you I'm sweet. 

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I can be wildin, but I'm sweet. 
I like the way you said that. 

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I think I can definitely relate 
to that a lot, you know, 'cause,

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I mean, first of all, it's kind 
of like, don't judge a book by 

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its cover, you know, just, 
'cause you read some shit 

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online, like, don't mean that's 
what you're all about, you know?

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It's like, I feel like a lot of 
people kind of get way in too 

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deep into that shit. 
When it comes to drama. 

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It's like they go scroll past 
all the good shit until someone 

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shit pops up and then that's 
what you're all about. 

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I I feel like people be reading 
that shit too much and I I think

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that's really good what you 
said. 

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I think a lot of people can 
definitely relate to that. 

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But you guys can still do y'all 
and no one's telling you all a 

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change. 
Y'all can still do y'all, y'all 

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can still peep. 
Y'all can keep tabs. 

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Y'all can keep scrolling 
searching me up recent. 

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I don't be on the net like that,
but I pray. 

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I repent. 
I ask God for forgiveness and I 

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have a family I go home to just 
like you guys. 

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So don't act like y'all finally 
do. 

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My downfall because by one 
mistake I have done. 

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I only been in one scandal and I
admit to my shit, I owned up to 

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it. 
So at the end of the day 

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therefore I ask for forgiveness.
Sometimes you can't move on from

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that. 
Some people don't take 

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forgiveness, some people are not
forgivable. 

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But one thing about me, if I'm 
asked Lord, in my life you're 

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going to have to forgive. 
You can't carry one hate bone in

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your body no matter who the 
person is. 

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I don't have one hate bone in my
body. 

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If I lose respect for you or if 
you see me talking down about 

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somebody, that means that's just
at the moment, that's me heated 

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by the end of the day. 
I'm not going to carry your name

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for the rest of my life, 'cause 
that's keeping condos in your 

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heads and. 
No, that's only is fun. 

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I like condos like y'all keep 
your my name is repeating your 

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in your head y'all echoing like 
it's like I don't know what it 

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is. 
It's kind of weird but I get it 

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though I understand. 
It's like I come from from a big

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family and I ask, I don't know, 
like like what? 

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I said, just watch what you ask 
for because they're for to the 

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young influencers, watch what 
you ask for and don't do. 

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No ain't nobody your friend in 
this, in this influential 

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industry, whatever y'all want to
call it. 

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No one's your friend. 
They all kubaya. 

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They kubaya when you got money 
and when you. 

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When you're popping. 
When you get numbers, it's not 

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about the numbers. 
I can delete my account right 

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now and go to sleep and pray to 
God. 

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I don't need views, attention to
feel good to feel oh, I'm this 

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or I'm that. 
Oh, I carry my ego high because 

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I have a name. 
Rent my name, Rent my name. 

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Google me though. 
But rent my name. 

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Nah, I'm not like that. 
So it's like I learned how to be

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humble at the age of 19. 
Because I wasn't. 

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I did. 
Wait, yeah, Can we rewind a 

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little bit? 
Like how did you blow up and I? 

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Wasn't. 
Yeah, I was. 

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I was actually about to ask. 
Because I I want to hear that 

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beginning. 
Well, can y'all enter clips now?

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I'm just like. 
Hey, maybe we can. 

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We can tell them what clips. 
Well, I have clips if y'all can 

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enter. 
I used to do sloma walks where? 

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Can you give us a little 
demonstration? 

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Demonstration How? 
Just a little. 

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Stand up and give us a little 
example. 

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It's just like you just stand up
the video right there, have your

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little brother record. 
Hey, you got family, right? 

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You got siblings. 
They ain't doing nothing so 

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chips. 
On the bed you just hey little 

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brother, can you record me 
video? 

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Hey you know it's worth it. 
So therefore if you're bored 

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just make contest. 
So I mean I was like what 17? 

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I was 1617, I was still in high 
school. 

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So you just got to be confident 
and just go what you want to do 

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and just feel comfortable what 
you do. 

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Don't let nobody judge who who 
you is, who is now who you. 

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Are I want to say something 
about the slow MO. 

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So do you know who truly boy 
JoJo is? 

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I don't know if you know. 
I just wanted to know if you 

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knew who he was. 
I heard of him. 

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I think that sounds familiar. 
I'm not. 

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Can I stretch him up? 
Well, OK, so basically I well, 

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the reason why I asked was 
because, see, for me, when I was

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making content shit, I was 
starting to do slow MO's and 

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shit. 
And what he used to do is he 

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used to like kind of duet my 
shit and make kind of like fun 

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of me or whatever, like make fun
of me that kind of content, like

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with slow MO's. 
But he would do it while 

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walking. 
And so he created that kind of 

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shit. 
And then he I. 

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Think I'm the one that created. 
It so that's what I created it. 

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So what's what's wrong with 
that? 

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So I was going to ask, do you 
think you're the one who kind of

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made it like popping? 
I'm not going to say I made it 

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popping, but I dig out a lot of 
attention. 

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I was kind of shook. 
I mean, dude, I used to go to 

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liquor stores. 
Damn, like I used to be like the

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Indian lady. 
Like Nah, she cool. 

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Nah, Nah, she cool. 
It's just like I was like I'm 

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gonna make a I'm gonna make a 
video on your oh, no go Oh no 

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go. 
All right. 

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Bet. 
So it's embarrassing because she

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right there there's times they 
were they just be staring. 

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But hey, you got to do your big 
one. 

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If you feel comfortable you feel
like you're going to be popping.

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Hey, you got to believe in 
yourself and try. 

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It's not hard to post. 
Wait, why'd you pick the liquor 

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store? 
Like, was it just like next to 

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where you? 
Look like it was weird for me. 

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I used to try to like open the 
little freezer fridges and grab 

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like a drink and try to look 
back, take off my mask and like 

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do a slo MO walk, try to look 
cute like I'm picking a drink it

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was. 
Weird. 

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He had it all set up and shit 
it. 

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Was weird. 
It just comes to him like, but 

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when we was making that TikTok 
and he just moved that shit and 

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then pointed to it like he just 
cool with like the movement. 

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My mindset I don't know, like I 
I asked God to look over my 

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career. 
I really do like, I mean a lot 

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of people don't believe in God 
respect to y'all, everyone has 

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their opinions but therefore 
that's my father and I repent 

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just like everyone else. 
We all have to repent because we

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all living with sins right now. 
Everyone's sinning right now. 

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Everybody's sin. 
So y'all acting like before. 

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Y'all throw stones at me, like 
how they were doing that. 

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What's that story? 
On the cross? 

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No, when they throw stones at 
that Lady, if I got her name. 

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I think I know what you're 
talking about. 

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They they 'cause she. 
Killed. 

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They killed her, right? 
They tried to kill her because 

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she, I guess she was a hoe. 
I don't know. 

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So she was giving her her body 
and then I guess God went for I 

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don't know if I'm saying it 
right. 

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Y'all comment. 
Damn. 

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So they stoned her for being a 
hoe. 

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People try to like, judge her 
for what she's doing, 'cause I 

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was wrong, but God went in front
of her. 

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Jesus, sorry. 
Jesus went in front of her and 

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said why y'all, why y'all doing 
that, Why y'all doing that. 

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I heard this story and my step 
dad told me this story. 

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Why y'all doing that? 
Why y'all doing that? 

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How y'all going to come out 
somebody that y'all be sinful to

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and they all stop. 
So how we funnel jump from 

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conclusion to conclusion. 
We all live in the same world 

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and we all talk like others. 
Don't act like that's the shit I

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don't like. 
People go from one thing to 

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another. 
That's what makes my ego big 

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now, because a lot of people go 
from one thing to another and 

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that she ain't cool. 
That shows true colors. 

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But therefore it's like, I don't
know if I make sense. 

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Do I make sense? 
I'm understand. 

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I think I'm I'm understanding a 
little bit of. 

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Of everything makes sense, 
Julian. 

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Well, OK, so you went from from 
everybody's sins at No, no, no, 

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Yeah, it. 
Was just a plot like it was. 

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Sins, yeah. 
Everybody's sins. 

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And then you jump from, like, 
people switching up. 

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So like, I I get where you're 
going from, but like, everybody 

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sins to how you going to judge 
somebody else 'cause you fuck 

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like everybody fucks up. 
But I think what you're saying 

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is like when you fuck up, people
like they switch up on you just 

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because you fucked up, even 
though they'd be fucking up. 

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So how you going to switch up 
when we all fuck up, right? 

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But let's let's keep going in 
your career. 

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So he was making the slow MO's. 
Then where did the Don't slip, 

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don't slip come from? 
What's Don't slip, Don't What 

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is? 
That damn. 

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All right. 
I got to pull it up man, real 

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quick. 
What is that? 

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No, I'm being serious. 
So like, don't. 

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Slip, don't slip. 
Do you remember like the first 

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time you made that TikTok and 
shit like, bro? 

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I want like the juicy details. 
It was cool. 

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00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:57,480
It's like not for real. 
Oh, hold up. 

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Oh, because the audio. 
Yeah, and he would always like, 

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do like, and they really liked 
his arm. 

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00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:12,000
Oh, when you be turning around. 
No, I'm not going to. 

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Lie. 
Hold on doing it on the camera, 

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all right. 
So is it so? 

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Is it trying to kind of like you
turning back every time the beat

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would drop or like I? 
Feel like I just did a certain 

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move with my shoulder, I guess. 
And I guess people just pointed 

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it out. 
Like, what was that like? 

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What the fuck? 
So. 

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Was that, was that Rihanna? 
The song? 

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The song. 
My mom showed me videos Speaking

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of Rihanna. 
The song came on Don't say don't

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sleep. 
I swear she went like that. 

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My mom showed me. 
Swear I. 

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Was not I'll. 
Find a clip. 

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I swear. 
I swear to God, dude. 

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I don't know if she did it cause
of me or she seen my trend, but 

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she went like that. 
I don't know if she 'cause 

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people were like that to make 
fun of me but for the trend. 

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But I seen her. 
I was like, bro, I swear. 

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I wasn't asked you that, 'cause 
I was like, you think Rihanna. 

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Do you think Rihanna know who 
you are? 

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That's why I was I. 
Don't know if she knows who I 

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am, but I feel like she a legend
She's been. 

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She's a celebrity, she's a big 
one. 

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She ain't nothing like me. 
Cool. 

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She respects her and her family.
You know, she got a beautiful 

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baby. 
But I just fuck with the song. 

435
00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:13,840
I don't know. 
It was just a good song. 

436
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Love. 
Nah, it's it's just love, love 

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and affection. 
We all need love and affection. 

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So it's like, if you don't want 
love and affection, hop out. 

439
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And whenever we have her on the 
pod, I'll mention you. 

440
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But anyways, No. 
But that's how'd you come up 

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with that shit. 
Like how? 

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How did you even come up with a 
trend like that? 

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I was just with people at the 
time when I was kicking it. 

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So you wait first you were 
making concert by yourself or 

445
00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:40,360
you always I? 
Was making concert myself and I 

446
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bump into somebody and I was 
like hey, you got snap. 

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00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:49,240
Yeah bro, but I ain't like that 
Nah fool Y'all got no you got 

448
00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:51,560
snap. 
Like I try to like make it seem 

449
00:19:51,560 --> 00:19:53,600
like you know like he thought I 
was trying to get at him. 

450
00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:55,920
So therefore I kind of made it 
seem like oh you know anyone 

451
00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:58,520
that. 
So I was weed, you know. 

452
00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:01,160
But I mean. 
He said yeah, I got you. 

453
00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:03,080
So he added me on Snap. 
I tried kicking him. 

454
00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:05,760
Not like, yeah. 
Wait, was you asking for weed? 

455
00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:09,600
Was like, yo way to try to get 
to him because that's move, 

456
00:20:10,560 --> 00:20:12,360
that's move. 
I ain't gonna lie like I'm just 

457
00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:13,600
looking for so many cells. 
Weed and. 

458
00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:14,800
Shit, it is crazy. 
Now you can. 

459
00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:16,480
Just view me. 
This man is just smart. 

460
00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:19,320
Nah, so. 
Teaching us his ways. 

461
00:20:19,360 --> 00:20:22,920
I'm going to. 
Use that, not just stealing my. 

462
00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:24,160
Hey, game. 
Oh my. 

463
00:20:24,160 --> 00:20:27,560
Lordy Lord, everybody. 
Oh, my Lordy Lord, not for real.

464
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:32,400
So therefore we stained snaps, 
tried to kick with him that day.

465
00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:34,120
He was like, Nah, cool, 
whatever. 

466
00:20:34,120 --> 00:20:36,800
So as soon as I met him, we 
Facetimed. 

467
00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:41,840
I seen his mom, I met his mom, 
his brother, his family. 

468
00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:44,240
I kicked it with them. 
We went to the mall. 

469
00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:48,160
You know, we cool and I was an 
influencer already, so it's like

470
00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:51,440
I wasn't big but I had, I had 
numbers though, if that makes 

471
00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:55,320
sense. 
I don't it don't faze me, but I 

472
00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:57,240
was just trying to make myself 
relevant around that time. 

473
00:20:57,240 --> 00:21:01,040
So therefore I seen him and he 
was just a little boy like me, 

474
00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:04,400
just like I was older than him. 
But therefore he was just like 

475
00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:07,160
taking pictures, making random 
videos. 

476
00:21:08,360 --> 00:21:11,320
Just I used to do like I used to
look like that too when I was 

477
00:21:11,320 --> 00:21:13,720
his age. 
So it's like I see myself in 

478
00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:16,280
him. 
When I was little I'm not that 

479
00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:20,440
old, but when I was 2-3 years 
ago, I was like him but he was 

480
00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:25,760
like in elementary you feel me 
so it's like I understand that 

481
00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:28,200
feeling how he wanted me know. 
So therefore I told him I was 

482
00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:31,800
like, hey, let's let's be a duo 
like you, good looking. 

483
00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:34,160
I like that, bro. 
I know who I am. 

484
00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:36,240
I know like it's like that. 
Trust. 

485
00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:39,800
I ain't no weirdo. 
But therefore the Internet. 

486
00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:41,880
I look good. 
You look good. 

487
00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:45,320
It can be in one video. 
It can probably be booming. 

488
00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:49,120
Who knows? 
I mean, that's content, right? 

489
00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:52,120
I mean, it was just my idea. 
Boom, we did it. 

490
00:21:52,120 --> 00:21:55,280
It. 
Blew up the first video. 

491
00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:56,120
Y'all did. 
Blew up, I mean. 

492
00:21:56,120 --> 00:21:57,880
He did not wear contacts. 
I mean, now he was. 

493
00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:01,040
I was wearing contacts, 'cause I
was like, oh, I don't like my 

494
00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:03,280
regular eyes. 
I do wear contacts, FYI. 

495
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:05,960
Do you think that helps you get 
views? 

496
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:08,120
I feel like it makes me stand 
out more. 

497
00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:10,000
I don't know if it looks fake. 
Are you blind? 

498
00:22:10,240 --> 00:22:13,680
I'm not Blind, 2020 Vision. 
August So they're are they like,

499
00:22:13,680 --> 00:22:15,000
so they're fake contact They're.
Fake. 

500
00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,920
But I can see you. 
Damn. 

501
00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:18,800
Yes. 
Now 2020 is crazy. 

502
00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:20,640
You're not gonna lie. 
I'm blind as fuck. 

503
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,640
I can't see shit. 
Like if you're gonna tell me I'm

504
00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:23,760
wearing contacts, I'm not gonna 
lie. 

505
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:24,720
I don't think I would have 
noticed. 

506
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:25,800
Like I can't see your eyes right
now. 

507
00:22:25,800 --> 00:22:27,800
Holy. 
Shit, you're blind as balls 

508
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,480
this. 
Is the farthest I like from him.

509
00:22:29,480 --> 00:22:31,960
It's like I can't see farther. 
Damn. 

510
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:33,640
So if I want some views, I 
should just like, throw in some 

511
00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:38,000
contacts and shit. 
All right, so let's talk about 

512
00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:40,040
another trend you set up. 
You know what I'm saying? 

513
00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:41,840
The crying cry. 
What would you say? 

514
00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,480
The Cry Boy Tik Toks or what was
it? 

515
00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:50,000
I mean, I guess you can say it 
like that because I was all over

516
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:53,360
the net before, my eyes 
dripping. 

517
00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:59,440
It was it was heartbreaking. 
I went through my first 

518
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,480
heartbreaking. 
So that's why you were crying? 

519
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:05,600
I'm going to say my first body. 
So I lost my virginity at 18. 

520
00:23:06,120 --> 00:23:07,880
I'm gonna say it out there. 
I'm at home. 

521
00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:08,920
I lost it. 
I waited. 

522
00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,520
Damn 18. 
Yep, I waited. 

523
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:12,160
Until how old were you when you 
lost your shit? 

524
00:23:12,560 --> 00:23:15,240
I was 14 when I lost mine. 
I was. 

525
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:20,640
I was probably playing 3DS. 3DS 
like when he? 

526
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:21,520
Me. 
Me too. 

527
00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:22,960
I think I was having sex while 
playing it. 

528
00:23:24,040 --> 00:23:25,440
Well, how about you? 
How old were you when you lost 

529
00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:27,760
yours? 
I think like 17. 

530
00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:30,280
Damn. 
But I'm glad I waited because. 

531
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:32,360
But I feel like once you like if
you have sex young, then you 

532
00:23:32,360 --> 00:23:34,280
become a sex addict, 'cause you 
know you addicted. 

533
00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:36,560
To exactly, I think my. 
Advice. 

534
00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:39,560
Too, my advice is wait to start 
having sex 'cause once you have 

535
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:41,280
sex you're going to crave that 
wetness and shit. 

536
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,840
Hell no. 
Do it while you can bro. 

537
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:46,240
No problem too. 
Never mind. 

538
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:48,200
Make sure you take house class, 
please. 

539
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:53,560
No, I waited. 
I don't know. 

540
00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:57,400
I mean, I did want to lose that 
like probably wait question. 17 

541
00:23:57,400 --> 00:23:58,960
Was it a boy or girl? 
It was a female. 

542
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:02,680
OK, wait, can we talk about your
sexuality real quick just to, 

543
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:06,440
like, get it clear in the air? 
I'm straight used to be bi, but 

544
00:24:06,440 --> 00:24:08,840
now I'm just hentro. 
Damn. 

545
00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:13,520
Where are you trolling? 
Used to be bi, but now I'm just 

546
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:15,240
hentro. 
What is Hentro? 

547
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:19,600
Stretch it up straight. 
Henro hetero. 

548
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:20,880
I'm bisexual. 
I don't know why. 

549
00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:22,360
I like both. 
Cool. 

550
00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:24,000
Wait, which one? 
Strike me right now. 

551
00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:26,440
Wait, which one? 
You just said straight and then 

552
00:24:26,440 --> 00:24:27,840
you said bye I. 
Think people look? 

553
00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:29,600
In the camera, this is your 
confessional. 

554
00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:31,480
What are you? 
I'm bisexual. 

555
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:32,160
Okay. 
Cool. 

556
00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:34,920
I think bisexual people are 
like, the most selfish people 

557
00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:36,840
ever. 
Because, like, it's either 

558
00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:37,440
because. 
Think about. 

559
00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:40,040
It no because. 
Think about it. 

560
00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,640
Think about it like boy and 
girl, bro. 

561
00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:44,200
Like you can't. 
Like, you know what I mean? 

562
00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,720
Like, come on like. 
Well, I don't do relationships, 

563
00:24:46,720 --> 00:24:48,480
that's First off. 
So you're just having fun? 

564
00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:49,640
I have fun. 
I'm oh. 

565
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:51,000
OK, then you should have just 
said that. 

566
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,120
Wait, what do you like more? 
Like boys or girls? 

567
00:24:53,120 --> 00:24:54,920
Like is there a percentage or 
like I? 

568
00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,840
Mean, I'm gonna say 5050, but 
when it comes to females, like 

569
00:24:57,840 --> 00:25:00,760
say if I have a child one day 
with the female, like why? 

570
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:03,720
Like what I'm gonna say with 
that baby mother. 

571
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:07,400
You know if I get someone 
pregnant, I do want a family one

572
00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,040
day. 
So I did have AI would have a 

573
00:25:10,040 --> 00:25:13,640
conversation with the female 
saying that obviously going to 

574
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,040
know who I am. 
They're going to know what I 

575
00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:16,160
like and shit. 
Cool. 

576
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:18,480
Some females don't judge. 
Some people like that. 

