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Drew, I'm ready. 
Sorry I fucked it up. 

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Go again, Drew. 
Andy, I've got something I want 

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to talk 
Hello, Andy here from Tracks of 

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Our Queers, the podcast in which
I interview fascinating LGBTQ 

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plus people about the music that
has soundtracked their lives. 

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Brand new episodes of Electric 
Conversations are just a few 

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weeks away, but right now I'm 
indulging in the artist who has 

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soundtracked my life, the one 
and only mother that's with an 

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A, not an ER, and the only woman
who could resurrect the infamous

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Oral Fixation, the podcast I Co 
hosted with my bestie Drew from 

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2019 to 2022. 
Drew, like me, is an enormous 

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Madonna fan. 
So the two of us were chomping 

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at the Mike a mere 36 hours 
after the release of Confessions

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2 just last week. 
This album is a special one, 

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incredibly contemporary and 
future facing, while deeply 

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referential and reverential of 
her fascinating past. 

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It's been a bumpy ride at times 
for Madonna fans pretty much 

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since the first Confessions 
album, but this record is a 

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triumph. 
So if you're interested in 

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listening to two homosexuals 
violently agree with each other 

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regarding the creative pursuits 
of a 67 year old woman, you're 

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in the right place. 
If you're more interested in the

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less unhinged, somewhat calmer 
reflections of standard tracks 

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of our Queers programming, mark 
your Diaries as I'm looking to 

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kick off Season 7 before the 
month is over. 

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Finally, tech checks and Airpods
are a vibe kill. 

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It took us half an hour to get 
Drew set up for this chat and 

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then my microphone went and did 
me dirty. 

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So forgive me in advance. 
It can be very airpod voice noty

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at times, but for now it all 
started like this. 

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I have a confession. 
Go on. 

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I'm Kim Cattrall. 
You're Michael Patrick King. 

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You've been trying for years to 
get me to return. 

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And like Kim Cattrall in the 
Season 2 finale event, just like

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that, I said I've got some 
demands they included. 

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I don't want to touch an editing
piece of editing software. 

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I barely want to touch social 
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I'll repost whatever's posted 
and it has to be a discussion. 

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About mother and we docusigned 
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that is what's led to the first 
oral fixation episode in about 5

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years, maybe half a decade, half
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I've been following tracks of 
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gusto, with aplomb. 
I love it. 

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Let the record let me say this 
on my I love it so much. 

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You're Kirstie Young. 
I said this to you off my you're

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a journalist. 
I actually feel really nervous 

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right now because I'm out of 
practice doll, you do this every

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week. 
I've been standing around, we've

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had listeners, we've had half an
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Let's just say that. 
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Here we are, here we are. 
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danced, we've flirted with the 
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back to orphitation, what would 
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Would it be KD Lang? 
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I've got Will Young, Will, Will 
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But it took mother to bring us 
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request from a fan, I believe, 
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A fan was like. 
We did shout out to Liv. 

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We did so obviously on Friday 
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Confessions 2 drops and with it 
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We all collectively dropped. 
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everything. 
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now I think. 
Reckon is that OK? 

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That's the word on the street. 
So funny how conversation so 

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quickly turns to my gals and we 
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sister-in-law of the pod live 
said to me we need and you were 

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all fixation episode and I said 
it'll just be Andy and I 

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violently agreeing with each 
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So if you've tuned in, if you've
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you've seen this pop up on the 
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presumptuous of me to assume, 
but maybe you just maybe this is

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in the tracks of our quiz feed 
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Maybe I should be? 
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happening here. 
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know you're about to listen to 
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with each other. 
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Don't say we didn't warn you. 
Twas ever thus. 

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Why now? 
Why this sperm right now? 

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I've got my thoughts. 
I think that this isn't the 

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first time that a new Madonna 
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been friends, since Oral 
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But there's something different 
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feels certainly in the corner of
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This is being lauded as her best
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Dance Floor, so it warrants 
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I've I have got something to 
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I actually don't think that this
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Confessions that it's been 
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I think that's a brand. 
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that tied to Confessions, I 
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flawless mixing exec producing 
by Stuart Price, and that it's 

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dance music. 
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listened to this start to finish
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don't really see any other 
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There are Sonic siblings. 
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Sonic Siblings. 
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to confessions, it also connects
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Bedtime Stories, Ray of Light. 
I really feel like this album is

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looking reflectively at that 
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every album was untouchable. 
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amazing exec producing fingers 
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think this is the musical output
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put into being determined to 
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that was great, but then she 
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thing about her life. 
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show, but she couldn't buy back 
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So she was like, suck it, I'm 
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This album is the biography of 
her life. 

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I believe that she couldn't turn
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That's really interesting. 
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violently agreeing with each 
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hinted at the same thing. 
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It is a sequel, but it's not 
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To your point, I think I said 
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of it picks up on all of the 
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really worked and builds on 
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Or MDN AM. 
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if you think it is this kind of 
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dance interior is the story of 
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first, the beginning of the 
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I feel so free which you've 
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Before. 
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in that context of it being part
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that those that line, by the 
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It is very autobiographical. 
Do you, I'm probably shouldn't 

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ask this question And no, it 
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I don't care. 
Do you think this is her last 

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great album? 
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Well, that's a question of which
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I feel like this is the 
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Now to reflections on the last 
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for the last 20 years or 
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first Confessions album, the 
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there's been moments of 
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these conversations, as many 
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have to get an album as good as 
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Now that is entirely unusual for
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these different genres, but 
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this imperial phase where it's 
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80s through to the Immaculate 
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through erotica through to 
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where yeah, there's some dubs on
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out amazing Madonna albums. 
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onwards, every album I think 
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previous album. 
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gear by then. 
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but there was this sense of 
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It was like, it's something's 
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Has she just given up on music? 
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clothing lines and opening up 
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growing a family and unhinged 
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etcetera. 
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this is the last great album? 
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many of the Madonna fans have 
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I really thought we're not going
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It's that ship has sailed, 
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Has been right. 
I don't search I. 

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Find. 
But overall, yeah, it's been 

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really rough. 
And there's been a lot of 

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gaslighting going on. 
I feel like we've, me and you 

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would have been around dinner 
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discourse where we have defended
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ageism and misogyny. 
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inward. 
And for Is she too old? 

