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We're almost finished with our 
series that I've been calling 

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living the Easter life this 
Sunday, next Sunday, we're going

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to be looking at the Easter life
as means living a life of power.

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We're going to jump ahead to 
Pentecost and and but today 

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we're looking at the Easter 
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which is really an extraordinary
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Now, if if you've looked in your
own Bible and you see that that 

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Mark chapter 16 goes beyond 
verse 8. 

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But in many Bibles, in fact most
modern translations and 

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publications of the Bible, it 
will put the remainder of the 

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chapter from verse 9 on in 
brackets or in italics and put a

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footnote there that says most 
ancient manuscripts do not 

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contain these verses or, or 
something to that effect. 

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And what they're trying to 
communicate is that that 

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scholars in this is not 
controversial. 

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This is not divisive. 
This is not, it's just one of 

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those things that's come to be 
accepted within the world of 

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biblical scholarship that the 
original ending of the book of 

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Mark was at verse 8. 
The women left and told they 

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were afraid and said nothing to 
anyone and that somewhere along 

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the way people thought, you know
what, that's not a great ending 

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to the story. 
Let's make it more like Matthew 

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and Luke. 
And so the rest of the book was 

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added. 
But I want us to focus on 

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whether that rest, if you want 
to, if we want to think of that 

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as scripture, that's cool. 
But I want to focus on this kind

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of ending because each of the 
Gospels gives us a different 

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perspective on the resurrection 
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And Matthew, the, the, the clear
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Jesus is giving his disciples. 
You have a job to do. 

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Go out into all the world and 
make disciples. 

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I'll be with you while you do 
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And, and John, the emphasis is 
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community. 
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his disciples after the 
resurrection is not to give them

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an assignment, but it is to make
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forgiven. 
They're still part of the 

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Kingdom of God, They're still 
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And the way they can show their 
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another and loving the people in
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meaningfully serving one another
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in the world around him. 
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which is, is all written by Luke
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we get the resurrection account 
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the book of Luke, Jesus is 
telling his disciples, you will,

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you will be my witnesses. 
You will, you will preach the 

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good news of the baptism of 
repentance through the 

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forgiveness of sins. 
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Acts, he emphasizes just before 
he ascends into heaven and we'll

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look at this next week, Jesus 
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to come upon you and he 
prophecies, you will be my 

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witnesses throughout the world. 
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on what God is going to do in 
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Then on an assignment given to 
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in mystery. 
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It's like, you know, driving 
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river and the bridge is out and 
it's like, where do we go from 

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here? 
The women go to anoint Jesus to 

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put the spices on him to do all 
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and the other gospels. 
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encounter Jesus and Mark and 
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They encounter 1 Angel who says 
Jesus is risen go and tell his 

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disciples and Peter, which is 
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end Peter much today, but the 
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to make sure Peter who denied 
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included in all of this. 
Jesus wants him there too, and 

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the women are so utterly 
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encountered and what they have 
experienced that they can't say 

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a word to anyone. 
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It's it's unknown that the story
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of what happens next. 
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There's no assignment, there's 
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no call to mission, there's no 
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are going to come. 
It's just the story ends with a 

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mind shattering surprise that no
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Jesus told them all that it was 
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Part of what I believe Mark was 
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gospel this way is to 
communicate to us that the life 

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of Easter really is a life of 
mystery, that it doesn't get all

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mapped out for us. 
That fear is a normal and an 

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appropriate response sometimes 
when God shows up in the world 

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and in our lives and, and, and 
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do in response to God's call. 
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what we're supposed to do, like 
the women, they were given very 

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clear instructions, very simple 
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Sometimes it's so overwhelming 
and so terrifying, we can't 

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bring ourselves to do it. 
Living the Easter life is living

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a life of mystery. 
This was true from the beginning

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of Jesus's life. 
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So I got AI got a, I've got a 
Mother's Day video to show and, 

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and we're going all the way back
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We're going to see a woman. 
She's an actress that is is 

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portraying A fictionalized scene
from Jesus's childhood that we 

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don't get in the scripture, but 
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happened and, and let's let's, 
let's watch here. 