577
00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:20,000
I don't know everyone's 
different. 

578
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,480
Females accepted. 
Females don't cool. 

579
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:25,440
It's all the homophobic people, 
not homophobic people. 

580
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:26,280
Cool. 
Cool by God. 

581
00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:32,160
But then the day it's like, I 
don't know, it's it just sucks 

582
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:36,280
because being in this different,
I don't know how to say it being

583
00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:39,800
different liking the same sex 
kind of sucks because we have to

584
00:25:39,800 --> 00:25:43,120
carry a little big ego. 
Like we aggressive, but we're 

585
00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:44,880
really not aggressive. 
But we have to defend our name 

586
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,400
because who going to defend it 
for us? 

587
00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:50,320
Nobody. 
Wait, so like, just curious. 

588
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:52,160
This might be too much, but 
like, when did you know you was 

589
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,600
buying shit? 
My family knew like. 

590
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:58,000
Well, I'm saying you lost your 
virginity to a girl. 

591
00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,440
A female, yeah. 
Did you like it? 

592
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:00,800
I liked it. 
She was 24. 

593
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:01,720
I was 18. 
We could. 

594
00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,360
Wait, can I ask when the last 
time you hooked up where the 

595
00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:06,800
girl was? 
I'm going to say I was a year 

596
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:11,200
ago and I thought she was going 
to be my baby mother TikTok. 

597
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,120
If y'all know me, the viewers 
y'all knew I was going to have a

598
00:26:14,120 --> 00:26:17,720
child, but apparently that was a
little scandal. 

599
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:22,000
I guess if you want to say it, 
end up lying, I don't know. 

600
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:25,040
So I don't know if that makes 
you feel better at night, but 

601
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:27,760
she already two, she had two 
kids, so it's like it was going 

602
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,000
to be her third child. 
She had two boys. 

603
00:26:30,120 --> 00:26:32,360
It was going to be a female. 
But I guess she was trifling to 

604
00:26:32,360 --> 00:26:34,480
keep me in, to keep me in a 
little group, 'cause she knew 

605
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:35,480
me. 
She was a fan. 

606
00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:37,000
She told me. 
She told me she was a fan. 

607
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:40,480
She's like, what, 25/20/24? 
I know. 

608
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:44,680
So I mean, she she was cool. 
So it's like, let's link, let's 

609
00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:46,880
she bought the hotel and we just
get you cracking. 

610
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:51,840
But. 
Damn you be pimping women too. 

611
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,040
Not pimping, but like you be 
cracking. 

612
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:57,440
I like that word cracking. 
But why do you keep looking at 

613
00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:59,280
that mic like you about to do 
something to it. 

614
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:00,880
You know what I'm saying? 
If you want to like put in your 

615
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,000
mouth or something like, we 
could disinfect it like you. 

616
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,400
Need to chill bro. 
Wait, how far can you like Deep 

617
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,200
Throat? 
Wait, OK, like wait, Can we get 

618
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:09,400
into the nitty gritty real 
quick? 

619
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,760
Wait, wait, are you a top or a 
bottom? 

620
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,120
Wait, can we can we answer the 
like, first question he asked? 

621
00:27:17,120 --> 00:27:19,800
Like are you a top or a bottom? 
I don't answer that. 

622
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:20,800
Sorry all. 
Right. 

623
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:21,920
So bottom. 
All right. 

624
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:24,360
So how about the. 
OK, so how about your type and a

625
00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:26,880
female? 
How about a type and a female 

626
00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:28,000
and a type in the male? 
Oh. 

627
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:29,000
Like, no, no. 
Like what? 

628
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:30,640
I said, so I didn't finish. 
My bad. 

629
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:31,880
Go ahead, finish. 
Yeah. 

630
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:35,080
Like what I said, if I do get a 
female pregnant, I'm going to 

631
00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:37,720
tell her that. 
Like, I'm not going to raise my 

632
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:41,640
child. 
Me kissing a male, I wouldn't 

633
00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:43,160
want my child. 
Like what? 

634
00:27:43,160 --> 00:27:45,960
I said, I'm not homophobic 
because I'm bisexual myself, but

635
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:50,840
as my family, if I'm a pit 
someone in this world, I'm not 

636
00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:54,880
going to have them watch the 
same sex kissing, if that makes 

637
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,400
sense. 
I don't know y'all parents. 

638
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:59,720
I'm not a I'm not a parent. 
So to the parents out there, 

639
00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:03,400
y'all know what I mean, 'cause 
there's two mothers that can be 

640
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:07,760
lesbian couple, you know, but 
y'all can work things out. 

641
00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:09,480
But that's it's different for 
me. 

642
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:11,560
I wouldn't want my child to see 
me kissing males. 

643
00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:14,320
So I will be with the female, be
with her for the rest of my life

644
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:16,400
and I will stop seeing males. 
I did say that. 

645
00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:20,720
So I I I did say that before but
I'm going to have a kid like I'm

646
00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:23,040
going to stop seeing Mel. 
Like I mean I had time I already

647
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:25,440
didn't been there done that. 
I already know how to feel do 

648
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:27,880
woo woo. 
So it's like now it's time to 

649
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:32,440
raise my family and raise it 
right And God's willing that's 

650
00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:35,360
how I look at it. 
Everyone's different, but that's

651
00:28:35,360 --> 00:28:40,520
if the mother, if I have a child
in the future, is willing to Co 

652
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:44,800
parent with me at least, because
I'll be a one for my child for 

653
00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:47,640
sure. 
So like, back to the thing like 

654
00:28:47,640 --> 00:28:49,240
what's your type in women? 
What's your type in men? 

655
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:50,880
Yeah, like you know you like 
both. 

656
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:52,920
So what's like the type for you 
in both like? 

657
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:54,120
It's just if they attracted 
like. 

658
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:57,480
You said you greedy and shit, so
like you like both indecisive 

659
00:28:57,880 --> 00:28:59,080
bro. 
I like one type. 

660
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:03,920
I mean, I used to like this one 
person got really too attached. 

661
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:08,600
Yeah, I got too attached. 
Wait, it was a boy or a girl? 

662
00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:11,000
It. 
It was a person. 

663
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:12,560
I'm going to say that it was a 
person. 

664
00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:13,920
It was both. 
Just it was both. 

665
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:17,120
It was a person. 
You say it's a person. 

666
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:18,160
I'm not saying. 
Sex. 

667
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:20,120
I can say if it's a blonde or a 
brunette, that's all I want. 

668
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:21,480
I just want to know, like the 
feature. 

669
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:23,200
OK, that's what I meant by type.
Like a type? 

670
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:23,760
No. 
OK, yeah. 

671
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:25,280
What's your type? 
Fuck the person. 

672
00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:27,720
What's your type you like? 
For males, I'm be honest. 

673
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:30,560
For males, I do like dark 
Mexicans, mullets, you know if 

674
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:34,080
you go mullet going on, shake 
it, you know, Damn it's it's 

675
00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:35,240
cool. 
You can grab on them when you 

676
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:37,360
hug them, grab on them. 
So you like mullets? 

677
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:41,240
Nah, I'm weird. 
Nah. 

678
00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:42,840
But I like little clingy shit 
like that. 

679
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:47,280
Not for Nah. 
I mean, I can't believe I'm 

680
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:48,280
saying that. 
No. 

681
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:49,760
Yeah. 
Dark Mexican. 

682
00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:53,560
They cool. 
I know you got more types. 

683
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:56,680
I do what? 
Do you think about guys with 

684
00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:01,560
curly hair? 
Let's enter a clip you're 

685
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,120
talking about. 
I'm just. 

686
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:06,040
I'm just eyes like. 
This a curly hair like that? 

687
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:08,920
Oh damn. 
Yeah, they're good if they can 

688
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:10,440
rock curly heads. 
Just depends. 

689
00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:12,400
If they can rock it, So what 
about both? 

690
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:14,720
I can rock both. 
What do you are you like race 

691
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:17,680
specific? 
Like white, black, Brazilian, 

692
00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:23,160
Brazilian. 
Oh yeah, you didn't tell them, 

693
00:30:23,160 --> 00:30:25,560
right? 
I'm Brazilian, so you know what 

694
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:27,600
that means, right? 
That means that that was one of 

695
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:30,560
the categories that he picked. 
But I was just wondering, so I'm

696
00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:33,960
just asking you like what? 
So yeah, what like ethnicity. 

697
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:36,840
Ethnicity. 
Like you pick that you prefer. 

698
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,080
You did say dark, so I'm 
assuming not white then. 

699
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:41,680
I used. 
To You said dark Mexican. 

700
00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:43,760
You guys just said Mexicans, but
you said dark Mexicans. 

701
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:46,320
So like what? 
I said, I do like dark Mexicans 

702
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,480
and if you ain't that dark 
enough, I do go for blacks. 

703
00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:50,960
OK, cool. 
Blacks like just straight up 

704
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,680
and. 
What about the Adrian cause? 

705
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,560
Like you were saying, you like 
older women and shit. 

706
00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:57,240
I do like what I said for 
females. 

707
00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,960
I do want mixed babies. 
I do want light skin babies. 

708
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:01,520
I mean, look at how. 
About the age of the woman. 

709
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:07,960
Good. 
The females I honestly I had 

710
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,040
chemistry with. 
Let's say I'm not going to say 

711
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:14,720
the word sex, I just said it. 
But I had chemistry with there. 

712
00:31:15,280 --> 00:31:19,120
One was 8 months pregnant, one 
had two kids where you were? 

713
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:21,600
Fucking a pregnant woman. 
But how old was a pregnant 

714
00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:22,680
woman? 
Like how old was she? 

715
00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:26,600
She was like 2223 and I was 
pregnant. 

716
00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:28,360
Wait, was that the one with the 
three kids? 

717
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:29,160
Or is that? 
Is this? 

718
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:31,680
The three kids, where you coming
with three kids from? 

719
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:33,120
You said that you hooked up 
with. 

720
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:36,760
Yeah, she has two kids, but she 
can't be pregnant with my child.

721
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:38,560
But was that the girl you were 
talking about, the 22? 

722
00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:41,160
She was 22. 
Yeah, I don't know. 

723
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,520
I like males. 
Let's just say that females, if 

724
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:46,240
you push out children, y'all 
know what y'all doing y'all 

725
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:51,000
y'all don't need no male like no
male, no man to help y'all y'all

726
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,400
y'all breed like y'all different
breeds. 

727
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:56,880
Y'all woman, y'all y'all can 
stand on your two feet, 'cause 

728
00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:59,800
my Mama, I seen her, she didn't 
struggle, but my mom can. 

729
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:02,640
She can be on her two feet 
running the whole house with no 

730
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:06,040
male like I can be the I'm her 
son is. 

731
00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:07,760
That's different. 
Like I can be the man of the 

732
00:32:07,760 --> 00:32:09,880
house and how my mom, but she 
don't need nobody. 

733
00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:12,680
You feel me? 
Like y'all females can work 

734
00:32:12,680 --> 00:32:14,600
shit, but it just depends. 
We all go through a struggle 

735
00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:15,640
though. 
It just depends. 

736
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:17,920
Have you ever had a have you 
like you have like a father 

737
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:19,440
figure in your? 
Life. 

738
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:24,520
Yeah, I do. 
But we talk at times. 

739
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,320
But we're we're not like in 
contact like that talk. 

740
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:31,840
But it's like we see each other 
at occasions, like family 

741
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:32,800
functions. 
That's it. 

742
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:34,520
And just oh, hey, kiddo. 
Hey, kid. 

743
00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:35,720
How you been? 
Woot, Woot. 

744
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:38,720
But you have my number. 
No, but it's like, I understand 

745
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:41,800
you want me to call and you call
too. 

746
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:45,240
But if there's no communication 
there to the people out there 

747
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:50,160
that don't have the relationship
with certain parents, no. 

748
00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:52,080
Like, I just don't talk to my 
dad like that. 

749
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:54,880
So it's like, I really don't. 
Neither do we. 

750
00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,280
I'm a I'm a mama's boy. 
Neither do we. 

751
00:32:57,280 --> 00:32:58,920
We don't. 
We father with you, Mama, We 

752
00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:00,040
fatherless. 
Childs. 

753
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:02,120
Oh, but anyway. 
It's not just a. 

754
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:05,560
Kind of so OK, so your type and 
and man is dark Mexicans and 

755
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:07,600
female is milfs. 
That's it. 

756
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,280
That's your type and both. 
It's not about just mils. 

757
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,760
Don't just say it like that like
I need you to describe as I 

758
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:13,680
need. 
You to be with someone that 

759
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:15,200
don't. 
Have kids and I can start or 

760
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,640
first kid like I made her a 
MILF. 

761
00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:21,240
So it's like it's not just based
off milfs, it's like so 

762
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:24,040
brunette. 
Is what I'm hearing with blue 

763
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:25,880
eyes. 
That's his type. 

764
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,920
That's mine, so I want. 
To know yours, so like Mine's 

765
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:33,240
brunette blue eyes. 
I like light skin thick. 

766
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:36,400
I like light skin, like light 
skins with colored eyes. 

767
00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:41,640
They just light skins. 
I I seen a lot of pretty ass 

768
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:44,400
like beautiful ass light skins 
in high school and I try to be 

769
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,960
all cool with them. 
And then I was just like, oh 

770
00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:48,440
let's be friends. 
I don't know. 

771
00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:53,040
I'm like, no, let's be friends. 
Your prettiest slug, I think. 

772
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:53,960
I know. 
I think I know a couple. 

773
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,920
That you'll fuck with couple 
light skin with colored eyes. 

774
00:33:57,120 --> 00:33:58,320
I like having fun. 
I get. 

775
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:00,400
Bored. 
So I get too bored too fast? 

776
00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:02,920
Me too. 
Damn so. 

777
00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:05,880
I want to transfer over to 
another, I mean, not another 

778
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:09,080
topic, but so you know how 
you're buying shit. 

779
00:34:09,080 --> 00:34:12,239
You know, you pull girls and 
guys and I remember you saying 

780
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:15,520
some shit like like if you could
pull both like you're you're 

781
00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,360
that means you're really good 
looking, right? 

782
00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:20,639
I didn't see like pulling. 
Both. 

783
00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:23,400
I mean, like I said, I grew up 
with nine sisters, so I grew up 

784
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:26,639
playing with brats, Barbies, 
combing their hair. 

785
00:34:26,639 --> 00:34:29,719
You did really in my sister's 
hair, combing my sister's hair, 

786
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:31,440
doing hairstyles on my little 
sister. 

787
00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:33,880
I grew up with nothing but 
sisters. 

788
00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:37,760
So it's like y'all can judge. 
Y'all. 

789
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:40,159
Can say anything, but everyone 
grows. 

790
00:34:40,199 --> 00:34:44,080
Grow up in different households.
Now I got brothers four. 

791
00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:47,639
Wait, Max. 
Isaiah. 

792
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:51,040
Joe. 
Noah, 4-5. 

793
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,360
I got a step brother 249. 
I got. 

794
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:54,760
I got brothers. 
I got brothers. 

795
00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:56,520
But they're young now. 
Brothers. 

796
00:34:56,679 --> 00:34:58,880
I thought you just had nine. 
Sisters, I didn't know you had. 

797
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,440
I have brothers now, but. 
They're in New Generation. 

798
00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:03,680
They're eight, they're nine. 
They're kids. 

799
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:07,400
When I was a kid, like, damn, 
they wasn't born, duh. 

800
00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:11,040
But I grew up with nothing but 
sisters and do you think that 

801
00:35:11,040 --> 00:35:13,280
made you? 
Like I'm gonna be honest when I 

802
00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:16,840
see my. 2 little brothers play 
like horse playing dah dah, 

803
00:35:16,840 --> 00:35:19,080
cool. 
Playing soccer, you know, it 

804
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:20,480
makes me. 
I didn't have that. 

805
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,920
I didn't have that. 
I had a sister. 

806
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:28,720
I had sisters like playing. 
With Barbies all the time. 

807
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:31,040
Oh, can I play? 
You're my sibling. 

808
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:33,520
I'm a kid. 
I mean, yeah, I have trucks, I 

809
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:37,880
have cars, but my family's like,
oh, I think, yeah, Michael. 

810
00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:40,000
Yeah, Michael, I think he likes 
sports. 

811
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:43,680
I mean, you already know from 
the bit right off the bat, but 

812
00:35:44,360 --> 00:35:46,120
so do you think? 
I like my childhood. 

813
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:47,840
Let's just. 
Say I like my childhood. 

814
00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:48,880
I think you're a product of 
your. 

815
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:50,720
Environment. 
Like, since he was all around 

816
00:35:50,720 --> 00:35:53,640
girls all the time, like that 
made you like, switch teams? 

817
00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:55,360
What do you mean, switch teams? 
I mean not. 

818
00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:56,920
Switch teams, but like. 
What do you mean teams? 

819
00:35:56,920 --> 00:36:00,040
There's no teams. 
In that it's just I grew Julian,

820
00:36:00,080 --> 00:36:02,480
what are you talking about, OK, 
but like. 

821
00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:03,520
You were saying. 
Does that make sense? 

822
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:04,120
No. 
OK. 

823
00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:05,600
I I think I know how I. 
Can work this? 

824
00:36:06,080 --> 00:36:06,440
No. 
No. 

825
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:08,160
So when when did you 'cause you 
growing up? 

826
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:10,680
I grew up with sisters. 
OK, so, OK, so. 

827
00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:12,080
When? 
OK, So what age? 

828
00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:14,320
At what age did you find out? 
You're like, you know what I 

829
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:17,080
think this boy is cute the first
time you saw someone. 

830
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,880
Not the first time you hooked up
like I'm talking about. 

831
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:21,120
You were like 5 years old when 
you found out in school. 

832
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:26,840
Damn. 
I'm going to say I'm 3rd, 4th 

833
00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:30,560
grade. 
Oh shit, 3rd, 4th grade. 

834
00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:32,040
And he was like, can you tell 
us? 

835
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:33,640
A story? 
Nah, I'm straight as Fuck what? 

836
00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:34,920
The fuck? 
Nah, Nah. 

837
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:37,040
For real? 
Yeah, I was mood swings. 

838
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:39,600
Nah, I can play. 
I have three people in one 

839
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,480
chest. 
I know, but. 

840
00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:43,400
No, Yeah, I was. 
Like, I was in. 

841
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:45,320
I was in Elementary. 
I remember because I had a 

842
00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:48,560
friend and he was, I guess he 
was gay. 

843
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:50,840
His name was Nick. 
His name was Nick. 

844
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:53,760
He was cool. 
And then we're just kicking it. 

845
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:57,200
And then, you know, I mean, I 
didn't think he was cute, but he

846
00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,120
just kind of told me about boys,
'cause he was gay. 

847
00:36:59,120 --> 00:37:01,520
So it's like, I was like, what? 
What? 

848
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:02,680
How? 
You know that? 

849
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:04,280
What? 
That that comes out of what? 

850
00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:05,640
What is that? 
What? 

851
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:06,920
Nah, for real? 
I was a kid. 

852
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:08,280
Like what? 
How do you know this? 

853
00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:10,080
Like I'm a kid. 
He's telling me this. 

854
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:11,360
Oh, yeah, White stuff comes out 
there. 

855
00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:11,960
What? 
What? 

856
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:14,760
I'm a kid. 
Where you just coming from? 

857
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,080
Nah. 
Yeah, I did find out. 

858
00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:20,760
A young age and it was weird. 
But yeah, I started. 

859
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:22,600
I mean, there's a lot of 
attractive people out there. 

860
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,440
I mean, there's men out there, 
attracted, good looking. 

861
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:28,320
Doesn't mean let me fuck you. 
Nah, it's like you attracted. 

862
00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:29,800
That's that. 
It's like we don't have to hook 

863
00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:30,880
up and do that. 
We're shit. 

864
00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:33,120
It's like we can kick it. 
If you match your energy, maybe 

865
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,240
we can go further. 
You can test my limits. 

866
00:37:35,240 --> 00:37:36,520
No, that's definitely. 
I mean that's. 

867
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:37,440
Your limits? 
No. 

868
00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:38,320
That's good. 
Though that you have that 

869
00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:39,400
mindset. 
It's like you don't got to hook 

870
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,520
up with every attractive person 
like I don't you can. 

871
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:44,160
Be cool. 
You can have a fucked up ass ego

872
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:47,320
like me. 
No, but you can for real. 

873
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:49,960
People can be cool and it's not 
about looks but people can have 

874
00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:52,880
a mean ass attitudes. 
Or maybe I can be drunk right 

875
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:54,000
now. 
I can be like a bitch. 