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Is it all over? 
Has this untouchable woman who 

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always would create greatness? 
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And in the last few days I've 
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I feel like we have just 
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investment, if you will. 
I think we've invested in Mother

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and we've had a couple of 
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has wobbled and wavered and 
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And she's just proven why we 
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What do you think it is? 
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Is it Stuart Price? 
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sort of the marketing and the 
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stronger? 
Is it that she's just returning 

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to this place that she feels 
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What do you think is the reason 
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dividends are finally showing 
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I guess it, I can't assume too 
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the public, but I think 
definitely having a near death 

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experience a couple of years ago
when she had that bacterial 

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infection where she was in a 
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And that's the closest this kind
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was totally. 
Vulnerable with the world? 

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And then to rally herself and 
then go on this kind of greatest

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hits world tour of which she 
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could see her vulnerabilities on
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Maybe her vocals were a bit 
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this woman had rallied herself 
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and was finally celebrating her 
back catalog in a way which felt

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authentic to herself and to 
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It was like, oh, she's had this 
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anything. 
So I think that has been a big 

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part to play in it. 
I think certainly getting back 

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in a room with someone like 
Stuart Price, who is a highly 

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trusted collaborator, he was her
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Celebration tour. 
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of reunion for them. 
I don't know the insurance and 

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outs of how record labels work, 
but for sure, she left Warner 

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Brothers, went to Interscope for
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dodgier side. 
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there's this infamous comment 
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Instagram in, I think 2019 where
she was like, what I'd give to 

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just be allowed to work in a 
room with one trusted artist 

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rather than being forced to sit 
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people who can't sit still for 
more than 15 minutes. 

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And it's OK, Shay, they might 
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recognising what other people 
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Can I just say I had been 
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for raising this very topic with
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Let's not run on. 
Well, that that brings me to my 

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next question, which is do you 
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between her following Ingrid 
back and suddenly something? 

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It's Ingrid, it's Ingrid for 
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Look, there are through lines 
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There's through lines is. 
Ingrid a bit mugged off that she

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didn't get to cameo in the Dance
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And she didn't. 
Did she get name checked? 

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Let me. 
Just get her on the phone. 

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Can you? 
This is where I think Oral 

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Fixation sung the most, which is
me student you teacher. 

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material rundown, but what are 
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there? 
Can you talk us through who was 

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in that club with her? 
What was going on? 

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Get on the elevator. 
I run into Debbie Mazar, the 

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biggest to the third floor. 
Walk us to the dance. 

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Floor I can't I really can't 
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this podcast episode who hasn't 
heard dance material yet. 

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But if you haven't, it's the 
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York. 
Essentially Debbie Mazar the 

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Debbie Mazar Sharp's Debbie 
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Still best friends to this day. 
Love it for someone who is known

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for forming these relationships 
and casting them aside when she 

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gets bored of them. 
Love to see Debbie stick around.

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There's the doorman of the 
Danceteria club, the B52's David

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Buck, who's the DJ that they'd 
like to coke with him to get 

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this her songs played. 
Right, yes. 

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So Mark Hamans, I think that's 
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He was the infamous Danceteria 
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And so the story goes that she 
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stalk the club with a cassette 
with everybody on it, Everybody,

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someone dancing, everybody get a
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And she finally, yeah, did, 
maybe did a bit of blow, got in 

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the DJ booth, got him to to hit 
play. 

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And that's where it all began. 
It all starts like this. 

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You said something to me that I,
I, yeah, I violently agreed with

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where there are many moments on 
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been a disaster. 
And I think from what I when I 

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remember seeing the track list 
for this album come out and 

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seeing the subtitle dance 
materia, it didn't excite me. 

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I thought, oh, this could be a 
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This could be like a real, I 
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I don't know what to expect. 
I just thought it could just go 

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terribly, but it's flawless. 
What do you think? 

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I've got to say, I had one of 
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about quite a lot when Madam X 
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were starting to see signs of it
in Rebel Heart, but Madam X 

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really was the moment for me 
where and this is not. 

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I really need to make a point 
that this is not intended in any

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way that is ageist. 
It's just a fact that when we 

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age our voices change and 
perhaps the notes that we could 

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hit when we were 2530, we can't 
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Madonna, as she has aged, has 
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of the notes. 
She can still give it a good red

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hot crack and there are moments 
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But the thing that I struggled 
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other than the fact that some of
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crazy, is that the production, 
some of the production on her 

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voice on a significant number of
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actually quite sort of. 
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difficult to listen to or not 
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listen to her voice because of 
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treatment had been given to it. 
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to music is one of the baselines
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I want to enjoy the sound that 
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So when I Feel So Free came out,
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heard, I was a little bit 
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bit of that sort of, I don't 
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kind of treatment to it. 
And I was like, oh, OK, how's 

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this going to go? 
I'm going. 

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To say I wish you I could be 
like other people, it's just not

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cute. 
But I'm really delighted to say 

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that doesn't really carry 
through in the album. 

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Look, obviously her vocal range 
is shorter and she's working 

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with that within that range, but
she's doing it really 

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comfortably. 
There are no skips on this album

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to me so far. 
You've said you've listened to 

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it 11 times. 
I'm probably sitting at about 

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5:00, but there really are no 
skips. 

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I absolutely love every single 
song on this album and it's such

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a treat. 
It is an overwhelming experience

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as a Madonna fan to kind of get 
this, and I think that we 

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haven't had that since 
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Apropos, the fact that it is all
one thing, it's one continuous 

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product that you're being given.
So that might have something to 

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do with it. 
But I am, I don't want to say 

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relieved because that feels 
disrespectful, but I'm just so 

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elated that I love it and that 
everyone else seems to love it 

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too. 
I think I am relieved. 

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I don't know, and I don't say 
that I don't mean that in a 

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disrespectful way. 
I am so relieved. 

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I feel validated. 
I don't want to labour on this 

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capitalist metaphor of finally 
getting the dividends from an 

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investment that I feel like I've
had to. 

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I haven't had to, but I've 
wanted to defend this woman, 

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this artist so much because 
she's made some very 

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questionable artistic choices in
the last 15 to 20 years that I 

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haven't fully agreed with that. 
Before that, she was the 

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blueprint. 
She is the blueprint. 

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You've got an untouchable run of
80s, nineties singles. 

