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Guys, welcome to another episode
of Metal Mastermind, cofounder 

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and your cohost me, Jason 
Stallworth and also cofounder of

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Metal Mastermind and Cohost The 
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Ken Candelas, good morning. 
How are you, man? 

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I'm great. 
We appreciate you guys. 

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I know we say that all the time.
I hope you don't get tired of 

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hearing but we we dearly 
appreciate all of you listening 

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and being a part of metal 
mastermind you you were so 

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important to us. 
Thank you for being a part of 

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this awesome metal musician 
community that you have built. 

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We didn't build this. 
You guys built it right. 

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We're all part of this together.
But Ken and I, we always have 

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discussions just him and I 
sometimes Ken because they they 

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get a little you know we we 
share what we're going through 

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with with the business and and 
some personal challenges which 

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all these revolve around. 
Like Ken, our our home lives are

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good. 
We have zero issues in that 

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department. 
But our a lot of our 

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frustrations which is what we're
going to be talking about today,

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frustrations and how to handle 
it and a lot of stuff that you 

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just feel like your back's 
against the wall and things just

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aren't moving in the direction 
that you want. 

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But Ken and I, you know, 
building a business and working 

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on albums and everything that 
goes with that, you know, making

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a living in the arts, you had 
this pretty lengthy discussion, 

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dude, probably at least 30 
minutes, man. 

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And we, we should have filmed 
that for like an insight 

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exclusive or something. 
But I just really, really good 

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heartfelt conversation, man. 
But frustrations can. 

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I'll, you know, I'll let you 
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how you handle it in. 
When when we work on on our 

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music, I think one of the 
biggest things about working on 

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your music to get it to the 
other side of it being released.

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Especially if you care deeply 
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Is is is how long you realize 
the process takes. 

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You know you, you come through 
and if you're if you've never 

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released an album before, it's 
just to put it in in in. 

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Especially as an indie musician,
it takes it takes a lot of 

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effort, especially if you want 
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These sorts of things take time 
and if you're doing them on your

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own, you just have to be aware 
and prepared that you will, you 

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know, spend a significant amount
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One of the things that I guess, 
you know, if we were to go back 

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in history a little bit when we 
we had you know, record labels 

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just constantly funding artists,
literally living out of a studio

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for months on end. 
Where they were able to just 

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create and capture those 
moments, we don't really have 

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that kind of style of recording 
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common thing. 
Now it's a much more rare thing.

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You you have to have your own 
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still with a label, they don't 
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of an advance to artists 
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So you have to be more creative 
with your time. 

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And when you are sitting there 
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creating the song is one thing 
Jason and I, you know, we're 

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involved in, in my own music and
you know, Jason played guitars 

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for back in like 2019 and it's 
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And it's it's gone through a lot
of its own hurdles. 

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You know my own personal issues 
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You know, that's just life, you 
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But we just had this small 
discussion on, you know, am I 

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holding myself back from, from 
releasing this? 

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And quite honest, I think it's 
not necessarily that I'm holding

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myself back, but that what I'm 
building with my own music is 

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more than just an album. 
It's it's a story. 

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And there's. 27 pieces of 
artwork that goes along with it 

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and you know, it's just this big
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creativity. 
So struggled and been frustrated

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very much so with my own journey
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time to create. 
Frustration. 

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Yes, very, very true. 
How do I deal with it? 

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I remember why I do what I do. 
You know, I I am, I'm an 

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educator, I'm a teacher. 
And you know, I whenever I show 

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my students my work, it's still 
in progress. 

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But you know, them knowing me 
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bit of access to it. 
They're very inspired by it and 

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they can't wait to hear it. 
So that certainly helps having 

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having the feedback from. 
My students, my peers, and 

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people who have been on board 
and they're totally gung ho 

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about it, that that all helps. 
I think having a support that 

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you can rely on is is 
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If you if you are truly alone, 
it becomes very hard to move 

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past some of that mental 
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I think you know, if you if you 
have somebody that you can lean 

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on, whether that's a significant
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or it's a or, it's a really, 
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we're human. 
We need to deflate, you know, as

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much as we need to also inflate 
our inspiration, you know, we 

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also need to deflate certain 
things in life and decompressed 

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and, you know, recenter 
ourselves and come back to it 

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and be stronger than we were 
before. 