876
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:56,560
No, it doesn't matter. 
It's like people have 

877
00:37:56,560 --> 00:37:59,560
personalities, We're human. 
So it's like, but you have to 

878
00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:04,040
observe because some people be 
actually wowling the wild 

879
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:07,200
podcast People actually, yeah, 
wowling out there like tweaking 

880
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:08,680
like I've been around people. 
That's tweaking. 

881
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:12,880
Not tweaking like like they cool
like back then. 

882
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:15,000
I have friends in high school. 
They're cool. 

883
00:38:15,320 --> 00:38:17,800
And then this be switching up 
like tweaking, tweaking. 

884
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,320
I'm just like, I don't know what
you want, but I want to kind of 

885
00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:22,320
be on that. 
So I got a really. 

886
00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:25,560
Random question and this might 
be out of pocket, but you know, 

887
00:38:25,560 --> 00:38:27,880
I feel like if there's anybody I
can ask it to you because you 

888
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:30,600
know, I'm saying you folks with 
both genders and you got 

889
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:31,920
experience. 
You I'm saying I know you be 

890
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:36,360
fucking and shit so so my chat 
you know I'm saying when I be 

891
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:37,720
going live on only fans and 
shit. 

892
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:39,920
I don't think. 
I think they're just saying this

893
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:42,640
just because like you know they 
like me and shit but they be 

894
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:44,640
saying that guys give better 
head than girls. 

895
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:47,000
Is that true? 
Damn that's a good fucking. 

896
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:48,240
But I'm. 
Just saying, 'cause you might 

897
00:38:48,240 --> 00:38:50,840
know. 
So I'm I'm just and. 

898
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:51,400
The. 
Chat. 

899
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:53,280
Soon's for you. 
I'm getting approval from my 

900
00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:56,600
homie right here, homie. 
My friend, sorry. 

901
00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:58,360
My friend saying the same shit. 
Too. 

902
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:03,040
Brother, brother, my little bro.
I'm gonna be honest. 

903
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,920
That's the tricky ass question, 
but I'm I'm gonna give it to 

904
00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:08,520
y'all 'cause it's true because I
dealt with that shit too. 

905
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:12,320
So what's your definitive? 
Answer my answer is. 

906
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:17,240
I had no. 
Yeah, I had girls give me head. 

907
00:39:17,240 --> 00:39:19,440
Yeah, no, but who gives? 
Their head. 

908
00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:21,680
Guys or girls? 
I had girls give me head. 

909
00:39:21,680 --> 00:39:26,000
Before, but my first time having
a guy give me head can't be I'm 

910
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:28,400
saying this and you two that 
shit weird. 

911
00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:32,680
Y'all being weird, it's the Wild
podcast. 

912
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:34,680
I know, but still this? 
This violin. 

913
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:36,480
Like this actually violin it is 
sometimes. 

914
00:39:36,480 --> 00:39:37,720
We have girls. 
Come in here and give us. 

915
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,320
Let me watch on. 
Say now like Nah. 

916
00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:44,440
Yeah, like I was. 
Spooked. 

917
00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:47,680
I was like, damn better than any
bitch. 

918
00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:49,920
So what's your definitive 
answer? 

919
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:53,360
Like I want a serious girl. 
I want like an answer like say 

920
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:55,960
it to the camera who gives 
better head guys. 

921
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:57,960
Are guys are girls? 
I mean it can be both because 

922
00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:00,200
some females did. 
Give me head good as fuck too. 

923
00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:02,880
'Cause they can gulp, gulp, 
gulp, but from all of your 

924
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:04,760
experiences. 
What do you think 'cause you're?

925
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:06,080
From the ratio of girls giving 
your head. 

926
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:08,160
From the ratio of guys, think 
about all of them giving you 

927
00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:10,360
head. 
Imagine that sloppy that just, 

928
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:12,720
oh on top of you and shit male 
males. 

929
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:15,880
Males, males, males, males give 
better head. 

930
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:20,080
Males. 
Males, MALE males. 

931
00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:22,160
Why do you think that is? 
Cause. 

932
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,320
Experienced before, he says. 
They know. 

933
00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:27,920
What? 
Like they like, 'cause like they

934
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:31,000
have a Let's just say I lost it.
Less than fucking 30 seconds. 

935
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:34,800
All right with the guy. 
Damn. 30 just head. 

936
00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:38,840
I'm being dead ass. 
Damn. 

937
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:40,680
That's crazy in the hashtag 
around. 

938
00:40:40,720 --> 00:40:43,920
After I'm just fine. 
Nah, Nah. 

939
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:45,800
That's. 
Actually like, hey, run their 

940
00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:47,240
pockets or. 
Stuff they want to fuck with 

941
00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:48,000
you? 
Nah, for real. 

942
00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:50,000
You ain't free. 
You don't be giving your shit 

943
00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:51,160
out there for free, though. 
Come on. 

944
00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:54,520
Mama raised me right. 
I'm just like Nah, has a girl 

945
00:40:54,520 --> 00:40:55,760
ever. 
Giving you head and like, that 

946
00:40:55,760 --> 00:40:57,920
shit fucking suck. 
Yeah, yeah. 

947
00:40:57,920 --> 00:40:58,960
It ain't just right, It's. 
Just like have. 

948
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:00,280
You ever had a girl use teeth? 
I. 

949
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:01,840
Have twice. 
I hate that. 

950
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:05,840
I hate that only like 1. 
Time I'll be like one of them 

951
00:41:05,840 --> 00:41:07,200
and you know I'll be like watch.
Your mouth. 

952
00:41:07,240 --> 00:41:08,160
One of them. 
And you know. 

953
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:10,520
You know, but I'm not saying who
it is. 

954
00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:12,400
What? 
Well, no, not right now. 

955
00:41:12,720 --> 00:41:14,760
Who do I what? 
Somebody I know. 

956
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:17,240
Like, yeah, I I can't say much 
right now. 

957
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:18,600
Like I know who you're talking 
about. 

958
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:20,840
No you don't. 
No, you don't because. 

959
00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:22,560
I don't even know, no. 
No, no you. 

960
00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:23,520
No, you do he. 
Doesn't he? 

961
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:24,920
Doesn't know. 
Very cool. 

962
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:26,800
That's always she is. 
I'll tell you after, though. 

963
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:28,160
No, that's cool. 
You don't so like. 

964
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:29,800
I want to dig. 
Deeper, real quick into your 

965
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:31,840
love life and shit, right. 
Right. 

966
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:34,240
So like you and look. 
Because I know you want to ask 

967
00:41:34,240 --> 00:41:36,360
me questions too. 
But like let's dig, dig, dig 

968
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:40,200
deep into you real quick. 
So like as of right now like how

969
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:42,080
you feeling? 
Like you you talk. 

970
00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:44,360
I'm nervous because I. 
Just I just you wild and you 

971
00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:46,400
single. 
Like, you know what I'm saying? 

972
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:50,680
Like I've been single. 
I never been in a. 

973
00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:53,480
Relationship. 
Yeah, I mean, I had a middle 

974
00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:55,960
school elementary. 
Yeah, I had a girl, gave me a 

975
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:58,120
little sticker on my cheek and 
gave me a kiss. 

976
00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:01,000
Oh, we dating for 2-3 days 
holding hands around the track. 

977
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:03,480
That ain't nothing. 
I lost my junior at 18 years 

978
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:06,520
old. 
I was in single having open sex.

979
00:42:06,720 --> 00:42:08,600
So therefore I never been in a 
relationship. 

980
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:11,920
So I don't know how that feels, 
but I I felt attachment, me 

981
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:17,360
falling for somebody and 
realizing that it's not worth my

982
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:19,280
mental health falling for 
somebody. 

983
00:42:20,920 --> 00:42:23,720
That really don't know who. 
They are, if that makes sense, 

984
00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:26,280
'cause I know my worth, you 
know, I know who I am as a 

985
00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:30,360
person. 
I'm honest with myself, and I 

986
00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:32,600
just speak the truth. 
You feel me like I'm just tell 

987
00:42:32,600 --> 00:42:35,600
you straight from the back. 
I'm not going to be like, Oh no,

988
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:37,320
I'm not. 
I'm not bisexual, I'm not this, 

989
00:42:37,320 --> 00:42:38,920
I'm not that. 
But later on you get caught up 

990
00:42:38,920 --> 00:42:40,960
with somebody. 
It's not a good feeling. 

991
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:43,440
Hiding the closet is not a good 
feeling, 'cause I honestly came 

992
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:49,720
out the closet before I turned 
18 on Instagram Live. 

993
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:53,480
So wait, what? 
A lot of people knew people 

994
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:57,120
like, OK, there was a live 
stream, so I was live streaming 

995
00:42:57,120 --> 00:43:01,000
with someone from the UK. 
Her name was Maggie and she was 

996
00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:01,960
cool. 
She was cool. 

997
00:43:02,320 --> 00:43:07,840
So I was accepting, you know, 
like requests from people with 

998
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:10,600
my viewers. 
So I, I some guy join say hey 

999
00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:12,960
Michael what a bitch is that 
What a bitch is that. 

1000
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:19,000
I said I'm gay and my friend 
said is this your first time 

1001
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:23,960
saying this on on Instagram. 
I said yeah everyone in the 

1002
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,360
comments we figured we knew we 
knew we knew we knew we've been 

1003
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:28,600
new finally we've been new. 
Ain't shocking we've been new 

1004
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:31,080
we've been new. 
I'm like damn this we ought 

1005
00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:34,600
y'all like this what Internet 
does to y'all like fuck like no 

1006
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:37,320
one really gives a fuck who you 
are what you like. 

1007
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:40,840
They just want to tag along that
ass and just go what others say.

1008
00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:43,320
And that's facts. 
Damn Dang. 

1009
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:44,600
I didn't. 
Know that that was like you're. 

1010
00:43:44,600 --> 00:43:46,200
Coming out, Sir. 
I'm. 

1011
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:47,200
I'm my Instagram. 
Live is. 

1012
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:49,360
Fucking crazy. 
I feel like that's definitely I 

1013
00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:51,600
don't know that's that sounds 
people figured I mean. 

1014
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:54,000
So I can't really come back from
that. 

1015
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:56,400
Did you regret saying that like?
Well, as soon as you said it, 

1016
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,720
were you like, fuck, or were you
just like, no, I was just like, 

1017
00:43:58,720 --> 00:43:59,240
nervous. 
I'm not. 

1018
00:43:59,240 --> 00:44:02,400
Going to lie, I'll probably shed
a tear or two when I like ended 

1019
00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:06,000
it because it was weird. 
It's just like I'm a social 

1020
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:09,800
media influencer and it's like 
being liking the same sex or 

1021
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:12,160
being liking whoever. 
Like I like both. 

1022
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:14,360
So it's like, I'm not saying I'm
just straight Gay, 'cause I 

1023
00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:16,720
don't know, gay can mean 
different things. 

1024
00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:19,640
Gay goes gay's happy that's it's
happy. 

1025
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,080
Gay means actually happy. 
So smile. 

1026
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:28,920
It's happy, happy, it's happy. 
It's really happy. 

1027
00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:30,800
Prove it. 
No definition. 

1028
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:32,320
No. 
Yeah, the definition. 

1029
00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:34,120
Does say it's happy. 
That's true, but. 

1030
00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:37,840
I don't know, like what I said. 
So you're not talking to nobody,

1031
00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:40,280
right? 
Now you're not like I just got. 

1032
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:42,600
Really bad attachment for 
somebody, and I'm still 

1033
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:45,160
recovering. 
Was it a boy or a girl as a? 

1034
00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:46,600
Person like what? 
I said. 

1035
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:51,240
Oh yeah, it was a human being 
that had a a good heart, but so 

1036
00:44:51,240 --> 00:44:52,360
you still healing. 
What'd you say? 

1037
00:44:52,720 --> 00:44:56,040
I'm healing because. 
Yeah, I'm healing like my 

1038
00:44:56,040 --> 00:44:57,680
mental. 
No, I mean. 

1039
00:44:57,760 --> 00:44:59,240
I I knew. 
Just let's just say I knew. 

1040
00:44:59,240 --> 00:45:00,000
Tomorrow. 
What? 

1041
00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:03,960
Today's the first after today, 
after tomorrow on the 3rd. 

1042
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:07,280
That's the day we met three 
years ago. 

1043
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:11,040
On the third, the. 3rd I 
remember the day because I have 

1044
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,920
Snapchat. 
Memories and I don't delete 

1045
00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:13,480
memories. 
Like why? 

1046
00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,240
I said I don't carry hate bone 
in my body. 

1047
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,680
So if I don't talk to you, I 
have a lot of people. 

1048
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:21,680
Faces, all memories of my shit, 
old best friends, people that 

1049
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:24,600
posted my address, people that 
did this, people posted my 

1050
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:28,360
number. 
People, it can be a ex. 

1051
00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:29,760
Like why I said I but I've been 
single. 

1052
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:32,600
I don't delete your face. 
Why I don't carry hate in my 

1053
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:34,240
bone. 
Their memories for a fucking 

1054
00:45:34,240 --> 00:45:36,560
reason. 
I live those moments. 

1055
00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:38,840
People are different. 
Delete, delete, delete. 

1056
00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:42,360
Hey, that's your ego, baby. 
I got my memories though. 

1057
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,280
Everyone's different yo. 
So since you're talking. 

1058
00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:50,280
About like the hate and shit and
you know people you know having 

1059
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:53,960
hatred and you not having 
hatred, can we get into like I 

1060
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:56,320
learned not to hate. 
My my friend, I had a friend 

1061
00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:58,920
named Caleb. 
You know who you are, Caleb. 

1062
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,120
You. 
You're a cool person. 

1063
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,480
You met my family, bro. 
This full name Caleb, he told 

1064
00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:05,800
me. 
He said, bro, why sit here and 

1065
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:07,800
hate on somebody? 
You keep yapping and talking 

1066
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:09,240
about this person, This one 
person. 

1067
00:46:09,240 --> 00:46:12,760
This is the one person, Michael.
You think they're sitting right 

1068
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,160
now thinking about you right 
now? 

1069
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:15,920
You yapping your mouth right 
now? 

1070
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:19,040
They don't give a fuck. 
Why the fuck are you talking 

1071
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:20,920
about them? 
They don't even talk about you 

1072
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:22,680
right now. 
They don't give a fuck what 

1073
00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:23,600
you're doing. 
They ain't paying your bills. 

1074
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,680
They ain't doing nothing. 
Don't carry hate bone because 

1075
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:28,080
that's not good. 
And that's one of the that's one

1076
00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:29,760
of the ways to be in God's 
gates. 

1077
00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:32,000
Don't carry hate. 
Like, why carry hate You You 

1078
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:36,160
bringing yourself down from 
their energy from thinking about

1079
00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:38,120
them. 
So let that shit go. 

1080
00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:40,600
Let that shit go. 
You feel me? 

1081
00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:43,120
I still got a backbone. 
I almost lost it two years ago. 

1082
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:45,360
I'm finally growing a backbone 
now. 

1083
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,800
Trying to be back on my feet as 
human. 

1084
00:46:49,080 --> 00:46:52,640
I'm trying to move on and try to
live present in the Jesus name. 

1085
00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:53,640
Amen. 
For real. 

1086
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,880
Like we try to live in the 
present now. 

1087
00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:59,160
Tomorrow's not promised, so take
advantage, not two advantage. 

1088
00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:00,320
I agree with that. 
Yeah, don't be. 

1089
00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:02,960
Focusing on the past or the 
future, just focus on what you 

1090
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:05,960
got right now and just kind of 
stick, stick with it until until

1091
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,560
you know, you see whatever the 
other adventures you want to do.

1092
00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:09,760
I like that. 
Do I make sense? 

1093
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,560
Yeah. 
No, you do fucking with. 

1094
00:47:11,560 --> 00:47:13,360
Me but yo. 
OK, I want to. 

1095
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:16,600
Get to the straight, you know, 
sauce that people might be here 

1096
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:19,120
for. 
Where's the link at? 

1097
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:22,000
The OF link, yeah. 
Where's the OF link I have? 

1098
00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:25,320
Only fans, I'm not going to lie.
I used to post on that, but I 

1099
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:27,600
had people that screen recording
posted me on porn. 

1100
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:31,680
PO wait, how do you spell porn? 
PORN. 

1101
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:33,320
Yeah, they were going to have to
bleep. 

1102
00:47:33,320 --> 00:47:35,400
That was it. 
Not for real. 

1103
00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:39,920
Yeah, I bleep that. 
I don't know, dude. 

1104
00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:41,240
I had a account. 
I logged in. 

1105
00:47:41,440 --> 00:47:44,600
I had a account. 
My bio said I forgot what it 

1106
00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:47,160
said. 
It says something freaky though.

1107
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:51,800
Like I wanted to be a porn star.
Look, my dreams was if I'm not a

1108
00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:55,360
social media influencer if I 
don't make it, I'm a still get 

1109
00:47:55,360 --> 00:47:58,560
myself known by you know there's
porn stars out there that make 

1110
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:00,920
money so it's like you don't 
have to show your face. 

1111
00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,440
But I'm a pretty boy. 
I look good so any of this would

1112
00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:05,680
be on me. 
So I'm just saying, so you'll be

1113
00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:08,280
a porn star if you're? 
Not a social media influencer if

1114
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:09,880
I would have to. 
People do it for a living. 

1115
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,120
I think you go fucking. 
Crazy on OF because you like 

1116
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:14,480
both. 
Imagine having both on your 

1117
00:48:14,480 --> 00:48:17,600
shit. 
I need to watch what I do, 

1118
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:19,360
'cause there's a lot of people 
out there. 

1119
00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:21,880
I mean, it's just I'm just, I 
I'm just not at this. 

1120
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:24,440
Point we live in present. 
Now it's 20. 23 I think we can 

1121
00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:27,080
get away with a lot more. 
But like we can, yeah, everybody

1122
00:48:27,080 --> 00:48:29,080
be having OF now. 
Everybody be. 

1123
00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:31,680
You can be whatever gender, 
whatever object, whatever thing 

1124
00:48:31,720 --> 00:48:33,840
you want to be. 
We're in 2023. 

1125
00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,560
I know how to do helicopters. 
Damn. 

1126
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:37,960
For real. 
No, Imagine. 

1127
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,680
Imagine him on on on a video. 
He's at the same time. 

1128
00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:43,560
Oh boy and a girl. 
Boy, at the same time, I'll. 

1129
00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:45,120
Be slapping. 
Both. 

1130
00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:46,800
Wait, have you ever done a 
threesome? 

1131
00:48:48,560 --> 00:48:51,080
And what gender? 
I'm gonna pass on that. 

1132
00:48:51,520 --> 00:48:52,680
Shot Where's the? 
Shot. 

1133
00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:54,320
I'm gonna pass on that. 
Damn. 

1134
00:48:54,320 --> 00:49:00,120
Yeah, bring that bottle. 
Get the buzz ball. 

1135
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:02,200
Actually, what you What do you 
like, Michael? 

1136
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:05,880
What do you like buzz ball? 
You like Casa Buzz Ball, you? 

1137
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:08,560
You save the buzz ball 'cause 
you said if any question you 

1138
00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:09,720
don't answer, you're going to 
take a shot. 

1139
00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:14,320
That's for you, Sir. 
Go crazy or. 

1140
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:16,600
That one, like, literally leaves
your tongue. 

1141
00:49:16,600 --> 00:49:19,200
Hey, yeah, we're all. 21 plus 
here we're all 20. 

1142
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:19,960
One plus. 
So it's like. 

1143
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:23,080
Chili Mango No. 
Wonder. 

1144
00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:26,040
Chili. 
Hell no. 

1145
00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:28,400
Fuck no. 
Yeah. 

1146
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:31,680
Check that shit. 
Damn. 

1147
00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:38,320
Fuck, I don't drink buzz balls. 
That should make your tongue 

1148
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:39,720
actually buzz. 
It's female drinks. 

1149
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:44,640
Yeah, I think. 
Woman owned. 

1150
00:49:45,200 --> 00:49:47,600
Does it really say women? 
Owned, bro. 

1151
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:49,400
Yeah, I fuck with Buzz Ball to 
the woman. 

1152
00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:50,960
Out there. 
Hey, I get along with females. 

1153
00:49:51,120 --> 00:49:54,520
Hey, fuck. 
I get along with females so. 

1154
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:56,680
Hey, y'all know when I I don't 
party. 