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You've got the albums I've 
already talked about, which are 

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all fully incredible. 
We're surrounded by pop stars 

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today who openly on their their 
sleeves say the ray of my album 

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is why I do this, the erotica 
album is why I do this, blah 

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blah blah. 
And so I've tried to remind 

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people that she might be a bit 
cringe on at this award show 

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with dodgy filler. 
She might be wearing this really

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bonkers outfit. 
She might be posting these 

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cringe selfies, but don't 
disrespect her pot respect on 

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her name. 
And then I've walked away and 

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thought, why should they? 
She is being a bit cringe. 

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So for this entire campaign, not
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campaign has been so flawless. 
It is a relief to me as a fan. 

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It's no, I wasn't making all of 
this up. 

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I wasn't imagining how good she 
was. 

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She actually is this girl. 
She just had her. 

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Yeah, it's real. 
It's real. 

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Do you think I want to thinking 
you sound. 

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Are you OK? 
If you're wondering if I'm OK, I

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am OK, yeah. 
Plant based. 

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Fran wants to know. 
Are you OK? 

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Yes, shout out to plant based 
Fran. 

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We miss you, Fran, we miss you 
and we miss the emails. 

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I want to take us back. 
I want to take us back to the 

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original and I'd like to hear 
from you. 

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Andy, what was your experience 
of the first Confessions album? 

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How did that come into your 
atmosphere? 

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I wasn't the psychotic Madonna 
fan then that I am today. 

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I was familiar with things like 
the Ray of Light album and I 

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remember my sister having the 
Erotica album, but I wasn't a 

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fan. 
I became a fan when I watched on

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Channel 4 the broadcast of the 
Confessions tour. 

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So of course when the album came
out, I was familiar. 

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In the ether of this is a pop 
star who's been around for a 

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while and she's having this big 
moment where everyone loves the 

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album. 
Hung Up is amazing. 

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I remember buying Get Together 
on the iTunes store, but it was 

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still just like, she was just 
like another pop star to me. 

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And then I was watching. 
I was in my childhood bedroom 

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watching. 
Channel 4 on. 

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TV on this tiny TV and the 
Confessions tour was on and I 

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wonder actually if it was the 
song Live to Tell that she was 

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performing because I knew that I
was familiar with Live to Tell 

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as a ballad from the radio, but 
I was and I it was a very 80s 

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song to me. 
But on this TVI was seeing this 

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pop star as disco Jesus on a 
disco ball crucifix singing this

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song, beautiful vocals, 
beautiful theatrical outfits. 

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And something clicked in my head
where I thought, oh, this is an 

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artist who takes material from 
her past and reinvents it. 

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And that's interesting to me. 
That's quite cool. 

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I ran 
And then I watched the whole 

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thing and I was blown away. 
And I really think that then 

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made me go back to previous. 
I found it very fascinating that

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she had this kind of wealth of 
material from her back catalog, 

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but she was still a very 
contemporary artist. 

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And so I would watch these 
videos online of different tour 

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performances and I'd delve into 
the albums and I guess at some 

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point then I would go and listen
to the Confessions album 

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properly. 
And it's interesting because 

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we've since had a bit of disco 
revival, haven't we? 

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A few years ago we had like, 
there was one year, it was like 

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the COVID year where we had 
Kylie, Jessie Ware, Rasheem 

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Murphy. 
Oh, we don't know if we talked 

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about that. 
Dua Lipa, They were all doing 

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these kind of disco adjacent 
albums. 

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Chromatica, shout to Chromatica.
The Confessions came out a 

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couple of decades beyond disco, 
but it seemed to merge all of 

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these disco influences with 
things that felt very 

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contemporary to the mid 2000s, 
right? 

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So what was your journey with 
that album and falling in love 

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with Madonna? 
Well, Maquita, it's been a 

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journey, but it I think that 
Confessions was the first album,

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full album that I experienced in
real time and sorry of Madonna's

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and fell in love with. 
And I remember because I'd known

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about obviously Madonna probably
ever since I could live in in my

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living memory. 
Frozen and Ray of Light were 

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very formative for me, 
but I never really, I knew the 

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singles, but I knew it's law And
that Ray of Light was probably 

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the first instance of a comeback
that I experienced in real time 

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and it being this celebratory 
moment for Madonna. 

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And then you had music, which 
was fine in an American life, 

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which we which we've spoken 
about on this pod, which was 

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kind of critically or 
commercially received in the way

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that certainly Ray of Light was.
And then next came Confessions. 

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And I remember this is back in 
the day when there would be ads 

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for albums on the TV and I, I 
don't know which newspaper or 

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magazine or whatever had said 
it, but the ad was like, it was 

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the hung up like, And then up on
the screen just came these 

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words. 
Let's pretend it's the Guardian.

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And this quote was believe the 
hype. 

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This is as good as Ray of Light.
And that just really excited me 

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because I was like, Oh my God, 
she's come back again. 

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She came back before and now 
she's come back again. 

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And then I would have asked for 
the CD for Christmas and just 

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about it. 
And I just you, you had to. 

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And that was also a symptom of 
the time where you just listened

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from something from beginning to
end, but you had to listen to it

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from beginning to end. 
And so it was the first sort of 

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fully realized Madonna product 
that I just loved so much. 

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And people were having the same 
conversation that we're having 

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now back then. 
Is she too old? 

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Is this the last great thing 
she's going to do? 

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So it's actually really exciting
that we're still having that 

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conversation. 
That was that sort of that idea 

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of it being I loved and I it's a
very quick thing and I'm sure we

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would have spoken about this in 
the podcast's original run, but 

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it the idea of this person 
coming back time and time again,

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but in, in the instance, in the,
in the confessions. 

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Era. 
Coming back and it being really,

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undeniably good was just so 
satisfying. 

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Like the fans loved it, sure, 
but like, it was a universal 

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acclaim that album received. 
And that was just so satisfying.

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And that is why I think I feel 
satisfied again now because it's

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just something just goes like in
my little gay brain just goes 

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like it it was, it was all worth
it. 

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And yeah, that's just, that's a 
really, it's a really exciting 

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place, I think. 
Yeah, that was my first instance

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of Confessions. 
I just wanted to share actually 

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some of my favorite social media
comments because we both follow 

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some very intelligent people and
some very funny fuckers. 

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Ross Lohan called this album 
Confessions 2. 

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I should clarify a certified 
tit. 

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Chopper. 
An unknown gay called Madonna, 

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the Deborah Vance of music. 
I saw that. 