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It's not always easy getting 
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you fall, you know you hurt your
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You know, because when you do, 
you're you're you're more 

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determined about it. 
It takes more to get back on 

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that horse the second time that 
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So you getting back on that is a
telltale sign that you'll be 

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fine. 
You know, you just got to keep 

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going. 
And I I truly believe in that. 

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You know, we've shared kind of 
the same struggle. 

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You know, I've been working on 
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mentioned this on my channel on 
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But Long story short, about 2 
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pretty pretty close to being 
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I even had the drums recorded 
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You know, Cameron Fleury out of 
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He recorded the drum tracks for 
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had some of the leads down. 
But then I put everything on 

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hold because Ken, you and I 
wanted to really pursue metal 

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Mastermind and this was a a 
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So I'm like, well, chasing two 
large rabbits you you probably 

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won't catch either one. 
So I'm like let me put that to 

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the side because right now metal
Mastermind is more important 

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that we get this off the ground.
You know, you and I had a vision

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for it. 
So we we've got to take this 

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opportunity and run with it, 
which we did, which I'm, I'm 

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proud of that decision. 
I would never take that back for

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anything. 
I love what we're doing. 

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Had we not started it, we 
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now talking to you guys. 
But revisiting that album 2 

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years later, it's like, oh, I 
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So I I have changed many, many 
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There are times where I want to 
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I'm like, you know, maybe I'll 
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album and just scratch this 
whole thing, which I don't think

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that would be a good decision 
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So anyway, I'm, I'm at the tail 
end of it here sometimes can and

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you, you and I both talked about
this earlier and to everyone. 

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A lot of times our frustration 
can come in our ability and this

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is something we talked quite a 
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mastermind. 
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you're an accomplished musician.
Ken, you're an accomplished 

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composer. 
I've been playing guitar and 

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write music since 1989. 
I've been playing live, you 

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know, for just about that long. 
So but even with all that you 

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can, you can have those moments 
where you just lack off and it's

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in yourself and your abilities. 
It's like okay was this, is this

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really good enough? 
You know, and out there nowadays

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everybody's a critic. 
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always been a critic, but you 
can base decisions off what you 

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think others will think. 
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before as well. 
And I guess what I encourage you

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guys not to do is, well, it's 
just that don't worry about what

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others think, but don't worry 
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think. 
A lot of that is just kind of 

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conjured up in our own heads, 
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There's a lot of negativity 
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There is a lot of opinions 
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But even the most confident 
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they can lack confidence at 
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And that's something I think we 
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to time. 
Totally. 

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Confidence is a huge factor in 
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You know, the most successful 
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confident too. 
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So building up confidence is a 
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is. 
You kind of have to grind 

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through a bit. 
You know, you can't. 

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You don't start off with just, 
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you know, sometimes, you know, 
even myself or you can feel like

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this imposter syndrome that, you
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right thing? 
Are we are we giving the value 

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that we're supposed to give to 
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You know, yeah, walk away 
thinking, oh, I can follow this 

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guy. 
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struggle with that for, for a 
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little back story here at like 
2019 was also when I started 

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working as a as a professor, you
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pandemic and all of this was it 
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I didn't intend to go to my job 
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a professor. 
I was actually going for an 

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interview to be a technician to 
to just you know run the studios

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and things when they went down 
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But the my boss then had looked 
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guy looks like he could be 
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You know, they asked me whether 
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I said, I guess and you know, it
went really well. 

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Well, and then I got the job. 
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didn't, I didn't start off with 
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here's how you start teaching. 
You know, it's like, cuz I 

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wasn't, I wasn't involved in 
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This straight like I actually 
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before I would say no, I I don't
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Like I want to just be the 
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I want to do that. 
And then coming here, I was just

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like, OK about and I was plopped
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I wasn't even plopped in the 
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And they're like, OK you're just
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left off. 
I was like, what? 

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Talk about being. 
So, but it was a sink or swim 

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moment, you know. 
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naturally evolved over time as 
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with being a teacher. 
I I say teaching chose me. 

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It wasn't me that chose teaching
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It became something that I 
embodied through the in some 

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ways, the validation of my 
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You know, when students had told
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that they benefited from, that 
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employers, they told me that it 
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certainly helped. 
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my own nation. 
You know, to say that, yeah, you

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know, even though I don't know 
necessarily what this topic is 

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about today, I'm going to figure
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I'm going to do a little bit of 
homework and I'm going to make a

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presentation about it to make. 
When I do talk about it, I can 

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convey at least something that 
can get across to the student, 

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and that was huge. 
You just nailed something very 

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important, Ken, and something 
you and I learned from from Leah

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McHenry. 
In our time, the savvy musician 

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Academy is we'll figure it out. 
You know, you're always going to

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figure it out. 
If if you want to figure it out,

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you'll find a way, man, you will
find a way to do it. 