1155
00:49:56,720 --> 00:49:57,960
I'm just playing. 
I don't party no more. 

1156
00:49:57,960 --> 00:49:59,320
Yeah, OK. 
Can we get into? 

1157
00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:01,240
Your situation real quick, 
because I've been trying to get 

1158
00:50:01,240 --> 00:50:04,200
into it and like, I want you to 
address like the viewers and 

1159
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:06,520
shit, since now you're back on 
the net, fucking do everything 

1160
00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:07,800
and. 
If not, because he doesn't know.

1161
00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:10,400
Like so. 
So look, I want to, I want to 

1162
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:12,400
give this to y'all real quick. 
Brandon doesn't know nothing 

1163
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:14,520
about Michael. 
Me and Michael, you know, we 

1164
00:50:14,520 --> 00:50:16,840
connected like about a week ago,
week and a half ago. 

1165
00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:19,040
Oh, me and you. 
Like when we started talking 

1166
00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:21,880
again. 
How did you guys connect again? 

1167
00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:23,520
Like a? 
Week and a half ago, No. 

1168
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:24,400
Like what? 
Like what had. 

1169
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:25,640
Happened. 
Like, how did y'all actually, 

1170
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:28,200
like, connect? 
I feel like we've. 

1171
00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:31,920
We've had, like, talk like 
different times. 

1172
00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:34,040
You know what I'm saying? 
Like, I don't know. 

1173
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:37,040
OK, so. 
How I talked to Julian, I had a 

1174
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:41,200
mutual that he was cool with at 
the time and that's How I Met 

1175
00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:43,960
him. 
So and then I was cool with when

1176
00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:46,600
your homies Jr. stubborn 
whatever. 

1177
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:49,560
Shout out Jr. shout out Jr. you 
cool bro. 

1178
00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:52,400
But and that's when I met you on
FaceTime too you remember. 

1179
00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:54,880
So that's I think that's when I 
met Mark Gomez too. 

1180
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:57,120
I think he knows of me, but he 
really don't know me like that. 

1181
00:50:57,560 --> 00:50:59,840
But I met people here and there 
so that's when I met you. 

1182
00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:02,600
But it was kind of shocking 
meeting Julian. 

1183
00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:04,280
You feel me. 
It's like not because oh he's on

1184
00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:05,320
the Internet. 
Woo. 

1185
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:06,960
Nah, he does this big one you 
know he's out there. 

1186
00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:09,960
He's been in the game like me. 
But he's been he's been on 

1187
00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:13,080
bigger platforms than me like he
does YouTube big shit me. 

1188
00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:14,880
I do. 
I like doing little thirst traps

1189
00:51:14,880 --> 00:51:17,360
like little one hit wonder, two 
went hunt. 

1190
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,960
Like, you know, little wonders, 
you know, like it's about to be 

1191
00:51:19,960 --> 00:51:21,640
another round, right? 
Here you feel me like. 

1192
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:24,960
I I don't know. 
I I just learned how to keep 

1193
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:28,760
trends going, I guess, I mean. 
Wait, so. 

1194
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:30,520
You being gone for. 
So, I mean, from what I'm 

1195
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:32,560
hearing is that you you just 
kind of took like what? 

1196
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,800
Like you took a break or what? 
I took a break. 

1197
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:39,520
Only because out of respect. 
From my. 

1198
00:51:39,520 --> 00:51:45,640
Decisions that I made a mistake 
because I reacted on something. 

1199
00:51:45,720 --> 00:51:47,400
I mean, I don't know how to say 
this. 

1200
00:51:47,400 --> 00:51:51,080
It's kind of hard. 
Us influencers. 

1201
00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:53,160
We make mistakes like regular 
human beings. 

1202
00:51:53,920 --> 00:51:56,960
So therefore it's let me let me 
rephrase it like this. 

1203
00:51:57,080 --> 00:52:00,520
Us influencers is way harder to 
get away with shit then I'm not 

1204
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:01,560
saying oh let me get away with 
it. 

1205
00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:03,160
Nah I don't up to my shit like 
what I said. 

1206
00:52:03,680 --> 00:52:08,080
But let me say it like this 
influencers is way different 

1207
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:12,840
than regular human we all the 
same but regular people can get 

1208
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:15,000
away. 
But if something goes down like 

1209
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:18,560
trifling and you see something 
wrong from right, you know, 

1210
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:22,720
obviously we when you at the age
of 1413, you already start 

1211
00:52:22,720 --> 00:52:24,240
thinking you know what's from 
right or wrong. 

1212
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:28,200
Already at that age, probably 
10, 'cause you already know, so 

1213
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:31,080
people know from right or wrong.
So I go off from right or wrong 

1214
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:33,240
and if I see something wrong I 
react. 

1215
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:40,360
And I reacted. 
Poorly, So like what? 

1216
00:52:40,360 --> 00:52:43,720
I said I asked for forgiveness, 
but therefore it's just like, 

1217
00:52:44,200 --> 00:52:46,760
like I said, us influencers, you
can't go back from that shit. 

1218
00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:50,280
It's like because once once shit
go out there and you in the mix 

1219
00:52:50,280 --> 00:52:53,080
and videotape and you go, it's 
not even about drama. 

1220
00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:54,720
You can go anywhere. 
People record you. 

1221
00:52:55,040 --> 00:52:57,240
It's you be like, what the fuck?
Where did this video come from? 

1222
00:52:57,240 --> 00:52:58,400
Like this. 
Me. 

1223
00:52:58,720 --> 00:53:01,280
Weird. 
When did this shit get filmed? 

1224
00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:03,720
Weird. 
So it's like you're all humans 

1225
00:53:03,720 --> 00:53:05,280
are cool. 
Y'all Cool as fuck. 

1226
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,240
Cool, cool, cool. 
I don't know, y'all I don't fuck

1227
00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:12,440
with people, but us influencers,
it's like we we carry y'all 

1228
00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:14,560
feelings. 
Like it's weird. 

1229
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:16,640
Do I make sense? 
You do? 

1230
00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:18,320
I'm just trying to. 
Figure out what you did. 

1231
00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:19,360
Yeah. 
What do you mean? 

1232
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:19,760
See? 
Like. 

1233
00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:21,200
OK. 
Look, 'cause there's a lot of 

1234
00:53:21,200 --> 00:53:23,240
people that think I'm just going
to go based on what people 

1235
00:53:23,240 --> 00:53:25,280
saying, you know, they just 
accuse you of whatever, and they

1236
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,120
don't know the actual situation.
So I'm just asking, can you walk

1237
00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:30,680
us through what happened and to 
a viewer that might not know the

1238
00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:33,240
situation, you know, to clear 
your name, to tell them what 

1239
00:53:33,240 --> 00:53:34,720
actually happened from your 
mouth? 

1240
00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:39,040
You know your words, your lips 
in the mic, in your mouth, like 

1241
00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:41,480
what happened and what would you
say to somebody that's, you 

1242
00:53:41,480 --> 00:53:42,640
know, dogging your name and 
shit? 

1243
00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:44,760
A lot of people judging my name.
Right now? 

1244
00:53:45,200 --> 00:53:46,000
No. 
Like what? 

1245
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:47,400
Happened. 
And then what would you say to 

1246
00:53:47,400 --> 00:53:48,840
people like about this 
situation? 

1247
00:53:49,040 --> 00:53:50,160
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
I just. 

1248
00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:55,360
Want to know what's up so? 
There was a little function that

1249
00:53:55,360 --> 00:53:58,720
I went to, a little kickback. 
I don't go to functions like 

1250
00:53:58,720 --> 00:53:59,600
that, like why? 
I said. 

1251
00:53:59,600 --> 00:54:02,160
But I was an influencer. 
I met people I only knew there 

1252
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:03,520
for two weeks. 
Cool. 

1253
00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:05,440
I'm a little friendly little 
person. 

1254
00:54:05,440 --> 00:54:08,640
I get too comfortable. 
And once your number in my 

1255
00:54:08,640 --> 00:54:09,600
phone, I'm the type. 
Why? 

1256
00:54:09,600 --> 00:54:10,720
You're not answering. 
Why not answering? 

1257
00:54:10,720 --> 00:54:12,400
Why not answering? 
Nah, I'm like that. 

1258
00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:14,520
It's weird. 
It's weird. 

1259
00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:16,280
Hey, we all been through that 
path. 

1260
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:19,360
Everyone's like that. 
But therefore I was kicking it 

1261
00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:22,920
with people. 
Therefore some shit got down, a 

1262
00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:26,280
little girl got a minor. 
Let's just say a minor. 

1263
00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:32,320
Females are fighting, females 
got down. 

1264
00:54:32,520 --> 00:54:35,880
The function got shut down. 
So it was out of like a it was 

1265
00:54:35,880 --> 00:54:38,160
like a Atti, some house, it got 
shut down. 

1266
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:39,960
I knew people there because 
that's my hometown. 

1267
00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:43,240
It got shut down. 
So everyone's leaving. 

1268
00:54:43,240 --> 00:54:46,680
This is how the people in the 
areas, it's just like a lot of 

1269
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:48,320
people. 
It's like, damn, this shit acted

1270
00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:52,600
lit, lit, but it's like FEMA 
started fighting because you 

1271
00:54:52,600 --> 00:54:55,200
know how females are, what's up 
and call each other. 

1272
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:57,960
You know how females are they, 
They're going to be girls. 

1273
00:54:57,960 --> 00:54:59,920
They're females start getting 
down. 

1274
00:54:59,920 --> 00:55:03,200
Therefore, multiple females 
starting jumping on that girl 

1275
00:55:04,160 --> 00:55:07,680
and fought her older mom, the 
six, like she's a minor, you 

1276
00:55:07,680 --> 00:55:09,960
know she's a minor. 
So they fought a minor. 

1277
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:13,080
Her older mom and her her older 
sister. 

1278
00:55:13,720 --> 00:55:17,360
So there was multiple guys that 
hit that girl. 

1279
00:55:17,360 --> 00:55:21,520
Not gonna lie, but it's like, I 
don't like talking about it, but

1280
00:55:21,520 --> 00:55:24,640
I'm a clear my name in it since 
y'all really asking for it. 

1281
00:55:24,640 --> 00:55:29,120
Because it's like I've been off 
the Internet for two years, two 

1282
00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:32,480
years, crying, repenting, 
calling the cops on myself. 

1283
00:55:34,120 --> 00:55:36,920
To do the right thing. 
To cause for what I've done was 

1284
00:55:37,120 --> 00:55:40,440
really shocking. 
So I was 19 years old when that 

1285
00:55:40,440 --> 00:55:42,600
happened. 
How old am I now? 

1286
00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:48,640
How old am I 22 next year? 
Oh, I'm 21, so it's like 2 years

1287
00:55:48,640 --> 00:55:50,880
past. 
Well, it's it can be a year but 

1288
00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:53,640
you know I turned 2 years after 
that. 

1289
00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:55,840
But it can be a year or two, 
doesn't matter. 

1290
00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:57,600
It just depends on time 
difference. 

1291
00:55:57,600 --> 00:56:01,960
But I can't. 
I let's just say I fucked up. 

1292
00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:05,640
And there was no coming back 
from it for a while. 

1293
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:08,400
For a minute I couldn't come 
back. 

1294
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:10,200
From it. 
Like I was like, shook. 

1295
00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:12,960
I didn't know how to react. 
I didn't know my parents took my

1296
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,440
phone for two weeks. 
Not because, oh, you're 

1297
00:56:15,440 --> 00:56:16,760
grounded. 
You got in trouble. 

1298
00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:18,920
You did this. 
No. 

1299
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:20,240
I don't hit females. 
I don't. 

1300
00:56:21,480 --> 00:56:22,600
I. 
Don't That's your answer I. 

1301
00:56:22,600 --> 00:56:25,480
Don't hit females. 
People think there was a video 

1302
00:56:25,480 --> 00:56:28,560
of me hitting a female because, 
you know. 

1303
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:33,560
I just felt like. 
It was wrong for her fighting 

1304
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:36,800
the minor and fighting her older
mom and her older sister. 

1305
00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:41,400
And there was three guys or two 
guys that hit the girl before I 

1306
00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:42,360
hit her. 
I'm not gonna lie. 

1307
00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:48,120
So it's like I took the blame 
for it because I got a name on 

1308
00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:51,080
the Internet and I know what I 
did was wrong. 

1309
00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:52,680
I had liquor at me. 
That's not an excuse. 

1310
00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:54,240
I was lit. 
I was crossfaded, you know, I 

1311
00:56:54,240 --> 00:56:56,040
was living my life. 
It's like I'm a young and I'm 

1312
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:58,920
nineteen. 
Yeah, I'm not no minor, but I'm 

1313
00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:01,080
19. 
I'm still learning, so that's 

1314
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:03,200
not an excuse. 
But therefore I just felt bad 

1315
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:05,600
for the little like the little 
girl, like defending their. 

1316
00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:09,840
I I defended their family. 
I like I was a rat or die type 

1317
00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:12,240
of situation. 
So to the girl that I did that 

1318
00:57:12,240 --> 00:57:15,640
too, I really apologize. 
I try to make a YouTube video, 

1319
00:57:18,120 --> 00:57:21,200
you know, I had a personal 
editor, you know, like. 

1320
00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:25,040
You know, I took time. 
I spoke the truth. 

1321
00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:28,600
I was actually really insincere,
being serious about the video. 

1322
00:57:29,160 --> 00:57:31,600
But personally, the female told 
me not to release. 

1323
00:57:31,600 --> 00:57:35,120
No clip, no video, she told me. 
Don't don't post it. 

1324
00:57:35,120 --> 00:57:38,200
Stop talking about it. 
Just leave it alone. 

1325
00:57:38,400 --> 00:57:41,200
Leave it alone While there's 
guys out there after me in my 

1326
00:57:41,200 --> 00:57:45,080
hometown threatening my life, 
'cause I know what I do is wrong

1327
00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:48,400
about the day I was rather dying
type of people. 

1328
00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:49,480
I don't hit females. 
Like, why? 

1329
00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:50,760
I said. 
I grew up with nine sisters. 

1330
00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:54,600
You feel me so? 
Excuse me. 

1331
00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:59,120
Therefore, I just feel like I 
just got caught on the wrong 

1332
00:57:59,120 --> 00:58:02,000
timing. 
But that nine year old Michael 

1333
00:58:02,000 --> 00:58:03,880
was not the same Michael as 
today. 

1334
00:58:04,680 --> 00:58:07,800
I'm not that same person as I'm 
21 now. 

1335
00:58:07,800 --> 00:58:09,000
I'm not saying. 
Oh, I changed. 

1336
00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:12,320
Cool, cool. 
No, I I really I I really sat 

1337
00:58:12,320 --> 00:58:14,920
out for a minute like I took a 
break off social media. 

1338
00:58:15,640 --> 00:58:16,800
I don't know if it's time to go 
back. 

1339
00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:18,600
I don't know if I'm welcome. 
I don't know if my gates are 

1340
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:20,640
open. 
Right now I'm just testing the 

1341
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:22,280
waters. 
I can go vanish right now on the

1342
00:58:22,280 --> 00:58:23,960
Internet. 
This can be posted forever, but 

1343
00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:27,560
I can go vanish two 2.5 seconds.
Shit, don't faze me. 

1344
00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:31,280
I sleep good at my house. 
I sleep good like you. 

1345
00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:34,760
So it's like I don't need views 
attention to be all cool by ya 

1346
00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:37,640
and have my followers defend my 
name. 

1347
00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:39,440
No, I know I did. 
What's wrong? 

1348
00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:42,440
Because if I put myself in the 
third person, I seen a guy hit 

1349
00:58:42,440 --> 00:58:44,360
the female too. 
I would have thought that was 

1350
00:58:44,360 --> 00:58:48,080
wrong too, but it was just a 
whole different situation, which

1351
00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:52,480
is not an excuse, but what I did
was really wrong and it was not 

1352
00:58:52,480 --> 00:58:54,760
coming back for me. 
But I really didn't wanted to 

1353
00:58:54,760 --> 00:58:58,960
talk to the female one-on-one, 
talk to her people and I'm going

1354
00:58:58,960 --> 00:59:04,200
to be real. 
We were supposed to all meet up 

1355
00:59:05,520 --> 00:59:06,520
meet. 
Up at the park. 

1356
00:59:06,680 --> 00:59:09,640
The next day I was being posted 
to all over the Internet, like 

1357
00:59:09,640 --> 00:59:12,520
what I did to that female, her 
people was going to pull up and 

1358
00:59:12,520 --> 00:59:14,280
jump me, some other guy. 
I'm being honest. 

1359
00:59:14,360 --> 00:59:17,920
They were going to jump us. 
I was like, fuck, like I'm going

1360
00:59:17,920 --> 00:59:19,560
to get jumped. 
I don't know how many heads it's

1361
00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:21,880
going to like stomp me out. 
Like I don't know if I'm going 

1362
00:59:21,880 --> 00:59:23,240
to get shot. 
I don't know these people. 

1363
00:59:23,240 --> 00:59:24,640
I don't. 
I just felt bad for the little 

1364
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:26,240
girl. 
She was in a neck brace, big 

1365
00:59:26,240 --> 00:59:29,000
bump, crying in the hospital 
turn, mom saying my Mama die, my

1366
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:30,920
Mama die. 
All her family's crying in the 

1367
00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:33,240
car. 
I barely knew them for 2-3 weeks

1368
00:59:33,240 --> 00:59:35,040
now they cool. 
No dissing on nobody. 

1369
00:59:35,040 --> 00:59:38,080
No dissing on nobody. 
But I'm just saying like, I 

1370
00:59:38,080 --> 00:59:40,200
fought back because what about 
this was my family? 

1371
00:59:40,280 --> 00:59:43,520
What if that was my little 
sister, my little brother? 

1372
00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:47,760
It could be anybody. 
So it's like I reacted because I

1373
00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:51,160
seen something wrong. 
So my mindset wasn't all there. 

1374
00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:53,400
I'm not saying, oh, that's the 
excuse I'm playing victim. 

1375
00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:55,320
I no, I owned up to my shit like
what I said. 

1376
00:59:55,320 --> 00:59:58,160
I owned up since day one. 
Since day one. 

1377
00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:01,120
So it's like, therefore I don't 
know what you guys want me to 

1378
01:00:01,120 --> 01:00:03,320
do. 
Stop my life, I mean. 

1379
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,840
I can't even say what I got to 
say. 

1380
01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:09,400
Right now because I. 
Mean. 

1381
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:11,040
What can I think 1? 
Of the most important things. 

1382
01:00:11,040 --> 01:00:13,880
Is providing context around the 
whole situation 'cause I think 

1383
01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:16,520
when you like Brandon, you're 
the first, this is your first 

1384
01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:20,480
time hearing the story. 
Like how do you so just by 

1385
01:00:20,480 --> 01:00:21,320
everything you just? 
Said. 

1386
01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:24,080
What I can definitely tell is 
that you like that break that 

1387
01:00:24,080 --> 01:00:26,800
you took was definitely needed. 
I feel like the two years 

1388
01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:28,360
definitely made you realize a 
lot. 

1389
01:00:28,400 --> 01:00:31,320
And I think that you yourself, I
mean, because right now you're 

1390
01:00:31,320 --> 01:00:33,600
trying to come back and shit. 
I feel like you know when the 

1391
01:00:33,600 --> 01:00:35,960
right timing is, you know. 
And and also I just want to say 

1392
01:00:35,960 --> 01:00:38,360
too, it's like everything you 
were saying, everything you 

1393
01:00:38,360 --> 01:00:40,400
were, you were just talking 
about and shit like you were 

1394
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:43,440
realizing like if it was you 
like your point of view and like

1395
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,520
the family and everything. 
Like, I can tell that you were 

1396
01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:47,400
realizing a lot after all this 
time. 

1397
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:51,320
You got a hell of time to think.
And and I and I think, like that

1398
01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:54,120
is what forgiveness is about. 
I think forgiveness is about 

1399
01:00:54,240 --> 01:00:56,320
realizing what you did was bad, 
putting yourself in that 

1400
01:00:56,320 --> 01:00:58,080
situation and taking a bit of a 
break. 

1401
01:00:58,080 --> 01:00:59,520
And I think you did all the 
right steps. 

1402
01:00:59,520 --> 01:01:01,800
And I feel like from now on it's
kind of like moving forward from

1403
01:01:01,800 --> 01:01:03,040
here. 
You know, I think you did a 

1404
01:01:03,040 --> 01:01:04,280
really good job with that, for 
sure. 