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Someone else I don't know, but 
popped into my feed said last 

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night I wrote to a friend that 
listening to this record feels 

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like I'm reconnecting with 
someone, that I was pre apps, 

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pre doom scrolling. 
And that that really hit to hear

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00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,840
you talk about how you came to 
the first Confessions album. 

448
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,480
That album still feels so fresh 
to me. 

449
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:10,480
But it was over 20 years ago and
it was a pre apps, pre doing 

450
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:13,000
schooling life. 
And that, yeah, this is the 

451
00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:16,440
first time that kind of Madonna 
has shown up in that way for me.

452
00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:18,880
And then my final favorite 
comment is something that I 

453
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:23,080
shared with you a few weeks ago 
in our WhatsApp conversation of 

454
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:24,360
violently agreeing with each 
other. 

455
00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:28,280
Someone left this as a comment 
on the YouTube Confessions 

456
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:30,800
movie, which we haven't even 
really discussed yet. 

457
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:36,520
That is, it's Cumberbatch, 
Gwendolyn, Christie, they said 

458
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:40,680
for many people, some some 
random Assad, for many people, 

459
00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:43,760
getting older means gradually 
letting go of the things that 

460
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,680
define you, stepping away from 
your ambitions, your lifestyle, 

461
00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:51,560
your dreams, and eventually 
accepting a smaller version of 

462
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:55,200
yourself. 
She has challenged the idea over

463
00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:57,400
and over again, and for that, 
I'm grateful to her. 

464
00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:00,320
She's changed my perception of 
aging. 

465
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:04,760
Chills. 
Chills because for years, while 

466
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,600
you can say mean things about 
your siblings or your friends, 

467
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:10,520
but no one else can. 
That's very much Madonna for me.

468
00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:13,640
I will bat for her if someone 
else calls her old. 

469
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:16,320
But inside I'm thinking 
actually, maybe is she a little 

470
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:17,200
bit old? 
But no. 

471
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:18,760
Time and time again she proves 
us wrong. 

472
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:22,080
We don't have to reduce our 
ambitions or our dreams because 

473
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:23,760
of ageing. 
And I don't know if that's 

474
00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:26,160
because of the life stage that 
we're at right now where we're 

475
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:28,520
in our prime, but we don't want 
to. 

476
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:30,440
I don't want to not be in a 
prime. 

477
00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:34,480
Life will change, but I don't. 
Yes, why should I not be in my 

478
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:39,120
prime 20 years from now? 
Let me slack language plus one 

479
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:44,480
that and ask you something. 
We were talking earlier about 

480
00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:48,600
the fact that this is obviously 
a very autobiographical piece. 

481
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:53,600
Do you think I'm building on 
that, that another reason that 

482
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,320
it's resonating so much, that 
it's clicking so much is that 

483
00:28:56,320 --> 00:29:01,760
it's I would go beyond it being 
autobiographical and I would say

484
00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:05,040
it's her thesis. 
She it's the thesis of her 

485
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,760
entire career in I feel so free 
at the beginning. 

486
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,000
She literally says it's one of 
the first things she says. 

487
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:13,440
Sometimes I like to create a new
persona and that is the. 

488
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:18,160
Sometimes. 
Yeah, regularly in five years 

489
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:21,160
she speaks about throughout the 
album. 

490
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:25,240
She speaks about the dance floor
as community, and she speaks, I 

491
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,760
think there are like, four or 
five songs with the word love in

492
00:29:27,760 --> 00:29:29,680
them. 
Like, all of it. 

493
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:32,280
Not only does it pick up on 
these Sonic strands from her 

494
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:35,240
career, but it contains all of 
the things that she's been 

495
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:39,800
talking about for 40 years 
wrapped up in into this product.

496
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:44,120
And I wonder if that might be 
why it's really holding a punch 

497
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:48,200
as well, because it is the 
crystallization of everything 

498
00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:50,560
that she's stood for and 
everything she's fought for and 

499
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:53,680
represented not only in her 
music, but in her visuals and in

500
00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:57,240
her conduct for the past four 
decades. 

501
00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:58,560
Yeah. 
I'd agree. 

502
00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:02,320
I'd agree with all of that. 
And it's violently violently. 

503
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:05,680
But all of that is wrapped up in
fun. 

504
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:09,000
It's also fun. 
It's a fun album. 

505
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:12,120
In. 
The last few years she's done a 

506
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:15,000
fair bit of looking back on the 
Rebel Heart album, there were 

507
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,960
songs where she looked they 
weren't fun, they would let down

508
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,920
her guard. 
They were dark. 

509
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,920
They were they weren't very, 
they weren't very interesting to

510
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:27,640
listen to, But this is fun. 
It's joyful. 

511
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,840
And even when love sensation was
dropped a couple of weeks ago, 

512
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:41,120
my body was just filled with 
euphoria. 

513
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,480
But I was like, this is this, 
this could be a little bit of a 

514
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,880
throwaway ditty. 
This isn't really very 

515
00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:47,440
substantial. 
And I was like, I don't fucking 

516
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:51,360
careless, just enjoy it. 
She's making fun pop music. 

517
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,400
This is what people have been 
asking for forever. 

518
00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:56,280
So Speaking of, shall we get 
into it? 

519
00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:58,640
Shall we talk about? 
Doesn't have to be 

520
00:30:58,880 --> 00:31:00,880
chronologically, but it probably
makes sense with the way the 

521
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:03,560
album goes. 
What are like your standouts? 

522
00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:05,680
How many would you like me to 
pick? 

523
00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:08,280
Shall we move through it? 
Because for me the album is, I 

524
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:12,720
see like thirds to this album. 
I get like from I Feel So Free 

525
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:15,880
through to everything. 
There's a bit of a vibe and a 

526
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:19,280
storyline and everything kind of
ends in a bit of a dark place. 

527
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:23,000
But then we're lifted up through
the light to love sensation and 

528
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,840
I see a bit of a chapter there 
through to maybe school, and 

529
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:30,800
then certainly from Fragile 
onwards the dance party is over 

530
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:33,880
and we've gone more 
introspective and calm down 

531
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:37,640
South in that first third. 
What do you reckon? 

532
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:41,280
I think in that first third, I 
feel so free. 

533
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:44,920
When it first came out, I was 
like, oh, I love this. 

534
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:47,800
I love the Donna Summer of it. 
I love the future lovers. 