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So valuable lesson we learned is
as simple as that is, you know, 

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very powerful. 
I mean, it's kind of like, you 

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know, when when I left my 
corporate job and I didn't have 

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the income that that that income
was not replaced when I left my 

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corporate job three and half 
years ago, I took a voluntary 

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layoff and I've got it. 
I got a small severance, a 

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little bit of funds that they 
had in an investment account and

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I'm like, all right, well this, 
this will hold us over till a 

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year, for about a year. 
And I'm like, well just I'll 

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have to figure out how this is 
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I eventually did and not to see 
it hasn't been a there are 

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always uncertainties when you 
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jump out there and do something 
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of the norm. 
But, but again, you just figure 

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it out. 
Sometimes I believe that when 

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you're back against the wall and
certain things, man, because 

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it's like, okay, I have to 
figure out a way. 

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I don't want to go back to what 
I was doing. 

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There's nothing wrong with what 
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I mean, I met some great people 
there, actually. 

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I saw a dude that that I worked 
with, hadn't seen him and you 

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worked there in the gym this 
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So, you know, I I met a lot of 
great people. 

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I learned a lot of great things.
So I certainly don't want to the

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same thing negative about my 
corporate gig. 

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It was great. 
I if I didn't have this drive to

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do what I do now I'd probably 
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was a great position they had 
and I've worked with a lot of 

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great people but I is I knew 
that there was something else 

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that I wanted to do with my life
and this was it. 

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I just didn't know how I would I
would make it as a fulltime 

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musician. 
I'm like you know can we. 

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We figured out this platform 
here metal mastermind and and 

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some other things and you know 
here we are dude, we're we're in

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some people's eyes. 
We're living the dream and I'm 

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very grateful for that. 
Even with the struggles, you 

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know, and we probably won't get 
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here, but you and I talked about
some of the struggles. 

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There's some financial struggles
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own platform. 
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uncertainties that come, there 
are good times there, a lot of 

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peaks and valleys, but you just 
have to know that no matter 

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what, you're going to figure it 
out. 

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Yeah, you have made a great 
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I I also really. 
Firmly believe that growth is 

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equivalent to recognizing 
resistance and so when you when 

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you come to a point where 
there's a there's your your 

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movement forward, it's all about
deliberating and deciphering 

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what is the resistance that's in
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Get around. 
I actually received the 

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compliment from a good friend of
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thing about you is you always 
seem to, you know, be like a cat

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landing on its two feet. 
Yeah. 

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And I said, you know, I 
appreciate that. 

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I, you know, I don't always know
how things are going to work 

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out. 
But you know that that does warm

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my heart. 
You have to be able to. 

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Adapt and you know still land on
your two feet and you don't know

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what you know and you take a 
risk here, you know that could 

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mean cascading effect way or 
that way. 

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And you know sometimes it's just
it's okay you. 

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Sometimes you just have to take 
a calculated risk and say you 

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know this is what I'm going to 
do. 

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And I will say this, ever since 
starting Metal Mastermind, 

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things have been. 
Much easier for me to work 

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around. 
That is an absolute fact. 

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The challenges that come across 
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this, having to build the 
website, having to build the 

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intricate payment system, having
to build. 

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The marketing, the blogging, the
YouTube video, Facebook ads, all

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this stuff that you don't really
think about when you start 

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getting into business. 
We've done so much, man. 

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Yeah, there's so much that goes 
into doing an online business. 

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And you realize you're like, Oh 
my God, this is like a behemoth.

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We built an entire course 
platform on top of that. 

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So we didn't outsource any of 
this either. 

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Ken and I built this whole thing
ourselves. 

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So yeah, not to say you 
shouldn't outsource things. 

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I believe been getting getting 
proper help, but you know from 

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from the ground up when you're 
just starting, it's like you you

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kind of take when when you we 
didn't have any funding or 

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anything like that. 
We just like, hey, let's do 

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this. 
So we just kind of did it, you 

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know, and boom. 
Yeah, I mean there's there's a 

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there's a good and bad to that. 
You know when it's time to hire 

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somebody? 
The bad news is that it takes a 

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long time because in the 
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need to hire this guy? 
I can do it myself. 