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So Jesus did the funniest thing 
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We were sitting down to dinner 
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use a glass of wine, it's been a
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Next thing I know he had waved 
his hand over my goblet and turn

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my water into a a really 
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I said OK, OK, give yourself a 
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dog from the dead just a couple 
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Mary literally says stuff like 
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And we're always like, you gay. 
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What did she say? 
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dinner and the boats came back 
empty and then suddenly there 

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were fish in the Nets. 
And like this morning, we're all

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just kind of like, okay, Mary, 
all of her babies, we all think 

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they're special. 
We all want them to have those 

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milestones first. 
But she's just like competitive 

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on a new level. 
My baby actually is super 

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special. 
She's probably going to walk 

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before hers. 
She might even walk on water. 

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Wouldn't it be funny? 
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lying. 
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if Joseph was really Jesus's 
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Yeah, but also, no. 
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You know, there's no real good 
parenting book for what to do 

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when your child is the Son of 
the Lord, but we're figuring it.

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Life is a mystery. 
Motherhood is a mystery even for

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Mary and for Mary's, you know, 
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And I don't know, you know, I, 
I, I know that, that, that, that

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motherhood have never 
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Well, I've had a mother, but 
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Now I'm just going to leave that
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What I seem to pick up from the 
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that that being a mother can be 
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You know, there are lots of 
books, but none of them really 

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tell us. 
We don't really know what the 

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future is going to hold. 
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tendency for moms to compare 
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And, and boy, it would have been
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neighborhood when Jesus was 
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conversations at the playground,
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in it would have been 
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But here, the fact is, it's, 
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Mary didn't know what was 
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Mary was as surprised as 
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resurrection. 
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maybe more so than anyone else 
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Not knowing what's coming, not 
being able to see the future, 

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not knowing exactly how to 
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know what we're supposed to do, 
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do it. 
That's a part of the Easter 

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life. 
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motherhood and faith, can feel 
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I just don't know what to do. 
I just don't know where to go. 

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I don't know what the right 
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I don't know how what to tell my
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We get to that point to where 
we're needing to tell our 

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parents. 
We don't know what to tell our 

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parents. 
I don't know don't know how to 

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make it through the day, through
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How are the bills going to get 
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How are the school supplies 
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All of these things are simply 
part of living the life that God

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has given us to live. 
And mystery, saying that life is

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a life of mystery. 
Humans are uncomfortable with 

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unsolved mysteries. 
That's why scooby-doo worked so 

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well. 
Everybody loves. 

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I've never, well, he's I've 
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admits that they didn't like 
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If you're one of those people, I
don't want to hear about it. 

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When there was a mystery, they 
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I won't get into this. 
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Star Trek on that theme. 
People have to solve. 

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When there are clues and there's
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its that compels us to seek out 
an answer to the mystery, to try

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to figure out what we don't 
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shine light into the dark 
places, to eliminate the shadows

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and get to know everything as 
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thoroughly as we possibly can. 
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the scientific revolution, which
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the past several years, gives us
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capability of eliminating all of
the shadows and all of the 

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mysteries, that one day we'll 
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The testimony of the Bible is 
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No matter how much we learn, 
there's going to be more that we

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don't know. 
No matter how many questions we 

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answer, it will. 
It will end up opening up more 

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questions that are still 
unanswered and and the grand 

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unification theories that are 
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If we can come up with a single 
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everything, I think are 
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be false. 
That that if we can understand 

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it completely, it doesn't 
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there's too much in this life 
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understanding. 
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unknown. 
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It's what we don't know, in some
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And that as frustrating as it 
is, as challenging as it is, as 

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frightening as it is, is simply 
part of the life that God has 

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given us. 
Having to deal with and live in 

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and live through and live into 
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Making decisions without really 
knowing what the short term, 

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sometimes outcomes will be and 
and often what the long term 

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outcomes will be. 
Either without knowing how it's 

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going to affect, without knowing
how our kids are going to do 

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down the road. 
Without knowing how you know 

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where our lives are going to be 
a year from now, or five years 

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or now or 10 years from now. 
The way the world is changing 

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and science is developing and 
technology is developing now I 

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it's it. 
Who can guess what this world is

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going to look like 30 years from
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years from now? 
The future is a mystery, the 

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future is unknown, and that's 
part of the way God has created 

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it and made it. 
What Isaiah said, God said to 

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his people through Isaiah. 
For my thoughts are not your 

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thoughts, neither are your ways.
My ways, declares the Lord, as 

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the heavens are higher than the 
earth, so are my ways higher 