535
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:49,400
We're talking about Sonic 
siblings, right? 

536
00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:53,120
That is a Sonic sibling with the
original confessions for sure. 

537
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:58,360
Forget your. 
Problems administration. 

538
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:06,400
And I love as a sort of I liked 
it as AI liked it as a stand 

539
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:09,440
alone, but I love it as the 
opener. 

540
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,960
I love it. 
Other highlights for me, I've 

541
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:15,480
got a shout out Bring your love 
with Sabrina Carpenter. 

542
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,920
When I first heard it, I was 
like, what's that thing that's 

543
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,160
like scratching my brain? 
And I wasn't until I listened to

544
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:23,920
it again as part of the whole 
piece. 

545
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:26,160
Does it interpolate good life by
inner city? 

546
00:32:35,050 --> 00:32:39,490
And that is that that kind of 
90s that it makes me think of 

547
00:32:39,810 --> 00:32:42,290
the not mentioned in that 
cetera, but it makes me think of

548
00:32:42,290 --> 00:32:47,930
ruin Michelle ruling New York, 
that kind of untouchable 

549
00:32:47,930 --> 00:32:52,330
unknowable for us New York. 
It just, it really excites. 

550
00:32:52,330 --> 00:32:54,330
Me, I didn't realise until she 
said this in an interview the 

551
00:32:54,370 --> 00:32:56,730
other day with one Bob the Drag 
Queen. 

552
00:32:56,730 --> 00:33:00,720
That song is literally about 
everything we've talked about 

553
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:05,560
with this kind of being forced 
to work with record label Hot 

554
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:08,680
Young Things of the Minute and 
think about streaming numbers 

555
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:13,040
and following trends, which to 
us is the antithesis of Madonna.

556
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:14,280
Is it for? 
You. 

557
00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:16,840
Is it for them? 
I know where the bodies are 

558
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:19,400
buried. 
I have so much more respect for 

559
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:30,240
that song now. 
And then the final sort of big 

560
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:32,960
hit for me in that first act 
that you were talking about is 

561
00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:36,400
Danceteria. 
I just it feel I could not stop 

562
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,480
smiling when I first listened to
it. 

563
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:41,400
And the same goes for every 
subsequent listen now. 

564
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:47,080
Roger than David Gern leave 52's
head lounge 'cause you have so 

565
00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:52,000
much to walk on the wild. 
Side so moving into the second 

566
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,000
act, we've talked about love 
sensation. 

567
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:57,640
I think Love Sensation is her 
tribute. 

568
00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:00,000
She spends a lot of this album 
talking about people from her 

569
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:04,360
past, her brother, her 
stepmother, all of the cameos on

570
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,800
Dansateria. 
But I think Love Sensations 

571
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:09,199
about her current love. 
I think she's been with a guy 

572
00:34:09,199 --> 00:34:10,760
for a few years now. 
I don't really know too much 

573
00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:13,080
about him, but I think that's 
like a love song for him. 

574
00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:16,880
Bizarre is about Sean Penn. 
Did that click for you? 

575
00:34:17,199 --> 00:34:19,920
Did click. 
That did click for me, Yeah. 

576
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:26,920
And if you listen to bizarre, I 
think Bizarre and sorry, Sonic 

577
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:31,280
siblings, because there's a kind
of it's there's like a there's 

578
00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:34,159
that kind of like rhythmic, but 
there was something in the 

579
00:34:34,159 --> 00:34:36,159
lyrics to bizarre that clicked 
with me. 

580
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:38,000
What did she say? 
There's something that was so 

581
00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:43,920
Sean movie star. 
With deep blue eyes and 

582
00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:48,760
Hollywood were a perfect price. 
Loved love without words and 

583
00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:53,360
that is a real sort of, again, 
it's that that's one of the big 

584
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,199
temp holes of the thesis for me.
She's literally it's a love 

585
00:34:56,199 --> 00:34:59,960
letter to dance music and the 
fact that dance music is seen as

586
00:34:59,960 --> 00:35:05,200
this flippant thing sometimes, 
but it is rooted in truth and 

587
00:35:05,240 --> 00:35:08,840
tribal community coming 
together. 

588
00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:13,560
I love love without words and 
it's one of the stand outs to 

589
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:17,400
me. 
If not, no, no, it's not my 

590
00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:18,280
absolute. 
Favorite. 

591
00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:29,480
No. 
Allow me to be sincere for a 

592
00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:31,960
moment. 
To the point of nausea I find 

593
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:34,360
fragile. 
Incredibly moving because it is 

594
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:37,080
about her brother who died a 
year or so ago. 

595
00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:39,880
Yeah, you. 
Know because when I first heard 

596
00:35:39,880 --> 00:35:42,480
it, I was like, oh, this is this
sounds. 

597
00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:45,240
I don't mean to be flipping. 
I thought it might be about 

598
00:35:45,240 --> 00:35:47,000
people that she might have lost 
to age. 

599
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:51,000
Yeah, right. 
It is about a queer man that she

600
00:35:51,280 --> 00:36:00,810
has loved and lost. 
Yeah, and maybe for Madonna, the

601
00:36:00,810 --> 00:36:05,250
queer man son who literally grew
up with her looked very similar.

602
00:36:05,570 --> 00:36:09,010
He was a genuinely brilliant 
artist in his own right. 

603
00:36:09,010 --> 00:36:12,690
We fans owe a lot to him for the
Blonde Ambition tour and the 

604
00:36:12,690 --> 00:36:15,370
Girly Show tours. 
He creatively directed those 

605
00:36:15,370 --> 00:36:17,960
things and but he also had this 
relationship with her where they

606
00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:23,320
were like that classic gay man, 
straight female best friend 

607
00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:26,200
relationship as well. 
And quite sadly, you know, I'm 

608
00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:28,360
sure anyone listening to this 
would know he wrote a book, a 

609
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,520
kind of towel book a few years 
ago on about her. 

610
00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:33,400
A bit gross. 
Yes, I did download an illegal 

611
00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:35,760
PDF so I've read it. 
I didn't give him any money for 

612
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:40,760
it, but I remember it opens with
this line where he says I was 

613
00:36:40,760 --> 00:36:44,280
born my mother's son, but I will
die my sister's brother. 