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So you get a lot more time just 
doing things yourself and that 

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can be very overwhelming. 
And my gosh, the amount of 

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emails is like, how many emails 
do we have to? 

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It's kind of insane, man. 
So it's a process, though, 

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that's what we're saying. 
And when you decide that you're 

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gonna build. 
Something that you want to 

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create as your legacy, you know,
whether that's your music or 

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it's building a flower shop, who
knows? 

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It's it's all about, you know, 
making sure that you're staying 

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true to what it is that you, you
you stand for. 

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You know, if you, if you don't 
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it's infinitely more, more, more
challenging. 

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And you have to always remain 
true to that. 

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You have to always say even 
though, despite the fact that 

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you might be frustrated. 
Is this still your life's 

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mission? 
And if you still say yes, then 

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yeah, okay, then you, you know, 
this is just a hump in the road 

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and you'll get through it. 
But yeah, if if you don't, if 

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you don't feel that way, then 
you you need to really think 

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about the resistance that you 
have in your life and why that's

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the case. 
I I love that resistance, man. 

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You know, I I think I sent you a
little video on the way home 

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from the gym this morning. 
Being underweight. 

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You guys know, I I love weight 
training. 

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That's something that's been a 
staple in my life from an early 

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age, something I'll do for the 
rest of my life, just as much as

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I'll play music and know I'm 
competing and all that stuff or 

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whatever. 
It's just something I love to 

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do. 
But I was telling Ken, I'm like,

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think about you've got this 
weight on your chest. 

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Let's say it's a bench press for
example. 

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And yeah, we want to be, you 
know, all in like we just push 

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through it. 
But sometimes the weight is 

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actually too heavy and it is not
moving and it is crushing you. 

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So you have to know when to make
the appropriate move and pivot 

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and like you said, can earlier 
adapt, adapt to the changes, 

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pivot accordingly. 
I'm like you might sometimes 

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need to slide out from under 
that weight. 

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Okay. 
And then go to something else 

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that's going to build that. 
Sometimes it's not about just 

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pushing through, because 
sometimes we can push towards 

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something and it's just not 
budging. 

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And then we'll spend a lot of 
time and energy trying to push 

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something that maybe it wasn't 
meant to be pushed at all. 

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Now that thing you're pushing is
not your your overall vision, 

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your passion, your dream is 
above all that. 

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Your vision for your life is 
above all that. 

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It's above the weight that 
you're trying to push in your 

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life right now, right? 
Some of you may be struggling 

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with a certain thing, and you're
just trying to push and push and

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push. 
Not in every situation, but 

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maybe the answer isn't 
necessarily pushing through that

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particular weight, but pivoting 
and finding a way around that. 

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This going to kind of make you 
flow. 

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Like I love what Bruce Lee said,
he's like, you know, flow like 

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water. 
So maybe there's another crevice

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in there that you need to be 
exploring to get through or get 

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around so that you can pursue 
that vision that you have. 

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Hopefully that makes sense. 
Absolutely no. 

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Yeah. 
Not forcing things to to work, 

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you know, it's it's it's like. 
You know, it's another good 

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analogy is you ever try, like, 
unscrewing something and you 

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realize, oh man, this is really 
tough. 

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So let me just, like, let me 
just wrench it and, like, really

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try forcing it out. 
And then all of a sudden it 

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breaks the thing that you were 
actually working with and you're

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like, God Dang it, well, that's 
exactly the idea, you know. 

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And if you keep forcing things, 
you're eventually just going to 

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strip the screw. 
So we talked about this earlier.

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We know. 
We even talked about there. 

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There's a fine balance because I
I can be a workaholic coming 

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from the corporate background. 
It's like always someone 

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creating more work to do and 
there's always stuff right. 

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But it it it's not necessarily 
things that are moving the 

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needle forward. 
It's this is just kind of like 

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busy work. 
It's not really not really doing

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anything, you know. 
And I can, I have been, I've 

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been the king of just staying 
busy of of doing more and doing 

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more and doing more can run on 
the treadmill really, really 

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fast and just put all the effort
into that and not go anywhere. 

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So it goes back to that balance 
of do put in the work. 

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Yes, you need to put in the 
work. 

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You need to work hard work. 
I mean that that would get you 

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so far, right. 
You need to work diligently and 

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work smart and work on doing the
appropriate thing to get you to 

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that next level. 
Sometimes that might be a little

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difficult, sometimes it might 
not. 