1405
01:01:04,800 --> 01:01:06,040
That too. 
But. 

1406
01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:08,240
It's like the situation itself, 
I mean. 

1407
01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:10,440
Yeah, I mean, it sucks. 
That shit follows my name. 

1408
01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:13,160
Forever. 
I mean, you can search my name 

1409
01:01:13,160 --> 01:01:15,960
up, you you can just put 
Michael, right? 

1410
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:19,280
Michael Minetta. 
After Minetta, it's going to 

1411
01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:21,640
probably say jump in a female. 
That's sad, bro. 

1412
01:01:21,640 --> 01:01:24,520
I didn't jump. 
No, female I didn't. 

1413
01:01:25,600 --> 01:01:26,480
And that's. 
What I'm saying? 

1414
01:01:26,680 --> 01:01:28,200
There was. 
There was another. 

1415
01:01:28,200 --> 01:01:30,560
Guy like I'm I don't like 
speaking about this situation, 

1416
01:01:30,560 --> 01:01:33,200
'cause it was so long ago, but 
there was a, yeah, it looked 

1417
01:01:33,200 --> 01:01:35,400
like two guys hitting a girl, 
'cause it was another guy 

1418
01:01:35,400 --> 01:01:37,880
hitting her, I didn't tell him 
to hit her. 

1419
01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:41,320
I didn't tell him, oh. 
Gang up. 

1420
01:01:41,360 --> 01:01:44,960
I didn't say that. 
So it's like, yeah, it was two 

1421
01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:47,280
guys sitting there, but I didn't
really tried my men. 

1422
01:01:47,280 --> 01:01:49,200
My mindset was like, let's jump 
her. 

1423
01:01:50,040 --> 01:01:51,840
It wasn't like that, but it 
looked like that. 

1424
01:01:51,840 --> 01:01:54,840
So it's like that was my reality
call right there. 

1425
01:01:54,840 --> 01:01:58,720
Like I fucking woke up. 
That was my reality check like. 

1426
01:02:00,040 --> 01:02:02,880
People. 
I'm, I put my life on the line 

1427
01:02:02,880 --> 01:02:05,240
like I I can get killed for shit
like this. 

1428
01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:07,560
Like this guy's There's men out 
there beating their wives, 

1429
01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:11,040
beating their kids to this day 
like this shit. 

1430
01:02:11,040 --> 01:02:12,880
Real. 
I don't beat on people like 

1431
01:02:12,880 --> 01:02:13,720
that. 
I'm not a fighter. 

1432
01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:15,720
I'm not going to lie. 
Yeah, I'll get down like yeah, I

1433
01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:18,200
look like, oh y'all fight. 
I got no, I'm not. 

1434
01:02:18,200 --> 01:02:20,280
I'm going to be real. 
I'm cool. 

1435
01:02:20,960 --> 01:02:23,720
But I'm not really what you 
really think I am. 

1436
01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:27,160
I'm not a bad ass motherfucker. 
Like I'm going to throw up some 

1437
01:02:27,160 --> 01:02:29,280
set and act like I'm all 
hardcore. 

1438
01:02:29,280 --> 01:02:33,800
No. 
I'm myself and therefore I just 

1439
01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:36,800
let that I let my actions got 
the best of me for seeing 

1440
01:02:36,800 --> 01:02:41,480
something wrong in my in like in
my point of view and I I just I 

1441
01:02:41,480 --> 01:02:43,520
took a downfall and I I ain't 
shit. 

1442
01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:47,080
And it it took it took a a 
minute bro. 

1443
01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:49,280
You don't understand what I've 
been through the situation like 

1444
01:02:49,280 --> 01:02:51,640
that shit heavy as fuck. 
Like real shit. 

1445
01:02:51,720 --> 01:02:52,680
That shit heavy. 
I believe. 

1446
01:02:52,800 --> 01:02:54,840
I believe, man. 
I think us as human beings, I 

1447
01:02:54,840 --> 01:02:57,400
think we mess up, we fuck up. 
I've done some shit that I'm not

1448
01:02:57,400 --> 01:02:59,360
proud of, you know? 
I I'm, I'm sure. 

1449
01:02:59,400 --> 01:03:01,440
I definitely have, you know. 
What I mean not speaking for. 

1450
01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:02,720
You. 
I'm not you know trying to speak

1451
01:03:02,720 --> 01:03:03,560
for you and shit. 
But I'm pretty. 

1452
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:05,120
I'm pretty sure everybody has 
bro. 

1453
01:03:05,320 --> 01:03:07,960
Everybody's gonna and and I 
think us as humans being you 

1454
01:03:07,960 --> 01:03:11,000
know we evolve and and progress.
And I think that's what growing 

1455
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:13,200
up is about. 
And I and I truly think that's 

1456
01:03:13,200 --> 01:03:14,880
what you did. 
I feel like you realize you're 

1457
01:03:14,880 --> 01:03:18,040
shit and now it's kind of time 
to you know move on people 

1458
01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,600
Google your name the first name 
pops up. 

1459
01:03:19,600 --> 01:03:22,200
I think now you're coming back. 
When you type in your name 

1460
01:03:22,200 --> 01:03:24,160
something else will pop up. 
I think you got to just, I think

1461
01:03:24,160 --> 01:03:26,720
it's a new era, but. 
You're a trendsetter like, Yeah,

1462
01:03:26,720 --> 01:03:28,080
it's not about trendsetter, it's
just. 

1463
01:03:28,080 --> 01:03:29,640
I wanted my apology with that 
girl. 

1464
01:03:29,640 --> 01:03:32,000
I wanted sincere, like for real 
like. 

1465
01:03:32,120 --> 01:03:34,920
I really wanted her face to face
like like dude like. 

1466
01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:38,640
Can fight me like. 
You can beat the fuck out of me.

1467
01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:39,880
Like, I wanted to tell that 
female. 

1468
01:03:39,880 --> 01:03:41,480
Like, I'll put my hands on my 
back. 

1469
01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:45,040
I grew up with sisters. 
Siblings get into it. 

1470
01:03:45,480 --> 01:03:48,560
Yeah, they have brothers that 
get in with their sisters and 

1471
01:03:48,560 --> 01:03:50,920
argue, Are their brothers going 
to hit the females? 

1472
01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:52,680
I don't know. 
Some do. 

1473
01:03:53,120 --> 01:03:55,200
It's reality. 
I'm not saying that's right or 

1474
01:03:55,200 --> 01:03:58,440
wrong, but I had times I had to 
put my hands behind my back and 

1475
01:03:58,440 --> 01:04:01,480
let my sisters eat my shit. 
Eat, eat, eat. 

1476
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:03,400
And I'm like this. 
Are you done? 

1477
01:04:03,520 --> 01:04:04,560
Are you done? 
All right. 

1478
01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:06,800
I'll let your anger out. 
I'll let your anger out on me. 

1479
01:04:06,800 --> 01:04:07,400
I'll let you. 
I'm. 

1480
01:04:07,560 --> 01:04:09,360
I'm. 
I'm your fucking punchy bag. 

1481
01:04:09,360 --> 01:04:11,320
And then? 
Later on. 

1482
01:04:11,320 --> 01:04:12,800
I'm sorry. 
I'm sorry, 'cause it really felt

1483
01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:14,880
bad, 'cause look at the outcome.
I didn't do shit. 

1484
01:04:14,880 --> 01:04:18,480
I let them. 
I grew up with nine sisters. 

1485
01:04:18,560 --> 01:04:20,760
I've been in shit like that. 
I'm a hot head. 

1486
01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:22,960
I used to hit myself. 
So it's like, I don't know, 

1487
01:04:22,960 --> 01:04:24,640
people can relate. 
I stopped doing that. 

1488
01:04:24,640 --> 01:04:26,720
Thank God. 
But, and it's like I used to 

1489
01:04:26,760 --> 01:04:29,240
have bad reactions. 
People be like, oh, you crazy, 

1490
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:30,440
you crazy. 
You used to hit yourself, you 

1491
01:04:30,440 --> 01:04:31,680
crazy, you crazy. 
You look dumb. 

1492
01:04:31,680 --> 01:04:33,600
You look dumb. 
I'm hitting myself from 

1493
01:04:33,600 --> 01:04:38,680
preventing to hit others to hit 
walls to make holes this numb, 

1494
01:04:38,840 --> 01:04:41,080
This going to be numb or crooked
jaw is going to grow back. 

1495
01:04:41,080 --> 01:04:44,280
It's skin, it's bruised go back,
black eye cool. 

1496
01:04:44,360 --> 01:04:45,880
Gone. 
Two weeks it's going to heal. 

1497
01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:50,680
We got flesh, we grow. 
Until we're not decreased. 

1498
01:04:50,680 --> 01:04:53,960
Dead, we chilling. 
So I'm going to take a little 

1499
01:04:54,360 --> 01:04:55,600
beat up. 
You know, I'm not saying to the 

1500
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:57,960
people out there all unbeatable.
Beat my ass, Beat my ass. 

1501
01:04:57,960 --> 01:04:59,760
Nah, let those boundaries. 
Now. 

1502
01:04:59,760 --> 01:05:01,960
You know I owned up to my shit. 
I said what I said. 

1503
01:05:02,280 --> 01:05:04,560
And if y'all there's no coming 
back for me. 

1504
01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:06,880
I need to learn how to forgive 
myself. 

1505
01:05:06,880 --> 01:05:10,600
I I ask God for forgiveness. 
I'm repenting every day as I go.

1506
01:05:10,600 --> 01:05:13,960
I have a Bible app. 
It gives me alert every eight 

1507
01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:18,920
AMA Bible verse and then 8:00 PM
reminds me of prayer pray every 

1508
01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:21,080
night. 
It always reminds me and I 

1509
01:05:21,080 --> 01:05:23,000
always pray. 
I'm not saying oh like God's 

1510
01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:25,760
going to make everything good. 
Like no, yeah, he might. 

1511
01:05:26,000 --> 01:05:29,320
You just have to. 
Find his voice. 

1512
01:05:30,080 --> 01:05:32,640
And you have to actually sit 
there and actually talk to him. 

1513
01:05:32,880 --> 01:05:36,840
But a lot of people's like, oh 
like, oh da da da, but still you

1514
01:05:36,840 --> 01:05:39,360
were you. 
God will have your time. 

1515
01:05:39,560 --> 01:05:42,040
Because I feel like God isolated
me for a minute from the 

1516
01:05:42,040 --> 01:05:44,240
situation. 
Like I isolated myself. 

1517
01:05:44,240 --> 01:05:45,920
I stopped. 
I even cut off good people. 

1518
01:05:46,200 --> 01:05:48,760
I cut off good people because I 
was in a big ass scandal. 

1519
01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:51,200
Like I was like fuck bro. 
I fucked up. 

1520
01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:54,040
Like there's videos of me out 
there crying, crying to my 

1521
01:05:54,040 --> 01:05:55,760
homies. 
I homies. 

1522
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:58,640
I had no one to talk to. 
I'm calling them Hey bro. 

1523
01:05:58,640 --> 01:06:01,760
I fucked up like like, bro, I 
don't know what to do. 

1524
01:06:01,760 --> 01:06:03,360
I'm scared like I don't hit 
females. 

1525
01:06:03,360 --> 01:06:06,120
Like my image is bad. 
It's not about my image. 

1526
01:06:06,120 --> 01:06:08,760
It's about I don't want to seem 
like I'm a monster out here. 

1527
01:06:08,760 --> 01:06:11,320
I'm Ma. 
I don't walk out. 

1528
01:06:11,400 --> 01:06:13,080
I don't go to stores no more. 
I don't. 

1529
01:06:13,080 --> 01:06:15,680
I'm nervous when I go to stores.
Like I get noticed. 

1530
01:06:15,680 --> 01:06:17,400
Still. 
I can be off the Internet for 

1531
01:06:17,400 --> 01:06:20,280
two, three, five years. 
I'll go to a club or a party. 

1532
01:06:20,280 --> 01:06:23,120
Is not about partying. 
I can go to Target, Goodwill. 

1533
01:06:23,280 --> 01:06:25,760
Someone going to be like stare. 
Or you can just know when 

1534
01:06:25,760 --> 01:06:28,280
someone knows you. 
You can know straight from the 

1535
01:06:28,280 --> 01:06:31,240
back. 
And it's weird vibes. 

1536
01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:33,560
It's like they're going to 
either hate me or love me. 

1537
01:06:33,560 --> 01:06:38,080
Like 3 days ago I was walking. 
I was walking somewhere. 

1538
01:06:39,040 --> 01:06:40,560
There was a group of kids on 
this bus stop. 

1539
01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:42,320
The young Youngs, they're like 
16/17/18. 

1540
01:06:42,320 --> 01:06:44,720
I don't know, they're they look 
like kids, but I just looked and

1541
01:06:44,720 --> 01:06:48,840
like glanced, looked away. 
I I went off the sidewalk kind 

1542
01:06:48,840 --> 01:06:51,360
of walking the street, 'cause, 
you know, I didn't want to walk 

1543
01:06:51,480 --> 01:06:53,600
past them. 
So I gave them the space out of 

1544
01:06:53,600 --> 01:06:55,920
respect, like I moved, you know,
kind of went away. 

1545
01:06:55,920 --> 01:06:58,120
Big ass way was not necessary, 
but I don't know you. 

1546
01:06:58,120 --> 01:07:01,320
So it's like cool. 5 seconds 
passed. 

1547
01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:02,920
I'm walking by. 
My head's turned. 

1548
01:07:03,320 --> 01:07:04,760
Michael. 
Michael. 

1549
01:07:05,240 --> 01:07:08,600
Michael. 
Michael, am I going to look 

1550
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:10,160
back? 
No. 

1551
01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:12,440
Why? 
They're going to either hate me 

1552
01:07:12,440 --> 01:07:15,480
or love me for. 
Real and that's. 

1553
01:07:15,480 --> 01:07:17,440
Scary as fuck. 
Yeah, they young UNS, but you 

1554
01:07:17,440 --> 01:07:19,600
don't know who the fuck they is.
You don't know their family. 

1555
01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:21,720
You don't know. 
You don't know none of them 

1556
01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:23,760
about them. 
You don't know how crazy it is. 

1557
01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:26,320
There's kids out there is this. 
This world we live in is so 

1558
01:07:26,320 --> 01:07:27,920
cruel. 
You don't know people. 

1559
01:07:28,480 --> 01:07:31,240
People are crazy. 
This world is the devil. 

1560
01:07:31,360 --> 01:07:34,920
We didn't ask to be born. 
So people are not going to be 

1561
01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:37,320
cheering for you all cupcakes 
and rainbows. 

1562
01:07:37,560 --> 01:07:42,200
People are actually will be the 
worst enemy and be evil and do 

1563
01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:45,240
something weird because you're 
known or it's not about being 

1564
01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:46,720
known. 
There's just weirdos out there. 

1565
01:07:46,720 --> 01:07:49,560
There's sick people in the head.
So I'm not going to risk my 

1566
01:07:49,560 --> 01:07:51,360
life. 
Hey. 

1567
01:07:52,240 --> 01:07:53,760
Hi. 
Yeah, my name is Michael. 

1568
01:07:53,760 --> 01:07:54,520
Yeah. 
What happened? 

1569
01:07:54,720 --> 01:07:57,600
I'm not going to talk to you. 
I'm not going to talk to you. 

1570
01:07:57,600 --> 01:07:59,240
Why? 
So to the people that really 

1571
01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:01,840
know me and Call My Name my bad.
Like, I don't want to seem like 

1572
01:08:01,840 --> 01:08:04,120
I'm disrespectful. 
I'm wearing a mask. 

1573
01:08:04,840 --> 01:08:08,400
I'm wearing a face mask. 
I'm wearing a face mask, bro. 

1574
01:08:09,240 --> 01:08:14,000
A mask with no contacts. 
No, no, I. 

1575
01:08:14,000 --> 01:08:16,240
Had long hair, people. 
Long curly hair before. 

1576
01:08:16,439 --> 01:08:18,000
Oh, you're Michael. 
I went to the store. 

1577
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:19,000
I don't go to the store. 
I went. 

1578
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:21,479
I finally got. 
I grew balls that day to go to 

1579
01:08:21,479 --> 01:08:23,240
the store. 
I grew balls that day. 

1580
01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:24,560
I saw I'm going to go to the 
store. 

1581
01:08:24,560 --> 01:08:25,840
My parents, my family. 
Cool. 

1582
01:08:26,880 --> 01:08:28,040
Not even with family, with 
someone else. 

1583
01:08:28,040 --> 01:08:30,600
Cool. 
But you'll never see me alone. 

1584
01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:33,359
Well, I did say I walk alone, 
but hey, Nah, it's just like you

1585
01:08:33,359 --> 01:08:34,840
feel me. 
Like you just got to watch your 

1586
01:08:34,840 --> 01:08:35,960
surroundings, 'cause you don't 
know. 

1587
01:08:35,960 --> 01:08:38,720
And especially you being posted 
on the Internet, people imaging 

1588
01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:42,520
you like you a monster, bro. 
I I fucked up and I like, you 

1589
01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:43,960
know, like there's no coming 
back for me. 

1590
01:08:43,960 --> 01:08:46,600
If there's no coming back, then 
I just need to learn how to 

1591
01:08:46,600 --> 01:08:50,479
really forget myself. 
And if my time comes for what 

1592
01:08:50,479 --> 01:08:53,279
I've done, then my time comes. 
But just know, I call the cops 

1593
01:08:53,279 --> 01:08:55,359
on myself and I try and turn 
myself in like a real one. 

1594
01:08:55,359 --> 01:08:56,520
I swear to God. 
And my mom told me. 

1595
01:08:56,520 --> 01:08:58,520
You sure you want to do this? 
You sure? 

1596
01:08:59,200 --> 01:09:00,680
Because I got money on books? 
No. 

1597
01:09:00,680 --> 01:09:02,399
Like a real mother. 
Like a real mother. 

1598
01:09:02,760 --> 01:09:03,840
Mama. 
I'm scared, Mama. 

1599
01:09:03,840 --> 01:09:05,399
I'm scared what I'm going to do.
What I'm going to do. 

1600
01:09:06,240 --> 01:09:08,760
Scared as fuck. 
Prison. 

1601
01:09:08,760 --> 01:09:10,359
Come on now. 
Prison. 

1602
01:09:10,359 --> 01:09:12,560
You really. 
That's scary as shit. 

1603
01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:17,000
Like they're going to toss my 
ass like I'm skinny as fuck. 

1604
01:09:17,000 --> 01:09:19,520
I'm a little. 
I'm a little boy like you feel 

1605
01:09:19,520 --> 01:09:21,120
me. 
So I wishes. 

1606
01:09:21,120 --> 01:09:24,000
I I felt like my life was ended.
I was like, what should I do? 

1607
01:09:24,000 --> 01:09:25,600
The right thing that I did call 
the cops. 

1608
01:09:26,120 --> 01:09:28,479
I told, I told the cops like I 
did what I did and they said 

1609
01:09:28,479 --> 01:09:30,479
there was no report, there was 
nothing made. 

1610
01:09:31,040 --> 01:09:35,760
So you know, like, I felt like I
did the right thing. 

1611
01:09:35,760 --> 01:09:38,359
No, I mean, my address got 
posted. 

1612
01:09:38,720 --> 01:09:44,080
My number got posted. 
Influencers would post your 

1613
01:09:44,080 --> 01:09:47,840
address. 
FYI, I'm not saying names, but 

1614
01:09:48,800 --> 01:09:51,960
like what I said, this industry,
like we were on that topic. 

1615
01:09:52,080 --> 01:09:53,880
No one's your friend in this 
industry. 

1616
01:09:53,920 --> 01:09:58,680
Swear to God you can be the 
coolest fucking person for 2-3 

1617
01:09:58,680 --> 01:10:02,240
days to make content. 
A week later if you got scandal 

1618
01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:04,400
or someone posted on your name, 
they will post your Addy. 

1619
01:10:04,400 --> 01:10:07,880
They don't care they posting it 
'cause they get click bait off 

1620
01:10:07,880 --> 01:10:10,800
your name too, they'll be like 
oh shit damn like this. 

1621
01:10:10,800 --> 01:10:13,480
This girl got connections like 
oh what this about Michael? 

1622
01:10:13,480 --> 01:10:15,640
What? 
But it just shows people true 

1623
01:10:15,640 --> 01:10:17,560
color. 
But I'm not going to carry that 

1624
01:10:17,560 --> 01:10:21,000
hate guilt towards You can carry
that hate, but just know that I 

1625
01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:23,600
was wrong. 
I put my own family at risk. 