614
00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:47,480
And you've got to have respect 
for people who growing up and 

615
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:50,520
moving in the world in the 
shadow of someone like Madonna 

616
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:53,160
would have been hard. 
So it's I, I found this song 

617
00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:57,640
very poignant to hear her sing 
really beautifully about this 

618
00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:02,440
kind of best friend who there 
was a very rocky, yeah, 

619
00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:06,000
challenging relationship with. 
And then the, I guess the final 

620
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:10,160
part of Act 2 is school, right? 
That's where you cut the line. 

621
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:13,240
Well, so so I think we skipped 
school, yeah. 

622
00:37:13,240 --> 00:37:16,360
So maybe school was the end. 
I moved on quickly so going to 

623
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,760
school. 
I love school lol. 

624
00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:22,440
School is my favorite song on 
the album. 

625
00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:28,840
School is not only is it's just 
a banger to listen to, but it 

626
00:37:29,240 --> 00:37:35,240
feels so current and I, I don't.
Again, I hope it goes without 

627
00:37:35,240 --> 00:37:37,800
saying that we are. 
If you're looking for ageism, 

628
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,360
you've you're misinterpreting my
verbiage. 

629
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:45,400
I love and I'm blown away that 
this song was made by a 67 year 

630
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:59,000
old woman. 
It is cool and heavy. 

631
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:02,840
I think we spoke in our violin 
agreement WhatsApp chats. 

632
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:07,520
We spoke about the fact that in 
comparison to Confessions one, 

633
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:11,960
the beats throughout the album 
are a lot heavier. 

634
00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:14,720
It sounds and feels a bit 
darker. 

635
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:18,240
And I wonder if that might be 
because it's, I don't know, the 

636
00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:20,080
state of the world. 
But she's also spoken about the 

637
00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:24,120
fact that she's made this album 
because of her feelings about 

638
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:26,240
where we're at globally at the 
moment. 

639
00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:32,280
It just feels like there's more 
at stake and there is more depth

640
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:37,200
and perhaps kind of importance 
and danger to things and 

641
00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:41,360
something like school, which is 
just vicious and Beatty and 

642
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:45,120
intense. 
It really excited me. 

643
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:48,960
It really excites me. 
I love that song and it's my 

644
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:53,200
favorite on the album currently.
And as you say that, I think 

645
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:59,080
it's really amazing how this 
album is drenched in nostalgia 

646
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:03,000
and looking back, but still 
feels so current and 

647
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:06,680
forward-looking. 
It's kind of, I don't know how 

648
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:09,080
they did it. 
I don't know how it can be so 

649
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:12,120
layered with all of these 
references from the past and 

650
00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:14,360
specifically intentionally 
looking back. 

651
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,080
But then there's songs like this
where you're like, it's so 

652
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:21,720
contemporary and innovative. 
And look, if she just has to 

653
00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:24,560
work with Stuart Price for the 
rest of her career, so be it. 

654
00:39:24,720 --> 00:39:27,000
Because something like him in a 
room, yeah, let's just stay 

655
00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:31,440
there together. 
We need another one, Stuart. 

656
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:35,680
We need 1/3. 
My sins are my Saviour. 

657
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:51,920
OK, when I was listening to it, 
because I think that on Friday 

658
00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:53,680
you'd listen to the whole thing 
already. 

659
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,520
And I actually finally enough 
listen to it in three acts just 

660
00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:58,760
because I was like going to work
and then on my lunch break and 

661
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:01,880
then whatever when it clicks 
over into my sins and my 

662
00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:04,600
saviour. 
That was that planted the seed 

663
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:09,560
to me of this is not just a 
sequel to Confessions because I 

664
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:14,320
felt like I was listening to 
justify my love or something 

665
00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:22,320
from erotica. 
I kiss you in Paris. 

666
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:25,760
It was just boys and girls 
kissing, senses hissing. 

667
00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:30,320
Sorry about I was vibrating to 
listen to it. 

668
00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:31,960
Thoughts on? 
Betrayal. 

669
00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:35,680
OK, I actually have a weird 
connection to betrayal. 

670
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:49,800
The concept as well as so it's 
samples. 

671
00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:53,480
Speaking of sampling, it samples
this piece of classical music 

672
00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:56,280
that I'm not going to try and 
I'm not going to try and 

673
00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:58,600
pronounce. 
OK, I don't know it from the 

674
00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:01,400
original, but are you familiar 
with Buddha Bar? 

675
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:07,680
Compilation. 
It's giving hotel costares or 

676
00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:12,040
cafe Mambo, yes. 
Which is a huge part of my 

677
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:18,640
listening ideas and my DNA. 
So there's a bit of our song 

678
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:21,160
that also samples that kind of 
classical piece. 

679
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:24,000
And so that immediately made me 
go all trickily because it 

680
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:31,160
speaks to that late 90s, early 
2000s trip hop lounge bar kind 

681
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:36,280
of bedtime stories time as well.
So this, again, felt like we 

682
00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:39,720
were dipping into other elements
of Madonna's back catalog that 

683
00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:43,680
we weren't expecting. 
And that tickled a part of my 

684
00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:48,200
brain that I wasn't expecting to
be hit with this album. 

685
00:41:48,560 --> 00:41:53,840
And I think it's in the third 
act that Madonna and Stuart 

686
00:41:54,720 --> 00:41:57,960
really start to paint up the 
walls and say, OK, here's the 

687
00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:00,400
thing, here's the stuff that you
kind of thought was coming. 

688
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:02,560
I'm going to give you that. 
And we're going to build on it 

689
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:05,240
and make it even better and 
really push the joy and the 

690
00:42:05,240 --> 00:42:07,960
storytelling. 
But then in this third act, 

691
00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:14,560
we're going to go even further 
and I am really grateful for 

692
00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:20,200
that because it's not it that I 
think pushes it to another level

693
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:23,000
that Confessions 1 doesn't go. 
I agree. 

694
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,080
I agree. 
So let's move on to which I 

695
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:30,240
think is something which could 
have been a disaster as you 

696
00:42:30,240 --> 00:42:32,840
thought, I think as well the 
test. 

697
00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:38,080
Little star, I tried to put you 
on a pedestal. 

698
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:42,320
You didn't ask for all the 
flashing lights. 

699
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,600
Little *. 
We spoke about the fact that 

700
00:42:46,720 --> 00:42:49,680
Little Star on Ray of Light, 
which is about Lordez, is the 

701
00:42:49,680 --> 00:43:06,480
penultimate song on the album 
and it's the same with The Test 

702
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:08,600
and I don't think that's a 
coincidence. 