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There's a balance between 
putting in the time and putting 

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in the the work and the energy 
of balance between that. 

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And also can you and I talked 
about being the type of person 

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having the type of mindset that 
attracts great things. 

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If you marry those two concepts 
together, I believe you're 

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unstoppable. 
Yeah, and if you can remove as 

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much distraction as possible, 
that would be ideal. 

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I have been turning off 
notifications from all of my 

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apps, all of the social media 
apps, all of this, all of that, 

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even when you don't necessarily 
respond to any of that. 

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Your eyes wander. 
You know, they look at the 

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phone, they looked at, there's a
notification, your screen turns 

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on, and just a second of time 
that is away from what you 

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should be doing. 
And it could very much, like, 

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lose your train of thought. 
When I started doing that, I 

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started noticing that I was a 
lot less stressed about certain 

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things and that I got just a 
little bit more done. 

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Sometimes what you can do is set
a timer for yourself. 

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You know, let's say once every 
30 minutes. 

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And at 30 minutes, a 2 minute 
break, a 5 minute break, 

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whatever, so that you can just 
alleviate yourself from just 

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constantly getting too swallowed
in your work and just giving 

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yourself that mental break. 
These are all just tips and 

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tricks. 
You know, you find what works 

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for you, but eliminating 
distractions is super, super 

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helpful. 
And when you, you know, you do 

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something like turning off your 
notifications. 

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I mean, it's it's an amazing 
thing. 

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How much you actually realize, 
Oh my God, like, I just spent 

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time just like focusing on stuff
that didn't matter. 

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Like you were talking about the 
busy work, you know, and it's 

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like okay I had I have to like 
recall my time and put this 

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where where I really care about.
Yeah. 

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And that's that's so. 
That's so pivotal and it changed

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quite a bit of my focus. 
I've been really busy lately 

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with just my job. 
But honestly, when I do get to 

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work, I do get to work, man, it 
does. 

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It does do a a a good deed. 
And you know, again, it it it 

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is, you know, my project is 
something that takes so long to 

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do because of all the detail 
that's required in it. 

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But if I wasn't so you know 
determined and focused do it it 

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it it would be it wouldn't see 
the light of day and I know it 

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will it it you know I can be 
frustrated all I want that it's 

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not out in the world now you 
just got to take the time that 

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it's going to take it will 
happen when it was meant to 

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happen like you said to you know
not forcing it. 

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Sometimes these things they they
will come to fruition. 

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When they come to fruition, it's
not like. 

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Oh, I got to get and catch the 
bus, you know, in 10 minutes, 

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and that's my deadline. 
It's not like that. 

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It's it's a longterm thing. 
If you're creating something 

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from scratch and this is the 
first time anybody will hear it,

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give it the love that it needs 
the TLC. 

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Don't stress about that too 
much. 

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It's okay to feel a certain type
of way of where you are in the 

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project, but you just need to 
let it breathe. 

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And let it do its thing. 
Do it right first, you know, you

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00:26:05,620 --> 00:26:06,820
know. 
Then when you get the Netflix 

446
00:26:06,860 --> 00:26:10,060
deal was like I mentioned, it's 
like the question I asked 

447
00:26:10,060 --> 00:26:13,220
earlier and and and can correct 
me if you feel differently about

448
00:26:13,220 --> 00:26:15,100
this man. 
But I mean would you say there 

449
00:26:15,220 --> 00:26:17,940
there's a balance between, you 
know what you're talking about, 

450
00:26:17,940 --> 00:26:23,780
but at the same time don't allow
that to be an excuse to not move

451
00:26:24,100 --> 00:26:26,940
forward and not work on things. 
You know, sometimes you say, 

452
00:26:26,940 --> 00:26:28,880
well, it's just the, and I've 
done this before, This is why 

453
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:30,960
I'm sharing it. 
You know, it's like I won't work

454
00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:33,760
as much as I need to on that 
project. 

455
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,920
And I'll just say, oh, it's just
taking time. 