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than your ways, and my thoughts 
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God says you can never know 
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Our little brains are not big 
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Our little minds cannot contain 
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can never fully comprehend God, 
God's ways, God's purposes, 

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God's plans, and God's designs. 
Even when God says it to us 

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clearly and directly and 
explicitly, like when Jesus told

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his followers, I'm going to die 
three days, I'm going to rise 

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again from the dead, they still 
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It still didn't make sense. 
The Ecclesiastes, which Elena 

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read earlier, he has also said 
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Yet no one can fathom what God 
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God's power, God's work is a 
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beyond our understanding. 
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I've heard people over the years
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We can know, you know, there's 
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predict, we can't control, and 
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Now, mystery is, by definition, 
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scholars in the room. 
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occasionally my daughter listens
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that's not what mystery means in
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Testament, mystery is not like 
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It's used to talk about the part
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mystery throughout the New 
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Jesus is God's answer to the 
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How is God going to redeem the 
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The answer, Jesus, the mystery, 
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the world? 
The answer, Jesus, the mystery. 

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How is God going to deal with 
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resurrection. 
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mystery, talks about the fact 
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all ages has now been revealed 
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US, the people in the past, 
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others could only look forward 
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do all of this? 
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the prayers and, and, and 
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But it has been revealed to us 
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So mystery is by definition sort
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But we got to be honest here 
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Jesus doesn't mean we really 
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Simple things about Jesus that 
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We say Jesus is fully God and 
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If you've grown up in the 
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that before. 
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before, shame on us pastors who 
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fully God and fully human. 
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that really means. 
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who explained it this way. 
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fully God and fully human is 
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a quart of oil and pouring them 
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container and it holds it all. 
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Not right. 
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about God and we have one God, 
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persons, Father, Son and Holy 
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We, we, we try to parse it out 
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this one, the egg, you know, 
it's got an egg, it's got a 

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shell, it's got a white and it's
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I later learned that's heresy. 
I don't think, I don't think I'm

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going to go to hell for that. 
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modalism, and Christians killed 
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one point in time it was we were
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We've been dumb that they said 
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is fully God. 
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The shell is only part of an 
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Jesus is fully God, and the 
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The white is only part of the 
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The oak is only part of the egg,
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and and God is the Father is 
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fully God. 
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there's one God. 
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running the universe when Jesus 
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All of these questions people 
that aren't part of Christianity

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ask, and when we tell them, 
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That doesn't really help. 
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Part of our teaching about the 
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the flesh of teaching of the 
Trinity, part of our of teaching

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about the resurrection and and 
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resurrection has somehow opened 
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our forgiveness and the 
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God. 
We're saying those things as 

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statements of faith, not 
something that we can ever fully

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or completely explain. 
Our brains just aren't big 

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enough. 
That's that should be good news.

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Because if we can understand 
everything, that means we really

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are kind of the high point of 
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It doesn't get any better than 
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And Oh my goodness, are we in 
bad shape if the universe 

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doesn't get any better than us. 
But there is someone out there 

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who is bigger, who is greater, 
who is beyond our understanding.

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Because if God were not beyond 
our understanding, God would not

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be bigger, and God would not be 
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Beyond all question, Paul 
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true godliness springs is great.
This is the mystery. 

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He appeared in the flesh, was 
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seen by the angels, was preached
among the nations, was believed 

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on in the world, and was taken 
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All of those statements true. 
All of those statements faith. 

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None of those statements 
ultimately scientifically 

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verifiable and provable. 
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one of the questions we have to 
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respond to mystery? 
The book of Mark, those women 

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who went to Jesus tomb, they 
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and with silence. 
They were so overwhelmed they 

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couldn't do or say anything. 
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that way because we never would 
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Mark's not making the point that
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anyone about Jesus. 
Mark's talking about that that 

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experience of God that is so 
overwhelming that we don't know 

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how to respond, or even if we 
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it's so overwhelming we can't 
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Silence, silence. 
Well, don't be, Don't be 

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alarmed. 
He said you were looking for 

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Jesus the Nazarene, who was 
crucified. 

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He has risen. 
He is not here. 

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See the place where they laid 
him. 

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But go tell his disciples and 
Peter. 

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He's going ahead of you into 
Galilee. 