703
00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:13,040
Agreed, I know that it's been 
well documented that this was a 

704
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:15,120
come to Jesus moment for the two
of them. 

705
00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:18,360
I don't quite know what the sort
of fractures were in their 

706
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,080
relationship before. 
I can't imagine it's easy having

707
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:28,960
a mother like Madonna. 
But it is this really lovely, 

708
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:35,240
simple song that I think seems 
to meet them both where they're 

709
00:43:35,240 --> 00:43:40,000
at, because Lord has had a few 
songs herself and obviously has 

710
00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:41,760
never reached the levels that 
her mother has. 

711
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:43,200
And I don't think probably wants
to. 

712
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:48,360
But I found it such a lovely and
authentic collaboration. 

713
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:51,280
And you know what? 
I struggled to figure out who 

714
00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:52,120
was who. 
Wow. 

715
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:55,400
Really. 
Yeah, Yeah. 

716
00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:59,640
I thought that was a real sweet 
addition that I wasn't 

717
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,000
particularly looking forward to 
because it could have been 

718
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:02,800
dreadful. 
And it was. 

719
00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:04,520
It was really, it was the 
opposite. 

720
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:05,720
It's so beautiful. 
Yeah. 

721
00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:10,560
Really special. 
And then to end look, I get a 

722
00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,960
bit emotional at this song, LES.
It. 

723
00:44:23,630 --> 00:44:27,670
Opens up with the kind of 
background noise of what I 

724
00:44:27,670 --> 00:44:32,590
imagine is New York. 
It's like the buses creaking and

725
00:44:32,590 --> 00:44:37,110
St. noise and bins clattering. 
And going back to what we said 

726
00:44:37,110 --> 00:44:41,830
about how this album is what 
maybe she wanted the film or TV 

727
00:44:41,830 --> 00:44:46,360
show to be, she's beyond 
anything she's ever referenced 

728
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:47,920
before. 
She's talking about that young 

729
00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:51,920
girl who was a nobody living in 
like a bedsit and kind of having

730
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:56,480
this boyfriend who played 
acoustic guitar or whatever and 

731
00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:58,120
was really creative 
artistically. 

732
00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:02,440
But there was a point where she 
realized that he would limit her

733
00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:04,720
own ambitions, her own bond 
ambitions. 

734
00:45:04,720 --> 00:45:08,360
And she knew she had to get rid 
to be the person that she went 

735
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:11,480
on to be. 
And that's a really special song

736
00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:13,240
for me. 
It's like an acoustic song. 

737
00:45:13,240 --> 00:45:16,560
So to end this big dance record 
with this very introspective, 

738
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,680
personal song that again, I 
think could have been a bit 

739
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:21,600
naff, it could have been a bit 
corny. 

740
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,000
But I think it's the very 
sincere side of the coin to 

741
00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:28,760
something like Dansateria. 
It's very kind of pure and 

742
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:32,480
honest and Lower East Side, Boy,
I wasn't meant for you. 

743
00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:36,240
I think it is absolute 
perfection in how to end an 

744
00:45:36,240 --> 00:45:40,680
album like this. 
I agree and it really it 

745
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:45,880
actually tapped into some early 
oral fixation law for me. 

746
00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:49,880
Do you remember what what we 
what album we spoke about in 

747
00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:51,560
episode 2 of Oral? 
Fixation. 

748
00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:54,640
The Velvet Underground. 
Yes, that song. 

749
00:45:54,680 --> 00:45:57,000
It makes me think of Sunday 
morning Sunday. 

750
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:13,840
That sort of that come down in 
New York that trickily like 

751
00:46:14,120 --> 00:46:17,000
untenable easing out of the 
party. 

752
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:21,760
And you know, the read walk on 
the wild side is referenced or 

753
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:34,240
sampled in that story as well. 
There are three lines there. 

754
00:46:34,240 --> 00:46:38,840
And it really, when I first 
listened to her, I was like, oh,

755
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:43,640
it's a bit of a downer to end 
the album on this, but it makes 

756
00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:48,800
perfect sense. 
And I also wonder if it is this 

757
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:52,160
sort of the ending of her 
thesis, which is everything 

758
00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:56,800
fades away. 
And I hope that it's not to pick

759
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:59,280
up on what I asked you at the 
beginning of this episode. 

760
00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:05,360
I hope it's not her kind of swan
song, but it felt like perhaps 

761
00:47:05,720 --> 00:47:06,960
it might be. 
I don't know. 

762
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:10,880
And. 
I think maybe I might be OK if 

763
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:14,880
this is the way to go out high 
to end on. 

764
00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:18,800
She's having so much fun. 
The other night we saw scenes 

765
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:23,160
from the launch party in London 
where every queer and hag in 

766
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:27,040
London was at this party with 
mother's legs blown up. 

767
00:47:27,320 --> 00:47:30,000
Allah Jerry Halliwell at the 
Brits if you will. 

768
00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:37,720
And she's dancing on stage while
Honey Dijon plays remixes of 

769
00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:40,760
early 80s Madonna songs. 
And she's singing along and 

770
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:45,280
she's having an absolute blast. 
And I don't care if she can't 

771
00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:47,240
dance like she did when she was 
in her 40s. 

772
00:47:47,240 --> 00:47:48,600
I don't care if her voice has 
changed. 

773
00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:51,520
She's having so much fun. 
She's with her people. 

774
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:53,760
She's surrounded by Stagger 
Tree. 

775
00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:57,280
She looks amazing. 
Whoever her creative 

776
00:47:57,280 --> 00:48:00,360
collaborators are at this point 
in time, it's working. 

777
00:48:00,760 --> 00:48:05,040
As a fan who has made it through
the wilderness, somehow we made 

778
00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:10,680
it through. 
I'm just so I just have to enjoy

779
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,880
the now. 
We might not get something like 

780
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:15,760
this again. 
And I'm so grateful that she 

781
00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:18,920
nearly died a few years ago. 
She's two years from 70. 

782
00:48:19,160 --> 00:48:20,720
We are lucky to be having. 
This. 

783
00:48:20,720 --> 00:48:23,240
So just enjoy it, soak it all 
up. 

784
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:27,600
A couple of questions from me 
before we wrap up. 