456
00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:38,640
It's a big project. 
So I think maybe there's a fine 

457
00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:42,680
balance between maybe do give 
yourself some deadlines without 

458
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:45,920
destroying the creative process.
Because I understand that just 

459
00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,960
because I schedule time to write
music today doesn't mean that 

460
00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:52,520
great music's going to come out,
you know, So we all, we all get 

461
00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:55,680
that there, dude. 
It will take me days to write 

462
00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:58,520
lyrics for a song where other 
times I can crank it out like in

463
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:00,960
30 minutes. 
It just an I I don't know how 

464
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:04,400
much control that we have over 
that may maybe more than we 

465
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:09,000
think go, you know, go with a 
steady pace but also allow the 

466
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:12,680
creative process to do its thing
as well and understand it 

467
00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:13,920
doesn't have to be done right 
now. 

468
00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,800
I think it is a good idea to 
give ourselves certain deadlines

469
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:19,800
and schedule things out to 
where, OK, this is what I'm 

470
00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:22,680
focused. 
On 100% and and I I hope that my

471
00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:26,000
message was not to to say that 
you can just relax about 

472
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:29,720
everything. 
I think that not beat yourself 

473
00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:31,600
up if something's taking a long 
time. 

474
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:37,480
Sometimes things just need to 
take a little bit longer than 

475
00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:41,290
other things. 
Yes, if if you want to continue 

476
00:27:41,290 --> 00:27:49,090
to do you know music or anything
that's in the arts, time in time

477
00:27:49,090 --> 00:27:52,570
is relative. 
If you are in the in the middle 

478
00:27:53,290 --> 00:27:57,730
of, you know, creating your 
first album, then you should 

479
00:27:57,730 --> 00:28:03,370
just take the necessary time in 
order to make the right album 

480
00:28:03,370 --> 00:28:05,850
for yourself. 
Because you know, what if it's 

481
00:28:05,850 --> 00:28:10,350
your first album? 
You don't have an audience 

482
00:28:10,350 --> 00:28:14,390
that's begging you for this 
content. 

483
00:28:14,990 --> 00:28:18,590
So just make it right, you know,
take a little bit more time to 

484
00:28:18,590 --> 00:28:22,270
make it right. 
Don't, don't put yourself in a 

485
00:28:22,270 --> 00:28:27,470
predicament where you, you, you,
you just want it out there and 

486
00:28:28,470 --> 00:28:32,430
not necessarily the thing that 
you wanted to put, you know? 

487
00:28:32,430 --> 00:28:34,950
And there there's a thing, 
there's a truth to it too of, 

488
00:28:34,950 --> 00:28:37,110
you know, just do it and just 
move forward. 

489
00:28:37,110 --> 00:28:39,190
But. 
Your intention is to create 

490
00:28:39,190 --> 00:28:41,910
something, and if you don't know
what it is and you need to just 

491
00:28:41,910 --> 00:28:47,750
experiment to do that, but just 
do it in a way that you could 

492
00:28:47,750 --> 00:28:50,550
live with yourself. 
Look, when I when I made my 

493
00:28:50,550 --> 00:28:53,510
first Homeric album, I had no 
idea that it was cinematic 

494
00:28:53,510 --> 00:28:54,710
metal. 
I had no idea. 

495
00:28:55,150 --> 00:29:00,990
You know, I just experimented. 
I created a lot of music and I 

496
00:29:00,990 --> 00:29:05,470
called it in the beginning, 
symphonic progressive death 

497
00:29:05,470 --> 00:29:06,940
metal. 
That's what I called it. 

498
00:29:07,260 --> 00:29:08,500
Yeah. 
Which is cool, man. 

499
00:29:08,500 --> 00:29:10,380
Which is really cool, I mean. 
It's cool. 

500
00:29:10,700 --> 00:29:15,180
Also didn't really understand at
that time what I was really what

501
00:29:15,180 --> 00:29:18,260
I was really creating. 
So, you know, sometimes you do 

502
00:29:18,260 --> 00:29:21,940
need to go through the process 
then find out this is where it 

503
00:29:21,940 --> 00:29:25,300
takes you. 
That's another truth to it too. 

504
00:29:25,780 --> 00:29:28,020
You know, there's a lot of truth
to all of this. 

505
00:29:29,540 --> 00:29:34,660
What what's important is whether
or not you feel best represents 

506
00:29:34,660 --> 00:29:40,020
you now. 
Because in the future, whatever 

507
00:29:40,020 --> 00:29:43,700
it is that you decide to put 
out, it's always going to be 

508
00:29:43,700 --> 00:29:47,940
using that as a reference. 
And you have to also be aware 

509
00:29:48,020 --> 00:29:52,900
that your followers are going to
expect a certain thing. 