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There you will see him, just as 
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Trembling and bewildered, the 
women went out and fled from the

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tomb. 
They said nothing to anyone 

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because they were afraid. 
Their response was silence. 

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Silence is not a bad response to
mystery. 

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It's really not. 
One of the disciplines of of 

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Christian spirituality that has 
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society is silence. 
To, to turn off all the noise, 

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all of the inputs, all of the 
phones, all of the computers, 

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all of the tablets, all of the 
televisions, all of the 

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everything and simply be silent 
before God challenge you to do 

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it sometime. 
If, if, if you're not used to 

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doing that, I, I, you might be 
surprised at how hard it is to 

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do that, to decide to sit in 
silence for 10 minutes, for 15 

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minutes, for 20 minutes. 
Try it and see what bubbles up 

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inside. 
One of my favorite songs, band 

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by the name of 21 Pilots called 
Car Radio and, and, and the he's

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he's singing in rhyme. 
I'm not going to try it. 

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Don't worry about the fact that 
he's got a car. 

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But someone stole his radio and 
now he has to sit in silence and

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it's making him nuts. 
It's driving him crazy. 

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And he said the quiet is 
violence. 

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Silence and quiet are hard for 
us to deal with for the same 

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reason that mystery is hard for 
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We want answers. 
We want clarity, we want to 

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know. 
And when we sit in silence, what

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often bubbles up within us are 
all of those things that we 

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don't know and that we don't 
have answers to, Experiences and

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future possibilities that 
frighten us, memories of past 

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things that frighten us. 
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And ancient Christian 
spirituality says one of the 

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best ways in the world to 
respond to mystery is with 

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silence. 
To sit in silence, I got to 

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double check to see where I am. 
OK Yeah. 

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Now I got a couple more before I
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Psalmist writes this. 
He says God says, be still and 

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know that I am God. 
I will be exalted among the 

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nations. 
I will be exalted on the earth. 

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They were faced with a 
terrifying threat and external 

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harm, something that they 
couldn't control, something that

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they had no power over. 
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prophet, the advice of the poet,
is be silent, be still, know 

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that God is God and God will be 
exalted. 

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Whatever else happens and comes 
out of this, God will be exalted

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on all the earth. 
Silence is a good response. 

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It's not just not a bad 
response, it is a good response 

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to mystery. 
I'm forgetting what's coming 

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next. 
Tell me. 

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I got several more. 
Boy, I thought this was thought 

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I was getting to the video 
sooner than this. 

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Silence allows mystery. 
Why silence a good response? 

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Because silence allows mystery 
to be mysterious. 

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It's a decision to turn off the 
compulsion within us to solve 

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and know everything, have 
everything sorted out to 

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everything planned out, to have 
everything laid out. 

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And it simply says I will allow 
the mystery to be mysterious. 

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It's a way of saying I will 
allow God to be God and not 

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demanded that God explain 
himself to me. 

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Saint Augustine had a vision 
once. 

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He's a smart guy. 
He was a really smart guy, one 

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of the first great theologians 
within Christianity, educated, 

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intelligent, good communicator. 
He had, it was the whole 

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package. 
And he had a dream one night and

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he was on a beach and he had a 
little jar and he was scooping 

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water out of the sea and putting
it into the jar. 

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And a person walked up said I 
got the story wrong, I have 

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messed my mind, just went just 
brain fart right there. 

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No I didn't, I had it right. 
Person came up, it was an Angel.

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Takes a minute. 
Angel says what are you doing? 

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Said I'm putting the ocean in 
the jar. 

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The Angel said, you can't put 
the ocean in the jar, the ocean 

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won't fit in the jar. 
The man said, oh, I guess you're

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right. 
And then the Angel said, and you

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also can't understand the 
Trinity you'll never under. 

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It's the same kind of thing, the
mysteries of God. 

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To try to seek to comprehend God
is like trying to fit the ocean 

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in a jar. 
It's just not possible. 

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And when we're silent before the
mystery, we allow the mystery to

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be mysterious. 
Silence in that way is an 

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expression of humility before 
mystery. 

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It's a way of saying, I don't. 
I let go of my demand to know. 

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I let go and surrender my right 
to understand, and I choose to 

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simply trust and simply believe.
Psalm 131 is all of three 

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verses. 
This is the whole chapter. 