1626
01:10:23,600 --> 01:10:25,880
People pull up on my house from 
out of town 2 hours away, 

1627
01:10:25,880 --> 01:10:27,920
pulling up, jumping on my fence,
banging on the door. 

1628
01:10:28,120 --> 01:10:28,920
Michael. 
Michael. 

1629
01:10:28,920 --> 01:10:32,080
Where the fuck you at Michael 
with ski mask, man? 

1630
01:10:32,080 --> 01:10:35,680
I don't even fucking know I. 
Was scared as shit and. 

1631
01:10:35,680 --> 01:10:38,480
Often to lie, but I put myself 
in Mary K Show. 

1632
01:10:39,360 --> 01:10:42,880
If you in Bakersfield, you know 
what make Mary K Show is? 

1633
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:46,240
It's a facility carries crazy 
people when you try to harm 

1634
01:10:46,240 --> 01:10:47,960
yourself trying to end your 
life. 

1635
01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:51,640
I was in that era. 
I have multiple DMS on IG 

1636
01:10:51,640 --> 01:10:53,920
telling me to kill myself. 
My saying feel bad, feel bad. 

1637
01:10:53,920 --> 01:10:56,520
Nah, this is real. 
If you want to be a social media

1638
01:10:56,520 --> 01:10:59,440
influencer, you got to do all 
the shit that comes with it. 

1639
01:10:59,440 --> 01:11:02,560
Because I never been in a 
scandal ever in my life until 

1640
01:11:02,560 --> 01:11:05,760
that moment I realized this is 
what the fuck I asked for at the

1641
01:11:05,760 --> 01:11:06,960
age of 13. 
Wow. 

1642
01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:10,080
Shit. 
I was like, wow. 

1643
01:11:10,960 --> 01:11:12,640
Like I thought everything would 
be cool. 

1644
01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:14,160
Like, no, no drama. 
Michael. 

1645
01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:15,200
Cool Michael. 
She's gay. 

1646
01:11:15,200 --> 01:11:16,960
He's bisexual. 
Oh yeah, he's funny. 

1647
01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:18,120
He's not to do this. 
He's cute. 

1648
01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:24,040
He's attractive. 
But once you fuck up, damn real 

1649
01:11:24,040 --> 01:11:26,800
shit. 
Like, damn, this is my life. 

1650
01:11:28,000 --> 01:11:30,560
But if it was someone else that 
don't do social media, it's a 

1651
01:11:30,560 --> 01:11:35,160
different Rd. for them, right? 
But I have balls to own up to my

1652
01:11:35,160 --> 01:11:37,240
shit, so I do sincerely 
apologize. 

1653
01:11:37,240 --> 01:11:38,640
You don't have to take my 
apology. 

1654
01:11:38,640 --> 01:11:42,000
I'm looking straight at the 
camera and like, sincerely, I 

1655
01:11:42,000 --> 01:11:45,640
don't go nowhere. 
You you guys can sit back you. 

1656
01:11:45,640 --> 01:11:46,520
Bitch you bitch. 
Nah. 

1657
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:48,720
It's cool. 
I I I deserve that title. 

1658
01:11:49,000 --> 01:11:51,640
Call me a bitch, call me dude, 
whatever. 

1659
01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:53,320
That makes you feel better. 
But. 

1660
01:11:54,840 --> 01:11:56,760
I try to reach out for. 
Apology. 

1661
01:11:56,760 --> 01:12:00,240
I try to do video, I try to 
clean my name up on the Internet

1662
01:12:00,240 --> 01:12:04,880
but I took myself off for so 
long so now I guess it's just 

1663
01:12:04,960 --> 01:12:06,600
this is the time to clear my 
name. 

1664
01:12:06,600 --> 01:12:10,000
No, I mean am I right or wrong? 
It's like I. 

1665
01:12:10,000 --> 01:12:11,880
Hope I'm not saying. 
Nothing wrong. 

1666
01:12:11,880 --> 01:12:15,120
It's like I just felt I don't 
know what y'all think about it 

1667
01:12:16,560 --> 01:12:17,680
this. 
Is really uncomfortable 

1668
01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:19,440
situation. 
For me, as I speak, you know, I 

1669
01:12:19,440 --> 01:12:22,160
probably might look back and 
like I think everything you 

1670
01:12:22,160 --> 01:12:23,000
said. 
Is pretty. 

1671
01:12:23,000 --> 01:12:25,760
I'm a look back explanatory. 
I would look back and be like, 

1672
01:12:25,760 --> 01:12:29,560
damn. 
I mean, what do you think? 

1673
01:12:29,560 --> 01:12:31,400
I just. 
Heard him hear his story? 

1674
01:12:31,400 --> 01:12:32,960
Yeah, no, but you said 
everything. 

1675
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:35,680
I I think honestly, it's like 
what I still did was. 

1676
01:12:35,960 --> 01:12:37,360
What I did was still wrong 
though. 

1677
01:12:37,760 --> 01:12:39,440
I know life goes on, bro, like 
I. 

1678
01:12:39,440 --> 01:12:41,960
Know it still goes on. 
But it's like and you've been 

1679
01:12:41,960 --> 01:12:43,800
repenting. 
You have acceptance. 

1680
01:12:43,800 --> 01:12:48,120
You taking two years off and 
realize bro, I think 2 years is 

1681
01:12:48,120 --> 01:12:49,720
definitely and I think. 
That's more than enough, 

1682
01:12:49,720 --> 01:12:51,240
honestly. 
See, for me, me personally, if I

1683
01:12:51,240 --> 01:12:53,600
was in your situation, just to 
get my like if I, let's say if I

1684
01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:55,600
did the same mistake you did, me
personally I would have never 

1685
01:12:55,600 --> 01:12:58,080
took a break. 
But I'm just saying if it was me

1686
01:12:58,080 --> 01:13:00,800
though I but you. 
I think you did the right thing 

1687
01:13:00,800 --> 01:13:03,480
though, I told God on. 
My knees, bro. 

1688
01:13:03,880 --> 01:13:06,960
Swear. 
I literally was on my knees 

1689
01:13:07,040 --> 01:13:11,280
crying. 
God, I would never ever wish 

1690
01:13:11,320 --> 01:13:15,400
this on my worst enemy. 
No matter who the fuck the 

1691
01:13:15,400 --> 01:13:18,640
person is. 
You can post my address, post my

1692
01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:20,040
news. 
I don't know fuck who you is. 

1693
01:13:20,040 --> 01:13:23,600
You can be my worst enemy. 
I would never wish that pain. 

1694
01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:26,120
What I went through from that 
scandal. 

1695
01:13:26,120 --> 01:13:28,400
You feel me? 
Because I'm sincerely apologize.

1696
01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:30,200
Like real shit. 
You don't have to take my 

1697
01:13:30,200 --> 01:13:34,080
apology. 
But as a man I I'm really 

1698
01:13:34,080 --> 01:13:35,760
serious. 
Like I'm really serious about 

1699
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:38,080
this shit. 
Like I knew I fucked up and that

1700
01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:41,960
was my reality check. 
I feel like that woke me up and 

1701
01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:46,400
that kind of changed me to a a 
different person like yeah I may

1702
01:13:46,400 --> 01:13:48,520
talk oh bitch style. 
What's up. 

1703
01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:50,640
It's kind of weird now. 
It's because like I don't want 

1704
01:13:50,640 --> 01:13:53,240
females any females out there to
be uncomfortable when they see 

1705
01:13:53,240 --> 01:13:54,600
me. 
Oh he hits females. 

1706
01:13:54,600 --> 01:13:57,960
He be no I don't. 
I defended a minor. 

1707
01:13:57,960 --> 01:13:59,360
I felt bad. 
I felt bad. 

1708
01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:03,280
That little girl, her face like 
liked out on the floor in a neck

1709
01:14:03,280 --> 01:14:07,240
brace and fucking an hour later 
ambulance pull up and take her. 

1710
01:14:08,200 --> 01:14:09,720
Shit happens. 
It's reality. 

1711
01:14:09,720 --> 01:14:12,640
Like you could be in the street.
They can be a bum fight. 

1712
01:14:12,920 --> 01:14:16,960
They can be any fight. 
Like it's crazy. 

1713
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:19,280
It's reality. 
People like to fight, but a lot 

1714
01:14:19,280 --> 01:14:23,920
of people do like to play GTA 
lot, you know, and run. 

1715
01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:26,320
I mean, I get that. 
I respect that, but it's like, 

1716
01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:28,680
you know, I'm just playing. 
I'm saying I respect that. 

1717
01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:30,960
That's not right. 
People will be dying like rest 

1718
01:14:30,960 --> 01:14:32,760
in peace to the people. 
You know, the families that got 

1719
01:14:32,760 --> 01:14:35,080
took in from getting shot 
innocently. 

1720
01:14:35,360 --> 01:14:37,760
I'm not trying to make it seem 
like, oh, I respect that, but 

1721
01:14:37,760 --> 01:14:39,640
there's people out there, so you
need to watch what you do. 

1722
01:14:39,640 --> 01:14:41,000
My life was threatening people 
trying to. 

1723
01:14:41,240 --> 01:14:43,120
Green light, green light. 
You know what green light means?

1724
01:14:43,440 --> 01:14:45,400
Green light. 
People send a green light on 

1725
01:14:45,400 --> 01:14:46,640
you. 
I'm not from a hood. 

1726
01:14:46,640 --> 01:14:52,400
I asked my uncle, what is that? 
That means they put a green 

1727
01:14:52,400 --> 01:14:55,440
light on you like go. 
Get him go get. 

1728
01:14:55,440 --> 01:14:56,560
Him. 
Go kill him. 

1729
01:14:57,160 --> 01:15:02,160
Go kill him. 
And it's like people were saying

1730
01:15:02,160 --> 01:15:05,400
this in my comments. 
Like, I'm literally shaking 

1731
01:15:05,400 --> 01:15:07,720
right now as I'm talking like 
that shit Crazy. 

1732
01:15:07,720 --> 01:15:12,640
I'm just like green light, like 
I put my life in jeopardy just 

1733
01:15:12,640 --> 01:15:16,320
for defending a minor like I'm. 
Not saying I regret. 

1734
01:15:16,320 --> 01:15:20,160
It like I'm I can't go back for 
me I'm leaving present now but. 

1735
01:15:21,560 --> 01:15:25,400
I can just say I own up to. 
My actions and I apologize. 

1736
01:15:25,400 --> 01:15:26,800
I don't know how many times I'm 
gonna say it. 

1737
01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:29,960
It can go through one ear now. 
But I don't know what you guys 

1738
01:15:29,960 --> 01:15:32,160
want me to do is cuz I still got
a life heading me. 

1739
01:15:32,160 --> 01:15:33,800
I got family that looks up to 
me. 

1740
01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:36,840
I got a mother at home, so yeah,
what would you say? 

1741
01:15:36,840 --> 01:15:40,800
So, like, I I, you know, I think
your speech really moved me. 

1742
01:15:40,800 --> 01:15:44,040
And you've we've been over this 
multiple times, I would say like

1743
01:15:44,040 --> 01:15:46,080
what? 
So now you know you're living in

1744
01:15:46,080 --> 01:15:48,720
the present. 
What do you want to do moving 

1745
01:15:48,720 --> 01:15:50,040
forward? 
Like, what's your plans for 

1746
01:15:50,040 --> 01:15:51,320
that? 
Don't hop on my game. 

1747
01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:53,640
I want to be back on the net 
that that was my. 

1748
01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:58,760
That was my. 
That's my hobby. 

1749
01:15:58,760 --> 01:16:02,120
That's what I like to do. 
Like there's a lot of flume. 

1750
01:16:02,200 --> 01:16:05,400
I like to entertain. 
It's not like I just like it. 

1751
01:16:05,400 --> 01:16:07,800
It just goes with me. 
I just feel like it's just 

1752
01:16:07,800 --> 01:16:09,200
something to do. 
It's just fun. 

1753
01:16:09,240 --> 01:16:10,600
It's my you are entertaining. 
I guess it's my. 

1754
01:16:10,640 --> 01:16:12,640
Little bubble to me. 
But it's like, Nah, it's good 

1755
01:16:12,680 --> 01:16:13,240
for you. 
It's. 

1756
01:16:13,240 --> 01:16:16,040
Like this was. 
My reality call, it's like I 

1757
01:16:16,040 --> 01:16:18,040
asking God, like, should I go 
back on the net? 

1758
01:16:18,040 --> 01:16:20,160
Should I not? 
Should I? 

1759
01:16:20,160 --> 01:16:22,320
I take people's advice. 
Influencers. 

1760
01:16:22,320 --> 01:16:25,320
Yeah, cool. 
But it's like, am I really ready

1761
01:16:25,320 --> 01:16:27,760
for this? 
Like the girl I hit, I get it, 

1762
01:16:27,760 --> 01:16:29,760
I'm a move on. 
But the girl I hit, she going to

1763
01:16:29,760 --> 01:16:32,120
look back. 
Like, damn, he became big again.

1764
01:16:32,760 --> 01:16:33,920
I thought they cancelled his 
ass. 

1765
01:16:33,920 --> 01:16:35,840
Like, I get it. 
Cancel is real. 

1766
01:16:35,840 --> 01:16:38,520
It's a real word. 
Like in the in the industry, I 

1767
01:16:38,520 --> 01:16:39,760
guess you got cancelled. 
I don't know. 

1768
01:16:40,040 --> 01:16:43,280
People cancel on and off. 
I don't think getting cancelled 

1769
01:16:43,280 --> 01:16:43,640
is. 
Real. 

1770
01:16:43,800 --> 01:16:46,400
I don't know but. 
Everybody come back, look at. 

1771
01:16:46,400 --> 01:16:48,920
Logan Paul, he's filming dead 
bodies and shit And then now 

1772
01:16:48,920 --> 01:16:51,120
he's a, you know, I don't know, 
he got prime. 

1773
01:16:51,120 --> 01:16:52,760
And everybody fucking. 
With Prime, I don't think 

1774
01:16:52,760 --> 01:16:54,800
getting cancelled is real. 
Look at James Charles. 

1775
01:16:55,360 --> 01:16:56,960
Look at Shane. 
Dawson but it's. 

1776
01:16:56,960 --> 01:16:58,600
Only is real. 
As you make it's just. 

1777
01:16:59,200 --> 01:17:01,440
I just silly throw bad for Look 
at Andrew Tate. 

1778
01:17:01,440 --> 01:17:02,680
He got. 
Cancelled and he's bad. 

1779
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:04,240
Like, as long as you let it 
overtake you if. 

1780
01:17:04,240 --> 01:17:06,160
You let that shit overtake you. 
You're going to take a team. 

1781
01:17:06,160 --> 01:17:08,600
Take me for two. 
Years walk is not scared. 

1782
01:17:08,600 --> 01:17:10,560
Walking out my house. 
People driving by my house with 

1783
01:17:10,560 --> 01:17:14,880
tinted windows from a whole busy
St. pulling up. 

1784
01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:17,600
I never seen the car slowing 
down and I see it. 

1785
01:17:17,680 --> 01:17:20,440
You seen I'm outside with my mom
pulling out groceries or 

1786
01:17:20,440 --> 01:17:22,720
something doing it. 
I'm at my house, you see a 

1787
01:17:22,720 --> 01:17:25,480
tinted widow, someone waving and
they they come back and drive 

1788
01:17:25,480 --> 01:17:26,520
out. 
You never see the car. 

1789
01:17:26,720 --> 01:17:28,960
People pulling up, keeping tabs 
on me bro. 

1790
01:17:29,280 --> 01:17:34,520
What this shit crazy like. 
Nah, this shit like spooked like

1791
01:17:34,520 --> 01:17:37,680
I'm scared as fuck and my mom's 
like, I'm like mom. 

1792
01:17:37,680 --> 01:17:41,840
You didn't see that what you 
probably mom like well. 

1793
01:17:41,840 --> 01:17:43,680
I got cameras, everyone got. 
Cameras from their house. 

1794
01:17:43,680 --> 01:17:46,360
I got like 10 but still it's 
like mama's like you're just 

1795
01:17:46,360 --> 01:17:51,200
over exaggerating that you mom. 
This our home mom. 

1796
01:17:51,360 --> 01:17:59,320
Mother, this our home. 
I I fucking sleep in that house.

1797
01:17:59,320 --> 01:18:04,600
My little siblings. 
Shoe by like. 

1798
01:18:04,600 --> 01:18:08,120
Shoot like what? 
I had dreams of me getting shot.

1799
01:18:10,160 --> 01:18:12,800
Real shit. 
I had dreams of me getting shot,

1800
01:18:13,840 --> 01:18:17,520
waking up. 
And I'm thinking there's 

1801
01:18:17,520 --> 01:18:19,600
multiple guys after me in this 
dream. 

1802
01:18:20,560 --> 01:18:24,520
For me hitting that girl, I had 
a dream like 2 weeks ago. 

1803
01:18:25,960 --> 01:18:27,480
This shit happened a long time 
ago. 

1804
01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:32,000
Let's just say. 
What's the word? 

1805
01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:36,400
Traumatizing is real. 
Trauma is fucking real. 

1806
01:18:37,840 --> 01:18:40,960
And I had to hold my ego. 
High until my day pass. 

1807
01:18:41,720 --> 01:18:43,480
It's like, fuck bro, I really 
fucked up. 

1808
01:18:43,480 --> 01:18:47,040
It's like. 
What can I do from now? 

1809
01:18:47,040 --> 01:18:50,160
On. 
I say what I said. 

1810
01:18:50,160 --> 01:18:51,720
It's. 
Like, what can I do now? 

1811
01:18:53,080 --> 01:18:56,600
I want to call out and say God 
to be on my knees, but God's not

1812
01:18:56,600 --> 01:19:01,480
here. 
We in reality bro this. 

1813
01:19:01,480 --> 01:19:02,360
Shit. 
Real shit. 

1814
01:19:03,400 --> 01:19:05,200
People are dying every second, 
bro. 

1815
01:19:05,560 --> 01:19:10,520
People in the hospital, people. 
Grandmothers are dying like bro,

1816
01:19:10,520 --> 01:19:13,080
this shit real life. 
Like people go to car crashes. 

1817
01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:14,560
People are going through shit 
right now. 

1818
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:15,960
Way worse. 
My uncle taught me. 

1819
01:19:15,960 --> 01:19:19,480
He said to me, ho, there's way 
worse shit going on right now. 

1820
01:19:20,120 --> 01:19:21,360
I understand what you've been 
through. 

1821
01:19:21,360 --> 01:19:24,240
But he told me before, he said 
there's there's always no, 

1822
01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:26,320
there's always someone out there
to have a way worse than you. 

1823
01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:28,040
And I looked at it like that 
too. 

1824
01:19:28,040 --> 01:19:30,480
I said, yeah, that's true. 
I I didn't kill nobody. 

1825
01:19:31,040 --> 01:19:34,680
I'm proud to say I didn't. 
Accident or not? 

1826
01:19:34,720 --> 01:19:38,680
People die on, people can slip, 
crash, and you kill that 

1827
01:19:38,680 --> 01:19:39,960
personal accident, yeah, it 
happens. 

1828
01:19:40,280 --> 01:19:41,920
You can do the time on up to 
your shit. 

1829
01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:46,680
Cool. 
But it's like this shit real 

1830
01:19:46,680 --> 01:19:49,400
life. 
So I don't know. 

1831
01:19:49,400 --> 01:19:51,840
It's like, I'm really sincere 
what I'm saying though, like 

1832
01:19:51,880 --> 01:19:54,320
trauma is real though. 
So it's like, I don't know how 

1833
01:19:54,320 --> 01:19:56,520
feel how I don't know how I'm 
really feeling about going back 

1834
01:19:56,520 --> 01:19:58,160
on the net. 
It's cool, but it's like. 

1835
01:20:00,800 --> 01:20:04,400
I think it's time. 
I mean, if you're ready, I think

1836
01:20:04,400 --> 01:20:06,280
you're ready. 
I mean, we've had a lot of talks

1837
01:20:06,280 --> 01:20:09,800
and you know, I really like for 
me hearing it. 

1838
01:20:09,800 --> 01:20:12,800
I think everything you said is 
pretty genuine and sincere and 

1839
01:20:12,800 --> 01:20:16,280
you seem like you've learned and
repented and you know, but like 

1840
01:20:16,280 --> 01:20:17,800
you said, there's worse shit 
going on. 