510
00:29:54,100 --> 00:29:57,020
So when you decide that you're 
going to get, you know, onto 

511
00:29:57,020 --> 00:30:01,460
your second, your third, your 
4th, there is going to be 

512
00:30:01,540 --> 00:30:05,420
already some frame of reference 
for somebody. 

513
00:30:05,830 --> 00:30:09,430
You're going to have to either 
step it up, you're going to have

514
00:30:09,430 --> 00:30:13,670
to either you know, make more. 
You're going to have to develop 

515
00:30:13,670 --> 00:30:17,070
it somehow. 
It's a tough thing to to to 

516
00:30:17,070 --> 00:30:19,750
really crack. 
It's it's not something that 

517
00:30:19,910 --> 00:30:24,830
there's like a cheat code for 
it, just it's just you working 

518
00:30:24,830 --> 00:30:28,070
at it. 
It's a tough thing to to to 

519
00:30:28,070 --> 00:30:30,750
really crack. 
It's it's not something that 

520
00:30:30,910 --> 00:30:36,010
there's like a cheat code for. 
It just it's just you working at

521
00:30:36,010 --> 00:30:39,650
it and enjoying the process as 
it goes along. 

522
00:30:41,010 --> 00:30:45,730
Don't let the short term 
frustrations demotivate you to 

523
00:30:45,730 --> 00:30:47,810
stop. 
You just gotta muscle through it

524
00:30:47,810 --> 00:30:50,850
man, and it's okay. 
Sometimes it can be a little 

525
00:30:50,850 --> 00:30:55,450
hard but don't worry about it 
it'll the pain will pass. 

526
00:30:56,060 --> 00:30:57,620
It will pass. 
I I think we did figure out a 

527
00:30:57,620 --> 00:31:02,180
cheat code for that on down a B 
left right something like that 

528
00:31:02,180 --> 00:31:04,860
oh the days of old school 
Nintendo man the spot of the 

529
00:31:04,900 --> 00:31:06,580
times of that. 
There there's this real cool 

530
00:31:06,580 --> 00:31:09,060
game by the way not to get off 
track but it was called Ultima 

531
00:31:09,100 --> 00:31:10,540
4. 
It was a role-playing game. 

532
00:31:10,540 --> 00:31:15,140
But yeah you know you mentioned 
the journey guys and I I you you

533
00:31:15,140 --> 00:31:19,980
must okay this is this is a 
command from Ken and I the like 

534
00:31:19,980 --> 00:31:22,610
part of the whatever 
commandments however commands we

535
00:31:22,610 --> 00:31:24,890
have for metal mastermind well 
this is a command. 

536
00:31:25,090 --> 00:31:30,090
You must enjoy the journey guys 
embrace the journey even even 

537
00:31:30,090 --> 00:31:33,970
the hiccups man you know if you 
if you learn to even embrace the

538
00:31:33,970 --> 00:31:37,090
hiccups. 
I've learned so much about 

539
00:31:37,090 --> 00:31:40,330
myself especially this year. 
One of the things like I don't 

540
00:31:40,330 --> 00:31:43,090
get I don't get frustrated in 
traffic anymore you know I just 

541
00:31:43,090 --> 00:31:45,370
I chose not to. 
It's a decision you make, right?

542
00:31:45,370 --> 00:31:48,060
You can choose. 
Because when we get frustrated, 

543
00:31:48,060 --> 00:31:49,980
we're living in that past 
moment, right? 

544
00:31:50,140 --> 00:31:53,780
Rather, I I choose to enjoy the 
journey along the way. 

545
00:31:54,340 --> 00:31:56,700
So if I'm stuck in traffic, 
maybe I look off to the side and

546
00:31:56,700 --> 00:31:58,620
I see something unique. 
Maybe there's a Bunny rabbit 

547
00:31:58,620 --> 00:31:59,940
over there. 
We saw some bunnies the other 

548
00:31:59,940 --> 00:32:01,540
day. 
You know, it's just weird stuff,

549
00:32:01,540 --> 00:32:03,420
guys. 
Even the painful parts. 

550
00:32:04,460 --> 00:32:05,940
Sometimes you can laugh at 
yourself. 

551
00:32:05,940 --> 00:32:08,610
You can joke about it. 
Sometimes you have to be a 

552
00:32:08,610 --> 00:32:10,850
little bit more serious about 
things, you know, depending on 

553
00:32:10,850 --> 00:32:13,810
what it is, But allow yourself 
to be frustrated, but maybe just

554
00:32:13,810 --> 00:32:16,250
for a few seconds and you just 
go back to you know what, This 

555
00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:18,410
is part of the journey and and I
love what I'm doing. 