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O Lord, my heart is not lifted 
up, my eyes are not raised too 

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high, I do not occupy myself 
with things too great and too 

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marvelous for me, but I have 
calmed and quieted my soul, like

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a child quieted at his mother's 
breast, like a child that is 

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quiet. 
It is my soul. 

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O Israel, hope in the Lord, from
this time forth and forevermore.

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There are great and mysterious 
and wonderful and marvelous 

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things, and sometimes it's good 
to gaze at those things and be 

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overwhelmed by those things. 
But there are times when we just

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need to be silent before that 
mystery and allow it to be the 

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mystery. 
And trust. 

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Trust that our hope is not in 
our understanding. 

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Our hope is not in our ability 
to comprehend. 

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Our ability to figure out our 
hope is in the Lord. 

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That phrase my calm and quiet in
my soul, like a child quieted 

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its mother's breast. 
The the Hebrew word for child 

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there is specifically for a 
child that has been weaned. 

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So because an unweaned child is 
at his mother's breast to get 

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something right. 
Lunch, dinner, snack, lunch, 

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dinner, snack, over and over and
over again. 

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But the weaned child is not at 
his mother's breast to get 

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something except to be in the 
presence of his mother. 

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And that's what the psalmist 
invites us to. 

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00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:26,600
To live in the presence of the 
mystery of God without 

451
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:31,480
demanding, without craving, 
without insisting, without even 

452
00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:35,280
trying to fully and completely 
understand anymore. 

453
00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:39,560
Then your two year old, your 
mom's out there, your two or 

454
00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:42,600
three-year old can really 
understand your love for them. 

455
00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:46,080
They don't, they can't, they 
won't. 

456
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,880
And a lot of us, when we became 
parents, realized that what our 

457
00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:54,920
parents told us was right, that 
we wouldn't really understand 

458
00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:57,280
until we were parents ourselves.
I was like, OK, well, they were 

459
00:27:57,280 --> 00:28:01,760
right about that too. 
Our kids don't know and we can't

460
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:03,000
know. 
We can't know. 

461
00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:05,720
I think I'm at the almost all 
right. 

462
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:10,240
One more here. 
One possibility for dealing with

463
00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:12,680
mystery is to say just get 
comfortable with mystery. 

464
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:14,880
But we shouldn't be comfortable 
with mystery. 

465
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:17,320
Mystery should make us 
uncomfortable. 

466
00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:20,080
I've got a song I keep looking 
over but want to make sure I get

467
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:23,200
to this slide. 
And it's, it's actually a song, 

468
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:28,000
2 parts written by two different
people, Amy Carter or Cardi, I 

469
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,600
think is is is is the first 
person. 

470
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:34,360
She's the one on the top who a 
few years back wrote a song 

471
00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:38,120
about her experience a few days 
into college, 3 days or two days

472
00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:41,720
into college. 
And then there's another woman 

473
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:46,560
who in response to that song, 
and she goes on on YouTube by 

474
00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:52,240
I'm sad Alex wrote a song about 
her experience of life 10 years 

475
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:55,560
after college. 
And I want you to hear the 

476
00:28:55,560 --> 00:28:58,520
mystery in all of this. 
Let's listen together. 

477
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:02,760
I'm two days into college and 
I'm three lectures behind. 

478
00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:04,720
There's this guy, let's name him
Colin. 

479
00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,480
He says he wants to be mine, but
it doesn't really sit with me 

480
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:09,800
quite right because he doesn't 
really like the things I like 

481
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,440
and I keep accidentally look at 
myself out of my dorm in the 

482
00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:15,360
middle of the night. 
I'm 10 years out of college and 

483
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:18,120
I'm still 10 years behind. 
All those things I thought I'd 

484
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,040
have by now are still so out of 
sight and it doesn't really sit 

485
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:23,760
with me quite right. 
I'm 32 years into this life. 

486
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:26,720
I should have more WS than L's 
so use the hell I don't even 

487
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:28,200
feel the fire when it's in my 
face. 

488
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,840
And I'm a play tonight thinking 
am I OK? 

489
00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:33,880
Should I change to something 
safer about and very good on 

490
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,000
paper? 
Settle down and fall in love 

491
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:39,680
when they recall and it up? 
Did everybody succeed now? 

492
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:47,840
Are they happier than me now? 
Now I'm sad Alex wrote a third 

493
00:29:47,840 --> 00:29:51,480
part in response to comments 
when she posted that video and 

494
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,560
folks said, well, what you know,
what about older? 