1841
01:20:17,800 --> 01:20:20,960
And I think life goes on and you
know, you was very big early on,

1842
01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:23,400
forgiveness and shit. 
And if they forgive you or they 

1843
01:20:23,400 --> 01:20:25,280
don't, you know, I think you 
should still go on with your 

1844
01:20:25,280 --> 01:20:27,640
life and live your life and 
chase your dreams, you know what

1845
01:20:27,640 --> 01:20:29,160
I'm saying? 
Obviously everybody's been 

1846
01:20:29,160 --> 01:20:31,760
through some shit and we just 
listed a whole list of examples 

1847
01:20:31,760 --> 01:20:35,000
of people who've been through 
shit and keep going and I think 

1848
01:20:35,000 --> 01:20:36,400
you only take a loss if you 
stop. 

1849
01:20:36,880 --> 01:20:43,480
So I don't know, man. 
I think I mean I got you realize

1850
01:20:43,480 --> 01:20:44,800
your mistake. 
Man, I think that's the most 

1851
01:20:44,800 --> 01:20:46,600
important part is that you 
realize that a lot of people do 

1852
01:20:46,600 --> 01:20:47,720
this shit that you imagine. 
No. 

1853
01:20:47,800 --> 01:20:49,200
Imagine doing the shit that you 
do. 

1854
01:20:49,760 --> 01:20:51,880
Like there's people out there 
who do that shit and they don't.

1855
01:20:51,920 --> 01:20:53,560
They don't even fucking realize 
what they did. 

1856
01:20:53,560 --> 01:20:55,480
Like you, you right here 
realizing that shit and people, 

1857
01:20:55,480 --> 01:20:57,720
they're owning up to it, yeah. 
You're taking accountability. 

1858
01:20:57,720 --> 01:21:00,800
And shit, I I feel like, I feel 
like there's no way that like I 

1859
01:21:00,800 --> 01:21:01,960
think that's worth something 
and. 

1860
01:21:01,960 --> 01:21:04,000
And if somebody decides to 
forgive you or not, you know 

1861
01:21:04,000 --> 01:21:05,760
that's on them. 
But you're doing what you truly 

1862
01:21:05,760 --> 01:21:06,920
believe. 
Like this right here is your 

1863
01:21:06,920 --> 01:21:07,600
part. 
Like bro. 

1864
01:21:07,600 --> 01:21:09,560
You you here on the podcast, 
you're your part explaining 

1865
01:21:09,560 --> 01:21:12,200
yourself, but you you all the 
way here now doing this shit if 

1866
01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:14,720
they still don't realize it, you
can't keep limiting yourself 

1867
01:21:14,720 --> 01:21:15,920
because you already doing the 
most. 

1868
01:21:15,920 --> 01:21:17,360
It just brings back trauma like 
what I brought. 

1869
01:21:17,360 --> 01:21:19,240
With Trauma, it just brings back
flashbacks. 

1870
01:21:19,240 --> 01:21:21,200
Like fuck, like, damn, this shit
going to follow me. 

1871
01:21:21,200 --> 01:21:23,800
And it's like, I understand what
I did was wrong, but it's like, 

1872
01:21:23,800 --> 01:21:26,200
damn, just give it a not give it
a break. 

1873
01:21:26,200 --> 01:21:28,040
Like I understand, but it's 
like. 

1874
01:21:30,000 --> 01:21:31,160
The only thing you can do is 
move. 

1875
01:21:31,160 --> 01:21:33,560
On I just want to be If people 
want to live in the past, that's

1876
01:21:33,560 --> 01:21:37,000
on them, bro. 
And you only gonna be at peace. 

1877
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,520
If you move on with your life, 
but if you dwell in the past, 

1878
01:21:39,760 --> 01:21:41,680
what do we talk about? 
We talk about being president 

1879
01:21:41,680 --> 01:21:44,520
like I'm only be at peace when. 
I'm resting this dude. 

1880
01:21:45,120 --> 01:21:47,120
Oh, you gotta be in the in the 
present bro. 

1881
01:21:47,120 --> 01:21:49,320
It's 2023 bro. 
Life goes on. 

1882
01:21:49,320 --> 01:21:50,800
Light world don't stop for 
nobody. 

1883
01:21:51,040 --> 01:21:52,760
People are honking at me and. 
It's gonna keep. 

1884
01:21:52,800 --> 01:21:55,080
You want to keep. 
Being more popular, you can get 

1885
01:21:55,080 --> 01:21:57,480
more attention. 
They either like me or know and 

1886
01:21:57,480 --> 01:21:59,480
it's like they're honking at me 
and they're all looking at me 

1887
01:21:59,480 --> 01:22:00,960
waving and I just look and look 
away. 

1888
01:22:01,280 --> 01:22:02,640
So for the people. 
I'm not rude. 

1889
01:22:02,640 --> 01:22:05,600
I don't want you to think like 
I'm rude like oh damn, he is 

1890
01:22:05,600 --> 01:22:08,640
mean like he is mean like no, I 
just don't know you. 

1891
01:22:08,800 --> 01:22:10,800
Because if you were known and 
someone honked at you. 

1892
01:22:11,360 --> 01:22:13,840
You can be you can be all cool. 
Yeah, that's you. 

1893
01:22:13,840 --> 01:22:17,440
But I ain't like that I was not 
raised my when I was kids. 

1894
01:22:17,760 --> 01:22:21,520
My parents say if you it's not 
about missing or lose you. 

1895
01:22:21,520 --> 01:22:24,560
You get lost at times stay the 
same spot you've seen us. 

1896
01:22:25,040 --> 01:22:26,640
I was raised like that I was 
raised. 

1897
01:22:26,800 --> 01:22:29,080
If you don't know that person 
don't talk to them. 

1898
01:22:29,080 --> 01:22:31,160
Don't take no candy. 
Don't take no money. 

1899
01:22:31,160 --> 01:22:33,040
Who would Don't take nothing 
from strangers. 

1900
01:22:33,560 --> 01:22:35,720
To this day, as an adult, I 
don't talk to strangers. 

1901
01:22:35,760 --> 01:22:38,880
Feel bad for the bums. 
I I like, you know, I I have a 

1902
01:22:38,880 --> 01:22:45,200
heart, but therefore it's like 
oh can I oh walk past. 

1903
01:22:46,320 --> 01:22:48,280
My friends are like you, rude. 
Oh, here and here. 

1904
01:22:48,280 --> 01:22:50,880
You're rude. 
My mom's nicely and sorry Mom, I

1905
01:22:50,880 --> 01:22:52,640
can't. 
You don't know their background.

1906
01:22:53,320 --> 01:22:57,280
They may be sweet, they may lost
a lot, but we don't know them, 

1907
01:22:57,280 --> 01:23:00,080
so I'm. 
Going to just carry? 

1908
01:23:00,840 --> 01:23:02,400
I'm just worried about me, you 
know? 

1909
01:23:02,400 --> 01:23:05,720
Like, does that make sense? 
Like, I just don't talk to 

1910
01:23:05,720 --> 01:23:07,600
strangers like that. 
That's so I don't want you all 

1911
01:23:07,600 --> 01:23:09,240
to think I'm rude. 
Like, if someone knows me, oh, 

1912
01:23:09,240 --> 01:23:12,720
hey, you might see me like, 
like, nervous because it's like,

1913
01:23:12,720 --> 01:23:15,240
fuck, Like, I know. 
I like people don't like me out 

1914
01:23:15,280 --> 01:23:16,800
here. 
So it's like, I don't know how 

1915
01:23:16,800 --> 01:23:18,680
I'm going to react. 
They can be like, oh, what's up?

1916
01:23:20,240 --> 01:23:24,280
Damn. 
That's gonna be crazy, bro. 

1917
01:23:24,280 --> 01:23:26,800
Like you don't know that. 
Shit, I know, but bro, I don't 

1918
01:23:26,800 --> 01:23:28,360
know. 
I just can't live in fear. 

1919
01:23:28,440 --> 01:23:31,680
I I know and I I can't. 
Bro like you. 

1920
01:23:31,680 --> 01:23:33,920
Only got one life, but only man 
you should fear is God. 

1921
01:23:33,920 --> 01:23:35,920
And I told you that you talking 
up God and shit, but you out 

1922
01:23:35,920 --> 01:23:37,920
here fearing for your life 
walking around and shit. 

1923
01:23:38,120 --> 01:23:39,280
And I think we should. 
I think that's. 

1924
01:23:39,280 --> 01:23:42,160
A perfect way to, you know, end 
it, man. 

1925
01:23:42,160 --> 01:23:44,920
I think you did your shit. 
I think you talked to your shit.

1926
01:23:45,400 --> 01:23:48,800
And I guess, you know, it's 
perfect, man. 

1927
01:23:49,160 --> 01:23:51,840
Everyone makes mistakes, but is 
there anything? 

1928
01:23:51,840 --> 01:23:53,880
Else you want to say real quick 
shit happens. 

1929
01:23:55,280 --> 01:23:56,640
Wait. 
Fuck. 

1930
01:23:56,640 --> 01:23:58,160
I got one question I want to 
ask. 

1931
01:23:58,600 --> 01:24:00,840
It's totally off topic though. 
All right. 

1932
01:24:00,840 --> 01:24:01,480
All right. 
Go ahead. 

1933
01:24:01,520 --> 01:24:03,360
I just want I have to ask you, 
we can we do a? 

1934
01:24:03,360 --> 01:24:07,000
Quick, rapid fire questions real
quick. 

1935
01:24:07,000 --> 01:24:09,360
I just want to know why I'm not 
in the mood right now. 

1936
01:24:09,760 --> 01:24:11,440
OK, then we could talk about I 
just. 

1937
01:24:11,440 --> 01:24:13,840
Wanted to know why you have a 
100 million Snap Score on 

1938
01:24:13,840 --> 01:24:16,840
Snapchat. 
You have 100 mil. 

1939
01:24:16,920 --> 01:24:19,880
On What the Fuck God Talk about 
Geeky? 

1940
01:24:19,880 --> 01:24:22,320
Shit, right now, bro. 
I just got to know. 

1941
01:24:22,320 --> 01:24:27,600
Why is it 100 million? 
Snapshot I want to work with 

1942
01:24:27,600 --> 01:24:31,400
y'all no. 
This will be a different 

1943
01:24:31,400 --> 01:24:32,800
segment. 
Like, it don't got to be. 

1944
01:24:33,440 --> 01:24:37,280
It's just like. 
As you post your. 

1945
01:24:37,280 --> 01:24:40,080
Snap. 
As you post a story, your snap 

1946
01:24:40,080 --> 01:24:43,520
goes up by like 5 streaks. 
You text, somebody respond, 

1947
01:24:43,520 --> 01:24:45,360
receive messages goes up by 
streaks. 

1948
01:24:45,680 --> 01:24:47,880
Let's just say I made mine in 
2017. 

1949
01:24:48,280 --> 01:24:49,960
Not too long. 
I mean, I only had it for like 

1950
01:24:49,960 --> 01:24:54,000
5-4 years, but 17/18/1920 all 
right? 

1951
01:24:54,000 --> 01:24:58,280
So you know. 
First question I got for you, 

1952
01:24:58,280 --> 01:24:59,320
Mike. 
We're going to do like a little 

1953
01:24:59,320 --> 01:25:01,400
rapid fire, you know what I'm 
saying? 

1954
01:25:01,400 --> 01:25:04,280
Does Brandon give bottom energy,
Brandon? 

1955
01:25:04,760 --> 01:25:06,800
Look, let me allow around the. 
Question though, you know, I'm 

1956
01:25:06,800 --> 01:25:09,720
glad you brought that up. 
Because see a lot of people on 

1957
01:25:09,720 --> 01:25:12,360
my live stream chat be saying 
that I give fucking bottom 

1958
01:25:12,360 --> 01:25:14,320
energy. 
I don't know what that means. 

1959
01:25:14,320 --> 01:25:18,880
But as Someone Like You, 
Michael, do I give that energy 

1960
01:25:18,880 --> 01:25:20,400
or no? 
You seem straight. 

1961
01:25:20,400 --> 01:25:25,640
But there's always a butt. 
Yeah, a big. 

1962
01:25:25,640 --> 01:25:28,920
Butt What's the butt? 
I don't know the first sight. 

1963
01:25:28,920 --> 01:25:32,320
The first time I met you, it's 
just when you was in the room 

1964
01:25:32,320 --> 01:25:36,320
chilling, you know, you was 
like, I don't know, you just got

1965
01:25:36,320 --> 01:25:39,520
to give me a certain look. 
I spotted it, but not what the 

1966
01:25:39,760 --> 01:25:43,400
fuck. 
No, no, no. 

1967
01:25:43,600 --> 01:25:44,600
Talk your shit. 
Talk your shit. 

1968
01:25:44,640 --> 01:25:45,360
Keep going. 
Please. 

1969
01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:47,880
No, I want no. 
'Cause I want to know, conduct 

1970
01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:49,600
me like real talk? 
No, speak your shit. 

1971
01:25:49,600 --> 01:25:52,000
I swear. 
Like when you was talking to me,

1972
01:25:52,000 --> 01:25:54,160
you're like, yeah you went like 
that. 

1973
01:25:54,160 --> 01:25:58,080
So I'm like I was like hold up. 
Do males be getting confused 

1974
01:25:58,080 --> 01:26:00,240
that I'm a little female? 
Cause guys be like, oh you're a 

1975
01:26:00,240 --> 01:26:01,520
female to me. 
Like I'm like what? 

1976
01:26:01,600 --> 01:26:03,080
I'm a male. 
I look like a guy. 

1977
01:26:03,360 --> 01:26:05,520
I don't know if that's like, no,
but I seen that. 

1978
01:26:05,520 --> 01:26:07,920
So I was like, I'm not one of 
you little females to be raising

1979
01:26:07,960 --> 01:26:09,880
up. 
So you think like Brandon was? 

1980
01:26:09,880 --> 01:26:11,800
Like sizing you up. 
I'm not saying you gay. 

1981
01:26:11,800 --> 01:26:14,640
I'm not saying none of that. 
I'm just saying like I I spot, 

1982
01:26:14,640 --> 01:26:16,760
see, I I can spot the little 
shit. 

1983
01:26:16,920 --> 01:26:19,640
I promise you. 
Little shit matters to me. 

1984
01:26:19,640 --> 01:26:22,160
That's nothing about me. 
So how do you spot DLS? 

1985
01:26:24,200 --> 01:26:26,080
No, because I'm not even. 
Over that shit I'm still trying 

1986
01:26:26,080 --> 01:26:27,040
to figure out. 
OK, we'll get it. 

1987
01:26:27,040 --> 01:26:28,080
That's the next question all. 
Right. 

1988
01:26:28,080 --> 01:26:30,480
So like you were like sizing 
them up, looking them down and 

1989
01:26:30,480 --> 01:26:32,200
shit. 
Or is it just like Brandon be 

1990
01:26:32,200 --> 01:26:33,960
risen of anything that walks 
across him? 

1991
01:26:33,960 --> 01:26:35,840
Or what did it? 
Did it at least work? 

1992
01:26:36,400 --> 01:26:38,200
I just feel like you. 
Just know your potential you 

1993
01:26:38,200 --> 01:26:40,880
just carry it and that's that. 
So you say I'm so it's. 

1994
01:26:40,880 --> 01:26:42,520
Just confidence. 
Yeah, I think it was just 

1995
01:26:42,520 --> 01:26:44,520
confidence. 
Because anyone, anyone, a bad 

1996
01:26:44,520 --> 01:26:46,520
bitch can stand in front of a 
pretty ass female. 

1997
01:26:46,520 --> 01:26:49,560
But like, you know, like, be 
cute about it too, too. 

1998
01:26:49,560 --> 01:26:51,600
And it could be. 
It doesn't have to be sexist, 

1999
01:26:51,720 --> 01:26:54,040
doesn't have to be male. 
I'm trying to think of a point I

2000
01:26:54,040 --> 01:26:55,360
did. 
That, but maybe I don't want to 

2001
01:26:55,360 --> 01:26:57,120
think too much of it. 
I'll just like kind of, yeah, 

2002
01:26:57,160 --> 01:26:59,520
that's a good answer. 
Yeah, it's a really good answer.

2003
01:26:59,640 --> 01:27:01,520
So he doesn't give no type of. 
Energy at all. 

2004
01:27:01,520 --> 01:27:05,560
He doesn't you either. 
Don't, but I was just not cause 

2005
01:27:05,560 --> 01:27:07,120
on our. 
Streams, they always be saying, 

2006
01:27:07,560 --> 01:27:08,560
yeah, that's a random question 
on. 

2007
01:27:08,760 --> 01:27:10,760
Our stream on our OF streams 
they always be like. 

2008
01:27:10,760 --> 01:27:13,520
Yo, Brandon gives bottom energy.
Or like Julian fuss Brandon. 

2009
01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:14,880
Or like, you know why they say 
that? 

2010
01:27:15,240 --> 01:27:16,440
I'm the one getting the fucking.
Bro. 

2011
01:27:16,440 --> 01:27:18,560
Like it's not like, you know why
they say that? 

2012
01:27:19,640 --> 01:27:22,240
We all know why they say that. 
OK, so wait, why? 

2013
01:27:23,000 --> 01:27:25,000
Yeah, actually says they want to
see. 

2014
01:27:25,000 --> 01:27:27,680
Reaction if you really about 
that shit, but they never say he

2015
01:27:27,680 --> 01:27:28,280
is, exactly. 
Huh. 

2016
01:27:28,320 --> 01:27:31,400
No, but not exactly. 
Nah V not telling, but they 

2017
01:27:31,440 --> 01:27:33,520
never say he's the bottom. 
It's always weird. 

2018
01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:35,040
Look, but let me say. 
This. 

2019
01:27:35,160 --> 01:27:36,280
Like, what the fuck? 
Like I don't mean. 

2020
01:27:36,280 --> 01:27:38,160
To put you in that shit, bro. 
But what the fuck? 

2021
01:27:38,440 --> 01:27:40,680
Like, I'll go. 
I'm the one getting like I'm not

2022
01:27:40,680 --> 01:27:42,480
even on top. 
Like I'm the fucking one getting

2023
01:27:42,480 --> 01:27:44,320
fucked. 
One thing about. 

2024
01:27:44,320 --> 01:27:48,440
Serious. 
I always said this like. 

2025
01:27:48,440 --> 01:27:50,040
Always. 
And people can't agree and 

2026
01:27:50,040 --> 01:27:50,960
disagree. 
I don't care. 

2027
01:27:50,960 --> 01:27:54,320
But it's like respectfully, 
there's men out there that 

2028
01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:58,800
straight, supposedly in their 
words, bang on the their monkey 

2029
01:27:58,800 --> 01:28:01,360
chest. 
You from Wait, why a monkey? 

2030
01:28:01,440 --> 01:28:02,680
Because like he's just it's 
like. 

2031
01:28:02,840 --> 01:28:07,120
A. 
A metaphor like tough what's up?

2032
01:28:07,120 --> 01:28:08,280
What's up for? 
Sure, for sure, bro. 

2033
01:28:08,280 --> 01:28:09,720
Oh yeah, for sure. 
Nah. 

2034
01:28:10,400 --> 01:28:14,840
But there's always that little, 
There's always something about 

2035
01:28:14,840 --> 01:28:16,760
that one person. 
It's like, you know, I'm not 

2036
01:28:16,760 --> 01:28:19,880
saying everyone's like that, but
it's like, why do straight men 

2037
01:28:19,880 --> 01:28:22,160
be like, oh you? 
Gay. 

2038
01:28:22,160 --> 01:28:22,520
You. 
Gay? 

2039
01:28:22,520 --> 01:28:23,400
That's. 
Gay as fuck. 

2040
01:28:23,400 --> 01:28:25,960
Not that's gay, but you saying 
gay out your mouth so many 

2041
01:28:25,960 --> 01:28:27,920
fucking times. 
Why y'all so worried about that 

2042
01:28:27,920 --> 01:28:33,600
word gay when it comes to me? 
You don't got. 

2043
01:28:33,920 --> 01:28:36,800
Injury enough to go with your 
female to go spend time with 

2044
01:28:37,600 --> 01:28:42,160
bust doonies or go smoke 
yourself a a real blunt but yet 

2045
01:28:42,280 --> 01:28:45,800
you coming at me for the word 
gay but y'all supposed to be 

2046
01:28:45,800 --> 01:28:49,840
straight though but y'all waste 
your energy and time calling us 

2047
01:28:49,880 --> 01:28:52,240
gay. 
Wooty woot this this that but 

2048
01:28:52,240 --> 01:28:55,840
yet look at y'all sitting here 
worrying about who the fuck I 

2049
01:28:55,960 --> 01:28:59,640
am. 
Why what the fuck wrong. 