556
00:32:18,410 --> 00:32:20,770
I love what I'm pursuing and I'm
gonna enjoy the ride. 

557
00:32:21,970 --> 00:32:27,570
Beautifully said, man. 
So Jason, what's your metal song

558
00:32:27,890 --> 00:32:31,330
of the week today? 
Dude, dude, it is. 

559
00:32:31,770 --> 00:32:33,290
I'm looking up on my phone right
now. 

560
00:32:33,290 --> 00:32:36,600
I I sent this to you this 
morning when I was in the gym, a

561
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:42,200
song by a band called Deceased 
and it's called The Kept KEPT 

562
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:46,280
the kept by Deceased and that 
was from their 2005 album. 

563
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:51,480
As the weird travel on the 
recording of this album was kind

564
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,720
of, I don't want to say raw, not
in a sense that they're not 

565
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:59,200
tight, they're tight, but it 
kind of reminded me of player 

566
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:00,880
type stuff. 
But this is more, you know, more

567
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:03,710
definitely. 
But just kind of you had that 

568
00:33:03,710 --> 00:33:05,830
raw energy to it, if that makes 
sense, man. 

569
00:33:05,870 --> 00:33:10,070
You know, it was overproduced. 
And I know we probably overuse 

570
00:33:10,070 --> 00:33:13,270
that word these days. 
It's really kind of some classic

571
00:33:13,270 --> 00:33:14,990
death metal if there's such a 
thing. 

572
00:33:14,990 --> 00:33:17,030
And I just, I don't know, man, 
there's a vibe to it that I 

573
00:33:17,030 --> 00:33:18,830
really love. 
I'm like, you know what, This is

574
00:33:18,830 --> 00:33:20,070
the song of the week. 
This is it. 

575
00:33:20,070 --> 00:33:22,390
We're going to. 
So yeah, they kept by the band 

576
00:33:22,390 --> 00:33:27,910
called Deceased. 
My choice was warming. 

577
00:33:29,220 --> 00:33:32,700
Warmin is a is a is a band that 
I think was an offshoot from 

578
00:33:32,700 --> 00:33:34,580
Children Of Bodom. 
I think it's the keyboardist 

579
00:33:34,580 --> 00:33:40,020
players band and there's this 
whole song on the album called 

580
00:33:40,020 --> 00:33:43,420
Accept the Fate, The Return of 
Salieri. 

581
00:33:44,020 --> 00:33:45,980
I like that one a lot. 
It's got a little bit of a 

582
00:33:45,980 --> 00:33:50,020
neoclassical type of vibe and 
I'm into all that baroque stuff.

583
00:33:50,020 --> 00:33:53,500
So Salieri was actually a 
classical composer, which is 

584
00:33:53,500 --> 00:33:54,380
pretty cool. 
So. 

585
00:33:57,340 --> 00:33:59,700
Well, guys, that wraps it up for
another episode of Metal 

586
00:33:59,700 --> 00:34:01,380
Mastermind. 
Thank you so much for being a 

587
00:34:01,380 --> 00:34:05,460
part of this awesome musician 
community that we've all created

588
00:34:05,460 --> 00:34:07,100
here. 
And we really hope you got 

589
00:34:07,100 --> 00:34:08,980
something out of today's 
podcast. 

590
00:34:08,980 --> 00:34:12,820
I mean, all of our podcast, but 
you know, we we kind of went in 

591
00:34:12,820 --> 00:34:15,260
some heartfelt stuff. 
Hey, Speaking of Metal 

592
00:34:15,260 --> 00:34:19,340
Mastermind and your skills and 
and, you know, really growing 

593
00:34:19,340 --> 00:34:21,340
your confidence, do check out 
our courses. 

594
00:34:21,340 --> 00:34:24,420
We have the guitar courses. 
Ken has a theory course. 

595
00:34:24,420 --> 00:34:27,550
We've got vocal courses. 
We've got a whole library online

596
00:34:27,550 --> 00:34:31,429
courses you can take at 
metalmastermindcom, so do check 

597
00:34:31,429 --> 00:34:34,270
those out guys. 
And until next time, as always, 

598
00:34:34,270 --> 00:34:35,909
create your own sound.