785
00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:33,720
First question was is where is 
my Kylie collab? 

786
00:48:33,720 --> 00:48:37,240
I felt like that was hinted at. 
I think that'll be like a bonus 

787
00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:39,200
kind of milli. 
Thingy. 

788
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:44,360
Yes, yes, OK. 
Any we'll have to dust off the 

789
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:46,480
mics for that one we've. 
Come back. 

790
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:47,840
I've got a question for you, 
Drew. 

791
00:48:47,840 --> 00:48:49,360
What's it like being back on the
mic? 

792
00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:51,720
Do you miss anything about? 
Do you miss the technical 

793
00:48:51,720 --> 00:48:54,400
difficulties or? 
Don't miss the Don't miss the 

794
00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:59,880
half an hour of trying three 
different laptops to make this 

795
00:48:59,880 --> 00:49:01,920
work. 
What you can't see, I don't. 

796
00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:03,200
I tell you what, I don't miss 
that. 

797
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:04,880
I don't miss it because I never 
had it before. 

798
00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:08,800
But the video aspect is a whole 
new dimension to me. 

799
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:13,400
It sure. 
Is a very complicated system of 

800
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:20,320
weights and pulleys to make me 
try and look in some way 

801
00:49:20,320 --> 00:49:23,480
presentable for an audio visual 
format. 

802
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:26,920
But it has been. 
I've got to say this is no 

803
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:29,720
secret that it was one of the 
great pleasures and honours of 

804
00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:32,080
my life to share a microphone so
long. 

805
00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:37,960
So to get back on the mic and 
have a discussion about mother 

806
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:42,000
with you has just been the 
absolute best way I could have 

807
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:46,000
spent my Sunday afternoon. 
It has been a week of huge 

808
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:50,080
comebacks in queer culture, 
confessions to this sort of oral

809
00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:52,560
fixation, tracks of our Queers 
collab. 

810
00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:54,280
We don't know what the future 
holds. 

811
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:56,960
This might not be the last time 
that your voice is heard in the 

812
00:49:56,960 --> 00:50:00,640
Tracks of our Queers feed. 
So more on that to come back. 

813
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,720
Liz, we basically did this for 
you, so I hope you enjoyed it. 

814
00:50:04,240 --> 00:50:05,480
Yeah. 
Thanks, Liz. 

815
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,640
Yeah. 
Blank based friend. 

816
00:50:07,640 --> 00:50:11,120
Send us an e-mail please. 
Our inbox is DRY. 

817
00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:16,120
Don't get to listen to tracks of
our quiz, Andy, can you give us 

818
00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:21,000
any hints or little tidbits at 
the upcoming season? 

819
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:24,880
You've always been the first 
person to listen, first person 

820
00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:28,000
to give feedback, and so I'm 
always hesitant to share with 

821
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,880
you hints and guests because I 
want it to be a surprise for 

822
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:32,600
you. 
But I'm going to leave you with 

823
00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:35,720
two words. 
Go on. 

824
00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:39,480
Bette Midler, you are kidding. 
Me. 

825
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,240
You. 
You hadn't be punky. 

826
00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:46,640
I haven't interviewed Bette 
Midler, but that's the clue. 

827
00:50:46,680 --> 00:50:50,240
Bette Midler is the clue. 
Oh, yeah. 

828
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:52,680
Yeah. 
OK, OK. 

829
00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:57,080
And that ties us right back to 
episode one. 

830
00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:59,080
Overall fixation. 
There you go. 

831
00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:04,080
And that is our thesis, Drew 
where? 

832
00:51:04,080 --> 00:51:06,400
Can if this is someone who's 
been listening to you for the 

833
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:10,120
first time, where can folk find 
more from you? 

834
00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:17,800
Welcome, more than welcome to 
follow my my descent into. 

835
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:20,960
Hysteria. 
Hysteria. 

836
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:26,600
Despair on Instagram. 
My Instagram handle is with all 

837
00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:31,600
Drew respect, with little full 
stops in between each one. 

838
00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:34,880
Yeah, coming John. 
I'm I think about four or five 

839
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:38,480
followers away from hitting 1K. 
So if this is the thing that 

840
00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:40,720
ticks me over, that will be 
it'll be all worth it. 

841
00:51:40,720 --> 00:51:43,640
What's your favorite AF episode 
if you were to share with a new 

842
00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:45,280
listener who's like Give me 
more? 

843
00:51:46,360 --> 00:51:50,560
Such a good question. 
Do you know what I did listen to

844
00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:53,800
the, funnily enough, the Madonna
episode that we did with Maxi 

845
00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:55,520
Shields after she passed 
recently. 

846
00:51:55,560 --> 00:52:00,360
But I would say yeah, the ABBA 
episode is an absolute hoot. 

847
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:05,600
I love our Liza Minnelli episode
with Trevor Ashley, how about 

848
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,280
you? 
Two in the pink, one in the 

849
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:09,440
stink. 
That was our last one. 

850
00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:13,560
No, my my absolute favorite is 
Sinead O'Connor in a hijab on 

851
00:52:13,560 --> 00:52:17,240
Good Morning Britain is Queer. 
Yeah, which it is? 

852
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:19,520
It is that's that's a non 
negotiable. 

853
00:52:19,600 --> 00:52:23,200
Where can people find you? 
You better find me at Tracks of 

854
00:52:23,200 --> 00:52:27,120
Our Queers or Andrew, do you 
think you are? 

855
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:30,240
And yeah, I'm so excited that 
this has been a pure joy. 

856
00:52:30,240 --> 00:52:32,200
No better way to spend a Sunday 
afternoon. 

857
00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:34,920
And do you know what the 
absolute best thing about all 

858
00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:37,240
this is? 
You don't have to depress 

859
00:52:37,360 --> 00:52:50,200
anymore. 
Thank you to my best friend Drew

860
00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:53,800
for hopping back on the mic. 
You may hear more from him and 

861
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:56,120
his queer tracks in the future. 
Who knows? 

862
00:52:56,760 --> 00:53:01,080
This episode of oral fixation 
slash Tracks of Our Queers was 

863
00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,640
recorded on, well, Rajouri and 
Larakia Lant. 

864
00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:07,600
You can e-mail me at 
tracksofourqueers@gmail.com and 

865
00:53:07,600 --> 00:53:09,480
see you in a few weeks for 
Season 7.