2050
01:29:01,320 --> 01:29:04,200
Sorry I get mad because it's 
like that's weird to me. 

2051
01:29:04,200 --> 01:29:06,760
How you going to be straight? 
You worrying about a whole males

2052
01:29:07,440 --> 01:29:10,440
perspective or what they like, 
but you straight though, my boy.

2053
01:29:11,280 --> 01:29:13,840
You straight though. 
But yeah, you weren't about what

2054
01:29:13,840 --> 01:29:17,400
he like with this for like with 
this girl like like bro. 

2055
01:29:18,000 --> 01:29:20,440
Watch yourself 'cause you 
straight though straight people 

2056
01:29:20,440 --> 01:29:23,560
wouldn't be wasting time or he 
gay or Oh yeah, he sucks. 

2057
01:29:23,720 --> 01:29:26,760
Nah, you sucks for saying that 
'cause you spotted on you 

2058
01:29:26,760 --> 01:29:28,280
observing us. 
Damn I. 

2059
01:29:30,160 --> 01:29:33,760
Mean it's like. 
Oh, he get right, right or 

2060
01:29:33,760 --> 01:29:34,920
wrong? 
I don't know if I make sense. 

2061
01:29:34,920 --> 01:29:36,440
People can disagree. 
Agree with me. 

2062
01:29:36,680 --> 01:29:39,160
I always said that if you 
straight, you would not even 

2063
01:29:39,160 --> 01:29:41,080
think about the word gay or 
worried about. 

2064
01:29:41,080 --> 01:29:42,560
Yeah, I get it. 
There's people in this planet. 

2065
01:29:42,560 --> 01:29:44,840
Oh yeah, there's gay people 
around, but yet y'all. 

2066
01:29:44,840 --> 01:29:47,800
So you guys put so much time 
into it though. 

2067
01:29:48,000 --> 01:29:50,640
And it's so crazy though, but 
it's all that straight energy 

2068
01:29:50,640 --> 01:29:54,400
though y'all straight energy. 
It throws it off and be like, Oh

2069
01:29:54,400 --> 01:29:56,760
yeah, duh, duh duh. 
And then we get the attention. 

2070
01:29:58,440 --> 01:30:01,360
It's controversial. 
I don't know if I make sense. 

2071
01:30:01,600 --> 01:30:03,080
That's how I look at. 
It I mean. 

2072
01:30:03,800 --> 01:30:06,120
Damn, I'm probably have to look 
back and see what I say and be 

2073
01:30:06,120 --> 01:30:08,360
like, OK, that makes sense. 
No, no, for real. 

2074
01:30:08,960 --> 01:30:11,120
I feel like I make sense. 
No, no, you do. 

2075
01:30:11,120 --> 01:30:13,120
I'm just learning. 
Right now, but I'm just seeing, 

2076
01:30:13,120 --> 01:30:14,800
I'm just like seeing what you 
have to say about it, 'cause I 

2077
01:30:14,800 --> 01:30:16,840
never I don't like in your 
perspective, I'm not saying you 

2078
01:30:16,920 --> 01:30:19,000
specifically in. 
General Anybody? 

2079
01:30:19,000 --> 01:30:19,960
No. 
Yeah, I know, but just hearing 

2080
01:30:19,960 --> 01:30:20,960
you say. 
All this shit, like, you know, 

2081
01:30:20,960 --> 01:30:22,160
it's something I really thought 
about. 

2082
01:30:22,160 --> 01:30:24,320
I'm just like. 
I don't know. 

2083
01:30:24,320 --> 01:30:25,440
I didn't. 
Ask to be gay. 

2084
01:30:25,960 --> 01:30:29,080
I mean, I just apparently I No 
one did, huh? 

2085
01:30:29,200 --> 01:30:31,200
We just he just came to us. 
It's part of our. 

2086
01:30:31,200 --> 01:30:32,760
But imagine if he could ask for.
That shit. 

2087
01:30:34,880 --> 01:30:37,960
I know all, I know. 
I still all, I know that these 

2088
01:30:38,000 --> 01:30:39,680
females are still fucking me. 
Hopefully. 

2089
01:30:39,680 --> 01:30:41,080
But that's that's all I got to 
say. 

2090
01:30:41,960 --> 01:30:44,040
So. 
I know you've told me like some 

2091
01:30:44,040 --> 01:30:48,360
crazy stories and shit. 
Can we just talk? 

2092
01:30:48,840 --> 01:30:50,920
OK, can we just talk about 
because, like, bro, like 

2093
01:30:50,920 --> 01:30:53,520
there'll be some dudes that. 
OK, if this is too much, we can 

2094
01:30:53,520 --> 01:30:55,360
cut it out. 
But like you were saying, like 

2095
01:30:55,360 --> 01:30:57,280
there'll be some big old macho 
motherfuckers. 

2096
01:30:57,280 --> 01:31:00,880
Like, bad boss motherfuckers. 
Yeah, that's what I'm saying. 

2097
01:31:00,880 --> 01:31:03,720
That dudes you never think will 
be fucking little boys and their

2098
01:31:03,720 --> 01:31:06,400
fucking little boys. 
So, like, I'm like, bro, what 

2099
01:31:06,800 --> 01:31:08,240
the fuck game, right? 
There, huh? 

2100
01:31:08,240 --> 01:31:09,280
Like what? 
Gang members and shit. 

2101
01:31:09,280 --> 01:31:12,640
Bro, yay real, you fucked. 
The gang member. 

2102
01:31:13,080 --> 01:31:14,160
My bad, you don't have to put 
it. 

2103
01:31:14,440 --> 01:31:15,480
Up there. 
My bad, my bad, my bad. 

2104
01:31:15,720 --> 01:31:17,440
But like, Nah I. 
Didn't fuck. 

2105
01:31:17,480 --> 01:31:19,120
Don't do that. 
No, he fucked you. 

2106
01:31:19,120 --> 01:31:19,920
Oh. 
Fuck. 

2107
01:31:19,920 --> 01:31:25,080
Oh, you were the bottom. 
Oh shit. 

2108
01:31:25,520 --> 01:31:27,880
Damn. 
So you just like being? 

2109
01:31:27,920 --> 01:31:32,280
Dominated, you already know, so 
you just like being dominated. 

2110
01:31:32,280 --> 01:31:35,240
And shit, Julian. 
I'm not going to hug this 

2111
01:31:35,280 --> 01:31:37,400
conversation with this. 
OK, OK. 

2112
01:31:37,400 --> 01:31:39,000
OK, well. 
I know when you like it so. 

2113
01:31:39,120 --> 01:31:41,360
Back to my next question then. 
Like when he was getting fucked,

2114
01:31:41,400 --> 01:31:42,880
the guy had a. 
Gun to his head like he likes 

2115
01:31:43,240 --> 01:31:44,840
shit. 
He's. 

2116
01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:46,200
Let's do it, my ass. 
Take my life. 

2117
01:31:46,200 --> 01:31:47,400
While you're at it. 
Damn. 

2118
01:31:47,440 --> 01:31:52,040
Damn, I don't. 
Know I'm just so how do you spot

2119
01:31:52,040 --> 01:31:53,560
ADL? 
Because he was out here calling 

2120
01:31:53,560 --> 01:31:55,160
my friend on the phone, ADL and 
shit. 

2121
01:31:55,160 --> 01:31:56,880
So, like I'm joking, I'm just 
calling. 

2122
01:31:56,960 --> 01:31:58,280
Saying just to. 
Switch the topic. 

2123
01:31:59,440 --> 01:32:02,880
Messing with No, because that 
like, it just depends. 

2124
01:32:02,880 --> 01:32:06,360
Like from experience, I've been 
around people that's like, oh, 

2125
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:08,160
that's that shit gay. 
That shit gay. 

2126
01:32:08,160 --> 01:32:09,920
Or they use that word, the F 
word. 

2127
01:32:09,920 --> 01:32:10,880
You know. 
I'm not going to say it. 

2128
01:32:11,120 --> 01:32:13,400
Faggot. 
Yeah, I take that real 

2129
01:32:13,400 --> 01:32:14,520
disrespectful. 
But I can. 

2130
01:32:14,800 --> 01:32:16,280
Anyone can call themselves a 
faggot. 

2131
01:32:16,360 --> 01:32:17,360
People like why you call 
yourself? 

2132
01:32:17,360 --> 01:32:18,920
I can call myself that but no 
one else. 

2133
01:32:18,920 --> 01:32:21,320
Because I take that it's like 
calling a female a bitch. 

2134
01:32:21,720 --> 01:32:24,240
That's how us guys take it. 
I don't know if certain people 

2135
01:32:24,240 --> 01:32:24,800
do that. 
That's how. 

2136
01:32:24,800 --> 01:32:26,080
No. 
It's kind of a fun word. 

2137
01:32:26,920 --> 01:32:28,360
Bitch is a dog. 
I know. 

2138
01:32:28,360 --> 01:32:29,480
It's like pick that. 
Shit up, bitch. 

2139
01:32:29,480 --> 01:32:30,840
You don't want to say that to a 
girl. 

2140
01:32:32,440 --> 01:32:33,240
My bad. 
All right, go ahead. 

2141
01:32:33,240 --> 01:32:34,800
Go ahead. 
Yeah, I'm looking at most sad 

2142
01:32:34,800 --> 01:32:36,120
and. 
Shit, my my bad. 

2143
01:32:36,120 --> 01:32:37,520
My boy. 
Isn't sad, I was just thrown. 

2144
01:32:37,520 --> 01:32:40,080
Off like. 
But what? 

2145
01:32:40,320 --> 01:32:41,560
What the? 
Fuck, was I saying. 

2146
01:32:41,560 --> 01:32:43,720
Oh, how, how? 
Do you know if somebody's like 

2147
01:32:43,720 --> 01:32:46,360
ADO oh, I. 
Experienced 'cause I feel like 

2148
01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:48,200
you like a little. 
Rizz master and shit. 

2149
01:32:48,200 --> 01:32:49,960
You be trying to Rizzo? 
No, he definitely is. 

2150
01:32:49,960 --> 01:32:51,520
No. 
He definitely be getting them 

2151
01:32:51,520 --> 01:32:53,360
out of the you know what I'm. 
Saying out of the woodworks and 

2152
01:32:53,360 --> 01:32:54,680
shit, making them come out and 
shit. 

2153
01:32:54,680 --> 01:32:56,560
No, I'm not. 
It's just. 

2154
01:32:58,280 --> 01:32:59,480
Just be cool with them, you 
know? 

2155
01:32:59,520 --> 01:33:01,720
Just keep it cool by y'all like 
I'm the type of person. 

2156
01:33:01,720 --> 01:33:03,040
I'm not trying to find them. 
I'm saying how? 

2157
01:33:03,040 --> 01:33:03,560
Do you know? 
No. 

2158
01:33:03,600 --> 01:33:05,960
No. 
Not trying to find them. 

2159
01:33:05,960 --> 01:33:07,040
I'm not trying to. 
I'm saying how do? 

2160
01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:10,520
You know, like, 'cause that's 
your swagger, like, OK, 'cause 

2161
01:33:10,520 --> 01:33:11,520
you be. 
Telling me you're making all 

2162
01:33:11,520 --> 01:33:12,680
these straight. 
Dudes folding shit. 

2163
01:33:12,680 --> 01:33:14,280
So like, no, 'cause what he does
is he he. 

2164
01:33:14,280 --> 01:33:15,520
Got that? 
He got that gay. 

2165
01:33:15,520 --> 01:33:16,480
Dude Riz, you know what I'm 
saying? 

2166
01:33:16,480 --> 01:33:18,240
That's a whole nother, Riz. 
Explain one of us. 

2167
01:33:18,520 --> 01:33:20,960
He gets people Snapchats by 
telling them he wants weed. 

2168
01:33:21,360 --> 01:33:23,480
That's Rizz. 
Hey, what's the gay dude? 

2169
01:33:23,480 --> 01:33:30,120
Rizz. 
Let's just say that I quit. 

2170
01:33:32,200 --> 01:33:34,320
What is it know? 
What to say I mean. 

2171
01:33:34,320 --> 01:33:37,040
How do you rise up? 
Dudes, I don't rise up no dudes.

2172
01:33:37,040 --> 01:33:38,280
Pulls up. 
He pulls a knife on me. 

2173
01:33:38,280 --> 01:33:39,960
That's how he does it, bro. 
I don't pull a knife on. 

2174
01:33:39,960 --> 01:33:41,280
Nobody. 
I don't. 

2175
01:33:41,280 --> 01:33:42,160
OK. 
How do you rise up? 

2176
01:33:42,160 --> 01:33:45,080
Dudes, what's the Gay Rizz? 
I don't rise up nobody if I 

2177
01:33:45,080 --> 01:33:45,800
think. 
You're attractive. 

2178
01:33:45,800 --> 01:33:48,040
I'll say it. 
Or I just eyeball you and make 

2179
01:33:48,040 --> 01:33:50,040
you know that I look at you. 
That's just one thing about me. 

2180
01:33:50,040 --> 01:33:52,000
But I'm not a weird bitch. 
If you straight, you straight. 

2181
01:33:52,000 --> 01:33:54,640
I'll keep it like that. 
I'm the type of person that's 

2182
01:33:54,640 --> 01:33:59,320
like I told men before, younger 
than no, not younger than me, 

2183
01:33:59,320 --> 01:34:01,480
but it's like they're they're 
not minors, but you know, like 

2184
01:34:01,480 --> 01:34:05,240
you know I'm 21 but so like 19, 
he's. 19. 

2185
01:34:06,680 --> 01:34:08,920
Damn. 
No. 

2186
01:34:08,920 --> 01:34:10,800
I told people before. 
I said Nah bro, if we straight 

2187
01:34:10,800 --> 01:34:13,160
you straight like I'm not 
telling I'm not I don't do that 

2188
01:34:13,160 --> 01:34:14,400
shit. 
I mean I respect you. 

2189
01:34:14,400 --> 01:34:16,760
I'm not touch the type of person
like oh try this peer pressure 

2190
01:34:16,760 --> 01:34:18,280
you. 
I'm not like that whatever 

2191
01:34:18,280 --> 01:34:21,160
you're comfortable his words 
your loss. 

2192
01:34:21,760 --> 01:34:25,400
So that's making me thinking 
like, oh, he said you're lost. 

2193
01:34:25,400 --> 01:34:27,160
Like, all right, for sure. 
You don't wanna do nothing. 

2194
01:34:31,240 --> 01:34:35,840
Do you have any other questions?
I'm. 

2195
01:34:35,840 --> 01:34:38,040
I know y'all I'm. 
Not saying in a disrespectful. 

2196
01:34:38,040 --> 01:34:40,040
Way. 
It's just like that's the truth 

2197
01:34:40,040 --> 01:34:44,040
though because it's like you you
can this at least people that 

2198
01:34:44,040 --> 01:34:47,160
you expect to be bisexual or on 
the low you'll be like what that

2199
01:34:47,280 --> 01:34:50,760
fool what like what? 
You will never know And it's 

2200
01:34:50,760 --> 01:34:53,880
just be like, yeah, someone with
someone, someone opened the cage

2201
01:34:53,880 --> 01:34:56,800
for them because no, I'm. 
Being serious. 

2202
01:34:56,800 --> 01:34:58,320
Because we all been to that 
moment. 

2203
01:34:58,320 --> 01:35:00,840
I someone opened the fucking 
cage for me when I was a fucking

2204
01:35:00,840 --> 01:35:02,360
kid. 
Well, I mean I grew up with 

2205
01:35:02,360 --> 01:35:05,200
sisters, but it's like no one 
had to like, oh let me give you 

2206
01:35:05,200 --> 01:35:08,000
heads. 
So let me experience on you like

2207
01:35:08,000 --> 01:35:09,600
Nah, to see if you fuck with her
or not. 

2208
01:35:09,600 --> 01:35:11,360
Nah, I'm not weird. 
I don't roll like that. 

2209
01:35:11,760 --> 01:35:14,920
But it's easy to spoil ADL. 
If they want to kick you with 

2210
01:35:14,920 --> 01:35:17,240
you constantly, smoke out with 
you and like, oh, let's smoke, 

2211
01:35:17,240 --> 01:35:20,240
let's kick it and snowing around
and we just listen to music. 

2212
01:35:20,240 --> 01:35:23,200
Cool, cool. 
By y'all and it's like I. 

2213
01:35:23,200 --> 01:35:23,960
Don't know. 
See. 

2214
01:35:24,000 --> 01:35:24,800
I don't. 
Know I never. 

2215
01:35:24,920 --> 01:35:26,920
Been there's no cameras. 
I. 

2216
01:35:26,920 --> 01:35:28,760
Ain't I? 
Ain't no reality TV yet. 

2217
01:35:28,760 --> 01:35:30,320
So it's like they no camera 
around. 

2218
01:35:30,320 --> 01:35:35,640
We're Joe Biden speeching. 
No one's around, no camera. 

2219
01:35:35,640 --> 01:35:38,520
Let me put my phone down like, 
OK, like, let's see now. 

2220
01:35:38,520 --> 01:35:40,280
I'm just saying, put the cameras
away. 

2221
01:35:40,760 --> 01:35:42,560
No, but I'm the type. 
Like if you straight. 

2222
01:35:42,560 --> 01:35:43,560
I respect that. 
I don't. 

2223
01:35:43,960 --> 01:35:46,280
I do fold people before, but I 
don't know, it's probably my 

2224
01:35:46,280 --> 01:35:47,520
looks or it's probably just a 
clout. 

2225
01:35:47,520 --> 01:35:52,240
I don't know they do anything 
for clout, but I don't know. 

2226
01:35:52,240 --> 01:35:54,760
I had my fun. 
But that was a fucked up 

2227
01:35:54,760 --> 01:35:56,280
experience though. 
Let's just say that. 

2228
01:35:56,640 --> 01:35:58,240
Never fucking with Diaz ever 
again. 

2229
01:35:59,400 --> 01:36:02,560
Swear I'm being serious. 
Shit. 

2230
01:36:03,080 --> 01:36:04,120
Any. 
More questions, Julian? 

2231
01:36:04,120 --> 01:36:07,400
No, that would be it for. 
Today, thank you guys for having

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me on your podcast The Wildling 
Podcast, and where can I find 

2233
01:36:10,960 --> 01:36:12,920
you at now? 
Now that you're back on the net,

2234
01:36:13,320 --> 01:36:19,120
where can they find you at? 
At Michael, Michael, Michael, 

2235
01:36:19,120 --> 01:36:21,520
this is Michael. 
Just straight up just. 

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01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:22,680
Michael. 
Yeah, Michael. 

2237
01:36:22,680 --> 01:36:24,200
All right. 
Just look up Michael you'll. 

2238
01:36:24,200 --> 01:36:25,280
Find him somewhere? 
Yep. 

2239
01:36:25,280 --> 01:36:27,400
All right. 
Well, hey, thanks for coming. 

2240
01:36:27,400 --> 01:36:29,280
We're glad to have you back. 
On the net, you know. 

2241
01:36:29,280 --> 01:36:31,040
I'm glad we can open up the door
again. 

2242
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See. 
We'll see what takes me. 

2243
01:36:32,120 --> 01:36:33,320
I don't. 
Know I might have anxiety 

2244
01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:34,640
attack. 
I might delete my account. 

2245
01:36:34,840 --> 01:36:37,520
I don't know. 
Shit, I do that every year. 

2246
01:36:37,640 --> 01:36:40,760
I'm being serious. 
We manifesting good things out. 

2247
01:36:40,760 --> 01:36:41,480
Here. 
That's why you're here. 

2248
01:36:41,480 --> 01:36:42,280
We're trying. 
We'll see. 

2249
01:36:42,280 --> 01:36:44,040
We'll see. 
It just depends where God's 

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01:36:44,040 --> 01:36:45,960
taking me. 
All right. 

2251
01:36:45,960 --> 01:36:48,400
Well. 
Expect make sure those watching 

2252
01:36:48,400 --> 01:36:50,800
to subscribe. 
If you're not sub comment down 

2253
01:36:50,800 --> 01:36:53,920
below who else we should have on
the pod, like 5 stars 5. 

2254
01:36:53,920 --> 01:36:57,120
Stars on Spotify? 
I love y'all see y'all next time

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peace.