495
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,120
What about 20 years out of 
college? 

496
00:29:57,120 --> 00:30:00,040
So she wrote a verse about 20 
years out of college. 

497
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:04,280
I deliberately cut that out 
because two reasons. 

498
00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:07,360
One, at that point she's pretty.
She's not writing about her 

499
00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:12,760
experience, but but now here 10 
years out of college, she's 

500
00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:14,200
wondering. 
I don't get it. 

501
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:16,000
I don't understand. 
Life is not what I thought it 

502
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:17,920
would be. 
I'm not as far along as I 

503
00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:19,720
thought I'd be. 
I don't know the things I 

504
00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:21,480
thought I'd know. 
I don't even had the experiences

505
00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:23,280
I thought I have. 
I don't have the winds I don't. 

506
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:26,160
I can't even tell our people. 
Both people seem to be doing 

507
00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:29,040
better than me and and she's 
struggling with this mystery. 

508
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,760
But when she wrote the the 20 
years out of college, she 

509
00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:35,760
figured it all out. 
And I got bad news for I'm sad, 

510
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:39,880
Alex, if she's not going to have
it figured out 20 years out of 

511
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:43,480
college, either 30 or 40 
pushing. 

512
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:47,760
No, I'm not at 50 yet. 
So far 40, I'm confident not got

513
00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:52,560
it figured out. 
We need to allow ourselves to be

514
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:56,240
uncomfortable with the mystery, 
not to get comfortable with it, 

515
00:30:56,400 --> 00:31:00,760
but to be uncomfortable with it,
to allow ourselves to look at 

516
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:03,560
the world around us and look at 
our own lives and say, you know 

517
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,720
what? 
I just don't know. 

518
00:31:06,840 --> 00:31:09,040
I don't know. 
Am I doing it right? 

519
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:12,480
Am I doing it wrong? 
My kids going to turn out OK? 

520
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:16,360
Am I screwing my kids up? 
Am I screwing my parents up? 

521
00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:24,760
And my there are so many things 
in life and in faith that we 

522
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:26,800
want to know that we just can't 
know. 

523
00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:34,560
But we know this. 
We know this, that the answer to

524
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:39,680
all of the mystery is Jesus, his
life, his death, and his 

525
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:43,120
resurrection. 
How that's the answer we cannot 

526
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:47,480
explain. 
But that is the answer which 

527
00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:52,480
means this, that in the mystery 
we can rest in the arms of God, 

528
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,320
trusting that what God has said 
will be true. 

529
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:59,800
Trusting that when we stand 
before God, we will stand before

530
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:01,440
him. 
Not as people who need to 

531
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:05,920
present a perfect resume of our 
past experiences, but as a 

532
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:10,360
people who can trust in His 
mercy and in His grace because 

533
00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:17,560
He loved us enough to die for 
us, so we allow ourselves to be 

534
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:20,360
uncomfortable for the mystery. 
I know that there's nothing 

535
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:22,920
better for people than to be 
happy and to do good while they 

536
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:24,880
live. 
That each of them may eat and 

537
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:27,280
drink and find satisfaction and 
all their toil. 

538
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:30,720
This is the gift of God. 
I know that everything God does 

539
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:33,160
will endure forever. 
Nothing can be added to it, 

540
00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:36,560
nothing taken from it. 
And God does it so that people 

541
00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:40,840
will fear Him. 
All right, when we get afraid 

542
00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:43,680
before the mystery, God's going.
That's right where I want you. 

543
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:50,280
Don't get comfortable. 
Live in the uncertainty, live in

544
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,640
the fear. 
And while you're at it, enjoy 

545
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:58,920
your life. 
Eat and drink, raise your kids, 

546
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:03,760
have fun, play, laugh, as well 
as work and rest. 

547
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:09,320
Do these things in your life 
with which I have blessed you. 

548
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:14,560
And when the future mysteries 
get overwhelming, rest in my 

549
00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:19,480
arms and trust in my mercy and 
my love and my power. 

550
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,840
Allow yourself to be 
uncomfortable with mystery. 

551
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:30,760
That's living the Easter life, 
not having all the answers, but 

552
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:34,480
living with the mystery in Jesus
name, Amen. 

553
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:35,200
Amen.
